http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:MorbidKittyMaddness&section=today deviantART RSS for by:MorbidKittyMaddness en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 29 Dec 2009 22:18:02 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://MorbidKittyMaddness.deviantart.com/journal/6930783/ http://MorbidKittyMaddness.deviantart.com/journal/6930783/ Tue, 01 Nov 2005 21:43:23 PST !MorbidKittyMaddness http://MorbidKittyMaddness.deviantart.com/journal/6225130/ http://MorbidKittyMaddness.deviantart.com/journal/6225130/ Sun, 14 Aug 2005 13:13:59 PDT anyway. I am doing some amazing things in photoshop, but of course with no internet I can't show anyone. it's getting on my nerves, but the second i have a chance to get them up here i will and then u guys r in for a treat...an X rated one at that i love photoshop.
Things aren't getting much better for me life-path wise, but im working on it. just got my smart serve so pretty soon i'll be able to afford my own place and get the fuck out of this town.
That Is All. ]]> !MorbidKittyMaddness http://MorbidKittyMaddness.deviantart.com/journal/5551845/ http://MorbidKittyMaddness.deviantart.com/journal/5551845/ Sat, 04 Jun 2005 13:08:52 PDT !MorbidKittyMaddness http://MorbidKittyMaddness.deviantart.com/journal/5078544/ http://MorbidKittyMaddness.deviantart.com/journal/5078544/ Wed, 13 Apr 2005 13:19:47 PDT !MorbidKittyMaddness http://MorbidKittyMaddness.deviantart.com/journal/4835913/ http://MorbidKittyMaddness.deviantart.com/journal/4835913/ Thu, 17 Mar 2005 10:03:11 PST
I got a job finally. I actually like it so far, but im still in training. I attempted a telemarketing job, it was absolute hell and i quit after one shift.

i finally got my laptop back from futureshop only to find out that the cord must have been left at my ex's place when i moved out...marvelous.

furthermore, i have been doing a lot of writing but alas i have no time or way to get my work on here to show it off. sorry boys and girls but you'll just have to wait.

and finally i made it up to 600 pageviews without even posting anything new since 500 pageviews. i feel loved.

that is all. ]]> !MorbidKittyMaddness http://MorbidKittyMaddness.deviantart.com/journal/4693089/ http://MorbidKittyMaddness.deviantart.com/journal/4693089/ Mon, 28 Feb 2005 13:14:42 PST
I saw Harley's uncle at the doctors. he was with someone and once his friend went into the examining room he sat there starring at me until finally he went outside. it made me really paranoid and i'm glad that my mom is coming to pick me up at the library. i really wouldnt want to walk home being so paranoid and thinking harleys uncle ran out of the doctors to go call him and tell him where i am...

further more, i saw one of my friends from highschool today and she told me that this guy i went to school with, Richard, died last week in a tobogganing accident. him and his friends were drunk and tobogganing and he went down the hill on an inflatable water raft and split his skull open. I didn't know him too well, but we talked alot in science in grade 10, and then for the rest of highschool whenever he saw me in the halls, talking and asking to bum smokes and borrow money, but the borrowing and bumming went both ways. he was really sweet. It hurts that he's gone now. I never saw him after highschool, but he was a really good guy and it's a shame that he died so young, it's upset me pretty badly considering i didn't know him very well.

I'm trying to get some writing done, but I haven't been able to focus very well on anything, even my writing. i hate not being able to focus it makes me feel so worthless.

Now that I know Richard is gone, I miss him. At least when he was alive I held hope to seeing him around town once and awhile and stuff, but now I know I'm never going to see him again, not even bump into him in the mall, and that hurts quite a bit...somewhere beneath my numb exterior, it burns really badly. ]]> !MorbidKittyMaddness http://MorbidKittyMaddness.deviantart.com/journal/4653415/ http://MorbidKittyMaddness.deviantart.com/journal/4653415/ Wed, 23 Feb 2005 12:19:44 PST loves me enough he'll let me use his computer to put some stuff up
I'm still working on some new writing, so when I do get a chance I'll have a few new poems to put up so keep an eye out. Until then I'm sure Ravenous will keep all my loyal fans entertained....*watches a tumble weed blow by* ]]> !MorbidKittyMaddness http://MorbidKittyMaddness.deviantart.com/journal/4610100/ http://MorbidKittyMaddness.deviantart.com/journal/4610100/ Thu, 17 Feb 2005 20:39:29 PST excitement part 2, I was also offered to help start a writer's circle in orangeville. So if you live in orangeville and write, and are interested in joining a writer's circle let me know! ]]> !MorbidKittyMaddness http://MorbidKittyMaddness.deviantart.com/journal/4559607/ http://MorbidKittyMaddness.deviantart.com/journal/4559607/ Sat, 12 Feb 2005 04:49:44 PST Now the three parts of Ravenous stand in my gallery fully edited and with shiny new preview pages i'm so proud of myself. i really hope someone enjoys this piece. I have really enjoyed working on it, and I'm kind of sad that it's done now, but I'm already working on a sequel! ]]> !MorbidKittyMaddness http://MorbidKittyMaddness.deviantart.com/journal/4554216/ http://MorbidKittyMaddness.deviantart.com/journal/4554216/ Fri, 11 Feb 2005 13:02:22 PST love me. ]]> !MorbidKittyMaddness http://MorbidKittyMaddness.deviantart.com/journal/4537160/ http://MorbidKittyMaddness.deviantart.com/journal/4537160/ Wed, 09 Feb 2005 10:58:01 PST no matter how much i try to get my creativity flowing again, it doesn't happen. i still have the writer's curse. that feeling that u have to create something, that if u don't, u can't relax. you can never relax because u have to create.
you would think that if u have that feeling that u have something great tocreate and offer the world.
nope.
I'm in a slump right now. I'm still writing, but I'm trying to scribble things down on pages and all i end up with is a piece of paper ruined by pen marks. I'll get there and i'll post some more work, but for now all I have to post is some shots from a photoshoot i did for a friend.
I wouldn't mind getting into artistic modeling. like being a model for a sfx artist or something, or any kind of photography. so I did some things for a friend and we'll see where it goes from there. sorry there isn't any new writing, but i'll get some up as soon as i get something decent out.

Tawnya ]]> !MorbidKittyMaddness http://MorbidKittyMaddness.deviantart.com/journal/4118381/ http://MorbidKittyMaddness.deviantart.com/journal/4118381/ Tue, 21 Dec 2004 10:37:05 PST I was driving with a friend a few nights ago during a heavy snow storm. The snowflakes were the size of popcorn, spriling towards the windshield at ridicious rates. It gave me the feeling of falling into something where I have no idea about anything, where I'll land, or even that I am falling. Just spriling snow, and darkness. Damnation.
I didn't understand what the difference was, in my head and in my heart, between a snow storm, and a rain storm. Rain storms I like. I can usually be found standing in the rain, listening to the booming thunder as it shakes through my body, staring up in amazment at the shock-white lightening as it lights up the sky. Lucious rain drops feeding the earth that now lay dead beneath ridicious amounts of heavy snow.
The dead of winter. That gives it away right there. In the winter, The frigid winds, the suffocating snow and the ice which wraps around every single contour like a body bag, is really just that. Death.
So it is so surprising that seasonal depression usually refers to depression during winter rather than summer? Sure some people get depressed during spring and fall and even summer. But it's just more sterotypical to get depressed during the winter. Because as you sit there watching the snow, which peolpe have convinced themselves is beautiful, you're watching everything die.
Winter, to me, is the season of death. Maybe that's why I love thunderstorms so much. They are so much more alive, and by watching, no, being part of it, standing in the rain staring up at the sky, feeling the thunder rush through your body like bass at a good concert, you know everything is alive, it reminds you that you too are alive.
So, now that I have analyzed my hatred for winter, has it changed anything? No. I still hate it. But at least now I understand myself a little bit better, and nature. ]]> !MorbidKittyMaddness