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Tomorrow I embark on a week long trip to Japan to visit my Annie-chan.
The two of in Japan has been the dream for us ever since high school. I have no idea what she has in store for me, but at some point we're going to Disney and getting real sea salt ice cream. What more could a KH fangirl ask for?

I'm taking my old photography class camera so maybe I'll get some good shots and finally break this now two years and running art/writer's block.

Ja ne!

]]> ~Moth-Orchid http://Moth-Orchid.deviantart.com/journal/24711084/ http://Moth-Orchid.deviantart.com/journal/24711084/ Mon, 11 May 2009 20:18:51 PDT
If I could choose a super power it would be the ability to control time. Luxord is my fav org boy for that very reason, and not just because I'm eternally late for everything. Every relationship I've ever had with anyone, online or irl, feels like a clock, ticking down the seconds until I'm no longer needed/wanted. Friends, jobs, teachers, even my parents, there's a clock ticking down the seconds until I'm ejected. I want to stop the clock, but I don't know how, and with ever second I become more unwelcome and more frightened. I've tried many things, and most help me cope with the resulting stress, but nothing stops the clock. There is nothing unconditional, there is nothing that is permanent. I will eventually be abandoned for my fears. I want to believe it's okay to be me, flaws, fears and all, but this has never been the case, real life doesn't work that way. Just once I'd like to not be the one crawling back, the one begging, but I'm not important enough for that. I'm not important enough to have fears taken into consideration, to be understood. No one ever sees it from my point of view, no one ever sees what I see. I'm always wrong, and I'm so tired of being wrong. I so sick of apologizing for being hurt.

]]> ~Moth-Orchid http://Moth-Orchid.deviantart.com/journal/20711052/ http://Moth-Orchid.deviantart.com/journal/20711052/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 18:56:52 PDT
The Music Game


Rules of the game:

* Choose a singer/band/group.
* Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer/band/group.
* Tag 6 more people(let them know they've been tagged).

Singer - Meat Loaf

1. Are you male or female?
Good Girls Go to Heaven (Bad Girls Go Everywhere)

2. Describe yourself.
Life is a Lemon and I Want My Money Back

3. What do people feel when they're around you?
For Crying Out Loud

4. How would you describe your previous relationship?
Wasted Youth

5. Describe your current relationship.
Two Out of Three Ain't Bad

6. Where would you want to be now?
Paradise by the Dashboard Light

7. How do you feel about love?
I Would Do Anything For Love (But I Won't Do That)

8. What's your life like?
Everything Louder Than Everything Else

9. What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
Rock and Rock Dreams Come Through

10. Say something wise.
Heaven Can Wait

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Long story short: when a physics lab is the high point of your day, you know it's bad.

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1. Choose one or a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Then tag three people.
4. Feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!!

How old are you?
Heliotrope: 15
Piro: What calender are you using? A real one or one of those funny human ones?
Naomi: How old is dirt?
Nox: Older than dirt, like a lot older.

Do you have any family?
Heliotrope: A brother. Do his ukes count?
Piro: ...................
Naomi: Two step-children, a long lost son and lots of grandchildren
Nox: I'm the mother of all creation...and not one of them sends me Mother's Day cards *sob*


What's your sign?
Heliotrope: You mean like a Greek sun sign? Aries I guess.
Piro: Sign? That's another human thing isn't it? (Helio: He's Libra. Piro: I'm NOT a stripey horse! Helio: Libra! Not zebra! Piro: Oh...what's a lee-bra? It's not like underwear is it? Helio:...]
Naomi: I believe I'm a Virgo.
Nox: The Sun Signs are like my great grandchildren so I don't think I have one.

Do you have any other alias'?
Helitrope: None I'm telling you! (Piro: Princess Brat Helio: ...I hate you)
Piro: Piro's the only name you're getting from me
Naomi: DiZ calls me the "meddling Gray Witch". Does that count?
Nox: Too many


What's your height?
Heliotrope: Exactly five feet (Piro: lol shorty)
Piro: 5'7 and growing. (Helio: Hormone boy!)
Naomi: 5'2'...without the hat
Nox: Whatever I want to be


Do you have any bad habits?
Heliotrope: Dressing my brother in drag...well he says it's bad.
Piro: Temper
Naomi: Embarressing ungrateful ex-in-laws
Nox:...ummmmmmm


Are you a virgin?
Heliotrope: Perfectly pure.
Piro: Do I gotta answer that?
Naomi: No, not that it makes a difference now
Nox: For me it's the only way to avoid incest, not that that's stopped me...

Who's your mate/spouse?
Helitrope: I want a boyfriend! *sob*
Piro: ummm...well I was kinda maybe hoping...*BLUSH* (Naomi: You're both much too young for that! D< )
Naomi: Dead and buried.
Nox: *coughs* That's another long list I'm afraid.

What's your favorite food?
Heliotrope: Honey and Elderflower glace
Piro: *shrugs* Food…
Naomi: Mmmm lemon meringue pie
Nox: Duxelle

What's your favorite ice cream flavor?
Heliotrope: I answered that up there.
Piro: What’s ice cream?
Naomi: Does sherbet count? If so I like lemon sherbert.
Nox: Vanilla

Have you killed anyone?
Heliotrope: I never made it that far in the priesthood
Piro: No
Naomi: Do Heartless count?
Nox: Creation…destruction…I lose track of which is the bad one.

Do you hate anyone?
Heliotrope: Oh where to begin…
Piro: the humans who killed my brother
Naomi: DiZ….for a long long time
Nox: Not really, everyone seems to hate me though

Have any secrets?
Heliotrope: I don’t like boys
Piro: I’m in love with a human
Naomi: None that I’m telling you
Nox:………



Do you love anyone?
Heliotrope: I’ve had a few crushes
Piro: BLUSH*
Naomi: Again, dead and buried
Nox: I love everyone!…it’s not reciprocated


What is your job?
Heliotrope: Druiddess in training
Piro: Wizard in training
Naomi: the local witch
Nox: Mother of all creation

How many languages do you speak?
Heliotrope: Two
Piro: Two
Naomi: One
Nox: All of them

Boy or girl?
Heliotrope: Girl
Piro: Boy (Helio: dumb boy)
Naomi: old hag
Nox: the original womb here. How many times do I have to say it?

What do you do to relax?
Heliotrope: Talk to the random boy who lives in the hydrangeas
Piro: *flutters his wings* Fly
Naomi: Sudokus
Nox: Meddle in the affairs of mortals


What's the weirdest thing that happened to you?
Heliotrope: I was attacked by a giant poisonous mushroom
Piro: A transexual woman tried to drown me
Naomi: oh where to begin
Nox: ……………..


Have you kissed anyone?
Heliotrope: Luxord…and Vexen. Just to annoy nii-sama
Piro: *goofy grin*
Naomi: I kiss a... ]]> ~Moth-Orchid http://Moth-Orchid.deviantart.com/journal/19499648/ http://Moth-Orchid.deviantart.com/journal/19499648/ Sun, 20 Jul 2008 12:28:12 PDT
The summer hasn't been going well at all. I may eventually get back to crafty stuff soon. Zexion needs hair and I've got materials for the others.

So maybe once class is done I'll get back to it. I haven't felt much like doing anything for the past few days.

To quote the song:

"Love is not a victory march. It's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah~"

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Why must I have a thing for older men? I mean really, it can't be good that from the minute I realized that some man I really don't know just...got to me, that I've been upset.
Something just reaches right down and now I'm day dreaming like an idiot.

I hear his voice and go all fluttery, but it's silly, and really there's no chance. Oh well, this too shall pass.

]]> ~Moth-Orchid http://Moth-Orchid.deviantart.com/journal/17499841/ http://Moth-Orchid.deviantart.com/journal/17499841/ Mon, 24 Mar 2008 20:17:24 PDT
Da Rules:

1. Pick 15 of your favorite movies.
2. Go to IMDb and find a quote from each movie.
3. Post them here for everyone to guess.
4. NO GOOGLING/using IMDb search functions.
5. Strike it out when someone guesses correctly, and put who guessed it and the movie.

And Here's my list'o quotes:

1.“Louis L'amour, who, by the way, was not a foreigner! He was from North Dakota, you asshole!”

2.“If you're going to feather a nest, you've got a lot to learn about how to treat a lady.”
”Right. When you're right, you're right, and you're right. None of the girls I meet wanna get serious.”
”I doubt they'd survive.”

3.“We're willing to wipe the slate clean, give you a fresh start. All that we're asking in return is your cooperation in bringing a known terrorist to justice.”
”Yeah. Well, that sounds like a pretty good deal. But I think I may have a better one. How about, I give you the finger?”

4.“He always had a rotten sense of humor. And his punchlines are killers.”

5.“We're assets, Nicholai. Expendable assets... and we've just been expended.”

6."Life's not fair, is it? You see, I... well, I shall never be king. And you... shall never see the light of another day. Adieu.” The Lion King Genes-Angel

7.“You should write a book: How To Offend Women In Five Syllables or Less.”

8. “The truth is we're both frauds. Your ancestors never sent me, they don't even like me. But you risked your life to help people you love. I risked your life to help myself. At least you had good intentions.” Mulan CallsTheDogHamburger

9.“Why won't you help me? Why must you always speak in riddles?”
”Because I be, what I be. I would tell you what you want to know if I could, mum, but I be a cat. And no cat anywhere, ever gave anyone a straight answer.” The Last Unicorn Unicornmon

10.“Yo man, tell me something about me.”
”You masturbate more than anyone on the planet.”
”Aw ****, everyone knows that. Tell me something nobody knows.”
”When you do it, you're thinking about guys”
”Dude, not all the time.”

11.“Wait! There's something interesting in that woman's smile. I might learn to like her. Hang her in my bathroom.” Annie Catlover980

12.“Wait! I feel a slight tingle in my finger. I think it is affecting me!”

13. “Is he always this funny, or only on days when he's wanted for murder?”

14.“Ray. If someone asks if you are a god, you say, "yes!"

15. “Now where were we? Ah, yes - abject humiliation!” Aladdin Kradchan

]]> ~Moth-Orchid http://Moth-Orchid.deviantart.com/journal/13983958/ http://Moth-Orchid.deviantart.com/journal/13983958/ Thu, 02 Aug 2007 09:35:26 PDT
I've put up a couple ome stories. Cold Comfort, and Get Well Soon (I suck at titles) if you're interested have a lookie.

It'll be awhile before I get any more plushies up. I have a old fashion non-digital camera and have to use up the film before it's developed but once it is there'll be a lot more pictures.

]]> ~Moth-Orchid http://Moth-Orchid.deviantart.com/journal/13207813/ http://Moth-Orchid.deviantart.com/journal/13207813/ Sun, 03 Jun 2007 21:07:19 PDT
Next up will be Zexion, sometime in the future...

]]> ~Moth-Orchid http://Moth-Orchid.deviantart.com/journal/13002291/ http://Moth-Orchid.deviantart.com/journal/13002291/ Fri, 18 May 2007 14:47:06 PDT
My drawing blows serious chunks but there's a lot of mental images demanding to see the light of day. Mostly Xig/Dem (look at what you've done to me!)

Ah well it's better to obssess over KH boys than the other, much more unpleasent things that I'm tryign not to think about. It's really hard to put the past behind you and move on when the past keeps IMing you.

I actually can't wait for my trig class to start (how sick is that?) so I have something else to focus on instead of the past.

Okay this is too emo.

I'll stop now.

]]> ~Moth-Orchid http://Moth-Orchid.deviantart.com/journal/12988712/ http://Moth-Orchid.deviantart.com/journal/12988712/ Thu, 17 May 2007 12:12:42 PDT
Five days ago I didn't even know there was a contest, but now after rping and chatting with Kradchan and SqueeSan, here I am writing Xig/Dem b/c the evil plot bunnies won't stop hopping.

They just that awesome (or maybe I'm just as malleable as a marshmellow).

Anyway, so yeah Xig/Dem, I guess I didn't really need much of push since I love writing Xiggy anyway, although I think I write him a little cliched. But what can I say? I love a cliche.

(is shot for that)

]]> ~Moth-Orchid http://Moth-Orchid.deviantart.com/journal/12822461/ http://Moth-Orchid.deviantart.com/journal/12822461/ Wed, 02 May 2007 23:22:30 PDT
My photography sucks!

Which makes sense since I'm not a photgrapher, nor pretend to be one. I make dolls. And I've been bitten by the Kingdom Hearts bug so I've been making KH dolls. I thougth folks would get a kick out of them.

I was planning to post Roxas, but my photography really blows. So I'll dig out my real camera and rig up a decent back drop. Maybe by the time that's done I'll have a few more creations to post.

Until then if anyone's interested in yet more KH fanfiction: check out my fics at FFN. My penname is Margret Esmerelda Note Spelling. I've been told they don't suck.

Unlike my photography.

]]> ~Moth-Orchid