http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:MickyBluEyes&section=today deviantART RSS for by:MickyBluEyes en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 15 Dec 2009 03:30:42 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/18555678/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/18555678/ Thu, 29 May 2008 06:49:46 PDT mickyblueyes tried to eat your brain, but you are already a zombie.

You stare blankly at one another for a few moments, then lurch off in separate directions.

from here [link]

anyway zombies n brains aside I'm still alive and kicking...
um no artwork or well anything creative atm so.... mainly because ive been lazy

ma parents are moving to Tasmania (of all places) and have bought a unit in east Perth while ma dad finishes his contract here-but they haven't sold their current house, so kat n i are staying in it intermittently till they sell (whenever teht will be ) the idea is hell live here (east perth ) finishing his contract out then go stay with ma mum in tassie. they got like 63 acres for $380,000. very nice! looks like they be in perth for a couple moire weeks tho

went to Esther's 22nd party- it was a rubicks party where u went dressed as a well all the colors of the rubicks cube 1 item of:red orange white blue green yellow . then you had end the night with 6 items of the same colour. i was red and came like 3rd or something. Brendon was wearing a cheap g-string outside his pants with a half inflated balloon down the front and its NASTY WITH TEEFF!!!11one. n we played twister too-that was insane and insaner the more we drunk

in udder news
yea um turns out that ive had post traumatic stress disorder for the last like well (carry the four) 13 years. Awesomeness there for multiple reasons
its odd id thought id be like *FUCK ME, PSTD?* and that when i found out, but it was actually a relief.
so
like Hannah says (sic) 'its going to fun to find out where the personalty ends and the illness starts '
ive told everyone cept ma parents-dont know how well thats gonna go but hey

theyve actually got a name for whats wrong with me YAY now i can go act all elite n stuff
yea i found this all out about 4 weeks ago now so yay

methinks ma disturbing level of calm iis brought about by intense avoidance of above anxiety disorder (that is Im doing ok and not been a whiny little bitch about it juss about sums it up )
(seriously what the fuck does (sic) mean anyways?)

]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/16381024/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/16381024/ Sun, 13 Jan 2008 01:02:49 PST ...yes well

sooo no interweb for me until i come back here to kats folks


the wind also jammed two of ma fingers in the car door this morning, so i got a blood blister under one finger, and a sore other one. be fun at work tomorow , you know laboring and all *joy*

Stargate seasons 3 n 5 five for Chrissie

watched all of season five in like 3 days n read kats seven ancient stones (newest one?) during the same time



]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/15599844/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/15599844/ Wed, 21 Nov 2007 04:23:34 PST really long like 5 suburbs long. so it was ah entertaining to say the least when i got lost on it amongst the 20soemthing traffic lights

in peak hour...

so so much anger at ppl giving shitty directions (yes i asked more then one person)

i was looking for ma new work-it looks like Mario spent 6 million dollars on a new place that does the exact same thing, with the same floorspace, except further from everythig and furhter still from all our customers

...fucktard

maybe i should work for toll and/or toll ipec for 6 dollars n hour more plus double time for weekends...instead of time n 2/3 "were negotiating a payrise 15% over 3 years" says the union rep. wow. keeps up w/inflation and a little more what use is that?

fucktard

im actually in a really good mood-just got angry thoughts at oxygen wasters













$6,000,000! wat a retard!

]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/13936495/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/13936495/ Mon, 30 Jul 2007 04:59:51 PDT

ive decided to make use of the random deviant button just fo a change ya know?

make a few comment, visit their faves and the whole shebang...until i have to make dinner...


no i think ill do it from now on, like a bad habit you can break anytime

jen and tali did a great rendition of Hello by evanescence (i think i was the only one over twenty who knews which song it was) tali sang and jen played the piano- great shit hey, tali did the amy lee voice thing perfectly


watched har har pot pot (harry potter) and it was alriight, was expecting more though... seen them all cept the second most recent one


im thinking ill become a contract killer just so when ppl ask me what i do for a living ill be like "proffesional killer"


Internal Server Error
The server encountered an internal error or misconfiguration and was unable to complete your request.

God its SO hot!! Milk was a bad choice!!


trying to put the above into the shoutbox gave me this error page-
Please contact the server administrator and inform them of the time the error occurred, and anything you might have done that may have caused the error. 500 error? wtf?

]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/13689137/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/13689137/ Tue, 10 Jul 2007 22:59:47 PDT littlemissangel . anyway shes on the phone drooling over amir and trying to send me the new linkin park music but shes using outlook shes not having a lot of luck (suprise suprise)

and she has porn in her hotmail account wow i love the interweb

]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/13273021/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/13273021/ Sat, 09 Jun 2007 02:35:09 PDT
[link]

postsecret.com updated every sunday


im waiting to hug my brother again

im waiting for people to see me but not for me to see them
im waiting expectantly not to cringe
im waiting for my teeth to unclench (not anger or anxiety normally, just a old habit i dont even no im doin most of the time)

thats why your on your back looking at teh roof of the chuch-preacher telling the truth and it hurts

]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/13236502/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/13236502/ Wed, 06 Jun 2007 08:12:34 PDT

dont fix what aint broke

water or wine


instead of sleepin i am here. seeems to be a fair trade. rejuvination replace with mild mania and sore monitor-eyes. sounds like a saturday nite has come mid week. what was that? i dont have a social life?

now that sounds different [link] check it out that what i did instead of sleepin.

ur emo: the bigest insult you can come up with
well at least thats what i think

wow i reread that and i sucks hard ill leave it so i can wake up tomorow and say I did What? lol
hello by evanescence (sp?) is alright "hello i am youre mind giving u someon to talk to" O_o yea thats me n mine

im trying not to shut ppl out when im sposed to oopen up...trying been operative word

rees got a tatt! of a lifelike gecko on his back nioce

getting the internet i have realised how much Youutbe pwns. gooo broadband!

]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/11511211/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/11511211/ Sat, 20 Jan 2007 21:54:03 PST

omg havent been here in a year...doesnt feel that long

mmm ive got a house in rockingham with ma grlfriend ...apart from that evrythings the same laziness

i got a new friend her names jurance (i work with her) shes cool...yea lets just leave it at that!

]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/8405549/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/8405549/ Sat, 08 Apr 2006 07:39:03 PDT
silence dreams only when drunk-but i dont i juss pass out

apparently im looking up porn at the moment-dont believe anything that tha philistines have to say-its all in their head.

sometimes i think that ive had too much to drink then i realise i havent been drinking but the ppl around me are so its allrelative inside my own hed. ive had far too much kaluha for tonight....

and whats rong with been old and green i ask you?

karen my friend got a pie maker juss so sje could say too her boyfriend: "eh bitch! get yo ass in the kitchen and make me some pie!"

tims house has no food but lots of alcahol as ive recently found out. im writing this on a ibook G4 n ive already got RSI mmm more kaluha would cure that.

ma grrlfriend kat is breathing down m Neck mmm cocktail breathe she sedA GOOd ec=]xcuse for not submitting anything tis too much sex with ya grrlfriend...its true if i didnt have a comp with internet at home ]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/6525319/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/6525319/ Sat, 17 Sep 2005 01:06:35 PDT
still working sill dating Kat still getting drunk still affected by fatigue from glandular fever


movement
movement of the hands, gracefully
movement of the body, c fluid as a brook
movement of the mind,rjyptic and puzzlingpoised ]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/5613578/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/5613578/ Fri, 10 Jun 2005 21:27:15 PDT Mood: ...feeding hosses ag
Listening to: JEM: They , Feel GOod Inc
Reading: Angels & Demaons- Dan brown
Watching: tthr blu one

having trouble wit search things on dA??
use google instead

[link]

]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/5594953/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/5594953/ Thu, 09 Jun 2005 04:07:55 PDT Mood: happy/tired
Listening to: JEM: They , Feel GOod Inc
Reading: Angels & Demaons- Dan brown
Watching: Hannible

go here simply amazing [link]

i got it from :deavstfc: 's page...astounding stuff

um yea i like this whole random subscription thingo coz i got it now i have no i d ea what to do wit it........

it?


"The soul is one's emotional conciousness"
- Michael Blucher, June 8 2005
its amazing what your mind can think of when you actually are working, focusing on a task at hand.
By focusing on a image/concept with my eyes closed,i think, thats how i come up with my best ideas. while this concept/idea is been seen only by my third eye, i reach across to the pen and write what i see. its like getting a mental photograph developed onto lined paper...yea thats it


play soldat!! its wickd and so addictive man i must be spendin all my spare trime up here playing this agme....i cant really remeber doing much else

[link] <- soldat get it!

]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/5548153/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/5548153/ Sat, 04 Jun 2005 02:03:12 PDT envision-18
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. mike
2. michael
3. hey you stop running

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. blu chze
2. silence dreams
3. dabluone

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. that i can write what i want, the way i want
2. i can eat anything n not put on any weight
3. im tall (?) i dont know!

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. silence
2. hangs on to triviial matters
3. indesisive

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. been cornered in a wide feild
2. been in water which i cant see/touch the bottom
3. sharp things

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. eating
2. Kat
3. escaping inwards for several hours

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. worn out socks
2. grey slacks (theyre mine apparently )
3. grey/orange shirt

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE BANDS/ARTISTS:
1. Prodigy
2. Gorillaz
3. Eminem

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. JEM They omgomgomgomgomg
2. Gorillaz- Feel good Inc
3. Operation Blade - Artist Unknown (just started relistening to all me old cds/music)

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. be able to find time and actually write not procastinate
2. travel by air
3. swimming on the beach w/o freaking out

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. openess
2. luahgs alot/sense of humour
3. out going

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. I want my girl next to me
2. im happy, im feeling glad, i got sunshine, in a bag (no really, im not shitting around here)
3. ii like the silence

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
height
curves
great smile

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. holde a normal conversation
2. smile with both sides of my mouth-im stuck wit a left handed half-smile
3. shop for myself with people

THREE THINGS YOU CAN DO:
1. write
2. string words together with out trying (they do it by thermselves most of the times)
3. eat lots

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
1. starting into space
2. my girl
3. swimming

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. eat
2. go home n sleep
3. drink my vodka

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1.im not suer exactly
2.
3.

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. denmark
2. germany
3. japan

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. they are between me and Kat...no u cant watch
2.
3.

thats all, thats it, no refunds no returns

who are they? ]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/5547871/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/5547871/ Sat, 04 Jun 2005 00:50:26 PDT

um yea check ma scrap out i was going to put it as a journal entry but no. just no. ok?

[link]

im at teh radneys for the next um 8 days or so so i mite be able to answer sum of my 626D, 5H, 2M, 15C, 334J, 23P message


hope every one is happy as me...i got me a job n girlfriend while away. Kats a registered nurse n 24, n i work @ Chooks byford.

girlfriends r so cool...tahts all i have to say about that
'Spooning leads to forking.' is soooo true

3 months away n thats all i got to say...its coz i havent been writing...like at all...which i plan to change this week ]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/4936699/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/4936699/ Mon, 28 Mar 2005 18:00:25 PST

April 5 is my dA bithday n its also the day im going in for a RAAF interveiw (airforce ppls) as a Aircraft Technition (ATECH) pretty much a mechanic for ya F111 F18/A Hercules 707s Orions etc etc (no hellocopters sorry: there in the Army..pf) so...if i pass dat, i go for Phsyskic (head examinatoin thing) medical n fitness tests (i think in dat order). if i pass allll them im in the Navy...no, air force n illl be flying over to Wagga Wagga in NSW for BAsic then back to Edinborough in SA for empolyment training, then to whereevr i get posted (all over Oz or Overseas) Where im posted depends on my exam scores. if theyre goood:F18/As...if not Hercs n Training planes (which are here in WA)

um yea if i had a internet connection id be here evry day....but yea......been writing heaps but no typing sooo no deviatoins soz


um ...621msgs (after i checked notes & comments) bwhahah etc

...no

contrary to popular belief i have i life (its under the couch)
...this is all i have to say after 2 months absence... so much for thinking on ma feet

"so, hit me back, just to chat, truly yours this is Stan" ]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/4418677/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/4418677/ Wed, 26 Jan 2005 09:35:10 PST

if you got good friends n family talk to dem coz they can help u out ]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/4223750/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/4223750/ Mon, 03 Jan 2005 14:37:32 PST
noting like an all over tan (read: SUNBURN) to um boost your self esteem. good thing about heated pools skinny dip long into teh nite. last nite was a bit chilly but the night before, bout 1130pm twas nice n warm. wheres that beach emote?


i think ill say i had a good new years partae up here in hills (out past teh sticks). ~littlemissangel says it taste foul but i rekon it taste good but in moderation of course



...

*cringes*

still i was drunk at teh time is and always will be ma excuse.

ANYWAY yea get Soldat its a fucking kickass game, turn it up till it hurts and spray their brains all over the place sweet game

going home means no internet connection...so catch yall later
anyways hit me back back just to chat ]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/4159265/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/4159265/ Sun, 26 Dec 2004 03:13:40 PST
why is returning someones virginity so much more fuct up then simply takin it??

*cringes*

i lost ma virginity, its at Brendons house somewhere...maybe the cat dragged it off...no if i had only bottled when i had the chance, instead of leaving it in ma back pocket

add what yall got for Xmas down hnar \/ hat books n towle n gift voucher....mmm, candy

Thats right Tom its cabin fever central up here in the hills.

i swear those chilli olives are gunna make me puke..."we're off to see da hosses the fanged hosses of Serpintine!" (apologies to the Tin Man)

now if i were a diety id add armoured scales, needlelike teeth and claws to all mammals (herbavours and otherwise) when theyed evolved justt to see how the dinosaurs wouldve fared

Marge: his words will be a window into his madness
scene: empty room typeriter on table. single sheet two words, centered : Feelin' Fine
M: well i geuss (forgets rest of quote, adds filler) HES OK
*Lightning flashes*, pan shot of expansive room, walls floors and ceiling covered in: no beer and no tv make Homer go crazy
M: hmm thats a little more concerning
Homer: im thinking of a title, marge. how about "no beer and no tv make Homer somethin somethin"
Marge go crazy?
H: DONT MIND IF I DO ]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/4142164/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/4142164/ Fri, 24 Dec 2004 03:37:36 PST

yall have a good christmas n new year

(im not really sposed to be on here at all so...yea)

have a good one ]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/4067985/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/4067985/ Tue, 14 Dec 2004 18:01:27 PST

check out ~melon while you're recovering aite?

live to dream freely

M ]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/4013065/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/4013065/ Tue, 07 Dec 2004 17:13:20 PST Your aptitude test results suggest you may wish to apply for Technical occupations within the Navy, Army or Air Force, or for Non-Technical occupations if you prefer.
Technical and Non-Technical occupations involve employment in highly specialised trades as a Soldier, Sailor or Airman. (eg different types of soilders may be either tech or nontech)

Technical occupations include trades such as, Aircraft and Avionics Technician, Electronic and Marine Technician, Metal Worker, Vehicle Mechanic, and Firefighter.

Non-technical occupations include career fields such as, Clerical occupations, Musician, Electronic Warfare, Combat Arms, Boatswain and Cook

At this stage, the information should be used as a guide only, that is indicating to you broad opportunities that you may, based on the data collected so far

so ive got skill? now all i need is self discipline, motivation and confidence...not...a problem

the first four job results based on this test are aircraft-fitters/techies...but this is for the army
here it is again! #5 on the search result!! it keeps cropping up ->
Commando Special Forces (079) ARA (Army, Non-Technical, Full Time...
Commandos are highly skilled Special Forces (SF) soldiers. The Commando is mentally tough, quick thinking, innovative and can keep a cool head in difficult situations.



yea me other etry b0rked itself so here goes: got bored and heres the results

I have 1,053 pageviews total and my 78 deviations were viewed 723 times.
Overall, people left 482 comments and added my deviations to their favourites 32 times, while I commented 1,700 times, making about 7.05 comments per day since I've joined DA. This means that I gave 35 comments for every 10 that I received.
My most commented deviation was Butterfly with 29 comments, receiving an average of 2.07 per day in the first 2 weeks, while my most favourited one was Spray, with 3 favourites, averaging 0.07 per day in the first 2 weeks. My most viewed deviation was Ice, Metal and Destruction with 109 views.
1 Favourites were given for every 10 Comments.
Every 3 days I upload a new deviation, and it's usually on a Monday, with 29%/ 23 of my deviations.
My busiest month was August 2004 with 30 /38% of my deviations.
The majority of my deviations are uploaded to the Scraps gallery (30), while my favorite category was Digital Art > Fractal Art with 16 deviations
Comments per deviation: 6.17
Favourites per deviation: 0.41
Views per deviation: 9.26
Comments per day: 2
Favourites per day: 0.13
Views per day: 3
Pageviews per day: 4.37
Stats provided by $micahgoulart @ Ingenial.com / GalleryStats ]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/3974072/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/3974072/ Thu, 02 Dec 2004 16:49:45 PST bobweb journal (i think i got the name right )

spell your name backwards: leahcim trebor rehculb
x\\ have you ever had a song written about you nope
x\\ what song makes you cry: cats in the cradle
x\\ what song makes you happy: adelante by Sash!
x\\ what's your all time fav. song?: Breathe Prodigy
x\\ what do you listen to before you go to sleep: radio (Nova 937)
x\\ height: a bit over 6’1”
x\\ hair color: dark blonde
x\\ piercings: none
x\\ tattoos: none

r i g h t _ n o w . . .
x\\ what color pants are you wearing: blue jeans
x\\ what song are you listening to: nothing
x\\ what taste is in your mouth?: old spit and a bit of toothpaste
x\\ whats the weather like?: warm & windy
x\\ how are you?: cant comlain
x\\ get motion sickness?: if im looking out of the car, strate down …
x\\ have a bad habit?: just one (sorry)
x\\ get along with your parents?: most times
x\\ boyfriend/girlfriend:
x\\ have a current crush: I did…not any more…its surprising what happens when you actually get to know the people you have the hots for.
x\\ have a big regret: 2

f a v o u r i t e . . .
x\\ tv show: simpsons, south park stargate
x\\ conditioner: the suspiciously white one
x\\ book: The last Continent by Terry Pratchet
x\\ non alcohol drink: orange and mango juice (JOOOCE!!!)
x\\ alcohol drink: Midori
x\\ things to do on the weekend: same as weekday-same shit different day

h a v e _ you _ e v e r . . .
x\\ broken the law:
x\\ snuck out of the house: yep
x\\ ever gone skinny dipping: always get sand in me ears when I do
x\\ made a prank phone call: yep
x\\ tipped over a port-a-potty: no
x\\ use your parents credit card: no
x\\ skipped school: yep
x\\ fell asleep in the shower/bath: both scary I had a fever both times shutup
x\\ been in a school play: one
x\\ had a boyfriend/girlfriend: yes
x\\ had children: nope
x\\ been in love: once
x\\ have a hard time getting over someone: yea
x\\ been hurt?: once is enough
x\\ gone out with someone you only knew for 3 days: nope

r a n d o m . . .
x\\ have a job: im a bum
x\\ your cd player has what in it right now: CD players been broken for months
x\\ if you were a crayon, what color would you be?: green
x\\ what makes you happy?: smiling for real for a change-try it some time it actually does work
x\\ the next CD you're going to buy: Ministry of Sound Annual 2005

w h e n _ was _ t h e _ last _ t i m e . . .
x\\ you got a real letter: probly 10 years ago
x\\ got an email: 2 weeks ago
x\\ thing you purchased: HL2 It don work :/
x\\ Tv program you watched: Hannibal
x\\ movie you saw in the theaters: Eurotrip (I think)
x\\ kissed: March
x\\ hugged:
x\\ song heard: Take Me Out –france Verdanan (sp?)
x\\ place you were [ besides home ]: TAFE
x\\ phonecall: couple days ago
x\\ you were depressed: sure lets go with June and July man if I ever wanna forget 60 days of my life itll be these two months
x\\ you were in the hospital: while back for me knee…2001?

w h a t _ comes _ t o _ mind . . .
x\\ car: accident
x\\ murder: in the dark
x\\ cape: vampire
x\\ penis: overrated
x\\ cell: - phone
x\\ shoe: too big
x\\ fun: always with friends
x\\ crush: on older women
x\\ music: Beethoven
x\\ chalk: graffiti

n u m b e r . . . :
x\\ of time you've been in love: once
x\\ of girls you have kissed: 2
x\\ of boys you have kissed: omg 2
x\\ of times your name has appeared in a newspaper: once?
x\\ of scars on your body: http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/3958970/ Tue, 30 Nov 2004 18:53:46 PST
more disturbing dreams

(as youll soon notice somebodies a barrel of fun this morning) ...yea

"Have you ever had one of those mornings
Were all you want to do

Is cry

all over your breakfast
no reason
no pain no grief no blood

just tears"

yea...um if you see someone like this DONT say "lifes tuff. chances are they know that, part if the reason why theyre crying. give them a hug and help them. if you cant help them get someone who can. for some people the 'normality' of life either is or becomes quite hard.
please dont look down your nose at these people-depression is a serious mental condition, one which people cant 'snap out of'.
then you get "woe is me" people (not necessarily emo kids) just bitching coz they can... them ( ...what you think im joking :/ ).
stop bitching. if its serious ask for help. if it aint i dont wanna hear it-sick and fucking tired-

Step right up folks! worlds biggest hypocrite! No pushing and no flash photography please. Only $2. Step right up

okay...that was weird...so how about that weather huh? its been two and a half weeks since i last shaved...maybe i should get some new razors...*rustles stubble* hmm effort ]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/3895736/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/3895736/ Mon, 22 Nov 2004 18:18:21 PST

um so i think ill juss stick with teh browse feature like a normal person

got HL2 n steam has b0rked itself. now everytime i log onto the internet, the modem starts sending information randomly...even though theres no extra programs running OK anygood Spyware removal programs here?

go the head cold! ]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/3843549/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/3843549/ Mon, 15 Nov 2004 17:27:56 PST
its a great why to meet new people. but wait theres more. call right now and get free steak knives *inserts local radio station number* hmm whats Novas?
...ill juss shutup now ]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/3796711/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/3796711/ Tue, 09 Nov 2004 19:22:52 PST pierced my skin with its barbs
drawing me closer
ever closer to
the shoutbox...yea its addictive as smoking and nearly as dangerous as playing highway cricket with a drunk John farnam who worships your friend... stil...ive always been a sucker for chat rooms etc...ive never really figured out why.. are you smoking something? Not even God knows what youre doing....

so many ppl here wirte obtuse shite in their journal and should be no...wait thats me too...go the devconvention, LA may 05...i really shoul thihhnk about what i going to tyoe before ...just you know hammering the keyboard

going to :littlemissangel: s masquerade (sp?) birthday party thing this Saturday...its a river cruise (GO THE BAR TAB) n she doesnt know this but i get sea sick &motion sickness quite easy *pukes after 1 drink* Im not cadbury onest..... should be fun ]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/3748232/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/3748232/ Tue, 09 Nov 2004 18:33:57 PST
~love4me - Pencil Artist - [Reply]
*leungd your booty, a bon is one cheek, while bon bon is the whole entire ass. lol
~GenericGuy2G - Wise Ass - [Reply]
:love4me: You know, that kind of thinking put Bush back in office.
1:42:43 PM

*MMF7734 - Deviant of Many Talents - [Reply]
~ZIMaholicsAnonymous no lasers in katate m8
10:26:15 AM

man to hell with the white book, jus get a copy of the shoutbox printed ]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/3726978/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/3726978/ Mon, 01 Nov 2004 17:08:56 PST
i really should say why/explain but ill just distract you with inane, non-senscial rubbish (for the time being)


Setting: 70s stlye chop-socky chinese movie/reasturant
[4 guys sitting round a table, waitress approaching]
Waitress: Sorry, gentlemen, only one fortune cookie left
[puts cookie on table, leaves]
[1st guy reaches]
[2nd guy grabs 1st's hand]
2nd guy: not so fast, friend, thats my fortune cookie!
1st guy: I saw cookie first!!
[3rd guy jumps up, breaks table and screams]: I fight you all for fortune cookie!!!!!
[fight ensures, complete with .32 second delay between hits and reactions]
[cut to cleaner sweeping, picking up fortune cookie, smiling]
[narrator] your luck could change in an instant!

(its a lotto ad by the way)
um... sorry u had to see that but i saw it on at 3am and its stuck wit me forever... ahem...yes...well

its me brothers b-day tommorow turns um 22 and hes flying (insert place here) for a drilling job (up norht methinks). he came round like just b4 for pancakes and to help move hay. bout half way to tafe me & dad saw a haytruck moving south...dad: "whats the odds thats Daniel with our hay"

couldnt come to the devmeet coz me brother came round, and i hadnt seen him for like 3 weeks <- thats pretty much waht happened (dont b dirty)


*looks at messages* i dont wanna ]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/3476901/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/3476901/ Wed, 29 Sep 2004 22:11:22 PDT

to start with its me mums 50th birthday wheres that old lady emote gone to? any way i got her about 3/4 a kilo of licorice (sp?) (allsorts, chews and black cats) and gunna get her a couple of bird of paradise plants, when i get me ass in gear. (she loooves gardening). me dad got her The Usual Suspects DVD, plus other stuff. dunna what me nan got her.

we met up wif me olda brother Bennett down in Vic Park, and had breaky at a v. nice itailian reasturant. ben got mum a saving private ryan DVD as well as The Usual Suspects DVD. i saw the TUS name on the spine b4 anyone else did, then lost it larfing. everyone else is like wtf, tehn they saw teh title at breakky beat the tits off Maccas any day...only for about $10 more heh..

devmeet 4th, 12 noon, perth traino. b there.

why do i get hte feeling next time i see Karen ill just and go all quite, brendon? i dont wanna be arrogant & cynical (too late) but im so glad ppl dont come to me with emotional probs. ]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/3409593/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/3409593/ Mon, 20 Sep 2004 19:39:56 PDT always suprising, in its chaotic beauty
smiling, i throw it against the wall
just to see the deadly rainbows fall
watch its pieces splinter, shatter and slice out from my reach
its beauty's all consuming yet indescribable
i geuss theres just something lethally serene about it
[link]
you know you want to rewrite it in your own words...go on...



shards & splinters of black glass on a dark grey fabric background, aNyone...?
curved broken glass is so much cooler then smashed sheet glass
yea i 'accidentally' droppped a drinking glass ageeessss ago, and decided to see how sharp the biggest piece was. It shaved all of the hair off hte back of my right hand before becoming 'blunt'. ahem. yes well i was bored...the hairs on me hands are colourless, so you could barely see the difference

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i drove a little under 500km yesterday, alll throughout hte south west wheatblet area (added 6 hours to me logbook )

Did you know that Pingelly's postcode is 6308 and its on the veranda thing of the postoffice....i got jooce there!! um.. somebody here is from Pingelly so Id thought id make the effort or something. OMG theres some wiked canola fields down there...looks like someones painted hte paddocks yellow...then you get the non-flowering ones and it give the paddocks a greener-then-grass green...so much yellow it hurt me mind

i saw a dream catcher on a bench in the info bay at Brookton and Narrogin is suprisingly complicated to drive in/around

oh yea i dont know why but im compelled to share this with someone. i had a vividly detailed dream this morning about me putting my right arm throught the glass in the shower. it was one of those dreams where u know u are dreamimg, but cant wake up from :/ ]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/3304861/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/3304861/ Tue, 07 Sep 2004 00:12:49 PDT
juss so many ideas runnning around, terrorising the neighbourhood kids...no motivation to put them onto paper/fractals/manips...

me nana is arriving for a ...long... stay tommorow. should be interestin.. or not.

maybe ill use me art as a way of avoiding her & everyone else. laying down on me bed juss thinking about shit isnt gunna seem well...normal to everyone if i do it for too much longer...or watever dunno really

paranoia anyone? dunno might draw a short somic strip on Patience Hiding [link] like how i saw it in my mind or somethin...itll only b like 3 frames long but hey anything to stop from going crazy huh? ]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/3249917/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/3249917/ Tue, 31 Aug 2004 19:08:33 PDT ner!
anyway i like to think that i had a good and productive weekend, even though i did nothing at all...must of been all that nuttella...
i had a 3 page segment of a new story Im writing but this comp chewed the file...somehow o.0 not impressed, any way theres always tommorow to upload.


...

"which month is it?" is a fairly acceptable lapse of concentration from my POV. "Which country is this?" isnt.

me mum says that i should write books like Terry Pratchet ( that man!) if you havent read him, hes ...well got a nutzso sence of writing thats just plain crazy, and painful to read, coz your laughing to hard, all the time. she said this after i made a really obscure and well.. munted comment about hte olympic games...i forget wat it was though

Jim on Nova (Radio station) 'Im here in Joondalup. people here dont really leave, coz theyre scared of whats beyond the freeway...' sees image of animal-like Joondalup residents cowering in fear, frozen in the head lights of the rest of perth's metro area...brendon dont say you resent that last comment coz other wise ill...well lets just say i know where you live, if i dont KAte knows where you are


maybe i should take up writing-too much effort... but its just so much fun [insert "stabs friends in the back with a pen" literary joke here-oh yea does anyone know what a 'Literary Jerkoff" is? if its even real?] you get to let your iamgaination out to play in the park of devJournals...just be shore yours doesnt come to close to mine...it bites anything that moves, thats why im so lazy see...so if two imaginations come into contact, well, this dimension abhors fundmental abberations, so it wont b purty.. {you sure do got a purty mouth-too much KoRn on the weekend}

lnik fun if it dont work, kick your neighbours car and say it was the dog
[link]

use the above to suit your ...various needs. *looks sideways at brendon-derty*

you can tell ive got too much time on my hands by the length and obscurity of this cant you?


hey Perthites interested in a Devmeet? [link] and actual date organisatoin etc [link] u know u want to... ]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/3204801/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/3204801/ Tue, 31 Aug 2004 19:53:40 PDT plz keep it fairly short and sweet, and it will be added to ma Escalator flash
in the form of subliminal messaging

some so far

get around like merry go.

This is not a learning permit

Every line splits a unity into a multiplicity

once youve had fresh, youll never go back to canned!

half-space (typwriter key)

its an accident-thats why they don't call it 'on purpose' imsurance ]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/3197824/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/3197824/ Mon, 23 Aug 2004 18:45:48 PDT
hehe me brotehr called up the other nite and said hed come round fir the weekend, so we could get together for Mums birthday. sure ben. your only 4 weeks early :laughs: its the thought taht counts i spose.

been doing a whole lot of nothing in the past couple of days...taking it easy and trying to stay dry-whenever im out side it rains on me

oh yea im starting a flash movie about me and story: ...we were to met up at teh train station. I got off hte train and was half way up the escalotor when i saw her standing near the top of the escalator. shes just like ... ...*staring off into teh distance* ...
so i stood beside her without saying anything...i almost lost it laughing several times because it took her so long to realise i was standing next to here...shutup! i got a weird sence of humor...
yea this ones gunna be all stick figures and flat shaded backgrounds ...not much of an animator really... knowing me itll take wat...4 weeks to get half done b4 i quit? meh procastinations cool ]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/3029145/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/3029145/ Mon, 02 Aug 2004 18:46:04 PDT + = +

who needs words when uve got emoticons
umm 4 days off tafe n i did nothing which is a good thing i spose...
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...wait ive been gipped! this isnt shanghai! ]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/2966768/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/2966768/ Sun, 25 Jul 2004 19:07:40 PDT no new stuff coz ive been lazier then a sloth for the last 20 days or so...
281 new messages...last time i go on holidays and not be near a comp without internet. itll take me a while to catch up ]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/2750536/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/2750536/ Sun, 27 Jun 2004 20:25:36 PDT
keep those deviations rolling.
later
for now i have to ]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/2678985/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/2678985/ Wed, 16 Jun 2004 23:52:54 PDT
if all else fails, trash the place!
that works on AVP2, most FPS, computers and random peoples houses.

umm anotehr one "its a free country, im aloud to be in Scarborough if i want to, its just a conicedence that im in you house"

yea im really bored
check out [link] hes a Real-Life (R) friend. Artist ? :lamo: hes just here to bug me and kate and every body else ...as he does

oh yea hes but in a good way...that ive seen just dont poke him with a stick to many times (especilaly wen hes drunk)!!!!! ive learned from baaaaaddd experience,

i really should be doing work here at tafe, meh dA is much more satis... imean fun... <_< ]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/2631376/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/2631376/ Thu, 10 Jun 2004 19:34:30 PDT thats a tripped out movie. i just sat there going most of hte time but it wsa alright i spose. went home and talked to my mum, while drinking the left over choclate mudslide, bout half a bottle, as we talked. 10 min later we was finsihed and hte bottle was empty. it jus taste so chochlate-y. no im not an alcalholic. yet. She had high hopes for that mudslide, but they dissappeared very quickly. i wondered why i had trouble getting dressed in ma pjs after me shower...staggers to bed and was hypnotised by the ceiling. evil mudslide. ]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/2607768/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/2607768/ Mon, 07 Jun 2004 19:39:05 PDT really cant be fucted doing anything at this point in time, so ill comment on the rest of deviations at some other time
later ]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/2607765/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/2607765/ Mon, 07 Jun 2004 19:37:24 PDT angry man...thats two that i know of now

52 i just counted. despite adding to it Thruout the weekend, its overall unchanged from friday.
saying "52" aloud sounds so damn fuct up ni connection to what im thinking of. In less then 7 days? that just makes it worse. i really really should be getting help with this shit.

meh

doubt it will do anything anyways, so ill just keep posting random stuff up here till i figure it out or whatever.
dwelling. not a good verb. but when im alone i cant think of anything else.
3 months huh? 12 weeks since we broke up then i broke down.

time heals injuries but you can still see the scars ]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/2553616/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/2553616/ Tue, 01 Jun 2004 00:16:42 PDT denail context? bah. not to metion meh. "you'd better start saving your work and packing up'
crud
*craves more sandman comics*
i reread prequal nocturnes last night, when i was areally tired. it gave me spooky dreams which i cant really remember which is weird, i nearly always remember dem. *scams etxa minutes form teach* i really really cant be bothered going to me next class, maybe i'll just sleep on the bus home. meh
'i got another calss to go to' yea! so do i! "y is nobody listening to me?" says teach
i hope the italics hasnt screwed up again. apologies if it has. gah this is getting dangerous, im turning into a forum whore and a blogger *packs up* see you in 10 minutes (after lunch)!

/edit bleh updated grey room yet again...i must really be shitting every body with these updates, huh?
hehehehehehehehehe
/proceeds with denial
huh denials FUN, you all out tehre in dA land should give it a go sometiime, its fUn...or something
Kate i thought you had the Interwebbe at your dads house (or arnt u there? )

...ive got teh world at me fingetips, more of it outsideand i cant even think of something to write. bleh ill just write it in the blue book...
's Kate. Coz i can. Coz i can. Coz im bored andcoz i got n0th1ng better to do,even me work. or drawing or writing or fractaling or been a forum whore or surfing for pron, m,eh i havent beeen sleeping nearly as well as i should be, so im tired and apathetic, hey i saw you, yea you, prentending ya paying attention! grr
...lets readers attention wander....
...


...
:glomop: !
SPEAR TACKLE! ]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/2516926/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/2516926/ Wed, 26 May 2004 20:51:45 PDT ...so.... tired...from...having...a...social-life.

Stay away from jalepeneos

yea im better now, i got me shit sorted out, no more depresion for me Now lets see how long this can last for. *6 minutes Slim Shady, youre on*
something like that. i really should think about these entries before actually typing but meh.
From tuesday to yesterday afternoon, i spent in the company of anthin brendon and littlemissangel aka kate. (did you know i got sunburnt at the beach? o.0 tuesday evening, didnt do much. Sorta drove out to kates, from brendons house,40 minutes later were there. hung out at kates till her dads like :Kate, your freinds have to leave now...at 10pm? k
Driving back to brendons, Anthins liek so what were we doing out here to start with? (tight ass on fuel this man) and everyones like "i-unno" (curtosy of kate)
Anthin lumbered back to his place after dropping us off at brendons -something about 'work' what ever that is ....is it a type of pizza doesnt sound nice, really
i dont really remember what happened at brendons that evening and morning, exceptt that i woke up about a minute before the alarm went off- even though i had no idea when it wasa going off. oh yea brendon had to go to TAFE, so he set the alarm to like 630. Wen we went to sleep at like 3. ugh
all i rember is havin a large numer of crumpets for breakfast...YEA TOAST, and some toast
Caught the train into perth waving good bye to brendon as he got off at his stop
Sort of bummed around the museum-perth library-and kates house for lunch...my HANDS are slightly sunburnt? WTF! my arms arent o_O...
stared at Escher pics at teh library, as you do...
now were 'cultured' or something
at the library near kates house, she got me some sandman 'graphic novels' (yet to be read-shutup i played Vice City all night). The scary thing is she knew what they were and where they were kept, and got me two the uh...last oneand another one. look pretty coool.
I heard the phrase "sandman-Endless Night" in one of the forums here, got a cool image, and decided to write it into me Grey Room story (scraps). i didnt know: what it meant; what it was; who made it; or anything else, just the name.

any way, went to hte beach with no towels, cause i jokingly said, nah i dont want a towel. oh yea come prepared to the beach next time ya there, jeans arent cool, even when youre only standing at teh water breaking point. Built a snadcastle.
Went home on hte bus, not stopping to get on the train. meh *yawns*
ive got 5 other entries and i havent been writin much else down...gah im gettin lazy. looks around for motivation. "it was here a minute ago" Theyre gunna kick me off any minute now, so io think ill go write some more Gray longhand. i hate handwriting stuff,looks so MESSY!
Oh yea kate i thought about it. It WOULD hurt, but maybe not as much asa guys tho...i wouldnt know
l8r ]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/2443426/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/2443426/ Wed, 03 Nov 2004 22:46:33 PST /end

/new start
repalce one evil with another...no push aside one trouble, and in the process, make an old one resurface and become a greater problem. nice, huh?
/old end



original entry May 17, 2004 today Nov 4, 2004
6 months n still nothing changed no, no its not a good thing ]]> ~MickyBluEyes http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/2154731/ http://MickyBluEyes.deviantart.com/journal/2154731/ Mon, 05 Apr 2004 01:33:43 PDT ~MickyBluEyes