http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Messehpie&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Messehpie en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 06 Dec 2009 11:07:33 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/28699065/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/28699065/ Tue, 01 Dec 2009 19:47:56 PST hey sup.

So like. Here's an actual journal that's worth reading.
LOOK AT THAT HUUUURRRR.

SO. convention schedule, 2010... ja?

Kawa kon [ March 12-14th ] :
Hunny [ Ouran HSHC ]
??? 2 days open.

Anime St. Louis [ April 23-25th ] :
Alice [ Pandora Hearts ]
Finian [ Kuroshitsuji ]
??? 1 Day Open.

ACen [ May 14-16th ]
Sakubo [ .hack//G.U. ] ALL WEEKEND

Natsucon [ July ??? ]
Finian [ Kuroshitsuji ]
??? 2 days open.

WHEN TO DO FINLAND, THAT IS THE QUESTION...

OH. btw. Ask China questions, aru!

[link]

GOGOGOGOGOGO

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/28620340/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/28620340/ Fri, 27 Nov 2009 22:28:00 PST MY CAMERA.

MY GORGEOUS BABY.


MY FUCKING GORGEOUS AMAZING BABY.





SHE'S FIXED.


IT'S ALIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIVE

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/28567287/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/28567287/ Wed, 25 Nov 2009 11:56:35 PST
I thought I'd share this with you guys.

[link]

Her name is Ariella Kaeslin, she's a swiss gymnast.
AND SHE USED TSUBASA MUSIC FOR HER FLOOR ROUTINE AT THE OLYMPICS.





I'll post a different journal later fff.

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/28189127/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/28189127/ Fri, 06 Nov 2009 23:14:59 PST
ANYWAYS BEFORE I DO THAT QUIZ THINGY...

I'm failing language. 8D Thought I'd tell you guys.

Guilty or Innocent?

Kissed one of your dA friends?
guilty.

Danced on a table in a bar?
innocent.

Ever told a lie?
lol guilty.

Had feelings for someone whom you can't have?
guilty. and then I realized he was a jerk.

Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
innocent unless you count foreheads/hands/cheeks

Kissed a picture?
... -glances at Prince Caspian poster- Guilty.

Slept in until 5 PM?
Surprisingly innocent.

Fallen asleep at work/school?
guilty. OOPS.

Held a snake?
guilty. though I didn't like it.

Been suspended from school?
LOL SO GUILTY.

Worked at a fast food restaurant?
innocent.

Been fired from a job?
innocent.

Done something you regret?
guilty.

Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
GUILTY. : D

Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
GUILTY.

Kissed in the rain?
innocentttt.

Sat on a roof top?
innocenttt.

Kissed someone you shouldn't?
innocent.

Sang in the shower?
GUILTY HOES.

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
innocent

Shaved your head?
LOL INNOCENT.

Slept naked?
lol Inspiral's post made me lol BUTTTT INNOCENT.

Had a boxing membership?
lolwut innocent

Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
innocentttt

Donated Blood?
innocent. too young.

Eaten alligator meat?
innocent... lol wtf

Eaten cheesecake?
WHO FUCKING HASN'T I'M GUILTY.

Still love someone you shouldn't?
innocent.

Have/had a tattoo?
innocent.

Liked someone, but will never tell who?
innocent.

Been too honest?
guilty.

Ruined a surprise?
... so guilty.

Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you cant walk afterward?
innocent.

Erased someone in your friends list?
lol guilty.

Dressed in a woman's clothes (if your a guy) or man's clothes (if your a girl)?
GUILTY.

Joined a pageant?
innocent.

Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?
guilty fffff

Had communication w/ your ex?
... what ex lolol

Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
innocent.

A total stranger treat you by paying your jeepney/tricycle fare?
lolwut?

Get totally angry that you cried so hard?
lol FUCKING GUILTY

Tried to stay away from someone for their own good?
guilty.

Thought about suicide?
lol guilty. 7th grade man. 7th grade.

Thought about murder?
errr yeah guilty oops.

How bout mass murder?
innocent actually.

Tried illegal drugs and the like?
innocent.

Rode in a stranger's vehicle?
innocent.

Stalked someone?
LOLOL guilty?

Been so drunk that you forget things that happened while you were intoxicated?
innocent.

Had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
ERRR I'm guilty.

In love?
I think I'll refuse to answer this one. : D

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/28037512/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/28037512/ Thu, 29 Oct 2009 21:35:55 PDT MY GYMNASTICS MEET IS THE SAME WEEKEND AS BISHIE CON.
FUCK.
well I can go Friday and Sunday but those days aren't fun.

ANYWAYS. this weekend is Halloween! I have tomorrow off and I'll be finish my Halloween costume... only a few people know about this. SHHHHH keep it a secret.
I'm also going to see the Vampire's Assistant with ~Endophora. ffffff.

And Saturday, ~Rezurii-Annu and I will be having a photoshoot for my Halloween costume! Yes it's a cosplay. <3
then we will go trick or treating for caaaaans.

and then we'll scar some kiddies.

I FOUND OUT SOMETHING INTERESTING TODAY.

One of my gymnastics coaches is 10 weeks pregnant. FUUU~

Cosplay List
[No particular order in any of these lists.]

COMPLETED:
+ Edward Elric [Fullmetal Alchemist]
+ China/Wang Yao [Axis Powers Hetalia]
+ Near/Nate River [Death Note]
+ Finian/Finny [Kuroshitsuji]

IN PROGRESS:
+ Halloween Costume! [IT'S A SECRET!]
+ Finland [Axis Powers Hetalia]
+ Luna Lovegood [Harry Potter]

COMING SOON:
+ Sakubo [.hack//G.U.]
+ Zelkova [.hack//G.U.]
+ Markl [Howl's Moving Castle]
+ Alice [Pandora Hearts]

FUTURE MAYBES:
+ Xion AND/OR Roxas {Orgy XIII Cloak} [Kingdom Hearts]
+ Chibiusa [Sailor Moon]

DREAM COSPLAY:
+ Kite of the Azure Flame [.hack//G.U.]

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/27891403/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/27891403/ Wed, 21 Oct 2009 15:31:29 PDT is a drunk bitch.
I'm tired of this.

she hid my dad's work ID which he needs to know... work. get our only source of income.

and she took her laptop and camera when my grandmother picked her up yesterday. meaning I can't upload any of my photos.

at least I can concentrate on shit.


lol emo journal is ridiculously and pathetically emo.

fuck.

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/27775487/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/27775487/ Thu, 15 Oct 2009 06:40:14 PDT I BET THAT TITLE GOT YOUR ATTENTION, EH?

well anyways guys. I'm delaying my abc project since I've been busy, and also I'm home sick for the next few days with a possible case of swine flu.

... I'm not happy, can you tell.

like a good portion of my school is already out with H1N1 so of course my immune system wants to join the club.

I'll try to post f later today since I already have that one taken.

AND GIVE ME IDEAS FOR THE REST OF THE ALPHABET PLZ? I have no creativity.

ILY GUYS.

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/27587914/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/27587914/ Sun, 04 Oct 2009 21:23:04 PDT SO TODAY IS OCTOBER 4TH.

3 DAYS AGO WAS CHINA'S BIRTHDAY, YOU GUYS SHOULD WISH HIM HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

anyways homecoming is this weekend. so that'll be fun~

besides that, I will be uploading some more photography soon. I think I'm going to start a photography project actually.

I'm going to do the alphabet. So tomorrow I will upload a picture of something that starts with an A. Next day B. etc.

I'm also going to go back and edit all my photography with a watermark in the corner. Because I'm really afraid of art-theft. phototheft. whatev. I won't do that little edited alert because I love you guys.

SO I'VE BEEN MEANING TO POST MY COSPLAY LIST ONCE AGAIN TO BE COMPLETELY SURE.

COMPLETED:
+ Edward Elric [Fullmetal Alchemist]
+ China/Wang Yao [Axis Powers Hetalia]
+ Near/Nate River [Death Note]
+ Finian/Finny [Kuroshitsuji]

Ones I am FOR SURE DOING in no particular order:
+ Sakubo [.hack//G.U.]
+ Zelkova [.hack//G.U.]
+ Luna Lovegood [Harry Potter]
+ Finland [Axis Powers Hetalia]
+ Markl [Howl's Moving Castle]

HUGE MAYBES:
+ Alice [Pandora Hearts]
+ Roxas AND/OR Namine [Kingdom Hearts]
+ Chibiusa [Sailor Moon]

AND THAT ONE DREAM COSPLAY. YES I HAVE DECIDED ON A DREAM COSPLAY:
+ Kite of the Azure Flame [.hack//G.U.]



have a good life.


Salali

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/27506694/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/27506694/ Wed, 30 Sep 2009 15:57:40 PDT I HAVE to rant about this.

YES. I LIKE FALL OUT BOY, PANIC! AT THE DISCO AND MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE.

NO, I AM NOT BRAINWASHED.

NO, I AM NOT SCENE/EMO/PUNK.

Goddammit, I am so fuckin' tired of FOB, PATD and MCR haters.
WHO FUCKING CARES IF YOU HATE THEM!

I DON'T LIKE THE JONAS BROTHERS, YOU DON'T SEE ME HATING ON THEM.

I DON'T LIKE SOME OF THE BANDS YOU LIKE. BUT NO, YOU DON'T KNOW THAT BECAUSE YOU'RE TOO BUSY RANTING ABOUT HOW STUPID FOB/PATD/MCR IS.

god I am so pissed off right now.

Quit insulting my music taste, I don't insult your's.



You guys know who you are.

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/27199064/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/27199064/ Sun, 13 Sep 2009 20:02:32 PDT So, I tried out for China for the APH World Conference. Didn't make it. But I am a runner-up... so there is a very small chance I will become their official China...

~Xirucem and ~xChibiChibi didn't make it either, so I got really depressed. THEN. I had an idea.

You guys remember our APH shoot back in July, of course you do. And since we're getting an even BIGGER APH group, why don't we make our own channel? Make our own little character blogs and videos? It might sound like we're copying the World Conference, but we're not. We're not holding auditions, no one gets their feelings hurt... right?
I think we should do it.
Because... even though I'm not China for one group... I'm still China of OUR group. And OUR group is an epic group, why yes it is.
Some of us could even make skits together! Because we all live in the same area!
Ceri, you and Germany could make videos together!

It was an idea, I'm just throwing it out there.


NOW. time for my own journal-ness.

I get my braces off on Tuesday. YES TUESDAY, THE 15TH. I am BEYOND excited.

My sister's wedding is in about... 12 or 13 days. I'm happy about that too.

And now cosplay.

My mom got me fabric to make my China flag, so I'm going to start on that.
I'm also going to start on my Finland cosplay, since that needs to be done within a few months. When I get more money, I'm going to start on Sakubo.

So yeah, there's all you need to know from me.


Zhelly, I love you. I really do, I'm sorry you didn't make it, but you're still the sexiest Russia to me. <3

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/27119422/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/27119422/ Wed, 09 Sep 2009 17:35:11 PDT









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]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/26945261/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/26945261/ Mon, 31 Aug 2009 20:03:54 PDT it's like picking up trash in dresses.

OHHAY GUYS... it's update time yes?

so school started... 2 weeks ago from tomorrow, holy crap. It's been going so fast. should I be happy? XDDD
Web Page Design is like my relaxation class. I actually enjoy working with HTML and we don't get homework, and after an hour and 40 minutes of just HTML I feel so... calm. XDDD
and then I get to chemistry and it's like "fuck life".
German II has gone fairly well, it's easy but boring for now... we're just starting indirect objects in dative case. if that even makes sense. XDDD but yeah~
and choir's okay, I really like this song we started, called Benedictus. I love singing in latin, no lie.
and World History is my favorite class. It's nice to relax and learn some history at the end of the day... I really enjoy history. AND IT'S NOT FUN AT ALL TO GIGGLE ABOUT HETALIA /sarcasm

ANYWAYS.

THIS WEEKEND IS THE JAPANESE FESTIVAL at the Botanical Garden. On Saturday I will be going as Edward Elric with ~lantila-chan as Winry! I just started sewing my cloak together tonight (SHOOT ME OKAY) and it's turning out waaaaay better than my old one, and I haven't even sewn on the sleeves and hood yet. XDDD

Sunday... I'm not sure. XDDDD I'll figure something out...

And on Monday I will be Finian from Kuroshitsuji with ~sorathecrimson as my badass smoking lover Bard! I'm still trying to fix that wig up lol...

anyways after the Japanese Festival, I will be saving money to first start on my Sakubo cosplay. oh boy wish me luck. @____@;

AND LASTLY,
I'm going to start playing with quotes, sticky notes and my mother's camera on self-timer. XDDDD if you have any ideas for pictures and stuff please do tell, my creative block is kicking in. T_____T;

omg yay.
Salali

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/26580033/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/26580033/ Thu, 13 Aug 2009 23:21:11 PDT SO IT'S LIKE MIDNIGHT HERE, WHICH MEANS IT'S NO LONGER AKUROKU DAY...

AS A CELEBRATION OF THIS MAGICALLY AWESOME DAY (I swear it's like a second Christmas for me now...) I DREW A HORRIBLE DRAWING ROFL AAAANNNDDDD


I MADE THIS

[link]

: DDDD

anyways, onto other things.

School starts this Tuesday... uggh I don't want to go back at all.

AND NOW SOME GOALS OF THE SCHOOL YEAR!

+ Keep GPA over a 3.5, or try to to get and then keep straight A's as long as possible~
+ Learn to be more kind, understand people and not tell one-sided stories. And not start fights. That's a big one.
+ Get out of the house more.
+ Stop procrastinating.
+ Draw and write more, NEED TO GET RID OF THOSE HORRIBLE BLOCKS!
+ Do all my homework. (ROFL)
+ Make new friends.
+ Realize my true friends.
+ Enjoy the school year! <33333
+ Go to Bishie con, KawaKon, ASTL, and MAYBE NakaKon and ACen?
+ Be more optimistic.
+ Get more sleep, and not sleep in class lol. <333

Summer's almost over but I still planning on cosplaying during the school year which brings me to A WONDERFUL LIST.

if I forgot something please tell me. XDDDD
This is in no specific order, just what popped out of my head.

+ Sakubo [.hack//G.U.]
+ Zelkova [.hack//G.U.]
+ Luna Lovegood [Harry Potter]
+ Finland [Axis Powers Hetalia]
+ Markl [Howl's Moving Castle]
+ No Face [Spirited Away] (The only concern I have with this cosplay is I will need stilts. I might just end up making my own stilts because I REEAALLLYYYY wanna do No Face. ;____; )

SOME MAYBES, I need to get around to watching/finishing these series:

+ Eureka 7 (ROFL NEED TO WATCH SO I CAN DECIDE ON A POSSIBLE CHARACTER...)
+ Maru [xxxHolic] (NEED TO START, and this one depends on if someone will be my Moro... HEY HUNNYYYYYY >>; )
+ Chibiusa [Sailor Moon]

ERRRR. I THINK THAT'S IT.

lol let's see if I can get rid of my horrible case of procrastination, writer's/drawer's block and fix my attention span.

and I can make this all happen. XDDDD

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/26317668/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/26317668/ Sun, 09 Aug 2009 13:51:02 PDT : DDDDD

1) Be one of the first 18 people commenting on this journal entry, and I will add you to the Promotional List.

2) For each of the 18 first people answering this journal I will put his/her avatar and the three deviations I like most from his/her gallery on the list.

3) If you answer, you'll have to do the same in your journal, putting me on the first place, completing this way the list with 18 people. The idea of this is not to get a free feature, it is to spread art around for everyone!

1.
.DN. The City is at War: [link]
.Death Note. Down and Out: [link]
.KS. The Lord and His Butler: [link]

JEEZ THAT WAS HARD. D: QUIT BEING SO SEXY GODDAMN.

2.
You might have noticed.: [link]
SHOTA HURHUR: [link] (SORRY IT'S TOO CUTE DO ME)
.KS. Love me yet?: [link]

3.
The flame of imagination: [link]
Like clockwork: [link]
Wicked: [link]

4.
.Death Note. Bas Ass Valentine: [link]
.FFVII. Smirk: [link]
.Torn Teddy Bear.: [link]

5.
The Phoenix: [link]
Rufeno: Never Leave You: [link]
Murderous: [link]

6.
Turk Party: [link]
Sunset from my deck: [link]
Meet Fred: [link]

7.
DN: A god's justice: [link]
KH: Mine to rule: [link]
DN: Different worlds: [link]

8.
Near Chibi: [link]
Bard Finny: [link]
Bard cosplay: [link]

9.
Chinaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... ]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/26136537/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/26136537/ Thu, 23 Jul 2009 18:42:49 PDT I'm so excited that America and France's versions of Maru Kaite Chikyuu came out!

America: [link]
France: [link]

so that's really all I have to say.

Cosplay;

Current cosplays:
+ China (Axis Powers Hetalia) - need to redye wig.
+ Finny/Finian (Kuroshitsuji)

Upcoming:
... I really have no upcoming cosplays.
someone help me. ;_____;


Also it's raining here! I love the rain. <3333


short almost-pointless journal is short. <3

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/26056281/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/26056281/ Mon, 20 Jul 2009 00:32:23 PDT Oh god.

Natsucon.

Besides the fact that the hotel was tiny, the hotel staff were bitches and things were unorganized, it was actually fun.

On Friday we did our secret cosplay, I don't know when we're planning to reveal it... I'm not telling you who we is. >>;

Saturday was Hetalia! My China cosplay was finally worn and complete! My wig will have to be dyed again but we got some AMAZING shots! I'm so happy with them. @_____@; ohmygod.

And Sunday was secret cosplay again!

The most exciting thing about the whole con was meeting this voice actor who has a GREAT Undertaker and Grell voice! omgggg. it was so amazinggggg. I hope he gets the part. <3333

anyways Orgy XIII quiz.

I. Xemnas:

[ ] You are the leader most of the time.
[x] You like black.
[x] You wished/wish you were someone else.
[x] You don't listen to others.
[ ] You like doing research.
TOTAL: 3

II. Xigbar:

[x] You have bad eyesight.
[ ] You like throwing things at others when angry.
[x] You wish you were able to teleport.
[/] You wear your hair in a ponytail.
[ ] You have/wish you had a gun
TOTAL: 2 1/2

III. Xaldin

[x] You like windy days.
[x] You have tried to steal something precious from someone.
[ ] You like dragons.
[ ] You have/like dreadlocks.
[x] You've tried to anger someone on purpose.
TOTAL: 3

IV. Vexen

[x] You are disrespected by the young ones.
[x] Someone has already considered you a traitor.
[ ] You are the oldest of your group.
[ ] You like experiments.
[x] You like cold days.
TOTAL: 3

V. Lexaeus

[x] You are not very talkative.
[x] You like brain games.
[ ] People are afraid of you because of your appearance.
[ ] You prefer heavy weapons rather than light ones.
[ ] You are very strong, physically speaking.
TOTAL: 2

VI. Zexion

[x] You love reading.
[x] You are not very sociable.
[x] You are one of the shortest of your group.
[ ] You have a very sensitive nose.
[ ] You like to ellude others.
TOTAL: 3

VII. Saix

[ ] You have double-personality issues
[x] You are more active during night rather than day.
[x] You like wolves.
[ ] Your superior trusts you.
[x] You have a scar on your face.
TOTAL: 3

VIII. Axel

[ ] You are somewhat a pyromaniac.
[x] You care deeply for your best friends.
[x] You are a two-faced when you need to.
[x] You don't like when people don't remember your name.
[ ] You have a very fiery personality. (Sometimes)
TOTAL: 3

IX. Demyx
[x] You like music.
[ ] You know how to play a guitar.
[x] You like rainy days.
[x] You like swimming.
[x] You are usually a happy person.
TOTAL: 4

X. Luxord

[x] You like playing cards.
[ ] You like to gamble.
[ ]Your favorite color is gold.
[x]You have stolen money from others.
[x] You have/wished you could curse someone.
TOTAL: 3

XI. Marluxia

[x] You like pink.
[x] You like flowers.
[ ] You are plotting to overthrow your superior.
[x] You were betrayed by someone.
[ ] You are a bit of a flamboyant person. (at times)
TOTAL: 3

XII. Larxene

[ ] You're the only female in your group.
[x] You like storms.
[x] You're pretty agile.
[ ] You like to mock others.
[x] You think ninjas are cool.
TOTAL: 3

XIII. Roxas

[x]You love ice cream.
[x]You are the youngest of your group.
[x]You think people are hiding something from you.
[x]You usually have strange dreams involving people you've never met.
[x]You prefer afternoons
TOTAL: 5


I'm a Roxas. <3 I've actually considered Roxas cosplay... probably not going to happen lol.

bed time. @____@; I'm exhausted.

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/25903651/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/25903651/ Sun, 12 Jul 2009 16:58:07 PDT
So Natsucon is this upcoming weekend.
I'm currently stressing, finishing a couple cosplays (even though I have barely anything to do on both) and procrastinating them... god I procrastinate even when it comes to cosplay. Man am I stupid.
Anyways, one cosplay is a surprise, the other is China~



Rules:
-Post these rules
- Each person tagged must post 10 things about them in their journal
- In the end, any person tagged has to choose 8 people and post their icons in the same journal
- Go to their pages and send a message saying that they have been tagged
- No tag-return

1. I'm 15 and going to be a sophomore. This one is obvious.
2. I feel like the oddball out of my group of friends. I prefer cosplaying and they prefer lolita.
3. I cannot speak with an English accent.
4. I don't like popcorn... or green beans, or Cool Ranch Doritos.
5. I don't like going outside, except for gymnastics, photography and conventions.
6. and I'm a gymnast. I am training level 5. Pretty low level for my age...
7. I PMS really bad. that's more of a warning, not a fact...
8. I have 6 scars that I could count, all from accidents, surgeries and burns.
9. I have an obsession with Elmo. Yes the red thing.
10. I'm not as innocent as I look. Trust me.


I think I'll tag...


There.

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/25783907/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/25783907/ Mon, 06 Jul 2009 21:02:09 PDT I'm horrified.



I'm dead srs I'm crying. ;________________;



THE RYDEN IS RUINEDDDDDDDDDD



SOOOOOBBBBB



/end pointless journal

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/25694934/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/25694934/ Thu, 02 Jul 2009 12:33:34 PDT It's been a while since I've updated. O____o;

In that wonderful time span since I last posted a journal, I've;

+ turned 15. : D

+ gotten my China wig. HUUUGE disappointment. Needed to be dyed like 43792374 times and I'm sure I won't be able to dye it completely to the color I want so. slightly redhead China. x_____x;

+ Almost finished China jacket. When ~xChibiChibi came over she put it together. (I NEVER FUCKING SAID THANK YOU... SO THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU.) All I have to do to finish it is add the pockets and WALA! China is complete.

+ started another cosplay. >>; bwhahahahaaaa.

+ Discovered my new addiction to Britney Spears. don't ask.

+ did the Time Warp.

+ Panicked at the disco.

+ had anxiety at the pub (the disco got full)

+ became an all-american reject.

+ was at an all time low.

+ went bowling for soup.

+ escaped the fate.

+ flogged Molly.

+ drew a perfect circle.

+ raged against the machine.

+ rose against.

+ became a scary kid scaring kids.

+ discovered that it in fact, does only take 30 seconds to get to Mars.

+ thought "if anyone got these band references, I'd love them forever."


Anyways, here's my list of animes and games I need to finish watching and playing.

Animes: Kuroshitsuji, Gurren Lagann, Trinity Blood, Princess Tutu (... of course), New FMA, Eureka Seven... I think that's it.

Games: Kingdom Hearts II, .hack//G.U. Redemption.

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/25439245/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/25439245/ Sat, 20 Jun 2009 17:37:10 PDT Cosplay picnic was a blast. Until I finally got a headache from dehydration. @_____@; but omgggg I had fun.

I'm waiting for the camera's battery to charge (I was surprised when it died today, it usually holds charge for a couple weeks!) so I can upload the 384723479238479324723 pictures people took with me camera.

Anyways, my birthday is in 4 days, bitches. Can't wait to be 15.

Cosplay progress:

+ China; so I'm going to sit down tonight (when I don't feel like I'm gonna pass out) and read through the directions for the jacket, no distractions, etc. Still haven't started the jacket, basically. :/

+ Jasdero; dumped.

+ Namine; hasn't been started. I need fabric, I have the pattern.

Future cosplay plans:

+ Finnian (Kuroshitsuji)

yes only one. pfft.


Uhm I think that's it?

Mood status lies. >>; I'm only tired.

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/25420242/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/25420242/ Fri, 19 Jun 2009 17:03:10 PDT I'm in need of a couple of cellphone numbers because my mom's paranoid. x______x;
If any of you don't mind my mother having your cellphone number, could you send your number to me via note?

can't wait for the picnic!

listylist of things to bring:
Near cosplay + props
chips (I'm uncreative lol)
Wooden katana (for Savvy's Japan cosplay)
Cell phone
iPod + dock
Mom's camera
Regular camera for videos
Extra change of clothes, just in case
Printer paper for drawing contest



... is that it?
bleh.

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/25240787/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/25240787/ Wed, 10 Jun 2009 17:35:27 PDT I'll be like. an hour and a half late. My sister scheduled my dress fitting for 2. :/ I'm sorry guys, but I have to be there for my sister, she's my sister, and she's getting married. and I'm a bridesmaid.

so yeah just wanted to tell you all. ily.

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/25222356/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/25222356/ Tue, 09 Jun 2009 17:57:12 PDT okay first.

No more handsewing, I got a new sewing machine for my birthday. @___@; It's like. my new baby.

Current cosplay progress:

China cosplay... like 40% I'd say lol?
I'm finished with my China pants, and I've laid out the patterns for the jacket. I'm lazy lol.

Jasdero cosplay. Okay. I don't know if me and ~ExpoChan are still doing Jasdevi... it's really up to her, but it seems like it would take FOREVER, and I always feel like I forced her into it. If we don't end up doing Jasdevi... well, I still want to do DGM cosplay and the only other one I personally believe I could do is Road. So we'll see how things go...

Cosplay Events:

This weekend is AMPro's 2nd Death Note shoot, and I will be Near and a part-time photographer. XD I still need to ask my mom if I can borrow her fancy camera.

And then the 20th is the cosplay picnic! I will be Near, since I won't have all of my China cosplay finished by then.

Natsucon is July 17-19th. I know one day I'll be China, obviously. XD The other days will probably be Near and well... maybe Edward? Not sure.

Other stuff:

So I've been wanting to make a CMV since the beginning of May. I don't really want to be a cosplayer in it, just the uhm. director. 8D so if anyone wants to cosplay and be bossed around by me for a day, speak up. XDD
I've been thinking about these songs:
Almost Lover - A Fine Frenzy
Remembering Sunday - All Time Low
I'll Follow You into the Dark - Death Cab For Cutie
Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
You & Me - Lifehouse
I'm Your's - Jason Mraz

Haha okay. That's it I believe.


Fifteen days until I turn fifteen, bitches. You better remember.

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/25087762/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/25087762/ Tue, 02 Jun 2009 12:11:55 PDT This time I'm not oblivious, I swear.

So I got up and wanted to finish my pants for China cosplay today.
but no. the sewing machine still isn't working right, my mom can't fix it, so now I have to hand sew everything. Which doesn't bother me, I'm better at hand-sewing but ARRRGGHHHH I have like no patience whatsoever!

so I've calmed myself by watching Mulan while I hand sew my pants. I love that movie~

Anyways. I'm about halfway done with my pants rawwwrrrr.
I can't wait to finish the whole cosplay lol.
<33333


yeah random journal is random. ignore this~

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/25035539/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/25035539/ Sat, 30 May 2009 15:20:57 PDT I'm an idiot. 8D

anyways, before we left ~lantila-chan came and dropped off my China plushie.

I love it so much. ;o; He's so adorabllleeee. Thank youuuu~~!


eerrrggghhh random upset journal. XDD don't mind this~~

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24899395/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24899395/ Fri, 22 May 2009 23:14:18 PDT TO DEFEAT. THE HUUUUNNNNSS.

anyways, random update because I don't want to go to bed.

Since I never made this completely clear-

COSPLAY PLANS. 2009.

NEXT:
+ China - Axis Powers Hetalia (uniform)

UPCOMING/ALREADY STARTED ON:
+ Jasdero - D.Gray-man
+ Namine - Kingdom Hearts (Regular Version and Halloween Town- Mana's design)
+ MAYBE Pluto - Kuroshitsuji

I'm hoping sometime this weekend or next weekend my mom will take me to get fabric and patterns for my China cosplay. <3 I'm sewing-retarded so I'm forcing her into hard labor to help me with this uniform. BUT IT'LL RESULT IN SOME GOOD MOTHER DAUGHTER BONDING TIME ROFL.

so yeah. <3 I don't know what AMPro's planning for Natsucon, but it'll most likely be a day as Near, a day as China and I'll have to decided on the 3rd day rofl. o____o;

RANDOM TIME WITH SALALI.

I'm in love with my mother's camera. It's huge, well... in digital camera standards. One of those fancy ones that take epic pictures and GOD it's amazing. @____@;

on another random note, I have gymnastics tomorrow for the 3rd time this week and MY KIP.
I WILL GET IT IF IT KILLS ME. I SWEAR TO GOD. My cartwheel on beam has become pretty consistant, and I'm sure I can start working towards getting my roundoff double back handspring.

And on another random note (AHHA), I'm almost to 6k pageviews! ;o; OMG I'm so using my mom's camera.

AND ONE LAST THING. I get out of school on the 28th of May. But first I have to survive FINALSSSSS. EWWWW.

anyways. Gymnastics at 9:30 AM tomorrow~ god I can't wait until I can actually sleep in on the weekends.

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24803984/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24803984/ Sun, 17 May 2009 11:46:33 PDT Before I get to the real point of this journal, my finger puppets did come, on Wednesday night.
Kira stop staring at me like that. D:

anyways, I get out of school in less than ~*~2 WEEKS~*~. I get out on the 28th, and I have not this Monday, but the next Monday off for Memorial Day.


Finals start this Friday.

Anyways, since I will have a LOT of free time this summer during the week, I will have a LOT of time to make new cosplays~! Here's the plans:

- Finish Jasdero
- Start Namine (I don't even know when this has to be done, and it'll be like a day project really...)
- Start China (yes, APH~ needs to be finished by Natsuconnnn.)
- I don't know if I'm still doing Pluto from Kuroshitsuji? If I am, I'll just do Naked!Pluto with the tan shorts and tantop. -shrug-

and with new cosplays comes conventions and shoots!

- June 13th: 2nd Death Note Shoot
- June 20th: Cosplay Picnic (I'm gonna be a host!)
- July 17th-19th: Natsucon!
- September 5th-7th: Japanese Festival (not sure if I'm cosplaying, I promised ~lantila-chan a day as Edo. XD)

so there's my summer in the world of cosplay.


stereotypical. [ I posted this on facebook also. ]


[ I didn't write this. ]


I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz
I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm a GAY RIGHTS SUPPORTER, so I WILL go to hell.
I'm a CHRISTAN, so I MUST think gay people should go to hell.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm ATHEIST so I MUST hate the world.
I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals.
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE (or used to take) ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore...
I'm a DANCER, So I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore
I wear SKIRTS a lot, so I MUST be a slut.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals
I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a "big one".
I'm EGYPTIAN, so I must be a TERRORIST!
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be a player.
I have Big BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe.
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool and thats how Russians roll.
I'm GERMAN, so I must be a Nazi.
I hang out with GAYS, so i must be GAY TOO.
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy
I'm HAWAIIAN so I MUST be lazy
I'm PERUVIAN, so I MUST like llamas
I'm a STONER so I MUST be going in the wrong direction
I'm a VIRGIN so I MUST be prude.
I'm STRAIGHT EDGE so I must be violent.
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.. or crazy.
I'm BLACK so I MUST love fried ch... ]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24707837/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24707837/ Mon, 11 May 2009 17:23:18 PDT
Woah, a journal from Messehpie?
1 week and 2 days after the last?
jeez I thought she was a frikkin' journal whore.

anyways.


MY NEAR FINGER PUPPETS HAVEN'T COME.
no I'm not impatient, it's only been 2 WEEKS AND 3 DAYS. x_____x; ERRGHHH I HATE YOU HONG KONG but I love Hong Kong in Hetalia. ;____;


Speaking of which, I'm obsessed with China from Hetalia, if you can't tell from my icon. YOU HAVE TO LOVE THE IMMORTAL PANDA-LOVING AZN MAN, ARU.


Less than 3 weeks left of school, and about 2 weeks until finals. x____x; I probably won't exempt a final because I have like all B's. rofl.

I guess that's all for today.

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24552085/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24552085/ Sat, 02 May 2009 17:06:19 PDT I'm very sorry I had to leave early. D:
Since I hate lying, here's why:

My mom's an alcoholic. She was in rehab for most of January and had been sober since the beginning on the year. She relapsed today.
My dad has a colon disease called colitis. It's very painful and he gets cramps and stuff. He wouldn't have been able to pick me up at 10:30 tonight because it was one of those nights where those cramps just don't stop.

so yeah that's it. I really wanted to stay. ;____;
ily all.

And to Mana and Candy;
Thank you SO MUCH for buying me my Near wig. I can't thank you enough, and I didn't thank you at the party so I felt bad~ so here's that thank you. ily guys.

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24534493/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24534493/ Fri, 01 May 2009 16:55:21 PDT OMG NEW NEAR SHIRT~!
NO POCKET, AND IT'S LIKE PERFECT~ only think that really bothers me is that there's little squares of stitches on the elbows of each sleeve... it's not that noticable.
I also bought ~ExpoChan a new pair of Mello pants/leggings. Nice and shiny and pimp-looking~
but I couldn't find a wire wig brush at Walgreens, so I'll have to go to Kmart or something to buy one. And my finger puppets probably aren't coming tonight... ;_________;


Anyways, does anyone have a wig cap I could borrow for tomorrow? I made a few out of old tights but one is black and the light light pink one I'd use for Near is missing. x_____x; And maybe someone could bring 2 AA batteries? D: my camera died and I'm out here at home.


anyways, Sam's party tomorrow~ Getting super excited.

What I'll need to bring:
Gifty gift + card
Near cosplay
Camera
iPod
Phone
Extra white pants (just in case)
bobby pins + hair ties
uhh am I missing anything?

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24451371/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24451371/ Sun, 26 Apr 2009 18:23:59 PDT I said I wouldn't write any journals for a few days, but I have something that's bothering me. D:

I think I should really get a new Near shirt. Not because of the pocket thing, but the shirt is SUPER baggy on me. It's almost a dress on me, and it just doesn't feel right. I know where to get a new one -without a pocket!-. so the question is:
new Near shirt or not?

Anyways, I have EOC exams this week, and uggh I just don't want to take them. what's the point. x____x;

this weekend wasn't a fun weekend. at all. Not going to go into details, besides that friends are pissed at me. some have already seen that one journal I posted, which I regret doing so. I always regret things after I do them...


I need some chocolate or something.

comfort food.

and I still haven't done my lab write up. I just don't feel like doing it at all...

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24427319/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24427319/ Sat, 25 Apr 2009 20:16:21 PDT
I got a twitter because my good friend ABBY ALLMAN requested it.
she'll have to get over the fact that I used her real name on dA.
My username is Salalii.


Anyways, due to me being lazy and stuff, I decided screw it, I have enough money, so I convinced my mom to let me buy Near's finger puppets off ebay.
$8.69 for the set, bby. <3333
ebay is cosplay prop god.

Schedule, again:
Sam's Birthday Party; May 2nd.
2nd Death Note Shoot; May 9th.
JASDERO PANTS MAKING YESSSS; May 16th.


that is all.
I won't bother with writing journals for the next few days.

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24394352/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24394352/ Thu, 23 Apr 2009 13:24:58 PDT nothing happened.
apparently the police were like. never seen.
and now I'm pissed off cause I was forced to stay home for absolutely fucking nothing.
fsjkhdfhkf
ARRRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHH




that is all.

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24385621/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24385621/ Wed, 22 Apr 2009 21:15:07 PDT
Edward Elric (FMA)
Near (Death Note)
Jasdero (D.Gray-man)
Namine (KH2)
Halloweentown Namine (KH2)
Pluto (Kuroshitsuji... really considering suited!Pluto instead of Naked!Pluto)

Cosplays I'd LIKE to do that probably won't happen for a very long time:
Azure Kite (.hack//G.U. and probably not going to happen)
Zelkova (.hack//G.U.)
China (Axis Powers Hetalia)
Neji Hyuuga (Pre-skip Naruto)
Someone from Ouran lol.


Anyways, my school (Eureka High) was threatened over facebook this week. No details, and I might not go to school tomorrow. :/ uggh.

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24365608/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24365608/ Tue, 21 Apr 2009 18:09:56 PDT
I have to dissect a frog tomorrow.

I had to skip gymnastics tonight and it kills me inside.

Besides that, things are okay. Boring school is boring.


My mom's gonna take me to Michael's tomorrow or Thursday to get Model magic for Near fingerpuppets and a large white shirt to make my Namine dress.

This weekend Mana's coming over and on Sunday me and ~ExpoChan and her grandma MIGHT MIGHT MIGHT MIGHT not for sure MIGHT probably not lol MIGHT go to Michael's to get a pattern and the junk needed for my Jasdero vest.

May 2nd is Sam's bday party.

May 9th, ~Endophora is coming over to help me and Expochan make our Jasdevi pants.

May 16th is AMPro's second DN shoot. I will be Near.

uhh yeah.

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24296003/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24296003/ Fri, 17 Apr 2009 18:23:48 PDT wtf?!
I only know about the first two on Tuesday. The first was in the bio hallway after the fire drill and a couple girls ended up fighting over a boy. x____x; They were seniors.

The second was between about 5 city girls, and man those girls are hella violent. They ripped hair, tackled, etc. I had to go the long way to language because the fight was right in the middle of my usual route to language.

anyways, besides that I've had an okay week. Tomorrow is AMCPro's meeting and I'll be taking my Ed cosplay~ I'm not retiring Ed. I realized how much fun I've had as him and he won't be retired for a looong time. However, he's not a summer cosplay, so the only time I'll actually wear Ed this summer is the Japanese Festival... only for a day, of course. Jasdero would be a more fitting cosplay to wear there.


anyways. Here's my schedule:

April 18th - AMCP Meeting
April 25th - Mana's coming over to spend the night.
May 2nd - Sam's Birthday Party
2nd Death Note Shoot - May 16th
Cosplay Picnic - June 20th
Natsucon 2009 - July


that's all for the next few months.

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24239640/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24239640/ Tue, 14 Apr 2009 14:00:12 PDT
So first. I was at a convention as Near. And I was looking for Mana and Candy and everyone else, and happened to run into Savvy. So we had a casual "how's it goin'?" conversation, and in the middle of it, she passes out. I freaked out and started looking for Abby or someone from Pocky Team, and I found Abby. She apparently was like "OH SHE DOES THAT ALL THE TIME." and I was like "LOLWUT?"
so then I find out there's some crazy mass murderer running around the conventions killing people, so I freak to make sure my friends are okay. they are, and then we find out he committed suicide by jumping out of the 10th floor of the building. (I'm guessing it was a hotel...?)
so I find Mana and she's like "LOL WTF" at my clothes, and then I look down and I'm convered in blood, arrested and taken to jail for being the mass murderer and accused me of pushing a guy off the 10th floor.

it makes me wonder what kind of drugs I'm on.

I copied this from Jimmy, who copied it from someone else:

"No offense, but ... People are getting too fake for me. They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake Friends".

True friends will read and repost this. Fake friends will just ignore it."

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24199368/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24199368/ Sun, 12 Apr 2009 11:07:13 PDT
but anyways, the sermon today was great. Pastor Michael was so in to it. XDDD He's awesome.

And omg.
jhfkshf
-INSERTLITTLESQUEALSHERE-
Mana and Candy ordered my Near wig saturday night! Words cannot describe how frikkin' excited I am. <3333
Speaking of wigs.
How.
am I suppose to get my hair up to put on a wig? Yes, I know, Wig cape blah blah but idk what to do. I've been thinking about this for a while, and someone suggested getting a haircut, but then I can't be Edo or Jasdero. :/ I tried putting it in a bun like I do for gymnastics, but the bun sticks out like 2 inches. x_____x;
This is probably the only reason why I hate having long hair.


I'm going to my grandmother's later today for Easter~ so yeah.

EDIT:
OH
OH MY GOD
OH MY GOD
OH MY FRIKKIN' GOD
MY MOM GAVE ME A NEW ED WATCH FOR EASTER! ;o; IT'S SHINY AND PRETTY...
AND IT WORKS!
IT TICKS!
IT TELLS TIME! ksjdfhksdfhkshdf
fsdfsjkdfhksdhfksdf

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24172775/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24172775/ Fri, 10 Apr 2009 21:17:44 PDT Mello (~ExpoChan) and I went to the mall, and all we could find was good pants for Devit cosplay rofl.

But we had fun. After, we cosplayed (failure) and made crack.
THUS
WE PRESENT

[link]

crack.
have fun with it.

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24150670/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24150670/ Thu, 09 Apr 2009 16:41:21 PDT Compato came up with an AMAZING idea for our skit.

Straight from her:


"Okay, so I was thinking that we could come up with some scenario where light was holding a casting call... with the Death Note. ;D We could bring in a bunch of people cosplaying as different people from different animes and bring out the worst part of the character. And we could make all the characters do something stupid for their audition."

So we NEED you, Candy! And other cosplayers. Doesn't have to be just from AMCP, it could be anyone. Not just Death Note. We'll already have Mello, Light, and Misa from Death Note, and I might be Jasdero so we don't add onto the Death Note list.

So far:

Me as Jasdero or Near.
~Compato as Ichigo (Tokyo Mew Mew)
~ExpoChan as Mello (Death Note)
~Ashkaa as Nekozawa (OHSHC)
~manana-mint as Roxas (Kingdom Hearts)
~candybkins as Light Yagami (Death Note)
~pockyobsessed as Hunny (OHSHC)

Also we need to decide when we do this skit (Natsucon, Kawa Kon, ASTL), after we get it all planned out.

8D

Me and Mello (~ExpoChan) are going to the mall tomorrow dressed as blond!Near and Wammy!Mello. lol no Near wig and no scarred!Mello cosplay~

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24114233/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24114233/ Tue, 07 Apr 2009 15:19:08 PDT
I have a couple friends who are having a hard time with each other. One's been depressed lately and the other is getting mad at her because of her being depressed.

Now, I see both sides of the argument, but seriously if your significant other is depressed, you COMFORT them. Not get pissed at them. I can understand why you're pissed, but getting pissed at them only lowers their self esteem more and makes them even more depressed. You need to look at things from their view. Walk a mile in their shoes.

I love both of you, you're extremely good friends to me, but to make this work between you two both of you need to realize these things.

I'm done. I just had to get that out. You can try to argue with me but I won't argue with you.

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24113538/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24113538/ Tue, 07 Apr 2009 14:39:57 PDT ExpoChan) want to do a skit for Natsucon/next year's Kawa kon or ASTL. I know it's early to plan, but better early than late, right?

I don't even know if we're actually going to do DN, but if we do, feel free to join us as other DN character or you can be any character. We just want some stage crack plz.

besides that, life's going pretty well.

I have gymnastics again tonight. And I'm still sore from saturday... uggh, it's going to be hard to get back in the routine of things. My abs (LOLWUT?) are sore and my hands still hurt. roflll.


I miss everyone from Kawa kon! ;____; kjdjkhdf uggh I'm dying of lack of irl contact with you guys.

Anyways, I know this was in the last journal, but any anime recommendations? I have a lot to watch. I've started Eureka Seven but haven't had time to watch it. Also on my list are Air Gear, and the new FMA. The rest of the list is in my previous journal.

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24100339/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24100339/ Mon, 06 Apr 2009 18:57:24 PDT Compato) says she has a pink revolver I can have and paint for Jasdero cosplay, so I'm dshjdfhskfhd excited.

but then my mom won't let me do the whole buttcheeks-showing thing on the back of the pants.
I agreed that I'd sewn tan cloth under the lacing their, but that wouldn't look right. x____x; we'll figure out something.


anyways, Mana said Candy and her will order my Near wig sometime this week so I'm like SUUUUUUUUPER x INFINITY excited. so excited that words don't describe how excited I am.

Me and my Mello (~ExpoChan) are planning on hanging out this weekend and possibly go shopping to get her Mello pants and other cosplay things~ and my mom needs to take me to Michael's to get model magic to make my Near fingerpuppets.

I'm planning on getting my cosplay tag video on youtube tomorrow. I wasn't tagged but I felt like doing it.

OFF THE TOPIC OF COSPLAY:
Life is okay, school sucks, etc. AT&T union hasn't gone on strike and hopefully won't.
I am still pissed at a couple friends.
and I still want to see everyone I met at con. D: I haven't seen Pocky Team (or part of Pocky Team), AMCPro and everyone else since the mall cosplay, and I haven't seen Amanda since con! ;____;
fkjhshkdf uggh I miss you alllll.

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24081485/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24081485/ Sun, 05 Apr 2009 18:31:18 PDT and she's like "I don't want you carrying around a toy gun at a convention".
and you know, I'd be more worried about how Jasdero DRESSES than the gun.
god.
and I don't know where to get a toy revolver online, cause Toys R Us has only water guns. I'm gonna see if someone can buy me one if I pay them back...
dfjhdfh

anyways, I'm hanging with my ~ExpoChan on friday. :U we want to cosplay but idk who I'd be since I'm a bit tired of Edo, I don't have my Near wig and Jasdero's barely started.
ftftft.

uhm, off the topic of cosplay, my parents might be going on strike duty, so getting rides to things will be extremely difficult or impossible.
damn at&t.


EDIT:
List of animes to watch:
Eureka Seven
Air Gear
Trinity Blood
Blood +
FMA: Brotherhood
Soul Eater
Gundam

Games to play:
Final Fantasy (WHICH ONES GUYS?)
Kingdom Hearts

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24063641/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24063641/ Sat, 04 Apr 2009 19:10:27 PDT uggh.

So this morning I went to gymnastics after being out for a whole month due to Mrs. Baker being a bitch. n____n~ anyways
Hanna, a girl on my team, pointed to the ceiling and said "LOOK! SOMEONE WROTE GULLIBLE ON THE CEILING!"
And me, being stupid and gullible, I looked. x____x;

After gymnastics, I helped my sister move into her new house! It's a really cute house. I carried in my sister's tv (BY MYSELF) and yeah, everyone was surprised. XDDD It's one of those small ones most teenagers have in their rooms though, lol.
I played with her cats part of the time and took a walk down near the nearby golf course. I took some pictures, so I'll post those when I feel like it.

And now I'm really bored and want to talk/roleplay with someone. D:
errggghh.

I need a life.

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24055523/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24055523/ Sat, 04 Apr 2009 09:59:47 PDT
And it feels wonderful.

I missed this feeling so bad. D: I missed just being in the gym, I love gymnastics.

God there's something wrong with me. XDDD

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24025909/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24025909/ Thu, 02 Apr 2009 15:35:39 PDT
Also, I'm planning on making a robot for my cosplay so if anyone can find a picture of Near's robot I'd love you forever. D:

ACTUALLY, I FOUND A PANEL OF NEAR IN THE MANGA WITH A POCKET. LOL.

Stolen from ~candybkins.

AlphaQuiz:

-A-
- Available: single, but no, not available.

- Annoyance: extremely tall people.

- Allergic: pollen, cats, dogs, basically any animal with fur.

- Animal: rodents and cats.

- Actor: JOHNNY DEPP, ORLANDO BLOOM, BEN BARNES...

-B-
- Beer: go to hell.

- Birthday/Birthplace: June 24th, 1994. Here. Boring, neh?

- Best Friends: Erin, Courtney, Leslie, and everyone else in my school anime club, and my cosplay group AMP. I'm too lazy to type out all their names. Also the awesome people I met at Kawa kon and other anime conventions I've been to.

-Body Part on opposite sex: uhm. eyes and hair?

- Best feeling in the world: idk.

- Blind or Deaf: Deaf. definitely. AHHAHHAAH -shot'd-

- Best weather: spring weather.

- Been in Love: thought I was. once.

- Been bitched out? lol yeah.

- Been on stage?: 7TH GRADE VARIETY SHOW... LOL...

- Believe in yourself?: no comment.

- Believe in life on other planets: idk.

- Believe in miracles: -shrug-

- Believe in Magic: no.

- Believe in God: yes.

- Believe in Satan: yes.

- Believe in Santa: lol no.

- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: Not really sure anymore.

- Believe in Evolution: Well I'll be a monkey's uncle.

-C-
- Car: Fuck you, I can't drive.

- Candy: is L's favorite treat. IN MORE WAYS THAN ONE.
sorry Candy & Mana, I couldn't resist.

- Colour: black and pink.

- Cried in school: when I got ISS in 7th grade... rofl.

- Chocolate/Vanilla: Vanilla, just to defy Mello.

- Chinese/Mexican: Chinese, aru.

- Cake or pie: cake.

- Countries to visit: Germany and Japan.

-D-
- Day or Night: Night

- Dream vehicle: ... idk.

- Danced: I like to dance. I fail though.

- Dance in the rain?: yep. still have the picture my mom took.

- Dance in the middle of the street?: duh.

- Do the splits?: mmhmm. Only one leg though, my right split sucks.

-E-
- Eggs: on your head.

- Eyes: green

- Everyone has: sinned.

- Ever failed a class?: no.

-F-
- First crush: Uhhmm... Nick Fontana... -cough-

- Full name: Emily Autumn -INSERTLASTNAMEHERE-

- First thoughts waking up: is it friday yet.

- Food: omnomnom.

-G-
- Greatest Fear: dying.

- Giver or taker: both...

- Goals: uhm. get my language grade up. cosplay stuff, etc.

- Gum: I'm not suppose to chew it but I do anyways? -flashes braces-

- Get along with your parents?: uhh. somehow.

- Good luck charms: eh.

-H-
- Hair Colour: dirty blonde. ;D

- Height: fuck you.

- Happy: say whuuut.

- Holidays: christmas.

- How do you want to die: mm. quick and in my sleep.

- Health freak?: no.

- Hate: eh.

-I-
(In guys/girls)
- Eye colour: green or blue.

- Hair Colour: brown or red.

- Height: like it matters, they're all taller than me anyways.

- Clothing Style: I like a boy in skinny jeans.

- Characteristics: just able to be loved.

- Ice Cream: lolwut

- Instrument: my voice.

-J-
-Jewelry: necklace and earrings.

- Job: none.

-K-
- Kids: eh.

- Kickboxing or karate: gymnastics.

- Keep a journal?: lolno.

-L-
- Longest Car Ride: 14 hours.

- Love: isn't blind, it's retarded.

- Letter: dfdhkfjf

- Laughed so hard you cried: yes.

- Love at first sight: no.

-M-
- Milk flavor: ew. milk.

- Movie: Mulan.

- Mooned anyone?: ... rofl.

- Marriage: eh.

- Motion sickness?: somethings.

- McD's or BK: ARBY'S.

-N-
- Number of Siblings: 1/2. Lol she's my half-sister so half...

- Number of Piercings: 2, ears.

- Number: 6.

-O-
- Overused Phrases: I lost the game, this is SPARTA!, etc.

- One wish: idk.

- One phobia: guts.

-P-
- Place you'd like to live: Germany. ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24008501/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/24008501/ Wed, 01 Apr 2009 15:46:28 PDT
I need help!

But beyond that, I had a better day at school than the last two days... It seems it's best to stay away from these "friends" for now.

I dissected a worm today in biology... uggh it was so gross. And they didn't give us gloves! We had to pay for them! But I didn't have money on me so I could get a pair. x____x; I refused to touch the worm.

Anime club was amazing... besides my blonde moment. I love my shirt~

blah blah.
blahblahblah.
bye.

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/23976138/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/23976138/ Mon, 30 Mar 2009 20:19:27 PDT Most likely failed my oral German test.
I felt out of it and just not with it the whole day. I didn't understand what was going on because I missed a day for tour. wonderful.
and now I have a couple "friends" telling me I'm basically useless and I don't give a shit about them. Wonderful feeling to know my "friends" are saying this to me, and I'm trying to defend myself back but I'm defenseless and pathetic.
anyways.

I found a pair of white sweatpants today and they were baggy, so I tried them on. They might make okay Near pants, but they're warm and make me hips look big and it says GAP on the butt, but I can seamrip that off. I'll upload pictures.

Really, I'm just super dead right now and I don't have much to say, and my mom won't let me upload my pictures from chicago yet. My dad already went to bed and I can't ask him if he has a white long sleeved collared button shirt for Near cosplay.

yeah.

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/23958488/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/23958488/ Sun, 29 Mar 2009 20:02:35 PDT
If you people didn't already know, I had to miss ASTL because I went to CHICAGOOOO. It was amazing, I didn't want to leave. And I managed to come home with about $38 and my parents haven't asked for it back. If they don't say anything within a week, I'm spending it on cosplay. >>; I'm such a bad daughter.
Anyways we went to Navy Pier when we got there. We didn't spend too much time outside since it was in the low 40's but I did manage to get some awesome shots of some statues and the ferris wheel. We also went to the Sears Tower skydeck and went to see the Blue Man Group. Which btw, is AMAZINGGGG.
On Saturday we went to our heritage festival thing, but my throat was sore from the Blue Man Group. x____x; So I couldn't reach that high note I needed and I sounded flat.
After that we went to Shedd Aquarium and then Medieval Times.
We were in the Green section.
The green knight was so HOT. I swear I almost lost my voice from screaming so loud. I wanted him to sign my green flag, but I didn't get to see him after and I almost cried. ;_____; God I'm such a baby.
Todayyyy we went to House of Blues which was fun, and then to shop on Michigan Avenue. That however, sucked. It was snowing and cold and wet, and we didn't like any of the stores besides the disney store and this little jewelry shop.
and then we came home.
and now I'm sitting here typing this up and I srsly need to go take a shower.

I'll be uploading a few photos from Chicago tomorrow~
Night.

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/23867102/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/23867102/ Tue, 24 Mar 2009 14:04:12 PDT
this journal will NOT be about cosplay today. (OHOHO WAT?) yeah, I'm pretty sure about 99.999999% of my friends on here are 1. annoyed or 2. have stopped reading my journals. but anyways.

I have 5.
5.
5 fucking tests.
On Friday.
f-i-v-e.
And what's worse? I won't be there. I'll be in Chicago. Which means these tests are happening either Thursday or Monday. Wonderful. I'm not very worried about my math and German tests, but I'm like freaking out over Language, History and Health. Srs, they just dropped these tests on us this week. shiiiit.

But on with my life. Choir tour is this weekend, I have to be at school on friday at 6 am. Which most likely means I'm going to bed at like... 9 on thursday night. urrrrggghh. I'll probably end up sleeping on the bus, but at this point I'm not sharing a seat with a couple people in choir because they're being bitchy about wanting the window seat.

Random story time.
I was doodling today in Language after our PSAT pretest, and I was writing lyrics from "Pet" by A Perfect Circle. It's been stuck in my head all day. But I wrote "COUNTING BODIES" in srsly large letters and I think my bitchy language teacher saw it, and I freaked. dfjhsdf errgghh. I'm really conscious about my doodles and personal stuff in school ever since I got ISS for having a Death Note in school in 8th grade. Not going to go into that.

... that's really all that's going on in my life. Boringgg.
I'm going to go fix my black vest now. I had to get it in medium, and as you all know, I'm SMALL. fuck my life.

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/23832802/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/23832802/ Sun, 22 Mar 2009 13:51:51 PDT Like next week I'm going to talk to Expo's grandma to see what fabrics/etc are needed for my vest. So that'll be probably a month's allowance there, maybe more.
And for the rest of Jasdero, I'll need:
-rings for the headthing
-red fabric for the headthing
-toy revolver with gold paint (can't find a gold toy revolver lol)
-white belt
-boots
-white fur FOR the boots
-black lacing for pants
-MAYBE grey body paint
-MAYBE spirit gum/liquid latex for mouth stitches
-I'm probably going to need more athletic tape lol D:

Which that'll cost... probably another month of allowance.
YOU KNOW WHAT, I'M JUST GOING TO GET A JOB. x____x;

but I need lists to help me keep track of things, so...
Jasdero:
list above

Pluto:
Grey wig (someone will have to style it for me)
Tan tanktop
Tan shorts
Tan flipflops, I might just not wear shoes at all
leash
fangs.

/RAMBLE


EDIT: I am going to start a Near cosplay! Really the only thing that was stopping me from being Near is the wig. But Candy's an amazing person who's super nice and awesome~ Mana said that Candy's going to buy me a Near wig! -excited-

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/23818513/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/23818513/ Sat, 21 Mar 2009 17:37:36 PDT ExpoChan was planning one before me and has bought her wig already, so no Ciel cosplay for me.
Instead, I'm going to be Pluto from Kuroshitsuji. The demon dog doesn't get enough attention or cosplay... because he's naked most of the time...
Which my plan was just to wear a tan tanktop and shorts. Binding obviously. And a collar/leash. And a wig.
I want fangs too... but idk how I'd do that. those plastic vampire teeth from k-mart during halloween don't fit my mouth, they're too big. duh.

Anyways, my Jasdero cosplay is officially in progress~ Once I get the grommet set and grommets from sir Kevo (*COUGH*) then I'll get started on the pants. I should probably look into buying a white belt... cause you know, I own brown belts, black belts and BLACK AND WHITE belts, but no white belts.
For the lacing I'm probably going to end up buying extremely long shoe laces if those are even sold... they better be. Other wise I'd just use regular laces, cut off the agglet and sew it to the pants when that ones laced... skdfjshdf bleh. The grommets are gonna end up driving me completely insane. OH THE SACRIFICES FOR COSPLAY. I'm still considering the bodypaint thing... probably not going to do it unless I have extra money...

I'm considering a Near cosplay. Maybe, depends if Jasdero cosplay is going well... as far as I know I have no deadline for Jasdero cosplay unless I want to wear it to the Cosplay picnic.

/RAMBLE

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/23811255/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/23811255/ Sat, 21 Mar 2009 10:12:32 PDT ;_________;
I'm sorry guys, but my parents word is law.
sdfjjkfhd


I'm going to go sulk and see if I have a white belt for my Jasdero pants.

And Marin brought up a good point. Forest Park's dangerous and too far away for most of us... I'm pretty sure a lot of people like Abby and Savvy live in St. Peter's, which is pretty far away from Forest Park.

We should probably try to have another DN shoot later in April or May.

I'm attempting to find good parks that are safer and closer for us. I've found Laumeier Sculpture Park, [link] which is closer to me and Marin, but idk about you St. Peter's/North County people.

Ahh. Here's directions from St. Peter's to Laumeier: [link]

It's basically right inbetween Wildwood (where I live) and St. Peter's. I'm not sure where all of you live, but... remember, this rescheduling thing and different park thing is JUST A SUGGESTION. Actually to make it easier on Candy and Ash and them I'd actually schedule a shoot by myself if my parents would let me. I just want to see you guys again.

I'm trying guys. x_____x;

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/23803698/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/23803698/ Fri, 20 Mar 2009 20:13:18 PDT ALSO, SHOOT PEOPLE-- BE READY TO MEET MY PARENTS. x____x; My mom is paranoid and thinks you'll kidnap me or something.

Anyways, I believe the weekend after next is the last week of no-allowance. So the first weekend in April I get allowance again. THANK YOU GOD. Perfect timing to, so I can get money to get supplies for ~ExpoChan's grandmother for my Jasdero vest. Speaking of Jasdero cosplay, you guys are smart. HOW DO I DO HIS PANTS.
Here's some refs from the manga: (HINT: HE'S THE GUY WITH THE LONG HAIR)

[link] - Bottom panel

[link] - BOTTOM PANEL- PERFECT REF LOL D:

[link] - Bottom middle panel

Anyways, beyond cosplay, I had fun today in Springfield. We went to the Abraham Lincoln Library and Museum and then his tomb. HIS TOMB IS FUCKING HUGE. and so cool. D: I wanna tomb like that~~~

yeah.
that's all I have to say.

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/23789023/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/23789023/ Thu, 19 Mar 2009 22:22:42 PDT

[link]


I'm pretty fly for a white guy.

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/23776540/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/23776540/ Thu, 19 Mar 2009 08:22:00 PDT
Anyways, ~ExpoChan is Kami and asked her grandmother if she can make me a Jasdero vest. She said yes, so I'm like out of my mind excited~ After choir tour (ASTL for some of you) I'll have to talk to her and see what fabrics/etc she needs to make it.

So basically I think Jasdero is like. 5% in progress. XDDD I have the pants (not cut and laced... what do I use to lace it?!) and bandages, which I'm just gonna use athletic tape, since I have a giant supply of it due to gymnastics.
... And if I do run out, I could also ask my parents to buy more.

I am going to go through with Ciel, and of course, I haven't started. Really there's nothing to make. I'll have to buy a Prince Lolita ($100 off bodyline... yikes) and a wig (probably like $30) and then the eyepatch... who knows how much that costs at walgreens, although since eyepatches now have stretch material to keep it on I'll replace that with black string.
I am considering getting a cane, but Ciel sometimes uses it and sometimes doesn't. If I have extra money and I find the right cane, then I probably will get one.
Shoes. God I have no idea what to do for shoes. I mean where are you suppose to find shoes like the kind he wears...? Uggh.

/ramble

Anyways. Shoots. This Saturday is DN like I've stated over 9000 times in my other journals, and then a casual Naruto shoot in April... yeah that's really it.

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/23750569/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/23750569/ Tue, 17 Mar 2009 16:47:56 PDT Actually I'm only like 1/12 Irish so rofl.

So, I found my old American Girl dolls yesterday and since I don't play with them anymore, I had to think about what I'd do with them. I kind of like, gave away all their clothes like ages ago, so I'm probably going to sew them some new outfits, because
1. I need sewing practice.
2. AG doll outfits cost like $30.

So I was thinking, since I can't afford one of those fancy dolls Compato owns, I could use my AG dolls for mini cosplays and lolitas.
Y/N? Probably N.
It'd be hard to make them good cosplayers (rofl?) because I srsly don't want to cut their hair... and doll wigs? Probably really hard to find, much less the type I want.
Anyways, here's pictures of them and the back of their hair:

[link]

Ignore their outfits, like I said, I gave away most of their outfits ages ago. I'm just going to use their old names I gave them when referring to them. Far left is Hailey, middle left is my azn doll who's name escapes me (IT WAS SOMETHING KOREAN, BUT SINCE I DON'T REMEMBER IT SOMEONE COME UP WITH A CUTE AZN NAME FOR HER PLZ?), middle right is Molly and far right is Kirsten.

[link]

And backs. I think Kirsten's hair needs another night under the books, it's almost impossible to get her hair straight. D:

ANYWAYS, BEYOND THE DOLLS-----

My parents decided to make Springfield a day trip. We're going tomorrow, so obviously, I won't be spending my life on the computer.

SATURDAY IS THE DN SHOOT! I'm getting so excited, like the type of excited L would be if he magically got to own Willy Wonka's Chocolate Factory. I can't wait to see everyone, it's going to be epic. <3333

uhh.
that's it for now? You probably didn't want to read about some dolls BUT OHWELL.

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/23725281/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/23725281/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 08:15:47 PDT getting close guys! I decided on a new prize that I thought of just like... 10 seconds ago.
An AMV. Song of your choice, anime of your choice, character of your choice.

I'm somewhat okay at making AMVs, I have to use Windows Movie Maker due to my lack of money and computer knowledge. Check out my youtube here: [link]



Anyways, beyond my kiriban, I was somehow able to sleep until 10 today... I went to bed at almost 3. Uggh I miss being able to actually sleep in without a messed up sleeping schedule.

My parents still haven't decided when we're leaving for Springfield. We should just like. Not go at all?

Anyways, that's it for now.

]]> ~Messehpie http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/23717307/ http://Messehpie.deviantart.com/journal/23717307/ Sun, 15 Mar 2009 17:52:32 PDT
besides that, there's really no updates going on. My kiriban is getting closer (ABOUT 80 MORE VIEWS GUYS) and yeah, that's really it.

My parents don't even know if we're leaving tomorrow, so like wtf?! I told them I have to be home before saturday, and I sure hope they understand I'm serious.

Also, I've been downloading more music lately, so does anyone have any music they think I'd like? I like mainstream rock, like Fall Out Boy, Panic at the Disco, My Chemical Romance, etc. I really listen to any genre.

that's it for now.

]]> ~Messehpie