http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:MisfitToy&section=today deviantART RSS for by:MisfitToy en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 27 Nov 2009 11:42:18 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/25278048/ http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/25278048/ Fri, 12 Jun 2009 17:45:00 PDT going to upload a newer deviant id right now

i just haven't had time, but there's a few photos i want to upload, and a drawing or two.
so make sure to check them out when i do!


hope everyone is doing amazing

]]> ~MisfitToy http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/22291667/ http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/22291667/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 00:30:10 PST
suddenly i feel so strangely optimistic.
i am so grateful for what i do have in my life. always. but sometimes my optimism gets so faded. i really have to stop letting things get to me.
i know the past is the past. it needs to stop inserting itself into my dreams, haunting the corners of my mind.

this year went by so fast, and so much shit has happened. but i feel like this new years i have a better handle on things. i'm not so lost as i used to be. i'm a lot stronger. i have someone really good in my life now, i have something genuine and true. not just a fabrication of love, i've got the real thing. and just knowing that i have that makes each day so much better.

it was hard at first, but i will always believe this:
"the only way to find true happiness is to risk being completely cut open."

i know that there will always be downs, real downs. but i have a good feeling. that if i can hold onto what i have no matter what, then everything will be alright.

i feel a lot of things are changing, but these changes aren't so frightening.



welcome to enlightenment.

]]> ~MisfitToy http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/19790950/ http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/19790950/ Tue, 05 Aug 2008 13:16:40 PDT i'll always be a little vague..
that is the only thing that never changes.


i am loving the new layout of the site,
yeah i'm late,
but i really do it's so much easier.


just felt like updating this here journal, basically.
nothing of great importance to be reported..



hope everyone is doing absolutely fantastic !

]]> ~MisfitToy http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/18499010/ http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/18499010/ Sun, 25 May 2008 17:57:04 PDT shits been kinda crazy.

my apologies dolls !


i'm trying to get a subscription,
so i can use this site without all the aggravation and ads
because my computer is slow and fucky
so hopefully i'll do that soon.

but in the mean time
i'll still submit stuff
and check as many deviations out as i can.


i reread my last journal,
and i realize i have learned a lot since then.


hope all of you are doing well
hang in there and stay gorgeous

]]> ~MisfitToy http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/17689756/ http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/17689756/ Fri, 04 Apr 2008 20:24:56 PDT i haven't been on in soo long.
working to check all of your deviations, read all your journals, comments, etc.
but i think i'm gonna be on here more again.
i really am tryna get a subscription though, makes things so much easier.

the last few weeks have been a fucking roller coaster of emotions..
i set myself up for disaster once again.
still crashing. i don't know why i thought anything would ever be different.
haven't been sober in i couldn't even tell you how long..

i feel so restless. same old stalemate baby.

this shit is getting annoying.
so i'm going on an adventure. not gonna stop til i find that sparkle.
not gonna stop til i find something new.
even something new old. really just something good.
keep holding on to these ideals. holding on til you can convince me its all just another let down.

because i know better. i'm supposed to be stronger than all this.
i'm supposed to hold you all together. but you all keep falling apart on me. theres a few of you, you are my world. i cant have you all in pieces. i gotta mend things once and for all.
it's gotta be like the old days, i just don't know what to do, don't know where to start.
theres one of you i can't cut out of my life. even though i feel at this point i need to.
too much guilt.
yeah i guess it all gets to you after awhile.

i'll always be a little vague.
i'll always tell you what i'm thinking but not if i can't trust you. and even then there's some things i dont say.
you never ask the right goddamn questions.

too nostalgic for my own good sometimes..

sometimes i feel if we all got a vacation. all got away from this city. its always a love-hate relationship with philly.
maybe things would change a little. maybe we;d get some perspective.
then again these are all just ideals.

always always always contradicting myself backwards and forwards and three times over.

when you have two walking boxes of indecisions, you just get nowhere.
i need someone who's really down for the ride. i need that commitment, but i never ask it from the right people.

i'm gonna appreciate everything i have in my life right now.
down to the very bone of every insignificant moment.
i have so much to love, and even though a lot is missing, i'm trying to get my optimism back.
in the past the shit i've seen has only made me stronger.
so why should this all be any different.
but when you're here, in the moment, you never see it that way.

no regrets baby.

there is so much to see, to learn, so much culture to absorb.
so many experiences to still be had.


i wanna see the world before i die.

]]> ~MisfitToy http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/16624530/ http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/16624530/ Tue, 29 Jan 2008 07:50:28 PST if you read it i would like to know what you're thinking about it, na mean?
muchas gracias


stay gorgeous dolls

]]> ~MisfitToy http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/12634402/ http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/12634402/ Tue, 17 Apr 2007 15:58:01 PDT
IF YOU COME HOME
I'LL BAKE YOU A CAKE
MADE OF ALL THEIR EYES
YEAH
MADE OF ALL THEIR EYES


I'm going to find all of your hearts.
Because I know you have them.
Then I'll take all of your diamonds,
For lying to me.
Then I'll hit you over the head with clubs and spades,
Burry you in my backyard.


Prepositional phrase:
We baked in the shed.

I would like to go bake in the shed right now.
Who's coming with me?!?!?!?!?!
I'll bring cheerios.


LET'S MAKE TIME STAND STILL BABY.

]]> ~MisfitToy http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/12212510/ http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/12212510/ Fri, 16 Mar 2007 21:47:48 PDT Some stuff probly now worth a second look. Who knows...

(They said here's the final fuck you.)
(Didn't it feel great???????!?!?!)
(...NO.)


{[ I really do love you guys. ]}


IF YOU COME HOME,
I'LL BAKE YOU A CAKE.

]]> ~MisfitToy http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/12002990/ http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/12002990/ Wed, 28 Feb 2007 16:12:10 PST She is somewhere else.
In fact,
in a world
with orange candy flowers
and purple sugar skies.
There's no such thing as time there.
No deceit.
No pain.
Just endless tea parties.

And maybe she is happy there.

{{lol at mood guy}}
v
v
v
v

]]> ~MisfitToy http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/11641605/ http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/11641605/ Wed, 31 Jan 2007 22:07:37 PST SMASH IT IN IT'S HIDEOUS FACE!
it deserves it!!!

yes, i think so.


[[[SOMEONE CALL THE !!!]]]




(haha look at the little mood guy down there!)

]]> ~MisfitToy http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/11399656/ http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/11399656/ Thu, 11 Jan 2007 14:48:31 PST Then she burned.


Yep.


ZOMBIEFUCKINGSUPERSTAR

]]> ~MisfitToy http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/10906495/ http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/10906495/ Thu, 30 Nov 2006 20:19:19 PST
I'm working on a lot of stuff right now, but it's taking me
awhile to get finished 'cause I have so much other stuff to do all the
time, and I've been so effing tired and run down.
I'm also working on remastering all of my olllddd stuff.
I want it better. So don't look at it! It sucks.
So expect lotss of neww stuff sooonish,
that is if I don't keel over from exhaustion first.
If I do, promise to come to my funeral.
I would like a shiny gingerbread coffin, pleaseums.
And lillies. Lots and lots of lillies.
I would like my epitaph to read "Eat All The Flowers"
Thank-you very much.

LOVE AND PEACE

Stay gorgeous daHlinggs.



]]> ~MisfitToy http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/10882693/ http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/10882693/ Tue, 28 Nov 2006 18:24:39 PST i have to fix this.

]]> ~MisfitToy http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/10071753/ http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/10071753/ Thu, 14 Sep 2006 15:38:22 PDT in case you were wondering..
maybe i'll just drop dead from exhaustion one of these days..
just a pleasant thought...

i need sleep!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......
but i can't have it.
this agitates me.

bye bye darlings.

]]> ~MisfitToy http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/9822119/ http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/9822119/ Tue, 22 Aug 2006 23:35:03 PDT I'm fucking bored.
And tired out of my mind.
But insomnia will prevail.
Cause someone stole my sleeping pills I just bought!
This sucks.
I'm itching for some kind of substance.
And I have another massive headache.
My ipod broke, I have no music.
There's no one to talk to.
Overall, one shitty night.

Just thought I'd share that with you.
Remember to stay gorgeous.

Love, Peace, Narcotics...

]]> ~MisfitToy http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/9738045/ http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/9738045/ Tue, 15 Aug 2006 14:15:55 PDT Yeah I'm happy today,
'Cause I just found a internet cafe!
Ha!
AND
I can rhyme bitches!
So anyways, I'm down in Ocean City, NJ for the week, and I was under the impression I would have to be away from the internet for a week, so I was kinda bummed. But me and Stef did some exploring, and we found a internet cafe! which is awesome! it's this little ice cream shop and in the back there are computers with internet access!
And today I'm in much pain. I got sunburned like a mutha fuck on the beach yesterday and now my fucking pale complexion is all ruined, and not only is it ruined, it's red damnit! and it hurts!
so, yeah...
Just thought I'd share that with you guys..
Love Much
KEEP ON TRUCKIN!

]]> ~MisfitToy http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/9450571/ http://MisfitToy.deviantart.com/journal/9450571/ Fri, 21 Jul 2006 17:02:19 PDT So anyways.. yes there should be a lot of stuff up soon, and some of it I actually really like, so I would appreciate your comments and critique as I always do.
Thanx ^_^

Love Much


<~~ he he (couldn't resist)

]]> ~MisfitToy