http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Misguided-Angel&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Misguided-Angel en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 10 Dec 2009 11:59:31 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/21808003/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/21808003/ Wed, 03 Dec 2008 22:01:11 PST a few weeks ago but unfortunately because i didnt have the right usb cable i dont have a copy of the pics yet. i still havent seen them properly and am dying to!! ahem ffion wink wink !

till then i'm happily bumming around with my babies who are loving all the gourmet doggie food i make them and all the cuddles n belly scratches. nothing's better than a cuddle with them after they've been washed and they're all soft fluffy and smell purdy.

so not looking foward to xmas though is no fun when ur broke waaaah santa please send me money!

]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/21591356/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/21591356/ Fri, 21 Nov 2008 01:52:12 PST no girl, no job, no camera life just isn't fantastic at the moment

oh yeah and the giant hole in my hand isn't helping

new stuff soon i hope

]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/20385265/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/20385265/ Mon, 08 Sep 2008 02:35:16 PDT

runny nose , dizzy,tired,sore throat,coughing like a seal, headache , fever and aching body and the F*#%ing ice cream truck has been circling the block for an hour i swear bugger off we dont want ice cream and im sick to death of hearing greensleeves on ur crappy musak speaker.

new symptom: my right ear has blocked and everything now has a warped unerwater feel to it. sounds now have a strange out of tune honky tonk vibe to them and watching tv earlier was like someone whispering in a far away buzzing robot smoosh. feel like im on a bad trip

it has also forced me to postpone my ideas with which is just another irritating bonus to being ill.

on the positive i have a girl and her name is Gillianne.
caramel skin, those cute dark afro curls that fall past her shoulders and these amazing deep brown eyes. I cant wait to see her again.

till then i will head back to bed for another nap in the hopes i will get better quicker




*UPDATE*
Thought i'd put up some things i've been meaning to for ages, to DA theyre new but to me theyre old. also thought the avatar needed an update it's actually a tiny very pixellated version of my journal cover which i made a few months ago, i know the asian symbol means something like new beginnings but dont quote me on that .

]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/20052200/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/20052200/ Wed, 20 Aug 2008 01:26:12 PDT i can finally get some new clothes and buy some decent sized canvases, and maybe some 2nd hand Docs out of the quokka i miss having docs.

still working on the shots taken of and will be submitting more soon. otherwise i am happily working on a few sewing projects at mum's (she helps when i jam the bobbin etc lol) when i get home i will b getting back to painting and paper mache
so keep ur eyes peeled 4 new stuff
much love 2 DA perthians and everyone else

cant wait 4 fri perthdeviant meet at the freo power station that is going 2 b awesome!



]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/19862435/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/19862435/ Sat, 09 Aug 2008 12:52:10 PDT
i finally found my photoshop cd and am so glad to have it back i felt a littel lost without it.

great fun had on wednesday avo with kitty and sammiemac (when i figure out how to put their links up i will do so) lots of giggles and lots of sugar consumed as i painted up kitty's face and sammie attempted to salvage the backdrop on my bed.

my house is still trashed coz i havent been back since and i so dont want to think about cleaning up all the dried paper mache and clothes everywhere *groans* till then i'm with my babies and am lving every minute with them *big slurpy kisses from my doggies*

]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/19500573/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/19500573/ Sun, 20 Jul 2008 13:24:19 PDT reconnected with an old friend(been three years since our last meeting) and found that feelings hadnt changed and hating myself for still wanting something i cant have.

i am set for surgery in two weeks, then the second surgery hopefully going ahead before the year is out which would be fantastic, ive been waiting freaking long enough damn pulic health system! it should make for some interesting pics though, i will be taking a camera into pre theatre and post theatre so as soon as i wake up i will get someone to document the wounds for me, i wanted that last time but my mum was a little grossed out and couldnt do it LOL the staples in my back were awesome i looked like frankenstein!! weee

still coming down from an energy drink high- four red eyes and many cigarettes later i'm still wired from our night out at ZOO. finally a new club that is more alternative that the usual crap and so fun, cant wait till next sunday night will be awesome! neon coloured makeup and DIY clothes was fun in itself yay for sewing machines and dodgy hand stitches for that extra arty edge

Guy is absent which is odd, its too quiet around here without him and Megan, Blake, Kasey and four random drunk people are giggling in the lounge room with stolen road work signs oh the joys of teenage drunkenness *sigh*


mum has decided that she will become a fag hag and is loving being my brothers beard out at the court on fri nights its hilarious, would be even funnier if she drank though her asking drag queens what they do with their "willies" when they are wearing short skirts is hilarious enough in itself.

or "why do gay men have anal sex?" that made for an interesting afternoon in a posh cafe where my brother turned a shade close to a tomato, theres one for the christmas cards

new stuff soon to come i am downloading the newest photoshop as i write this, oh wait no i'm not downloading it i uh found it yeah found it i tells ya!

hi to all the other insomniacs !



]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/18929794/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/18929794/ Thu, 19 Jun 2008 12:29:51 PDT
i wonder if i have insomnia or if im just putting off sleep, its an unconcious thing, i wash my face and get distracted by stray eye brow hairs, then get into bed and lie there listening to classical music for hours on end my eyes wide open and staring at the walls around me.

on the positive i actually took out my old paint brushes and tiny tubes of watercolour paints and have created a few interesting peices that i will either photograph or scan to put up here in the coming week. i think its just my stupid figitiveness that brought me to that, so i guess sleep deprivation isnt all bad.

to sleep
to dream
.........

]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/18706430/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/18706430/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 23:28:57 PDT
but some asshole took my work and said it was hers. her account closed not long after i noted her but i'm still seriously PISSED OFF!!!

why do people waste time with plaguerism the glory the get is fake so how can they get anything from it ?? i so dont get those people

NOT HAPPY JAN!

]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/18313355/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/18313355/ Tue, 13 May 2008 22:24:50 PDT that took a long time to get rid of but i'm glad i did it i just need to check in here at least once a week or they pile up again

i have downloaded some brushes and textures from a feew of my fav artists on dev art and will be working on new stuff soon
till then


]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/17404240/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/17404240/ Wed, 19 Mar 2008 01:01:12 PDT
more new stuff coming soon will be updating as i go on.
thanks 2 everyone who views my stuff much love to ya!
lana

]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/14420112/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/14420112/ Fri, 31 Aug 2007 03:48:44 PDT its not fantastic but i'll
submit it anyway. i have also deleted most of my poetry, i found that someone here on DA has copied my original poetry despite the fact that my stuff has already been copywritten years ago, people are so stupid and lame for copying other people's work :eyeroll:

anyways till i finish the rest of the update this will have to do
ciao


]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/12139134/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/12139134/ Sun, 11 Mar 2007 04:29:21 PDT im at school 5 days a week and cant be bothered doing much else than that.
im finding that people there arent like me and i feel a little alone.

where are all the people who used to do stupid things like get fried all the time who are now more positive and wanting to do more with their life?

am i it?

i really dont like that feeling

being alone is so not fun

]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/11240719/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/11240719/ Sat, 30 Dec 2006 02:58:41 PST

hope people like


]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/10354326/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/10354326/ Wed, 11 Oct 2006 02:35:26 PDT , until i get a new photoshop it will just have to do, so no bitching from any of ya'll

im doing a writing workshop at the moment so hopefully i will improve my writing :hopeful:

thaz it 4 2day



]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/9401536/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/9401536/ Mon, 17 Jul 2006 04:03:30 PDT who is only 3 months old.

they refused to stay still so i got lots of blurry shots, and ones of their tongues and up their noses> they kept licking the camera

i will submit as soon as i get them from my mums place and then find a comp with the net to post them.

i need to get a newer edition of photoshop though and i cant use fireworks :stabfork:
so thats my reson for not doing anything new, plus i havent written any poetry for months
and i cant be bothered doing traditional art coz it never looks right, i need help

anyway i gotta go pee heh heh i love that emoticon
Ciao
]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/9056694/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/9056694/ Tue, 13 Jun 2006 12:18:08 PDT for a month and what happens? i get back on Devart and there are 978 deviations in my devwatch to view!!!

this was no small task, and i started hacking away at that enormous number a few days ago and finally today at 3.10 am i am finished
all i can say is thank god its over !
damn my neck hurts though.

i will hopefully be able to subscribe soon, with the thumbnails it took so long.

im tired and my brother's boyfriend's birthday is tomorrow and im helping my bro out planning a suprise party so i should probably go to sleep soon.
]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/7716114/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/7716114/ Thu, 26 Jan 2006 17:33:38 PST i've never been a huge drinker so i skipped the alcohol and listened to my many neighbours drunk by 3pm and thought what a pathetic nation we are, drinking so early in the day.

Honestly if it werent for the day off work and the fireworks display i dont think many people would give a shit either lol.

so i sat and watched the however million dollars they spent on the 35 min fireworks display and thought yeah its pretty but there is so much more we could be doing with all that money, so many things wrong with the system; hospitals, schools, other countries needing help and instead we selfishly spend so much money on exploding lights, and the morons in politics go on and on about our economy, man the government is fucked up.(me stabbing John Howard)

well ill end my bitching now, maybe im just bitter because im lonely, my friends keep ODing or ending up in loony bins so theres no one left to party with, i need to find some new friends i think ]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/7354758/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/7354758/ Mon, 19 Dec 2005 13:21:01 PST im exuasted as its now 520 am and the sun is already up and ready for the day, whilst i will be crawling into bed very very soon

thaks to everyone who has taken the time to view anything or wander through my gallery, and much love to those who have faved my work,

but im not really getting any comments which is a shame, i know sometimes u just cant be bothered writing something but i hardly ever get a decent comment relating to the peice or saying much more than cool

people where are ur written skills? typing isnt that hard

COMMENTS PLEASE

anyways nite
lotsa love
Lana ]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/7191218/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/7191218/ Thu, 01 Dec 2005 03:27:21 PST 2. Hair Colour - auburn (reddish brown ) and yes its natural
3. Eye Colour - brown
4. Height - 5'2
5. Weight (be honest!) fuck knows hell i dont
6. Piercings - ears( lobes and right inner cartilidge) and tongue
7. Tatoos -none yet
8. Braces/Retainer - nope
9. Contacts - yes when i can be bothered with them
10. Glasses - yes and i hate them
11. Birthday - March 9th

Have You Ever...
1. Skipped school? - yes lots
2. Broken someone's heart? - yes but i wish i hadnt
3. Been in love? - no
4. Wanted someone you know you couldn't have? - yes
5. Run away from home? - yes
6. Cried in school? - yes
7. Been rejected? - yes
8. Been used? - yes
9. Cried when someone died? - yes
10. Cheated on someone? - no
11. Hurt yourself on purpose? - yes but dont do it anymore
12. Done something you regret? - lots
13. Done drugs? - yes
14. Smoked? - yes dont anymore though
15. Drank? - yes not often and i hate beer!!
16. Kissed someone? - yes KISSES ROCK :lips:
17. Shoplifted? - yes when i was like 15
18. Been fired? - yes 15 again
19. Been in a fist fight? - i would scratch and bite my brother when we were younger does that count?
20. Driven? yes im getting my licence soon yay

Favourite
1. Colour - purple and blue
2. Animal - orangutan, dogs,dolphin
3. Season - spring
4. Song - have too many
5. Drink - maison red (its non alcoholic wine)
6. Food - chocolate and italian food
7. Place - the beach
8. School Subject -english drama and art
9. Band - snow patrol, goo goo dolls, frou frou

Random
1. Do you believe in God? - yes, but dont believe i should have to go to church like ever
2. In a relationship, does age matter? - my limits are over 18 and under 35 and as long as ur partner is over 18 if u are then its all cool
3. What are you most afraid of? - hurricanes
4. Do you play an instrument? - piano
5. Do you play sports? - not often
6. Do you believe in love at first sight? - not sure, im hopeful but not positive

if u read this far ur a legend

]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/7032346/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/7032346/ Sun, 13 Nov 2005 02:27:20 PST for three days now, helping him out with a few things, and sleeping on a lumpy old mattress on his lounge room floor, which sux believe me! his housemate and i went on a drinking binge last night and i felt like absolute shit, my skin crawling and my head was pounding, so i found a clean towel(thats no small thing, they are a rarity in this house!) and had a really long shower and damn do i feel soooo much better.

thank you god for inventing showers ]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6923484/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6923484/ Tue, 01 Nov 2005 07:22:03 PST
i went home with some old friends and we talked and laughed for hours,
i didnt even care about the blind date not showing up i had so much fun, dancing , playing drunk pool.
i swear there were about 3000 people all jammed into this one club, pouring outside watching the live band and the dj room cranked up techno music and four dancers wearing not much at all ; two guys two girls. everyone was either high or drunk by 4 am when the club closed and we all stood outside waiting for cabs.

its now almost tuesday and im taking more panadol, my head is so sore. i think ill go to bed soon, so goodnite.
]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6890818/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6890818/ Fri, 28 Oct 2005 19:42:41 PDT (for those who dont know pride is Perths version of mardi gras) and ive been chatting online to friends who are setting me up on a blind date tomorrow after the parade, i cant wait, im in a float where we are all school children with purple ties and either devil horns and tails or halos and wings, im a devil of course is gonna be so fun
cant wait

And OHMIGOD i reached 500 pageveiws i cant believe it ]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6837525/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6837525/ Sat, 22 Oct 2005 14:13:01 PDT ( kilmoetres just doesnt sound right even though i dont know how long a mile is lol)

it's been a few weeks since ive posted anything new, sorry bout that, ive been sick and distracted by everything shiny in my veiw

i think i might have to pop a few sleeping pills otherwise i will be wired all night theyre good when i cant sleep

soon i will do some new stuff, i promise.
oh yeah im getting some of my poetry published in LIP magazine which is cool
ok going to sleep now ]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6499376/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6499376/ Tue, 13 Sep 2005 23:52:46 PDT , getting little sleep and working with metal and toxic paint makes my head hurt.
i have had to redo the design 3 times already because it wasnt working properly

but hopefully it will turn out great, i have high hopes and cant wait for the opening to show everyone what ive been up to the past few months, i will have to take some photos to post in here

well im off to eat the am going right back to bed, getting 4 hours of sleep is not good enough and i have nothing better to do today and if i dont get some sleep soon i'll go CRAZY
so goodnight ]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6339858/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6339858/ Sat, 27 Aug 2005 05:29:18 PDT ) burning cds, music and robot chicken robot chicken ROX

not feeling 100 % so not doing my best work, i have some new stuff to put on here bet everywhere i go i can do it, like my brother doesnt have a floppy(LMAO floppy) disk drive how abnormal is that ???

im feeling juvenille so will go before i write something childish

]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6156346/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6156346/ Sun, 07 Aug 2005 06:08:43 PDT
ive been tinkering around with old photos so will be updating them over the next few days, i need some new things to do though im getting a little frustrated with the same old crap, again a request for people to WRITE COMENTS! :blah: i want to know what people think about my stuff, so that i can improve etc

anyways id better run otherwise ill miss my bus home again



]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6095926/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6095926/ Mon, 01 Aug 2005 00:48:14 PDT i will get around to putting more stuff in here eventually but for now i dont care must sleep

this is my brain right now-

anyways, im going to make a devil dog out of clay, then im going home straight to bed even if its only at 5pm fuck it


]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6001558/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/6001558/ Fri, 22 Jul 2005 04:07:48 PDT just a quick note as well, COULD PEOPLE PLEASE COMMENT ON WORK THEY LIKE, i get so many people faving things but never commenting on what it was they liked about it.

would appreciate some more feedback people

]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5964725/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5964725/ Mon, 18 Jul 2005 02:50:37 PDT
i saw my shrink today, interesting outcome, i left feeling a little lost but got to my place of fun and feel so much better third eye blind blaring through the computer speakers bringing me back to life.

shit now i cant think of anything else, ill be back tomorrow with something better to say hopefully
ciao ]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5873860/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5873860/ Fri, 08 Jul 2005 04:17:39 PDT
applying for work, hopeful but not overly concerned about it. ive been browsing in here a lot lately, so many talented artists, i am soooo jealous of their talent. im getting myself aquainted with photoshop but dont have a copy at home yet so its taking a while to get new things posted in here, i think maybe im lazy too but hey no use bitching about it.

i wish i could trael the world and meet all these talented artists and learn from them, to be inspired, to learn new techneques(i think i spelt that wrong)

and to just get out there, as much as i love australia i want to see the world and all it has to offer, maybe i should start a charity to fund my adventures, bored artist please give generously
anyway gotta go help make dinner, god know two adolescant boys in the kitchen isnt a good thing, ciao ]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5673089/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5673089/ Fri, 17 Jun 2005 03:19:02 PDT ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5527554/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5527554/ Thu, 02 Jun 2005 02:51:48 PDT ive been so depressed with no real reasaon and i just feel so lost, like nothing makes sense anymore. words are foreign to me i dont understand the simplest things at the moment, its ridiculus.
this probably doesnt make a whole lot of sense but hey thats my brain right now, cant think of what else to say so ill go home now
]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5397612/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5397612/ Thu, 19 May 2005 01:41:30 PDT
beauty is everywhere you just have to open your eyes and it calls out to you.
i have added some more poetry so it will do until i find my portfoliio which i still cannot find grrr.
oh well todday i dont really care
im just happy smiling at nothing im not crazy i swear ]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5353543/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5353543/ Sat, 14 May 2005 05:40:48 PDT
i think the beauty in the pain
and everything it gains
I see these curses upon your wrists
and all the times we've missed
watching our lives like little flowers
die and twist into the darkness
they do fade
what is this game we play? ]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5345259/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5345259/ Fri, 13 May 2005 06:41:40 PDT
i have been very bored this past week, sleeping and feeling gross are about it. im not sick ive just been feeling not 100 %

my angel, my best friend has gone and left me alone, i already miss her so much and know that she will stay on the other side of the country for a long time. why do people have to leave? why does everything have to change? i liked the way it was, now i have nothing but this depressing darkness and my thousands of scratched cds.

loneliness is worse than being sick, it gets under your skin and spreads like poison and i feel my blood drying up and my bones become brittle.
out of no where i start crying its uncontrollable and i hate it.

i feel lost with nothing left to inspire me but dispair.
i still havent added any more to my gallery here and its sad with only four items in it. i must hunt down my portfolio.
she floats> i float in this blur of life all around me, like im dead and they cant see me suffering.
i miss her. ]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5114891/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5114891/ Sun, 17 Apr 2005 19:08:24 PDT i love getting money !!

i can finally get my tattoo, ive been wanting for ages, now i just have to decide, angel or butterfly and where??!!
maybe i should do some research
will be back later to post my findings ]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5100044/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5100044/ Fri, 15 Apr 2005 23:44:30 PDT debating wether or not to clean up my act and start agin or to just give up and do nothing.

this angel needs some guidance if youre listening God
]]> ~Misguided-Angel http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5094584/ http://Misguided-Angel.deviantart.com/journal/5094584/ Fri, 15 Apr 2005 10:54:01 PDT im exuasted so i should probably wander off to bed, it is 2 am after all. ]]> ~Misguided-Angel