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deviantART: by:Melidere http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Melidere&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Melidere en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 18 Dec 2009 20:54:39 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Canterbury http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/27830380/ http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/27830380/ Sun, 18 Oct 2009 08:01:27 PDT
I recieved a new Camera from my family when I graduated College and I like it mucho!

Hopefully you can see some improvement in my photos, not only due to the camera tho I hope.

A Canon EOS D1000

My internet stopped working yesterday (even tho it was only supposed to be off between 8am-12 due to Electrical work. But nope... Sigh, I hate being dependent on others. Lol. Library atm.. but they close at 7 =/

Anyway, Hope you all find yourself in a good period of your lives.

With Love

]]> ~Melidere Summer http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/26359935/ http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/26359935/ Mon, 03 Aug 2009 13:30:31 PDT

]]> ~Melidere White http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/24869191/ http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/24869191/ Thu, 21 May 2009 07:05:02 PDT

I graduate the 2nd of June but I still haven't found a dress

Need a white one. Going into town tomorrow to have a look. *prays*

Well, now I'm back to farming reputation on WoW x) Take care

[link]

]]> ~Melidere My Age: 25 http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/24285992/ http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/24285992/ Fri, 17 Apr 2009 06:09:33 PDT
[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[x] You own a credit card.
[x] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[x] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[x] You think politics are interesting.

TOTAL SO FAR: 8

[ ] You show up for school late a lot. (How is that acting "adultly"?)
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[x] You've never gotten a detention.
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x] You like to take walks by yourself. (Get around to do it is another matter)
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up. (Thanks to our english lessons

Morphenes or something lol)
[ ] You drink caffeine at least once a week

TOTAL SO FAR: 12

[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn. (Irrelevant: MOW is a funny abbrivation for a lot of things.. like.. Movie(s) of the Week, Maps of the World and stuff)
[x] You study even when you don't have to.
[ ] You have hand washed a car before.

TOTAL SO FAR: 17

[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[ ] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.(Barely in that case lol, and it depends on the state of the wallet at the time)
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.

TOTAL SO FAR: 19

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[x] You have been to a Tupperware party. (Well there was one in my house but not on my account tho, and I've been to a 'candle' party (tho I slept xD) - the same thing but with candles instead of tupperware items)
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[x] You have more bills than you can pay. (My parent pay the rent and food and give me extra money

)
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[x] You have been outside of the united states 3 or more times.
[ ] You make your bed in the morning. (At times... I have many "beds") ='

TOTAL: 25

Weird quiz but it's always fun and a way to pass time

]]> ~Melidere Ribbon http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/23847253/ http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/23847253/ Mon, 23 Mar 2009 11:29:19 PDT
Haven't been active this winter season. I've had to much to do and no energy and/or motivation to anything else either.

I do have some old/new photos coming up. Not overly many but a few

I've just recently applied for a scholarship with the University of Kent, Canterbury, where I have a Conditional Offer for studying next autumn ^^ Yay. I really need to improve my academic English skills before June though, to be able to pass the CPE Exam and to fulfill the criterias asked of me.

Graduating the 2nd of June, in GÃ¶teborg outside Stena Line and the Germany boat

if u feel like coming

Back to ranting somewhere else now

Byeeeee

]]> ~Melidere Journey http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/22062382/ http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/22062382/ Fri, 19 Dec 2008 07:55:15 PST My head is so weird >.<

I know I haven't been updating a lot of stuff - was trying to take some good winter shots but haven't had any good oppertunities or they've all been blurry or so - too little light nowadays. Eitherway... Nothing more to say .. lol Just trying to ease my nerves, which isn't really working. *stressed*

See ya all and take care

]]> ~Melidere Art Quiz http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/21389210/ http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/21389210/ Sat, 08 Nov 2008 13:36:25 PST [link] and apparently this is how I am:

Conscientious, Fulfilled, and Spiritual

People that like Renaissance paintings like things that are more challenging. They tend to have a high emotional stability. They also tend to be more concientious then average. They have a basic understanding of human nature and therefore are not easily surprised by anything that people may do. They enjoy life and enjoy living. They are very aware of their own mortality but do not dwell on the end but what they are doing in the present. They enjoy learning, but may tend to be a bit more closed minded to new ideas as they feel that the viewpoint they have has been well researched and considered. These people are more old fashioned and not quite as progressive. They enjoy the finer things in life like comfort, a good meal, and homelife. They tend to be more spiritual or religious by nature. They are open to new aesthetic experiences.

(The Renaissance was a cultural movement that profoundly affected European intellectual life. Beginning in Italy, and spreading to the rest of Europe by the 16th century, its influence affected literature, philosopy, religion, art, politics, science, and all other aspects of intellectual enquiry. Renaissance artists looked at the human aspect of life in their art. They did not reject religion but tended to look at it in it's purest form to create visions they thought depicted the ideals of religion. Painters of this time had their own style and created works based on morality, religion, and human nature. Many of the paintings depicted what they believed to be the corrupt nature of man.)

Do you think this is accurate? *giggles*

]]> ~Melidere Dear kuro-karasu http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/21211050/ http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/21211050/ Wed, 29 Oct 2008 01:15:27 PDT
I don't really know how to tell you this, but I dislike you. I think I realized it last year in your closet and I saw you sit on my avocado plant. I'm sure you're frostbitten enough to understand that I get turned on by garbage men. I'm returning the couch cushions to you, but I'll keep the results of your blood-sample as a memory. You should also know that I never will forget eggplant-fetishism.

Greeting to your freaky family,
Melidere

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RULES:
Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

-> How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In woman's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflÃ©
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your su... ]]> ~Melidere October http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/21047377/ http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/21047377/ Sat, 18 Oct 2008 12:48:52 PDT

Anyway... The prepatch for Wrath of the Lich King is out and I need to download and install it before I can play... obviously it's big and you needed 6.5 GB free memory for it (which lead to that I had to clean on the computer - again) and it takes aaaages... it's only on 14% ;_; *cries*

I've seen the whole first season of Desperate Housewives, some of Lois & Clark, some movies (all crappy but Narnia 1), stared out the window, and when I've been a good girl I've been working on my project this past week. Lol. Yes now you can weep... Desperate Housewives xD I even have the story tellers voice in my head lol. But I must say that the gardener in it is really nice looking. Very nice stomach to look at xD (No offence guys)

whoo 17% ... lol... I'll be up all night if I am to write until it reaches 100%... cause if I don't write here.. I will most likely go back to watching Lois and Clark or something silly like that haha...

And ye I cba to think about the grammar or if I write fragment sentences or such.. Just.. please don't look at all the mistakes lol.

So anyway, the website layout for my project is looking okay. I will borrow my friends laptop sometime next week so I can take a bigger screenshot for the background picture tho. I might show you if you all behave.. Not sure yet tho. Still have lot of text to write and interviews to make and urgh.. lol... very non-inspirational atm.

Anyway.. I'm gonna go and see if I can share anything with you or if I am going to watch something... oh darn *realises* I had to remove everything to make room for the patch lol. Cba to connect the external harddrive... lol... anyway, I'm just going on here so... lol nothing important you have to read. xD <3

]]> ~Melidere September http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/20717807/ http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/20717807/ Sun, 28 Sep 2008 06:26:01 PDT
My very dear friend Dave (from Wow

) has joined dA ^^ Feel free to visit his page and say welcome

And also my other friend Alex has also joined

So many ppl here now

And when september ends I will have known Jess for about a year

~Kylia1992 gosh

And there will prolly don't be any Dreamhack for me this winter ;_;

Well just to update..

Sorry for the spamm

(btw, is anyone else annoyed over that the "mood" section hasn't been fixed yet? Annoying that it's so hard to navigate -.-)

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http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/20415725/ Fri, 19 Sep 2008 06:15:29 PDT
Not the best of seasons to photograph, which could be why I'm not here that much. Sorry.

School has started now for real, if I'll manage is a question yet to be answered. Darn Physics...

The Winner of the Love of Da contest has been announced, please take a look here [link]

And Wow News? Angels of Blood is now being run by me and Dave. Dave is such an angel helping me out and now he's really taking some weight off my shoulder. Not that I don't like being in the guild, but sometimes it just gives me no time for the actual game. And complaints I get... at least I can share them with someone.
Also there is this... dude... who's being a real pain (this is why he is banned from the guild) but he doesn't stop for the same reason. He wants me to removed the "Banned: [name]" so "I don't give him bad reputation" which is pure bullshit cause he brought that on himself. He even reported me to the Game Masters but he abandoned the ticket, I guess he knew he wouldn't win the case. Haven't played a lot lately tho

Saiyuki ftw

*Julia's being clever*.

Also we have a project in school covering all year. My project is approved and I'm going to write about World of Warcraft and all its aspects, good and bad, social and nonsocial, gaming and prestanda etc. And then I will also create a website where I'll put this information up... I will tell you later when my website is up and running if you are interested. It won't only contain information but interviews, pictures(hopefully), and links to relevant/popular videos and such, as well as a dictionary(imba!!).
At the moment, I'm stuck on the layout... >.< but anyway.. I'm thinking of trying out flash, but I have to learn how it works first ^^'

#include
using namespace std;
int main()
{
cout << "Bye!";
return(0);
}

Lol @ Programming C++

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http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/20377047/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 14:36:32 PDT

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Them

Member of

I give these clubs the permission to have my art in their gallery.

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Them

Member of

http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/19732595/ Wed, 06 Aug 2008 05:13:38 PDT When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
Livin' alone
I think of all the friends I've known
When I dial the telephone
Nobody's home

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore

Hard to be sure
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And love's so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore

I do have 1 or 2 photos for you someday as my last from England.

You can see the winners of the Rose contest here: [link] I don't think I was among the top 10 xD well at least not 1-6 as you can see. Ow well...

I saw Mamma Mia - the movie with my mother yesterday... It was alright. The music is always so powerful in movies even though you might not like the genre. Though... it was all about love, young people, beautiful place/island and... ws just so close to tears seeing it cause I thought about Paul and me the whole time. Luckily it was dark.

I've submitted a few photos, hopefully for your enjoyment but haha I'm in a doubting period.

Also I've been watching Sex and the City season 1 and on 2 now. uc a great series... don't u think? Lol. Haven't seen the movie though.

I can't wait until school starts. Cause I really want to get out of here. It's nice to be home bu my mother want me to get rid of all my stuff (pack them down or like.. sort them cause they are packed already) cause she can't handle the boxes here. An Ive only een home fo 3 days and I've done that and a lot of other things as well but.. she wants me to do everything at the same time as fast as possible. Any time for breaks or talking to Paul or sitting by my computer is a horrific waste of time which I can use to clean up in here and fix all her stuff she can't (or doesn't want to do) herself. Like transferring some addresses and files from her old computer to her new laptop... It's Soooo hard. At least seeing as I have to write down all her addresses cause they aren't collected in some file, which she "thinks" though I believe she knows that...

God I go on... I guess writing is just one of the best ways for me to open up heh... souns weird huh... nah I dunno... I'd prolly go on about it irl too... Not that I want to.. just that it's on my mind and bothering me atm.
My sister has one of the rooms in my mums flat. I have my stuff on the sofa(to everyone's unhappiness... "Is there room for me?") I share the double bed with my Mother... and she snores. I don't mind sharing as such.. I just want somewhere to have some privacy, or at least where I can actually sit down and do stuff I want to do without ppl saying.. "can't u do this" or "can't do that, you are only sitting by the computer anyway" or... "why aren't u packing/[insert thing to do]".... You are most vulnerable when you sleep right? Isn't it understandable that I want some privacy? Like.. I don't mind like... laying next to my boyfriend as such.. but my mother?

And when they moved, they repacked my things -.- Which annoys me cause now I can't mind my stuff. Like my webcam or something that I don't use atm but have to bring to my Dentist appointment this week... Where is my stuff?? At least not in the boxes that were "mine" (I only have 3-4 big boxes and some misc + a pile of clothes that I use in my everydaylife which is considerable little seeing as there is a cover, sheets, a mirror, winter jacket ad scarfs and things like that in my boxes too. I knew this would happen... stop touchingmy things! M mother believes she is so organised but my stuff is always allowed to mess up and move around and then it's okay not to remember how you had it or where u put it. "The moving guys moved some stuff" ... sigh.

... Oh just shut up Julia.

]]> ~Melidere Website =D http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/19604406/ http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/19604406/ Sat, 26 Jul 2008 09:43:51 PDT Done!

You can view it here: [link]

The contest is still going on. You can view it here: [link]

And Omg, I believe this will be my shortest journal in a very long time. I seem to have lost the ability to write them

(Still pretty darn long with all the icons coming after. Too many nice, amazing ppl and clubs around here xD)

And please spend a moment to visit ~Shunoob and tell him to stay and just keep on going ^^ It might be how he feels, but his reason for stopping is still silly to me.

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http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/19566449/ Thu, 24 Jul 2008 03:53:51 PDT best Close up/Macro Rose and not just the prettiest rose photo.

Anyway you can find the journal here: [link]

All entries, how the votes work, and rules are updated here. You can start vote the 26th ( I guess ) and you Do Not have to be a member of the club to vote.

Mine are the entries nr. 37, 38, 39, but I'm sure you could figure that out... perhaps.
My works/photos are so different from the rest :S Eitherway... I can't go on more, then I'll just embarrass myself haha.

I don't know when the voting will end.

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~Melidere Haris Pilton LoL (I have weird humour) http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/19457495/ http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/19457495/ Fri, 18 Jul 2008 06:03:14 PDT
Anyway

Hellooo again...
A new journal entry in a short time.. Honestly I got too much spare time. xD Paul's at work now, he was better during the evening/night and then he had to strike wednesday - thursday so he just used those days as holidays to be with me. Since he was sick during the tuseday he was still in a "weak" state during the wednesday so he just regained his strenght and mood or whatever that day.
Yesterday, thursday, we went to Paignton Zoo, which is the third best zoo in UK Apparently. I took some photos there but there won't be That many flowers... more animals

But what can you expect from a zoo if not animals?

I'm sitting in bed, and I dunno what to do. I did my laundry yesterday and cleaned Paul's room a bit - including sorting in his closet. He was asleep. Don't ask me why I happily clean, I just tend to do that when I feel in a certain mood. Last night I also watched two episodes of a series and didn't get into bed until like 1. I woke up when Paul's clock (music) went of at 5 and was going on until 6. Then he went to work and I went downstairs to get breakfast... I'm a breakfast girl, I need to eat soon after I wake up ^^'. Anyway... I've been watching two other episodes, one from smallville and one from Lois and Clark. Yes I know some ppl have something against it but I find it entertaining to watch. So silly. I've been on WoW and checked out the new npc (non-playing character) called Haris Pilton who sells 3 different rings, one big exlusive bag, and a pair of goggles (which increases your chance of being in the center of attention) I thought that was funny. Everything except a silver ring was at least 1000g (the goggles 2100). Other info about her would be she's a blood elf female blondie, standing in a bar/tavern for refugees. LoL.
And speaking of Wow. The new patch 2.4.3 is out and you are now able to buy mounts from lvl 30 (before 40) for ~35g. I don't know if it's cheaper or more expensive to buy it but before mount + the riding skill was about 100g. So it will be cool eitherway

Though I haven't played much wow lately.. hehe...

and ye... my point Was... I don't have anything to do - or well I do but I'm bored and don't feel like doing anything I can do... Bleh... and yet i've done a lot today.. seing as it's only 20 to 11 now and I usually don't wake up until 12.

And ye.. I don't know if I've mentioned Kieran before but for you who have heard of him... I followed Paul and Atle's advice and didn't respond to his email and moved his email to "blocked senders" so his emails will be deleted before I get to see them, to prevent further contact. I don't know what to do about Ross tho. I guess he deserves a second chance (I was on my third with Kieran I think haha) anyway... The boys, my angels, think I should just tell him to piss off and block him (Excuse my french) but ye... I've already accepted his apology or not that it was one but it's the easiest way to explain it. So.. it would just feel stupid. Though Atle and Paul hate me being used, which I can't blame them for... but ye... I guess I'm just being me. Rather me being used than some other unfortunate girl.

Maybe I should get the photos from my camera on my computer... the chance I might do something with them then is a tad higher. Haha... Anyway... Me bored... Mesa booored :/ Ow well... Nothing to say this second... I've said a lot anyway xD You don't have to read it all but if you've gotten this far then good work haha. Nothing above is really important. But ow well...
Biee...

Oh ye! I've joined a new club, check it out ^^

Oh ye! (2) I've been thinking of doing a website for my photography/art like a portfolio or whatever, but I'm not sure i'll be able to... anyway.. black would be the obvious theme so that's not an option... might go with a light green colour.. or white... o.O Though I don't wanna copy the latest ones I've seen... anyway.. o.O

Lol *transfer photos to computer*

Please check out my White & Red Rose collection

They are not that many yet but I make my time slowly ~Melidere Update http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/19401500/ http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/19401500/ Tue, 15 Jul 2008 00:45:34 PDT
I know you ain't many reading this but I am grateful to all you who do. You make my day, everyday

Thank You.

Paul's sick

I've been awake back and forth since about 3 am, went up at 5, and been trying to take care of him. He doesn't really want my care as such though. Hopefully he'll feel better soon. I just feel so stupid when I can't do anything and he feel bad... I seem to always just be in the way in some kind.

I was talking to Jess earlier... she was up late

and I know how much she misses Shun but it also made me think of how long time it will take until I'll see Paul again when I go back home. Probably not until christmas, which would be *counts* 29 + 30 + 31 + 30 + ~19 = 120 days.

"It's so hard to sleep when you are typing"... Darn.. lol Always something I do wrong. ^^'

Should end this... And no more photos coming up yet... Haven't got any new I haven't used so we'll see if I get any oppertunity soon or not...

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... ]]> ~Melidere UK http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/19159770/ http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/19159770/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 06:01:11 PDT
a) tell you why I friended you,

b) associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.,

c) tell you something I like about you,

d) tell you a memory I have of you,

e) ask something I've always wanted to know about you,

f) tell you my favorite pic of yours,

In return, you must post this in your journal.

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She's my priestess, I'm your priest

[Dani California - Red Hot Chili Peppers]

I'm now positioned on my boyfriend's bed, looking out the window watching Torquay go by

Paul's at work and I miss him :/ But ye.. he works until 2.30 and won't be home until 3 pm but it's early enough.. could be worse.

One of my best friends are home again from her year in New Zealand (Grrrr) Anyway ^^ I got her to be a member of DA as well ^^ Please greet her welcome

[link]

Hopefully she will be active here as well

One of Paul's cousin and their father or something will be coming over some day (I've forgotten which) so it will be really scary but fun to meet more of his relatives

*Wants to feel like a part of his life*

And being here for my second time... I notice more and more stuff I'll want/have to bring from Sweden to UK if I move here... Things like a cheese cutter etc etc. I'm sure Susann had the same problem living in Dunedin.

And hopefully I can take a few pictures while I'm over here again

Longer time to take them as well ^^ Didn't get that many photos last time I was over, and now the weather is better. Got a few (about 120) old photos there might be a few picture I'll submit in the near future. Also working on some even older project. So got about 300 picture that I've not really been going through. Though at least 200 of them are mainly crap, blurry or for personal memories.

Anyway...

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Summer holiday!!!

Have a room to live in xD !

Dreamhack was great

Spending time with my boyfriend in UK

My latest Photograph : ~Melidere Homophobia.... http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/19087316/ http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/19087316/ Sat, 28 Jun 2008 04:49:43 PDT
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I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday.

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the one working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the son and brother who keeps his feelings secret from his family, because he loves his family, and doesn't want to hurt them, even though he may be hurting himself more.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am a warrior for my country serving proud, but can't be my true self because gays aren't allowed in the military.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the who isn't sure what she is. I am the who is rejected by her "best friends" because of a less-than-conventional crush.

I am what I am and I don't know who because I am always thinking about what other people will make of me. Who am I? Not boy not girl, just me and little people care about who you are and what you long for when you look like someone else obviously and your wishes and dreams seem easily to be guessed. Fail.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson."

This is the boy, Matthew Shepard. On October 7, 1998 Aaron McKinney and Russell Henderson lead him to a remote area east of Laramie where they demonstrated unimaginable acts of brutality . Matthew was tied to a split-rail fence where he was beaten and left to die in the cold of the night. Almost 18 hours later he was found by a cyclist who initially mistook him for a scarecrow. Matthew died on October 12 at 12:53 am at a hospital in Fort Collins, Colorado. Murdered because he was gay!

I'm the one that has to keep my love a secret... because of other people who would kill me... for being me.

I am the girl who is afraid to ever say again that i am bisexual becuase when I first said it, I nearly lost my boyfriend.

I am the girl who so dearly wants to meet someone I have always wanted to meet, but afraid to say even a word becuase her friends are always making fun of lesbians.

I am the girl who is assured my LOVE for someone else is just a phase.

I am the girl who is afraid to confess her love knows no gender, because her father would say it's the devil.

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If you believe that Homophobia is wrong... Repost this as "Homophobia".

If you are Ignorant... Ignore.

Please, repost this in support of your friends and loved ones who are. Love is not defined by color, creed, sexual preference, or gender!

]]> ~Melidere Sunniiiiieeee http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/18716891/ http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/18716891/ Sat, 07 Jun 2008 15:51:49 PDT heeeere --> [link]
Thanks a lotsiiiie ^_^

(Not my doing

)

I've started talking more to Atle and a tad more to Andy and God, these guys save my life

Atle really make me realise my faults and flaws , but he makes up for it as well

Atle is my rock and my guardian

Thank you!

Had 140 pics on my camera, which I just transferred to my computer, some of them should be ok xD I will be saving a few for some projects I have inmy head

Something to look forward too

So at least a new picture Is coming (if this is good news for ppl I don't know xD but that's how it is anyway)

And yes... Dreamhack soon

Need moneyzzzz xD

What else? Oh ye

... I love you peeps

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Summer holiday!!! ... soon!

Might have found a flat !

CAE the 11th of June o.O

Dreamhack 14th - 17th of June

In a competition [link] Entry in my gallery.

http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/18570694/ Fri, 30 May 2008 03:31:56 PDT A] People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.

B] These 8 people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people. People who are tagged will be blessed and their wishes will come true in the future.

1. If your boyfriend/girlfriend cheated on you, what will your reaction be?
Ofc I'd be hurt, who wouldn't be hurt when someone you loved/cared about did something at all against you... And then complain why you get hurt... soo weird.. ow well. I know I'd be hurt more in this way than if it ended and he got a new girlfriend fast (or something) because otherwise he wouldn't be honest with me, not respect me, and he wouldn't be able to talk to me and more than ever, I wouldn't be good enough for him.

2. What will you do if you do not share the same feelings as the person who likes you?
Nothing that is expected of me probably. Try to be a friend and see beyond his/her feelings I imagine... heh ... only brings problems though.

3. What is your favorite video game and why?
I presume world of warcraft isn't counted... I'd say... um... Mario Cart 64 because it roxzzz xD

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Not confused, more scared ...

5. What's your ideal boyfriend/girlfriend like?
I don't believe in an "ideal" boyfriend... if I have to answer my ideal boyfriend would be an unideal boyfriend... someone imperfect, because that's what makes ppl perfect.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?
To Love someone. You will be loved in returnif you do, though loving yourself will probably not give you anything in return but a weird selfish behaviour... Ye... I believe in unconditional loving..

7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
No, because you cannot change a person. And it would be disrespectful doing so - and without respect a relationship cannot work.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Nothing... What you think? Kill someone?

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently which you'd like to say something about?
No... I don't

10. How do you want to live your life?
To live it like it's mine, and to try to love the ppl around me.

11. Is being tagged fun?
Depends on what sort of thing it is, being tagged without having to tag back is better than anything, when you are free to do it... and when the questions or what u do is fun.

12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
Be hurt ofc, as question 1. Then it would just prove I'm not good enough, finish it off first.

13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
Can't say, I love ppl equally in different ways, and they are all important to me in different ways.

14. What is your favorite phrase or quote?
Dunno... lolz

15. What is the most predominant colour around you?
At home... white... Boring lol not my room >.O In general just everything I guess.

16. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
Married and poor IF the relationship involved love. If I were single and rich I'd prolly give away all money to charity so I'd be "poor" either way.

17. What kind of sounds are the most annoying?
Traffic

18. Would you give your all in a relationship?
Yes

19. What do you see music as?
A way of relaxation and a way of express feelings and very lovely poetry at sometimes...

20. What type of friends do you like?
Those who Are friends...

21. Do you have any favorite pairing(s) in any fandoms?
I don't read (much/any) fandoms... so hard to have any...

I tag... all who reads this.. (if you've done it.. do it again lolz)

[End Tagg]

*Update*

I've decided to make two collections with Red and White Roses because they make some piece of art

I love them.

If you have photographed a rose with this colour or have a friend who has or if you have any favourite photographs, please send a link to the pics to me to let me see them. (In the journal Thanks)

Unfortunately I don't have any own roses to photograph :/

*Old News*

Updated with some new and old works. Hop... ]]> ~Melidere Roses *updated* http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/18513806/ http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/18513806/ Tue, 27 May 2008 04:08:34 PDT
I've decided to make two collections with Red and White Roses because they make some piece of art

I love them.

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CAE the 11th of June o.O

Dreamhack 14th - 17th of June

In a competition [link] Entry in my gallery.

Summer's here!

Latest Deviations: Untitled [link] Gentle Spring Blossom [link]
Crying after the Rain [link] Unprotected [link]
Collecting Tears [link] By the Sea [link] Flickan [link]

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... ]]> ~Melidere 2000 PW <3 http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/18368748/ http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/18368748/ Sat, 17 May 2008 14:43:54 PDT I now got 2000+ pageviews

I'm at the moment working with my Artistic Acitvities assignment and will probably upload 3 out of 3 works here if I get around to it and like the outcome

Grades will be sat on friday o.O Eeeek? God so much to do...
Ow well... thank you all once again

Latest

Homeless from July 1st

In a competition [link] Entry in my gallery.

Summer's here!

Latest Deviation: Pink [link]

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Them

http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/18278589/ Sun, 11 May 2008 18:22:09 PDT
Much in school as normal at this time of the year the last 2-3 weeks before the grades. Got some theory things to do for Personal computers, Oral Religion speech on thursday, English reading test on friday, one film analysis until tomorrow, and a chemistry test (based on 2 lessons) on wednesday. Yiha... and then the weeks after that... (perhaps I should have written that after correct weekdays instead of jumping so much lol)

And yes I'm bored so I'm gonna sort among the smiley's further down. LoL.

Wow Joke: "Come on Baby, I've got blessing of protection" xD (Weird humour)

And ye... I 'argue' with my bf just because I miss him so much, and because I can't see him. And Because I argue with him the days until I see him only seems longer. Never ever start a long distance relationship if you can prevent it from happening... But ye... Do start it if you love the person, always follow your heart first huh...
And Ross doesn't speak to me, and gosh what else... Yes, all my fault too...I just seem to mess things up with people that are actually there for me... well sort of... How do people stand me o.O
And ya.. I won't get any sleep in July cause it will be soo warm there >.O And my bf gets up at 5 in the mornings to go to work lol, yay. God I miss him... I should really treat him better.

And yes... more news... My parents are moving apart, to two appartments in the same area of town. They are not divorcing but they can no longer live together because of their wonderful children (notice the irony). My sister is moving back home and my brother and sister just can't get along so... My dad and lil brother in one appartment, my mother, my sister and the youngest lil bro in the other one. I got a place on the couch.. yey... I'm not too depressed over it, barely think about it really. They do it cause they have to, and at least they ain't breaking up /divorcing as most parents with two children with some sort of condition do. And the places are in the same like.. neighbourhood so it's just to walk between I suppose.

Hm... Can't wait until Dreamhack Summer 08. Though it will be so fricking hot in there ^^''.

Ow well.. what more to say?
Yes, it Is 03.07 in the morning. *edit 03.32 now*
Good morning...
Happy life, happy life

Happy people nanana

Latest

Homeless from July 1st

In a competition [link] Entry in my gallery.

Summer's here!

Latest Deviation: Pink [link]

http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/18116150/ Thu, 01 May 2008 11:30:29 PDT I wonder where these princes' and princesses get their faith and hope and courage from, cause they got nothing but a fairytale ending to live upto. They even got beautiful music!
And although... I sit here and envy them I realise that how they live can't be applied to our world, or can it?
All the princesses are just sitting there looking pretty - having everything of their dreams or gets in in the end without having to do it (someone else does it for them) and in the end it's just to smile and be nice to their men. And the world isn't a perfect run kingdom with a palace in every corner... but a world with rubbish, wars and expectations. Stupid world...

But perhaps I should just screw the math homework and everything else expected of me in school, keep my virginity and purness and sit here and look pretty, waiting for my prince to do everything for me and take me to a palace where everything is perfect and beautiful.

What a fairytale ending... Stupid world.

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(One day I'll make them after colour

or something)

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Them <3:

http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/17931113/ Sun, 20 Apr 2008 11:55:43 PDT [link] ^^ Thank you so much

Featured works:
Fortitude [link]
Pearls [link]
A Distant Star [link] .

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Hey everyone... just to update... I'm sorry for not submitting a lot of new works, at least not photos... got some old ones laying around in some folders I could submit but I don't know yet... Not sure what I think of them or the reason I'd put them up. Anyway...

Life's a bitch, haha, as always. I'm glad Jessica is feeling better, I can't request something else..

Mike and Paul is coming over during midsummer and Dreamhack

Yay...

and to the "bad" news, I won't longer have any place to stay after July 1st. Staying at Pauls during all of July but when I come back for my last year in school I'll have to stay at friends until my parents find somewhere new... Just can't live with how the situation is where I live atm. Stupid unrespectful girl -.-

And I miss my church

I hope everyone is taking care of themselves. And thank you all for your comments, favs, and all new watchers. You've made my days the last month

With love

Melidere

*Edit*
Great Disney Princes work here: [link] For all those sick of the Disney princess publicity

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]]> ~Melidere April Update =) http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/17693111/ http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/17693111/ Sat, 05 Apr 2008 03:27:37 PDT

I'm catching up in school, well not that I've been after but I would be if I didn't get a grip of myself and started doing things. Still got stuff to do during the weekend but I still owe myself some sleep and some free time.

I do miss Paul, more than ever as well, mainly cause school has been as it is. Even my english teacher have noticed my mood... I guess that's hwat makes him ot one of my best teachers. He recognise and know a bit better what students need/feel. But that is a bit off topic though.

I am trying to look a bit more positivly at it though. I'll see Paul in 2 months and then school will end as well ^^ Isn't that great ^^ And dreamhack is coming up just after the school has ended so I'm really looking forward to it ^^ If anyone is going to Dreamhack Summer 08 send me a text

Going home to Kalmar next weekend, home to see my family. They have been to Egypt during the easter holiday. (Don't ask me why I chose to go to United Kingdom but I do not regret it at all. Why would I?)

The spring is coming as well ^^ I'm hoping to go out and try to get some spring photos, but it won't happen unless I actually make an effort. I have school to 4-5 pm everyday so I kinda miss the best light but I might get something in Kalmar. Going to church with my friend too, we are going to be the church hostesses

and I might bring my camera to try to get some photos of the church... Religious things usually make a good photo even though you don't believe yourself.

And I absolutely hate 1st of April -.- just for like.. no reason...

Isn't this smiley just... funny

I also want to send my deepest love to Jessica and to Mike who I know got a lot of stuff on their chests. And also a bit of a smile to people involved. I know Mike won't see this though but it still counts neh?

Hang in there.

(Sorry that I can't say anything to help/solve/make anything better)

My deepest regards
Melidere/Julia

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Things to do "before" Monday

[x] Write about Macbeth (Artistic Activities) [100%]
[ ] Write a drama about an article (Artistic Activities) [1%]
[x] Send my source record to my teacher (TMS) [100%]
[ ] Answer some questions (TMS) [10%]
[x] Prepare an oral presentation (TMS) [100%]
[x] Do the swedish homework [100%]
[ ] Start writing about Rastafari (Religion) [0%]
[x] Book train tickets [100%]
[ ] Study computer communication before the exam [0%]
[x] Take a shower [100%]
[ ] Go to the grocery store [0%]
[ ] Study math to page 241 - 7 pages :S [0%]
[ ] Do the laundry [67%]
[ ] Write about the speed of different busses (Personal computers) [0%]
[ ] Calculate three different binary sums (Personal computers) [33%]

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~Melidere Hometrip? http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/17539749/ http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/17539749/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 11:18:32 PDT

I'm still here in England, enjoying my easter holiday but as the days grow closer to sunday I feel more and more depressed. I really don't want to go home.

Paul got a nose bleeding the last night so I stayed up and took care of him and washed the sheets as much as I could - I could have done a better job though. He stayed home from work and did so even today cause apparently he didn't feel well. He seems rather ok atm so even though he would like to I don't want to see him at home tomorrow. I thought he would go to work today. I don't want anything to do with he staying at home as probably his colleagues will believe since they all know I'm here this week. But as things are I'm not gonna question his decisions more than necessary.

Been sitting in bed all day, haven't done anything even though perhaps I should have. Still got loads of school work to catch up with but... I just can't be arsed >.< I really do not want to go back to reality and school and all the annoying ppl around me (those I live with and ppl in my class etc not my friends ofc. Miss you guys!)

There is so much stuff I'd like to get out and fix but I don't know how to do it and nothing I want to say sound like anything major or I can't put it down in words. ... >.<

Got tickets for Dreamhack now as well.. Looking forward to that.. but just a lot of crap before it.

Anyway... Please check out my gallery and my latest photographs if you haven't

and if you want to ofc...

All my love

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~Melidere UK and Tagged http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/17488415/ http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/17488415/ Mon, 24 Mar 2008 08:14:58 PDT

I am now in England, enjoying the weird weather changes with my boyfriend. I'm having a great time too.
His family took me to dartmoore the day before yesterday but unfortunately I forgot my camera. The hills where just beautiful ^^ He/They might take me there in the summer too cause it wasn't as gren as it is in the summer apparently though it was green enough for me.

Yesterday we went to the Eden Project in Cornwall which is a big charity greenhouse. Many of the pictures got blurry tho - I just hate my camera and I didn't bring my tripod but there are some new pictures I hope you will enjoyed. And they are not changed more than they might have been cropped and got a frame. Please comment ^^

Tomorrow he will go to work though, and I will start studying - porbably and hopefully. I might get stuck in front of the computer or his xbox though... Lol. Wish me luck

And I got tagged by Jessica, so I'll finish this off with that

*Update*
I should be studying.. but cba >.< Stupid belhalebalebalheaf school... -.- My love is at work so I'm home alone... dunno what to do. Been looking at the emotions and just felt like adding some of my favs down below to remember them

And I made my bf sick too >.< Or he's gonna be or something.. >.< He doesn't mind but I do -.-

~Melidere Headache and a piece of inspiration http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/17281710/ http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/17281710/ Sat, 15 Mar 2008 15:21:43 PDT
Having homework in school as well, a chemistry work, a big project about computers with an oral presentation, and a swedish speech. Luckliy on the lesson and break yesterday I kicked some idea with a friend from another class and got som inspiration so managed to get my swedish speech settled and inspiration for my project. I fear for the chemistry though but I hopefully will get it done as well.

Planning the trip for Dreamhack Summer 08 though, which will be fun

14th - 17th of June. Dreamhack is the world's biggest LAN festival, for those who doesn't know. That will be a lot of fun. Getting to see my friend Michael from Holland.

Been talking a bit more to Jess as well, she's a great gal. I wish I got to know her better.

And my friend Ella is ill

I hope she will feel better soon...

And... only 11 more days until easter break and I can finally see my boyfriend who lives in England. I miss him so much but that's something I look forward too. First time I will see his parents as well and apparently they've planned a lot of stuff to show me and places to take me to.

All the best

*Edit*
And thanks for all the pageviews

Got 1000+ now

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They belong in my

Favourite artists on DA

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*update*
Trying to update my photographs with new frames

Wanna have one style

http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/17099053/ Fri, 29 Feb 2008 12:13:47 PST At least it looks cool, if I write something serious/fun that's... ye... blowing in the wind.

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[ ] (Try to) Cheer Jessica up (Yes it's You

)
[ ] Finish my Chemistry work (I tried x'D)
[ ] Study math
[ ] Study for the Religion test
[ ] Visit Malin and Bea and meet Emzz (awww, Emzz can't come

)
[ ] Give Emzz her present

[x] Come up with charaters for drawing (4 done, not done drawing them yet though.. Whyatt <3)
[x] Hug Malin
[ ] Travel to England and see the English riviera
[x] Clean my room and pack my bag (Well I packed... that counts right?

)
[ ] Give Paul a smile
[x] Get something to eat
[x] Try to draw...
[ ] Study English
[ ] Play some piano
[ ] Stop drifting of in daydreams
[ ] Write a letter to Waldemar
[ ] Me a bit more... normal (this won't happen, like ever)
[ ] Try to make something out of my art/photographs... (as if)
[ ] Talk to Caisa....
[ ] Try to feature and add some pics in a journal sometime..
[ ] Do the laundry... Again...

...and more to come

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]]> ~Melidere School, pain, and bored - entertain me please :P http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/17053604/ http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/17053604/ Mon, 25 Feb 2008 07:32:11 PST And being bored so I decided to do the quiz from Kylias journal. And horrible weekend! My power adapter for my laptop stopped working so... Will be a question how much I'll be able to have the computer in the nearest weeks

*cries* And period pain on top of that... Horrible! Well anyway, we'll see what I score

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ANIME/MANGA NERD
[x] You watch anime.
[x] You read manga.
[ ] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes.
[x]You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[x] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before.
[ ] You have cosplayed.
[ ] You have done so in public.
[ ] You have been to an anime/manga convention.
[ ] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew.
[x] You enjoy drawing anime.
[ ] People you know know you as the 'anime' person.
[ ] You know that it is pronounced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled.
ANIME/MANGA POINTS: 5

ART NERD
[x] You like art.
[x] You actually consider yourself an artist.
[ ] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you.
[ ] You have a favorite brand.
[x] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before. (if cameras are included

)
[ ] You give people your drawings as gifts.
[ ] People actually ask for your drawings.
[ ] You are known as 'the art person' at your school.
[ ] Instead of just 'brown' or "pink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'. Or whatever.
[ ] You have taken an art class outside of school.
[ ] You have considered a career as an artist.
[x] Your school papers are always covered in doodles.
[x] You have a favorite artist.
[x] Your drawings have been framed. (One

)
[ ] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go.
ART NERD POINTS: 6

MUSICAL NERD
[x] You play a musical instrument.
[x] You play more than one instrument.
[x] You actually really enjoy playing your instrument.
[ ] You've given your instrument a name.
[ ] You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument.
[ ] You are known by what you play.
[x] You listen to classical music.
[ ] You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period.
[ ] You have a favorite composer.
[ ] All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class.
[ ] You write music.
[x] You've had discussions with your friends about music; your favorite composers/instruments/musical time periods/key/etc...
[ ] You have considered a professional career with your instrument.
[ ] You are never nervous playing for other people.
MUSICAL NERD POINTS: 5

VIDEO GAME NERD
[x] You play video games.
[ ] You own more than 4 different video game systems. [Don't need to since my brother got most of them...

]
[x] You've had debates over which system is the greatest.
[x] You play video games every day. [computers involved]
[x] You have played a video game for over 10 hours. [computer game

]
[ ] You have songs from your favorite video games on your MP3 Player. [Hear them too often ='

]
[x] You love to talk about video games. [Hell ya!

]
[x] You memorize the dates for when a new game is being released. [If it's the game I'm interested in

]
[x] People know you as the 'gamer' person.
[x] You spend more time on video games than you do hanging out with friends. [I get a lot of new friends there that... ]]> ~Melidere 2008 Longing http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/16471762/ http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/16471762/ Sat, 19 Jan 2008 08:46:40 PST
I have some new photos uploaded, been on the lazy side ^^'

Anyway. Hope you all will have a great 2008. I can't stop longing for March myself

Going to my boyfriend in England

wiee.

Do you have any plans for your year, please let me know!

//Melidere

]]> ~Melidere Love and Dreamhack http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/15703743/ http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/15703743/ Wed, 28 Nov 2007 06:47:56 PST Tomorrow I'll be leaving with a bus for Dreamhack! The world biggest LAN party ^.^ and that will be soooo much fun! It's my first time there and I don't really know what to expect, but I'm sure I'll have a lovely time - and if not. At least I'll probably reach lvl 70 with my first and main char at World of Warcraft.
Dreamhack is held in JÃ¶nkÃ¶ ping (why is it a weird smiley there? lol) in Sweden, happily. If anyone is going... leave a message

and... happy to say, I'm head over heel in love. And I can't wait until December and xmas break when I'll see him, believe it or not for the first time too. I can't believe I stand waiting... the worst part with distance relationships I guess. And the trust, but I trust him more than anything else so I'm sure that won't be a problem.
But I guess I hadn't thought that it would affect me so much as it does everywhere in everything. Like in school, I just wish to go home and sit and wait until he will finish work so I can talk to him. And the longer I have to wait, the more pain. And I don't feel like doing anything else either, like... homework (but hey, I get them done... mostly ^^) and cooking, and cleaning. But... I guess it's a part of it, as my dear friend told me today (thanks ^^).

]]> ~Melidere If Everyone Cared http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/14942269/ http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/14942269/ Sat, 06 Oct 2007 14:16:58 PDT From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that youÂd be mine
But here we are, weÂre here tonight

Singing Amen, IÂm alive
Singing Amen, IÂm alive

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
WeÂd see the day when nobody died
And IÂm singing

Amen I, IÂm alive
Amen I, IÂm alive

And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
WeÂll show the world they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along

Singing Amen IÂm alive
Singing Amen IÂm alive

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
WeÂd see the day when nobody died
If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
WeÂd see the day when nobody died

And as we lie beneath the stars
We realize how small we are
If they could love like you and me
Imagine what the world could be

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
WeÂd see the day when nobody died

WeÂd see the day, weÂd see the day
When nobody died
WeÂd see the day, weÂd see the day
When nobody died
WeÂd see the day when nobody died

- Nickelback: If Everyone Cared

]]> ~Melidere Tagged lol http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/14435958/ http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/14435958/ Sat, 01 Sep 2007 04:59:45 PDT

No idea why but... lol I'll play along

I can forgive you sweetie

~ Rules
1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves.
3. Tags should write a journal/blog of these facts.
4. At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named.
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged.

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1. I hate when people doesn't start their sentences or things with a big letter ^^
2. I'm gonna celebrate christmas with a guy I've never met
3. ...and I believe I have feelings for him
4. I'm a World of Warcraft geek ^^
5. Going to attend to Dreamhack this winter, hopefully
6. I will do a 5-6 hours long test for Cambridge in June, which is only one part out of three or two, I think
7. I've been playing piano for a while
8. I live alone, even tho I'm just 16 years old...

Hm... Who to tag

Hm... that's it haha ^^

]]> ~Melidere Yawn http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/14052346/ http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/14052346/ Tue, 07 Aug 2007 00:03:36 PDT
I want to thank all my friends who are treating me so nicely as they do. Thanks guys. Love ya (L)

And... some new pics coming up... I guess I'm improving, if just a little.

Play nice

]]> ~Melidere NOC Weekend http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/13564610/ http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/13564610/ Sun, 01 Jul 2007 13:47:22 PDT

I've missed DA, I really have. Even though I don't have much to do here there is so much unneccessary things you can end up with - that in some way often makes someone else happy.

This weekend I've been in Kristianstad and Furuboda where they had a meeting for NOC (Swedish network for uncommon chromosome disorders). I was there as a sibling and it was very fun, at least some of the time. We had these groups where we did different things - I was the oldest one and the one that were next in age was my cousin, three years younger. That wasn't as fun tho. I got some ncie pictures there anyway, some at the ocean and the beach which I will, hopefully, put up soon.
And then I got a good pic too! I'm sooo pleased with that one. I've changed and cut some but anyways.

And I'm so excited because I have so much more to do this summer ^^ And everything seems to be great!

I'd love to hear how your weekend was ^_^ Kawaii!

Melidere

]]> ~Melidere Ooooooh! ^^ http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/13201523/ http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/13201523/ Sun, 03 Jun 2007 11:30:13 PDT Now I've managed to live alone for a whole year, and for once I'm pretty proud.
I know I have been really offline with DA and writing lately but I'll try to be more active. During the summer vacation I'll try to write some poems or stories and hopefully take a lot of photos, but we'll see.
There is so much new things right now.

Have a nice summer!

Greetings
Jo

]]> ~Melidere Where is my Christmas? http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/11149618/ http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/11149618/ Fri, 22 Dec 2006 11:50:37 PST .<
My sister is in Brazil for three weeks. I kind of miss her now when my mother and I dont agree. The Christmas gifts are done anyway and I cant stop longing for Christmas eve Im going to be one of the hostess in church ^^ and on the 27th of December Im going to visit my wonderful friend. I really miss her and probably always will. Im going to spend the New Year there anyway. Then hopefully I can go back to Gothenburg.

My scanner doesnt work so I cant submit my painting. I was thinking it as a Christmas gift for you all but I guess Ill try to write a poem instead as usual. My mood is kind of right for poem-writing though.

Happy Holidays and hope your Christmas will be better than mine!

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!
Jo

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]]> ~Melidere Yaya, sleep? http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/10825363/ http://Melidere.deviantart.com/journal/10825363/ Thu, 23 Nov 2006 16:26:12 PST I know that I should go to bed - it's 1.13 am and I have a swedish grammar test tomorrow, but I don't want to. Really, I don't want to sleep and probably won't be able to either. Guess I know what my mother would say

So here I am, being bored. Just publiced my first really good poem here at DA - "A new morning". I really hope someone will read it. ^^

Did you know that trains are annoying? Even though they are, atleast for me, your third home. It's true, really. I am kind of living on the train during weekends. My mother wants me to come home and visit her... but it's 8 hours/weekend!

and usually it's cold too.
Okay, let's leave the subject shall we? X')

Want to talk about something fun? I don't know what but that will come to some solution I guess. Haha. My friend Ella has just realized she is a frog with teeths of plastic. Scary huh?

She thinks anyway...

Well well, bye bye people. Sleep well, have a good morning, have a pleasant afternoon or something.
It's freezing here btw

Winter's coming. Wiiie snow ^^ *mood swing*

Jo

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