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Lavender scented. (:

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I always feel so tired nowadays. All the time..

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]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/17584747/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/17584747/ Sun, 30 Mar 2008 06:40:03 PDT :

The rules are:

1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal/blog of these facts
4. At the end of the tag, post 8 more persons that you tagged and named
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged.



1. Rawr, I am a total dragon obsessed goon. :]
2. Thinking about going to some Art college gets me geeked for the fuuuture!
3. I can't sleep unless my right hand is covered because I'm afraid that is some monster will come into my room at night and he'll eat my right hand so I could never draw again. D:
4. I can't leave the kitchen light on. I HAVE to shut it off. I haaaave tooooo.
5. I'm very afraid of complete dark and silence.
6. I loooove plain bagels!!
7. My two favorite candles smells: Vanilla and Honeydew
8. Bwarara, I've ruined my dog with the way I've spoiled her.

I tag:
Absolutely anyone who even looks at my journals anymore. Which is: no one. xD lol Ohwell.

]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/17390217/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/17390217/ Tue, 18 Mar 2008 05:23:34 PDT
And I'm getting a job. I'm going to get some extra cash to spend. Alittle more freedom. A couple hours out of the day to work for spending money? Sure, why not. I'm speading my wings. I'm expierencing life with great friends, a great family, and so much more.



My future is waiting.

]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/17190049/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/17190049/ Wed, 05 Mar 2008 05:07:32 PST
Something must have happened to these school computer, because I'm iiiin. :] No wonder they don't want us surfing especially today. So, I'll post a journal. Uhm, I'm in 1st hour German. woot.

This class is kind of a joke, but I like it still. Uhm, next onto Adv. Art! :>

]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/17122688/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/17122688/ Fri, 29 Feb 2008 18:58:11 PST
But, it's driving me nuts.

On the other hand, I just ordered my bridesmaid dress today. I'll post a picture whenever it comes in. Crap, this whole weekend in a Harry Potter weekend on AbcFamily. And this, the Food Network, and the Travel channel are all I watch. lol

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Cody is coming over today and we're taking my camera for a walk. (:

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): Enough said.

]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/16703518/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/16703518/ Sun, 03 Feb 2008 09:04:42 PST w00t.
We're not football fans.
lol





Hope everyone has a nice day. :]

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]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/15859736/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/15859736/ Sun, 09 Dec 2007 08:53:01 PST
Friday, 6 am I was on my way to Chicago with my art class. Hannah and Sarah were in me and Erika's group, so you can bet we had dfun when they let us loose on the streets. lol, we ran 4 blocks to find that the Virgin Records store was closed. Of course, we ran another four blocks before even reaching that point in other directions. Hehe, nothing like screaming and being maniacs with no adults or parents around who can tell you otherwise. And then they eventually rounded us up for the MCA, which was cool, but eventually ended with a snowball fight outside between about 5 of us. I landed the best hit with a snow ball at Cassie's rump when she turned around. LOLOL And Wicked was AMAZING. I am in LOVE with that show! I'm so happy we saw it! And The Oriental Theater was gorgeous, just amazing! And after a not to comfortable 5 hour ride home, I was glad to be back. (:

And yesterday, me and Code just chilled. It was so nice to be home and be with him. I love being in his arms. I never wanted him to leave. I love that boy so much. With all my heart, I really do. I'll scream it to the world! I hope we're together for the rest of our lives. < 3

And today I go with Code and his family to first get family pictures and then out to Frankemuth to run around and shop! We're gonna make memories today, you can bet. And that's my life so far. Gotta split, later.

]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/15626448/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/15626448/ Thu, 22 Nov 2007 19:39:46 PST
Hopefully, we get to hang out again tomorrow. And then Saturday, my Mother is taking him and I to DIA [Detriot Institute of Art]. (: I'm excited. All in all, very good week. < 3


I've come to find that I don't need the people I used to. And I've been letting it tear me up as they fucked me over. I'm too nice, I'm not gonna let you use me and let me take the blame. Everyone's seen it, why is it only you that is blind to all of this? Well, I don't need you anymore. I am my own person. I will make it in this world. And I'm only waiting for your train wreck to occur. I'm not going to let it get to me. I hope life works out for you.

Happy birthday Grandma Betty. I miss you alot. You shared a room with me the first half of my life, and lived in the one next door the other half. You took care of me. And I wasn't there to say 'I love you' on what I knew what was your dying day. But, I love you. I love you so much. You know, I cried the other day. Because I couldn't remember much about you, and it hurt. I wish I could remember more. You were still here three years ago. But the past is done and over with, so.. I love you, Grandma Betty.

And now it's out of my head. I'm no longer discussing this with anyone but perhaps the one I know will understand.



-Paige

]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/15193177/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/15193177/ Tue, 23 Oct 2007 19:03:05 PDT 'Nough said.

]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/15063661/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/15063661/ Sun, 14 Oct 2007 18:44:07 PDT For making your life a living hell.

Nothing like demotion.
Is it possible to feel so sucky?
I am proof.

sorry sorry

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]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/14416357/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/14416357/ Thu, 30 Aug 2007 19:48:56 PDT Makes me alittle sad.. But, ohwell.
Must have more important things to do.
Uhm. I'm good I guess.
The end.

]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/14331646/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/14331646/ Sat, 25 Aug 2007 09:27:06 PDT I'm ready to enjoy the rest of my summer.

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Tonight was a very eventful night, as ussual. Pain was shared, and Cody did something. And I then matched him for one of my own. What I did is nothing to be proud of, but the reason was important. And a promise was made, one that I'll remember and hold him to.

Now I've got the munchies, my drawing inspiration is shot, and I'm very sleepy.

]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/14310860/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/14310860/ Thu, 23 Aug 2007 21:30:15 PDT I'm exhasuted, I won't sleep.

]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/14310591/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/14310591/ Thu, 23 Aug 2007 21:06:24 PDT

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Online depression screening results.. Oh, fuck the professionals..

[link]
Results and recommendations

Your overall screening results are consistent with moderate depression.

Your answers also show you might be at risk for harming yourself.

You are advised to see your doctor or a mental health professional immediately for a complete evaluation - or dial "911" - or call 1-800-273-TALK (1-800-273-8255). - or go immediately to the nearest hospital Emergency Room for an evaluation.


[link]
You show some mild symptoms of depression. Although you are generally able to cope, your feelings of sadness and pessimism may sometimes interfere with your ability to function in a healthy way - holding you back from doing necessary things, putting a damper on experiences that have the potential to be wonderful, or causing some problems in your relationships. It may not be serious but there is the possibility that your occasional "down times" could create a snowball effect and become more harmful. You may well benefit from a few counseling sessions. It is important to remember however, that feeling down is a common experience that we all have. In most cases, feelings of sadness, pessimism, and powerlessness do not become pervasive or disabling: they are not necessarily "symptoms of disorder" but might just be normal reactions. In any case, if your symptoms get any worse or persist for prolonged periods of time (weeks or months), you should consider consulting a physician.



[link] Depression%20%28Unipolar%29
Ivan Goldberg

Score Interpretation
54 and up Severely Depressed
36 - 53 Moderate - Severe
22 - 35 Mild - Moderate
18 - 21 Borderline depression
10 - 17 Possibly Mildly Depressed
0 - 9 No Depression Likely


You scored a total of 17.

You appear to be experiencing some very mild depressive symptoms, most of which are commonly found amongst the general population. It is unclear as to whether you suffer these problems severely enough to need to seek further diagnosis and treatment of them.




These aren't excuses. These are tests I took, that sounds partially accurate and I answered them with upmost honesty.

]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/14309670/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/14309670/ Thu, 23 Aug 2007 19:51:06 PDT Right?

It's alright to feel that way,
for no apparent reason or singular cause,
right?

Gee, I hope so.
If not, suck it up.

]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/14272713/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/14272713/ Tue, 21 Aug 2007 13:14:43 PDT So, since my Dad has his arm in a sling, I'm his driver. Which is horrible. 'Nough said.


But, being with Cody lately is amazing. I get so many more kisses and I LOVE it. < DD Mm, kisses. And I might go with him for half a week to Kentucky to watch him compete in Grands. He's a hella awesome bmxer, I'd love to watch him take on the big dogs. And spend more time with him and his team. Ze end. :]

]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/14203338/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/14203338/ Thu, 16 Aug 2007 21:43:01 PDT
I won't see Cody till Monday.. He has a rider spedning the night tonight and as always, a big weekend long race. Which means that in two weeks, I'll have only seen him once. This sucks ass.. -crawls off to snuggle unto her covers- T.T So lonely.

]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/14155458/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/14155458/ Mon, 13 Aug 2007 20:00:00 PDT I reccomend it.
Funny shit thur.


And now I'm off to doodle mindlessly.

]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/14132110/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/14132110/ Sun, 12 Aug 2007 11:16:46 PDT Look after yourself.
Not after me.
You come first.
So, enjoy being with Sean.
And don't let my actions get you pissy.
Alright?

Just be happy.

]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/14124622/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/14124622/ Sat, 11 Aug 2007 20:20:00 PDT [WARNING: vent ahead. If it includes you, don't be offended. You should see from previous vents that none of this really matters.]




Erf. Don't think I should have gone to Movie In The Park tonight. It's ussually fun. But tonight just wasn't too great. To kick things off, I rode my bike down there, so Erika and Sean did as well. I like riding bikes, because then we're just having fun and everything's great. But then the riding bikes idea is getting trashed once we get there, apparently I'm not too much of a good thinker.

But the thing is, when we're not on bikes, Erika and Sean seem to become inseperable. Leaving me awkwardly on the outside, looking around like an idiot. And then they try to include me, which, don't get me wrong, is thoughtful. But it just makes me more awkward and just makes me feel like the lonely loser who needs some pity.

And another thing is, I try to talk. And interact with them, but more then half of the time, I end up being interrupted by Sean. Or by Sean kissing Erika. And mostly, I end up just talking to myself. And when I stop talking, they think I'm depressed or something and try to cheer me up. I'm not depressed, I just don't see much point in talking, I guess.

I guess, it's just never gonna be the same when I'm with the two of them. Well, it's always like this, but I just hate the feeling. It's a bad feeling. So, I left early tonight, leaving them and Hk down there for as long as they wish. Now I'm just waiting for their return, luckily, my parents aren't home yet. So, I don't have to explain why I'm here and Sean and erika aren't.

]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/14112597/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/14112597/ Fri, 10 Aug 2007 22:54:30 PDT
Not feeling particularly great this evening. Or rather, this morning, seeing as how it's 2 am. Just feeling alittle, lonely? Going to movie in the park tonight, I think. I'm not really sure.

Because I don't want to go and bike around alone, looking like an loser. But then, I can hang with Erika and Sean and Hk, but there's a problem with that. Erika and Sean are ussually stuck together like glue, making me feel awkward and even more lonely. I know they don't mean to, but it happens. No use trying to say it won't.

And the problem with Hk is he will more then likely be bikeless. And he's a group hopper, so he's always talking to new and different people. I hate trying to keep up and don't want to be a tag along. Hence my not really sure-ness. Plus, there's not many other people that are ussually there..

Ugh. And I wish I could drive. So fucking bad. I want to drive to see Cody race at Grands. I wanna see all the awesome racers, too. It's amazing watching them. And somehow, I blew my one chance at going without even knowing it. Get this, his parents actually told him I could go! Man, if he had actually asked me and not assumed I'd say no (For what lunatic reason?), I would have so said yes. I'm almost sure my parents would let me go for just a weekend.

I'd love to spend more time with Cody, and his family and learn more about them and get to know them. It would have been so amazingly fun. But, yet again, life kind of screws me over. That's just my luck, isn't it? Ohwell. I guess bad luck is better then no luck at all. Screw liiiiife. Uhm, I do plan to upload some new crap-ola. So, look forward?

Though, I know no one reads these. But, eh. I like talking to myself.

Maybe he didn't ask me, because he didn't want me to go after all.. Maybe he just doesn't want me to be there anyways. Lordy lordy. I don't know. I shouldn't even be thinking about all of this. I'm going to screw myself up.

]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/14057658/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/14057658/ Tue, 07 Aug 2007 10:20:51 PDT
Who knows what'll be. :] Plus, I kind of want to stay for the fair they have up there this coming weekend, though I'd be going alone. >.> Ah'well. I'll be sure to have some new art to upload when I get back. Much love for anyone who cares enough to read this. < 3

I love you, cody. Don't ever forget that.
I'm out. Later.

]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/14007949/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/14007949/ Fri, 03 Aug 2007 21:43:57 PDT
And this makes him mad. And since I made him mad, I feel even worse for having said anything. And then the bomb is dropped. I'm asked if I like having people feel sorry for me. Holy fucking god, I'm a sympathy case. I'm a nutjob, that's it. And now I continue to beat myself up, thinking of all the reasons why he said that to me. Pathetic. Possitively pathetic.

I tell him everything. My hopes, dreams, fears. I let him into a very personal part in my life. And now, I'm digging for sympathy. Let's get this straight, I DON'T WANT YOUR FUCKING SYMPATHY. None of you! Let me eat my own heart out, alright!? If you care, then just let me vent, and I'll get over it.

Hence this journal. Great vent. My eyes are red and poofy, I'm exhausted and run to my limit, my nose might as well be a faucet, and my chest feels like its going to implode. I look like shit. This is my process. Just let me get through it. Don't you dare pity me or I'll rip out your intestines and tube feed them to you after I destroy your face. I'm done with it.

Gosh, I love these vents. They always feel good. :]

]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/13975329/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/13975329/ Wed, 01 Aug 2007 17:56:45 PDT Everyday, I feel more and more like one of my best buddies. He says everyone hates him, they don't. But, I know how he feels. Always comparing himself to his best friend, which is actually my boyfriend. Everyone loves my boyfriend more then him.

Ya know, I always felt like that with one of my friends. Random people she only met once would obsess over her. And I was 'eh, okay'. Guess it's just one of those days.

So, Sunday, I'm off to Michigan Adventures. And then, next week I spend up north. With, I'm pretty sure, no computer. Ze end.

]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/13889201/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/13889201/ Thu, 26 Jul 2007 14:41:32 PDT
Today was a good day.



And now it is thunderstorming. Eep. Icky loudness.

]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/13879961/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/13879961/ Wed, 25 Jul 2007 21:16:04 PDT
I'm pathetic. I feel unexplainable. Due to complications, I can't see Cody nearly as much and it's horrible. There's something like, wrong with me. Seriously. I always used to get depressed. Deep down in the dumps for no reason other then being completely insane. And now, instead of being insanely happy for the most wonderful person in my life, I'm crying over my own selfish wants. Because I won't be able to see him as much, which isn't such a big change. And I'm in general, being a horrible person.

And I can't draw shit right now. How wonderfully unproductive. As ussual when I get into these moods. My mind is just bubbling over with shit right now and I can't decide on one thing to draw, no less one thought to focus on. And I'm one example of how horribley television has brainwashed this generation.

I'm always hopeful, that everyday'll be a new surprise. And I always want to leave a perfect life like in the older sitcoms. With minor problems that only last a day and can be fixed with a simple 'heart to heart' talk. And it's stupid that I get slightly disappointed when I get an idea into my head that someone'll hold my hand all the time because they love me that much. But I won't bring myself to be the one to do it half the time because I don't want to seem clingy. And that if I am, I'll be crushed later somehow.

I want to be the sole purpose for someone's existence. It's selfish, right?

And now I'm crying again. Great. Explosion. I'm crying because the one person that I'd give my life for, the one person I love with all my heart was suspicious that I like another guy. Over him. Like a big slap in the face. Damn, that stung. Man, my chest is all tight again..

And sometimes.. I wish he'd see these types of things.. Sometimes, I just wish he'd give me the biggest hug I've ever had, and tell me he never wants to let go. Sometimes I wish he'd jump at the chance to sit in the backseat with me. Sometimes, I wish I were a better person.

]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/13592519/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/13592519/ Tue, 03 Jul 2007 13:04:49 PDT Not like anyone cares, but ohwell.
Gooodbye Michigan. ]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/13193431/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/13193431/ Sat, 02 Jun 2007 19:09:15 PDT
Just need to get off my butt and whip out that camera. x3

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Wow. Just, wow. Me and Cody have been going out for alittle over a month now, and I've never been happier in my entire life. I'm awe struck at how he makes me feel. I can honestly say that I've never felt so strongly about someone. He's perfect. I see no flaws. Others see him as rowdy and hyperactive, but I see the love of my life.

God, I can't get him out of my mind. He's always there. And, I feel like I've found someone. I know I'm young, and I don't know what love is. But damnit, this is love. Just seeing his smile makes my day. I always want to be with him, and hold him. And hearing him say I'm beautiful or that he loves me, are the best things anyone has ever said to me.

I would take a bullet for him. I really would. I can't see life without him in it and knowing that someone is always thinking of me and loves me back is the best feeling I know. I can see a future with him. He's not the kind who'll see someone he likes better, and just move on to the next. He's decent. And in his eyes, I'm perfect. No matter what flaw or imperfection I see in myself, he sees as beauty.

And I'm never afraid to be myself around him. I want to spend the rest of my life with him. I just hope to god, I don't lose him. He could have anybody, but he loves me. Me! Can you believe it? And he's a Bmxer. And I try to go to every race, just to support him. But it scares me to death, watching him. I'm always praying he stays safe and doesn't go down.

And in conclusion, I've found my own purpose in life. And everyday, I pray to god he'll stay safe. And if I tried to love him anymore, I think my heart would burst. Cody, I love you.

]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11193686/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11193686/ Mon, 25 Dec 2006 20:23:03 PST
Christmas was great. I live for the time that everyone is so close and happy. <3 I recieved 5 new games for my nintendo DS, two of which being poke'mon; 3 DVDs: Rent, unico, and Rocky horror; candy; my very own dvd player; some jewelry; $75 in hottopic gift cards; $50 in Micheal's gift cards; $25 in border's gift cards; and $25 in cash.

Chicago was one of the most fun times I've ever had in my life. aside from North Carolina and the early Junior high years, which includes wyldlife camp when we were all so close. Me, Erika, and David just had a blast. < 3 We rock guys!

But yet. Gah.. why must the teenage years be so filled with turmoil?

Oh well, for now, I'll decide to be happy. < 3

]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/10871289/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/10871289/ Mon, 27 Nov 2006 18:01:21 PST
And I am frikken phsyched. oooohhhmmmyyygosh. Christmas is coming and I'm havign a blast at school and leanring to play hacky sac betta and so many happy things are happening. :>

My uncle's vowed to get away from allt he horrible things he had gotten himself into/addicted to. And my Grandma would have been 69 on Thanksgiving.

Just a tiny update and htta's about it for me. |D

I just love my life right now. The end. (:

]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/10687957/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/10687957/ Sat, 11 Nov 2006 08:49:36 PST
And I paid for the Chicago trip. I'm going. < DD
And so is Reeeeenny. :>

Now I'm just sitting here. (: Relaxing for once. Not jumping around. And I'm sewing my own bag. |3 It's coming along good.

]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/10618992/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/10618992/ Sat, 04 Nov 2006 22:02:43 PST Well, he wants back in.
He wants to be a part of my life again.
And I want him to, but I don't want to go through that again.
I'm just not sure.. I miss him and all..
But, he's known for his temper-tantrums.. And how he jumps the gun.
I mean.. I can keep that in mind, but it'd still hurt the second time. I just won't expect as much from him anymore.

I won't expect him for consoling. For honesty. For support. I just.. Won't let him in all the way. I guess that's the way to do it. I just won't let him get so close anymore.

]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/10525226/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/10525226/ Fri, 27 Oct 2006 08:03:17 PDT Damn, does it hurt.
I don't care to explain..
And it has nothing to do with
Brazeal, so don't ask.

Later..

]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/10372677/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/10372677/ Thu, 12 Oct 2006 18:32:18 PDT Life is nothing but drama.
But tonight was pleasent. (:
I hung with Erika. Kayla. And all other varieties of people.
And maybe got a peek or two at a certain someone.
And I made a new friend.
David.
So all in all, it was fun.

Haha. David's glasses were worth more then my entire outfit I was wearing. |DD
How outrageously cool.
So, I'm chillin'.
Getting ready to go to sleep.
And wake again tomorrow for one more day before the long awaited

weekend.
Sounds nice.

]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/10184024/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/10184024/ Mon, 25 Sep 2006 16:10:13 PDT
What would you do if...
I cried:
I committed suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I died:
I was afraid:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I were hospitalized:
I ran away:
I got in a fight and you were there:

What do you think about my?...
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Friends:

Would You?...
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth, No matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash If i needed it:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Love me for who I am:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Are we close?
[13] Emotionally, what stands out?
[14] Do you wish I was cooler?
[15] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[16] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[17] Am I loveable?
[18] How long have you known me?
[19] Describe me in one word:
[20] What was your first impression?
[21] Do you still think that way about me now?
[22] What do you think my weakness is?
[23] Do you think I'll get married?
[24] What about me makes you happy?
[25] What about me makes you sad?
[26] What reminds you of me?
[27] What's something you would change about me?
[28] How well do you know me?
[29] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[30] Do you think I would kill someone?
[31] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/10125241/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/10125241/ Tue, 19 Sep 2006 18:03:02 PDT 2. I'll challenge you to try something:
3. I'll pick a color that I associate with you:
4. I'll tell you something I like about you:
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you:
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of:
7. If I do this, you should post this in your journal

myup. ]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/10087637/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/10087637/ Sat, 16 Sep 2006 05:18:23 PDT
Which, by the way, highschool is fun, yo. Not very hard at all. I knew I had no reason to fear it. |DD I got lotsa friends. But me and Renny dont share any classes. :/ Just one ultra small locker. .-.; Which is fine, we'll live.

Atleast we get to see eachother periodically throughout the day. And I sit with Megpie, her brother, and all his awesome friends at lunch. They are like, woah, coolness. ANYWAYS.

-oh well- But, I came to find I had the flu or a virus or something. D: Which is sad. But you don't really care, right?

But now, I just have a stuffy nose, slightly irritated throat, and a clogged head. x3 So, we're going up north today. Which makes me one of the happiest people eva. Ch'yeah, it does.

And we're bringing Renny along.Which makes me even MORE happy. -glee!- And I'll submit new arts later, hopefully if I draw more this weekend.

And I'm so happy, because Renny had a choice, go up north with meee. Or go to a fair/carnival thing with her aunt. AND SHE CHOSE TO COME WITH US. (: Ilu Renny.

-cough- Anyways.
That's about it.
Later. ]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/9825207/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/9825207/ Wed, 23 Aug 2006 08:34:19 PDT Made a new character. A Samoyed. I don't see samoyed characters alot or at all. So I made one because if I wasn't horribley allergic to long haired dogs, I'd have one in a heart beat. If my mom'd let me. x)

Let's see here. School start September 5th. Which is sad. D: But I get to see my friends regularly again. So that's happy. And I draw best when I'm suppose to be listening to the teacher, or do my homework when everyon else is doing it. But it's ussually done by then.

I'm rambling alot. Oh well. It's my journal. Got all my school clothes. At the mall, and ussually off the clearence rack. (: I'm cool, I know. But I'm one of those people who'd rather have 5 pairs of jeans for the price of one when they're identical. -shrug-

And I've got my school crap. I'll be starting highschool now.
Now sure wha I'm going to do.

I want to do either volleyball, Ski club, Or some after school club like photography or something.
I'm not sure. just not track. Nothing with constant running. I'll die. D:

okay. I'm done rambling for now. ;o Update lata. And lookout for more art. ]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/9687110/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/9687110/ Fri, 11 Aug 2006 05:59:01 PDT And brother's going to Cedar point tomorrow. And I'm going to Ren's house tonight until Sunday.

And be happy I love you Ren. I skipped out on going to Cedar point so we can go to the mall tomorrow. C: Adam even offered to pay for me. But I didn't want to take his money. D:

We are gunna have a blast at the mall tomorrow. We always do.

okay. I'm out. ]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/9660725/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/9660725/ Wed, 09 Aug 2006 08:06:47 PDT
Been busy lately. School shopping. At the mall with my friends. It's fun. Yup. And going bowling. It was great. Let me set the scene for you.

I was up to bowl. I average an 60-90. Not so great. But anyways, I was determined. I run up, and let the ball roll. I can't remember if I got a strike or not.

Because I fell. On my face. And kicked down the bumpers we were playing with and got my foot jammed in the fallen bumper. Everyone stopped and stared.

I laughed and laid there like an idiotic. It was great.

Maybe I'll write more later. ]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/9575937/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/9575937/ Wed, 02 Aug 2006 10:48:06 PDT


Rules and Shtuff

1.)Do one hundred pictures each with one of the themes I have written below. Each picture should have ONE and only ONE theme each. Do only the themes listed below, do not change the words becuase it ruins the nature of the project

2.) There is no time limit but becuase of that you are expect to finished or finalize EVERY picture. This challenge is made to help build artistic skill so don't upload unfinished scribbles.

3.) The main picture should be drawn but not limited to just that, use any medium you want to create your master pieces.

3a.) Themed pictures can be used for trades, requests, gifts and ect.

4.) The list of themes should be placed somwhere in your journal so that other artist can see that you are participating in the challenge and so they can see how much you have completed. Don't forget to link back to this journal so others can do it. Also make sure to tell me that you're doing this so that I can add you to the participants list.

5.) Make sure to update this list and check off what is done and make a link to the finished picture

6.) The title of the work should share the same name as the theme for it or at least stated in the description. Be sure to note in the description that the picture is for the challenge.

7) You don't have to do them all in order.

Challenge your friends to do this.

I stole this from foxnede. :3

The links next to these are my submissions


REVISED Theme List
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Rot
6. Break
7. Heaven
8. Away
9. Cut
10. Breathe
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Spit
17. Blood
18. Under
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. War
22. Mother
23. Distastefull
24. Want
25. Lurking
26. Europe
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Urban
30. Rain
31. Flower
32. Night
33. Wrath
34. Moon
35. Walk
36. Precious
37. See
38. Abandoned
39. Dream
40. 4:29 PM
41. Citric Acid
42. Still
43. Die
44. Two Roads
45. Two Guns
46. Drop
47. Dirt
48. Young
49. Preservatives
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Old
53. Desecrate
54. Tower
55. Need
56. Biohazard
57. Sacrificial
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Desert
61. Fairy Tale
62. Voodoo
63. Do Not Disturb
64. City
65. Horrorific
66. Snow
67. Drum
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mislead
73. I. Can't.
74. Confrontation
75. Mirror
76. Broken
77. Testament
78. Drink
79. FUCK [if this theme offends you you may do the alternate theme "Balk"]
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. +
83. Heal
84. Cold
85. Sick
86. Seeing Red
87. Hunger
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drown
92. Rape
93. Iron
94. Soft
95. Advertisement
96. Storm
97. Safety
98. Puzzle
99. Alone
100. Gone


I challenge everyone to do this! It's fun and great for art blocks. n.n ]]> ~Mitteh http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/8334847/ http://Mitteh.deviantart.com/journal/8334847/ Sat, 01 Apr 2006 14:22:56 PST ~Mitteh