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deviantART: by:Melere http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Melere&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Melere en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 06 Dec 2009 17:13:55 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Concerts! http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/26932792/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/26932792/ Mon, 31 Aug 2009 09:37:07 PDT
The second concert is Placebo. Now that should be something. I remember there was a time when I knew all their lyrics by heart... It will sure trigger some memories. Eh...

Now I have three months to get updated since both Manson and Placebo released two new albums since I stopped listening to them regularly... Music time! Although it will be hard to listening something else since I'm still in my Mindless Self Indulgence worship phase. MSI <3 *______*

]]> ~Melere oO total weirdness ensues. http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/26498210/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/26498210/ Mon, 10 Aug 2009 05:19:24 PDT
And now for the weirdest facts of all: It's Mindless Self Indulgence. It's a kind of a music I never thought I would be able to listen at all before, and here I am, maximum noise output and all. >.< My neighbours will start to hate me soon. I thought I was finished with industrial a long time ago...

Enough with the rambling,
Cheers,
Mel

PS: Did I mention that I'm ADDICTED? Like I go to the toilet with my iPod? No? Well then, I'm mentioning it now >.<

PPS: Apart from that I'm such a nolife. I just packed to go to my sister for a week or so, and guess what I'm taking with me? My X360 of course. LOL. It's so lame it's funny.

PPPS: 10000 pageviews!! YAY! Me STRONG Me DESTROY!

]]> ~Melere Old music, new addiction :D http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/26421445/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/26421445/ Thu, 06 Aug 2009 11:06:53 PDT Awesome band, spectacular at concerts, kinda psychedelic at times... Exactly what I needed now. And Josh Homme is kinda ugly yet sexy at the same time. But maybe it's just my thing for redheads xD.

Cheers,
Mel

]]> ~Melere Back from Wroclaw :3 http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/26385327/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/26385327/ Tue, 04 Aug 2009 16:47:29 PDT

. I must say that I'm utterly enchanted. This city is by far the most beautiful polish city I've seen. And believe me I've seen Cracow and I still thing Wroclaw is prettier. I don't realy have many pics of the city itself but if you want to see it I suggest visiting her profile once she updated it.

Apparently the quote of the week turned out to be "Perhaps it's because I'm so pretty". Don't ask. Fanfiction rules. And so does iPhone. I don't have to bring books with me on holidays anymore. I can read on it with far more comfort than with any 'real' book

.

I'm still struggling to read 'The Host' by Stephanie Meyer but with so much fanfiction around I doubt I'll get on to it anytime soon. Which kinda sucks because I really want to read it. Can't help it though that my horniness (is that even a word?) makes me return to fanfiction all the time. I so like reading about hot and steamy... cups of tea.

Sooo. Nothing's really changed. I'm still much of a perv these days.
Write you soon,
Mel

]]> ~Melere X-Men Addiction http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/26093422/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/26093422/ Tue, 21 Jul 2009 18:14:59 PDT
It's 3 AM and I'm waiting to see the first episode of 'Wolverine and the X-Men'. I CAN't wait. Gosh I want it. NOW.

EDIT: 4 AM. I've seen the first episode. I have a feeling that this will be my favourite series of X-Men. Go Rogue. Go Logan. yay! >.<

EDIT2: 4:30 AM. After watching episode 2. What the fuck did they do to avalanche, huh? I soooo prefered the Lance from evolution. Toad's better though. Bobby and Angel are kinda cute... I guess I'll keep on watching ;]

Addicted.

Totally.

Other than that ANNO 1404 turned out to be the best fucking game there is. Well maybe not THE best but it's certainly is the greatest one in the series so far. God I love it. The music takes my breath away. I seriously recommend it (for everyone that has a decent computer that is). Love it. I thought nothing can beat 1701 but I was SO wrong. Now forgive me but I gotta go run and stop the crusade! aha!

Yours, addicted,
Mel

]]> ~Melere Pointless rambling http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/26008612/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/26008612/ Fri, 17 Jul 2009 14:40:22 PDT I don't really have any other place or people to write it to.

Anyway it has occured to me lately that I really don't like Hugh Jackman smiling. I think he looked his best in X-Men all hairy, growling and wild. Even though I don't like hairy... But his a good kind of hairy there *.*. And good kind of wild and growling, claws and all. I love his back. Did anyone notice his back? His back *.*.
Jeez I'm rambling. Sticking to the title I guess

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Anyway I watched X-Men 1 last night and I almost raped my TV at the site of him

Weird, huh?

But don't you worry all the asian guys out there - I still like you the best <3.

I got my braces off today. My preetyish smile doesn't cease to astound me

I keep smiling at the mirror all the time. Pretty x3

I feel pretty, I feel witty, I feel pretty and witty and.. certainly not gay

.

]]> ~Melere Portfolio http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/25977606/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/25977606/ Thu, 16 Jul 2009 03:44:35 PDT
I got myself that portfolio thingie.

[link]

It's a nice idea I guess. Makes viewing one's work more pleasurable. I like it. I think.

]]> ~Melere Just read it and do it even if you don't want to. http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/25558463/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/25558463/ Fri, 26 Jun 2009 03:53:19 PDT

"YOU WATCH ME. I want to know 28 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never really clicked, or if we already know everything about each other. Let me know with whom I'm friends with!"

1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favourite Film:
5. Favourite Song or Album:
6. Favourite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of dA?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favourite memory of us?
14. What is your favourite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favourite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?

]]> ~Melere Photos http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/23861825/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/23861825/ Tue, 24 Mar 2009 07:12:07 PDT
Until next time,
Mel ^^

]]> ~Melere Subscription is pointless http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/21848638/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/21848638/ Sat, 06 Dec 2008 13:30:48 PST I mean it is great that everyone has it, but DA has to offer the subscribers something more beside removing ads and making 120 thumbs per page possible. Srsly.
I feel didappointed.

Yours,
Mel

]]> ~Melere 100 questions http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/20238237/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/20238237/ Sat, 30 Aug 2008 15:12:55 PDT
1 - First Names:
Antonina Anna... Surprisingly it hasn't changed

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2 - Pseudo(s)?
Mel and perv mostly.

3 - Girl or boy?
Last time I checked it was a girl. I'll go check again.

4 - Towns? (Birthplace and living town)
Warsaw, JabÅonna.

5 - Size?
170.

6 - Age?
18 years, 56 days, 19 hours.

7 - Colour of hair?
Was blonde, is black, will be white, someday, I guess... (my gosh the answer is the same oO. I really love my black hair. I had a two-month purple period though.)

8 - Colour of the eyes?
Blue.

9 - Employment / current occupation?
Student

10- Astrological and Chinese sign:
Cancer and Horse. Not that I believe in this shit.

1 1 - I like/love?
Asian guys. JDoramas. Fanfiction.

12 - I don't like?
School.

13 - If you can meet one person of your choice, dead or alive, known or not, who would this be?
Narimiya *.*

14 - What do you like to do, generally, during the weekend???
Watch JDoramas.

15 - The town/country that you want to visit or even live in?
Tokyo, Japan. Definitely. I will. Someday.

16 - The first thing you do when you come back from school or work?
Turn on my computer.

17 - Style of music or radio that you prefer?
Indie Rock.

18 - The most beautiful song, which exists for you?
I think that 505 (arctic monkeys) is the most romantic song in the world. The lyrics just grab my heart and squeeze it. Hard.

19 - The singer or band that you prefer?
Matric, The Last Shadow Puppets, The Enemy, Arctic Monkeys, The Gossip, Kaki King, Beangrowers, Stars, The Long Blondes, Voxtrot etc...

20 - The reality TV show that you prefer?
Reality TV? Please -.-

21 - The advertising that you prefer?
Can one really have a preference in that? I hate leaflets that's all.

22 - Are you single?
Yeah.

23 - If no, are you happy?
--

24 - If yes, are you happy?
Definitely a "no" here.

25 - Have you ever known an unhappy love affair?
Almos all love affairs are unhappy.

26 - How many Harlequins' collection (books) do you have?
Like... Zero?

27 - Have you ever read "NOUS DEUX" (to make the bond with England, "Nous deux" is a tabloid)?
In waiting rooms when I had nothing better to do...

28 - The magazine that you never miss?
CD Action? (It's about PC games)

29 - Your bedside book?
I don't read before bed.

30 - The novel of which you would have liked to be the author?
Harry Potter? Great book and LOTS of money.

31 - Your society game (or console) favourite?
Syberia.

32 - The dish, which you prefer?
As I said before - chinese

Especially chicken in vegetable sauce with fried rice and no salad.

(Still the same as year before... It's kind of scary...)

33 - What do you buy when you go to the faire when you are hungry?
Depends on the mood. Something sweet is the most frequent choice.

34 - Drink preferred?
I like many.

35 - Colour preferred?
Black, green, purple...

36 - Fetish number?
69?

37 - The quotation, which you prefer?
... I can't think of any at the moment...

38 - Film counterpart which you prefer ?
Ano... I've no idea, seriously...

39 - cult movies ?
Still House of Flying Daggers. It's the best movie ever.

40 - Preferred series?
Only one american - QAF, and many japanese series... I love 1 litre of tears, Kimi wa petto, attention please, last friends, hana yori dango, gokusen, gto and many many more.

41 - Your most beautiful quality?
... Is there one?

42 - Your worst defect?
Claustrophobia I guess.

43 - Your worst nightmare?
The one when I make a fool of myself in front of someone I like -.- Teenage nightmares rock -.-

44- The worst shame of your life?
I don't have one... yet.

45 - The most beautiful thing, which one made for you by love?
... I don't really get this question.

46 - The thing of which you are proudest?
My English I think.

47... ]]> ~Melere New Layout http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/19332741/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/19332741/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 11:30:02 PDT
]]> ~Melere Gallery Update http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/15631293/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/15631293/ Sun, 25 Nov 2007 02:40:18 PST

Not as much as update but rather a cleanup. I love that new option (or is it new?) - you know, that folder-making-thingie. Anyways, I hope that my avatars will be more appreciated now that they're in a separate gallery. Don't expect much from me today. I'm sick, as a matter of fact, I think I'm dying. No, that's not a joke. Anyways, gotta go now. Sitting near the computer too much hurts my brain. Catcha ya later.. or will I?

Take care,
Mel

PS. About that dying thing... Keep your fingers crossed, I have a magnetic resonance tomorrow. It will tell me everything.

]]> ~Melere Eeesh -.- http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/15377368/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/15377368/ Mon, 05 Nov 2007 13:47:37 PST
Other than that everything seems to be fine.

Except my computer of course, but that's a totaly different story.
Msn is dead - Sorry Cam :/ I really am doing everything to put it back on its legs, so to speak.

I hope tomorrow will be better.

Take care,
Mel.

]]> ~Melere School 2 http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/15072467/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/15072467/ Mon, 15 Oct 2007 12:09:44 PDT key word

]]> ~Melere School http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/14486146/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/14486146/ Tue, 04 Sep 2007 11:34:24 PDT I'm too happy for that. As it turned out - I missed school, not the studying part of course, the people, the atmosphere, the funny situations at lessons... Overall school's not too bad, yet

.

That's all.... at least for now.

Take care,
Mel.

]]> ~Melere Hehehe http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/14425730/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/14425730/ Fri, 31 Aug 2007 12:56:58 PDT .

Anyway, I want to walk the walls, jump out of my window and bounce of the ground, then bounce some more, then maybe sing some and then more bouncing, dancing, smiling, smelling flowers, tasting life and being chocolate high.

I feel bouncy!
Yay!

And I can't wait to get back to school cause I just want to see my friends again and maybe bounce with them, or just laugh and be the kick-ass people we are.

Whee!

So, you probably noticed that I completely changed my journal look - it's just because orange is such a bouncy color! And black is just so -.- yeah

Don't think I'm stupid, please

It's just that I really feel... great and bouncy today and I had to share it with the word

.

Take care,
Mel.

]]> ~Melere Self-loathing http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/14105623/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/14105623/ Fri, 10 Aug 2007 12:47:46 PDT
got PenPal?
get me at gotPenPal.com
with my code: 58TG84 ]]> ~Melere PenPalWorld http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/14058432/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/14058432/ Tue, 07 Aug 2007 11:18:40 PDT
got PenPal?
get me at gotPenPal.com
with my code: 58TG84 ]]> ~Melere Stupid game. http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/13670484/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/13670484/ Mon, 09 Jul 2007 11:21:46 PDT 1. You shall put your music player on shuffle.
2. You shall press forward for each question.
3. You shall use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. You shall give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?
Rock Me Now - Metric
She has such a melancholic voice. I guess I feel kinda melancholic.

Will you get far in life?
Stobarts Blues - I monster
By this music... I dunno. What I mean is that when I listen to it I feel like I'll play guitar on a station for a living

How do your friends see you?
Cornelia - Girl With A Pearl Earring OST
Jesus I can only hope that my friends don't really see me like that. See, If you've seen GwaPE you should know that Cornelia was... little piece of shit to be honest.

What is your best friend's theme song?
Peccadilles Importunes - Erik Satie
It doesn't fit her at all oO, and I mean like seriously.

What is the story of your life?
Swift Sword - Hero OST
Er I guess I am kind of like a fighter

What was high school like?
Walz Of The Flowers - Tchaikovsky: The Nutcracker Suite, Op. 71a
I guess i really fits. My school is kinda like prestigious - At lest our headmistress seems to think so, so yeah

. You can call as elite if you want to.

How can you get ahead in life?
Love in Distance - Hero OST
God I hope that I have like a real love not a love in distance even if it would help me get ahead in life. I'd prefer to be a loved shop assistant than an unloved bussineswoman.

What is the best thing about your friends?
Comical-rythm - Loveless OST
Oh my that one is the first one to really fit. Yest

A sense of humour is definitely the best thing about my friends

.

What is in store for this weekend?
Falling - Lacuna Coil
I guess... not.

To describe your grandparents?
1998 - Naoki
OMG... Definitely not. This is like a REALLY dance music (from DDR) so... no, no way... I mean 3/4 of my grandparents are dead and my grandmother isn't exactly what you'd call vigorous.

How is your life going?
Too Little Too Late - Metric
Yeah, Too Little sleep, Too Late to school

What song will they play at your funeral?
The Fire Scene And The Coming Of War - Memoirs of a Geisha OST
OMG, sounds like I'll be an important person if there would be a war caused by my death

.

What do your friends really think of you?
The Peonyhouse - House Of FLying Daggers OST
Well Peonyhouse was like a historical chinese public house? Or maybe a place where you can entertain yourself. Well maybe my friends think I'm an entertaining person

.

Do people secretly lust after you?
Targ - Bandyta OST
(Targ is a fair/market place.) I really don't know how to interpret that.... Maybe that's a... yes? Dunno. Fair is a rather open place, so maybe they lust after me openly not secretly

.

How can I make myself happy?
Aoi Hitomi - The Vision Of Escaflowne - OST
I have no idea what this song is about but I'm really happy when I listen to it cause it makes me feel really carefree. I guess it fits

What should you do with your life?
For Fruits Basket - Fruits Basket OST
I guess I should find myself a guy finally.

Will you ever have children?
Fanfare - Metric
OMG it lasts 0:24 seconds so I guess not. It's too short to get knocked up, so I guess not

http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/13366535/ Sat, 16 Jun 2007 08:52:30 PDT
Long time no see.

I decided on a new journal look. Hope you like it.

Cheers,
Mel.

]]> ~Melere Special http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/13099612/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/13099612/ Sat, 26 May 2007 10:23:00 PDT (I'm not a mother mind you < ppl from Poland will understand it

) I'm having a really good time lately... Which is weird considering that I still AM single but well

Shit happens.

I wish you all to have such great mood as I do today

.
Mel.

]]> ~Melere PARTY TIME http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/12762825/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/12762825/ Sat, 28 Apr 2007 05:28:00 PDT I'm so gonna have fun today. Get in a better, not-so-depressed mood. Life doesn't suck so much now.

Mel

]]> ~Melere Again http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/12704485/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/12704485/ Mon, 23 Apr 2007 12:49:08 PDT Just tell me why everything I've written few days ago happens to be utter bullshit. I discovered it today. No change at all. Great.
Just wanted to write something depressing, sorry.

Mel.

Edit Apr 24, 2007: Today is the day of my downfall. I rose above the heights of my own eloquency. -.-

Edit Apr 26, 2007: He said something to me. I think it was a question. I said nothing. Just smiled stupidly and walked away. Just how dense can I be? I think I'm gonna die...

Edit Apr 27, 2007: It seems that yesterday wasn't stupid at all comparing to what i did today. I'm not even going to say it. Sorry.

Edit Apr 27, 2007 (later): I might have some chance after all... Go me!

]]> ~Melere The thing is... http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/12685568/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/12685568/ Sun, 22 Apr 2007 00:37:04 PDT I have to read some books for school but I have no time.
I have to study for few class tests but I have no time.
I have to watch some new films I bought but I have no time.
I have to call my family but I have no time.
I have to exercise but I have no time.
And yet I do nothing. I sit all day and think about what I have to do and I STILL don't do anything. And I STILL think that I have no time on my hands. It pisses me off.

Well now, if you'll exuse me, I think I'm gonna sit some more.
CU,
Mel.

PS. The kitschiness of my new journal is paralysing... -.-

]]> ~Melere I WAS RIGHT!! http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/12653346/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/12653346/ Thu, 19 Apr 2007 10:29:09 PDT Gosh if I knew it would be it.
I'm finally free.
Free...
Free...
Free of my fucking stupid obsession I was talking about in entry from the 6th of December.
Go me! Go me!

But there's one little detail that I failed to mention. It hasn't changed from "existent" to "non-existent" rather from "really bothersome" to "just bothersome" meaning - tha target's changed.

I really am a... dumb blonde after all. (You DID know I'm dyed RIGHT?)

Cheers,
Mel

]]> ~Melere My, my, my... http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/12592069/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/12592069/ Sat, 14 Apr 2007 10:55:00 PDT
Mel.

]]> ~Melere It all comes down to one thing in the end... http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/12390335/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/12390335/ Fri, 30 Mar 2007 14:55:01 PDT Just more... Sensitive I guess.

Love is something precious. Something that you share. Something that you give but also something that you take. It makes you feel warm and wanted. It makes you feel like you can conquer everything. It makes you want to fly. It... It's everything... It guides you when you are lost. It makes you want to fight when you are on a verge of downfall. It makes you want to live when you are about to die.

I... I just wish there is, somewhere in this world, a person that could... love me, with all his heart... Eh...

I feel so sad and nostalgic today... I wish I had someone to comfort me...

Sorry but I just had to write it somewhere. Don't think I'm stupid with my dreams of true love, I just... I just feel like it today...
Mel.

]]> ~Melere Yay me http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/12322357/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/12322357/ Sun, 25 Mar 2007 11:56:35 PDT Just wanted to inform you

6th out of around 30.

Cheers,
Mel.

]]> ~Melere New Record http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/12156441/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/12156441/ Mon, 12 Mar 2007 12:50:30 PDT I've seen HOFD 31 times now and it's been 30 times that I've cried while watching it.
New record.
I love myself. And this movie. And Takeshi. And everything. (And one very stupid person who just has to have this something)

Cheers,
Mel.

]]> ~Melere ... http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/12140657/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/12140657/ Sun, 11 Mar 2007 08:00:22 PDT
]]> ~Melere Wee Hoo http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/11987578/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/11987578/ Tue, 27 Feb 2007 13:09:14 PST
My net's finally working. I thought I'll go crazy if I had to live without it one more day.

My sound is finally working too.

My house has been almost blown up. But it's okay now.

I've got 3+ (something along the lines of a C) from my fucking chemistry test and I don't know WHY. I LOVE chemistry. Fuck it.

I'm not in the mood.
Mel.

]]> ~Melere I really am... http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/11909248/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/11909248/ Wed, 21 Feb 2007 14:10:31 PST

I've watched "Wilde" today... It didn't bring anything new to my life, except the knowledge of what Jude's bum looks like. I just know how to pick movies

I just know it

I'm not really in a writing mood today so I'll just... shut up and go to sleep. Wish me sweet/racy/kinky/nice/dreamy dreams

Cheers,
Mel

]]> ~Melere Chocolate & Chinese food http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/11893108/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/11893108/ Tue, 20 Feb 2007 10:32:54 PST
And on top of that I really am boring my ass off. What would you do if you had to spend every fucking day for a whole week all by yourselves? You'd go crazy. Thank the fates I'm not you then. I still feel kinda normal luckilly.

I would update TONS of pictures today if not for the fact that this shit

took almost 1,5 hour to upload... And my other pictures are in similar size (well they ARE smaller but not much) and I wasn't really in a waiting-yay-wee-hoo mood so I think I'll upload them tomorrow - HOPEFULLY.

I think I'm starting to make writing here some kind of a habit. Must be the boredom. I honestly pity you - for having to read it. Well you don't have to read it of course but I like to think that you do.

Well... Thanks if you do,
Mel.

PS. I already know one of the poems by heart. BE PROUD.

]]> ~Melere Fuck it http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/11876734/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/11876734/ Mon, 19 Feb 2007 03:52:22 PST ). Why? Because I have to have a 6 (meaning - best grade possible to a lowly human being like me) from my English class. I just have to. You probably won't understand it - It's a matter of pride. See, I really fucked up my CAE exam.. I got a C

It isn't my fault of course (It was the ovarian cramps or whatever you call it these days). I felt like shit all day I'm surprised I got as much as a C really

Not to mention that I pissed my english teacher off few weeks ago and he can't get over it (Even if he was in a surprisingly good mood today). How? I was unprepared and skipped 4 lessons (Not really skipped but he thinks I did). So now I have to show him I care for the subject. You know - improve my grades (not that there's anything to improve) etc. So there I've said it. All reasons to win that contest. My point is... Please keep your fingers crossed for me... Pretty please? Pretty please with a cherry on top?

Oh my.. I feel like as if I told you the story of my life in that few sentences

Well... Yeah...
Cheers,
Mel

PS. Seriously - Who the fuck calls Lew ToÅsoj - Leo Tolstoy? Sounds like Toy Story to me

... I mean - Lew is such a sound name - Means Lion, and Leo is like what? A short-form? Who the fuck calls serious authors by nick-names? It's like calling Shakespeare - Willy.

]]> ~Melere Changed my mind AGAIN. I just can't decide :P http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/11863853/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/11863853/ Sun, 18 Feb 2007 05:59:44 PST
Me being bored out of my mind must be the reason...

And it has nothing to do with the fact that I have to study history for a test that'll take place tomorrow, no.

]]> ~Melere Changed my mind http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/11863222/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/11863222/ Sun, 18 Feb 2007 04:08:01 PST

But then again... I may change my mind in a week, so don't become accustomed please

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Bored... I'm really bored...

]]> ~Melere About Me http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/11561362/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/11561362/ Thu, 25 Jan 2007 06:05:09 PST
1 - First Names:
Antonina Anna

2 - Pseudo(s)?
Mel, Melere, Perv, whatever

3 - Girl or boy?
Female, definitely

4 - Towns? (Birthplace and living town)
Warsaw

5 - Size?
Size? Last time I measured my thumbnail was exactly 1,8cm (0,72'' right?) long. But seriously I'm 170cm (5'7''?) tall.

6 - Age?
16years 6months 20days... To be exact

7 - Colour of hair?
Was blonde, is black, will be white, someday, I guess...

8 - Colour of the eyes?
Blue, sometimes stormy-blue, sometimes steely-blue, sometimes gray... Depends on the weather

9 - Employment / current occupation?
Student

10- Astrological and Chinese sign:
Cancer and Horse. Not that I believe in this shit.

1 1 - I like/love?
Lean, tall, dark-haired men with glasses. Well glasses are not necessary but they're so hot. Especially with black frames

Aside from that I love chinese food, colour black, music, cinema and fanfiction.

12 - I don't like?
Dishonesty, ignorance, unfaithfulness, foolishness etc.

13 - If you can meet one person of your choice, dead or alive, known or not, who would this be?
Oskar Wilde or Salvador Dali. Because they were so witty. I love wit.

14 - What do you like to do, generally, during the weekend???
Go to the cinema, meet friends... Nothing extraordinary.

15 - The town/country that you want to visit or even live in?
I'd love to visit UK again. I love it there. But I can't imagine my life outside of Warsaw. I'm head over heels with this city.

16 - The first thing you do when you come back from school or work?
See what's for dinner.

17 - Style of music or radio that you prefer?
Gothic, Rock, Alternative, Classical, Symphonic...

18 - The most beautiful song, which exists for you?
I don't believe I have one but there are some that I just adore:
Borodin - "Polovtsian Dances"
NIN - "All the Love in the World"
"Hurt"
"Right Where It Belongs"
Placebo - "Centrefolds"
"My Sweet Prince"
"Without You I'm Nothing"
Metric - "Raw Sugar"
"Ending Start"
Lacuna Coil - "Falling"
Lacrimosa - "Am Ende Der Stille"
"Sapphire"
"Senses"
Keane - "Bedshaped"
Soundtrack "House Of Flying Daggers" - "Mai And Leo"
Deep Forest - "Sweet Lullaby"
Soundtrack "Girl With a Pearl Earring" - "By the Canal With Peter"
"Griet's Theme"
Kiran Ahluwalia - "Koi Tanhai"
Soundtrack "Requiem For a Dream" - "Lux Aeterna"
Yeah Yeah Yeahs - "Maps"
Garbage - "Milk"
Ataraxia - "Le Ore Rosa Di Mazenderan"
"Oduarpa"
And moooooore.... And these are just the ones I find most beautiful not necessairly my favourite ones.

19 - The singer or band that you prefer?
Ataraxia, Artrosis, Lacrimosa, APC and more... I just can't decide

.

20 - The reality TV show that you prefer?
I'm not really into TV.

21 - The advertising that you prefer?
Billboards... Rarely TV spots. There's just too much of them.

22 - Are you single?
Yeah.

23 - If no, are you happy?
--

24 - If yes, are you happy?
Definitely a "no" here.

25 - Have you ever known an unhappy love affair?
Almos all love affairs are unhappy, especially in literature.

26 - How many Harlequins' collection (books) do you have?
Like... Zero?

27 - Have you ever read "NOUS DEUX" (to make the bond with England, "Nous deux" is a tabloid)?
huh?

28 - The magazine that you never miss?
I'm not really into magazines you know...

29 - Your bedside book?
Depends, now it's "Wuthering Heights".

30 - The novel of which you would have liked to be the author?
Harry Potter?

31 - Your society game (or console) favourite?
Dunno... Cards?

32 - The dish, which you prefer? ~Melere New Journal Look? http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/11550009/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/11550009/ Wed, 24 Jan 2007 06:18:05 PST I like it

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I'll probably try and experiment. Add some new things to it etc. But I think I'm too stupid for it now. Wasn't really born a programmer you know

.

Sorry for not updating anything but... School just sucks right now and I don't really have time so.. yeah... Forgive me?

I'm going to WrocÅaw this weekend. I'll take some pics there I promise. Not to mention my visit to Holland in a week so yeah. Prepare yourselves for some hot pictures

.

Hugs,
Mel

EDIT: See I've changed the colours already.
EDIT2: Some more colour changing...
EDIT3: I've added the image at the top. Nice, isn't it?

]]> ~Melere Finally!! http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/11177103/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/11177103/ Sun, 24 Dec 2006 14:55:02 PST So consider this my "back on DA" moment

I thought I'll never post anything after my previous camera was stolen. But now... Oh my... NOW you better beware because I'm going to post few things a day probably

I love this Christmas

I wish you everything you want. I suck at greetings but believe me they're sincere

Best wishes.
Mel

]]> ~Melere Doing same as Cathearted because it's xsco kewl http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/10972077/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/10972077/ Wed, 06 Dec 2006 12:47:30 PST The first player of this "game" starts with the topic "Six Weird Habits/Things About Yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their six Weird Habits/Things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next six people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "You are tagged" in their devPage comments and tell them to read yours...

"Will not tag anyone, do it if it will give you eternal pleasure

" - You won't kill me cathearted for using this, eh?

1. I seem to always be obsessed with someone. For example now. Fuck. And he doesn't even know I exist.
2. I always want chinese food. No matter what is happening I am still thinking either about the previous point or about chicken with vegetables with rice and without a salad.. Mhmm...
3. I watched the same movie 26 time and I still want to watch it... (I'm talking about "House of Flying Daggers" here)
4. I cried every single time. Meaning 26. On the same scenes.
5. I am laaaaaaaaaaaazy. I should be studying geography now... But honestly? I couldn't care less about fucking maps.
6. Read the first again. Shit...

Mel.

]]> ~Melere Feeling Emotional http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/10546678/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/10546678/ Sun, 29 Oct 2006 09:22:25 PST Melere

Yesterday,
All my troubles seemed so far away,
Now it looks as though they're here to stay,
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Suddenly,
I'm not half the man I used to be,
There's a shadow hanging over me,
Oh, yesterday came suddenly.

Why she
Had to go I don't know, she wouldn't say.
I said,
Something wrong, now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday,
Love was such an easy game to play,
Now I need a place to hide away,
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Why she
Had to go I don't know, she wouldn't say.
I said,
Something wrong, now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday,
Love was such an easy game to play,
Now I need a place to hide away,
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

I'm in mood for this song right now. It's so... sad. When I'm listening to it I feel like crying. And I dicovered this fact today. I mean I knew the song before - I knew it very well, but today something broke inside of me. I was watching this really sad polish film "Yesterday" and the actual "Yesterday" was being played in the background. And I just... cried. I mean. It was the first time I cried on a film because of a song. I mean it wa so... right.... for the scene I mean. Sorry If I bore you but I just had to write it somewhere. I feel so emotional now...

I wish I had someone. I mean romantically. Maybe then I wouldn't feel like one depressed shit all the time. I must really be sad to look at on my "emo" days. Don't worry I don't have them all the time... Just in the evenings and on weekends. School' ok. I don't think about it so much there.

Please.... Don't tell me you read it all and that you have a full insight on my psyche now...

...

Sincerely,
Mel.
I'm just going to go and die in some abandoned corner right now.

]]> ~Melere Just trying out my new journal look http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/10391620/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/10391620/ Sat, 14 Oct 2006 14:35:33 PDT Melere

So how do you like it?

I am trying to make my DA profile scream "BUTTERFLIES!!" so yeah...

]]> ~Melere I feel like shit http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/9791983/ http://Melere.deviantart.com/journal/9791983/ Sun, 20 Aug 2006 11:09:41 PDT Melere

Forgive me, but I had to write it somewhere. I feel like a fuckin' old lady. I don't have the strength to do the simpliest task. All I do is watch House of flying Daggers five times a day, listen to the soundtrack of the said movie and to indian folk music and wallow in self pity all the time. And all of this without a reason...

Oh... Maybe not without a reason...

As I said before - my camera was stolen.
I'm on diet.
I don't have the money to buy myself a yellow gallardo.
I can't play my favourite games 'cause I don't have fuckin' drivers to my video card.
I am going to new school which is one of the best in Warsaw and I'm afraid I won't manage.
I bleached my hair and it looks like a orange bush now.

And I just hate DA's new look...

Fuckin' awesome. I just sound like one big depressed shit right now.

Albeit my not too good humor, I wish you all merry christmas and a happy new year.

No. I'm not crazy.
I was just thinking about things lately. And I figured I can wish whatever I want whenever I want to.

Cheers,
Mel.