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However, I AM rather glad to be coming home.... I didn't know how I was going to survive missing Christmas with my family!!!

So yeah... that is what's up....

left on a monday.....returning on a monday....ironic....

]]> ~Mtyugi http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/27677518/ http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/27677518/ Fri, 09 Oct 2009 22:00:59 PDT
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

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Me go to Japan next Monday, August 31st. Me freaking out. Me is going to spontaneously combust.

*BOOM*



hee hee................

]]> ~Mtyugi http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/26586452/ http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/26586452/ Fri, 14 Aug 2009 09:39:18 PDT I have made my loan payments......... umm... took my morning nap..... eh heh heh......

Right now? well, I've watched some old episodes of America's Next Top Model and am now flipping back and forth between Animal Cops San Francisco and Project Runway........... yay me.......

So what am I doing on the internets??......well, I had to do a couple of things...... for reals!!........ but now..... I don't really have to..... *whistles and looks around*

But, my plan for the rest of the day is:

1) Rosetta Stone Japanese Lessons......Maybe Three throughout the day??? Please??
2) Clean MAH ROOM!!
3) Start packing for Japan
4) Paint mah luggage............ (3 & 4 will be once I get the first two done..... sigh.... )

So on project runway they have to make outfits including plants--its pretty cool!! Aw crap! I think I found something else to be distracted by!!! Curses!!! lol

]]> ~Mtyugi http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/26303235/ http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/26303235/ Fri, 31 Jul 2009 17:36:17 PDT I've made up my mind,
it isn't going to change.
You're bound to me forever
whether you like it or not.

Didn't you read the contract?
How about the fine print?
I come with a price,
a maintenance fee so to speak.

No "ifs," "ands," or "buts!"
I am yours and yours alone.
No one may lay a hand on me
unless that hand is you.

But you know me better than that,
I won't keep you against your will.
In the end I want you to be happy.

If I am not the one who brings you joy
then do what you must and leave me here.

If I am the one who brings you joy
then hold me close and never let me go.

]]> ~Mtyugi http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/26255796/ http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/26255796/ Wed, 29 Jul 2009 13:35:45 PDT
They were able to use different knock-out juice on me so I wouldn't be a total zombie for the rest of the day.......although, I do like my happeh juice!!! heh heh......(I am not a druggie.....srlsy...... :-P )


Sigh, on a less lighter note, my boyfriend found out today that the little boy he donated bone marrow to twice just died......... So now he will be even more distant and for all I know he may not even call me tonight....... I want to be able to comfort him but in situations like this he needs to be alone.........if it were me, I would want someone around, I would want someone to hold me and etc........

I feel so useless....... blargh....... hmph...

]]> ~Mtyugi http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/26029556/ http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/26029556/ Sat, 18 Jul 2009 16:27:54 PDT *shrugs* I dunno...whatever..


So what am I doing?? I am not taking concerta and instead taking strattera. Big funs. ... ... ... actually not so much. Since concerta is a stimulant, I feel reeeeallly tired. ick....and depressed...... and angry....but some of that I think is due to that time of the month coming up...... Weeeee......... *falls on face*

Ok...I don't feel like typing anymore..... you will just have to read my mind to know what is going on cuz I don't feel like communicating verbally or transcribing it..... I am just lazy and will think about cool fanart pictures I could draw if I could get myself to actually try to do it and watch stupid cat videos b/c I am a crazy cat person who is very allergic to cats...........ramble....ramble.......ramble.....r..aamb..le.......

*booooom*!!!!!! .........my brain 'sploded.......now i have to clean up....ick....
jk (for those of you who really thought my brain exploded... )

]]> ~Mtyugi http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/25778611/ http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/25778611/ Mon, 06 Jul 2009 16:19:25 PDT

Not much to say at the moment..... my head is a little dead from being back at work and getting over being sick. Weeeeeeeeeeeee......

Ok...I'm gonna go look at Xel/Filia stuff cuz it makes meh happeh!! Duurr!!!!





P.S. We had to put down one of the baby coons (the one that I tried to help) and we caught the other one and gave set it free out in the woods with some foods (we called someone who deals with coons).

]]> ~Mtyugi http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/25279423/ http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/25279423/ Fri, 12 Jun 2009 19:12:00 PDT
My mom and I were sure he was/is in pain and she offered to put it down....... I know I couldn't do it....... I ended up putting it in a shorter tree with a bigger crook. Hopefully he won't get too gutsy and decided to wander around...... I don't want it to meet our cats.... :S I'm hoping it isn't there in the morning but I have a feeling it will be....... maybe it will pass away during the night and won't be in (if it is already) anymore pain.........I dunno...... ............. que sera sera...... it is time for bed.......

]]> ~Mtyugi http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/25220810/ http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/25220810/ Tue, 09 Jun 2009 16:27:47 PDT I don't enjoy talking with him on the phone because I usually end up crying...which is my fault since I continually bring up shit he can't take care of!! *pulls hair out*

I just want to be near him............. . . .

]]> ~Mtyugi http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/25050716/ http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/25050716/ Sun, 31 May 2009 12:18:05 PDT
'Nough said.

*NOM*

]]> ~Mtyugi http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/24844119/ http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/24844119/ Tue, 19 May 2009 17:37:59 PDT
This afternoon I learned this:

*ahem*

HOLY CRAP BATMAN I AM MORE THAN LIKELY GOING TO JAPAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

**SQUEEEEEEEEE**

O_O .........*blink blink*............*screams, runs in a circle, falls onto the floor, twitches for a bit, rolls around, twitches some more, then dies*....(jk!)





]]> ~Mtyugi http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/24826372/ http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/24826372/ Mon, 18 May 2009 16:52:14 PDT

Today was pretty good but got kinda craptastic when the boy called me after work......... I don't know why I got so frumpy.....I was happy to hear his voice but...... it still was the same old conversation that included (multiple times might I add) "what are you thinking?.....nothing.....what are you thinking?......nothing".................. *bangs head against wall* For the love of pete!!!!! ggrrr......... I have taken to saying the same thing he always said b/c I am sick of making ALL of the conversation!!!!! Gah!!.......... I love that boy to pieces but I feel like I am becoming less and less like the person he originally fell in love with!....... I should be happy that I can talk to him every night but...... It is hard for me to understand him when we hardly are around one another...... It is also hard for me to tell if he really is trying or not...... whether he is actually listening or just tuning me out.........

Maybe I am frustrated that I keep trying to better myself and think that since I am doing this, he should too!...... I constantly worry about what he is doing or thinking....... I feel like he doesn't want to try and keep up with me while I dont' want to slow down to his pace........ I don't want to be with anyone else.....I honestly cannot see myself with another person...... I feel that this can work between us........I know it can.....I just need some space I guess..... I dunno......

I think I'm just beating a dead horse..........eew......... :S yucky..... lol I miss him........... I wish we could be closer.........

que sera sera!!! I am not giving up on him what-so-ever!! LOVE SHALL PREVAIL!!!!! and furry kittens..... cannot forget the furry kittens!! lol



Yesterday was 1 year since I graduated...... *blink blink* wow.... O_O

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]]> ~Mtyugi http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/23850559/ http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/23850559/ Mon, 23 Mar 2009 14:41:42 PDT

~An ache in my heart

"If time could stand still, what would it sound like?

Would it be silent?

But so deafening you hurt?

Would it be peaceful, like a cool autumn evening.
The sun slowly setting behind the trees, each leaf says goodbye with every ray of the sun.
The shadow of the trees grow larger, quietly reaching for the night.
The echo off their branches creates mystery among outsiders.

I don't want to leave."



......*blink blink* ......oooookaaay....... herm.... maybe that wasn't as cool as I thought it was *sweatdrop*........meh....oh well.... I like parts of it...... I will mention that I gave it a title just now!! heh heh...... woo hoo.....lol

Anyway, I guess I should go and eat food now.....my boyfriend just called so I feel a little bit...well, a lot better now....it was kind of like a reassuring hug... mmmm...those are very nice! Yes yes!

Laters!

Oh, P.S. My mood isn't really suffering...I just can't resist the icon....it cracks me up sometimes...........like....a lot..... heh heh.... *insert goofy grin here!*

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Totally caught up on my naruto scans and there are not enough angry sounds in my language that can describe my frustrations...... yep..


What the Flying Floogle????!!!!!!!!! Everybody is dying and there is no way for them to survive..... this is getting ridiculous!!!!!
Whhyyyy!!!!???? Why are you dying/??????



Maybe they won't really be dead..... I just can't believe kishimoto would leave some of the best characters' death scenes so....so... umph-less...... (don't ask)
I am just going to continue my delusion that everyone will be okay and that Sasuke will die..... jk....lol lol anyway... that is my rant....

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I am in debt up to my eyeballs!!!! GROWL!!!!!!! From the way things are looking, I will be making monthly payments of at least $400.00 a month!!! F O R E V E R !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WWWAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!.............. What the crap man..... sheesh...... *grumble grumble*.......



........ I have 1,242 deviations I have to go through..... yikes!! eh heh heh.....

]]> ~Mtyugi http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/20490784/ http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/20490784/ Sun, 14 Sep 2008 14:12:07 PDT dear God...I can't do anything without her asking every five minutes!!! sigh.....oh well....it isn't so bad....I just miss it a lot.... Well, I'm still alive for anyone who was wonderin...Miss ya all!

Toodles!

]]> ~Mtyugi http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/18645169/ http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/18645169/ Tue, 03 Jun 2008 13:09:34 PDT I will mention that I beat my first video game since being home..... Onimusha!! *blink blink* My brother didn't even beat that one.... hee hee!! But for sereals (that is my new word for "serious/seriously"), that was that last game in the world I thought I would ever beat!! hrmm... go figure!!!

Now I am playing Kingdom Hearts!!! WOOT!!.....lol I think that when I finish that one I am going to steal my friend Eric's KH2 hee hee.... But yeah.... anyway!!


Went to Las Vegas for a week and it was pretty cool! More details later!!! I promise!!

umm... what else?? Oh, I have a TON of fanfiction to catch up on.... that is, if any have been updated since May 17..... dunno.... I am going through some internet withdrawls.... its sad but not life and death!! lol I get to talk to my boyfriend every night (I am really really spoiled... :S )

I really want to make an AMV but we'll see..... I have a lot that I want to do but right now there are things that I need to do that come first.... weeee! lol

Okie dokie then!! Take care all and I'll ttyl!!!

]]> ~Mtyugi http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/18344384/ http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/18344384/ Thu, 15 May 2008 22:31:31 PDT
.......*stares off into space* :0_o: yeeaaah............ Not sure how I feel yet.... it keeps changing......

I still have a ton of crap to pack before my mom comes tomorrow.... well... I guess I have a little more time then that..... I told her I was going to do some packing tonight but didn't get around to it due to some needed conversation with the boy.

I just wrote a little bit about my internship this semester 'cause I need to get a summary/reflection paper turned in to my adviser.... eh heh heh... At least I have a little bit of a head start for tomorrow morning....... 8:00 to be more precise..... blech.... but I've been putting it off for too long.... (whoopsie!! lol ) Meh.... tomorrow/today (it is 1:28am) is going to be a long one I think.... fun hopefully.... but long... sigh.... lol

Anyways, I am hoping to get in at least one more entry before I head back home to the land of no internets.... I know I have to be brave!!! lol Ok.... I need to look up one more non-important-anime-pairing-fanfiction before I finally go to bed!!
Night-Night!!

]]> ~Mtyugi http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/18140843/ http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/18140843/ Fri, 02 May 2008 22:08:35 PDT


Z. O. M. G!!!!!


IRON MAN is Teh AWESOME!!!!!

I haven't stopped geeking out about this movie for about an hour now!



It was great! A pleasant surprise!!

Go! See! Win!!!!




]]> ~Mtyugi http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/18093713/ http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/18093713/ Tue, 29 Apr 2008 21:17:27 PDT
Saturday night was filled with drama-licious-ness and then some...... I learned a few things..... 1) Thank the Lord for level headed friends and boyfriends during times of random-vengeful-rage... They keep you from making an ass out of yourself and from lowering yourself to your "opponents'" level. lol 2) I love my friends 3) I don't think I'm as angry as I used to be at her.... after what she did this Saturday I find myself feeling sad for her..... I can't tell if its pity or disappointment... 4) I like woodchuck cider (beer stuffs of some kind) but only once in a great great while 5) Apples to Apples is amazingly fun!!
I think thats it for now...... I've been working on my art history stuffs for this friday.... Is crazy but happy!! WEE!! lol Anyway.... night night!!

]]> ~Mtyugi http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/17998301/ http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/17998301/ Wed, 23 Apr 2008 20:08:42 PDT

Ha Ha.... Yeeaaah.......

Guess what still needs to be typed?..... eeh heh....

oops....


Don't worry... I'm working on it!! Just taking a little break... lol



]]> ~Mtyugi http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/17976733/ http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/17976733/ Tue, 22 Apr 2008 13:54:24 PDT


HAyeeeeeee!!!!!!!! GUeSs What???

I have a history paper due this Thursday.....10 pages.... heh heh... yeah..... The beginning of the semester was going well for me research wise...... woopsy!!! *whistles* Do-dee-doo!! Haha.... lol It will be done one way or another!! In the name of Justice!!!!!!!!!!!.......... ....blink blink..... ooookaay.....


Meh... It'll get done......



]]> ~Mtyugi http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/17965179/ http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/17965179/ Mon, 21 Apr 2008 18:34:29 PDT


Sometimes boys are dumb.

The End.



]]> ~Mtyugi http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/17897182/ http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/17897182/ Thu, 17 Apr 2008 14:09:29 PDT

Ok not really.....lol

In my Modern East Asian History class we were discussing the Tienanmen square incident while a small protest group made its way through campus. There has been discussion of equipping some of Calvin's campus safety officers with guns. Fun Fun! I think it would be great if campus security could steer away from obtaining guns. I didn't realize we needed them.... Why not try a taser first? (on a random note, apparently "taser" is not a word... ) Anyway! I was told there are many requirements that would need to be fulfilled before the school would be able to acquire guns.

Where was I going with this again....... oh yeah!! It was a little funny (I feel blasphemous saying this ) to see/hear the protest... it was almost cute.... Come on! I heard them laughing at one point....and not angry laughter......hmph! lol

It was cool to be witnessing it but at the same time I wondered, "have they really heard both sides?" I do not know!! I don't even know who would ultimately be the one deciding everything! meh....
It was interesting to compare such a peaceful protest to the one in Tienanmen.....

What a coinky-dink......


I have new phrases that I would like to try out in the future... heh heh...

1) Sore was himitsu desu! --> That's a secret! (Its from Slayers :3 )
2) "And cut!" --> Jim Gaffigan (in regards to stopping someone in mid-boring-crappy conversation
........... hmm... I thought I had more.... oh well!! lol

]]> ~Mtyugi http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/17836597/ http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/17836597/ Sun, 13 Apr 2008 17:27:37 PDT .....I began to look for the series with the most stories and here is what I found:


Coming in at third place is Yu-Gi-Oh at 44,018 stories written so far.


Taking second place is Inuyasha with a whopping 79, 119.



And the anime/manga that takes home the gold is...........Naruto....
you'll never guess how many fics have been written..... seriously, you won't even come close...... 135,243 *blink blink* ....




So yeah, I thought that was amusing............ then I ran into the "games" section.... heh heh.....


Did you know, there are 608 fics written for Grand Theft Auto?
Is there even an actual storyline to the game? I thought it was just some jerk running around stealing/beating/screwing/shooting/etc. meh...

This next one has to be my favorite....... TETRIS!! it has 55 stories!!! No offense...but how the heck do you write a fanfiction to that??????? I mean.... come on..... seriously...... I don't even want to know..... lol

The numbers here were:
3rd place Pokemon 19,277 (Chels will like this!)
2nd place Final Fantasy VII 21,341 (wuwu!...even though I have not played the game....hehheh..... )
and in 1st is Kingdom Hearts with 32,603....wow..... lol although, it has nothing on Naruto!! lol sheesh.....

There ya go! Some random funny stuffs.....lol



*Edit: Along with Tetris...I also discovered SkiFree.....you know that game that came with Windows (I think) where you were the little guy on skis and kept skiing forever until the weird monster ate you??? Anyone?? lol But yeah..... interesting.....

]]> ~Mtyugi http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/17769375/ http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/17769375/ Wed, 09 Apr 2008 18:39:16 PDT *Nyuck Nyuck!*

Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..............

I got to put in my Aloys Bilz exhibit at the Spring Lake Library! I was kinda nervous considering I was unable to find a lot of artifacts for it. Thankfully, I had just enough (aka the items were large enough to take up space, and I had a bit of signage and photos to spread around) It actually came out nicely! I'm just glad its done with! Huzzah!! I think I still have one more to do though.... but this one should have more artifacts and what not! Yay!

I don't like feeling moody and angsty........... rawr
That lovely time of the month is just taking its good old time to actually start.....gah....I know its going to start one of these friggin days..... Blargh!! Sigh.... oh wells!! lol

I have decided that I really can't wait to take care of my own living space someday..... Don't get me wrong, I have enjoyed living with other people.....its just......I get tired of having to take care of chores by myself because no one else will do it!! *snarls* Dis does not pweez me....harumph!! Bah... we're almost to the end of the semester...... ack!! I don't want to think about it!!! I'm excited yet scared out of my mind!!!

But no worries..... no siree!! Nada.....none..... absolutely not..... Heh Heh.... okay okay.... maybe a little.... I think my biggest concerns are my two ten page papers..... One is just a history paper that I think I can handle.......however the other one is for the Art History Symposium..... that one I get to read in front of a bunch of people and show off what I was supposed to be learning these past years................. Yeah right..... Que Sera Sera!!! It will be okay.... God always takes care of me..... hee hee... I just keep forgetting to relax and trust! lol

Well, anyways.... I am gonna go and kill some stuff on Diablo!! Muwahaha!!!!

]]> ~Mtyugi http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/17625756/ http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/17625756/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 08:32:12 PDT Aha!!! I figured it out!!! (I hope!!! )

What is it you may ask?? My friggin icon is a mudclop-flop thingy m'bob......and apparently so is everyone else's!! lol April fools??? lol I want my icon back....

]]> ~Mtyugi http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/17428708/ http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/17428708/ Thu, 20 Mar 2008 15:36:31 PDT heh heh..... me likes dis..... I also have plans tonight to call my friend and be Alltel buddies!!! Weeeeeee!!!!!! *rolls around on ground wiggling* He and I studied for our Nihongo tests.... banzai desu.... koneko ga hoshii desu!!! I am just glad it is done with...... blech..... but anyways..... he and I had troubles staying focused..... well, I think he had troubles....hee heee....he kept talking on da phone wif his boyfriend....I had to smack him a couple of times to keep him in line.... Just kidding!! But we really didn't want to study....we were in the tired/giddy phase...... It was great! lol Ok... I want to reads my fanfic and proly look at some LOLcats stuffs and hopefully stop typing/speaking/whatever in LOLspeak... heh heh..... Laters!!!

]]> ~Mtyugi http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/17146192/ http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/17146192/ Sun, 02 Mar 2008 09:42:26 PST
--->[link]

Definitely check out the FAQ section--->Flat Earth Questions & Clarification .........be warned...... their answers are so profound that your IQ may drop a little..... XD heh heh..... Anyways....


Things are going better...... I am busying myself with research on Hiroshima and Nagasaki........ very intense stuff........

]]> ~Mtyugi http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/16959156/ http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/16959156/ Tue, 19 Feb 2008 09:31:18 PST , and I noticed a few things...

For one, I never thought that "confusion" could be an actual side effect... ...I just have this mental picture of myself running around frantically saying "I'm so confused! I'm so confused!" and then running into a wall...... lol

Next, I noticed that a few of the side effects listed are also listed under "overdose." Now, what are you supposed to do when you may be experiencing some or one of the "Possible Side Effects"?? How do you know whether you overdosed?? *please note that I am being sarcastic in my observations lol*

Lastly, my wart medication stuffs has the symbol you usually see on dirty needle disposal boxes..... ew...It also says "this medication is used for chemotherapy."..... Soo...is it a little like chemotherapy??.... Warnings for it include loss of hair and a bunch of other stuff.... Anyway.... I just thought I would rant a little about that cuz it amused me... heh heh....

Otay... ttyls!!

]]> ~Mtyugi http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/16934341/ http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/16934341/ Sun, 17 Feb 2008 18:28:23 PST

Soo.... I spent the last two hours or so trying to write a paper but failed miserably due to freakage-out of the mind....thankfully for you folks I journaled much of what was going through my mind and will now transcribe it again here for your entertainment!!
I will warn you that it has no fluidity and is very stupid. I will do my best to separate thoughts with emoticons. Have fun!

*Ahem*

"I hate her. I can't stand how stupid and mean she is. Why does he have to like her? She is cruel and mean to everyone. She is only nice when she wants something. I hate it when he tells me in that tone of voice "not to worry b/c she won't be there if that's what you're thinking." Of course I worry! I'm still angry at her for what happened and I'm still angry that you keep going over there!
I don't want to write this stupid paper for History. I read the book--can't that be enough? I don't know what the heck to say! I can't write 3 pages on stuff the characters "might" have dealt with!
Why does he have to play D & D till 11:00?! HATE HATE HATE!!! Stupid Paper!! Why can't it be due Thursday?!
Sometimes I wish I could punch her in the face.
Yeah...I don't know what the heck to write...Maybe I'll wait till I get everyone's copy & see how they did it. Yup...definitely feeling anxious.
FUCK!!! I need to console myself with sweets...
Why are girls so annoying? ...I'm referring to two over in the back corner of the FishHouse.
Gah.... Sometimes, and when I say 'sometimes' I mean a lot, I wish there was some way I could make Eric jealous of me...like I am of him when he goes to play D & D. You know what bothers me? When he comes back all happy & stuff from there.
This isn't healthy. It's annoying and frustrating and scary.
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Sooo today it was about forty degrees and rainy...... now we have a few inches of snow and about twenty-something degrees.... sheesh!! Well, that is MI for ya!!! sigh.... But yeah... it really is crazygonuts out there.... Its all like "WOOOOOSSSSSHH!!! I will eat your babies!!!! SPIIIIISSHH!!!!!! WHirl WHirl Whirl!!!" ...... yeah.... cuz that is what happens when the weather gets weird.... it starts yelling at you and threatening you..... and makes up noises....... lol Anyway!! I have to get to bed!! Ttyl!!!

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If you can't tell I just watched the most recent episodes and they were great!!!! OMGshOMGshOMGshOMGsh!!!!!!! HeeHEEheehEEhEEE!!!!!!!

No...srsly..... its a fantastic show.... :bouncy: It makes me soooo happy to know that there is at least ONE good US cartoon series!!! Sigh....... *SniFF!!* It dun makes me proud!!! *wipes tear* Thank you Bryan Konietzko and Michael Dante DiMartino!!!!! Thank you!!!!! *Deeply Bows* Doomo arigatou gozaimasu!!!



*pants* Okay.... now that I have caught up on Avatar.... I need to study my kanji for class today..... before 1:30....and take a shower....and eat lunch..... yeah..... ok...... Ready?............ Set!!!!!!............GOOOO!!!!!!

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BYE!!!

P.S. My brother got me Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children!!!!! *Insert obnoxious fangirl squeal of doom* BooYah!! I was sooo excited..... I watched the entire thing yesterday.... heh heh .....

P.S.S. My boyfriend comes to visit tomorrow!!! WEEEEEE!!!!! Yay LOve!!!

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I hate feeling this way......I feel like I can never catch up..... I try and I try and it never works........ I have no drive left.....

I'm just so stuck......so much that I am at the point where I honestly cannot function.......I hate it..... I can't do anything right......

Being a kind person just isn't enough..... I don't know what to do..... I don't want to be here anymore...... just put me somewhere else..... I don't care......

I can't do this anymore........ don't want to do this anymore..... I feel so useless......

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[link] Crowfeathers


[link] Flipside


[link] Marry Me


[link] KhaosKomix


[link] Alien Dice

]]> ~Mtyugi http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/14553223/ http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/14553223/ Sat, 08 Sep 2007 22:58:19 PDT I am very happy to see that they are still making more episodes for it; OAVs though..... I still get confused with that terminology....... hrrmm.. oh well!! Oki doki.... I needs to get my rests...... churchy-poo tomorrow with the boy!! Weeeeeee!!!! Otay.... bye bye!!!

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...... for those that don't..... I shall mention them.... :




See you all soon!!!

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Gah!!!!!!!!!!!


That is all I have to say now....

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*whole face twitches*
How can there be sooo friggin much to do right now??? Sure I'm working and taking a summer class but holy snap-crackle-and-pop batman!!
My mom and I are STILL working on filling out my FAFSA!! GAH! Stupid tax forms and their stupid stupidness!!! Just gimmie munny now dammit!!! rrrrr....

I still haven't unpacked my stuff yet......but this is sort of a good thing... it means my room isn't a complete disaster zone... just a slightly cluttered one.....

I have come to the realization that I don't have money.... well, I mean I do... but I don't...... I'm realizing that I have to be extremely careful when I spend my money........ "Wait--you mean money doesn't just grow on trees??!!!" so yeah...... gotta work on that.....

ok...now I'm bored with typing..... and I have to go to work pretty soon.... boo urns..... I want to sleep... or watch tv.... or play on the internet...... holy wah.... the temperature in my room is currently: 82 degrees.... maybe I should go to work.... blargh

Bye bye!

P.S. I haven't forgotten my buddies!!! I'm sorry for not commenting or messaging or whatever!!! I wuffles you all!!

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I'm Dooooone!!!!!! No more finals!!! Oh yeah! Oh yeah!!! now I die... lol


Going to be rather busy the next few days....I'm sure no one will miss me.... :S jk !! ;D Anyway!!! Must shower, play some DnD then go to my new place!! WEEEE!!! *Runs around room with arms waving in air*
mm Kay Bye!!!!!

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starting to get slightly stressed....... but I'm really excited about moving out...... wee!!

Hmm....... bed might be a good thing to do early tonight..... nah... lol

P.S. I like Bleach.....

P.S.S My mouth is dry.....I drink some water..... does it help.... nope
My hands are dry.... I put some lotion on.... .....umm ...one moment........aaah...... much better....
My room is really dry.... blech.....
My tummy hurts.... like it wants food or something....but I"m not hungry and I've already drank a little water.... I don't want to drink too much otherwise I'll be up all night..... *pouts* oh well....

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SOOOOO I got a bunch of Japanese homework done today....err...yesterday....it being after midnight and all...but it is done nonetheless!!!! I still have an uber amount left but it is a little less than it was before!! So that makes me very happy.....also academic advising went rather well! YAY!!

Random tangent attack!!! Everytime I watch Miami Ink I want to get a tattoo..... I have been thinking about it for awhile now and am pretty sure I'd like to get one.....but just an itty bitty one..... Just the kanji for "Hope" or the phrase "One full of hope" in Japanese..... cuz I'm a dork like that.... but anyway.... I love that show and the artists are amazing!! I just get blown away by how skilled they are!! Sigh... I wuffles art..... *daydreams of furry animals in a field....by a lake..... in Idaho....... :0_o: umm.... (don't ask... lol)

I finished painting my mini!! Weee!! *does the Chelsea roll: roll roll* I had found a mini figurine of .....well, not a halfing sorceress... but hey, it is female!! It is actually supposed to be a ghost or something but I decided that it is my character with "enlarge person" cast on her and she has the ability to fly...so there!! lol

ummm....what else.....there was one more thing I wanted to babble about....oh yeah!! I took a loooong shower and sort of cleaned the bathtub...... I have no idea why I was in the mood to take a scrubby pad and well, "scrub" the heck out of the tile and such..... oh well... it looks pretty now so that is happy!

............ok... so me is done rambling for now..... I go to look at other peeps stuffs..... fun fun!! lol good night my loves!!!

Random Shouts to some random (and awesome!) peeps!!:

I'm sooo sorry I haven't hung out with you or hardly written you!! I do miss you too and haven't forgotten about you!! I wuuuuvs you!!! Are you going to be around this summer??

and I love you gals!! You both are the best!!!! Weeee!!!

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Let's see....... brothers are dumb sometimes, friends are amazing, buying vegetables that you know you will eat is happy, warm sunny weather makes life full of smiles, unexpected deaths are heartbreaking, praying helps to ease that pain, giving praise for what we are given is a must.....even if it isn't always joyful or pleasant....

So basically, I have to speak with my brother about some stuff, my friends are amazingly and wonderfully understanding and kind ( and Thank you!!!), purchasing healthier food makes me feel ....well...healthier..lol, the weather has been hot and sunny.... yay!, my friend in Mexico lost his father recently.....my heart goes out to him and his family....

Only a few more weeks left of school and I am bound and determined to pass my Japanese class!!! I just can't wait to move out of the apartments here and get into my own room!! I love my roomates but I miss having my own bedroom.....

Now I must look at some devart stuff and hopefully jump into the shower......without injuring myself....lol

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Freaking "A" dudes!!! God decided to dump a butt load of snow on us the second week into April...... no clue what he was thinking... than again, if I did I probably wouldn't be here...... umm the wind just picked up.... eehh heh heh.... lol

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Spring break was simply wonderful! The weather was great and I was surrounded by kind, "non-toxic" people!! What I mean is, I hung out with happy and uplifting people. Yay!!!!
I'm really thankful today for the people in my life, the gorgeous weather, and high spirits! Even with the random errands and homework I have to do and have yet to catch up on, it really helps feeling like this!! Huzzah!!!


Oh oh!! I have to get this off of my shoulders....... I LOVE NARUTO!! The manga..... heh heh...... I downloaded the two most recent chapters and am very very pleased with the current situation.... *devilish grin* Otay... that is all..... bye bye

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WUWUWUWUWUWUWUWUWUUWWUWUUuUUUUUUU!!!!


*pant* *pant*.....*deep breath*......

WUWUWWUUWUWUWWUUWUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok..... Sorry I haven't kept up with journaling but whatevs..... hee hee... I just wanted to wish everyone a happy spring break (those who are on it) and will see you all soon!!!! WEEEEEEE!!
HUGS FOR EVERYONE!!!

Be safe, have fun!!!!


Love you all!!!!!!!!! bye bye!!!

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Would somebody tell me why the I couldn't fall asleep until 4:30 in the FLIPPING MORNING????!!!!!! *runs away screaming and arms a'flailing* NOOOO!!!!!!! WWAAAAHHH!!!....... It's ok... I only have exams this week..... for instance.... in less than an HOUR!!!!! *bangs head on desk*

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Yup.... the weather is uber crazy-go-nuts-wanna-rip-your-face-off snowing right now.....and all I want to do is curl up on my computer chair and read warm-fuzzy-fanfiction about Sakura & Kakashi.... ...... I know that many people think it's gross but....I just can't really see anyone else who is as mature as Sakura....(the older Sakura that is.. ) mmmm sigh....... ok...now that I've said that, I'm going to proceed in my reading!!!

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Evil Plan---[link] ]]> ~Mtyugi http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/11985154/ http://Mtyugi.deviantart.com/journal/11985154/ Tue, 27 Feb 2007 09:12:22 PST

I just recently discovered that Earl is no more!!! *cries* All that is left of him is a pile of crumbled snow.......

Oh how we shall miss you Earl.

Ok, now for a short rant..... It isn't that big of a deal that the snowman/monster thing was destroyed however, it is kind of mean....... *shakes fist at snowmen killers* If you really wanted to smash something then make your own friggin snow dude and then attack it. grr..... oh well.... it was fun while it lasted!!!!!

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yup.... I saw it today!! Weee!!!! I think some parts could be better but.... meh.... Anyway... I needs to go to bed.... Can't wait to have my D&D character introduced into Mike's campaign later today!!!..... hee hee

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So boxes of kittens make me happy along with getting sleep and other stuff...... Umm..... babble babble babble..... I'm not bored...just, well, I really don't know what I should call it....... but I'm not doing what I should be doing... ......lol ok... me go now..... thank you for sharing this moment of idiocy with me!

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