http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:MistressxMorbid&section=today deviantART RSS for by:MistressxMorbid en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 07 Dec 2009 03:20:07 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/17795062/ http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/17795062/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 12:28:03 PDT
I have a job again. I work at Bufords. Its attached to Quality Inns and Suites in Ames.
Its actually pretty fun. I didn't know waitressing could be exciting.
It is hard work though, especially when I have to do banquets. But..money is money.

I've started my outpatient treatment classes. I've only been to two though. They are alright. Eight weeks of doing homework, watching movies, and listening to a counselor talk. No biggie.

I have quite a few things to pay off. Mostly fines and probation fees. Which, speaking of probation, I STILL haven't started yet. On the seventeenth will be my first meeting. -sigh- Maybe I can get done early.

And, probably the best news of all. I went to a Pure Romance party. It was hilarious. I was picked to help show off this strap thing that holds a woman's legs in the air, or a man's too, if you so please. It was absolutely hilarious. As a prize for doing it I got a sample packet of this stuff that you rub on your clit and it makes you horny..really horny.

Not only did I attend one, I'm going to be hosting my own! How exciting right. That means I get free stuff, which is good, because at the time I didn't have any money to buy anything, and trust me, there were a couple of things I wanted.
So I will be having my own, and hopefully everyone invited buys a bunch of stuff, becuase then I get to pick anything from the cateloge and only pay thirteen dollars for it!

Anyway, I'm sure there are a few things I've forgotten, but that's alright. I'll think of them later.
Till then, toodles!

]]> ~MistressxMorbid http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/17178323/ http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/17178323/ Tue, 04 Mar 2008 10:56:41 PST Maybe I'm not quite cut out for it.

I still have so many drawing of clothing designs to put up. But I haven't inked and colored them in yet. I vaguely wonder if I have my stuff with me.
I suppose I'll take a look and give it a shot, though I want to make copies and try out some different colors.

Anyway, I'll see what I can do.
Toodles boys and girls..anyone listening that is..

]]> ~MistressxMorbid http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/15816962/ http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/15816962/ Thu, 06 Dec 2007 05:40:57 PST It was actually nice. Not like the first time.
The lady was surprised when I told her the first guy said he couldn't find anything wrong with me.
I like her.
Answered a bunch of questions, even cried a little.
But, I think it went pretty well..

]]> ~MistressxMorbid http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/15698021/ http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/15698021/ Tue, 27 Nov 2007 18:18:26 PST
I was arrested.
I spent a night in jail.
I might have to go back.
I quit my job because my boss thinks she knows what she's doing.
I got evicted and have to deal with my mother.
A relationship started and ended, and sorta maybe but probably not started again.
I had sex with a married man.
I have no money.
And my car is broken.

Wonderful times, don't it seem.

Might have Borderline Personality Disorder as well.

]]> ~MistressxMorbid http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/14915036/ http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/14915036/ Thu, 04 Oct 2007 15:54:17 PDT -shrugs-
Can't take it back now.
I was supposed to write "Quick, stop in for a smoothie before it gets cold out." I did on one side, the otherside I wrote "Quick, stop in so we can use your children for our Ham and Chicken Salad."
I wonder who will notice first.
I'm sure I'll regret it, but the plus side is that the board isn't where anyone can see it.

]]> ~MistressxMorbid http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/14820550/ http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/14820550/ Thu, 27 Sep 2007 22:07:19 PDT Look at the world moving by in supersonic speed.
Time for me, time for you.
Does anyone really have time anymore?


Halo Hocico is my saving grace right now.
She makes the world funky colors.
And knows how I roll.

I lubbs teh Halo.

And so should you.

]]> ~MistressxMorbid http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/14815790/ http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/14815790/ Thu, 27 Sep 2007 15:41:56 PDT
A mystery, something I've always wanted to be. And I realized that I'm not far from that. Don't be alarmed if I don't talk as much anymore.

I've realized I don't have to say the things that pop up in my mind. I don't have to, and I don't think I will.

Mystery, her I come..

]]> ~MistressxMorbid http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/14713969/ http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/14713969/ Thu, 20 Sep 2007 11:54:40 PDT A friend took his life yesterday..or at least he said he was. And I believe him. I just hope someone found him before he..you know.
I cried a lot and he knows I did too..but, I don't know.

A friend is back, seemingly from the dead. Though I'm pretty sure I matter nothing to him..which is a little sad. 'Cause I cried for him too.

All in all, I've been a little down. A little quiet and thoughtful. Maybe it will pass soon.

]]> ~MistressxMorbid http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/14619381/ http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/14619381/ Thu, 13 Sep 2007 15:46:33 PDT So I won't let myself.
I'll deal.
Eventually.
I'd rather not get caught up in it. And I certainly hate crying.

]]> ~MistressxMorbid http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/14577156/ http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/14577156/ Mon, 10 Sep 2007 15:19:25 PDT Say the following questions aloud, and press play.
Use the song title as the answer to the question.
NO CHEATING.

1. How does the world see you? 4Ever (The Veronicas)

2. Will I have a happy life? Play (David Banner) xD

3. What do my friends think of me? All The Same (Sick Puppies) Well, that's not cool.

4. Do people secretly lust after me? All of This (Blink 182)

5. How can I make myself happy? Child Psychology (Black Box Recorder)

6. What should I do with my life? My Wings (Lacuna Coil)

7. Will I ever have children? Lovers End (Birthday Massacre)

8. What is some good advice for me? The School Song (Black Box Recorder)

9. How will I be remembered? Heavens A Lie (Lacuna Coil)

10. What's my signature dancing song? Cancer (My Chemica Romance)

11. What's my current themesong? So Far Away (Crossfade)

12. What do others think is my current themesong? Behind These Hazel Eyes (Kelley Clarkson)

13. What shall they play at my funeral? Tourniquet (Rasputina)

14. What type of men do I like? Angels (Within Temptation)

15. How's my love life? Paralyzer (Finger Eleven)

]]> ~MistressxMorbid http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/14446769/ http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/14446769/ Sat, 01 Sep 2007 20:16:07 PDT
And now, for the quiz.

-=-Outcast-=-
[x] You don't have very many friends.
[ ] Often times, teachers forget your name.
[x] You were always picked last for kickball.
[x] You don't like to talk a lot.
[ ] You tend to avoid mass social activities (i.e.- dances, ice cream socials, football games, etc.)
[x] You don't participate in any extracurricular activities.
[x] All you wish for is to move away or get a fresh start.
[x] Your friends have blown you off before.
[x] You sit alone in most of your classes.
[ ] You have a feeling that once you leave high school or college, nobody is going to remember you.
[x] You hold interest in activities that other people find strange.
[ ] You have a large sexual background.
[ ] People don't find you friendly.
[ ] You hold extreme hate towards another high school stereotype.
[ ] You eat alone at lunch.
Total = 8

-=-Party Girl/Boy-=-
[x] Lets face it: you like to party.
[ ] You party every other weekend.
[ ] or every weekend?
[ ] You've been going to frat house parties since early high school.
[ ] You're the defending beer bong champion.
[ ] You know the best hook-ups in the state...world =0
[ ] Everybody who's anybody goes to the same parties you go to.
[ ] You've hooked up at parties.
[x] You spend time getting ready for parties.
[ ] You've passed out from being too drunk.
[x] You've partied all night.
[ ] You've snuck out of the house to party.
[ ] Actually, your parents really don't care if you party or not.
[x] You're pretty much nocturnal.
[x] You like to go clubbing.
[ ] You and your friends always party hop.
[ ] You've crashed a party before.
[ ] One way or another, you've wound up naked in front of everybody at a party
[x] You've thrown up from drinking too much.
[ ] You've done something that you regret at a party.
[x] You can dance.
[ ] You're friends with a lot of people older than you.
Total = 7

-=-Scene Kid-=
[ ] You know what sXe and hXc actually mean.
[ ] You have a obsession with dinosaurs, robots, and Pokemon.
[ ] You idolize Jeffree Starr ( but he/she/it scares me horribly. D= )
[ ] People have called you scene before.
[ ] You spend at least an hour getting ready to take pictures of yourself for your myspace.
[ ] You have a mirror pic.
[x] You listen to bands that most people have never heard of.
[x] You enjoy going to shows.
[ ] You only go to shows for the sake of going to shows, not the music.
[ ] Your hair is multicolored.
[ ] You accessorize your hair with kiddie barrettes and bows.
[ ] Fashion is one of the most important things that define you.
[x] You mosh.
[ ] You often mix vintage with modern.
[ ] Your myspace picture captions are sad lyrics to sad songs.
[ ] All of your friends are scene.
[ ] You dont know many of the people on your friends list in person
[ ] You take angled pictures of yourself.
[x] You enjoy photography.
Total = 4

-=--=-Prep-=--=-
[ ] You pop the collar
[ ] You wont go near the Goths
[ ] You own at least one thing from a designer store.
[ ] You are very clean cut.
[ ] You are squeamish.
[ ] People have called you preppy before.
[ ] You never leave the house without putting on cologne/perfume
[ ] You have a lot of money.
[ ] You know who LC is.
[ ] You watch shows like The OC, The Real World, The Hills, and Laguna Beach.
[ ] One favorite stores are Abercrombie & Fitch or American Eagle Outfitters.
[ ] You're afraid to set foot into Hot Topic.
[ ] (Girls) You carry a purse wherever you go.
[ ] You need to wake up at least an hour before school so you can get ready.
[ ](Girls) You do not leave the house without make up.
[ ] You are content overall with how your life is going.
total= 0

-=--=-Band Geek-=--=-
[ ] You have played an instrument before.
[ ] You still play an instrument.
[ ] You are/were in regular Band.
[ ] You are/were in Jazz Band.
[ ] You are/were in Marching Band
[ ] You've never dated anybody outside of Band.
[ ] Most of your friends are in band.
[ ] The band room/band hall is your second home.
[x] You enjoy listening to classical music on occasion.
[ ] You aspire to be a Drum Major.
[ ] You've made out with somebody on a band bus or at a band competition.
[ ] You have trouble getting your non-band friends to go near the band room.
[ ] Band is your favorite class.
[ ] You have been to band cam... ]]> ~MistressxMorbid http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/14136919/ http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/14136919/ Sun, 12 Aug 2007 17:25:18 PDT Anyway.
Soooo, I didn't go to Chicago. BUT! I've done a lot of other interesting things.
I will be putting up some more art soon.
I just have to find the time.
Toodles!

]]> ~MistressxMorbid http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/13044829/ http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/13044829/ Mon, 21 May 2007 22:34:36 PDT I hit a deer with my car. Then the car I was using while mine was being fixed was backed up into.
Not too serious, but frustrating none-the-less.
I missed my appointment with my therapist, which kinda ticked me off.
I'm getting back into drawing, mostly while I'm supposed to be "working." But it's alright, I've got time at my job.
My apartment is awesome. I love it. Now all I need to do is get my furniture moved in. I have a bed right now. That's it.
I'm going to be taking a mini vacation to Chicago with Cory, that'll be fun.
I guess I'll try and update this a little more often. -shrugs- I dunno.


<3 Mistress Morbid: Mechanical Zombie

]]> ~MistressxMorbid http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/12527916/ http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/12527916/ Mon, 09 Apr 2007 16:33:52 PDT
]]> ~MistressxMorbid http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/12357484/ http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/12357484/ Wed, 28 Mar 2007 00:50:48 PDT Such a broad word and yet so specific.
What hurts us the most.
What defines pain?
And, who's pain is the most painful of all.
But who are we to judge another's pain?
Who are we to say that one person's pain isn't as great as another's.
Why is the rich girl's pain any different and more frowned upon than the little boy with no parents and no food who suffers pain every day?
We are all born to different circumstances and because of this our pain cannot be compared to another's.
I can't honestly say that the rich girl whose parents have given her everything should not feel pain in the fact her parents don't pay attention to her. She feels that pain just as much as a loving father who lost a son.
Each individual's pain must be judged according to the circumstances in which they live. It can not have value taken away from it simply because another person's problems seem to far outweigh it.
We all feel pain. We all know what it is like. We cannot deny a person's right to feel pain simply because it doesn't seem important in the grand scheme of things.
For, what are we, as compared to the grand scheme of things? Does that mean we do not matter?
Everyone's pain is real to them, and no one is allowed to judge what another is feeling. Unless they were born to the same exact circumstances, and suffered through the same exact pain, then none of us have the right to tell another that what they are feeling is stupid, idiotic, or attention seeking.
Pain.
The universal feeling.

]]> ~MistressxMorbid http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/12150327/ http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/12150327/ Sun, 11 Mar 2007 22:36:39 PDT Why, why, WHY!
Goddammit! Why?

I feel like everything that hasn't been destroyed yet might as well be.


What do you want?
Why not what I want. Can anyone honestly answer.
Why not me?

I only want one thing. One. I would gladly give away everything I have and everything I ever will have. I'd rather have no friends, no family, no anything, as long as I could have this ONE thing.

Is it really that hard. Could fate just give me the only thing I'll ever need?

]]> ~MistressxMorbid http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/12112155/ http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/12112155/ Thu, 08 Mar 2007 22:09:23 PST What a waste of space.
Of air.
Of life!

I'm kicking love's ass.
I'm shutting off myself.
I'm not going to feel a thing.

I am not fucking boring.
I am poor.
And I fell apart.
Which was all because of you.
Nothing you could help, but it was still you.

At the risk of actually sounding emo for once, everything just fell apart.
Oh yes, everything.

But I'll hopefully be on my own soon. Blessed silence, aloneness, and long hours of working.


Stop and think, for once. Just stop. Turn on that goddamn brain of yours and THINK!
Fuck.
I am..FUCKED. UP.
Because of one and only one.

I hope, dream, lust for..nothing. Not a damn thing. It doesn't exist anymore. It went out the door and took everything I had left with it.
So I quit. I'm done. I'm finished.
Don't expect anything out of me.

I'm happy. But my anger, disgust, and utter fucking DEPRESSION outweighs that.
Yes, go ahead. Call me emo. But the dam has broken and I'm going to let everyone have it.

For once. And only once. It is a free for all. Watch out world. Mistress Morbid is PISSED the FUCk OFF.

]]> ~MistressxMorbid http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/12007078/ http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/12007078/ Wed, 28 Feb 2007 21:56:26 PST Don't go jumping to conclusions. It's not that I can't handle going to school, and I'm not chickening out.
Rusty and I have not been getting along very well. He's threatened my safety and Cory's safety.
When he did that, I decided it was time for me to get my own place.
So that's what I'm going to do.
In order to do that I need to have more money. The only way to get more money is to get a second job. This means I have to stop going to school for awhile so I can be making enough money to get myself established somewhere cheap.
I also may have to buy myself another car. I don't know if I'll be allowed to keep the one I have.
I'm going to ask my mother about that.
I'm also going to have to switch my cellphone plan and what not.
I'll need to buy myself some household items and all the things I'll need to live comfortabley or at least decently.

I haven't been doing well this semester either. I have a feeling I would end up failing a couple classes and it doesn't make sense to have to take them over again after failing.
I'll probably start fresh either this summer or next semester.

So I'm currently looking for a place to stay and perhaps another car and another job for sure.
I will get back into school, don't worry about that. The career I want requires me to have schooling, so I can't not go back.
I know this may be one of the stupidist decisions I've made, but I think it will all work out in the end.

At least this way I will be able to start out on my own. I need this. I can't live at my mother's house for the rest of my life and have everyone else take care of everything that needs to be taken care of.
That's my plan. And I'm sticking to it. Don't try to change my mind, I've already decided.

Please if you're my friend, support me in this. You can disapprove all you want, but please don't be all over me about this. Just silently support me and be there for me. That's all I ask. It's going to be a rough couple months coming up.

]]> ~MistressxMorbid http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/12007077/ http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/12007077/ Wed, 28 Feb 2007 21:56:10 PST All colors of the rainbow.

2.What book are you reading now?
The Crimson Petal and the White.

3. Manga I'm currently reading:
I finished Tenchi Muyo number ten a bit ago.

4. What is on your mouse pad?
I don't have one.

5. Favorite board game?
Mancala.

6. Favorite smells?
Fresh cut grass, bananas, Cory.

7. What is the first thing you think of in the morning?
I'm still here?

8. Favorite color:
Purple and black.

9. Least favorite color:
Yellow.

9. How many rings until you answer the phone?
Depends on which phone and what I'm doing and where I am.

10. Future child's name?
Vasilika or Nikolas.

11. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Both.

12. Do you like to drive fast?
Yes.

13. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
No.

14. Do you like thunderstorms?
Hellz yes.

15. What was your first car?
Chevy Cavalier, black.

16. What is your sign?
Sagittarius.

17. Do you eat the stems of broccoli?
I don't eat broccoli at all.

18. If you could have any job what would it be?
Fashion designer.

19. If you could have any color hair what would it be?
White with black and purple streaks.

20. Is the glass half full or half empty?
Half empty.

21. What is your favorite movie?
Fifth Element.

22. Do you type with your fingers on the right keys?
Yes.

23. What’s under your bed?
Boxes 'n what not.

24. What is your favorite number?
13 and 31

25. Favorite sport to watch?
Soccer I suppose.

26. Your single biggest intense pain?
Mmm, I'm not sure.

27. Person most likely to respond?
It doesn't really matter, they don't need to.

28. Person you sent this to who is least likely to respond?
I'm not sending it anywhere.

29. Ketchup or mustard?
Mustard.

31. Hamburger or hot dog?
Both.

33. The best place you have ever been?
Tartarus.

34. What is your screen saver?
I'm not sure, this is Rusty's computer.

35. What is your favorite fast food place?
KFC.

36. What is your favorite breed of dog?
Wolf.

37. Your nicknames?
Mistress Morbid, Suicide Angel, Angel of Insanity, Vasilika, That One Girl, Ugly Duckling.

38. Have you ever been kissed by the opposite gender?
I don't divulge secrets such as this.

39. What annoys you the most?
The most? People who say "acrosst" instead of "across."

40. What’s your crush's name?
I don't have a crush.

41. What’s your best friend’s name?
Cory.

42. Which celebrity annoys you the most?
I'm not sure.

43. What type of music do you dislike the most?
Gospal.

46. Okay, If you and one other person could be alone on the entire island, what would you do.
We'd make coconut bras and grass skirts and do the hula.

47. Are you a righty or a lefty?
Righty.

48. What's your favorite TV show?
Jerry Springer.

49. If you could make-out with any cartoon character, who would it be?
I'd make out with either Fran from Final Fantasy or Sesshomaru (however you spell it) from Inuyasha.

50. If you could say or do anything to Johnny Depp, what would you do?
I am marrying you. I don't care that you're already married, have children, and are much older than me. -cracks whip- Now head to the bedroom. (After which he would reply with a, "Yes, Mistress Morbid.)

51. What is your favorite book(s) or author?
Cirque Du Freak.
Demonata.
Bartimaeus Trilogy.
Keys to the Kingdom.

52. If someone stole your wallet/ bag what would you do?
They'd never get it. I'd have killed them before they'd even thought about it.

53. Would you have/ever had someones name tattooed on your body?
No.

54. How many fingers am I holding up?
1. The middle.

55. Where's your mother?
Iraq.

56. Do you know the muffin man, if so who is he, where does he live.
He's also known as the Kelley Hobo. He lives in the metal things.

57. Who's your favorite pirate?
Jack Sparrow, of course. And myself.

58. Who's your favorite Ninja?
Me.

59. If you were to choose another place and period of history to live, where and when would it be?
The pirate ages. The roccoco era. Something like that.

60. Ice cream or pastries?
M... ]]> ~MistressxMorbid http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/11981400/ http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/11981400/ Mon, 26 Feb 2007 22:35:46 PST I remember how you made everything seem like it would work out in the end.
I remember looking at you when you didn't know I was looking.
I remember when you smiled at me in that way, and everything that was wrong suddenly didn't matter anymore.
I remember the way your hair was always in your face, but I could always see your eyes, and they sparkled with boyish happiness.
I remember how the world was a dreary place when you were unhappy.
I remember when you met her and my birthday was ruined. And christmas too.
I remember how my heart was broken and I didn't want to see you but I couldn't pull my eyes away.
I remember how I avoided you like the plague because I didn't want to be around you, but cried because I really did want to be around you.
I remember when you changed.
I remember when I changed.
I remember when fate turned my chances around.
I remember when I wanted to die.
I remember when I cried because I wanted to die and that would mean never seeing you again.
I remember when you told me you would never talk to me again if I did something bad.
I remember almost doing it, thinking it might be for the best, then knowing I'd die if we never talked again.
I remember sitting in silence and loving every minute of it.
I remember going to the mall and laughing and having a good time even though we didn't have any money to spend.
I remember holding hands, always holding hands, and feeling safe and secure because your hand was bigger than mine.
I remember the way the sun hit your hair.
I remember the way you made funny faces that made me laugh.
I remember how I can't do anything without thinking about you and what you would think, or what you would choose to do, or what you would say.
I remember how I wanted to spill every secret I had to you.
I remember how I didn't want to be second best in your eyes.
I remember how I was filled with rage when my sister had to tell me what you did with her.
I remember balling my eyes out, crying more than I've ever cried before.
I remember her telling me how she'd never take you, how she'd never take that, and how she did just the opposite.
I remember seeing you happy with her and how I felt both happy for you and angry at myself.
I remember hating her, HATING her, hating her for what she got.
I remember hating her for always bringing it up.
I remember getting jealous whenever you hung out with anyone else, whether you had feelings for them or not.
I remember counting down the seconds until I see you again.
I remember you.
I remember.

]]> ~MistressxMorbid http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/11981311/ http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/11981311/ Mon, 26 Feb 2007 22:23:11 PST Shall we find out.

Childhood:
[ ] You've lived somewhere outside of the United States.
[ ] You've lived in a duplex at least once.
[ ] You've shared a room with one or more siblings.
[ ] You've lived in at least four other states at some point in time.
[ ] Your father's name, whereabouts, and history are a mystery to you.
[ ] Your mother has been married at least three times.
[ ] You were an army brat at one point in time.
[ ] You were born despite your mother being on birth control.
[ ] You have two or more siblings.
[ ] You're the oldest.
[ ] You've been the only kid at a public swimming pool with a swimsuit on.
[ ] You played in a cement back lot behind your house with no shoes on when everyone knew damn well there was glass on the ground.
[ ] You've had to have a piece of glass and a fishing lure taken out of your foot.
[ ] You broke your eardrum with a quetip.
[ ] You broke your arm jumping out of a swing.

Teenage Years:
[ ] You fell in love. True love.
[ ] And then lost it.
[ ] You lived a lie for eighteen years.
[ ] Your parents divorced.
[ ] A parent is in the National Guard, Army, or other such faction of the government.
[ ] A parent has been to Iraq.
[ ] You see demons and question yourself about them as they talk to you.
[ ] You wish aliens would take you away.
[ ] You missed out on somethine you'll always regret.

I don't have the heart to finish.

]]> ~MistressxMorbid http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/11981235/ http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/11981235/ Mon, 26 Feb 2007 22:11:50 PST [x] You own a cell phone.
[ ] you own something from abercrombie
[ ] You own something from pacsun
[ ] you own something from Hollister
[ ] You own something from American Eagle
[x] You love/like going to the mall.
[x] You own an iPod/MP3 player.
[ ] You love Starbucks.
[x] You have been called a brat.
[ ] You hate buying things that are on sale
[ ]You have more than one house
Total ::4

GOTHIC]

[x] Black is one of your favorite colors.
[x] You have thought about death.
[ ] You wear chains.
[x] You like heavy metal.
[x] You've shopped at Hot Topic.
[x] You have worn black lipstick.
[x] Your hair was/is dark.
[ ] You dislike preps.
[ ] You're an athiest/satanist/agnostic.
Total :: 6


[PUNK]

[ ] You can skateboard
[ ] You've worn plaid.
[ ] you like Converse
[ ] you hate MTV
[ ] You have/had blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair.
[ ] You dislike pink.
[ ] You hate/dislike preps.
[x] You wear/wore skateboarding shoes.
Total ::1

[GEEK]

[x] You love the computer.
[x] You like Harry Potter.
[x] you are supposed to wear glasses/contacts
[ ] You get straight A's.
[x] You love/like reading
[ ] You were/are in band.
[ ] You don't care what you look like.
[ ] You have a curfew.
[ ] You always do your homework.
[ ] you never miss school unless you're sick
Total :: 4

[EMO]

[x] You cut yourself over depression
[x] You have been depressed.
[ ] You have black rimmed glasses.
[x] You like the band Evanescence
[ ] you cry easily
[x] You like emo music.
[x] You hate being called emo.
[x] You keep/have kept a journal/diary.
[x] you have written a sad poem
[x] you think emo chicks/Guys are hot
Total :: 8

[GHETTO/GANGSTA]

[x] You like rap.
[ ] You are/was in a gang.
[ ] You wear/wore rubberbands in your pants.
[x] You swear once in a while or alot
[ ] You have freestyled.
[ ] You have worn high tops with the tongue flipped out.
[ ] You can break dance
Total :: 2

[HARDCORE//scene]

[x]You like loud music
[x] You love/loved the Ninja Turtles
[ ] You never walk anywhere.
[ ] you wear slip-on shoes.
[x] You wear/wore Vans.
[x] You like the band panic! at the disco.
[x] You wear band t-shirts.
[x] People have called you a freak and meant it.
[x] You love to "hardcore" dance
[x] hair has been died more than 1 color
Total:: 8

[Athletic]
[ ] You watch/watched the Superbowl.
[x] You own track shoes or other sports related shoes.
[ ] You collect your jerseys.
[ ] you have a wall or shelf dedicated to your trophies / awards
[ ] You have posters or plaques of famous athletes.
[ ] your garage consists of sports equiptment
[x] You belong/belonged to a school team.
[ ] You are going/did go to a sports summer camp.
[ ] You have a specific number
Total:: 2

Prep:: 4
Gothic:: 6
Punk:: 1
Geek:: 4
Emo::8
Ghangsta::2
Hardcore::8
Athletic::2

]]> ~MistressxMorbid http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/11785054/ http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/11785054/ Mon, 12 Feb 2007 11:24:36 PST [ ] You drink a lot of tea.
[ ] You know what a brolly is.
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[ ] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[x] You use the word "bugger"or the phrase "bloody hell."
[x] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[ ] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[x] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[x] Its football...not soccer.
Total: 4

Australian
[ ] You wear flip flops all year.
[ ] You call flipflops thongs not flip flops.
[x] You love a backyard barbie.
[x] You know a barbie is not a doll.
[ ] You love the beach.
[x] Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[ ] You're a sports fanatic.
[ ] You are tanned.
[ ] You're a bit of a bogan.
[ ] You have an australian something
Total: 3

Italian
[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[ ] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[x] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[x] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[ ] You know Italian songs.
[x] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[x] You speak some italian.
[x] You are under 5'10''
[ ] You know what a italian horn is
[x] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world!
[ ] You talk with your hands.
Total: 6

Spanish
[ ] You say member instead of Remember.
[x] You speak spanish or some.
[x] You like tacos.
[ ] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr.
[ ] You are dark skinned.
[x] You know what a Puta is.
[x] You talk fast occasionally.
[x] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[x] You know what platanos are.
Total: 6

Russian
[ ] You say villian as: Vee-lon.
[x] You get short tempered.
[ ] You know of somebody named natasha.
[x] You get cold easily.
[x] Rain is fun for you.
[ ] You get into contests all the time.
[ ] You can easily make do with the cold weather.
Total: 3

Irish
[ ] You think beer is the best.
[ ] You have a bad temper.
[ ] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y.
[ ] You have blue or green eyes.
[x] You like the color green.
[x] You have been to a st. pattys day party.
[ ] You have a family member from Ireland.
[ ] You have blonde hair.
[ ] You have/had freckles.
[x] Your family get togethers always include drinking and singing.
Total: 3

African American
[ ] You say nigga/nukka casually
[ ] You have nappy hair.
[x] You like rap.
[x] You know how to shoot a gun
[x] You think President George Walker Bush is racist.
[x] You like chicken.
[x] You like watermelon.
[x] You can dance.
[ ] You can 'sing' gospel.
Total: 6

Asian
[ ] You have slanty/small eyes.
[x] You like rice a lot.
[ ] You are good at math.
[ ] You have played the piano.
[ ] You have family from asia.
[x] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[ ] Most people think you're chinese.
[ ] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[ ] You go to Baulko.
Total: 2

German
[x] You like bread.
[x] You think German Chocolate is good.
[ ] You Speak some German.
[x] You know what Schnitzel is.
[ ] You hate it when stupid people call you a Nazi.
[x] You went to Pre-school.
[x] You're over 5'2
Total: 5

Canadian
[x] You like/play/played hockey.
[ ] You love beer.
[x] You say eh.
[ ] You know what poutine is.
[ ] You speak some french.
[ ] You love Tim Horton's.
[ ] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[ ] You watch/watched degrassi.
Total: 2

American
[ ] You hate foriegners.
[ ] You hate non - Christians.
[ ] You're lazy.
[ ] You are not cultured.
[ ] You hate abortion.
[ ] But love the death penalty.
[ ] You don't read.
[ ] You shop at walmart.
[ ] You think this survey is rather biased.
Total: 0

I find the fact that I seem to be everything but American quite ironic.
And yet, I love the irony. I love it. I DO!
-hugs irony for the hell of it-
I'm mostly African American, Spanish, and Italian.
The world is good. ^^

]]> ~MistressxMorbid http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/11559051/ http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/11559051/ Wed, 24 Jan 2007 22:03:41 PST So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool.. (XD)

Opening Credits: Lose Yourself -- Eminem
Hellz yeah. That's totally right.

Waking Up: So Cold -- Breaking Benjamin
Hm. Yeah, that's right as well.

First Day At School: What's Your Fantasy -- Ludacris
xD Oh good god, I'm a whore.

Making your new best friend: Lithium -- Evanescence
Perhaps. My new best friend is Lithium.

Falling In Love: The Lioness -- Xandria
I think I can understand this one in a weird/twisted way.

Breaking Up: My Wings -- Lacuna Coil

Prom: As I Watch The Sun Fuck The Ocean -- Boy Hits Car

Graduation: Diary Of Jane -- Breaking Benjamin

Life's Okay: I'm So Sick -- Flyleaf
Apparently, life isn't okay.

Death of a close friend: Forgotten -- Avril Lavigne
Apparently they weren't that good of a friend.

Mental Breakdown: Thin Thread -- Elyzium

Driving: Cassie -- Flyleaf
Oo ?

Flashback: Everyday Is Exactly The Same -- Nine Inch Nails
Well, that's not promising.

Getting Back Together: Sex And Candy -- Marcy Playground
I'm STILL a whore! xp

Birth of Child: Lady Marmalade -- Christina Aguilera, Mya, Pink, Lil' Kim, Missy Elliott
I'm going to raise a whore. xD

Wedding Scene: Away, Thou Shalt Not Love Me -- Miranda Sex Garden
That is kinda not good..

Car Accident: Get Stoned -- Hinder
Oh god! I was stoned when I was in the accident. :3

Final Battle: Burning Bright (Sanford Mix) -- Shinedown
I will be consumed with darkness but pretend to be burning bright. Hm.

Death Scene: Sweet Sacrifice -- Evanescence
Heh. Apparently not my death.

Funeral Song: Walk It Out -- DJ Unk
I TOLD you I was the undead. ^^

End Credits: Cancer -- My Chemical Romance
My life is a cancer on the face of the earth. -twisted grin-

]]> ~MistressxMorbid http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/11547644/ http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/11547644/ Tue, 23 Jan 2007 22:24:38 PST
I'll be posting some new, never-before-seen stuff hopefully soon.
'Till then m'lovelies, be good, you never know when Mistress Morbid will catch you with your pants down.
Oo Figurtively, of course.

]]> ~MistressxMorbid http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/11535864/ http://MistressxMorbid.deviantart.com/journal/11535864/ Mon, 22 Jan 2007 21:46:45 PST I just want everyone to know that this is SuicidexAngelxRuki's new account.
I will be uploading some of the art from my old account to this one.
Not all of it, only some of it.
Do not be alarmed. I'm not stealing. Not unless you can steal from yourself, in which case I think I can deal with that.
Anyhow, all new art will be uploaded on this account instead of my old one.
Catcha' later.

<3 Mistress Morbid

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