I really shouln't be writting journal 2 days before otakuthon with SO MUCH left to do, but I tought, its worth it .

Artist in general, don't take enought time to apreciate their priviledge more to thank people.

I will

now.

Thank you. Thank you for helping me growing as an artist, thankyou for apreciate what I, long before, would only keep to myself and to my close friends, thank you for enjoying the art that I do, mean a shitload to me, thank you for helping me be better at what I chose a s a life path.

I often feel like I don't apreciate enough, I always felt miserable because of all bad things that keep hitting me hard, but you were always there. My friends, my familly.

Thank you for helping me seeing the right path, even if I more often make the bad decision.

thank you for supporting me through thoses bad decision.

thank you for congradulating me and celebrating with me when I have a success.

thank you for your kind words, your hugs, your pat on my back.

thank you for standing still when I scream and yell. Thank you for not quiting on me or giving up easilly.

Thank you for being there, thank you for existing. Because of you, I am here right now, and Im able to go foward everyday doing what I like, what I want.

My life isnt the easiest life, I wasnt born rich, I wasn't born in a perfect familly, I wasnt born rocket scientis, I was born as me. And you, everyday, make it worth being me.

I am not in an emotional break down, I just find you all and each very beautifull and amazing.

People call me amazing. I am only amazing because you beleive in me, because you are there, Im only amazing because of you.

I am inlove with this world, even tho its broken, full of hate and twisted. But it is what makes it charming.

I want to thank:

mom, for helping me through those very difficult time and big turn in my life, you're making my futur possible, you who gave me life. thank you for being there and understanding, thank you for all thoses dinners we had talking about everything and nothing I always enjoy being with you even tho I was always a difficult child to deal with, me being in my little world. thank you.

Dad, even tho we don't speak that much, thank you, for being there always, thank you for believing in my dreams.

Djen, sister, I miss you, thank you, you and your wonderfull familly are very precious <3 thank you for always kicking me in the butt when I need it.

Tracy, darling, I want to see you again, you have done so much for me in the past, and still you are here for me, I will never forget you are totally awesome <3

Doug , thank you for the past, you made me discover life, our time together will always be my most precious memories <3 we might not be able to be together in the futur, but I am forever gratefull for everything, I just wish I could've been a better girlfriend to you.

Vero, dear vero, you are for say, the person I could never replace, the bestest, we have know each other only for 5 years (maybe 6 now?) we have been through so much, there is no word to say how much I love you, you have done for me so much, you beleive in me, been there for me in good moments like in bads, you made everything possible you gave me the fire to burn I only hope but one day to repay your immense generosity <3 you're totally the most awesome person Ive ever met thankyou thank you thank you thank you.

Carine: YO DAWG, you're awesome, you totally are, we had really epic moments, thanks for puttin it with me through all my bad moments this year, god knows I had so many, thank you for always making me laugh, thank you for all those parties, thank you for all thoses late talks and hanging out, you are totally the best neighboor everyone would want to have, or girlfriend if I was a guy XD;
JUST BELIEVE IN YOURSELF GODDAMIT <3 YOUR AWESOME SAUCE!AND SO PRETTY IT HURTS!

Karine: youve been one of my longest friend, thank you for making high school awesome and entertaining, its sad we dont see each other all that much, MOVE TO MONTREAL.. glad your temper calmed down too XD <3 love ya

jess: thank you for being that little sister I never had, I miss you <3

Ben: you have helped me so much lately its hallucinating,... ]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/26140082/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/26140082/ Thu, 23 Jul 2009 22:19:01 PDT I havent done yet
gosh IM always last minute XD harharharr

plus, stress.. I AM IN FRONT OF THE ENRTANCE DOORS
8D
good thing
and bad, cuz I wanna be badass XD

so IM working on a few fanart and commision 8D
so yeah COME AND SAY HIIII~ Ill make cookies for my fav artists<3.. maybe if I can bake cookies XD

also I have been feeling lucky XD herherher

and : [link]
thats all I have to say

johny depp + tim burton + alice in wonderland... I have such high hopes. XD

<3

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/25974206/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/25974206/ Wed, 15 Jul 2009 22:11:34 PDT
table problem is done and over with
now the only thin is stuff to sell

Im going to sell tiny moogles and chocobos 8$ the piece
also, prints
and some stuff like prins broochs and bows
and more prints

but yeah that can be taken care of on the same weeks (I love stamples for that harharhardiharr)

so I need to do this year - buiness cards... yeah.. that.. maybe? dun have the money for so might be taken aside

also I need FANARTS idea..anyone? Im currently working on a K-on FA and a drawing Ive been saying for the past 2 years that I would do : all manga sailor moon vilains (including side stories)

but else than that I be blanc.. might try a volcaloid FA.. since everyone is so found of that XD

alllssooo

I need to do the cosplay of zelos and persea for my friends (they are brignign material tomorow, wich is no biggie I think XD

aannndd to finish my lolita cosplay 8D
(a.k.a friday, when I go to my friedn's house, must take back my petticoat.. needs itttt)

so yeah stress stress stress


COME AND SAY HI K? I DUN BITE D:
I liek people

Illl have my personal handman XD hehehe (whats wrong into having minion dragging people to your table? )

---

In other new, I has been accepted for the student loan, meaning, I R GOING BACK TO SCHOOL BITCHES!
I am going to the infamous NAD center,wich is a prestigious school of awesomeness. so I might go on hiatus starting september or so, cuz like I want to go fully beserk in awesome studies of game conception

so,yeah . work hard live hard.
still no news of the gouv and it puts me in a terrible state of money @_@ as long as my mother hasnt re-signed the paper I dont have acess to the loan therefore I cant pay rent. fuckfuckfuckittyfuck
Ill use magic? 8D

and now, I am in Lachine, my home town, for a week, being quite bored ha! because I am babysitting mymoms dog, far from my sweet appartment

so yeah

its bad, yet is all ookay, I has friends, I liek mah friends <3

I like you too 8D

... and I want to see harry potter so badly T_T

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/25757106/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/25757106/ Sun, 05 Jul 2009 16:11:19 PDT next week is like, THE week.. where my life will be player.. school no school? life or no life?
I am still pennyless Y_Y but my dear friends and my friends are helping, I am forever gratefull...

man I hate this situation Im like: BUZZAAAHH @_@
but yeah we'll see how much more I can fail, or if I have the tinyest luck
I need a job >.<
BAADDDDLLYY
I can barely take the metro.. I am calculating everything to the very last penny


so like if you want to commision now's the big time XD its totally inexpensive!

also, you can follow my life on twitter, know what I do in life XD harharhar

at : [link]

aawww yeah.. Im lame for using twitter but you know, its the new things, and its really easy to keep in touch with my friends XD -is a text msg freak? just a bit-

so yeah.. thats pretty much it *sigh*
I want to go swimming :<

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/25270967/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/25270967/ Fri, 12 Jun 2009 10:41:47 PDT
so, well, just wanted to let you know, if you want to help I am , as always opened for commisions 8D

I also have some prints to sell, 3.00$ for 8 1/2 x11 prints 5$ for 2, 7$ for 3, 8.50$ for 4 shipping inculded

I take paypal
8D

on a more . well, how we could say? joyfull? but then again maybe no.. anyway I have be accepted to the reknown NAD center for an intensive 48 weeks of formation in 3D gaming modeling thingny.. I am uber happy .. the only thing is.. now.. how the hell am I going to find 18k XD Ill have top find a student loan.. but Ill have to almost double that.. taking in consideration that I already have a loan, annnndd that I will not be able to work during the time of the formation (a.k.a not being able to pay rent and bill) well yeah, make that a 35k loan XD my mother MIGHT co-sign for me but she looked kinda.. not wanting too much cuz its a very VERY big amount..so.. well. all in all. I might not go if I can't afford it.. so much for dreams heh?
*sigh* universities dont want me, work is nowhere to be found, recession, slow help for gouv.. amd Im all alone to fight the big society.. XD
but what am I complaining about? I have health, so I should be happy no?
life isnt fair, we should shut up and get going XD

I love you all 8D <3
hope you all have a great summer.. I have no idea how mine is going to be XD

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/24795394/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/24795394/ Sat, 16 May 2009 22:23:08 PDT ○● I R I S H ○●
[x] You have a bad temper. (and short)
[x] Your last name starts with Mc, Murphy, O', Fitz or ends with ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y. (miron)
[x] You have blue or green eyes.
[ ] You have a family member from Ireland.
[x] You have red hair. (its dyed but still )
[x] You have/had freckles.
[x] When your family gets together, there is always drinking and singing.

Total: 6 ♥


○● A U S T R A L I A N ○●

[x] You wear flip flops a lot.
[ ] You call flip flops "thongs".
[X] You love the beach. (even tho I burn to a crisp all the goddamned time)
[x] Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[ ] You're a sports fanatic. (sports yaaaaaaaaaaarrhhh)
[ ] You're a bit of a bogan. (come again, a whut?)
[x] You love beer. (mhhh a nice cold one could be great right now I only have cognac left XD)

Total: 4


○● F R E N C H ○●

[x] You smoke. (shisha from time to time with friends.. I rarely do, but I still do)
[x] You say “Leyvis” instead of “Levi’s”.
[X] You love snails and frog legs.
[X] You speak French. (I hatez it -_-; Im a big french failure 8D )
[ ] You hate Americans. (not in general,.. tho some would totally get all my hate )
[ ] But you think a sweatshirt that says “California” on it is cool.

Total: 4 I r fake french XD

○● A R A B ○●

[ ] You are a patriot. (even tho like 90% of french quebec people are, I am not)
[X] You like seafood, especially fish, more than any other type of food.
[ ] You are tanned. (does burnt to crisp count? )
[ ] You have a black hair.
[ ] Your last name starts with " Al " or " bin ".
[X] You like showing off, especially with new cars and clothes. (mah pride will kill me someday)

Total: 2


○● C A N A D I A N ○●

[ ] You like/play/played hockey.
[X] You say eh.
[X] You speak some French.
[x] You love Tim Horton's. (miam miam miam)
[ ] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[x] You watch/watched Degrassi (gawd hated that show)

Total: 4


○● A M E R I C A N ○●

[X] You use the word "ya'll"
[X] You're lazy. (mostly)
[ ] You love american football.
[x] You order a diet coke and a jumbo sized cheese burger (havent done that in a while 8D
[ ] You don't read. (I do 8D )
[X] You shop at Wal-Mart. (even tho lost of people here hates me for it XD )

Total: 4 I am as amercian and I am canadian XD


○● B R I T I S H ○●

[X] You drink a lot of tea.
[X] You know what a brolly is.
[X] You use the word "bugger" or the phrase "bloody hell."
[X] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[X] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[ ] It's football... not soccer.

Total: 5 oh, that be smashin'


○● A F R I C A N A M E R I C A N ○●

[ ] You say nigga casually.
[ ] You like rap. (I don;t hate but I dont listen to alot of it)
[X] You like chicken. (rosted yummy)
[X] You like watermelon.
[x] You can dance. (apparently I am)
[x] You can sing gospel.(I can sing alot.. use to be in a chorus)

Total: 4

○● A S I A N ○●

[ ] You have slanty/small eyes. (they are HUGE XD )
[X] You like rice a lot. (Rice is yummy and cheap! )
[X] You are good at math.
[x] You have played the piano. (I miss playing it )
[ ] You have family from Asia.
[X] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth. (about 90% of the time XD )
[ ] Most people think you're Chinese.

Total: 4 well can;t change my apearance XD


○● B E L G I A N ○●

[ ] You grow some small vegetables in the yard. (not anymore XD)
[X] You like french fries. ♥♥♥
[ ] You speak both Dutch and French.
[X] You like Belgian waffles. *droooool*
[ ] You drive/own a French or German car.
[ ] You have a lot of comments on your government.

Total: 2


○● D U T C H ○●

[ ] You are a soccer enthusiast.
[x] You often go to 'coffee shops'. (its fun to meet and chat with friends when its not late enough to go to the pub)
[x] You tend to overreact and show your emotions. (I has too much expression and emotion 8D )
[X] You... ]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/24549699/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/24549699/ Sat, 02 May 2009 14:23:31 PDT
srly, been ubbeerr busy as of late...
THO
the past week has been.. how could I say.. a real mix blessing @_@;

first it started with a

OMFG I has won contest of for bizenghast vol 6 contest, yesh, I R IN
so like buy the 6th manga, my drawing :thumb119602599: is in it 8D (it shall be released in august)

me happy T_T first time I actually get my drawing to be somewhere else than.. well.. here XD


then, kinda everything crashed down.. Wensday the bank offered me a deal, y'see.. I was in a terrible position because well.. IM NOT A BANKER IN MAH SOUL.. I never was good at being serious, sell, and stuff like that.. helping people and cust service NO PROB.. but when it gets to sell mastercard.. I kinda chocked all the time 8D

so bank offered me 2 choice : 1- I continue and eventually I am badly fired and it will look equally bad for me and the bank... 2- I take their 3 weeks paid (minus overpaid vaccations) and I am just let go.. wich look good for me and the bank and for employment insurance.. decided to take 2nd one

still pretty big shock.. first time in my life its not me who quits the job.. oh well, gives me time to find something more serious PLUS time to do MOAR ARTS and study programs I will need in august.. wich brings me to the 3rd MAJOR point of this week

thursday just before leaving for a very nice show I received e-mail from the university..and..

I AM MOTHERFUCKING ACCEPTED! weee~~
I am starting in august tho because I have to get a skill adjustment because, well, never did 3d in mah life XD'

so the program is just a random mixture of everything, I will do 2d animation, 3d animation and stop motion animation 8D

I just havent decided if I am willing to waste a year in randomitude to have a Bachelor degree or if I only do the major and get a certificate -_-;.. University here is quite unexpensive so Ill see.. I have 2 years to decide hehehe

but year feast your eyes on the new BACHELORETTE! 8D

so yeah I need to sit down and learn 3d studio max XD
hopefully my pc wont give up on life before.. seem to like doing suicide these days 8D


and yeah.. so Im all happy and tonight my best friend came from ottawa with sum plum wine <3 happy little me

so.. expect stuff to get moar awsum!

and, well, I just had a social skill -10 dice roll.. I am getting less and less social O_O;; where is the inibition gone? its been like a YEAR scince I havent felt out of place and shy.. and now its happening again but I wanna make friends.. wtf is keeping me from talking to people? anyway Im being mental here Ill deal with thoses issue after my daily dose of random jobs applicaitons .. sad I have no xp in anything art-related :'<

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/24414866/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/24414866/ Fri, 24 Apr 2009 17:28:11 PDT Ive learned alot, Ive had bad art slums..but I wonder.. am I posting too much art and not enough quality art??? I notice with time I slowed down my production of finished work but added greatly in the sketch department, wich you dont see because I dont post..

but I know I probably wouldnt be at this point in my life without art.. art saved me from so many things, helped in so many ways, but.. I still feel like somethings missing.. and I guess Ill keep on drawing untill I find what it is.. what the glitch is.

I need it.. me without drawing is like.. well. not me at all.. a souless doll..

but this many drawing I feel like its time for a clean up , maybe I should put old ones in scraps...

Im trying to get by, taking one thing after the other, I know I can do this right?
I just need some duck tape

so yeah, maybe I should celebrate.. or maybe do a kiriban? O.o will people participate?

also I wont say no to commision since Im back into intensive drawing , so if you have a few bucks to spare I will never say no to commision, specially in these needing times .. yay managing economical crisis by my own self XD
I should stop complaining, at least I have food, electricity and internet so yeah will not complain XD its just I cant really entertain myself else than that nor buy moar art supply XD luckilly I still got a few sketchbook before I run out of trees to torment.

so I am lucky i my not so great position

Also, I feel like getting my ps1 back on tv and start another game of ff9.. its been awhile and I feel like playing a sucky love story :>

so yeah, Im at a turning point in my life, turning points are never easy
but I love you all <3

BTW - WATCH VALKERIA CHRONICLES! DOIT FAGGOT <3
My friend is signing the op <3 she is superb <3 - must do FA of her XD-

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/24344297/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/24344297/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 14:07:35 PDT
Anime/Manga Geek
[x] You watch anime.
[x] You read manga.
[x] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes
[x] You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[x] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before.
[x] You have cosplayed.
[x] You have done so in public.
[x] You have been to an anime/manga convention.
[x] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
[x] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew.
[x] You enjoy drawing anime.
[ ] People know you as the 'anime' person.
[ ]You know that it is pronounced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled. (I pronounce things however i feel like it, idc about sounding cool really)

Anime/manga geek: 11/14

ART Geek
[x] You like art.
[x] You actually consider yourself an artist.
[x] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you.
[x] You have a favorite brand.
[x] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before.
[x] You give people your drawings as gifts.(Poor them)
[x] People actually ask for your drawings.
[x] You are/were known as 'the art person' at your school.
[x] Instead of just 'brown' or ' pink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'.
[x] You have taken an art class outside of school.
[x] You have considered a career as an artist.
[x] Your school papers are always covered in doodles.
[x] You have a favorite artist. (well...more than one)
[x] Your drawings have been framed.
[x] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go.

Art geek: 15/15

MUSICAL GEEK
[ ] You play a musical instrument.
[ ] You play more than one instrument.
[ ] You actually really enjoy playing your instrument.
[ ] You've given your instrument a name.
[ ] You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument.
[ ] You are known by what you play.
[x] You listen to classical music.
[x] You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period.
[x] You have a favorite composer.
[ ] All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class.(not all but some definatly.
[ ] You write music.
[x] You've had discussions with your friends about music; your favorite composers/instruments/musical time periods/key/etc...
[ ] You have considered a professional career with your instrument.(a long time ago though)
[ ] You are never nervous playing for other people.
Musical geek: 4/14

VIDEO GAME GEEK
[x] You play video games.
[x] You own more than 4 different video game systems.
[x] You've had debates over which system is the greatest.
[ ] You play video games every day.
[x] You have played a video game for over 10 hours.
[x] You have songs from your favorite video games on your MP3/iPod
[x] You love to talk about video games.
[ ] You memorize the dates for when a new game is being released.
[ ] People know you as the 'gamer' person.
[ ] You spend more time on video games than you do hanging out with friends.
[ ] Your gaming system is in your room, not counting portable things like a DS.
[ ] You have preferences when it comes to what company your game came from.
[x] You've had debates over which company is the best.
[x] You keep playing a game until you beat it.
[ ] It makes you angry when you found out somebody looked up cheat codes on the internet to beat their game.

8/15


well.. am not suprised of the results lol oh well..

I tag you you and you ha! *spoofs*

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/24075399/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/24075399/ Sun, 05 Apr 2009 12:33:44 PDT
*sigh*

this place was like a dream truely... I like everything about it, everything. And everythign so clean how do they manage it with so much people? I mean I have 3 people in my appartment and it looks like a 3rd country sometimes. I visited mostly tourists places, tokyo disney, tokyo tower, meji shrine, zoji temple, asakusa temple, akihabara, harajuku, shiodome, shinjuku, shibuya and so on.. didnt go to imperial palace tho. oh well.. 2 weeks wasnt enough to cure me from my stress and anxiety but I had a blast tho <3 also, huyng out with himeka, one of my friend who left quebec to be a signer in japan. She is going to do the opening of Valkyria Chronicle Anime series.. you can have a preview of the song on her website here : [link] (shameless advertising for my friend)

might upload some pictures later on when I wont be lazy anymore.. might be months from now.. acutlaly im not lazy, I just have an overwhelming life.

work is fine but its just a constant impending doom. plus I am sick (blame the 72 hours up with only 8 hours of sleep)

and well, Im right now helping out one of my friend and she lives at my place with her new bf.. well not litterally at my place, lets say me and my neighbor and me share the hospitality.. they are supposed t move in one month.. They are all really nice.. poeple around me are all really nice.. but I have a shitload to deal with and, well it makes me annoyed really easilly, and I just want to appologies fo previous, present and futur time.

Laurence, Jayson, Carine, Hoang, you might come across this journal. You will see me bitching, you will see me biting, you will see me pissed off often. Please dont come to me for help, dont come to me. I need to get rid of my constant headache, I need to deal with my own life drama. Lately our chilling time is more about complaining about each others drama more than anything, and im tired of hearing about complains and Im tired of complaining myself.. Im trying to get out of my dark mood but its not helping, I need to focus on things that need really my focus, things that you call boring things: responsability and futur.. like income taxes, finding a new job that might save my precautious state, and finding a new appt and university matters.

I want to hang out, but I want to have funm not talking about depressing things, boys, drama, bitching..


so yeah, now Im off for some hard times cracking. I mean next weekend is easter and I have alot to do and familly to see.

so on that I hope people are all well, I hope your enjoying the great weather (even tho it has been raining in the past few days here) this is my last lazy day..


oh, and have you seen my inspiration? it has ran away somewhere and Im trying to find it

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/23483247/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/23483247/ Mon, 02 Mar 2009 05:44:27 PST

YO BETCH GET OFF MY LAWN

sorry, Im in a terrible terrible mood right now
actually been for the pas 3 days, I want to set somehting on fire or shoot someone.

got a written warning today at work cuz I am too aften late.. aww yeah, things are going so much better.

doing a 11h shift of motherf**king RRSP deadline campaing where alll the stupidy people are all: OH NOES NEED TO PUT MOONIES IN THEM RRSP, OH NOES LAST DAY ..

I will bite, I will, I swear to all thoses goddamned blank minded zombified dead twat people, I will bite.

I am not depressed, Im raging, I will not make any decision, because Ill simply go 'splody on the floor.

My friend tried to call me down, I just went back home.
yes, be zen, beeee zeen.

sure, I do now understand why this world has gone bad, why we are all insane, and why sugar is so darn good.

and yes, I hate you too, its free hate day YAYYY~

please dont take it personally, DA was the easiest place for me to implode, explode, go nuclear.

maybe Ill be fine in a year or so, but I think something in my mind broke.
I SIMPLY DONT GIVE A SHIT

bai baiiii~~~
p.s. yes commision will be up soon I havent forgot about you ♥ love ya ♥

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/23221341/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/23221341/ Sun, 15 Feb 2009 17:53:40 PST

oh haiii~ been awhile hasnt it?

sorry I kinda dissapeared for a month and such, twas super busy and stressfull period for me, alotif things happened, alot of decision

first, I turned 23 about a week ago (on the 6th) so yay~ but unfortunatly my high tolerance to alcohol, won, and I got hom sober yep.. oh well~ still had PLENTY of fun, about 38 people showed up and we parrtiieed

else well, its getting warmer, so my heat bill will FINALLY drop dead

annndd OMGWTF TOKYO IN 1 MONTH WEEE~

yep, bougth ticket, Im still planning it all

I know Im going to Tokyo disney
and tomona is letting me sleep at her place most of the time
annnddd ont the 20th Im going to see the show of my dear friend Catherine st-onge who wont the biggest anime song contest of japan Animax Anisong Grand Prix, she will be doing the opening of a song for a new anime going out this spring, wich one, I do not know yet stay tunned

anyway, tis my b-day gift from her, I going to see her live

I mean, how many of your friend leave the country to become a japan signer and actually DOES IT ?? I think its pretty awsum right thar

also, will GO karaoke with her Xd its a MUST



and on the 21rst its drinking time with dr phil. will drink all night long lol
wee~

then ionno, Im getting back on the 28th sooo, yay

and I do plan on moving to the states, Im working on that

I dont think theres much left to say XD

todo list :
1-topaz commish 20% done
2-ria apron commish 5% done
3-generalsilver commish -been sitting on my desk for a month now XD;;

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/22214216/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/22214216/ Fri, 26 Dec 2008 17:50:17 PST

okay so Im totally stealing Idea to sums it up so I shall

january : started off with awesome people up in the very nothern way of quebec in a wood chalet drinking.. was quite interesting didnt drank much, and didnt socialise that much.. I shall end this year at the very same place.. picking up my life where I left it.. kinda like a take 2 but so much better annnd found myself a job at the bank of montreal.

febuary : my birthday.. kinda sucked but cool and aswusum people showed up <3 went to club after eating thai with Jay, hoang, ryu and laurence n victor.. was good started to attend jump start, made new friends started to havea social life.. but kinda cut down because of my ex (still bf at that time)

march : got dumped by Julien started hanging out intesly with vero, carine (my now neighbor)hoang prici jay laurence n victor.. continued to go to jump start and animorency anime club decided that Im way too awsum to be all emo like and plunge in a chaotic world of parties... also made best friend with tomona ♥ vero left for japan. .. also, my first time I got sick on alcohol..My mom got separated from her 7 year long relationship.. we got emo together 8D

april : nothing much happendd, hanged with the usual crowd by week, word, and party like a mad cow by weekends.

may: jump start is getting cooler, Im part of the big group and Im like, suddently the cool kid to be around.. parties, animo and all..learned I needed an appartment for the 1rst of july..

june : vero came back from japan ♥ got to go to otakuthon.. also carine found me an appart on in her building.. signed the rent paper.. payed for the 1rst of july.. parties, work, more parties..

july : moved in my new appart,. amazing with ac.. intense hanging out with the gang and tomrona.. karaoke and parties..kinda getting lost in my own self and started to ponder where does that brings me to ? I started disliking my work a bit.. loosing interest, but kept moving on..


august : more party.. no events in particullar happened

septemeber : animo restarted, got sick on alcohol for the 2nd time, got totally wasted, kissed 2 random guy and 1 cute girl.. discovered I cant sing when Im drunk XD started to go less often to jump start,, tomona left for japan learned there was at least 5 guy with a crush on me at the same times but no one ever made a move

october : cosplay intense sewing but being more calm about sprties

novemeber: naru to you.. ottawa... cosplay.. thats about to sums it up.. parties at my place..

decemeber : rushed for x-mas.. partied got really drunk one night and changed my life.. made a serious decision.. never been so sure of myself.. I will finish this year strong and powerfull

my special thanks to : Carine : I would proabbaly be homeless without you XD ♥ you have bought me so many thing in my life.. showed me many things.. your totally awsum, please dont ever change (well.. you could be less paranoied, it would help your healt to care less .. or to not give a fuck)

vero: stuff happened, they are part of the past.. you totally didnt deserved to be hurted so much.. but forever you will stay in my heart.. I will always love you forever

mom: i CANT beleive how close we are now.. like, this now look like a regular mother/daughter relationship... first tiem in my 22 years I ever had that.. Im totally happy..

dad : hope next year will be better, stop being so bitter, please get a grip on yourself.. I dont want to see you go down anyfurther.. because I know I cant help you, only you can

laurence T : thanks for the slap in teh face, I needed them.. and thanks for the pictures, they helped my ego..
~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/21482122/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/21482122/ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 09:14:24 PST

THIS WEEKEND!! off with and and a few other.. I go NARU 2 YOU! -if you say it very fast it will sound like naruto you wich I desaprouve of the pun but a convention is a convention- so I spent the last 2 weeks making costumesnot only for me but for my dear vero and Vero will be cosplaying as Chime from FFcristal chronicle, my life as a king for the wii -her costume was a total bitch to do, vero helped me out of course XD and she did he own accesories and details, I just did themain dess and shoes XD, here, a picture! : [link]

will be cosplaying as judith from Tales of vesperia, did the wholes costume, she did her bra and boots , here picture : [link] its not totally completed since she doesnt have the hair extention

and to complete my task I shall cosplay Kaufman from the Fortune's merchant guild, a secondary character in Tales of vesperia. I have absolutly no imange, since that game is quite recent but its toally me here's a video instead : [link]

so yeah, the convention is in ottawa, and we'll be staying at Vero's bf house, cuz he's awsum like that andhe has a house of its own -wich he will be seling some time soon to come and live in montreal cuz montreal is cool like that XD.

And I will buy kung fu panda and wall-e on dvd too 8D
I just cna't spend as much as I would like, being an adult with bills to pay and all -_-;;

anyway, I should stop wrtiing and get ready, I shall plad my creations laters 8D <3
much love!

tou-de-lou~

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/21208168/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/21208168/ Tue, 28 Oct 2008 19:29:39 PDT

AHAHA, Just kidding, I wanted to see who would die of a heart attack first XD

srly, me having a kid? LOLZ
anyway, HALLOWEEN THIS WEEKEND
I has fixed My beatrix cosplay, then I have 2 weeks to do Fortune's Kaufman from Tales of vesperia.
but her costume is srly simple, I mean, I alreay have the hair and glasses XD yay! and her cosplay s normally just very easy

doing it cuz Im going to naru 2 you with and vero ♥ wich is in ottawa, and I shall NOT sell art HARHARHARRR
only will cosplay, wich is fiinne I love it X3

anyways
I am at this very moment in vaccations, so I am lazying around cathing up on games -I am currently playing lost odyssey on xbox360- and ART ART ARTTTTT
8D

so prepares yourself to some updates and another long time without any XDDDDDD

I am such a lazy person *sigh*
ah yeah, and personal life is quite as busy as usual, but else than that nothing, my cat is my life, I loves him, but he's a little goblin.. love walking on my face at 3am XD♥

else than that I am now in love with a new signer whos putting lyrics on intrumental songs.. shes awsum she did a cover of rose fo may , you're not alone and the place Ill return to someday from ff9 X3 ♥ rose of may is my favorite, just youtube it 8D

loves!

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/19992465/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/19992465/ Sat, 16 Aug 2008 18:18:13 PDT

first good new tomorow morning (meaning this sunday) me and are going to pick up my cat, yep I'll have a cat

I needs it for various reasons.

so on to the news, I shall update a few more art, maintly art that I started and can work on it, but the updates can start to take a looong ime before being updates, to tell you the truth I'm going in a sort of hiatus.

not that I don'T want/feel like drawing anymore, au contraire, I'm actually boiling with imagination, the truth is my hands are way too painfull to draw.

for thoses who know me, I had several problem in the past with my wrist (something about nerves or muscles ) BUT, that pain DOES NOT comes from there

I have exczema yes, tho, never really been severe, only in the bottom of the palm and a tiny bit on one or 2 fingers sides.

a few nights ago I went to bed, but woke up at fuckng 3 am, (which is 1h30 before the time I drag myself out of bed to work) barely able to move hands.. going to the bathroom I put water on my face and stuff and take a closer look to y hands.. eczema on every inches of my palm AND fingers.. everywhere.. so both hands are iching like hell and are looking disfigured.. yay.. wensday Im off to take appointment with the dermatologist

well, else that wonderfull problem, I went to the montréal matsuri with tomona and I wore my yukata♥ I looked lovely and I had much fun, too bad couldn,t stay because of work >.<;;

so yeah, cat= get tomrorw ♥
maybe it'll cheer me up a bit. for verious reasons I dun intend to write here

night night people~

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/19663687/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/19663687/ Tue, 29 Jul 2008 14:53:33 PDT

well well well, lookit here
I had soooo much fun even tho I did NOT attend any panels, I did attend the masquerade and fireworks

to my great suprised I was not the only one beatrix there, but I can tell you : my costume totally owned the other one -insert ego blast here- she did well, but the comments from fans : red was too bright, belt without details, and too thight on her , and boots totally bad as well as her gloves were black white beatrix's are white..
and I have to add, armor was not there on legs as well as poorly there on arms but she still amde an effort I give her credit to that plus her hair was way better than mine XD;;

oh and here's a picture -while I am waiting for the official pictures to be up so I can upload them here- picture that :iconayaphotography: took -A.K.A wich we where supposed to meet, we did, but never recognised each other.. thaT's what you call FAIL haha >.<;;

here:

anywayyyy

I met and bought her amazing sailormoon signet, I will now be able to keep pages of books that I read in an awsum way 8D she was so cool cosplaying sailor jupiter @_@ anyway much love to her ♥

annnd I was along with lots of my friends, saw 's few time, she'S so awsum she made her own cosplay costume as well as her bf's and her bf sister's.
and I was sided beside and animorency doujin table wich participated: so of course lots of people around me and we where hanging out alot and it was cool, my friend form ottawa came to visit us and we hung out alot at my appart with and
the most fun suprise ever :

VERO WAS BACK FROM JAPAN
OHMEGAWD!
I cried 8D
I was so happy you have - NO- idea, really I was sooo happy.
so it was litereally awsum to the point my sword broke and my shoes killed my feet x 1000000 and I lost my belt buckle but it was mosre awsumness that you could handle BWHAHAHAH


the fact that artist alley was at the same place as dealer's room made it all the more awsum really.. me was happy made money (less than otakon but still) and sold out ome prints ( sora's, cloud's and yoko's)

anyway made my weekend very worth the no-sleepyness 8D
yayz!

leave you on that! bwahha~

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/19492182/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/19492182/ Sat, 19 Jul 2008 23:36:16 PDT

well hello thar lovelies~

how have you all been doing? mhhhh?

I can tell you : IT'S THE FINAL COUNTDOWNN -..tululutu tululututututu tululu tululu. the fiinnall counnntddooowwn

to otakuthon!
COME TO MONTRÉAL THE 26TH AND 27TH OF JULY TO MEET AMAZING ARTIST AND COSPLAYERS LIKE, no other one than myself LAWL

I'll be in the artist alley sellling arst between my friends doujinshi and my other friend selling art as well
nut putting any name cus it's 2:30 am and I wanna go to bed! haha

anyway FUN! COME! NOW!

annnnd I am here to talk you seriously about a little amazing game called earth 2, created by non other than ! it'S amazing! it'S adicting! I got the very rare chance to play first version and I tell you it's grrrreaaatt!

and here preview of the next one that will get out soon! : check it out!

night night lovelies~

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/19148578/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/19148578/ Tue, 01 Jul 2008 14:23:04 PDT

well that was quick wasn'T it?

Im in my new appart, will take pictu soon and post it somewhere XD haha

its nice, I love it, ac ♥ and I got all my furnitur.. still has to et microwave and futon sofa, most of my boxed are unpacked. the rest is useless stuf I dont have a spcific places for, so its going to take me a few moredays, so like I am quite impress with my phone and internet service, it's quite .. mhh.. wow. XD.. I called them on the 29th, to let them know IM moving, they told me the net n phone would be hooked back up on the same day

now now, I tought that by that they would mean on the 2nd at soonest, you know, hear so many bad thing about it.. and now. like, I got, here, started unpackig, and by 3, my cell ring, it,s the maintnance guy warning that hes coming in a few minute to check on everything.. I think tis because I got insurence on the system n stuff.. anyway, so really on the SAME day I got back internet at my new place Its AWSUM

and my bed ♥

and thanks to and for helping me move..

its sooo awsum.. I am in love witht the place ♥

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/19105910/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/19105910/ Sun, 29 Jun 2008 08:42:21 PDT

srly ppl!

like int's sunday! almost noon!
I am moving,.. in practically a day, wow!
why do I say only a day when I'm really movin on tuesday?
becase simply I work on monday that is XD
I still have a few things to put in boxes, and lot to clean

that and I'm moving at 8am in the morning on canada day
I think it'S funny you know, the whole quebec people moving out on canada day.. think it'S hillarious if you ask me but more than being hillarious I think it's a major pain in the buttox 8D
like I can'T move before the 1rst to my new appartment, I have to leave this place at the most, noon on the 1rst, the prson who's moving in also has to move on the firt.. so YAY.. fun I tell ya!

at least I'll have ac in my new place wich will make the life in the city a whole lot better

also, I'm into cooking, alot.. like I have these awsum cooking book gven to mee on healty food.. it'S time for a detox I tell ya! that and my dear friend Tomona gave me lots of japanese food that she wont eat (like a bag with about 10 mixes of miso soup -an I LOOVVVE miso soup- and soe furikake, wich is seasoning for rice, wich I eat like crazy 8D.
she said she will give me some more.. sinse her mother sends it to her everyonce in awhile..

I just barely realised how much contact with japan I have made in the last few months.. I am amazed.. srly.. Tomona is so sweet, and there's saki with who is a perfect japanese party person, she dances so good *_*
and therE's shozo the leader of the japanses-canadian intercultural exchange club to whom I must thank because if it weren't for him nobody would have met, and there's Christine with who I work few years ago in the comic book festival whom I met again, there's junghyung, or john like we call him, a nice corean guy who's always there to live up the place, there's also Bill the london guy that travels alot, . Sadly most of the people I meet after a few weeks go back to japan, except for tomona who is studying french here.. She's really a sweetheart.. ♥.. and because of my panda hoodie, they ALL call me panda =_=.. but it's cute anyway

speaking of panda, have you seen kung fu panda? if not.. GO SEE IT.. DO IT, DOIT NAOOOWWW.. it's made of AWSUM.. I've seen it twice.. n ant to see it again and again n again.
8D

I want so see wall-e too =3=



oh well~
all the dust around me makes me sneeze like I never did before.. and I hat0rz it!

well my summer is having the cool turn, tho it'S uite relax, summer is never my big season, but it's always fun
there's alot of things I'm looking foward to: otakuthon, moving out, friends, probably going to laronde and alot of hanging out
must manage my spendings.. even tho I'll be fine, hence I really can pay all my bill in one pay, that leaves me 750$ of spendig per month, plenty enough if you on't go crazy,m and enough to save up also.. so I did a budget, and with it I should be able to go to ny in september and go to japan in march nice don't you think?
I still have to overlook the buying of a futon, wich is gonna be 300$ and a 50$ microwave ^^ but that was to be expected

on that I will update some line art so that you won't fee bored for the next week cuz I'll be forbabaly tooo busy unpacking and hooking up everything to update XD

have a nice one darlings ♥ I lve your courage of reading this till the end ^^

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/18755216/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/18755216/ Mon, 09 Jun 2008 19:23:31 PDT
OMG KILLL MEEE NOWWW

THE HEAT IT'S KEEEWWLLLINN MEEE
like litterally, noramlly I'm not a parson to complain much about the heat

but now I can't take it.. it'S more the frickin humidity of hell that decided to pass by montreal

seriously, If I wasn't so scared of bugs and of perverts I'd go sleep on the frickin' balcony in underwear
it's about 42 with the humidity (celcius)

normally we have that temp in like, middle JULY wah tah f*ck?

anyway I am sooooo looking foward to move out on the-now setted up- 30th .. nice appart. with AC! OEMGEE ac hahah.. I won't leave my house for long time BWHAHAHA

I work at a place with ac =win
I will move out at a place with ac= win
I have friends with pools=win

now all I need is to go buy heavy sunscreen before I burn like a bacon crisp haha 8D
this summer I will try (and most likely fail) to get a .. TAN! yes.. sooo tired of my uper palish skin.. NOT HEALTY!

tho I like it being pale and all.. but I want to be able to enjoy summer OUTSIDE also

anyway, been busy with art.. working on FA of chobits and hum... any request?
and I still haevn'T bought all material needed for cosplay but most of it.. sword is gonna be funnnn to do 8D

and new work schedule is AWSUM if you don'T ahev to count the fact that I have to wake up @ 4am for it BWHAAHAH at least I have my afternoons off 8D yayyyy~

anyway, my life is all wonderfully scatters of get togethers, friends, drama, hyper and heat of DOOM

and we eat waffles!

yep.. thaT's about it, enjoy life~ it's like ice cream 8D~
what I wouldn't give for one

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/18296962/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/18296962/ Mon, 12 May 2008 21:01:24 PDT
... than outright exposure (quote totally stole from love you dear ♥ )

okay, soooo I have HUGE updates here

I am moving, just signed the paper for my own appartment

thaT's right, I'll be livin' ALONE.. yep yep all by my self, aint that marvellous?
a medium 3 1/2 all by me once, savvy?

it is WONDERFULL
and rather cheap for somehting near downtown
plus, I buoght em, an A/c for 100$ (or thoses who knows, summer in the big citty is a bitch.. so I'd rather be good there > )

and in the same block (the reason how I got there actually, thanks darling ) is that is my neighboor

yes! so, like, FUN! the only thing now is that Vero, my dear, is gone to japan for a year... I envy her , really, but shes' realising a dream so I can't do nothing but to be happy for her (and a bit jealous of course, who wouldn'T )

so My life is more exctic as ever, plus the usual drama (I live in a soap opera I tell ya, but I find it fascinating ahah, humans humans you amaze me)

so here"s the scedule for this week

:mon to fri 9 to 5:30 = work

tue= panic at the disco! (also 's b-day WISH HER HAPPY B-DAY NOW PPL! )
wens= Minako farwell party (has to fins soemthing edible for ppl)
thur= Lobster dinner with mom ♥♥♥♥
FRI : dyin hair and you know, trying to pull off a dinner or smth~ and also known as PAY DAY ftw!~

sat : nothing planned, then jump start
sun : more packing and stuff~

then next week will be rather more calm.. wich is good

so like I'm moving on canada day, wich means I wonT be able to go up for canada day in ottawa :<

but I'll have fun 8D

anyone wanna help? free beer and pizza there is!

okay, now I have to think about the steps of moving out

gotta register to hydro quebec, to hydro solution, change adress for gouvernments, post office, interner home phone, cell phone and so on and so on and so on..~ gahhh
and of course, rent a van

my queen bed is far, so is my TV D: but I'l get them >_> they are mine and tehre is NO FRICKIN WAY im movin with a single bed!

well~it's niht, time to go crash on bed and rest.. long day tomrow~

p.s found my new cosplay for otakuthon and it'S gonna be made of WIN... you'll see.. now it's top secret tho >

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/18125325/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/18125325/ Thu, 01 May 2008 22:04:21 PDT
well. as much as I was expecting something Awsum sincce Linkin park... as much as Apo gave it to me

2 perfetly enjoyable show in a row (and god knows with the shows I see.. wich I can still count on my hands here.Ive been to bad and tiresome show)

so, well, I have known the existance of Apocalyptica for a few years now... but you know.. I don't really see anyone in shows.. except is the band/music means somthing .. very symbolic to me

so, Laury convinced me. she did well .. good *pet*

the show was TOTALLY AWSUM

Mikko is intense in drums

Paavo was, how we say in french : "une bête de scène" (basically, he was really in is and loving the public and showing it)

Eicca was awsum, I dind't expect anything else.. his long blond hair twirling all the time

but who really amazed me was Perttu

I know (well heard) that he was crazy (in a good way) on stage.. but.. playing so greatly with a broken finger.. bravo!
he was soooo intense..

and Antero was alone and stiff as always XD but tha'Ts him.. what can we say (you neevr see him in recent clips.. he is not mister popular type.. and will not sign autographs either)

and dear beloved signer of fuel.. god did he changed

and is it me or they were always on my side of the stage? not that I will complain hahah.. XD

the only thing I deplore is my own self... I ten to close my eyes to get in the music too much.. wich I try to do less in show.. wich I fell today =_=;; but it was sooo good

hehe was up front (thanks to prcisi and laury who was there sicne 6... unfortunally.. I was working..)

ahh work.. if only I could life off my passion instead of being a plain worker =_=;;

well.. it'S 1am.. work tomorow (with all the yelling.. it'll be fun talking with cutomers all day tomrorow ahaha!)

well, gave them all copies of my crappy drawing weeeee~
and took pictu with mikko and Eicca (thanks to prisci)

well thaT'S all folks.. really must go to bed

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/18062476/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/18062476/ Sun, 27 Apr 2008 21:09:34 PDT
okay, must admit.. the past fiew days have been amazing.. I'm fearing impending doom now

cuz everything that goes up, goes back down with twice the speed

but lets focus on the god things :

thusday I went to hentai sushi restaurent like said.. costly.. so we didn't eat much but heh, but just before going there, I visited my dear Tomona's place.. there I saw quickly one of her roomates... who look like one of my childhood friend.. and who, by some weird nature twist, has alsothe same name than him.. I'm still inverstigating on the case tho... weird.. hahah >

and then friday I went : zooooommmm to the bus station and took the bus.. sat, put my music on and waited... its the quebec express.. this bus is ALWAYS full..

so of course I got people.. and scince I was the LLLLLAAASSSTT seat row.. there was a 3 seat thingny.. took the window OF COURSE.. so,.. of COURSE a couple took the 2 other seat... at first I was highly annoyed because the girl was quite space invading (alot more than normal people who would sit and do nothing )
so I pu my msic at the loudest and did my things..

listened to my music for about 2hours and some.. drew a bit.. saw that the girl wanted to socialise, but not me.. all week of work in my body no thanks.. and avoided eye contact... but still could hear a bit.. they were impressed.. and as soon as they got on the bus I knew they were tourists ahhaa

so after I took my music off of couse, I started to talk haha,.. warned them that quebec city is highly french and dont mind not speaking english XD

also told hem the best part as tourist is the old quebec... so I left them called my sister (twas 9:30 pm) so she came and picked me and drove me to her little place.... I say 'her little place'' but this place doesn'T feel like a home... well it'S on the residential area of valcartier canadian military forces (did I ever mentionned her hubby is a soldier?) so the place is impersonal, white walls and such... they are shoppin for a house now.. good thing..

so I came and the party was there.. they started playing poker with real money so I went : blah... drank my vodka/cranberrie juice and played gitar hero till my finger dropped..

so around 2 or 3 we all went to bed... then go awaken by my lovely nephew ♥

so, we are trad breakfast (bacon and eggs) then after everybody got ready (we had a little mood problem cause by my nephew not being carefull oustide. and fell indo mudd.. wich cause drama.. c'mon people! he's a kid) we departed for my little expedtion to old quebec

We parked @ la citadelle.. maily cuz its free ahaha

and I wanted to see it (not a fan of militairy thing, but tis part fo the history plusis has the best view spot of quebec and levis and saint-laurent river) normally, its a tour, and you have to pay, but , may I mention again, my sis hubby is a militairy.. we are on a militairy base... (who's still functional btw) so eneterd without guide an paying BWHAHAHAHA

fun!

saw Canada's general gouvernor's hose (one of the 2 they have.. wich makes me sick of how much do they spend all the time they chnge the person harg)

then we strolled down the huge cliff into the old part of quebec

stopping at one shop.. where I fell inlove with a designer..

HUGE PROMOSTION CLICK!!

KETTO DESIGN

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fellinlove with the asian/ pirate/ cat plates bowl and cups... so I bought some @_@ I coudlnt' resit.. cute pirate....

will take a picture someday 8D

and so, we continued, drank a smottie and such then headed to dinner,. tried out boston pizza (everywhere else was full.. hockey game.. its getting drastic here...)

twas excellant! was about t... ]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/18001846/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/18001846/ Thu, 24 Apr 2008 04:32:39 PDT
oh, I'm totally take my head there

I'm not all that wanted don't worry
but I don'T have huggggggeee social circle (more than you can immagine.. keeps growing and changing)

so like, I always meet thoses new people, then they go *sigh* that happen here often during summe (vaccation people )

but that makes me able to see people from around the world wich makes me very happy scince I'm not travelling this year

job is going great, still the boss favorite, wich is not always with advantage.. (meaning I get coldhoulders/jealousy/ignored by some other co-workers)

I only have 2 weeks left before I get in another team and received another formation.. so I'll be able to do more than simple pasword reset =_=

I'm slowly getting back in art.. slowly but surely.

And today I'm of with some japanses and quebec friends to hentai sushi bar (yes yes, you heard correctly the name of the restaurant is what it is, and it'S quite a regular/fancy sushi restarant)

I don't often bring people to my hometown because it's far.. but I had to make an exception hahaha XD

and then this weekend I'm off to québec city, wich is 3hours from here, to visit my sister

so, as you can see, always so bussy XD

tho Otakuthon is getting near, and I have to do more recent Fanart so I can sell some (cuz , like, yeahh,...convention ppl only buys Fanart =_=;;; )

any idea of what I should draw? *should make a list*

ohh well, so, like, thaT'S pretty much it..

got me a cellphone.. it's all pretty and shiney

thaT's all folks!
have a good day
p.s yes, I will keep on saying brit accent is cute, because. it is! one day you'll all understand ... I guess it's only girls from here who thinks that =_=;;

and I wanna become a air pirate... and sail.. the sky? yess..
with coconuts!
♥

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/17605257/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/17605257/ Mon, 31 Mar 2008 12:12:46 PDT HA
make my day

ever scnce I became utterly social.. and have that thing called ''a life''
I am simply NEVER home
ever
friends here, friends there

Lucky I don't have a Boyfriend anymore.. or I'd be overkilled
seriously..

I finally go my healt test done and got the results this morning

I have a small kiss on the ovaries but theres nothing they can do about it (and I am totally not suprised.. our familly is doomed on that) and well. the bumps would have been ganglion cells that were filtering some infection.. so the doctor says..

so yep, my body is acting up and I still have no clue why
but I guess stress would be one of the cause.. specially for my stomach problem (will I eve be able to eat regular stuff again??)

in anycase, my contract with the bank ends up in 21 days
and they are not letting me go

meaning I'll become a full employee at the bank with insurence and such

I want to become a bank teller tho.. if I can.. cuz like, I'd rather do that than stay on the phone like what I do right now

I'm still activly searching for an appartment.. anything between 1and 1/2 or 3 and 1/2 that doens'T go up 500$/month
wich you CAN find here, trust me.. I've seen some

then after that it will be : go on living try and take some nigh course of Japanese

and spring/summer 2009 : JAPAN~

that would be mainly it..
My life is so busy.. and now I'm slowly starting to get a grip and slow down..for the better.. cuz my body cannot follow my pace XD

in anycase, I miss you all~
I promise I will update art sometime.. whenever I am not that lazy anymore XD
gomen~
have a nice day~

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/17155069/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/17155069/ Sun, 02 Mar 2008 19:16:34 PST
well my life has be SOOOO complicated you have no idea

well first of, few very few of you know (thoses of you who read my sheezy journal) that I have been to the hospital a few times cuz of bumps of my neck

so far I did blood test and radiography, nothing showed up
I still hav 2 echography and a brain scan to do
I have permenant headache and wll.. I can feel the bumps on my neck 24/7

I can barely sleep anymore

and now I just screw up my stomach really bad.. cuz like with all the pressure and everything I decided to give in an experience of life that all ppl here go trought (mostly) and that I was so sick and tired of never getting in the experience of people of my entourage

so I decided to do something irresponsible.. really

drink till I drop
lucky for my I knew exactly how to do that.. see I never like orange juice... mostly cuz it irritates my tummy at the utmost ,.. just like carrots.. so I drank alcohol with orange juice.. didn't took me much (perhads 7 or 8 glass of it in 3 hours) and I got terribly sick,..

so I haven had much food in the last few days.. mostly cuz of that.

I have lots of stress rigt now.. my life aint doing that well, but seriously

I don'T give a fucking damn
I'm happy I got sick on alcohol , proves Im not immortal anymore XD
my mom is getting separated so I have to help her out

Im never home.. so even right now I don't feel home D:
I don'T have a home.. I think that's what's missing in my life..a sanctuary...

I feel like IM always running away.. yet im always confronting things (a bit too much actually)

anyway.. I am quite the blahesque person right now.. not really emo..but yah.. life aint all that happy.. but its still life ^^

btw go rent across the universe! it's a wonderfull movie ^^
so is garden state

so Ill leave you on one of my fave song right now :
frou frou- let go
[link]

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/16772574/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/16772574/ Thu, 07 Feb 2008 15:56:35 PST
I had much fun, loved it.. very much!
so far being 22 feels GOOD!
ionno everyone's being so nice to me irl
I say irl becuase I am not on the net much anymore aint I? can't blame the girl.. she has a life.. a job, a bf, dreams.. and lotsa lovely friends.

but I still keep my dear internet darling in mah heart too ♥

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/16524351/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/16524351/ Tue, 22 Jan 2008 16:13:15 PST
so you wondered what is mah job?

well, till this very monday, I didn'T have much clue than you 8D was veerrryyyyy nebulous


but, I got clarified...

so for this week and next week, I'm in a learning process.. wich mean.. I feel lie being back to school.. 'cept that it's more like.. alone ish.. and a shitload of reading on a screen.. I must admit I have a tiny problem with black writting on white BG.. (and I can't underline with my mouse everything... cuz soem are on a special program and all)

so.. I otught my job would be really complicated like having to cancell card, doing transactions on the phone, and so on.. but NOT

I give you new passwords for thsoes of you who lost it
thaT'S my job! .. for the next 3 months.... 8D

Okay, so it'S a boring job XD and theres a shitload of security process and laws I gotta get familliar with, but thaT's what you get by working in a bank! plus I'm paid so much *drools*


..okay.. enough on my job... My computer... had ONCE AGAIN.. contacted trojan/virus/spyware... GAHHHH..

and its my father who downloaded those '' hey you have a virus, download our free protection! " I wannnnaaaa crryyyyyyyyyyyy


I spent the ENTIRE day sunday deleting those.. and now I get back? ALL BACK.. PLUS ONE MORE... GAHHHHHH

marrmarrmarrr

I am going a bit insane here.. help me?

;_;

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/16402046/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/16402046/ Thu, 17 Jan 2008 10:20:05 PST what can I say?

things have finally smooth themself..

Im am very glad 2007 is over.... it was a year of deception..

but I had sh*tload of fun overall..

well, there is one main concern that I must tell you now cuz over the 3 years Ive been here Ive spread it all over my drawing and such.

I am not with anymore.. since.. november.

plus, had a huge load of friend drama, and had yet to get a job..

well, I have a new Bf, *should update a drawing I did of him dring holidays lolz*

and me an my friends are back on the track.. even tho past scars stays... and I have a job.. not what I want to do for life or such.. but something that will allow me to live, move out, pay bills and even travelle and do fun stuff.. so I shouldn'T complain..

so, I'm shuffeling my life alot.. quite adventurous..

lucky I have lots of friends and such.

I also got back in anime..(was quite bored for awhile) so I finished suzumiya Haruhi this weekend and watched soem of an anime I don't recall..

but right now I wanna see Sayonara zetsubo sensei... it looks SO cool and funny 8D

also I wanna see the beginning of gurren Lagann.. finished lucky star.. and re-watched Macross plus.. haha.. fun!

also.. My best friend gave me WoW...(world of warcraft).. so.. I'll have no life for awhile 8D

and I watched los of movies too.. well, I guess having a new bf who actually lives near my house has an advantage... I'm able to spend more time doing activities, seeing people, and being less in front of the computer..to have a life.. ike I've always longed for.. so I'm very happy.. sort of.. still have to fix some head/heart/body stuff..haha XD


well, I made myself a goal.. scince I'm not the most thin person on heart . I have to lose weight, so if I get my goal by april.. I'm gonna cosplay Mikuru from Suzumiya Harui in a bunny suit for Otakuthon ;D

might try to go to anime north.. dunno yet.. depends of my budget

anyway, lots of good plans ;D

how have you all been doing lately?

EDITZOR : Added some joyfull lyrics, cuz life can be really simple, we just tend to make it go very complicated video here (AMV of OURAN HOST CLUB) [link]

It's not the end of the world
In fact, it's not even the end of the summer
But thank God the TV is on
Cause there's no way we could know
Anything that's goin' down
Or how were supposed to be feeling about it
I can't tell you how much I wish
We could shut up and smile, yeah

Sail around the world and tell them all to keep singing it
La la la la la
All we need's a harmony and we'll convince the world to sing
La la la la la
Throw your arms around someone (throw your arms around someone)
Maybe spread a little love
I know it sounds a little dumb (or maybe I'm a little drunk)
But all we need is some ice cream and a hug

Take a good look around
Does life really suck
Are we just complaining
I hope that this mic is on (testing 1, 2)
Cause I'm on a roll here
I hope this is making some sense
I hope that you'll throw up your hands and sing it
And tell all the haters
That they should just shut up and smile, yeah

Sail around the world and tell them all to keep singing it
La la la la la
All we need's a harmony and we'll convince the world to sing
La la la la la
Throw your arms around someone (throw your arms around someone)
Maybe spread a little love
I know it sounds a little dumb (or maybe I'm a little drunk)
But all we need is some ice cream

All we need is love and beer
And old school metal and holiday cheer
To be happy
(All you need is someone near)
Like Ben and Jerry
(To hold you close and pretend that they care)

Can we all just, get along now
We found something that we all have in common now
We can hold hands, do keg stands
Water skiing sounds great to me now

Sail around the world and tell them all to keep singing it
La la la la la
All we need's a harmony and we'll convince the world to sing
La la la la la
Throw your arms around someone (throw your arms around some... ]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/15691758/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/15691758/ Tue, 27 Nov 2007 10:46:50 PST
well like.. half a break.. I'll still upload art everyonce and awhile..

I just won't thank everyone of you for your faves
nor comment back unless it's somethng very interesthing or such

for those close friends, don't worry I'm fine
I just need to get out of here, find myself a life and a job.
I got bills to pay, and a futur to build..

sorry <3~

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/15199453/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/15199453/ Wed, 24 Oct 2007 09:12:41 PDT
btw:
caféress : [link]
book for sale : [link]

It's funny where a simple drawing might get you

I don'T wanna talk out loud... cuz I wanna keep it a bit for me
but yeah.. I experiance a big chunk of pure luck.. tasted yummy I tell ya!

I got a phone call today from a place for a job interview.. althought it'S not necesairly what I want (I am aiming to get a job Ill be able to keep for the rest of my life yknow.. ) but at the same time I got a chance for something else..


it's like.. adventure? or stability? (I have bills to pay yknow.. and I don'T have a job :'D so one cannot go wihtout the other)

altho it's my style to take challenge and adventure (that is why RPG are mah favorite games )

soo yeah.. full details when .. ionno.. the stupid artist ego that I ducktaped in the closet gets out and take over?

(it's mostly everytime I talk about somehting to a huge crowd they always end up being a HUGE failure.. so I shut up now )

loves my littles birdies <3

specially to <3 for supporting me trought all that.. I love you mon amour.. even tho your computer is dead <3

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/15027371/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/15027371/ Fri, 12 Oct 2007 10:21:47 PDT
Time fly by quickly when you're busy

3 ears I've been here

and 3 years I've been with <3<3<3

we all went throught good and bad time.. some that I might have already forgoten, others that will always stay in my mind

And he sent me a gift basket today.. full of chocolate, fudge, truffles, waffer and.. oh <3 goddivvaaaaa <3 (I aint that much of a sucker for brand in my wardrobe as long as it fit and is pretty.. but for candies I do require the good stuff -when I can get it XD )

anyway, with that sugar it fueled me up, so hell with the life drama! Up to art I go! (not much sleep either.. funny how I went to bed paased midnigth and I woke up at 5:30 am like if I had slept forever o_o;; been drawings, doing laundry and now drawings again 8D might see some art sooonnnnnnn - made many )

SO.. scince Im high on sugar, I might as well resist th ps at my side and.. DRAW! arrwraahahahwrr.. *the laugh of evil I tell ya*


and GO SEE [link] <- IT IS DELIOUS!

X3 I want even more a cat now


ta~

p.p.s : DNC GONE WILD.. GO BUY THE BOOK 8D

[link] <- here the complete DnC with all its amazingness and typoness 8D

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/14797766/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/14797766/ Wed, 26 Sep 2007 09:21:05 PDT



well my life have been a straight ticket to hell.. not even kidding!
a shit load have happen and so many people would have just quit or gave up.. but Im in a possition where I can't do neither of it.. just go straigh foward and take every clashes life puts on me.

Wich is why Im insane


Ive done a few drawings.. I havent stopped drawing at all.. if just I have a few techincal problems..

like.. A computer that decided to give up on its life .. yet AGAIN..
why do I always en up witht the suicidal cpu? GAH!

and moeny.. and job.. yeah.. My mood is hanging it'self over there.. I don;t want to hear about it..

of COURSE life is such and such.. everyone has their little squalls and everythign ..

but SH*T it pisses me off.. yes, I do feel like sawying big bad words..

Its just a phase like everything else.. but right now I just hate it.. I feel like saying <>

I have friends, they are nice.. btu Im just not worth it right now.. and they cannot help..neither can my love.. Its that kind of one on one challenge that I have to undertake alone.. because no one can help me .. its not that they dont try.. it jsut that they can't..

sorry.. If that didnt make much sence its fine it didnt much for me.. I just needed to vent somewhere how I hate the world today

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/14392971/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/14392971/ Fri, 31 Aug 2007 10:30:46 PDT
so here's the lonng list

ORIGINAL ART FOR SALE

1- [link] -2$

2-[link] -2$ (2 sheets)

3-[link] - 2$

4-[link] -2$

5-[link] - 1$

6- [link] - 2$

7-[link] - 3$

8-[link] - 1$

9-[link] - 2$

10-[link] -1$

11-[link] - 1$

12-[link] - 1$

13- [link] - 1$

14- [link] -2$

15- [link] -1$

16- [link] - 1$

17- [link] -2$

18-[link] - 1$

19-[link] -2$

20-[link] -2$

FANART ORIGINAL SALE

1-[link] - 2$

2-[link] - 3$ SOLD

3- [link] - 3$ (SOLD)

4- [link] -3$

5-[link] - 4$

6- [link] - 4$

7-[link] -2$

8-[link] - 3$

9- [link] - 1$

10- [link] - 2$


PRINTS

1-[link] - 1$ each caracter or 5$ for the sheet

2-[link] - 2$

3-[link] -2$

4- [link] -2$

5-[link] - 2$

6-[link] -1$

7-[link] -1$

8- [link] -1$

9-[link] 1$

10-[link] 1$

11-[link] - 1$

voila!

in other news.. Im almost finished with the HP DH book.. almost done.. yess.. almost.. then I'll be able to pick my penscils and pens again and... DRAW 8D

I also take commission <3 if anyone ever wants some hahah XD *has no self esteem*

and.. erm.. yeaaahh
I am searching for job ahah XD ha.. ha.....

P.P.S- I finished HP_DH .. I wnna do fanart now D:

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/13930775/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/13930775/ Sun, 29 Jul 2007 17:44:18 PDT
firt when I got here 2 weeks and some ago, we went to see Harry potter and the order of the phoenix <3 lovvve the movie, it was great.. BUT.. gosh, for thoses who read the book, its just HALF of it.. so for goodness sake READ TEH BOOK! cuz there soo much you won
then after otakon, we went to see transformers, okay I am mostly a noob on the matter, seriously, I did watch it a LITTTTLE when I was a kid (mostly beast wars and the old animation of transformers.. but I barely remember anything XD) and well the movie was hillarious, fun and great.. but.. not enough transformers in it

tho thepart where optimus prime and megartron were lying on human andmegatron just flicked a human saying <>.. wow.. I almost cryed of hillariousness XD I
so yeah, it was worth my money, and another thing hapened on the way to the movie thearther with topaz and her hubby, a rap song, yes.. not any raop song no..
the only lyrics we heard were : brush your teeth, brush your teeth.... wear deodorant, wear deodorant....


yeahhh..well it>ntsk


and so yeah, we're back in pleasant lake, sunny and unbearble hot day, so beside lougning in the pool, yesterda we decided to stay in the shades of the ac and go shopping in fort wayne..
and we passed in front of Ihop.... (international house of pancakes) I swear.. one day I_> me beaing a sweet tooth ;_;

but we went at the mall,.. we got that ring to get fixed (the angagrmeent ring.. resized and polished ) and we did abit of shopping, bought me a watch very very COOOl watch. very piraty yeah >...nand we bought a pair of jeans for D. and a pair of trip pants too (he always complains he don
I got black and whites ones for me, cuz it
so yeah after more money spending, we went on and ate at wendy's one of the fast food I trust more than others.. absicalky cuz D worked there once and I know that it aint ALL fake like Mcdo or stuff like that.. soo yeah, I tasted the new tasty Baconnator... tho dangerous.. not to eat more than once a month >_> and once again I had the proof that american;s fast food medium size= montreal largesize~ haha XD


and then we went to see daa daa daaa

DAHHH SIMPSOONN

gosh it was like.. HILLARIOUS.. I love simpsons X3.. and this was good.. actualy better than I was excpecting,... something to go soo if you're tired of tinking.. great for relaxing.. altought.. a bit too much kids in the room if ye aske me -.-;;


oh ad I FINALLY ate at taco bell.. yep, not too bad, I was excepting more spicy, so it
so.. yeah, D restarted working.. I fear his brother.. I dun want to be bothered by him >_> very very annyoing person.. so I hide XD
but yeah, thatS< pretty much all

he brings me ice cream from work.. I trained him well.. muwhahahHAHAHAHAH *cough*

actually he
I mean hesimply MUST taste it.. it sooo better than the wall-mart one >_>.. Imean quebec DO prodice 90% of the world's maple sirup >

so yeah, toudelou people *waves*

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/13836840/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/13836840/ Sun, 22 Jul 2007 18:33:55 PDT
yep, so, so far : a 11hours drive is very very long XD....

but otakon was fun!! really fun!

I still have 100$ left, and 260$ in my bank account, I spent aout 500% out there <_<... but out of there you have to do-230$.... cuz thats about how I made in the artist alley.. mostly transforming people into chibies (a huge hit) I did way toomuch prints. so if yopu want some I got prints for sale

and also, I have a comic book! yes! it was on actual sale for 15$ back in otakon, but it all this curtesy of the evil who planned that in my back >_<

so I bought some lolita things, I bought a corset skirt, I bought a very fancy little top hat, I bought a gaia hat, I bought a very cool nerdy teechirt >.. trigun volum 3 and 4, And a stiches from :iconneonqueenhoneybee: and.. hum.. stuff @_@ ohh yeah, o0uran host club voluyme 7, a death note tote bag.. I bought a HUGE lot XD hehehe

doug bought : 2 shirt, a gaia hat, full metal panic 1rst boxset, my hime 2-3-4-5, ff tactics and ff3.


I bought a vibrating little purple katamari ball for vero, cuz she always buy me gifts >_>

soo.. yeah.. lots of spending.. madelots of people happy with their chibis 8D

tomorow we were supposed to go to philly, but were all tired of travelling, so we are going to watch anime, go see transformers, and learn to do bentos XD

also: I don
and also: I have a very very BAD blistter on my left little toe, a blister that people kept stepping on... and it hurst like HELLLLLLLLL


so yeah.. in a few days, Ill be able to get trought somedeviations >__;;;

gomene, people

anything you want me to see? just post it here 8D

l8ters

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/13836838/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/13836838/ Sun, 22 Jul 2007 18:33:43 PDT
yep, so, so far : a 11hours drive is very very long XD....

but otakon was fun!! really fun!

I still have 100$ left, and 260$ in my bank account, I spent aout 500% out there <_<... but out of there you have to do-230$.... cuz thats about how I made in the artist alley.. mostly transforming people into chibies (a huge hit) I did way toomuch prints. so if yopu want some I got prints for sale

and also, I have a comic book! yes! it was on actual sale for 15$ back in otakon, but it all this curtesy of the evil who planned that in my back >_<

so I bought some lolita things, I bought a corset skirt, I bought a very fancy little top hat, I bought a gaia hat, I bought a very cool nerdy teechirt >.. trigun volum 3 and 4, And a stiches from :iconneonqueenhoneybee: and.. hum.. stuff @_@ ohh yeah, o0uran host club voluyme 7, a death note tote bag.. I bought a HUGE lot XD hehehe

doug bought : 2 shirt, a gaia hat, full metal panic 1rst boxset, my hime 2-3-4-5, ff tactics and ff3.


I bought a vibrating little purple katamari ball for vero, cuz she always buy me gifts >_>

soo.. yeah.. lots of spending.. madelots of people happy with their chibis 8D

tomorow we were supposed to go to philly, but were all tired of travelling, so we are going to watch anime, go see transformers, and learn to do bentos XD

also: I don
and also: I have a very very BAD blistter on my left little toe, a blister that people kept stepping on... and it hurst like HELLLLLLLLL


so yeah.. in a few days, Ill be able to get trought somedeviations >__;;;

gomene, people

anything you want me to see? just post it here 8D

l8ters

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/13730326/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/13730326/ Sat, 14 Jul 2007 08:27:28 PDT
man I have a huge load of luggages >_>;;

actaully.. 1 big,. 1 small/medium luggage and my hand bag.. all fille to their full capacity @_@;;; I miht need to leave some stuff there on the way back XD hehe

so yeah, in 48 mins, a long 8 hours trip shall become as stress and nervosity amplifies everything x100000

It's all good stuff yep

the 4 hours bmight be the longuest.. cuz, it's the darn passing the lines and getting troght the costums.. then the wait.. the loonngg wait for the plane XD

then it's easy : 1:33 mins to go to detroit, 1h30 some to wait in detroit airport... then 32 mins of flight till FWA 8D then.. I'll be finally out of the stress >

yesterday was my last day of work.. it was great ^_^.. I eman, the work was normal (I did NOT slack like sooo many people decide to do on their last day of work I always tougth that was a very very sheap shot to do, and scince every one there always been nice to me ^^ why would I be mean? XD)

and.. and.. they gave me a good-bye gift.. D:.. I SOOO dind'T see that comming.. >.> it'S evil.. I had a few tear fall down.. cuz like.. I'm always emotion over-flowing XD silly ne?

I'll miss thoses guys

I,ll come back I promis X3

so after the long goodbyes. I took the metro to see ~TheErotik my dear friend.. we went shopping and to the bubble tea place X3.. I found my bathing suit 8D the one Doug saw on the net at the beggingin of the year.. and I think I bought it for cheaper XD.. and it looks so good on me <3

so, after all the shopping, we went to juliette et chocolat.. one of the finest chocolate/restaurent I saw in my life..(I like thefancy.. what can I say?)

and we too a bittersweet old tradition hot chocolate (meaning a THICK hot chocolate.. no the fluffy liquid stuff you can get anywhere) and GOSH.. even for MEEE I wasbarely able to finish it XD (thaT's why we took it for 2) and it was a SMALL thing D:.. had my dose of sugar XD weee~

then I went home and did my hair dye.. back to blue-black AGAIN loll.. ahh me and my numberous colour change XD

so I did a bit more luggguage filling, and this morning : cleaning a bit the house, finished packing, dresed up, and printed a few bnW prints, and here I am.. 37 mins before leaving XD heheh


I want the time to go faster XD

anwyay, I shall try to update more.. drawing and life/wise.. ^_^. I'll even try to maybe do a DNc comic .. cuz I had that script in my head for sometimes.. and maybe actually START Hitsuzen LAWL XD


take care ne~ <3<3<3<3<3

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/13657442/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/13657442/ Sun, 08 Jul 2007 10:51:06 PDT
soo.. yeah.. in 6 days, I'll be at the airport flying for awsum summervaccactions again 8D

I'll go to otakon! yes!

and: I HAVE A TABLE! OHMEGOD!
with 2 other people ^^ ( and Kat.. which I dunno if she has a Da account o.o.. anyway.. sheezy art girl)

I'll sell some art there :3

I need to pint out stuff soon.. like.. in 2 days..But I want to finish a special drawing before 8D (that I'll sell at otakon too)


you know. I saw the list of people.. it made my pants scared! yess.. why? cuz I have NO confidance whatsoever.. an even if the WORLD would tell me my art is cool.. I wouldn't beleive it.. cuz I always see more talented people.. and that I'm my worst enemy on critics.. I eman.. I don't want people to go 'cool''.. I want to be FRIGGIN'S AWSUM OMG R0X0RZ" like they say.. I want ... er.. to be worshipped? LAWL .. XD well or just to be told I'm amazing by artist worshipped around the world ;_; (wich happened so long time ago by 1 of them 8_8 )

anyway, I'll still do it. I wanna meet people X3

so table? : s11 RIGHT over the bathrooms 8D.. well.. not RIGHT underit.. but very very near it..

so come and visit kay?

I'llbe either in lolita or Luna human from from SM


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got tagged by *-syb who's birthday is today 8D happeh- b-day1 <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

1.) List Four fandoms you have:
Sailor Moon
Pirates (all)
Disney
OUran Host Club

2.) Have you ever slept in the back of a car?
yeah MANY times.. I used to road trip alor while younger.. going to Florida (24 hours driving.. non stop sometimes..) so yeah, I can sleep EVERYWHERE loll

3.) Have you recently dyed your hair/cut it?
dyed abit more than a month ago.. cut my bangs 1 week ago. and going to re-dye my hair like thursday

4.) List Five people that you look up to the most? ONly 5? o.o..
=Endling
*auroreblackcat
*tracyjb
`blackeri
-barbucci

5.) How many pets do you own as of now?
I, personally don'T own pats.. my tmoehr has a dog tho..XD

6.) Which do you prefer white or black?
black :3

7.) Who is your most played character?
played? in games: ionno.. som many? In drawings: Mystery and Faith

8.) Choose one or the other, not both:
One .. cuz it'S unique.. and ti'S the univrsal numer 8D like infinity+1

9.) Name three aspects that tell who you are.
weird, chatterbox, creative

10.) If you could have a power what would it be?
To fly.. either to have ings that allows em to fly.. or jst to fly 83 always loved to.. and I feel so greatwhen I'm in the sky 8D

11.) Who was the last person you talked to?
Vero, when he walked out of my house this morning

12.) Who was the last person you said "i love you" to?
Doug! on the phone.. I dont really say it to other people

13.) Write down the first five words that pop into your head:
pocky, strawberries, candies, Doug, drawing. *is hungry?*

14.) What's one thing you wish you could do better?
stop being so goddann negative about everything.. specially myself..

15.) Do you like the way you are?
err.. lessa.. half and half.. still woking on that.. but ti's ebtter than nothing.. wich was 4 years ago.. so give it 4 years and i'll be ll good: 3

16.) Choose, Summer or Winter:
NONE! >_> I like spring.. I will always like spring >_>

17.) Choose, Rain or Snow
rain 8D

18.) Water or ice?
Water n_n

19.) List two odd things about yourself:
- I can read Doug's mind.. like.. litterally.. it happens when people are close to me in a perso... ]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/13379650/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/13379650/ Sun, 17 Jun 2007 10:25:04 PDT
so whatever you ever wanted to ask me really, even if it'stupid, rude, intelligent or difficult I'll answer them frankly 8D


27 FRICKIN DAY BEFORE MY ALL-TIME FAV SUMMER VACCATION!

yep

I'LL BE AT OTAKON- CONFIRMED! I'll have a table 8D (we are 3 on it)

speaking of wich : what art should I print out for otakon?
seaping of wich0wich - should I like, do a last minute handbag in a non-leather material , and sell it at the art auction there.. is it worth it?


and I'll be spending a few daysat place before..

we booked room at the hotel RIGHT in front of the convention center... well SHE did *points topaz* cuz she's cool like that XD

sooo.. cosplay-wise :
1- luna human form-
I commissioned Topaz for the jewlery of My luna cosplay

and the cosplay itself looks like that [link]
but less blurry XD and without glasses.. I was just lazy and going to work and everything.. so hahah XD

and the other is my old rinoa heartilly from FF8

[link]
*picture taken at arcadia festival-montréal, nv 2005*

yepp. my 2 cosplay

so tha'Ts about ittttt

I'll post art soon.. I promise XD

I really should stop being so lazy

oh! and even if I'll be gone for 37 days, I am NOT fired! 8D.. yep.. I'll still have my little job when I'll get back.. time I get another one higher paying and all 8D

*happy happy* :3

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/13011280/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/13011280/ Sat, 19 May 2007 09:19:01 PDT
scince before NY..
thats like.. almost 3 months ago? wtf?


LAWL I am sooo not lazy like you think..

seriously


I have found a job afte NY.. I work in a magasine store.. (they have magasine coming from all over the place.. but practicly NON form japan >( .. nor finland.. >> they suck! I say)

so.. yeahhhhhh I work there at an average of 37 hours per week.,. this job will make me be able to goto otakon

speaking of wch I'm leaving canada on july 15th.. and only comming back the 20th of august.. yep..

cuz I'll get a full time work after that.. one that give sme 40 hours per week.. at at least 12$/h.. (wich is not THAT much.. if you think our minimum salary is 8$/h) but yeah


why am I getting a full time job for september you ask?

well I'll let you think of it.

...
..

...

.
got it?
yep, I'm not going back to school.. cuz doing handbags is NOT what I wanna do in life.. I wanna kick all your arse in art.. I wanna do animation.. itS' bee at least 5 years I want that

and f*ck off the public school.. cuz I've applied 3 times.. 3!!!1 and they never gived a damm... not that I don't draw well enough.. but cuz of my godamned french classes I failed over and over.. and in public school they look notes and a bit of talent

so I'm off for a year getting hell lot fo munnies, and then going to an intensive9 months of PRIVATE school..

the total amount to pay? 16 000$ .. (wich is expensive for peopel here.. hey we have almost freee school..)

but the good point : 1 year less of school, and the formation in what I've been wanting to do for AGES!


so yeah, it's going to eb a bumpy ride.. but what in my life is not?

XD

so eyahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I thnk thaLTs about to sum up what I wanted to say XD
now off to work again..



and I want some art gifties ;_; I feel like people of the net is forgetting meeeee D:

gimmy giftes NOW ..XD LAWL

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/11983733/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/11983733/ Tue, 27 Feb 2007 17:03:54 PST
in 2 week I have a trip to NY NY
but the thing is.. I'm 200$ short (I'm not asking you to give me a whol 20o$ now XD )
cuz the trip was supposed to be free, yet I have now to pay 100$ and food ain included.. so that could make up to 160$ (9 meals at restaurents ;-; )and I wanna buy at least a little souvenir

sooo

I NEED commision!
anything!
want a drawing of you fav actor in under wear? you molesting your fav rck stor ANYTHING!

tho the thing is it's in n too eak so I cna't take change nor mail in money and such.. only paypal TT_TT

and I am willing to sell original art.. so if there's a drawng you've been oogling for such a long time well you have a chance to put your paws on it

what d'you say?

pretty please? *_* I will love you forever.. as a friend... and if you're from montreal and near.. I'm doing like a sale on some of my stuff (plushies, dvds manga, poster err stuff! note me to get the link .. only if you'Re from montréal.. cuz I dun wanna post in mail thoses stuff )

I hopw you will be generous ;_; I always wanted togo to NY (and tokyo.. but tha'ts in a few years ahha)
thank you very much in advance

-RAWR TEH EDITED 8D -

to raise founds and to fetch epople who loveme art but tpp scared of craping frail paper thing : CAFÉPRESS ACCOUNT! 8D
[link]

encourage teh starving artists!

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/11891833/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/11891833/ Tue, 20 Feb 2007 08:16:07 PST
see.. I couldn't catch a normal colldd nuuuu

I had to catch a darn flu!

I mean.. a cld.. you only caugh and a bit of a headache and and the sinus blocked... in my case it's the oposite.. my sinus aren'T block.. my nose is so fin it keeps running and running and running.. like it will never stop.. I wonder where I find all that muckus in my body seriously O.o.

and it doens't stop to the nose no.. the muckus got in my lungs and throat too.. to I am caughing.. bu not a dry caugh a cold provide... one very nastry caugh
and also it has affected my hearing.. obably got close to the ears system.. aarrrggg


now I'm ging to drink down that bottle of buckleys and die :'D

wish me well.. i have to go to schol over that.. missed to much already cuz of the vaccation musn't be late no more
so.. school this after noon arr arr arr

I'd draw.. but my eyes are so tired.. T_T and I don't have energy
sooooo I'll be back to normal people.. sooonn... It should b over soon right? this is the 3rd day anyway X3

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/11857504/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/11857504/ Sat, 17 Feb 2007 16:27:55 PST
then I shall tell you all about what hapen lately


1) Name: Pascale (please PLEASE cll me pakou *_* I hate that pascale name >.> )
2) Age: 21 the eternl age!
3) My favourite band/singer/rapper is: gosh there's so many *_*.. I'd say... 3 days grace o.o
4) Because: well them, linking park and papa roach are the longest ban I;ve been fan off (scince Im like 13 O.o )
5) My favourite thing on T.V is: Billy and mandy witht the grims adventures and ouran host club (tho it doenst rally play on tv)
6) Because: I like nachos and frozen yogurt yes.... and ouran is squeeable >.>

7) My favourite movie is: Pan labyrinth, all PiratesOfTheCarabeans all timburtons andLabyrinth <3
8) Because: I love those? don.>
9) My favourite game is: KH (both)
10) Because: I have lots of memories with thoses games.. otakon, topaz, and 2 weeks of intence playing with my love :3
11) What's the most embarassing thing that ever happened to you: early morning downtown my brain was totally dead and I had to go to the bathroom.. I saw one.. then went.. but it was actually a boy bathroom. @_@;;;;;

12) The funniest?: This one will make me look like a realllllll dork right now.. Okay you asked for it.. One night I was playing DnD at one of my friend's place and we were drinking pepsi.. being the only girl around (I can;t remeber if my friend sarah or jessy was there) well the guy were burping.. and I let one out too. but it was way more powefull than I tought. I outclassed them.. enough for the father of my friend to come downstairs to tell the boys to shut up cuz it wasnt polite to burp in front of a lady.. XD and Iwas the one who just burped louder then all of them hahah..hahaa.. we still talk about that.. it;s been 2 years >.>
13) The worst: every darn time my father is drunk.. or that :dethedrunk: brother is drunk -.-
14) The best?: This summer.. the proposal, cedar point, otakon <3 everyone and everythign
15) The sweetest?: when went on one knee on the beach to propose <3
16) The most disgusting?: anything that includes vomit >.<
17) The wierdest?: everytime I read My love's mind o.o...
18) The most boring?: being the only person of my generation in a familly reunion
19) The most interesting?: anytime I travel
20) The stupidest?: when I lost or forget very importan things

21) What do you love/hate most about Scene kids?: I don;t look up at the scene anyway Oo
22) Goths?: their style. yes and the way they feel about their eternal love .. well as in my definition of goths-.-;;;
23) Preps?: they are fancy .. but not for me XD
24) Emos?: the clothing style of emo-= I dun really like it all that much overrated.but some are okay... as for REAL EMO (as in emotional people) it's all right I am often part of them, but they should let go a bit .
25) Gangstas? I love them./ they are kinda the earth and modernied version of pirates XD and girls were soo pretty *_* as in.. gangster of the 30es.. not the ones of these days.. they suck >( dun even see why they call them gangsters >> they have no class at all
26) Chavs/Neds?: eh?
27) Skaters?: I like skate.. but I totally suck at it.. fashion = ok for lazy days
28) Mimes?: as long as they don;t copy meeee >.>
29) Nerds?: they are fun friend and entertaining :3
30) Adults?: too many of them lost their dreams and don;t except much of life.. wich is sad

31) On Devart, what would you like to see more of?: very pretty art.. or fanart for me :,D *hopeless littles girl*
32) What's the worst site on the net?: every porn site that infect your computer with worms and virus >O
33) Myspace?: erg.. no more
34) What's the best site on the net?: every webcomic page
35) Chatroom nerds or forum jerks?: I'd pick the chtroom nerd.. jerks are jerk>> and I hate them
36) Skinny jeans, normal or baggies?: baggies! I lurve them soo comffyyy
37) Valentines day?: sushi! <3
38) Happy or Angsty? hyper >D
39) Talk or fists? talk
40) State six wierd facts about yo... ]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/11702408/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/11702408/ Mon, 05 Feb 2007 19:26:02 PST )
I am now the eternal age of 21.. I shall not go older than that now >.>

soo.. yeah.. bday


ANNNND leaving on the 10th to the states! I be happeh!

I relaly don'T have much to say..

it was cool hanging out with and friday for dinner

so.. yeahhh

I am so lazy.. I wanted to make a big entry and everything XD
hahahah..

soo.. good nightpeople.. tomrorow I will become an adlt XD

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/11341475/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/11341475/ Sat, 06 Jan 2007 19:16:37 PST

yes, I got tagged! meeee
by XD

gotta tell 6 WEIRD things about me and then tag 6 other person to do the sameso beware!

1-I always have to be original.. I hate copying and wearing te same clothes as soemone on te same day.

2- I know all the default in my drawings,, yet.. I cna'T seem to get over them, XD I guess it's right when they say that you are your very own worst critic

3- I have a fear of being alone.. I totally hate it.. makes me go paranoi.. and strangly I am 50% of the tim all alone in front of the comp O.o

4-I am also my own worst enemy, so much stuff that hapene to me, perhaps that's why i dun wanna be alone.. and I hink always negativly about myself o.o

5-I prefer english better than french (wich is my birth language) *get shot*

6- I beleieve in paranormal.

annnnnnnd I tag :


oooooooother than that I need to find a ne job, that will hire me the week after the 17th of feb, cuz I plan to go tot the states between the 12th and the 17th (well perhaps more if I quit before but not fergetting I'll miss school too XD )
for valentine's and mah b-day celebrating with mon amour *TheDrunk
and I plan to trow a party for mah b0day invinting alot of people.. so.. issies fromquebec.. chuuu better come down here ¬¬ don'T worry, I got space if you don'T know where to sleep >

annnnnnnnddd that'S al of it :3
nigthty nitghht~

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/11227888/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/11227888/ Thu, 28 Dec 2006 21:35:56 PST

in a month and few days XD

feb 6th! put that in your min einshtein! (however his name is spelled)

soooooooo

what'd you got for x-mas?

I got : nice clothes
a huge scanner/printer woooo-hooo *tho, only prints in bw)
a OMFGAH digitl camera that take sweet pictu! (x-mas n b-day gift from mah mom)
some dvd.. and tha'Ts about it XD

some drama happened with my father ebign drunk and driving, but heh. what MORE cn I say? itS' the same thing over and over again XD

other than that.. I miss my love.. it relaly put the spirit down ^^l cuz I wish I'd spend holyays with hiim *sigh* v)V

now now.. I kinda did a list of things I wanan get for my b-day

ties ( a plain red plin balck and plain white (or with skull paterns or printed.. need to by stylish)

a rice-cooker (I'll probbaly get it mysefl after march XD )

manga: ouran host club 3 and up
erm.. sailor moon stuff XD

and cash! (like.. comssion meee XD or somethign like that )
I,ll start palnning my b-day ssoon heehe

so yeah.. stuff to do : paintings, topaz's plushie. and a dnc comic.. blah dind't even do christmas pictu XD I suck

l8ters~

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/11158456/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/11158456/ Sat, 23 Dec 2006 05:37:42 PST

first of : I GOT A 1 MONTH SUB!! WEEEEEE
THE BEST OF THE WORLD <3 :icon topaz:

now now, let's together put a review of this year :3
*this might be long *

Jan 2006: worst holidays ever nd I feel ba/angry/sad. but I got stuff to look forward to, plus, last month of japanese class ;_;
Feb2006: Mah b-day, it was cool at therestaurent, many people I haven't seen in a looonnnng time was there, bt afte the restaurent only 2 of my friend and my teacher followed me at the club. Meh, it wa a good overall, got the1rst dvd of FLCL
then teh week after for valentine's I was at my love's house for 4-5 days. It was short, but oh so plesant.. I love him so much, and I receive a mountain of gifties from him, and we drank champaign and ate chocolate and went to a sushi restaurent (the only one in miles around) with OMG real japanese people in the restaurent
this was the best valentine I ever had :nod :3
march : nothing much, loosing interset in school and the blah month
april : working hard on m budget, planning the summer already
may : still more planning, seeing a few friends, but failling bad at school. Otakuthon, meet alot of people, sitting beside at my art table which I was sharing with lotsa fun!
june : failed some classes, but changing program/accepted in leather confection.
july : demissioned from that bakery job cuz they wouln't lemme go for a month,so I eided to just go. End of july: off a month in the states! w00t! Cedar point- got fianced and otakon wich was so great! and I got to spend a few day at house! and play KH! wich got me and Doug addicted ! XD
agust : spend half in the states, playing KH1 and 2, and relaxing, the weather got terribly cold all of the suddent o.o. but we still had fun spenin out money till the last very penny XD. then got backa nd started to search jobs.
september : stated school, fricking expensive and hard on the budget, hard on money month, and no luck on finding a job
october: halloween is good, but I still wish I was a kid, still got candies almost to the point of sckness. no job finding a jb till last week of october when my father hir me in the Canadian Tire Garage.. as floor cleaner.. doens't pay much, but it's better than anything else, and I got 20 hours per week, always, n more nor less.
november : almost dropped out of school cuz of the st--pid french teacher of the leather program, I have ntohing agains t france french, seriously, My grand-father is one.. but him... ARRRGGG I ould have bt his head off at that time. always picking on me .>.<
and work.. blah
december : a bt black to start, but it's okay now, holidays are comming, it should be good, stll have problem with my father's drinking problem (wich he doens't care about at all ) and crazyness of money=needing for gifties. so, yeah Topaz, you'l receive you gift after the liday okay XD time for me to buy it, do it, then send it alongside of usagi's gift.

the good people of the year :
to still beby my side even when I can'T stand myself no longer XD
for being the siste and caring friend I always needed <3 I lub chu so much sweetie
http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/11064476/ Thu, 14 Dec 2006 16:37:58 PST what cougt your eye in ma galery? or is it just my flamming personallity?
don't hide your answer I wanna know whyyyyyyy




on the other side, I received a pretty paskage today : COIN! from mah lovely

so I almost figured out all of the tokens :
8 from Ireland
4 from Maldive (sp? )
4 from sweden.. I THINK..it looked lik so (CG with a crown over and the year date spilted in two by the CG? )
1- tonga
1- japan
1-new zealand
1-sri lanka

1-game token (clover ace baby )

and 3 I'm still figuring out XP
edit : on of them is from brunei thanks to for helping me :3 <3
2 more to go, and they seem to be comming from the same pplace.. cuz they seem to be written in the same language

I lovve tokens.. they come from far, tey have stories.. I am a trave;ling person.. I lovvveeeeeeee to world <3

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/11018676/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/11018676/ Sun, 10 Dec 2006 14:51:57 PST and tought how life goes by in a wink of an eye
guess i'm starting to chicken out in life and a bit depress doesn't help the over all picure blah

and I tought at my age.. My mother was pregnant of me and already had my sister and would soon get married.

at my age, my sister had a 3 yer old kid, her hown appart and a stable life.

a year ago, I wanted to get away as soon as possible from this place, yet here I still am.
a year ago, I was with mah bf, now he is my fiancé.
a year agao, I was weighing 145 pounds, my perfect weight ;_; (well it'S a bit under that, but I was sooo pretty) . now.. I am fat again XD *of course people will never agee with that. but I know! ¬¬ SO SUSH! IT's MAH BODY! I was conmfy in mah skin back then ;_; )
a year ago I was chaning cashier job for a bakery job.. that I miss ;_;
a year ago. I was nowhere near my dream, now I'm getting closer.

sigh* I'm turning 21 in less than 2 months.. I feell old all of the sudden..
plus.. I suprise myelf day dreaming of having kids... perhaps my maternity call.. I mean. all wimmin at my age in my family ahd childrens
I'm the weirdo or what? I have plenty of time before me, yet I feel like it'S so little..
got dream to achieve and all that.. better get mah booteh starting


on another note, lotsa drawing to update BUT NO SCNNER TO BE FOUND!

so you'll have to wait for tuesday for a tidal wave of update niuk niuk niuk

love you all.. AND I MIISSS SYOU LOVVE

p.s I'm emo.. and midol is mah best friend... sound any bell to your ear?

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/11018469/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/11018469/ Thu, 14 Dec 2006 15:22:21 PST took it in *-syb journal's

First 10 people who post in this journal will be featured. I will go though your gallery and choose three of your deviations I like most and post them in my journal for everyone to see! It's pretty much to show you off. Who doesn't want that? So, just be the first 10 to post and viola! Only catch is, you should post this in your own journal. It's only fair!


1.

[link]
[link] [link]
2.
[link] [link] [link]
3.
[link] [link]
4.[link]
5.
[link] [link] [link]
6.
[link] [link]
7.[link] (your last art relaly shos ow much you have improved love <4 )
8.
9.
10.

p.s apparently the thumb system deosnT' work in mah journal. so I will only pot link. sorry v_V

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/10563371/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/10563371/ Mon, 30 Oct 2006 19:04:09 PST
what a marvelous time...

heh, I realised I do don't much journals.. @_@.. like.. scince christmast 2005.. theres was 20 journal entries.. this will be the 21th O_O

well what you want me to say? XD

I wanna go trick or treath again D: but sadly.é. being 20 years old and not knowing any childs... puts in in a terrible possition.. BUT DO NOT FORBID ME OF DRESING UP! HA!

my crazy self is going as lucifer's bride.. (wich basically means is lucifer muwhahahHAHAHAHHAH

and I had my only halloween party last saturday..

it was fun, yet a small party, but fun nontheless

whle going back home me and my friend usagi stopped by a donkin donught for her to have a hot chcolate drink and me a donght(not enough candies ¬¬ .. 3 tiny candies aren't enough to satisfy the sugar monster that I am)

and the casier.. who took forever to answer us.. DARED to ask.. : is theres something near? I saw tons of people dressed funny tonight... and . no was wasn't from and unknown contry that doens't celebrate halloween.. she was from here.. and yet dare to asked that.. I mean HELLOOO--OOOO someone there? we are the saturday before halowwenn.. there's like.. a sh*t loads of club doing their party o.o.......

sme people in the world need to get a clue..


shoulw I upload picture of my costume?

I wish you all lots of candies!

I hope someon ewill give some to me D:

h^_^ that's all epople!

night~

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/10530844/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/10530844/ Fri, 27 Oct 2006 19:12:10 PDT
lots have happened..
I wanna say , I'm sorry.. I lack update and such.. like answering comment.. I'll get it done don't worry!

well I'v ebeen in a slump.. not an art slump.. if I'd take my pad I'd draw for sure.. but a life slump..

like.. I got trought all mood possible in that last month.. cuz of course lots of stuff have hapened @_@;; erg..


I have a job.. yes.. been 2 weeks now.. (since I hven'T upadated my journal)
it's one of thoses odd job.. ..

I work 20 hours a week 8$ per hour.. and a steady schedule.. like, the same day every week same hours.. it's good.. Ifunny story : my father is my boss D:.. and err..well I clean floor ! .. not the usual mopping such.. I clean a GARAGE floor.. nothing ordinary will do.. I have a hose with presurised water (If I let it go, it'ss hit my head XD ) some weird powder soap, and a big industial broom to clean the soap and such.. it's weird.. but I dress however I like.. and listen to my mp3, and I have peace.. huhhuu.. perfect for th miss bubble that is myself.Very physically demaning OMG I GOT MUSCLES!!!

and I'm off to New York city in 2 weeks (I'll be in manhatan/time square) does anyone can give me a tour? like.. lead me to china town for an after noon? I'll exhange it for a doodle ... if anyone who reads it is from near there XD and care meeting me
bootleg town here I come... I hope @_@


so

I'm asking a program switching at school.. so that next year I'll go in animation.. cuz thaT's the only place for me.. people in leather confection ask me what I do there? and same for an animation student *wink to cloe*

heh.. live is a shit at teh present moment.. but it'll get better.. eventually..

I think that NY trip will do me alot.. lots of girls.. in ny.. shopping.. and such.. happehness! .. I hope

just need to sort out tuff an stuff always being so dreadfully realistic (cuz.. reality wouldn't be painfull if you wouldn't expecting it.. but how I am now.. I see bad thing comming 10 miles away from now )

heh.. I guess it's enough blabbing XD yay more messages to answer @_@;;

I love you all
Happeh B-day much love!.. sorry I haven't done any jewelry yet I'm kinda 1: without scanner, and 2: wihtout anything at all.. I haven't drawn anythign scince the last stuff I posted T_T
heart: :

and I love you my love.. things will get better.. chin up! (look who's talking.. heh :< )

night everyone.. happeh halloween ^^

]]> ~Mmystery http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/10380972/ http://Mmystery.deviantart.com/journal/10380972/ Fri, 13 Oct 2006 14:34:28 PDT

I ... I HAAAAATTTTTTEEE uncivilised supid people *eat their brain*

okay.. first off.. the buss service of montreal *OMG* sux0rz SO MUCH!
like.. totally! the metro isn't bad, the train is rather good.. but OMG the busses! god PLEASE do somthing about the f*cking buses!

they arrive 15-30 minutes late WHEN they actually DO come!RAAWWRR

immagine, the busses to go to my home town is actually a reason NOT to g there anymore!

and the craowding!!!

5 buses to non rushing hours.. few people in it..

the.. bam! the only busses that shows up in rushing hour is cancelled!
Don't laugh IT COULD HAPPEN TO YOU!
it did to mee

luckythe buss I take eveery day comes every 6 mints on rush hours... but it happens often one of tehm donèt show up.. so all the buss are fully crammed of people!.. got ate to many classes cuz of that.. when I actually got 30 mins early on schedule to take the buss.. but 3 f tehm pass right into mah face wihtout stoping ><..

antoher thing about st000pid busses: the stupid retard uncivilised people that stick in front of the buss with they frickking HUGE travelling/hicking bag... unables us to either come IN the buss or even getting OUT!
the most ironic thing is that the rest of the buss is half empty but nooooooooooooooooo they have to stiiccckkkk in front of the fricking bus! rawww!!! where did you grew up dummies? ><

get civilised people! you'Re not alone and other people want to breathe!

*end rant*

sorry.. sometime it just goes over me.. @_@;;

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