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]]> ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/8536482/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/8536482/ Thu, 20 Apr 2006 21:42:34 PDT 2 Glowsticks
3 Gas Masks
4 Hours
5 DJs

Ohgodyes ]]> ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/8412265/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/8412265/ Sat, 08 Apr 2006 21:29:00 PDT your fingers dance across me.
Anticipation. ]]> ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/8199043/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/8199043/ Sat, 18 Mar 2006 15:25:01 PST I don't have the heart to feel
warm hands anymore. ]]> ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/8083151/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/8083151/ Mon, 06 Mar 2006 11:36:41 PST I've realized that I see the world through different eyes.
Their ignorance breeds my hatred.

When my sister asks what my favorite flower is, why is the first word to come to mind 'murder?' ]]> ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/8031787/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/8031787/ Tue, 28 Feb 2006 19:44:55 PST My fingers twitch, anticipating the flowing sadness.
My life is a twisting, churning, sea of chaos and disarray.
My stomach churns in disagreement. ]]> ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/7835226/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/7835226/ Wed, 08 Feb 2006 07:23:20 PST ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/7179545/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/7179545/ Tue, 29 Nov 2005 18:28:59 PST Where does one draw the line?
The line exists only in our minds...
It is not the tool that should change, but the minds of those whom use it.
Technology is neutral, good and evil lie in the will of the manipulator. ]]> ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/6558740/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/6558740/ Tue, 20 Sep 2005 20:44:04 PDT
But living up to the expectations, and trying to keep yourself in the good views of those you really care about is a painful and often times impossible task.

It hurts to dissapoint those you care about.
It hurts to see the sadness in their eyes.
And it is an inevitable fact of life...

The only escape from that is to make them stop caring...make them hate...make them not want to think of you, be around you, know you...

Think about how free you would be...

...If no one loved you. ]]> ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/6512211/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/6512211/ Thu, 15 Sep 2005 14:05:04 PDT
So I just watched Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children. I must start off by saying that I have played Final Fantasy VII more than I have done anything else in my life. And I just have to say, watching that movie for the first time was better than any sexual experience I have ever had. Period. After watching that movie, I just wanted to cry, and cuddle.

And the sad thing is, I'm not even joking.

I would easily pick the experience of watching Advent Children over any sexual encounter I have had.

Whenever I feel like masterbating, I'm just going to not, and watch Advent Children instead.

I now understand why girls cry after sex. ]]> ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/6222664/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/6222664/ Sun, 14 Aug 2005 07:14:52 PDT
I've gone home for my birthday and stuff. I plan on being back on the 22nd. ]]> ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/6163020/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/6163020/ Sun, 07 Aug 2005 21:23:50 PDT Join the 27 Person Orgy!

Wow. It's gonna be a mad dash for the end of summer. I'm anticipating a wildness which I cannot begin to imagine.

I start my break from work next week. I'm going home to catch up with my high school friends, and rock out for my 22nd birthday. I'm going to get back here, imediatly after, my roommate and I are heading on a road trip to Boston, for a fantastic wine tasting, followed by hard core rocking out with my (m)asshole friends. I will be bringing a friend back home with me, because one of my raver buddies up here has gotten some crazy girls and kickass guys to participate in our own little "gravity games," which are sure to burn up the entire weekend, and leave us barely alive. Hopefully the one day left over will give us enough time to prepare for the start of classes on Tuesday!!

wiz00t my hiz4x0rz! ]]> ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/6139250/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/6139250/ Fri, 05 Aug 2005 06:21:21 PDT ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/5176380/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/5176380/ Sun, 24 Apr 2005 12:50:08 PDT
Please let me know what you think. ]]> ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/4481483/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/4481483/ Wed, 02 Feb 2005 16:22:36 PST "I am the worst there is," I tell myself. It give me a reason to hide from the world. "I'm protecting the people I love, I'm protecting them from me," I lie. It's a facade. I stray away from others because I know that there are worse people than me.
If you only knew why I'm so scared.

One thing I will never understand is what it means to be myself. I spent too much time convoluting and opressing who I am for who people want me to be that I've found it's easier for me to be them than it is to be me. I've come to the point in my life where I want to stop, but I'm frustrated again and again by the fact that the person I should have been, never was, and the person I want to be is now built on top of the person people wanted me to be. I don't want to revert, but, what was wanted of me, I've now become, more completly then I ever wanted. ]]> ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/4435904/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/4435904/ Fri, 28 Jan 2005 09:55:31 PST I dunno, it's like a huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders.
Pretty cool.



Go back to your business. ]]> ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/4339725/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/4339725/ Mon, 17 Jan 2005 02:10:06 PST
I wish I could step back 4 days. I wish I could go back to my life without regret, but, choices were made and consequences are arising. I can't help but feel as if I've lost a part of myself...

Oh yeah, and then there is the insomnia. ]]> ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/4289269/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/4289269/ Mon, 10 Jan 2005 19:30:03 PST It's name, SATISFACTION.
The artist is Benny Benassi, you can find it on Ministry of Sound under the Sexiest Videos link. ]]> ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/4206919/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/4206919/ Fri, 31 Dec 2004 21:51:37 PST I hope that there will be 100 more for every one of you. ]]> ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/4139808/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/4139808/ Thu, 23 Dec 2004 20:06:48 PST Have an internet connection which is about as stable as the Ukraine.
Won't be around much till next year.
-Gilbert ]]> ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/4073275/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/4073275/ Wed, 15 Dec 2004 12:47:03 PST ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/3978986/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/3978986/ Fri, 03 Dec 2004 10:30:57 PST
I need a new gadget, and I haven't found anything I want!
If you can help me get our of this situation, comment to this journal entry with the gadget I should want and a link to it. ]]> ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/3856898/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/3856898/ Wed, 17 Nov 2004 12:01:25 PST I will be more than happy to critique any piece of yours. Just drop me a note, with a link, and what you are looking for in my comments. ]]> ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/3747768/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/3747768/ Wed, 03 Nov 2004 20:44:55 PST
As a celebration, I'm giving away Gmail invitations! Just send me a note if you would like an invite!

WOOHOO!





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Yay, with the happy and the whatnot. ]]> ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/3674819/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/3674819/ Mon, 25 Oct 2004 20:43:01 PDT n.
A political theory holding all forms of governmental authority to be unnecessary and undesirable and advocating a society based on voluntary cooperation and free association of individuals and groups.
Rejection of all forms of coercive control and authority.
A system and management without ruler(s), i.e. co-operation without repression, tyranny and slavery, practically.

"Anarchism is really a synonym for socialism. The anarchist is primarily a socialist whose aim is to abolish the exploitation of man by man." Daniel Guérin, Anarchism

"Anarchism does not mean bloodshed; it does not mean robbery, arson, etc. These monstrosities are, on the contrary, the characteristic features of capitalism. Anarchism means peace and tranquility to all." August Spies, Haymarket anarchist

The word "anarchy" origins from Greek. The original meaning, that everybody should stick to, is the following: The prefix "an" means "negation of", as in anaerobe vs aerobe, anandrous vs -androus, anhydride vs hydride, etc; i.e. "an" means without what is mentioned in the suffix, but keeping what is essential in the matter. The suffix "archy" means "rule (not rules or law), ruler, rulers, superior in contrast to subordinates, etc.", from Greek "archein", "to rule, to be first"; and "archos", "ruler" i.e. in a coercive, repressive, etc. manner, slavery and tyranny included. As mentioned "an" means without what is mentioned in the suffix, but keeping what is essential in the matter, i.e. in this case management in the meaning of coordination, but without ruling. The 'ruling' is not essential, but an evil alienation, i.e. bestiality. Thus "Anarchy" doesn't mean "without coordination, management, administration, etc.". Anarchy is management, coordination and administration etc. without ruling and thus without rulers.
And thus anarchy means a) coordination, without rule from the bureaucracy broadly defined, the economical and/or political/administrative superiors in private and public sectors (in contrast to the people), downwards to the bottom, i.e. in a_coercive_manner. b) Thus, anarchy is higher forms of economical and political/administrative democracy.

I will be more than happy to critique any piece of yours. Just drop me a note, with a link, and what you are looking for in my comments. ]]> ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/3605430/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/3605430/ Tue, 19 Oct 2004 06:34:24 PDT ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/3472996/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/3472996/ Wed, 29 Sep 2004 12:51:29 PDT ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/3360174/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/3360174/ Tue, 14 Sep 2004 05:58:46 PDT Bleh, it's not as exciting as I thought it would be... ]]> ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/3271621/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/3271621/ Thu, 02 Sep 2004 16:16:49 PDT http://www.skype.com
My screenname is Motoma
Give me a ring baby! ]]> ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/3146412/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/3146412/ Tue, 17 Aug 2004 10:27:50 PDT ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/3111219/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/3111219/ Thu, 12 Aug 2004 20:27:01 PDT I'm away for a while. As of Friday I will have hopped the border and will be relaxing in Quebec.
Plan on me being back by Monday. ]]> ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/3077744/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/3077744/ Tue, 10 Aug 2004 11:54:00 PDT Been kinda busy looking for apartments, and trying to find the money to pay for one...Can't buy that tablet anymore...My new apartment's rent is due 6 months at a time...meaning I have to pay around 1600 by the end of the month.
...I'll try to start posting again soon.
In the meantime, I would very much enjoy it if anyone would respond to my last journal entry.

Stats for ~Motoma

I have 224 pageviews total and my 22 deviations were viewed 242 times.
Overall, people left 97 comments and added my deviations to their favourites 7 times, while I commented 271 times, making about 24.63 comments per day. This means that I gave 28 comments for every 10 that I received.
My most commented deviation was aTLAS with 12 comments, receiving an average of 0.85 per day in the first 2 weeks, while my most favourited one was Reaching Out, with 1 favourites, averaging 0 per day in the first 2 weeks. My most viewed deviation was Tease Body with 19 views.
1 Favourites were given for every 10 Comments.
Every 0.5 days I upload a new deviation, and it's usually on a Tuesday , with 23%/5 of my deviations.
My busiest month was July 2004 with 15/ 68% of my deviations.
The majority of my deviations are uploaded to the People gallery (7), while my favorite category was People with 7 deviations
Comments per deviation: 4.4
Favourites per deviation: 0.31
Views per deviation: 11
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Stats provided by *micahgoulart @ Ingenial.com / GalleryStats ]]> ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/3060725/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/3060725/ Fri, 06 Aug 2004 20:29:56 PDT But are we sinful for not trying?

How interesting the concept of sin is...As a concept created by Christianity, does it have any place in society?

I find it odd how some things become entwined in society....Good an evil are such persistant themes in art.

But can any of us truly claim to be good people?
Or have these values been distorted to the point where the concepts only exist relatively?
Has our society been warped so much, that even religious scruples are reduced to moral relativism?

Where did we go astray? ]]> ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/3006692/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/3006692/ Fri, 30 Jul 2004 20:18:18 PDT I'm not perfect.
I don't try to be. ]]> ~Motoma http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/2994917/ http://Motoma.deviantart.com/journal/2994917/ Thu, 29 Jul 2004 09:55:41 PDT Words are nothing more than their agreed upon meanings.
By looking in my eyes you can say more than words could ever hope to.
And thought is more complex than any language could concievalby be.
Language was humankind's greatest error...
It's an oversimplification of emotion, expression, and meaning.
To put a feeling such as love into a written word does the emotion great injustice..
The same with hate, the same with fear, the same with sorrow.
The same with truth.
Apathy is the consequence of language...

This was inspired by IncubiLucidi's peice, "Truth". Please, go visit her page, she's very tallented! ]]> ~Motoma