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Ciao,

And Happy New Year!

Jaya

(p.s. - no more art yet )

]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/12495687/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/12495687/ Sat, 07 Apr 2007 11:40:40 PDT
Congrats on my friend Queen-Uriel for her Daily Deviation!!! I've been watching her from the beginning and her works are absolutely AMAZING!

I'm happy that some of us have started doing artistic works again...like Amy with her X-Men fanfic and Ben with his random comic here and there! This place was dead to us for a loooong time and maybe now that summer's closing in we can all start getting our creative juices flowing! Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!

Squeeeeeee!

Huzzah!

"Less than three"

Jaijai

]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/7595640/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/7595640/ Fri, 13 Jan 2006 18:59:42 PST
No, it's not my cell phone....

It's not outside...

It's.....


*drum roll*

An almost dead DA account! WOOOO!

With much love,
Jaya ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/7267111/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/7267111/ Fri, 09 Dec 2005 17:14:51 PST ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/7135256/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/7135256/ Thu, 24 Nov 2005 18:33:11 PST
Okay, question:

Which is worse?

A) Being at a concert and peeing your pants because you don't want to miss anything?

or

B) Going to the bathroom and finding out the lead singer took the person saving your spot up on stage? ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/6875966/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/6875966/ Wed, 26 Oct 2005 18:06:59 PDT you all better dress up...or dress down if you're anything like myself

<3 Jaya

(P.S. - Tenor saxes rock) ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/6672553/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/6672553/ Mon, 03 Oct 2005 20:00:19 PDT
As for my health, I haven't gotten "sick" yet, other than my normal Asthma which will most likely never go away, so I deal with it. I just finished a 7-day(maybe 8? 10?) day bottle of pills given to me for some unknown reason.

I'm reading this book on a serial killer and it's pretty good...kinda creepy but good none the less...I tried reading Da Vinci's Coe but that got me nowhere.

Anyway, I'm tired so I'm getting too lazy to write anymore.
Ciao!
Jaya ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/6470472/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/6470472/ Sat, 10 Sep 2005 18:53:59 PDT
Um...I dunno where I was going with that... ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/6396987/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/6396987/ Fri, 02 Sep 2005 12:11:56 PDT but emotionally I have.
I think i've grown more independent as well.

I've also been *adding* deviations. w00t.

I look forward to my last year in highschool...it's been a blast!

There isn't much else to say, really, other than what my signature says, which is: Cherish what you have, not what you don't.

Ahem, let me elaborate: Don't cry over something you *don't* have. To some who do, you may NEVER get it and if you do, THEN you can cherish it! Really, move forward with your life, because it'll go on anyway no matter what you say.

I'm *not* saying to stop chasing your dreams, I just mean stop chasing something *unrealistic*. I can't define whether it is unrealistic to you, because *you* are the only one who really knows if it is deep down.

Phew. I think I'm done.
Jaya ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/6309009/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/6309009/ Tue, 23 Aug 2005 17:49:28 PDT
Anyway! I'm kinda glad it's over for a couple of reasons...but i'll miss everyone i met. I don't know what else to say, really. I've come to so many realizations and, in a way, especially thanks to some like Amy, gained some confidence in myself. I'd really like to thank her....without her, i wouldn't be as strong as i am today.

What else...oh! Braces come off in less than a week...and my parents wanna get me contacts and a hair cut now that my hair's coloured. And another thing...i'm going for my G1! W00T! Totally can't wait for that...i feel like i'm growing up or something hehe

I just have one more thing to say in this journal entry...

THIS IS THE MOMENNNNNNNNTTTTTTTTTT!

Ahem, i'm done.
Ciao
Jaya ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/6141066/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/6141066/ Fri, 05 Aug 2005 11:08:51 PDT
Uh i think that's it!

OH and i took down the Jark Deviation.

Reasoning? I showed my support, and i'm not against either one of the founders. Whatever happens, happens for a reason so if Jark comes back or stays a regular member, then it's for the best. Trust people, trust.

If you wanna still see the dev., go to Skater Canuck's page.

Jaya ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/6100771/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/6100771/ Mon, 01 Aug 2005 15:32:17 PDT jark and by now, EVERYONE'S been on their toes and supporting Jark to the fullest! Although i'm not to active in my postings at DA, i'm fairly active in my community involvement ^_^ which brings me to supporting Onestar and Krash on their ideas of NO devations or yellow deviations on August 7th, aka Yellow Day! Take a look at the links if you're interested in supporting these days!

`onestar
[link]

`krash
[link]





EDIT

We posted the flash movie! If you want to show your support, just send me a note and i'll add you to either of me or SkaterCanuck's flash movies A.S.A.P! ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/6043413/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/6043413/ Tue, 26 Jul 2005 20:44:32 PDT Aquarius (07/26/2005)

This week will bring much needed reassurance. Your mind will be put at rest over a matter that has lately been the cause of considerable concern.


*EDIT*
Jaya's Note: w00t. 1000 page views! Thanks peoples ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/6012158/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/6012158/ Sat, 23 Jul 2005 10:51:50 PDT
Forsooth! I would never thinkest there be drabs which would act in such manners as a whitlow. Their rantipole actions hast caused me such sorrow.

I offer only two words to explain such vile behaviour:

Unidentified Spoilers ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/5945426/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/5945426/ Fri, 15 Jul 2005 19:48:27 PDT
It's like...you know that you shouldn't feel a certian way, but you still do...and the way you feel is just stupid.

I'm such a moody person: one minute, i'm the happiest person and the next i'm the exact opposite. Is anyone else like that?

I'm really at that point where i don't know how to act anymore...i don't know whether i'm acting annoying, stupid, dumb and...i dunno. I really just try not to care, but i feel like that isn't working. I feel as if something's wrong with me and that i'd be better off changing everything about me. I mean, one of my two closest friends, Amy and Ben, seem to think that i'm ok....but it's like, i'm never happy with myself.

I guess for now, i'll just forget about it and enjoy the weekend. Maybe one day i'll change for the better...or worse? Who knows. ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/5889861/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/5889861/ Sat, 09 Jul 2005 21:20:04 PDT
I bet you saw that one coming. Very relative...

But anyway, I did a lot of thinking today while i was home alone like a loser, and came to a conclusion that life goes on.

Did i fail to mention me and my boyfriend broke up? No worries, we're still good friends.

Moving on! Yeah, i've talked to about 4 friends today (no names, confidential info of course) about guys and whatnot and their stories went ugly. Like, UGLY! And i'm sittin there thinking....wow, guys really ARE jerks aren't they? Or maybe just naturally dumb? But yeah, after careful consideration, i've decided to go Lesbian.

Kidding.

Naw, seriously, just move on! I was just tellin my fellow ladies, along with myself i'll admit, that it isn't worth it. Think about it, forget about it just being about girls, it happens to guys to, and for that matter, gays and lesbians! It doesn't get away from the fact that nothing that will give *YOU* satisfaction in the end is worth your time. I can't keep stressing on the fact that, in the end, it's all about YOU!

To the ladies I've talked to today, you aren't alone! It happens to the best of us, really! May be worse than others but hey, it happens. What do we do? Forget about and move on. Besides, as they always say, there are plenty of fish in the sea, although, fish DO smell bad...

Or you could become a lesbian, by all means, go right ahead! Haha whatever makes you feel happy. Really, it all comes down to your happiness in the end.

Me? Surprisingly, i haven't felt this good in a long time! I mean, the only thing i was really worried about was how the break up was gunna affect us, meaning Ben and I, of course. Right now, and probably for a long time, i'll just enjoy the single life without bothing about the male species. After getting into university, this stupid, tiring activity called by the name of a "love life" shall take its course.

My mommy would be proud of me!

It's getting late, so i'll leave with this meaningful quote:

'Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?'
'That depends a good deal on where you want to get to,' said the Cat.
'I don't much care where --' said Alice.
'Then it doesn't matter which way you go,' said the Cat.
'--so long as I get somewhere,' Alice added as an explanation.
~ Lewis Carroll, Alice's Adventures in Wonderland

Did i mention how much i love that Cat?


Jaya ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/5840954/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/5840954/ Mon, 04 Jul 2005 19:36:02 PDT
Oh and also...Happy Indepence Day to those Americans!

That's about it. Umm...yeah, that's it.

w00t. ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/5686703/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/5686703/ Sat, 18 Jun 2005 17:11:31 PDT something's happened though...i didn't realize it before, and more than ever i wish i could turn back time...maybe just to the beginning of grade 10.

i'm getting my braces off next month...100% sure this time. please tell me why i didn't realize that i would have to practically learn french horn again? i devoted all of my highschool years to music and for what? people have been telling me that it isn't that bad...but playing french horn for more than 4 years with braces on means i know no way else.

there's always history? not really...all the classes are full, and i'm sure as hell not staying another year just to take those courses, i mean, for goodness sakes i shouldn't goddamn have to! this was where i was suppose to decide my future...i switched from major-music/minor-history to major-english/minor-history to just music and english and now back to square one. it's a rude awakening to find out that my dreams will probably be broken when it comes down to it...i wish i could just go back to grade 10, get my license like i was suppose to, and do more things to speed up my braces time.

i really want to get my license so my parents don't have to keep driving me everywhere i go...i'm so dependable on them and even ben, that i feel as if i'm not growing up.

i also have feeling i might have to stay another year....goddamnit i just wanted to finish highschool, move away, and start my life. i was just starting to get the hang of theory too...

i have the summer to see if i can play french horn just as well without braces, and if i do, history will just be an issue. i mean, for all i know, it could be easier to play it instead... but for now, i'm not getting my hopes up so they could potentially get crushed...i'll also keep checking back in guidence to see if those history classes are available but yet again, i'm not getting my hopes up.

so that's it. call me a whiner or whatever but i don't really care...the fact is that i have auditions and applications to do around christmas time and i don't know if i'll have them ready...

yeah, as you can tell, i'm pretty upset...i have been for a while i just chose not to take it out on anyone until now...better a DA journal than on a person eh? and that's not the only thing i'm upset about either....but that's another story

until next time. ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/5639173/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/5639173/ Mon, 13 Jun 2005 17:35:36 PDT
It's "another-journal-entry-for-no-apparent-reason-when-i-should-be-doing-homework" time!

How goes it, you ask? Well, other than allergy season, i'm just peachy! Wanna know why? Well then, it's time for the....

Good #2

If you've talked to me in the past few days, you would already know that the dance was the best that's happened at JCR all year! I had tons of fun, looked decent, AAANNND danced my ass off ^_^ which was very very exciting! I'm sad i never got my flower-thingy back but what can ya do?

Anyhoo, another good thing is the play that's coming up for backwood's players! Our preformance is coming up very soon, and right after that is ANOTHER play called "Settlers at Sunset", and auditions for Puss in Boots as well! So it'll be an eventful summer indeed, i mean, i'd hate to just be in the house for the rest of it (well, other than being with my friends, i mean, i'd prolly be a bother after a while )

Hmm i won't bore you anymore, exams are comin and coop's ending...so that's pretty much it haha

Tootles
Jaya ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/5533443/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/5533443/ Thu, 02 Jun 2005 15:07:01 PDT Thanks DA, i'll try to be more active

Anyhoo, Wonderland's tomorrow and the Semi-formal's next week...the only time of the year where i dress up and LOOK pretty. Well, i THINK i look pretty...maybe i'm not...my mom thinks i am...lol so yeah, it's gunna be tons of fun! Cheers to my good friends Shaun and Amy for makin' it happen you guys rock!

OH! And i did the good last journal right? Well here's the ugly:

Ugly #1

So i'm just relaxing thoughout the year, thinkin i have plenty of time for my ISU's to be done, right? Haha i didn't realize we had about 2-3 weeks left in school, and i have TONS of work that need to be handed in. Ok co-op logs don't count, like really, i hate bringing my bags to co-op and leavin' it there. So now i have about...erm...4 weeks worth logs that are filled out, in my bag, and ready to be signed and i haven't brought any of them at all to my placement. Oh man, i suck.

But anyhoo, for the actual "work", i have this essay on witch trails to do plus putting on a 10 min presentation...maybe i should have a handout? Put people in groups? But then what would i do with them? Gah, if anyone has suggestions please let me know

For some reason, me sending this damn e-mail to my music teacher is pissing me off cuz it won't send!!! I sent it to the wrong e-mail first off, and then I sent it again only to realize it bounced back. Why didn't i know sooner? Cuz it was in my Junk Mail folder -.- technology these days...blah.

So there ya have it, the ugly! That's all i can think of now, i'm not really "complaining", i'm just stating how much of a doofus i am not realizing these things when i should be on top of it instead >.< hopefully, i'll get better with time...hasn't helped me so far haha


Lil' J

]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/5495227/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/5495227/ Sun, 29 May 2005 17:36:17 PDT
Now, i'm not going to rant about every little thing that has happened because frankly, i'm sure that i'd just bore you. So instead, i'm going to lighten the mood.

How you may ask? It tis simple: talk about the good and the ugly. One journal entry at a time...

The Good #1

I *think* i know where i'm going in life :gasp: but i've been havin a LOT of doubts: University or no University. I've been planning to go to the Toronto Film School for a course in...well...that might change, but a lot of people say they can't "see" me as that or doing that.

So, as you can "see", at that point i wasn't too pleased.

I was a little moopy for a while until i ran into my sis (well...it's a small house) and she asked me what was wrong. Since she was the one who gave me the idea to take the courses, she was pretty steamed. She gave me the best advice someone's given me in a while: Who gives a fuck what they can see or NOT see you as?

hehe it was a pretty funny conversation, really. She explained to me the ignorance of other people so very accurate, that it was very amusing.

"No one could see mom as a Nurse" she had said, "and no one could see me as an estitician, or even see George Bush as the next president. What does this prove?"

Point taken.

So there you have it, young ladies and fellows, the story of how i learned not to give a rats ass. Oh, and the fact that siblings are good for more than just company and pointless fighting...

~J.N

(P.S. - I'd like to thank Ms. Amy Dryden for the support on this issue which, unfortunetly, most females are victims to) ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/5365898/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/5365898/ Sun, 15 May 2005 15:43:55 PDT ...because Amy did it


1. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME:
(grandmother's first name + favorite snack)
Selena Viva Puff

2. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME:
(first word you see on your left + favorite restaurant):
Barbie Swiss Chalet

3. YOUR SOCIALITE NAME:
(silliest childhood nickname + first town where you partied):
Jo Scarborough

4. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME:
(first initial + first three letters of your last name):
J Nar (hehehe it rhymes with Radar! haha)


5. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME:
(favorite animal + name of high school):
Kitty Clarke Richardson

6. YOUR BARFLY NAME:
(last snack food you ate + your favorite drink):
Cheetos Coca Cola

7. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME:
(middle name + street where you first lived):
Ormella Large Crescent

8. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME:
(favorite candy + favorite musicians last name):
Jolly Rancher Dryden (hehehe ^.^)

9. YOUR OPPOSITE SEX NAME:
(name of [opposite sex] friend + cell phone company you use):
Benjamin Fido

10. YOUR STAR WARS NAME:
( first 3 letters of your last name+ last 3 letters of mothers middle name /+/ first 3 letters of your pets name + first 3 letters of the town you live in):

Narcia Xenjax

(using Ben's doggy, Xena, cuz i don't have any )

Personally, i liked Jolly Rancher Dryden the best, don't you? ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/5198098/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/5198098/ Tue, 26 Apr 2005 19:24:04 PDT .< so i guess this is it for now.

As you can tell, this is a "short" post lol so you won't hear much about me, really. I dunno if i wanna get back in the grooves of things in DA but ah what the heck!

Congrats to for her 1000th page view

Hmm that would be all from moi for now, until next..umm..month?

Jaya ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/5141591/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/5141591/ Wed, 20 Apr 2005 17:59:35 PDT LIFE

Hm what can I say? It's almost been another month, and i think i'll just do it like this from now on cuz i have like, 2 other journal sites? lol and rarely write in any of them! Anyhoo, now to talk about life...

WARNING! CONTAINS SAPPY LOVE STUFF SO READ ONLY IF YOU CAN STAND EXTREME CORNINESS

April 7th was me and Ben's 2 year, and it wasn't the most celebrated time of the year...ONLY cuz he was sick, and we couldn't find time to get together...but i don't really blame him. I was just upset because he led it on and then it turned out...in his words not mine...anti-climactic(the decent way pervs). Ok ok i feel like the biggest bitch because i'm thinking this, but that was the ONLY reason why i was dissappointed. Afterwards, i started reflecting on our past 2 years together...i was treated like a princess. I mean, most of you would use the term "whipped" lol ok so maybe he is, but he's such a sweetheart: He never intentionally tried to hurt me in any way, when i coughed, he'd get worried about my health and my asthma; if i asked him to buy me lunch or get money for the arcade, he would. He does much more, like make sure i'm always safe and most important in his opinion: happy. There was a time when i wasn't sure about my feelings for him anymore, and my dad had just got a heart attack and i was always at the hospital with him. I tried to mask my feelings but Benny saw right through me. And ya kno, he gave me space. We're past all that now and i think that's what made our relationship stronger. After pondering about everything in the past, i realized i didn't need to do anything special for our two year or get presents and whatnot, because just the fact that we're still together and loving it is a celebration within itself, as corny as that sounds...hehe ^.^

CORNINESS ENDS

Anyhoo, I got my midterm and i got 79 point freakin' 4! GAH i hate school...lol no i lied, i hate ALL YEAR ROUND CLASSES! grr stupid jazz and that stupid theory...

Heh heh, moving on, we got our dance for south asian heritage but i'm at the point where i'm like "omg why am i doing this..." cuz i hated the script. They DID change it a bit but it's still so disorganized...oh and i'll be missing Jazz Band on Friday...which, now that i think about it, ISN'T a big deal since MY MUSIC DISAPPEARED FROM THE STAGE OF DOOOOOOM!
Actually, i think it's somewhere in the music room but i have noooo idea where it is...and it has TONS of music there!

Gah, too much info?

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WORKS

Nothin' new lately...made a layout thingy for a blog i wanna start. Oh and the story is kind of of Hiatus cuz of school...damn school! lol Same with AO, haven't fully been on in about erm...2 monthes would you say? Amy? Ben? Meh.

I also plan on working on Nahir's Zelda sequel, which is Majora's Mask! It's exciting! I'm gunna post it AFTER he finishes his though cuz ppl who haven't played zelda would be like "wtf happened?!?!?" haha so yeah i'll wait.

Poetry? Feh. Song lyrics? Yeh. Video Games? JUST PASSES DARK CLOUD! hahaha it was easier when i found my OWN stradegy to beat it with! I mean, i don't always go on cheat sheets or w/e....

I'm thinking of posting my fav. poetry back on DA...which are only about a couple of them. lol who knows!

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CONCLUSIONS

Coop isn't that bad anymore. This is the first time where i can actually ignore a kid and not get in trouble for it! Really, he's much better to work with now that i can just shut him up whenever i want...OH and taking away his free time feels nice after a nice half hour of grunting and not doing work. Hmm i just hope i get a better mark now. Ah but i still love the lil guy, really, he is adorable even when he kicks his shoes around ^.^

That wraps up another journal...until next time!

Jaya

<---i love it!!! D


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CLUBS:
http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/4918961/ Sat, 26 Mar 2005 20:23:39 PST LIFE

It's been a long time hasn't it? Sorry, school's been just BLAH for me, especially since i have coop so i don't have a clue what's going on anymore >.<

Other than that, i've been pretty good. I finally have time for myself now, because my little cousin from Montreal was with me ALL day, and you know me, i NEED space! They'll be leaving on Monday, which is by *chance*, the last day we have off for the holidays. She IS pretty cute for an 8 year old...but do they HAVE to be so hyper? lol i'm not reconsidering becoming a teacher though, cuz i know for a fact i WON'T teach elementry.

As for coop, those kids are adorable. Really, i just wanna hug those lil grade ones all day ^.^ but there's one kid that REALLY makes me impatient, and what do ya kno, it's the kid I was sent to coop in the first place to look after. They did it to a coop kid last semester, why not do it this time? Honestly, it isn't the teacher's fault though. She just can't pay attention to him all the time, because the other kids need attention. I wanted to tell them that i couldn't handle him, because frankly, i really don't have the patience for him. But then the other kiddies would lose their teacher's attention, so i'm basically doing it for them. The teacher IS nice...she's really young and very nice. However, SHE GAVE ME ALL "B-"s IN THE EVALUATION PART FOR MY REPORT CARD! She said it was because i'm just "learning" to get used to everything around here and dealing with the student i'm assigned to.

First off, i'm NOT a someone who was previously TRAINED before my placement on how to deal with special needs kids. Oh and she said that i should watch the other coop student (who's my friend) because she's better with kids, and yet she says it's not cuz she's better than me so i shouldn't take it that way. I've babysat so many freakin lil kids in my life, and i haven't met a child like the one i was assigned to before, and i'd say i'm doing a damn good job of dealing with him. He gets his work done (eventually) and i know how to deal with his mood swings, and she even said herself that it's been too short of a time with her to say anything, but i think i learned so much on how to deal with him and kids like him. So that's why i'm so pissed about that. I mean, that's also why i'm really doing it for the kids. I know what you're wondering too...ahem...:

"Why don't you just go her and say that you deserve better and that you think he's too much to deal with?"

I have a couple of reasons for that:
1) I'm chicken
2) I don't want to cause trouble with my coop teacher. This is something i'm doing for marks and i HAVE to get along with all my employee's and ESPECIALLY my employer. She might think i'm just complaining for she might try to explain her theory again and think different of me. As long as it's like this for the midterm ONLY, then i'm semi-ok.

Oh and i kno i shouldn't complain if it's free choice but oh well, let me vent cuz i haven't done so in a while ^.^ Anyhoo, that basically sums up my life so far (well, the stuff i want to reveal anyway )


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WORKS

Umm...i've pretty much given up on poetry, because in my opinion (no one get offended) poetry's lost it's original meaning. I had this talk with a friend of mine(he-who-must-not-be-named ) and nowadays, poetry isn't the same. I mean, it's not like i hate poetry entirely, it's just that it isn't my thing anymore, and i can't seem to review them either! So to any of the ppl i watch, i'm sorry if i either 1) don't review or 2) review badly lol but i just wanted to clear that up. If you want me to go in-depth about my thoughts, then by all means please ask! I'm just lazy right now.

On another note, i'm in the process of writing my novel which i only revealed to some ppl as to the plot of it! There's only one problem: I have another story line in my head -.-

Ok here's what happened, i planned out my novel and everything and it was all going good until i went to sleep. What happens when you sleep? You dream of course! To sum it up: I dreamt about another completely different story line for that whole night and can't get it out of my head. You see, i could just write it down but here's the problem with that: I have it in my head as pictures, not writing...meaning, a comic/manga. Oh and here's the last and worst problem: I can't draw for shiznit. Help me! >.<

*sigh* Wish me luck guys...


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CONCLUSIONS

Long entr... ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/4591151/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/4591151/ Tue, 15 Feb 2005 16:35:32 PST
I'm not LEAVING deviantart but i'm just not gunna be posting anymore. I love to look at art, read them, enjoy them basically and i just don't have it in me anymore to write. Sorry for the dissapointed people out there, this is just my personal choice. I enjoyed posting, reading reviews, but now i'd really just like to review art myself and add to my favs!

Second semester is...umm...interesting? lol i'll probably be back with a BETTER journal later on.

Take care,

Jaya ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/4451118/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/4451118/ Sun, 30 Jan 2005 07:30:31 PST I knew NOTHING in music theory but managed to get around 72%!
Hmm math went ok, i left a couple blank though because they wouldn't work out for me...even when i HAD the formula! OH and i didn't know that when they reset my graphing calculator, it reset to radians and not degrees!!! So i'm sittin there freaking out, wondering why SOH-CAH-TOA won't even work for me. Oh wells, it worked out in the end.
English went fairly well too. The analysis went ok, and the essay i wrote actually made sense! I finished about 15-20 min before the exam was over, so i decided to write a lil note to every girl in my class, well, since i had time i wrote one to Joe as well LOL poor Joe...i didn't mean that he WAS a girl! hehe anyways,

Goodbye old semester, hello to new (and easier) one! Hopefully, it'll turn out better than this one. But i'll miss my classes...we had such good memz. Anyhoo, i'm ranting now lol so i'll just end it here. Oh wait! I saw the second InuYasha movie and wow....its so GREAT! hehe aww Maeghan, you can come over and watch it! I mean, it's bad enough BEN got to see the first one before you!

(P.S. - THE LAN PARTY'S GUNNA PWN! hehehe)

Now back to Anarchy Online!

~Jaya

~Clubs~
]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/4343047/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/4343047/ Mon, 17 Jan 2005 13:01:10 PST
OH, THE THINKS YOU CAN THINK!
hahaha Seussical was great guys! I am SO joining next year!

~Jaya

~Clubs~
]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/4142734/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/4142734/ Fri, 24 Dec 2004 06:00:38 PST
MERRRY CHRISTMAS!!!


And if you don't celebrate Christmas, then:

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!


heehee take care guys

~Jaya ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/4098814/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/4098814/ Sat, 18 Dec 2004 21:52:10 PST
1) Why is it when something bad happens to you all of a sudden people are your best friends?

2) Why do ppl pretend to care when talking to you and then complain about you behind your back?

3) Why do narrow minded people makes it so hard for you to express your opinions and beliefs?

There's more questions but i don't really want to add them in right now. I hate how ppl complain about lil things in life like it's the end of the world just to make ppl feel sorry for them as well. I know that some people aren't like that or they can't help it. And it really makes me angry/sad to think that there are some people who don't even realize how willing some people are to help them through everything, it's hard to take up the offer yeah but people also aren't mind readers. Keep in mind ppl that this is just how i feel ok? I know there are people who are there for me...and ppl who feel they HAVE to be there for me...and ppl who don't really know how to act around me. But hey, we're all human right? We can't ALWAYS be there for someone when they need us or can't ALWAYS give advice. Because basically, that's life and i've realized that the world will always have different types of ppl who have different ways of thinking. And even though i feel so fucked up right now, there are people who are way worse than me. Yeah so i have issues...there are young children in poverty who aren't even having a decent meal for even the Christmas holidays. There are also people who don't have parents to celebrate any holidays with. There are even people who have parents yeah, but are treated like absolute shit by them. We could never understand how another person feels because all of our issues are different and affect us in different ways...but we could all us a little understanding right? Yeah i know i sound like a preacher but that's just the way i feel at the moment.

Yeah, i'm going through a tough time but that's life and i have to deal with it. Independence is important...but depending on someone even for a second could help you along the way. Yeah, i wish things were different...it's like everything came crashing down upon me and it's hitting me really hard...but in the end i'll be ok. Crying, anger, breakdowns, etc. won't get me anywhere, but it still happens because it can't be helped right? Wow there's still so much anger inside me i don't know what to do with it. I'm not really athletic, or even aggressive so i can't really take it out physically.

On a lighter note, i really do appreciate what my friends do for me. I don't take anything for granted and nothing goes unoticed so thank you soooo much (if you read this, that is). Oh and sorry if my feeling were kinda mixed up there, that's just the way i am


Yeah i'm going to end this here, almost 1 am and i wanna go lay in bed and look up at the ceiling...lol yeah don't question me. And again, this journal is about what I think and about my feelings so if you don't agree with me or think i'm a complete bitch then just don't bother to leave a comment/note. I mean, if you do, you're just wasting your own time and frankly i don't really care.

...was that too harsh?

~Jaya ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/4033597/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/4033597/ Fri, 10 Dec 2004 08:54:25 PST
Anyways, how is everyone doing? Yeah i have tons of poetry to put up but they're so personal i dunno if it would be wise to let out things o.O lol i have some other ones though so i guess it would be ok!

I WANT PRINCE OF PERSIA: WARRIOR WITHIN! Very badly...I also can't want for the new Kingdom Hearts to come out either! It's gunna be awesome...and hopefully i'll get my own DDR Pad for my b-day!

Yeah i know this journal is all over the place but i can't help it. I dunno when the next time i'll write in this will be so yeah.

~Clubs~
]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/3821149/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/3821149/ Fri, 12 Nov 2004 20:56:16 PST 1) The song is mad hard
2) I didn't bring home my trumpet
Hey...it wasn't my fault! It was a half day class and i had to run and catch a bus, while the music room is on the other side of the school...well not really, but i'd still miss the bus. Other than that, i'm peachy! I've got tons of projects that i gotta do this weekend, like and english isu (i'm reading Wuthering Heights, has anyone read that?), a psychology project (with Maeghan!), and tons o' math homework. The beauties of highschool...anyhoo, i'm off to bed.

Ciao!
Jaya ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/3733654/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/3733654/ Tue, 02 Nov 2004 12:42:24 PST
Jaya ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/3661990/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/3661990/ Sun, 24 Oct 2004 10:03:10 PDT
Our music marathon was on Thursday and it was killer...man those grade nines were soooo annoying i wanted to like, pound them! GAH! Not ALL of them were bad....but GAH! Yeah i went to see The Forgotten with a bunch of ppl yesterday and it wasn't as great as everyone said it was...i mean, I'd rather go see The Grudge but nooooo that's too "scary" for ppl...meh maybe next weekend.

Anyway, Ciao!

Jaya ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/3529829/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/3529829/ Wed, 06 Oct 2004 19:37:13 PDT
I went to my boyfriend's house last weekend for an early Thanksgiving dinner (yeah i'm Canadian so its earlier) and saw his hockey game afterwards. He's kinda outta shape but he still played pretty good but their team lost 4-3 which isn't THAT bad.

Man...i think i'm falling behind in english cuz of my teacher's absence and the fact that i'm barely ever reading Frankenstein like i'm suppose to and answering the questions.

I have an sociology presentation tomorrow on these surveys i conducted, hopefully i won't screw up.

Gah! I'm also pissed off cuz i have to quit one of the bands that i'm in for now cuz of my damn asthma! I play French Horn in that one and man do i ever rock at it lol jk i'm ok. But yeah it's getting to me but i'd rather live to play in the future than play now and probably result in never playing again! Why didn't i pick a simple instrument that doesn't require a lot of air...like the bass...or drums...or even the piano...

Anyway, I wrote another poem, reviewed some poetry, did some homework, and now heading to bed.

Thanks for reading my random thoughts,
Jaya ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/3482432/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/3482432/ Thu, 30 Sep 2004 17:31:37 PDT
I'll be adding stuff later probably...i can't afford to miss school and i'm like, coughing till i get an attack -.- i wish i could magically get better but i don't see that happening anytime soon...

Oh well, i hope ppl are more better off than i am and for now, i'm out!

Keep Smiling

- Jaya - ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/3311094/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/3311094/ Tue, 07 Sep 2004 18:51:16 PDT
- English
- Intro. to Anthropology, Sociology, and Pshycology
- Math
- Senior Jazz Band (YAY JAZZ!)

Which isn't bad at all since i wanted math this semester cuz i've been taking privite tutoring all summer! My boyfriend came back from his cottage and i missed him soooooo much! The halls are soooo crowded now with x10 more grade nines then usual...yet they're all still taller than me! lol oh wells....oh and SHUCHEE'S BACK! lol her user name is ~Contemplate. You should check out her poems they're awsome! ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/3288140/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/3288140/ Sat, 04 Sep 2004 20:31:10 PDT
What do you think?

Meh well i'm off ta bed soon...thanks for reading ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/3202960/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/3202960/ Tue, 24 Aug 2004 12:20:59 PDT
1. My parents woke me up at 6 am.

2. We waited for my aunt to come but she was running late, therefore resulting into leaving at noon.

3. It took us 45 minutes to get to Toronto to pick out my aunts and my family friend's old old old parents...i don't have anything against them they're nice ^.^

4. We were suppose to reach there in about an hour and a half but thanks to my dad's *short cut* we got there in about three hours.

5. When we got there, there was TONS of ppl there, like, i haven't seen that many even in disney!

6. We drove around to our parking area and...surprise surprise...ALL of the lots were full...and i mean ALL!

7. There wasn't anywhere to let ppl out...you'd figure there would be but there wasn't...but yeah anyway, my dad had to let people out when the light turned red. No one really cared cuz they were doing it too.

8. I wanted to stay with my dad in the car cuz i really didn't wanna be out there when all i'm doing is waiting cuz i know my mom didn't want to do anything when my dad wasn't there. So yeah it was better that i was there so i could help my dad and so he can have some company. Wow was that a run-on sentence before?

9. Anyway, so there we were just travelling around and everyone was hungry and we couldn't park far cuz we had the old parents there. Another 2-3 hours wasted there. Me and my dad actually wanted to ditch the falls and go to Marine Land but yeah as i said, we had the old parents and they can't walk very well at all.

10. Eventually, my dad let me out so i can tell everyone what was happening and we waited there a long time. Another 45 min i wuold say...and they we looked at the falls for about 15 min until my dad came and he said that he parked really far.

11. Luckly, my other family friend was there with his own car and he got parking so he drove my dad down there then he drove back down to pick us up. Another 20-30 min of waiting...but it didn't seem that long.

12. We parked at a really like park/swimming lake area where we ate A LOT for about 1 1/2 to 2 hours and then we packed up and went home.

Did i bore you? lol sorry about that i'll try never to make journal entries that long again...

~Jaya ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/3179872/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/3179872/ Sat, 21 Aug 2004 11:58:41 PDT
Onto another note, yesterday me and my friends went to Lazer Quest and my arms still hurt from the heavy equiptment...hey, i'm a little person! It was heavy to me! I used to be so good at it and now i'm just barely making the top 10 spots...grr i guess thats life.

About two days ago, i went to my friend's visitation and then the next day to his funeral. It was really upsetting for everyone and i haven't been in a good mood since. I've been trying all the time to help his younger brother, who is my age and one of my close friends.

And finally, tomorrow i'm going to either 1. Niagra Falls with family or 2. My close friend's birthday party who i promised from almost a month ago i would come. I have no idea what i'm going to do cuz my dad wants the whole family to go but i promised my friend a looooooong time ago and i feel soooo bad. Oh well, i'll tell you the outcoem later.....if you care lol.

~Jaya ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/3134308/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/3134308/ Thu, 19 Aug 2004 19:27:21 PDT
~Jaya ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/3122499/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/3122499/ Sat, 14 Aug 2004 08:12:47 PDT
*starts dancing like a maniac*

Ah that feels better now ^.^ anyhoo, now hopefully i should get more stuff up (if anyone cares) sooooo yeah!!! lol so now i can get adobe photoshop! Wait...if i can afford it.... -.- ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/3089944/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/3089944/ Tue, 10 Aug 2004 09:59:41 PDT .<

On a lighter note, i went to wonderland and played DDR the whole time....what? It's addicting ^.^ Oh well. Also, i was playin FF9 and FF7 at the same time until i was at the end of 7 and realized i had to lvl up some more so i stopped. So then i played FF9 only the realize that i needed to lvl up too and i died at the final final boss in BOTH games....grrr oh well at least it'll keep me busy.

That's all for now ]]> ~MissInvisible http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/3043114/ http://MissInvisible.deviantart.com/journal/3043114/ Wed, 04 Aug 2004 16:14:37 PDT ~MissInvisible