http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:MochaNotCoffee&section=today deviantART RSS for by:MochaNotCoffee en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 03 Dec 2009 09:47:42 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/6863218/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/6863218/ Tue, 25 Oct 2005 10:40:22 PDT ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/6848599/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/6848599/ Sun, 23 Oct 2005 18:45:50 PDT ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/6352448/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/6352448/ Sun, 28 Aug 2005 16:09:31 PDT
Sorry...

Besides I wont even be instate hehehe Great things are happening...

Ummm and once I get my new place it'll take a few to set up the internet...

Hugs and kisses guys I'm sorry..

But I'll be back!!! Promise!! ]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/5674124/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/5674124/ Fri, 17 Jun 2005 07:02:05 PDT

Had to get that out of my system first hehehe but anyways I'm back into a art mode so after I finish this painting Ill get back onto the submitting.

My mom and sister won a trip and are now chillin on a beach *SIGH* I want to be on a beach to hehehe with Kenneth though *blush*

Oh that would be awesome.... *daydreams*.....


*still day dreaming*


Oh but other then that my niece is hanging out with me till they get make so were just being lazy and playing around.
Though I'm not feeling all that well lately hehe oh well. ]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/5637609/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/5637609/ Mon, 13 Jun 2005 14:34:49 PDT
Other then that I can't sleep again... if I can fall alseep before 7AM I'll be shocked and amazed.

*sigh*

Well at least I'm getting some artwork finished...
So I guess I'll be submitting soon.

Other then that I have been watching all of Ai Yori Aoshi which is really cute... *hug* I'm really happy Kenenth got it for me *hug*

I'm trying not to feel sad... but oh well *smile*

]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/5393053/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/5393053/ Wed, 18 May 2005 14:50:24 PDT (SO PATHETIC) I found two free mocha cards..

@__@  “YAY ME”! *In Shock* “Something for free, WOO HOO”.

So can you imagine my excitement over something so damned trivial but damn I was happy. If my room wasn’t so small and I didn’t have everything I owned in life in there I could have done something cool like back flips.

I may not have my own place anymore… or a car… or well anything for that matter but damn I still have free mocha tickets my PS2, my computer and Kenneth.

Eh so I guess I can’t complain too much, well that and because of the mocha I am so wired now and everything is good. Good Ol` Java Craziness.


perchè me
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I can't believe it but for the first time ever I think I'm depressed.... I put on the cheezed smiles and break out the laugher doing what I can to making sure everyone else thinks things are fine and dandy in Tammy land... But,

*sigh*

I need more work (aka more money), so I need to get another job..

*cries*

It just seriously feels to me like everyone even our new yet slightly used stray cat have at least some kind of life but me.. and it's very depressing.

My life starts at around 6:00pm and ends at 4:00am... How lame is that??

Even my dreams have no substance or meaning, if its not a bad dream its not a dream at all.

Every day I just keep moving on in any direction I fall into and I have no control over anything...

I really need to hug Kenneth right now *sigh*
I need a hug...

*cuddles teddy bear*

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]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/5341500/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/5341500/ Thu, 12 May 2005 18:23:03 PDT
"I AM SOOOO FRIGGIN BORED"



Lately everyone is to busy to even talk to me... and I remember a time when I didn’t care if anyone spoke at all... Now I can't stand it...

*Heavy Sighs*


I also would like to mention that my internet providers a bunch on tarded monkey's with the attention spans of small children and old people!?!
For two weeks my internets been a migraine headache.

All I know is if one more tech person speaks to me like I’m stupid or tries to tell me crap like this...
"OHHH Well mam I believe your problem is your cordless phone, it’s interfering with your DSL, What you need to do is move your phone and purchase this conditioner to attach to your phone line".
BLA BLAH BLAH
When I know what he really is saying to me is "Oh you’re going to believe anything I say because you haven’t a clue, do you?? You silly dumb girl!! So you should go out and spend more money on a part I know you don't need but I'm just going to tell you that so I can get you off my phone". "Thank you mam have a nice day now, bye bye".

Man I am feeling so left out and lameo….

........................................ .......................................

I love *giggles* ]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/5332242/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/5332242/ Wed, 11 May 2005 17:52:03 PDT
I am even trying that thing where you don’t look at the clock for awhile or at least until you can’t take it anymore cause your pretty sure an hours passed, so you sneak a peak. When there to your stunned horror you realize it’s only been 23 minutes….
One single thought rolls through my mind…
“Why me… I mean come on mess with the guy down stairs? He likes practically living here anyways”.

*cries*

I feel so neglected or something… and I can’t sleep. I am not even sure if I am actually tired or not. I lay down and close my eyes but nodda, not even a million sheep or a certa mattress could help.

I just wish this day wasn’t so long I and I was in Monterey….

Lets see.. Uhhh other then that...

I am about to finish coloring this image of Mihy that Kenenth helped me with.. I love him so much. Thanks to him I can now do all my outlines on the computer.

So well yeahhh... works almost over... So now I can go out and find more boredom.




]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/5311551/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/5311551/ Mon, 09 May 2005 13:53:31 PDT I AM SOOO HAPPY!!!

But I am also super tired, like the people in the old V8 commercials who were dragging themselves around kind of tired. So hopefully I can write this without sounding like I should be in 1st grade again.

Now for the good news!!

*trumpet sounds*

I finally have my computer back!!…

Isn’t that the best news ever, well for me it is anyway and w hat’s even better is its working smashingly perfect right now. Thanks to my sweetie Kenneth I have even been able to add a few awesome features for my convenience.

I love him so much

My new art programs are just begging to be messed with and last night I finally began my newest submit that shouldn’t take me very long to color. I ran out of ink pens to do the line work so I sucked it up and I’m attempting to outline everything with the mouse. Which is not an easy task let me tell you, but its getting there.

My only complaint is about my computer right now is the fact that tower now looks like Frankenstein or the Tin Man in his new metal case.
*cries*
Looks terrible and not to mention it’s noisy as hell, so that’s going to have to be switched for a new case soon. Or well as soon as I have money hehehe



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*sigh*

I just wish he had consulted me before he had changed my computers casing. I know that my butts buying a new one very soon.

Other then that I’m still getting back into Final Fantasy Online, thanks to the controller Kenneth bought me I can play allot easier. Way better then that key board controller I had before hehehe He is so awesome.

At the moment I am starving…. Man I could really go for like Ramen right now. Mmmmm Hot”N Spicy Ramen with the egg sliced in it or something *sigh* Awww now I made my tummy start growl....


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But that’s because I had NO sleep last night at all and I can't even believe I am able to function at all today.

Though it is totally my fault for being so exhausted. Hehe I was bad and stayed up all night playing an online game with Kenneth.
My whole reasoning to this madness was simple really: Playing games with Kenneth is the funniest thing ever and there was no way I was giving up that time for sleep.

We always have so much fun playing games or at least I know for sure that I do hehehe He is just laughs at me allot and I hear him say stuff like...

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING"???
“You can’t say wait, there is no wait”!?!?
“OOOOOoooo that was funny”.
*SIGH*
"Tammmy where are you going"??
"Why are you running away"??
and occasionally
"HAHAHA In Your Face".

He is so awesome *giggle* and ummm this desk is starting to look really comfortable... almost so that I could take a little nappie?!?! hmmmm well I am the ONLY PERSON WORKING! Bums no one else bothers to show up except me.


]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/5194717/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/5194717/ Tue, 26 Apr 2005 12:59:24 PDT Ohhh Humm but that will be remedied soon, well not soon enough but I can’t complain.

I just learned my computer was finished but to my annoyance mounting even farther the guy calls and tells me that they have to re install Windows XP… OHH well hell that would be fine and dandy if my Ex Jerk Off wouldn’t have stomped it into lots and lots of wonderfully tiny pieces… Such a jerk off, I so could just punch him right in the mouth, Gahhhh what a creep. So, well now I got to find someone to borrow it from or just suck it up and waste 200 dollars on a program I already once owned… Talk about a moment where I could just scream!!

But I’ll do what I have to do to get my computer fully operational and back home with me.

Currently I have about 10 projects going and about 30 things to color once I do get my computer back… OHHH and thanks to Kenneth *hugs* (he is just SO damn awesome) I have a new art program so we’ll see what happens in a few weeks. *giggle* To bad I didn’t have him here to give me lessons on it … though I might not be paying to close attention to the program *wink* *wink* ]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/5135117/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/5135117/ Wed, 20 Apr 2005 00:30:09 PDT *cries* My mother board it capoot, dead, byebye and gone straight to cyber heaven. I should ask for it back and mount it on my wall or something hehehe but then that just seems a little wrong.
Oh well...
I figure no matter what after all this is over its going to cost me close to $5oo. friggin dollars maybe even more *sigh* Everyone wants money from me Gahhhhhh it's annoying.
But as long as I can have my computer back and better then it was before Ill be super happy thats for sure and just like i learned to fix my car I am so going to learn to fix that computer my self one way or another!

As for everything else *cries* I am SO SICK... my throat feels like hell on both sides now, even swallowing is becoming really difficult... I'm living on my inhaler and coff drops because my lungs are killing me and I constantly feel like my life is being sucked out or something. Not sure what I have but it is so lame...

Other then that I have started a "Move the hell outta here and get my butt back to Kenneth fund" and I have already saved close to $1000 now I just need like ummm 9 thousand more HAHAHAhahaaaa yeah that's gonna take awhile... *cries*
I know I can wait though because for that guy I could wait the rest of my life just for a chance to be with him *blush* he is so awesome hehehe and all I want to do is be with him so I know I am giving up allot by moving but in the end gaining even more.

Also lets seeeee ummmm nothing much else is going on except a major case of bordom!!! ]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/5126091/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/5126091/ Tue, 19 Apr 2005 01:42:06 PDT
Other then that I'm still feeling really home sick for Kenneth, wishing every day to be with some one is pretty sad but I'm gonna keep wishing till it happens. *smile*

As for my job now is the down period where its just shows and NO EXPOS *sigh* talk about exhausting at least next month I get to meet DL Hugeley for the show he'll be doing at the performing arts center hehehe You gotta love a job like that. ]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/5031278/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/5031278/ Fri, 08 Apr 2005 04:20:42 PDT Music: All the 148 Kenneth burned for me
Book:Angels & Demons
...

I’m back... home that is and it hurts allot, being alone again after getting to taste what real love feels like… I never got to do the whole hand holding thing before and now that I got too… my hands feel so empty now.

I try not to be sad and I’m doing a pretty god job… it’s just being in Monterey with Kenneth was the one wish I always hoped to come true. I think I wished on every star I found and spent allot of time and money leaning over a wishing wells *blush* and now that I finally got to feel that after 6 years waiting… I can honestly say it was everything and more.

And now I miss him…

I couldn’t think of anything else but going back to LA while sitting at the airport pubs glancing at the time till my next flight out to Anchorage… I almost wished I would miss my flight or something.
The closer I got to Alaska the sadder I felt, I didn’t even want to look out the window anymore at the endless view of mountains opening up and the cities disappearing. Then when I got off the plane after we landed all I could feel was an aching pain growing in my heart. The rush of cold air when I stepped off the plane and the dull colors of Anchorage made me feel that loneliness even more.

I want to go back… *cries* I now how Dan must have felt now every time he had to leave Nina *cries*

I can't sleep either... it's three now and I can't even fall asleep... and I was tired all day *sigh* I guess imma try it again and maybe if i try reading it'll help. ]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/4768444/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/4768444/ Wed, 09 Mar 2005 11:35:55 PST
I really really want my computer back.... This is very depressing to say the least.
I have someone who might be able to fix it for me because NO ONE can figure it out.... it's like some Unsolved Mystery as to why my computer wont even turn on... and I've been passing him around SO much that I feel like I'm is pimpimg him out and I'm not even getting paid for it.
Personaly I don't like other people touching my computer... it really bothers me because I know someone else might not be as careful and gentle with my computer as I would like.
I almost wish I could hook up a camra too it or something like them parents do to the baby sitters when they wanna make sure they arn't jackin up there kids.
Oh well *sigh* what can ya do, I just hope it gets fixed very very soon.
Other then that...
hehehe I get to fly into LAX soon, I'm trying for the 21st YAY!!! That gives me two weekends to finish that mass painting projects. ]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/4650585/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/4650585/ Wed, 23 Feb 2005 03:11:17 PST
I don't really mind that Im stuck using a computer I actully hate though, it never works right, half the stuff I wanna see can't be viewed, cant use winamp, can't use my art programs, msn cuts out and half the internet pages load jacked up or not at all *cries* Imacs just really dislike me or something *cries*
There is only one computer I ever used in my entire life that really worked for me like a dream and that was my Dell... I am so sad with it being all broken down for the first time in 3 years.What makes it suck even more is that it is actually my most favorite thing I own not to mention the first thing I ever bought and owne without help from anyone. So now that its sitting there under my table all covered up is making me all depressed.

Top 10 things I miss
1. I miss my music considering I had finally had all the
songs I ever wanted...
2. I miss actually viewing deviantart and other pages
without the letters and words over lapping...
3. I miss my pictures considering some of them I only
have on my computer and I looking at those ones just
about everyday...
4. I miss my messanger actually working correctly...
5. I miss my wallpapers and how nice and clean
everything actually looked
6. I miss everything working faster... this slow crap is
tarded
7. I miss my email actually opening and the password
really working like it's supposed to
8. I miss being able to download something...
anything at all would be nice
9. I miss the fact that I had JUST downloaded a new
program and NEVER even got to use it
10. I miss doing my art.....

I need to make more money... and it's bothering me allot lately.. cause lets see I have to save to go to CA, then for a apartment that means a down payment plus firsts months rent, Oh have phone and cable turned on, then a new well used car, insureance on the car, my bills, pay my mom back, now fix my computer and more hehehe but I seem to be pulling it off somehow!!!
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`Caro mio Ti penso sempre` ]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/4634298/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/4634298/ Mon, 21 Feb 2005 01:08:19 PST
SOOO Stupid I have never ever been without my computer this long since I bought it in 2002 So I am getting sooo depressed I can't do anything and I miss it soooo much.


... it has my pitures of my sweetie my music and all my art....


*Cries on the stupid mac*
HATE MACS SO MUCH, but its all I have to use right now.....

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`Caro mio Ti penso sempre` ]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/4591060/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/4591060/ Tue, 15 Feb 2005 16:24:58 PST So close to going to CA and I'm getting so excited. An I have SO SO much energy lately hehe

I wish I was someplace else, though in away I am since I moved back into my mothers place at 2am. I love my mother so much and she really saved my ass and I’m defiantly speaking figuratively. Since my hasty move in I haven’t had time to hook up my computer to see if it is at least still working. I tried to protect it the best I could and I got a little banged up in the process… but I am ok *sigh* I really hope it isn’t broken cause I wouldn’t know where to begin to fix it... not only that but if I have to buy parts for it …that will be a good laugh because I wont be able to afford it. Oh well I guess… bad part about that is it will be impossible for me to do any art work at all… well at least submit it or use the computer to color it. It just makes me mad because it never would have happened like this if my aunt hadn’t stayed longer at my moms just to piss me off. I bet she was hoping this would happen.... Wait till I see her next time she visits ….

I just don’t think I will ever own a pet again though… because I lost my beautiful ferret Kenshin forever an I didn’t even get to say goodbye to him… and just like before it is all my fault… first my dog and now my favorite ferret… and I loved them both more then anything… I don’t want to ever get attached to another animal ever again.

Though I am sure I will…

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`Caro mio Ti penso sempre` ]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/4580938/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/4580938/ Mon, 14 Feb 2005 14:49:18 PST So close to going to CA and I'm getting so excited. An I have SO SO much energy lately hehe

I think I am starting to dislike V-day.... An I think that the V in Valentine Day should stand for Vacant Day cause yeah my hearts feeling pretty vacant at the moment and so is my life ... but who cares...

Just as long as NO one else comes running up to me describing how wonderful of a day they are having and OOhh look what I got... Isn’t it just sooo pretty… *sigh*
I will not cry but there is only SOOO much a girl can take... I am happy for them but you really start to feel a little on the left out and forgotten side…

Makes it even worse when Stacy and Reeana (the two girls I have hated since time began) just to be mean call me up only to brag about what they did with their boyfriends and what they got… It makes me so mad because I know they do it on purpose… It’s been a game with them like this for about 5 years now and yes it’s a long story… Today I just said I was over worked and hung up on them… though I’m sure ill get the details in a email. They make it a point to do this to me even during Christmas and on their b-days… Just because they know I don’t ever get anything, not even a damn card…
Guys are so lucky cause they don't really care if it's V-day or not... Half the guys I know don't even know what day its on!!

I should just tell people I’m one of them religions that don’t celebrate anything then at least I wouldn’t have to feel SO stupid. But I don’t want to lie either so… Oh well not like I didn’t make it past every Valentines Day since I was born.

Just needed to rant… sorry, I feel better now, since this is the first time I have ever actually bitched about it. Usually like every year I just smile and ignore it. Oh well...

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`Caro mio Ti penso sempre` ]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/4413355/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/4413355/ Tue, 25 Jan 2005 16:54:34 PST So close to going to CA and I'm getting so excited. An I have SO SO much energy lately hehe

.
Not only will I get to see my Dad, Grandpa and Sister but I'll also finally get to see Kenneth and I couldnt be any happier. This won't be the first time traveling alone so I am not to nervous about the flight and stuff it's mostly just the thought of seeing everyone after being away so long... I wonder if they will even know me when they do see me?!?!
(that would be funny)
What's cool though about me going down there this time is I will get to be on my own hehe rental car and all. No parents nagging or anything hehe just me and my happiness. I'll actually be able to go and do whatever I feel like doing. So that to is pretty damned exciting.
One things for sure I want to visit my sister Linda's grave and when I do I'm going to leave so many flowers and a picture of my brother Chris Mom and Me. I just wish I could have heard her sing... *smile*
...
Other then that I'm about to move into my moms place for a little while... which is okay if you don't mind a nagging mother in your ear at all hours of the day..... and night
But it will be worth it hehehe

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`Caro mio Ti penso sempre` ]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/4343649/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/4343649/ Mon, 17 Jan 2005 14:24:11 PST I think everything is finally getting better for me or well that is sure how it looks hehehe

.
My sister and I are finally doing what we love and our mural design jobs have gone from Blahhhh aint that a load of *beeep* to Holly *beeeep* YAY!!
.
Which is awesome because I'll finally have everything I have every wanted hehe which only cost a plane ticket away...
.
Oh and the coolest thing ever hehe my frined Sam got me new Taro Cards cause he found out my other ones got destroyed ... and they look so pretty hehehe

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`Caro mio Ti penso sempre` ]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/4310620/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/4310620/ Thu, 13 Jan 2005 13:20:26 PST . . . .I AM SO DAMN TIRED

....
I pulled another all nighter and didn't sleep. ( But I must add that it was so worth it. ) What's freakin me out though is my exhaustion comes in waves... where one minute I'll be doing something and I am all fine and dandy ... then outta no where it hits me hard and its then everything I can from just passing out. So yeah I'm falling asleep at work again which is pretty lame but I'll fix that when I get my butt home and into bed today for a nice long nap.
But like I said before hehe it was so worth it
OH and best news ever is that my sister and I have a new mural contract now. So the minute we are done at the school we start on this new one I am hoping we get booked solid for the year *sigh* that would help me and her both out so much.

** 47 More Days Till I Get To CA **

`Caro mio Ti penso sempre`
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]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/4294251/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/4294251/ Tue, 11 Jan 2005 12:38:31 PST I am just so happy I was able to change my clutch cable this Sunday and it only cost me $30 dolloars and 2 hours of my time
An a machanic would have costed me some where between $150 - $200 dollars on top of that kept the car most of the day...hmmmmmm I don't think so

....
It was funny too because while I was under the hood the guy thee lives across from me came over laughing and started asking me if I had ben Hot Rodding again.....??
What kinda question is that ???
hehe
Duhhhh of course I do... I mean come on what did you expect?!?!
...
Other then that I need food.. hot yummy pizza is sounding really really good *drooool*

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]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/4262363/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/4262363/ Fri, 07 Jan 2005 13:45:55 PST
Today I had to wear what ever I could put together which turned out being a Hawaiian type small pink t-shirt that shows my belly all the way around and a long gray dress skirt that’s a little big on me so it hangs loose with a pair of white tennis shoes. An all because I discovered this morning to my amazement that I have to do laundry still Only one problem... I can't because my car is still broken... and I have to take my cloths to my moms to wash cause Ummmm my panties seem to go missing every time I wash my cloths in the apartment buildings laundry area... The last time it was my favorite pair of panties too Oooo just wait till I catch him one of these days.. I’m gonna punch his lights out!! I mean how brainless is that stealing my panties... Guy’s about as sharp as a marble… *cold chills* I don’t even want know what he is doing with them…
Now as for my car it will soon be taken care of by The All Powerful and Mighty Chris (aka: my Brother) and his car fixing sidekick The Cute and Always Fun Tammy (aka yours truly of course). So tonight I get to get all dirty and greasy helping my brother replace the clutch cable in my car which will be my first clutch cable. As you can tell I'm a little over excited so yeah I’m not a normal girl. hehe Where as most girls are happy out getting their nails and hair done I'm just happy playing games and working on my car. I think that's why all my brothers friends have adopted me as their baby sister cause they know I’m off limits an I'm not like other girls or so they say hahaha Bobby clarified it all for me a few days ago cause see the guys have this little joke where they call me "The girl next door".. Example: "Tamsters you have that untouchable next door neighbor girl hotness". Apparently the translation on that is… I’m like Mary Jane Watson and all the guys are Peter Parker... *rolls eyes* Oooo kay… I’ll just leave now …..



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Oooooooh Someone Please Come Wake Me Up!! The longer I sit here hehehe the harder it is to stay awake.
Must get a bottel of No Doze and kep in here at work..To bad i could just bring my bed to work hehe Now that would rule Now I have to make my boss agree hehehehe

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]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/4243790/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/4243790/ Wed, 05 Jan 2005 05:59:49 PST
Ive been trying hard to find things to do when im home... but there isnt much left to do. I started going through boxes now and I found allot of my old things from high school well before things changed. It was really nice reading some of the notes we all used to pass around the class. Some of them were pretty funny too. I needed a laugh tonight too... tonight was just a stupid night and pretty pointless. I so feel like the girl that gets to sit on the bench during every game because there are just to many players on the field.
I have been playing more games lately ..my bodys not used to sitting so long hehe so i get all stiff and sore. Sometime I have to get up and jump around on the trampoline across the room hehe But I am getting better... I have noticed the more annoyed I am the faster I kill things hehe

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My friend Sam wants me to get back into the Belly danceing classes again so that way she can go without being embarrassed since I used to do it all the time. As fun and exciting as that sounds I just don't think I have the energy or time to put into that right now. I have to give it some thought.... well I might if I have more time but I don't know hehehe .
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Everyone keeps telling me that Im working way to hard, but having two jobs is something I can't give up on right now. In just one more week this job will be finished at the school but I still wont have enough cash saved so I can go to CA in March. No damn way I am not going this time... to many times I have tried and somethings always happened. SO this time Im going to push a little more and work allot harder. When my sister and I arnt painting I am going to try and get some lil part time job.
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I am a little exhasted today so I am going to really have to take a nap when i get home... its getting worse *sigh* i hope I make it till 5pm today!!

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After my thrilling day of locating every possible way to fall asleep on my desk, I drove straight up to the school to meet my sister Carol so we could finish more of that 20 foot mural we are working on.
Shortly after arriving I came to one conclusion I felt like hell and that the faster I got this done the sooner I can go home and sleep. So with a jacked up brush no masking done I just started free handing everything. I am not bragging but damn I was good I was extremely fast and finished my 10-foot space before everyone else got theirs done. I was actually very shocked considering how I made no mistakes, didn’t get any paint on my favorite black jeans and I managed to only drip three times. The dripping only happened though cause my sister and I started to joke around and somehow she got me involved in doing a Mad TV skit where I played Stuart and she was the crazy Mom and she was teaching me how to paint…. Oh my god it was so funny… I’m surprised we ever get anything done sometimes hehe
After another two hours go by and were moving constantly up and down the ladders was when I really started feeling it. My whole body felt drained and I could barely hold my paintbrush up anymore. Deciding to take a breather I went to the back to wash out my brush when there it was…. a beautiful stage prop couch right there just waiting to be used.
So you can only guess what I did next and yes I slept there all curled up under my coat till my sister came and woke me.

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I have officialy nodded off now 13 times today and it's getting harder and harder to focus *sigh* I cant even talk all i do is mummble Im so tired. I have just NEVER in my life been up this long before.... In the past 3 days I have only had one three hour nap and then three one hour naps. Not sleeping last night really pushed it though or at least I really think so cause my body feels terrible.
I know Kenneth keeps telling me to sleep but I honesty can't no matter how hard Ive been trying. Personaly I love sleeping It's just lately I end up laying there with my eyes closed for hours hoping Ill eventually fall asleep. I even tried counting and gave up when I hit 300... yeah that was pretty stupid!
Last night though it wasnt just the fact I was playing a game that kept me up.. it was my asthma. I couldnt stop coughing so even if I had tired it would have done little good.
It's to damn hard to think right now an its so hard to write so Im gonna stop here....

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An making money to save so I can get my butt too CA
So the more murals we get the better...

I am so damn bored right now and I am the only person actually working and that is just lame!
I knew I should have just called in then that way I could have at least slept in or something.
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Ohh and last night I finally noticed that I'm getting pretty good and shooting in Halo2 hehe So with more practice I should get even better in no time Though I am not sure I'll ever be able to beat Kenneth in a match I want to at least make it harder for him to kill me hehehe
Games are just so addicting hehe But thats ok!!
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I seriously think people should be paid more money and Friday be made the begining of everyones weekend that way we have Friday Saturday and Sunday off. That would just be so perfect!!!

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An making money to save so I can get my butt too CA
So the more murals we get the better...

I know I should be sleeping but Im just not very tired to be honest. I thinks thats because Ive been sleeping in so much lately. But so it will give me a chance to submit soon hehe I have been having allot of fun lately.
With my sister and I working I should be able to get enough money saved up soon so I can go to California to see the family and my sweetie. I am getting so excited about going though.. cause its been forever since I was last down there. I just know Ill be beyond happy to see everyone specialy my dad, grandpa, my sister Sharron and Kenneth. I just wish I could stay longer then two or three weeks hehehe

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An making money to save so I can get my butt too CA
So the more murals we get the better...

Christmas Around the World

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American:
Is one big combination of traditions from all over the world molded into one big pot. We have carols from England and Australia and trees from Germany. Santa Claus, or St. Nick. in a red suit originated in Scandinavia and his arrival through the chimney to fill stockings is reminiscent of the Netherlands. Santas sleigh drawn by reindeer began in Switzerland, and our parades may be a carry-over from Latin processions. From ancient times, American Indians have held religious dances to coincide with the winter solstice. Franciscan monks succeeded in bringing this Indian celebration and the Christmas Holy Day together. Thirty-five miles south of Santa Fe, in the San Felipe Pueblo, is held perhaps one of the most unique Christmas Eve dances. Shortly after the priest has delivered his Christmas Eve sermon and departed, birdcalls burst from the loft (sounds produced by blowing into a shallow dish of water through a split, perforated hollow reed). An insistent drum takes over and dancers move into the blazing light of the altar. Dressed in masks, animal skins, feathers, coral, shells, turquoise and head dresses with real antlers, they perform the deer, turtle, eagle and buffalo dances. Women carry a sprig of HAKAK, the sacred spruce tree, which represents eternal life and which they believed helped to create mankind.
Australia:
Christmas comes in the summer time so the holiday may be spent at the beach, or eating cold salads instead of a hot Turkey.. LUCKY!!! One popular Australian song states that six white boomers, or large kangaroos, pull Santa's sleigh.
England:
Now these guys LOVE Christmas hehe Many Christmas customs which originated in Britain have been adopted in the United States. The first ever Christmas card was posted in England in the 1840s, and the practice soon became an established part of the build-up to Christmas. Over a billion Christmas cards are now sent every year in the United Kingdom, many of them sold in aid of charities. MISTLETOE, considered sacred by the British Druids, was believed to have many miraculous powers. Among the Romans, it was symbol of peace, and, it was said that when enemies met under it, they discarded their arms and declared a truce. From this comes our custom of kissing under the mistletoe. England was the first country to use it during the Christmas season.
Italy:
Italians combine early pagan festivals with the Christian holiday beliefs. Christmas fairs and torch processions, honor not only the birth of Christ, but also the birth of the "Unconquered Sun." "Natale," the Italian word for Christmas, is literally the translation for "birthday." Sadly a rapidl disappearing tradition in Italy, is the ushering in of the coming festivities by the "Piferari" or fifers. They descend from the mountains of the Abruzzo and Latium playing inviting and characteristic tunes on their bagpipes, filling the air with anticipation for the joyous celebration to come and I bet it sounds amazing.
China:
Paper Lanterns are the decoration of choice in China! Beautiful paper lanterns are made an a candle inside lights them make for quite a site! The Christmas trees here are known as "Trees Of Light", and are decorated with paper lanterns, paper flowers, and paper chains. Mu... ]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/4128975/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/4128975/ Wed, 22 Dec 2004 15:29:58 PST
An making money to save so I can get my butt too CA
So the more murals we get the better...

I really love painting on walls and canvases the size of houses though hehe Kinda makes me wonder if thats how Micholangelo or da Vinci felt... ...Though theirs was on a more grander scale then mine hehehe
Personaly I would LOVE to get a job like that hehe but I think I would have to hire help to complete it an I know just the people tooo!!
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Other then that Im learning the ways of Halo2 with the best and cutest instructor I could ever ask for!!
I have so much to learn specialy them controllers they are SO not like a PS2s


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One major thing I reallly hate about winter is how you have to practicaly wear cleats to get from one place to the other. All I needed to do today was walk down these stupid stairs... just four measly steps but NOOooo instead of walking down them I fell right on my ass down them and hit my arm and hand so hard I somehow cut my pinky finger. So now Im bleeding all over everything and I hurt.. and of all the places to hit on my butt I land on my tail bone... GAHHHHHH that was just so lame. To make it even better I'm also wet because it hurt so bad when I fell I couldnt even stand up for at least a minute. If i could have moved or made a sound it would have looked like the family guy when he fell and hit his knee... Anyway so here I am sitting on the ground in a dress freezing...
Just so everyone knows too I will never ever wear a dress in winter again ... NEVER!!!!

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Its night time and I cant sleep but whats worse is im bored...
Tragic hu?!?! Yeah hehe thats what I was thinking. I did have a blast ice skating though oh and not to mention the coolest snowball war ever... Which I single handedly one

Ohh yeah but I did have a killer dream of seaing the beautiful ocean and beach hehe the water was so bright blue and green... Of course i wished I could have slept longer, maybe I'll finally get to see one for real.

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]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/4075157/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/4075157/ Wed, 15 Dec 2004 16:57:26 PST Sorry this ones long.. Hope its not lamishly boring hehe

The People In My Life: Part IV
Friends:
Rob…… (aka) The Rob
Best Memory:
Just like Chris there are just way too many memories tied up here hehe But I’ll try to pick one of my favorites… though I’ll probably remember and even better one later. Anyway..
One day we all decided to go camping for an entire week up at this really big lake. Rob, his girlfriend, Chris (who was girlfriendless at the time), Jeremie and I loved camping together and we all did it whenever we could, never mattered when summer or winter we went. So one fine sunny afternoon while on one of our many adventurous camping trips Rob and Chris stopped me while I was on my way to go swimming in the lake and asked me to wait by the picnic tables in the parking area till they came back instead. Now knowing these two, I could only imagine it was going to be awesome so I ditched the lake then stood where they had asked me too eagerly waiting for their return. Several minutes roll by an the anticipation was starting to get to me when here comes Chris’s mighty Nissan Pulsar (which he obsessed constantly over like an old lady and her cat) sliding around the corner and the next thing I know both Chris and Rob leap out wearing JUST their t-shirts. Now I know what your thinking and NO they weren’t wearing them the normal way most humans wear t-shirts …Ohhh NO Not these two!! These two lovely gentlemen jump out wearing them like adult size diapers. Oh man I was instantly laughing so hard that I could barely take the pictures at all. Even the people that were driving by couldn’t resist and began honking, laughing and shouting out their car windows as Rob after striking several interesting poses began doing his Happy Mr. Jiggles dance (Looks something like Elaine’s dance moves from Seinfeld and the gecko from Geico doing the robot in fast forward… it’s a sad sight…) on top of a park picnic tabletop when fate stepped in and his t-shirt unable to stay in the giant knot he had tied in the front came undone. To every ones horror and burning eyes naked chubby butt cheeks flopping around traumatized every one who witnessed it. Laughing they jumped into Chris’s car and together drove off wildly never to be seen again. Well not until I finally stumbled back to the campsite, had a hell of a time to cause I was laughing so hard I had fallen into a stupid bush.
Worst Memory
We were driving around one night… Well like every night looking for something to do when we decided to head down town cause something was always going on down there. I was riding along with Rob, Joe and Tobby at the time when Rob spots this chick walking down the street. He thinks she is hotter then the heat between his butt cheeks (Just so you know that is really what he said) and he decides he wants to cruse in for a better look and maybe snatch a number from her. She was very tall and thin wearing high healed leather boots, black net type nylons, a very short purple spandex skirt and a gold leopard print shinny blouse with big fluffy teased hair. Now the closer we got the more I being the cute innocent detective type girl that I am knew something just wasn’t right about this woman’s body or clothes and ever flag went up. I have to say I didn’t want to be the one to break the moment. Though I did make a warning call and told them that I didn’t think that she was a woman at all. But Rob and Tobby wouldn’t hear it and argued with me about how they knew that she had to be a woman. So I just gave up and let them find out the hard way. It was hilarious listening to Rob being Rob and bragging about his manhood and such. Grinning to myself as we pull closer to the curb the woman finally noticing us turns to takes a looksie.
Now I am dieing in the back seat cause there in front of us standing is a really messed up looking guy. His blouse was completely unbuttoned and this matted black fuzzy bush was sitting on his exposed chest like some enormous jacked up beaver and a mustache that looked like someone glued a ferret there. That was it for me and I was rolling all over the back seat laughing and crying so bad I thought I was gonna pee my pants as I heard Rob scream as he took off yelling at me to never tell Chris and Jeremie “EVER”!. Hehehe I didn’t have to tell them though Tobby did and Rob never lived it down.
John(aka)Sweetheart:
Best Memory:
John was one of those guys you instantly loved, he was sweet, cute and the funnest guy I knew. He loved to play Paintball and always took Jeremie and I with him. Though he usually put me on his team too but I think that because he loved to tease me whenever we were laying low and he was behind me. Once he even shot me i... ]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/4068083/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/4068083/ Tue, 14 Dec 2004 18:15:23 PST Why do things have to hurt so much...

A nagging thought keeps messing up my concentration badly and it sucks. To be honest I am feeling very ignored and it is hurting more then it really should. I know that now that I am finally alone I have nothing to do but think, which is a bad thing for me to do because I’m just not very good at it really. I have a tendency too analyze and dissect every meaning or action placed in front of me. I think that is why I keep so busy and laugh so much “Happiness hides ones true Sadness”.
never mind*smile*

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The People In My Life: Part II
Friends:
Chris Brevard (aka) The Robs
Best Memory:
Wow! There are actually to many good ones to put down on just one page. So I’ll start with the first one that pops in my head hehe.
Oh yeah HAHA, Chris always had this butt fetish… Not with other peoples butts. I am talking his very own lovely white hairy butt and how he loved to plaster it all over the windows of my car everywhere we went. Though McDonalds seemed to be his favorite romp because every single time we went through the drive through his shinny ass was stuck to the back driver side window.
One day we all went to the movies and because there were so many of us going we decided to take two cars. Now I warned Chris before we even left the house that I didn’t wanna clean any butt grime off my window that day so to keep it in his pants on. Well about half way there he got a brainstorm and decided to do a sneak butt maneuver to my back window so he could moon our friends behind us. Now I warned him not to do it and when I looked back and seen his pants around his ankles and his butt rubbing on my glass. So without warning I did a break check hehehe and Chris fell with his naked butt and *coff* other extremities on my floorboard, his right leg went between the passenger door and seat and his left leg went between my seat and the passenger seat. Instantly he started screaming about his nutz on the slide rail to the seat and I started screaming and laughing about his nakedness on my car floor mat and how I had to sterilize it now. Hehe hMan he was just so damn stuck and we had to pull over to move the seat slowly forward just to get him out.
Worst Memory
As much as Chris’s love for Taco bell grew his bowels didn’t and he could never keep it in for long. It never failed either cause the minute he would eat it we were making an emergency stop at the nearest bathroom. So one day just like everyday we made such a stop at a Holiday gas station as always we waited in the car while he took care of business. When about 20 minutes later he came running out of the gas station laughing and yelling to get out of there fast. Now knowing Chris we all knew it was going to be good. So as we started to pull away he began telling us how he had run in there just like normal but before he could even get his pants down his butt like went nuclear and exploded all over the back of the toilet, walls and floor before he ever had the chance to sit down. He said there was no way he could clean it because it was everywhere so he panicked and ran out of the bathroom the minute he done and that guy went in right after him.
I bet that poor poor man had that burned into his brain for life…..
Toby Lovelaceaka)Loveless
Best Memory:
Oh my god Toby was a freak and loved to just be weird and extremely strang. Like hanging his head out the car window and bark at people. Though he only did that when my mom drove us anywhere because he loved to embarrass her too much. That and we always teased him about his last name…
One day we all went snowboarding at Alieska but Tobby wanted to be cool and go skiing instead. Well about a mile from the bottom I stopped and was arguing with this dumb ass cause he kept trying to stop me for my phone number and I finally ended up punching him right in the nose and he ran off bleeding. When here come’s Super Tobby with his skies pointing straight ahead and doing like mock 12 down the mountain. Now Tobby was never a very bright kid *sigh* and decided he would do this retarded hope or man I don’t even know what the hell he was doing but well he didn’t get very far doing it because he ate it and skidded at least 5 – 6 feet down the mountain on his face. Snow gloves and body parts were flailing madly through the air but what really got me laughing was how his body like folded over backwards and he actually kicked himself in the back of the head with his own ski… He even had the perfect bruise of the back of the ski on his head…
Worst Memory
We were at a drive through at Burger King getting lunch when Tobby started coffing and coffed a giant lug on Jeremies arm…. Thank somebody that I was in the back seat and safe.. man that was just grosssss


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Man this is beyond lame,
I am so damned exhausted and I have no appetite at all. I know that if I didn’t try and make myself eat a little I wouldn’t eat at all. My Doctor says that it’s because of the medications he has me on and since I have to take them there isn’t much he can do. Except take them every 7 to 8 hours instead of 5 to 6… I wouldn’t dare close my eyes for even a second cause I would be passed out in the corner somewhere.
Just writing this is even taking me to long. Probably shouldn’t have come to work today, I’m seriously not getting anything done and it sucks. My concentration or the lack there of pissing me off because it’s terribly depressing… Neither my mind nor my body seems to want to function at all with this stuff in my system.
It’s even worse when I’m at home because the minute I sit down I’m like out…. And it doesn’t matter where… couch, floor, shower, car, I even fell asleep sitting on the dryer and leaning against the wall in the laundry area. The guy that lives in apartment 4 had to wake me up, he was pretty worried too cause it took him about 20 minutes to get me to even open my eyes.
Anyway … other then that there isn’t much … except I’m pretty miserable and I haven’t been able to talk to Kenneth in what feels like forever *sigh*…
Damn I’m feeling sick again … I better go.

See what Made in flash hehe if you havnt seen it , you should!! ---- <<<[link] LINK>>>> ---- ]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/3972917/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/3972917/ Thu, 02 Dec 2004 14:24:45 PST Mocha of the Day
16oz White Chocolate Mocha with Strawberry, Irish cream and marshmellow...
hehehe My latest and best one yet!!!

Hehe
I really have to get a Christmas list together and we need to start planning on how we are going to do this. My mum’s going to be visiting my sister Sharron this Christmas so it is now up to us to figure out what we are all doing. Knowing my family half will have it in one place and the other half will refuse to be in the same area as the others an be someplace else. *sigh* No one ever just gets along. I know for me this is going to be a pretty lonely Christmas… But that’s ok. Right now I’m not to worried about it.
I will still have lots of fun and it’s not going to be because of presents and stuff… for me its seeing how happy everyone is and all the little things… like singing Christmas songs, seeing my friends all in one place and having fun with them and Oh an kissing under the mistletoe… hehe just kidding. You know I’ve never been kissed under the mistletoe before hehe *sigh* wow that’s lame hehe besides there is only one guy I want to be kissing
Anyways I’m sure mum wont mind it if Easter and I cook dinner at her place and everything hehe so we are all set. If not we have plenty of other places hehe
I just hope everyone can get along because they better not expect me to play ref and be all giggles and smiles. Besides I think I’ve broken my happy facemask and I don’t think I can fix it anymore. In all honesty I don’t really want too…
Though in a matter of days I will have the hugest burden and nightmare of my entire life finally gone. I can’t even begin to explain the emotions I am feeling because it’s just too much. Four years worth of anger, frustration and fear So yeah….
Sometimes it just sucks having so much emotion because while you are able to support everyone else whenever they need you… there really just doesn’t seem to be anyone who can return the favor.
Hehe Hey but I’m a pretty tuff girl and I can deal with it… guess it’s a gift!

See what Made in flash hehe if you havnt seen it , you should!!
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Not even the Mocha is helping.. Hmmm I think
this calls for a red bull!!


Oh my gosh I so wanna be all curled up under my blankets right now sleeping….
Not only because it was so warm and the way I was lying so comfortable but I was also having an awesome action type dream too.
Though I’m not sure why I was dreaming about being trapped in a giant Space Port that was under attack by big nasty alien creatures. They were everywhere too and had hunting parties to track down everyone still alive.
So I had to sneak around al stealth like just to get to my suite. Which was really awesome when I finally got it on, though it totally reminded me WAY too much of Bubblegum Crisis Tokyo 2040!!, weird but still very cool. Either way I got to kick some major butt before my alarm went off at least. I would have loved to have seen what happened next…. Ohhh well! *grumbles* boring work…
Now the other stuff, Kitty might be going home today or tomorrow. I think Nick said Daniel and Pheadra would be coming back today. But Nicks a goofy guy hehe and he was probably all drunk when he talked to me on MSN last night. *hehehe* The lush.
I do know it’s this week sometime so I’m not too worried.
Wow… You know what?!?! I am so damned tired right now… Just gotta keep telling myself 6 1/2 more hours and I can run home and jump back into bed and take a much desired nap.


See what Made in flash hehe if you havnt seen it , you should!!
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WOW! Guess what I’ve reached a new level of boredom and its scary. Before I realized it I had built two giraffes and a donkey out of paper clips. Ok! I was going for a horse but it just looks like a donkey to me. Then I started writing the most retarded, should be burned poem ever in my life?!?!?!
An just because I know you won’t mind it’s here for your poking of fun along with me or at me *sigh* Oh well I suck at poems!!!….
My Day Today
OH I think I’ve got something to good to be true
Flustered by a phrase, turning three shades of pink
Continually giggling at wistful dreams of two
Yet lonely my heart yearns, tipping my cup for another drink
Isn’t that swell
I’m out!
Work pilled all over my desk and a chat box across my screen
Millions of miles away, my love hardly speaks, feels evaen farther from reach
Lonely looking at an empty cup, surmising on getting more caffeine
Too much coffee is bad, a co worker will preach
Oh well
I feel like I could pout!
I wanna go now but can’t leave this cellblock till five
Stupid work, I really needing to stay awake, I’m just so bored
Surprised I even showed up, having no drive
No one usually does but me, Well they do drive a ford
Damnit to Hell
Now I wanna shout
Just found out two damned ties on my car are going flat
Hu?! Now some guy wants to cyber on my MSN... WHAT!?!
Frustrated, Annoyed, What’s up with that??
Somehow im finding happy thoughts, but I gotta get outta this rutt.
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]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/3936762/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/3936762/ Sun, 28 Nov 2004 04:39:46 PST and just freakishly not normal!!

Oh my gosh it is finally snowing.. I just wonder if it will stay or melt again. This just hasn't exactly been a normal winter. Everything has been melting cause it just has been so warm. I really do love when it does snow like this despite hating the cold so much. I just think the giant flakes look extreamly pretty and they usually make me feel all giggly and happy.
Anyway I'm still feeling pretty lonely ..Ahhh but its okay.. *SMILE* I'll live hehe
Man I need to just go to sleep hehehe

]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/3929405/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/3929405/ Sat, 27 Nov 2004 04:55:24 PST I'm sure you have... Pretty much everyone does I guess..
Though it just really sucks
*sigh*

So how was everyone's Thanksgiving??? Mine was super fun.
I spent most of the day with my family eating and playing games. Later I spent the rest of the night infront of a bonfire with friends drinking rum an cokes and making smore's. Oh my gosh do you know that that was my first time making smore's!! It was just sooo fun!!
I hope I can do that again soon hehe
Right now I am stuck watching a dorky low budget movie called FANG! *sigh* Man I hate nights when you can't fall asleep and you are stuck sitting up alone in your bed wishing you werent alone.. at least then it wouldnt be so lonely and boring.
Hmm Im seriously just gonna take the last of my night quil.... I'm still alittle sick so it's not like it'll be bad for me to take... *sigh* I just gotta do something cause this is lame...

]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/3908458/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/3908458/ Wed, 24 Nov 2004 11:43:44 PST Kitty Babysitting Day 1

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ay two of Kitty Sitting…
Godzilla will not stop fallowing me... Everywhere I go there that kitten is hehe and it’s actually cute so it isn’t bugging me too much. Even though I can't seem to go to the bathroom without her glued to me. It was funny too because last night she tried to eat my cheeseburger and fries last night!! Just never seen a cat dig French fries before hehe.
She wont even sleep anywhere but right by my head... it's soooo weird!?! I think Godzilla just loves my head or something!!
The when I finally went to sleep she was sleeping on the pillow I was holding. When I woke up though she had moved onto the pillow I was sleeping on hehe right against my forehead. Man that kitty just realllly loves my head or my hair smells really good to her?!!?!?

]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/3901746/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/3901746/ Wed, 24 Nov 2004 03:00:24 PST Kitty Babysitting Day 1
I had to hold off on Part III of my other journal for now, Cause I’m doing a journal for Godzilla’s mommy Phaedra
hehehe Sorry Matt!! I know you want me to probably get that done… An I will soon hehe kay?!?

Well I am officially babysitting Godzilla!!!
Yep she is rampaging in my apartment as we speak. And she is just soooooo cute Now your probably wander just who Godzilla is?!?! No she isn’t a giant green radioactive lizard monster from Japan. She only thinks she is!
Nope, she just a tiny black and white kitten.
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She seems to be taking the exchange pretty well. At first she totally refused to leave my lap... But after giving it much thought she got really brave and began exploring the apartment while I worked on a new image.
She is extremely into my ferrets that’s for sure. (Who are a little confused and jealous of this annoying fuzzy black and white ball slapping at them!!)
At least she is having loads of fun at my place hehe and finding wonderful places to sleep. Like for example: Sleeping peacefully around my neck Never woke up in the middle of the night before to find a kitten sleeping on my neck. Of course I didn’t mind though. And I just went back to sleep and left her there.
Anyway that’s about it for now hehe
Oh yeah and Phaedra said I have to submit pictures so expect some of those pretty soon

]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/3894314/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/3894314/ Mon, 22 Nov 2004 15:35:00 PST The People In My Life: Part II
Family:
Niece (aka Christina)
Best Memory:
When we were kinds I was a terrible prankster. Oh my gosh! I loved it and my family was always on the receiving end.
One time Christina and I were walking past this electric fence these people had put up to keep us kids out. Well I had already learned allot about electricity seeing as how I shocked the hell outta myself sneaking over the fence the night before with my brother Chris. (We were so bad and yes we made it over that night)
Anyway Christina out of nowhere makes this comment about getting over the fence and that’s when my evilish ways kicked in. So I ran up to the fence to test it out for her and see if it was on. Ohhh and it was so on too. Now I knew what I was about to do was soooo naughty butt it was just too damned tempting. So after a short should I or shouldn’t I, I reached out and faked like I was holding onto the fence… the entire time giggle my butt off on the inside. I even picked up a stick and touched it to the fence a few times saying “See it’s not on... look”!. *tap tap* So after finally convincing her it was off she strolled up and gripped the fence with both hands in a motion to hope over.. Well there was no hopping! Just a pop a scream and her running faster then I could ride my bike down the road!!
Worst Memory
I made her cry when I didn’t sit with her on the bus on the way home from school this one day!!! I still feel bad about that! “Sorrrrry”!
Nephew (aka Tommy:
Best Memory:
When we got to feed the hawks my brother and Tommy were raising.
Worst Memory
Tommy and a few others thought it would be a laugh fest to lock me in the crawl space under the house… They had taken my stuffed bunny away and threw it under the horrible dirty spider infested space under the house. I knew what was about to happen but I ran in after my bunny anyways. Before I could get back to the door they had shut and locked me in. I was there for hours and had lost my voice from crying... I finally got out when my brother Chris came looking for me and let me out of there. Main reason I hate spiders soooo much now!
Nephew (aka William:
Best Memory:
Umm He was always The Fink in our group. We couldn’t do anything without him telling on everything we did.
Worst Memory
Just him ALWAYS getting us all in trouble!!!!! Only thing I ever remembered.
Brother in Law (aka Richard):
Best Memory:
He loved his bear so much he refused to drop it. One day when we all went fishing. He decided he wanted higher ground and climbed up this muddy hill with a beer in one hand and his pole in the other. Well after reaching the top and making this retarded king of the mountain stance, he slipped and fell right on his tummy and did a penguin impression straight into the water. Only thing sticking above the water was his butt and the beer!!
Worst Memory
He wanted to punish Chris and I for something we did… So Steven my other brother and Richard shot our dog in front of us. Forcing me not to look away… by telling me he would make my dog suffer if I closed my eyes. So I kept them open and remembered ever detail to this day.


Yeah I know that’s allot and I even added a section to it hehe I need to update part 1 with the extras
Yeah Im just such a boring girl!!! ]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/3865379/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/3865379/ Mon, 22 Nov 2004 15:41:05 PST Family:
Mother: (aka Vivian)
Best Memory:
I remember she always smelled like that carefree gum . Once my mother tried smoking. My brother and I were outside playing when we saw smoke coming out of our moms bathroom window. Of course being 6 we thought it was a fire and ran in for the rescue. Instead of a fire we caught our mom standing on the dirty cloths basket smoking out the window. After that my mom never smoked again!! Not to mention that Chris and I hid every pack of cigarettes that we found.
Worst Memory
When mom and dad fought!
Father (aka TOM):
Best Memory:
My dad always had funky feet and LOVED watching TV. When we were little we used to run in front of the TV really fast making whoosh noises like we were flying by for fun. Mom also had a game similar to ours. Even though hers looked more dangerous. She did what’s known as run by powdering because dads foot funk drove her nuts. Hehehe It was like a spectator sport too watching her come outta left field with the powder and in a single motion squeeze a bunch of powder all over dads feet. Man she had good precision aim with that!! Then she would vanish into the hall, after he finished ranting and resumed his TV watching. Mom would then come outta right field and throw a towel over his feet.
Worst Memory
When my father left!!
Brothers (aka Chris and Steven):
Best Memory:
Chris and I were running around the house and I thought I was awesome all holding onto the belt loop of his jeans so he couldn’t escape me. When Chris decides to start running down the big hill in front of our home. Now here we are running full speed down a steep hill and we are stuck together. I tried about everything to get my fingers out of his belt loop but couldn’t and running wasn’t making that part any easier. Well we made it to the very bottom at least before we crashed into the fire pit screaming. Both of us were covered in ash and poor Chris had actually peed his pants… Man I laughed soooo hard!
As for Steven.. Ummm yeah I don’t have any best memories… I just remember being woke up one morning to allot of screaming … I snuck out of my bed and hid behind the wall listening. When I peeked into the kitchen I watched my brother pushing my mom in the doorway and calling her a b^^ch and a wh^^e.. Hmm still never forgiven him for that…
Worst Memory
When Chris and I were playing hide and seek in the house and Chris got a fishing hook stuck in his head when he was hiding under the couch and I had to pull it out.
Sisters (aka Carol, Sharron Linda & Diann):
Best Memory:
Carol is the funnest and I even nicknamed her THE BANSHEE for obvious reasons. Anyway one night she had to take the trash outside an thought she seen a dog tearing the trash all up. So she thought she was gonna teach him a lesson. So she ran up and kicked it right in the butt.. Thing is it wasn’t a dog!? It was a brown bear!! Well she started screaming like mad and the Bear was never seen again!!!! An How she thought a bear was a dog… we may never know?!?!
Worst Memory
We got in a argument and she slapped me so hard my nose bleed!!
Sharron .. just used to scream all the time… When we were little we used to hang onto stuff when she would start. We imagined that she was causing a giant wind-storm and we had to hold onto something or be blown away.
Diann… she gives good hugs when she’s not being mean…
Worst Memory
To many!?!?!
Linda.. She died when I was 4… She was on a road trip and when it got really cold her boyfriend at the time lighted coal to warm them up and left it burning when they fell asleep… So if you know anything about burning coal in a confined area you can imagine what happened.. and her and her boyfriend suffocated in their sleep..
Worst Memory
When I visited her grave with Chris.

There is way more to this but I didn’t wanna take up my entire page to post it all. So I’ll make a part two to this Plus I figure no one is gonna wanna really read all this anyways ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/3857096/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/3857096/ Wed, 17 Nov 2004 12:30:31 PST Now I know how the Little Mermaid felt when she lost her voice
MOOD: I’m So Sick!!!
READING: Symbolism in Ancient and Biblical Societies!!! hehe Yeah i'm a Dork//Nerd
WATCHING: The Little Princess
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Well I am still without a voice and it just sucks.

I’ve never not been able to talk before… 90% of the time you can’t ever get me to shut up.
I don’t know I guess I’m a dork cause I honestly really love to talk… :blahh: :blahh:
My mother always said I should have been an actress or a lawyer because I’m convincing and I never shut up!!
Thing is I inherited it from her no less. That and cursing… and she says I’m bad!?!? When she starts she sounds like she should be in a Trucker Bar on the I’90 or something. I just love my mom she is too cool!
Other then that my sister and I have a large elephant painting to do. YAY! We never painted an elephant before so it should be a fun challenge for us.
Oh an I got new ice skates too so as soon as I am feeling healthy again I’ll be ice skating again.
So I’ll be pretty busy for this up and coming months…. MMMmmm Yummmy I want some tea ……


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]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/3849750/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/3849750/ Tue, 16 Nov 2004 13:34:08 PST MISERABLE!!!!
MOOD: Im Sick
READING: Symbolism in Ancient and Biblical Societies!!! hehe Yeah i'm a Dork//Nerd
WATCHING: Shrek 2
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Well I’ve caught this cold from hell and I've finally for the first time in my life lost my voice completely and it’s to a point I can't even wheeze a simple decent audible word out…
I would say I sound terrible if I could actually make a sound to hear at all... *sigh*
I just feel so ineffectual right now… and it’s very frustrating to me…
Bad enough I don’t have anyone to talk to as it is, but now even if I did it would be pointless.
Though it would probably be like most of my conversations with people… one sided and boring.
I do have a few people I can talk with (whom I love to talk too)… but lately even they have been too busy to say more then a few words to me…
*sigh*
I really dislike being lonely that’s for sure…

:viewgodzilla'sbane :

]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/3838044/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/3838044/ Mon, 15 Nov 2004 01:11:45 PST MISERABLE!!!!
MOOD: Work s sucking my brain out
READING: Symbolism in Ancient and Biblical Societies!!! hehe Yeah i'm a Dork//Nerd
WATCHING: Shrek 2
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Well the Holiday Festival is finally over and done with.. Well everything except the books and running all the final payments that is... But the Boss Man gave us all Monday off. So that will have to wait till Tuesday.
It is wierd though cause I think everyone there loved me or something. When the show was over and I was leaving I got about 40 hugs I tried to tell them I was sick but they hugged me anyways. They were all so nice
But then on the way home I got the biggest scar ever. See the Roads are very bad and extreamly icy so I couldnt drive all that fast and this guy in a big truck started flashing his brights at me and ridding my ass. There was nothing I could do so I just ignored him.. maninly because I was soo damned exhausted and sore.
After I got about half way home I noticed he was still behind me so I made a few pointless turns and then a U turn. When I made the U turn though I was right beside him and he was looking right at me. When he raised his hand and waved a knife at me. I got so scared so I drove to the nearest police station cause I was on empty in my gas tank and wasnt sure I could lose him before I ran outta gas.. When I got to the police station it was closed!!!! I couldnt believe it it was like being in a stupid movie.
With little choice I desided to attemt to lose him so I pulled some really crazy stunts that I would never usually do when its that icy but I was able to put about 5 cars between us and cut across a lane of traffic into Carrs parking lot where I pulled the e brake and slid right into a parking spot where I turned off the lights. I watched this freak look for me for a few minutes before he finally drove off.
Man that was sooo scary....
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READING: Symbolism in Ancient and Biblical Societies!!! hehe Yeah i'm a Dork//Nerd
WATCHING: Umm Ummm Nothing actually I dont have the time....
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I have discovered a new lvl of exhaustion and it sucks. I am so on auto piolet rynning on Mocha and redbull and rockstars
I feel amost numb now cause my body is past hurting and exhaustion ...figures they would put me incharge of all the musicians and the sound. I love working with all the music equipment and setting up the sound for an entire areana.. but when one stage is on the floor in the middle of and arena and the other stage is at the very top of the arena ...well thats allot of bleacher stairs to run up and down ever few minutes... for 10 10 - 11 hours... my muscles will make me pay once this is over...
Man and then NOWWWW I woke up and I am SICK!!! Sicker then hell and my voice is gone now guess I can't sing today but oh well hehehe I kinda get bored sining silent night a hundred times in three days..
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Loves you bye! ]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/3809092/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/3809092/ Thu, 11 Nov 2004 11:21:40 PST HAHA Just Messin with you
But it does sound really good right now
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MOOD: Work s sucking my brain out
READING: Symbolism in Ancient and Biblical Societies!!! hehe Yeah i'm a Dork//Nerd
WATCHING: Umm Ummm Nothing actually I dont have the time....
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I dont have time for anything right now.. No games, No movies, No Ice Skating, No doing dounuts in the parking lots, No drive by SnowBalling to unexpecting family and friends (thats my favorite)
I dont have no fun time free time or any time and I'm so burt out and exhausted..
Hmmmm Wonder if I could get someone to kidnap me for a month or two That would be so awesome!!!
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*daydreams of going somewhere else* ]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/3802235/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/3802235/ Wed, 10 Nov 2004 14:28:01 PST Save ME Please
MOOD: Were you expecting something different ??????? I mean really?????
READING: Symbolism in Ancient and Biblical Societies!!! hehe Yeah i'm a dork//Nerd
Watching: Umm Ummm Underworld
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Hmmm Let’s see… I am currently waiting for my Hot and Sour Soup from Yen King That I have to say is the best soup ever and I guess one of my favorite foods Well besides to pizza, cheeseburgers, Oh lasagna Mmmm yeah and enchiladas.
Man I better stop because I’m starving!!!!
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Other then that I’ll still be submitting art one by one!
Next I’ll either submit my Inuyasha Fan art or Fan Art of Hermione and her cat hehehe havnt desided yet ]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/3784359/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/3784359/ Mon, 08 Nov 2004 11:49:59 PST MOOD: Were you expecting something different ??????? I mean really?????
READING: The Da Vinci Code Again!!! hehe
Watching: The Goonies and Spirited Away
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After I get off of work today I will finally be able to submit something.....
I know I can't believe it either
Almost all of it was colored with Copic pens and colored pencils so after a few touch ups with the computer and I color in a few back grounds I'll be submitting around 10 pieces maybe even more.
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Yay!! Thanksgiving is almost here now and I can't wait to stay up all night cooking with my mom *SMILE*
It's cool because we makejust about EVERYTHING hehe and this year we are probably going to cook two turkeys, one in the oven the other in the smoker thingy in the back I am guessing ... Im still not sure yet.
Oh` but I have to make the pasta to for the pasta salads and stuff so that's gonna take me at leat a few days
*cries* Specially since I have to make 4 diffrent styles and 3 diffrent flavors ...all by hand!!!!
Awww man I just realized it's going to be even harder for me now too because of my right hand. After the surgery I had its never really gotten better an it is so going to hurt like hell the minute I get started cause homemade pasta is HARD TO MAKE!!! Ahhhh but it's fun hehe and always tasts awesome. Just wish i ha a secound pair of hands to help me hehehe... Hmmm Maybe I can convince my niece Amanda its fun and make her do it HAHAHA
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READING: The Da Vinci Code Again!!! hehe
Watching: The Goonies and Sirited Away I LOVE this movie!
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This is so lame the power keeps going out in our apartments. So I haven’t been able to do much of anything except read. An I have so much art that needs to be finished *cries* Sometimes winter in Alaska sucks…
Anyway I got sick of being cold so I went over to my mother’s house to get some essentials. You know hot chocolate, hot soup, the thick wool itchy blankets and some candles.
I had brought my book with me, you know the one, The Da Vinci code. Well I decided to read while I cooked the soup cause I was making it from scratch and that was going to take awhile.
After about an hour there was a knock on the door and I heard my mom let in the most horrible beast I ever heard.
My Aunt and her Annoying Ol’Crone Bag Police Squad~
I didn’t know SHE was back in town and I know I had the look of disgust on my face when I saw her walk into the living room as she did her best impression of a wombat scowling in my general direction the second she saw me too.
Man I was happy I wore my snowboarding pants and pink “How many licks does it take” tank top hahaha Man she hates the way I dress and that alone instantly annoyed her. Even with my new short hair pulled up in two mini ponytails didn’t help the situation.
So I just ignored her and went back to reading when I heard this friggin shriek like a wail from the banshee herself next to me and the next thing I know my book is being ripped outta my hands. When I realized what she was doing I couldn’t believe it, that witch was trying to toss it in the damned fire. Man she is lucky Im faster cause I was able to catch it before it went in.
I wheeled around asking her what in the hell she thought she was doing and she started actually calling me a heretic and a witch. She said she always knew something was wrong with me. Blah blah blah your disowned and so on.
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I don’t want to go into the rest cause it was all just allot of screaming and name-calling.
What’s actually bothering me here is I just can’t believe this is all over a book that talks.. well against the church. I wish I could understand why church people get so crazy like that about their religion, special their constant nagging and singling people out. They say how peace loving they are but yet they attack you like a savage porch monkey sending you to hell the minute they feel that you don’t belong to their way of thinking. Really makes you wonder… Really makes me wonder….
So I plan on studying this subject extensively… Rather I am liked or disliked for it… I’m tired of being forced to believe in something… Specially something I have always felt uneasy and skeptical about… ]]> ~MochaNotCoffee http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/3725115/ http://MochaNotCoffee.deviantart.com/journal/3725115/ Mon, 01 Nov 2004 13:51:30 PST MOOD: Overcurious
READING: The Da Vinci Code
“Which is an awesome read”.
Watching: Ethnicity, Folk Religion and Symbolism, Secrets » The Da Vinci Code Gallery » The Louvre » Official
Guess the book I’m currently reading peaked my interest for at least awhile.
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HMMMMM:
If you could be any monster in the world, What Monster would that be???
Werewolf
Vampire
Frankenstein
Zombie
The Creature from the Black Lagoon
Godzilla
The Blob
Banshee
Mummy
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Well I’m still not sleeping to well after my adventure in the scariest bedroom ever AND it was in an attic… of all places.
I was all alone tooooooooo!!!
It wouldn’t have been so bad if I it hadn’t been..
A. Halloween weekend
B. I watch The Grudge
C. My sister told me when she first moved in she had taken a picture of the house and in the attic window was a face of a man!!!! 0_0;
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Well I proponed submitting new art because I HAVE to make this awesome b-day image hehe which I wanna submit with everything else cause I have some really good stuff I wanna share ]]> ~MochaNotCoffee