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Here is what she expects me to say. "I miss you. I'm so lonely. I cannot accomplish my goals. I have no friends and feel as if I do not belong. College is not the best time of my life like I was hoping. My job sucks. I have not lost weight. The trials I went through this summer made me weak, because I dwell on the memories of watching someone I love die yet again. I do not socialize and I feel like I am going nowhere in every aspect of my life. I am not smart enough to be successful at a top ranked college. My professors hate my writing style and you were right about my lack of talent. I'm not in love and never will. I'm a crude person who hates and judges. You were right about every single negative thing you marked me with."

If I did tell her that then it would be such an extreme lie that I would be sent to the deepest layer of hell. We used to be companions in Plato's cave and were ignorant like the prisoners. We were attatched at the chains and it was like if I had to break my wrist to try to drag out when you were so determined to make me stay. So a simple "Fuck you!" was the key I chose to let go of your changes and get out of Plato's chains. Prisoners' eyes always sting from sunlight, but they overcome that. I came over more than you. I'm not Plato's or your prisoner anymore. We're more than you will ever know, because you are still in the cave.

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7 things that scare you:
~Driving really fast
~Gloves
~Gore
~Dieing a virgin(to be blunt XD)
~Being blackmailed
~Hearing that someone I love is suicidal
~Alex's driving XD

7 things you like the most:
~My loved ones
~Manga/anime
~YAOI! ;D
~Oil painting
~Tennis
~Psychology
~Reading(I'm such a bookwhor-I mean, worm)

7 important things in your room:
~My bed(aka the materass on the floor XD)
~My memory box
~My rose oil painting
~My medicene bag
~My manga
~My dalmation blanket
~My diary

7 random facts about you:
~I CAN'T SPELL WORTH SHIT!
~I'm bisexual, but lean more to the lesbian side
~I'm diagnosed with Trichotillomania and OCD
~I could live off of soup alone
~My job invovles taking care of preschoolers and troubled children that are in elementary school
~I have religious beliefs, but I don't know what religion I'm in
~My hair is so long that it goes down to my butt(and that's after I trimmed it too much)

7 things you plan to do before you die:
~Loose my virginity! Lmao
~Cure my trichotillomania
~Visit Chelsea and Jessica
~Tell everyone exactly how I feel
~Come out about my deepest secrets that no one knows about(ooo ominous much? XD)
~Give my journal to my kids(if I have any) or to the person closest to me at the time before my death
~Skinny dip then run through a field completely naked and feel the sun on my bottom!

7 things that attract you to the opposite/same sex:
~Good, strong, understanding, and compassionate personality-both sexes
~Breasts-same sex
~Back-same sex
~Legs-same sex
~Radiant eyes-both sexes
~Medium or Long hair-opposite sex
~Sense of Humor-both sexes

7 things you say the most:
~Erm...
~XD
~O_o
~I love you!!
~so yeah
~friggin
~anyways

7 favorite drinks:
~Lemonade
~Milk
~Water
~CocaCola
~Strawberry Soda
~Mellow Yellow
~Vanilla Coke

7 celeb or not-real crushesthey aren't really crushes...I just think they're hot and read many yaois of them )
~Kakashi from Naruto
~Iruka from Naruto(who is usually with Kakashi ;D XD)
~All the bandmembers of Aerosmith, rawr!
~Hawkeye from FMA
~Dagger from FFIX
~All those sexy characters in Chelsea's stories
~Hughes from FMA

7 closest friends:
~Chelsea
~Alex
~Arielle
~Jessica
~Joni
~Jessi
~Danielle and Stef tie for seventh ^_^;

7 people you tag:
~erm...whoever wants to be tagged? XD

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Well, I've been joining a few new clubs so I felt I needed to update my stalking and cults list! It's all in ABC order...

~My Best Buddy~


~Artists and/or Friends Whom I Stalk~
http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/7135861/ Fri, 16 Dec 2005 17:02:17 PST
Well, I've been joining a few new clubs so I felt I needed to update my stalking and cults list! It's all in ABC order...

~My Best Buddy~
(I know, looks weird, but she has two different accounts and only one icon used)

~Artists and/or Friends Whom I Stalk~
<... ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/7132555/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/7132555/ Thu, 24 Nov 2005 12:41:28 PST
I have the urge to delete much of my art because honestly they all suck! Hopefully I can get my scanner to work so that I can post my drawings.

So yeah, I've been faving alot and I hope to comment on some artwork of friends I haven't talked to in a long time.

Ps. You can never eat to many rolls, yet somehow I did! xD

]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/3774952/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/3774952/ Sun, 07 Nov 2004 09:36:28 PST ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/3606349/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/3606349/ Sat, 16 Oct 2004 20:17:41 PDT ) and I have a feeling I've done this before but ooooh well

If I were a month I would be: Hm...I guess April
If I were a day of the week I would be: Thursday, something about that day I kinda like
If I were a time of day I would be: Midnight, fore it is my nickname
If I were a planet I would be: Earth and be home to all the plants and animals
If I were a sea animal I would be: A seal :3 they're so cute
If I were a direction I would be: South, fore it is my nickname
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: A desk that people can use when they need to do something
If I were a sin I would be: Homosexuality, the sin to love
If I were a historical figure I would be: BENJAMIN FRANKLIN! He's my hero...
If I were a liquid I would be: I'm not going to be immature and say pee, so I'm going to say water
If I were a tree I would be: Dogwood
If I were a flower/plant I would be: A white rose
If I were a kind of weather I would be: I would be the mixture of warming sunshine and sad rain that makes a rainbow in the end
If I were a musical instrument I would be: a flute
If I were an animal I would be: a wolf
If I were a color I would be: pink, it's my new obsession
If I were a vegetable I would be: A REBECCA-BEAN!
If I were a sound I would be: a laugh
If I were an element I would be: Fire X)
If I were a song I would be: Amazing by Aerosmith
If I were a book I would be written by: Julie Anne Peters
If I were a food I would be: A subsandwich a little bit of everything
If I were a place I would be: My special spot by the creek
If I were a material I would be: silk
If I were a taste I would be: spicy
If I were a scent I would be: vanilla
If I were a word I would be: sorry
If I were an object I would be: a novel that would tell a story that inspires another teenage girl
If I were a body part I would be: .........I could be perverted right now, but I won't XD I guess the feet, they're amazing
If I were a facial expression I would be: one with a happy smile
If I were a cartoon/animÈ character I would be: Kurama, then I would be so sexy
If I were a shape I would be a: a triangle
If I were a number I would be: 4
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ABOUT YOU
Your full name:: Madam not stupid enough to tell that info on the net
Age:: 15
Height:: 5'7"
Natural hair colour:: dark brown/black
Eye colour:: brown
Number of siblings:: a half brother and a sibling that died in a miscarriage *frowns* now I'm sad again...
Glasses/contacts?:: Nope
Piercings:: Never had any, never will
Tattoos:: At one time I was like WOO! I WANT A TATTOO! now I don't
Braces?:: *covers gap between two front teeth* >_>; I don't need them
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FAVOURITE
Colour:: pink
Band:: Aerosmith
Song:: Pink by Aerosmith and I love that song Going Through The Carwash XD
Stuffed animal:: at the moment, my stuffed fox
Video game:: Don't play video games, but I guess Final Fantasy 9 with the hot Dagger
TV show:: YuYu Hakusho!
Movie:: Edward Sissorhands
Book:: Keeping You A Secret by Julie Anne Peters
Food:: Soup
Game on a cell phone:: hm...no idea, I never had a cell phone or known of it's games
CD cover:: I like the cover of the cd Sing The Sorrow by AFI
Flower:: White rose
Scent:: Eheh...feet
Animal:: Wolf of course
Comic book:: Calvin and Hobbes! ^_^
Cereal:: Honey Nut Cheerios, oh dear I'm hungry again
Website:: xanga
Cartoon:: hm...if it can't be an anime,... ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/3294949/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/3294949/ Sun, 05 Sep 2004 18:39:48 PDT Oh yeah, I got this awesome deal on four prints of Fred Trasher of the same landscape, but different seasons. The landscape is of a cabin by the creek with hills, just like my home. It is so beautiful, I am going to put it on the wall over my bed ^_^

~Bestest friend in whole world forever and always

~Friends

~Read their kickass manga!-->
~People whom I stalk
http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/3226006/ Fri, 27 Aug 2004 16:37:00 PDT
I will never understand how someone can hate me and other members of minorities so much... ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/3117336/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/3117336/ Fri, 13 Aug 2004 15:25:55 PDT ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2966389/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2966389/ Sun, 25 Jul 2004 18:13:29 PDT 1. History
2. Manga
3. Yaoi
4. Novels
5. Wolves
6. Nature
7. Smelly feet(I love them for some odd reason XD)
8. My good friends
9. Wishbone
10. Yinyangs
11. Bunnies
12. Plushies
13. Benjamin Franklin(He's seriously my hero XD)

Twelve movies:
1. Edward Sissorhands
2. Secondhand Lions
3. Milo and Otis
4. Toy Soliders staring Sean Astin(or at least that is how you spell his name O_o)
5. Balto
6. Twelve Angry Men
7. Chicago
8. Dirty Dancing
9. The Fox and The Hound
10. Interview with a Vampire
11. Queen of the Damned(it was good even though it didn't stick with the book well
12. Meet The Parents

Eleven good bands or singers/musicians:
1. Aerosmith
2. Evanscence
3. The Rasmus
4. AFI
5. Linkin Park
6. Nickelback
7. Creed *is very sad that they broke up* T_T
8. The Darkness
9. Trapt
10. Incubus
11. Brand New
12. and some other bands on Fuse

Ten things about you, physically:
1. Long, thin, black/very dark brown hair that goes to my knees when wet
2. Dimples when I smile
3. Noticable scar on upper lip
4. Dislocated shoulderblades(I am able to stick them very far out of my back)
5. Bow legs(or at least that is what I think you call them O_o)
6. Freckles that make a triangle over my heart
7. Brown eyes that keep changing shade
8. Long fingers
9. A body that makes me look 17 or 18
10. Random red and white hairs

Nine things about you, mentally/emotionally:
1. Strong random moodswings
2. Perverted and random when hyper
3. Calmer then normal people
4. Very Understanding
5. Can be very stubborn
6. Easy to cry
7. Extremely loyal to people who havn't lost my respect
8. Softhearted
9. Rarely angry and it doesn't last long, but damn I get angry o_o

Eight favorite books:
1. Face on the Milk Carton Series by Caroline B Cooney
2. His Dark Materials trilogy by Philip Pullman
3. Keeping You A Secret by Julie Ann Peters
4. Cut by can't spell the name XDD
5. To Soon For Jeff by someone I forget
6. Gospel According to Larry by someone I forget also XD
7. Speak by Something Anderson
8. A Child Called IT by Dave Pelzer


Seven things you wear daily:
1. Underwear(duh XD)
2. Bra
3. Tshirt or sweater, depending on what season it is
4. My love bracelet!
5. My black sagbands
6. My yarn blacelet I made with Carlos
7. My hawk totem necklace


Six things that annoy you:
1. Homophobes
2. When people say I don't care
3. Abusers
4. Smoking
5. Coughing(I don't know why but it annoys me so badly >_<
6. Stupid dramatic teenagers


Five favorite foods:
1. Soup
2. Pepperoni Pizza
3. Peanut butter and jelly toast
4. Macaroni and Cheese with hotdogs slices, muwahaha XD
5. Grilled Cheese dipped in tomato soup(when I first wrote this I said grilled cheese dipped in grilled cheese XDD)


Four shows you watch:
1. YuYu Hakusho
2. Case Closed
3. Sealab 2021
4. Lupin the Third

Three celebrities you have a crush on:
1. I am not silly enough to have crushes on celebrities
2.
3.

Two things you come in contact with everyday:
1. My desk
2. My star shaped crystal

One person you can't live without:
1. Bubba ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2957811/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2957811/ Sat, 24 Jul 2004 14:43:47 PDT My dad has always rambled to me about me learning how to drive a car and that whenever I want to I can. Today I was extremely bored and depressed because I wanted to drive to see Bubba so badly, but of coures back then I didn't have a fucking clue about cars. Then when I told my dad that I wish I could drive, he did the "I will teach you when you are ready" then I shocked him by asking to do it now. So we both got in his truck(it's so old and broken up I call it the trashmobile). He showed me how to use a stickshift and how to use the three pedals. I wasn't nervous at all behind the wheel, but my dad made up for that though XDD I drove around the neighborhood, but my neighboorhood roads have alot of uphills, downhills, and sharp turns, but I did great. Then only time I messed up was when I didn't give the truck gas at the right time and the truck started to roll down the hill backwards, but adventually I figured out what I did wrong. Damn, at the time I couldn't believe it and it felt like a dream so I wasn't so excited. Then about 20 minutes of being in the house I finally was like O_O OH MY FUCKING GOD I DROVE! and now I am hopping up and down in my chair thinking "I can't wait to call Bubba and tell her! and I need to tell Jessi, and Jelly, and Joni, and Jessica, and Arielle, and Grandma, and mom is going to freak out when she finds out, YAY!" Yes, my mind really thinks like that XDD anyways, yeah I just had to write down and say SOMEWHERE about how I lost my driving virginty, hehe ^-^ ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2824767/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2824767/ Wed, 07 Jul 2004 11:02:47 PDT ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2692963/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2692963/ Fri, 18 Jun 2004 20:24:36 PDT and I'm beginning to hate being on the computer and the only time I enjoy being on it is when I am talking to a friend. Oh yeah, and this week when I am not one with the trees I am going to go on vacation with a bunch of my friends to hell knows where, but it will be awesome. and yeah, I just rambled, oh well ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2597918/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2597918/ Sun, 06 Jun 2004 15:44:03 PDT ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2548675/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2548675/ Mon, 31 May 2004 08:27:34 PDT ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2544189/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2544189/ Sun, 30 May 2004 16:26:05 PDT ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2527662/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2527662/ Fri, 28 May 2004 09:33:23 PDT Name: Midnight
Age: 15 years 2 months and 26 days xDD
Hair Color: Black/very dark brown
Height: A bit more then 5ft 5in
x - Friends - x
Whos your best friend?: Bubba and Arielle ^_^
How long have you know your best friend?: Bubba for about 11 months and Arielle for about two years.
Who's your funniest friend?: They are all funny at sometime
Loudest?: *shrugs* O.o
Druggie?: ^^ My friends don't do drugs...they better not >:[
Most Rebellious: Joni(pink hair and an open mind in a narrow minded redneck town, she's brave)
Prettiest: ^_^ Bubba
Hottest: Bubba ^-^
Sweetest: Bubba again xDD
Stupidest: Probably Adam XP
Funniest: o.O you already asked this
Most Trustworthy: Bubba ^^
Dependable: Arielle
Weirdest: I don't think anyone is weird at all
Most Outgoing: Joni
Most Annoying: Jessica and her tryingtostealChelseaness xDD
Best For Advice: Bubba ^^
Most Athletic: Probably Arielle since she is the only friend I know that does sports xD
Sluttiest: My friends aren't sluts T_T xDD
Which one of your friends will lose there virginity before marriage?: Bubba, Adam, Carlos, and Desiree(though she already did )
Do any of your friends do drugs?: No, and I think you already asked this o.O
Do any of your friends drink and smoke?: I know Carlos and Adam do smoke
Have you ever had a crush on any of your friends?: Oooooh yes #^_^#
Do you wish you looked like one of your friends?: I did(and still kinda do) wish I had Joni's figure.
Did you ever wonder what it would be like to be one of your friends?: Yes, but I rather have my own life ^_^
What friend do you hang out with the most?: Bubba, Joni, and Jelly
Who's the most fun to be around?: Bubba and Carlos ^^
Are any of your friends Bi/Gay/Lesbian?: Yes and I respect them alot
Do you have sexual fantasys about one or some of your friends?: ...yes
Do you talk to your friends a lot?: Some more then others
Who do you get in arguments the most with?: I rarely get in arguments because I am the peaceful kind one ^_^;;
Who do you sometimes just want to choke homer simpson style?: Sometimes Jessica when I find out she was looking at places she shouldn't *possessive growl* > :3 xDD
Are any of your friend obsessive?: Not really, I'm the one with OCD so I guess it is me who would be most obsessive
Do you get weird nicknames from your friends?: So many, like Rebooka Ferwild, Becky Fisher, Rebeeky, South, Middynighty, and so many more that Whitney made a song of it once xDD
x - Music - x
What kind of music do you listen to?: I listen to so many different types that I don't think I say
Who's your favorite rapper?: Maybe Bubba when she was rapping on mic before xDD
Who's your favorite singer?: Amy Lee
Who's your favorite band?: @_@ Aerosmith
Who's your favorite group?: @___@ Aerosmith
Do you have pictures on your wall of your favorite band/group/singer etc?: Nope
Have you ever seen you favorite band/group/singer in concert?: Nope, I don't go to concerts, they would damage my ears more then they already are
How many shows have you attended?: None
Did the show you go to have a huge crazy pit?: *points to queston above*
Did you go in the huge crazy pit?: Ditto
Have you ever been to a skank pit?: o_O no...
If so, Can you skank?: No, even though Joni tried to teach Courtney and me xD
Do you listen to Ska Punk music?: I don't know O.o
Do you listen to REAL Punk music?: Sometimes
Do you listen to pop music?: Sometimes
How about rap?: Sometimes
R&B?: Sometimes
Do you think Good Charlotte are posers?: I don't care if they are or not...I just don't like them because it felt like every song had to mention their dad walking out on them -.-
How about Avril Lavigne?: She annoys me so badly. She always tries to make herself look like an angry child and some interviews I read on her annoyed me by how she thought she knew so much in love and relationships -_-;
Have you ever went to the Warped Tour?: Nope
What music video can you watch over and over?: That one by Ween that I can't spell the title of the song ^_^;
What music video do you... ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2519748/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2519748/ Thu, 27 May 2004 08:53:40 PDT ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2505617/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2505617/ Tue, 25 May 2004 12:42:24 PDT Me: *walks to prinicpal's office to give back lock from locker and sees Chris there* O_o; what are you doing here?
Chris: I have to turn in my lock, but NO, they want freshmen to turn in locks before sophmores. Stupid freshmen...wait you are a freshmen, you stupid freshmen.
Me:.........I love you too, stupid sophmore
Chris: *laughs and gives a hug*
Me: *hugz back and starts to walk away* See you, stupid sophmore
Chris: Bye, stupid freshmen
*shrugs* just felt like writing it down cause it was so funny at the time xDDD also, I do not love chris or like him in any way like that. It's just a joke we do sometimes. Plus, I'm taken ^-^
Adventually I did come home today and came online, but of course, everyone I know online is either at school or sleeping in for vacation. So I decided to try(keyword;try) to make a pic of a person on the computer since I don't have a scanner to post my drawings, but I think I failed at making people on the computer. Oh well. Now I sit on the computer making an extra long journal and waiting for Bubba to come online ^__^ ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2486391/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2486391/ Sat, 22 May 2004 20:18:30 PDT Midnight
Are we friends?
^-^ Best friends
When and how did we meet?
On neopets...
How have I affected you?
You made me a happier person, want to live, and so much that I could not list them all ^^
What do you think of me?
I think you are the greatest person in the world and have alot of talent that hasn't shown much but will someday soon.
What's the fondest memory you have of me?
Every
How long do you think we will be friends?
Forever
Do you love me?
Yes, very much ^-^
Do you have a crush on me?
You know the answer to this when you knew I had a crush on someone and I didn't tell you
Would you kiss me?
Yes and more xD
Would you hug me?
Yes ^^ Big sister tackling hugglez!!!!
Physically, what stands out?
I always notice and loved your hair first for some reason
Emotionally, what stands out?
Your love and caringness ^^
Do you wish I was cooler?
No
On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
9999999999999999999999999999999999999999 9999999999999999999999999999999999999999 9999999999999999999999999999999999999999 9999999999999999999999999999999999999999 999999.1 XPP
Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
Bunny, because you kept hopping accounts like a jackrabbit and used to use the dots that reminded me of bunny poop xDDD and plus, you are cute and sweet like one ^-^
Am I lovable?
Extremely ^^
How long have you known me?
Not exactly sure what day we met but I have a feeling about 11 months
Describe me in one word.
There are so many but I don't know which one to say ^_^;;
What was your first impression?
That you were a Hiei lover and I was glad you didn't like Kurama and "steal my man" xDDD and I also thought you were really nice
Do you still think that way about me now?
Not the Hiei part xDDD
What do you think my weakness is?
Listening to people who say untrue and cruel things about you...
Do you think I'll get married?
If it becomes legal xDD
What makes me happy?
Pudding xDD, me, drawing(without artist block), reading?, and your doggie ^^
What makes me sad?
When people you love say things that hurt your feelings, when I'm hurt, sad and bad memories
What reminds you of me?
Love songs and bunnies ^^
If you could give me anything what would it be?
My virginity xDDD naw just kidding...*shifty eyes*
How well do you know me?
I think I know you best then anyone else *shrugs*
When's the last time you saw me?
Not in real life, but the last time I saw you was when you just sent me a message about your eyebrows twitching
Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
Yeah...I think alot of times I adventually do though
Do you think I could kill someone?
Hell no...
Are you going to put this on your deviant journal
and see what I say about you?
^-^ yay! ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2472007/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2472007/ Thu, 20 May 2004 18:11:34 PDT face, then go AWWWWWWW YOU'RE SO CUTE! and then she will blush...aww I bet she's doing it right now X3 awwwwwwwww that's so cute...erm ok *stops annoying Bubba* xDD Anyways, Love you Bubba ^-^ ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2470347/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2470347/ Thu, 20 May 2004 14:20:37 PDT
"I rather kill myself then turn to their slave" ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2447994/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2447994/ Mon, 17 May 2004 12:44:49 PDT ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2440839/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2440839/ Sun, 16 May 2004 12:19:34 PDT ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2400959/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2400959/ Mon, 10 May 2004 17:06:24 PDT ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2398194/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2398194/ Mon, 10 May 2004 10:02:00 PDT Who knew being in love felt so good?... ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2388378/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2388378/ Sat, 08 May 2004 20:53:02 PDT ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2374325/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2374325/ Thu, 06 May 2004 19:02:15 PDT I know that I will never get to give birth to a baby...but that doesn't matter to me...just raising and loving a child means more to me then if the child comes from my body...maybe someday... ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2367030/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2367030/ Wed, 05 May 2004 16:33:44 PDT ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2339665/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2339665/ Sat, 01 May 2004 19:04:49 PDT
A - Act your age - Seems like I act every age
B - Boyfriend – No ^_^ But I do have a girlfriend I am deeply in love with
C - Chore you hate – cleaning Mystic's cage...dang I never knew bunny poo smelled so bad @_@;
D - Dad's name – Clint
E - Essential make up item – *never wears makeup*
F - Favorite actress – don't have one
G - Gold or silver – Silver ^0^
H - Hometown – >_> Stalker
I - Instruments you play – Native American Flute x.o though it has been stolen from me by my dad
J - Job title - Don't have a paying job
K - Kids - None
L - Living arrangements – erm...house? xDD
M - Mom's name – Terri
N - Number of people you've slept with - If you mean sex...none yet
O - Overnight hospital stays – When I had ear surgery
P - Phobia – Losing a loved one, gloves, the number six
Q - Quote you like - *points to signature* "Love the sinner, hate the sin"
R - Religious affiliation? - o.o don't know anymore
S - Sibling - Older half bro and a sibling that died before he or she was born
T - Time you wake up? – 6:20 on weekdays and around 9 on weekends
U - Unique habit – ..................trich.............
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat - X_X spinach
W - Worst habit – ....................trich...............
X - X-rays you've had – That time I broke my ankle and went to the hospital hours later I broke it when my parents realized I wasn't faking it. And I was laying there after the lady forced me to take my pants off(all my doctors are pervs it seems) and I was there thinking >< yeah, you stand behind the protection glass while I get blasted with radiation. and I just rambled XP
Y - Yummy food you make - I cook alot of food that's awesome, but I guess my "bitchin"(or at least what joni says) peach jello is awesome
Z - Zodiac Sign - Aries ^^ ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2333768/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2333768/ Fri, 30 Apr 2004 20:46:10 PDT

That feels like a commercal for me on sale right now... ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2329288/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2329288/ Fri, 30 Apr 2004 07:51:05 PDT *bounces in seat* Happy hyper love in love hyper happy weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ^______^ *notices a mood swing in my journals* xDDD ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2324438/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2324438/ Thu, 29 Apr 2004 14:14:30 PDT ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2319283/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2319283/ Wed, 28 Apr 2004 18:36:38 PDT ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2303602/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2303602/ Mon, 26 Apr 2004 15:07:15 PDT If I were a day of the week I would be: Saturday, a day you can either have fun or rest
If I were a time of day I would be: Midnight, for it is my name xDD
If I were a planet I would be: Earth ^^ where everyone can live on me and crawl all over my body xDD
If I were a sea animal I would be: Sealion ^^ they're so cute and friendly!
If I were a direction I would be: South, for it is my nickname
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: Desk, everyone can do stuff on me xDDDD
If I were a sin I would be: Homosexuality ^-^
If I were a historical figure I would be: Benjiman Franklin aka Benny Franks da Player
If I were a liquid I would be: Pee...*is so weird and hyper right now* xDD
If I were a tree I would be: Dogwood...^^ it was my grandmother's favorite and has pretty flowers
If I were a flower/plant I would be: Something beautiful that brought smiles to people's faces
If I were a kind of weather I would be: The misty relaxing rain ^^
If I were a musical instrument I would be: Guitar, always loved them
If I were an animal I would be: Wolf...they are known as the great teacher, great parents and great friend
If I were a color I would be: Deep purple...OR PINK! X3
If I were a vegetable I would be: The kind no one likes so I don't get eatten
If I were a sound I would be: The flow of water
If I were an element I would be: Fire ^^
If I were a car I would be: The one that hasn't crashed yet
If I were a song I would be: Love on the Rocks by The Darkness
If I were a movie I would be: Don't know O.o;
If I were a book I would be written by: Hm...maybe Caroline Cooney
If I were a food I would be: SOUP! xD!
If I were a place I would be: A flower filled feild where lovers can watch the sunset ^-^
If I were a material I would be: Leather
If I were a taste I would be: Chocolate
If I were a scent I would be: Vanilla
If I were a word I would be: Pepito
If I were an object I would be: Bubba's motorcycle xD!
If I were a body part I would be: The eyes
If I were a facial expression I would be: X3
If I were a cartoon character I would be: Hiei or Kurama...one of those lovers xDD
If I were a shape I would be a: Heartshape ^^
If I were a number I would be: 11 ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2297363/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2297363/ Sun, 25 Apr 2004 17:56:27 PDT Why do they have to hate you so much just cause you are in love with their child?... ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2294581/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2294581/ Sun, 25 Apr 2004 10:18:43 PDT ... ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2282080/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2282080/ Fri, 23 Apr 2004 13:01:29 PDT Damn, I'm a dork, but it was a great social day xDD Joni even took a picture on her digital camera of a group picture It was so awesome with me, Amber, Courtney, Veronica, Shorty, Adam, Chris, and Hogie. I'll put the pic on deviantart when Joni gives it to me and today we got half a day of school and during it was the *drumroll* SURPRISE HIGH SCHOOL PARTY! ALRIGHT! xDDD! We only have 300 kids in high school and we were all in the big gym, eatting pizza, and hanging out! But there was a dorky middle schooler that pulled the fire alarm RIGHT in the party >> bastard XP anyways, it was an awesome day, pure awesome! ^-^ ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2275870/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2275870/ Thu, 22 Apr 2004 14:46:52 PDT ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2245728/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2245728/ Sat, 17 Apr 2004 22:15:43 PDT ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2238487/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2238487/ Fri, 16 Apr 2004 20:41:59 PDT Damnit...I don't want to choose who will live and who will die...it's against everything I stand for...maybe I'm to soft...I don't know...I just don't want to make this choice even though I know I have too...*frowns more*...they were both so sweet too...there was the little girl that was shy and acted kinda like me, but there was also the friendly happy go lucky one that I thought was sweet to...damn I can't send either to their deaths... ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2221791/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2221791/ Wed, 14 Apr 2004 12:09:57 PDT
DANCE EVERYONE! DANCE FOR THERE IS LOVE!

...well...I got love X3 *hugglez lover* ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2215689/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2215689/ Tue, 13 Apr 2004 14:27:47 PDT ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2199264/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2199264/ Sun, 11 Apr 2004 11:35:11 PDT I didn't have a problem with the size, but the program I use doesn't make .gif files >>; *grombles "communist program"* But over the weekend I learned about another program that makes .gif files, so yeah Oh and this weekend I found this really cool yaoi manga of Kurama and Hiei X) If you want to see if ask me but sadly the thing was in spanish, but I still understood some of it and understood the stories ^^ So yeah xD Happy easter everyone! The jelly beans gave me gas! xDDD ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2187548/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2187548/ Fri, 09 Apr 2004 16:55:14 PDT
What is your name?: Rebecca or Becky or Midnight
Are you named after anyone?: Rebecca in the bible...even though I don't know much about her besides she had something to do with water.
What's your screename?: You find out...
Would you name a child of yours after you?: Hell no, only people with high egos of themselves would do that...or people that are just not creative.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: David or Sam
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: Erika, I love that name
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: Alot of typos and mispronounciations that I can't list them all...Whitney even made a song of mispronouncing my name
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES
Basics
Your gender:: Female(When Desiree asked that today she said I sucked *immature laugh*)
Straight/Gay/Bi:: I don't know, I just know I'm in love o___o
Single?: Hehe nope
If not, do you want to be?: Hell no, I love my lover
Birthdate:: April 2nd
Your age:: 15
Age you act:: I act my age and older
Age you wish you were:: I don't wish to be older...unless it is to be old enough to marry *love smile*
Your height:: 5ft 7inches last time I checked
Eye color:: Dark brown with black speckles
Happy with it?: Yep
Hair color:: Black and very very dark brown mixed...and I'm getting some red and white strands
Happy with it?: Yeah, not many people have dark hair naturally
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: Righty
Your living arrangement:: *shrugs*
Your family:: Some good, some bad, alot dead
Have any pets?: My cat Isabella, My horse Sugar, My doggies Blacky, Fidget, and Sammy, and last but not least MYSTIC THE BUNNY!
Whats your job?: I work with the Humane Society and the Spay and Neuter Clinic, but I don't really get paided...just paided with free food! xDD
Piercings?: Nope, not even my ears
Tattoos?: Nope
Obsessions?: *twiterpated smile* yes
Addictions?: s00000000000000p
Do you speak another language?: Only the five I made up and can speak
Have a favorite quote?: Love the sinner, hate the sin
Do you have a webpage?: I'm to stupid to have one xD
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: I have no idea
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: yeah...
Do you have any secrets?: who doesn't?
Do you hate yourself?: Sometimes...but not as bad as I used to be
Do you like your handwriting?: It's uniqe, but pretty much sloppy but at least it is not girly
Do you have any bad habits?: ...........................
What is the compliment you get from most people?: There is only one...and it's always about how long and pretty my hair is O.o
What's your biggest fear?: Loosing the one person I love...or dieing and letting them get hit hard with grief
Can you sing?: I'm pretty good at singing songs by The Darkness xDD
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: No way
Are you a loner?: I don't know...I don't mind being alone longer then others, but I love people with me I care about
What are your #1 priorities in life?: My lover...
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Depends..
Are you a daredevil?: Not really
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I dislike my addictive habits
Are you passive or agressive?: *shrugs*
Do you have a journal?: Only this one on devianart
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: My kindness and need to help others
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: I would make it so I don't have habits...
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: I have mood swings...so I don't know
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Yeah...
Do you think life has been good so far?: I fell in love, everything else that is bad doesn't matter. My life has been good.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: That every shit that ever happens is so that something good can happen.
What do you like the most about your body?: My eyes ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2181089/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2181089/ Thu, 08 Apr 2004 18:17:41 PDT ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2173076/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2173076/ Wed, 07 Apr 2004 16:18:12 PDT Me Maria Joni Courtney: *are done grading science papers and talk as usual*
Maria: *looks at me* Remember last year, you used to be so smart?
Me: .__. *feels peices of heart not broken yesturday break*
Maria: OH! I DIDN'T MEAN IT LIKE THAT! I just meant that you don't care about anything anymore including your grades!
Me: .____. *feels broken peices break again* Well...I guess...*tries to get in subject and tell friends about the major fight with my mom and such*
Maria: *interupts and get on subject about how her mom steals from her piggy bank*
Courtney: ;.; that's so mean!
Joni: *is writing note to her boyfriend and doesn't notice me at all today cause of her boyfriend*
Me: *thinks about how Maria's mom done things 10 times nicer then what my mom did* ._.
Maria: *gets on subject about how she hates people who are sad for no reason* *turns to me* See ^_^ You have no reason to be depressed Becky!
Me:...*gives her a stare and feels heart shadder more*
..and then the day didn't get any better ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2166595/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2166595/ Tue, 06 Apr 2004 17:48:19 PDT 2. We do not care about you
3. We only care when it seems to ruin our parent reputation
4. You are here to make our reputations look good
5. You have no say in your life
6. Remember, if you are bad we can take away food for a couple of days
7. We say we love you cause it looks good to other people...
8. You were never important!
9. You are NOTHING now!
10. You will never be ANYTHING!

...I'm sure my mom has other rules, but these are the ones I remember so far...that bitch..only a few more years till I can leave home and get a chance to live... ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2158437/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2158437/ Mon, 05 Apr 2004 15:13:54 PDT Hm..today I have been all lovey dovey, but not twiterpated Three weird things happened today. First off on the side of the school someone spray painted in big blue words "YOU SUCK DICK!" and it was on the little kids side of the school (My school has the elementary, middle, and high together in the same building since we are so small ) Well the staff tried to try really hard to take the words off the wall, but they can't Heh, they had to cancel recess...I can see why (Secondgrader: Mrs. Hardwick, what does dick mean?!) xDD! The second weird thing is, I listened to a country song AND I LOVED IT! (which is odd cause I swore to myself I would never like country music) It's a really pretty song though... "One, you're like a dream come true. Two, I just wanna be with you. Three, it's plain to see that you're the only one for me. Four, repeat steps one two three. Five, make you fall in love with me. And when I think all of my work it done, then I'll start back at one" Pretty song, been in my head all day. Oh and the third weird thing today...SOME LITTLE SIXTH GRADER WAS HITTING ON ME! xDDD! Heh, I'm in High school for pete's sake, I'm not going to go out with a six grader that probably hasn't even had puberty yet ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2146189/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2146189/ Sat, 03 Apr 2004 18:53:37 PST My friends promised that they didn't steal more then one item for peoples accounts and didn't steal any accounts so that is good I suppose ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2134746/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2134746/ Fri, 02 Apr 2004 03:41:20 PST Last night Joni and I stayed up and counted down till it was my birthday! Then Joni showed me the new pink hair style ^^ I really love it! Oh and yeah Bubba, since it is my birthday now I looked at the email :3 Hehe is that cat liking Hiei a bit to much ?... hehe xDD I LOVE IT! Oh and my dad woke me up at six in the morning so I am up early today My parents gave me a card and The Darkness cd and 100 bucks! >! But now I have the crushing choice...100 dollars of books? or use all my money for a skanner? Damn I'm a dork xD We are mostly going to Lexington to see the horse races, bet, and shop at the giant book store ^-^ Well this is Midnight the 15 year old signing out xD ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2132568/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2132568/ Thu, 01 Apr 2004 18:48:49 PST Bubba I still love ya ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2126286/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2126286/ Wed, 31 Mar 2004 21:47:26 PST D and I already did it on my parents. I woke them up at 12:30 and was like MOM! DAD! SOMEONE'S HERE TO SEE YOU! O_O XP since there is sometimes vistors that come at like 9 and leave late. Then they were all e.e What time is it?! Who would be here so late?! Then I was all It's thirty minutes after midnight...just in time for april fools I know that is a weak trick, but it was the best I could think of since I remembered it was april fools about an hour ago. Hehe, two down, one to go >:3 Watch out Bubba xDDD ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2121885/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2121885/ Wed, 31 Mar 2004 10:43:47 PST ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2114925/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2114925/ Tue, 30 Mar 2004 10:22:35 PST is Female
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*pokes pageviews* hnhn...I'm so immature Well it's still not windy enough to fly a kite, damnit >_< but today is better then yesturday, alooooooot better o.o
I feel all warm and fuzzy inside ever since last night I had a very nice time with my lover and posted my Warming Sunset wallpaper and got alot of people that liked it ^_^ Thankies to you all and may you all have love make your heart mushy and happy! And thanks to my inspiration and lover most of all. :3 You are the closest person to my heart and shall always love you! ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2111031/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2111031/ Mon, 29 Mar 2004 18:33:21 PST Well...looks like my love life is back to normal... *twiterpated grin* ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2106883/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2106883/ Mon, 29 Mar 2004 06:53:37 PST I'm so sorry...I want her to forgive me and love me again...I guess I'll have to wait till she comes back...*frowns at clock and see that I will see her in about 6 hours* ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2104019/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2104019/ Sun, 28 Mar 2004 18:31:20 PST DON'T THREATEN PEOPLE TO DO THINGS AND MAKE THEM GO TO BED CRYING AND STUFF! o.o ok that's all I have to say ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2100244/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2100244/ Sun, 28 Mar 2004 08:03:23 PST > anyways it was extremely gross and I couldn't eat for a long time. Plus my mom was still being annoying with her love-the-cat-more-in-one-second-then-you -ever-loved-me-in-my-entire-life-you-fuc king-bitch. >_>;; anyways, good news. I had soup! YAY! I am talking to Bubba! YAY! I am getting a tonu on neopets! YAY! and erm THIS IS THE LAST SUNDAY I'M 14! YAYAYAYAYAY! xDDD Oh yeah...and i'm a dork! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2093856/ http://MidnightOutlaw.deviantart.com/journal/2093856/ Sat, 27 Mar 2004 07:54:46 PST _>; Hm...this is my last Saturday as 14...dang, I remember the times I was 10 and was all ^_^ I can't wait to be 12!! O.o; dang was I really that much of a dork? I took a career test this morning at 1 am. o_o I would be a good shrink X3 squee! I'm still trying to find out what my mom is giving me for my birthday XP I've narrowed it down to a scanner(so I can post good art! xD), some cds, or something I don't expect that's lame(like last years globe >.>; ) Oh well, I'm going to the racetracks and that is what matters XP ]]> ~MidnightOutlaw