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Sorry for my absence. ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/8654167/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/8654167/ Tue, 02 May 2006 16:41:25 PDT
As if anyone even reads these anymore, because I've been so dead. I promise I'll get back on the dA ball once school ends. For real.

1. I cannot stand to walk around barefoot, so I always have socks on.

2. I make cakes during hurricanes.

3. I cannot use the same big word in a single story twice. It really irritates me.

4. I always sit in really odd, bendy positions in the desks in school. I'm not comfortable any other way.

5. I wear wife-beaters sometimes just so I can feel my hair on my shoulders.

6. I put petroleum jelly on my lips when they are chapped. It works better than lip balm.

This was hard X|. But for a tag, it was alright. Definately more creative than most of the ones I've taken in the past. ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/8273019/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/8273019/ Sun, 26 Mar 2006 09:32:38 PST
I'm sorry for my long absence. I'm trying to catch up to all of your pictures, so if I don't comment on some of them, just know I've looked at them. Please just be patient with me! Thanks. ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/7869371/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/7869371/ Sat, 11 Feb 2006 23:07:21 PST ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/7594203/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/7594203/ Fri, 13 Jan 2006 16:03:03 PST " Muscle relaxant?" From Hitch Hiker's Guide to the Galaxy by Douglas Adams

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
My dad's printer!?

3.What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Passions! Theresa jumped on Alistair and choked him today; to try to sav his life!

4.Without looking, guess what time it is:
6.15

5.Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
6.30, I was close! (:

6.With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Anai on the phone, Frankie and the washing machine

7.When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
I went on Main Street and checked the times for a play. I also dropped Jill off at the airport.

8.Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
So-naa's journal (:

9.What are you wearing?
Grey wife beater, socks, black zippery rocker pants and a Miami Dolphins jacket

10.Did you dream last night?
I don't remember it completely, but I know someone was talking someone...about baked goods.

11. When did you last laugh?
When my cousin walked in a few minutes ago looking like a Mexican thug.

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Dark blue paint, postcards from New Jersey, French art posters and a picture of my father and my brother as a baby.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
Dunno. My dog's haircut is kinda funny.

14. What do you think of this quiz?
It's oke. I've taken worse.

15. What is the last film you saw?
Must Love Dogs...dumb movie, but I loved John Cusack in it.

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
Give to charities, travel, pay back all those people I owe, buy art supplies, invest!

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
My thumbs are double jointed and I can't play wind instruments because my fingers are deformed from years of art.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I don't know. Who am I to decide what the world needs? All I know are the wants and desires of myself and those around me and I think that's the first step to making to world a better place.

19. Do you like to dance?
Yes! (: I'm not very good, but I like to break out of nowhere. I'd really like to learn though...I'm a bit of an embarrssment at school functions...

20. George Bush: :/ Well, I think he's make a good businessman...as for president, hell no.

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Don't know. Something original and simple.

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Ryel. It's weird, I know.

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
Absolutely. I think travelling is great (:

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
Whatever he feels is right. ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/7557270/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/7557270/ Mon, 09 Jan 2006 18:05:11 PST
Ha. Oxymoron. The internet is all about not having any privacy at all.

...And I'm getting my driving permit soon. Yay? ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/7408171/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/7408171/ Sun, 25 Dec 2005 09:15:58 PST
...What hurts the most; more than I thought it would; is that Jill and Frankie aren't here...it's weird...because I actually miss them...It's unusual for me to miss people. I always figure that they're coming back anyway, so what's the point of grieveing over their lack of abscence?

...But today isn't a normal day. It's the first few hours of Christmas, they're supposed to be here. :/ I know that it bothers Ma, too...she got over-affectionate with me...

Truth is, my family has had a really rough year, and there's been a lot of pulling at the seams. A mess with my brother, and another mess between my dad, his girlfriend, my aunt and my sister.

It's actually the first time I've celebrated La Noche Buena away from my father's menecing side of the family. That's probably the only advantage of a lonely Christmas.

Bah. What a whiney bitch I am! (: I'm going to sleep. They'll be there in the morning...funny how you realize your love for people, right? (:


[EDIT:] Oke, so I woke up this morning and perhaps for the first time, I did not feel a lot better. It's noon and my brother and sister are still not here ):

Dammit... ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/7322657/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/7322657/ Thu, 15 Dec 2005 20:22:26 PST
So I've been drawing random sketches, but none of them seem to be going my way still. I'm trying to consider this as a time of growth in my art and I hope the pretty images in my mind can show up on paper. ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/7196505/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/7196505/ Thu, 01 Dec 2005 16:42:06 PST ( ) made out with a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
( ) skipped school (I've skipped classes)
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) slept with more than 15 people
(x) been called a slut
( ) had a one night stand
( ) slept with someone you don't even know their name
( ) seen someone die
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) snuck out of your parent's house
( ) snuck out of someone else's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
(x) gone on a blind date
(x) had a crush on a teacher
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar
( ) purposely set a part of yourself on fire
(x) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
( ) been moshing at a concert
(x) taken painkillers
( ) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) questioned your heart
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
( ) played cops and robbers
(x) recently coloured with crayons/colored pencils/markers
( ) sang karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
( ) watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party
(x) gone roller skating
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey
(x) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
(x) screamed penis in class
(x) ate dog/cat food
(x) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) kissed a mirror
(x) sang in the shower
( ) had a little black dress
( ) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
( ) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) didn't take a shower for a week
( ) picked and ate an apple
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
( ) have been scared to watch scary movies alone
(x) believed in ghosts
( ) have had more then 30 pairs of shoes
( ) had sex with two people at once
( ) gone streaking
(x) played ding-dong-ditch
( ) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
( ) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test (More like checked my answers...)
( ) had a Britney Spears CD
(x) forgotten someone's name
( ) slept naked
(x) French braided someone's hair
( ) gone skinny dipping
( ) been cheated on
( ) been drunk more than 4 times
( ) been drunk more than 6 times
( ) been married ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/7143632/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/7143632/ Fri, 25 Nov 2005 19:00:38 PST
I haven't been drawing as much as I would of liked to, so I'm going to submit a bunch of scraps and a few deviations to try to rekindle my artist's spirit. I'm still not going to able to comment much, because I'm pressed for time.

It might be a good few weeks, a month or two until I truly come back and comment. My messages have spiked up to 668. That scares me.

I'm sorry for my absence. Please be patient. (: ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/6781773/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/6781773/ Sun, 16 Oct 2005 09:19:04 PDT
Just saying that right quick, because I can't stay for long *groan*

Please bare with me, I haven't forgotten you all (: ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/6532152/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/6532152/ Sat, 17 Sep 2005 20:55:12 PDT
Well, it's been pretty much a month since I've been on dA. I know I've been neglecting you all again, and I'm terribly sorry for that... It's going to take me awhile to get back on ball. I've got dial up, so of course, it's very slow...

My apologies again, just bare with me... ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/6273197/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/6273197/ Fri, 19 Aug 2005 17:47:46 PDT
Just letting you all know I haven't forgotten you (; ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/6154127/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/6154127/ Sat, 06 Aug 2005 22:23:35 PDT
What do you think brings love together with a couple? Commitment, care, kindness and a little bit of velcro! (:

What would you do if your English teacher asked you out (even if you were a boy and your english teacher was a man)? Tease him and try to get at high grade from his class. But reject him nicely, prolly on a cookie...

What would you do if your mum came home with a tone of cash in her hands and a a ribbon saying "Beauty Mum"? "Oh, Mom I'm so proud! I always knew you could do it, congradulations! ... Can I borrow fifty bucks...?"

What would you do if you had a biological son in Argintina? O__o;; How'd he get there??

What would you do if you discovered a colour never been invented? I'd have to be surrounded some pretty slow people if anybody buys that...

What would you do if I just told you your father hates you and wants nothing to do with you? I dunno, whatever I did a month ago... (Creul joke, I kid, I kid...)

What would you do if the alphaet came to life and ruled the world? O_________o;; WHATHAFUK...?

And lastly, what would you do if your legs were cut of by a lawn-mower? Heh, that's very Edward Sissorshands... (: ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/6144958/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/6144958/ Fri, 05 Aug 2005 20:11:59 PDT

I have two days left until summer. And I won't lie, the summer has been incrediably good to me. I don't want to start school, at least not now. But the damn district keeps cutting our summer shorter and shorter, in the hopes that we won't notice. *sigh* I swear, by the time my kids enter school, it'll be starting in January...

But yeah... I'm almost frightened because of the start of term. *Almost* I know how I am, and I know that I don't adapt that well to change. So, I don't know how things will go. I'm also pissed that my school (Which I affectionately call "The 'Set" to make it sound more ghetto ) cut something like a thired (I estimate) of the circulum to focus further on the core classes. Allegedly, we're supposed to graduate with like, 56 credites or some crazy number like that. *groans*

I also know with the start of school, I'll have to begin my comic project, which as far as I can see isn't going anywhere... I just hope that if that does lead somewhere, that I can stay on the ball with that.

Well, I don't know what else to say, what else I can say... Hmm... Well, whatever. Peace out, y'all (: ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/6082813/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/6082813/ Sat, 30 Jul 2005 22:30:02 PDT
~:~:~:~:~:~

Alright, the way I see it presently, much of dA is in shambles, esepcially the staff.

I don't like that there are people in dA that are unhappy with the system, esepically considering that theres alot of unhappy people right now. I'm seeing things like "Fuck the dA staff and bring Jark back!"

Usually, I won't get involved in politics unless I know absolutely everything there is know about BOTH sides of the story. So, I am requesting that if anyone has a unbias synopsis of what has happened in the community, it would greatly appreciate it.

By what I understand, the founder was somehow ripped of his title and is... less than happy, I suppose is the word... So I'm going to continue my research, but again, if anyone can tell me WHY this is happening, it would be greatly appreciated.

If everything I've heard so far is correct, then the dA staff sucks ass and I will support Jark whole-heartedly. Thing is, I only know one side of the coin. With stuff like this, knowledge is key... ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/5981555/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/5981555/ Tue, 19 Jul 2005 21:31:30 PDT
I just felt like I should update or something, I dunno... uh...

Mentally, I've always been pretty much oke, but recently I think I've been doing even better than usual! I did something that I never do normally, I stood up for myself! *is very proud* Not only that, I stood up to my biggest bully! My father!!

...

Well, he is...

I say there's something wrong if you're fifteen and you're the adult in a father/daughter relationship... I'd hope that he'd grow up and maybe get it after this, but even if he doesn't he'll know I'm not gonna just deal with his bullshit.

...?

So yeah... I guess I shouldn't be flaunting about being rebellious. I just feel like I've been taking great strides lately to better myself, and I hope the roll doesn't end too soon. (: ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/5883528/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/5883528/ Sat, 09 Jul 2005 06:46:33 PDT
My last journal entry was completely out of line and immature. I'm terribly sorry. I didn't realize what I jerk I was being, I'm just glad that there were people that sorted me out in the end.

I'm terriably sorry.

There's nothing more to say. ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/5816829/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/5816829/ Sat, 02 Jul 2005 00:11:35 PDT [link] Thanks!

Heh, dumb survey I found on a random deviant's journal...

[ 1 ] First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Freer
[ 2 ] Last word you said: 'Night
[ 3 ] Last song you sang: Feel Good Inc by Gorillaz
[ 4 ] Last person you hugged: My mom
[ 5 ] Last thing you laughed at: Uh, dunno. I think something Alyssa said.
[ 6 ] Last time you said i don't flippin' remember: Never. Do I look like Napoleon Dynamite? *silence* Don't answer that...
[ 7 ] Last time you cried: Haven't cried in a good few months, but I can't give you a date.
[ 8 ] What's in your CD player: It's empty...
[ 9 ] What color socks are you wearing: White and grey
[ 10 ] What's under your bed: A homeless man... What do you want me to say?
[ 11 ] What time did you wake up today: Dunno... somewhere between 10 and noon
[ 13 ] Current hair: Light brown with some red streaks in it.
[ 14 ] Current clothes: Purple smilie Jox Boxer pj bottoms and a blue shirt
[ 15 ] Current annoyance: Major back pain... >.<
[ 16 ] Current longing: Aloe Vera!
[ 17 ] Current desktop picture: Some Dell thing. I haven't had the chance to change it yet.
[ 18 ] Current worry: When the hell am I going to sleep?
[ 19 ] Current hate: Back pain...
[ 20 ] Current favorite article of clothing: It's always the same; my dog collar (:
[ 21 ] Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: Um... dunno... doesn't really matter... eyes?
[ 22 ] Last CD that you listened to: Late September by Deepest Blue
[ 23 ] Favorite place to be: My room, or some place with a PC
[ 24 ] Least favorite place: Snape's classroom! Ugh, I HATE Potions...
[ 25 ] Time you wake up in the morning: Depends
[ 26 ] If you could play any instrument, what would it be: Drums or guitar. But then again, the banjo is real classy too.
[ 27 ] Favorite color: Midnight blue
[ 28 ] Do you believe in an afterlife: Yes...?
[ 29 ] How tall are you: A modest five foot three
[ 30 ] Current favorite word/saying: C**Ass!
[ 31 ] Favorite book: Too many
[ 32 ] Favorite season: Autumn (Winter is a close second, though)
[ 33 ] One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: Ugh... oh... heh... I guess Johnathan... I wonder about him from time to time...
[ 34 ] Favorite day: Friday

[[[ FUTURE ]]]

[ 35 ] Where do you want to go: Lotsa places; England, New York, Brazil, Canada, India, Japan
[ 36 ] What is your career going to be like: Hopefully something that involves drawing, writing or technology
[ 37 ] How many kids do you want: I'm aghast at the thought! No more then two!
[ 38 ] What kind of car will you have: Point A to Point B is all you need...

[[[ HAVE YOU EVER... ]]]

[Gotten in a fight w/your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc]: Eh, sort of?
[Been to New York?]: Yes. I love it (:
[Been to Florida?]: ... *silence* I kinda live there...
[Been to San Diego, Cali?]: No
[Been to Hawaii?]: No
[Been to Mexico?]: No
[Been to China?]: Nope ):
[Been to Canada?]: I wish! (And it's spelled Can-nei-da)...
[Danced naked?]: In the shower! What? Nobody's lookin! ... at least, that I know of...
[Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day]: Naw, but that's cool
[Had an imaginary friend?]: ... I was kid of lonely as a young child!

[[[ RANDOM ]]]

[Do you have a crush on someone?]: Ehh... yes? Not really sure, to tell you the truth
[Worst feeling in the world]: Dunno... crippling mental pain? Crippling back pain? Oh, those two are a bitch together!
[What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?]: Another five minutes...
[How many rings before you answer?]: Dude, counting rings is gay! Just pick it up!
[Future daughter's name]: Cross my fingers I don't get a girl...
[Future son’s name]: Ryel (Seth, James and Trey are nice too)
[Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?]: Pfft. No. That's the gayness right there.
[If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be?]: Didn't we already sort of go over this? I do have a definate career path laid out yet...
[Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous?]: Representin' the righties, yo...
[College plans]: Um... yeah, those...
[Piercings]: Ears

[[[ THE EXTRA STUFF ]]]

[Do you do drugs?]: No
[Do you drink]: Naw, not really
[Who are your best friends?]: Anai and Alyssa
[What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use?]: Whatever I can find...
[What are you most scared of?]: Uh, fear? Heh, that's like an oxymoron (:
[What clothes do you sleep in?]: Who said anything about clothes? (JK, depends whats clean)
[Who is... ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/5801866/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/5801866/ Thu, 30 Jun 2005 12:54:43 PDT
Not to much to say. I'm working on some sort of contest with blink182girl031, and I'm going to effing ownz her... She doesn't know it yet, but I will Heheheh...

Also, I've been working more on this comic thing that I've mentioned here and there. I might submit the actual comic later on, but for now, I've recently submitted the script to it, which can be found here: [link]

Please, please, please check it out and comment on it. I'm a little doubtful on it, and I'd like to see what you all think about it. I can't express to you how much it would mean to me. So thanks, and see you all on the flip side (:

P.S. I've also streaked my hair red recently. So now I have to draw up a new ID with some red hair in it... it's kind of a hassle, but what can I say, I look goooood! (: ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/5645621/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/5645621/ Tue, 14 Jun 2005 11:01:40 PDT
Nobody caught my 1,000. I was thinking about doing a kiriban and everything, but that's an impossibility... ):

Oh well... One of my friends is working on a comic with me, so I'll post as soon as I can. It should be funny (:

I better take a shower or something... (: ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/5620295/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/5620295/ Sat, 11 Jun 2005 16:46:47 PDT
I think some one gave me a subscription to dA... Or I got it by accident or something. The same thing happened to a friend of mines. Um... thank you to whomever did this. And if no one did this and it was a mistake...

Well, no thanks to you.

Nothing else to say, except I FINALLY got the number for the DSL, so I should be posting real soon, and I have been drawing more lately. It's all a matter of time...

I better take a shower or something... ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/5421685/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/5421685/ Sat, 21 May 2005 14:16:33 PDT
Because of this, I'm beginning to update my Bravejournal more frequently. I suggest you check it out! (: It's: [link]

I should be able to post a picture of meself later today, if not then soon. You guys can see just how sec-see I am.

Alrighty, that's more or less it. Please check out my blog, I'm really trying to make it unique! Tell me what you think! (:

Chilly chills... (: ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/5344730/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/5344730/ Fri, 13 May 2005 05:01:14 PDT
What was once a genocidal rage is now a mild annoyance, basicly. (JK, JK...)

I've realized though that I've gotten stronger in the past months and that I've definately more resilient in the past day and a half. I mean, it all sucks, but what can you do? Ya gotta keep on truckin'!

Ugh... God... stomachache... Ow...

I wanted to go to the prom, but now I see that as being an impossibility. Damn. But I am wearing my super awesome Unwritten Law shirt! All is well!!

Alrighty, well I have to leave now... Marketing starting soon. Although, maybe I'll be able to post during the summer now that I (My brother made a mess of wires that I fixed...) set up my Dad's computer.

GTG, Chills (: ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/5271305/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/5271305/ Thu, 05 May 2005 05:25:08 PDT
I mean, it did... it couldn't of been fake.
But hell, it couldn't of been real, either...

*confused* I didn't fall asleep til well past two, and even still, I woke up twice after. Just sort of laid on my back, listening to the rain come and go, staring at the stars on my ceiling, watching them fade away... I'm not even sleepy right now, just... Damn, I feel like a newb...

Shit. I think I am a newb...

I don't even know how I feel. I'm mixed up.

Ugh... I guess "How you feel" by Unwritten Law doesn't apply to me anymore.

*smiles* This is good, then (: ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/5253247/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/5253247/ Tue, 03 May 2005 05:19:48 PDT

How You Feel
By Unwritten Law

I want, I know, I see just how you feel
But, baby-- you gotta ticket to ride
But if you want me
You gotta let me know
Cause its so hard to let you go

Well I've been around this block ten thousand times
So just patch me, just one more line
But if you want me
You gotta let me know
Cause it's so hard to let you go

I want, I know, I see just how you've been
And your livin' and sinnin starts a-runnin--
Thin
But if you want me
You gotta take it slow
Cause it's so hard to let you go

[Lay it all down]
I got one life to live and
So won't you stop a listen?
Can't keep my head from spinning all around you

[Lay it all down]
And if you see me slippin'
Just keep my head from hittin'
I'd stop the world from spinnin' all around you

But I'm frusterated
So frusterated now
Seems like I've been there before
But I'm frusterated
So frusterated now
Seems like I've been there before

So as the story goes
You know it will
And motherfuckers
It's one to--
Tell

But if you want me
You gotta let me know
Cause it's so hard to let you go

Yes... We'll have to see what happens later today, because I'm under the influence that something will happen later today. But it's really all just a confusing, misguided mess. Tell you the truth, I rerally shouldn't even be posting this because I don't know how many psycho neurotic freshmen from my school have this site link... but I'm frusterated, so frusterated... *sigh* We'll see, we'll see... Wish me... luck? ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/5155499/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/5155499/ Mon, 25 Apr 2005 04:50:53 PDT
-- Name: Michelle Alicia T.
-- Birthplace: Summit, New Jersey
-- Gender: Female
-- Eye Color: Varies. Usually greenish blue, but can be solid green or blue and sometimes grey. Changes with mood.
-- Hair Color: Brown
-- Height: 5'3"-ish... I'm short, leave me alone...
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: LIBRAN PRIDE!! And I'm a snake. I act like both of those signs...

LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritage: I'm mostly Cuban, but I have a little Spanish blood in me, and od course, American.
-- The shoes you wore today: My raggety black Chucks that I've had for over a year.
-- Your fears: Pain, failure. I don't really fear material objects
-- Your perfect meal: Pasta with my mom's white sauce, cranberry juice and chocolate cheesecake! M'mmm...
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: Uh... figure out what I wanna do in life... uh... dunno...

LAYER THREE:
-- Your thoughts first waking up: Uh... sleepy... another five minutes... or maybe another five hours...
-- Your best physical feature: My eyes are gorgeous (: Although people usually don't see them because I wear glasses.
-- Your bedtime: Um... I'm sent to bed round 10, but I usually stay up alitte later.
-- Your most missed memory: I'm not sure. My blissful, carefree childhood, maybe.

LAYER FOUR:
-- Pepsi or Coke: Coke! Pepsi is too sweet for my tastes.
-- McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds, Burger King tastes overcooked to me.
-- Single or group dates: I uh, wouldn't know what I prefer... but I think I'd like singles better.
-- Adidas or Nike: To me they're all the same, and I usually wear Chucks now.
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: I don't really like iced tea...
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate, always! (:
-- Cappuccino or coffee: I don't like either.

LAYER FIVE:
-- Smoke: No
-- Cuss: Like a sailor
-- Sing: In the shower. I tend to annoy people when I sing in front of them. I guess I don't have to purdiest singing voice...
-- Take a shower: Um... yeah...?
-- Have a crush: ... Yeah....
-- Do you think you've been in love: I'm not sure, actually... Perhaps in the past or something.
-- Want to go to college: I dunno. Maybe
-- Liked high school: I dunno. For the most part, I'm not crazy about it, but there are those few, decent moments.
-- Want to get married: Why not? (:
-- Get motion sickness: Ehh... It depends how many times I've gone on a fast time in a row.
-- Think you're attractive: I think my personality is very attractive (: (Hopes that didn't sound too arrogant...) And I think I'm cute. Not a supermodel, but cute.
-- Think you're a health freak: Not really. My mom is, makes me eat all that crappy healthy food...
-- Get along with your parent(s): Always with my mom, but Pops aggravates me alot... I love 'em both, though.
-- Like thunderstorms: Dunno. I guess they're oke.
-- Play an instrument: The triangle? Naaaw... ):

LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: Uh... *thinks hard* ...Yes
-- Smoked: No
-- Done a drug: Uh, you mean like... a bad drug? No
-- Had Sex: Ha! NO!
-- Made Out: No...
-- Gone on a date: Even bigger: HA! NO!
-- Gone to the mall?: Yes
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Its been done, but not in the past month.
-- Eaten sushi: Ugh... no... thank God...
-- Been on stage: Not since the third grade
-- Made homemade cookies: I ate homemade cookies...
-- Gone skinny dipping: Nope
-- Dyed your hair: Not since the seventh grade... I wish I could put in blue hightlights, but alas, my hair is just a few shades too dark.
-- Stolen anything: Uh... pocket change?

LAYER NINE:
In a guy/girl...
-- Best eye color?: A pale color... preferably blue or green *drools* Where I'm from, this is a delightful rarity
-- Best hair color?: I'm not crazy about blondes. And I love the contrast of light eyes and dark hair, so I'd say dark brown or black.
-- Short or long hair?: I actually like long hair on guys (: But I guess it really doesn't matter (None of these appearances do, they're all just prefernces)
-- Best weight: Average. Gotta have something to hold onto(:
-- Best articles of clothing: Pretty much anything is alright by me, so long as it's not rapped out or overly dramatic. Maybe something similar to what I wear.

LAYER TEN:
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: None
-- Number of piercings: one in each ear. (Although I hardly wear earrings any more)
-- Number of tattoos: The only tattoos I have are temporary, or done in pen ink.
-- Number of times nam... ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/5059220/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/5059220/ Mon, 11 Apr 2005 10:00:50 PDT
Anyways, my elementary school friend (Which, I haven't seen in 4 years) Came up from Mexico. Very cool, indeed. That, and I had ice ceam the third time this week at Coldstone Creamery. Very kickass. All in all, my weekend was good, ain't toom much else to report, except I wonder when my Dad's girlfriend is going back to Brazil. She was supposed to stay only a month. It's been slightly over 2. ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/4949811/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/4949811/ Wed, 30 Mar 2005 06:16:15 PST
This guy I hardly know started calling me again after I hadn't spoke to him in something like 2 months. I thought little of it until I got a text message from him saying something along the lines of, "I like you alot, but I was afraid to tell you. Ok, good night." I freaked out.

I have a curse. In the past two years, there have been five guys that were attracted to me (at least, that I know of) Usually, these guys are freaks, or just don't appeal to me. It's terrible... I have to turn down these guys that I don't care for in that way, but are still nice. It tears me up inside. I think maybe I should give the guy a chance, but I know in the end I still won't like him in the way he wants me to, and I'll end up hurting much more in the end.

Anyways, the guy left a voice message. It creeped me out, because over the phone, he sounded exactly like my friend, Barry. I decided that there was no way I could talk to him about this over the phone... It would be just too awkward for me, and I might end up hanging up the phone. So, feeling just horrible, I responded to his IM by saying "I'm flattered, but I'm really sorry. There's somebody else... I appreciate the effort, and I'm so sorry..." (Which, was only part lie...)

He still hasn't responded. I'm kind of hoping he'll never call me back. I know it's not fair for me to say this, but I don't even really know him, let alone he knowing me. *sigh*

I just don't understand why guys fall for me so easily. I mean, my nose is on the biggish side, I have bushy hair, and I'm about 15 to 20 pounds underweight... (Not to say I don't have my good qualites... my eyes are to die for! (: ) But honestly, I'm rather average-looking... so why does this happen? I hate it! It forces me to be mean to people that are being nice to me. It isn't fair, and I always think about how sad I would be if I was in thier position... *sigh* I feel better writing about it, at least.

Don't have much time left... I think I've gained a little weight... not as much as I'd like, but it's an improvement (: Uh... nothing else... I'll post more art tomorrow. Bye everyone! ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/4930887/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/4930887/ Mon, 28 Mar 2005 04:46:36 PST
Overall, her deviations received 55 comments and were added to deviants' favourites 10 times, while she commented 628 times, making about 3.53 comments per day since she joined DA. This means that she gave 114 comments for every 10 that she received.

Her deviation with the most comments is Vacant eyes with 12 comments, receiving an average of 0.85 per day in the first 2 weeks, while her most favourited one is Testimonial to Skateboarding, with 3 favourites, averaging 0.14 per day in the first 2 weeks. Her most viewed deviation is Vacant eyes with 44 views.

2 favourites were given for every 10 comments.

Every 22.2 days she uploads a new deviation, and it's usually on a Thursday, with 3 (38%) of her deviations.

Her busiest month was August 2004 with 6 (75%) of her deviations.

The majority of her deviations are uploaded to the Traditional Art gallery (7), while her favourite category was Drawings > Anime with 6 deviations.

Comments per deviation: 6.87
Favourites per deviation: 1.25
Views per deviation: 28.62
Comments per day: 0.3
Favourites per day: 0.05
Views per day: 1.28
Pageviews per day: 3.3


I suppose these stats aren't too phenomonal... but thats partly (or mostly... or maybe entirely...) my fault because I haven't submitted anything new since January... *sigh* But, I've got a rewritable CD, and if all goes well and I figure out how to use it today, I should submit something by tomorrow! Wish for it to work... ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/4774936/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/4774936/ Thu, 10 Mar 2005 05:36:52 PST
Michi's feeling a tad bit stressed out and confussed this morning--for reasons that cannot be disclosed online like this... I'm feeling a lot of pressure. Some of it is from some friends, some of it is coming from my own conflicted psyche... *sigh* I mean, life's still good, its just added stress that I don't like ): But what normal person consciously enjoys added stress?

*yawn*

Damn insombia... stayed up til bout 11.30 thinking about... argh.. never mind... *yawns* Life is oke, and this is gonna pass soon.

I just hate all the gloomy weather I've been expirencing so far... rain every day this week so far. Miami is so overrated. And stark weather changes like that put a serious toll on my spine, not to mention I had to run for the first time in months in order to catch a bus. That was on Monday... I'm still in pain.

Dunno what else there is to say... hope everyone's in good spirits,

Chills... ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/4650922/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/4650922/ Wed, 23 Feb 2005 04:58:24 PST
HAVE YOU EVER...
1. Kissed your cousin: Um... n-no...
2. Ran away: Nope. Maybe if I meet a hot French dude that'll sweep me off my feet.
3. Pictured your crush naked: ...Actually... I haven't... Is that weird or something?
4. Skipped school: A few times, but it's not the norm.
5. Broken someone's heart: Not that I know of.
6. Been in love: If you want to call it that
7. Cried when someone died: Actually, I haven't. I don't cry to easy nowadays
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: *sigh*... Takes me back to the sixth grade...
9. Broken a bone: No
10. Done something embarrassing: Of course! Every breath I take is begging for humiliation
11. Lied: Not often, but sometimes
12. Cried in school: A few times, but it was done discreetly

WHICH IS BETTER...
13. Coke or Pepsi: Coke! Pepsi is a cheap imitation
14. Sprite or 7UP: Is there a difference?
15. Girls or Guys: Guys. They usually ain't too complicated
16. Flowers or Candy: Candy! SUGAR HIGH!!
17. Scruff or Clean shaved: I'm not discriminatory...
18. Blondes or Brunettes: Bullshit, I am discriminatory! Brunettes
19. Bitchy or Slutty: Neither, but if I had to pick... bring on the sluts!!
20. Tall or Short: I ain't into tall, actually. I'm sort of petite, so I'd rather a guy that doesn't tower over me... so shortish-average?
21. Pants or Shorts: Pants
22. Night or Day: Night., all the good stuff happens at night

FAVORITE...
35. Color: Dark, midnight blue
36. Movie: Ugh, I dunno. Kill Bill 1, Spider Man 2, Harold and Kumar
37. Artist and band: UNWRITTEN LAW!!! As for artist... geez... I dunno... Maybe some techno DJs...
38. Cars: The ones with the wheels and gears and such?
39. Ice Cream: Just anything with mounds of chocolate toppings
41. Foods: Chocolate


WHO...
42. Makes You Laugh The Most: I dunno... lots of people
43. Makes You Smile: Even more people
44. Can Make You Feel Better: NOBODY!! Hahah... just kidding... lots of people, you gots to be more specific

Your Turn!
(a) I want you to recommend one of each to me:
1. A movie
2. A book
3. A musical artist, song or album

(b) I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no less.

(c) Then I want you to go to your journal; copy and paste this, and let you friends ask you anything. ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/4576503/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/4576503/ Mon, 14 Feb 2005 06:12:58 PST
I do have a weakness for quizzes, though. So, I plunked this from my friend, k0k0nu7. Thank you (:

1. What's your name: Michelle
2. What do you wish your name was, instead: Michi. It's the Japanese nickname everybody calls me.
3. How are you: Oke oke (: Eating Valentines sweets in first hour.
4. Would you ever eat sushi?: Ugh, I have... It sucks
5. Would you ever eat sushi off a naked body?: I... don't like... sushi...
6. Have you considered homosexuality?: No, contarary to popular belief
7. What's your sexual preference?: Hetero
8. What were you in a past life?: Indian
9. I punch you. Quick, what do you do?: I bust a cap in your honkey ass!
10. When confronted with Britney Spears, you...?: Scuff and walk away... I'm much hotter then that ho...
11. What's your favorite coffee?: The type without coffee in it
12. What's your political perspective?: Every body sucks. I should be the president (:
13. Are you my Angel?: I think I'm your sec-see devil *laughs manically*
14. Do you consider yourself a poet?: Philosopher, yes. Poet, no.
15. What do you wanna be when you grow up?: Something related to art and writing
16. There's a naked man in your living room. What do you do?: Heheh... that depends... Is he hot? Brunette?
17. How stupid do you think you are?: I think I'm pretty smart, actually (:
18. How stupid do other people think you are?: They underestimate me... *shifty eyes*
19. Who the hell do you think you are?: An anti-feminist, anti-conformist, nerd, raver, comedian, artist, writer, pensieve teenage girl.
20. Is the Wonderbra good or bad?: O___o I dunno... I've yet to expirence it... Although, I need it...
22. What's your favorite fruit?: Cherries and strawberries (:
23. Can you feel the love tonight?: Totally. Alone. In the dark. Under the covers...
24. On a nude beach, you would...?: Get out. That, or laugh and/or vomit at the disgusting figures.
25. Make up a story with yourself, a bridge, and a rabbit: The brigde fell down, killing the rabbit, being reborn as me (:
26. What do you think about contemporary art?: Lame...
27. Do you like being naked?: Um... only to bathe, really... why... would... you... ask... such...a ... thing *eyes about cautiously*
28. If we had proof god didn't exist, what would happen?: There'd be alot less of those crazy zealots going off and killing people off other religions, so in turn, this means that without God, there'd be a lot less wars... That sucks...
29. Do you enjoy cheeze whiz?: Oh, boy... Hahahaha... inside joke... Yeah, I love me Cheese Whiz...
30. What's your position on virginity?: I'd tell you, but you'd all laugh at me...
31. On civil unions: I dunno. Yay?
32. On RuPaul: That's that... person... right?
33. On mosquito bites: Living in the Glades, you get used to them...
34. On bad sitcoms: "Pablo, mi amor!! Noooooo!!!"
35. On Fran Drescher: Who?
36. Are you left handed or right handed?: Rightie
37. Are you smart?: Too smart fer my own good...
38. What's your middle name?: BUTCH!!! ... Naw, it's Alicia
39. How many personalities do you have?: Are you calling me a scitzo?
40. How many piercing do you have?: One in each ear
41. What was your first word?: ...?
42. Are you superstitious?: I'm paranoid, is that the same thing?
43. Do you read your horoscope?: Yeah
44. Do you believe in that stuff?: I believe in it only if the person acts like their sign, and I'm the perfect Libra, so for myself, I take it seriously.
45. Can you do a cartwheel?: It hurts just thinking about it...
46. Do you have contact lenses?: Yeah, but I don't wear them. Painful
47. Do you have a retainer or braces?: Used to have braces. Now I have a retainer on my lower row of teeth, but you can't see it.
48. Can you drive?: Um, sort of. It scares me, though...
49. Do you snore?: If I have a cold...
50. Do you drool in your sleep?: Once or twice, hahah
51.Do you lick your envelopes or use a sponge?: I lick em good (;
52. Do you keep a journal?: I have this one, I have a Bravenet one, and I have a notebook one I write in every once in awhile.
53. Do you like onions?: Erm, they're oke?
54. Do you like cotton candy?: Yep, makes my mouth dry, though...
55. What instruments can you play?: Chopsticks... the triangle.. the cowbell...
56. Do you like to dance?: I like DDR... and sometimes I'll dance in the shower!
57. Do you like to sing?: Yes, but I don't like the sound of my voice.
58. Are y... ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/4527100/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/4527100/ Tue, 08 Feb 2005 06:53:00 PST
Good morning dA crew...

I'm in school again, Ms F gave us the day off, on account of Florida Writes. Sweeeet...

Now, here's some even better news-- I lost my flash disk, so I won't be able to submit any more art! Yay! -________-'
And now for something completely different--

This just in-- I just spent that past hour and forty minutes with Ms F searching for a zoo housing Ligers.
You know ligers, right? Any body thats seen Napoleon Dynamite knows what I'm talking about. It all began when Ms F, the biggest Napoleon Dynamite fan, like, EVER typed in the word "liger" for some Napoleon merchandise.
We were completely skeptical when we read all this scientific information for ligers in a zoo in Nevada. We made it a quest to find a zoo that housed ligers for Florida. And after finding two zoos in Colorado and a travelling zoo in Missouri, we came pretty damn close. The T.I.G.E.R.S zoo place in South Carolina. With any luck, I'll take a picture with a liger later on in the year.
I'm just happy all that time we invested didn't go to waste. (:We're liger experts now (average weight; 900 pounds) As well as some information on Tigons. This is freaking awesome. (:

Any feedback, guys? What are your feelings on Napoleon Dynamaite, tigons, ligers, and the lot? ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/4468247/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/4468247/ Tue, 01 Feb 2005 05:03:11 PST
I'm in my Marketing classroom, which is really the only way I can communicate to the outside world at this point. They put a block up for Bravenet, so that leaves updating on my normal blog out of the question.

I stayed up until one fifteen last night... I was finishing an essayof mines. I may be dead right now, but it was so worth it...

Anai and Javie leaving the school, mourn for them

Class is starting, got to go. ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/4374350/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/4374350/ Fri, 21 Jan 2005 05:01:16 PST
Currently, I type in my first period, and I just realized that I can put my art work on my flash disk and transfer it on to this computer... so... even though I STILL don't have any fucking internet at home... *grumbles* You all can still enjoy the labors of my right hand. Yay for you. I've drawn a ton of crap...

Hopefully, I'll post something up on Monday.

Oy, class starting, I best leave. Bye ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/4155410/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/4155410/ Sat, 25 Dec 2004 15:12:07 PST
Its been about 8 months since my internet's died, and so now, I type from my aunt's. I think I'm fianally getting my DSL-- but with a catch. Some viruses have been found on my PC. (Thats what you get for trying to download Late September, Reanimation, and The Blue Room all at once...) So, I have to terminate all of my saved hard drive and begin again... Whooo... I've been assured that none of my files will be scathed, but still... I had the Sims on there... So maybe then, I'll post and shit...

Got to go now. Have a STD-free New Years! ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/3898999/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/3898999/ Tue, 23 Nov 2004 06:47:09 PST
Erm, not much has happened. All that I need to pull up my grades and stop screwing around. That concept is just hitting me now.

Anayways, the weather has dropped to a freezing 75 degrees... Can you believe it? I'm gonna have to get out the wool mittens and everything.

Uh, been reading alotta spiritual stuff. Mostly Brian Wiess, but I'm about to get into some Paramahansa Yoganada... Yeeees...

Well, thats pretty much it. Pray I get my internet soon. Peace out! *blows kiss* ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/3794129/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/3794129/ Tue, 09 Nov 2004 14:16:50 PST
My sis made me drive round the block. I'm showing improvement, I only screamed twice. But now my driveway is stained with the tire treads I made when I slammed the brakes cause I thought the garage door was too close. Curses.

Aside from that nothing too interesting has happened. Alyssa and I started a slam book, and in it I draw plotless comics that fail to show my artistic ability. (Think advanced stick figures) Today, me, three celebrities, Alyssa and I are breaking into the Tate Muesuem to still thier Ming Vase for leisure. (Note to British Officials: I'm just a humble little American and I have no intentions to steal the Tate's Ming Vase-- if they even HAVE a Ming Vase... Its just for some cheap haha's, m'kay?)

Righto. If I ever get my internet back, I might post me messed up slam book comics. Aside from that, not much worth noting.

Got a cell. Number's 305-YOU-WISH...
Dad's home. Halloween was cool, too. I was an Urban Marine! *smiles enthusiasticly, pulling out my friend, Mr. AK 47*

Buh-bye!! ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/3625140/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/3625140/ Tue, 19 Oct 2004 07:55:40 PDT
They plan a surprise party. Those bastards.

I'm not going to beat around the bush, I was miserable from the moment I woke up that day. I wanted to be alone. Repeat; ALONE. I had chugged a full glass of wine at the Olive Garden, in hopes that my low alcohol tolerance would get me buzzed and numb the pain. It worked, but it alledgedly started zoning out. A friend (whose name will not be disclosed) said in this annoying sappy voice,
"Michi, whats wrong?"
Me, in all my semi-drunken glory replied with a, "Huh? Oh, Nofink," The friend then got all PMS-y, So when I asked HER what was wrong she said,
"I'm your best friend and you won't even tell me whats wrong!"

Oh Gawd, this was why I didn't want a birthday party. Stewpid drama insues. And then some people went off to the bathroom, where more shit happened. After, we saw World Police, which was easily the highlight of the evening, but then we were dragged of to the arcade. (I HATE the arcade there-- theres only one DDR machine, and all the other games suck. I, of course, kept my mouth shut to please everyone on MY birthday.) I played DDR just twice, and I played worse then usual because of my friggin back. I thought I was going to go crazy in the boredom, because the fact of the matter is, I don't care how good you are in DDR, if I ain't on it, it's boring as hell. So we were there, for an hour, hour and a half, 15 hours... ugh, I dunno... at some time where I was staring holes into the walls in boredom, the same friend from before sat next to me on that crappy Initial D game.
"Michi, on a scale of one to ten, how was your birthday?"
"*sigh* C'mon, don't do this today. You disrespected the fact that I didn't want to do anything on my birthday, lied to me, got my mom to lie, and really, you just used this as an excuse to have a party, not taking my feelings into consideration."

She walked away after I said that. The glory is, people, it doesn't matter if you lie or tell the truth, either way, you're hurting someone. Had I of said, "OMIGAWD, TEN!!!!" I'd just be screwing myself over with denial. So might as well be honest, reguardless of how brutal it seems. But then again, I lied anyway about DDR boring me, so, I guess theres never a happy medium with me.

My father didn't call me on my birthday. No card, no package, nothing. You'd think, well, oke... I was out for the whole afternoon, so maybe he called while I was away, right? Yeah, but he didn't even call on Sunday, or yesterday. And I know when he eventually decides to call and spend the 2 Reais it costs, he'll give me so lame-ass excuse about work or him not being able to reach me or whatever. But the fact remains, its only five minutes on his daughter's birthday, couldn't he spend THAT much? Dunno, sometimes I ask for too much...

It's the start to a rough week. My back's acting up. AGAIN. That fucker... and nautrally, I'm too proud to tell mom, or awknowledge the fact that it's abnormal. I just suck it up...

At least Alyssa's back! Dunno if she came to school today, I didn't see her in crossing periods. Which, is a shame bacause shes one of the few people that don't judge or just plain piss me off these days. That, and the stakes for her sinking into depression again seem higher then before. Oh aye, I guess maybe I won't feel so alone..? Geez, even my attempts for optimism are morbid... But for real, I've been far, far, FAR worse. My issues todays are like an infected mosquito bite compared to my past. And mind, not an HIV-carrying mosquito, like a West Nile...er, oke, not that bad but...nevermind. Another thing I've failed in analogoies to describe my mental state.

OY--Bell rings soon. Bye peeps. Don't do anything I wouldn't do...
SO DO WHATEVER THE HELL YOU WANT!! ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/3481505/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/3481505/ Thu, 07 Oct 2004 07:40:49 PDT
[Name] Michelle (aka:Michi)
[Nicknames] Er... read the aka from above.
[Screen name] michi782 In case you didn't know yet, alot of people refeer to me as Michi...
[Birthday] October 16th
[Age] 14 and 11 and a half months...
[Weight] Ugh... 90-something...? I AM NOT BULUMIC!!
[Astrological sign?] Libran pride, G's
[Chinese zodiac sign?] Snake... heheheh..
[Location] Here?
[Marital Status] Single? No, wait, I'm married to GOD!!!
[Eye color] Eh, varies. Usually sea-colored?
[Height] a little over 5'3''
[Shoe size] Between 7 and 8
[Parents still together?] Parents...? What are these "parents" you speak of...? (No, btw)
[Siblings?] An elder sister with a liscence and a younger brother with multiple mental problems... I'm what you call "The token middle child thats brilliant but unrecognized" (See current signiture)
[Nieces/Nephews?] Not unless Jill got knocked up without my knowledge...
[Kids of your own?] No, and if I did... I'D BURN THEM AT THE STAKE!! THEY AIDE SATAN!!!
[Grandkids?] Ergh?
[Pets?] A fish and two dogs that haven't been vaccinated in a looong time...
[Education?] Ninth grade
[Rent, lease, or own your home?] Nope! Living the American Dream, being completely dependent off my mother!
[Have any credit cards?] Not under my birth name...
[What do you drive?] *pauses awkwardly and shifts eyes in suspusion* I'm... too young to drive...

Favorites
[ Color ] Midnight Blue. None of that pussy "powder blue" for me, I like my blue manly!
[ Number ] 4
[ Animal ] Dogs and wolves and anything else that eats cuddly things.
[ Vehicle ] Ergh... anything with an odd shape?
[ Flower ] Uh... I, uh... I hate flowers... Goddammit! Oke, forget-me-nots and sunflowers..
[ Scent ] BCBGGirls Metero. Shut up! it smells nice!
[ Shape ] Whathefuk...? Um, dunno... circle?
[ Drinks ] Coke, milk, teas, cranberry grape juice... wine is nice, it's espcially yummy during depression... (Joke, people, joke!)
[ Soda ] THE ONE DIVINE SODA IS COCA-COLA!!! DO NOT BE FOOLED!!! PEPSI IS A CHEAP IMATATION!!! Better put, some may think young, I think sec-see!
[ Book ] Harry Potter? Um... Tuesdays with Morrie was cool, and A Child Called It... Theres a couple.
[ Band ] Oh Gawd, this is gonna be long. Unwritten Law (Of course), Linkin Park, Incubus, Gorillaz, Hoobastank?, The Kick the Can Crew, Blur, Alice Deejay, Deepest Blue, Iio, (Anything Ministy of Sound related, really)
[ Song ] "California Sky" by Unwritten Law, and "Sunrise" by Simply Red
[ Food ] Chocolate
[ Twirl your hair? ] "Like, Omigawd!"
[ Have tattoos? ] One on mah ass!!
[ Piercing? ] Ears.
[ Cheat on tests/homework? ] Not lately, but yes.
[ Drink/Smoke? ] Heh, no... but medicinal morph is great and thats all I can say about that!
[ Like roller coasters? ] Ugh...
[ Wish you could live somewhere else] England or New York.
[ Want more piercings? ] Not this week!
[ Kicked someone in the nuts?] On numerous occasions.
[ Stolen anything? ] Uh, not that I can remember. I think when I was 5 a stole a pencil from my church. So dur-tay...
[ Held a gun? ] Heh, you need to be more spefic then "just a gun"
[ Drank? ] Yeah
[ Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name?] Uh, not yet!
[Considered a life of crime? ] Maybe...
[ Considered being a hooker? ] Heh, oh yeah, me...a hooker!
[ Cried over a girl? ] ... I was drunk in Las Vegas!!!
[ Cried over a boy? ] Hey, it happens to everyone.
[ Lied to someone? ] Chuh...NOOO.... I never lie...
[ Been in love? ] Heh, I dunno
[ Fallen for your best friend? ]Not BEST friend, but it happens to everyone.
[Current desktop picture] A zoomed in picture of mines, one of Lee
[Current cds in stereo] Um, Best of Blur
[Current crush] Non exsistent
[Current favorite celeb] Uh... Angelina Jolie's nice, she wants to drop off supplies from plane, and wants to adopt alotta kids... yeah, her.
[Current hate] Damn, I dunno, I gotta couple... uh... stress?
[Current job] Unemployed! Not just that, I still live with my mom!

The last time
[Last book you read] Ergh, in the process of reading "Dude, wheres my country?" by fellow Bush-hater Mike Moore.
[Last movie you saw] "Supersize Me" Hoy, McDonalds is delicious and disgusting...
[Last thing you had to drink] Milk
[Last thing you ate] A strawberry Pop-Tart... So sick...
[Last person you talked to on the phone] Uh, Anai?
Do you...
[Do drugs?] nOoOoOo... jUsT cAuSe I lIsTeN t... ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/3376757/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/3376757/ Sat, 18 Sep 2004 11:42:21 PDT
My internet's been down for the past month and a half, it's been torture... I've done about half a dozen peices ready for submission, and about fifty for the freakin scrap pile (Yes Alyssa, all of which from my school agenda) Anyways, I've been doing this sort of ghetto/CG artwork on the paint system... It's murder. I did one that took three days, one I did while shut in from Hurricane Frances. In the end, the picture was tiny and the shading sucked.

Um... I want Reanimation and Unwritten Law's self titled album...? *sigh* This lack of money on my part sucks. That, and I have to get my goddamn restricted because I'm turning 15 in about a month. I hate driving... Probably because prior to a spine operation I got behind the wheel of a go-cart. Some dude was screaming "TURN LEFT!! TURN LEFT!!" To which I replied, "I KNOW, SHUT UP!!" By the time I looked in front ---*SLAM* I don't remember going 3 feet in the air like Dad told me I did, but I do, distinctly remember the most intense, searing back pain I felt in my life. I also clearly remember spending 5 hours in the hospital, everybody spazzing out over my already messed up back. It took about a week and a half for the pain to null. Another thing I remember well is hearing, "Dayum, brother! Didja see that white girl fly!?" So, hurray...

It's kind of sick now that I've grown accoustumed to the whole hospital scene. I used to be terrified of needles, too-- until I was hooked up to 2 IVs supplying me with morph for a week. Morphine is the single most gratifiying thing about spinal fusion, people. TRUST ME.

Well, I gotta go. See ya all later. ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/3083828/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/3083828/ Mon, 09 Aug 2004 15:25:35 PDT Not the mission to become a man, naw that shit's tired and stupid.
But rather a more noble... a more... pleasureable mission...

The mission for pootang.

C'mon, I may be a chick, but I'm not stupid. I know the ways guys think. And I know that they will do virtually anything for pootang. And so, this is to all the boys on the same mission as in Lee is in my comic. Do stupid things for pootang... and then... I'll uh...
Draw a comic for it?

Whatever. Peace out everyone. ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/3049934/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/3049934/ Thu, 05 Aug 2004 14:05:18 PDT
Oh, please drop me comments, people! I want to know you guys are doing more then just occupying space in this wasteland!

Peace out, party people... ]]> ~MitaSanStar http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/3027088/ http://MitaSanStar.deviantart.com/journal/3027088/ Mon, 02 Aug 2004 13:48:49 PDT
Anyway... I have a little going away motto--
Until next time, don't do anything I wouldn't do...

sO dO wHaTeVeR tHe HeLl YoU wANt!!!
Special, I know... ]]> ~MitaSanStar