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]]> ~Mohani http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/18662181/ http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/18662181/ Wed, 04 Jun 2008 12:55:01 PDT
-JAY says CIao.

]]> ~Mohani http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/16729876/ http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/16729876/ Mon, 04 Feb 2008 19:50:24 PST

Dear Ms. Heidi-Lee De Mello,

Today, I had received your letter in regards of not attending IADT for January. In it’s contents you had stated that “you understand that changes in my personal, financial, or work situation may have delayed me from pursuing this opportunity.” Truth is, I am not sure that you do. And though it may not matter to you, to me it matters you at least have the opportunity to understand my situation.


In high school, I had many difficulties. Instead of facing them head-on I ran away from them, got my diploma, and joined the United States Air Force. I was in the military for little over a year when my term ended abruptly for me; had caught up with me and sent me to the hospital for more than a month. I had to learn that being raped doesn’t mean you have to be a victim your whole life; and wishing for things like cancer to hit me so I don’t have to deal with the worlds issues. I had to rebuild myself because I had lived behind walls to scared to let anyone in or myself out. I had to learn the hard way to not take anything for granted: a bite of a little Debbie brownie, a whiff of a fresh breeze, the words of someone saying “Thank you”, all of which have brought me to tears.


I wasn’t prepared for this to happen to me. Penniless and broken I had only one place to go, my mothers. After six years of not living with her she opened her home and heart to me. In gratitude, I decided to help her out as much as possible. She had just given birth to a beautiful baby boy named Ben (19 years my junior) and was stuck in unemployment because of her C-Section and the failing job market in this very small area. Things had grown progressively worse and they went into major debt. Not having any money, I did the best I could and took on the responsibility of taking care of all six members of the family, not counting the three dogs and two turtles. Inevitably I became an unpaid nanny, maid, mediator, and strangely the one to give optimism to them. The least I could do for my mother, who took me in when no one else would, was look past my severe anxiety, my horrible depression, my irate borderline, my stress induced blackouts, and ever continuing fears to take care of those who really need it.


About six months have past since I was taken in and finally their lives are getting better, slowly. Yet, I am here on the verge of cabin fever, yearning to do something with myself and my life. Keeping me most sane is my art, passion, and drive for survival. Something’s I never had a seen in myself before. But now that I do I want/need to go on and start school, to restart my life. I had convinced my grandmother to help me with enrollment and application fee’s. She had given my 125 dollars for Christmas/Birth-day to help me out, though like mom she couldn’t really afford it.


College is a dream of mine, has been since I was little. Problem is that 125 dollars do not cover my enrollment, application, books, class utensils, lab fees, food, and housing. I know as soon as I get started I can get a job and get loans for application. But I don’t have the means to start. I have seen your commercials, checked out your website, read your pamphlets. I yearn to be apart of what you have to offer and I would be willing to do anything to do just that. (Anything legal and ethical of course) I would do janitorial work, administrative work, organize school projects and fundraisers, and draw murals to help morale. I would do Anything. I have the heart, passion, talent, and drive to make your school proud.


But Ms. Heidi-Lee De Mello, you and I know just having those things and going through many self accomplishments do not get you into school. No, scholarships, helping hands, and money help you get into school. I have no scholarships, my mom and grandmother have done all that they can do and 125 dollars is all I have money wise. So I just sit hear wishing that I could be in your January or even April classes. You do me honor reading my story and it is truly appreciated.

Sincerely,
Mischa J Hampton
-19 years old

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]]> ~Mohani http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/16113909/ http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/16113909/ Wed, 26 Dec 2007 18:40:55 PST
Xmas was great! My family and I have hit some really hard times. And I didn't expect one darn thing for the season at all. But the great thing about people is that thet are special. Yes, special. Between all the blessings we got from random people our Xmas did quite well. I am starting college in April because I got money for my entrance and application. (THank Goodness) That means so much to me. I couldn't count all the good things that have happened. I wouldn't do them justice if I did. We are still having hard times but slowly it's getting better.

I recently posted a picture I drew for a friend. It's Megoomba's Bday. Happy Bday!!! It's not much but I hope you like it.

Last night I had a conversation with a drunk relative, didn't end so well. But the good thing is I have realized how strong of a person I have became and how high my confidence has risen. Years back I had no confidence and for who I was and what I beleaved in I couldn't tell you too much and be true at the same time.

YOu see, I was a victim of many past trama's. Such, that no kid or adult should have to go through. I bottled it in, hid it, and acted my way through life. I pretended happiness, I pretended about a lot. My act became my identity. That wasn't right. In Aug. I went to the hospital and slowly things started to change. I got out of the Military and started finding the real me.

It is a lesson I am sure never to forget.
If I ever gave you greaf of anysort, please forgive me. For I am not perfect and will never be.


Good Tidings
Till we meet again.
-MJ

]]> ~Mohani http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/16015299/ http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/16015299/ Thu, 20 Dec 2007 13:53:53 PST
Lately I do that with most things. Getting potatoes or having a burger for once instead of the canned ham and tuna my family has been living off of for a long while. Seeing my name on a Christmas presant under the tree. Spending time with my family. Wanting an education so bad. Sunshine, nice breeses, no ants. Going outside of the house. Having someone else take care of the baby instead of me. (I am a permanent non payed nanny. Well I do get room and bord.)

Things seem to mean more to me. And I seem to be defining myself as a person better each and every day. Sometimes I regret my past decisions, and how much I didn't take seriously. But living in the past does nothing for my future.

Once I get the hand of photoshop I will be submitting more peices. Though, I don't know how to size things properly for this site. But as soon as I do, I will make the most of this site.

Plants die, Animals die, People die, ALL THINGS DIE, but never let LOVE die.

Mischa "Jay"

]]> ~Mohani http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/12840834/ http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/12840834/ Fri, 04 May 2007 14:13:43 PDT
On the first path I saw myself in a cubical. I got up from the cubical and looked outside the sidescrapers window, and I saw the world up in flames. The world in shatters.

Down the second path I saw myself in a war. A war between... I don't know. An old war it felt. A war only I could fix. Then, the world was at peace.

What does this all mean?
Who is this Karanna?
Who am I really?

-Insert from Arkane Shark
written by MOHANI

]]> ~Mohani http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/11908248/ http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/11908248/ Wed, 21 Feb 2007 12:52:47 PST
Am I truly the link of peace to a 19 year old war?

Not long ago, my father died. I was a normal, grieving, parentless teenager.

Now I have to discover all my powers, use them the best I can, save two lands, deal with fighting families, and graduate.

What have I gotten myself into??"

-Insert from my novel "Arkane Shark"

]]> ~Mohani http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/11280080/ http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/11280080/ Mon, 01 Jan 2007 19:34:49 PST
So I did it, I actually started another story. This one I plan to finish, kinda. Me and my friend Jess are desighning a world/story for the role playing game of D-n-D. And its doing pretty well. *shocker*. For those who are familiar with my old stories should be exited that I am still working on Arkane Shark. With a few changes ofcourse. I am probably going to keep it in story format not manga. It's better for everyone that way.

well, keep on watching me. I will try to keep this badboy updated.

luv.
Mohani

]]> ~Mohani http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/11280073/ http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/11280073/ Mon, 01 Jan 2007 19:34:19 PST
So I did it, I actually started another story. This one I plan to finish, kinda. Me and my friend Jess are desighning a world/story for the role playing game of D-n-D. And its doing pretty well. *shocker*. For those who are familiar with my old stories should be exited that I am still working on Arkane Shark. With a few changes ofcourse. I am probably going to keep it in story format not manga. It's better for everyone that way.

well, keep on watching me. I will try to keep this badboy updated.

luv.
Mohani

]]> ~Mohani http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/9715530/ http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/9715530/ Sun, 13 Aug 2006 16:40:46 PDT I have 336 Fav's and I watch 99 people normally. If I was more active I would watch more, .

I know, I should actually submit more of my works, but ofcourse that is my failure. It doesn't help that i don't have the equipment and software. But I will. .

Starting tomorrow at 12:30 my time, no one will be hearing from me on this site. Or on the computer at all. I have joined the US AirForce and finally am leaving for Basic Training.

I have had a lot of questions. Right now I will answer some. First, NO. I will not be flying planes. My job is classified so I can't bare to tell you the details of such. Second, I am not going to die right away. Most likely with my luck, I will go in all sorts of dangerous places and be fine. It will be when I come home when I get hit by a car and get injured. Am I exited? Yes, and NO. I have not really done this before, so in a sense I am. But truly I am neither exited nor nervous. I won't be till I get there. My Basic Training is about 7 Months long and my job training is about 5 months, Both at Texas. (though, in two different places) Basic Training is going to kick my butt. But hey, I need it.

My dear friend is out of the hospital now. She got in a bad accident and now I am so estatic for her to be back!!! Many of my other friends graduated recently and are starting college, in which I wish them the best of luck.

For those who comment: WELCOME ALL. I Am HONORED TO FAV. ALL OF YOUR WORKS and wished I had time to do even more.

Have a nice day!!

LUV Mohani

P.S. I still exept donations. *hehe* and I am going To AZ for Christmas!!
Oh and to NEko Yasha. I will see your Scetch Book, but you won't know it. ]]> ~Mohani http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/9669673/ http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/9669673/ Wed, 09 Aug 2006 20:21:25 PDT
This is our farewell (me and you). I am going to be gone. Dissapear, poof, vanish. Well, Not really. I am finally shipping off to the AirForce. Waited 6 months and now the big date is up.

So if i don't comment after the 14/15th of Aug. Well, there is a very good reason. Reason, not excuse. I will be at Basic.

Have fun! Will chat with you later.

-Mwa

P.S. LUVVVV THE NEW LATOUT!!! ]]> ~Mohani http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/9524114/ http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/9524114/ Fri, 28 Jul 2006 14:49:49 PDT
Politic's Suck!! It doesn't matter where you go There is some form of politics following you around. Take DA. I am so sick of hearing ppl rant about fairness and being kicked off. Sure, it isn't alway's great. But it happens. Though, someone is going a little crazy with the power. Whatever, As I said B4, Politics Suck.

So youv'e had a bad day. You have had enough. Blah, Blah, Blah. So have I. YOu haven't sceen me rant about my family problems: I have a lot of them. Nor about my work: in which I was basically forced to quit (sp). I haven't posted a page on how entirely stupid I felt after getting lost for three hours coming from somewhere I have been to and from many times. NO!!

Some people seem to be forgetting the big Picture here. This is an art community. Though I respect your opinions, I don't see you talking about anything else lately. Is that's what is on your minds lately? Just grief. Well, stop spreading it around, nobody want's it. How about you use it for more creative stuff, how about a picture, a poem, etc. Because just ranting does nothing.

Now, on to more important things:

I am going back to the country!! Just for the weekend, But yay!!!

*dances in a circle.*

18 day's b4 I ship off on to my next journey.

*This is not a rant, but a statement of frustration.

-Have a good day
]]> ~Mohani http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/9283687/ http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/9283687/ Wed, 05 Jul 2006 16:29:01 PDT
So Here's YOur Chance to show your creativity.

I'm letting you create my avatar. YES YOU.

You may ask me any question and I will answer truthfully so that you can better make my avatar.

Please have them done and submitted by Aug. 6th for I leave to the Military the 14th/15th and won't be on the computer for a while. ]]> ~Mohani http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/9279678/ http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/9279678/ Wed, 05 Jul 2006 09:33:28 PDT I have been doing more writing then art. So in due time I will submit those works. (No, I'm not procrastinating, I just have to go to work soon.)

So if you see a few changes soon, don't be surprised.

Talk more laters.

-Mwha ha ha. ]]> ~Mohani http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/6240863/ http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/6240863/ Tue, 16 Aug 2005 06:50:49 PDT
I have been extremly busy with my site, its crasy. and now ofcourse School is up again. I guess i should be excited b/c i have to endure only one more year. But i am in a dopey mode today.

Mostly dreading all the work i have to do today.

Do you ever feel like you should have some super powers, i think i have convinced myself that i have some. I just don't know what.

IF YOU HAD SUPER POWERS WHAT WOULD THEY BE?

uhh, i needed to get that out of my system. ]]> ~Mohani http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/6185750/ http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/6185750/ Wed, 10 Aug 2005 07:26:43 PDT
so that is what this is. i turned in two deviations, tried to get two more. but it was being difficult. argg.

so how are yall??

I went on my trip, it went great. Florida is not my ideal vacation spot, but i had a good time visiting people i haven't seen in years. and i belived they had a good time too.

well, going now.
-mic ]]> ~Mohani http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/6038206/ http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/6038206/ Tue, 26 Jul 2005 09:49:09 PDT
I so cant wait!!

I am apologisin in advance to all the peeps for i will be ignoring everyone for a week starting sunday July 31st.

yayyyyyyyy!!

Vacation, I so deserve it.

Ther is probably more to say, but i have spaced it all out. ]]> ~Mohani http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/5987876/ http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/5987876/ Wed, 20 Jul 2005 15:28:28 PDT
I finally got internet at home instead of using everybody elses. hehe. yaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

I ammm in a very good mood. weird i know. It might be that the elements are shifting in a good way for me. Or just life paying me back. but what ever, enough about me. what about you????

Tell me about your selves, even if i allready know you?

No matter how serious or off the wall it is, i want to hear, read it.

-mic ]]> ~Mohani http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/5921370/ http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/5921370/ Wed, 13 Jul 2005 08:37:20 PDT
for those who don't know me. I am the clutsey, loud and lazy type of girl.

And i have decided that i want to be called Mic. I find that to be an appropriate.

So Harry Potter's almost out. yayyyyyyyyyy!

I am sorry if i scare any one. (i don't bite.)

well, i gotta go, my freind is getting impatient.

heh. i spelled Friend wrong.

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyy

-mic ]]> ~Mohani http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/5854993/ http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/5854993/ Wed, 06 Jul 2005 08:47:09 PDT
I have decided to never ever forget anything again.

ummm, what was i talking about.

i don't have much more to say right now.
ta ta.

any questions

-mic ]]> ~Mohani http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/5851082/ http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/5851082/ Tue, 05 Jul 2005 20:35:06 PDT
-mic ]]> ~Mohani http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/5771199/ http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/5771199/ Mon, 27 Jun 2005 11:39:08 PDT
so sad,
so sad,
so sad.

-um, end ]]> ~Mohani http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/5676414/ http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/5676414/ Fri, 17 Jun 2005 12:08:22 PDT ~Mohani http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/5676337/ http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/5676337/ Fri, 17 Jun 2005 11:59:06 PDT
that's it i am starting my own t-shirt store.!!!! ]]> ~Mohani http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/5676316/ http://Mohani.deviantart.com/journal/5676316/ Fri, 17 Jun 2005 11:56:25 PDT
but no worries, i will get that situation delt with, but i will need to order them, i will need names, sizes, emails, the works. ASAP! the amount it costs is....

damm the program is taking forever.
i will put it in my next jounal!!!!!!!!! ]]> ~Mohani