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Anyways, my Birthday was kickass, but only because

made it that way. Havoc got here on my birthday and he feels so freaking soft and looks so freaking cute!!! The only thing I don't like about Havoc is that my mom keeps taking him from me because she likes how soft he is T-T

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http://Misfit-Emo-4-life119.deviantart.com/journal/13268950/ Fri, 08 Jun 2007 18:18:22 PDT

EMO ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

YAY POSERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

YAY THEIFS!!!!!!!!!!!!11

YAY FALSE INTERNET FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

YAY PEOPLE WITH NO LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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]]> !Misfit-Emo-4-life119 Might as well tittle this my birthday!! http://Misfit-Emo-4-life119.deviantart.com/journal/13231594/ http://Misfit-Emo-4-life119.deviantart.com/journal/13231594/ Tue, 05 Jun 2007 18:26:11 PDT

Hopeful thinking, maybe this year's birthday will be different.... Trying not to get my hopes though. Something always ruins my birthday and make people forget about me... long story and not being over dramatic.

]]> !Misfit-Emo-4-life119 Where is the funny? http://Misfit-Emo-4-life119.deviantart.com/journal/13130032/ http://Misfit-Emo-4-life119.deviantart.com/journal/13130032/ Mon, 28 May 2007 19:32:30 PDT My Birthday is in 10 days. I have two commissions going on. I have Hiegi being made by

I also have, Jean Havoc being made by

Lately everything that can go wrong has gone wrong. My sisters 'Husband' aka the scum of the earth should never have children. Neither should some other people I know.
I was searching DArt and I noticed someone had the name Hitler in it! Yes Hitler and people were leaving comments like: 'Oh your so cool. How did the Jews burn?' and shit like that.

Now my grandmother was in one of those camps and saw her parents murdered right in front of her. She also crys late at night while sleeping begging the Nazi's not to kill her and her room is just down the hall.

As a Jew and as a person, I find this kind of behavior not acceptable. HILTER IS NOT A JOKE! What he did, was not funny. I don't care what the hell the joke is. If it has to do with Hitler, don't talk.

And for those who think it is funny, what part is so funny?
The part where they made Jewish people dig holes for their own graves and than shot in front of? . . . No that can't be it. Maybe it was the part, when the Jewish children who were older than 13, were separated from their mothers and fathers and forced to wait in one line, while their mothers and fathers and younger siblings were forced to wait in another line where they would be tricked into taking an acid shower or burned alive. . . No that can't be the funny part either. Maybe it is when Jewish women were raped and than beaten? Who knows....

Or Maybe, just maybe it is the part where my grandma had to see her mother get shot in front of her just because she was trying to protect her. Thats it! I know it is. Hahahaha... Guess what. THAT IS NOT FUNNY YOU SICK BASTARDS.

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The only thing I really wanted though was to repaint my room, which my mom is doing anyways because we have it done it since I was three. How embarrassing, you would know why if you saw what was on the wall lol!

Well, I also want a plushie of Havoc made by

lushabilities: because this girl is wiked talented and has reasonable prices! If you want to check her out:

So your all probably reading this and goes so what, you can make something up that you want. Er Nope. I suck at last minute deciding, which is where you [The reader] comes in!!! YAY! I need help telling people what to get me because they won't shut up. They say, "If you don't know what you want on your birthday than how can you enjoy." So can you throw out some ideas of good animes?

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Anyways.. I am just waiting for a commission and than I am quiting my account I think..

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Man it took all day

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http://Misfit-Emo-4-life119.deviantart.com/journal/12757902/ Fri, 27 Apr 2007 18:03:59 PDT

-.- His name will be Auden saint clair. He will have purple hair. Clothes will be hand made and be crappy. I can promise you that much! XD And blah blah blah. Good day. Lol

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http://Misfit-Emo-4-life119.deviantart.com/journal/12665404/ Fri, 20 Apr 2007 09:02:16 PDT
I haven't updated this thing in a while and I haven't found out if I had won that contest yet. Probably won't because their were more skilled writters. That and I wrote a two pager when it was supposed to be. Oh well.

My room mate and I our blasting in Spring Vaction. Which I guess just means we are going to play music really loud, but it is crappy music like Beauty and the Beast lol and Nysnc. YAY Nerdy ness. Eh whatever floats or sinks my boat right?? Well thats it I guess. I might go on ebay and spend money. I miss it. I haven't been on it for like EVER!!! YAY.

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http://Misfit-Emo-4-life119.deviantart.com/journal/12606170/ Sun, 15 Apr 2007 13:35:10 PDT .< I have a hard enough time waiting for kimbley. I might change my mind and wait for her to be done with everything though because she is just that good, but if you think you have what it takes and you can make the plush let me see what some of your plushies look like and I might do business with you. . . GRRRR

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http://Misfit-Emo-4-life119.deviantart.com/journal/12491088/ Sat, 07 Apr 2007 02:03:16 PDT
So instead of you guys thinking that I have no life and only complain I am here to prove you wrong!!! I have some great news!
1. Family problems = Almost gone. My husband is still a problem with my family, but they can all kiss my white ass. I am marrying my beautiful black hubby no matter what color he is.
2. Lester [My beautiful black hubby] just broke down yesterday. We were talking and all of a sudden he asked me to marry him again like he had forgotten! Which was really cute because he had made up the reasons on why we should be together.
3. My nephew is [This is good news and bad news.] is going to live with us because DSS decided that my parents could take better care of him than the stupid Colgans [My sister's criminal husband parents]. He can no longer see them, which means I don't have to!!!
4. The contest is finally coming to an end, so we shall see if my crappy writing skills can win me a contest lol.
5. I have a beautiful husband to cry to when things don't go right. It is funny, things I thought I would never talk about or cry about or even understand, I have told Lester. He isn't just my soul mate; he is my best friend in the whole wide world.

Now I know all of you are thinking, "What the hell?! You are to young to get married or even think about him like this, it is just puppy love." Maybe your right. Maybe one day Lester or I will stomp on the others heart as if it were a bug. BUT that day has not come. I mean sure we have our fights over some serious issues as well as stupid ones. Like away messages and people that we talk to. [We are both really jealous so it does cause a lot of problems. On top of that our family have issues with us in general.] And there are jokes that I don't get, even after a year of listening to them. But I have stood up agaisnt my family for him and I would do it again in a heart beat. I love my Lester and I love how he makes me feel and how I am the one he opens up too. I love his smile and I love when he is in a good mood. I could have the shittiest day ever and all I have to hear from Lester is, "Hey, how you doin?" And I melt. Or even just hearing him laugh.

Call it puppy love, call it over in a week. Just don't tell me that to my face because I will punch you and tell you your dead wrong. If this is a dream, than I never want to wake up.

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That is right folks! They dance because they won a rare original Kimblee plush from one of their favorite anime plushie makers! OH YEAH!!!!

[She dances.]

Other than that, there is still a lot of crap going on in my life right now. At least I have something to look forward too. For examples: my check clearing, my husband's check clearing, my teddy bear from my husband, and Kimblee being finished and mailed out.

YAY to things being look forward too!!!

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What upsets me the most about it is that I don't understand how it is okay for him to be upset, but it isn't okay for me to be upset. I wrote a stupid journal entry that says "Fine isn't always fine." The next thing I know he is pissed off at me and so is my room mate.

Oh well. Honestly, I can't wait to go home this weekend. Honestly I need the time apart from this crappy ass school and the people in it.

I just can't take the drama. I try my hardest to please people and I break down sometimes. Sometimes I feel like it is not worth it, maybe thats why I keep dragging on the fight instead of trying to solve it. Maybe I just don't give a rats ass anymore. Maybe. . . just maybe, to me it is just not worth it anymore.

I give up. I am not going to fix anything this time. If people really want to be my friend than they will solve it for once. Not just let me do all the dirty work.

If my "friend" choose to be mad at me, fine let them. There are only a few more weeks before school end anyways and I have other friends.

*update*
Yea thanks for commenting on it. You know who you are. Thanks for trying to solve it too. Whatever. I am so sick of this crap.

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!Misfit-Emo-4-life119 I WON!!! http://Misfit-Emo-4-life119.deviantart.com/journal/12360168/ http://Misfit-Emo-4-life119.deviantart.com/journal/12360168/ Wed, 28 Mar 2007 08:31:17 PDT YAY i WON [Dances more.]

YAY

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http://Misfit-Emo-4-life119.deviantart.com/journal/12355237/ Tue, 27 Mar 2007 19:52:43 PDT That doesn't mean you should hassle the person to death and see how you can make them better, but it also doesn't mean that you have to ignore how they are feeling.
"Fine" isn't always Fine.
What does fine mean exactly than?
It means something is wrong, but you don't have the words to express how you truly feel and that maybe if you say it is fine than it will all go away.
Now as we all know, it is not that easy. The burden of the pain will just carve deeper and deeper into your chest.
Others will interpret that as angry towards them or even [For the ladies] PMS. . . PMS is not the case and neither is anger. . .
I am not sure what the case is to be honest. . .
To turn your cheek only works when someone makes you cry or hurt on the inside by unruly words or actions, not for ignoring the hurt!!!!!
I beg of you to learn this lesson fast!
The hurt do not wish to be smuggled with "Are you okay?" or "Whats wrong?"
Rather wasting all your energy with that crap simply offer an ear or at least say, "It is just a rough spot" and leave it at that.
If they choose to open up to you, listen if not than go back to being a dumbass. . .

]]> !Misfit-Emo-4-life119 Annoying As Fuck [Long Day] http://Misfit-Emo-4-life119.deviantart.com/journal/12300640/ http://Misfit-Emo-4-life119.deviantart.com/journal/12300640/ Fri, 23 Mar 2007 18:07:34 PDT
When I went to Wal-Mart, I saw the dog I wanted, but ended up picking another one because I felt bad for it and because it was nice and yellow XD

Anyways, while waiting on the bus stop to go home, there was a girl who basically spilled her whole life story out to me. So what did I do? I did what any normal person would do! I took out my cell phone and texted my baby.

After about an hour of listening to this girl chat about how her bf wants to move in with her, and how she owns a house and how to do laundry and her trip to Wal-Mart and like a hundred text messages, the bus finally came.

DUN DUN DUN. . . That is when I ran into a 39, maybe 40 year old man, who insisted he had to read my shirt that says, "I hate everybody." For half the ride he was looking at my breast, and repeating the words on my shirt. Once we past McD's he moved next to me [Was still texting the bf] and asks me what I was doing. When I said just talking to my husband, he leaned on me doing who the hell knows what. I know for a fact that he was
A) Trying to look at my text messages.
Or
B) Trying to steal my phone because he was trying to touch my hand that the cell phone was in.

So what did I do?? I pulled the stop line and got the fuck off the bus and walked the rest of the way. I wasn't going to put up with that shit.

Anyways, I am creating a club for

because her art work is simply amazing! I love it. So yeah. . . I will post it as the BEST CLUB EVER!!!! lol. I work her socks XD

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