http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Midnightsfire&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Midnightsfire en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 10 Dec 2009 07:28:09 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Midnightsfire.deviantart.com/journal/27166904/ http://Midnightsfire.deviantart.com/journal/27166904/ Sat, 12 Sep 2009 09:43:09 PDT
I'm now into my second week of class and its ok. Today is my first Photoshop class, and I have it tomorrow as well, I only have it once a month and its on weekends. But thats ok.

I really miss my friends. I can't talk to many of my other friends because i can't get ahold of them right noe. One of my best friends is always working, so she isn't possible to talk to to much then my other best friend is in collage and it almost an hour and half away and busy with class so can't talk to him. But thats ok, no matter how much I miss them. I hope to talk to or see them soon though.

Well things are very differnet and thats not a bad thing, just something to get use to though. I just wish that I could see and talk to my friends more but I don't see that happening anytime soon because we are ALL very busy right now.

On a lighter note, I have a crap load of books to read and two new movies to watch. And my mom bought me a digital camara that is soooo cool. I hope to buy and new laptop at some piont soon because the one I have is crap. I'm avioding my father and brothers as much as possible and so far its working, don't know how long that will last though. Sadly!!!

But I guess that's it for now. I hope my friends are doing well haveing fun and workng hard. I miss you all. You guys are the best. Miss you lots and hope to hear from you soon. Byes!!!

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Then after that I went to a party for one of my best friends and met a lot of his family. Friday I was at another of my best friends parties and then Saturday was my graduation party. Then after one of my bbf's parties I stayed at another house. I had a lot of fun. But it was sooooo busy.

So I have affulty started my summer vaction while my brothers still have a week or two to go. lol. So house to my self for the most part.

I will miss my friends and even some of my teachers but I will visit as much as I can this fall. Which I'm starting my collage classes this fall as well.

I just want to say to a few of my friends. Thanks for being there for me thought the ups and downs. Thank you for never letting me gove up when things got tough. Thank you for helping me and standing by my side though everything. You guys are the best. And I couldn't have asked for better friends. Thanks for everything.
Love ya guys!!!!

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In a 8 or 7 days is senior finals the joy. Then after finals Marching practices. Then graduation happens. And thats the end. I'm done and then there is summer vacation then I start collage in the fall.

I think the thing that I will miss the most are my friends but I plan to visit them at the high school, when I get the chance too.

At the ball I'm just going with friends because my boyfriend is in another state. But it will still be fun. I have no idea when the ball gets over but I don't really care either. As long that I have fun and its a good time. And everything goes smooth and I don't get upset about anything. But hey its going to be great.

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I will just give up it not worth fighting with her anymore its just a waste of time now. Whatever now. What happens, happens. I really don't care anymore. I'm tried of fighting with her over something that happened in the past or whatever petty thing that happens to come up. So I'm done with it now.


I talk to my boyfriend again and I really can't wait for him to come up. YEAH!!!!! He is such a gentlemen. He polite and sweet. He cares about what I have to say and do. He serports me regardless of what it is. He thinks that my friends, that he has talk to, are amusing and funny to NO end. Which is great. The rest of my friends can't wait to meet him. I talked a little about him to them. They think he sounds great.

I going to collage this fall. I have 3 different scholarship for collage. I will be taken class for a history teacher. I might be also be taking class to be a librarian and MAYBE some law class to be a lawyer. My mom thinks that I would make a great lawyer because I have the right temperment top be a lawyer and that I have the love to argue just for the sake of arguing and if you push me to far your scewed because then your in for it so I WILL TRY some law classes.

I have only a month and a half with a few days left before I have the big day. And Senior ball is right around the corner. I can't wait!!!!!

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I'm tried but hey I'll live. I might hang out with my best friends later but I don't know yet. I'm really tried and I don't really want anyone over and I don't think my parnets do either. I might talk to my boyfriend later but I don't know yet.

I hoping that everything will be better tomorrow, but I don't know yet. I have alot bring to school tomorrow and THANK GOD I got good grades this qaurter. I'm helping a good friend of mine by putting good music on her MP3 tomorrow for her she is so happy. So I quess today wasn't total awful but hey it might be better tomorrow. Who knows.

]]> ~Midnightsfire http://Midnightsfire.deviantart.com/journal/24184315/ http://Midnightsfire.deviantart.com/journal/24184315/ Sat, 11 Apr 2009 14:38:21 PDT Everything was going fine. School is going well and I WAS getting along with my friends. I talk to my boyfriend off and on. So things were going well until NOW!!!

It seems that one of my "friends" is starting shit with me again. She says she wants to be my "friend" and that she wants to stay that way then she turns around and start shit again. We had just ended our last fight a few weeks ago only to have it begin again. When will it all end!

Well then this is the end. Because I'm done. I'm not putting up with her shit anymore. If this the way she wants it fine. But it will only be her fault that our "friendship" ends FOR GOOD THIS TIME!!! Because this the the end of it. I'm tried of trying to be her "friend" when she puts no REAL effort into it. At lest that's what it feels like to me.

She says that I am a "fake Friend". I DON'T DO FAKE FRIENDS!!! Because I'm not that shallow. If I wanted to end the friendship I would have said something but I wanted to try and keep our "friendship" or what little we had left of it but she makes it so hard to be her frined. And it feels like she doesn't want the friendship at all. So I done for GOOD this time round. Because I' tried of it all.

ITS OVER!!!!!

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The funny thing is that people tried to warn me about this and her but I didn't want to believe them. That was a mistake on my part. But I wanted to believe in the good of everyone and thats what got me into this mess. Well not anymore.

I'm done and though being her friend. Never again. I'm done playing and dealing with her shit. FOREVER!!!

On an happy note I went up to Bangor and got a new book from a new series. And my mom gave me money to pre-order Twilight DVD. I'm so happy. So I have that now too. YEAH!!!!I can't wait until it comes in and I might be going to the party HotTopic is having for the release of Twilight but not sure yet.

Soon I well me graduating from high school so that is good. I already have my collage picked out and I was accepted. YEAH!!
My boyfriend might be coming up to see me soon. I can't wait.
I'll miss my friends because they are all leaving for different collages soon but I can't wait to get out of that school but hey only a few more month. YEAH!!!!

]]> ~Midnightsfire http://Midnightsfire.deviantart.com/journal/21977643/ http://Midnightsfire.deviantart.com/journal/21977643/ Sun, 14 Dec 2008 09:46:55 PST I can't wait for that.

I hope everyone has a merry X-mas and a happy new year. Have a great holiday everyone. and have fun.

]]> ~Midnightsfire http://Midnightsfire.deviantart.com/journal/21812741/ http://Midnightsfire.deviantart.com/journal/21812741/ Thu, 04 Dec 2008 09:16:12 PST
He moved though and I miss him. He always knew ho to make me smile when I was upset and he always made me laugh. He is amanzing when he plays quitar. He sent me some videos of him playing.

I think I'm falling for this guy but I don't know. I don't want a relationship while still in high school and starting collage that you just be hard to do. On top of that he moved away and I don't get to see him anymore. So I'm sad about that. I really miss him and he has only been down there for like two months but still. I have now clue what to do because my last relationship ended badly and don't want to happen again but hey what happens happens I guess?!

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