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I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you i just,
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to
Let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn

[Verse 1]
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
we da been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus there's so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn

[Chorus]
When the feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn you gon' learn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We knew it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

[Verse 2]
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
And all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my boo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)

[Chorus]
When the feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn you gon' learn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We knew it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me
that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down
and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me
that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh

So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return

[Chorus]
When the feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn you gon' learn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We knew it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn, let it burn
Gotta let it burn

--- ]]> ~MrFluff http://MrFluff.deviantart.com/journal/9311616/ http://MrFluff.deviantart.com/journal/9311616/ Sat, 08 Jul 2006 12:15:04 PDT LaSalle, Mtl.
Quebec H9G 3V6
6th september 2005

Golden Era Club
2275 St-Catherine
Mtl. Quebec.

Dear Mr. Igor,
I am John Smith. I am applying for the pole stripper or cage dancer position #5, advertised by Joe, down the streets.
I have completed my studies at the famous University of Montreal's Belly Dancers & Co. I have a master in teasing and exciting stripping. I also have a certificate in general management, for my older days.
I have worked for six months at the Poles of Heavens, until the manager, which was a woman, for the records, grabbed my ass and I puncher her. After which I was fired. Then I started working at The Pussycats for seven months, but left for personal reasons.
You will find enclosed with my C.V., cover letter, documents, my measurements and some pictures of myself.
I have the required qualifications to work in your club. I love challenge and meeting new people. And I also don't mind some "after hours" shifts.

Thank you kindly for your consideration in my regard.

Yours faithfully,
Mike.


N.B. I am single. ]]> ~MrFluff http://MrFluff.deviantart.com/journal/8430186/ http://MrFluff.deviantart.com/journal/8430186/ Mon, 10 Apr 2006 17:07:01 PDT is Male
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Hehe. ]]> ~MrFluff http://MrFluff.deviantart.com/journal/8277877/ http://MrFluff.deviantart.com/journal/8277877/ Sun, 26 Mar 2006 18:48:49 PST Ahem.
Well, I am sorry for my expanded, and utterly, er, disappearance, which is denuded of any true reason, except, maybe, that I've just have a bunch of crap to go through, and, well, yeah, I just happened to get lost in that tiny, and totally, unorganized, mind of mine.

I hope.. er.. at least some people still remember me... ?
It'd suck if nobody would, but couldn't blame anybody for that, now could I?

May this website open it's golden door to my little self, and, lets, altogether, learn ! What - I do not know - but learn, we shall ! ]]> ~MrFluff http://MrFluff.deviantart.com/journal/7048814/ http://MrFluff.deviantart.com/journal/7048814/ Mon, 14 Nov 2005 19:33:06 PST Forgotten hearts,
Listen to the howling cry,
Deep within the night.

Swollen memories,
Fallen dynasties,
Rising suns,
Fallen stars.

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I'd have a favor to ask to any and every one: mind reviewing my poetry? XD.
I have an, probably, upcoming poetry contest and since it's my first, I wouldn't mind winning it. So if anyone would have any tips as to how to improve my poor poetry.. well, feel free to tell me! All I could give you is a cookie though, hope that'd be enough!



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Random thoughts:

People, all born blind, deaf, and mute. Life's just a way to unlock those - true or false?

Why are crosses always being related to Christianity or Catholichisme? I don't recall Jesus ever being the only one crucified.

Boxers, briefs, or others - what'cha say?

Enough for tonight haha, herm, anyway. Has anyone knows of any good college in the states, or other?

Thanks for reading, if you have and if you haven't then.. oh well!
Till next time. ]]> ~MrFluff http://MrFluff.deviantart.com/journal/6847240/ http://MrFluff.deviantart.com/journal/6847240/ Sun, 23 Oct 2005 16:08:45 PDT
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Thoughts of the day:

Hm, cops.. what the hell is wrong with them here? Where is the respect? Cops here(most, so far that I know, if not all) think they're so cool and high 'cause they're cop. Why?
No clothes has ever made a man. A man makes the clothes.
There's not even any police of the police. Overall Canada, or Quebec, rather, is one big pack of shit. Then they want their independancy.. Man, in a way I hope Nostra was wrong. I mean, how the heck is Canada supposed to survive anything? Is it really the survival of the most stupid?
In France, yes, France is better than Canada, even at the current moment. Polive officers give you the salute(usualy) and are polite. Here they're just pigs, for most, to possibly all.

Religion. What is it really? Personally, I just see it as a sign post that aims you toward your right path - the one for you. Religion's nothing you should follow by the letter because all have been corrupt by man, in a way or another. 'Side, I think I could consider nearly anything religion.
Who's with me for calling science as religion aswell? I mean, it's like in politics - both extremes always meet - right? I'm talking about the people that go just with science. Oh, science says this and that and blah blah.. Same as one that goes, Oh, the bible says this and thou shall not blah blah. No? Or is it that science is based on facts and such and it inclues logic that it makes it different? Doesn't religion include, a minimum, of logic and wisdom though?
'Side, Haven't we created the charts we use in science? What tells us they're any right? Humans did create it any way.

Music is an important part of life, mine anywho. Music can portray or even direct your emotions sometimes. Music is so much, same as art. Without them we'd fall.

Crushes.. aren't they important? I mean, maybe we may not realise it but doesn't every crush we've ever had leave us something dear to us? Lets say a passion, a food, a taste for that or even a habbit - something that makes us us. A true part of ourself.
Everyone influences us. Even just a talk with a random man in a talk, even that could change us, perhaps not drastically, but it still can. Just a few words you can overhear in another convo could make you start to think of something deeper than you'd never have thought of before - and thus lead you to a higher level of thinking and understanding. All this started from a few words.

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YOU'VE BEEN TAGGED!!!

Now you must write 20 or more random (and hopefully some embarrasing) facts about yourself in your journal, and then tag 4 more people that haven't been tagged yet.
Thanks Kamikazee! haha
... ]]> ~MrFluff http://MrFluff.deviantart.com/journal/6830986/ http://MrFluff.deviantart.com/journal/6830986/ Fri, 21 Oct 2005 19:19:37 PDT
I want to break free
I want to break free
I want to break free from your lies
You're so self satisfied I don't need you
I've got to break free
God knows God knows I want to break free

I've fallen in love
I've fallen in love for the first time
And this time I know it's for real
I've fallen in love yeah
God knows God knows I've fallen in love

It's strange but it's true
I can't get over the way you love me like you do
But I have to be sure
When I walk out that door
Oh how I want to be free baby
Oh how I want to be free
Oh how I want to break free

But life still goes on
I can't get used to living without living without
Living without you by my side
I don't want to live alone hey
God knows got to make it on my own
So baby can't you see
I've got to break free

I've got to break free
I want to break free yeah

I want I want I want I want to break free....

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Thoughts & Sum of the week:
A man is alive when he has a conviction. That one thing that will make him live; the one thing he will strive for all his life. More important than his work, family, life, and all of his surroundings - even himself. Until a man finds his conviction, he is dead. - My math teacher, today. I should quote him more often. He's great.

Marriage is the only thing in life you should strive to do right. Even at your age, you should already be starting to think about it. Everyone can have money, a big job, and what ever else - but out of all, marriage is truly the one thing that can and should be done right. - Same as above. For some reason it marked me.

A battle analyst. Someone who could analyse and predict what would happen next, in war or life, by accumulating and proccesing facts; what has the most odds of happening according to facts. Teams upon teams of battle analyst in just one's mind. Wouldn't that be interesting? Fonctionality wise, of course.

Beauty is everywhere. Even in the place we'd go lookin' for it last. Even an ant is beautiful. This world has so much beauty to offer, why do so few appreciate to its true value?

Why doesn't the government here doesn't do anything about homeless? Why not give them shelter - a place where they could stay for a while - some money, and send'em to work? Sure, some want drugs and alchool, but not all. Nor even do all the ones that drink wouldn't agree to a second chance, no? Here there's at least half a dozen per street, some even act as such to win money. In France, even though they might not help them back on their feet, they do, or used to so far that I know, pick'em and send them to a little shelter for the night. So why not here? What's so different? Why does Canada always have to be late of about fourty years behind other countries?
"Solution to two of the world's problems: Feed the homeless to the hungry" - unknown

Canada and immigrants(based on what I know and think).
Immigrants come to Canada for a better life because suppositively life in their countries has become unbearable or they have been ejected out of it, for some reason. So, they come here, but why bring all of their customs with them? Or rather, why push their customs into the country they're coming to? Why should the language adapt to people who do not know it rather the people adapting to the language? Even though it might be their religious customs to wear this cloth of clothes over their head, why try pushing it on everyone? This is a free country, but if you allow them to wear this hats, and other articles, where does the others people freedom stands? Why not admit a law that if you want to follow your religious customs you go to a specialised private school for it rather than having your customs in a public school? Not everyone can afford money for private school, but that would then make it a question of faith. Faith and money aren't supposed to be the same, in my opinion, at least. But wouldn't all of this just cause a division in all cultures? And if so, would it benefit anyone or have a bad impact on everything else?

Feelings. Aren't feelings a funny thing? They come, they go. They are there yet you cannot touch'em nor see'em.

End -- ]]> ~MrFluff http://MrFluff.deviantart.com/journal/6723059/ http://MrFluff.deviantart.com/journal/6723059/ Sun, 09 Oct 2005 17:07:14 PDT Yep, great.. I come back and my laptop goes. Doesn't something sound wrong in that? ]]> ~MrFluff http://MrFluff.deviantart.com/journal/6685456/ http://MrFluff.deviantart.com/journal/6685456/ Wed, 05 Oct 2005 09:33:37 PDT Sorry I had to leave like this, I just had personal problems I had to deal with. Now that I've dealt with a few, and will have to wait for most others, I can be back. Sorry to anyone who missed my art(not that anyone has)!
I will try submitting some new work.. some day.... eventually.... before the week of the four Thursdays. Hopefully. Just as some as I actually do something beside writing pointlessly to repeat my previously said.. thing...

Ok, so yeah, that's pretty much it. Thanks for your time. Hope you're all having fun. Now onto replying to stuff and commenting.. ]]> ~MrFluff http://MrFluff.deviantart.com/journal/6378877/ http://MrFluff.deviantart.com/journal/6378877/ Wed, 31 Aug 2005 13:59:23 PDT
Mr Fluff won't be available for the upcoming days, weeks, months, or perhaps even years. Odds are no messages will be answered during that time. Which, officially, starts now.

Have fun and enjoy life. ]]> ~MrFluff http://MrFluff.deviantart.com/journal/6113961/ http://MrFluff.deviantart.com/journal/6113961/ Tue, 02 Aug 2005 15:18:15 PDT [link]

Infatuation is and is not love. I might go against many other thoughts of it, and even my own, but infatuation isn't just lust. It's not a simple obsession. It is mainly an obsession though. Infatuation could be considered a sort of pathway toward real love. A burning, ripping, intense feeling.. Would that be the passion of love? Perhaps, perhaps not. When you infatuate over someone you just fill in the blanks you don't know of the person and don't seek to actually learn more. Or rather just don't feel like you need to. With love, I believe, you want to learn more about the person. You want to know them in and out. You want to understand them. Infatuation blinds you to one's flaws. Hence when you get out of infatuation you might be overwhelmed with all their flaws. Infatuation is being in love with yourself; with love. Infatuation is doubtful, it makes you think you need the person all the time. You feel like you can't live without them - that's just childish though.
Can feeling grows in parallel with infatuation? Perhaps.. that's something I haven't quite figured out, yet. Seems that it's quite possible though.

Personally, I don't believe that infatuation could be the passion of love.. it'd just be too short. Most infatuations last a few months and then die down.
Now, question is, when infatuation ends it just dies down so how can this lead to any real love? From what I've seem to have gathered, simply: We don't let it. Teens don't let love happen. Well, this completly has no real basis but hey, those are my thoughts. Anyway. When infatuation ends and the feelings die down we think we feel nothing for said person, right? Well, it's not all true. We just don't feel the same way. Say that person A has been infatuated over person B and A's infatuation dies down, now A thinks he doesn't have any feelings for A, right(in a common case)? Well, that's not all too true because person A seeks the feelings of infatuation but they just aren't there.. so that's why we think we feel nothing. Now I haven't fully gotten to the part of how the transition between infatuation and love happens because it's still partly confused in my mind.. You have those re-occuring infatuation feelings still coming back, which I believe, only makes the transition more complicated because it plays with your feelings. So when you finally reach the first steps of real love the rest of infatuation kicks in and messes with your mind bringing you back to square one. Here I assume most teens just give up and move on. Hence why "teen love" usualy never lasts. So now.. what if one would actually wait and stick by? Well, that's something I'm still working on. I'd need someone's help but said person isn't available at the moment, so yeah, my personal thoughts will just keep on pouring. But lets say they'd stick by.. hmm... well, there goes the whole compability system, in my opinion. Then again, they say it can take a couple two to three years of dating to realise they are not compatible. Now after all this time love has usualy had the time to grow, but even if the love's there, the improbabilty there acts and they must part.

How does infatuation ends? Well, seems it mostly just goes away.. well, like a "poof". You might come to certain concluions or a decision. Then there's an average two months part where the re-occuring feelings, well, occur. They come and go, like in the last paragraph, it pretty much just mixes you up. You feel "nothing". Then really comes the "make or break" part(from my first entry about infatuation). It's about letting it be, not run after the infatuation's feelings, to see the compability and actually see wheter we can accept the other person's flaws.


Infatuation must be nurished in order to grow into love, if it is not then it can really just die away.

I'm still unsure about the love grows slowly.. well, yes and no. It does grow slowly. Can't say in love you don't get angry at what another, I believe that this is just stupid. I mean, ever seen any couple, even married ones, not fight? I guess not. I believe it's in human nature. We all fight. We all end up getting angry.

Due to some personal issues I can't give the full extent of my thoughts on this but I feel that I've, at least, advanced what infatuation means to me.


(Note: Those are my personal thoughts about infatuation. They don't need or have to agree with your owns.) ]]> ~MrFluff http://MrFluff.deviantart.com/journal/5927186/ http://MrFluff.deviantart.com/journal/5927186/ Wed, 13 Jul 2005 20:47:30 PDT
Broken this fragile little thing now
Broken inside, he just,
He just doesn't know what to do
Broken inside he's lost

All the things he said,
all the things she said
all the things he did
all the pain he received

Broken inside this little thing now
He just wants to stop
Broken inside this little fragile thing now cries
Loosened ties make him linger
Broken dreams tear him up
Oh, oh, oh, broken inside he nows sees
He now sees all he's done
He's now ready,
ready to face the rest, even though he's already hurt to the bone
He's now ready

Oh, still standin' but broken inside he wonders
he wonders.. oh why? why did I have to?
Broken inside he crashes down and cries
Until, until he finally reaslises

Oh! He yells, he runs, he falls,
He breaks, he cries, he misses something inside
Running round he frowns
He just doesn't know what to do

Broken inside he now realise,
that he's the author of his own demise. ]]> ~MrFluff http://MrFluff.deviantart.com/journal/5825534/ http://MrFluff.deviantart.com/journal/5825534/ Sun, 03 Jul 2005 00:04:19 PDT [link]

Personal thought:
What I've gathered about infatuation(before making an actual definition of it for myself) is that it's some sort of fake-love. Something powerful and that burns inside you, something that makes you go crazy over someone you don't really know about. It's some sort of intense obsession. You meet someone, start to like them, see they have common interests and qualities you like and you fill in the blanks about the rest you don't know about and it makes you blind. When you infatuate over someone you won't see any of their flaws, you actually see nothing but those feelings burning inside of you. Infatuation is loving love itself and not the person you're with. Infatuation is nothing really more than an illusion of love. When you infatuate over someone you can't live without them - you need them all the time. You feel and think that you can't live without them. Yet it seems that infatuation may be the first step toward love. In some way and cases. It triggers your interest in someone. But I believe, and I've gathered from people, that other feelings can grow in parallel with infatuation or even from infatuation itself. In rare cases for the latter. So, in some way infatuation is good but in another pretty bad.. During infatuation you might do things that you will regret. When the infatuation dies down you apparently feel normal and it is, apparenly, the "make or break" part of the relationship. For the person who was infatuated. They start to realise the flaws of the other person and have to make a choice wheter they want to continue or not. They realise the person isn't perfect as they thought he/she was. Then again, if you haven't developped any feelings toward the other person from or in parallel with infatuation then I assume it's just over and you don't feel anything for the other person. There's just the break option left and return to normal life.
Now, how does it end? Well, that's pretty much the part I lack most info about and would like to really get some. It seems it just dies away, a sudden realisation of something and.. poof. All the infatuation gone. Then there might be those flickering feelings but.. well, I have a friend who could tell me about it but I can't get my hand on her >.<. So until I can talk to her, or find other people, I can't really say much about this part.
(To be worked on.)



Guideline(of sort):
Author Unknown -

Infatuation is instant desire. It's one set of glands calling to another.
Love is friendship that has caught fire. It takes root and grows one day at a time.
Infatuation is marked by a feeling of insecurity. You are excited and eager, but not genuinely happy. There are nagging doubts, unanswered questions, little bits and pieces about your relationship that you would just as soon not examine too closely. It might spoil the dream.
Love is the quiet understanding and mature acceptance of imperfection. It is real. It gives you strength and grows beyond you, to bolster your beloved. You are warmed by his presence, even when he is away. Miles do not separate you. You want him near, but near or far, you know he is yours and you can wait.
Infatuation says, "We must get married right away. I can't risk losing him!"
Love says, "Be patient. Don't panic. Plan your future with confidence."
Infatuation has an element of sexual desire. Whenever you are together, you hope it will end in intimacy.
Love is the maturation of friendship. You must be friends before you can be lovers.
Infatuation lacks confidence. When he's away, you wonder if he's being faithful. Sometimes, you check.
Love is trust. You are calm, secure, and unthreatened. He feels that trust, and it makes him even more trustworthy.
Infatuation might lead you to do things you'll regret later, but love never will.
Love is an upper. It lifts you up. It makes you look up. It makes you a better person than you were before. ]]> ~MrFluff http://MrFluff.deviantart.com/journal/5375374/ http://MrFluff.deviantart.com/journal/5375374/ Mon, 16 May 2005 16:25:57 PDT
Sad this quote has to be real sometimes, no? ]]> ~MrFluff http://MrFluff.deviantart.com/journal/5297850/ http://MrFluff.deviantart.com/journal/5297850/ Sat, 07 May 2005 22:52:05 PDT ~MrFluff