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deviantART: by:MemoryLain http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:MemoryLain&section=today deviantART RSS for by:MemoryLain en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 30 Nov 2009 09:16:06 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png wondering what keeps happening to me? no? http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/28128199/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/28128199/ Tue, 03 Nov 2009 15:52:38 PST still a bit on hiatus but with terms (see below). this especially concerns those of you STILL waiting on a pixel icon from me

Psychiatric Advice
_{Doctor, doctor, People keep ignoring me!
Next!

Doctor, doctor, No one believes a word I say.
Tell me the truth now, what's your REAL problem?

Doctor, doctor, I feel like a pack of cards.
I'll deal with you later.

Doctor, doctor, people keep telling me I'm ugly!
Lay on the couch, face down.

Doctor, Doctor, I can't stop stealing things.
Take these pills for a week; if that doesn't work I'll have a color TV!}
~@~
O HAI!

So ys I'm still a bit inactive but some of you might've noticed faves popping up from me and even comments. LE GASP! Yeah... I'm sorry I've been terrible. And the funny thing is I have 2 huge papers due in two days and I wont have any time to work on them tomorrow so oh em gee i should get to that now!

but anyway. I do have some stuff to submit to show I guess but I will not because I have new terms for myself!!!:]

for every picture I submit I have to have at least 1 pixel icon done to submit along with it. Remember those? Yeah I've been working on them...sorta. That is to say I have the general idea for each one. so i see some of those in your future obviously

but first I gotta catch up on a bunch of deviations of yours.

at least i replied to everything..

yeah i suck

IM SORRY !!!

xoxo,
Elena

~@~
~icon list!!
~@`~
~Gifts to me â¥ â¥
~@`~
LOVE is all you need

]]> ~MemoryLain Left on Hiatus for the most part http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/27657448/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/27657448/ Thu, 08 Oct 2009 19:22:25 PDT it's a sad sad thing

Psychiatric Advice
_{Doctor, doctor, I keep thinking I am a set of curtains!
Pull yourself together, man!

Doctor, doctor, I keep thinking I'm a bell.
Well, just go home and if the feeling persists, give me a ring.

Doctor, doctor, people tell me I'm a wheelbarrow.
Don't let people push you around.

Doctor, doctor, I keep thinking I'm invisible.
Who said that?!

Doctor, doctor, nobody understands me.
What do you mean by that?}
~@~
Hello there!

Leetle problem I have been discovering. Due to my recent habits of schedule as of late I have been pooped and found that there is no time left over to view your wonderful deviations, post up my own works and respond and be active! And so I am on a leetle hiatus. Hopefully though I will find the time like on the weekends. I don;t know how I waste those but they're the most unproductive things in the world.

In general I am pretty satisfied and happy in life. I'm a bit stressed about certain things like school. I'm also putting myself under pressure to do quick and efficient self improvements (but that's nothing new.)

Life moved on and what I feared had happened. I have become replaced in some peoples eyes which should be expected since some moved 7 hours away! But we keep in touch and we shall be visiting each other so that's something to look forward to.

Other than that, winter is coming and I'm really afraid because I'm afflicted with S.A.D. Thanks for the genes mom!! It is beginning to take root no matter how much I fight it. But hopefully the people I surround myself with will understand it this time and like last time it won't leave as much wreckage.

this journal's been all over the place eigh?!

so thats my minor update

P.S I finally felt proud of myself today !!:]

_{I was tagged because i was nosy:
1. Why did you join this site?
I first joined because someone had introduced me to it and I thought it was nifty (this was forever ago) I then proceeded to introduce it to people. The reason I stay on it is because of the people, the art work, and the artistic and critical growth. There are many reasons as you can see! Mainly I continue to be inspired and hope to do someone else that favor.

2. What does your username have to do with you? Is it a combination of your favorite things, or a character of yours?
It has to do with a play on a nickname I had at an earlier age. I really didn't like that time period but I have come to be a part of it. It was when my friend and I were researching another friend's xanga layout and found out she used a character from serial experiment lain and she goes "hey ! lain that word reminds me of you"

3. What is your current icon of?
Me as a genie going poof! out of a bottle and retracting back in. It is a set of two with my bff; ~Metalicity â¥

4. How many watchers do you have and how many people are you currently watching?
I watch 134 people, while 182 people watch me

5. Do you have more than one account?
I do but I would like to delete them when I get the chance

6. Name 3 of your favorite artists on DA.
~Metalicity, =Clap-san, =daekazu

7. What deviant do you admire because of their personality?
*LuteofWinter because she is so kind and has an amazing imagination. She's always brightened up my day even if we were talking about sad things

8. How many people on here do you actually know in reality? Post their avatars.
in reality as i've seen them face to face or knew them before DA? Imma take it to mean reality !
~Metalicity, ~catsrule, ~Versus-XIII, ~Gentlekrieos, ~hurricane-alla, ~R3m1xULTd, ~ShirubiaOfGangrel, ~http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/27379228/
Wed, 23 Sep 2009 17:00:51 PDT

OMAGAHHH!! GURRRL IS THAT CHUUU?}

The Top 50 Oxymorons (last installment)
_{9. Definite maybe
8. Pretty ugly
7. Twelve-ounce pound cake
6. Diet ice cream
5. Rap music
4. Working vacation
3. Exact estimate
2. Religious tolerance

And the #1 Oxymoron......

1. Microsoft Works}
~@~

Hey!

First thing's first; thank you all for the kind wishes on my birthday

you guys are awesome

~

And now to a more delicate matter; you all know that by now I should've been done with the icons...and also that I started college. Well these two things are directly related and their correlation is the reason that I only have 2 done out of the 13 I'm supposed to do.No worries there, I'm getting ahead of things and they shall be popping up as soon as possible!

As for life; it's been great really. Winter is a-coming so i have some sad spells here and there but this school year is a big improvement from the rest. I can't really talk about why on here but basically social reasons >> <<.

I have something to look forward to everyday and although I sometimes get unbearable tired; that's my own fault because I don't go to sleep on time. So as soon as I start going to sleep on time it shall all be muuuuuuy better. I'm planning to start going to sleep verry early starting today. though that was my plan yesterday that failed miserably ! :<

Another guilty of mine: your wonderful deviations! I'm having a lack of time on going over them and I do promise when the weekend comes around I will go through at least one from everyone I watch (and who is also an active watcher of me. because those deserve it more

)

And now for a tag. I found this at random and figured thats the best way of defining my mood at the moment because I'm too tired to formulate words;
(001) Your gender: femininity !
(002) Sexual orientation: i like the men
(003) Single? like a thing in nature that is alone
(004) Do you want to be? eeeeh. yeah. no time for stuff.....no candidates
(005) Your birthday: every 13th of every september
(006) Age you wish you were: I'm fine with my age. I wish someone else was something else! XD
(007) Your height: 5'4" ish?
(008) The color of your eyes: grey/green/blue!
(009) The color of your hair: I be dyed a tad yellow like a canary ! but naturally i'm dirtyblond/light brown. my hair color is a dispute
(010) Piercings: ears
(011) Tattoos: ughh ew. really ew. never ever ever everrr!

DO YOU

(012) Smoke? (see answer for tattoos)
(013) Do drugs? (see answer again)
(014) Read the newspaper? for the horoscope and the crossword!
(016) Talk to strangers who IM you? nah. unless it turns out i know them
(017) Take walks in the rain? yeas! and runs too
(018) Drive? people crazy !
(019) Like to drive fast? they dont go crazy too quickly
(020) Hurt yourself? in ways

HAVE YOU EVER

(021) Been out of the country? yupp . born there!
(022) Been in love? contrary to popular belief!!!!......no
(023) Done drugs? (see the answer YET AGAIN!><

(024) Gone skinny dipping? yeah....kinda
(025) Had any type of surgery? yeas
(026) Ran away from home? yeapp
(027) Played strip poker? nose
(028) Gotten beaten up? yeapp
(029) Been picked on? yeapp
(030) Been on stage? many many many times
(031) Slept outdoors? many times
(032) Thought about suicide? is this a depression quiz now?! XD ....yes
(033) Pulled an all-nighter? Yeap
(034) If yes, what is your record? three days before i started hallucinating and acted like a dysfunctional computer *restart restart restart*
(035) Talked on the phone all night? almost all night
(036) Slept with the opposite sex without having sex? my brother O-o
(037) Slept all day? noo not all day
(038) Killed someone? nope
(039) Made out with a stranger? ugh- no. never that
(041) Had sex with a stranger? uhmmm wow. NO ><
(042) Kissed the same sex? haha YES ! on the cheek :]
(043) Done anything sexual with the same sex? does... ]]> ~MemoryLain Today I am 19 http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/27183524/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/27183524/ Sun, 13 Sep 2009 05:00:42 PDT woooot it's my birthday ! oohhh yeah :] lol. wow it came so fast, usually the week before it is so slow but this time i wasn't even thinking about it. oh em gee

The Top 50 Oxymorons (second installment)
_{29. Software documentation
28. New York culture
27. New classic
26. Sweet sorrow
25. Childproof
24. "Now, then ..."
23. Synthetic natural gas
22. Christian Scientists
21. Passive aggression
20. Taped live
19. Clearly misunderstood
18. Peace force
17. Extinct Life
16. Temporary tax increase
15. Computer jock
14. Plastic glasses
13. Terribly pleased
12. Computer security
11. Political science
10. Tight slacks}
~@~

so yeas! Today, September 13th, I turn 19 and legal in jersey ! XD. I don't have much to say except for the fact that I'm screwed and should get to my homework right now before anyone comes over.

first my best friend is coming over and then the rest of the people who can make it. yupp! I'm still not too sure what we're going to do but that's okay ~

I'm pretty excited personally :3

you all have a nice day !!

~@~
_{the list}
1.

- her sprite Kaet - done [link]
2.

- her OC singing into a mic - done [link]
3.

- a faerie in progress
4.

- 'booster b'
5.

- her OC tinnae
6.

- something sexy
7.

- Turks
&

- Calumon
&

- done [link]
&

<3
~@`~
~Gifts to me â¥ â¥
~@`~
â¥

â¥

]]> ~MemoryLain The first 7 people to comment ....(FILLED)(1Down) http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/26880183/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/26880183/ Fri, 28 Aug 2009 21:31:30 PDT shall get a completely free of charge pixel icon by yours truly done for them. it doesn't have to be a icon just a 50x50 pixel thing...which can be used as an icon (see bellow for more details)!!

The Top 50 Oxymorons (first installment)
_{50. Act naturally
49. Found missing
48. Resident alien
47. Advanced BASIC
46. Genuine imitation
45. Airline Food
44. Good grief
43. Same difference
42. Almost exactly
41. Government organization
40. Sanitary landfill
39. Alone together
38. Legally drunk
37. Silent scream
36. British fashion
35. Living dead
34. Small crowd
33. Business ethics
32. Soft rock
31. Butt Head
30. Military Intelligence}
~@~
the offer !!!~
So above I mentioned the offer of 7 lucky... or unlucky however you want to put it ! getting a free pixel icon made to them by moi. It's basically self explanitory. The reason I'm doing this is because I want to do something nice . hahaha and i odnt have time for 10 free sketches because I kind of want to work on my own ideas for now. AND I need practice with the pixel things and I find them extremely fun to make. Also I pretty much really enjoy talking and socializing and seeing all your work here on DA so I felt like I should give back.
however this offer ends in a week. So if only 4 people registered ....then only they will get icons

and also I'm making a new icon for my best friend and i and of course the lovely ~Crystalsoul ...because i want to , hahaha . so they dont count. so theres 3 slots open right there.
that explains why its 7 doesn't it?

_{the list}
1.

- her sprite Kaet - done [link]
2.

- her OC singing into a mic
3.

- a faerie
4.

- 'booster b'
5.

- her OC tinnae
6.

- something sexy
7.

- Turks
&

- Calumon

~@~
my first day of college:

was great actually ! thank you for all the support I received from everyone. Even the nice people on the train who found my little doodles on my friends card pleasing to the eye. I usually give people who like my art on the streets a piece of it but i was with my current sketchbook and well ...last time i did that i got yelled at so i need to create a bunch of extra pieces to give away

the last few days have been especially great basically. I love everyone in my life, and they're making me uberly happy. I especially love my best friend ~Metalicity PLEASE check out her things and fave and wishlist and comment on it . She's one of those very underrated artists on DA who deserves a lot more than even the really famous people out here!

anyway, todays class was the one that relates to what I'm doing most. But it turns out, i have ti twice a week and two different teachers. one teacher, the one i have on fridays, is sculpture and the other one is more for the 2d illusion jazz.

I'm going to be kept very very busy up here. But I promise to make DA my tradition and not neglect it. Hopefully I'll have more things to show.

And I'm always open for cheap collabs (just name your price!) lol

I met a couple of nice peopl... ]]> ~MemoryLain Get off of my back & into my game http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/26728244/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/26728244/ Fri, 21 Aug 2009 06:39:06 PDT Signs that you are an internet addict (last installment)
_{21.) You buy a Captain Kirk chair with a built-in keyboard and mouse.
22.) Your wife makes a new rule: "The computer cannot come to bed."
23.) You get a tattoo that says "This body best viewed with
Netscape 3.0 or higher."
24.) You never have to deal with busy signals when calling your
ISP... because you never log off.
25.) The last girl you picked up was only a GIF.
26.) You ask a plumber how much it would cost to replace the
chair in front of your computer with a toilet.
27.) Your wife says communication is important in a marriage...
so you buy another computer and install a second phone line so
the two of you can chat.
28.) As your car crashes through the guardrail on a mountain
road, your first instinct is to search for the "back" button.}
~@~
So A week has passed and I have resolved to make a new journal entry each week ! phew~
Ah I submitted the journal without writing anything here!

Nothing much new happened. Summer actually started. I've been to the beach a lot more often this week/ School's starting in exactly 7 days. I'm a bit nervous. Okay I'm a lot nervous.

other stress related things happened like my order for a friends birthday came through and they said it would arrive on the day im supposed to celebrate it with her. AND its UPS which means; forget about it. I really hope they deliver it earlier. they did so before so yeah.
although i don't think 'deliver' is in their glossary... anyways!~

I have a lot of planned works to finish up and do today,s o i must be off WOOOSH

see ya laters ~

xx
Elena

P.S I decided to not do the contest as of yet due to the fact that i dont want it to seem like a competition for best present. And also I want to have more to offer as prizes. so sit tight. there will be one in the future.

Countdown to my birthday: 23 days

.::Taken from ~ExtremeEnigma::.
_{Nine things about myself:

1. I own a cat, I love my cat, he is very spoiled now though. he literally yells at me hourly if I'm not playing with him. But that's not about me, eh? I'm turning more and more into a cat the more I hang around with him. I should be cast as the next cat woman
2. I love thinking of the perfect present...the feeling that you get when you know you gave someone a perfect gift is my kind of high
3. Speaking of presents; i love thought out greeting card messages that make you tear up when you re-read them later on
4. I got my college id. My college's name is Hunter. I want to put 'licensed to kill' on the bottom
5. My bestestestestest friend is Kseniya Kapytka or you probably know that already but the instructions aren't what you DON'T know about me.
6. I hide behind my humor. I'm exhibit A that people who got hurt a lot usually develop the best humor
7. I believe in magic and the supernatural
8. I love redecorating and remodeling. I'm redecorating & remodeling my room actually.
9. I have a lot of art work to get to.

Eight ways to win my heart:

1. Humor. You gotta be able to laugh at me, with me, and make me laugh.
2. love me :]
3. do something out of the blue that shows that you thought about me. or think about me
4. support me in my career path and encourage me. (I need a lot of that currently especially)
5. stand up for me even if I'm not there. Not talk behind my back, etc
6. be kind to my friends. Get approval from ~Metalicity XD
7. have amazing, deep eyes
8. be open minded enough to handle my random thoughts and guilty pleasures

Seven things that cross my mind a lot:

1. Friends
2. to-do lists (including chores)
3. plot ideas, and stories in my head. :3
4. what i have to draw. what I want to draw. Sacrificing some of those
5. hate & love issues. mostly love though
6. work - i need some
7. my future

Six things I do before I fall asleep:

1. Drink hot chocolate
2. check my mail and other stuff for the last time
3. dance around to music and random plot lines in my... ]]>} ~MemoryLain ohw wow my birthday is in a month http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/26587756/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/26587756/ Fri, 14 Aug 2009 10:59:27 PDT Signs that you are an internet addict (first installment)
_{11.) When looking at a web page full of someone else's links,
you notice all of them are already highlighted in purple.
12.) Your dog has its own home page.
13.) You can't call your mother... She doesn't have a modem.
14.) You check your mail. It says "no new messages." So you
check it again.
15.) Your phone bill is a heavy as a brick.
16.) You write your homework in HTML and give your instructor the URL.
17.) You don't know the sex of three of your closest friends,
because they have neutral nicknames and you never bothered to ask.
18.) Your husband tells you that he has had the beard for 2 months.
19.) You wake up at 3 a.m. to go to the bathroom and stop and
check your e-mail on the way back to bed.
20.) You tell the kids they can't use the computer because
"Daddy's got work to do" -- even though you don't have a job.}
~@~
Hey there

So I decided it's bout time to write another journal since I was supposed to do these things once a week anyway !
What's been new with me? I watched hangover and I liked it. I finished bones and can't wait for the next season. I finished torchwood and am just...there are no words for it. I saw the promo for house and it looks.... as loony as a loony bin with house gets !

I also was tagged and did it bellow just now. which makes me speechless cause i wrote pretty much enough for you to know me inside and out. so there's really not much left to say.

important dates for me is : August 28th: I start college. And i only have one class then D:. I'm regretting not taking more.
and of course september 13th: me birthday

!!

More urgently: I'm planning to do a contest due on september 13th (my birthday) how many of you would be interested?
I'm still a bit iffy on it(look bellow why)
but PLEASE tell me your opinions

.::Tagged by

::.

Rules: List 10 things about yourself that people may or may not know. I'm making this easy since I have problems stating things that people don't already know. I'm such a simpleton.

Tag 5 people at the end.

~~~~~~~~~~~~
_{1. I attended a wedding the past weekend and I have decided firmly that my own will be nothing big but my maid of honor will be my best friend (Who is the person i attended my very first wedding viewing with. except we were playing hide and seek and i spent the majority of the time in a mens room.)

2. I don't take things for granted per say. sometimes i just don't realize their existence at all. But every time someone close to me does something nice. Even sends a silly e-mail, or says they're working on something for you my day...no week! is made full of smiles and happiness

3. I'm overcritical of everyone. This includes myself. Some believe it's because my astrology sign is the virgo and thats a typical quality of them. But I just think its me. It's not that I have high standards. I think I have high expectations. And yeah overly critical.

4. and look at that, most of my facts so far have been bad things about me! So here's something neutral: I play out stories in my head before I sleep. It takes me a while to fall asleep so I got used to making scenarios and some such from a wee age.

5. After my eye operation(yes i had one of those) my head hurts a lot when it rains. The doctor explained it as when "pressure changes." But yeah, usually when it rains I'm in a bad mood and all I need is a cuddle.

6. I had to change my main e-mail from angel4evermore@yahoo.com to elenagance@gmail.com because I refuse to pay yahoo for yahoo mail plus so they could send my mail to the mail program on my mac. Also, on a more personal note, the only person who knows all my passwrods is shhh D:

7. I love to organize and person... ]]>} ~MemoryLain Officially back from the land of Canadia http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/26229822/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/26229822/ Tue, 28 Jul 2009 09:48:04 PDT Signs that you are an internet addict (first installment)
_{1.) You refer to going to the bathroom as downloading.

2.) You step out of your room and realize that your parents have
moved and you don't have a clue as to when it happened.

3.) Your bookmark takes 15 minutes to go from top to bottom.

4.) Your nightmares are in HTML and GIFS.

5.) You turn off your modem and get this awful empty feeling,
like you just pulled the plug on a loved one.

6.) You start introducing yourself as "Jim at net dot com"

7.) Your heart races faster and beats irregularly each time you
see a new WWW site address on TV.

8.) You turn on your intercom when leaving the room so you can
hear if new e-mail arrives.

9.) Your wife drapes a blond wig over your monitor to remind you
of what she looks like.

10.) All of your friends have an @ in their names.}

Bonjour!

I am finally getting around to going back on DA. Which includes going through all of my messages/deviations and submitting that picture that i was threatening to submit earlier (after I finish it up X_X)

My trip went over pretty good. The good outweighed the bad as I have said a lot of times while describing it. I basically almost died twice in one day but it was alright! Because now I appreciate things more.

Of those two times was a car accident that impacted the place i was sitting. But I am lucky for I LIIIVE !

Canada was beautiful. My favorite place from what I have seen was Quebec City. It was so quaint and cute.

I took a bunch of photos so I probably should submit some here. (I have like 1,100) D:

No worries I'll be lucky if I submit one!

Any adventures for you guys lately?

With Love,
Elena

~@`~
~Gifts to me â¥ â¥
~@`~
â¥

â¥

]]> ~MemoryLain & Away I go http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/26005309/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/26005309/ Fri, 17 Jul 2009 11:47:57 PDT Lexophiles (lovers of words) - 4th & final installment
_{41. I wondered why the baseball kept getting bigger. Then it hit me.

42. A sign on the lawn at a drug rehab center said: 'Keep off the Grass.'

43. A small boy swallowed some coins and was taken to a hospital. When his grandmother telephoned to ask how he was, a nurse said, 'No change yet.'

44. The soldier who survived mustard gas and pepper spray is now a seasoned veteran.

45. When cannibals ate a missionary, they got a taste of religion.

46. Don't join dangerous cults: Practice safe sects.}

When you read this I'll probably be on my way or in Canada.
Just wanted to submit a journal to let you know of my future hiatus state on DA.

I might find some sort of computer over there, maybe. But it is safe to say that you probably won't see me at all for a bit.

I'm stoked for the destination, trying to get more happy for the trip there (we're going by car.)

I was going to submit one last piece but I decided to sketch out a background for it as well so you shall be seeing that when I get back hopefully.

Well take care all of you

!~

Lots of Love
-Elena

~@`~
~Gifts to me from the amazing people I call friendsâ¥
~@`~
â¥

â¥

]]> ~MemoryLain Back to Reality http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/25782627/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/25782627/ Mon, 06 Jul 2009 19:54:40 PDT -Eminem
Lexophiles (lovers of words) - 3rd installment
_{31. I thought I saw an eye doctor on an Alaskan island, but it turned out to be an optical Aleutian.

32. She was only a whisky maker, but he loved her still.

33. A rubber band pistol was confiscated from algebra class because it was a weapon of math disruption.

34. The butcher backed into the meat grinder and got a little behind in his work.

35. No matter how much you push the envelope, it'll still be stationery.

36. A dog gave birth to puppies near the road and was cited for littering.

37. Two silk worms had a race. They ended up in a tie.

38. A hole has been found in the nudist camp wall. The police are looking into it.

39. Atheism is a non-prophet organization.

40. Two hats were hanging on a hat rack in the hallway. One hat said to the other, 'You stay here, I'll go on a head.'}

I am back ! And I have been waiting for this moment for a long time, an "i am back journal" which means something other than I'm back from being idle for a while ! This is an "I am back" from a location entry

yes indeed!

I went camping way upstate in the good old New York (oxymoron

) It wasn't too eventful I have to say, I'm looking forward to going to Canada more obviously. I heard a lot about our planned trip during camping so it got me a bit hyped up.

In other news; I have been a bit of a hermit and not done anything productive in life for a while (the camping trip did wake me up a bit though.) I'm getting my drivers permit hopefully this week, I started watching bones, and I went back to my traditional video-game playing :].

But most importantly; happy (belated) fourth of July!!!!

what have I missed from your lives?

~@`~
~Gifts to me from the amazing people I call friendsâ¥
~@`~
â¥

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]]> ~MemoryLain No one else could make me sadder http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/25307756/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/25307756/ Sun, 14 Jun 2009 11:30:23 PDT -Alexander Rybak
Lexophiles (lovers of words) - 2nd installment
_{21. The short fortuneteller who escaped from prison: a small medium at large.

22. Those who get too big for their britches will be exposed in the end.

23. When you've seen one shopping center you've seen a mall.

24. If you jump off a Paris bridge, you are in Seine.

25. When she saw her first strands of gray hair, she thought she'd dye.

26. Bakers trade bread recipes on a knead to know basis.

27. Santa's helpers are subordinate clauses.

28. Acupuncture: a jab well done.

29. Marathon runners with bad shoes suffer the agony of de feet.

30. The roundest knight at king Arthur's round table was Sir Cumference. He acquired his size from too much pi.}
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I feel so very happy ! And I figured I should share this happiness with you!

Also I skipped updating this week on Monday so this is a sort of make up for it :]
Nothing really new with me since the past update

. I got a lovely photo manipulation done of me by *sjm1010

It's still keeping me happy.

Also, I went to a gallery where my friends internship was presenting their works. It was lovely. I got newly inspired to save up for a dslr. Since I finally kind of mastered my current camera I feel like I'm ready for the next step.

In other news:
Prom is on Tuesday! I'm both excited and nervous as heck. It gives me something to anticipate though, and I like that.
Graduation is a week after that!
And the last real day is Monday, even though I already finished finals I'm still going to go c[=

whats new with you?!

Gift Arts for me

[link] [link] [link]

â¥

[link] [link] [link] [link] [link] [link] â¥

[link] â¥ (You haven't seen anything special unless you looked at his gallery)

[link] [link] â¥
~MemoryLain Anyone else want to get something off their chest? http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/25070169/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/25070169/ Mon, 01 Jun 2009 13:22:16 PDT Lexophiles (lovers of words) - 2nd installment
_{11. The guy who fell onto an upholstery machine was fully recovered.

12. A grenade fell onto a kitchen floor in France resulted in Linoleum Blownapart.

13. You are stuck with your debt if you can't budge it.

14. Local Area Network in Australia : The LAN down under.

15. He broke into song because he couldn't find the key.

16. A calendar's days are numbered.

17. A lot of money is tainted: 'Taint yours, and 'taint mine.

18. A boiled egg is hard to beat.

19. He had a photographic memory which was never developed.

20. A plateau is a high form of flattery.}
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Hello there

,

So I figured I'm just going to update every Monday with the latest lexophiles and to update myself on how you guys are doing.

here's whats new with me !
1. summer is coming!
2. I went to my first silent rave. I went to my first beach day of this year too.
3. I'm actually working on getting my "igoddess" picture colored
4. I cut my finger yesterday while chopping cheese and it won't stop bleeding. But i have a YGO bandaid on it.
5. I started to watch Skins and it messed with my mood a bit (it wasn't the only thing messing with that though)
~!~

~!~
Whats new with you ?

]]> ~MemoryLain Eurovision 2OO9! (and news on free art prize) http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/24800887/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/24800887/ Sun, 17 May 2009 08:32:35 PDT Lexophiles (lovers of words) - 1st installment
_{1. A bicycle can't stand alone; it is two tired.

2. A will is a dead giveaway.

3. Time flies like an arrow; fruit flies like a banana.

4. A backward poet writes inverse.

5. In a democracy it's your vote that counts; in feudalism, it's your Count that votes.

6. A chicken crossing the road: poultry in motion.

7. If you don't pay your exorcist you can get repossessed.

8. With her marriage she got a new name and a dress.

9. Show me a piano falling down a mine shaft and I'll show you A-flat miner.

10. When a clock is hungry it goes back four seconds.}
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So Eurovision 2009 has come and gone!~ For those of you who don't know - eurovision is a musical competition between all the countries of Europe. The country that wins gets to host it the next year. Russia was this year's host and Dima Billan (who looked dreadful) gave away the crystal mic this time around.
and Norway won !! Alexander Rybak performed "Fairy Tale" and I think he beat the record for highest amount of points ever (I'm pretty sure anyway). It was all very inspiring.

I'm so happy for him, he was born in Minsk, Belarus (like me!!) and moved to Norway (I moved but not to Norway xD)
"The first question that was asked to Alexander Rybak was if the fact that he was born in Belarus helped him to win the 2009 Eurovision Song Contest. He explained that Belarus is known for the melancholy of its people, whereas the happiest people in the world live in Norway. For him, the mix of both was a key for success."
lol melancholy ! -that's about right

So i'm feeling prideful and stuff as you can see by my latest submition ! XD
"kogdo skazaliy shto alexandra rybaka' pesnya prosto puskayet murashki po kosxhi mi sprasciliy yesle on znal shto takoyo murashki, on skazal, konechno! eto yagadi" LMFAO (at the eurovision press confference)

OH also my Kiriban is in about 200 pageviews so watch out for that !
Free art of the winners choice !~
in less than a week ! (guaranteed)

how are you guys today?
what's inspiring you?

~â¥~

]]> ~MemoryLain 15K?! Contest?! BLASPHAMY?! http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/24703788/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/24703788/ Mon, 11 May 2009 13:37:04 PDT
"Ugh...guys? I think I know kung fu"
-Chuck *prays for another season*

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HOMG
I'm passed 15K already? I didn't even see that ! So to be fair my kiriban has moved up to 15,555
it's not too far away so you best watch out for it !

The winner will get a drawing of their choice
not one of those "kthnx heres my character" pics ya know? :3

I feel mighty generous ~!

Oh and also, I'm thinking of hosting a contest .

how many of you by a show of hands would join such a thing? x3?

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_{I felt like my journal was missing one of those nifty tag things so here's one from
FIRST REAL BEST FRIEND: Kseniya
FIRST SCHOOL: P.S 169, yo im from the hood!
FIRST CELL PHONE: i remember it was nokia. I remember it had snake on it. I MISS SNAKE :[
FIRST FUNERAL: not yet (was over the ocean during my grandpa's passing)
FIRST PET: Topa and Dragoi :3
FIRST BIG TRIP: Ughm.... to the US...never really got back either xD
FIRST FIGHT: I think in summer camp. hotard waz crazii !I pulled her hair good though
FIRST CELEBRITY CRUSH: Hugh Jackman :3
FIRST TIME OUT OF THE COUNTRY?: I WAS BORN OUTTA THE COUNTRY ._o
FIRST JOB: stupid! handed out flyers outside the cellphone store. Got ripped off....
FIRST DA FRIEND: erm...~PhoenixOtaku according to my old DA ._o

EVERYONE HAS THEIR LASTS:

LAST PERSON I HUGGED: Tammy (I needa hug more often)
LAST CAR RIDE: From dad's 50th birthday celebration
LAST TIME I CRIED?: friday
LAST MOVIE I WATCHED: Bolt (again) with my family
LAST FOOD I ATE: school food :<
LAST ITEM BOUGHT: ice cream ! A while ago O_o
LAST SHIRT WORN: the one Pollie gave me x3
LAST PHONE CALL: Ling
LAST TEXT MESSAGE: Noor
LAST THING I TOUCHED: myself! .....woahw
LAST FUNERAL: n/a
LAST TIME AT THE MALL: uhm o_o I don't remember
LAST TIME I WERE EXCITED FOR SOMETHING: I'm excited for prom! ...i think
LAST PERSON I SAW: my brother
LAST THING I DRANK: chocolate milk
LAST PERSON THAT BROKE MY HEART: still breaking it now
LAST TIME I WERE REALLY HONESTLY HAPPY: omg. the answer to this is too pathetic to write. :/. but it wasnt that long ago at all. lol
[Relationship Status] single
[Parents still together] yupps
[Siblings] a younger pet brother
[Pets] GRANDZIZILLA (kitty)

FAVORITES
[Color] blue 8]
[Number] 13
[Animal] oh my gosh, the little dogs ive met on saturday. they was so cayute and hypers and they ran in place in front of you and i SQUEEEEEEED
[Book] Iduno ! D= Angels and Demons prolly
[Flowers] Roses

DO YOU
[Have Tattoos?] NO x[
[Cheat On Tests?] nah, i did it like once in my life and unintentionally
[Like Roller Coasters?] MMHMMM :3
[Wish You Could Live Somewhere Else?] I've been wishing that lately
[Clean?] I like to, but I don't have time
[Own A Cell Phone?] yupp

CURRENT
[Hair] light brunette
[Playing] nothing
[RePlaying] ugh....this feeling I thought I got over
[Believe There Is Life On Other Planets] yupp *0*
[Hate Yourself?] right now? ughh.... I guess not
[Collect Anything?] yeapp. greeting cards, photos, etc
[Like Your Handwriting?] yeah i tend to

LOVEÂ
[First Crush] apparently it was this guy Eugene with really tan legs (from an old diary i found...i LOLed)
[You Believe In Love At First Sight?] yea!
[You Believe In "The One"?] mmhmmm â¥_â¥

ARE YOU
[Sarcastic] yeappp
[Shy] Not that much anymmore. I relapse at times though =x
[Talkative] lately I've been very chatty

WOULD YOU RATHERÂ
[Pierce Your Nose Or Belly Button?] homg. bellybutton. but I'd rather not touch any of those
[Be Serious Or Funny] Funny :[ my anti drug (seriously its my defense mechanism)

ARE YOUÂ

ABOUT YOU...
[What Time Is It?] 4:26 pm
[Name] Elena

WHAT DO YOU WANTÂ
[Where Do You Want To Live] Awayyy~ In my planned co shared apartment nau plz.
[How Many Kids Do You Want] hmm.... 2 or 3
[What Kind Of Job Do You Want] KICK PIXARS ASS oh and dreamworks...and disney . lol

IN THE PAS... ]]>} ~MemoryLain best fake song ever! (oh and I tag you D:) http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/24638641/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/24638641/ Thu, 07 May 2009 16:29:13 PDT
Well I'm not pretty or good to the eye
Never left my room til' 25.
If I were happy would you punish me?
Tie me up and call it therapy?
Miserable life, miserable life
Miserable life, miserable life
Let me be you're scratching post
Your father, son, and your holy ghost
Make my devotion turn right back on me
Don't push me down and calle me a wussy.
Miserable life, miserable life
Miserable life, miserable life
(Miserable life) Devotion!
(Miserable life) Emotion!
(Miserable life) Depression!
(Miserable life) Obsession!
You can't see me because I'm wearing black.
( "Fake Depeche Mode Song" by (guess who?!) Liam Lynch)

ahahahahaha The above song is not at all emo, it is making fun of the emo

I LIKE DEPECHE MODE THOUGH

i just feel that liam lynch has proven his genius yet again ~
don't you think.

now for the princess part of this

tagged by

Cinderella:
[ ] One of your parents is dead
[x] You are expected to do a lot of chores
[x] You love to dress up
[x] You love animals
[ ] You are waiting patiently for your Prince Charming
[x] Your mom is really strict
[ ] You have sisters who seem kind of jealous of you
[ ] YouÂre afraid to speak your mind sometimes. ( I wish i was)
[x] You have left your shoes at a friendÂs house before
[ ] You have blonde hair ( i will soon...maybe)
Total: 5

Belle:
[ ] YouÂve kissed someone your friends didnÂt like
[x] YouÂve been lost in the forest
[x] You love to read
[ ] You are not shy at all, and not afraid to speak your mind (I'm a twisted person who should be put in a psych ward :])
[x] One of your family members is a bit weird
[x] You have done volunteer work
[x] You have a wild imagination
[x] You love to take care of people in need (♥

[x] YouÂve had guys like you only because they think youÂre pretty
[x] YouÂve rejected at least one person when theyÂve asked you out
TOTAL: 8

Jasmine:
[ ] Your dad is very rich/important
[x] You are very clever ( i hope so xD)
[ ] YouÂve been with someone way different from you
[ ] YouÂre unique and different from everyone else (no one is )
[x] YouÂd never marry someone just because they were rich
[x] You have set a lot of goals for yourself
[ ] You donÂt have a lot of friends
[x] YouÂre independent
[ ] You are wealthy
[x] Your parents try to control your life
TOTAL: 5

Ariel:
[x] Your parents expect a lot from you
[x] You really try to follow the rules, but itÂs hard for you
[x] YouÂre a bit of a trouble maker
[ ] YouÂre the youngest in your family or in the last
[ ] You have a lot of sisters
[x] You collect something
[x] You have/had long, hair
[x] You have/had a pet fish
[x] YouÂre extremely curious
[ ] You believe everything people tell you/youÂre a bit gullible
TOTAL: 7

Snow White:
[ ] You know that youÂre beautiful (HAHAHAHAHAA LOLLERLIES)
[ ] Sometimes it seems like your mom is jealous of you
[x] YouÂve almost been killed
[x] You have at least seven good friends (sometimes i wonder)
[x] YouÂve had food poisoning
[ ] You have/had short hair
[x] You get along with almost everyone
[x] All of your friends are different
[x] You love to have a good time
[x] YouÂre happier when youÂre out of the house than in
TOTAL: 7

Mulan:
[x] You can be a tomboy sometimes.
[ ] People wish you could be a bit more girly
[x] YouÂve pretended to be someone youÂre not
[x] YouÂve had a physical fight with someone
[x] You have/had considered running away from home
[x] Your parents try to plan your life out
[x] A lot of your friends are boys
[x] You sometimes find yourself in bad situations
[x] You love your family so much that youÂd do anything to protect them
TOTAL: 8

Aurora:
[x] You live/have lived with someone other than your parents
[x] You almost died at a very young age
[x] You are gentle, loving, and/or thoughtful (sometimes...)
[x] You have a decent singing voice
[x] You like to sleep in late on the weekends
[ ] You spend most of your time outside
[ ] YouÂre adopted
[ ] Pink is one of your favorite colors
TOTAL: 5

Pocahontas:
[X] You love to walk around and explore big cities
[X] You are more spiritual than religious
... ]]> ~MemoryLain I'm drunk on panda mystery! are you? http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/24582975/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/24582975/ Mon, 04 May 2009 12:17:40 PDT Hosts: hi as you know we like to do allot of charity work and so uh today we got a special guest coming in
they're going to send someone in from the city Zoo
as part of the uh animal awareness week
something we're just really proud of doing
and we try to do it at least once a year
*guitar sound from no where*
*short pause* no way buddy you are outta here
crazy guy: I have to sing my tale to the panda
host: You can't sing you're not a musician no way
*cough cough* don't let him do this-
crazy guy: this next song
is the new first song from our new album
host: what?
crazy guy: this is not a flabble song this is the panda

(actual song)
After dark the pandas stalk
Nightmare creatures with black hearts
Ravenous teeth that glow in the dark
feasting on bums that sleep in the park

Chorus:
the pandas are coming!
so hide under your bed!
the pandas are coming!
they'll rip your ass to shreds!

hosts: get out of the studio! get out! get out of here dude! hey panda boy.

crazy guy: i shant!
the panda is indeed the most mysterious of all creatures
shrouded in the enigma of it's black and white coat
what kind of camouflage is this?
black and white?
hiding in an oreo factory could be
that's just another chapter in the endless saga of the panda!

chorus
the pandas are coming!
to rip off your head!
the pandas are coming!
on a rampage of the dead!

hosts: what the hell.

crazy guy: like the shark the panda has millions of teeth-

hosts: okay cut off the oxygen to the other room

crazy guy: -which it uses like a hack saw to cut through bones, candy, and fences

hosts: uh that's a lie

crazy guys: the Chinese believe that if you find a discarded panda tooth,
you have the powers to summon godzilla!

hosts: wow!

crazy guy: i'm drunk on panda mystery!

Chorus:
the pandas are coming!
so hide under your bed!
the pandas are comng!
they'll rip your ass to shreads!

this has been chapter one of my ongoing songs about the panda
we shall seize at number 820
you will see me again mr. siffel!

hosts: just, uh get a clue-

crazy guy: get a panda!
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Okay so that was not as good as my joke sections, but it is a damn funny song by Liam Lynch XD.
Plus there's the other mystery that you haven't solved (and I'm not sure I have it down quite yet really....)
Where does Elena come from and where does she go?
I swear this is like the 834578945794867 journal I write where I inform you I'm back.

I'm not even sure if you guys want to see my work xD;, my approval ratings have dropped to levels of low I do not even want to think about.

What's new with me
âº I SUMMONED GODZILLA (nah...still the panda mystery)

â» I got into college and have my course list already and still have loads of work and 2 months left of H.S

â¥ Dad turned 50 today. And I have nothing for him

. They're celebrating I think on Saturday so I'll try to get something.... PLUS a mothers day gift ;-;

â¦ I SAW WOLVERINE with

, screw Hugh Jackman shirtless, I got the whole picture *_*

â£ I went to Disney on my senior spring trip ~ (Survived it too)

â I'm back to DA so check your comments ;]. I think I'll be going through

's work first since you know, priorities.
lol
Â Seriously, is anyone remotely excited to see my art?....anyone? anyyyone?

Anyway,
what's new with you?

(yes the format above is required ;D)

P.S Get a Panda x3
(seriously, I want one)

]]> ~MemoryLain I know you hate me, I hate me too. circus http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/23540585/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/23540585/ Thu, 05 Mar 2009 13:18:58 PST A chicken farmer went to a local bar... Sat next to a woman
And ordered a glass of champagne.

The woman perks up and says, 'How about that? I just
Ordered a glass of champagne, too!'

'What a coincidence,' the farmer says, 'This is a special
Day for me, I'm celebrating.'
'This is a special day for me too, I'm also celebrating!'
Says the woman.

'What a coincidence,' says the man. As they clinked glasses
The farmer asked, 'What are you celebrating?'
'My husband and I have been trying to have a child, and
Today my gynaecologist told me that I'm pregnant!'
'What a coincidence,' says the man .. 'I'm a chicken farmer,
And for years all my hens were infertile, but today they're finally
Laying fertilized eggs.'

'That's great!' says the woman, 'How did your chickens
Become fertile?'
'I used a different cock,' he replied.
The woman smiled and said,
'What a coincidence...'

but there's a joke to brighten you all up.

.
So yes I know I've been inactive ...again. And it is my senior year at HS and you're all thinking, what must you be doing. well.. WORK because my school is..... *insert profanity*

but anyway, I tried to get through everything I missed, which was a lot and ended up deleting a whole lot. I paid more mind to your deviations because I think that's what you guys care most of. I'll comment on your future journals and stuff as well. I really do hope so.

So I'm asking yet again, forgive me...please :< ??? cherry on top???

tagged by:

1. Put your MP3/iPod or other device that plays music on "Shuffle."
2. For each question, skip to the next song. Whichever song appears is your answer.
3. YOU SHOULD WRITE THE NAME OF THAT SONG WHETHER YOU WANT TO OR NOT!
4. Tag three other people using a note (including the person that sent it to you) that you believe will have as much fun with this game as you did.

If everyone says, "everything is well," what do you say?
She Bangs (LMAO, well when she bangs everything is perfect ;])

What best describes your personality?
What about us? (yeah, i'm tending to think those words a lot. been dealing with betrayal and other disloyal stuff )

What suits you today?
Every Day is Exactly the same (Omg i wanted to listen to this, but my zune died. and it is exactly! like wow. haha, very true)

What is your goal in life?
Wheel of Fortune (hahhaa, erm? sure.)

What is your motto?
Freakshow (oh man, that is one fun motto.)

What do your friends think of you?
Shake your bon bon (what the hell is up with all the ricky martin songs? XD. Umm i could actually name a few who would say that, thats the scary thing)

What do you think about often?
Pasovi (call. ahaha, technology is very interesting. and people calling on you of course. its a purty song i guess.)

How much is 2 + 2?
The truth about heaven (AHAHAHAHHAHAA, didnt know that now did you? well i found out first x3)

What do you think of your best friend?
Into the Labyrinth (SE? iduno lol)

What do you think of the person you like?
Istanbul not Constantinople (lol ahahhaa, this was mentioned in a class actually today. wow....what if you dont like anyone? *gets hit*)

What is the history of your life?
Indestructible (no i actually am. but i've been through lot)

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Pasadena (yes, i want to be a location.. ~.~)

What will you do when you meet the person you like?
Temple of love (ooooh lalalalalalaaa~)

What do your parents think of you?
Learn to do it (ahahaha, erm.. interesting)

What will you dance to in your wedding?
Hey! Amigo! (interesting. lol)

What music will play during your funeral?
Snow Globe (well, that sounds interesting.)

What is your pastime?
Grace Kelly (well the lyrics are at least fitting)

What is your biggest secret?
Kiss the girl (lol wth? well. umm... i think so, but telling that to someone. hint hint xD)

What do you think of your friends?
untouched (lol...some of them are)

What is the worst thing that could happen?
One step closer (its happening)

How will you die?
Stars in your eyes (emuuuuuuuu)

What is the only thing you regret?
Moving Along (i guess so)

What makes you laugh?
si ne ve ske (i dont understand this language! but tis pre... ]]> ~MemoryLain Happy New Year Everybody !!! http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/22283944/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/22283944/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 16:24:42 PST
May all you be blessed with a year that makes the best moments of 2008 the worst moments in comparison.
(think about it you'll get it)

Here's something for you that I found via google. I thought it was a nice way to start off a new year, by learning your potential new (maybe hidden) qualities:

Y E A R . O F . T H E . D O G
People born in the Year of the Dog possess the best traits of human nature. They have a deep sense of loyalty, are honest, and inspire other people's confidence because they know how to keep secrets. But Dog People are somewhat selfish, terribly stubborn, and eccentric. They care little for wealth, yet somehow always seem to have money. They can be cold emotionally and sometimes distant at parties. They can find fault with many things and are noted for their sharp tongues. Dog people make good leaders. They are compatible with those born in the Years of the Horse, Tiger, and Rabbit.

Y E A R . O F . T H E . P I G
People born in the Year of the Pig are chivalrous and gallant. Whatever they do, they do with all their strength. For Boar Year people, there is no left or right and there is no retreat. They have tremendous fortitude and great honesty. They don't make many friends but they make them for life, and anyone having a Boar Year friend is fortunate for they are extremely loyal. They don't talk much but have a great thirst for knowledge. They study a great deal and are generally well informed. Boar people are quick tempered, yet they hate arguments and quarreling. They are kind to their loved ones. No matter how bad problems seem to be, Boar people try to work them out, honestly if sometimes impulsively. They are most compatible with Rabbits and Sheep.

Y E A R . O F . T H E . R O O S T E R
People born in the Year of the Rooster are deep thinkers, capable, and talented. They like to be busy and are devoted beyond their capabilities and are deeply disappointed if they fail. People born in the Rooster Year are often a bit eccentric, and often have rather difficult relationship with others. They always think they are right and usually are! They frequently are loners and though they give the outward impression of being adventurous, they are timid. Rooster people's emotions like their fortunes, swing very high to very low. They can be selfish and too outspoken, but are always interesting and can be extremely brave. They are most compatible with Ox, Snake, and Dragon.

Y E A R . O F . T H E . D R A G O N

People born in the Year of the Dragon are healthy, energetic, excitable, short-tempered, and stubborn. They are also honest, sensitive, brave, and they inspire confidence and trust. Dragon people are the most eccentric of any in the eastern zodiac. They neither borrow money nor make flowery speeches, but they tend to be soft-hearted which sometimes gives others an advantage over them. They are compatible with Rats, Snakes, Monkeys, and Roosters.

Y E A R . O F . T H E . O X
People born in the Year of the Ox are patient, speak little, and inspire confidence in others. They tend, however, to be eccentric, and bigoted, and they anger easily. They have fierce tempers and although they speak little, when they do they are quite eloquent. Ox people are mentally and physically alert. Generally easy-going, they can be remarkably stubborn, and they hate to fail or be opposed. They are most compatible with Snake, Rooster, and Rat people

Y E A R . O F . T H E . R A M
(year of the sheep)
People born in the Year of Ram are elegant and highly accomplished in the arts. They seem to be, at first glance, better off than those born in the zodiac's other years. But ram year people are often shy, pessimistic, and puzzled about life. They are usually deeply religious, yet timid by nature. Sometimes clumsy in speech, they are always passionate about what they do and what they believe in. Ram people never have to worry about having the best in life for their abilities make money for them, and they are able to enjoy the creature comforts that they like. Ram people are wise, gentle, and compassionate. They are compatible with Rabbits, Pigs, and Horses.

Y E A R . O F . T H E . H O R S E
People born in the Year of the Horse are popular. They are cheerful, skillful with money, and perceptive, although they sometimes talk too much. The are wise, talented, good with their hands, and sometimes have a weakness for members of the opposite sex. They are impatient and hot-blooded about everything except their daily work. They like entertainment and large crowds. They are very independent and rarely listen to advice. They are most compatible with Tigers, Dogs, and Sheep.

Y E A R . O F . T H E . R A B B I T
People born in the Year of the Rabbit are articulate, talented, and ambitious. They are virtuous, reserved, and have excellen... ]]> ~MemoryLain pshhhh. you know what ? http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/22226032/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/22226032/ Sat, 27 Dec 2008 12:36:03 PST Happy Holidays !!

ItÂs about time I put up a journal of this. IÂm sorry for the lateness and for the lack of joke in this entry.
But yes! HAPPY EVERYTHING!
MERRY CHRISTMAS
HAPPY HANUKA/KWANZA/EVERYTHING

And happy New Year in case I donÂt make a journal for that lol (prolly wont. Been a busy bee, I have)

So IÂve decided to do this tag on here because I thought it was interesting and cute. Iuno.
Rule #1: Your top 1 is your best friend, the person you consider to be your best friend. Answer the questions truthfully and try to make them do the same for you.
Rule #2: Answer all questions
Rule#3: Tag 5 people to do this and comment them with the link to this tag.
TOP 1 QUESTiONS>>

1) WhatÂs their name?
Kseniya Kopytka

2) Does he or she have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
nmmmm. Nose!
But maybe in her head and mine too :]

3) Do you get along with this person all the time?
UghÂ Most of the time. ThereÂs an occasional fight here and there. But thatÂs how you know that you love each other ya know .

4) How old is the person?
15 going on 16 soonÂ.ish.

5) Has he/she ever cooked for you?
I think so. I mightÂve forgotten it. But we mostly cook together. Mmhmm. Mmmm pie. Â.

6 Is this person older than you?
Nose, not literally. But some people do say she looks older than me. But thatÂs cause I stopped aging in like the 8th grade -.-.

7) have you ever lived with this person?
Sleep overs kind of. And maybe in the future. Well, most likely in the future.

Oooooooh and upstate

8) Are you related to this person?
God sister ! :]
[sorta related right?]

9) Are you really close to him/her?
Ugh duuuh. That has to be the stupidest question. Why else would she be no.1?

10) How many times do you talk to this person in a week?
as of recent? Mostly every day :]

11) Do you think they will repost this?
hmmms. Maybe.

12) Could you live with this person?
duhs!

13) Why is this person your number 1?
Because I have known her for a very long time and it honestly feels like weÂre related sometimes. And and sheÂs my best friend and and we can tell each other everything. And and sheÂs the person I go to when times get rough
And a bunch of other silly stuff

14) How long have you known this person?
errmÂ. Since 1997 according to one photograph. Soo that would be 12 years this new years! :]

15) Have you ever been to the mall with this person?
Yeahpp.

16)Have you ever had a sleep over with this person?
Yes of course.

17) If you ever moved away would you miss this person?
NO NEVER >B[
Lol jokes.
Of course I would, thatÂs another stupid question right there.

18) Have you ever done something really stupid or illegal with this person?
Stupid check, illegal check (at least in most states)
Nahw
Stupid + illegal everywhere.

19) Do you know everything about this person?
IÂd like to hope so

20) Would you date this person?
Of course! Lol
(itÂs a last resort. I think. Lol)

21) Have you ever made something with this person?
mmmm. Pie..

22) Have you gone skinny dipping with this person?
naw.

23) Is your #1 on drugs?
sheÂs on life!
No I donÂt think so
FTW?

24) Have you ever worn this personÂs clothes?
haha yes. I have actually.

25) Have you and your #1 person made up a hand shake?
a long time ago. I donÂt remember it much. It was a whiiiiiile ago.

26) If it was Âfreaky fridayÂ would you switch bodies with this person?
that would be lol!
Hell yes.

27) Have you ever heard this person sing?
:]
Oui!
We used to sing to each other [how gay does that sound?] lol I remember it
My heart will gooooon .
Ahahahaha
But that was singing together
Ahhh simple answer is yes

28) Do you and this person have a saying?
we has lots.

29) Do you know this persons myspace password?
mmmhmmm
And she knows mine.
I think theyÂre the same actually

30) Have you and this person ever gotten into a fight that lasted more than 2 months?
I are trying to thinkÂ.
I donÂt think so. Cause I really hate fighting for that long and IÂm usually the one trying to resolve things the best I can cause... ]]> ~MemoryLain So a guy who's obsessed with sex... http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/21989704/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/21989704/ Sun, 14 Dec 2008 22:54:05 PST "help! I'm completely obsessed with sex! and all my friends are telling me that, and I guess I need help"
The psychologist assesses him and goes, "okay let's try a test"
The man agrees and is soon led to the comfy couch which probably inspire some new fetishes to crawl into his mind. Soon the doctor enters the room with a couple of pictures. He shows the man the first one, an elephant
"what does this make you think of?" he asks
"two people making love"
"okayyy" he answers "and this one?" up comes a picture of a house
"two people making love!"
the doctor looks a bit perplexed and shows him the third picture, a rabbit
"two people making love" comes the response
"you're right! you're completely obsessed with sex!" the doctor exclaims
the man frowns and retorts
"ME?! You're the one showing me all the dirty pictures!!"
...............................................
I gots tagged by

who seems to think I no longer exist on here. hmmm
1. tag 5 people (not the one who sent it to you!)
2. answer all truthfully
3. take it in public!
4. tell all tags on their profile that they have been tagged,
and link to your journal.

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.(all the time now)
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my
appearance.

[x] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free (hmmm)
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. ([x]never believed them)
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[x] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[x] I have a sibling less than one year old
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctorÂs office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles.

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe.(duh!)
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.(too many times)
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[x] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I'm enga... ]]> ~MemoryLain Why did the chicken cross the road? http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/21110218/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/21110218/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 12:51:40 PDT GEORGE W. BUSH:
We don't really care why the chicken crossed the road. We just want to know if the chicken is on our side of the road, or not. The chicken is either against us, or for us. There is no middle ground here.
COLIN POWELL:
Now to the left of the screen, you can clearly see the satellite image of the chicken crossing the road...
ANDERSON COOPER - CNN:
We have reason to believe there is a chicken, but we have not yet been allowed to have access to the other side of the road.
JOHN KERRY:
Although I voted to let the chicken cross the road, I am now against it! It was the wrong road to cross, and I was misled about the chicken's intentions. I am not for it now, and will remain against it.
NANCY GRACE:
That chicken crossed the road because he's GUILTY! You can see it in his eyes and the way he walks.
PAT BUCHANAN:
To steal the job of a decent, hardworking American.
DR SEUSS:
Did the chicken cross the road? Did he cross it with a toad? Yes, the chicken crossed the road, but why it crossed I've not been told.
ERNEST HEMINGWAY:
To die in the rain. Alone.
JERRY FALWELL:
Because the chicken was gay! Can't you people see the plain truth?' That's why they call it the 'other side.' Yes, my friends, that chicken is gay. And if you eat that chicken, you will become gay too. I say we boycott all chickens until we sort out this abomination that the liberal media white washes with seemingly harmless phrases like 'the other side. That chicken should not be crossing the road. It's as plain and as simple as that.
JOHN LENNON:
Imagine all the chickens in the world crossing roads together, in peace.
ARISTOTLE:
It is the nature of chickens to cross the road.
COLONEL SANDERS:
Did I miss one?
DICK CHENEY :
Where's my gun?
AL SHARPTON:
Why are all the chickens white? We need some black chickens.
AL GORE:
I invented the chicken!
BILL GATES:
I have just released eChicken2007, which will not only cross roads, but will lay eggs, file your important documents, and balance your check book. Internet Explorer is an integral part of eChicken. This new platform is much more stable and will never cra...#@&&^(C% ........ reboot.
ALBERT EINSTEIN:
Did the chicken really cross the road, or did the road move beneath the chicken?
BILL CLINTON:
I did not cross the road with THAT chicken. What is your definition of chicken?
............................................
Yea so that was going around recently, and i chose most of the quotes I found hilarious. I hope it put a smile on your faces too !

So I decided to update this once again, well because ti was nearly two months ago that I updated anyway !

~

well, what's new with me?

I've been suffering a disease I like to call the 'crush'

It's quite draining

and recently the workload has become unbearable and feelings of neglect has decided to set in . MEH

that's why I need a laugh once in a while

So how are you guys?

well I hope ?

(also I'm apologizing ahead, there is a great potential load of crap(my drawings) that are going to be updated somewhere thursday-friday!
haha
well later luvers ! â¥

]]> ~MemoryLain OHgoshnessduckeggs You're alive?? http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/20411787/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/20411787/ Tue, 09 Sep 2008 18:05:45 PDT
mostly kicking though.

So how many of you remember me?

*crickets are heard*

lovely.

well i missed you guys too D:

and I still have been drawing although only few individuals had the erm...privilege to look into my sketchbook

as you may be well aware of, I'm currently a senior in High School and am going off to college next year.

Pretty scary

speaking of growing up!
my birthday is this Saturday. I can't believe I'm 18

So yeah, half of senior year is like giving birth. you're always sweaty (from running around so much), you're completely screwed, and you have the mood swings to prove it.

just a warning there.

So I'll be seeing some of your works as I will go through most of the deviations (ITS OVER ONE THOUUUSANDDDD

)

and I will attempt to find one of those tag thingies.

(s)TAGGG

-First thing you wash in the shower?
MY BAGS. ItÂs supposed to help

(IÂm talking about the ones on my eyes ya freaks)

- What colour is your favorite hoodie?
ughmmm I really havenÂt thought into this as far as Âfavorite hoodieÂ

- Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
lol ergh. It was on the cheek soÂ sure. I prob. Am..

- Do you plan outfits?
sometimes, when the uber organization monster inside of me comes out.

- How are you feeling RIGHT now?
Really intense mood swings. It kinda hurts. And my eyes are burning.

- Who was the last person you kissed?
Elen, on the cheek

- Person before that?
ughmm. I think it was Meagan! On the cheek

- What are you craving right now?
some love.

- What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
*chewing noises* I IS NOT A WABBIT!

- Do you make prank calls?
I have made prank calls.

- Ever hooked up with some one out of state?
not in literal terms.

- Do you sleep with any stuffed animals?
yes, very much so.

Jealous??
Yea, I wouldnÂt be either

- Would you dance to the taco song?
I think I can dance to about everything

- Have you ever counted to 1,000?
Never. My attention span cannot withstand that

- Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
Well thenÂ both

What do you do with your ice cream? *wiggles eyebrows, suggestively*

- Do you like anyone right now?
I DONÂT KNOW! GOSH WHY IS EVERYONE BEING SO INQUISITIVE! I DONÂT KNOW WHAT IT IS. GARGHHHH

Mooooood swings.

- What do you think of crickets?
holly shitake on a sandwich, I just wrote that on top.

- Have you ever met a celebrity?
Â.kind of.

- Do you like cottage cheese?
at times.

- What are you listening to right now?
JUST DANCE ÂLady GaGa

- Would you go sky diving?
I donÂt think so

- Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
I actually heard he was cool. So maybe.

- Would you throw potatoes at him?
IÂm Belarusian!
Â..of course I would.

- Is there anything sparkly on you?
my eyes *_*

No itÂs not cuteÂ theyÂre teary

- Do you rent movies often?
hehehehehehehe

*coughs after semi evil laugh*

- Who sits behind you in your math class?
I DOES NOT HAVE A MATH CLASS

Foolish fools

- Can you count backwards from 74?
I honestly donÂt have enough attention span for that either.

- Who are you going to be with tonight??
Ooooooh thatÂs a secret IÂll never tell.
You know you love me
XO XO

- Brown or white egg?
I usually have brown

- Ever been on a train?
Like all the timezzzz
- Ever told someone you loved them?
Only the people that matter because I hate how people are exploiting the word so much nowadays. It loses meaning people

STOP IT D:LOVE is the movement
LetÂs not lose the meaning of the word kthnx

- Do you have a cell phone?
It likes to think thatÂs what it isÂ.

- Are you a virgin?
YEAP
Proud

- Any kids?
IÂve had many

Â.in my imagination

- What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
schoolz.

- Ever had cream puffs?
the French kind :d

And albino kind
(such a YGO abridged reference)

- Ever had Breaded Shrimp?
I donÂt think so

- Have you ever seen... ]]> ~MemoryLain I have been to a frying pan. have youuu? http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/17037719/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/17037719/ Sun, 24 Feb 2008 08:05:13 PST Play List
_{Oh Penelope
Are you filled with air
Swallowed oxygen
That makes you float up?
Is it Dropsy?
Will your lungs swell?
ItÂs depressing me
To see you struggle

Oh Penelope
Are you filled with air
Swallowed oxygen
That makes you float up?
Is it Dropsy?
Will your lungs swell?

ItÂs depressing me
To see you struggle
IÂm treading water with my oars
Glass galleons anchored, oceans floor
IÂm diving down with all my gear
In search of treasure, para mi corazon

Take you to the forest
Let you feel the raindrops falling down
Seeping through your redscales
Eliminate the faucet
Eliminate the need for water
Replace it with a safe shell

DonÂt wanna see you floating upside down
On the top of the bowl when I
Come round to visit you
DonÂt wanna see you floating upside down

No girl
Need you there, Need you there, Need you there
Ooh Release that air
(IÂm treading water with my oars
Glass galleons anchored, oceans floor
IÂm diving down with all my gear
In search of treasure, para mi corazon)

Take you to the forest
Let you feel the raindrops falling down
Seeping through your redscales
Eliminate the faucet
Eliminate the need for water
Replace it with a safe shell
If they summon the rains now,
Are you gonna rise?

If they summon the rains now,
Are you gonna rise?

"Penelope"-Saosin}

News

Guess whose back?

yeah so i wrote this journal about leaving to Dominican Republic and then the time ran out and then I didn't spend much time on the computers there because I was dragged around by Joey.

Lemme tell you right now .... there is no time that I have felt more like a guy then now. I literally began whistling at hot men. well not the ones i was considering. I'm still wayy too insecure for that. =^^=.

oh yeah and i totally checked out girls for them "woah look at her boobs."

but other than that we walked around making references to the abridged series. uber funny.

Kaiba followed me on a hellicopter. LOL

AND THE PLOT TWIST ISSSSSS -
you're adopted!

word to your mama.

yesyes.

here's a photo:

I was sooo drunk there. omg. because before that I went alone to my hotel and cried. loooong story that I don't feel like sharing much because well It's over now. And then i drank alcohol. Oh man. lol. I started singing russian child songs after singing "pidmanula" at the top of my lungs. it was nice . well not the top of my lungs but yeah. And i totally made the two guys with me seem drunk as well. LUVLY

and i tricked myself into liking this guy.

WARNING: Alcohol makes people cuter than they appear!

and guess what?

he was polish. wth

my polish fourth is being attracted. arghhhh

and then Joey acted like a girl for me it was awesome. every time we passed each other in the buffet (the polish one) I sat down and Joey was like
"OMG he LOOKED at you"

"oh no was he using protection??" lol

yeah you know how girls go insane over one glance.

We went to Puntacana though, not the capital but still. don't worry it's err nicer than it sounds. lol

I got so hurt though. mann i have never had so many medical conditions happen to me at the same time!

i mean my legs are still trying to swell back to normal size. i couldnt see my ankle for days!

two words kiddos : Sun Lotion . A MUSTT

oh man and so many men fell on me in volleyball. lol. it was great. apparently im really good when warmed up. so it was all good. oh man aussie guys. and american hell.

french were a bit mean

i really miss it there.

and i kinda regret not going for this guy who liked me and kept following me around

but i dont think Joey woulda liked him and he told me

"Any guy you pick has to go through me first"
so yeah lol. i feel bad for the guy.

SOO there's something else

i've rediscovered my liking of creating avatars and Fanfiction. so yes.

I'll post some later

Tags

tagged by ~MemoryLain Have +:Mercy:+ (new feature'd) http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/16702005/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/16702005/ Sun, 03 Feb 2008 08:03:28 PST Play List
_{Angel of Mercy
How did you find me?
Where did you read my story?
Pulled from the papers
Desperate and hardened
seeking a moment every fix

All I wanted to say
All I wanted to do
Is fall apart now
All I wanted to feel
I wanted to love
Its all my fault now
A Tradegy I fear

Angel of Mercy
How did you find me?
How did you pick me up again?
Angel of Mercy
How did you move me?
Why am I on my feet again?
And I see you

Whoa Whoa Whoa
I feel you
Whoa Whoa Whoa

Before just the daylight
Come and i stand by
Waiting to catch the quickest plane
Flying to nowhere
Is better than somewhere
That's where i've been and nothing's changed

All I wanted to say
All I wanted to do
Is fall apart now
All I wanted to feel
I wanted to love
Its all my fault now
A Tragedy for sure

Angel of Mercy
How did you find me?
How did you pick me up again?
Angel of Mercy
How did you move me?
Why am I on my feet again?
And I see you

Whoa
I feel you
Whoa

Im so lost in you
A tredgy seemed to be over now
A tradegy it seemed to be

Angel of Mercy
How did you find me?
How did you pick me up again?
Angel of Mercy
How did you move me?
Why am I on my feet again?
And I see you

whoa
I feel you
Whoa
I feel you
Oh Whoa
I feel you
Oh Oh Oh

"Mercy"-Onerepublic}

News

So I saw how long it had been since I updated and here I am updating again.

So the reason why I'm sorta lagging on responses is that I have fallen quite ill, and I can't really concentrate on one thing at all.

Yeah and yesterday I finally got out of the house to celebrate my brother's birthday at some alien/mars/thing cafe. Then we went over to Joey's house until like 1am. And today I feel even worst, which is great cause hey there's school tomorrow.

So yeah, and besides being sick. My mom chose to have a fight with me when i was sick on thursday, and when she got home all hell let lose. So I feel like the most horrible person alive. thnx very much.

And wow, all my old habits started coming back and I was so tempted to....

well yeah

now lemme leave you alone and 'emo' in my lonely little corner.

Elena~

P.S Crying when your ears are clogged and your congested hurts like a b*tch

~Friends, Clubs, Family~]

Features

]]> ~MemoryLain I died.... so many years ago. PLEASE READS TAG : D http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/16554159/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/16554159/ Thu, 24 Jan 2008 16:11:36 PST Play List
_{I died
So many years ago
But you can make me feel
Like it isn't so
And why you come to be with me
I think I finally know
mmm-mmm

You're scared
Ashamed of what you feel
And you can't tell the ones you love
You know they couldn't deal
Whisper in a dead man's ear
It doesn't make it real
That's great

But I don't wanna play
'Cause being with you touches me
More than I can say
And since IÂm only dead to you
IÂm saying stay away and
Let me rest in peace

Let me rest in peace
Let me get some sleep
Let me take my love and bury it
In a hole 6-foot deep
I can lay my body down
But I can't find my, sweet release
So let me rest in peace

You know,
You got a willing slave
And You just love to play the thought
That you might misbehave
But Till you do,
I'm telling you
Stop visiting my grave
Let me rest in peace

I know I should go
But I follow you like a man possessed
There's a traitor here beneath my breast
And it hurts me more than you've ever guessed
If my heart could beat, it would break my chest
but I can see you're unimpressed
So leave me be and

Let me rest in peace
Let me get some sleep
Let me take my love and bury it
Im a hole 6-foot deep
I can lay my body down
But I can't find my sweet release
Let me rest in peace
Why won't you
Let me rest in peace?
"Rest in Peace"-Spike (Buffy the vampire slayer, once more with feeling}

News

taken from

Fill this out and then if you want place it on your journals and i shall fill it out for you of course.

What would you do if I.....:
1. I died:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I started smoking:
5. I stole something:
6. I was hospitalized:
7. I ran away from home:
8. I got into a fight and you weren't there?

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:

9. Personality:
10. Eyes:
11. Hair:
12. Family:

WOULD YOU:

13. Be my friend?
14. Keep a secret if I told you one?
15. Hold my hand?
16. Take a bullet for me?
17. Keep in touch?
18. Try and solve my problems?
19. Love me?
20. Date me?
21. Sing with me?

HAVE YOU EVER:

22. Lied to make me feel better?
23. Wanted to kiss me?
24. Wanted to kill me?
25. Broke my heart?
26. Kept something important from me?
27. Thought I was unbearably annoying?

MORE:

28. Who are you?
29. Are we friends?
30. When and how did we meet?
31. Describe me in one word:
32. What was your first impression?
33. Do you still think that way about me now?
34. What reminds you of me?
35. If you could give me anything what would it be?
36. How well do you know me?
37. When's the last time you saw me?
38. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
39. What song do you think would describe me best?
40. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you?

plz & thnx
<3

P.S Lain seems to be in a better place emotionally = )

~Friends, Clubs, Family~]

Features

http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/16524336/ Tue, 22 Jan 2008 16:12:29 PST Play List

_{(Verse)

i watched the sunset settle down to bed in the pacific sea, when all the colors filled the air until the sky fell fast asleep. the ocean sang it's quiet lullaby in perfect harmony while heavens nightlights filled the air to keep me safe and cover me.

(chorus x2)

take a deep breath in and release it

a dozen lovestruck kisses in cold sweat

careful baby you don't want to regret this

don't care about your first but i hope i'm your last kiss

(verse)

my tired eyes lift off the shoreline to the night sky facing east, with all the neon city lights that shine reflecting underneath the skyline silhouette, of black against the blue and reddish clouds above my head, where i swear i wont forget this memory.

(bridge)

Say right now, you won't leave, stay right here, here with me

(final chorus doubled parts)

(x2)

Say right now, you'll never leave, could it be easier to see?

Forever and ever say you'll always be right here with me

"Here With Me"-Saturday Night At The Apollo}

News

Unfortunately, 28 year old Heath Ledger was found in his apartment, dead, in SoHo New York today at 15:45. I was there!- well around there. And...it's just. very very ...sad. and unfortunate. I'm at such a lack of words.

But... I hope he's in a better place right now....which probably he is. And he lead a great career. 10 things i hate about you (one of my fave movies), Brokeback mountain, casanova, etc! he was going to be in batman. and... yeah. it's just very very sad. And I'm sorry....

today was interesting...
has first part of my regents. And yeah. so tired now. frigin boring texts : ( they succeeded in picking otu the most boring things to read. congrads regents.

so yeah

i need a hug : [

~Friends, Clubs, Family~]

Features

]]> ~MemoryLain Will you please help? http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/16505353/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/16505353/ Mon, 21 Jan 2008 12:35:15 PST Play List
_{I work backwards from nowhere

Don't opposites attract?

I've got no friends, and blank stares

That could make my heart attack

And I miss you, don't you miss me?

I don't know just where to start

It's like when I'm without you

Things just fall apart

(With that weÂll know)

And I know that you know IÂll be back, IÂll be home

I'm tired of telling you something that you already know

And I know that you know IÂll be back, IÂll be home

I'm tired of telling you something that you already know

And we'll make it through this

If I had just one wish

If my dreams all come true

Then your dreams will too

And I miss you, don't you miss me?

I don't know just where to start

It's like when I'm without you

Things just fall apart

(With that weÂll know)

And I know that you know IÂll be back, IÂll be home

I'm tired of telling you something that you already know

And I know that you know IÂll be back, IÂll be home

I'm tired of telling you something that you already know

Somewhere out there

And I know that you know IÂll be back, IÂll be home

I'm tired of telling you something that you already know

And I know that you know IÂll be back, IÂll be home

I'm tired of telling you something that you already know

And I know that you know IÂll be back, IÂll be home

I know that you know IÂll back, IÂll be home

And I know that you know IÂll be back, IÂll be home

IÂm tired of telling you something

"Make my heart attack"-Spitalfield}

News

So, I'm sitting here and i realized how desperately i need a laptop;
-my dad limits my time so much now that i can barely get my work done (school work and such_

-I went into the SSR major which requires a lot of research. and well. look at the above point.

- my computer has so little memory that ..wow

-it's also literally from the trash can

-it likes malfunctioning

-and senior year is coming up. So i need even more time online. And my parents decided my bed time is 10pm.... so um i cant even get homework done. and i cant sneak my computer on my lap at night in my bed...get my drift?

So please commission me. send a note and such

donations are welcome but not preffered. since i feel horrible if i do.

Also i can't get a job because my parents decided that it's not possible to work and study at the same time.

please commission me and help with the fund.

no jokes right now but hopefully in my next update.

thanks for listening guys

: )

here's a screen shot of what i'm working on:

~Friends, Clubs, Family~]

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]]> ~MemoryLain MemoryLain; Not for the faint of heart http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/16376981/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/16376981/ Sat, 12 Jan 2008 18:37:57 PST Play List
_{Watch me point to the sky,

You laugh and say I'll never fly,

I'll smile as you walk away,

I always knew I couldn't stay.

Full throttle now. The Milky Way can't wait. (2x)

Dinners turn into space ports,

and I rocket past the moon,

Say your goodbyes now,

I'll be in the wormhole soon.

This planet wasn't made for me,

All of you live so easy,

I lay outside and up I stare,

My home is in the void up there.

Full throttle now. The Milky Way can't wait. (2x)

Dinners turn into space ports,

and I rocket past the moon,

Say your goodbyes now,

I'll be in the wormhole soon.

Approach light speed,

And break apart,

I don't care now,

Nothing's real somehow. (2x)

Dinners turn into space ports,

and I rocket past the moon,

Say your goodbyes now,

I'll be in the wormhole soon. (2x)

"Slip Like Space"-Armor For Sleep}

News

So here we are at old New Year (another weird tradition of my culture

) But to those who don't know it, I'm sorry. And to those who do. "Happy Old New Year" hahaha oxymoron right there!

so this journal was taken from *kuschelirmel-stock I don't have time to make my own journal. But I very much liked her designs.

~

Okay so about the poll, please answer it. I know it's sort of the same thing that I've had before but it's vital that you do for reasons that I'm not going to reveal yet. I will tell some people however, those who cared enough to notice.

anyways... I've been doing okay. My art too

I think.. O_o;
but yesss.

here's a blond joke for you: (and no I'm not particular on blond jokes but someone told it to me and I found it interesting)
So a blond, brunette, and redhead die. They arrive at the gate and god tells them that to pass to heaven they have to listen through one hundred jokes and not laugh. The brunette comes up and holds up till 50, she then bursts out laughing and gets sent to hell. The redhead comes up and lasts till 60 and starts laughing, she's sent to hell as well. The blond comes up and she stays silent; after 40 jokes...nothing. 50 jokes....nothing....90 jokes NOTHING. finally after telling the 99th joke god is perplexed. But right when he opens his mouth to tell the final joke the blond laugh. "why are you laughing, I haven't even told the joke yet!?"

The blond answers "I just got the first one"

yes smiling and laughing it always good for you so I hope the above made you laugh ^_^

~Friends, Clubs, Family~]

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]]> ~MemoryLain Merry Christmas!!! http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/16297521/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/16297521/ Mon, 07 Jan 2008 07:54:11 PST

Princess, you contemplate your fate for hours,
Locked inside the tallest tower, where you stay.
Princess, you wear a crown thats made of flowers,
Waiting for someone to save you, each and every single day

I took a chance, and I'll try my best to blow it
To make amends when it's way to late to fix this
Take a breath from the heavy air and
Try my best to just pretend theres no one there
{I'm just a man again}
I'm trying not to miss you
I'm busy looking for another place to run to
And rock bottom isn't very far cause {your our} broken dreams and shattered hearts

Princess, you're beautiful, you know you are,
Cause legends say it from afar
So come over to your window and
You'll see me standing on the ground below
Waiting for a chance to ride away so we can take all of
thats in our past and put it all behind our backs and go

"Fairy Tale" - Saturday Night At The Apollo

Merry Christmas!

Yes i know it's January 7th

But that is my christmas and also ~Metalicity's cause we're all eastern orthodox and stuff.

So I hope you all had fun at you're christmas and santa clause was all generous to you and such = )

I know i had an okay New Years and now i'm not really doing anything special this christmas, well i'm not sure what's gonna happen when my parents get home but yes!

I've had a gift of my own since yesterday around 3:30. My internet randomly turned on and didn't turn off since. wow? that's a miracle. or god punishing my dad because he finally notice.d ahaha lol.

my december 25th went pretty okay too

my break in general went okay.

I got:
a Zune for myself
Prisma Colored markers from my parents
A scrabble PotC version, a pink squirrel notebook, and two jewelry boxes from ~Metalicity

This pink-ish shirt from Meagan
A photo frame with my kitty in it from Margarita
Chanel pants form my parent's friend
a &25 master card and scented candle from Joey
Also I was supposed to be exchanging gifts today as well so I'm getting something from Hye and Ling tomorrow. [And Casey ater on]

thankfully i already got everyone a present except Casey Cause i lost hers so yeah I'm all prepared. =]

Hope you all got everything you ever wanted. D=

i realized this Christmas that i already have everything i need. - and they aren't material things.

I love you all

~

Art stuff

"Happy Holidays" [to Hye] [[link] Done~

ÂArt MemeÂ [[link] Done~

"Saint's Song of Peace" [[link] Done~

"Silly Spring" [around 80% done. HavenÂt worked on this much yet.]

"Legendary Tragedy" [For the Future]

Love Love's x3

http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/16244156/ Thu, 03 Jan 2008 17:30:29 PST

I wanna alchemize
My sorrow with your smiles
And though I was chastised
And exhiled
I will rise

I'll Drag you down the aisle
Your hands cuffed close to mine
We'll sail the seven seas
And forever be lost at sea

"The Rest For The Wicked" - SoHo Dolls

Happy Holidays

So the year 2007 came and went and here we are at an even number!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS everyone, i hoped you had a very good year although not the best year. Not because I'm mean but because I know something better is coming up for you to look forward to and I wish you all the best.

So tell me,

what did you guys get from Santa (or whatever you believe in =] )?

HAPPY 2008

----
Back Again
'tis true.
Elena is making a comeback.

This time for sure.
I cleared out all my deviations messages and all my comments. i had an insane amount and there is no way i'd catch up. sorry guys. So basically i have nothing right now at the top bar to make sure i answer everything new and stay on top this time.

About my art-

I have been drawing as some of you know. Just not posting.

So here's a list of what you could expect;

"Happy Holidays" [to Hye] [Note: so far my scanner is being a bastard and even though this picture is done it won't let me scan it ! i did it all by hand]

"Saint's Song of Peace" [ the sketch is done, and I'm going to try to paint it on photoshop, something new.]

"Silly Spring" [I've been stuck on the coloring for a while now but this is the closest to being completed and posted.]

"Legendary Tragedy" [About the Sun and the Moon. will be explained further in the deviation. I haven't even started but have the rough idea of this.]

Tag
was tagged by

a while ago

1. name your favorite book series of all time.
Hmm. I liked a lot i remember. But Judith Mcnaught's was more recent

2. Name everything in your favorites/bookmarked slot in your browser (pare it down if its really long)
Well, the ones I use almost every day:
1. Facebook
2. DeviantArt
3. Yahoo! Mail

3. Name of the song you are listening to right now.
Naked in my bed XD i forget who it's by
4. The next song you will be listening to..
HEY STRIPPER!

5. Name of the book you are currently reading.
Splendid - Julia Quinn

6. Current favorite video game.
umm still legend of zelda i should think

7. Weirdest video game you've played (a real one, not a flash game or something like that)
umm Yu-gi-oh dice thing, it was sorta annoying.b ut i liked hearing the voices. i was like *swoon*

8. Tag 8 people to do this too, and tell them. also, if you've been tagged, say who tagged you.

Be ready, cause it's coming!
I tag:

http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/15452494/ Sat, 10 Nov 2007 17:20:43 PST

Do you remember
we said we'd run
away together
holding on to one another
I'll steal the car
steal the credit cards
we'll run forever
holding on to one another

"Do you Remember?" - summer obsession

Ello!
i haven't been on here in forever. So much stuff has changed and altered.

and i think i'm completely changed. in a good way. i think.

i dont kow. i still see many faults .

i hope i can visit back more often

how are you guys doing?
i missed you

Love,
Elena

P.S Justin Shekoski is hot

Love Love's x3

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~Friends, Clubs, Family~]

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]]> ~MemoryLain SMILE like you mean it[my BDAY coming up] http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/14578863/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/14578863/ Mon, 10 Sep 2007 17:11:57 PDT

Smile like you mean it
Smile like you mean it

And someone is calling my name
From the back of the restaurant
And someone is playing a game
In the house that I grew up in

"Smile Like You Mean It" - The Killers

Yes so my birthday is coming up; on the 13th.

I'm feeling pretty down right now and so much work from Junior year so i'm sort of going to lag for now. especially since i dont have interent that much anymore. - unresonable parents

i love you guys and miss you

<3

Love Love's x3

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~Friends, Clubs, Family~]

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]]> ~MemoryLain H.A.C.K.E.R. lain? =o http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/14375793/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/14375793/ Tue, 28 Aug 2007 05:45:54 PDT

So long ago, I don't remember when
That's when they say I lost my only friend
Well they said she died easy of a broken heart disease
As I listened through the cemetery trees

"One Headlight" - The Wallflowers

omg i just literally cracked my dads password =o. how frigin cool am i?

who's the man ?!
I AM I AM X)

So now I just might be seeing more of you guys. and if he changes the password again. well *stretched hacking fingers*

my friends agree. my dad really sahould give up . ell oh ell yo.

was there a point to this journal? no not really <3

Love Love's x3

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~Friends, Clubs, Family~]

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]]> ~MemoryLain I win ? =o ? + pixel icon art http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/14352643/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/14352643/ Sun, 26 Aug 2007 16:49:05 PDT

oh my goshness. i cant believe i won the contest for

with my entry. that was deffinitly surprising. but it makes me very happy, i think after i get over the shock. @_@

i volunteered to make them a pixel icon as well. i've been into them very much so lately. for example i made mine and Lindsay's. Also i made some more that you prolly wont see.

here's some i made for other pple just for fun

a s'more for ~KrystalsCrystal =

and then for KM, i was trying to get the animals up and i messed up a bit on the cat... the art was all me. krystal just made the sketch that i never scanned. just looked at for a basic idea since its eassier to just do it directly on photoshop.

PLEASE do not use these. if you want a pixel icon please Note me. i'll make it. im willing to .

Love Love's x3

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~Friends, Clubs, Family~]

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]]> ~MemoryLain hEEEElllllp. :voting::contest:~!+tag http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/14298828/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/14298828/ Thu, 23 Aug 2007 05:32:48 PDT

_{!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hello everyone . so i'm sure you remember my newest DA deviation that i submitted yesterday. well the voting starts today so .... yes i need all your support !

please please! i understand if you dont like my entry or anything.

to vote go to and note them with my contest entry number (it says it on their journal) I'm number 4 apparently.

. and of course if you voted for me please tell me. i seriously need your help. my picture has 5 favs while the rest hav elike 7, 8... or something. iduno. but i really do need your help

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

On other news i was tagged!! D=

Tagged by

I got tagged now you have to hear 8 randoms about me XP

Oh and then i get to add 8 people to do the same hehehehe XP

Here we go!!!!!!!!!!! ----READY-----

1. post these rules

2. each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves

3. tags should write a journal of these facts

4. at the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named

5. go to their page and leave a comment telling them that they're tagged.

1: I do actually hate how I draw and always want to give up, some of my friends who are close to me actually encourage me to do so. IÂm not going to name any names but someone actually said that I wasnÂt good enough.

2: I hate when random men hit on me on the street because I know that they only hit on girls they think are easy, therefore not that pretty.

3: My faveorite game on gameboy is Legend of Zelda oracle of time. I beat it several times and tomorrow am borrowing it from my friend because mines got stolen.

4: I drew a picture of me and a certain male character recently that only saw. xD

5: I acted like a class clown in front of everyone one day, which was completely out of character to me. And it was during the SHSATs. The second time I took them for fun and to support my friend.

6: i enjoy paranormal things more than you know and probably knows that all too well

7eople have told me im too nice, and I admitted it. I let people walk all over me.

8: in camp a while ago a guy who liked me thought i stole his game- which i didnt- and replaced his bootlegged gameboy with mine. how i know? i had the barcode thing on it before. now i dont.

Now the tags hmmm. . . . . . here they are:

~MemoryLain

Why Can't I Breath Evil Angel?
http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/14213203/
http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/14213203/
Fri, 17 Aug 2007 15:11:44 PDT}

Hello there,

yes after many attempts at a journal using some generator i finally gave up, and i had this image drawn especially for it too, ah well that was a waste.

well where have i dissapeared?

I basically have been drawing yes but only lucky people saw my art

i think this is operation closing to me. As in i'm no longer open with my work.

Am i returning for good?

I don't know I probably will still lag .

I'm sorry for it. But i don't know i've been feeling ... closed? iduno

well
I love you guys

Love Love's x3

~~~~~

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~Friends, Clubs, Family~]

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]]> ~MemoryLain master plan # 001: ruin Lain's life((+tagg++) http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/13913052/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/13913052/ Tue, 31 Jul 2007 06:48:20 PDT
My parents made it official. they dont think i'm worth a crap and that i cant make it in the art department. They want me to be a doctor. something that i COMPLETELY have NO absolutely. NO pull for. and they cant see that.

they also see how badly i suck and how much i'm not going to make it and they keep reminding me.

also there's the threat of disownage.

I'm just going to make this short this time since basically this is all that's up.

Oh and they managed to embarass em in front of a whole bunch of people yesterday. ugh

i'd liek to thank pple who were there for me
-casey
-

the rest . i hope you take the time to read... and pelase HELP. i didnt ask this much. but right about now.. i cant even draw anymore. i cant even lift a writting utensil.

on a lighter note (and an earlier note):

I love my Ling

<3
she's the bestest awesomest person who knows her areas XD ( such an insider)

losers to the max!~

<3 what would i be without you guys ? T~T

TAG
Life Figures: On D.A.:

Rules: Answer each description with the icon of a friend on D.A. You may not repeat.

The Teacher: Somebody whose example you take and learn a lot from:

<3

The Friend: Somebody whose friendship you cherish and honor:

The Inspiration: Somebody whose inspired you to change and improve:

The Changed: Somebody whose shown the greatest change since you met: erm..

isuppose

The Distant: Somebody whose special friendship spans over hundreds of miles:

((all the way to Belarus XD)))

The Lost: Somebody who looks up to you to help them find their way: umm I'm not sure.

The Familiar: Somebody who is so close to you, they are like a sister/brother:

but apparently I';m the only one who thinks so

The Loved: Somebody who has a place in your heart just for being who they are:

The Joyful: Somebody who lifts your spirits whenever you chat:

The Admired: Somebody who you admire for various reasons:

The New: A new and cherished friend:

(though not really new)

<--Everybody who was included in the above survey must do this in their journal as well.-->

http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/13771602/ Tue, 17 Jul 2007 15:11:22 PDT
well check thisout.i started working on saturday. At a T-Mobile store... well anyhow. I worked from 1-5 on my feet handing out flyers. only for like 5 mins i got a break to get some KFC/ Taco Bell

well then- i worked on sunday from 12-3 - not bad.

then on monday i was promised to be paid. i worked....5.5 hours. and guess what??

I GOT 40 DOLLARS. WTF???? apparently staurday didnt count at all. and he was gonna give me 35 anyway. WHAT A - GRR

you know what i suffered?

(+) CAT CALLS
(+) HIS STUPID FRIENDS HITTING ON ME.
(+) THE STUPID GUY WO ASKED ME TO HIS PROM WONT FCUKING STOP CALLING .
(+) HIM HITTING ON WOMEN
(+) MY NUMNBER WAS ASKED AND I GOT PHONENUMBER COMING OUT OF MY ARSE
(+) STANDING AND NOT SITTING

oh and today i didn't go to the interview because apparently you need to be 18+ . so yeah so olga and i walked down the block to get a DDR game and there was a girl replacing me there. i never quit officially. not that im ever going back

wtf. ><

<--My retarded half ;D. (i'm the retardedly emu one. we make one wierd whole.)

<--best artist/DA sis ever yO.

Love Love's x3

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~Friends, Clubs, Family~]

[To Do list~]
A VERY VERY BIG THANKYOU TO

~
]]> ~MemoryLain *sniffle*hug me? http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/13704119/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/13704119/ Thu, 12 Jul 2007 05:19:10 PDT This be a quiz that :tarkle21: told me to do

1) How old do you wish you were?
18. it's so much eassier to find a job then

2) Where were you when 9/11 happened?
i was in elementary school. and they didn't tell us what happened. until muuuch later. then my mom picked me up. my bros little high chair thing was covered in soot (I live in NY remember)

3) What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
I hit it and then two things come out (true story happened more than once)

4) Do you consider yourself kind?
I hope i am...

5) If you HAD to get a tattoo, where would it be?
HAD to? well then in a place that's not visible. waiiiit . lol. in a place my clothes are hiding it. or an ankle ..hmmm

6) If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
French. It's so pretty. & i kinda sorta know it already

7) Do you know your neighbours?
unfortunately....

8) What do you consider a holiday?
NO SCHOOL!

9) Do you follow your horoscope?
at times. It's creepily accurate sometimes. o_o

10) Would you move for the person you loved?
yes.

11) Are you touchy feely?
umm no don't think so

12) Do you believe that opposites attract?
Not really, I dislike that theory...but hey whatever floats your boat

13) Dream job?
In a perfect world I'd be a succesful graphic designer and my parents wouldn't b**** about it.

14) Favorite channel(S)?
CW11, TBS, FOX, etc

15) Favorite place to go on weekends?
movie theatre with a friend <3

16) Showers or Baths?
baths!! so relaxing...

17) Do you paint your nails?
at times.

18) Do you trust people easily?
unfortunately yes.

9) What are your phobias?
heights! and bugs such as roaches, ticks, yeah

20) Do you want kids?
one day...

21) Do you keep a handwritten journal?
yeah a lot of them, i haven't really stuck to one and now its all a mess...

22) Where would you rather be right now?
in my bed. sleeping

23) Heavy or light sleeper?
well i was a heavy sleeper up until brooklyn tech ruined my biological clock.
24) Are you paranoid?
At times XD
25) Are you impatient?
yeah.

26) Who can you relate to?
umm people i can relate to? O_o

27) How do you feel about interracial couples?
ROMEO & JULLIETTE spawns. awesome!!

28) Have you been burned by love?
yeah

29) What's your main ring tone on your cell?
' We've got a big mess on our hands '

30) What were you doing after midnight last night?
umm first finishing up a rp with the

then forced to go to bed. =[

31) What did the last text on your mobile phone say?
i don't have txt messaging..

32) Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
>> << I DIDN'T DO IT

33) What color shirt are you wearing?
light blue with a kiss on it

34) Why is there no question here?
It is! *pokes the question mark*

35) Name three things you have on you at all times~?
iPod, cellphone, keys

36) What color are your bed sheets?
they are white and then reddish,yellowish, rainbow-y?

37) How much cash do you have on you right now?
NOTHING. which reminds me i have to go get me a job.

38) What is your favorite part of the chicken?
LEG

39) What's your favorite town/city?
Lake George

40) I can't wait till?
September D=

41) Who got you to join myspace?
this girl named Donna from Staten Island i think.

42) What did you have for dinner last night?
Pizza

43) How tall are you barefoot?
5' 5 1/2''

44) Have you ever smoked heroin?
No.

45) Do you own a gun?
a toy one

46) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
kvas o=

47) What is your favourite weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
my cleavage. ahahahah j/k
hopefully my personality/humor. then again i haven't lured anyone so i guess it's not working<... ]]> ~MemoryLain 525,600 minutes~ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/13675326/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/13675326/ Mon, 09 Jul 2007 18:49:47 PDT
What's new with me
well Olga just left and we had a sleepover so you could guess i did little sleeping. = ] My head kinda hurts though. coffee was not the way to go!

but other than that it was all fun. we saw Evan Almighty in theatres then watched a whole hoard of other movies. including Just Friends which we almost peed laughing ad times. But mostly wanted to kill the b***** main girl character. but all was good. = )

and and we watched some YGO episodes which was very fun. but i kept laughing =x

tomorrow i have to stop by my 'almost job'-don't ask-.

Also Casey and i had an um inspiration of random thought exchange on account of YGO GX like...three-four days ago i think.

here:
_{Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 10:57:32 AM): whoa!

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 10:57:40 AM): ahah athis is so funny

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 10:57:51 AM): i just flicked to nick

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 10:57:57 AM): and yugioh GX is on

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 10:57:58 AM): BUTT

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 10:58:02 AM): kaiba is in it!

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 10:58:06 AM): and he looks wierd

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 10:58:33 AM): like whats with the helmet and long hair?

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 10:58:35 AM): im so lost

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 10:59:33 AM): seriously

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 10:59:39 AM): im so put off by his long hair

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 10:59:42 AM): wtf?

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:00:04 AM): but his arms look buff

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:00:14 AM): and his cheast through his wierdo vest

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:00:25 AM): and did he put on weight?

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:00:26 AM): lol

Lain G (7/6/2007 11:00:33 AM): lol MY DONUTS><

Lain G (7/6/2007 11:00:34 AM): lol

Lain G (7/6/2007 11:00:35 AM): woah

Lain G (7/6/2007 11:00:38 AM): i wanna see that

Lain G (7/6/2007 11:00:43 AM): do you know what number episode that is?

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:00:57 AM): its called the fear factor

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:01:13 AM): ohw wait i dont know if its the real kaiba or a fake kaiba

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:01:38 AM): coz they were like this kaiba dudes deak is just like seto kaibas deck im like DUDE isnt it kaiba???

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:01:39 AM): lol

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:02:02 AM): but omg

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:02:06 AM): why is his hair long

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:02:14 AM): i cant get over that

Lain G (7/6/2007 11:02:41 AM): duude i wanna see it so bad

Lain G (7/6/2007 11:02:43 AM): imma try to find it

Lain G (7/6/2007 11:02:44 AM): lol

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:02:48 AM): ok

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:03:09 AM): yay girl kaiba won

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:03:10 AM): lol

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:03:31 AM): OMG HES BEING NICE

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:03:34 AM): ITS NOT KAIBA

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:03:37 AM): ITS A FAKE

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:04:22 AM): you have to watch this

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:04:33 AM): ahahahah omg that guy is talking to kuriboh

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:04:39 AM): and its so wizard of oz

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:04:54 AM): ok now im worried

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:05:13 AM): 4 teenageboys and their all in towns and ontop of each other...all passed out like

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:05:15 AM): im scared

Lain G (7/6/2007 11:05:35 AM): i hate GX so much that its prolly against my religioon to watch this but here i go

Lain G (7/6/2007 11:05:36 AM): lol

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:05:41 AM): lol ahahah

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:05:44 AM): its good to laugh at

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:05:47 AM): ahahahah

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:05:52 AM): even the song makes me laugh

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:06:29 AM): wtf why do their decks come to life

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:07:09 AM): ahahaha

Lain G (7/6/2007 11:07:10 AM): ahaha

Lain G (7/6/2007 11:07:15 AM): ok i found the episode

Lain G (7/6/2007 11:07:17 AM): uh-oh

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:07:19 AM): can i kick their asses now

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:07:20 AM): lol

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:07:34 AM): ahahaha

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:07:43 AM): gamee onn getcha game onnn dododododododo

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:07:46 AM): lmao

Lain G (7/6/2007 11:07:56 AM): lol. ahaha

Lain G (7/6/2007 11:08:04 AM): why is it black and white. oh well its at least something

Lain G (7/6/2007 11:08:16 AM): "you were moaning in your sleep. is everything cool?"

Lain G (7/6/2007 11:08:17 AM): wtf

Casey Bohan (7/6/2007 11:08:19 AM): lmao i dunno i only saw like the last 10 mins

Lain G (7/6/2007 11:08:19 AM): now its color

Lain G (7/6/2007 11:08:20 AM): lol

L... ]]>} ~MemoryLain Another tag & some updates http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/13634351/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/13634351/ Fri, 06 Jul 2007 12:52:26 PDT

DIRECTIONS:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 ppl at their tagboard to ask them to do this!
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions
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HOW ARE YOU FEELING TODAY?
Let This Go - Paramore
Maybe, if my heart stops beating
it wont hurt this much Yeah I guess IÂm feeling like that at the moment. Pretty accurate. HavenÂt actually listened to this song beforei it was just on my iPod since I Dled full albums of artists so yeah. Its pretty good.

WILL YOU GET FAR INLIFE?
ÂYouÂll SeeÂ - RENT
My dream will become a reality apparently O_o;. Not the best from the musical but meh. A rather optimistic result for the above question.

HOW DO YOUR FRIENDS SEE YOU?
ÂRetirementÂ - Cursive
Â'Cause it's the games that we play
'Cause we need to exist
We're not humans, we're citizens
It's the one on the ground
With his hands on his heart
It's the cleavage of division
It's all jagged and jaded
But it suits us
We just fake it throughÂ
okay apparently, either you guys regret doing something to me or you want something more real from me. Which is kinda accurate since I sometimes fake being happy. Not the best result for this question. But hey, IÂm not cheating

WHAT IS YOUR BEST FREINDS THEME SONG?
A Little Sixteen Candles - FOB
Wow a song she actually knows. Ahahahaha. Nice but kinda old. But a nice song.

if she were a guy theme song I guess. XD
She said what are you waiting for. Kiss her. Kiss her.. = D

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Stolen from Some Great Writer - Spitalfield
We are,
So sick of,
Recycled old ideas
The only way we can,
Get you to pay attention.
Letting go,
YouÂre hanging on (ON!)
And on and onÂ
Just let go,
Your hanging on (ON!)
And on and onÂ
Um rather nice XD Spitalfield rocks ahaha. I guess this is my life in a nut shell and what I want other people to do. Yeah. =] nice lyrics. Lol. Âturn off the radio and start todayÂ . like duh = p

WHAT WAS HIGH SCHOOL LIKE?
Call On Me Â Eric Prydz
Umm I have no idea where this came from O_o; But yeah I think from the Belarusian mp3 thing I got and uploaded to my iPod because I was bored. O-o. Well yeah I guess its pretty accurate. Everyone calls on me with their problems even teachers. Gosh. XD I donÂt mind though 0=]

HOW CAN YOU GET AHEAD IN LIFE?
When It All Falls Apart Â The Veronicas
Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No Interesting, apparently I should stop going to by dark little corner = /. IÂll miss it though .

WHAT IS THE BEST THING ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS?
Golden - FOB
Well the song is sad but if you only take the title thatÂs basically yeah what I feel about you guys. You are golden !
But the real lyrics are depressive : / ÂAnd I saw God cry in the reflection of my enemies
And all the lovers with no time for me
And all of the mothers raised their babies
To stay away from meÂ

WHAT IS IN STORE THIS WEEKEND?
Set the Fire to the Third Bar Â Snow Patrol (feat Martha Wainwright)
I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
And I, I pray that something picks me up
and sets me down in your warm arms
Aw apparently IÂm going to miss someone or this is imply... ]]> ~MemoryLain [tag]Let the Waves up Take Me Down http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/13488411/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/13488411/ Mon, 25 Jun 2007 17:24:05 PDT

_{Now floating up and down

I spin, colliding into sound

Like whales beneath me diving down

I'm sinking to the bottom of my

Everything that freaks me out

The lighthouse beam has just run out

I'm cold as cold as cold can be

be

Yeah, I feel a bit crappy. i mean i have a lot of things going for me. mainly many people want to hang out and blahblah but nothing seems to work out and then yeahhhhs. -__- like today i reallly wanted to see ling. but then olga came over because she wanted to. and then yeah i had to cancel. so i felt like crap. but hey im going with the whole gang to Coney Island on Wednesday. but im just so tired. i thought summer i'll be able to relax and yeah. BUT NOOOOO . yeah

For the tag:

..............................................................................

You can ask me THREE questions

No matter how crazy, inappropriate, or random they are

I will answer 100% truthfully. (or as close to the truth as i can)

Now Here's The Dare.

You Must Put This in Your Journal

See What Other People Will Ask You.}

<--My retarded half ;D. (i'm the retardedly emu one. we make one wierd whole.)

<--best artist/DA sis ever yO.

Love Love's x3

~~~~~

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[~Friends, Clubs, Family~]

[To Do list~]
A VERY VERY BIG THANKYOU TO

]]> ~MemoryLain Losers [photos & works in progress] http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/13473836/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/13473836/ Sun, 24 Jun 2007 15:40:59 PDT

Ling and i at bloomies <3 [=

currently working on
[x] art trade with ~Crystalsoul
[x] art trade with ~ScarabDynasty1
[x] thank you for 100 watches. THANK YOUUU;^;

i love you lots,

the lain

<--My retarded half ;D. (i'm the retardedly emu one. we make one wierd whole.)

<--best artist/DA sis ever yO.

Love Love's x3

~~~~~

~~~~~~

[~Friends, Clubs, Family~]

[To Do list~]
A VERY VERY BIG THANKYOU TO

]]> ~MemoryLain I'm sorry//and some photos http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/13361043/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/13361043/ Fri, 15 Jun 2007 20:14:56 PDT

you guys got it all wrong,

wasnt saying something hurtful. it just made me realize something okay?

she's really a VERY good person, and now i want you to go and fave her works > O now.

not only that but she's an amazing artist = )

i are want to be ore like her . >= o

now befor ei upload all of my happenings (photos). here's a preview. heehee. = )

toys 'r' us with Meagan <3

take 03248457654346543 (a.k.a i dont know)

yeah thats jack sparrow and my ugly self . ell oh ell<3 ;D

<--My retarded half ;D. (i'm the retardedly emu one. we make one wierd whole.)

<--best artist/DA sis ever yO.

Love Love's x3

~~~~~

~~~~~~

[~Friends, Clubs, Family~]

[To Do list~]
A VERY VERY BIG THANKYOU TO

]]> ~MemoryLain For yous. lains possibly quitting art ;? http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/13356938/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/13356938/ Fri, 15 Jun 2007 13:55:07 PDT

Roar 8]
because I was technically tagged by

.
1- I'll answer with something random about you.
2- I'll dare you to try something.
3- I'll say a color I associate with you.
4- I'll tell you something I like about you.
5- I'll tell you something I always remember about you / a first memory about you.
6- I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7- I'll ask you something I always wanted to ask you.
8- If I do this for you, you must put this in your journal.

umm oh yes by the way something

said is making me re-consider my continuation of art posting.

basically she said i only color good. which i dont even agree with because i find my coloring suck as hell too. And yeah. half assing something you THOUGHT was a release and something you COULD do is not something i want to do.

im sorry for posing here on deviant art. a place of wonderful artists and their community. I'm sorry if my drawings lacked.

but yeah.

i dont know. i put a lot of soul (my own), time, and consideration into my drawings. the coloring was whatever to me.

i started to draw two farewell drawings . but i dont know

i have no idea.

im just sad i guess.

and im asking for help i guess?

those who watch me and want to go to better artists here are some for you;

= )

i love you all still.

Love Love's x3

~~~~~

~~~~~~

[~Friends, Clubs, Family~]

[To Do list~]
A VERY VERY BIG THANKYOU TO

http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/13340483/ Thu, 14 Jun 2007 09:19:32 PDT

Dear friends,

a.k.a people who actually care ebough to read my journal. I've decided to start updating more often and well check out your art more and post more of mine up.

the reason: There are two more regents, and then school is finally over.

the reason why i haven't been as active as i should've been because i basically didnt have school for a while: I have a life and now i feel like im being pulled apart into millions of pieces. today along i have to juggle seeing two of my friends = )

today: Ling at U S & then Yuliya
tomorrow: Meagan/ French Regents
Saturday: not sure =/
Sunday: Olga is flying over here
Monday-Friday: hangout with Ling
see what i mean?

New icon, yes i drew an art that i haven't posted which was the source of mine and ~Misiru's icon.

here it is:

~

also i've been on facebook a lot. so if any of you have a facebook just add me. if you don't know where to find me just ask ; P

love you all,

*MemoryLain

P.S:

ell oh ell <3

Love Love's x3

~~~~~

~~~~~~

[~Friends, Clubs, Family~]

[To Do list~]
A VERY VERY BIG THANKYOU TO

]]> ~MemoryLain Misery - and a modeling oppertunity http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/13205323/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/13205323/ Sun, 03 Jun 2007 17:31:49 PDT

Hello,

Wow I could almost feel your heart atacks at the discovery that the Lain is updating.

Nothing is new, exept the end of school and the possibility to update new works.

Also due to Ling's begging i shall be auditioning at A&F as a model. Apparently I need to go to the store in addition to the resume I sent. Well its a sumemr job, and it's a promise to pay a lot. And it's something I always wanted to try to do. heh. So I had to send them photos and I'm feeling extremely self concious here's what i send them i believe;
[link]

and for a tag that i was tagged withduring my absence:

1- List four fandoms you have:
KrystalXBakura CaseyXYami SelenaXKaiba KazuneXKarin

; D

2- Have you ever slept in the back of a car?
of coarse.

3- Have you recently dyed your hair/cut it?
Nope, not recently.

4- List four people you look up to the most.
Casey,

, and Ling

5- How many pets do you own as of now?
I own one, my lovely kitty.

6- Which do you prefer, White or Black?
Black
7- Who is your most played character?
Selena

8- Choose one, or the other, but not both.
meep? Wtf? Thank you for confusing me sir.

9- Name three aspects that describe who you are.
friendly, complicated, sympathetic.

10- If you could have one power, what would it be?
To fix things that are brokenÂ

11- Who was the last person you talked to?
umm verbally, Ling. <3 = D

12- Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?
Casey ._. oh and Olga

13- Write down the first five words in your head/
Sick, stuffy, fugly, worthless.

14- What's one thing you could do better?
Have the lowest self esteem.

15- Do you like the way you are?
probably not.

16- Summer or Winter?
Depends.

17- Rain or Snow?
snow

18- Water or Ice?
Ice

19- List two odd things about yourself.
I probably like every genre of music and IÂm too open minded for some peoples liking.
20- List 6 people who should do this quiz:
2-

, and whoever else wants to do this

Love Love's x3

~~~~~

http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/12632949/ Sun, 22 Apr 2007 19:07:40 PDT

Is Lainie alive art wise? o.o
_{Yes Yes, I am working on a few art pieces. Well actually. A lot. And to make up for my rather inexcusable lack of submitting I decided to allow you to preview some of my WIPs. One of which is missing because it is a present for ~Misiru and its a VERY VERY belated birthday present. Also a very very belated birthday present for ~KrystalsCrystal @___@

First! For a bit of fun. These are some doodles from my daily planner where I write my homework and such. They are suck. But remember! These are done only by pen @__@

Which ones do you like? = ) if any.

~*~

Now we go on to the more serious projects.

For my Gaia avatar art requests:

My first ever work for a fellow Gaian not done yet though even with this sketch @0@

~*~

++Lunar Nightmare++ (the sketch which I decided not to submit and the WIP. ITS SO FUGLY ;^

Thats about it. Well not all my WIPs but yeah you get the idea ^_^;

And about my personal life. Well thats another story. I dont want to say anything. Only some of the closest people know and thats because they backed me into a corner and almost literally beat it form me. Ahaha D:

Well Ja~

Tell what you think of my WIPs and such. = )

--------

also i did these random things. was bored D =

INSTRUCTIONS

1. Put your music player on shuffle.

2. Press forward for each question.

3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!

How do you feel today?

~The Hell Song _by Sum 41 (lmao.)

What does your family think of you?

~This Aint a Scene, its a goddamn arms race _by Fall Out Boy

What do your friends think of you?

~Desert Rose _by Sting (XDDDD noooo)

What do strangers think of you?

~Burn, Burn _by Lost Prophets

What do your... ]]>} ~MemoryLain Cigarette Buts on Broken Hearts http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/12543041/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/12543041/ Tue, 10 Apr 2007 17:23:20 PDT

_{These memories never fade~

--------------------------------------------------

So I'm actually updating this journal.

my long absence was due to an abundance of school work, drama, and all the warm stuff of vacation that leaves you a couch potatoe and a slave to your own television.

I finally snapped out of it, in time for the last day of break which left me face to face with the horrors of impending due dates of assignments from highschool life. tough huh?

Well not only that but i unthinkingly took upon more requests this time from Gaia. and yeah.

Now i am actually working on an art. (That is not a request of any sort) to try to get my inspiration back. I seem to lack it a lot. you knwo what else would be handy a new self esteem. and perhaps a smarter and mroe creative brain.

I am hopeless. X_x}

Love Love's x3

~~~~~

~~~~~~

[~Friends, Clubs, Family~]

[To Do list~]
A VERY VERY BIG THANKYOU TO

]]> ~MemoryLain 2nd round of voting! http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/12016675/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/12016675/ Thu, 01 Mar 2007 16:49:17 PST

yeah its the second round of voting. those who support me send a note here : [link]

thank you all! i know i havent been active lately...and well.. school started and im trying to be a GOOD student now. which is really a sad attempt seeing as im dumb as....

ugly as...

and i cant even draw to vent : ( yeah life sucks...and then you die! ~

also i JUST got over my stomache virus. yays no more stomache pains for me @_@

Love Love's x3

~~~~~

~~~~~~

[~Friends, Clubs, Family~]

[To Do list~]
A VERY VERY BIG THANKYOU TO

]]> ~MemoryLain contest http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/11990564/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/11990564/ Tue, 27 Feb 2007 16:46:55 PST

yeas so i joined this contest. and the round 1 of voting is happening. and my entry sucks and all but you should still vote = [link]

!!!! its on the journal ^. ~ !!

yeah so anyeays im going to go back to reading this depressive book which is REQUIRED by school.

ew.

oh yes and i are

krystal

. im so random : O

Love Love's x3

~~~~~

~~~~~~

[~Friends, Clubs, Family~]

[To Do list~]
A VERY VERY BIG THANKYOU TO

]]> ~MemoryLain Ghost Rider http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/11911418/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/11911418/ Wed, 21 Feb 2007 16:55:49 PST

Woah an update : O i kinda spiffed up my journal. still working on it and yeah.

on sunday my friend mary and i went to see Ghost Rider. i found it amazing. i liekd it. but many people didnt. i dunno im getting soft. lol

so how are you guys?

hope to hear from you all

oh and a happy belated Valentines day! ~

Love Love's x3

~~~~~

~~~~~~

[~Friends, Clubs, Family~]

[To Do list~]
A VERY VERY BIG THANKYOU TO

]]> ~MemoryLain Because I'm Stupid... http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/11774644/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/11774644/ Sun, 11 Feb 2007 14:28:51 PST

~

_{Yeah I haven't updated in a long time.

I've been doing better recently but right now my mood swung wayyy to new depths..

i would like to thank for faving one of my pics recently thanks . you really are a TRUE friend.

i feel like my persona is bieng stolen bit by bit. i feel unoriginal because some is stealing my originality. le blah

anyway my friends are "forcing" me to read this romance novel which i havent EVER . and im staritng to see the whole world in different colors. and im feeling stupid for worrying about a certain person. and .... i actually can confidentally say that he could be fruitful and reproduce...in other words if you knwo what i mean. so thats a relief. right? right then why in hell do i feel horrid????

i feel unlvoed. ugly. and contagious. disgusting...untalented...worthless.

yeah

love,

lain

Kiriban

MY NEXT KIRIBAN IS AT 4,000 pageviews = ] ((and is creeping closer *shudders*))

i need a screen shot though !!! please look out for it

Requests

List

the ten free scetches; nine are left.

Bakura for Krystal (0% done)

color the lineart that was send to me (10% done)

CURRENTLY CLOSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!unless you are willing to comission ~

Goals:

1. finish the top ten scetches. which are not really sketches since im coloring them and all.

Love Love's x3

~~~~~ ~~~~~~

[~Friends, Clubs, Family~]

extra

Spotlight

((comming soon again on my shoutboard.))

myicon art

seems like some people discovered my icon art well here's my to do list fot icon art:

re-do mine and misiru's icon (got an idea yes... ]]>} ~MemoryLain a note on suicide http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/11662887/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/11662887/ Fri, 02 Feb 2007 18:23:00 PST

wow i was so shocked when i got the e-mail

this ust might be the most awesome person in the world. thank you so much for the subscription. I MUST draw you a thankyou gift or something. what would you like???

_{A note on Suicide

Hello,

I don't know how to begin this or how to end this. All i know is the feelings i feel and the nightmare that im living. Today someone dear to me left a suicide note. not for me to read. not necessarily. They don't know i saw it. But when i did, it was too late. probably. Now... i actually ...feel like an empty nutshell.

I-..... i first felt anger. that they would do something liek that that they would hurt evryone... by doing such a thing. I feel more than broken... and tomorrow morning i get to find out if what happened...happened. and then if its true ill get to wallow in they're emotions as i blame it all on myself. but dont worry about me. i have my friends including you guys right here reading this. who i know care for me and would get hurt if i were to give up god's only gift....life.

To get devil's only gift...death... fire. hell.

so as i pray... i hope for the best.

this is my update.

love,

lain

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~~

Get Featured ^^

The first 10 people who post in this journal will be featured. I will go through your gallery and choose 3 of your deviations I like most and post them in my journal for everyone to see! Its adverisement for you YAY! But, You gotta put this in your journal as well if you posted. ^^

~~

1. ~Crystallite

2.*technologicallyinept

3. ~Misiru

http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/11541719/
Sun, 11 Feb 2007 14:21:51 PST

wow i was so shocked when i got the e-mail this ust might be the most awesome person in the world. thank you so much for the subscription. I MUST draw you a thankyou gift or something. what would you like???

_{Recent News

Yeah so my friends all started to go to gaia so i finally joined. after having to re-create my account since it wouldn't activate and yeahh. so if you would liek to help out (which i needdd) or simply add me or simply stalk me. : P (heh) my username on there is Memory Lain. yes i knwo the same old thing. but the accoutn that didnt work was different i assure you. = 3

and yes i haven't forgot that my journal is boring and i havent used it to its full potential but i will as soon as the list of requests clears up a bit. ( and i can see the light!! *__*)

also i may not be too active because i'm kind of down. and if you do care i kind of written some stuf fin the gaia journal.... so yea.

hope to update and hear from all of you soon

thank you you all ,

Lain

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~~

Get Featured ^^

The first 10 people who post in this journal will be featured. I will go through your gallery and choose 3 of your deviations I like most and post them in my journal for everyone to see! Its adverisement for you YAY! But, You gotta put this in your journal as well if you posted. ^^

~~

1. ~Crystallite

2.*technologicallyinept

3. ~Misiru}} ~MemoryLain webcam http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/11097691/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/11097691/ Fri, 12 Jan 2007 18:13:17 PST

wow i was so shocked when i got the e-mail

this ust might be the most awesome person in the world. thank you so much for the subscription. I MUST draw you a thankyou gift or something. what would you like???

if you want you coulkd give me some lineart to color . i need a bit more practice before continuing with the ten thingers *points below*
yea the only new news is that i changed my wecam. yes thats me with curly hair and eragon. i finished that book in less than a week : 3

yeah anyway. thats all. and im workong on chibi miako. = P and i hope

will like it!
yea in other news...

i watched Eragon today with Joey, Mary and her sister. it was awesome...well up until the movie actually started. (the cvommercial for this one movie was really funny we almost peed ourselves laughing.) anyways... the movie SUCKED BIG GOAT NUTS. that is if you read and respect the books. the actors were horrid. well Arya was anyway. i almost vomited at the end out of how terible it was. Mary was clenching her head ranting abotu how she's goign to find and and trakc and kill the director. im so joining.

my advice is to not watch it if you dont want to be dissapointed. its so blah >< they screwed the story over completely. COMPLETELY . this is worst than how harry potter was translated.

its just so argghhh *tugs hair out of agrivation*

content
hey so like two people gave me frree scetches so its your turn too. give me requests for scetches...FREE

Scetches:
1.

(chara Ana with Riku and Axel)
2.

(her chara Hades) (85%done)
3.

(her alter ego)
4.

(Selena and lindsay in the snow)
5.

(her character)
6.

(she'll see >> <<

(her chara)[link]
8.

(Axel and Roxas)
9.

(her chara's)
10.

(Kurama and Hiei.)

Kiriban

MY NEXT KIRIBAN IS AT 4,000 pageviews = ]
~MemoryLain Ice Skating in New York City http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/11021105/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/11021105/ Sun, 10 Dec 2006 18:43:56 PST

I am back from having the time of my life with my uber awesome best friend. = ]. it was amazing. She took me to Wollman Rink in Central Park, which was absolutely beautiful . Good music was actually playing and horible too but no matter what it was i felt like i was flying with her , around and around and around the rink, i felt like i gre wings and was naturally flying, my heart was soaring somewhere above too. And the lines formed on the ice rapidly, as many people's destiny's interwined on one sheet of sleek ice, going aroudn and around, intersecting.....falling...laughing....crying... i felt like i was part of something amazing. and then we climbed the tallest rock...found a champagne glass and watched below as more people skated in the same direction.

it feels amazing having a friend who actually cares for you. who will actually call you back. who proves that she want to be there for you. who never stops reminding you how beautiful you are...even though thats not true. im just so lucky... so lucky. .

i forgot her DA ... and he doesnt go in it much anyway. ill make her!! l-o-l

but wow....

i just feel so bad now that i wasted my life on people who didnt really car.e...who prove they dont day after day after day. who made me cry more than anythig in the world. those people know who they are...

im just happy that happyness found me. and i wish. that the person i was talking about above. realizes how much (they) hurt me and tries to try because losing someone is not something i want to do. but when they NEVER invite you over EVER. it just tells me how much they "Care" and ther NEVER call me back as much. and they dont even care that i almost died....or was raped.......

i dont know ....

I

you all!

Recent tag
i was tagged by the awesomly awesome

go to her page NOW>B
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.

"How was the weather?" asked the uncle, lifting the stone. His hands tightened around it like he was afraid it would suddenly dissapear.

2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.

OWW really really hot lamp!!! >.<

3.What is the last thing you watched on TV?

Anastasia <3

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:

9:01pm

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?

9:02pm

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?

my kitties purring sounds

7.When did you last step outside? What were you doing?

coming home from hanging out with Em Zee/Mary. we went to the museum. bought a guess who game went to Toy Z R us went to McDonalds, played the game. got on a subway home...still playing and then i came home. -blink-

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?

The RP with

YES SHE IS
My prolonged absence was due to school and the expanding horizons of my social life. Blah. Well Ive had fun times and am continuing to and have decided to reappear on DA. Not that any of you would probably forgive me since I have been kind of silent and invisible for a while. I am continuing the ten free sketches project so dont worry. I will not rest till that is done!!

I will stay here. I promise. I kind of was always here. I was just checking things anonymously. Also I am sorry but for the next week I doubt that there will be new art appearing on my account since I have the arduous task of finishing Eragon before the movie comes out...bummer. But I have Mary to do it with me and Im exactly....40 pages ahead of her so thats okay...fun stuff.

Well I deeply apologize from my sudden vacation without any announcement . And yes. Im glad to be back

I

you all!

Recent tag
i was tagged by the awesomly awesome

9.What are you wearing?

a long sleeved shirt which is white with a red shirt over, tights and jeans over them .

10. Did you dream last night?

um yes i believe so but i was woken up too rudely to remember

11. When did you last laugh?

like an hour ago on the train ride home with Mary ._.

12.What is on the walls of the room you are in?

a portait and another portrait...

13.Seen anything weird lately?

your mama! joking joking....um yes. they're called tourists and they're EVERYWHERE

14. What do you think of this quiz?

theres an end somewhere here....right?

15. What is the last film you saw?

Breakfast At Tiffany's. and at the movie theatre : flushed away after watching the fountain

16.If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?

some new socks would be nice... i mean ..umm i dunno!

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.

i am a nutella addict

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?

.....do the above words mean that i cant rid of Bush?? -insert a very sad face-

19.Do you like to dance?

of coarse. = ] HYPER!!!

~MemoryLain HELP please. http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/10115022/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/10115022/ Mon, 18 Sep 2006 18:20:00 PDT

Mood: depressed
Music: Kiss me
Book: I never promised you a rose garden
Movie: no time for that
Currently working on: kiriban prize and's request

content
Hey, today something horrid happened. Well not really gorrid but i am horrified by it. this just proves how easilyl i get shut down.

today my gym teacher started to harass me verbally. he then also began to take the toll on me and my partner. we're the only ones who do anywork and yet he gave us a bad mark. he also when he called my name and after 5 times of me saying here i yelled out here' he stated how he wouldnt go out with me. yes he tried to joke but it hurt...alot.

i came out of school in tears, because my partner was bieng cold to me because she got hrut too. i dont know why she was more sad because of ehr grade or her ego bruised since i was telling her how i hate him .... and thats when he called us up and yelled at us for standing around and that he always tells us this (which he never did before) so he made a mark in his book and now we're close to failing.

i would like to make a special thank you to those who are actually there for me.

For dima who managed to cheer me up, even though he used strange comments that just made me scared from sad .

For Hye

who first blamed herself on my attitude and then began to yell saying that i should get him fired

For Josephine who is always supportive and always there to understand

! i love you guys really. what did i ever do to deserve friends like you?

tomorrow i have lab so i dont have gym but after tomorrow i have a push up test. can you imagine what's going to happen?

what should i do ?

Kiriban

MY NEXT KIRIBAN IS AT 4,000 pageviews = ]

Requests

List
Twins Mio and Mayu from Fatal Frame II for

[Done]
2. Bakura for

~[10%]
2. Data from Star Treck for

~[done]

do i... ]]> ~MemoryLain My BDay, Kiriban, and about requests http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/9842402/ http://MemoryLain.deviantart.com/journal/9842402/ Mon, 11 Sep 2006 18:23:26 PDT Please Give Me Something to draw (free!) Anything of your choice

Mood: in 2 days imma be 16 @_@ *feels old*
Music: How to Save a Life -The Fray
Book: I never promised you a rose garden
Movie: Bruce Almighty, Sleepless in Seatle
Currently working on: kiriban prize and's request

My BDay
is on september the thirteenth. = ) it are my sweet sixteen. and the mark of the third year that i have been drawing. ^-^ digitally! o.o

Kiriban
currently there are 11 more pageviews till my kiriban. will you be lucky enough to catch it ; ] ?

MY NEXT KIRIBAN IS AT 4,000 pageviews = ]

Requests

for now im taking no more than the two that i have . and the future ones will only be for friends ((see if your on the list)) but im very open minded about it so dont worry!

anyway who would want an art from me = (

but catch my kiriban to be bumped up on the list if you want an art piece of your choice ! ^_^

List
Twins Mio and Mayu from Fatal Frame II for

[Done]
2. Bakura for

~[10%]
2. Data from Star Treck for

~[done]

do i suck so much? i see people here who get so much faveorites on their pieces and i feel so downgraded. i dont know. my goal is 10 faveorites and they break 50! i do suck dont i? *sighs*

Goals:
1. win a contest
2. not to start cutting again
3. Hang out with Yuliya and amanda = )
4. i need to finish krystals lineart...or start

Future Deviations: ~MemoryLain