http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Mistress-Violette&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Mistress-Violette en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 20 Dec 2009 18:53:58 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/27011482/ http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/27011482/ Fri, 04 Sep 2009 08:51:04 PDT but it ended up being FUCKIGN HUGE so now its just in my journal. Feel free to read even if your not the amazingness that is Dez.**

DEZZYDEZZYDEZZYDEZZYDEZYY!!!!! Dezzy mein Zwilling, die liebe meines lebens,

Please, for the love of all that is SACRED tell me that this ear raping, high pitched shrieking, transformers-wannabe SUCKFEST that our boys have delusionally called a single is a joke. PLEASE

Because if not, I will have to forever forget I ever they had talent. EVER.

I EVEN was nice enough to give them the benefit of the doubt that maybe, just MAYBE it was only a suckfest in English (cause a lot of their stuff is suckfest in English, but awesome sauce in German) and so I hunted down the Automatisch and guess what? IT SUCKS TOO!!!!! IT’S THE FUCKING SAME SHRIEKING!!!

Omg. I feel like my ears have been assaulted and VICIOUSLY RAPED!!!

I wanted to love it Dezzy. I really really really did. I was like "Ok, I am going to sit down and listen to this song and it is gonna be "Ich bin nicht ich" all over again and I am gonna LOVE them again....

But no. What did I get? I got w/e the fuck THAT was. Because it was not music Dezzy. It was not. And I am SO dissapointed.

Did Tom decide it would be really funny to kick Bill in the BALLS during the start of the chorus and no one remembered to redo it?!?!!?

I have listened to it OVER and OVER and OVER again now, even thinking that maybe it’s kinda like Ich Brech Aus and I just needed to warm up to it… but no Dezzy. No. Every time I think maybe it COULD be growing on me… Bill does that…that THING… and it kills it. Just kills it DEAD.

I know I probably sound very dramatic, and It’s retarded. But really, by tomorrow I will be less dramatic I promise, but right now I am just SO DISSAPOINTED!! -.-

Conclusion? New sound = DO NOT FUCKING WANT!

P.s.
WTF why are Toms dreds now CORNROWS?! I was like “…. THE FUCK!?” grrr -.-

]]> ~Mistress-Violette http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/26582167/ http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/26582167/ Fri, 14 Aug 2009 03:08:34 PDT
Matt of Death Note (this is the one i'm most leaning towards)

Misa Misa of Death Note

Kurai or Belail of Angel Sanctuary

Nagisa or Natsuo of Loveless

P: So yea, those are my choices based on my fav chara's and what would be realistic for me to put together by October while moving into college and starting classes in 12 days haha xD

Did I mention im WAY excited? haha

]]> ~Mistress-Violette http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/26572887/ http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/26572887/ Thu, 13 Aug 2009 16:00:53 PDT

Rules: using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions.
You can't use the band I used and don't repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think!
Repost as "my life according to (band name)".

My Life according to The Used

Pick your Artist:
The Used

Your sex:
It's hard to say

Describe yourself:
Pretty handsome awkward

How do you feel:
Under Pressure

Describe where you currently live:
On my own

If you could go anywhere, where would you go:
The back of your mouth

Your favorite form of transportation:
801 Underground

Your best friend is:
All that i've got

You and your best friends are:
Lunacy Fringe

What's the weather like:
Dark Days

Favorite time of day:
Sun comes up

If your life was a TV show, what would it be called:
Poetic Tragedy

What is life to you:
A box full for of sharp objects

Your relationship:
Sick Hearts

Your fear:
Yesterdays Feelings

What is the best advice you have to give:
Find a way

Thought for the Day:
Wake the Dead

How you would like to die:
Smother me

Your soul's present condition:
Buried myself alive

Your motto:
Sometimes I just go for it

]]> ~Mistress-Violette http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/26371700/ http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/26371700/ Tue, 04 Aug 2009 01:29:22 PDT [link] Its the Mary-Sue Litmus Test! lol

I just found this, and its like 4am and its been INSANELY fun P:

I already put Vi through, and she got an 18
Lyme went in as well and he got a 12 xD
Poor little Zeke, he's just so lame lol

I didn't bother doing David or Code, just cause they aren't as fully developed characters as Vi and Lyme are yet, especially Code, since he's only like.. 2 weeks old and all I have for him right now are a quick ref, a bust sketch on lined paper, and one scene were all he does is say about 5 words, and then gets the shit kicked out of him P: haha

But, yay for not having mary-sues as main characters! lol

]]> ~Mistress-Violette http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/26244845/ http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/26244845/ Tue, 28 Jul 2009 23:32:27 PDT
Cause I'm bored P:


1. What is your character's name?
Violette Laila Dray

2. What is your character's name in another language?
Violette Laila Dray? Lol

3. How old is he/she?
24

4. What is your character's race/species?
She's human

5. Do they have a crush?
Vi is pretty deeply in love with Zeke, aka Lyme. They've been together almost their whole lives. But she has a tendency to get really high and cheat on him with anything that moves :/

6. Do they have many friends?
Not at all. Vi is very difficult to be around, and she tends to not care about too many people. Her only friends are Lyme, David, and Code (pronounced Cody)

7. What planet is your character from?
Earth

8. Does your character like to eat?
Not really, food kinda is a second thought at this point to her.

9. What's his/her favorite food?
An everything bagel toasted with butter

10. What's his/her favorite drink?
Coffe, medium, 4 sugars.

11. Is your character annoying?
Not so much annoying as she is aggravating. She just tends to be unpleasent

12. Is your character friendly?
Not at all. Even to the people she likes, she's still not very nice.

13. Is your character loved?
Very surprisingly. But only by one person really. Lyme loves her with his life, though David does feel a pretty strong "sibling" bond with Vi. She's kind of like his big annoying sister.

14. Is your character hated?
Probably by every hot dog vendor in Manhattan, and then some. She tends to like free pretzels... that aren't really that free.

15. Is she/he emo/goth?
Not really. Vi's style is more "street" than anything, though I guess if given the opportunity she'd be a bit industrial-goth.

16. Is she/he straight, bisexual, or gay?
Is just sexual an option? When I said that she'll bang pretty much anything that moves, I wasn't really exaggerating.

17. Is she/he a virgin?
Uhm, no.

18. Name 3 hobbies...
Listening to music, watching Lyme and David at the skate park, and if you consider doing K a hobby, then thats her biggest one.

19. Is your character normal?
Depends on your definition of "normal." I guess she's not to a lot of people, but too some she's about as normal as any of their neighbors.

20. Is your character attractive?
She is, and she'd probably be extremely pretty if she wasn't so skinny. But lack of food and lots of drugs tends to give her a very hollow and thin look, which isn't. But still, it never stops her from being able to find a "partner" for the night.

21. How does your character handle emotions?
Very poorly. She's a bottler. She's always had a very hard outer shell from her many years at the orphanage, and being in and out of foster care. So she never lets anything show,even happiness, and usually drowns whatever she's feeling either in sex, booze, or drugs.

22. Does your character have other forms?
Not unless you count passed out drunk a form?

23. Does your character overreact?
On the outside no, she actually under-reacts on the outside, but on the inside she overreacts a lot.

24. Is your character a criminal?
Yea, I'm pretty sure her list of petty theft, breaking and entering, squatting, resisting arrest, ect could reach Madagascar.

25. Does your character go to school?
Not anymore. She was "home schooled" at the orphanage with all the rest of the children from 1st - 12th grade. When she turned 18 she was no longer the responsibility of the orphanage and just packed up and left

26. What's his/her IQ?
She has no idea. She's very street smart (she has to be) and fairly book smart. She has potential. If she had applied herself more in the orphanage schooling, and maybe gone to college and continued learning, she would be very smart.

27. Does your character have a disease/curse?
She's most likely bi-polar, but who would ever know, and she's a drug addict, which many call a disease. So yes.

28. Is your character dead?
No, though it probably won't be long before she dies.

29. Does your character have a family?
Not that she knows of. She was left at a firehouse one night when she was 11months old, and the men brought her to the nun run orphanage a few blocks away.

30. Has he/she encountered any tragic times in life?
Yes. She never had luck with foster families, and so really got shuffled around back and forth, always ending up back at the orphanage before too long.... ]]> ~Mistress-Violette http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/25557319/ http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/25557319/ Fri, 26 Jun 2009 01:53:57 PDT
But, I digress from the real issue I want to address/vent about in this journal. This is something I have been seeing SO MUCH of lately and its just got me so aggravated I could strangle something.

Societies new found need to "accept" fat people. What the fuck. I can not stand this new "movement", where everyone is all "its okay to be overweight" "curvy is beautiful" "accept your body." NO. Stop it. Being overweight is not okay. It's not sexy, its not beautiful, its not healthy. Its disgusting.

Now, do not get it twisted. Being hideously UNDERWEIGHT is exactly as unhealthy and unattractive. But for some reason, society has decided its okay to heckle anorexic people, yelling at rail thin girls to "eat a god damned cheese burger" or calling them "disgusting." But all of a sudden now, in the same respect, telling a fat girl to "get on a god damned treadmill" or that "her ass looks like cottage cheese" will get you publicly attacked and crucified. How does that make any sense? Can someone explain?

Also, all the "self pitying fat people" need to get a grip. I hate people that sit there and cry about how they've "tried every diet out there and nothing works" or how people should feel bad for them and accept them just because their bodies are "fuller." No. Shut up you idiots. You've tried everything? Yea right. Correction, you've tried every fad diet quick fix Jenny Craig/Atkins/Weight Watchers/South Beat Diet shit. But have you tried really truly committing yourself to an exercise routine and that little thing called PORTION CONTROL? No. Because if you did, you'd be thin.

And some of you may be sitting here going "wait wait.. she's sitting here yelling about fat people but.. she's fat!" And yea, I am. But I'm not gonna sit here and make stupid excuses for my weight, like the whole "I have a medical condition" thing. Yea, I have a medical condition, It's called "I don't feel like fucking exercising". Or, the Latin term of LAZY And I will proudly admit that. I am overweight, but I am overweight because I am horridly lazy, don't exercise, and even though I don't eat junk food or cake or any of that, the schedule in which I eat is shitty, because I (not purposely) am on a binge and starve schedule, which makes me gain weight.

And so I'm fat. My ass is a size 18 jeans, by bust is a fucking E and my face is the definition of round but you know what? If I ever really feel the need to loose weight, I'll eat on a more consistent maintained schedule and exercise by doing those things called "running" and "biking" and guess what? I'll loose weight. I know, such a weird concept right? That exercising will make you healthy! Who would have thought?

So really now, I don't care if your fat. Because thats your own shit and I could care less what your body looks like. So long as its not hanging out of everywhere, because THEN I will inform you that your a whale and shouldn't come near a skirt and tank top. But don't sit here and try to make people feel sorry for you, or try to say that your body is just as attractive. Because when I can play connect the dots with the cellulite indents in your thighs, you are nowhere NEAR sexy. And thats what bothers me. If fat people took even HALF the energy they used trying to get people to "accept" them and used to to run or work out, then they would probably be a healthy weight by now.

So, let me just end by saying this. Being overweight or obese or fat or w/e is disgusting. Its not sexy, or healthy, or attractive, or nice. So stop trying to get people to think differently. Also, being underweight or anorexic or emaciated is also disgusting, not sexy, healthy ect. and those people should also get help. Being a nice healthy proportionate weight for your height and body type is whats amazing and sexy. Whether you are a bit more on the slimmer side, or have a bit more meat around your hips/thighs/chest doesn't matter. Having a healthy or near ideal weight is what EVERYONE is society should strive for. Now stop bitching and whining. Thank you.

]]> ~Mistress-Violette http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/25415676/ http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/25415676/ Fri, 19 Jun 2009 12:50:12 PDT
Seriously though, I couldn't be more excited I've already got my room packed and I'm about halfway done getting the little things I needed to buy like a trashcan and Tylenol haha Just two more months and I'm out out out! hehe

I got really lucky and am going to my first choice college, California University of Pennsylvania (weirdest name ever). They have an amazing Creative Writing program and an even better Graphic Art & Design one. So I really just couldn't be happier.

So yea, thats my little update for now. Just figured I'd share P: Oh yea, and get my anti-Twilight journal off my front page lol. Just because in retrospect, though I still stand by everything I said, I believe It was just a -tad- to angry and swear-word riddled to be front and center haha xD

Oh yea, and I have another rant coming up, but more controlled and with more PG-language haha. So its more just my thoughts on the huge hypocrisy of society, and the DA community as a whole. Things have really just been getting on my nerves lately -.- lol Oh well.

Batman out. >.>

]]> ~Mistress-Violette http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/25060821/ http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/25060821/ Sun, 31 May 2009 22:42:49 PDT <" GUHH!!!!!

I hate hate hate hate fucking hate hate that god damned piece of unintelligent shit!!

All twilight does is act as shitty fan fiction for retarded virgin little girls who still want the "sexy mysterious dark but so sweet" boyfriend to fucking POOF into existence and fall in love with them, but since their hopeless pathetic and crazy (i.e. will never have a sex life EVER) they just sit there and wank off to "Eddy-kins" because he's SOOOO fucking "perfect".

But really, all it does is teach them that its okay to stay in and even fucking pine after a retarded ABUSIVE volatile boy because its "true love." Fuck that. Oh yea, and if he leaves you, its totally okay to try and COMMIT SUICIDE because death is SO MUCH BETTER OF AN OPTION than living without him.

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

I swear, if I ever came face to face with Stephanie Myer, I'd beat her face in with a rusted pipe, then shove it up her fucking mormon cunt.

God damn society. Seriously. Thanks a lot to all the amazing strong inspiring women of history who went to great lengths and personal sacrifice to open up to us females the vast opportunities we have today. You know, like getting an education, holding a job, being independent and oh yea, not needing to be in a relationship to be happy, fulfilled and live a great life. Yea, just look how fucking grateful we are.

Yes, This is how we repay those amazing women. By, as a whole society, taking a fucking fe-fi-fo-fum giant step backwards and letting some fucking cuntbag teach our female youth that some fucking brainless Mary-Sue and her abusive, retarded, DEAD boyfriend is what we should ALLL strive to be.

Yea, thanks Stephanie Myer. I'm sure great women like Eleanor Roosevelt would just be SO PROUD of the message you send.

-.-

]]> ~Mistress-Violette http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/23591406/ http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/23591406/ Sun, 08 Mar 2009 12:28:36 PDT
Yea, I decided to throw this up here, though I dunno who'd wanna know anything about my kids xD hahaha

Dysfunctional Brats to choose from:

Literature
Violette, Lyme (Ezekiel), David, June, Oliver

Comics
Calvin n Squid, Maria, Jack the Zipper, Chris

Pick ANY character of mine and I will tell you their:
01. Full name
02. Best friend
03. Sexuality
04. Favorite color
05. Relationship status
06. Ideal mate
07. Turn-ons
08. Last sexual experience
09. Favorite food
10. Crushes
11. Favorite music
12. Biggest fear
13. Biggest fantasy
14. Quirks in bed
15. Bad habits
16. Biggest regret
17. Best kept secrets
18. Last thought
19. Worst sexual/romantic experience
20. Biggest insecurity

]]> ~Mistress-Violette http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/22967550/ http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/22967550/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 15:57:04 PST Yea, but in the sense of "I'm bored... I wonder if Brandon is around to talk to" and that type of thing.


[02] Are you singl​e,​ taken​,​or datin​g?​
I'm single. And I'm not really bitter about it either o.O I'm just enjoying not having to deal with anything ELSE on my plate atm.


[03] What is your all- time favor​ite roman​ce movie​ ?
umm... I dont... have on >.> lol


[04] How many times​ have you hones​tly deepl​y falle​n in love with someo​ne?​
Twice. And I know that sounds like a lot for someone who's only 18, but the first was a one year relationship, and with what we had, it was impossible NOT to fall in love in that time. And the second was a relatively shorter relationship (only 6 or 7 months) But it came in the middle of what is a long and ongoing friendship. And I still do honestly and deeply love Brandon and I always will. It's just that love takes different forms as we grow older.



[05] Do you belie​ve that every​ one has a soulm​ate?​
I don't believe so. To assume there is only ONE person out there who you could live a long and happy life with is just ignorant and childish. Sure, their may be one person who you could live the happiest life with, but that doesn't mean that just because something happens to you and that person, doesn't mean that you can't be happy with anyone else.



[06] What'​s your curre​nt probl​em?​
Being sick x.x lol



[07] Have you ever been heart​ broke​n?​
No -.- I hate this stupid question. Because I hate that stupid phrase. "Heart broken" just reminds me of some childish romanticized version of life. Have I been hurt? Yes. Everyone has. You can not stand there and truthfully tell me that no one has ever wronged you, or hurt you, or made you feel like plankton. But I've never been "heart broken" because you can not "break" someones heart.


[08] Have you ever been in a long dista​nce relat​ionsh​ip?​
Yea, it's pretty annoying. And hard on gas ><" lol


[09] Do you belie​ve in this saying:​ What goes aroun​d comes​ aroun​d?
Absolutely. Karma is life's ACTUAL legal system. You know, the one thats ACTUALLY impartial, ACTUALLY fair, and you know, ACTUALLY works.



[10] Do you want to get marri​ed?​
On paper, sure. With some big stupid Barbie-dreamhouse-wedding. Pfft. Fucking never.


[11] How many kids do you want to have?​
NONE. 0. NIEN. NEVER EVER EVER.

[12] Are you norma​lly a jealous​ person​?​
Not at all actually. I understand how I act, and my relationship with my own friends, and I realize that to someone else, it would make them EXTREMELY jealous because yea, it may look like i'm a whore. But I know that that is just the dynamic we have, and that nothing will ever happen, but we're just really affectionate people. And so I understand when other people are like that. And if I am going to ask for respect and understand and trust from my partner, then how can I not show the same back to them? Besides, if you really don't let that immediate gut reaction of "wtf is he doing touching her?" or "why are they laying on each other?" then you really can easily tell the difference between whats friends, and whats something to be concerned about.



[14] Do you belie​ve in love at first​ sight​ ?
No, because thats utterly impossible. Love is a deep unwavering bundle of emotions. You can't possibly immediately feel caring, compassion, trust, understanding, and respect for someone just upon first sight, or your first meeting with them. Love is something that takes time and energy and lots of commitment. It isn't something you can just stumble upon at first glance.



[15] Do a lot of peopl​e think​ your prett​y/​hands​ome?​
Yea, but their just about all my friends lol


[16] Do you have feeli​ngs for any one right​ now?
Yes.



{17} Do you think​ your ex still​ likes​ you?
Yea, I can pretty much say I'm 110% sure. But then again... I think me and Brandon will ALWAYS have feelings for eachother.. no matter what happens.



[18] Do you know if someo​ne likes​ you?
No idea



[19] Are you afrai​d to fall in love?​
No, because then I'd be afraid to care for anyone, and I just don't want to live my life that way. Fear of falling in love comes from fear of being hurt after, and no good in life comes from living in fear of pain. Pain is what makes us alive, and fearing it only leads us to make stupid selfish decisions that usually benefit no one.



[20] Hones​tly,​ who was the last perso... ]]> ~Mistress-Violette http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/22832658/ http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/22832658/ Mon, 26 Jan 2009 20:11:20 PST 002. Nickname(s)- Cilla, Cill, Vi, Vios
003. Status - Single
004. Zodiac sign - Pieces
005. Male or female - Female
006. Religion - Agnostic
007. Elementary - Blessed Sacrament
008. Middle School - Blessed Sacrament
009. High School - Port Richmond/ Abington Heights
010. Hair color - Dark brown
011. Eye color- Brown
012. Loud or Quiet - Very loud.
013. Sweats or Jeans- Jeans
014. Phone or Camera - Phone
015. Health freak - Pfft. Ah, no.
016. Favorite Physical Quality - On myself? My nose. On other people, bone structure.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? - *shrugs* I really dunno what to call it.
018. Eat or Drink - Drinking
019. Ears Pierced- Yes, double.
020. Tattoos - None to speak of yet
021. Water or Fire - Water
022. Love of your life or 4 Billion Dollars - Pfft. 4 Billion Dollars. Love is over rated.
023. First fear - The "ra-ra" cycle. Aka A Harley Davidson Motorcycle. lol
024. First best friend - Gabby <33
025. First award - Student of the month in Kindergarten
026. First crush - Oh god... Um... some kid named Ryan in kindergarten lol
027. First pet - Fuzzy the dog
028. First big vacation - Disney World at 2
029. First big birthday - 1st.
030. Brothers - 1, younger
031. Sisters - 0
032. In-laws- 0
033. Favorite Dessert - Chocolate covered strawberrys <333 mmmm
034. Favorite toy in your house - Um... I don't have a fav. "toy" lol
035. Promise Ring or Chastity Ring? - Pfft. Fucking neither. They're both bullshit.
036. Favorite Season - Fall/Spring
037. Favorite Flower(s) - Gardenia's
038. Favorite Spice - Garlic
039. Pancakes or Waffles - Pancakes
040. Left- or Right-handed - Right
041. Ever been kissed? - Yes. I miss kissing >.>
042. How many relationships have you been in? 3 solid lasting ones. 2 or 3 others that lasted less then a week before I dumped them lol
043. Silver or Gold? - Silver
044. Checkers or Chess? - Chess
045. Desktop or laptop? - Laptop
046. Ever been Out of the country? Nope
047. Where? - N/A
048. Big City or Small town?- Big city <33
049. Fav Food type - Asian/Italian/Spanish
050. Fav Drink - Iced Teaaaa!!! <333
051. Dogs or Cats - Cats
052. I'm about to listen to - The Gaslight Anthem: The '59 Sound
053. Listening to - Otep: Menocide
054. Plans for today - The day is over, so pretty much sleeeeeep zzzzzz
055. Waiting for - This weekend!!!
056. Your Height - 5'2 on a good day
057. Contacts or Glasses - contacts
058. Want kids? - Fucking.Never.
059. Want to get married? - On paper only. If that
060. Careers in mind - Author
061. Rain or Snow - Warm rain
062. Gloves or Mittens - Gloves
063. Favorite Girl's Name - Violette
064. Favorite Boy's Name - Talon
065. Believe in Magic? - Uhm, how bout no?
066. Soda, Pop, or Coke? - Coke
067. Brain or Braun? - Brain
068. Prefer Lips or eyes - eyes
069. Great body or great Personality? - I value personality over body, but sometimes i tolerate a hideous personality for a great body
070. Do you want to be shorter or taller? - slightly taller would be nice. I'm kind of a midget lol
071. Do you want to initiate the relationship or him/her? - I don't give a fuck either way. If I like you, and I know your available, I'll ask. I don't care really. Its stupid to wait for someone else to do the work
072. Romantic or spontaneous - Spontaneous. I'm horrible at being romantic, and I laugh when people are romantic towards me
073. Nice stomach or nice arms - Stomach
074. Sensitive or loud - Loud, sensitive is just a bonus
075. Hook-up or relationship - Relationships
076. Should you be friends first or date first? I've always been friends first. Thats whats worked out best for me.
077. Trouble maker or hesitant - I'm a trouble maker hardcore lol and I like that same trait in other people.
078. Chivalry or not? - Pfft. Who cares? I'm not gonna pitch a fit if a guy doesn't open a door for me. I can do it myself, its not a big deal.
079. Favorite Board Game - Taboo
080. Lost glasses/contacts - Tons of times lol
081. Anything you say a lot during conversations? - I laugh too much.
082. Hold a gun/knife for defense - Not on my person daily, no.
083. Killed someone? - Not that I know of. I wish though.
084. Heartbroken - I hate this fucking phrase. No. I have never been "heartbroken." Yes, I've been hurt, I've been made a fool of, I've been played with. But thats called LIFE. No use crying over it like a 2 year old who lost his teddy bear.
085. Been arrested - Not yet.
086. Done anything illegal - Pfft. I don't think anything I do is legal. lol
087. Cried when someone died -... ]]> ~Mistress-Violette http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/22655680/ http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/22655680/ Sun, 18 Jan 2009 15:05:51 PST
Prime example --> [link]

This is a site for ART. NOT ton's of non-artistic pictures of yourself and all your crappy little sketches that you drew ON LINED PAPER probably during homeroom. Oh yea, and certainly NOT for artwork you STOLE from another artist *coughcough [link] coughcough* and then changed the color of and pasted CRAPPY PAINT TEXT OVER. Because is it just me, or does that not suspiciously resemble a piece by Piaro aka of his character "Umbrella girl" ?

Ugh. I'm sorry but i've been browsing around DA all day and this is just getting to be too much. It's ridicules now really. I'm utterly fed up with this shit.

/end rant.

]]> ~Mistress-Violette http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/22619913/ http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/22619913/ Fri, 16 Jan 2009 18:03:19 PST
1.There will be random and somewhat silly questions asking things like... example... "If I were a tree, I'd be a pear tree"...

2.Anyone who wants to do this game is welcome

3.You can add questions if you want

4.You can tag up to 6 people.




1) What kind of cloud would you be?
a fooofy one

2) If you were and animal/mythical animal what would you be?
a harpie >.>

3) If you were a color, which one would you be?
Purple!

4) What number would you be?
27 durrr

5) What kind of Pop/Soda would you be?
Psh. Fuck soda. I'd be SNAPPLE!

6) If you were a veggie, what would you be?
Cauliflower so no one would eat me haha <--- great idea dezzy! lol

7) If you were a fruit, which one would you be?
A strawburrrr lol

7.5) What kind of fruits are pokey?
lol Pineapple! >.>

8) What kind of car would you be?
P: Hmmm.... iono o.o

9) If you were a movie what kind would you be?
I'd be a hardcore porno >.> Fo sho baby!

10) If you were a tree what would you be?
Urrrmmm... iono? Oak?

11) Can I eat you?
No thank you >.>

12) finish the song It’s OK to like Monkeys! But it’s not OK to ________
suck your brother's dick! o.O Buh?

13) STOP IN THE NAME OF_________
LOVEEEEEEEEE

14) Now say something COMPLETELY random
Now back to Avatar! The story of a kid who can bend air, without hair! xD haha

15) If you were a foot, what kind of foot would you be?
Bleck! Neva!... feets is gross >.>

16) Ich tag:
your penis >.>

]]> ~Mistress-Violette http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/22579870/ http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/22579870/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 14:43:42 PST
So yea, I just got finished reading Generation Dead by Daniel Waters and it was simply amazing. The plotline is amazing, as well as his characters and their development. His writing style is great, and he transitions nicely between the different pov's. To say the least, I enjoyed this book greatly. I mean honestly, I read it all in 2 days, and thats only because sleep and school interrupted me. By the end I was on the edge of my couch, squealing like a little girl, and then crying like one. It's so amazingly brilliant.

The sequel to Generation Dead THANK GOD comes out this year and is called Kiss Of Life. I was very pleased to hear about that, because after I finished reading GD I was in utter disbelief that it was done. I found myself looking for more pages where they obviously didn't exist and then praying to find some small whimper of sequel somewhere on the interwebz. Which I did. Hooray!

But anyway, I advise absolutely everyone to go out, buy this book and read it immediately. That is all.

~TEAM ADAM!~

]]> ~Mistress-Violette http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/22305811/ http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/22305811/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 14:21:32 PST
How did you hear about Tokio Hotel – I was watching fuse, but had the tv on mute cause I was on the phone and the video for "Ready, Set, Go!" came on. So I saw Bill singing and was all "Oh wow, they've got a girl lead singer, sweet!" and then I un-muted the tv and was all "o.o ... Thats not a girl..." haha xD But I ended up really likeing the song, so I looked up em later and totally got hooked.

What do your parents think about them - My dad has no idea about them, but when I showed them to my mom at the VMA's she was like "And your SURE that one with the hair isn't a girl?" lol

Favourite band member – Tom >.>

Why – Because he's a cocky little asshole. And I like that in guys lol

Do you like twincest – You can't like TH and not like twincest >.> Its impossible lol

Do you own any Tokio Hotel stuff – 2 copies of the Scream album, one signed by the band, and the new Caught On Camera dvd. I really don't like most of their merch cause its got bills big head plastered all over it xD haha and as much as i love him, i don't wanna wear his face on my boobs >.>

Do you do anything special when one of the band members has birthday – Uhm.. no lol

How many posters do you have of them on your walls - None >.> I'm not a poster kind of girl

Do your friends like Tokio Hotel as well – None of my rl friends do, they all laugh at me, but I have Dezzy and Sam on here, so its all good lol

What do your classmates think about you liking Tokio Hotel – They thing i'm a tard lol

Do you always watch Tokio Hotel TV on youtube – I've only watched one or two episodes.

Can you look at a picture of Tokio Hotel and immediately tell how old they were at that picture – Not a shot lol But I guess I could figure it out if you gave me a minute to thing about it. Cause really you just need to look at Bills hair (since it got bigger as they got bigger) and that will tell you what CD they were on, and then you can pretty much figure their ages.

Have you seen the newest Tokio Hotel TV DVD ‘Caught on Camera’ – Yes and its fucking HILARIOUS! I bought it the other day and watched it last night xD Holy fuckbats those boys are comedy GOLD.

HAVE YOU EVER:

… Drawn any of the guys from the band – Just once

… Written a fanfic about them – I don't write fanfic's :/

… Gone to any of their concerts, how many and how did you react – None sadly :/ But I went to a signing, and my mom saw them getting of the tour bus and gave them the high beams xD Bill looked at the car like "Wtf?" hahaha xD

… cried while watching a Tokio Hotel video, if yes, which one – No :/

… Dreamt about Tokio Hotel while sleeping – Uhm. No. lol

… Talked with Bill, Tom, Georg or Gustav, and what did you say to each other – I said "hi, thank you, you guys are awesome!" And Tom said Hi and laughed at me a bit lol

COULD YOU EVER:

…Imagine Tom wearing Bills clothes or Bill wearing Toms clothes – Who hasn't? Lol

… Get a piercing in you lip, eyebrow or tongue just because Bill and Tom has piercings there – Uhm no. Thats retarded lol

… Get a tattoo with something Tokio Hotel related – No, but I have a tattoo in mind that I want, and underneath it I want it to say "Schrei So Laust Du Kants"

BILL:

Do you like Bills hair – When its down yea

Bill with or without makeup – With, he's pretty rough looking w/o it lol I mean, theres some shots in the DVD of him and your just like "Ooof! Jesus lord boy!" haha xD

How did you react when you heard that Bill had to get surgery – I had no idea lol xD And by the time I found out it was over and done with so I was all "Oh, uhm, k?" lol

Which of his tattoos do you like best – I like the new one down his side the best.

Which of his piercings do you like best – His tongue I guess o.O I hate eyebrow piercings :/

WHAT DO YOU LIKE BEST:

The German “Zimmer 483” or the English version - German, no contest

Are their songs best in German or English – German, no contest

Bill or Tom - Psh. Tom FTW.

Georg or Gustav – Gustav! He's adorable P: Georg kinda freaks me out lol xD

]]> ~Mistress-Violette http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/21838232/ http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/21838232/ Fri, 05 Dec 2008 20:20:26 PST
2) Male/Female: Female

3) Were you named after anyone?: My grandma, and she was named after Priscilla the Pilgrim. *shrugs*

4) Does your name mean anything?: Ancient. -.- Thanks ma, you named me OLD. lol

5) Nick Name(s): Cilla, Cill, Fungi, Stinky-face, Vi, Vio, Vios, and I think thats it lol

6) What do you think you look like... name wise: I dunno.. I can't picture myself with any other name.

7) Date Of Birth: Feb. 24th

8) Place of Birth and Current Location: Brooklyn NY, Clarks Summit PA. Weird. lol

9) Nationality: I was born in the US. But if you mean heritage, then h'm Italian (cadgenase), Puerto Rican, and Filipino.

10) Astrology Sign: Pieces

11) Chinese Astrology Sign: Sheep

12) Religion: Agnostic.

13) What's your favorite smell?: Coconut body butter. Reminds me of summers in Wildwood as a kid. And my mom.

14) Political Position?: I dunno. I never actually figured it out *shrugs*

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?: Water and Coffee, in that order.

16) Hair + Eye color: Brown and Brown lol

17) Do you look like anyone famous?: Not that I know of o.O

18) What do you look like?: Um... myself? Lol

19) Any unusual talents?: What do you count as unusual? >.>

20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: Right

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: *shrugs* I'm myself. I don't know what I get pin-holed into. I never bothered to care. Though, I've been called a lesbian more times then I can count haha

22) What do you do for a living?: I am a student, so I mooch.

23) What do you do for fun?: Your brother. Haha nah um... To be honest.. for me fun is just being with my friends. There's no better feeling then being surrounded by people you love in the wee hours of the am going from corner to corner looking for coffee and fried rice...

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?: Pencils, Prisma's, Sharpie's, and most recently i've really started to get into charcoal.

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?: Paint, acrylic specifically. And maybe photography.

26) Have you met your grandparents?: Yea, i've even met my great-grandparents.

27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Nothing currently. I'm not really looking either. I've gotten to that age where its really just annoying lol

28) Crush: There is this kid in my lunch who's kinda cute *shrugs*

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?: Kris Lemche. Fo sho.

30) Current worries?: That I'll feel like shit tomorrow morning and bomb my SAT's.

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s): On here, Dezzy and Sam fo sho lol They're amazing <33

32) Favorite place to be?: With my friends

33) Least favorite place to be?: At home by myself

34) Do you burn or tan?: I tan

35) Ever break a bone?: Nope

36) What is your favorite cereal?: Cap'n Crunch!

37) Person you cry with: Myself?

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters: Nope

39) Any brothers: Yush. Johnny (13)

40) Any pets: Leo and Lily (kitties)

41) An Illness: I have teh crazzies. Sorry, but its contagious. Consider yourself infected xP lol

42) A Pager: Pfft no. Who has a pager anymore? o.O

43) A Personal phone line: nope

44) A Cell phone: Yesh. Tis one of my children lol

45) A visible birthmark: Yea, I have one on my face (small) and my arm

46) A Pool or hot tub: Yea

47) A Car: Nopes

Describe Your...

48) Personality: Insane in the membrain

49) Driving: I don't. lol

50) Your clothing style: W/e the fuck I find that doesn't look like shit lol

51) Room: An artsy mess lol

52) What’s missing: A lot of things. My sanity for one

53) School: Fucking WHITE. No offense white people.. I'm just not fond of you guys in mass quantities lol

54) Bed: squishhhyyyyyyyyy

55) Relationship with your parent(s): It's pretty solid.

56) Do You believe in yourself: I believe in certain aspects of myself.

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: Nah. It just doesn't happen like that.

58) Consider yourself a good listener: Yes

59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?: I would like to be an author. Hopefully lol

60) Get Along with your parents: Yeah

61) Save your e-mail conversations: I never converse in emails lol<... ]]> ~Mistress-Violette http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/21550359/ http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/21550359/ Tue, 18 Nov 2008 12:52:43 PST 2. For each song that comes up, write down some of the lyrics in your journal
3. DO this 30 times
4. Let others guess what songs they are, and bold them out after they are guessed.

1. Is it worth the can you even hear me
Standing with your spotlight on me
Not enough to feed the hungry
I'm tired and I felt it for awhile now
In this sea of lonely
The taste of ink is getting old
It's four o' clock in the fucking morning
Each day gets more and more like the last day
Still I can see it coming
While I'm standing in the river drowning
This could be my chance to break out
This could be my chance to say goodbye
At last it's finally over
Couldn't take this town much longer
Being half dead wasn't what I planned to be
Now I'm ready to be free

2. Educated with money.
He's well dressed not funny.
And not much to cay in most conversations.
But he'll foot the bill in all situations.
'cause he pays for everything.

3. Without you, the ground thaws
the rain falls
the grass grows
Without you, the seeds root
the flowers bloom
the children play

4. Ladies and gentlemen
May I have your attention, perlease?
Are your nostrils aquiver and tingling as well
At that delicate, luscious ambrosial smell?
Yes they are, I can tell

5. There are few who'd deny, at what I do I am the best
For my talents are renowned far and wide
When it comes to surprises in the moonlit night
I excel without ever even trying

6. In this perfection I
Lament her beauty,
Her voice a sour note
In this bitter serenade.
In this perfection
I lament her beauty,
Her voice a sour note
In this bitter serenade.

7. te vas no me dices nada
que pasa que ya no te veo (ya no te veo)
te vas no me dices nada
que pasa que ya no te veo (ya no te veo)

8. The bridges are crumpled,
The water soaks into rocks,
That fell at the bottom of the road. (At the end the town)
The town that we lived in.
The memories shakin apart from the weeds that grow.

9. I'm through with standing in line
To clubs we'll never get in
It's like the bottom of the ninth
And I'm never gonna win
This life hasn't turned out
Quite the way I want it to be
(Tell me what you want?)

10. Blame me for the elevator - I know you will
It's not me who's the operator but you're going down, down, down
You'll be sorry when you're singing all alone
But don't take me up
I'll just fall down once again
Don't take me up
I'll just fall down


11. St. Jimmy's comin' down across the alleyway
Up on the boulevard like a zip gun on parade
Light of a silhouette
He's insubordinate
Coming at you on the count of 1,2,1,2,3,4!

12. This may never start.
We could fall apart.
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?

13. Down in the streets outside of Washington, D.C.,
I wasted all my time and you were there with me,
Back then it meant so much to have you by my side,
I always had your back and you always had mine

14. By now,
I should have been somwhere,
or gone to school, or fixed my hair.
Back down,
tell it to someone else,
who gives a shit and needs your help.

15. You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you, PMS
Like a bitch
I would know
And you always think
Always speak
Crypticly
I should know
That you're no good for me


16. I'm not listening, not anymore
The more I learn, the more I ignore
I'm not listening, not anymore
The more I can, the more I ignore
I'm not listening, not anymore, No

17. The seas have parted,
the endings started,
the sky has turned to black.
A killing spree through eternity,
the devil stabs you in the back,
It's midnight now you must escape somehow,
torture is his leisure,
don't try to hide he'll make you subside,
as he exchanges pain for pleasure,

18. I woke up it was 7
I waited till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think i got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
And here it goes


19. chuck it - you son of a bitch
mom, dad, why don't you finger me too?
i can't say the same for me - you son of a bitch
i could be so fucking cool
i will never be young
i will never be loved
i will never be wrong

20. <... ]]> ~Mistress-Violette http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/21524938/ http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/21524938/ Sun, 16 Nov 2008 19:31:11 PST You're screwing things up inside my head.

Boys are mean evil nasty vile creatures. And as of this point and time, I am a lesbian. Officially. Because bitchy and conniving I can handle, but outright mean and complicated and confusing I just can't.

You can thank Brandon for this.

Fucking asshole. Dunno why I even love his stupid ass...

]]> ~Mistress-Violette http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/21266280/ http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/21266280/ Sat, 01 Nov 2008 13:56:48 PDT [link] photo yet?

Now, I'm not wtf'ing because its Tokio Hotel and Jobro's because I could care less about that fued, but because if you look closely at Toms right hand. Wtf. I mean, thats the international sign for small dick am I not right? Lmao xD So wtf? Is it supposed to be like a stab at them or something? Or like, does that mean something else now a days and I just haven't caught up yet? lol

God. And people wonder why I love Tom >.>

]]> ~Mistress-Violette http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/21179407/ http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/21179407/ Sun, 26 Oct 2008 22:25:56 PDT
Burger King = BK = Have it your way

Bill Kaulitz: Have him your way

>.> Dear god, my brain just jizzed all over itself. xD hahaha

I believe... that after 1am I should not be allowed to think. It never brings sane things lol

DEAR SWEET PINK FUZZY JESUS I GET TO MEET THEM TOMORROW (tuesday)

*brainjizz* x.x

]]> ~Mistress-Violette http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/21082693/ http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/21082693/ Mon, 20 Oct 2008 16:38:40 PDT
lol xD I got a serious GC crave while talking to my dad about Obama haha Because my brother said how his dad walked out on him and his mom when he was little, thats why both of his parents currently are white. So my dad was like "well, THAT came back to bite him. Bet that guys kickin himself in the ass right now. Its like throwing away the winning lottery ticket. You walk out, then the kid grows up to become a presidential candidate." And me, being me, went "Cha It's like Benji and Joel from Good Charlotte's dad. Bet he's kickin himself going "fuck! Now those kids are loaded!"" hahahaha xD

So when I went back downstairs I was like "I should throw on some old school GC" and so I put on "The Click" and it was like ZOMG! lol xD Old school debut album GC is just perfection. It doesn't get any better lol

Just because I walk like Obi-Wan Kenobi
You people talk but you don’t even know me
but thats all right cuz i get down with GC
so I'll rock on and listen to there cd
these people laugh they do it just to spite me
behind my back they don't know what I see
but I don’t care what they say, I don't need them anyway
I'll just go about my day
But anyway

So i don't care what they say i don't need them anyway
I'll just go about my day

*jumps around* Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Hyper? Me? Pshaw! Not a shot >.> lol xD

Man.... I miss the old days :/ When I just a naive little punk girl. Head-banging around in my dock martins, plaid pants, denim jacket all decked out with pins and buttons and patches, safety pins through my ears and my short spiky hair. Listening to stuff like Rancid, The Distillers, Good Charlotte and New Found Glory. Watching SLC Punk and Ginger Snaps and thinking I was just so fuckin cool lol

Where did those days go? I miss them lol Now I'm fucking 17 and going to college and I wanna die x.x I'd give anything to be care-free and punk again. Shouting about Anarchy and Bohemia. *sighs* Ah the good ol days.

< /nostalgia> haha xD Ok I'm done now. >.>

I'm questioning authority
They say there's not a chance for me
But tonight, tonight, it's on tonight
I don't want your boring life,
And I don't want your 9 to 5,
Or anyone to tell me how to live my life
I CONTROL MY FUTURE!!

]]> ~Mistress-Violette http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/20928939/ http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/20928939/ Fri, 10 Oct 2008 22:21:22 PDT
20 interesting/random facts about myself are:

1. I draw comics on the side of my usual artwork. I currently have two full length 6 panel comics for “Calvin & Squid” and a TON of one-shot comics of Maria, Chris and Jack

2. I’m 17 now, and I’ll be 18 in February, but I don’t feel that old. The only time I realize it is when I find myself thinking that the new crop of frosh that just came in are REALLY cute, especially that one boy in my gym class. And then reality hits me and I feel like a total pedo cause they’re like 15 xD haha

3. I can pronounce any language perfectly. Srssly I’m not bragging, its just something that I can do, but the problem is I never have any idea what I’m saying. But I sound like I do >.> lol

4. I play the flute. And yes, I was in marching band and yes I did go to band camp. Ask what ELSE I can do with that flute aside from play Rette Mich and I will fuck your shit up >.>

5. I have a picture I did for my art portfolio, and it is Jack and Sally from The Nightmare Before Christmas’s love-child and he/she/it is modeled after the Mona Lisa xD

6. My room looks like someone skinned Barney and then adorned my walls with his flesh >.> hahahaha xD So in normal people speak, that means my room is bright purple lol

7. The first concert I ever went to as a kid was Hanson >.> Guess the interest in girly men musicians never went away huh? *coughcoughBILLcoughcough* haha P:

8. I have a giant ass canvas that I painted myself hung on my wall. It is a collage of different images I took from song lyrics from the band The Used (<3).

9. My top 5 favorite bands of all time are, in this order: The Used, Atreyu, Avenged Sevenfold, Mindless Self Indulgence, Smile Empty Soul.

10. Until sometime last year, I used to dress like a boy. Like literally, not even exaggerating. I wore guys shorts or jeans and guys band tee’s. That was pretty much it.

11. I’ve always thought I was born as the wrong gender. I wouldn’t really ever get a sex change, but I really believe I should have been born a guy, and that maybe if I had been, that certain things in life would be less dificult.

12. I have bi-polar disorder, anxiety disorder, slight ocd, and possibly some autistic- like habits/symptoms. I’ve been hospitalized before and also have been on medication for 3 years now. Abilify and Lexapro. I am also classified as a “mutilator.” Which is what they classify anyone who doesn’t fall into one specific category, like just plain “cutter.” Its kinda like when they give someone a diagnosis of EDNOS (eating disorder not otherwise specified). I’ve been known to cut, scratch, claw at, pick at, stab, dig holes into, burn, pull hair out, squeeze, bite, and otherwise defile my body.

13. My mutilation isn’t because “I need to feel alive” or “I hate my body and myself so I take it out on myself”. But really, just because when I have “episodes” or “attacks” I get so uncontrollably overwhelmed with emotion and scattered, that I need something to focus on and almost bring me back down in a way. So I do something that causes me pain, like cutting, because it gives me a specific yet easy task to occupy myself with while providing just enough pain and relief to calm me down. Some things though are just reflexes and happen on accident when I have fits. Like pulling out my hair or scratching till I bleed. Or even just cuts on my head from banging it against a wall while I’m rocking.

14. I never want to get married. I mean, I’ll get married legally sure, sign some papers and be done with it because it makes life easier. But I don’t ever want any kind of wedding. I don’t even want a ring. If a guy ever proposes to me, I want it to be with a ring from a cracker-jacks box or something.

15. I never want children. Ever. It’s not cause I hate kids or anything, I actually really love kids. But I refuse to be so heartless as to pass on my blood and DNA to any other form of life. I absolutely could not stand myself if I knew that I had put that kind of poison and hideousness into another human being for my own selfish reasons.

16. I’ve been teaching myself how to sow lately, and I’m actually getting really good at it.

17. Some of my best friends, are actually people who if I just took a profile look at them, would probably despise.

18. I have a problem of not being able to keep friends. Not for any particular reason, it just seems that every time I am really good friends with people, after about a year or two of us being SOOO close, we just kinda have a falling out and slowly stop talking.

19. I have a giant box in my crawl space that’s full of everything I’ve ever thought important in my life. Including jewelry from certain people, cards that have just... ]]> ~Mistress-Violette http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/20627865/ http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/20627865/ Mon, 22 Sep 2008 21:26:39 PDT
RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

***How are you doing today?
Wake the Dead - The used
(That about sums it up lol)

***What will you be doing today?
Give Me Novocaine - Green Day
(yes yes yes! lol)

***What is your best friend doing today?
I Won't Be There - Simple Plan
(Heh, sadly true)

***What is your best friend's theme song?
For You - Smile Empty Soul
(Hmm... It fits)

***What's going on this weekend?
The Theft - Atreyu
(I wish)

***Will you get far in life?
Niki FM - Hawthorn Heights
(lmao? the fuck?)

***What will your job be like?
Whipstickagostop - Mindless Self Indulgence
(If my job is anything like an MSI song... my life will be a happy one haha xD )

***What is your average day like?
My Friends - Johnny Depp/Sweeney Todd the Movie Soundtrack
(Hmm...)

***How is your life in a nutshell?
With Me Tonight - The Used
(I like)

***What is school like?
The Only Difference Between Martyrdom And Suicide Is Press Coverage - Panic! At The Disco
(!! Haha!)

***Where do you live?
Cassie - Flyleaf
(Um... I live inside a girl? haha)

***Who do you live with?
Silhouettes - Smile Empty Soul
(Too true)

***What is your dad's theme song?
So I Thought - Flyleaf

***What is your mom's theme song?
The Remembrance Ballad - Atreyu
(Wow, these things are scarily accurate o.O )

***What do your friends see you as?
The Diary Of Jane - Breaking Benjamin
(I guess thats not a bad thing... right? Lol)

***What is the best thing about your dad?
Heart Attack - Sum 41
(Pfftt!!! xD )

***What is the best thing about your mom?
Burn - Three Days Grace

***What is the best thing about your friends?
The Kill - 30 Seconds To Mars
(YES!)

***Will you get married?
We Believe - Good Charlotte
(That about sums it up lol)

***What are the Christmas/winter holidays like for you?
Becoming The Bull - Atreyu
(?)

***How do people view you?
Give It All - Rise Against
(yay!)

***What should you do with your life?
Riot - Three Days Grace
(Omg. I swear, I couldn't have gotten better ones if I cheated and picked. This is awesome)

***What will they play at your wedding?
Smile - Lily Allen
(Hahahaha omg yay! I <3 Lily)

***What will they play at your funeral?
Never Too Late - Three Days Grace
(Wow... I swear I didn't cheat! lol)

***What will they play at your "big party"?
Shoot Me In The Smile - The Matches
(Woooo!!!)

***Who can you count on?
Noises And Kisses - The Used
(Pretty much)

***Is there anything important to you?
Pull Harder On The Strings Of Your Martyr - Trivium
(Possibly true)

***Do you regret anything?
Afterlife - Avenged Sevenfold
(Hmmm... interesting)

***What are you living for?
Calabria 2006 - Enur Ft. Natasha
(YES YES YES! Hahahaha xD)

***Can you handle the truth?
Paralyzed - The Used
(Operantly not lol)

***What do you dream about?
Making Love To The Camera - The Starting Line
(haha ew)

***The perfect guy/girl?
Ubers Ende Der Welt - Tokio Hotel
(The end of the world? Hmm... thats actually perfectly spot on haha)

***One thing you hate?
Unbound (The Wild Ride) - Avenged Sevenfold
(meh, so so)

***How do you handle rejection?
Here (In Your Arms) - Hellogoodbye
(By clinging harder? God I hope not xD )

***Do you fear death?
A Little Piece Of Heaven - Avenged Sevenfold
(Wow, thats REALLY scarily good o.O )

***Do you enjoy life?
You Don't Mean Anything - Simple Plan
(Guess not lol My shuffle knows me better then I know me >.> )

***Your sanctuary is?
Brompton Cocktail - Avenged Sevenfold
(Psh, I wish lol)

***"That one person"'s theme song, even if you don't know who it is yet?
Dirty Mouth - Hot Hot Heat
(haha! Man I hope it is! xD )

**What can you expect to see when you walk into your house?
Ghost Of You - Good Charlotte
(So true it kinda hurts to realize it)

***What are you doing on your honeymoon?
Clairvoyant Disease - Avenged Sevenfold
(Psh!! xD!!! Getting herpes!! hahahahahaha)
<... ]]> ~Mistress-Violette http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/20211982/ http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/20211982/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 01:54:00 PDT
Cha, so I got le tagged by aka the amazingly amazing Dezzy. If you don't know her, you fail. Miserably. Now go click her icon and possibly start to redeem yourself. hehe aaaaanywhore on with the taggedge

The rules:

1. Post these rules.

2. Each person tagged must put 8 random facts about themselves.

3. Tagged ones should write a journal about these facts.

4. At the end of the post tag 8 more deviants

5. Go to their page telling them they're tagged. (I'm way to lazy for that. Oh well.)

6. No tagging back.

Fact 1. I feel bad for being mean to Brandon. Kinda lol Last night he told me he was getting a gig as a DJ for a metal station at his college, and he was really excited and happy, but I told him I had mixed feelings about it. And when he asked why, I said "because well, you have a perfect face for radio, so its good, but then again I feel really bad for all those poor people who just wanna listen to metal but have to hear your voice in between" haha xD I know.. I'm mean.

Fact 2. I am addicted to Mahjong Titans and play it constantly, I'm actually playing it right now too hehe, yet I only have a 37% win rate, which is sad haha xD

Fact 3. Back in the day, I was a hardcore real deal punk. I always have and always will love just feel good thrashy trashy punk music, its good for the soul. And even if I don't look like it now, I will ALWAYS be a little plaid punk girl and Brody Daly will ALWAYS be my all time female idol. I fucking love her. This also explains why I would give up my pinkies for a hardcore punk boy. Srssly. haha

Fact 4. Speaking of boys, I seem to have HORRIBLE taste in them. haha I've had 3 serious boyfriends and a couple other not so serious boyfriends, and let me tell you, NEVER ask me for relationship/boy advice haha. For a starter example, there was the OTHER Brandon, a boy I almost dated and had a non serious sorta relationship with, who is a sadistic, masochistic, Satan-worshiping (seriously, he's in a cult), homicidal, probably psychopathic, neo-Nazi man-whore. Who I probably still would date if given the opportunity haha I dunno why... its just... he's so fucking sexy. xD If you ever just hear him talk, you'd totally understand >.>

Fact 5. My first serious boyfriend was Jared, and good god I loved that boy more then life, and I'm serious when I say that. And I'm also serious when I say that he was probably the absolute WORST guy on the planet earth w/o a criminal record... yet. He was homicidal (seriously, he tried killing his grandmother...multiple times), suicidal, egotistical, needy, sadistic, rude, completely and utterly socially inept, controlling, blissfully ignorant to anyone else's thoughts or feelings and good god I could go on for fucking days but I think you get my point. And yet, I loved him unconditionally.

Fact 6. The second was Chris, and well, to put it bluntly, Chris was a gay whore with serious self-hate/denial problems. I was his attempt to convince himself he was "straight." But let me tell you, once I got to know him, I realized that if he was straight then I was fuckin Tina Turner! So I dumped him >.> lol Now we don't talk anymore because he's a man-slut and pedo-feed. Plus me and his "fiancé" almost beat the shit out of each other. haha xD

Fact 7. The last/ most recent was Brandon. Brandon wasn't exactly a horrible choice, because he is a very loving, caring, smart and such boy. Its just that there was the little problem of he was utterly in love with another girl while we dated, and then once he got over her he moved to Miami for college. That kinda killed the relationship. Though, he's the only one I'm still really close friends with lol

Fact 8. I never claimed that I knew how to dance, but I'll get drunk, get high, and pull down my pants. So lets dance in the hood, shake that ass Hollywood!

Yea, so, thats all haha. Now, I know that was really long and probably way more information then you gave two shits about or cared to know. But, It's about 5am and I'm in a story sharing mood. So too bad for you people >.> lol

And btw, number 8, was not so much a fact as a Hollywood Undead lyric from "turn off the lights" and "No. 5" P: weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Oh yea, and as for who I'm tagging, how aboooooouuuuuuuuttttttt.... J-dog, Charlie Scene, Da Curlz, Funny Man, The Server aka Johnny 3 Tears, Tha Producer aka Deuce, and both your balls. Now have... ]]> ~Mistress-Violette http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/20014624/ http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/20014624/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 00:56:10 PDT as per usual. I'm bored, it's 4am, don't like it, sue me.

Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1.) Kiss and/or bang my "boy list". Which translates into about 30+ boys. Most of which have no names and are referred to as ex: "Punk kid from the subway" "Blue haired boy" "Dude working in hot topic w/ power rangers tattoo" ect ect. Though, some have names, most famous, such as ex: Tom Kaulitz, Joseph Gordon-Levitt, Kris Lemche, Jeffrey Licon (mock and i'll hurt you. He's sexy, ok? Who gives if he was on "the brothers garcia, he was fucking HOT in Mysterious skin. Nuff said) ect ect.
2.) Go to every concert left on my "band list". Which includes A7X, Tokio Hotel, Stained, Korn, MSI, Smile Empty Soul, just to name a few.
3.) Travel to each place on my "World" list. This includes, but is not limited to, Egypt, Japan, Puerto Rico, Germany, China, Italy, Australia, ect.

Yea I know, I have a lot of different "before I die" lists. *shrugs* What can I say. I've got a lot of goals haha.

Three Names You Go By:
1.) Cilla
2.) Violette (Vi, vios, vio)
3.) Fungi (as in the Italian word for "little" my grandpa's nickname for me)

Three Screen Names You Have Had:
1.) Violettes_Tears (yahoo)
2.) Vios_Tears (myspace)
3.) VioletteDray (youtube)

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
1.) My hair
2.) My nose
3.) My tongue

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1.) Italian
2.) Puerto Rican
3.) Filipino

Three Things That Scare You:
1.) The dark
2.) bugs
3.) my mind

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1.) cell phone
2.) sketch book/pens & pencils
3.) laptop

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1.) south park t-shirt
2.) panties
3.) my glasses

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists: (of all time)
1.) The Used
2.) Atreyu
3.) Smile Empty Soul

Three Of Your Favorite Songs:
1.) Taste Of Ink - The used
2.) Ich Bin Da - Tokio Hotel
3.) I Want My Life or Therapy - Smile Empty Soul

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
1.) Insanity
2.) Impulse
3.) Want

I know thats a weird list of things. But if you're really that curious about it, as me and I'll explain. Or at least try to ha. And yes, I know "love" is not up there. I don't want love. I want whats attainable. Not just some broad idealogical term for something that doesn't exist as simply as people are made to believe it does.

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):
1.) I'm bipolar. Or Manic Depressive as it used to be called.
2.) I've been off my meds for a while now. I know I'm slipping, but they don't, so I get away with it. And god does it feel GOOD.
3.) She's been trying to consume me. To take over and just run the show from now on. And lately.. I've been thinking it might just be more fun to let her.

Guess what? I'll save you the trouble of wondering and just tell you. The lie in there, is that one of those is a lie. So I guess they're all true then huh.

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
1.) Bone structure i.e. collar bones, shoulder blades, spine ect.
2.) Hair
3.) Hands. Preferably fingers. I like long and lanky.

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1.) Drawing
2.) Writing
3.) Music

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
1.) Give into it.
2.) See him.. or at least hear his voice. I need it right now, and as usual, he's nowhere to be found.
3.) sleep

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
1.) Novelist
2.) Cartoon artist
3.) Criminologist (left field right? haha I know)

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1.) ----\
2.) Anywhere and Everywhere
3.) ----/

Three Names You Like:
1.) Ezekiel
2.) Beliel
3.) David

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
1.) I don't leave the house without makeup. Usually.
2.) I have large boobs.
3.) I talk. A lot.

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
1.) I swear. A lot.
2.) I'm generally very crude. Don't sugar coat things, it only makes you look more like a moron.
3.) I have a horrible temper. If you ever hear my name on the news, because I killed someone, don't be shocked.

Three People That You’re Tagging:
1.) Your mom's vagina
2.) Your e-penis
3.) Seth Green's left nut. (if you don't get that, you fail major. Go watch Without A Paddle, then come back and... ]]> ~Mistress-Violette http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/19729105/ http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/19729105/ Sat, 02 Aug 2008 01:51:40 PDT

Write down five of your OCs.
1) Violette Dray
2) Ezekiel "Lyme" D'amore
3) David Sylis
4) Oliver Palmerton
5) June Palmerton

Before we start this little interview though, I’d like to add, so that its more clear, that Vi Lyme and David are from the same “world” or story really. They all know eachother and if they were answering these questions, would be doing so together. Same goes for Oliver and June. They’re brother and sister, Oliver is a young boy and June is on the older side.

Questions:

1) How would you describe yourself?

Vi: Eh, I dunno… I’m a homeless runaway orphan with a K addiction… that about sum it up nicely for ya? Or should I tie a pretty little pink bow around it to make you feel better?

Lyme: Vi, baby, be nice. But me? Oh boy, well –I- happen to be very kickass thank you very much. Hahaha Nah, I’m just kiddin. I’m a pretty humble dude I guess. Don’t need much, don’t want much. Just tryin to get past the day alive really.

David: Psh, yea, and with all our limbs intact! Anyway, I’m good looking, young, fun, adventurous, romantic, I enjoy long walks through Central Park in the fall and skate boarding and am also single and VERY VERY available ladies. :Lyme: Pfft!! Dude, it’s a question, not an ad in the Post. And really, women, should stay as FAR away from you as possible. Ladies, he has a bit of a… well… problem with his.. you know… nether regions >.> Bought a bad hooker one time… : David: I DID NOT!! THERE’S NOTHING WRONG WITH MY CENSOR EDIT!!! YOU SONOFACENSOR EDIT:Vi: Now, Imagine LIVING with them.. and people wonder why I’m an addict -.-

Oliver: Me? Well, I’m really fun I guess. I mean, I like to play a lot and stuff, so I guess that makes me fun. Right June? And um… well… I really like to play kickball! I’m really good at it too! And running, I run WAAAAAY fast, right June! And um..um… I guess that’s really it.

June: Very good Oliver. Hello, nice to meet you. I enjoy acting, drama, theater and the like. I’m also a large endorser of helping out in the community. I just can’t get enough of caring for people. I really think it is a calling of mine. So I volunteer at nursing homes and animal shelters and such. Even so, I am still very dedicated to my studies, and feel there is no excuse for neglecting them. Everything can be juggled so long as you cut it up into manageable pieces.

2) How would you describe your creator?

Vi: “Creator”? What, you mean like god? Pfft. Here’s what I think. “god” can go suck my big fat CENSOR EDIT and when he’s done, if he wasn’t a total waste of a blow, then maybe we can talk.

Lyme: Ugh.. Vi.. hun, I mean… Do you always have to try and offend EVERYONE you meet? Please.. don’t mind her, she just.. has had it rough you know? But I mean.. I dunno. I don’t think kids like us are allowed to have a “god.” I mean, stuff like that is for people who deserve it you know? People who need it. “god” or whoever just doesn’t come around for everyone. And kids like us.. well.. were just not as important as everyone else.

David: Yea… I dunno… I mean, Jean used to have this dude she prayed to.. she called him “god” too. She used to tell me all the time that I wasn’t a “child of god” and that I was some spawn of satan sent from hell to test her faith. That I was an abomination, and that god never loved me. But I mean.. he must have liked me at least a little bit right? Cause well.. even though he put me with her… he let me run away right? That’s gotta mean something…

Oliver: God is the almighty creator, and he is merciful and just. I am his child and he loves me dearly. That’s why we go to church every Sunday, to say thank you to God for giving us everything that he has and loving us.

June: Very good Oliver. You’ve been paying attention at Sunday school I see. That’s good. You make communion this year, so you have to be ready. : Oliver: Yes ma’am! I’m ready and steady! :June: Good boy.

3) Are you gay?

Vi: Every girl is as straight as the next shot or the next hit. I’m no exception. But I prefer CENSOR EDIT. Lyme’s in particular. It has this cute little freckle on it and everything. Plus the bright green pubes kinda make it hard to dislike. heh

Lyme: VI!!! … Jesus.. I mean common! I don’t think everyone really wanted to know that… And even so, -I- didn’t want everyone to know that!! :Vi: Sorry babe, but you’ve got a nice package. Face it. :Lyme: Ugh.. Christ… well, anyway to answer your question, I’m with Vi. I don’t classify myself as... ]]> ~Mistress-Violette http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/19200668/ http://Mistress-Violette.deviantart.com/journal/19200668/ Fri, 04 Jul 2008 10:57:30 PDT .> lol oh well P:

I've been le tagged by :~xclassiccase:

The rules are:

1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts
4. At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named


Random huh?... hmm.. I'll give you random >.>

1. My hair has not been past my chin for longer then 2 months in 3-4 years. I hate having long hair >.>

2. Brandon decided last week that he was going to squish my spleen by sitting on me. It worked quiet well.

3. Currently, my lack of cash is driving me crazy, as i've been halted in my reading of Angel Sanctuary and Loveless. Which bothers meh. (if you read either of those, go you! but dont tell me anything or i'll hurt you >.> )

4. I currently ADORE Bill from Tokio Hotel's little pre-pubescent "Schrei" album voice a la "Ich Bin Nicht Ich".. I miss it. lol

5. I have 5 people painted on my wall ...well, 5 people and a squid >.>

6. I refuse to go even 3 feet w/o my phone. It's ALWAYS on me. If not I feel naked. Like seriously, I even sleep with it halfway under my pillow >.>

7. I've played games of Truth or Dare so hardcore that the cops have been called. And then have been questioned as to whether we were some kind of sex cult doing a hazing initiation >.>

8. Ok. Lets finish in a bang shall we? I know I may have sharp pointy objects thrown at me for this one, but oh well right? Anyway, As much as everyone drools over Bill.. I dont think he's that hot at all. The only reason I like him is the fact that he's so adorably pathetic it makes me "aww" and want to pat him on the head while giving him a cookie for a good try. Tom on the other hand, is quiet the opposite. Less pathetic and more just sexy. Though I think its the "cocky-asshole" factor that really gets me >.> And the fact that again, he's not so pathetic acting.


Ok, good enough for you? P: No? Oh well. Have a nice day and GTFO then

Oh lordie... now I have to tag people huh? Hmm... Lets just pretend like I did huh? Because I'm to lazy to actually do it P:

Bye byeee

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