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Self-hate is so sweet. For it just keeps going. It never stops. "Oh well, this person has a cool haircut, now I have a cool haircut.. But now they did this and this and this and I cant do that/suck at that. And now they've done this, oh, I wish I could do that And look at that, that's so cool! I wish I had it."

See? The more you live the more I hate. ;D

Tchah. I wish i could just slice my head off. Then I wouldn't have to worry about anything but how skinny I am(which could be easily solved, due to the fact that I lack a head and can not eat) and what clothes I wear (which I'm really not that touchy about, I like some of the clothes I wear).
It rained today. I almost didn't go to school. But then I did. And we had picture day. And I'm going to look the lamest, as always.

I went shopping yesterday, and bought ugly clothes that I liked for a second, and now I don't like. Lame.

I wish I lived in America. There are so many more ruling awesome things there. :0 Canada sucks. They should go fuck their stupid furries. :0

I don't like my hair anymore. It's stupid and lame and lame and lame. Just like the annoying layer of skin that rest upon the front of my skull, aka my face. D:

Why does everything suck, geez.

I'm such a stupid kid. :} ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6574918/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6574918/ Thu, 22 Sep 2005 16:57:28 PDT
I keep having this odd feeling that I would be a very awkward gay thirteen year old boy. x0 Chah.

But that's probably because I'm really used to stroking Sean's head and rnning my hand through other guy's hair. For I really love hair.

P. s. Still really lame. D: I would like to mention that I am so lame, that I don't know any of the kids in my neighbourhood. I never go outside.

When I want to bike, I can't, because I don't want to bike in a place where people can see me. Because I'm scared of what they'll think. Or if I bike weird. Or if my parents force me to wear a helmet. Or that they'll just think I'm some ugly loser.

And my parents are poor losers that work a tiny bit above minimum wage. They're usually not at home. I see my mom for a few minutes in the morning, and my dad comes home at six, then usually goes to bed/watches TV.

And I'm sharing this all for you because:

1. I want you all to know how lame I am, so you can be enlightened and not reply to this, and leave my poor soul alone so it can weep alone in it's attention seeking-ness.
2. When I'm sad, I'm happy. It makes me feel good. !
3. When I'm sad, it gives me a reason to hate life even more. Which is great.
4. It is all part of my ploy to get you all to care about me. ;0 ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6564769/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6564769/ Wed, 21 Sep 2005 15:11:32 PDT
I'd rather not be specific. :0

All I can say is that I am the biggest loser ever, and you should all hate me because I am lame, intensely lame.

Either that or the internet just depresses me. Possibly both.

Tchah, I wish I was dead. Such lameness should not exist. ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6555882/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6555882/ Tue, 20 Sep 2005 15:16:20 PDT [link]

Do you know what this is? Escaflowne. I swear to god, that used to be the most awesome anime ever when I was a wee child.
D00d, I loved it so much. I swear, if I see it in a video store somewhere, I wil purchase it. It rules.

Uhm... D: I'm gonna go download some more Naruto 'cause it rawks uncontrollably. ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6548217/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6548217/ Mon, 19 Sep 2005 17:38:38 PDT
Mmmmm.... Wonderful!

Kekeke, Sean brought his CD player to school, and i listened to all the Sweet VChildren and old Green Day songs he downloaded, and one had a spoken part intro, and it's all in high-pitched childish voices, and Bille Joe's voice is done by a five year old or something. x3

And he downloaded Dead Leaves On The Dirty Ground, and it was pretty cool. ;0

Duhr, I was lovin' myself a while ago, but some kickass artists got me down. ;0 ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6530392/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6530392/ Sat, 17 Sep 2005 16:38:06 PDT
Jack just pwns at guitar, just completley amazing, such majore skillz, and the way he moved when he played, awesome. He had nice pants.
And Meag just rules, she's so loud, and just so awesome. And she has a lovely voice, yet she dresses like a teenage girl at home, ya know. Just red comfy pants and a white shirt. The fact that she barely ever wear's makeup, yet still has a pretty face is pretty cool. I swear to god, i think Sean fell in love with her during the concert. x3

And they play so fucking fast. It's amazing, and so energetic. I'm just astonished at how two people can make such a big sound.

And the crowd, it was just a gigantic varaity of people, like dudes who drank a lot of beer and watched football ever saturday night, emo trend dudes, middle aged people, old people, little kids. It was awesome.

Butyeah it ruled. And me and Sean talked about random shit on the way there, and it was omgfuckingfun for a long dreary car ride to Toronto.

I bought this awesome shirt at the concert. And it rained, but it wasn't that bad.

And today, I went to Cara's birthday party, and she got a ipod mini. Which pissed me off so much, 'cause i really want a mp3 player. x0

Then I went shopping, which sucked, 'cause I still haven't built up the courage/ self confidence to walk into West 49, and my mom keeps complaining about how I don't like any clothes or shoes or anything.

But there was this nice girl on the bus that said she liked my hair and told me that if I sign up for an account at this bank, I can get a free iPod. xB

Pshah, my face annoys me so much, it's so horridly un cool, as is my hair and my clothes. xP

All the cool people confuse me. ): They dress up in all these cool clothes, and do all these things and then they change. Like they stop liking gothic-y clothing, or they start doing more girly things, and it makes me sad, because then I have to change myself even more to be cool.

However much I hate my glasses, people say my face looks terrible without them on. Like the other day, I took my glasses off to wipe the lenses on my shirt, and Cara made this disgusted noise and looked away, and that completly tore up my self-confidence for the next month. ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6513846/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6513846/ Thu, 15 Sep 2005 17:12:45 PDT
Durr... Yee-ah. ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6505746/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6505746/ Wed, 14 Sep 2005 18:15:34 PDT [link]

It lives, IT LIVES.

Mutherly fuck... 0____0 ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6497011/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6497011/ Tue, 13 Sep 2005 18:10:02 PDT

Durr, yeah. ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6479652/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6479652/ Sun, 11 Sep 2005 18:27:16 PDT
And then i had this crisis, I feel like I need to do something, like homework, even though I have none, but I just keep watching Tv. I feel that if I actually walk upstairs and try to do something, I'll just lose interest.

I think I'm just losing the will to live. I'll just sit on the couch and rot until the radiation waves from the Tv melt my brain.

Man, and I suck at guitar and my clothes are lame and blahrgsuckuncoollame. D:

Dude, and whenever I actually look good, there's never a camera around, only the days where my face should be not allowed do I have the ability to take photos.

I don't know why, but I just want to die in my sleep or get hit by a car or something. I just want to die accidently. Just go away. Or fall into a deep sleep that will last forever. That'd be cool. ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6461610/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6461610/ Fri, 09 Sep 2005 18:33:24 PDT
I'm starting to wonder if I'm mental. I've noticed people have this habit at yelling my name at me as if they expect me into burst into a fit or something if I hear it, and it's confusing.

Fuck, i just wish I was one of those stupid ignorant hoodlums sitting on the street corner with a bunch of people who think I'm really cool and that I was witty and smart and really athletic and good at sports, and that I had a lot of people to hang out with and that I wasn't clumsy and that I would get in trouble a lot and do cool stuff. And had a lot of money and lived in a big house and that my parents didn't have to work more than a nine to five job.


The good thing is, though, that I kicked a soccer ball today and it actually went in the direction, the speed I wanted, and ended up where I wanted it. For once I didn't trip or miss or kick it and watch as for some reason it went in a very different direction then I wanted too. Yay.

But seriously. And I wish a was skinnier and I had a prettier face and that my hair didn't suck no matter what, and that I had my ears pierced, and I was really good and guitar and had cool clothes.

I saw Levi today. At the bus stop, we talked for a bit. That was it.

And in art class, we were supposed to do some abstract pablo picasso stuff, and mine ended up barely abstract, coloured badly, while miss perfect best friend of mind that I loathe ended up with the perfect result, as always. Even though she think when i draw it's really weird, and she only draws anime girls with big fluffy eyes, but she totally pwnz at abstract. Another bonus of my pathetic-ness.

My Dad doesn't want me to use the internet anymore, because he's caught me crying in front of the screen to many times (not really crying, more pathetic sobbing with the sound of the keyboard clacking as I type things about how lame I am really fast (: ). ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6442916/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6442916/ Wed, 07 Sep 2005 16:17:10 PDT
But I sit beside Sean. And we laugh in class, and don't pay attention a lot.
Lolwtf, this little kid was walking in fron of my house, and he told this girl she was a lesbian (as an insult) and the next time he passed by my house, I yelled out the window, "LESBIANS ROCK!!!!". Kekeke.

Ang omgheartattacklol, I saw Nick. But he was ina big group with his highschool friends, and all cool popular people travel in large groups in this area, so i waz saaad, 'cause Nick is cool, and i am not. Yay.


lolwtf, my french teacher's name is Clare dow, and he's a guy. x3 He's awesome anyways though, in an old middle aged man way.

Durr... yeah. ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6416445/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6416445/ Sun, 04 Sep 2005 18:35:50 PDT
But I swear, I'm weak kneed and scared to go to bed, and I was scared to vacuum my room. v__v

But it shall pass in a few days, and I shall be like, "Wooooah, kickarse. :000".

Besides the point, ARGH, SCHOOL AFTER TOMMOROW. I SOLEMLY SWEAR I WILL BE UP TO NO GOOD.


I FEEL LIKE ABUSING THE CAPSLOCK TODAY. YAY. ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6406011/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6406011/ Sat, 03 Sep 2005 13:58:49 PDT
But Justine was there, and we had a little chat. And Melissa was there with her fat hairy poser goth friend, but me and Justine pretenderred she whasn't thurr, hurr hurr.

Metal rule, six six six in the five one nine. :00 Disco blows dogs for quarters, jeez.

This is my new slang, yo. The way I shall talk, I must remember these phrases and dish them out so Sean will be like, "Lolwtf, u r k00l :B".

Because my old way of impressing Sean has kind of died, my hilarous jokes are just sudden randomness and I think my drawing are getting to ghai for Sean's.. urr... Sean-ness.

Isn't my liferz s000 intar-rastingz. :00 ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6371505/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6371505/ Tue, 30 Aug 2005 17:30:16 PDT
I give up being 'nice' to people. I'm tired of it. Some are too stupid to help.

Anywhays, I was going to get my ears pierced at this place called Stigmata(even it's name is cool) but there were these really cool people standing outside, and I was kinda embarassed to get near them, so I didn't go. :\

And I went shopping at Staples to buy school supplies. I saw this cool girl there, she had short blue hair, and a nice shirt. :B

The fucking Movie Shack closed down, which pisses me off. But they still have a big 'The Crow' poster in the window, and it still makes me laugh, Edward Furlong doesn't suite his role in that movie at all. It's hilarous.

Or maybe I just can't take him seriously after Detriot Rock City. x3

Chah, school starts a week from today. Kick ASS, yo. Omg, I can't wait. For a shall be a grade eight, and that means I am among the legions of the coolest kids in the school. I love the grade eights every year, and hopefully this year too, I want to get a long more with all my classmates. x0 ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6357950/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6357950/ Mon, 29 Aug 2005 08:15:35 PDT
And I am not. And all I do is be silly and stupid like a little girls.

Anywhays, now that I continue with my lame-ness,

My brother has returned from his trip to Europe, and hesaidhewasgoingtobuymewhitestripesalbum s,thenhesaidhewasgoingtobuymepatchthingers formybackpackandstuff, nowhesayshe'sgoingtohelpmebuyadigitalcamera, and I don't know what I want. ))))):

And I saw The Brothers Grimm yesterday. It was okay, didn't really do them justice thought. The real Brothers Grimm (It says Grimm brothers on my book, but wuhtevar DDD: ) pwn(ed) ways more than Matt Damon and that other dude.

OMGWTF. I have so many movies I want to see, so many CDs I want to buy, so many things I want, and so little money. ))): Fuck. I hate my parents. I wish I was born into a different family. I'd have a different attitude and everything, and they wouldn't be annoying and Polish and bleh.

I started playing Tales of Symphonia again, and I relised why i love that game. Jeebus. I managed to get pretty far, about fifteen hours into the game, and lolwtf, Zelos cracks me up constantly. xD CAKE.

I keep trying to draw dark gorey things, and they come out all lame and retarded looking, and then I draw a five second doodle of a chibi fat wolf girl with blonde hair holding flowers, and it looks fine. :\

I hate being inspired. I try to draw something, and it never comes out right, and it just gets me mad, and frustrated, and pissed off, and moody.

Oh jesus christ, I am such a lame emoposerloserthatshouldbekilledbecauseof lameness. Even that confession was lame. Event he sentence following the confession is lame. God damnit, everything is just lame. Shut up. ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6339964/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6339964/ Sat, 27 Aug 2005 06:03:25 PDT
Is it now? I sketched it, out lined it, gave it a semi-complex background, coloured it. Just because you can still see the sketch (I hate layers) doesn't mean it took five minutes. Actually, it took me a good two hours.

I hate wasting my time on something that will simply get trashed, I hate obnoxious people that are so fucking good and I envy them as fuck, but turn out to be all like, "Omg, u r so laaame, go away :E".

I was going to write about how nice the morning is and how peacful and quiet it is and how I watched one really gai lame show, and one show which I lurve most dearly, but I'll save that for the next quiet morning.

Not to mention I have way to high expectations with the things I share, I expected everyone to be all like, "ONG, THATDETROITROCKCITYTRAILER IS SO AWESOME!! MUST SEEE THE MOVIE!!!SHIFT1111 DDDDDDDD:". Chah.

From now on I will shut up and stop trying. :0 ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6334192/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6334192/ Fri, 26 Aug 2005 13:25:51 PDT
Orderliness results were very low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.

Extraversion results were moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive."

That makes me feel so much better. :B /sarcasm ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6326516/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6326516/ Thu, 25 Aug 2005 16:01:24 PDT Oh darlin', you're a million ways to be cruel
One zero zero zero zero zero zero, cruel :0

*Hee, I can't spell.

I've become overly fond of my face ever since I posted the ID photo. :< Eww.

Oh darlin', you're a million ways to be...
One zero zero zero zero zero zero
Oh darlin', you're a million ways to be... Cruel.


Now on to the real point of this journal that I forgot. I really love Oekaki's, even though I majorely suck at them, but I noticed they're majorely hawt. Um.. yeah.

And I started playing gaia online again. It sucks as much as it did before. ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6318641/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6318641/ Wed, 24 Aug 2005 19:03:10 PDT



current:
• clothes: black Man-shorts, Marijauna beige t-shirt, glasses with fugly green frames speckled with orange-brown.
• jewelry: Wooden bead surfer necklace, studded arm band, Indian spiked bracelet with turquoise stones and metal beads.
• underwear color: Black, with this pink logo on the front that says 'Super Star'. x0
• nail color: That clear stuff that stops your nails from breaking and stuff, Teflon or whatever.

do you:
• lick yourself: Nope. Well... not constantly, like sometimes, like if I have some sugar on my hand or something I'll lick it off.
• whine a lot: Yeah.
• yell a lot: Hell yeah, once, I was out on the street skateboarding with Sean, adn I was like "I'M GOING TO FUCKING BLOW MY BRAINS OUT" And Sean was all like, "Shut up, or I'm going to kill you,".
• hate a lot of people: Yarr.
• have too many friends: I guess so.
• want to die: Yes. :0
• have a bf/gf: Hurr, no.
• do drugs: Nupe.
• wear dark colors: Yessir
• dye your hair: Yes, being blonde sucks. ;0000

have you ever:
• kissed someone: Noo, but this one time, me, waffle and half of the camp were playing truth or dare, and I had to remove a piece of gum from Daniel's mouth with my teeth/tongue. ;3
• gotten drunk: No
• worn a rainbow: :0000 Durr, I thought rainbows weren't solid
• talked on the phone for over 3 hours: I think so
• had a party with over 30 people: Nope
• taken nude pictures: No
• stolen something: Yeah, things like pens or markers and those free samples. x3
• caught something on fire: Yah, one of them being my first toasted marshmallow.
• wanted to cheat on someone: nope
• asked someone out: no
• had a dream, then the next day it happens: 0__o; Nope.

last person:
• you touched: I grabbed Thom's hand an hour ago when he tried to tickle my leg. >3
• you talked to: My dad. x3
• you hugged: My mom, this morning when she left for work.
• you kissed: I think the mirror or my hand or a magazine cover or a cd case. x3
• you instant messaged: Fishie-Meagz. <3
• who broke your heart: No one. x3

are you:
• understanding: A tiny bit.
• open-minded: Sometimes.
• insecure: Yup.
• interesting: A bit.
• hungry: Nope, I just had butter chicken with yummy rice and naan bread. <333
• smart: I guess so.
• childish: Ch'yeah.
• independent: Nope, I almost got my Dad a parking ticket today because I didn't want him to leave before Thom let me in the class. x3
• hard working: Nope.
• healthy: I doubt it. xD
• emotional: Always.
• shy: If I'm not with anyone I know well, which is ninety percent of the time.
• difficult: Totally.
• attractive: No way. x3
• bored easily: yup
• obsessed: Very. Then I relise it's really lame and I find something new. x0
• angry: I guess. :B
• sad: Depends.
• happy: I'm a very preppy, bubbly,annoying person, so yes.
• trusting: Yup. God damn Mike broke my flashlight 'cause I lent it to him.
• ill: :0 Errr.. not at the moment
• talkative: Around friends a lot.
• ignored: Usually.
• reliable: No.
• self-disciplined: Nope.
• lonely: YES. I forgot to call Sean and ask him if he wanted to hang out. xB

info about yourself:
• what is your birth name?: Catherine/Catrina/Kasia
• what is your birthday?: February Ninth, I love winter.
• age: Thurr-teen.
• how tall are you?: 5`4 x0 FiFi, I'm as tall as you.. Maybe.
• shoe size?: Nine :3
• brothers/sisters?: Dom-Dom-Dominic He's twenty seven and has pwnsome friends.
• job?: none x3 Though, I worked with Sean on his paper route for a bit.

favorites:
• what is your favorite band?: Durrr.... Lotsa bands. But currenty White Stripes = tops.
• color(s)?: Black, blueish purple, blood red. Not together though. I am also fond of many shades of green.
• soda?: Cream Soda, Vanilla Coke, Pepsi
• music?: All kinds, though I'm noticing really like the pop rock sound lately.
• stores in the mall?: Music Shack. Or West 49. :B
• ice cream?: Rum n' Raisin, Hazelnut, Pistachio, French choclate chip mint.
• roller coaster?: I've never been on one. x3
• candy?: Old school pioneer candy, root beer flavour.
• cd?: Warning, Green Day. :3
• cookies?: White Macadamian nut (For you, Sonia, they're back x3)
• juice?: I liek lotsa juice.
• holiday?: Halloween, fun-fun. ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6307313/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6307313/ Tue, 23 Aug 2005 14:15:43 PDT
Anywhays, i just noticed that I posses absolutley not talent at all, and any of my skills are there pruely because I practiced quite a lot. is fucking twelve. TWELVE.

, , they're all thirteen. Amazing. I can never do half as great. Never.

I hate trying. I hate putting an effort in to anything. I love giving up, and feeling depressed and worthless. It satisfies me, because I know I can get attention if I feel that way.

:B

I hate my music, all my music is angsty and depressing.

Aaaand, I also observed that i have three completly lame traits, I'm lazy, sloppy and clumsy. Yay.

Oh, and I love whining. :3 ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6289565/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6289565/ Sun, 21 Aug 2005 16:11:16 PDT
I joined NeoRus. It's really craptacular and boring, but if you wanna join up or get me points ---> [link]

The site is really screwed up, it logs you out at random moments and everything. :0 ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6271910/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6271910/ Fri, 19 Aug 2005 14:53:37 PDT
Which dissapoints me because I love extreme weather. Yesterday, the thunder and lightning was so fucking bad, I didn't fall asleep until after six this morning. It was like War of the Worlds type thunder and lightning. So fucking loud, you wouldn't believe it. You'd think a house just blew up or something. It was kickass.
I was like, "Yay, time to get vaporized by alien tripods ".

Anyways, if any of you are still intrested in Detriot Rock City (And you shoudl be, for it is a kick ass movie) I found an equally kickass trailer. x3 It happens to contain one of Trip's classic lines. And Hawk be the one driving ze car, btw. And it also contaisn the part where Jam gets hit in the face by Beth's pencil. x3
[link] ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6265582/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6265582/ Thu, 18 Aug 2005 20:42:24 PDT

---- ---- ---- ----
W0ULD Y0U....
[_] give me your number?
[_] kiss me?
[_] let me kiss you?
[_] watch a movie with me?
[_] take me out to dinner?
[_] let me drive you somewhere
[_] cut some rug with me?
[_] have a fling with me?
[_] let me buy you a drink?
[_] buy me a drink?
[_] let me sleep in your bed?
[_] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[_] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[_] give me a piggyback ride?
[_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere
[_] lick my cheek?
[_] dance with me?
[_] let me make you breakfast?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me to death?
[_] let me tickle you?
[_] stick up for me if i was being put down?
[_] get wasted with me?
[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in public?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?

D0 Y0U...
[_] think im cute?
[_] think im hot?
[_] want to kiss me?
[_] want to cuddle wit me?
[_] want to hook up with me?

AM i...
[_] smart?
[_] cute?
[_] funny?
[_] cool?
[_] loveable?
[_] adorable?
[_] compassionate?
[_] great to be with?
[_] attractive?
[_] mean?
[_] odd?

HAVE Y0U EVER...
[_] thought about me?
[_] thought about hookin up with me?
[_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[_] wished i were there?
[_] had a crush on me?
[_] idolized me?
[_] wanted my number?
[_] had a dream about me?
[_] been distracted by me?

ARE Y0U...
[_] happy you know me?
[_] mad at me?
[_] thinkin bout me?
[_] going to repost this so that i will return the favor?

Yay. ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6265282/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6265282/ Thu, 18 Aug 2005 20:03:15 PDT
Tommorow, I shall leave for a Native peoples reserve camp site type place. I shall be dancin' with the Indians and playing drums and sleeping in a tent and eating buffalo meat cooked over the fire. Sadly, I wont be canoeing, which is total bull shit, because I'd fucking drain someone's blood right now just for a chance at canoeing.
Fuck, Indian's canoe all the time, why is it not part of the program? D:

I shall be back on Monday.

Enjoy my absence well. I expect lots of pretty art from all of you when I get back. Yeah. :0 ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6263116/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6263116/ Thu, 18 Aug 2005 15:28:14 PDT
I need a lover I don't have to love,
I wanna girl who's too sad to give a fuck
Where's the kid with the chemicals
He told me to meet him here
But I'm not sure

Bad actors with bad habits
Some sad singers, they just play tragic
And the phone's ringing
And the van's leaving

I need a lover I don't have to love
I wanna boy who's too drunk to even talk

And you write such pretty words
But life's no storybook
Love's an exscuse to get hurt
And to hurt
Do you like to hurt?
I do, I do
Then hurt meeeeeeeeeeee.

D: Psh, Conor's naughty. And he's a bi vegan, god damn him.

Anwhays, that is the bestest song ever, and everyone should listen to Bright Eyes, because they are the bestest band ever and Lover I don't have to Love has to be heard by everyone. Yah.

Yes, there was no point to this journal. Kthnx.

Well, my name is Ciara
For all you fly fellas
No one can do better :0

Getting krunk and wired.

Jeebus, I love music. Omgod, look, it's Tommy Lee. :00 He's going/He went to college. In TV land he's going, but in real life he already went. :] ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6245308/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6245308/ Tue, 16 Aug 2005 16:49:00 PDT
[link]

Fuck, I don't know how, but I -will- get this print.

Wtf, I need to have Maffi in a nurse outfit with dreads on my wall. NEEEED.

No, not want, NEEEEEED.

It's not a question of wanting, it's needing. I won't be able to survive. I just won't. It's been my non-existing life support for years. And I need it. YES. >0

I'm off to ask my dad. Hopefully he won't notice it's a man. x__X;

EDIT: Is it just me or are the print only three bucks? :0 ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6241583/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6241583/ Tue, 16 Aug 2005 08:53:33 PDT
But I'm managing. I had half a banana for breakfast. Hopefully I'll be able to build myself an eating disorder before school starts. : D

Fuck. I'll still be lame, though. no matter how skinny I am. I hate my hair. :< ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6236436/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6236436/ Mon, 15 Aug 2005 17:28:48 PDT
Rask... ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6227685/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6227685/ Sun, 14 Aug 2005 18:47:18 PDT
I just noticed that my shorts aren't man shorts, they're bisexual shorts. They have a female and a male symbol on the tag.

My life is now destroyed completley. I can never live normally from this point on.

And here I thought I was special wearing a guy's shorts.

Journalspam. ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6226337/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6226337/ Sun, 14 Aug 2005 15:44:05 PDT Wtf, she pwns at artz and is oh so cool go watch her now.


--Goth--
Do you wear black eyeliner?: Lolwtf I don't wear make-up.
Do you own any black clothing?: Yes, omigod
Do you think about death often?: YESS, EET IS GLORIOUS! (read: No)
Do you want to die?: Why yes, i do. :3
Are you a social outcast?: Yeeees.
Are you pale?: A bit. D:
Do you like Hot Topic?: Hot topic must buuuuurn in hell, that infernal place. Destroyed, I say. HATE, BURN, HATE.
Total YES: 4/7

--Skater Punk--
Can you skateboard?: Eh, sort of. :'D
Do you wear Van's: No, but they coo'.
Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?: Yeees.
Do you get in trouble?: Yar.
Do you have any piercings?: No. ))))):
Total YES: 3/5

--Prep--
Do you say the word "like": Yes. ))):
Do you shop at Abercrombie and Fitch?: I've never seen such a store. I've heard of it though.
Are the A&F models hot?: Wtf, i dunno.
Rock music is bad, right?: No, bitch. No, it is not. Satan's music pwns.
Do you want to be in a sorority/fraternity?: Durr... No.
Into jocks/popular guys/girls?: No. 0___0
Are/were you a cheerleader?: Never. D:
Total YES: 1/7
Yay.

--Hippie--
Is your hair long?: Nope, it used to be when I was eight, though.
Are you a vegetarian?: No dude, give me the meat.
Do you own a tye dye shirt?: I want one.
Do you want peace?: Sort of.. wtf, no. Total chaos pwns.
Do you want to save the animals: No, I want to eat the animals. GUINEAPIGSOUPISGOOD.
Is war bad?: Fuck yes.
Total YES: 1/6

--Gangsta--
Are you from the ghetto?: Totally, bitch. I hate yew, dog.
Do you own "bling bling"?: I'm sooo fly, An I’ve got money so that’s a good enough reason to buy the things I buy. I’m So High… An I’m on point and I can tell that you jealous by the look in your eye When I Ride By… An I don’t care, G-Units goin straight to the top this year. Nigga Im So Fly… An I’ve got money so that’s a good enough reason to buy the things I buy… Hee, no. D:
Do you like do-rags?: OMGYES.
How about hip-hop?: YES♥ Hip-hop is the best, you cannot beat it. :0
What do you think about afros?: Lolwtf, they coo'.
Have you ever said 'fo shizzle'?: 'Fo shizzle, yo.
Total YES: 4/6

--Emo--
Do you cry alot?: Yeeesss. ))):
Do you have an ex?: Lolwtf no.
Do you have an acoustic guitar?: Yeah, babeh.
Are you emotional?: Sadly, yes. D: -selfhate-
Do you like soft music?: WTF That eess tarded, emo is emotive hardcore, lol does that sound like soft music to yew, nigga lolwtf no.
Do people understand you?: No, I'm so emo and lonesome I'm not a poser, no, No one understands my pain, lol, you like music too? Lol, that's cool, we r so much alike, no one understands me, btw. (( Hah, I think everyone knows me so well, Justii even knows that I'm about to jump on her everytime... D:
Do you write your own songs?: Yeh, but they suck badly,
Is your hair dyed?: Yuppers, three times.
Do you cut?: Lol, no, but once my teacher thought I was suicidal so I tried cuttng myself with a broken tic tac container but it didn't work.
Total YES: 7/9

--Jock--
Do you play any sports?: Nupe. ))):
How important are they to you?: Need. Sports. To.Be. Cool. In. Other. People's. Eyes. Argh.
Do you pick on the geeky kids?: Yes, but only because I love them. <3 -coughNizacoughDanielcoughTraviscough-
What do you think about football?: Thirty two, thirty four... HUT. I hat it. Yes, I HAT it. HATS.
Were you considered a bully by anyone?: Fuck yes, everyone hates me because I'm so sarcasticly cruel.
Total YES: 3/5

--Geek--
Do you wear glasses?: Yuppers. And I... ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6225739/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6225739/ Sun, 14 Aug 2005 14:29:14 PDT
The Hawk strip show was priceless, and when he fell off the stage. xD And right before, when he was still at the bar, 'You know what, Dicky? You're right. Fuck it, you're right,". And Dicky called Hawk stag-muffin (). And when they were in the elevator at the radio station, going down, they were all silent, and then Hawk suddenly tackles Trip and start strangling him. (EDITNOTEOMFG: I liked the Hawk strip show not because it was a strip show, but because Hawk is a bit of an underbred, scrawny little boy, and he was up agaisn't these buff tan guys(not literally, mind you, he was in a contest for some quick cash xD), and I just found that a bit funny.)

God I love that movie, so many priceless Hawk moments. And Lex. God, Lex. He is just so pwnsome. And he has bad teeth and a bit of a lisp. And he plays bass, omglove.

But Trip kicked the most ass. He looked all thoughful when he was standing in fron of the conveniant store sign. And then Chongor and the little kid that looked like a girl but turned out to be a guy, which made me oh so sad.

Jem was... okay. When he was in the confessional booth, that was funny.

And at the beginning, when they were all hiding in the girl's bathroom in that one stall. x0

Excellent.

I bought these awesome large, baggy shorts. But they have zippers tat lead to no where, and those are lame.

I swear I would have bought more practical pants if I wasn't so desperate. But yeah, they're long shorts, like capris, but I hate capris, but these are man shorts so they aren't capris. :3 ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6200480/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6200480/ Thu, 11 Aug 2005 17:43:10 PDT
Nyaharr, I love being sarcastic to the poor brainless people who dwell on neopets. ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6191114/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6191114/ Wed, 10 Aug 2005 18:53:21 PDT http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6189291/ Wed, 10 Aug 2005 15:12:49 PDT ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6181592/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6181592/ Tue, 09 Aug 2005 19:07:08 PDT

emilylacy:
i don't either...

teh__minority:
because you're a naughty naughty girl

emilylacy:
i'n sure it's for a reason though... .

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Little_lupie_wonder


dreamcarver
I'm smart... you're not.



Status: 7 Months
Gender: Female
Posted: 9 Aug 2005 - 6:45 pm [Report this message]

i feel like he hates me too
i could never express my feelings but now that i'm stranded here with you I.........


eediva
I'm smart... you're not.



Status: 22 Months
Gender: Female
Posted: 9 Aug 2005 - 6:46 pm [Report this message]

why do you you think god Hates you

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Insanity is hereditary


dreamcarver
I'm smart... you're not.



Status: 7 Months
Gender: Female
Posted: 9 Aug 2005 - 6:46 pm [Report this message]

wishforfish
i could never express my feelings but now that i'm stranded here with you I.........


emilylacy
Lupes pwn you!



Status: 6 Months
Gender: Female
Posted: 9 Aug 2005 - 6:46 pm [Report this message]

emily says" i'm*** " and every1 cheers.

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Little_lupie_wonder


eediva
I'm smart... you're not.



Status: 22 Months
Gender: Female
Posted: 9 Aug 2005 - 6:46 pm [Report this message]

God does not hate anyone

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Insanity is hereditary


saragasm
Deranged but fun



Status: 3 Weeks
Gender: Female
Posted: 9 Aug 2005 - 6:46 pm [Report this message]

He hates everyone. Get used to it.


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"God's a kid with an ant farm, lady. He's not planning anything."


dreamcarver
I'm smart... you're not.



Status: 7 Months
Gender: Female
Posted: 9 Aug 2005 - 6:46 pm [Report this message]

because everytime something good happens to me it ends up goin bad
i could never express my feelings but now that i'm stranded here with you I.........


emilylacy
Lupes pwn you!



Status: 6 Months
Gender: Female
Posted: 9 Aug 2005 - 6:46 pm [Report this message]

emily says" JUST BECAUSE I WATCH MALE P**N DOESN'T MEAN I'M NAUGHTY!!! " and every1 cheers.

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Little_lupie_wonder


xblackxemothx



Status: 3 Months
Gender: Male
Posted: 9 Aug 2005 - 6:47 pm [Report this message]

Niza-

I know God hates me because he's jealous that Satan loves me sooo much. >D


dreamcarver
I'm smart... you're not.



Status: 7 Months
Gender: Female
Posted: 9 Aug 2005 - 6:47 pm [Report this message]

i know he doesn't i found out last night bye
i could never express my feelings but now that i'm stranded here with you I.........


eediva
I'm smart... you're not.



Status: 22 Months
Gender: Female
Posted: 9 Aug 2005 - 6:47 pm [Report this message]

are we talking about the same god here

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Insanity is hereditary


queene_1



Status: 28 Months
Gender: Female
Posted: 9 Aug 2005 - 6:47 pm [Report this message]

nope i dont now why i pretty sure he loves me

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When life gives you lemons.......EAT YOUR DAMN LEMONS!!


dreamcarver
I'm smart... you're not.



Status: 7 Months
Gender: Female
Posted: 9 Aug 2005 - 6:47 pm [Report this message]


i could never express my feelings but now that i'm stranded here with you I.........


emilylacy
Lupes pwn you!



Status: 6 Months
Gender: Female
Posted: 9 Aug 2005 - 6:47 pm [Report this message]

emily says" oops, did i say that out loud? " and every1 cheers.

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Little_lupie_wonder


i3lossom
Keepin it real.



Status: 1 Year
Gender: Female
Posted: 9 Aug 2005 - 6:47 pm [Report this message]

♥ Starfruit

He does... ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6178211/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6178211/ Tue, 09 Aug 2005 11:53:50 PDT Anyways, neopets is an asshole too. >__>;

I actually -didn't- dry shave my legs, I used shaving cream and it's much nicer. :3

But none of you wanted to know that.

OMfhjfhajgh, me homedogs of major awesome love. <3333


You all kick major ass and I would be in the clutches of Satan right now if it were not for you.

Not that that would be a bad thing. Saaaatan. D:

And everyone watching/anyone I was stupid enough to forget, I love you all too. Just incase you were unaware.

Holla' and cool, yo.


Psh, Criss Angel wasn't on last night. I am so uberly pissed-
Omigawd, my Daddy just handed me a new Green Day CD, Warning. :3

Anyways, I am so uberly pissed, because it's usually on on Mondays. But eet wazn't. D<

And on Wednesday they're re-running the episode where he lays on a bed of nails and a Hummer runs over him. I've seen that episode six cajillion times. Jeez.

But I think it's the one where they have that kickass interlude where he's all like, strapped in to this metal cage shaped like a crusifix, and he gives birth(well, she crawls out of his abdomen, whatever) to this alien garbage bag women with a big head. That part coo', yo.

I liked Criss Angel better when he was a creepy goth dude. Now he's just this buff italian dude wearing cool touques.

Yeah. ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6168364/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6168364/ Mon, 08 Aug 2005 12:00:49 PDT
I was walking by this girl's house, and she was so perky, Omfg, all I heard was, "And then Meagan was all like, doubleyou tee eff, and I was like, that's soooo true!"

Sadly, I have to admit that my vocabulary doesn't span that far, so I need to use the word 'like' to describe things sometimes.

But that doesn't matter, 'cause I suck anyways.

I've been feeling really down, and writing this just lowers my feeling of cool-ness even more. I just suck so much. It's inevitable for me to suck, no matter what I do.

Eh. Hiatus done. I thought I might be cured for a bit but the second I logged on yesterday I felt the same pressure, the same feeling of pathetic-ness and never being good enough.

Life sucks, kthnx.

Sean, that mother fucker.. He said he'd call. He always says that. And then I'm left waiting for a few weeks. And I'm scared to call him, because I don't want to get him mad or anything because he told to not call him, because he'd call me. Obviosly, he was just trying to get me out of the way (Hopefully not, but I suspect the worst, Sean hates being friends with me).

All summer, I've been alone. No one has come over. No one has time to hang out with me. The only time I was with friends was when I went to camp, and even then Alicja acted like she hated me. And the more I look back, the more I feel that everyone was just pretending to like me. I don't know why, but I think everyone hated me.

I mean, Match was always so nice whenever he came into our cabin, when Sonia was straightning his hair, but once me and him were walking to the main hallway. I can't remember exactly what he said, I just remember it was something along the lines of, "Shut up, fag," because I was making fun of his hair. D:

Then again, Rafal did give me his address, when I didn't even ask for it. And Tommy talked to me out of his own free will. All the girls just loved Tommy, he was really buff and tan and everyone was always jealous and stuff, and Alicja hated him because she claimed he was shallow. But he talked to me, this ugly fat chick with short hair. It wasn't really conversations though, it was little things. "Isn't the fire just beautiful?" "Today, the sky's really beautiful..." Just stuff like that. And I found it weird and I was a bit too shy to say anything back.

And I seriusly think Daniel hates me. He just treats me like I'm mentally retarded, you know? You just really can't help but laugh at this person behind your back, and feel sorry for them, so you try to be nice, kind of thing.

I know Arthur hates me for sure, he called me fat, and when Rafal tried to dog pile me, he punched my arm over and over again. It never bruised, but it hurt like hell.

Eh, I really miss camp. I keep having these weird dreams about canoeing and stuff.

I really feel like a loser right now, so I'm off to go find some tissues and go wallow in my self-pity.

Fuck, I wish I was dead. ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6088173/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6088173/ Sun, 31 Jul 2005 11:46:25 PDT ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6060021/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6060021/ Thu, 28 Jul 2005 16:58:59 PDT
Homigawd, some photos are already up on sheezy, I'll upload all of them onto photobucket and post the links in mah journal lat0r. :0

P0steh. Scr1ptz. [link] You can see photos my friend Sonia took. If your wondering about one of the photos just ask. Because I'm not in the mood for spewing details about each picture. So if you want to know about one of the pictures, just ask, then I'll spew details. :3

P0steh. P0steh. Scriptz. [link]
This is my photobucket account. So you may looks at my progress of uploading the photos. Read-only password is cowsandflowers ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6049620/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6049620/ Wed, 27 Jul 2005 14:51:49 PDT And fuck yes, it stopped.
The ice cream truck is a spawn of Satan, I swear it. D:

-runs out to buy icecream- ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6034212/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6034212/ Mon, 25 Jul 2005 21:02:58 PDT ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6015325/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6015325/ Sat, 23 Jul 2005 18:32:34 PDT
Rawr.

I have nothing to do but listen to music and play video games. ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6007312/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/6007312/ Fri, 22 Jul 2005 19:00:32 PDT I might sound selfish, but I think I deserve something more than I already have.

And it's just constantly frustrating me, I check my messages everyday and I'm still dissapointed.

"Oh, can I colour this picture?"

I said yes didn't I? I've been asked this many times, and there's only two I've seen, and they were both by =rakuraikami (much love goes out to her). At least three times a month, I get a note from someone asking me to colour one of my pictures, and it seems to never happen(or, atleast, they don't tell me about the finished product).

I know everyone in the world doesn't have time for me, but could you at least stop raising my hopes?

I was also thoroughtly mournful about quite a few things now, a few hours ago and yesterday. But Finch and Coheed and Cambria are cheering me up a bit.

It's mainly simple selfishness and other stupid young girl things that are ruining my mood.

God, the female half of the human race are such idiots.

By the way, the new Harry Potter book is excellent. Learning about lovely Tom-Tom's past is quite exciting, Harry's feeling for Ginny are exciting, and i just love Snape(I think he's the half-blood prince, for who else could be so excellent at potions and making up spells? Not to mention I highly doubt he doesn't write like a girl 8D). ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/5998844/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/5998844/ Thu, 21 Jul 2005 19:56:33 PDT
Well, they're actually not that great, they're cheesy and they sound like every over band on epitath record label, but I still love them. And I'm judging from what little I've seen/heard, which is one music video.

The lead singer acts like he works as a gay porn model part time. He keeps toucing himself. But he's hawt.
And he has such a baby face. He looks like he's sixteen.
Which reminds of the cutest kid ever I met at camp.
His name is Matcyk(It's polish, pronouced 'Match ehk'). I thought the kid was eleven, and he was the cutest thing when he let Sonia and Natalie straighten his hair and even took their advice for what hair products to keep his hair from being dry.
Turns out he's a year older than me.

And he rocks at guitar. <3

Anyways, back to the band, their website is pretty pimpin, and you can see one of their video on there. [link]

83 ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/5996399/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/5996399/ Thu, 21 Jul 2005 14:42:46 PDT [link]

This place is the shiznit. I just downloaded at least twenty mp3s off of there. Not all of them are the best quality, but there's good shit.

8D ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/5989233/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/5989233/ Wed, 20 Jul 2005 18:37:22 PDT
Fuck, I met the most awesome people. ;0

And Rafal lives on my street. :0 I can't believe it. After third session ends, I'm going to go to his house everyday and rub his shaved head. :3 ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/5889649/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/5889649/ Sat, 09 Jul 2005 20:48:02 PDT
I just want to finish the god damn level in Pharoah, but a fuck load of people moved out 'cause there was this gigantic loss of employee's due to my idiocy of managing the Overseers.
And then the fucking hyenes decide to be a bunch of ass holes and start killing the god damn ostriches, which are the city's main food source. And the pyramid still isn't finished. D:

But yeah, leaving tommorow for camp, so loike... bye.
By the way, my new word is funk, because of the hilarous attempt to censor Shaun of the dead.
"It's funking Sunday, and in four funking hours I have to go to funking work because every other funker in my funking department is funking ill, so can you see why I'm so funking angry?!"
And then Ed goes, "Funk, yeah!"
And later, Pete calls Ed a thick funk. xD
Jesus christ, I love that movie. ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/5877301/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/5877301/ Fri, 08 Jul 2005 13:16:12 PDT
Shitz, I'm leaving for summer camp on Sunday.
It sucks because pretty much the only thing we do at summer camp is biking. And I really, really don't like biking.

I don't like changing the gears because I don't understand them, I don't like standing up when biking up hill, and I like the seat low so it's easy to get off and on.

All of this makes biking really difficult and tiring and then life sucks for me.
I don't even get to enjoy the two weeks my mom's on vacation because I'm at camp.

My brother let me listen to some Death Metal so I could determine what bands played death metal.

The radio is playing my favourite song. Yay. >___> ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/5859167/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/5859167/ Wed, 06 Jul 2005 17:18:57 PDT ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/5859053/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/5859053/ Wed, 06 Jul 2005 17:04:55 PDT me.

Only be one word. No more.

Then copy & paste this in your journal so that I may leave a word about you.
stolen from =Black-Jack ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/5856922/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/5856922/ Wed, 06 Jul 2005 12:44:41 PDT Fuckah.

Lolz, I'm sick, everyone make me gifts so I can feel better. ;0
I have a cold. I've been coughing all day.

Since I have nothing to say, I'll entertain you all by describing my troubles with my WinAmp thinger.

I was trying to play Anarchy in the UK, but it wasn't working, it kept skipping to Go With the Flow. Then I relised it was because when you close WinAmp, the next time you open it, the songs you had on the playlist last time will still be there. When I first added Anarchy in the UK, I closed WinAmp, then moved the mp3 to a different folder. When I opened WinAmp again, it was still there. So it wouldn't play because it was trying to play it from it's old location on the hard drive, but it wasn't there anymore, so it couldn't play it because it couldn't find it. So then I just removed from the play list and added it again. ;D

Wasn't that educational? ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/5839338/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/5839338/ Mon, 04 Jul 2005 15:46:53 PDT Yeah, I haven't drawn at all lately. Mibad.

I was at sk00l today. I walked in Mr. T's class and I was all lyk, "Was' up T man?" Micheal, Diana, Mikaela and Janet were also helping. It was oddly fun.
First we stacked books in shelves and stuff and then it was time to move Mr. T's stuff downstairs in the Junior wing. =0
We wheeled wheely carts and shopping carts and stood in crowded elevators and dripped grape popscicle everywhere.
It was quite a process.

We actually barely got any of the stuff in the grade five classroom, we just brought it downstairs then cleaned up the grade five classroom.
The ceiling's so low down there. ;-;
We found bizzare stuff in the cupboards, like knives.
And a shitload of plates. It was weird though, because it turned out to be /our/ plates. There were some of Micheal's, Diana's and my family's plates in the grade five classroom's cupboards.
Yeah, and then I had a not so fun time walking home a few miles in scorching heat and my new shoes(canvas old sk00l sneakers ;0).

P.S. Batman Begins isn't that craptacular, it's pretty decent. So... go see it. ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/5820464/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/5820464/ Sat, 02 Jul 2005 12:09:50 PDT
Pink and black must be the most vile colour combination in the history of the universe. It makes me want to vomit.

I cannot understand how anyone likes this colour combination. It is disgusting and posuer.


My eyes huuuurt. ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/5804632/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/5804632/ Thu, 30 Jun 2005 18:23:52 PDT
We didn't really do anything. Fuck, I'm gonna be bored over the summer. Niza and his squad of friends left early. They came into our class to say bye. I managed to snag a few photos though. Except now I've lost my parents camera. Luckily, if I have left it at school, I'm coming back monday to aid Mr. T, 'cause he's moving classrooms. He's teaching grade five next year.

Eh, I had a not so fun time trying to get a picture of all the grade eights. Tommy, Mackenzie, Jesse, Kayla, the other Kayla, both the Stefanies, Nick (Sanponia, teh Niza), Nick (Mmmm-insert rest of last name-) and Nick(the original, the first Nick that was at this school from kindergarten[Nick's the most common name in the school >___>]), Christian, Alex, Tyson, Keegan and... the rest of them.

I shant see Niza 'till January, when the new phone book comes out and I can figure out where he lives and force Sean to hangout with me on Nick's street for hours.

Mr. Dow was talking to Niza, and said that he'd have no problem getting into a band with that hair style. I don't agree, it's more of a California surfer hair style.

Mr. T gave us each a copy of a crappy recorded tape of photos and video footage of all the kids in the class. Yeah, it did make me feel happy and sad when we watched, but I tried not to show it 'cause that's not cool.

We watched the shittiest movie based off a book ever, Lost in the Barrens. They changed the fucking story so much, and Jamie was a stupid jock, but that's okay, I hated Jamie in the book anyway. But he looked a bit like Tom Delonge. <3

Then our teacher read us a story about this autistic kid that got pretty famous because he actually shot a basket from the three pointer line in basket ball. My teacher said this proved that we can do anything, because we have no dissabilities. Fuck that, I'll never accomplish what I want.

Sorry, bitch, but it's not possible. Not only that, but it doesn't matter. However stupid suicide is, it's pretty reasonable. What's the point? The world will blow up one day, and then everything we've accomplished will go up in flames.

Still, it's the weak way out.

My teacher thinks I'm suicidal, and he's really touchy about it cause his friend died from blowing his own brains out.

Eh, i still haven't been feeling to well about myself. I just look so geeky, like such a loser. I can't people can even stand looking at me without laughing.

Seeeeeeean has a grrrrrlfwiend. xDDDDD

It's Janey Jane Jane. I'm glad Jane pulled it off, she's been rehearsing this speech that she was going to tell Sean all week.

Eh, I'm a bit jealous. Not of Jane, just that Sean has actually taken another step into teen-ness.

Fuck, I'm too geeky to have a boyfriend. No fake love for meeee.

However much fake these attractions are, I still think it'd feel nice not to be a loner.

... I should totally find out what movie Sean and Jane are going to see and trash their date. x0

I'm learning this little bass part from When I Come Around on guitar. I had it when Tom first showed me, but now I've lost the tune. I've listened to that song on repeat for a few hours, trying to catch it.
I think I suck too much to learn how to play it.

"Some guy came in and stole the chicken wings... He stole them, that greedy loser! But we've found, we followed him, we know who he is. Yeeeess, Mr. Red shirt! We know! Mr. Red shirt with a bit of chicken wings sticking out the corner of his mouth, eh? Eh? We know were you live, and when your mom comes home, we'll tell on you! We're telling your mom, Mr. Red shirt. And she'll ground you! Ground you on the long weekend, young man. No outside world for you, studying for the whole summer, greedy guts!"

Oh gawd, The Edge is the best radio station ever. ([link] I think you can listen to them online) ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/5794146/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/5794146/ Wed, 29 Jun 2005 18:44:37 PDT
Stolen from

You are...(looks)
[x] tall
[ ] in between
[ ] short
--
[x] blonde
[ ] redheaded
[x] brunette
[x] black-haired
--
[ ] blue-eyed
[ ] brown-eyed
[ ] green-eyed
[x] hazel eyed
[ ] gold eyed
[ ] grey eyed
[x] with glasses
[ ] with contacts
--
[ ] with braces
[ ] with freckles
[ ] with piercings
[ ] with tattoos
[ ] and have long hair
[x] and have short hair
[ ] and have mid-length hair


Your favorite color(s) are?
[x] red
[ ] pink
[ ] yellow
[x] black
[x] green
[ ] blue
[ ] gold
[ ] white
[ ] silver
[ ] purple
[ ] brown
[ ] orange
[ ] indigo



Some things you've done/played include...
[ ] soccer
[ ] cheerleading
[x] dancing
[ ] lacrosse
[ ] field hockey
[ ] hockey
[ ] football
[ ] softball
[ ] wrestling
[ ] gymnastics
[ ] track/cross country
[ ] basketball
[ ] baseball
[ ] golf
[x] chess
[ ] playing in the mud
[x] playing music
[ ] hiking
[x] kayaking (I've been canoeing 0___0)
[x] camping
[x] horseback riding
[ ] marching band



You are sometimes...
[x] annoying
[x] talkative
[x] shy
[ ] sweet
[ ] funny
[ ] mysterious
[x] serious
[ ] bubbly
[x] spazzy
[x] paranoid
[ ] fun-loving
[ ] laid back
[ ] strict
[ ] hyper
[x] nervous
[x] weird



The music you like is?
[x] rap
[x] rock
[ ] pop
[ ] country
[x] hip hop
[ ] r&b
[ ] slow jams
[ ] Christian
[ ] classical
[x] techno
[ ] oldies
[ ] the 80s
[x] punk
[x] Metal
[ ] reggae
[x] Goth
[ ] Latin
[x] 90's Grunge
[ ] musicals



The pets you have are?
[ ] cat
[x] dog
[ ] lizard
[ ] snake
[ ] ferret
[ ] spider
[ ] rabbit
[ ] fish
[ ] bird
[ ] hamster
[ ] little sister
[ ] other



You're mostly labeled as?
[ ] goth
[ ] emo
[ ] prep
[ ] punk
[ ] hippie
[x] nerd
[ ] ditzy
[ ] hyper
[ ] happy
[x] everything
[x] I hate labels! I'm just me!!!
[ ] I have no idea



You eat?
[ ] dessert every night
[ ] no meat
[ ] diet stuff
[ ] healthy foods
[ ] junk foods
[ ] a lot of carbs
[x] ice cream
[x] lots of meat
[ ] salad
[ ] seafood
[ ] exotic dishes
[ ] Mountain Dew



A typical friday night...
[ ] mall with your friends
[ ] partying
[x] doing my homework
[ ] watching movies
[ ] going to the club
[x] staying home
[ ] playing videogames
[ ] babysitting and getting $$
[ ] hanging out w/ my friends
[ ] hanging out w/ your boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] working while your friends are out having fun



Currently you are...
[ ] in a relationship
[ ] single and lovin it
[x] crushing
[ ] single and looking for someone
[ ] just broke up... and so sad about it
[ ] screw it

Online, you use:
[ ] lol
[x] sup
[ ] lmao
[x] stfu
[ ] ty
[ ] j/k
[x] <3
[ ] ttyl
[ ] g2g
[x] XD
[ ] ^^
[x] T_T
[x] x_x
[ ] ^_^
[x] o_O
[ ] TOT ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/5794069/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/5794069/ Wed, 29 Jun 2005 18:34:46 PDT


;_; Niza was in my class today, during french. Him and Marcus and Christian, they were talking to our french teacher, Mr.Dow.

How ever much I tried to act cool and talk loudly(mixing in some swear words) to Sean, he didn't seem to notice. I also tried to help Sean draw a hand, but he didn't seem quite enthralled with that either.
I think they completly ignored my existence, except when I laughed when Marcus said something, Marcus looked, but Mr. Dow was in front of Nick, so I couldn't tell.

Not that it matters at all, I'm just obsessive and strive for acceptance from this awesome guy.

Niza reminded the class that he wasn't going to see us until a year from now, he promised to visit the school when we graduated.
Of course, not many people cared because no one really likes Niza that much
I hate being a loser. Sean asked me if I was going to the dance tonight, and I asked him what dance. I was one of the choice few not invited.
Fuck, I want to die and be reincarnated as an athletic guy, then I'd be excepted. God damnit, if I was more care free and athletic, all my problems would be gone.

I fucking hate the laws of popularity and acceptance.
I wouldn't care about how much I hated my drawings.

And I wish I was born to parents who actually taught me some thing, instead of never telling me anything.
Honestly, i didn't know what bangs were until I was ten.

And I wish we had more money so I could be a spoiled bitch and show off all my cool stuff.
And I wished I learned guitar when I was younger so I could be better now.

I wish I wasn't so shy.

Fuck, this can't be healthy. Too much stupid useless teen angst in two journals.

God damnit, i think all go run in traffic and see if I can get hit in a way that will instantly kill me. ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/5783527/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/5783527/ Tue, 28 Jun 2005 16:51:05 PDT DDDD /sarcasm

I dunno. I just look at what I draw and I hate it so much I have trouble expressing it in words. I just want to tear my arms to shreds, slowly. Then pull my eyes out of my skull, slowly.
Even that doesn't justify how much I hate it. It's teeth clenching hate.

You see, I don't know if any of you noticed, but I have issues controlling my emotions. One second I'm fine the next I'm bawling my eyes out.
It's quite pathetic, actually.

Fuck, I hate being a loser. ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/5774450/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/5774450/ Mon, 27 Jun 2005 18:06:35 PDT So no art for now.
The year book sucks, by the way. Nyk isn't even in the New and Absent students section, there's just his ugly graduation picture. >0
I laff at his silly hair.

Har, apparently his nickname is Niza, and that's a hawt name, so I shall refer to him as Niza from now on.

He wants to be in a band when he grows up... Awwwww. -gets shot-

His advice to future grade eight's is to never drop the soap. Hurr, i was there when that happened. My teacher swas away, and I got to go to Mr. Deneau's class. Gawd, that was funny. Nick just yells, "Oh shit!"
And the soap was piiiiiink. It was liquid soap.

And his favourite memory was when he ordered pizza whne the grade eights were in the hotels in ottawa. You see, it's agaisn't the rules. And apparently he some how figured out how to use the lobby's secretary's phone and ordered pizza. I should try that.

Anyways, three more days of school, and then I shant see Nick for another year. Me and Sean shall grieve. And bleach our hair. <3 ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/5763524/ http://MoroDeathMoro.deviantart.com/journal/5763524/ Sun, 26 Jun 2005 15:35:21 PDT
Holy shit, everything is so depressingly boring. And my fingers hurt like hell from playing guitar. ]]> ~MoroDeathMoro