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Another thing, I really want to encourage everyone to post well thought out comments that actually critique or at least give some sort of insight as to why you like or dislike someone. This isnt directed at anyone in particular but I would rather get a comment telling me what you think may be wrong with it or why you dont like it in at least a little detail rather than someone just saying "thats some creepy shit", you know who you are lol. I guess basically what im saying is, if its not constructive...SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!!!

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If anyone wants to color this for me feel free. Ive tried and tried and I just cant seem to find a color scheme that works so if anyone wants to give it a shot like you Janet lol, feel more then free.

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Anyways theres a lot of stuff to update you guys on. I got through my first year at IADT, its a design school here in michigan. Im enjoying it for the most part but every now and then doubt creeps into my mind. I begin to wonder, "am I getting what I want out of this school". For the most part I think I am but as I said sometimes not so much. Some of my friends have either been booted out or they are dropping out or they are going to the out of state schools we have. Kinda depressing to loose good friends but it happens.

Speaking of which, lately ive tried to resolve an old situation that has gone on for about 4 months I think or maybe longer. It was one of those "he said she said" things and as usual I was the scapegoat. In any event I dont hold grudges so I tried to resolve it and it was no use. Like I said I dont hold any grudges and I wish them all the luck in the world....well some of them lol.

I was seeing someone for a few months and it was nice but it didnt work out. Still friends and all that jaz so its cool, now theres a few other girls that have taken an interest in me so whatever lol. We'll just see what happens I guess.

So my friends and to whom it concerns my advice for this journal update is to have an open mind. Just because you hear something that doesn't make it the gospel, false idols will get you nowhere. Use reason and common sense in your daily life and give people the benefit of the doubt.


“I view my job as being someone who is supposed to piss people off. I don't want to be just one-of-the-guys. I don't want to be just a smiling face you see on television presenting some vapid kind of easily-digestible garbage.”

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Me and Tiff dont talk all that much these days. We keep in contact but we have both been soo busy lately we just havent had much time.

Ive been keeping to myself also, which i know sounds weird considering i just said ive been developing more of a social life but what i mean is I just mainly keep in contact with my friends here. I love everyone but AIM and yahoo and all that isnt really important to me anymore. I dont really care for instant messaging these days. ]]> ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/8657954/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/8657954/ Wed, 03 May 2006 00:57:24 PDT
So how are me and her doing? We're cool, thats my little buddy and I love her.[link]

Part of the reason ive been kinda quiet lately has to do with my friend Tony getting shot 7 times. Him and a few of his friends arrived at a gas station right when some robbers were comming out and shot Tony because he was a witness. His "friends" ran off and left him there....dont ya just love humans? He was hit 4 times in the stomach, one in the shoulder, one in his right arm and one in his left foot. He's doing just fine though, they were able to get all the bullets out and he's doing a lot better now. They think he should be up and walking around by next week. ]]> ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/8484483/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/8484483/ Sun, 16 Apr 2006 00:34:05 PDT
Normally in situations like this I would rely on my circle of friends that I normally hang out with. However lol...ive been cast out of that circle. On the plus side ive become closer with people that used to be just casual acquaintances. One in particular my friend Nette, she should be a motivational speaker because I think without her I would still be stuck in limbo emotionally. I dont mind being mad and i for damn sure dont mind being happy but to not feel anything..well that I dont like.

Ive learned a lot about myself this past week and ive gained a new outlook on life.
One thing I used to do is looking for happyness through other people. Thats not a good idea, because if things change and you loose that person then you loose youre happyness. YOu have to find happyness through yourself and not rely on external sources like people or money or whatever to bassically determine youre mood. Ive done that too many times but after all this, this is where it ends. I love her but with or without her im gonna be fine just like she is and thats the way it should be. Not one person on this planet can give youre life meaning, you have to give it meaning and happyness. Once you get that happyness you share it with the ones you love, thats how its supposed to be and I know that now.

So to anyone that reads all of this, thankyou for listening to me rant and rave and i love you. ]]> ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/8431397/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/8431397/ Mon, 10 Apr 2006 19:02:05 PDT
currently listening to=NIN the becomming.


the trip was great but there has been a change and im not sad about it really. We've decided to go back to being friends, we're both heading in different directions right now and its just not the right time for us. I was choked up about it at first and I dont think ill be able to listen to "perfect drug" by NIN without feeling a little sad but for the most part im good, we're still gonna be the best of friends and i still love her a lot. ]]> ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/8309503/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/8309503/ Wed, 29 Mar 2006 22:08:21 PST ]]> ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/8004368/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/8004368/ Sun, 26 Feb 2006 00:02:07 PST
So as for instant messaging programs I prefer Trillian. It combines aim, yahoo, msn and ICQ into one program making it easier to manage. One of its features ist hat it automatically saves all youre chats onto note pads. So I noticed that my ex girlfriend Jeska's name was still on my list so I had a look at her chat notepad. I read that stuff and damn near felt sick lol, she was such a huge mistake. Huge liar and just not going anywhere and just no ambition to do anything. Its embarrasing when I think about the things I did for her. I remember once I took this stupid picture with her where we were holding up pieces of paper that said that we loved each other. The great thing about me and Tiffany is that even if things went bad with us and we broke up I wouldnt have any regrets ]]> ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/7924403/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/7924403/ Fri, 17 Feb 2006 10:22:57 PST ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/7851947/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/7851947/ Fri, 10 Feb 2006 00:11:04 PST
hows everyone else doing? ]]> ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/7695199/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/7695199/ Tue, 24 Jan 2006 13:19:36 PST ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/7564845/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/7564845/ Tue, 10 Jan 2006 14:01:40 PST
In other news I had this said to me recently.

" Your black! thats sick have some class.... date your race.... You will never make tiffany happier then my brother! EVER!"


Thats kinda cold, I mean really now. Tiffany is pretty damn happy from what I can tell. This girl acts like their relationship was perfect, Tiffany and that girls brother had broken up before he died. This girl needs to move on and accept that.

In conclusion I wanna be able to see my children die from old age lol.

[link] check her out shes an amazing 3d artist. ]]> ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/7324289/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/7324289/ Fri, 16 Dec 2005 02:16:03 PST [link]

uhh yeah, im sure its fake because it would have been all over the news if real but still. ]]> ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/7225632/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/7225632/ Mon, 05 Dec 2005 02:10:24 PST
Oh and as for updates, I dont feel like it right now. ]]> ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/6890705/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/6890705/ Fri, 28 Oct 2005 11:56:25 PDT ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/6620061/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/6620061/ Tue, 27 Sep 2005 19:27:17 PDT
The only problem with that is when im at home in my art area I cant think of what to do lol. I mean I can do marvel comic and DC artwork all day but I wanna do something different. I also wanna do a photomanip but again im not sure what to make.

I need some ideas of something different to draw. Otherwise im gonna start drawing crazy stuff like Roger Rabbit doing a line of cocaine off of Jessica Rabbit's breasts. Actually that might be a good idea lol.

So I guess what im trying to say is HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELP ]]> ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/6484563/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/6484563/ Mon, 12 Sep 2005 10:42:24 PDT
You know if it wasnt for her my art would not be where it is today. Why she doesnt draw anymore ill never know

She means so much to me and yet I never tell her. I guess I just think its a given you know? Even though we have it out a lot I really love my mother.

She deserves a good man in her life. Shes had bad luck in the past. My dad for example and this other guy Greg and her latest David. I hate seeing her looking at sites like Match.com

Even though im her only child she never spoiled me. I mean she would buy me things but not to the point where I became a spoiled brat. She has taught me soo much over the years.

My mother is very sick and just a few minutes ago she was in my room crying. She was scared and I know it, she didnt say it but I can tell. The doctors dont know whats wrong with her either. She keeps bleeding enternally, shes on these pills to try and stop it or something but its affecting her hormones. Which makes her feel even worse then she already does. Its like shes dying but she doesnt wanna tell me or something.

My eyes are all read as I write this. Ive never seen my mother soo vulnerable before. I mean even when my dad would hit her she never looked like that. I feel horrible for wanting to move to Cali now. I think she needs me here.

I really hate posting depressing stuff like this but I could honestly use some positve comments. ]]> ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/6439593/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/6439593/ Wed, 07 Sep 2005 09:12:43 PDT
How's the love life? Well im not in love with anyone but im enjoying being single. Ever since me and Jeska broke up I just feel good. Not that being with her was horrible but I hate having to tell someone where I am and who im with because they are soo damn paranoid. Shes been calling me a lot lately, I think she wants to get back together because she keeps dropping hints. At first the thought of that seemed great and I welcomed it but the love I had for her is gone. I mean I still love her but im not in love with her and I dont have any romantic feelings for her anymore. It just happened recently too its soo weird, but oh well shit happens. Right now im just having fun and enjoying life the best a bi-polar victim can lol. Do you know how easy it is to meet people? All you gotta do is start up a conversation with them. Yesterday I met this GORGEOUS Iraq girl. We were both waiting outside the campus and she sat down next to me and she looked sad. So I asked her if everything was okay and she said "no but I dont wanna talk about it, thankyou for asking". I then said "its cool I understand, whatever the problem is try youre best to smile because a pretty face like yours deserves to be complimented with an even prettier smile" she smilled and said thankyou and blushed a little and we talked a bit more and bam now i have a new friend.

Well thats all for now, Rachel youre 21 now...come to detroit and lets get some drinks lol. ]]> ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/6314321/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/6314321/ Wed, 24 Aug 2005 10:08:59 PDT ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/6261949/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/6261949/ Thu, 18 Aug 2005 13:04:34 PDT
Anyways thats it, to all the young women out there stop getting pregnant and leave grown ass men alone because all they want from a youngn is sex. ]]> ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/6138130/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/6138130/ Fri, 05 Aug 2005 01:58:10 PDT and that pisses me right off. ]]> ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/6089853/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/6089853/ Sun, 31 Jul 2005 14:27:25 PDT
"deviantART, Inc., the proprietor of the deviantART website, was begun by Scott Jarkoff and Matt Stephens on August 7, 2000. Angelo Sotira and Andrew McCann became heavily involved in deviantART at a later date, well after the site had been established, leading Sotira to claim that he was also originally the third co-founder, a claim refuted by Jarkoff."

someone HAS to make an excessively dramatic movie or comic about this feud. it's so interesting :b and it's not like we'll ever get facts from anyone anyways so someone has to fill in all the empty spaces. with drama. HAW HAW! anyways.. just thought i'd share.

the following is something i support because it is a civilized and symbolically effective way to protest against jark being fired. it highlights the aspect of deviantart that i like - being able to build a community and interact with people - and protests against the deterioration of deviantart at the hands of pure economic interests. you must understand the relation of this protest to jark; therefore, this is not the time to announce that people should be doing this all the time anyway or that you think everyday should be like august 7th. that's uncalled for and pretty much unrelated. this is the place to be if you want to make those kinds of comments.

"On August 7th, DA turns five years old. Five years for a website like this should be a grand affair, one big event.

So don't submit anything on August 7th.

I'm talking a print, a deviation, a scrap...nothing.

Instead, just leave a comment. Visit a user's page and just say hi. If someone wants to buy a subscription that day, I'm all in favor or it. It'll keep the servers going, and anything that keeps the hamster running is a good thing.

BUT...I think folks shouldn't buy any prints. No print subscriptions. That goes against the COMMUNITY theme for the day.

We want to put the COMMUNITY back into DA.

If you're in favor of this, if you believe in the power this COMMUNITY has, then join me. Post this in your own journal. Spread the word to everyone, with a and a . " ]]> ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/6006590/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/6006590/ Fri, 22 Jul 2005 17:11:28 PDT
More anime drawings to come. Drawing is my first love when it comes to art. Ive been drawing since I was like 5. Photomanips are fun and 3d stuff is great but it gets to be really easy and after a while thats all you do and you forget how to do anything else. So im doing more drawing then anything.

Even though its far away next summer is gonna be the shit. Gonna be going to Cali next july. I got some great friends out there. Rhiannon and Tiffany are two of the greatest friends a guy could have. From there we're all gonna come back to michigan and chill for a few days then drive to newyork and chill there for a few days. Then if we have enough money saved up by then we're gonna fly to amsterdam for a week or two. If the amsterdam thing comes to pass it will be the best summer ever. If not it will still be great with the newyork and cali trip.

Jeska who? LOL slowly but surely im getting over her. Im deleting drawings I did for her, pictures of her, her number is nowhere to be found. Now all I need to do is erase her from my mind lol. Im having fun right now, im not dating anyone seriously but I am dating. It feels good to just have some care free fun and not worry about anyone getting attached.

Well until then you stay classy Sandiego ]]> ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/5910277/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/5910277/ Tue, 12 Jul 2005 02:30:02 PDT
I think ill ramble a little.

Its hot in detroit. Its like 90 right now. Im hot and sticky and annoyed.

Jeska messed me up good. Fucking broke my heart and I did all those damn drawings for her and took that stupid picture for her too lol. Oh well..I know a friend that likes my art so she said she would like them if I dont wanna look at them anymore.

School is stressful, you have no idea how stressful the nursing buisness is. Sometimes you just wanna take a gun and empty the bullets out of it and hit someone upside the fucking head with it.

And whats the deal with airline food? ]]> ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/5830226/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/5830226/ Sun, 03 Jul 2005 15:25:17 PDT ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/5544399/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/5544399/ Sat, 02 Jul 2005 15:38:35 PDT
Dont worry about the above thats my own problem, the bigger picture is that I got called a spic and a nigger today and im not too happy about that. The guy that called me a spic was this guy here in michigan that was with his friends and it was just me and my friend so I guess he felt tough, or I guess he didnt like me being with her because she's white. For whatever reason he's a fucking idiot. Then some guy called me a nigger online lol. Thats what I love about the internet, anyone can be a badass. ]]> ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/5346877/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/5346877/ Fri, 13 May 2005 11:03:09 PDT [link]


and

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and

[link] im pretty sure thats Alicia Keys

Anyways I guess thats all considered art and its all fine and dandy woo woo. However I made a fan poster for this horror movie and they took it out. Taken out because I included the cast of the movie on it. So why is it okay for those design thingys up there but mine isnt?


Its bullshit lol, im not even mad about it I just think its funny as hell. Thats why soo many people are leaving this site or not updating anymore. ]]> ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/5325306/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/5325306/ Tue, 10 May 2005 22:41:35 PDT
I need some way to get my point across to her. She knows im in love with her and all that but..some how I wanna let her know that there are no limits with how I feel about her. Or is that an exercise in futility? ]]> ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/5234228/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/5234228/ Sat, 30 Apr 2005 22:59:10 PDT The hurricane is spinning through the air,
I want to kiss you in the shelter beneath the house
While the twister's overhead and while we kiss
I can hear the objects smashing against the wall
shots of light break through the cellar door as they come undone
Careful, careful the earth will be devoured
The sharpened teeth of a hurricane
I hear the panic but i'm just too tired to care or too in love
I just can't tell
You were just the spark I needed or you are my love depleted
You were just the spark I needed or you are my love depleted
You were just the spark I needed or you are my love depleted
Careful, careful the trees are falling down
Careful, careful the trees are falling down
Careful, careful the trees are falling down ]]> ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/5116902/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/5116902/ Mon, 18 Apr 2005 00:35:14 PDT ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/5082811/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/5082811/ Wed, 13 Apr 2005 22:14:07 PDT
Im looking forward to the next few months. Ill be taking another trip to see a friend. Which friend I dont know. I would love to go to cali though.

life is cool right now. Not perfect, but I mean life has those little annoyances so theres nothing anyone can do. You just gotta ride out the storm. ]]> ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/4992977/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/4992977/ Sun, 03 Apr 2005 22:33:53 PDT ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/4904704/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/4904704/ Thu, 24 Mar 2005 21:47:51 PST
In other news, im loosing motivation to update lol. I dont know why but I havent been wanting to update here. ]]> ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/4877916/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/4877916/ Tue, 22 Mar 2005 01:20:24 PST ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/4808049/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/4808049/ Mon, 14 Mar 2005 05:54:46 PST ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/4674064/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/4674064/ Fri, 25 Feb 2005 21:57:56 PST ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/4416897/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/4416897/ Wed, 26 Jan 2005 02:33:03 PST ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/4390062/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/4390062/ Sun, 23 Jan 2005 00:32:35 PST . Theres just no escaping photoshop but I wont create anything with it for a while. So stay tuned everyone. ]]> ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/4347303/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/4347303/ Mon, 17 Jan 2005 21:38:45 PST We've got a long way to go
It's beyond Martin Luther, upgrade computer

Her skin wasn't the same color as mine but she was fine,
she was fine
If all people are made equal then she was fine, she was fine
Up until the time we went out on a date, I was fine, I was fine
Now I'm getting dirty looks I wonder what they'd say if we were
blind,we were blind people
We've got a long way to go
When snow hits the asphalt, cold looks and bad talk come
We've got a long way to go
It's beyond Martin Luther, upgrade computer
We've got a long way to go
When snow hits the asphalt, cold looks and bad talk come
We've got a long way to go
It's beyond Martin Luther, upgrade computer

Beauty is beauty, whether it's black or white
Yellow or green baby, you know what I mean
What if Picasso only used one color?
There shouldn't be a rule how to choose your lover

Lovers in love such a wonderful thing
Maybe in time we'll get together and sing
I really hope so, there's nothing wrong with this picture
We got a long way to go, we gotta get there quicker

We've got a long way to go
When snow hits the asphalt, cold looks and bad talk come
We've got a long way to go
It's beyond Martin Luther, upgrade computer
We've got a long way to go
When snow hits the asphalt, cold looks and bad talk come
We've got a long way to go
It's beyond Martin Luther, upgrade computer

What color is love?
We've got a long way to go
When snow hits the asphalt, cold looks and bad talk come
We've got a long way to go
It's beyond Martin Luther, upgrade computer
We've got a long way to go
When snow hits the asphalt, cold looks and bad talk come
We've got a long way to go
It's beyond Martin Luther, upgrade computer

Its comes with the territory of being a minority and dating outside your race. I personally dont see people as a certain color. I only see people and their beauty. Thats just me though, a lot of people are ignorant. Most people will never know beyond what they see when the look at me. I find it rather funny. ]]> ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/4329950/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/4329950/ Sat, 15 Jan 2005 20:33:23 PST ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/4190175/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/4190175/ Thu, 30 Dec 2004 01:09:26 PST
You know what I hate??? Reality TV....YEAH. I remember when my family got cable in 1995 and there was this channel called MTV which stands for Music Television. On this channel they played the now extinct music video. Really cool concept where you take a song and create like a mini movie to it Now MTV is saturated with reality tv shows. Look through a tv guide and every fucking program is a reality tv. From "Real world" to "pimp my ride". Im sick to death of reality. You go to work and you live life and you deal with the pressures and assholes that life brings you. Then you come home and you wanna relax and you turn on the tv and you see more assholes and people dealing with stress. It gets to the point where you wanna live life like a summer blockbuster movie. In the future thats how its gonna be. Theres gonna be reality shows on all the time so our reality will have to be like a Action movie. We'll wake up everyday and go fight terrorist or aliens or whatever and then when we go to the movies to relax we will watch something like a cake being baked.

You know what I love????? MONEY .....YEAH. Money makes everything better. When youre feeling down, half the time money can solve that problem. Its the root of all evil but at the same time it brings soo much joy. I got money at the moment and im pretty happy. I got all the money I need for my trip so im feeling fine.

You know what I HATE???? YOUNG GIRLS THAT LOOK OLDER AND GROWN WOMEN THAT LOOK YOUNG.......YEAH. What the fuck is up with that shit? That is the most annoying crap in the world. I bet in everyones lifetime whether youre a man or a woman at some point youre gonna sleep with someone thats about 16 by accident. You cant tell these days how old people are. I remember when I was in the 6th grade this kid named Brandon Adolf had a fucking beard and mustache. People are mutants now, me personally I think its all in the fast food we eat. We have a generation of kids that are raised on fast food because they're parents are working more and dont have time to cook. I could be wrong though.

You know what I LOVE???.....HORROR MOVIES.....YEAH. Its been my favorite genre since I was a kid. If you grew up in michigan you may have watched this program that came on saturday afternoon on WXON 20 called Thriller Double Feature. Thats what it was it was two horror/scifi movies. It was fucking great. I still remember the crazy intro it had. It had the strangest music playing which I was able to find and they showed all these crazy images from different horror movies. My mother got me into horror so I have her to thank for that. She used to read me Stephen King books as a baby. I think thats cute and a little twisted lol.

You know what I HATE....THE SUN...YEAH. Turn that damn thing off im trying to sleep you dirty bastard.

ou know what I LOVE......ME.....YEAH. LOL I think im pretty cool. For a while I didnt like myself. In fact I flat out hated myself, but you know what? You gotta love yourself before anyone else can. I love everything about myself. From my humor to my paranoia. Im a talented handsome young man and I will be successful. ]]> ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/4159361/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/4159361/ Sun, 26 Dec 2004 03:49:44 PST
Oh and "Collateral" is a really great movie. However the whole time I was watching it I was thinking that it would be really cool to see Jim Carey play a role like that. I think Jim Carey has a performance in him that nobody has seen yet. We know he can play comedic roles and serious/semi serious roles but I wanna see him play a viscious evil son of a bitch lol. ]]> ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/4085329/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/4085329/ Fri, 17 Dec 2004 02:37:41 PST
On another note Maz left for Boston to go live with her mom again. She found her a good job so I dont blame her, seeing how its impossible to find work in detroit. Okay I do blame her I miss her soo much. ]]> ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/3909259/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/3909259/ Wed, 24 Nov 2004 13:42:55 PST
I was really really bored yesterday so I decided to bother some people lol, yes I know im a jerk.

Tommorow should be fun, it would be better if Maz could come but what can you do.

Friday my friend Dave is having a party...well we're throwing a party for him its his birthday. Finnaly turning 22, I swear it seems like he's been 21 a lot longer than a year.

Something slightly odd has been going on. Not odd just interesting. Me and my friend Tiffany have been talking a lot lately. Ive been talking to her more than Maz. Its nice its really nice

Life is just peachy, I deleted a few of my journal entries. Im tired of being dreary. ]]> ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/3536584/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/3536584/ Thu, 07 Oct 2004 17:27:55 PDT ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/3440498/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/3440498/ Sat, 25 Sep 2004 01:03:26 PDT ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/3199526/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/3199526/ Mon, 23 Aug 2004 23:12:17 PDT ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/3066594/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/3066594/ Sat, 07 Aug 2004 13:27:52 PDT ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/2900291/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/2900291/ Fri, 16 Jul 2004 21:36:17 PDT ~Morbid-sAINT http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/2884964/ http://Morbid-sAINT.deviantart.com/journal/2884964/ Wed, 14 Jul 2004 23:13:09 PDT ~Morbid-sAINT