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Yup!

I'm selling all my Fruits basket because I'm really not into it anymore and its just collecting dust on my shelf now a days.

Is anyone interested in buying? I have Volumes 1-15. It may not be complete, but there arent very many volumes to go before the series is over.

The entire set has been well taken care of. All the binding is still intact, but the first book is just starting to undo on the cover and the first two pages. The manga pages themselves are fine.

I have looked through the books and not many, if all pages, are not bent or have anything written in them or marked. I really only read through most of the once, except for the first book. That book I used an image to draw from a long time ago, thats why the binding is starting to come apart on the cover and first couple pages before the manga starts.


All together, Im going to have it be like $100. Its been kept in wonderful condition and I could say at least 140, but eh...who knows.

Here's the link to them on Ebay: [link]

Blessed be~
~MLI




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http://MoonlightIllusionist.deviantart.com/journal/29231790/ Sun, 27 Dec 2009 09:36:58 PST




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Welp!

I just wanted to see how everyones christmas went :3 Mine was great!
I got everything I asked for and then some :3 <3 I didnt ask for much this year XD Just Rurouni Kenshin season 1, and the entire 'Earl and Fairy' series. Which was only like 12 episodes...? So no biggie.

Well I got those, and I got the first part of Ouran High school host club from Stacey <333 I bought the second half yesterday XD Oh yea. Load up on the anime.

I got a car license plate holder with pretty Hawaiian flowers on it <3 Which makes me happy <333 I just need to find something to go into it that'll fit first. I need to keep looking for custom license plates. I need one.

I got money of course. Grandma's always good on that, but this year ._. normally I just get like 50 bucks but she gave me 200! I was like 'HOLY SHIT'....I'm trying to save that. I could have a lot of money if I do.

Also, I got some maps for my car (of North Carolina and South Carolina. Thank Goddess XD I needed maps) and a sun shade for my car. Two things I wanted/needed. I mentioned getting a sun shade when I got my first car before the accident. So grandma remembered :3 Cause I do want one. My car can get pretty hot. Considering it's black and has a suede leather interior.

I also got some tooth brush tops for my tooth brush XD Not exactly what I was expecting, but w/e. Grandma also got me this game from Cracker Barrel. XD the one on the tables. Yea...Me and Grandpa both got one b/c we play with those every time we go in there lol.

Got a shit load of chocolate this year. This year has been the fattest christmas ever XD I gained ten pounds already. Bleck. Guess I know what my New Years resolution is...to loose all the weight I've gained and at least go back down to what I was my first year here....The thinnest I've ever been in my LIFE besides when I was a baby.

So I'm gonna need all your support on that one XD I hate excersizing...it's boring and I feel so...Let's just say I already have bad self esteem, going to the YMCA doesnt help...

ANYWAY

I didnt get anything from Mom or Dad, which I'm perfectly fine with. No biggie. Mom didnt have the money for me and the girls presents and I think the girls presents are more important. Besides, Christmas isnt about presents, though mom feels real bad about not being able to get me anything. Honestly, I dont care XD I only wanted two things. And I got them.

Now Dad...I dont expect shit from him at all; not even a phone call. Yup. He didnt call me on Christmas. Called me the next day around 2ish. So yea, again I was forgotten.
Oh well. I'm beginning to come to terms with the fact that thats just how my dad is. He cant change. he's too old to change. So I have to get used to this. And I kinda sorta am. I didnt cry yesterday when he hadn't called yet. It bothered me a little, but I didnt dwell on it and soon he called.

I also told him that hopefully I'll try driving up there next Christmas. Yea...a three day trip. Every day from 6 AM to 8 PM...everyday...bleck. That's gonna be difficult to drive...But I'm going to try damnt! If he isnt going to make the effort to see me, then I'll make it to see him!

So I want to time it so I'm at his place Christmas Morning :3 But We'll see how that goes.

And as for help with that....Grandma got me my own GPS <3333 I'm happy! It's a cute little thing that hooks up with the satelights and updates the map. It's real cute and stuff. Which means I just have to keep it charged and I'm good. No need to upload maps from the internet. It works with the Sat's <333 I love it. programed my house address in there and stuff. working on everyone elses. Mom's address is in there, and now I need dad's. The only thing is that it doesnt tell me how long it'll take to get there. Or how many hours I have left....Which I wish I would. That would be nice. That was one thing I liked on the TOM TOM....but oh well. It works for me XD no need to complain when I'm happy with it.

I also got Earrings from Emmanuel. Pentagram earrings I was looking at in Spencers. He got them for me as a Christmas present <333 He's a sweetie pie <3

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Mele Kalikimaka everyone!

For those who dont know, that means 'Merry Christmas' in Hawaiian :3
I've realy been trying to make sure I dont forget my Hawaiian 'heritage' while I'm still in North Carolina. I'll be back in Hawaii at some point in my life...I dont want to be considered a haole when I go back ._.
At least not the usual Haole...I'm considered a Local hoele, considering it means 'white person/foreigner/someone who is not born in Hawaii' ....but Im a LOCAL white person :3 XDD

but anyway, today were opening Presents at Grandma's and tomorrow I'm watching the girls opening theirs on Christmas Morning, considering I'm spending the night there. It's my usual.
We made Christmas sugar cookies Sunday, so I'm happy...but sadly ;_; the presents I ordered for Grandma arent here yet...and probably wont be here on time...makes me sad.

They shipped, but they probably wont be here till like...tomorrow? (maybe) or a day or two after. Thankfully she'll at least get them, ne? It's the thought that counts..

Sadly...Sammy and Hailey arent getting the norm this year. mom and Josh are real low on money...so Santa presents came first over presents from Mom and them. I bought Mom the first season of her favorite show 'Sons of Anarchy', I got Stacey season 4 of 'Yu Yu Hakusho' our favorite anime <3, and a cute, frilly apron. I got Grandpa 'Angels and Demons' the movie, and then I got Grandma 'Julie and Julia' and a 'The worlds greatest Grandma' front Car tag for her car. :3
The car tag is going to take me a day or two...depending on if the license plate place is still open. (Its an offical license plate place too. So...hopefully it will, but who knows) and then the movie is coming in the mail from Amazon. It shipped two days ago. I should be here tomorrow or Saturday.

I want to see if its open tomorrow tonight. So that tomorrow I might be able to go get it while Mom gets ready for Christmas dinner over at Grandma's. I always spend the night at Mom's for christmas and stuff. So hopefully I'll get everything by tomorrow.....I really hate being late, but I asked a little too late for a second gift...and the license plate place is up by mom's, but past it....it'll take me like 40 minutes plus to get p there and get the plate...^sighs^ So while I'm at mom's it'll only be 15 minutes at the most (unless traffic strikes -_-' )

Which has happened every other time Ive been up there. It always has an accident so traffic moves SUPER SLOW...so I cant get up there in time -_-;

Well it's dinner time! Gotta eat! Have a Merry Christmas and a Happy new years guys!

Blessed be~
~MLI




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Welp,

I think I did real good for my first semester let's hope I can keep it up. I have recieved two B's and one A for the entire semester. I only took three classes. So I'm pretty good.

I got a B in my English class.
I got a B in Art class. (He thinks my stuff is...OKAY. And he's right I guess.)
and I got an A in communications. Kinda hard not to when the final was the only grade we ever go and I got a 100%. :3

So this semester has been good! I'm definitely going to miss my English class though. (Still do. It ended earlier before my others. It was a fast paced class.)

Next semester I have Ancient Civilizations I ; which is Ancient world history basically. Screw American History. I dont wanna know about you. you're boring. XD
Then I have Psychology. Oh boy. never taken that class before (including High school) so this should be fun.
and lastly...you're gonna love this...CREATIVE WRITING!! WOOT! my kind of party

So I'll be posting up my writing stuff. I'm excited. My writing has definitely improved since my college english class. wish I could take some more D: I love English courses. I need to major in English I swear....

and then after that I'm going to be taking Culinary classes and my Math classes. :3 Gotta get those in.

Bleck. I hate math. I dont want to take math anymore but oh well...I'll be fine with a C in those classes XD Math is NOT my strong suit. Not at all. I'll try for higher, but I wont be too disappointed unless I totally worked my ASS OFF and didnt get anything higher. I mean seriously...but then again. Learning isnt about quality, its about understanding :3 which sucks. (at least in Math anyway.)

But yea....Christmas is almost here. I'm excited. XD I still need to get my Grandmother's gift. And I'm waiting on my mom's. It shipped, so hopefully it'll be here soon. By tomorrow or the end of this week would be nice.

Everything's all decked out here for the holidays. it's real pretty. Hailey's 3rd birthday is this weekend. The 19th. :3 So cute. Were having a little party thing and Stacey's comin' too. It's gonna be nice.
Yum. Cake.
And then after Christmas me and Stacey are having a Yu Yu Hakusho Marathon at my house for four days. She's spending the night so I get to pull out the blow up Matris(sp?) and put that in my room. After four days of sleeping in the same bed I think we'd be done with each other for a while so...XD I figured lets make sure everyone has their space to roll around in.
And thankfully I have room in my room now...ish..I hope...XD

Well thats really about it.

As for writing...well XD Havent been doing much. I started the next chapter of 'Crimson love'...havent really worked on it. Ive picked at the idea, but...eh. Ive been lazy lately. and playing ZOMG on Gaiaonline doesnt help b/c Im addicted to that game XD
So yea...

Well Im going to take a nap. Head hurts. Feel nasty. nighty night~

Blessed be~
~MLI




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Oh Goddess,

Yep. That's right. My first semester in college is coming to a close. This next week here (er....this week? b/c its now Monday.) Is my last week.
So I'm busy this week working on my finals and stuff. By this weekend I'll be able to upload my Art final and stuff and show you that :3 Im excited. If I could just figure out what I wanted to draw.....*sigh* Oh well.

I'm thinking of drawing the Mother Goddess as my final....its REALLY picking at my brain. So I might just do that after I get good enough paper...

Welp. Im heading to bed. Its five minutes of three AM XD and Im tired. so NIghty night!

Blessed be~
~MLI




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Well,

Happy Thanksgiving everyone!
I hope you all have a wonderful thanksgiving, eat lots of good food, and sleep wonderfully tonight!
Have fun with family and see some friends maybe!

Blessed be~
~MLI




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Well,

Considering my inspiration and motivation levels have been in the negatives lately, I'm pretty happy to finally have gotten something in my head to write.

I had a dream, and a random inspiration lately and Ive been writing down both. I'll probably post them, and I'll explain both of their inspirations when I finish them, but they arent any chapters from my present stories now.

They're probably just going to be one shots. I probably wont do anything with them, unless ppl bitch and whine at me enough XD or if I think of how to do up the outline of the story. It really all just depends. School has really sucked the life out of me right now. I cant wait untill next week. It's thanksgiving break and I have Wednesday- the following Monday off. It's gonna be nice :3 Thats practically a week! Sounds good to me. lol

So maybe I'll get to updating like 'Crimson Love.' It's been a while since Ive updated that one and its getting closer and closer to the ending....Maybe I should just hurry up and finish that one XD Though thats like another 15 chapters...who knows.

But yea. just wanted to give my readers a heads up. I'll finally be posting some random one shots. I might do something with them, might not. Who knows.

Blessed be~
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http://MoonlightIllusionist.deviantart.com/journal/28475586/ Fri, 20 Nov 2009 19:23:42 PST




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Welp,

I went to see New Moon today to laugh my ass off at Kristen's acting. Needless to say, I did laugh my ass off at her acting. She needs to learn to show more emotion instead of looking so high all the time.
Though it did get ..better. But she had more action scenes to bring out. I notice she's better at those than romance-y scenes and stuff.
she needs to work on that.

The best part of the movie was JACOB XD Omfg. That boy is something fine. And his shirts off through most of the movie. Now we just need to get rid of those PANTS and we'll be set.
XD anyway,

The movie over all was better than Twilight. So I give it a three for that. The whole part in Italy was probably one of my favorite scenes, besides the one with Jacob running up to Bella for the first time in the movie when she brings the bikes. XD I love his hair....*drools*
So Jacob's the best part about the movie. The end.

And now I'm on a werewolf binge. I remember writing a Jacob story when I was still into Twilight on Quizilla.com. Maybe I'll re-write it but make my own characters. Fan fictions arent my thing anymore really because I probably dont keep characters in their personalities. Maybe...Maybe not. Lately inspiration has been hard to find for any sort of writing, let alone the stories I already have up.

Well see....

Blessed be~
~MLI




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Yup!

Finally after what? Two months? I finally have a new car again! <333
It's a 2009 Chevy Aveo again, but unlike my last car, it's black with cream LEATHER interior. It also has a sun roof. It's freaking awesome. It's a bump up from my last car obviously, and I love it <3

We got it after dark, so obviously I cant take pictures RIGHT NOW to show you XD Just look at Astra's pictures? same style but black :3

It's beautiful <3 I almost cried, but thankfully I didnt. I think its because Im totally exhausted from not sleeping last night and then going to class and then doing all this car paperwork and stuff.
-mostly not sleeping for shit.

As for a name for this one, obviously its not gonna be Astra. In fact, his name so far is 'Midnight' or M.D for short, but I might change it later. It's just 'baby' I guess at the moment XDD I might name him something else - Yes. its a boy now. But I'm still working on it :3

Welp Im fucking exhausted obviously, so NIGHT!

Blessed be~
~MLI




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I'm...


BORED!!! DD:!! DAMNT!
YOU NEED TO COME BACK TO ME DAMNT *crawls around in agony* I. want. good. Yu yu Hakusho. Role play....*dies*

No offense to anyone else I RP with or anything ._. I loves you all, but nobodies ever on anymore, or dont know of the anime's I like..and dont Rp like me and Shelbi do D:

Me and shelbi have been rping since freaking...what? THe end of Freshman year? Its been a while for us. And she's good at it XDD like really good. The ideas, the characters, everything <3 we compliment each other completely in an RP and stuffs, so...UHHH its hard to find ppl who really just compliment you like that with ideas, characters, writing styles, and all sorts of stuff that make an RP GREAT!

And right now I'm on a YYH binge b/c well..its my favorite anime and I own the entire series, including the second movie (First ones not worth owning?)
Two plushies, a key chain, a poster, and Im getting more for christmas? XD Too bad Hiei plushies arent made no more. And if they're ever sold, they're like expensive -_-' Fine. I'll just fucking MAKE MINE DAMNT >[

You know when you're so bored that you start talking to yourself, or to inanimate objects (like your stuffed animals) and you KNOW you're doing it? Yea, thats me when I'm super bored. I cant write anything...writing fan fiction doesnt do what it used to anymore for me..kinda sucks. and yea...I need to find something to do!

I've been looking for someone else to RP with...but I'm also looking for compatibility...and stuff. and YU YU HAKUSHO. B/c Im freaking over it right now. I just finished the Dark Tournament season, and I'm working on the third (out of four). I'm happy. but I still want to RP damnt...

I also think age helps too, no offense. But..I am 19 and way mature for my age (when I wanna be :3 ) and I may not be like 'OMFG AMAZING' at writing, but I also took a college level english class. And I passed with a high B almost A. A FUCKING POINT AWAY! I GOT A 89! DAMNT! I ALMOST HAD A FUCKING A! ONE MORE POINT WOULD HAVE DONE IT!
Anyway XD you understand, ne? But I'm finding it hard to find these ppl...b/c I'll ask..but either A) nobody wants to RP (They dont normally) or B)...just dont seem to like me for some reason?

Honestly idk whats wrong with me D: I'm friendlier in person? I swear! It's only the whole -Internet has no face- thingy...D:

Well I need to get ready for class now that I'm done ranting and just...continuing to talk and stuff and have diarrhea of the mouth just so that I can have something to do. I've been writing this journal for like ten minutes b/c I have to stop and think of what I'm gonna say next, then I keep blabbing, then my music stops and I have to go fix that shit, then - okay thats enough XD

Gotta shower and get ready for class. I'll tty guys later? Sorry for the weird bored rant XD It happens?

Blessed be~
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Welp,

I'm at 290K...and I want to buy both 'Fallen Wish' and 'Divided Stars' or w/e. And I dont have enough D:
I NEED MORE GAIA COMMISSHIES!

If anyone has the money's and wants to help D: I'd really appreciate it...
You can find my gaia Commission shop here: [link] As of right now, most of my stuff might HAVE to be in CG...b/c I dont have a black color pencil anymore D: it died....I need to buy a new one. So yea...it'll up the price a bit..

I'd really appreciate the help D: Or if someone could donate stuffies? I'd appreciate it. You can donate to my questy thread? [link]

Thats really all I have to say...I need more commissions, and I havent had any donations, which is fine I guess...I'm not desperate or anything, but I'd appreciate them highly? :3 *puppy eyes*

Thanks!~

~MLI




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GAWD!

I got up at 7:15AM to sign up for classes at freaking 7:30AM and I totally thought this was gonna be at least a 15 minute process....OH FUCKING HELL NO!
I'm STILL trying to registar for classes online and via-tellaphone and its 9:53AM! >[

Gawd this is irritating! The site is so damn slow b/c of 'traffic' and the phone keeps telling me that I cant registar on the phone, but the guy we called for service help says to go ahead on the phone thing....-_-' I hate this shit. This is probably the most stressful part about being in college - trying to get classes.

B/c we've been looking at the classes I want...and watching the number of seats available drop drastically...I'm worried I wont get the classes I need, let alone the classes I want!

I hate this part of college....its irritating >[

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Welp,

Turns out the insurance company on the guys end is only paying us like 13,700 for my car, though the car costs 16k. So we still have to pay 2,500 for the car. I'm so freaking irritated and pissed off. I hate insurance companies. They fucking rip you off. and Soon I'm going to get this tax thing in the mail saying they want so much for my car, and well..you know what? They can kiss my ass. B/c they'll make my car worth as much as possible, while the insurance company will make it worth as little as possible. So I'm irritated right now....

Right now all I want to do is watch my Yu Yu Hakusho series, sleep, eat, and get MY FUCKING CAR BACK >[ I hate driving the damn pathfinder! I HATE IT! I have to freaking only play music with my MP3 player and its speakers in the back so the music is NOT loud...he has no CD player in there, and the only thing there is the radio and I cant get a good station to save my life! >[ I want my Auxiliary jack back damnt...

I hate dealing with car shit. It makes me so irritable and shit. So I'm more snappy than normal and I'm about to be visited for a while...so thats not gonna help my mood either >[ *sigh* Somebody....I need to win a shit load of money....

Blessed be~
~MLI




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Welp,

Yesterday was Halloween (Its midnight now so, its Samhain now.) and well...today started off bad. I got yelled at, so I was super pissy on my way to Stacey's and I was going up Elm Ln near my house and I said 'You know what? I wish something would jump out in front of me so I can ram it! Like a deer-' *fucking buck jumps out in front of the car and runs across the street in front of me*...yea. I'm not kidding you. Right as I specified what I wanted, it happened.
I've also been able to do my 'Weather controlling' today. In Hawaii I believe I can...not control it, but it listens at least? Like Aysha was like 'Oh gawd, I hope it doesnt pour on us...looks like it.' and I can be like 'No it wont. It';; start pouring after we get under cover at your apartment.' and right as we get under cover at her apartment THATS when it'll pour.

Now I only thought I could do that in Hawaii because thats the place I'm happiest, but turns out on Halloween I can do it here in NC too!
I've been doing it all night with the rain b/c its been raining over here since like...freaking...4 PM I think. It's so freaky! But I love it! XD
I love being that connected with Nature, and it just might be coincident...but really...all day? and all the time in Hawaii? I dont know if thats coincident or what, but w/e it is I like it XD It needs to stay forever!...at least when I really mean something. I wouldnt want to say the wrong thing and have it happen, then I'd feel bad.
But yea, that was my Halloween.

I went over to Stacey's place at like 11:30 AM and we baked and stuff all day and decorated for her party at five. We finished right as the first person showed up XD And then later I drove back to my place, picked up the cake and Caitlin's birthday cupcakes, and drove up to Caitlin's for her small b-day party. It was nice. I laughed a lot and got to see her, Drew (Her boyfriend),Will, and Brian. And I met their dog, Daisy <3 she's a sweetheart. And their fish! <333 I love fish XD

But yea, its a half hour past midnight, I've had nothing but sugary stuff all day so I'm crashing....I'll tty guys later! Hope you all enjoyed your Halloween!

Peace out~
~MLI




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NOREXIA

[x] you have dry skin.
[ ] you eat 1 meal.
[ ] you're very weak.
[x] you hate your body.
[ ] you starve yourself.
[x] you have low self esteem.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[x] you need to be more skinny.
[ ] people always say you're skinny, but you think fat.
[ ] people think you are too skinny.

Total: 4

ADHD (ATTENTION DEFICIT/HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER)

[ ] your mind is all over the place.
[ ] you are hyper most of the time.
[ ] you barely pay attention to anything.
[ ] you cannot cooperate with people well.
[ ] you seem to never sit still.
[ ] you talk all the time.
[ ] you need attention 24/7.

Total: 0

BIPOLAR DISORDER

[x] you can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed.
[x] you are very irritable.
[x] you barely get any or no sleep.
[ ] you are anti-social.
[ ] you have very high self esteem at times.
[ ] you are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[x] you have thought of/attempted suicide.

Total: 4

BULIMA NERVOSA

[ ] you throw up all of your food.
[ ] you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[ ] you have no control over how you eat.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[ ] you have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[ ] you always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[ ] people think you are way too skinny.

Total: 0

CONDUCT DISORDER

[ ] you are a bully.
[ ] you threaten other people.
[ ] you often find yourself in fights.
[ ] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[ ] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[ ] you have raped/molested someone.
[x] you destroy property on purpose.
[ ] you always lie.
[ ] you stay out all night.
[ ] you have ran away from home.

Total: 1

DEPRESSION

[ ] you are always sad.
[ ] you find no hope in your future.
[x] you find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
[x] you always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
[x] you can be/are anti-social.
[x] you have low self esteem.
[ ] everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[ ] you always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[ ] you are failing school.
[x] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
[ ] you have ran away from home.
[ ] hope is no longer there for you.

Total: 5

OCD (OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER)

[x] you have daily rituals.
[x] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[x] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[x] you have to keep things in a certain order.
[x] you have harmed yourself.
[x] you are afraid you will get an STD, AIDS, or any kind of germs.
[x] you have to check some stuff over again.

Total: 7 XD thats new :3

PTSD (POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER)

[x] you repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[ ] you repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[x] you sometimes think the event will happen again.
[x] you feel highly uncomfortable when remembered/remembering the event.
[x] you can be/are anti-social.
[x] you have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[x] you have not had a lot of sleep lately.
[x] you worry about dying at an early age or dying at all.
[x] you can have angry outbursts.
[ ] you act younger than your age.

Total: 8 I just got into a car accident, leave me alone D:

SCHIZOPHRENIA

[ ] you often have hallucinations
[x] you have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[ ] you can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[x] you think people are always staring or talking about you.
[x] you have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[x] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[ ] you do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[x] you are very shy.
[x] you often talk to yourself (XD ALL THE FUCKING TIME!)

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Welp,

Turns out my car is not savable and is being totaled. A GMC guy came out and looked at the estimate and said no. Also, GMC doesnt have some of my parts for my car ANYWAY; like the hood, a front bumper, and one other thing I dont remember...

So today I went up to the auto body and got my license plate and my Evans Blue CD from the car and a couple other misc things that I left. I cried. I will not lie to you. I cried on my way home.

I'm ...clingy. I guess you could say. I attach myself easily to people and objects. So I very much so attached myself to my car. If I named it...I'm attached to it. So I'm not very happy....I loved that car. It was different...(In color), it drove well. It had my kind of stereo system...it was everything I wanted. I didnt need anything. And now it's gone.

Also, the insurance company that's gonna pay for it, is comparing my car to a car that has 14K miles on it, when mines only got 1K and they're trying to give us just 12K for the car...um...BULLSHIT!
I'm getting 16K for that damn car, if they like it or not!
If the company is not willing to negotiate on the price, then we'll take what they're offering and sue the guy who actually OWNS the car.

This is gonna be fun....

Then after that...I dont know. I dont know anymore than that. And that bothers me...I want to keep driving. I dont like having people drive me around. It pisses me off. I'm a big fucking girl, I can do things myself now >[
If the rental car is taken away, then I'm screwed...Uncle James and Grandma will need to drive me to class and come pick me up...I dont want to do that, because it takes them a half hour to get up to class, while I drive WITH Traffic and get there in 15.....Sometimes I get out of class early, sometimes I dont...
And for times when I do, I want to be HOME in 20 minutes, not home in an hour.....

So I'm kind of stressing...I really dont want to have people drive me to school and back. So I'm hoping this process goes quickly and as soon as its over, we'll pay Chevy off for the cost of my old car and be able to pick up a new one ASAP.
Because we dont have the money for a new car right now...so hopefully something will come in soon, or that maybe we'll get another Chevy and have some agreement going on with Steve, the guy who sold me the old one.

I wouldn't mind getting another Aveo. It would just be a 2010 instead of 2009. And that's fine. I want the same color I had though.....

Well, I'm gonna go take a long hot bath with candles, incense, and bath oils and try and relax...or I'm never going to sleep again -_-'

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Your INNER NATIONALITY:

● B R I T I S H ○●

[x] You drink a lot of tea.
[ ] You know what a brolly is.
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[ ] You wanted Ben to win xFactor.
[x] You use the word "bugger" or the phrase "bloody hell."
[x] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[ ] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[ ] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[ ] It's football... not soccer.

Total: 3



○● A U S T R A L I A N ○●

[ ] You wear flip flops all year.
[x] You call flip flops "thongs", not flip flops.
[x] You love a backyard Barbie.
[x] You know a Barbie is not a doll.
[x] You love the beach.
[x] sometimes you swear without realizing.
[ ] You're a sports fanatic
[ ] You are tanned.
[ ] You're a bit of a bogan.
[ ] You have an Australian something.

Total: 5


○● I T A L I A N ○●

[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[ ] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[x] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[x] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[ ] You know Italian songs.
[x] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[x] You speak some Italian.
[x] You are under 5'10".
[ ] You know what an Italian horn is.
[x] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world!
[x] You talk a lot with your hands.

Total: 7


○● S P A N I S H ○●

[ ] You say member instead of Remember.
[ ] You speak Spanish or some.
[x] You like tacos.
[ ] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr.
[ ] You are dark skinned.
[ ] You know what a Puta is.
[x] You talk fast occasionally.
[x] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[ ] You know what platanos are.

Total: 3


○● R U S S I A N ○●

[ ] You say villain as: Vee-lon.
[x You get short tempered.
[x] You know of somebody named Natasha.
[ ] You get cold easily.
[x] Rain is fun for you.
[ ] You get into contests all the time.
[ ] You can easily make do with the cold weather.

Total: 3


○● I R I S H ○●
[ ] You think beer is the best.
[x] You have a bad temper.
[x] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murphy, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y or L.
[x] You have blue or green eyes.
[x] You like the color green.
[x] You have been to a St. Patty's day party.
[x] You have a family member from Ireland.
[x] You have red hair.
[x] You have/had freckles.
[x] Your family get together always includes drinking and singing.

Total: 9


○● A F R I C A N A M E R I C A N ○●

[ ] You say nigganukka casually.
[ ] You have nappy hair.
[ ] You like rap.
[ ] You know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] You think President George Walker Bush is racist.
[x] You like chicken.
[ ] You like watermelon.
[x] You can dance.
[ ] You can sing gospel.

Total: 2


○● A S I A N ○●

[ ] You have slanty-small eyes.
[x] You like rice a lot.
[ ] You are good at math.
[x] You have played the piano.
[ ] You have family from Asia.
[x] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[ ] Most people think you're Chinese.
[ ] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[ ] You go to Baulko.

Total: 3


○● G E R M A N ○●

[x] You like bread.
[x] You think German Chocolate is good.
[x] You speak some German.
[x] You know what Schnitzel is.
[x] You hate it when stupid people call you.
[x] You went to Pre-school
[x] You're over 5'2".

Total: 7


○● C A N A D I A N ○●

[ ] You like/play/played hockey.
[ ] You love beer.
[x] You say eh.
[ ] You know what poutine is.
[x] You speak some French
[ ] You love Tim Horton's.
[ ] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[ ] You watch/watched Degrassi.

Total: 2


○● A M E R I C A N ○●

[ ] You hate foreigners.
[ ] You hate non-Christians.
[x] You're lazy.
[ ] You have had an abortion.
[ ] But love the penalty.
[ ] You don't read.
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Well,

I guess b/c I need to get some drawing done and I need motivation...I'll do this Kiriban thingy finally XD

So I guess the first person who can get the printscreen of my page when it hits 20K pageviews and note me w/ the link gets a free black and white (maybe colored, depending on my time) commission of their character (or mine) of choice....

Please...I doubt any of you would do this, but dont PHOTOSHOP IT TO BE 20K~! I will be able to tell dearies...I do photoshop myself...Disqualification will come from that sorta thing. It needs to be ligit.

Since I'm only at 17K it'll probably be a while before 20K gets here. So...good luck?

~MLI




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*_Update~!_*

Yay!

Mom says she'll model for me in her Halloween Costume! WOOT! XD She thinks is a freaking awesome idea. So you might finally see pictures of my sisters too XD B/c she's bringing them as well and I'll take pictures of them in their costumes.

That's gonna be cute XD Pink Pixies in a Cemetery...XD Nice. And my step-dad, Josh, wants to be Jesus again...-_-' He's no fucking Jesus. But he works the outfit well? lol

So yea, but you'll probably never see those..lol Depends on if I catch any good shots of him. Or if he even goes, so we'll see. But Mom's definitely a go and so will the girls^^ Or maybe just Sammy...we'll see.

Well, it's late. Nobody's on AIM, I'm tired and bored, so NIGHT!

Peace out~
~MLI

Well,

Halloween is coming up soon.
I'm planning (though it may never happen depending upon Boolie's outcome Thursday - Mom had to schedule him an appointment. Thursday was the closest.) on drawing something for Halloween. Probably my Gaia AVI in her Halloween costume, but who knows. I still got many requests to do from friends (Though Two I could probably drop b/c they dont even know Im doing one.) and I'm sorta not in the mood- kinda sorta am...kinda sorta not....Which means I'm in a picky mood. If it doesnt turn out well, I wont be happy. So yea, I'm just chillin' right now.

But anyway, if I dont get around to the drawing at least know you guys will have some photo's and photomanip's! Stacey's goin for an Arabian belly dancing costume, so trying to find a background for that is gonna be a pain, but I'll figure something out...

*pst* Melissa.....Wanna model for me for a Halloween shoot? XD

I'm hoping to get someone else b/c I want to do Cemetery photo's...Gawd I wish was up here and not in god-forsaken-texas....I'd have so much fun with Cemetery pic's! I might even get my mom to model for me XD In her Halloween Costume - Maybe...Hm...Maybe she could be the one I do Cemetery photo's in...That'd be freaking SICK! My mom is SUPER fucking gorgeous...so yea. Lol She'd work well with modeling.

IMMA GO ASK NOW


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Well,

Looks like my favorite cat, Boolie, is being taken to the vet's tomorrow. He's not doin' so well in the bathroom department so Mom's taking him up tomorrow.

The sad thing is she probably has about enough money for the visit and the doctor to tell her whats wrong, not enough for them to fix him....So, Boolie might not come home tomorrow.... ;__;

Ive been through a lot with that cat...It's depressing.. I mean he saved us from a house fire that started in Mom and Josh's bedroom back in Hawaii b/c nobody noticed it. And nobody would have for a while...

We amputated his front leg with him and he slept with me for a good duration of his healing process. Especially when we didnt have enough money for pain med's anymore and he'd meow at night from the pain...He used to sleep with me for a bit during that time and I'd try consoling him.

And when we moved to Charlotte, I didnt spend a lot of time at mom's place. So when I finally was able to spend the night at the house they're in now, Boolie followed me around that entire day and didnt want me to stop petting him, and he chased Tabitha, the other cat, away b/c he honestly thinks he owns me, and slept with me that night.

He's my favorite cat! He's just a cool kittie...and we just dont have the money right now. I mean, seriously. The vet charges so fucking much its ridiculous. No wonder ppl want to be vet's. They charge so fucking much, so they get so much! It kinda irritates me. I mean, I only have like twenty bucks to give to mom as a possibility of helping pay for his treatment or pills, but thats it. And mom will probably only have 40 dollars after the appointment or less!

I really hate life right now...it's not fair...all my favorite animals have to die or get put to sleep and I can't be there....Little Kitty, my cat, died while I was here and he was still in Hawaii. I left him to our old neighbors, but he died of Kidney failure all alone in the animal clinic. I didnt even get a chance to say goodbye...and that REALLY bothers me. I'd rather be with people or pets when they die. It just makes me feel better to know that I was at least comforting them.

I had one cat die in my arms as a kid. It didnt really bother me that much. I felt better to know that Oreo felt so safe in my arms that he could just drop dead immediately. He came home to die, and ended up dying safely in my arms when I was seven. And I'm okay with that. In fact, it makes me happy. That's closure to me. Seeing someone die or a pet die like that doesnt bother me...

So yea, this week is not exactly a good one anymore. Hopefully by the time the weekend comes in and I see Stacey again, everything will turn out better....Maybe we wont have to put him down, but mom used to be a vet tech....So its hard to be hopeful when mom isnt...

Well I have to go. Dentist appointment...Heh. Gotta go have my teeth cleaned after crying my eyes out for a half hour. Wonderful...

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Well,

Today was very interesting.
Me and a group of friends with to the Renaissance festival today, and it was freaking awesome :3 Me and Stacey try to go every year~

I wore my halloween costume, and I was happy with it. It was only hot though..thats the only downfall. It's definitely hot and humid.
But other than that I had a blast :3 I got to meet Stacey's friend Faith. She's actually pretty cool. I can totally get along with her, which is good :3

I got a picture while I was there :3 Its so pretty <3 haha it seems to fit me...its a Witch Fairy with lots of cats XD I was like 'WITCH AND KITTIES!!!!' haha and thanks again Stacey! I'll pay you back when I get cash....(I needed to borrow two dollars for said picture...)

Well, besides spending like...practically two hours+ Waiting on some of our group to get it together this morning, It was a pretty nice day.
I enjoyed myself ^^ and I got to see tons of hot guys....and and my twin brittany! And Vincent and Josh too! They were there too~

Haha and when I say Twin, I dont mean like...literally. If you look in my gallery. Brittany modeling is her folder. She's not my actual twin, but we just know each other so well, and both our names are Brittany, spelt the same and all. We have a lot in common, and yea...XD its a nick-name ish thing from Highschool. Still use it XD

But anyway! Im fucking E.X.H.A.U.S.T.E.D from all the walking today and the weather that I'm going to bed now. I can hardly keep my eyes open anymore, so NIGHT~!

Peace out~
~MLI




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*__Update__*

Woot!

Well it turns out that YES I will be getting my car back! So I'm so happy! <33 Also, I think that the impact actually fractured something...So I'm going to the doctors in a week if its still here so that I can get an X-ray.
I want to make sure I'm broken before I keep taking more pills.

Anyway, I have new Art stuff to post, but I'm waiting a bit. I want to finish some more first before I post some more. I'm only posting the ones I like btw. XD I'm doing a lot more in class than just the three I posted here XD

Also regarding that 'Another story' poll, I dont know if I'm going to have anything out. I got inspired for oh three days before it died..and then I went through two more ideas...so yea.
You might not be getting anything on a new story any time soon, but I'll try having update chapters posting asap.

Peace out~
~MLI



*_Update_*

Or maybe not yay....That was only the estimate and it all depends on if when the autobody takes my car apart and if they find more damage. My car is really border line. So if theres anymore internal damage that the estimator couldnt see, then I'm S.O.L for my car D:

WISH ASTRA LUCK! D:

Peace out~
~MLI


Everyone...


MY CAR IS SAVABLE!!! WOOOT!!
We got the report back today and it just barely made the mark ._. anymore damage and it would have been totaled.

The amount it'll take to fix it is about 6 thousand and some hundred dollars ._. Just about 75% of how much we paid for it. which was about 16 thou and some hundred dollars.

But I'm happy I should have my car back in a minimum of 3 weeks. Idk what the maximum is, but I mean...IM GETTING MY CAR BACK! As long as its back soon IDC! XD I'm so fucking happy XD My probably fractured rib/breast bone doesnt bother me right now I'm so happy XD It can hurt all it wants!

Anyway, yea We're just waiting on the rest now <3 and I still need to talk to someone dealing with medical from the other guys insurance. And then OnStar is next.

Honestly, I'd sue 'em. But that's just me. We could use the money right now, and we'd win, so
But who knows. It depends on what Grandma and Grandpa do.

Welp, I gotta go work on my essay thats due tomorrow. Talk to you all later!

Peace out~
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Welp,

For all of those who are wondering, yes, I'm still sore. My breast bone is starting to piss me off. It's making everything that involves movement painful; including breathing sometimes. My bruise looks freakin' nasty. It's not purple anymore, so I cant joke about being the descendant of a one eyed-one horned-flying-purple-people eater anymore..Makes me sad...

Anyway, everything as of right now is in place. Were just waiting for the estimate of my car and then we'll be able to move from there. I still need to grab my CD from Stallings Autobody, b/c I left my Evans blue CD in my car's player ._. Oops. I was too shooken up to remember EVERYTHING. I'll get it back sometime this weekend. If not, then I'll go get a new one. Woopty do.

Um...what else was I gonna talk ab-OH YEA! XD My last essay!
Well, it's finally looking like one of those real essays that I hate so much. No writing style in it. Just information. It's an argumentive essay. And I'm going to argue how EDWARD CULLEN IS AN ABUSIVE BOYFRIEND/TWILIGHT IS RUINING PEOPLE'S MIND ON HOW TO VIEW REAL RELATIONSHIPS! WOOT! XD

I was thinking of a topic, then looked up to my Edward poster and then it hit me....I should so do that topic b/c I am a TWI-HATER to no end. I swear, I could rule that club. I could. I loath it with a passion.
And I own all four books so it's not like I cant go back in and look up quotes to use for the essay and what not. I also am looking forward to looking through the Gaia post about Edward being an Abusive boyfriend. It is the PERFECT thing to help me. Yea, I'm a genius. XD

I get to print those out and bring em to class on Monday....Oh gawd I hope their are TWILIGHTERS IN MY CLASS! I Love arguing with them, b/c they make me feel so freaking intelligent XD they boost my self esteem. It's quite nice.

anyone hear about the idiots who are talkin'/were talkin' shit about Stephan King? *busts out laughing* That man is a GOD compared to Stephanie Meyer! He's had many Number one best sellers, and ppl were saying he was just jealous b/c she had a number one best seller...okay, yea, everyone has their bad books, I'm sure Mr. King does too, but He's had WAY MORE number one's compared to Stephanie! XD
And others were making fun of his big nose. How immature is that shit? If you're gonna bash on someone, then fucking read their stuff and dont do it on their looks. Cause if it was gonna be that way, then shit...Nobody would publish anything, because humans are such mirror worshiping bitches.

ANYWAY! XD I just find that ridiculously funny. Wow, goes to show you how stupid ppl are getting
Yea, thats' my essay idea and my car update. I'll probably know if Im able to get Astra back or not by Monday hopefully. Firemands Fund Ins. Co is going really quickly with this Business thing, so I'm really happy with them. We didnt have to sue em to get them to move! and they arent dragging their feet; they're working very hard and diligently to get us all the information we need and to work this whole thing out. I'm glad the owner isnt being a dick to us. I appreciate it a lot. I think he was one of the sweet older men there who was comforting me after he showed up, b/c he drove the red ford away at some point after coming to pick up his employee who was driving his nice car.
That guy might be either SO FIRED, or not getting a pay check until he pays off ALL the damage to his own car, then mine XD That's gonna be GREAT. Doushe.
ANYWAY, I should go. Need to work on setting up that essay and my group Project due monday! SO BYE BYE!

Peace out~
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*_Update_* - 9/30/09

Hey guys,

Thanks for all your kind words of worry and what not. I'm doing pretty good. My whole body's got sore and painful spots though, but that'll go away in a week. Good news is that a witness left her number and the police found out there was no third party car.
The guy lied about being cut off and thats what forced him into the left hand lane and onto the gravel, which made him loose control. It was just him drifting into the left turn lane and onto the gravel.

So, all that goes onto the owner of the cars insurance...haha sad thing is, the guy who hit me who was driving the nice 1963 Ford Mustang wasnt even the owner of the car! He was an employee! THAT WAS HIS BOSS'S CAR! XD Idiot. So everything is going on the other guys insurance thankfully. Means I get a new car/my old car.

Some more good news is that Astra might still live! *dances then winces and falls over* They say Astra was light enough that when he hit me, he shoved me back 90 feet. But my car was so light that it might not sustain really bad internal problems. If the frame and suspention are okay, I'll probably get my car back! *squeal*
That makes me happy. I love Astra very much. She's my first car, and my baby! <333 I took such good care of her...and I drove well damnt! I'm no bad driver >[ Many ppl have told me I'm a good driver for someone with only so much experience.

So, haha! Makes me happy <3 but anyway, I'm sore...my body parts are tense, so I'm gonna hop in the hot shower and let them relax some more. Keeps me from moaning and groaning about the pain, that and pain meds XD

I'll let you guys know everything else as soon as I can. I'm just glad I dont have to talk. Typing I can keep my arms in place and have my fingers move about the keyboard, but with my jaw talking is a bit painful. Eating is really painful and so is yawning. Its stiff from when I clenched it while I got hit. Dont remember doing it, but I'm sure I did. But anyway, ttyl!

Peace out~
~MLI

Everyone,

Just wanted to let you all know I will not be online at all for a couple days to a week.
I was in a car accident at 11:47 this morning on my way home. Thankfully it was not my fault and we're all fine, but my chest is really bruised and I'm probably just going to be sleeping and chillin' for a couple days.

I'm heading to the doctor at 3 to get checked out just in case, but I think other than painful bruising I'm alright. No broken bones or anything.

But sadly...My car is probably gone. He totaled the front end, crushing the radiator. I would not have been able to drive it home. The guy is fine, and so is his car (>[ So not fair) but the thing that bothers me the most is that none of my airbags deployed and I watched my OnStar* turn OFF. The light went from green to blank and I was not contacted.

Nobodies too happy. We might sue depending, but who knows. I honestly might want to, but I dont think I could be that much of a bitch considered I wasnt hurt that bad.

Depends on how I'm feeling tomorrow when I get the police report and figure out how my Car's going to go. It's probably gone. They'll probably total it and give me a check on how much it was worth. This sucks ass.

I loved my little Astra....*cries*

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She just really enjoys pushing my fucking buttons and for the stupidest shit too! >[
My Grandma got all upset that I decided 'Hey, it's fucking 85+ degree's upstairs. I'm Sweating my ass off to the point where all I wanna do is lay in the direction the fan is blowing. I'm not going to have any of that hot beef stew Grandma's making. Instead, Im gonna have a bowl of cereal because its cool!'
And JUST BECAUSE OF THAT she gets all pissy and upset and talks about 'Maybe I just shouldnt include you in dinner anymore' and it's not like I do that EVERYDAY or even close to it!
I do that every once in a while!

So that pissed me off to no end, because she tries guilt tripping me because I'm not eating dinner with them or her cooking. AND THEN she continues to bring shit up. Like she mentioned the 4 boxes in the garage that need to be undone and put away...WELL THERES SO MUCH SHIT IN THE GARAGE THAT WITH THEM NOW UNDONE(With her being a bitch the entire time I undid them) THEY HAVE LESS ROOM IN THERE! They take up more fucking space undone than they do as boxes and she got all pissy and moved to that.
And while she's arguing the whole box thing, she mentions the fact that I've been able to hang out with Stacey so I should have time to do all that...Well, yes. I agree, but you dont bring up my friends (especially since I dont see her ALL THE TIME) into stuff like that. you just dont in my book. So THAT pissed me off to no end and thats on top of everything else >[

And being super hot and still sweating my ass off does not help my attitude or my tolerance any, so yea. It's this like this that make me wish my cutting scissors weren't thrown away. because I'd be racking the shit outa my wrists right now if they were still there! >[
That's how pissed off she makes me sometimes, and not only is what she says, its how she fucking says it! She knows how to get under my skin and piss me up and continue to push my buttons. OMFG I just want to blow up! I'm seriously so pissed off I want to freaking cry >[

SHE DOES THIS TO ME EVERY FUCKING TIME I DONT EAT DINNER WITH THEM! She throws me a guilt trip then continues to piss me off with nagging and bringing up shit THAT DOESNT NEED TO BE BROUGHT UP! She just fucking THINKS OF EVERYTHING THAT'S GONNA PISS ME OFF and she brings them up after that! WHILE I'M FUCKING EATING!

GAWD!!! She drives me up a fucking WALL sometimes! I swear! *GRRRRR**

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Another freaking Essay~

OH JOY!

So, there basically goes my creative spark I suddenly had last night...
Well, hopefully it should be easy, like the other two, and I'll have it done by the end of the weekend so that I may draw and write some more! I WANT TO BE CREATIVE GODDESS DAMNT!

Well, yea, just letting you all know I might not be producing anything for a while.

But yea, class just started so I'll ttyl!

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Well,

I'm finished with that stupid Essay, and hopefully I'll get as good a grade on this one as I did the last; An A. :3
That was my first A on an Essay in my LIFE. XD I must really like college, or something.

Anyway, well I finally got some books; 'Immortal' by Gillian Shields. As of right now, I'm really interested in this book, but then again I just started chapter 2. lol We'll see how it goes, and the second one I bought was the Manga version of 'Vampire Kisses': 'Vampire Kisses; Blood Relatives.'
I bought the first Volume, and I actually liked it ._. honestly, I thought I wasnt going to because of how they changed up the story line, but I was pretty impressed. Alexander looks amazing XD Raven; LOVE HER CLOTHES ._. I wish I looked like her.

The only thing I'm really disappointed in is the fact that Trevor doesnt seem to be in the Manga and I love Trevor XD He may be an asshole in the series, but I love his Character. Honestly.

But other than that, I'm just chillin' for the weekend. Gawd I needed this break....I need a month off. Where's my coffee?

Peace out~
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Well, todays the day we work on the essays in class...wish me luck!

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Hey,

I need some help....With an essay I'm doing for English. I'd preferably like someone more my age, and more experienced with English, considering this is College English...you know...

I have to write a Narrative Essay. So far I'm half way through, but when I finish I would like to have someone look it over and help me edit it. It's always good to have more than one pair of eyes for projects like this. I should have it finished sometime today, or tomorrow, considering the workshop is Monday of next week, and I need to bring in to copies of the first draft in.
Well, it'll be more like my second draft I hope.

I really want a good grade on these Essays considering were having about one a week...or so...cause its a fast pace class. The Essay is formally due not next week monday, but the following Monday. So I'd appreciate some help before hand.

If you're willing and able, please leave me a comment, if not, thats perfectly fine. I do have friends who could, but ...she'll be looped up on pain med's for a while, so I'm not to....confident in only asking her(though when she's not all loopy, I'll ask her full help b/c she's freaking amazing at Essays ._. )
So yea...

HELP ME PLEASE D:

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Well,

I finally got to get a new book yesterday, and so far I dont know what to think of it. XD
It's called 'The Hollow' byt Jessica Verday, and I'm 123 pages in, and I still dont know what to think of it.
Like, I should know if I like the book or not, or what its about by now, shouldnt I? Though it is 513 pages...XD the fonts kinda big, so...XD

But I mean I guess I like it. Lol Its keeping my interest, and thats normally very hard to do...So I guess I could say I like it XD

But I'll let you know later more of what it's about. I kinda still dont know yet XD I dont even know if its a Vampire romance or not! XD I know theres supernatural in it. Says so in comments by other companies/authors who have read it. so...its up my alley in that department, its just...XD I WANT TO KNOW WHAT THE HELL CASPAIN IS! OR KRISTEN! *dies*

I know someone has to be something...different...its just figuring out WHAT.

Well Im cleaning my room and doing laundry so I can go to a birthday party later today. I'll tty guys later!

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hey,

I'm looking for car stickers, and I have no idea where I should look to really find some good ones.
You see I'm looking for something specific. I want Stars..

star car stickers or Moon car stickers to put on my back window.

So any suggestions?

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Haha

I'm spending the night at my Mother's house tonight, b/c I was gonna baby sit today, but Josh stayed home so I didnt have to XD It was awesome.

So Im chilling here, eating chips, and talking to people and Hailey(the littlest one) comes running up to me going 'Sissy! Sissy! Fix him!' and hands me this little yellow alien plastic toy Ive had for like..6+ years now XD
So he's falling apart...his body is off..his head is broken, so I spent like 15 minutes fixing this Alien toy XD
So yea...I suddenly have a doctorate in Alien Anatomy and what not. It's pretty cool.


And for those of you who are wondering, his surgury went fine. He'll make a full recovery and will be able to leave Brittany's Crayon Hospital in a couple of hours.

*giggles*

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-Edit- August 25th,

Well, I got all that situated as much as I could. The guy said that information (That I was only getting the two box sets, and not the OVA's) was in the description. I dont remember there being one, but that might be the reason I was a little peeved. Who knows.
The Item has already been updated, so the description he put is gone, and what not. So it's not like I could go back and proove it was there or not.
Oh well...

I'll just watch the OVA's over Youtube, and then buy them over Amazon later when I have the money XD I'm over it now...XD


And as for school...OMFGIHATEESSAYS! Yea, I had to do my first essay today, and if it wasnt for I would have NEVER finished it before tomorrow (which is when the first draft is due) because I HATE Essays...I suck at writing them. Like..FO REALZ. lol
But I got the first draft done, and its about a half a page over XD but oh well...Hopefully it wont be a bad thing that I'm over....I'll find out tomorrow in class.
Wish me luck!

Peace out~
~MLI

I hate False advertisement.

Yea, I told many of you in a journal already about how excited I was b/c I bought ALL of Fushigi Yuugi, an anime I watch, well...thats what the order information TOLD ME.

Well, I just finished watching the entire pieces of what I got today..turns out I didnt receive the OVA's, like I thought I bought. So I went back to look at the information to see if I was mistaken, and well...no. I wasnt. I was supposed to have received the OVA's as well, but when i looked at the new edited price, it was over a hundred dollars.
I only paid 60.

So I'm a little peeved. >[

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*Edit - 8/19

Well, English today was good, we got out an hour earlier again, so I love College XD
Now, on Interpersonal communications...well. That didnt go over as well as I thought it would. It went over better. lol
So after English I went and chilled over at moms, slept for a half hour, then chilled some more then headed back to school at like 520 for a 6 oclock class. I made it like..10 minutes before class started and the entire class sat in the room for like 30+ minutes before we all finally decided the teacher wasnt coming and we signed a sheet of paper, saying who was there, what time, and what class, and gave it to someone who told us to sign the sheet b/c the teacher probably wasnt going to show up.
I checked my e-mail and my blackboard and still no notification as to WHY class was canceled without our knowledge and what not, but hey, I got to go home at 630 instead of 840 today XD
Which was FAN-FUCKING-TASTIC b/c I had art homework to due, which is due tomorrow, and yea...I need to be up at 730 tomorrow so...Hello eleven PM bed time! XD

Cause I went to bed at midnight the last time...yea...that was a no go XD I was NOT happy b/c I was kept up by my uncle and my bird, so I was pissed when 730 rolled around...yea, not fucking cool.
But since I know where class is now, I dont need to be there at like...800. I can leave by at least 820 now :3 Which means I can sleep in till 750 instead XD woot!

Well, I'm just updating you all on classes. Hopefully next week I'll be able to tell you if I'm going to like Interpersonal Communications or not, but who knows....~

Peace out~
~MLI

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Yea,

well, as of right now my life is completely on a haitus XD
My english class is a fast class, considering it only lasts until like october ._. so yea, Im going to be busy doing essay's and shit like that. Like today she's assigning the first one. My first english class was Monday, so yea...Woot to homework -_-'

As for the other classes, Drawing yesterday was definitely interesting...I spent all three hours on one drawing...I havent spent that much time on a school art piece....ever. XD I was determined to make it look good damnt, since I picked up the damn post card.

I'll be posting my art class stuff up when I have more than just three, okay? As of right now, nothing's too exciting besides my new car XD
I get to have 'Interpersonal communications' today, so I might come home and update this journal to tell you how that went, but who knows...I get home at 9 PM tonight D: So yea....

Well, I need to head out. I need to be on the road in ten minutes to make it to school on time and what not. I'll tty later!

Peace out~
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OMFG~!!!!

YES!! I GOT MY CAR!!! <33333333333333!!!!!!
She's a beautiful Chevy Aveo <333 It's alot like the car's I had been looking at: The Nissan Versa, and the Honda Fit, and all that, but yea<333 She's amazing <333 Im so fucking happy XDD

Well IMMA GO DRIVE IT SOME MORE! BYE BYE!!! <333 (I'll have a picture up soon~)

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Dude!

I just finally finished that series, and let me tell you it was freaking awesome! <33 I used to watch it on Adult Swim until they took it off, but I remember the 'last episode' being all...depressing. I thought Amon died or something, but that was a couple years ago, so my memory was fuzzy, but like...yea...Definitely was a different ending that what I remembered, so Yay :3
I think they left it off at like...the 24th episode or something stupid like that...there are only 26 >[ they could have at least finished it...

But yea, I found it online and watched it <3
I'm seriously happy<3 Ive always loved the series, and I was finally able to finish it <33

But yea, if you havent watched it, you should :3 It's awesome~

But yea, thats really all I had to say XD I'm about to head to bed b/c schools Monday and I need to make sure Im going to bed sooner than 1 am...so nighty night!!

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So,

School starts Monday ._.
I'm excited, but then I'm super nervous too XD I always get like that when I'm going into a new school or something D: I get worried that I'm gonna get like picked on or, looked at weirdly (though I do dress that part XD) and not liked and blah blah, but that's normal for me.
I've had that for a while, and everything normally turns out alright.
I'm also worried about stress and like...sleeping habits and stuff like that.
I really need to start heading to bed earlier than 2 am. Midnight would work better. lol At least for now.
Cause my bodies used to like 13 hours of sleep XD So I need to start with only 8-10, which is a normal sleeping habit for teen's (or should be. its what we need.)

Also, I still need a bag ._. cause a normal backpack wouldnt work. That'd be too big, so I want a messenger bag, so I'm going out tomorrow to get one.
I'm also heading back down to Shelby tomorrow to look at the Ford dealership. I think were looking at a Fushion, and something else...and that's about it. Cause I can't drive a manual, and a purple car I found was Manual ;___;
The only one in purple, and its manual...I want an automatic, cause I dont wanna drive a manual, XD I dont know how, nor do I really wanna learn before tomorrow...-_-;

Hmmm...What else?
Oh, I went clothes shopping today <3 I got one new shirt -_-' but it was like expensive, so w/e.
It's very pretty <3 I'm excited to wear it <3 haha and ITS NOT BLACK! *le gasp* yea, it's not my usual style either, but I'm trying to look more professional in College than I was in high school. I mean, I'm still going to wear black and my usual style, but I am leaning into colors more. Guess I'm slowly falling out of my 'gothic stage' who knows...or its just that I need more of it in order to work w/ it better XD
I also got two planners. One for school, and the other for daily needs and appointments and what not. That's exciting <333

I also got a new haircut a couple days ago <3 and now I have some sort of bangs, but they're not like...straight across over my forehead, yuck..they're past my eyes, and they wave to the sides. It actually looks good on me, and I finally was able to get my hair redyed, so it doesnt look too retarded for school.

And that's about it. I need to get ready for a party so I'll tty guys later~

Peace out~
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Woot!

Just wanted to say a real quick thanks for the 15K pageviews! <3 I'm going to have pictures out soon- I have three on the way for the thanks for them and what not, but I'm not finished with the last one, so give me a bit longer. lol

But yea, just wanted to say thanks <3 I'm excited to have that many pageviews and in only a year and a half. That's pretty damn good, ne?

But yea, Im working on the picture right now, and I'm also working on school stuff so, I have to go now, but thanks for the pageviews!

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Yup!

So my grandparents are looking into a car for me, considering my schedule and Grandma's conflict on Tuesday and Thursday mornings for school.
So we looked at a couple today and I got to test Drive two.

First we looked at a Nissan Versa, which is the car my Grandparents were telling me they were thinking of buying me recently. At first I thought it was gonna be an ugly car that I wouldnt like it, but...I love it!
It's just perfect for me <3 It's a Metallic blue Nissan Versa made in 2009 I believe. It's an automatic, b/c I cant drive a manual to save my life just yet.
It's got a nice safety report - 4 stars across the board and Im surrounded by air bags lol It's also a hatch back, which gives me more space, which I LOVE <3 Space is very nice for a big girl like me, and its a 6 CD changer <3 Anyone say FUCK.YES?
I also got to test drive it, and boy does it drive smoothely <3 I seriously love the way it drives. It's easy to maneuver, the brakes are easy, so is the gas <3 It's wonderful <3

The next one we looked at was a Honda Fit and a Fit Sport. They're both nice cars, a lot like the Nissan Versa. I wasnt too impressed with the Fit Sport. It drives more like a truck, which means not as smooth a drive, but I found it turns on a dime, which was something I liked...but I felt like I was driving a space ship. The front window looks weird to me. The brakes were also harder to do...didnt like that.
The next one was a Honda DX, sports package, which was seriously a beautiful car....and sexy. I mean it had all this stuff! But, alas, I did not get to test drive it. I didnt want to. XD I dont need all that shit.

We're still looking though, but as of right now Versa's at the top of my list and the Honda Fit is second.

As for colors I'm leaning toward Metallic blue. Lol Thats about it. Silver's so plain, White I refuse to have. I'll need to clean it constantly b/c Im a freak about clean cars...Black and Red are red flags for cops, so to hell with that.
And Im not too big on emerald green on cars....or any green really. The blue is a seller. I want something different from my grandparents. I want it to be MY car...so the Metallic blue Nissan Versa is definitely what we're leaning for.

We wont have the money for it till September, and by then the 2010 Versa's will be in and some of the 2009's will be the ones they're trying to get rid of quickly, which means even more knock offs <3 It's about 16000 right now, plus tax and what not, the knocked off 500 dollars and will probably knock off more in September to get rid of the older version :3 Im excited <3

I cant wait till September rolls around! I want to drive outa that lot with my Metallic blue Nissan Versa right now! tehe~

Well besides that, today we took Sammy to see Ice age 3: Dawn of the Dinosaur's and it was freaking cute XD I definitely want that on DVD when it comes out.
Another one I want to see, which comes out some time when my school starts is another Miyazaki Movie. <3 I forgot what it's called, but Im hoping to see that when it comes out in theaters. <3 I also want to check on the new Alice in Wonderland done by Tim Burton <3 Im excited for that as well....

But other than that nothing special happened today. And now Im exhausted from driving and walking all day XD so Im gonna go find something to eat and drink then I think I'll take a little nap~

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Yo,

Yea, I will be having ending spoilers for like Pretear and Princess Tutu so if you dont want to be spoiled, then dont read beyond this point!









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Yea, well I just finished watching 'rincess Tutu' and ...haha Idk know what to think of it. It's not a sad ending, but not something I wanted. Lol I like happy endings, so in my little world, Fakir writes a story where Duck can become human again and they live happily ever after. The end. XD
Not this stupid staying as a duck shit and him just writing...nah. Not gonna work for me. I liked them together damnt DX
But yea, it was good none the less ^^ Im glad I finally got around to watching it. Took me about...a day or so. I watched up to ep 7 the other day, then today I finished it.
It's really good.

And Pretear, I watched that when Caitlin came over cause it's only 13 episodes <3 It was definitely something! I really liked it too! I'm working on chobits right now, and I hope that's gonna be good too <3
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Well I bought Yu Yu Hakusho Poltergeist report and I hope to have Fushigi Yuugi ....at least before school starts. Which is like in a week or so, so Im excited, but then I'm not.
I'm starting to have cold feet...I guess. I just hope its fun and that I can get through it and stuff. I dont know what I want to do anymore, you know?
I want to go into writing and art, but then I also think Culinary would be good b/c of the recession and how it's not going anywhere any time soon...so I'm a bit reluctant..I just hope everything turns out okay.

Well I hope that I'll get my writing spark back so that I can finish Crimson love and some more of my other stuff, you know? I'm beginning to wonder if I'll ever get my old muse back. When I was younger I could draw everyday and I'd like it and feel so proud of myself and even if I look back at it now and see how bad it was I miss those days when I could just draw and be happy with it.
Now It's so hard to find inspiration and almost everything I draw I think sucks....I've gotten a couple things that I like, but thats about it.
I know I still need a lot to go before I can really be proud, but I just dont know what I want to do anymore...draw...paint...write....cook...Idk. I want to do something that I love to do. Maybe photography? Oh I dont know anymore, but I wish I did.

Guess you could say Im going through a mid-life crisis and I havent even hit my mid-life yet -_-' How saddening.
I think too much about fantasty and what cant even happen more than I do reality, and I think that's one of my problems-why I cant grasp onto the things I want to do, but I dont want to let go of Fantasy...
I wish I could make manga or anime, but I'm not that good of an artist, and I doubt it.
Everyone used to tell me I was going to be famous one day, but do I want to be famous because of my art? My writing? Anything? I just dont know anymore....

haha sorry for the weird journal. I guess I'm just so confused at the moment as to what to do. And I know I'm the only one who can fix that, but still....I guess I just needed to vent it out, you know?
Well...
Night~

Peace out~
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Yup,
I have some more drawings for you, sadly not through the tablet, but Im having trouble getting used to that little guy. It's like seeing that girlie weird version of Hiei the fake Kuwabara thought of when he found out about Hiei having a little sister(though he doesnt know its Yukina) You can never get used to it.
Well I now own all four season of YYH so I got into a drawing mood somehow (probably b/c of Kiyoko, then the other picture I got for you, and then stacey's picture that made me do the Fai one and now this one b/c yea...) but I have two more pictures to upload right now, and the one I'm working on is prooving difficult D: The stupid hands and feet and shit. The only refrences I have for the next two are well...Hoshiko has no refrences and the only ones Haite has is the old pictures I drew of her many many years ago. So I'm going to post a before and after picture lol
Im definitely happy with the two pictures Ive been doing and I plan on having another one before my drawing Muse leaves me yet again. I havent drawn this much in a week since like...I was thirteen when my drawing muse was at its most.
So yea :3 Im excited that Im not using refrences and my body proportions are pretty damn good ._. Thats something for me. I SUCK at anatomy. So Im pretty happy. The only two things I dont like so far are hands...and FEET! MY GAWD! I LOATH FEET AND HANDS!
So basically those are gonna suck ASSS XD Both everything else is good for the most part :3 So yea, Im gonna go back to drawing now and watching Yu Yu Hakusho!

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haha YUP!

I now own all four seasons of Yu Yu Hakusho. Bought the third season yesterday, and it just shipped. and I bought Fushigi Yuugi the entire box set today and it already shipped ._. and then I bought season four of Yu Yu Hakusho <333
I'm excited and happy <333

I get to STARE at my Hotohori-kun forEVER MUAHAHAHAHA!!
and then I can watch Yu Yu Hakusho when ever I want now! <333 Im happy <3 Yu Yu Hakusho is my favorite anime b/c if it werent for Yu Yu Hakusho, I probably would have gone mad during my time living with my Mother in Hawaii. (For those of you who know me personally or read 'The Guardian' you know why I say that.) and then I brought me and my best friends together.
Stacey and I were brought together by it, Shelbi and I were brought together by it, sure Inuyasha was how me and Aysha got to be friends, but then it deepened b/c of our same interests in things(and Yu Yu Hakusho was one of those things shortly after) so all of my best friends (besides Paulina) were brought together b/c of it.
So it makes me happy and brings back good memories.

Also, it reminds me how much I loved/love Kurama XD I was watching the second disk of season 2 and its the episode where Kurama fights the make up dude and then Toya, and then the big ugly sweaty nasty dude I hate...haha You bet I was squeezin' my Kurama plushie during those episodes. I dont like seeming him get hurt like that D: makes me unhappy.
But yea XD I dont like seeing any of them hurt, but I only have a Yusuke and Kurama plushie...and I only cuddled to Kurama's plushie XD Maybe it's b/c I dont like seeing someone that pretty and smart and stuff get the shit knocked outa them, ya know? XD that might be it...but its probably b/c he is and always has been my favorite character.

but yea..Imma go back and watch some more :3 bye bye!

Peace out~
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haha

Yea, you heard right.
Imma be a greedy bitch. lol
I want YYH season four and the entire collection of Fushigi Yuugi.
Season 4 is about 21-23 dollars and Fushigi Yuugi runs to 63 Dollars. Right now I have enough for one or the other, considering I just bought three cause two arrived today.

So Im gonna wait about a week or two before I buy the box set I think...I think Im gonna go ahead and buy season four b/c I have the money and then some, and then wait about two weeks.
And see how things go.
Every friday I get 30$ in allowance for keeping my room clean, passing high school, and now going into college b/c I dont have a job yet...so instead of 20 dollars every time I go out (like it used to be) Im good with 30 Dollars a week. no more no less. (Unless they need to make it twenty or not at all, then Im fine.)

So yea. And I bought the second season with grandma's card..she just hasnt noticed yet I guess...or something..>> so I'll wait till the next thing of money comes in and I'll get the box set :3 and I'll wait another week and pay grandma back. Not a problem.
But I'm excited <333

The box set of Fushigi Yuugi comes with not only both seasons but all of the OVA's <333 I cant wait! <333 I want the entire series so I can STARE at Hotohori the entire time :3
haha he is now my newest obsession. (besides Vampires. That's still there.) but anime wise, yea....people know me to fangirl over Light from Death Note in real life....You have not seen me fangirl over Hotohori...it is horrific indeed. XD

So yea, thats all I wanted to say XD b/c I was excited and needed venting or I would have exploded. I do that sometimes. (Can anyone quess where that's from?)
But yea, its super early in the morning here so I should probably get some sleep now :3
Nighty night!

Peace out~
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Well,

Just wanted to let everyone know what's going on with me and stuff.
I am still getting used to my tablet, so give me a bit XD Ive been so used to a real pencil, that this is a bit more difficult that I first thought....
But Im still drawing stuff for you :3 Im in the process of one drawing right now, but its taking forever, b/c Im not used to drawing little kids. I dont do it that often, so woot to finding some references to look off of for anatomy help.

Um, My birthday was good^^ My cake was delicious and my birthday present was amazing (from Stacey. Still waiting on other ones so I'll tell you about those when I get em.) Cause I got Yu Yu Hakusho Season one, and if any of you didnt know, Yu Yu Hakusho has been my favorite anime since I first watched it. It brought me and two of my closest friends together(Stacey included.) so it was definitely a fitting present from her, and I love it so XD
Ive got a Yusuke and Kurama plush, a Yu Yu Hakusho poster from my past boyfriend, and now the first season. For someone who doesnt normally get anime stuff, thats pretty damn good. XD
The only other anime stuff I have are H.M movies like Howls moving castle, spirited away, Princess Mononoke, The cat returns, Kiki's delivery service, and thats about it...I also have the first disc of 'Death Note' courtesy of Stacey <3 and then the three Sailor moon movies, a Light plushie from Death Note and a Tsubasa R.C poster from Japan that my other best friend from Hawaii, Aysha, got me :3
thats pretty damn good for me XD

Other than that my manga collection isnt exactly huge. Its bigger than most ppl expect me to have, but its good :3 I have more Kaori Yuki Manga than anything else, then it goes to Fruits baskets(Which I might be selling) and Tsubasa R.C, then little series.

Right now Im waiting for college to start up, and for Matt to come down tomorrow so we can hang out this week~ Im excited <3
Im also waiting for the second season of Yu Yu Hakusho b/c I went and bought it online when I finished the first season in three days...XD
Yea, I LOVE Yu Yu Hakusho, and watching the series over again makes me remember WHY I fell in love with Kurama in the first place XD and Why I just love Yusuke <3
Technically I like all the main Characters, Kuwa included, (though many people dont sadly D: ) But Kurama and Yusuke are at the top for me <3 Always have been.

Hmm...what else? I started a baby blanket with Crocheting, but I am not EVEN done with it XD Not even close.
I'm also not going to the convention in Atlanta anymore b/c of complications so I guess that 60$ I saved for the hotel and stuff can be used to buy more Yu Yu Hakusho and presents. lol

I also need to remember to go online and get a suncoast gift card and send it to Sharon, my best friend since elementary school. We got back into contact sometime last year and her birthdays coming up in two weeks, so I guess I should hurry and work on that, ne?

Also, my ears are infected D: I got my second holes and DAMN they're touchy >[ It's sorta pissing me off how touchy they are, but I guess thats from the fact that the lady might have pierced my Cartilage, cause it stretches out into my lobe more than it would in other people, so she might have pierced that (cause it HURT when she pierced my ears, and the first time I didnt feel didly squat.) or she nicked the cartilage and yea...

I'm also getting into Fushigi Yuugi the anime <3 I cant find the Manga that matches it on Onemanga, so I guess Im stuck looking for it in Borders or Barnes and Noble. But oh well :3 Its definitely cute, and I LOVE Hotohori <3 I mean Miaka is stupid for not going for him man, he's hot, smart, kind, romantic, and an emperer...Um...HELLOOOO~ Stupid..Oh well, more for Stacey and I. (We both like him XD )
Im also getting into other manga/Anime, my friend wants me to watch it, but I havent looked at it just yet. Its called 'Harukanaru Toki no Naka de' Its like Fushigi Yuugi(thats what she told me anyway) so if you check it out before I do, let me know how it is :3

Well thats about it :3 um...Yea, really XD thats about it for now.
The Hong Kong thing is still a maybe, and its a 10% chance maybe, so I doubt we'll be going D:
and then Im trying to get Aysha up here next year for summer break, so :3 Im excited.
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Yup,

Ladies and gentlemen I am officially 19 years old today~
So woot! lol
Ive gotten so many 'happy birthdays' from friends and even strangers off of DA and I want to say thank you to everyone :3
It's appreciated <3

today I'm spending the day with my best friend, Stacey <3 She's coming over in a little bit and were gonna make my birthday cake and then go out to dinner <3
I'm excited <3

Kimmee called me (my step mom) and wished me happy birthday and so did my hair dresser! haha! And then my other friends have wished me a happy birthday as well :3
Dad called me last night and wished me an early happy birthday, so Im waiting for him to call me today and wish me a happy birthday today, cause he told me he would, so I'm happy.
(last year he missed my birthday, so I was upset)

But yea, I need to finish getting dressed so Im not like half naked for stacey.
So bbl

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Well,

I'm going clubbing tonight with my best friends(some) and yea :3
Tomorrow I have a doctors appointment early the next morning (oh boy) then I'll probably be hanging out with Stacey again later so, I'm putting everything on hold.

I also need to get my life together a bit. (Nothing extreme, just get ready for college) and so I'm putting everything on Haitus. If I feel that I'm in the mood, then you'll catch me posting a chapter or two here and there, but right now I'm just gonna be posting pictures probably.
I need to get into the swing of realistic drawings and stuff and well...I'm not very good at that so I'll need the practice for 'Drawing 1' in college.

My English class(Thankfully) is also towards writing. It's the information part of the book. So you're not souly going off fantasy and fiction. So you'll see my writing slowly begin to improve.

Well, I'm probably gonna go find something to wear now for clubbing.
I need to go shopping for a tank top or shirt to wear tonight so I'll tty guys later~

Blessed Be~

Peace out~
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Well,

Considering my Grandpa's intelligence and how many people like this inventions (he made this thing for the military that has something to do with the phone lines and the soldiers just punch in their number to say they're okay, or another for help) and he just sold it to this east side of America...but Idk exactly what THIS is for, but he's done things like this before.
So, people in China might want him to come over and do a speech or something...a confrence of some sort to show off probably something computer wise, or they need his help for sometime, so I'm very excited, because usually when grandpa gets tickets out of the country, it usually ends up with all three of us going, so I might be going to Hong Kong, China!

<333

I'm seriously excited and I do hope that we all are able to go. I know that I'll need like trankfulizers in order to get me to sleep, but OH FUCKING WELL. Cause that flight is like 14+ hours...gah...Ive done ...10 hours or 12, but I havent done 14. That's going to be FUN....I'm gonna need to buy like a battery charger for my laptop for the airplane, cause my ipod wont last forever...I know it can last about 10 hours or so, but idk about 14...and I know that it takes an hour to be completely recharged...and my laptop only lasts about 2:45 hours >> and that's fully charged. The battery is tiny.

But know whos...and gawd I hope we have free internet XD I'm gonna be taking a SHIT LOAD of pictures in China if we go and I'll definitely post them here when I get back, or perhaps, if I have internet, while I'm still there <333 OH GODDESS PLEASE LET ME GO!

I really hope I'm able to go...I'd love to leave the country again...I dont particularly like the traveling aspect of traveling anymore, but I LOVE being in different places. I love everywhere Ive been too- London(England), Nova Scotia(Canada), Milan, Florence, and Rome(Italy).
Ive been to practically every state in the US on the continental US, and then Hawaii...I dont plan on venturing to Alaska though...lol I'm not a cold person. No thank you, though I'm sure its beautiful, I just dont do well in cold weather. I'm grouchy and bleck...no thanks.

but I'm excited!!! *squeals* I really hope we go :3 China is definitely on my list of places to go to, Japan is another, Ireland, Venice(Italy), Greece, Egypt(for like...3 days XD), Jerusalem, Scotland, Singapore, The Netherlands, The Caribbean, Australia, and maybe Africa...Grandma wants to go to Africa real bad, but Idk..XD Im not big on shots, and you have to get a few before going over there...*cough* no thanks? lol I mean, if I didnt have to, I so would, but...I dont like needles. XD

And I think that's about it...lol I'd like to return to London and Italy some time in my life, but I'd like to get the others out of the way first lol.
But yea, that's really it :3
I MIGHT go to Hong Kong, China, but who knows. It all depends on these people that my grandpa is talking to, so wish me luck!

Blessed be~
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Well,

A couple days ago (just found out now) someone basically called me a racist...
D: That hurts.
I am NOT racist >[ One of my best friends is black for crying out loud!

It was on Fictionpress.com
and on my third chapter of 'The Guardian', yea i can sorta see why she would, BUT I think I have posted it enough that it is like...a fictional auto-biography...and that most of the people in it are real people, those are their real names, and that's basically how they acted.

It's over Tyree Brown. this girl said that I was being racist and disrespectful b/c Tyree actually called me Racist for not letting him see one of my art books, or something..and that his last name is actually brown. She said I was a racist and disrespectful....

Well...Too bad that's actually his fucking name and thats actually WHAT HE FUCKING DID TO PISS ME OFF ALL THE DAMN TIME >[
Omfg I got so PISSED OFF AT HIM for doing that! It is like a big pet peeve with me!
One of my best friends is black, and my step mother's black, to whom I call 'Mom' instead of 'Kimmee' b/c I LOVE HER SO DAMN MUCH!

So yea...my happiness just flew out the window. Thanks alot for ruining my fucking day.

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Well,

TODAY WE'RE CELEBRATING MY BIRTHDAY WHICH MEANS I GET MY PRESENT WHICH IS MOST LIKELY A TABLET!!!!

I am seriously FUCKING EXCITED!! I cannot wait to start drawing on it! and on top of being excited I'm on a mini-sugar high b/c I just had some icecream...so....WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

*takes deep breath* okay I think that's over....
BUT YEA <33
I'm excited for my tablet! I cant wait! Im gonna try coloring 'Calipso' first, or just drawing in general with it and doing some doodles to get used to it and how it works :3 but I am so fucking excited its not even funny!

But yea, my birthday isnt actually today...My Grandma just likes to shuv shit together...Oh well. Im celebrating my birthday with my best friend ON my birthday in 11 days by going out to eat and what not :3
maybe..>> idk XD depends.

But yea :3 Im excited for my tablet <333 I CANNOT WAIT~ I get it some time today...so be prepared for lots of doodles XD (probably shity ones...XD)

P.S ....DONT FLAME WHAT I'm LISTENING TO >[ I like Mariah OKAY!? It's not a crime. (Her old stuff is the best. New is shity really >> So I'll agree with you on that. But dont bash her old stuff. Grew up on it. Love it. and Im not in the mood to fight civily :3 )

Peace out~
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Well,

As you can see from my birthday meter, My birthday is coming up soon :3 I'm excited <3

I also went to borders today so now I went from 70 to like 40 something XD bucks b/c I got two books, and some japanese candy :3
I got those Apple and Strawberry Chews and I got those little star candies you see in 'Spirited Away' called 'Konpeito' or something like that :3 It says it on the container, but the rest is japanese :3

I'm about to get my ears pierced again :3 Its a birthday present from my friend paulina <3 so yea...
g2g get ready!

I forgot what else I was gonna tell you too...um.....OH! and I'm learning to crochet :3 So yea...thats it :3

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- Post these rules
- Each person tagged must post 10 things about them in their journal
- In the end, any person tagged has to choose 8 people and post their icons in the same journal
- Go to their pages and send a message saying that they have been tagged
- No tag-return

1. My Favorite colors are Neon Green, Neon purple and Black
2. I say 'like' alot in person
3. I Can't sleep in pitch darkness
4. I have a black cat with orange eyes named Magic and she scared me the first night I slept in that house
5. I still like Sailor Moon~
6. I LOVE to role-play
7. I think my old furbie is actually possessed by something...
8. I have a nice Guitar, but I dont know how to play.
9. I'm a led foot on the high way
10. I'm great in bed. I could sleep all day~ ( Wtf you were ppl thinking?)

I tag ...anyone who wants to do this?

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Yea,

Sorry but Crimson Love is being put on Hold for a bit...The next chapter needs some configuration and redoing, considering what it has in it..
I'm considering all of my readers who are like....15 and below...>> (Ones like 12...so yea. :3 Innocent eyes must stay that way)

So I'm trying to work with it so that I have enough material for the chapter, but not dive into the next chapter's Material....cause all of you who read my journal about it know the next chapter was gonna be my virgin attempt at a sex scene XD
BUTTT~

Considering all of you are the readers~ I'm just your loyal artist, I'll let you all decide what you want to see....I'll release a poll after I update this :3

So yea, please tell me whatcha think!

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Welp,

To update everyone, My Great Grandmother is coming tomo-er today (It's past midnight) around like 5 or sive from New Hampshire, so I get to drive to the airport and sit in the Cellphone lot for a while until Grandma can get her and her things.

I have to finish my own laundry tomorrow and do the house rugs, considering we need to pick them up cause Great Grandma will trip on them or something.
I'm almost probably picking up the groceries tomorrow at Harris Teeter-the grocery story near our house.

Today I went to the horomone doctor, cause those of you who know me in person know that I do have horomone problems so yea. I had blood work done, which sucked ass.
My veins are a pain in the ass and they run away in my arms...So like she stuck me once and couldnt find it again, so she stuck me in the hand b/c they dont move there and she searched a little in there, but she got it shortly after.
I HATE getting it in my hands. It HURTS LIKE SHIT.
Like I still have a little bump there and its totally bruising and hurting, so I went out and got myself Sorbet and Phish Food Ben and Jerry's ice cream XD
Phish food is amazing XD Chocolate ice cream, gooey Marshmallow swirls with Caramel and little fudge Chocolate fishies :3
haha though I am allergic to Caramel a bit, that doesnt bother me. Just makes my throat itch. The end. I STILL EAT IT XD
But on occasion, not a lot.

Um...My little sister Samantha's birthday is coming up soon...like in 6 days. She'll be five and she's heading into Kindergarten :3 So fucking cute!
Hailey is still an adorable two year old who gets into everything of course lol

And last weekend Stacey came over and baby sat with me, which was awesome :3 Though we were there till midnight instead of 6 PM....oh well.
She was wonderful with my sisters. Haha they were LOVING her! XD When we were watching movies both of them were like all over her XD just laying with her and stuff. It was cute, though it made me a little jealous in two ways- ONE: my sisters usually hang on me...so the change was too sudden for my emotions to handle and TWO: Stacey's my best friend XD and I dont share well...XD Especially her. lol
I hate having to share her attention. But yea, easily over come by doing things and besides it was better than doing it all alone.

Um, what else?
Oh yea, I have a boyfriend-sorta. lol We never really said it, but I think so XD And I'm sure he wouldnt mind so oh boy!
His names Matt <3
He's a sweetie pie and I just love him~ So cute~
and he's smart too! XD double points! Woot!

Um...Anything else? Nothing really too knew...I'm turning 19 at the end of the month? (obviously from my birthday thingy) 19 more days now :3 Oh boy!

I think Grandma did a good one and bought me my drawing tablet, cause that's all I asked for so WOOT!!! I'm gonna fucking MESS WITH THAT ASAP! if I got it...
haha theres ONE box in the office for me....and its semi-large and is about the right size for a Drawing tablet, especially the one I asked for...and and its the ONLY thing I asked for :3
So....I get it on the 7th, though the 21st is my birthday because Grandma's mushing mine and Uncle James's with Samantha's, though I dont think its really mushing...its more like...Celebrate Samantha's birthday and throw our presents at us and run to see what Sammy is opening next or what she's doing/eating w/e and we're left in the living room with no one to care what our reactions our to our presents...
Yea, I dont like mushing mine in with Sammy's. I want my birthday to be special! Its the ONLY day I get some real fucking attention so yea....I want fucking Ihop that morning/after noon, depending on what time I wake up. and like....China Buffet for dinner or Musashi! <3333

But ANYWAY~
I think that's it for now :3 if something else comes up I'll throw it in there, but for now....

Peace out~
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Well, it looks like I hurt myself somehow >>

I think I either tor a muscle in my wrist(though I doubt its that bad) or I pulled it. It hurts like a BITCH and so I wrapped it. lol
So I dont know if I'll be getting any artwork done, though I had scheduled a new picture of Mark to be done, but...not anymore. It's my right hand, the one I draw with and do everything with, so Im kinda S.O.L right now.

I also have to prune roses tonight and pull out weeds....Wonderful. That's gonna hurt.
But yea, I wonder how everything's gonna go >>

Anyway, I'm hoping to see Stacey tomorrow or Saturday, it all depends on stuff. I want to make fudge, so I hope that all works out Even with my mini cripple.

Or do something, idk. lol
Anyway, Im gonna go...write or something lol cause no one's on...so peace out~
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Merry meet, Merry part, and Merry meet again~

It's just me :3 Just wanted to throw some updates at you.
I'm doin' pretty damn good and Im considerably happy

I'm all giddy >> that's weird lol, but hey, Im not normally this happy either, so


Well I hope you guys enjoy the latest chapter of 'Crimson Love', I'm slowly getting closer and closer to it's end. I hope you all enjoyed the series, but I will have the warn you, Chapter 17 is a mature one.
LIke....REALLY Mature...XD The kind where if you dont like reading Lemons and such, then dont read it...I might make it graphic, who knows...depends on how embarrassed I get while writing it-considering I dont know what I'm doing XD

Anyway, I cleaned my room the other day, and it looks freaking awesome. XD Took me about 5 hours to completely redo my room. and I mean organize and stuff too.
It's nice <3

Also, I might try to draw another picture of Mark and Kristine, this time I'm hoping to have them both Vampires <3 And I'm gonna work on drawing Nina too. But who knows how long that's going to be, so just hold tight ^^

I start school in August-oh boy- and I seriously cant wait! College seems so much more free than high school, though I'm sure we'll have more work- we're still a lot more responsible than you are in highschool and a challenge like that is going to be quite interesting, considering I took my senior year head on and passed w/ all that I did <3
This is going to be fun, I especially can't wait for my English class-it's going to help me with my writing so Im super excited-also excited for my drawing class.
I havent had an art class in high school since Sophomore year, so I hope I can handle it better than I did then.


Well, that's really all I can think of saying right now, Im also super tired, so yea...XD Enjoy Chapter 16!

Blessed be~
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Well today really sucked. It was just one thing after another and it all started at 1 this morning, continued on to 6 am, and then so on throughout the rest of the day.
The only good thing was that Lee came over and we watched the anime 'Karas', which -though not my type of anime- was very interesting and I really enjoyed it.
Dude was hot.

anyway, yea, so the rest of my day wasnt all that wonderful, in fact it was shitty. I dunno what the fuck was going on, but what ever. I'm just going to head to bed early and hope to Goddess tomorrow is better, considering I might spend the night and Stacey's house, which will be cool.
I could use seeing her and chillin' with her and stuff.
I could have used seeing her today...thought about calling and asking if she could chill for even an hour cause I was just so...GAH! Today I was very upset. so much rage and depression going on at once just drained everything out of me, so I'm heading to bed..

And I also just realized I fucked up during my Crimson Love outline, and I'm not trying to think up something to happen in the next chapter...gah...Today is just NOT my day...~Night

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well, I told you all a couple days ago I'd probably have more Crimson Love out, but I've actually been busy hanging out with friends for once, now that I can drive.
Grandma's being really leniant about letting me drive by myself. I mean, ever since I had my license, she's been letting me drive around town and now I even went all the way to concord Mills with Caitlin and her boyfriend Drew, and for those of you who dont know, thats like...an hour away from my house or so....
So thats the farthest Ive driven by myself. But it was nice :3
I liked it.

I LOVE driving the Ultima...its so smooth and nice, and it has 6 CD DISK CHANGER!! WOOT! MUSIC! but Grandpa's truck dont...so I get upset when I have to drive it. I NEED MUSIC WHILE DRIVING. Or I just get bored and cant consintrate...not good.

But yea, I'm hanging out with my friend Lee tomorrow-he's the one I went to Prom with and stuff. We almost hooked up, but..eh...I just like him as a friend, and same with him. So it just doesnt work that way.
So Idk when I'll get the next chapter out, I'm going to try for tonight, but that all depends on how Christine goes...lol If we RP then probably not...lol

And then I have stuff on Friday, because I might be spending the night at Stacey's again and who knows what time I'll be back on saturday. then sundays father's day and knowing Grandma we have plans that day and then monday I'm visiting with my old friend from Sophomore year at south meck -Emmanuel. (Gawd I hope I spelt that right XD)
so yea..who knows when I'll have the time, but I hope it'll be soon cause I know you guys are waiting XD so ttyl! I'll go try working on the next chapter now :3

Peace out~
~MLI




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Haha, so I got 'Vampire Kisses 6; Royal Blood' Yesterday and I finished it about two hours ago.....haha Yea, as some might know, Vampire Kisses was my inspiration for My Vampire Romance and so now that I've finished that Im sort of in the mood to write Crimson love chapters, but I'm also completely exhausted for some reason, so I'll take a nap first then work on chapters. lol

But yes...I had this face the entire time I was reading the book. XD I simple adore this series. It really brings out the squealing fan girl in me like Light Yagami does XD
Yea, seeing me read that is definitely a sight...

But anyway, just thought I'd let you know. Go out and read Vampire kisses now if you havent already!~

Peace out~
~MLI




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As I'm sure you all remember, I've been watching Inuyasha for the past like week now, and yup...It's a new obsession.
I remember watching it during my freshman year, thankfully I'm not reacting to it the same way I did then...XD
You think I'm obsessed now? Oh jesus....

Anyway, I'm going to TRY and draw another character I just made up.
I'm on episodes 111 out of 167 and Ive gotten to the part with the Band of Seven.
I Love Bankotsu! <33333 There's just something about him that makes me love him XD even if he's an evil bastard, what EVER. He reminds me more of a child than anything...so maybe not that evil XD
(Yes, for those of you who have seen the episodes, I do already know what happens)
But I've also been listening to this song called 'Umbrella' by All time low...It's a bit different from what I'm used to listening, it sounds like...idk...emo/punk/something or another ...like Fall Out boyish I guess I should say.
Yea, I like Fall out boy, but not everything they do. But anyway, the song gave me an idea for another character besides Kiyoko <3
Idk what her name is just yet...I'm thinking about Chika, but Idk yet...

But as my idea, Bankotsu ends up alone b/c he kills Renkotsu and stuff and in my idea he isnt killed by Inuyasha and just wanders on his own wounded from the battle and his sword thingy, Banryu, was shattered so no more sword thingy.
And it's pouring and a younger girl (she's going to be about 14-16) comes up and holds up her Umbrella (the paper kind) over his head so he doesnt get wet. She's a strange girl, definitely. XD Very random, and loud, and ADHD but oh well XD

but that's it. I'll probably try drawing her and Bankotsu together then Inuyasha and Kiyoko, but who knows. My art drawing moods seem to vanish quickly. I'll get an idea, start it, think its shit, and throw it away and thats the end of the mood. lol

So we'll see. But that's it for now :3 When I finish Inuyasha maybe I'll move to Full Metal Alchemist.

Peace out~
~MLI




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