http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Morbiddenflower&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Morbiddenflower en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 15 Dec 2009 23:24:31 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/13942976/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/13942976/ Mon, 30 Jul 2007 14:41:17 PDT didn't get any sleep in the past 3 days..
partyyy!!!!!!^^

]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/13418183/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/13418183/ Wed, 20 Jun 2007 10:32:52 PDT nect friday I'll know If I pass to the next year^^
today I hda my gip, and that went okay...
soooooo, put your fingers together for me^^
xx

]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/13198069/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/13198069/ Sun, 03 Jun 2007 05:21:25 PDT but my exams are coming up (into 2 weeks) and my father says I can't come on anymore... 'till my exams are over...
sooooooooo, i'll see you over 2 weeks....
*murmel*
x

]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/12924715/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/12924715/ Sat, 12 May 2007 04:41:15 PDT well, mondaymorning we left with the bus, with loads and loads of paper, paint, brushes, pencils, etc.
so, a whole week we slept in a youth hostel, woke up, grabed our things and went to the woods to draw from nature!!^^
it was fantastic, the only shitty thing about it was the weather.. it rained all week long, and now...I'm sick...
I know it's not a good explanation, but for the people that speak dutch, I will write it here

dus, maandag ochtend, hup, wij op de bus, me al ons spullen, tekenezels en al dien shit. wij kome daar aan, moete wij blijkbaar met al die spulle 500 meter nen berg opkrupen :s, omda de bus daar ni geraakte, ok, toen ik bove was ginek al kapot, moestek nog een paar x heen en weer.
ok, waren we gesetteld, trokken we erop uit, ik met me tent en schetsgerief, zet ik gezellig me tent op, begin da keihard te regenen, kruip ik erin samen met stefanie, blijkt dat die tent totaal niet waterdicht is!!!!:s verdomme
ok, tent in een vuilzak en trug^^
de volgende dag hadde we het machtig slim aangepakt, tent op gezet op de afdaal van een heuvel, en zeilen rond gespannen, geen 1 druppeltje op de tent^^, we h"bben overal foto's van, alleen het punt, dat me toestel gister flipte en dak alles kwijt ben, mssn daket nog in orde krijg, we zullen wel zien^^
3e dag was de dipdag vr mij. slecht weer, hadden we een zeil boven een weg gespannen, zaten we daar. echt, al me werken trokken op niets, ik werd zot en heb zelfs een paar werken verscheurd, wij tegen 1 trug naar de jeugdherberg, doorweekt en goed slechtgezind, daar nog wa gewerkt, ook niets van gekomen. ben ik tegen 5 uur in me bed gekropen , en heb anderhalf uur geslapen.
ok, donderdag ging veel beter, het heeft niet geregent, en was best aangenaaml, de zon kwam er zelf door^^, dus ok, ik werp mezelf in de acryl, ik heb van 10 tot 7 staan schilderen, ik heb maar 4 werken in acryl, + een action painting, en een werk in grafiet, valt dus mee^^
ik heb toen ontdekt dak acryl me helemaal niet ligt, dus daar ga ik lkkr verder op in^^
keb daar zelfs nog in het gras gelegen in de zon^^
vrijdag, hebben wij geen klote uit gespookt!!! normaal moesten we werken, zijn stefanie en ik in de tv kamer gekropen en hebben ne film gezien, na nen tijd zaten en lagen er rond de 15 mensen, de helft zat te slapen en en de helft tv te zien , ze lagen zelfs onder tafel, tegen de muur, op ne knuffel, op een deken enz.. echt fijn ^^
leerkracht een paar x binnengestormd, mr vonnet blijkbaar ni erg, ok tegen 4 al die spèullen trug van de heuvel op de parking, kwam die bus een uur later, begon da keizwaar te regenen, vlug al die spullen onder een zeil, dan was de bus er, en wij trug naar huis^^
dit was me week

]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/12689876/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/12689876/ Sun, 22 Apr 2007 10:08:35 PDT . of zinnen die al bestonden. keb dus zinnen van mezelf gebruikt, en van liederen enzo. de uitleg is gwn zelf geschreven

"You are my nymphetamine light", woorden van een vriendin. Als de vertaling zou moeten kloppen, dan ben ik haar mannenhaatster licht.die woorden had ze gekozen omdat ze het mooi vondt, en de vertaling niet wist.
stay yourself, don't ever change. ik ben goed zoals ik ben.
If you read this line,
remember not the hand that wrote it.
remember only the verse.
Een vraag die in ieder gedicht schuilt. herinner je het gedicht, de woorden, en niet de persoon die het schreef, want uit neergeschreven woorden, kom je meer te weten over die persoon dan wat voor woorden ook.
Just a child without a fairytale I am, dark but so lovely.
vele dromen vervagen, waarna ze verdwijnen. Je voelt je zo hulpeloos dat je gaat schuilen in het donker.
Forget if you think I feel ashamed.
Ik schaam me niet om wie of wat ik ben.
Respecteer mij, en ik respecteer u.
Words could never say, the love I feel for you.
Tedere woorden van mijn tweelingsziel. ook al zegt iemand dat woorden tekort schieten, zeggen ze meer dan genoeg.
Trees form a crystal splendour.
Ik hou van de winter. als ik door het bevroren bos loop, dan ben ik betoverd.
Little snow fairies playing on the flowers...
Ik ben een mysterieus persoon, dwalend in haar eigen dromen.
It's better not to lose yourself in blind faith.

]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/11447570/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/11447570/ Mon, 15 Jan 2007 12:41:44 PST
vanmorgend was een echte hel....
ik kwam op de trein en ging zitten bij me vrienden.... opeens wellen de tranen op, en loop ik vlug trug da gang dingetje in, en ik begin daar te janken man!!!
ik heb zitten piepen, janken, onverstaanbare woorden zitten roepen, half krijsend... pfff...
ik weet echt niet waar het vandaan kwam... eigenlijk wel..maar kom
en elke keer is de persoon waarmee ik wil praten, niet online , verdomme.....
mssn kan ik gwn beter met me pootjes omhoog gaan liggen...zou alles oplossen...

achja, boeid niet....

]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/11184559/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/11184559/ Mon, 25 Dec 2006 06:36:49 PST
]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/11126057/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/11126057/ Wed, 20 Dec 2006 10:24:59 PST
Part I - Part Nameless
1. Have you had any relationships this year?
yup, and it's still going on ^^

2. Have you had your birthday yet?
yup

3. Cried yet?
yup

4. Been out of town?
yup

5. Pulled an all nighter?
yup(, are the 'yups' starting to enoy you?? )

6. Drank Starbucks?
Nope

7. Went Camping?
ehm...in my own backyard , with my girlfriend^^

8. Bought something(s)?
yup, this afternoon, christmas presents

9. Met someone special?
yes I did, Celia

10. Been out of state?
we don't have states here

11. Gone Snowboarding?
nope, but I want to learn

12. What are you thinking about?
my leg itches....


Part II - Another Nameless Part

1. Hugged someone?
Yes I did

2. Slept in someone elses bed?
yes, I did ^^

3. Any alchohol?
uhu, yesterdag

4. Loaned out money?
yups

5. Gotten in a car accident?
nope, that was last year

6. Gone over your phonebill?
eh..... not really :s

7. Been called a whore?
probably :s, they call me so much :s

8. Done something you regret?
everyone does things they regret after


Part III - Last time...?

1. Last Person you hugged?
I think jade

2. Last Person to call you?
who called me?? ehmz... my little sister

3. When was the last time you felt stupid?
I feel stupid all the time

4. Who was the last person you danced with?
oeh...it's a long time I've danced... but I think it was Duvie

5. Who did you last yell at?
my little siter/brother probably

Part IV - Nine things about your lovelife...

1. Have you ever been in love?
yups

2. Do you believe in love?
ehm....yes, I think so , it exists

3. Why did your LAST relationship fail?
she cheated on me...

4. Have you ever been heartbroken?
oh Gods yes....

5. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
yes

6. Have you ever fallen for your best friend?
not really best friend, she's a good friend

7. Have you ever loved someone but never told them?
yup, so many times

8. Are you afraid of commitment?
hm.... I must say that I was, but now, nope ^^

9. Have you had more than 5 different serious relationships in your life?
nope, this is my first. my first relationship was with someone that enoyed the hell out of me, my second cheated on me, and the girl where I'm with now, has stolen my heart, and I never want to lose her!

Part V - Emotions...

1. Are you missing someone right now?
Yup

2. Are you happy?
I don't really know...

3. Are you eating anything?
nope

4. Do you like someone right now?
yes, I love her

]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/11071199/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/11071199/ Fri, 15 Dec 2006 09:28:09 PST en aan die boom daar hing een tak, een reuze tak, een pracht van een tak, oh jongens wat een tak was dat
van een tak naar nen boo
en den boom stond op den berg, ahiaho, en den boom stond op den berg ahiaho
en aan die tak daar hing eentwijg, een reuze twijg, een pracht van een twijg, oh jongens wat een twijg was dat
van een twijg naar een tak naar een boom
en den boom stond op den berg, ahiaho, en den boom stond op den berg ahiaho
en aan die twijg daar kwam een blad, een reuzen blad, een pracht van een blad, oh jongens wat een blad was dat
van een blad, naar een twijg, naar een tak, naar een boom
en den boom stond op den berg, ahiaho, en den boom stond op den berg ahiaho
en op da blad daar kwam een nest, een reuze nest, een pracht van een nest, oh jongens wat een nest was dat
van een nest, naar een blad, naar een twijg, naar een tak, naar een boom
en den boom stond op den berg, ahiaho, en den boom stond op den berg ahiaho
en in dat nest daar kwam een ei, een reuze ei, een pracht van een ei, oh jongens wat een ei was dat
van een ei, naar een nest, naar een blad, naar een twijg, naar een tak, naar nen boom
en den boom stond op den berg, ahiaho, en den boom stond op den berg ahiaho
en uit da ei daar kwam een jong, een reuze jong, een pracht van een jjong, oh jongens wat een jong was dat
van een jong, naar een ei, naar een nest, naar een blad, naar een twijg, naar een tak, naar een boom
en den boom stond op den berg, ahiaho, en den boom stond op den berg ahiaho
en aan da jong, daar kwam een pluim, een reuzen pluim, een pracht van een pluim, oh jongens wat een pluim was dat
van een pluim, naar een jong, naar een ei, naar een nest, naar een blad, naar een twijg, naar een tak, naar een boom
en den boom stond op den berg, ahiaho, en den boom stond op den berg ahiaho
en aan die pluim daar kwam een hoed, een reuzen hoed, een pracht van een hoed, oh jongens wat een hoed was dat
van een hoed, naar een pluim, naar een jong, naar een ei, naar een nest, naar een blad, naar een twijg, naar een tak, naar een boom
en den boom stond op den berg, ahiaho, en den boom stond op den berg ahiaho
en aan die hoed daar kwam een man, een reuze man, een pracht van een man, oh jongens wat een man was dat
van een man, naar eenh oed, naar een pluim, naar een jong, naar een ei, naar een nest, naar een blad, naar een twijg, naar een tak, naar een boom
en den boom stond op den berg, ahiaho, en den boom stond op den berg ahiaho
en aan die man daar kwam een vrouw, een reuze vrouw, een pracht van een vrouw, oh jongens wat een vrouw was dat,
van een vrouw, naar een man, naar een hoed, naar een pluim, naar een jong, naar een ei, naar een nest, naar een blad, naar een twijg, naar een tak, naar nen boom
en den boom stond op den berg, ahiaho, en den boom stond op den berg ahiaho
en aan die vrouw daar kwam een kind, een reuze kind, een pracht van een kind, oh jongens wat een kind was dat
van een kind, naar een vrouw, naar een man, naar een hoed, naar een pluim, naar een jong, naar een ei, naar een nest, naar een blad, naar een twijg, naar eent ak, naar een boom
en den boom stond op den berg, ahiaho, en den boom stond op den berg ahiaho

yupyup, this song came up to me, it is a song we sang when we were little, and I thought' let's share it with the world!!!!!!'
well, ehre it is
for the ones who can't speak dutch, it's a 'story' of a tree that that stands upon a mountain, and on that tree comes a branch, and on that branch comes a twig, and on that twig comes a leaf, and on that leaf comes a nest, and in that nest comes an egg, and out that egg comes a baby bird, and on that bird comes a feather, and on that feather comes a hat, and on that hat comes a man, and on that man comes a woman, and on that woman comes a child, and there it stops

]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/10679041/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/10679041/ Fri, 10 Nov 2006 11:38:43 PST on this moment, white. normally I don't wear white :s

2. Do you ever lie about your age?
yeah, on weard sites, otherwise I couldn't get in, like myspace

3. Do you prefer "sensitive boys" or "tough guys"?
I don't need a guy, I have my girlfriend

4. Do you prefer blonde or brunette guys?
brunette

5. Are you currently single?
nope

6. How many things in your past do you regret?
so man,y things....

8. Do you have a best friend?
uhu, uhu

9. What do you want to be when you grow up?
I want to have a shop

10. Have you ever kissed two people in one night?
yup

11. Where do you shop to buy most of your clothes?
ehm... I think H&M

12. Who was the last person you hugged?
I cannot remember.. I don,'t get hugged that often....

13. Have you ever had your heart broken?
hmhm......

14. Have you ever thought about suicide?
yup, like all people do once in a life time... of more..

15. Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't have them?
probably

16. Have you ever felt like killing somebody?
...
yup
17. If you could change anything about your past, what would you change?
non of your buisiness

18. Do you like your life?
I can deal with it

19. Do you shop at Hollister?
Holli what?

20. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
screw you nelly, screw you

22. Did you forgive them?
duh, it was like...ehm....10?11 years ago??

23. Who was your first best friend?
eh.. I think Ann... buh...

25. How long have you had myspace?
a year and a half

26. Have you ever skipped school?
Yup.

27. Has anyone ever cheated on you?
yes...... and believe me, it still hurts

28. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
uhu!! ^^

29. If so why?
oh, I did it yesterday , he hit me :s

30. What are some of your biggest fears of your life?
to lose everything that is dear to me

32. Has anyone close to you ever passed away?
yup
it wasn't really a 'someone'

33. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
several times

34. Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
oh gods, yes :s.

35. Do you believe in the saying "once a cheater, always a cheater"?
I don't know...

36. Are you a player?
Nope.

37. What kind of cell phone do you have?
samsung dunno what

38. What is your screen name?
ehm.. on msn: Do not stare in empty eyes... (I am half agony, half hope....)


39. So far, do you like this survey?
bwa..... what can you say about it? not much

40. Have you ever had a good feeling about something and it turned out you were right?
yup

41. Do you ever wish you were famous?
not really famouse , hmm... or... I think when I was little maybe :s

42. Do you ever wish you were a man?
yup, I want to know how it feels

43. Do you think any men will open this just because it says the female survey???
yes

]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/10433887/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/10433887/ Wed, 18 Oct 2006 12:23:47 PDT
Rules;
• References are preferred, otherwise a detailed description would do.
• Only one or two characters per requester.
• References for original characters are preferred (unless you're without a original character, then suggest whatever, as long as it’s not someone else's character!)
• You must do 10 requests for people in your journal as well.
• Please understand that these are sketches, and will probably remain uncoloured.

Please understand, at all times, that the drawing might just not turn out exactly the way you wanted it I can’t do magic


Aaah well...

Sketches go to :
1)Junipersweet
2)Inora666
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5)
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]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/10270689/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/10270689/ Tue, 03 Oct 2006 12:09:25 PDT 2. Repost as "I have lived through ___ of these 158 things."

[1] I have read a lot of books.
[] I have been on some sort of varsity team.
[] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.
[] I have been to Canada.

[2] I have been to Europe.
[3] I have watched cartoons for hours.
[4] I have tripped UP the stairs.
[5] I have fallen down an entire flight of stairs. (auch)
[] I have been snowboarding/skiing.

[6] I have played ping pong.
[7] I swam in the ocean.
[] I have been on a whale watch.
[8] I have seen fireworks.
[9] I have seen a shooting star.
[10] I have seen a meteor shower.
[11] I have almost drowned.
[12] I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear.
[13] I have listened to one CD over and over and over again.
[14] I have had stitches.
[] I have had frostbite.
[] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.
[15] I have stayed up til 2 doing homework/projects.
[] I currently have a job.
[16] I have been ice skating.
[17] I have been rollerblading.
[] I have fallen flat on my face.
[18] I have tripped over my own two feet.
[] I have been in a fist fight.
[19] I have played videogames for more than 3 hours straight.
[20] I have watched the Power Rangers.
[] I attend Church regularly.
[21] I have played truth or dare.
[22] I have already had my 16th birthday.
[] I have already had my 18th birthday. (almost)
[23] I've called someone stupid.
[24] I've been in a verbal argument.
[25] I've cried in school. (too much)
[] I've played basketball on a team.
[] I've played baseball on a team.
[] I've played football on a team.
[] I've played soccer on a team.
[] I've done cheerleading on a team.
[] I've played softball on a team.
[] I've played volleyball on a team.
[] I've played tennis on a team.
[] I've been in the marching band.
[26] I've been swimming more than 20 times in my life.
[] I've bungee jumped.

[] I've climbed a rock wall.
[] I've lost more than €20.
[27] I've called myself an idiot.
[28] I've called someone else an idiot.
[29] I've cried myself to sleep. (too many times)
[30] I've had (or have) pets.

[] I've owned a spice girls CD.

[] I've owned a britney spears CD.
[] I've owned an N*Sync CD.
[] I've owned a backstreet boys CD.
[] I've mooned someone.

[] I have sworn at someone of authority before.
[31] I've been in the newspaper.
[32] I've been on TV.
[] I've been to Hawaii.

[] I've eaten sushi.
[] I've been on the other side of a waterfall.
[33] I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.
[34] I've watched all the Harry Potter movies.
[] I've watched all of the Rocky movies.
[] I've watched the 3 stooges.
[] I've watched "Newlyweds."
[35] I've watched Looney Tunes.
[] I've been stuffed into a locker/I have stuffed others into lockers.

[] I've been called a geek.
[36] I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade.
[37] I've not studied at all for a test and aced it.
[38] I've hugged my mom within the past 24 hrs.
[] I've hugged my dad within the past 24 hours.
[39] I've met a celebrity/music artist.(In-Quest, Epica, Eminence)
[40] I've written poetry.
[] I've been arrested.(not really arrested...gihi....)
[41] I've been attracted to someone much older than me.
[42] I've been tickled till I've cried.
[43] I've tickled someone else until they cried. (I know, I’m terrible)
[] I've had/have siblings.
[44] I've been to a rock concert.
[45] I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it.
[] I've been in a play.
[46] I've been picked last in gym class.
[47] I've been picked first in gym class.
[48] I've been picked in that middle-range in gym class.
[49] I've cried in front of my friends.
[50] I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages
[] I've played Halo 2.
[] I've freaked out over a sports game.
[] I've been to Alaska.
[] I've been to China.
[51] I've been to Spain.
[] I've been to Japan.
[52] I've had a fight with someone on IM.
[53] I've had a fight with someone face-to-face.
[54] I've had serious conversations on any IM.
[55] I've forgiven someone who has done something wrong to me.
[56] I've been forgiven.
[] I've screamed at a scary movie.
[57] I've cried at a chick flick.
[] I've watched a lot of action movies.
[58] I've screamed at the top of my lungs.
[] I've been to a rap concert.
[] I've... ]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/10203335/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/10203335/ Wed, 27 Sep 2006 11:42:41 PDT
AAAAAAAARG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*snif*
help me... I'm doooomed, DOOOOOMED I TELL YOU!!!!

]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/9637621/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/9637621/ Tue, 08 Aug 2006 01:57:11 PDT
I likit , but I need to get used to. ah well^^
nicenicenicenicenice ]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/9381807/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/9381807/ Sat, 15 Jul 2006 03:03:47 PDT )
ehm, I'm not here for 3 day, 'cause my girlfriend is here then
jeej^^
sorry you'll have to miss me that long (ghéghéghé )
bebaaj ^^xx ]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/9371682/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/9371682/ Fri, 14 Jul 2006 03:56:02 PDT I am so bored tumtum tumtum, and it is crappyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, when I siiiiiiiiiing, especially when it's something like thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis, a stupid thiiiiiiing

(sing this on the rhytme of 'I got you babe') ]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/9321700/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/9321700/ Sun, 09 Jul 2006 13:47:58 PDT , but rather a love declaration!!(probably this is written wrong , but I don't care!^^)
I love you so Celia!!!!!!
you're so beautiful! you eyes, smile, hair, lips. .....
you are so kind to me, you're always there when I feel fucked up.. you hold me when I cry... you smile with me when I'm happy, you're just fantastic...
be happy... please...
I love you ]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/8928675/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/8928675/ Wed, 31 May 2006 09:11:01 PDT ehm...
well...
I feel crappy.... I blame the weather(like always), + I'm bleeding like a cow!!!!!
hm... fuck it... I want to say so much, but I don't know how...+ why should I?????
like anyone cares anyway... ]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/8796128/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/8796128/ Wed, 17 May 2006 08:20:41 PDT maar....
me vader heeft het me zowat verboden nog op msn en I-net te komen...dus zal hier maar heel af en toe opkomen
om me huiswerk te maken of als die ff neit thuis is, zoals nu dus...
ik zal jullie echt zo missen!! *snik*
maar het meest van al, zal ik mijn vrinedin missen....
*zucht*
ik zie jullie graag
veel leifs, ikke ]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/8343678/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/8343678/ Sun, 02 Apr 2006 13:08:49 PDT
Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle.
Say the following questions aloud, and press play.
Use the song titles that come up to answer each question.
NO CHEATING.

How does the world see me?
Blut Royal-Combichrist (hum...:s)

Will I have a happy life?
Happy Fucking Birthday-Combichrist(gerhehehehe)

What do people really think of me?
the host of seraphin-Dead Can Dance (ow...nice.. )

Do people secretly lust after me?
Joline-Dolly Parton (owke then )

How can I make myself happy?
Lemon Tree-Fool's Garden

What should I do with my life?
Friday Afternoon-Made by myself

Will I ever have children?
Geist-Centrhon(ehm.....:s)

What is some good advice for me?
Soilbleed-Gendel(hum.......)

What do I think my current theme song is?
Ice Queen-Within Temptation, (gehehehe :-D)

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
One Nation-Lights of Euphoria

What song will play at my funeral?
Illuminati-Malice Mizer (niiiiiiiiiice)

What type of men/women do you like?
Moonlight Shadow-Mike Oldfield

What is my day going to be like?
End of All Hope-Nightwish(niiiiice ^^ )

Why am I here?
Running Up That Hill-Within Temptation (but I don't wanna run up a hill , too tired.....)

What will people remember me for?
Every Breath You Take-Sting (gehe ^^, I'LL FUCKING BREATH IN YOUR FACE :evil

What song will I get stuck in my head tomorrow?
The Mists-The Misted Muppets (hum, goa ^^)

Are there people outside waiting to take me away?
Diane-Therapy

What will this year be all about?
Cold(mig 29 Rated R MIX)-VNV Nation (ooooeh, lots and lots of moaning ^^)

gehehe ]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/8339856/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/8339856/ Sun, 02 Apr 2006 03:47:18 PDT first thing of all, I hate stereotypes, I hate that people give other people labels, but well...it's fun!

-METALHEAD--

[X] Do you have long hair?
[X] Do you like Beer?
[X] Have you ever been in a Moshpit?(Mosheeeeeee!!!!!)
[ ]You don't believe in God?
[X] You got a Pentagram/heartogram on some clothing article etc.? (pentagram neclace I always carry with me)
[X] You own some spikes?(for my neck and wrist)
[X] Can you play guitar? (not that good, but I can play some things ^^)
[X] Can you growl?
[X] Do you own Boots? (wel...not really boots... but they look like boots (a))
[X] Do you rock out?
Total X:9

--DRAMA DORK--
[ ] Ever been in a play?
[ ] Have you ever seen a Broadway show?
[ ] More than 10 Broadway shows?
[ ] Have you ever been/are you in school shows?
[ ] Does your current job involve theater in some way?
[ ] Want to end up working in/for theater
[ ] Can you recite all of the lyrics to your favorite play/musical?
[X] Do you break out into random songs whenever/wherever!!
[ ] Do you like the 'Sound of Music'?
[ ] Did you like the Broadway show you saw?
Total X: 1

--REDNECK--
[ ] Do you have a couch in your front yard or porch?
[ ] Do you drive a four-wheeler?
[ ] Do you ride four-wheelers?
[X] Do you like to get dirty?(:-D)
[ ] Do you like country music?
[X] Do you have a broken car in your back yard? (gehehe )
[ ] Do you own a cowboy hat?
[ ] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home?
[ ] Do you watch Larry the Cable Guy videos?
[ ] Do you live on more than 1 acres?
Total X: 2

--GOTH--
[X] Do you wear black eyeliner?
[X] Is most of your clothing dark?
[X] Do you think about death often?(I don't think about death, I philosophy about it )
[ ] Do you want to die? (nope, I'm happy )
[X] Are you a social outcast?(not sure...., most of the time I am )
[ ] Are you pale? (I'm not pale , I'm fucking red!*grom*, but I like to be pale^^)
[ ] Do you like Hot Topic? (what is hot topic??:s)
[X] Do you enjoy Tim burton movies?
[X] Are you mean?(:evil
ToTal X: 6

-SKATER/PUNK--
[ ] Can you skateboard?
[ ] Do you wear Skateboarding shoes?
[ ] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?
[X] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops(ehm...no comment )
[ ] Do you watch the x-games?
[X] Do/did you have any piercings other than your ears?
[ ] Do you like/wear a mohawk?
[ ] Do you wear Band t-shirts?
[ ] Have you called someone a poser recently?
Total X: 2

--PREP--
[ ] Do you say the word "like"
[ ] Do you shop at Hollister/Abercrombie&Fitch/AE/Aero?
[ ] Do the people in Hot Topic scare you?
[X] Do u giggle alot when your'e with your friends/girlfriend/boyfriend? (hihihihih)
[ ] Have/do you watch(ed) LAGUNA BEACH?
[ ] Do you like pop music?
[ ] Do you want/have a little dog?
[X] Do you laugh a lot? (MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAAAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAA AA :evil
Total X: 0

--HIPPIE--
[X] Is your hair long?
[ ] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?
[X] Do you want to save the animals?
[X] Do you think war is unnecessary?
[ ] Do you like classic rock?
[ ] Have you ever participated in a protest?
[X] Have you ever been overcome with a desire to hug a tree? (WHAAAAAT????? p)
[ ] Is your idea of fun sitting around one person playing a guitar and singing along?
[ ] Do you se... ]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/8274083/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/8274083/ Sun, 26 Mar 2006 11:32:15 PST
A - Available: Nope! ^^
A - Age: 16
A – Annoyanceeople, noise

B - Best Friends?Nelly, infact all the friends I have, are special...
B - Baren Drempel?? njeh, I like to go too 'de kroon'
B - Birthday? 14th of august

C - Crush: I don't have a crush on someone, I have a lover
C - Car: eh..
C - Cat: none

D - Dead Pets Name: Lork(*snik* ), Victor, grijsje
D - Dad's name: not gonna tell you
D - Dog: nope....

E - Easiest person to talk to:I'm not an easy talker.. I can talk very well with my girlfriend
E - Eggs: bleh...easter...bleh.... OSTARA!^^*paints some eggs*
E - Email: if you wanna have it..;ask...maybe I'll give it to you

F - Favourite colour?:Bordeaux, dark purple, I would say black, but that isn't a colour, it's a tint ^^, pink(YES PINK!)
F - Food: Ice-cream: mooooore chocolat....
F - Foreign Slang: I love to hear finish and italian ^^

G - Gummy Bears or Worms: gummy bears (sour ones)
G - God: My Goddess.....
G - Good Times: 'mooie tijd, moooooooie tijd'

H - Hair Colour: natural colour, gold blonde; and now, ehm... red, black, blonde and a little grey
H - Height:172 cm
H - Happy: ah well....

I - Ice Cream: nice
I - Instrument: guitar, keyboards
I - Idol: hm.....

J - Jewellery: bracelets, lots and lots of bracelets! ^^, + I love necklaces
J - Job: dry humor

K - Kids:
K - Karate:bleh
K - Kung Fu: bleh

L - Love: I miss my love.... but she's so far, so far
L- Longest Car Ride:dunno...couple of days
L - Lipstick or Chapstick: chapstick?? what's that??:s

M - Milk Flavor:does milk has a special flavor??:s, well.. ok... milkflavor
M - Mothers Name: not gonna tell ya
M - Movie Last Watched: Pirates of the Carribean

N - Number of Siblings: 4 sisters, 3 brothers
N - Northern or Southern: Nothern
N - Name: guess

O - One Wish: hold her in my arms...
O - One Phobia? hights
O - Otter Pop:eh?

P - Parents, are they married or divorced: marries nor divorced, together for 33-34 years, but not married
P - Part of your appearance you like best:hm.... nothing...
P - Part of your Personality you like best: hum....

Q - Quick or Slow? It depends
Q - Queer or Straight? Queer
Q - Queen or King? Queen ^^

R - Reason to smile: hold he rin my arms
R - Reality TV Show: Expeditie Robinson
R - Right or Left: Right

S - Song Last Heard: something from Boudewijn de groot
S - Season: every season has it's charmes
S - Series: As If, Absolutely Fabulous

T - Time you woke up? 11:30
T - Time Now: 21:37
T - Time for bed: dunno

U - Unknown: my feelings
U - Unicorns: fairytales...I miss them
U - You are?property of Celia

V - Vegetable you hate:chicory
V - Vegetable you love: cauliflower
V - View on Politics: bleh!

W- Worst Habit: I bite on my nails
W- Where are you going to travel next: hopefully the house of my love
W- What's up? not much....

X - X-Rays: ....
X - X-Rated: ...
X- XYZ: wauw.....smart-ass

Y - Year you were born: don't know...
Y - Year it is now: Don't know...
Y -... ]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/8216538/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/8216538/ Mon, 20 Mar 2006 12:17:17 PST 1. a piece of hair from my girlfriend^^
2. pictures from the ones I love, 3 from Celia^^
3. safety pins

Name 3 things you always wear:
1. my pentagram
2. a little, green heart that I've got from my angel
3. a little paper mask, that no one sees

Name 3 things you do when you are really stressed:
1. getting a stomach-ache
2. I smoke alot then
3. drink tons and tons of coffee!!!!!!

Name 3 favourite songs right now:
1. Apocalyptica-no education
2. Nightwish-En of All Hope
3. the silence of nature in the dark

Name 3 favourite places to shop
1. Media Markt
2. De Slegte
3. Aldi (a)

Name 3 places you go to on a daily basis:
1. school
2. home
3. my roof ^^(the roof, the roof, the roof is on fire. we don't need no water let the motherfuckers burn, burn motherfuckers, BURN!)

Name 3 things you like to do:
1. holding my angel in my arms
2. listening to music and making 'art'
3. walking trough the morse

Name 3 most valuable possessions:
1. my love for nature
2. the love I get from my girlfriend, and the love that I give to her
3. everything I have in my possession

Name 3 favourite fruits:
1. cherries
2. apples
3. Passion Fruit

Name 3 things you are addicted to:
1. summer blossom(hihi)
2. Aldi things ^^
3. smoking

Name 3 favourite hobbies:
1. walking trough the morse
2. Listening to music
3. reading, making ehm..art:s

Name 3 career choices:
1. shop keeper
2. shop keeper
3. ehm, shop keeper

Name 3 goals in 2006:
1. make my girlfriend happy
2. stop smoking
3. ehm..;

Name 3 plans for next week:
1. learn for my exams *snik*
2. ehm...;I don't know:s
3. sing 'you are my sunshine, my only sunshine,...' alot

Three Names You Go By:
1. Morbidden
2. Leentje
3. principessa (hihihihihihihihihi)

Three Things That Scare You:
1. someone I love, that dies....
2. losing the most beautiful of all roses!
3. turning back to my old self...

Three of Your Everyday Essentials:
1. My dreams...
2. Music
3. Art

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1. black skirts
2. bracelets
3. My pentagram necklace

Three of Your Favourite Bands or Musical Artists:
1. Nightwish!!!
2. Iced Eart!!!
3. Combichrist

Three Things You Want in a Relationship (OTHER THAN Love):
1. Honesty
2. Trust
3. Loyalty (the same things what my angel said)

Two Truths and a Lie (in no particular order):
1. I have ten toes and ten fingers
2. I'm a natural blonde
3. ehm..;a lie... ehm....I can't lie...

Three PHYSICAL Things about the Opposite Sex that Appeal to You:
1. opposite sex??, that's hard.., gonna take same sex: neck
2. back
3. chen you see the collarbones

Three Places You Want to go on Vacation:
1. finland
2. England
3. europe! ^^

Three things you want to do before you die:
1. pfffff, I don't know
2. there is so much I want to do...
3. uhm...

Three people I would like to see take this quiz:
1. My Celia
2. Tarja turunen! ^^
3. Bianca ]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/8025906/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/8025906/ Tue, 28 Feb 2006 08:43:49 PST I'm so sorry... ]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/7873922/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/7873922/ Sun, 12 Feb 2006 13:05:19 PST agglutinate l lijm ii bnw vastgelijmd biol. agglutinerend lll ov+on ww*(doen) samenklonteren*aan elkaar vastlijmen*hechten ehm, okay, dictionary^^, english-dutch

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
aaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiir

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
I'm watchin something on canvas... something why we love :s

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
21:35??

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
21:40 ^^

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
noice of the tv

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
today, walking in the snow ^^

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
a beautiful face on cam

9. What are you wearing?
2 black skirts, 2 t-shirts and 2 sweaters,

10. Did you dream last night?
everybody dreams, but I don't remember my dream

11. When did you last laugh?
really laugh? smile or laugh out loud?? smile, 5 sec ago, laugh out loud, friday

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
to much to describe

13. Seen anything weird lately?
ehm, weird....

14. What do you think of this quiz?
weird! ha, found something weird ^^
is this a quiz??:s

15. What is the last film you saw?
dunno

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
I would buy love if I could....but the one I want, is not for sale..

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
I don't have a dog, nor a cat. cool huh?? ^^

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
well.. if murder was legal for an houre, I would buy a rifle, and make the world a better place

19. Do you like to dance?
uhu, still^^ my legs are broken from friday, but I wanna daaaaaaance!!!!

20. George Bush:
aw fuck you :s

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Joke

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
dunno

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
hm?

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
welkom, this is heaven, the fucking, drinking and party paradise ^^

25. 4 people who must also do this quiz in THEIR journal:
celia, hanna, bla en bla ]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/7770642/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/7770642/ Wed, 01 Feb 2006 12:07:48 PST I think someone is mad at me...
even if she would say 'no, I'm not', I know she is....
I know she's sad, and I know she's mad....
pffff.....
did I do something wrong??? did I screwed up again??? wtf is wrong with me for screwing it up all the time?? tell me!
I don't know....
I think I'm growing my old self again....
but I fucking hated that person, and still do, and now she's coming back!!!
my worst enemy, the one I could never hide from, the one who was with me for 16 years, 16 fucking years
just that little person inside me, that little voice, who tells me that I'm nothing, nobody....
that I hurt everyone, and I know I do, I know.... ]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/7760489/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/7760489/ Tue, 31 Jan 2006 11:34:54 PST buiten...
meh....
boeiend he?? ^^
achja...
mahja...
njah...
eigenlijk heeft het geen zin om dit te posten he??
mahja...
ik verveel me...
en daarom...
verveel ik JULLIE!!!!!
MUAHAHAHA :evil:
eng he???
zielig he???
ja...
ik weet het....
ik ben zielig...

veel nuttigs is er niet...
dus waarom zou ik nu iets nuttigs doen???
buiten....
meh...
meh is cool...
toch???
achja....
kzallet stoppen...

gegroet, ik
meh... ]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/7732430/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/7732430/ Sat, 28 Jan 2006 13:52:18 PST I told you all about tah lemontree thingy on poemsday
well.. I WON
yuuup
we had a big, very big umbrella, with ivy in it, en lemons, and ivy in my hair, all in brown, and bla....
and most of the people on out school, vote on us!! ^^
jeej
popular for one day ]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/7693784/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/7693784/ Tue, 24 Jan 2006 10:24:25 PST I'm in big trouble, eh well.. not that big trouble
friday it's poemsday(or something) aaaaand I'm going to dress myself like a poem :-p
I(m going as a lemontree, yup, a lemontree ^^
an umbrella as the leafs...and blabla
point...I'm gonna be the trunk of the tree... but.... I don't have anything brown or green s:s
I only wear black *shakes fist*
*zucht*
can someone help me??? :s ]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/7683832/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/7683832/ Mon, 23 Jan 2006 10:03:35 PST
ignored and lonely, very bad combination...isn't it??
ah well.. ]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/7666023/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/7666023/ Sat, 21 Jan 2006 11:19:21 PST today I bought henna paste(pink, jeej, didn't knew you had that in colors...), ah well...
so I make a weird flower thingy on my hand, and it suck, bigtime!!!!!!!!
gehehehe
if it looks great after all, maybe I'll put it here on deviantart ^^ ]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/7655799/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/7655799/ Fri, 20 Jan 2006 08:45:11 PST just fuck you......


]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/7647635/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/7647635/ Thu, 19 Jan 2006 11:40:57 PST Mood: irritated
Listening to: Half Cocked-Bad Reputation
Reading: Fireplace in stone

weetje, ik het als een verplichting om hierelke dag in te schrijven
wat dom is, want dit is helemaal geen verplichting
maarach....
er zijn zovele dingen die ik als verplichtingen zie, die helemaal niet verplicht zijn
wat zijt verplichtingen eigenlijk???
het zijn dingen die je zijn opgelegd, die je moet doen...
en plichten?? zijn plichten dan ook verplichtingen??? een plicht als ouder, is net als... je hebt een kind gebaard, en dat geef je de plicht als ouder
is dat dan een goede ouder, of slechte ouder??
dat zegt men niet, nee, je krijgt de plicht als ouder toegeschoven, als je dat nu zelf wilt of niet....
hm....
eigenlijk he? is dit toch een hoop gezever.....
dat doe je als je niet goed weet wat zegn, of weet wat doen, of je kwijt en verloren bent
maarach, dat doet er eigenlijk allemaal neit toe....
ik vraag me af,(pls antwoord hierop, mensjes die dit lezen ), of je heir privé dingen kunt zetten....

]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/7638013/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/7638013/ Wed, 18 Jan 2006 10:13:12 PST Mood: tired of everything.
Listening to: Fools Garden-Lemontree
Reading: Fireplace in stone

pffff
weetje wat lang geleden is???
een echte, echte, ECHTE knuffel... een knuffel die gegeven is met warmte en liefde
niet omdat het moet, maar omdat het mag... ok, van die stomme lichte knuffels krijg ik soms wel,gwn als 'haaj', maar toch.....
niemand komt meer graag in me buurt, ben ik dan zo hard veranderd?
naar mijn mening ben ik net geen klote veranderd, maar zij!
ik ga zelfs neit graag meer naar school
voel me gwn neit meert welkom, tis zwaar om elke dag op de aarde rond te lopen, met al die negatieve gevoelens om je heen....
tis gwn....alles....
er is momenteel niets tegengeslagen hoor...maar gwn, 'tvoelt verkeerd aan
der gaat binnenkort weer iets gebeuren
kut gevoelens.....
pfffff

]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/7599303/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/7599303/ Sat, 14 Jan 2006 07:17:15 PST Mood: fucked up....
Listening to: Combichrist-Blutroyal

aaw fuck fuck fuck
my disk with all my poems on is broke
everything gone!!!!!!
well...not everything, I have a lot of my poems on the i-net, but not all of them
aaaargh!!!!!!!!
it's....just....fucked...up
*burst into a hysterical laughter befor she starts crying*
doooom!!!!!!!

]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/7598842/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/7598842/ Sat, 14 Jan 2006 05:30:13 PST Mood: sad..
Listening to: After Forever-Being everyone

I miss real love.... Love that could warm you inside, that could make you smile, just to see the eyes of your beloved
love that could brake you and make you happy on the same time
the words that tells you that she loves you, or just a simple toutch that could make you feel like heaven!
Just holding someone in your arms, and feel save, knowing that she's near....
but well.... I really hope I find love again, maybe not tomorow, maybe not in a week, but on one day.....

]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/7553630/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/7553630/ Mon, 09 Jan 2006 12:04:15 PST hm... kvinner neit veer denderends meer aan weetje
al die vieze blikken op je gericht, je zit daar maar
ok, af en toe heb je een hyper moment, maar dat is het dan ook :s
kwaren vandaag echt blij, toen ik naar huis kon, was een xtra uur vandaag, dus dat blijheidsgedoe werd ook alweer uitgesteld voor een uur s
'tlukte vandaag ook helemaal niet met waarneming
waren met bister en chinese penselen aan het schilderen, op chinees papier, en we moesten uien schilderen :s, UIEN!!!!
wa voor grote bullshit is me da???
tis belachelijk, en moeilijk ook:s
juiste kleurweergave, vorm, zelfde stomme lijntjes
dus ik had wat vegen gezet, en heb het opgegeven, wat ik 4 uur gedaan heb, zijn dus teksten schrijven met bister, naar grote wanhoop van me leerkracht....
achja, wat kan je eraan doen???
onze opdracht voor volgende week is wel fijn, denk ik...
houdingen van mensen maken met oost indische inkt , dus ik vraag wel aan me ma om stil te blijven hangen ofzo :s
lukt wel
boeiend, he?? van dat kunstschool gezwets s s
dus zallet maar ophouden ]]> ~Morbiddenflower http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/7544907/ http://Morbiddenflower.deviantart.com/journal/7544907/ Sun, 08 Jan 2006 13:04:21 PST I really erally really don't know how this thing works s s
I'm a pittyful thing
ah well... someday I'll learn, right????
gehehe
I wonder, is this a puclic thingy???? or something personal???
njeh.... ]]> ~Morbiddenflower