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001. Real name? - Marika
002. Nickname(s)? - Internet: Mewstor (most common) IRL: Mallu
003. Zodiac sign? - Aquarius
004. Male or female? - Female.
005. Elementary? - Yes. Been there.
006. Middle School? - Done that.
007. High School? - Was sucky
008. Hair color? - Black (I dye my hair. Natural colour is dull brownish gray.)
009. Long or short? - 167cm (last time I checked)
010. Loud or Quiet? - Depends. Mostly quiet. In good company I can be loud too. Very rare though.
011. Sweats or Jeans? - If I have to choose from these... Damn. Sweats at home, jeans when I go out. I use cargopants a lot too.
012. Phone or Camera? - I own both.
013. Health freak? - Not in a million years. I try to eat healthy (no greasy food and moderate amount of vegies and fruit) but I'm not a health freak. I will never be a vegetarian for example.
014. Drink or Smoke? - I do NOT smoke. Ever. Never even tried and hopefully never will. I try to keep away from smokers. I rarely drink.
.....Hey, where's #15...?
016. Eat or Drink? - Both. I kinda have to you know?
017. Piercings? - 4. Three on my right ear and one on the left.
018. Tattoos? - One. Designed myself a long time ago. It's kinda weird and not that good but it's special to me.

HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane? - Yes. Many times.
020. Been in a car accident? - No.
021. Been in a fist fight? - Not really. Some sibling disputes but nothing special.

FIRSTS:
022. First piercing? - Ears. Can't remember how old I was. 7 or less.
023. First best friend? - Teija.
025. First award? - Silver from a school running contest.
026. First crush? - Can't remember if I've ever really had a crush on anyone. Dated yes, but a crush? Dunno...
028. First big vacation? - Like a trip somewhere? Ummm... Särkänniemi I guess (an amusement park). Out of coutry, when I went to Cyprus.

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to? - Ummmm... My instructor I guess.
030. Last person you texted? - My sister.
031. Last person you watched a movie with? - My sister or my friend.
032. Last food you ate? - Before this apple? Cookies.
033. Last movie you watched? - Journey to the center of the earth (or something).
034. Last song you listened to? - Something from Asian Kun Fu Generation.
035. Last thing you bought? - Food.
036. Last person you hugged? - My sister.

FAVES:
037. Food? - Sushi, sandwiches, ramen, smoked salmon, pizza (haven't eaten pizza in months!)
038. Drinks? Fruit juices, green tea, coffee...
039. Clothing? - Black T-shirt, cargo pants/jeans, open black dress shirt or a black hoodie. I wear black
040. Book? - Tales from Earthsea.
041. Music? - J-Pop, game/movie soundtracks.
042. Flower? - Hmmmm... Bluebells.
043. Colors? - Black, light blue, pink.
044. Movies? - Jurassic Parks, Alien quatrilogy, some anime stuff, asian movies.
045. Shoes? - Can't remember. Can't be bothered to go look.
046. Subjects? - Pokemon, dragons.

IN THE PAST YEAR I ... :
047. [ ] kissed in the snow (not dating and not for a long while to come)
048. [ ] celebrated Halloween (why?)
049. [ ] had your heart broken
050. [ ] went over the minutes on your cell phone (no limit on mine)
051. [ ] someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. [ ] came out of the closet
053. [ ] gotten pregnant (hopefully never will)
054. [ ] had an abortion
055. [ ] done something you've regretted (Plenty. I always regret most of the stuff I do.)
056. [ ] broke a promise (Don't think I have. One maybe but it wast my fault.)
057. [x] hid a secret
058. [x] pretended to be happy (I tend to do this sometimes)
059. [ ] met someone who changed your life
060. [ ] pretended to be sick (I'm never sick...)
061. [ ] left the country
062. [ ] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
063. [x] cried over the silliest thing (...)
064. [ ] ran a mile (why would I do this? I would die)
065. [ ] went to the beach with your best friend
066. [x] stay single the whole year

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating? - Apple (gone already)
068. Drinking? - Green tea (Have to make more)
069. I'm about to? - Keep doing this damn long... thing.
070. Listening to? - Nothing.
071. Plans for today/tomorrow? - Today:Watch YouTube, surf the net, Tomorrow: Go to work, see a doctor, play some GC...
072. Waiting for? - ... dunno. Christmas holidays.

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? - NEVER.
074. Want to get married? - Meh... Not strongly opposing if I find a suitable life partner... ]]> ~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/27723430/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/27723430/ Mon, 12 Oct 2009 10:35:35 PDT
Well... I'm still sorry I don't draw more. I started doing this small doodling again but I never finish anything. I can't get anything bigger done. I started one today but we'll see if I ever get it done.

I'm into dinosaurs again. Maybe because I'm making a presentation about dinosaurs for my "work group" (maybe I could call it that). It's for learning how to use PowerPoint and how to make a presentation in the first place. I'll have to talk to group of people and it'll make me more confident (so they hope). I think I'll be really nervous but I'll be ok It's an interesting subject.

Sunday is the only day I don't have to go anywhere so it's the only day I can really have time for myself. I started playing FF8 yesterday. I want to play it more but don't have time during the week. Makes me sad and pissed off.

I bought green tee and been drinking it everyday. I really should lay off the coffee... My stomach has been bothering me lately. I'm going to get an ulcer or something...

Aaaand I think that's it Bye!



To do list:

Draw more. (Always...)
Clean up. (At least vacuum or something! Damn!)
Buy a new computer. (You've been saving for it, now buy it!)

~Friends~



~Nice people I know from dA~


]]> ~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/25496246/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/25496246/ Tue, 23 Jun 2009 13:25:01 PDT
I don't know what I'm talking about. There's so much more to this but I feel like I can't tell about it here cause I know certain people might read this journal. I've even been considering making a new account because of it. But it wouldn't make any difference cause I wouldn't have any art to put up on my new account. I just don't draw anymore. And it makes me *beep* depressed every time I think about it!!! Feels like I've lost a part of myself... I'm not me anymore...


And that's it! Rant over. Maybe I just need to try harder or give up. But I'm not ready to give up yet!



To do list:

Draw more.
Clean up.
Sell stuff on the internet. (Need money)

~Friends~



~Nice people I know from dA~


]]> ~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/25065974/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/25065974/ Mon, 01 Jun 2009 08:47:09 PDT
I seriously doubt anyone got that. Well I think I'll have to come up with something to commemorate this event.

Any suggestions on what I should draw? (Haven't drawn in a long while again.)

Other stuff:

It's been really hot here the past few days. Today it was 28 degrees celcius outside! I bought a litre of strawberries and ate them ALL! Now I don't feel so good Xo But I still want to have ice cream too :/

Well... That's it I think.



To do list:

Draw more.
Clean up.
Sell stuff on the internet. (Need money)

~Friends~



~Nice people I know from dA~


]]> ~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/24256809/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/24256809/ Wed, 15 Apr 2009 13:12:46 PDT
Well... What's there to tell? I have a boring life.

I got Pokémon Platinum a week ago I'm going to the league now. I'm at Victory Road. Not playing as much as I should. I was a BIG fan of Giratina before but now with the Origin Forme I'm in love ^^ I even bought a super cute Giratina plushie XD

I've been busy but it seems that I can't get anything done. Weird... I really should try to sell more of my stuff.

I tried to draw the other day but messed it up. How discouraging. I tend to get drawing depression after I fail at a picture.

I went on a cruise. A small day long picnic thing (common here in Finland). Bought lots of candy. I normally don't eat any candy but now I just had to get something. I love PEZ (you know those right?)

I like baking stuff.

Oh yeah! If you get a screen shot of my 20,000 pv I'll do a request for you. (I reserve the right to refuse if the subject is something I really don't want to draw. Sorry.)

Yeah.

Ask me something so I have something to do. About me or anything else you would like to know. I'll try to answer to the best of my ability



To do list:

Draw more.
Play Platinum.
Sell stuff on the internet. (Need money)

~Friends~



~Nice people I know from dA~


]]> ~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/23674010/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/23674010/ Fri, 13 Mar 2009 10:17:56 PDT
It's just that I think only good artists should watermark because their work is more likely to get stolen. Or not, because everyone knows it's their work. So... Looking at it that way, the not so popular artists with mediocre work would more likely get their work stolen.

...

Aaaargh! I don't know X( It's a hard choice every time I put up a pic. Am I really afraid that they could get stolen? And so what if they do? Wouldn't it be like a compliment that it's good enough to be stolen :/

...Yeah.


To do list:

Draw more.
Bake bread. (Out of money)
Sell stuff on the internet. (Need money)

~Friends~



~Nice people I know from dA~


~Clubs I'm in~



]]> ~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/23303265/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/23303265/ Fri, 20 Feb 2009 09:19:24 PST
Well. I've started to swim once a week. I hope it will somehow help me get in shape. Good thing my sister always comes along with me.

I'm having trouble with my hair. I need a style. I have short hair now and that ain't working either. I can't style it in any way because my hair is so healthy and thick now, that it just won't stick to any shape I try to put it in. It's just flat. So I think I need to grow it a bit longer, so I don't need to try to get it to stick up.

What else?...

... I love pokemon...

To do list:

Draw more.
Do laundry.

~Friends~



~Nice people I know from dA~


~Clubs I'm in~



]]> ~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/22939634/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/22939634/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 10:08:18 PST
I might start going to school/job internship stuff later this spring. I'm scared... I hope I'd be able to pull it of. I can feel the stress creeping closer.

Edit:

Oh jeah... Forgot about this... Damn...

I GOT TAGGED!!!
________________________________
Rules:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.
...

1. Like the one who tagged me, I hate my drawing skills. I'm getting worse each day cause I don't draw anything.
2. I'm a female but would like to be male. I tend to dress like a male.
3. I only have three people who I can truly call a friend.
4. I'm mental. Yeah. Bipolar disorder.
5. I have two snakes and two giant millipedes as pets.
6. I love sleeping (when I don't see bad dreams).
7. I'm really REALLY shy. Some people might say I'm not but I really am. Sometimes I just act confident. It doesn't mean I am.
8. I run a Pokemon League here where I live and own tens of thousands of Pokemon cards.

There. Wasn't that interesting. I tag and Because I would like to see them do this. Sorry!!!


To do list:

Draw more.
Do laundry.

~Friends~



~Nice people I know from dA~


~Clubs I'm in~



]]> ~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/22709786/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/22709786/ Wed, 21 Jan 2009 09:01:41 PST
Anyway. I'm alive. Nothing special has happened. Christmas came and went. New years was fun. Now my birthday is coming I don't want it X( I feel like I'm too old again.

Drew a couple pictures but didn't like them so you won't be seeing them here. I hope I could get myself to draw more. I have to try harder I guess.

On the good news. I bought myself a wii! Been playing Pokemon Battle Revolution a lot.
Then I went and bought a new battery for my Pokemon Crystal version. Changed it today. It works again!!! Yay!!! Crystal was a great game back in the day. I'm starting to play through it again now that it's working again.

What else? Hmmm... Can't think of anything. So that's it. Bye!

To do list:

Draw more.
Organize pictures.


~Friends~



~Nice people~


~Clubs I'm in~



]]> ~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/21499753/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/21499753/ Sat, 15 Nov 2008 11:14:59 PST Afterward I went to have an ice cream with friends. We had fun.
Came home and watched some programs I had recorded and organized my pokemon folder. I love organizing my cards! It felt so good. Took a hot shower and now I feel tired. Like good tired. I have a feeling that I have done something and it was great.
I do feel a bit guilty about some of the trades I made cause they were really great deals on my half. I hope I didn't rip of anyone too much. I might have a bit. But I think I can let myself have this one selfish thing. I've worked so hard on my life and put so much effort on the thing I do these days. It's really been tiring me out. I could use a vacation to get some things off my mind.

Sigh... I'm just overall pleased about this day.




To do list:
Vacuum.
Draw something.


~Friends~



~Nice people~


~Clubs I'm in~



]]> ~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/21266944/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/21266944/ Sat, 01 Nov 2008 14:36:52 PDT
I'm taking painting classes again. Made some small paintings as you can see from my gallery. I don't really like the classes cause I can't think of good subjects to paint. It's mostly forced painting, just so I get myself to paint at least something.

I'm mostly at home. Not doing anything. Still don't know what I'd like to do. Been kinda depressed about it. But I'm trying.

Hmmm... I think that's it.


To do list:
Do the laundry.
Vacuum.
Draw something for a change.


~Friends~



~Nice people~


~Clubs I'm in~



]]> ~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/20635601/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/20635601/ Tue, 23 Sep 2008 13:13:55 PDT
And that's it for now.

To do list:
Don't do anything.

~Friends~



~Nice people~


~Clubs I'm in~



]]> ~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/20000256/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/20000256/ Sun, 17 Aug 2008 07:52:45 PDT
Atleast I updated this stupid journal.


To do list:
Don't do anything.

~Friends~



~Awesome people~


~Clubs I'm in~



]]> ~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/19634962/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/19634962/ Mon, 28 Jul 2008 03:58:23 PDT .<(I even practiced it at home). The con was a bit of a letdown for me. I didn't do all the stuff I wanted to do. Like hug all the people with "Hug me" signs. We mostly sat on the grass and looked at passing cosplays. I didn't even take pictures (though my sister did). Good thing other people put plenty of pics online.
The coplay shows were fun to see. We got in the VIP area cause I was working in the con as a sleeping area supervisor (stayed up till 4AM and couldn't sleep after that).
Dehydration was a problem (it was reeeeelly hot!!!). I felt so sick on sunday morning after no sleep. We tried to drink as much as possible but mostly we just forgot.
I didn't buy enough stuff. I got a cool Bleach and Naruto posters, two manga (that I don't really like now after reading them)... and that's it!!! Omg... I wanted so much more. I saved money for the event just so I could get stuff and even then I went into my usual "saving mode" (cause normally I have to keep track of my money usage cause I'm poor ) That just makes me want to cry now...
I drew a pic while on night watch. Best after a long while. Apparently I need to get really bored to draw anything.
The whole con was a great experience even if I didn't do all the stuff I wanted to or buy all the stuff I wanted. My cosplay was satisfactory enough to be photographed.
I need more friends that I could hang out with in cons. My sister knew many people from there and met one of her idols. I met with a few people I knew from a forum but they were boring. We didn't talk much and they just left with their other friends to do some stuff like after five minutes I found them. I saw one of my IRL friend for a brief moment. Good thing I had my sister there with me to encourage me with my cosplay and keeping me company. Thank you so much !!!

Now I'm going to scan the drawing and try to put a pic of me in my cosplay up here.

To do list:
Put pictures online. Scan drawings.

~Friends~



~Awesome people~


~Clubs I'm in~



]]> ~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/19371555/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/19371555/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 12:18:29 PDT
I'm still angry at myself. I was supposed to draw yesterday but what happened? Nothing. Today, the same thing. At least I have a new computer desk now. I like it. (You'll see pics soon.)

I need to finish my cosplay. Animecon is in two weeks! *nervous*


To do list:

Do something dammit!


~Friends~





~Clubs I'm in~



]]> ~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/19233792/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/19233792/ Sun, 06 Jul 2008 11:02:40 PDT
I hate myself for ruining my own life...

To do list:

Do something dammit!


~Friends~





~Clubs I'm in~



]]> ~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/19161008/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/19161008/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 07:59:40 PDT
I've drawn something. Wow! Won't put it up yet.

It's chilly. I gotta close the door...

I have a toothache. Dentist next week.

I made some sushi and onigiri the other day. They were nice.

I have started working on my Itachi outfit. Pieces of the cloak have been cut. Sewing next. Completely lost on how to do that :/

It's supposed to rain tomorrow so I'm gonna stay home all day and play videogames Yay!

I need to draw more.

Would you like to see what my apartment looks like? I could take photos now that I have a camera.

I want more coffee. I drink coffee at least two times a day. It's not good for my stomach but I drink it anyway. I'm hooked on it...

Now I really have to go close the door *closes door*.

I think I should start to make a blog or something where I could whine about my life more.

And now I have to take a shower, so bye!!!



To do list:

Draw something dammit!


~Friends~





~Clubs I'm in~



]]> ~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/18927473/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/18927473/ Thu, 19 Jun 2008 10:24:39 PDT

I still haven't drawn anything :/ I seem to be having an artblock. I'm going to make a few commissions and maybe that'll trigger me so I'd start to draw something of my own again.

Summer is nice. I love summer. It's been really warm here. We had some rain a few days ago and it helped nature to refresh a little.
Midsummers day/eve/night whatever is on saturday. Me and my sister are going to my friend place and watch lots of movies and drink a bit And we'll play some games too. I hope we have fun and I'm not too tired. You're supposed to stay up all night on midsummers night.

To do list:

Draw something dammit!


~Friends~





~Clubs I'm in~



]]> ~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/18586035/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/18586035/ Sat, 31 May 2008 00:07:47 PDT
I have been bored with my life lately. And angry. I have huge debt problems. My major huge ass hospital bill arrived :/ 298 euros or something... OMG... I'm so in trouble. Paid it and some other bills and I was left with my rent, that I can't pay for now. Meh... I just hope I'll get enough money soon to pay for it so I wont get evicted. (BTW, I'm using Tommi's computer and his FireFox is in Finnish :/ It doesn't have English spell check so I'm sorry if I spell something wrong.)

I need to draw stuff. I have lots of great ideas but just won't draw them out. I think I have this sort of inferiority complex. I'm not considering myself good enough so I could draw the stuff I want to draw. I'm afraid I'll fail -_-...

I have a boring life. I need something fun and truly enjoyable to do. I'm working every Monday and don't get paid for it. I get to eat there but nothing else. I can't work and get paid as long as I'm on sick leave. I don't like it. I've been there two times now. I'm there only because it gives me something to do. I'm thinking of quitting but I'm afraid it will not be looked upon well.

Now I need to go to shower and then go to Pokemon League. Tommi has his graduation thingie today and I'm supposed to be here to help, but now I just wanna draw. I want to finally get myself to do something productive!

And the one that gets my 15,000 pw get a request blaa blaa...

Bye!


Trades:
Maybe... Maybe not...

To do list:

Draw something damn it!


~Friends~





~Clubs I'm in~



]]> ~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/18159243/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/18159243/ Sun, 04 May 2008 05:10:24 PDT )

I'm home again. For good this time. Don't know for how long. Hopefully a long time ^^
Been feeling better. Some tiredness since I didn't sleep very well for a long time and now it's taking it's toll on me. I just want to sleep in the morning. Wouldn't wanna get up at all. Dreaming is so nice (when I see good dreams). I go to sleep at 11PM and get up every morning at 8:30AM :/ I have nothing to do in the mornings and it bugs me to no end X(

I have some pics I made. Scanned them already. Now I just have to get myself to put them up here. I don't feel like writing any long description at the moment. The pokemon skeletons might lack in that part more than the Latias skeleton I did. And I need to write a story :/ (a first from me) but I fear writing it in English. I don't feel I can write English that well...

And I'm out of money!!! Argh... I hate it when I don't have enough money to eat what I want... And I'm out of toilet paper! And I don't have enough money to buy it! I hope I get some money soon. During next week I think...

What else?... I want a digital camera X( I have a new flowerpot I made at the ceramics class. I like it ^^ It's a snake pot I want a good photo of it. I'm not using my cellphone cam to take a pic of it cause it would probably look like crap.

Aaand that's it... For the moment.



If you really want to commish me... [link] CLOSED for now (or maybe I could do something small depending on the subject. Note me.

Trades:
Maybe... Maybe not...

To do list:
Clean up my appartment!

~Friends~





~Clubs I'm in~



]]> ~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/17911735/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/17911735/ Fri, 18 Apr 2008 12:55:12 PDT TAGGED<-______________

1) Full Name:
Marika Johanna Mäkinen

2) Male/Female:
Ummm... I have breasts. I think that makes me female?

3) Were you named after anyone:
I don't think so...

4) Does your name mean anything:
"A wished child" so I read somewhere.

5) Nick Name(s):
Mallu, stor (I keep hearing that a lot IRL :/)

6) What do you think you look like:
Weird right now. I have a new hairdo.

7) Date of Birth:
26th of January

8) Place of Birth and Current Location:
Naantali(TYKS)->Turku/Suomi,Finland

9) Nationality:
Finnish.

10) Astrology Sign:
Aquarius

11) Chinese Astrology:
Dog

12) Religion:
Like my sister said... Pokémon!

13) What's your favorite smell:
Ummm... I dunno... I'll update if I figure it out.

14) Political Position:
Dunno... Not interested.

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning:
Coffee with milk+milk separately.

16) Hair+Eye color:
Hair now: My own color... boring dull grayish... Will be: White! Eyes... light blue/gray.

17) Do you look like anyone famous:
No :/

18) What do you look like:
Like a cross between a nerd and a punk rocker now with my awesome new hair :3

19) Any unusual talents:
I'm a pokemon professor. I can wiggle my ears.

20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous:
Righty.

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other:
I think bi... or none. I don't seem to have any sexual preference :/

22) What do you do for a living:
I'm a social security whore... Been on sickleave for years.

23) What do you do for fun:
Play pokemon/other video games. Surf the net (a lot of YouTube t themoment )

24) What Kind of material do you like to use:
Material? Like in doing art? Paper and pencil.

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with:
I'd really like to master digital arts but it seems futile...

26) Have you met your grandparents:
Yep. Can't really remember my moms parents though.

27)Boyfriend/Girlfriend:
Neither.

28) Crush:
Nope.

29) What celebrity would you date if you could:
None 8/

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s):
I don't chat that much... Dunno. Everyone I know on DA

32) Favorite place to be:
Bed or sofa... Watching TV, playing or sleeping. Or in front of my comp.

33) Least favorite place to be:
Out when it's cold X(

34) Do you burn or tan:
Tan. I used to burn before I went to Cyprus and got a burn/tan there. After that I've only burned once (in San Diego on my scalp XD Should have worn a hat )

35) Ever break a bone:
No.

36) What is your favorite cereal:
.... Haven't eaten any cerial for... A LONG WHILE! Dunno. Cheerios :3

37) Person you cry with:
Myself...

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters:
Two little sisters ^^

39) Any brothers:
No.

40) Any pets:
Leevi and Hirviö my snakes and two giant millipedes.

41) An Illness:
Bipolar disorder :/ Asthma.

42) Pager:
What's that?

43) A personal phone line:
No.

44) A cell phone:
Yep. Nokia 3360 (I think...)

45) A visible birthmark:
I had (on my right shin)... For some reason it's almost disappeared :/

46) A pool or hot tub:
Sauna

47) A car:
...

Describe Your:

48) Personality:
People say I'm funny and a good listener. Understanding. I dunno myself...

49) Driving:
Don't have a license.

50) Your clothing style:
Mostly black. Loose pants. Hoodie. Boys clothes mainly. Nothing girly.

51) Room:
Apartment. Two rooms and a kitchen.

52) What's missing:
A giant flatscreen TV

53) School:
Done.

54) Bed:
120cm wide standard plain old bed.

55) Relationship with your parents:
Mom: Ummm... Ok. Steady. Dad: See him rarely. Ok.

56) Do you believe in yourself:
Most of the time... no. Depends.

57) Do you believe in love... ]]> ~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/17709556/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/17709556/ Sun, 06 Apr 2008 04:20:42 PDT
So...

-I'm staying in a hospital. Out patient, so I get to come home occasionally (if they let me). Some really serious mental breakdown stuff going on. My brain is going haywire. I'M FINE!!! I'm in a hospital guys!!! It's reallllllllyyyyyyy boring X( They won't let me bring my laptop there so I'm stuck with reading, drawing and playing my DS. (And occationally being bitchy to the nurses XP... Mood swings. I can't control it...I feel bad about stuff I did afterwards...)

-Broke up with my boyfriend!!! I'm staying single forever!!! Damn it... I just can't handle a relationship...

-FINALLY LOADED SOME STUFF FOR YOU PEOPLE!!!!! Plenty of scraps too. It's not all I have, but I don't like the rest and I doubt you want to see my bloody-emo-venting-crazy drawings...

What else... Oh yeah. Sesshy!!! Sain sulle tosi ihanan Vaporeonin eilen!!! Kuolet kun näät sen! Vaadin mun commishiä ja että tuut kattomaan mua sairaalaan tai nähään kaupungilla!! Kukaan muu ei välitä :'(

And music from Bleach is keeping me alive!!! I wish I could draw manga characters... I want to draw some bleach guys...

-End of Journal-

If you really want to commish me... [link] CLOSED for now.

Trades:
Maybe... Maybe not...

To do list:
Get over depression and art block.

~Friends~





~Clubs I'm in~



]]> ~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/17389837/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/17389837/ Tue, 18 Mar 2008 04:19:14 PDT
It's been really hard lately. I'm really tired all the time and I'm still suffering from dehydration from last Saturdays pokemon tournament (hardest tournament I've ever held. Didn't eat anything during the day cause I had no time.) I feel sick all the time...
I'm thinking of moving again. I'm just afraid it would be too hard on me.

My now definitely ex-boyfriend has disappointed me big time by insulting my dear little sister and I won't take that. Sad but we will most likely never return together again. Meaning that I have one less IRL person in my life. I do hope we could remain friends (since he has been one of the best friends I've ever had) but I won't forgive him for his behavior last Saturday for quite some time.
For my sister: I'm still sorry for what happened and what you had to hear! Sorry! But I will never take lightly anything bad said about you or teasing you like that! I love you too much!

I have some really tough decisions to make and too little time to think about those decisions and options. I've so much hoped that my hard work to try and have my life sorted out and have some real joy and a goal in my life would pay of somehow eventually. Now I'm a bit tired of waiting again. It seems to be taking too long and I'm getting too old... (I know, I know!!! I'm only 26 but that's nearly half my life and here I am sitting on my butt feeling depressed and lost without any goals in life. Who wouldn't be depressed? :/)

And damn you guys if you leave any "I'm sorry" replys!!! There's nothing to be sorry about. I've been like this for like... forever X( You should know me by now. I'm just ranting...


If you really want to commish me... [link] CLOSED for now.

Trades:
Maybe... Maybe not...

To do list:
Get over depression and art block.

~Friends~





~Clubs I'm in~



]]> ~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/17130099/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/17130099/ Sat, 01 Mar 2008 08:34:55 PST

I'm a bit low on food and I had to be innovative. So I made my own recipe (I bet someone has done them already but I don't care XD). They're good I could have boiled some rice or spaghetti to go with them but I couldn't bother...

I have a portfolio due on Tuesday! I'm a bad bad lazy person! X( ...No... I just think I'm not good enough even if I try to get into studying tattooing with my lacking skills... I'm unmotivated and intimidated by the manly men in the tattoo shop where I went to ask about the apprentice stuff. I don't think they want a girl come and ruin their macho image. *sigh*

My DS is in maintenance!!! I miss my Mew DS ;_;

And I was going to leave this out of my journal cause some people are reading it who I don't want to know about this... But... I'm seriously stressed about a certain... part, in my body. I went to a doctor and he ordered some antibiotic gel stuff. I'm using it for a week and if it doesn't get any better I'm going to get some tests taken. I will tell how it goes in about a week. I'm not telling everything cause don't want to worry people. I think it's gonna be ok, though I do feel very freaked out about it X(

And that's it. I need to make myself scan some pics. Scan... Go scan pics... Go... NOW!!! GO!!!! XP

If you really want to commish me... [link]

Trades:
Maybe... Maybe not...

To do list:
Get over depression and art block.

~Friends~





~Clubs I'm in~



]]> ~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/17003724/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/17003724/ Fri, 22 Feb 2008 04:54:58 PST

Ok, I'll spend some time writing some thoughts then...

Reasons why I want to live in Japan:

-The food is better (you can't get squid, quality fish, manju, good soba or udon or really fresh good vegetables in Finland +much much more!) Even trying to make japanese style food here will cost like hell!!! And japanese food is healthy.
-Japanese people are polite. Always!
-They bow instead of shaking hands (I don't like touching people.)
-They have lovely little cramped apartments. (I like it small and cramped!)
-Their garbage disposal system is... amazing!
-I just generally like the culture and the way of thinking.

Reasons why I don't want to live in Japan:

-I can't learn the language (which is vital for living in Japan.)
-Gaijin are mostly shunned and can't get decent work in Japan.
-What about my mental health problems? How could I work with these damn quick changing moods of mine?

And the general fact that I'd need A LOT of money to even move there! Getting yourself an apartment alone would cost me three to four times the money I pay for my current apartment!!! Then there are the visas and airplane tickets. And the money you need to just live there for a month or so before you even get started on anything (like work or hobbies).

Is it another dream lost?... :/




If you really want to commish me... [link]

Trades:
Maybe... Maybe not...

To do list:
Get over depression and art block.

~Friends~





~Clubs I'm in~



]]> ~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/16655149/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/16655149/ Thu, 31 Jan 2008 07:41:06 PST
[link]

Made my day at least a bit better.

If you really want to commish me... [link]

Trades:
Maybe... Maybe not...

To do list:
Get over depression and art block.

~Friends~





~Clubs I'm in~



]]> ~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/16566978/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/16566978/ Fri, 25 Jan 2008 13:53:50 PST
Burned my fingers today. Went to the ER to get them treated. My left hand thumb is the worst. Hurts like hell. Now I have three of my fingers wrapped up in bandages soaked in some burn cream stuff. Doesn't hurt that bad now. Taking painkillers. Yummie...

I feel tired all the time (probably the stomach virus) and I just want to sleep all day. I keep laying on the couch under a blanket and just watch TV most of the time.

Three people so far have noted to me that I have lost weight. Riiiight... No chance at that and I'm not gonna step on a scale to check. But if I really have lost weight, I blame the stomach virus again.

I have a serious art block. Nothing I draw looks good to me and makes me feel like I can't draw at all anymore. It is making me depressed. I have many ideas for pictures but I just can't draw them. I can't get myself to even start.
I feel like I need to find my own style. I keep drawing all sorts of stuff. Like I'm experimenting with everything. I still haven't found my favorite subject or medium :/ (Pencil is my favorite medium maybe, but I think it's too bland) I just don't have a style...

...There. I think that's it for now. Just some random stuff that is going on right now.



If you really want to commish me... [link]

Trades:
Maybe... Maybe not...

To do list:
Get over depression and art block.

~Friends~





~Clubs I'm in~



]]> ~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/16134036/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/16134036/ Fri, 28 Dec 2007 06:13:15 PST I forbid myself from using the money I got from the commission until I had finished and sent the drawing. Now I could buy something from ebay... BUT I SUCK AT USING IT X( I've been browsing the place today and was completely lost on what to do. Good thing I didn't find much stuff I'd wanted to buy (one pokemon card was really tempting but I want to buy the whole set at once so I left the lonely piece alone). I need to keep checking the place and somehow learn how to use it :/ Plus the shipping costs to Europe are preposterous!!! X(

What else... I got nice christmas presents (ONLY three boxes of chocolate, I wished for none. One box eaten already. ) New year is coming. My birthday is coming. My digibox is coming. I'm gonna go to my boyfriends place to play through Portal. I feel this incredible urge to play through Okami again. (The music still makes me cry sometimes.) I love the smell of instant coffee I'm going to see Golden Compass Tomorrow ...and I'm just generally trying to cope with my feelings and thoughts about my meaningless seeming future :/ (Yeah I just had to go ruin this journal entry in the end.)

Some things are left unsaid (I'm afraid I'll jinx myself). You'll notice if those things come to pass or not.



If you really want to commish me... [link]

In progress...

Whisper (own character) for :100% (original sent)

Trades:
Maybe... Maybe not...

To do list:
Alucard for Sesshyneko (will take time...)
Finishing some Amaterasu stuff.
One oekaki pic to finish.
Sadly most of my works are never fully finished and will forever be just sketches :/ I blame my defective brain...

~Friends~





~Clubs I'm in~

http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/16055246/ Sun, 23 Dec 2007 08:29:57 PST ), I have cute christmas lights I'm gonna but up today (well not really christmas, they are some cute dinosaur lights ^^), I have plenty of tea and cookies... Everything is looking fine.
I have to say I feel a bit strange not spending the night at my moms place but I think I'll feel much better at home. It has always been really stressful for me to go spend many nights at my moms place at around christmas.
My sister gets to bring her cat along with her to moms place :/ Kinda unfair I think because I'm seriously allergic to cats. I got some really strong allergy meds from my boyfriend and I really hope they will work. I hope they'll work so good that I could touch the little hairball without having a huge choking fit or getting a nasty reaction in my eyes or sneeze my nose of :/ It makes me sad when there are cats around (I actually love cats) and I can't touch them or even breathe the air in the same room where it is.
I just hope we have some good food tomorrow.

I think I will change my bedsheets tomorrow morning so I can go to sleep in my own clean comfy bed when I get home in the evening after a good long visit to a sauna ^^

The commission is getting along slowly but steady. It'll be done soon I think it looks rather good. I so much hope MintAYS will approve the outcome.

I played portal... I'm hooked... The Cake Is A Lie...

And...

Happy Holidays averyone!!!

If you really want to commish me... [link]

In progress...

Whisper (own character) for :100% (sending the original)

Trades:
Maybe... Maybe not...

To do list:
Alucard for Sesshyneko (will take time...)
Finishing some Amaterasu stuff.
One oekaki pic to finish.
Sadly most of my works are never fully finished and will forever be just sketches :/ I blame my defective brain...

~Friends~


http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/15970998/ Mon, 17 Dec 2007 10:02:09 PST
I get panicky when I go to the dentist.
I was in a consultation where we talked about dental treatment under anesthesia.
The doctor decided we will try laughing gas treatment first.
Went to that today.
The gas didn't help.
I panicked.
The operation ended there.
Got sent back to the doctor who referred me to the laughing gas treatment.
I feel stupid, weak and embarrassed that I couldn't handle my emotions in that situation (And I got gassed! That should've helped!)
I don't know how I'm gonna get my teeth fixed now :/

I've also got tons of other *hit poured on to me today. I've been crying almost nonstop. Now I'm having a huge headache...

Sorry for ranting again... (That seems to be the only thing I do on my journal :/)



If you really want to commish me... [link]

In progress...

Whisper (her own character) for :50% (base colour done, starting with detail)(Sorry if this takes a bit longer than I told you. I have some difficulties with my life situation)

Trades:
Maybe... Maybe not...

To do list:
Alucard for Sesshyneko (will take time...)
Finishing some Amaterasu stuff.
One oekaki pic to finish.
Sadly most of my works are never fully finished and will forever be just sketches :/ I blame my defective brain...

~Friends~





~Clubs I'm in~



]]> ~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/15860512/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/15860512/ Sun, 09 Dec 2007 09:57:24 PST
I'd need to see a doctor for couple of other reasons too. My hip hurts so bad that I had to take some painkillers today. My left wrist is a mess too. The pain is in two of my left hand fingers as well. I'm trying to not have to call the doctor to get an appointment. Last time I tried to get an appointment, my doctor refused to see me :/ Why? Cause he has read my files about me being bipolar and having some other head problems and he told me that the pain is probably just in my head. That I should talk to my therapist about it, not him. Yep. I'm a total nutcase and every pain I get is because I'm mentally ill. I bet my doctor keeps refusing to see me unless I come in carrying my head in my arms. I'd have to have visible injury for them to take me seriously.

EDIT: Went to the doctor today. Got two injections of cortisone in the pain areas. I was supposed to have three but the doctor decided after the first two that he probably shouldn't give me the last one cause I screamed and cried like mad X( IT HURT LIKE A *****!!! Damn... I can't even describe it. I've had the injections on my wrist before but this was totally something else. When the needle hits the infected area it hurts SO BAD! The only good thing about it is that it tells that the doctor hit the right spot :/ Yeah... Nice. Now I'm taking some serious amounts of ibuprofen until my hip starts to heal. And I have two appointments in town tomorrow X( I need a cane to help me walk.
So the damn infections are moving to my other joints. The doctor says that after this point where I have to have cortisone injections, the infections can renew from time to time and I will probably have to have more injections in the future. ...that sucks...

On other news: I didn't finish my dragon painting on my last art class The dragon itself is kinda good but the background is near nonexistent.

I'm still stuck in Kingdom Hearts (I'm starting to hate that game) and I've been playing Spyro the Dragon in the meanwhile. I need to get that "new game vibe" back.

I got to play Go last Saturday. I want my own Go board!!! But they cost so much X( But I want one... *whine*

What else... Oh yeah. I hate Christmas X( All the stores are full of people and I have a fear of crowds. This is awful time for me to go to the city.
I'm also so out of money that I just have to start loosing weight soon cause I'm eating so little. (False hopes. I never loose weight no matter how little I eat :/)



If you really want to commish me... [link]

In progress...

Whisper (her own character) for :5% (sketching done)

Trades:
Maybe... Maybe not...

To do list:
Alucard for Sesshyneko (will take time...)
Finishing some Amaterasu stuff.
One oekaki pic to finish.
Sadly most of my works are never fully finished and will forever be just sketches :/ I blame my defective brain...

~Friends~

~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/15643571/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/15643571/ Sat, 24 Nov 2007 00:51:49 PST Lets just see if she's gonna talk to me after I was a jerk and upset her last night. So Sesshy, ask for something nice for me to draw on my Kiriban.

Rant coming...

On other news. I have PCOS (Polycystic Ovary Syndrome). Sounds nice eh? No it isn't... That's the reason I grow hair like a man, have major PMS symptoms and stupidly oily skin.
It can cause me to have type II diabetes, High Blood Pressure, Weight Gain, Strokes, Endometrial Cancer... blaa blaa some other stuff and of course I may not be able to have kids. Good thing that I'm not intending to get any.

There I'm going to get some more blood taken (already went to two blood tests this week) and I'm gonna start eating hormone pills. Nice...

Oh and I went to the ER last Tuesday with an ambulance cause I had a majorly bad reaction from stopping to take one of my meds (I was an idiot and stopped taking it without asking my doctor). Now I'm eating them again for as long as the doctor tells me to. Don't wanna be rushed to the hospital again :/ That's enough of that. Shitty experience I tell you.

Rant over.

I NEED to get my dragon painting done next Thursday!!! It's the last day of my painting course! I need to finish it! X(

And how come my fridge keeps sounding like an old boat engine sometimes

Why don't I like Kingdom Hearts? I saw Cloud yesterday but at that point the game got too hard and my nerves couldn't take it anymore X( Do I just suck or is the game too hard?...

And I want to see the Lion King. I need the DVD... There's a new reason to live. I need to see the Lion King

.....



If you really want to commish me... [link]

Trades:
Maybe... Maybe not...

To do list:
Alucard for Sesshyneko (will take time...)
Finishing some Amaterasu stuff.
One oekaki pic to finish.
One dragon thingie I really like and hope I will get to color it.
Sadly most of my works are never fully finished and will forever be just sketches :/ I blame my defective brain...

~Friends~


http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/15505029/ Wed, 14 Nov 2007 09:50:58 PST
The first one to catch my 10k gets to make a request!!!

Send me a link to a screen capture by note


I stole these from Zowolf (I'm bored...)

Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1.) Have a couple of more tattoos
2.) Go to Japan
3.) I dunno... Finish a couple of my drawings?

Three Names You Go By:
1.) Marika
2.) Mallu (only my family uses that name and I kinda hate it :/)
3.) Mew/MewMew

Three Screen Names You Have Had:
1.) Mewstor
2.) BlueMew
3.) ...Mewstor :/

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
1.) Arrrgh... This is gonna be tough X( ...My... ears? They're ok.
2.) I think my eyes are ok, though I can't see without glasses...
3.) Might sound weird but I like my left arm.

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1.) Finnish
2.) Russian (from my mothers side I think)
3.) I dunno if there's more :/

Three Things That Scare You:
1.) Longlegged spiders.
2.) Embarrassing myself in public.
3.) People who I don't know ringing my doorbell 8(

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1.) Computer/internet
2.) Music
3.) Meds :/ (couldn't think of anything else)

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1.) Dark Blue baggiepants (I'm at home)
2.) Some weird light blue T-shirt.
3.) Um.... Panties... 8P

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1.) Yoko Kanno
2.) Green Day
3.) Linkin Park

Three Of Your Favorite Songs:
1.) Cloe (Yoko Kanno)
2.) "Reset" (Ayaka Hirahara)
3.) Tell Me What the Rain Knows (Maaya Sakamoto)

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
1.) My own space
2.) Understanding
3.) Trust/Love/Care

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):
1.) I put on makeup everyday
2.) I have four piercings
3.) I have a tattoo

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
1.) Hair!
2.) Clothes
3.) Interests

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1.) Playing video games
2.) Drawing
3.) Collecting and playing with Pokemon cards

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
1.) Go dye my hair (Purplish black XD)
2.) Drink some juice (but I don't have any!)
3.) Find my sewing kit :/

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
1.) Paleontologist (No chance)
2.) A vet (No chance at that either)
3.) School Teacher (Tried that and will never consider it again)

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1.) Japan
2.) Hawaii
3.) Some place in Africa

Three Kid's Names You Like:
1.) Sera/Cera (if I ever made kids this wuld have been my girls name)
2.) Kaino (wouldn't know if it's a boy or a girl! XD)
3.) Taavetti XD

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
1.) Um... Boobs
2.) Long hair (would like to cut them short again)
3.) I have earrings

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
1.) Play a lot of video games
2.) I tend to dress like a boy :/
3.) I'm really messy


My boy and girl sides!

Your Boy Side
[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans. (If they'd ever fit me :/)
[ ] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt. (Not if it's serious. Otherwise yes)
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[x] Shopping is torture.
[x] Sad movies suck. (most of the time)
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[x] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter. (I was! )
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[ ] You watch sports on TV.
[x] Gory movies are cool
[x] You go to your dad for advice. (If I know he can help)
[x] You own like a trillion baseball caps. (8 or something)
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[x] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[ ] You love to go craz... ]]> ~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/15362502/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/15362502/ Sun, 04 Nov 2007 13:23:52 PST
Ok, I feel better now... Maybe... But yeah, the snow was pretty. Until I had to go out and it had turned to this watery massed up muddy stuff (Loska! Mikä se on englanniks? Ei mitään hajua)
One thing I like at the moment is the painting I'm doing in my art/painting class. And I love my Okami OST ^^
I also took on some jobs to keep me occupied. No pay of course cause I'm on sickleave, but I hope to get at least something at some point. I just hope I haven't taken on too much responsibility and my mind crashes at some point again :/ I'll just have to try and take it easy.

I think that's it. Too late to start making a novel out of this.

If you really want to commish me... [link]

Trades:
Maybe... Maybe not...

To do list:
Alucard for Sesshyneko (will take time...)
Finishing some Amaterasu stuff.
One oekaki pic to finish.
One dragon thingie I really like and hope I will get to color it.
Sadly most of my works are never fully finished and will forever be just sketches :/ I blame my defective brain...

~Friends~





~Clubs I'm in~



]]> ~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/15096441/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/15096441/ Wed, 17 Oct 2007 03:05:20 PDT So I'll open my commissions to anyone who can pay me through PayPal. Inside Finland, money transfer will also be an option.

So, now... If anyone is crazy enough to commish me, go ahead. Send me a note.

Some info and prizes...

-The most common things I like to draw, and consider myself worthy enough to let people commish me without taking too much pressure...
-Dragons
-Pokemon (though the rights are owned by Nintendo/GameFriek)
-Fantasy creatures (griffins, phoenix, about any weird lookin
animal, almost anything as long as I have a ref...)
-Dinosaurs (Not scientifically accurate! Can't do that well enough
yet X()
-Furries (Not sure about the quality though :/ My anatomy is not
perfect)
-Your own characters (preferably animal like, refs needed!)
-Don't be shy to ask for me to do blood/gore. I'll do it

-The things I take lots of pressure and stress working on...
-Humans! (Browse my gallery. You'll see what I'm capable of, IF
you can find any decent human/anime character stuff in there)
-I don't do backgrounds! On anything! If you commish me, It'll
come without a background.
-I won't do anything mechanical (cars, robots... Stuff like that)
-No hentai! (some stuff I can do but nothing too "in the act" :/)

Tools...

-I can draw on A5 or A4 paper. Ask if you want me use a precial kind of paper and I'll get it for you. Otherwise I'll use a plain copy paper on pencil stuff, some weird special paper on my copic marker works and plain watercolor paper on watercolor works (with watercolor pencils. I don't know how to use real watercolors :/).

-The tool I'm most comfortable with is ordinary pencils/mechanical pencils. I can also do a line art picture by making a pencil sketch and doing the line art with some really cool black markers I have. I own copic ciao markers, and can use them fairly well. Depends on the subject. I also have colored pencils/watercolor pencils that I can use.

Prizes...

-My prizes vary... a lot. Depending on what kind of character you'd like to have, the more complicated, the more it'll cost. The best way to get an accurate prize on the picture you want me to do, is just sending me a note and telling in as much detail as possible, what you'd like me to draw for you. I'll then do the math and answer you with a prize. Tell me if you want the prize in euros and I'll convert it.

Here are some guidelines (subject to change depending on the requested picture)

On A4 paper

-Quick sketch of a single character ~2-5$ (and I mean quick)
-Sketch with more detail ~5-8$
-With lots of detail ~10-20$
-Insane amount of detail ~30$ and up

-A sketch and simple line art (with black markers) ~10-12$
-With more advanced line art ~15$ and up

-Colored with copic ciao markers (always comes with black line art unless you don't want it-> actually ups the prize) ~18$ and up
-With more effort put into it ~25$ and up

-Colored with colored pencils, add prize to sketch/lineart...
-Simple ~+5$
-Advanced ~+10$
-Lots of deatail ~+20$

-On watercolor paper, colored with watercolor pencils (tell me if you want line art or not)(includes sketch)
-Simple ~15$ and up
-With detail ~25 and up

Any of these in A5 paper, you will get a bit cheaper. I'll deduct the amount I feel comfortable with (some 1-6$ depending on the picture again)

After I have scanned the picture and got your approval, the picture will be mailed to you (cost depending on where you live) signed, in a hard envelope as securely as possible.

Depending on how much the picture will cost, I'll either take all the money first and start working after I see the money on my account, OR I take half of it and half after it is finished.

There... Be honest and tell me if my prizes are too cheap I don't see myself as a good enough artist to ask for more.
I'll try to add pictures as an example of the detail amount when I feel I need to do it.

~Friends~

http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/15082289/ Tue, 16 Oct 2007 02:43:03 PDT
1.) Eat the skin of your baked potato?
Yes.

2.) Dream in color?
Yep!

3.) Like the rain?
If I have my umbrella with me, then yes

4.) Put your candy bars in the fridge?
Ummm... No unless I know that they can melt easily.

5.) Think outside the box?
Not really :/

6.) Eat Taco Bell?
Never have.

7.) Sleep in?
My bed. Sometimes in my beanbad if I'm really tired.

8.) Read the paper?
Never.

9.) Fluff your pillow/make your bed/snore?
Yes if they are flat/no unless I'm having guests over/no I don't snore. I make other noises.

10.) Have a totem animal?
No...

11.) Have a tattoo?
Yep :3

12.) Look at your deviations first, or your messages?
If this means I look at others deviation submissions first before my messages, then yes, I look at the deviations first.

What's your favorite:

1.) Time of day?
I dunno 8( The night cause I get to sleep. But this was about day... 18.00.

2.) Dipping sauce?
American

3.) Shoe design?
Wha?! No idea...

4.) Article of clothing?
Does this mean my favorite type of clothing? Hoodies.

5.) Lotion scent?
Aaargh! I'm not interested in this stuff X( Cherry?

6.) Pet type?
Cats :3 (Too bad I'm allergic)

7.) Place to relax?
Infront of my TV in my beanbagchair.

8.) Thing to look at?
Weirdly enough, my pokemon cards.

9.) Movie genre?
Anything with action and cool monsters.

10.) Leisure reading genre?
As in book? A real book? Not manga? ... bah... Fantasy.

11.) Music genre?
8( Anime stuff? Soundtracks.

12.) Soda?
Diet coke if I have to have soda...

I Tag:


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http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/15012058/ Thu, 11 Oct 2007 08:28:11 PDT I finished it with a cherry blossom tree in every category when counting the points from the whole game (don't know how easy that is to do but...) anyway... And there was a stupid stray bead in the end as a finishing gift! I'm so glad I didn't turn back before going to the last area to fight the ending boss. I was considering to go back and find all the secrets before finishing the game. Good thing I didn't do it...
Now I'll go through the game for a second time to find every hidden stray bead and do all the side quests.
I also got the concept art and game music thingies open. I just so love the art...and the music...

I'll do you a commission if you get me the soundtrack!!! I'll propably go to a record store and ask them to order it for me. But if you can get it faster then I'll draw you a picture of almost anything you want from start to end colored with copics (hope I'm not promising too much...)

I was sick this morning (woke up, slept some more, had a fever, slept some more, finally got up at 12.00) And it continued all through the day :/ (good reason to lay in front of the tv and play Ookami all day ). The fevers been on and off and I've been absolutely completely beat down tired since yesterday. I was supposed to go to the painting art class today, but I think I made the right decision in staying home. I feel a bit better at the moment so I decided to get up and write about me beating the game.

I drew some more Ookami art too. And I have a fresh new version of my fursona (been around for over three years now I think. Just never shown it in DA). I'll try to scan everything as soon as I'm feeling well enough to do it.

There... End of journal.

I need to eat... :/

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http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/14911586/ Thu, 04 Oct 2007 11:29:27 PDT ) The game is... so... awesome! I love the graphics and Amaterasu is so cool. I've always liked playing as an animal character more than a human character (like Spyro. Those were my favorites before I moved from my moms place. And Link in wolf form :3)

Today I had my art/painting class and guess what? I painted Amaterasu X) And I actually love it It's a bit big for my scanner so I have to scan it in parts :/ Not sure how that's gonna work out...

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http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/14715073/ Thu, 20 Sep 2007 13:24:10 PDT
I decided to start putting pics in my main gallery only if I really like how they turned out. They don't have to be perfect, just good enough for me. I'll be moving lots of pics to my scraps and some will disappear for good.


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Requests: CLOSED till I get these done.
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http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/14176054/ Wed, 15 Aug 2007 07:02:57 PDT
And now the rant part. On top of my depression I have neglected something in the fear of needles. My wrist... Last time it got sore it had an infection and the doctor had to poke my wrist with a needle to inject some stuff (I dunno what) to make it better. Today I finally went to see a doctor about my left wrist that has been bothering me for a long while now. The doctor examined my whole arm and noted that my arm is infected right up to the elbow. He had to inject my elbow and my wrist!!! ... I cried like a brat... It hurt like hell... Now my arm is nearly unusable cause the injecting has a little down part of making the injected joints hurt even more for a couple of days till they start healing. The doctor also said that these sort of infections tend to renew and it means I'll probably be poked with a needle many times more in the future when I get these infections again... Oh what joy... One more thing in my future I don't wanna see. This does not help with my depression at all! I hate my stupid defective body and mind! >.<

Requests: CLOSED till I get these done.
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Art Trades: CLOSED

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http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/13764716/ Tue, 17 Jul 2007 01:34:31 PDT
Here are couple of pics I like myself more or less. There are faults inthem too and part I don't like, but they somehow have a special meaning to me...

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These I absolutely love...

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And the newest one in my gallery...

On other stuff...

Nothing... I just don't have anything to say about my life... Cause I don't have one! I can't even think of stuff I'd like to do. I seem to hate every idea I get...

Requests: CLOSED till I get these done.
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Art Trades: CLOSED

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~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/13694242/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/13694242/ Wed, 11 Jul 2007 10:38:50 PDT [link] I'm f*ucking crying because I can't get it back to being on the bottom! I hate this stupid computer!!!

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]]> ~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/13507846/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/13507846/ Wed, 27 Jun 2007 05:19:53 PDT ) Same for Shaimin and Darkrai ^^

I'm still not drawing and I've been really really depressed, but this just upped my spirits a bit. If only I could get to go to Särkänniemi soon.

I'm hostin a pokemon day here in Turku next Saturday. Nothing but pokemon from 10 AM till 8 PM!!!! I'm gonna be so stresed out after that. I hope I can cope with my emotions and tiredness after the event -.- I can basicly see the nervous brakedown coming...

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http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/13420051/ Wed, 20 Jun 2007 13:26:27 PDT
Other than that, nothing... is... happening :/ I lost my will to draw after the couple of pics I uploaded. Artblock... I feel depressed most of the time and I'm really tired. Sometimes I feel lonely and desperate about my life. I feel like no one understands me and if they don't understand me they can't help me. And I can't help myself, so what's the point? I'm doing good anyway... I don't let myself think about it that much. It's summer and I can't let myself loose it now. I know this kind of avoidance is not healthy and it'll take it's revenge... But not now... Later.

I got flowers for my balconny today ^^ My mom and sister visited and brought me food and the flowers. I've been living of boiled vegetables for over a week so now I have something else to eat for a while. My money situation is really bad... I had some unexpected bills Now I have only 2 euros on my account and I won't be getting any more money untill next month. I'll have to sell some stuff again...

Good thing I have my Pokemon Diamond game. It's keeping me busy and more sane. I love my pokemon ^^

Requests: CLOSED till I get these done.
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Art Trades: CLOSED

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~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/13133865/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/13133865/ Tue, 29 May 2007 04:33:47 PDT
Yesterday we had a half an hour thunderstorm with pouring rain. Good thing I happened to be in a bus at the time. And the worst rain had stopped when I had to get of It was fun looking through the window and listening to the thunder.

On the bad side of my life at the moment. I still don't have a new doctor (I quit with the old one cause he DID forget to put the appointment time for me AGAIN for like the millionth time!). My therapist is going on vacation in two weeks so there is not much time left if I intend on seeing a doctor withing a month. If I don't get a new doctor soon it'll be several months untill I get to see a doctor.
I finally got an appointment to a dentist! After a seven months of waiting!!! Like, what is wrong with this country?! What is wrong with this city?! What is wrong with the people running things here?! I'm at a boiling point everytime I hear them say "I'll think about it", "I'll ask another person about it", "You have to ask another person about it", "I don't know", "We don't have the money", "You just have to wait" ect..... I FEEL LIKE I COULD RIP SOMEONES HEAD OF!!!!
*insert insane amount of curses*

... I feel better now... I hate living here cause our healtcare sucks. I'm telling you, if I end up dead someday, you can blame this countrys healtcare system.

-Mewstor out

Yes, literaly. I'm going to my balcony to sit in the sun and drink coffee :3

Requests: CLOSED till I get these done.
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http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/12975335/ Wed, 16 May 2007 08:58:42 PDT
My moods are a complite mess... I go from hyper to deep depression many times in a day :/ I think it's because I've stopped taking all meds (doctor told me not to eat the only med I was on). Now I'm waiting for a meeting with my doc. That meeting most propably wont come in the near future... Finnish pychiatric healcare sucks...

Comissions: Tell me what you would like me to do for you and I'll tell you if I can do it and give a prize. Note me!

Requests: CLOSED till I get these done.
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Art Trades: CLOSED

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... ]]> ~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/12889193/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/12889193/ Tue, 08 May 2007 14:53:14 PDT

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Requests: CLOSED till I get these done.
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http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/12823973/ Thu, 03 May 2007 04:32:44 PDT
Should I offer prints? If yes, which ones? (max three)

On other stuff. I have now managed to build myself a miniature garden here O.o I went and bought more seeds... I now have like 5-6 different herbs growing, rucola sallad, Ying-Yang beans, paprika, cherry tomatoes, lavender and stawberries. I need my own greenhouse or something soon...

Comissions: Tell me what you would like me to do for you and I'll tell you if I can do it and give a prize. Note me!

Requests: CLOSED till I get these done.
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http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/12613281/ Mon, 16 Apr 2007 01:16:20 PDT
Heh... Got the feeling while I'm on my comp again I should write about something. Aspecially when some shitty and less shitty stuff has happened today, and it's only 11:03 AM

So the shitty stuff first.

I went to see a doctor this morning cause my left wrist has been causing me a lots of trouble lately. It's been hurting for over two weeks now. The doctor looked at my wrist and came to a conclusion that it needs to be stabbed with a needle... !!!Needle!!! I started crying before he even poked me with it. I don't like needles at all And it hurt like hell when he injected my wrist with some painkillers and some stuff that is supposed to help with the infection. I... did... not... like... it. Now my wrist is all sore and is supposed to be sore for half a day. But then it should be better

Then I went to the store to get some breakfest. I tried to use my card to pay but the machine wouldn't accept it. I called my bank when I got home and guess what. I had only three euros left in there!!! I didn't know that! I was sure I had more money than that! OMG! I'm broke!! And it's two weeks before I get more money... What am I gonna do?!?!

ANYONE WANT A COMISSION?!?!? I need money

Oh... And the good thing. I got a really nice dragon 1000 piece puzzle today I love puzzles. Wonder why I haven't bought puzzles before...

Comissions: Tell me what you would like me to do for you and I'll tell you if I can do it and give a prize. Note me!

Requests: CLOSED till I get these done.
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http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/12359988/ Wed, 28 Mar 2007 08:07:02 PDT I can't bend my wrist without squeeming in pain... I think I need to go see a doctor... Again >.<
My periods started yesterday and I was really sick... Again! Took some meds that the doctor prescripted to me like two weeks ago and they really seemed to work. That's positive. I still needed to lie down all day cause of the nasty cramps, but they didn't hurt as much as usual.
Today I've had the worst headache in a while. I had to go to my grouptherapy and it was a pain to sit for an hour and a half with a huge headache. I took a pill before I went there but it didn't help. Now I've just been resting and trying to stay still so it wont feel like my head will explode X(
At the moment I feel a bit better, but my wrist still hurts and my head is ok as long as I keep still.

So, here ends my rant for today. I have some good things happening too at the moment but I try to keep this short. Lets just say my pumpkins are growing good I hope I could have a patch of land so I could grow stuff somewhere else than my small balcony :/

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http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/12286451/ Thu, 22 Mar 2007 16:19:35 PDT
Just got bored of my last entry stuck on my front page :/ Don't have anything to say really. I'm still here? Well... I'll write again when I have something more brilliant to say. Bye!


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~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/11745539/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/11745539/ Fri, 09 Feb 2007 09:56:11 PST Comissions: Tell me what you would like me to do for you and I'll tell you if I can do it and give a prize. Note me!

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It's dark and I'm freezing... I'm again suffering from mild dehydration and I'm already out of money again. I'm complitely bored with my life. I can't figure out what I wanna do in life and just feel tires of this all... I'm missing appointment, forgetting all sorts of stuff that then make my life even harder... What's going on? Is life just poking me on my back with a knife and laughing to me? :/ Humph...

For some rearon I got really angry again today. I have anger problems now. I'm angry at myself for being so forgetfull. For being so... Tired... Not being able to make my life worthwhile when there are so many options I could try.

Atleast I've got some drawings done. I still don't have a scanner so you guys won't be seeing them for a while. Anyway... Atleast I got this writen down although I feel really tired again. I'll try to go to sleep early today ^^

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http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/11432619/ Sun, 14 Jan 2007 09:35:59 PST
Comissions: Tell me what you would like me to do for you and I'll tell you if I can do it and give a prize. Note me!

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~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/11346794/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/11346794/ Sun, 07 Jan 2007 07:41:32 PST I've also been really depressed again lately. I feel like I'm not here. Mentally. I dunno... I just wish living wasn't this hard for me again.

Comissions: Tell me what you would like me to do for you and I'll tell you if I can do it and give a prize. Note me!

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~Mewstor http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/11297253/ http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/11297253/ Wed, 03 Jan 2007 05:46:07 PST
Who the hell are they to say it is not good enough to their standards? It's art!!! It's a f*cking POTATO DRAGON! How is that not art!? Nooo... It's only scrap. Not good enough!

I made a little research on the subject and found that DA is full of "art" that isn't really art. How can you say a photograph is art? A pic of a bird is art and so earns it's place in the main gallery as a deviation. But a dragon sculpted out of a potato is not!!!

What material should I have used? Is it just not good enough? If it's just not good enough then why doesn't DA go and scrap half the content in DA!?!? Now I'd have to go and scrap some of my pics just because they are old and not as good as I'd make them now.

I'm starting to hate DA... Makes me wanna leave the whole place...

My art is mine. No one can come and say what's good enough for my main gallery. I find this medling with my pics very personally offending.

So watch out! DA can come and determine your art scrap and there is nothing you can do about it.

EDIT: Moved back into my gallery, my Potato Dragon is now on it's rightfull place.
In the future I hope DA would note me if something in my gallery botheres me and not go and poke around moving my pics on their own. It makes me feel uncomfortable. HEAR ME DA!? DON'T TOUCH MY ART!!!



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http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/11171195/ Sun, 24 Dec 2006 06:32:59 PST
I'm staying at my moms again this christmas although I was supposed to stay at home originally. My sister asked me to come and I can't say no to her >.<
Everythign has gone well this far exept that I keep eating my mouth all the time cause I'm nervous. I'm going home tomorrow or on tuesday.
I feel bad cause I couldn't afford all that neat presents for everyone.
I'm really hungry!!! It's so unfair that I we need to wait for the feast this long! It takes time to make all the food and in the meanwhile I have to keep smelling all these great smells and it just makes me more hungry!!! XP FOOOD!!!!

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http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/11030769/ Mon, 11 Dec 2006 16:23:55 PST .< ... I wanna cry...

I still don't know what I want to do in life. My psych talked to me again about going to study paleontology in the UK. I said I'm too afraid to move to live there. And it's true. I am afraid. I know I can't get into any university with my grades. Plus I don't have the money to move there. I don't even know if I'm intrested in that stuff anymore... Nothing much seems to intrest me curently. Again...

Hmmm... I guess it's back to waiting again. Waiting for something to happen. Waiting for that magical moment when I will figure out my purpose in life. ... Yeah right... :/


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http://Mewstor.deviantart.com/journal/10518233/ Thu, 26 Oct 2006 14:56:40 PDT Dunno whan I'll be up to posting that stuff but... anyway. It was somewhat a positive thing. I just thought I'd tell you that. Been majorly depressed lately. But I'm trying real hard XP

Siskolle tiedoksi, saat tulle tänne sillä TET mikälie viikolla mutta kerro heti kun tiiät koska se oli niin osaan varautua En ite muista enää koska se oli XD


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