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Josh

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Joshua Stemmer

]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/19443044/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/19443044/ Thu, 17 Jul 2008 09:43:53 PDT ~Me

I am Jack, and my friend Sonny here is Tyler, guess what I am talking about? That is correct a Fight Club, which is what I my friend and me have started. Similar rules, the main ones are if it is your first night, YOU HAVE TO FIGHT! If they yell stop... you must stop. Now many of you draw back to rule one and two on my little comment... rule one and two... WAS A JOKE! You talk about it to the right people... not the wrong ones.

My hair is long again, I am adding age to myself, it is weird to think that I can say "Ten years ago..." You know I regret so little from the past ten years too. I just want to take this section to point out the main part about the past 5 years. Amie, is of course the biggest, but I'll stray from that. Gina, hmmm what would I like to say to gina if she actually read this, I would like to say... I am sorry for everything, I destroyed you at one point... I cannot forgive myself for that even still, you helped me through so much... you pushed me forward to writing my book, which as of late collects dust. Gina you also taught me alot of patience and hell you even taught me photoshop, which I have also given up on a bit... no inspiration as of late. Gina I love you, I doubt you read this but you helped me tremendously. Zane, well of course my friend you must be in here, many many good times, almost so many that I can hardly believe we have both came this way, for your 18th birthday party I shall be sure to toast you with a corona, I was the first guy you got drunk with, hahaha. Yes my friend we have done some insane things in our life time. Deviant art of course... a teach and learn course that has kept my mind occupied in this cell of a home, keeping me sane for the most part, keeping my kept and alert. And I could name of so many more... but my point is that it all passed like nothing... so if there are any 13 yr olds that read this... five years will go by like nothing, you will collect heartache and many other things, but they all build your character, and if you stick with your friends like the ones you will meet here on deviantart... then you will have such a sweet sense of no regret when you are sitting at your desk typin something just like this....

I doubt many read this, but the ones who do... you were meant to read it... dont take it lightly.

Your Vampire,
Daniel

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I need anyone of my friends willing to read what I have up of my book and try a book cover art for me, just what u would picture it as, it would be useful to me when I go to publish it. I would love for yall to help me out. ALL CREDIT FOR THE COVER WILL REST WITH YOU!

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~Morbis Psyche

]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/18623834/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/18623834/ Mon, 02 Jun 2008 09:03:14 PDT In dark woods, the right road lost.
~Dante

I have been traveling alone now for some time now... this... darkness a creeping blur. Led down the tunnel by blindness I fear I will soon find myself falling through the realms of hell. Yes I will fall through to the lowest level, yet, I shall not care. I will have lived my life, and I will have loved, eternity holds all of the secrets... yes... life is worth not knowing secrets. What if eternity is a forever sleep, with no dreams??? Then still eternity reveals all, only then it wont matter. This, this is happiness, what is happiness in the after life? What is madness?? is it this? What is THIS!

Yes yes, I wrote the above. Idk, just something for you all to read, and think about. I am in a good mood... Im at college, I should be reading to kill a mocking bird... but, I have already read it... hehe, the teacher dont know that though. Eh, this is a four hour class... eh, this sux. After lunch classes is computer science, yay. I have to find a dsl cable chord 4 my computer. hopefully there is one there in the college office... GOD I HOPE! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyway, things are rolling around just like life itself. Though neone who reads this, idc if you like amie or not, she just put up a new poem called the beast, you should all go and read it, its really good... really really good. I faved it. Well, ttyl, bubye everyone.

Morbis Psyche

Deus Requiem

]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/18551207/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/18551207/ Wed, 28 May 2008 20:48:53 PDT
Never been the type to bend or budge
The wrong button to push, no friend of Bush
I'm the center piece, you're a Maltese
I'm a pitbull off his leash, all this peace talk can cease
All these people I had to leave in limbo
I'm back now, I've come to release this info
I'll be brief and let me just keep shit simple
+Cani-bitch+ don't want no beef with Slim
Nooooooo! Not even on my radar
So won't you please jump off my dick, lay off and stay off
And follow me as I put these crayons to chaos
from séance to séance, aw-er-aw-er-aw-eh-a


C'mon now, let's all get on down
Let's do-si-do now, we gon
have a good ol' time
Don't be scurred, cause thurr ain't nothin to worry 'bout
Let your hurr down (and square dance with me)


Let your hair down to the track, yeah kick on back (boo!)
The Boogiemonster of rap, yeah the man's back
with a plan to ambush this Bush administration
Mush the Senate's face in, push this generation
of kids to stand and fight for the right to say somethin
you might not like, this white hot light
that I'm under, no wonder I look so sunburned
Oh no I won't leave no stone unturned
Oh no I won't leave, won't go nowhere
Do-si-do, oh-yo-ho, hello there
Oh yeah, don't think I won't go there
Go to Beirut and do a show there
Yeah you laugh till your motherfuckin ass gets drafted
While you're at band camp thinkin the crap can't happen
'Til you fuck around, get an anthrax napkin
Inside a package wrapped in Saran Wrap wrappin
Open the plastic and then you stand back gaspin
Fuckin assassins, hijackin Amtraks, crashin
All this terror, America demands action
Next thing you know, you've got Uncle Sam's ass askin
to join the Army or what you'll do for their Navy
You just a baby, gettin recruited at eighteen
You're on a plane now, eatin their food and their baked beans
I'm twenty-eight, they gon
take you 'fore they take me
Crazy insane, or insane crazy?
When I say Hussein, you say Shady
My views ain't changed, still inhumane, wait
Arraigned two days late, the date's today, hang me!

[Chorus]


Nothin moves me more than a groove that soothes me
Nothin soothes me more than a groove that boosts me
Nothin boosts me more, or suits me beautifully
There's nothin you can do to me, stab me shoot me
Psychotic hypnotic product, I got it the antibiotic
Ain't nobody hotter and so on and yada yada
God I talk a lotta hum-de-lay-de-la-la
Oochie walla-walla, um-di-da-dah da-dah but you gotta gotta
keep movin, there's more music to make
Keep makin new shit, produce hits to break
the monotony, what's gotten into me?
Drugs, rock, and Hennessey, thug like I'm 'ac on my enemies
On your knees, got you under siege
Somebody you would give a lung to be
Hun-ga-ry, like a fuckin younger me
Fuck the fee, I can get you jumped for free
Yeah buddy, laugh it's funny, I have the money
to have you killed by somebody who has nothing
I'm past bluffing, pass the K-Y
Let's get ready for some intense, serious ass fucking!

[Chorus]

[Outro]
Dr. Dre, wants to square dance with me
Nasty Nas, wants to square dance with me
X to the Z, wants to square dance with me
Busta Rhymes, wants to square dance with me
+Cani-bitch+, won't square dance with me
+Cani-bitch+, won't square dance with me
+Canada-bis+, don't want no parts of me
Dirty Dozen, wants to square dance with you
Weeeeeeeeeeee-hahh!! Woo!


HAHA! Im in a very FUCK IT type of mood, so I want all yall who think me to be a little cutting emo man, and take this song and shove my 2 inch razors up ur damn ass... haha.

WOW! Is this gunna get me in trouble??? ummm... nah probably not. Haha. Everyone knows I love them... dont yall???
Well I love you all.

Eh, I am actually in an awesome mood... is anyone else??? I hope so, I got some good poetry bout to be put up bout the new girl I met. Well one of them are, that one is name Stained Glass Window. Yesh I dont even care about correct grammar right now haha... sowy, not ur usual Morbis Psyche but guess what... you can all deal with it. I enjoy being in this mood.

I was in the er today, I couldnt breathe, there was three annoying kids in there, made me want to choke babies. Shoot some bunnies. Bleach a frog. Slit a squirrels neck. Push the Pope off of the ledge. Flip off god...shove a heater in his mouth, ta... ]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/18304517/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/18304517/ Tue, 13 May 2008 12:30:15 PDT
What is this? Feeling deep inside that something is missing... Happiness apparent, and yet something... missing. Like a sling without an arm... yet you have no use for the sling because you have no broken arm. Here is a concept for you: why whenever someone has crutches EVERYONE wants to use them, whether they have a broken leg or not. Well my heart does not need a sling or crutches, it is not broken... yet it craves the crutches.

What is this? Words forming thoughts of ones like myself, creative minds of this world. Authors, sharing their minds stories, their subconcious expieriences perhaps...

eh I gtg, teacher is having us leave early...
Morbid

]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/18196231/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/18196231/ Tue, 06 May 2008 12:54:42 PDT
One can gain a deeper understanding of Dante's Inferno by studying the seven deadly sins which brought these souls to this miserable place.

In the 6th Century AD, the Catholic Pope Gregory the Great listed the the seven deadly sins are as follows: Luxuria (extravagance, later lust), Gula (gluttony), Avaritia (greed), Acedia (sloth), Ira (wrath, more commonly known as anger), Invidia (envy), and Superbia (pride). Each of the seven deadly sins has an opposite among the corresponding seven holy virtues: chastity, abstinence, temperance, diligence, patience, kindness, and humility.

The seven deadly sins are also called the chief sins. They are a classification of vices used in Christian teaching.

The sinners that Dante encounters in the Inferno are each punished in accordance with which of the seven deadly sins they were most guilty of while they were alive.




The First Deadly Sin: Lust
- The first deadly sin is the sin of Lust. Lust is usually thought of as involving obsessive or excessive thoughts or desires of a sexual nature. In Dante's view lust led to "excessive love of others," which therefore made love and devotion to God secondary. .


Gluttony
- The second deadly sin is the sin of gluttony. Gluttony is the over-indulgence and over-consumption of anything to the point of waste. It can refer to over-eating, which is a sin because it witholds food from the needy and also debases the glutton by making him a slave to base, animal desires, such as his appetite. As such gluttony distracts the sinner from the spiritual life.


Greed
- The third deadly sin is the sin of greed or avarice. Like gluttony, this sin is a sin of excess. Its most common form is the excessive love of money, manifested in various forms such as miserliness and unethical business practices. This sin turns the sinner away from God by promoting selfishness, destroying charity, and creating a preoccupation with the acquisition and preservation of material things and possessions. As such this sin blinds the sinner to the fact that material possessions such as gold are worthless compared to the everlasting rewards of heaven. But because the sinner guilty of greed does not see that what he covets the most is worthless, he ignores the treasure and rewards of Heaven and therefore does not follow the right path.


Sloth
- The fourth deadly sin is the sin of sloth. This sin has a somewhat ambiguous definition and has gone through some changes over the centuries. Originally, sloth referred to sadness, apathy and joylessness, which reflected the sinners failure to see God's gifts and His goodness. Dante defined sloth as the "failure to love God with all one's heart, all one's mind and all one's soul." Dante felt that this was the "middle sin" in that it was the only sin characterised by an absence or inadequcy of love. In modern times sloth is interpreted as the sin of laziness, of an unwillingness to act, an unwillingness to care (rather than a failure to love God and His works).


Wrath
- the fifth deadly sin is the sin of wrath (anger or hatred). This sin leads to other serious sins and transgressions including violence, a desire to seek revenge, and a failure to forgive. Dante described vengeance as "love of justice perverted to revenge and spite".


Envy
- the sixth deadly sin is the sin of envy or jealousy. Thomas Aquinas described Envy as "sorrow for another's good". People who commit this sin desire the qualities or possessions or situation of another person which they perceive as lacking in themselves. Dante defined this sin as "love of one's own good perverted to a desire to deprive other men of theirs."


Pride
- the seventh deadly sin is the sin of pride. Despite being listed as the seventh deadly sin, the sin of pride is considered the first and foremost sin. It is the sin which led to Lucifer's downfall and which plagues mankind in various forms. Indeed pride is the ultimate sin from which all the others arise. Dante's definition was "love of self perverted to hatred and contempt for one's neighbor." The Catholic Encyclopedia has a great article on why pride is such a serious sin.


The nine circles of Dante's inferno were illustrated by Gustave Dore in a series of classic engravings, which are presented here in full.
~Gustave Dore

Yes everything is going good for anyone who is wondering. Be looking for poetry and pics of me and stacey. I hope you like this bit of litterature, I just finished the book Dantes Inferno, I havnt read the divine comedy yet though lol.
Sincerely,
Joshua Daniel

]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/18196108/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/18196108/ Tue, 06 May 2008 12:47:06 PDT ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/18086164/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/18086164/ Tue, 29 Apr 2008 12:53:59 PDT This song breaks me down everytime I hear it. Is it me not shining the right colors or is it her... I dont know. Amie and I... arent talking, at all even as friends we are not talking. She said some pretty mean things but yeah. I want to be there for her but I cant if she hates me. I feel lost... not lost without her, I just feel lost, I dont know what I want, I know I dont want to be in this city, I cant wait to go to england in 6 years and study at oxford. That will be amazing. I will write about my losses, and my gains I will view life through my camera view. I will see politics for beauty, I will see death for life and I will show the world the colors I see. The colors the minds of most could not see, not imagine. We as humans see in black in white as soon as we hit the age of about 9 when we cant dream anymore and we are sucked into the lies of reality. No god? No Hell? Heaven? There is god? Angels? Ghosts? Eh, but is there death. Or are we immortals in mortal bodies. We have to drag ourselves out of the gutter, out of reality so we can see the fantasy within us. A life without drama, without that we would be happy. Well high school is drama... that is reality talking, you can change whether it is drama or not. I am tired of hurting, reality? or is it lack of fantasy.

Im hurt, thats obvious. I love her... also obvious. I love Amie, and you all knew it when I first started talking to her... it took me over, I drowned in the ashes of my own mistakes. My ruin... My life... I gave her everything, and so now I must find my new everything, so that I can give it to someone new... someone else. Someone I can trust again. But I miss my everything from before... and not the everything that I gave to her... the everything she once gave to me... herself. I love and miss you Amie... this is for you:

Am I not the one I thought
Was it together forever I sought?
Unknown reals of want and disown
Alone with thread, my heart resewn
My single shadow drowns in light
I grow colder on this poisonous blight
This love so queer, unwanted it resides
Love is war and my archers now align
To fire to the moon and land to your flesh
Shed my armor, through the mesh
My arrow hurts your soul and in turn
I pierce my own heart awaiting your return

I wrote that 3 hours ago. Alright I must go now. Look for my new poem (a dif one). Bye all.

]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/17880355/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/17880355/ Wed, 16 Apr 2008 12:52:55 PDT
I took an EOI (end of instruction) test today and it was writing, the first topic was If you could create something that was an expression of who you are what would it be. Mine was a painting, though instead of starting with a blank, white sheet of paper, I started with a void (which is considered black in the minds of those who have no thoughts). There was a sidewalk, cement, and beneath it was the sidewalks shadow because it had no foundation and neither did the shadow. Instead of the shadow being gray it was golden. Above the side walk was a Sun, but it was gray, and its rays filled the void around the shadow but not around the sun. The shadow is me, the sidewalk is the armor we put on in front of people. The sun was the people beating down on us.

Second topic will be more political and... well how idiotic times are becoming. I must leave you for now though.

]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/17795168/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/17795168/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 12:34:15 PDT Poetry, Chapters, Pictures? Yes they will all be up soon, very very soon. I am going to get broad band soon at my house (instead of dial up). I have alot to share with you all. I will accept any questions no matter how difficult. I do have one thing to say before I end this:
Girls, or guys, if someone breaks up with you do NOT hate them, for that makes you a bad person, you must respect the fact that they dont want you, it is their opinion and that is what makes them an individual, the same goes if you were in their shoes. I have a small hatred for what Amie did to me, not for her. I am to see her after school today in fact, before I go to work and work from 4-12. Just everyone know... IM BACK!

Sincerely,
Morbis Psyche

]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/16130609/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/16130609/ Thu, 27 Dec 2007 21:37:20 PST Morbid

]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/15770927/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/15770927/ Sun, 02 Dec 2007 20:11:59 PST What makes an atheist? I know this is not all the reasons, but its got to be at least one. Could it perhaps be his or her own experiences in church or from a god related subject. Perhaps it is the glance they received from a judgmental Christian. Someone who blames so much on things like books, i.e. Harry Potter. The Golden Compass, or games or movies. If they were to simply take a look at other “Christians” around them they would realize that perhaps it is their fault. Yet, they insist upon blaming objects of “worldly entertainment.”
What else? Perhaps it things like what just happened to me. I am sitting in a church I have gone to since the beginning of my life, every Sunday morning, Sunday night, and Wednesday night. The preacher is preaching on the end times, being these days, blaming and preaching against books, video games, etc. Music has came up too. A member of the church turned and asked if I was paying attention to what he is saying. I was thinking, are you?
If this witchcraft is bad, and this magic talked about in books and in movies is so bad, what is the word to describe what god used to create the earth? His powers? Because the bible says he is All-Powerful God. What else do you call it. The other “Gods” had specific powers over specific things. Aries over war, Hades over the dead, and death, and etc, but God has what? He is all what? ALL-POWERFUL. What is that, is that bad?
He is preaching against homosexuality right now, don’t get me wrong, in the King James Version (KJV) of the bible, which is the closest to exact translation we have of the bible. The reason I can say that it was not translated wrong is because William Shakespeare helped translate, and look at Shakespeare. He was bisexual, and he translated the part of the bible that says homosexuality is an abomination. Like I said don’t get me wrong, I agree! Sure, it’s a sin! But someone who has lied, or had committed adultery am I going to shun them, hate their “kind”? NO! I am friends with so many bi/lesbian/gays or whatever. I enjoy their company, not because they are bi/gay or straight or whatever, but because of who they are! One of the BEST friends I have ever had (Amie) is bisexual, and I LOVE hanging out with her. She is an amazing person, and an amazing friend! Because I have bisexual/gay/lesbian friends does not mean I am. I don’t care if they are or not, I care about who they are. Jesus walked with the sinners, didn’t he? He did not become a sinner, or become similar to the sinners. You know, the versions of the bible that have been created are wrong. The reason I read the King James Version (KJV) is because that is the original version. And all these other weird versions people are making up, started because someone tried to make the bible easier to read by making the New King James Version. Then people figured let us add or subtract what we dislike from it.
So many people have asked my opinion on this subject, and those of you who have asked will now know. If you have a problem, DEAL WITH IT! I enjoy this subject, so if you have a deep comment you would like to say, say it, I will reply back with my opinion.
If you are upset with my opinion on this subject you are being the same as many people that you dislike so strongly are, the people who believe that you are evil if you do not believe the way they do. So think about that before you are upset with what I am saying. Because this is just what I believe.
I am a believer in Jesus, God. And I stand beside that statement. Our money says it, and I am glad. IN GOD WE TRUST! I TRUST!
And as a note, my pastor believes similar as I do, hate the sin, not the person. Hate the sin. Though I don’t agree with everything he says, I agree with that.
On the subject of books about magic being bad. If you want to tell me what I read, or write is from the depths of hell, think about it when you notice that the books are in the fiction section of a bookstore. Fiction means what? So why would I be convinced of fiction? You are insulting my intelligence by telling me I am persuaded by fiction.

I am trying to join the dream-club so, I have to add their icon to my journal.

]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/15712839/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/15712839/ Wed, 28 Nov 2007 19:27:29 PST Topic: Thoughts Weighing Your Mind
Title: Seeing A Blind Beauty

I will start this like we were already in the middle of talking about something. Something perhaps you have been waiting for a reply to.

Have you ever felt like you are turning from being Cinderella to evil stepsisters and then to the wicked stepmother?

Or perhaps feel like you have turned from Alice into the white rabbit? No longer chasing after something, instead you are running away. Constantly running from the good or bad things. Always late. Passing life by just for a meeting with the queen.

Maybe the reason there are not more Cinderellas is because it takes such a sacrifice to be a good person. To be the one that doesn’t fight back. The cost is that we are pushed around more, and we have to do extra work for others that don’t like us. Being the evil stepsister is so much easier. It is easier to offend than to be offended and let it go. Many people want to say that it is easier to be offended because you don’t like hurting people, that you would rather be hurt, but if you search deep down inside you will realize that it is easier to be offended and fight back with offensive tone, and words. It is not easier to be offended and let it go. It is so much easier to eat, and do whatever you want to do, while the Cinderella scrubs the floors, does your share of the work. It is so much easier to not be the Cinderella. It is hard to be a good person when it costs you so much. So you, as a human being, have to decide whether the hard sacrifices is worth fitting the glass slipper onto your foot in the end, especially when you don’t know that you will get a chance to dance with Prince Charming, and make all your dreams come true.

You know, sometimes I wish I was the Cheshire Cat, full of knowledge of whatever I need to know, able to appear when needed, able to give just enough information and then leave any place. To keep Alice going but not quite giving the answer. Because if you don’t have to give the whole answer, it still means you know it. I could disappear from everyone’s site when I needed, when it was too much for me. I could give someone the feeling that perhaps the place they are in is not real, or too horrifying to be true. And the great thing is that it is not at all horrifying, because it all falls into place, everything works out in the end. Without the Cheshire cat she would be stuck in her wonderland. If I were the Cheshire cat I would save so many people from being stuck in their wonderland, depressed. Because when you are in a wonderland, and you are depressed, you could really use a savior.

Any artist I think realizes what I am about to say. Do you recall the time when you use to look at something and say, that’s beautiful? The time before you got into photography, painting, drawing, writing? Do you remember after you took your first clip of pictures and stared at them and decided which ones were good and which ones were not? After that did you look at things the same. Because for me, after getting into photography it seemed like everything before photography was blurred. The colors seemed to run together, and just be there. It was like before my mind opened to photography my vision was in black and white. Because when I started to pay attention to every little detail in everything, you find that most everything on this earth has beauty to it if only you could capture the right angle, at the right moment, with the right light, with the right eye. I remember looking at the old run down barn behind my house as being ugly, just sitting there with junk beside it. Then I walked out of my house one day and thought to myself “that barn looks amazing with the sky, and the tone of the grass.” Because have you noticed that rundown, old things, are beautiful. Maybe because we see old times, way before my times, almost like you can see what it was like to live way back then. Without the worries that we have. Think to yourself, what makes a barn worth taking a picture of. Or an old store that is about to be burned down. History that you want to save maybe? Why do we as humans get attached to inanimate objects? Such as a tree you use to sit on and read books every night, or a field that you lay in to escape a home life. A hill you climb to see for miles. Why is sight so important? Because before, you never realized how beautiful something is. Do you think a person that goes blind regrets not looking into the details of things? I am sure they do. So maybe we as artists find beauty that only a blind man/woman could find.

The first story I wrote gave me a since of accomplishment, it was called “It.” “It” was based on a dream I had when I was eight years old. About a lightning bolt that came to life, and was attacking my school. We had super powers, and a ritual to make ourselves fly. And I can’t remember how exactly but w... ]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/15641668/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/15641668/ Fri, 23 Nov 2007 21:06:45 PST
Umm my M. Alice illustration will be done soon... It needs something in the background lol...

Umm poetry is flowing lol.

Check out my new avatar everyone!
and of course everyone check out the club!

I hope u all had a good thanksgiving.

Goodbye for now, until we meet again!

Do, a deer a female deer
Ray, a lock of golden sun
Me, a name I call myself
Fa, a long long way to run
So, a needle pulling thread
La, A song I sing in bed
Te,I drink with jam and bread
Do, a deer a female deer
Ray, a lock of golden sun
Me, a name I call myself
Fa, a long long way to run
So, a needle pulling thread
La, A song I sing in bed
Te,I drink with jam and bread
Do, a deer a female deer
Ray, a lock of golden sun
Me, a name I call myself
Fa, a long long way to run
So, a needle pulling thread
La, A song I sing in bed
Te,I drink with jam and bread
Do, a deer a female deer
Ray, a lock of golden sun
Me, a name I call myself
Fa, a long long way to run
So, a needle pulling thread
La, A song I sing in bed
Te,I drink with jam and bread
Do, a deer a female deer
Ray, a lock of golden sun
Me, a name I call myself
Fa, a long long way to run
So, a needle pulling thread
La, A song I sing in bed
Te,I drink with jam and bread
Do, a deer a female deer
Ray, a lock of golden sun
Me, a name I call myself
Fa, a long long way to run
So, a needle pulling thread
La, A song I sing in bed
Te,I drink with jam and bread
Do, a deer a female deer
Ray, a lock of golden sun
Me, a name I call myself
Fa, a long long way to run
So, a needle pulling thread
La, A song I sing in bed
Te,I drink with jam and bread
Do, a deer a female deer
Ray, a lock of golden sun
Me, a name I call myself
Fa, a long long way to run
So, a needle pulling thread
La, A song I sing in bed
Te,I drink with jam and bread
Do, a deer a female deer
Ray, a lock of golden sun
Me, a name I call myself
Fa, a long long way to run
So, a needle pulling thread
La, A song I sing in bed
Te,I drink with jam and bread

]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/15568430/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/15568430/ Sun, 18 Nov 2007 20:06:24 PST Since I kissed my fears
On their salty lips
And said to them I love you all

I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders
For 20 years and look at me now

I've got something to say
About the last 12 months I've lived
I'm not the same kid I was when I was younger
I just thought you should know
I take a pill every day
to help me deal with life

And oh my God, I've lost control
I stare at accidents in a sick attempt
To feel at all

I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders
For 20 years and look at me now

I've got something to say
About the family that I've lost
I hope my mother and my father think
That they raised a healthy boy
Who needs the help of a shrink
To even leave the house?

And oh my God, I've lost control
I stare at accidents in a sick attempt
To feel at all

I'm not the same kid I was when I was younger
I just thought you
I just thought you should know

I'm not the same kid I was when I was younger
I just thought you
I just thought you should know

I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders
For 20 years and look at me now
And now
And now
I'm finding a way to forget everything that I know

I can't believe it's been a year
Since I kissed my fears
On their salty lips
And said to them I love you all

Don't ask, just follow
Repeat and swallow
Don't ask, just swallow them down your throat
Don't ask, just swallow
Repeat and follow
Don't ask, just swallow them down your throat

My best friend is a man, with a lab coat and a grin
I hold my shaking hand and he gives me medicine
It almost makes me feel at home
But they slowly steal my soul
I tell him I still feel alone
"Don't worry someday I promise you will feel whole"

And oh my God, I've lost control
Of the only thing in life
I had a hold of
And oh my God, I've lost control
Of the only thing in life
I had a hold of
And oh my God, I've lost control
Of the only thing in life
I had a hold of


Hi everyone, just giving u sumthing to read. And of course go check out the club everyone!

"Lost And Found"

This island has become
An ocean and my boat's too small
The waves are crashing in
And I can't save this sinking ship

I sent out signal flares
But no one out there seems to care
Now the voice inside my head
Is the only thing that I have left

This is the part where I'll admit
I'm getting what I deserve

And now I'm lost at sea
I'm drowning in what I won't be
I'm haunted by the sound (Sweet sound of my last breath)

Twenty days at sea
My skin is blistered from the heat
I can beg and I can plead
But what I get is never what I need

This is the part where I'll admit
I'm getting what I deserve

And now I'm lost at sea
I'm drowning in what I won't be
I'm haunted by the sound (Sweet sound of my last breath)

And now I'm lost at sea
I'm drowning in what I won't be
I'm haunted by the sound (Sweet sound of my last breath)

Whoa whoa
I'm going down I'm going down
Whoa whoa
I'm going down I'm going down

This is the part where I'll admit
I'm getting what I deserve

And now I'm lost at sea
I'm drowning in what I won't be
I'm haunted by the sound (Sweet sound of my last breath)

And now I'm lost at sea
I'm drowning in what I won't be
I'm haunted by the sound (Sweet sound of my last breath)

]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/15405505/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/15405505/ Wed, 07 Nov 2007 12:13:41 PST

Symptoms and signs of depression:

1. Feelings of helplessness and hopelessness
A bleak outlook—nothing will ever get better and there’s nothing you can do to improve your situation.

2. Loss of interest in dailly activities
No interest in or ability to enjoy former hobbies, pastimes, social activities, or sex.

3. Appetite or weight changes
Significant weight loss or weight gain—a change of more than 5% of body weight in a month.

4. Sleep changes
Either insomnia or oversleeping (also known as hypersomnia).

5. Psychomotor agitation or retardation
Either feeling “keyed up” and restless or sluggish and physically slowed down.

6. Loss of energy
Feeling fatigued and physically drained. Even small tasks are exhausting or take longer.

7. Self-loathing
Strong feelings of worthlessness or guilt. Harsh criticism of perceived faults and mistakes.

8. Concentration problems
Trouble focusing, making decisions, or remembering things.

9. Irritability
Easily annoyed or frustrated. Lashing out in anger or snapping at others.

10. Aches and pains
New or worse physical symptoms, including headaches, backaches, diarrhea or constipation, abdominal pain, and aching joints.

Atypical Depression - Atypical depression is a common subtype of major depression. It features a specific symptom pattern, including a temporary mood lift in response to positive events. You may feel better after receiving good news or while out with friends. However, this boost in mood is fleeting. Other symptoms of atypical depression include weight gain or significant increase in appetite, sleeping excessively, a heavy feeling in the arms and legs, and sensitivity to rejection.

(from helpguide.org: [link])

If you have experienced five or more of these symptoms within the same two week period--especially if a depressed mood or loss of interest or pleasure are among your symptoms--this could be indicative of an episode of depression.

(from [link])

Now things going on with me.

My friend Tabby is pregnant, I decided I am going to wait and write the last paragraph of my book on the day she gives birth and have her and her baby on my dedication page.

I am writing chapter two by the way in Delirious Lament.

Also My English III teacher wanted to see my art so he will be visiting the page, and he said hes not going to show ne one else, it seems I can trust him more than some of the other people I assumed I could trust before. Its nice to think I can trust someone to read the poetry and not judge by the titles or the horror photomanipulations instead of reading it all and then knowing what I wrote and why I wrote it.

Thats whats going down as for now, I do have one poem I will put up tonight called this ticket enjoy guys.



]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/15330522/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/15330522/ Fri, 02 Nov 2007 12:10:05 PDT

]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/15279292/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/15279292/ Mon, 29 Oct 2007 20:27:53 PDT
Oh and everyone! I thought you all might be up for a little humor... there is this kid herassing one of my friends, and he doesnt get it. Well I have been sending... how do you say... persuasive notes, he got a little upset and complained in his journal. First Zane when you read this I will gladly lead you to the guys page so you can have your fun to torture and torment too. But this kid said he wants to tie me naked to a chair and put peanut butter all over me, and then apparently he can say that because he is emo and it not sound gay... oh yeah hes bi btw LMAO! IDIOT! So there is a bit of humor. Of course I see why he is bi... I dont think too many girls find him attractive...maybe the bi guys do I dont know... I should ask my friends.

But everyone enjoy. My issues with my family isnt ne better yet lol... so just... just... just gotta keep swimming, keep swimming, keep swimming swimming swimming. Dory from Finding Nemo!!! HAHA! good movie. Take it easy yalls. Yes for you who need to pick my grammar mistakes, I live in oklahoma I do not believe that this journal requires me to be proper, neither do comments, if you think you are a bad ace because you found a mistake, WOW I applaud you because you are the dumbest son of a gun Ive ever met... well maybe not ever but you get close...

Those of you who think I have a problem with emos... I dont ok. Talk to me and find out who I am before you judge... try it youll find out Im not so bad lol.

]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/15271753/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/15271753/ Mon, 29 Oct 2007 12:14:15 PDT [ ] Black = $100
[ ] Blonde = $50
[ ] Red = $75
[x] Brown = $15
[ ] Bald = $5
[ ] Other=$2
Total: $15

Eye Color:
[ ] Brown - $150
[ ] Green - $75
[x] Blue $50
[ ] Hazel $100
[ ] Other - $15
Total so far: $90

Height:
[ ] Over 7' - $200
[ ] 6'8" to 7' - $175
[x] 6'0" to 6'7" - $150
[ ] 5'5" to 5'11" - $75
[ ]4'9" to 5'4" - $50
[ ] Under 4'9 - $45
Total so far: $240

Age:
[ ] 41 to 50 - $150
[ ] 31 to 40 - $100
[ ] 26 to 30 - $75
[ ] 21 to 25 - $50
[ ] 19 to 20 - $25
[x] 0 to 18 - $100
Total so far: $340

Birth Order:
[ ] Twins or more than twins - $300
[x] First Born - $300
[ ]Only Child - $250
[ ] second born - $150
[ ] Middle child - $100
[ ] Last Born - $200
[ ] third born - $100
[ ] fourth born - $100
[ ] fifth born-$375
Total so far: $640

Drink?
[] No - $400
[x ] Only Holidays - $250
[ ] Sometimes - $215
[ ] YES - $200
[ ] only weekends - $300
[ ] Every other day - $50
[ ] Once a day - $15
[ ] I live from the bottle- $0
Total so far: $1040

Vision?
[x ] perfect vision $300
[] need or have glasses/contacts but don't wear them $200
[ ] No correction $100
[ ] Glasses $50
[ ] contacts $25
[ ] Surgical correction -$135
Total so far: $1340

Car Color [or familes' car(s)]:
[] White - $2,000
[] Maroon - $800
[ ] Gold - $700
[ ] Gray - $600
[ ] Blue - $900
[ ] Pink - $475
[ ] Black - $450
[ ] Red - $400
[] Green- $350
[x] Silver $300
[ ] Purple- $250
[ ] Metallic - $200
[ ] Yellow - $100
[] Primer - $75
[ ] Tan- $20
[ ] Rusted - $15
[ ] No Car - $0
Total score: $1415

Shoe Size:
[ x] 13+ - $300
[ ]12 and a half to 13 - $250
[ ] 11 to 12 - $700
[ ] 7 to 10 - $600
[ ] Under 7- $550
Total so far: $2115

Favorite Colors (three):
[ x] Green-$750
[x] Black - $600
[x ] Red - $800
[ ] Yellow -$475
[ ] Brown - $50
[ ] Purple - $225
[] White - $400
[] Aqua - $350
[ ] Orange - $300
[ ] Blue - $300
[ ] Pink - $100
[] Other - $ 50
Total so far: $3545


Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[ ] Yes $0
[x] No-add $1000
[ ] on some- $750 (math moron)
Total so far: $4545

How many people are you going to tag?
[ ] 100-150 = 250,000
[ ] 90 - 80 = $100,000
[ ] 70 -60 = $50,000
[ ] 50 - 40 = $10,000
[ ] 30 - 20 = $5,000
[ ] 20 - 10 = $1,000
[x] 10 - 1 = $500

See How Much You're Really Worth!
I dont wanna show u all my worth... bloody hell.

well uh um I tag... Amanda, I tag Heather, I tag GINA! The rest will get theres muhahahaha

]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/15264274/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/15264274/ Sun, 28 Oct 2007 20:12:23 PDT
I had an amazing weekend! Awesome! I went to my cousin Tyler's Football game on friday night. Tyler is the starting quarter back, and friday night he broke a school record. Well after the game he talked my parents into letting me stay the weekend. Well Friday night Tyler, Caleb, Johnna, and me hung out. Saturday I stayed at his house and watched tons of movies til he got home from work, and until he got back from Arkansas Homecoming, I think it was arkansas. Then we hung out with two girls and then left and went to a party. It was a small party, just close friends came there was lets see her gosh 18 at the most. It was fun though, we were out til like 1 something. When we got home we talked to aunt fay for a while then I went to sleep around 3. Today I spent the majority of my time talking to my aunt fay. Who is one of the aunts that I am more like, her and my aunt chris. I wish I could be near them more but unfortunately they live a couple hours off. Me and aunt fay talked alot about the family and some of the problems in it. It appears my family has found out about my deviant art. And of course some are Im sure worried about me, but my cousin bryan and my aunt fay said my grandfather would be proud.My grandpa wrote alot of poetry too. But my cousin nick has read it too and he also loved it. They all liked it, the ones that I get along with, the ones that I feel dont judge me as soon as I am in their presence. You know what? screw that they judge me whether I am around or not! But its depressing... and thats probably why I am a bit depressed tonight.

I have chapter one written but I am having someone type it out to convert it from paper to computer.

I was happy all weekend, until I got home, now for some reason i am depressed. Its funny I already miss my cousin tyler,my aunt fay, and clifton. Me and clifton didnt get to talk alot, but he is a cool guy. You know I actually really miss my weekend...

I also know that tomorrow I go back to no one, where as at kansas I was known as tylers cousin, and if tyler says im cool then im cool, and no one judged me on my clothing, they actually seemed to all like me. Everyone was real nice, really nice... I hate my school, I wish I could move up to kansas for the remainder of my high school years. But once more into the breach my friends, whether I be speaking of school, certain judgmental family members, or ne one who hears rumors or judges on appearence... screw them all.

Well I wish I could tell you when I am going to have chapter one ready, but it appears that my typer is slacking... she is about to get chewed out.

Everyone have a good night, I know I wont.

]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/15201179/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/15201179/ Wed, 24 Oct 2007 12:03:39 PDT
Also for all you people who love the oh so tastey Fergie... a little something for you...

"Fergalicious"
(feat. Will.I.Am)

Four, tres, two, uno

[Will I Am]
Listen up ya'll, 'cause this is it
The beat that I'm bangin' is delicious

[Verse 1 - Fergie]
Fergalicious definition make them boys go loco
They want my treasure so they get their pleasures from my photo.
You could see me, you can't squeeze me.
I ain't easy, I ain't sleazy.
I got reasons why I tease 'em.
Boys just come and go like seasons.

[Hook 1]
Fergalicious (so delicious)
But I ain't promiscuous.
And if you was suspicious,
All that shit is fictitious.
I blow kisses (mmmwwahhh)
That puts them boys on rock, rock.
And they be lining down the block just to watch what I got (four, tres, two, uno)

[Chorus]
So delicious (it's hot, hot)
So delicious (I put them boys on rock, rock)
So delicious (they wanna taste of what I got)
I'm Fergalicious (t-t-t-t-t-tasty, tasty)

[Verse 2]
Fergalicious def-,
Fergalicious def-,
Fergalicious def- ["def" is echoing]
Fergalicious definition make them boys go crazy.
They always claim they know me,
Comin' to me call me Stacy (Hey, Stacy),
I'm the F to the E, R, G, the I, the E,
And can't no other lady put it down like me.

[Hook 2]
I'm Fergalicious (so delicious)
My body stay vicious
I be up in the gym just working on my fitness
He's my witness (oooh, wee)
I put yo' boy on rock, rock
And he be lining down the block just to watch what I got (four, tres, two, uno)

[Chorus]
So delicious (it's hot, hot)
So delicious (I put them boys on rock, rock)
So delicious (they wanna taste of what I got)
Fergalicious (hold, hold, hold, hold, hold up, check it out)

[Vamp]
Baby, baby, baby,
If you really want me,
Honey get some patience.
Maybe then you'll get a taste.
I'll be tasty, tasty,
I'll be laced with lacey.
It's so tasty, tasty,
It'll make you crazy.

[Will I Am]
T to the A, to the S T E Y - girl, you're tasty, T to the A to the S T E Y - girl, you're tasty
D to the E, to the L I C I O U S, to the D, to the E, to the, to the, to the, hit it Fergie

[Rap - Fergie]
All the time I turn around brotha's gather round always looking at me up and down looking at my (uuhh)
I just wanna say it now - I ain't trying to round up drama, little mama I don't wanna take your man.
And I know I'm coming off just a little bit conceited and I keep on repeating how the boys wanna eat it.
But I'm tryin' to tell, that I can't be treated like clientele
'Cause they say she...

[Hook 3]
Delicious (so delicious)
But I ain't promiscuous
And if you was suspicious
All that shit is fictitious
I blow kisses (mmmwwahhh)
That puts them boys on rock, rock
And they be lining down the block just to watch what I got (got, got, got)

Four, tres, two, uno.
My body stay vicious,
I be up in the gym just working on my fitness,
He's my witness (oooh, wee).
I put yo' boy on rock, rock,
And he be lining down the block just to watch what I got (four, tres, two, uno)

[Chorus]
So delicious (aye, aye, aye, aye)
So delicious (aye, aye, aye, aye)
So delicious (aye, aye, aye, aye)
I'm Fergalicious, t-t-t-t-t tasty, tasty
It's so delicious (aye, aye, aye, aye)
So delicious (aye, aye, aye, aye)
So delicious (aye, aye, aye, aye)
I'm Fergalicious, t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t (aye, aye, aye, aye)

[Will I Am]
T to the A, to the S T E Y - girl, you're tasty. T to the A, to the S T E Y - girl, you're tasty
T to the A, to the S T E Y - girl, you're tasty. T to the A, to the, to the (four, tres, two, uno)
D to the E, to the L I C I O U S, to the D, to the, E to the, L I C I O U S, to the
D to the E, to the L I C I O U S, to the D, to the E, to the, to the, to the (four, tres, two, uno)

T to the A, to the S T E Y - girl, you're tasty. T to the A, to the S T E Y - girl, you're tasty
T to the A, to the S T E Y - girl, you're tasty. T to the A, to the, four, tres, two, uno
D to the E, to the L I C I O U S, to the D, to the E, to the L I C I O U S, to the
D to the E, to the L I C I O U S, to the D, to the E, to the, to the, to the, to the, to the.....

]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/15172210/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/15172210/ Mon, 22 Oct 2007 11:44:52 PDT
I have written the 1st chapter to my book, it is 9 pages long lol. Delirious Lament is going to be my pride and joy. I am going to perfect it tonight and make it better. I have more Ideas. I will have it up in about 2 days if not tonight. Dont expect to be getting answers from chapter 1. Only more questions, the way Im planning you should find out why the town is abandoned by chapter 6 or 7. So that just begins it really. A little inside for the 1st chapter. Daniel moved to Credence about a year ago, 1st chapter is his schooling and the meeting of the girl. You will find out her name in the first chapter. I like the first chapter I hope you do too.

Im in computer class and I am completely finished with everything she wants us to do for this week. So yays freedom.

Just those 4 poems is all I need up. I am focusing on Delirious Lament at the moment.

I am going to try and get a photomanipulation for the novel too.

THE END OF UPDATE!

MorbisPsyche

]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/15165318/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/15165318/ Sun, 21 Oct 2007 21:07:37 PDT
Delirious Lament? Ah the new story I be writing. I cant tell you all what it is about yet. Because that would be cheating you all need to go read the introduction! RAWR! I hope you all like it. I do.

Poetry is coming about 3 or 4 I need to put up sometime this next month.

photomanipulations... eh, well Ive got some ideas but i need more work with them, should be up between now and January.

Mor self portraits coming... of course I will do so odd stuff to them but they are still self portraits.

I am re-reading the book Twilight! When I read eclipse I through the book across the room! Ah!She is writing edwards version next.

This was a short update. Mainly I want you to all read my new prose pretty please. Yes you too caitlin. Oh speaking of Caitlin, SHE NOW HAS A DEVIANT! So everyone check out RealityReject

I IS NOT A MELLOW!

]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/15079989/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/15079989/ Mon, 15 Oct 2007 20:41:13 PDT
I would like to thank all of my watchers! And I would like to point out a few special people:

Caitlin, you visit my deviant page every day in second hour! You are awesome, and now everyone knows your name! And at break you are going to come tell me that I am wicked awesome for writing about you in my journal! Btw caitlin you need to get an account!And thank you for your countless views of my page.

Mayo... yes, mayo! Without your gum everyday I would not be able to concentrate on the poetry I write in class that draws more and more people to my page.

Gina, you must visit my page often to view my art! Thank you oh so very much!

Zane... oh zane... well thanks is all I think I can say to you.

Valerie! You commented my page and said my gallery was amazing, and you have inspired alot of my writings lately. I know you are having some problems, but with friends and supporters I know you can beat whatever you have to... dont give up. I am sending you mental hugs!

And everyone else that has been so amazing, favorited my art, sent me comments! You are all amazing. Now dont think that because you were not called out that you are less than they are... I dont know all of yall on a completely personal level... yet. I hope to reach that point at some time. So thank you all!

Ok Time for: LIFE UPDATES!

My cousin bryan contacted me the other day, I am the only one he has really contacted from my family that lives where I do. I am hoping he follows my directions to this website and views more of my stuff. You see my grandfather passed away about 8 yrs ago, and none of us has really seen bryan much. Well he told me the other day that my writings would have made grandpa proud, and that makes me feel really good because everyone else says I should quit writing, because my art is too dark, and I should be brighter because my stuff is evil. And its not its the way i feel, and he understands.

Girlfriend? Eh kind of, maybe, not officially.. eh... we will leave it at eh for now!

I might have all a's and b's for this nine weeks of school! That rocks seeings as to I jack around at school.

Ummmm... I got my wallet stolen last saturday.

My friend Jordan got second place at the car show on saturday.

My converses are falling apart... that really sucks!

And thats about it on life!

ART!

Be looking for an illustration (photo manip) for M. Alice Ive got the idea all i need is the right stock, and models, Im working on that now! Ive got A possibly on the model! SWEETNESS RIGHT!

Also lots of poetry running through! some good, some is just rambling but I hope you all like it.

THE SHIT!

S:South
H:Harmon
I:Institute
of
T:Technology

Its off of a movie called accepted!! HAHA!

*Mwah* TO YOU ALL! Thanks for the views!

]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/14779034/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/14779034/ Mon, 24 Sep 2007 20:44:03 PDT
Alright, if you have heard the rumor it is true... I did get pulled over... there is a funny part to this.It was after the game and I was taking my friend home, well for this years homecoming I dressed up like William Wallace from braveheart. Paint and all. Well I was pulled over about a half a mile from zanes house, wearing all of it still... I did get off with a warning btw... haha.

For those of you who would like to see what I looked like I can tell you... gay. or you can look for yourself as the pictures will be up tonight in a bout 20 mins in fact. My hair slicked back, face covered in paint. Paint that I am allergic to and burned like heck. I led the team onto the field and stayed on the sidelines, got the majority of ppl to do the wave, and screamed so much the next morning I had no voice.

Also something for you to look forward to. New photo manipulations. Two, same idea, just two different photos. I can release to you the name of these, and one will be my new ID. The title of these deviations will be: Formaldehyde Pt I and Formaldehyde Pt II. Ill let you just guess on what they look like... because I dont know what the end result will look like.

For those of you thinking "MOTHER OF GOD this is a long journal" We can have a small intermission.




Ok also, old poetry and new poetry will be up soon, sometime within this or next month... I am lazy.

Photos too, things to look... and laugh at. We had a homecoming dance... it was horrible. But I got some funny pictures.

Rawr...

I am wondering if there is more to say....

I am failing spanish... I suck at spanish. My birthday is in like 2 or 3 months woot woot.

And yes I believe I shall end this now...

oh and there is a catch...

Because you read this you have to go write a journal and end it with a link to my page... haha more of a catch... it has to say something you would think no one would want to go to.

For example:Torture of a young sheep

get it now???

Oh btw, if any of you would like to give advice on photomanipulations that would be much needed.At the moment I need help with these things:

Making wounds(so I need wound brushes)
Making wounds look real
blood brushes
bruises
cuts
stitches

and if you know someone who could help please tell them I am a cool person who needs their help lol.

Oh and if you dont do the link... you will only have bad relationship luck for a year... or die tonight. Fate chooses... muhahaha.
MorbisPsyche

]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/14339470/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/14339470/ Sat, 25 Aug 2007 19:51:02 PDT
This game has rules, rules that you must follow... the rules will not change, the rules will not have loop holes, if loop holes are found they are meant to be, the rules, if abided by grants you... your life

Game consists of you, but not just you, the other yous, keeping up? Life will be granted to you all, how much bloodshed will you give to win, to live. How much pain would you endure to survive.

For years I have played your game... the game of deceit, well no longer. We play my game. In my game you are the deceiver if you choose to be, everything I tell you is the truth.

For years, I have played your game... the game of life...

And now you play my game... the game of death.

Rules? Win... at any cost.

If you lose... you lose...

The game is... kill me. Yes, kill me. Many may not think this to be true. I ask you kill me. Win the game and keep your life. All those who enter will sign their name in a not to me, further rules will be given, how to kill me is up to you. The one who gets to me, and can kill me the best after dodging the obstacles, after surviving the road... the best... will win. This will not be easy... this will be morbid... remember you deal with morbis psyche... death's mind....

Kill... Win... Live...

]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/14278978/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/14278978/ Tue, 21 Aug 2007 20:44:47 PDT
Updates in my life.

I got converses.

I got rid of Caitlin, she became somebody else, not the same girl I first dated... right now Im in search of the girl that shows me that I can have that again... by that I mean happiness, with an amazingly wonderful girl, that wants to be around me 24/7, a girl that likes it when I act weird and embarrass them in the mall or wal mart. Or a girl that loves everything about me... a girl that wont leave...

Almost!! 5 days and the house is mine for about a week!!! HAHA! Me and Zane are so going out to somewhere to celebrate my liscence.
Then me and kelli are going to visit a grumpy old teacher that retired last year, then me and her are going to hang out for about 5 hours.
Them me and stacey are going to hang at the house for one of the days!!
And then omg anything I want to do!! HAHA!


Next I challenge you all! Read my newest deviation, Of My Death, take the challenge I give you!

I get paid tomorrow!

The wedding for my parents is on sunday!
Rehearsal is saturday! Im best man!

Flip YES!!!! 2000 Page views!

I GOT MY LISCENCE!

]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/14186292/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/14186292/ Wed, 15 Aug 2007 20:03:21 PDT
Well I passed my liscence test. I didnt get a celebration. For the past few years Ive been waiting to get it just for the celebration with friends... but nope. Maybe I will take zane out while my parents are gone on their anniversary. We could go to ft smith that would be cool, he might help me celebrate. That would be cool.

My parents anniversary is the 27th, they leave the 28th for Las vegas. They asked that the night of the 27th that we not be in the house... Ill probably ask to go to zane's lol.

Ive been cleaning my room lately and Im finding things that are putting me into black outs. Like the other day I was going through some old pictures, and next thing I knew I woke up walking about 5 miles away from my house down the road at 11 o clock. Then I was looking at some of my old notebooks and I woke up at the top of the hill against a tree in just my jeans... no shoes or socks or nething, but my jeans. Then I woke up in my bed with muddy shoes... the problem is the only place to get muddy shoes is the creek by the railroad tracks about 5 to 6 miles from my house...

"By Myself"

What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams?
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I'm lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself [myself]

[x2]
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can’t rely on myself

[Chorus:]
I can’t hold on
To what I want when I’m stretched so thin
It’s all too much to take in
I can’t hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in

If I
Turn my back I’m defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they’ll
Take from me ‘till everything is gone
If I let them go I’ll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I’ll be outrun
If I’m killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I’ll be buried in the silence of the answer
by myself [myself]

[x2]
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can’t rely on myself

[Chorus]

How do you think I’ve lost so much
I'm so afraid that I'm out of touch
How do you expect... I will know what to do
When all I know Is what you tell me to

[x2]
Don’t you know
I can’t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can’t seem to convince myself why
I’m stuck on the outside

[Chorus x2]

School starts tomorrow... hell begins again. Its been a great summer, mostly thanx to da. So thank you all, the ones who read this far down. Anyway I figure it will be one of those things Ill be in a corner writing all day long. All my friends are off to college now, even zane.

And then lately Ive been wanting to be alone alot, which is not like me. The only one Ive wanted to talk to alot is zane. The others dont answer their phone...

Then Caitlin... is... well, a pain that has a slight pleasure to it. That slight pleasure is the only reason Im even talking to her. She told me I am annoying, she told me I make way too big a deal out of me getting to go somewhere, and when I told her that I got my liscence she said and I quote "oh, thats cool, so hey I gtg ok". When I try to make her laugh she says Im an idiot... yet I love her... how the heck is that??? So we are... talking, she said she wanted to be with me... she says she loves me too, and that she wants to be with me forever... Im going to put it to the test... She hurt me three times already, if she wants me back... she needs to work for it... I dont need to work for anything... to me. And yet I still work for it...

"Numb"

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding to... ]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/14155336/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/14155336/ Mon, 13 Aug 2007 19:50:14 PDT
me and caitlin are... talking... alot. I think we may get back together. I havnt decided if thats good or bad.

btw, has neone ever wondered what Sally's last name is??? Im guessing that now its skellington!

Also, Ive been writing even more lately, in fact Im writing a poem right now. So Im gunna be uploading quite a bit of them.

if neone has ne questions about nething... please feel free to ask them..
especially if the questions are about my art.

BTW!!!! This is deviantART not deviantSPACE! If you feel like reading my comments and personal stuff DONT!! Anything I want u to know will be either in a artist comment, my art, or my journals everything else is personal to me.

Luv u all.
MorbisPsyche

]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/13985455/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/13985455/ Thu, 02 Aug 2007 11:31:25 PDT
Second!

Okay... so comment and I'll answer the randomness...


Comment on this entry and:
1- I'll answer with something random about you.
2- I'll dare you to try something.
3- I'll say a color I associate with you.
4- I'll tell you something I like about you.
5- I'll tell you something I always remember about you / a first memory about you.
6- I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7- I'll ask you something I always wanted to ask you.
8- If I do this for you, you must put this in your journal.

]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/13961964/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/13961964/ Tue, 31 Jul 2007 19:59:21 PDT
I was walking in a neighborhood with lots of mansions taking some pics and this white car came up beside me. A black kid got out started talking to me, asked if I needed a ride somewhere and I said no and he was like well okay then he hit me the other one shoved me to the pavement and all three started kicking me. I got a hell of a headache. Had to file a police report and all that crap. My body hurts pretty bad right now. I think they might have broke my camera... and my jump drive is malfunctioning now, I was supposed to be going to the library but they wanted me to pay 35 dollars for a card to use the cpus so I just told my mom I would go walking. So thats my day. They made me miss buying 300 today. Lots of ppl have heard and came to check on me, Ive got lor tabs and oxycotten in me right now.

So there it is. No they didnt find the people who did it. Next time I know to take my best friend with me though, I was really nice when I was talking to them so I didnt do anything wrong... I was just alone walking in a neighborhood... so their ganster asses had to gang up on one person... some balls they have.

But it hasnt ruined my day, they dont deserve the satisfactory of ruining my day, so Ive been writing all day and watching movies.

]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/13949054/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/13949054/ Mon, 30 Jul 2007 23:13:19 PDT
Im working again!! YAY! My dad employed me, I make 7.50 an hour, and I can work whenever I want. I clean the apartments, and I mow the complex's lawn and weed eat. I do pretty much whatever he tells me too, only now I get paid. No taxes r taken, cuz its like he is just giving his son money ahaha!

I have lots of ideas for pics too, some I need a model for but some I'll use myself in too. Ill have a good friend take the pics, Ill just mess with them lol.

Speaking of friends, my best friend (he asked for me to change his name for his own safety) Jack is an awesome writer! I will try to put a link to his page soon. He is cool. Hes always been there for me, through the rough times and all, weve had some crazy times.... Ill name a few,only he will get a bit of these. Laura, Candace, umm the railroad tracks lol!! Umm also almost burning down my house, umm playing final fantasy 12 all day and night and getting me so far in the game that I dont know where I am. Uhh, oh the msgs with diedra lol. Uhh haha, the woods when u got poison ivy, or when i got u the knife and u cut urself on it lol. THE SEED OF CHUCKY AHAHA!! You paid me back in like pennies and dimes and quarters... 25 dollars lol. Starcraft... or our diablo days... My hacking days lol! Ex-youth pastor! Teachers in class. Our rants lol! Myspace. Uhhh... curtis hall and the fight for the ball lol... UR MOM GOT SO PISSED! Paintball gun. Air gun! Fire works. Two metal purple poles we beat ur brother with. Genesis 3:16! God there are so many more lol. He has helped me through alot too... alot! Me him and another of my friends r going out on friday almost all day to the MALL!!! YAY! Oh one last thing zane... Opeth, System of a Down, and Disturbed... our first really good bands, now look where we are!! AHAHAHA!!!

Im not ready for school, i'll just be put down there, i guess thats what deviant is for, build my self confidence so i can take the crap they give me at school. Err.

Ill be done now... forgive me for going on for so long!
Morbis Psyche

]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/13314332/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/13314332/ Tue, 12 Jun 2007 09:19:42 PDT There's no need to fear
Everyone's here
Waiting for you to finally be one of us

Come down
You may be full of fear
But you'll be safe here
When you finally trust me
Finally believe in me

I will let you down
I'll let you down,
I'll let you down, I'll
When do you finally trust me
Finally believe in me

Trust me
I'll be there when you need me
You'll be safe here
When you finally trust me
Finally believe in me

I will let you down
I'll let you down,
I'll let you down, I'll
When do you finally trust me
Finally believe in me

I will let you down
I'll let you down,
I'll let you down, I'll
When do you finally trust me
Finally believe in me

Never want to come down
Never want to come down
Never want to come down

(Down, let you down)

I will let you down
I'll let you down,
I'll let you down, I'll
When do you finally trust me
Finally believe in me

I will let you down
I'll let you down,
I'll let you down, I'll
When do you finally trust me
Finally believe in me

On a rage, Im tired of drama, of responsibility, of obligations, of having to be nice to people of being kind and respectful of others, TIRED OF IT!Screw emotion, Im tired of that crap!!! I dont need to deal with it. If you want to try to cause it for me GET LOST! Forget you Son! Btw Im not happy right now. People did things, things said, people got hurt. Now Im hurting people like I always do. I went off on someone I shouldnt. Death! Leave this being in the ground do not let this dirt and fire carry his body back to where thou spite me to bring me to this grave, Death thy name is Caitlin.Dont Get to know me, u dont want to get caught up in this mess, I WILL LET YOU DOWN!

]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/13148816/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/13148816/ Wed, 30 May 2007 08:49:20 PDT Just kidding. But thank you all for taking the time out to look at my page and my art. You are all pretty awesome, and I just wanted to thank you all.
An update on me, for some odd reason my parents are back to hating what im into because Im trying to do morbid photo manipulations, when there are more landscapings up than morbid pics. But they dont like it, they say I should do happy stuff. Then my aunt has now taken away one of the most precious little girls in my life, my lil cousin shayna. She cannot be around me any more because i am a bad kid (because of how long my hair is and the way I dress), a bad influence, she dont know me, she just judges on appearance. I love shayna to death, I would die for her. We have this thing where, when I would do the whole \m/ sign to her she would do it back and open her mouth kind of wide and yell rock on to me, shes 5. Now her mom said to stop doing that, stop giving me fives, stop thumbs uping me (which we have been doing since she was 2. Her mom says anything I do is bad and will make her go to hell if she repeats it. It sucks. But I figure one day she will be a teenager, and she will make her own choice on who she likes, I just dont want her to forget everything we always did, me and her use to go walking in the pasture out by my grandmothers house in the tall grass with all of the wildflowers. I dont want her to forget any of that. I dont want her mom to turn her against me.
Well next topic is music.... It rocks
And that about does it. There ya go and THANK YOU ALL FOR THE 1000!
MorbisPsyche

]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/13094749/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/13094749/ Fri, 25 May 2007 22:47:53 PDT 1. Nine Inch Nails
2. Three Days Grace
3. Disturbed
4. Tool
5. System of a Down
6. Godsmack
7. Slipknot
8. Green Day
9. Blink 182
10. Trivium
11. Metallica
12. Megadeth
13. Staind
14. Evanescence
15. Flyleaf
16. Underoath
17. Opeth
18. Red Hot Chili Peppers
19. Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
20. Taking Back Sunday
21. Black Sabbath
22. A Fire Inside
23. Lamb of God
24. Solvi
25. Stone Sour
26. Lacuna Coil
27. Nickelback
28. Lynard Skynard
29. Weezer
30. Panic At The Disco
31. Fallout Boy
32. Ozzy Osbourne
33. Sound Garden
34. Iron Maiden
35. Audio Slave
36. Avenged Sevenfold
37. Breaking Benjamin
38. Three Doors Down
39. Slobberbone
40. Seether
41. Incubus
42. Weird Al
43. Buck Cherry
44. Black Eyed Peas
45. Tenacious D
46. Papa Roach
47. Motley Crue
48. Creed
49. My Chemical Romance
50. Jimi Hendrix
51. Beatles
52. Relient K
53. Avril Laveigne
54. Pink Floyd
55. Linkin Park
56. Mudvayne
57. Aerosmith
58. Chevelle
59. Kiss
60. AC/DC
61. Misfits
62. Murder Dolls
63. Goo Goo Dolls
64. Crossfade
65. Everclear
66. Cold
67. Smash mouth
68. Children of Bodom
69. Cradle of Filth
70. Puddle Of Mudd
71. Switchfoot
72. Thousand Foot Krunch
73. Snow Patrol
74. Death By Stereo
75. Rage Against The Machines
76. Grateful Dead
77. Hinder
78. Korn
79. Bon Jovi
80. Linkin Park
81. The Used
82. The Cure
83. His Internal Majesty
84. Dope
85. The killers
86. Journey
87. Queen
88. Black Stone Cherry
89. Shinedown
90. My Dying Bride
91. As I lay Dying
92. Alone I decay
93. Rob Zombie
94. Bowling For Soup
95. The Cranberries
96. Live
97. Kid Rock
98. Chicago
99. Nirvana
100. NIN
101. Uriah Heep
102. Guns ~n~ Roses
103. Insane Clown Posse
104. Johnny Cash
105. Necrossis
106. Hurt
107. Silverstein
108. Alice Cooper
109. Alice Chains
110. Van Halen
111. 30 Seconds to Mars
112. slayer
113. Trapd
114. Taproot
115. Bob Marley
116. The Fray
117. Ministry
118. Doors
119. Motorhead
120. Mushroom heads
121. Hatebreed
122. Pearl Jam
123. Queens Of Stoneage
124. Static-X
125. Fuel
126. Dead Poetic
127. Soulfly
128. Mentally Disturbed
129. Meatloaf
130. Stabbing Westward
131. 10 Years
132. Wolf Mother
133. Filter
134. Raisd Fist
135. Saliva
136. Cinderella
137. Soil
138. Sum 41
139. Faith No More
140. Flogging Molly
141. Distillers
142. Billy Idol
143. Pantera
144. Rancid
145. Sublime
146. Rolling Stones
147. Norma Jean
148. Dashboard Confessionals
149. Aiden
150. Deep Purple
151. Good Charlotte
152. Def Leppard
153. Gorillaz
154. All-American Rejects
155. Richard Cheese
156. Dead Milkmen
157. Pillar
158. Skillet
159. Kutless
160. Scary Kids Scaring Kids
161. Mastadon
162. The Nightmare of You
163. Saosin
164. Vixen
165. Bayside
166. Kill Hannah
167. Soul Asylum
168. Saving Jane
169. The Bronx
170. Styx
171. Rise Against
172. Sum 41
173. 18 visions
174. Black Label Society
175. Priestess
176. Death cab for cutie
177. Dragonforce
178. Devil Driver
179. Damone
180. Judas Priest
181. Alexisonfire
182. Atreyu
183. Cute Is What We Aim For
184. Black Sunday
185. Hawthorne Heights
186. Angels
187. Life House
188. Limp Bizkit
189. Matchbox 20
190. Oasis
191. P.O.D.
192. R.E.M
193. Bullet for my Valentine
194. Escape the Fate
195. Finger Eleven
196. Celtic Frost
197. Eighteen Visions
198. Queensryche
199. Ramstein
200. Dark New Day
201. Anti-Flag
202. Nightwish
203. Boys Like Girls
204. Tragik Back

]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/13007426/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/13007426/ Fri, 18 May 2007 23:33:01 PDT

Well it rains and it pours
When your out on your own
If I crash on the couch
Can I sleep in my clothes?
'Cause I've spent the night dancing
I'm drunk, I suppose
If it looks like I'm laughing
I'm really just asking to leave

This alone, you're in time for the show
You're the one that I need
I'm the one that you loathe
You can watch me corrode like a beast in repose
'Cause I love all the poison
Away with the boys in the band

I've really been on a bender and it shows
So why don't you blow me a kiss before she goes?

Give me a shot to remember
And you can take all the pain away from me
A kiss and I will surrender
The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead
A light to burn all the empires
So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be
In love with all of these vampires
So you can leave like the sane abandoned me

There's a place in the dark where the animals go
You can take off your skin in the cannibal glow
Juliet loves the beat and the lust it commands
Drop the dagger and lather the blood on your hands, Romeo

I've really been on a bender and it shows
So why don't you blow me a kiss before she goes?

Give me a shot to remember
And you can take all the pain away from me
A kiss and I will surrender
The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead
A light to burn all the empires
So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be
In love with all of these vampires
So you can leave like the sane abandoned me
[x2]

Juliet loves the beat and the lust it commands. Drop the dagger and lather the blood on ur hands romeo. Is my favorite lines. Its dark yet beautiful.
MorbisPsyche

]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/12820835/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/12820835/ Wed, 02 May 2007 19:57:49 PDT -excerpt from a short story of mine
Im not sure how i feel, i could really use hearing from some of u i havnt spoke with in a while, I miss yall, Im having emotional troubles lately that are well unexplainable. Just problems.

Helena by my chemical romance
Long ago
Just like the hearse you die to get in again
We are so far from you

Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate
The lives of everyone you know
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight

What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Came a time
When every star falls brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight

What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave and then
We'll meet again
When both our cars collide?

What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
this song has given me alot of ideas. alot of hurt i have been swimming in, and now i dont want out... is that normal?
I dunno what Im saying so im sorry lol. Sorry for neone who took time to read all this.

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Morbis Psyche

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]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/10958416/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/10958416/ Tue, 05 Dec 2006 09:25:59 PST Morbis Psyche

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]]> ~MorbisPsyche http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/10877440/ http://MorbisPsyche.deviantart.com/journal/10877440/ Tue, 28 Nov 2006 09:31:55 PST I know I dont seem like the type that hurts easily by the name of my accnt, but I do I hurt easily. Tho this might show a sign of weakness everyone has some weakness whether its you feel strong emotion, or you dont at all, its all weakness. But the scars that seem to be on my heart and soul seem to be reopened. There is an old saying, Once Burned, twice shy, it means once someone has expirienced pain usually they will not expirience it again. But I did. And it hurts, it hurts bad, it seems like I cant get close to someone without hurting them or getting hurt. Ive loved twice and that might seem like too much to you, but right now, I really need this girl but she moved 2 hrs away and now doesnt know how ong she can keep up only seeing me once a month, but I love her, and she says she loves me back. But then again I dont know, this is me though so I probably am just over thinking the situation, as I usually do. I just needed to write about it to get away from concentrating on the problem as much.
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