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deviantART: by:Muffinhands http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Muffinhands&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Muffinhands en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 09 Dec 2009 21:12:07 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Spring is here again http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/17844183/ http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/17844183/ Mon, 14 Apr 2008 07:05:43 PDT
To anyone who has been trying to contact me on this account - I am mostly logged onto my other fanart/fiction account. I might check this one every other month or so - so I'm sorry I missed your messages.

Please contact me here:

My goodness! I had a lot of spammers on my front page while I was away! O_O I guess I'll have to get to hiding those messages!

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]]> ~Muffinhands Photography and painting http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/13102959/ http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/13102959/ Sat, 26 May 2007 15:56:05 PDT
All of my Dirge stuff is on Restrictor and anything left here (like my Inu-Yasha and DBZ stuffs) is going into my scraps bin (because IÂm too lazy to transfer it over into my other scraps bin hehe). So, IÂm going to start deleting all of my Dirge stuff here.

Which means IÂm removing my photographs and paintings from Restrictor and moving them here.

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My Final Fantasy, Silent Hill stuff has been moved to

*All DBZ and Inu things will be in scraps

]]> ~Muffinhands Ive moved to Restrictor http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/12611643/ http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/12611643/ Thu, 24 May 2007 07:48:23 PDT

IÂve moved to

- I am going to start moving all pictures to Restrictor (most of my old DBZ pictures will go in my scraps gallery there). Pictures that are already up on Restrictor will be deleted here. I'm going to put my works into my favorites (from this day back) so there will be links here.

After I am finished moving (completely) I won't log into Muffinhands again.

Thanks for all the comments and favorites on this page. Many

Âs to all!

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My Final Fantasy, Silent Hill, and old *DBZ stuffs have been moved to

*All DBZ things will be in scraps ]]> ~Muffinhands Moving Soon http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/12571046/ http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/12571046/ Thu, 12 Apr 2007 18:12:35 PDT

I wont be moving my things there, everything is staying here and Im just going to link back to my old site. So Im not unfaving anything or unfriending anyone on this one. :3

Since I dont have a subscription yet Im just going to put everyone Im watching on an icon on my journal for now. Also Im going to be re-faving my watch friends works again. So double faved. Yay. :3 I figured that since traffic wont be going through here much after the move is complete its only right to still have my friends pictures show up. :3 Itll probably take me a while to get all the faves down and the icons up. I think In Moments was my last submission here though.

Ill make sure I note everyone when the move is complete. :3

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Quiz Link:
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This is sooooo me:
You are mostly seme. You come across as seme, and most people recognize that. But, there are a few who see you as a challenge and will try to tame you. A select few can, but most fall before your dominance. You are strong, but you probably do not wish this and are looking for the one to leash you.

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Clubs:
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Uke Weiss Series (all lemony and downright raunchy):

Just the Same Nero/Weiss Complete. [link]

Lets Talk Nero/Weiss the Sequel to Just the Same Complete. [link]

In Moments Nero/Weiss Angst, Weiss/Restrictor (NC) The Prequel to Just the Same I suggest you read the others first as this one might put you off. Complete. [link]

My Home Nero/Weiss, Weiss/Restrictor. Sequel to Lets Talk. In Progress. [link] ]]> ~Muffinhands 100 Manga Challenge Update http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/12493816/ http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/12493816/ Sat, 07 Apr 2007 08:45:04 PDT
1. Introduction
2. Love: [link]
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven: [link]
8. Innocence: [link]
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile: [link]
15. Silence
16. Questioning: [link]
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation: [link]
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat: [link]
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking: [link]
26. Tears: [link]
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness: [link]
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night: [link]
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure: [link]
37. Eyes: [link]
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams: [link]
40. Rated
41. Teamwork: [link]
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family: [link]
47. Creation
48. Childhood: [link]
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought: [link]
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting: [link]
56. Danger Ahead: [link]
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out: [link]
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale: [link]
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror: [link]
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody: [link]
68. Hero
69. Annoyance: [link]
70. 67%
71. Obsession: [link]
72. Mischief Managed: [link]
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror: [link]
76. Broken Pieces: [link]
77. Test
78. Drink: [link]
79. Starvation
80. Words: [link]
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal: [link]
84. Out Cold: [link]
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food: [link]
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle: [link]
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have: [link]
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation: [link]

Challenge by: [link]

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http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/12443206/ Tue, 03 Apr 2007 10:52:31 PDT
I think I'm getting the hang of my own style finally and at least I think some of my characters are starting to look similar no matter what.

Well, XD now I want to try something different. I think I got the lips the way I want them (still need work doing them the same all the time - but it's pretty much how I want them.

Now I want to work on my face shapes some more (I think they are more or less alright - but I'd like to make them much better). I'm going to be looking at pictures from "Tramps Like Us" for facial shapes and if you read it - the poses will probably look very familiar. I've worked from it twice before and I've got to say... loved how the faces turned out.

I'll probably be posting stuff also in the fashion of Miwa Ueda. She is my hero. :3 "Peach Girl" was one of the first (if not the first) manga I ever picked up and read religiously until the end of the series (or so I thought Saes story is out now

!). "Peach Girl" was also the first gift my husband ever game me so it has sentimental value too. I'm going to be working with their eyes because I freakin love how she does their eyes and I would love it if I could make that part of my style as well.

The nice thing about all of this is I dont think my style is TOO far off (Ill never be as good as either of them) but I think compared to my style its doable.

One reason I will be going directly from the books themselves is because I found when I was younger copying over and over again really helped a lot with developing how to draw. I used to draw pictures of Gargoyles (the Disney ones) my style looked pretty American cartoonish.

Im hoping by going from the drawings again and again (using them as a crutch) that Ill eventually be able to do it from my imagination or looking at live human models (which Ive taken up recently).

Wish me luck!

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- Paul - my big little brother.

- David - my taller than me but not bigger than our other brother little brother.

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My friends:

- Kiki - She is bad with dates - just like me! XD And she's the president of the Anime Club whoot! I have yet to meet her but hopefully I will this weekend at the anime meeting. :3

- Aquila - My perverted mentor and great friend! XD I'm so lucky to know her. She shall soon corrupt me until there is nothing innocent left. (Believe me - tis a good thing!) She also writes and draws Nero/Weiss stuff - you guys should check it out.

-Nero-kun! He's just the sweetest. That and he makes cool Nero/Weiss graphics all over the place. :3 Check out his gallery and his journal!

- Kyösti - My good friend and roleplaying buddy.

Lots of luffs for Kyö!

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Uke Weiss Series (all lemony and downright raunchy):

Just the Same Nero/Weiss Complete. [link]

Lets Talk Nero/Weiss the Sequel to Just the Same Complete. [link]

In Moments Nero/Weiss Angst, Weiss/Restrictor (NC) The Prequel to Just the Same I suggest you read the others first as this one might put you off. Complete. [link]

My Home Nero/Weiss, Weiss/Restrictor. Sequel to Lets Talk. In Progress. [link] ]]> ~Muffinhands Busy Busy! http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/12269774/ http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/12269774/ Wed, 21 Mar 2007 10:28:51 PDT
Keep posting when things settle down a bit Ill be able to reply a lot faster.

Hopefully I can get some of my projects finished!

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Art Collaborations (drawings hosted on friends accounts):

with White Pyramid (Weiss dressed up as Pyramid Head): [link]

with Xiggys Maturity (Xigbar and Demyx Chibi): [link]

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of course! She drew it and I colored it.

Weiss as Pyramid Head: [link]

It was a lot of fun! I met her outside of dA of course, but it I am glad I am a member here. I find so many artists here who are so very sweet and kind and who are willing to work with someone else or make gifts for people. Its really great.

Edit: Newest Collaboration with

Xiggy's Maturity: [link]

A lot of collaborations, gifts and exchanges are coming up like I promised. :3

I even made myself a list of stuff to do not the order in which I will complete them but just so I remember:

1. Finish Christmas Story W/R AU
2. Edit story collaboration with Kyo Christmas story too
Done - 3. Finish Goosens Art Trade Picture Descendants of Darkness
4. Spank Picture of Restrictor/Weiss X3
5. Collaborate on drunken Restrictor/Weiss story with Aquila.
6. Sequel for Nero/Argento for Nero-kun
7. Finish Helen story W/R
8. Finish chapter 13 of My Home for myself and everyone
Done - 9. Try a Pyramid Head fanart perhaps something silly with him and Restrictor-sama (in chibi form).
10. A picture of Weiss and Nero (as children) sitting beside their babysitter, a teenaged Restrictor-sama.
11. A picture of Weiss, Restrictor and Helen on a couch for myself.
12. Restrictor cosplaying as Pyramid Head.
13. Pyramid Head Weiss and Nurse Nero SH DoC Crossover.

Done 14. Collaboration with Iwantmyanime - chibi KH2
15. Oliver fanart for Saintes

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Uke Weiss Series (all lemony and downright raunchy):

Just the Same Nero/Weiss Complete. [link]

Lets Talk Nero/Weiss the Sequel to Just the Same Complete. [link]

In Moments Nero/Weiss Angst, Weiss/Restrictor (NC) The Prequel to Just the Same I suggest you read the others first as this one might put you off. Complete. [link]

My Home Nero/Weiss, Weiss/Restrictor. Sequel to Lets Talk. In Progress. [link] ]]> ~Muffinhands Silent Hill http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/12115106/ http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/12115106/ Fri, 09 Mar 2007 07:10:27 PST

After all of the seriously creepy monsters (I screamed at the grey children thing ehehehe... *sniffle*) I was thinking: Man... PH looks really normal and not very scarey at all!

And when they were in the room and he was outside... I'm thinking: Oh yeah... they are totally safe? What's he going to do? The way he was dragging that sword around I think he could only get one good swing with it and he would probably just hit the doorframe and that would be the end of it. Or he'd bang on the door and not get through... whateva...

THEN he starts using it like he means it! O_O That thing of his went through that metal like a hot knife through melted butter (weird way of saying it but that was the best thing I could think of).

OMG! I was bouncing all over the couch going: "Get down! Get down!" XD I am such a spaz hehe. Then when he was grabbing for them I was like: NOOOO!!!!! Eeeee!

And then I came to the thrilling conclusion that PH was indeed... very... very scarey! *rocks back and forth in a ball*

And P.S. I totally loved her car... which is totally out there but if I couldn't get my Wrangler - that was something I thought of. And hey... I lived in Ohio once! XD My grandmother is still out there with all of the farmland. I'm looking at those houses in the movie thinking: That doesn't look like Ohio to me. XD

Oh... and another thing. I know it wasn't shot in West Virginia... but from someone who went through there once... I can totally see that happening there. I know I couldn't get out of that awful place fast enough.

No offense people from WV... but it's so true... and you know it. XD SC isn't any better... but a different kind of creepy.

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Uke Weiss Series (all lemony and downright raunchy):

Just the Same Nero/Weiss Complete. [link]

Lets Talk Nero/Weiss the Sequel to Just the Same Complete. [link]

In Moments Nero/Weiss Angst, Weiss/Restrictor (NC) The Prequel to Just the Same I suggest you read the others first as this one might put you off. Complete. [link]

My Home Nero/Weiss, Weiss/Restrictor. Sequel to Lets Talk. In Progress. [link] ]]> ~Muffinhands Round Table of My Friends http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/11984867/ http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/11984867/ Tue, 27 Feb 2007 08:43:23 PST ! Purr!

I just wanted to stop a moment and recognize a few of my friends that I just love so much. Purr! This isnt so much of a shout out as much as I want to say how much they mean to me and how theyve helped me. And Im sorry if this sounds corny and stupid but I think I dont tell people enough how much they are appreciated because I am crusty grump sometimes.

Aquila, I think I just about like her for everything! She really gives me a lot of help with my stories (basically all the freakin time), helps break me outta my writers block and even critiques my art and shows me how to improve. She has also shares yaoi stuff with me so that is a big inspiration as well. But its not just art, she is a great listener and its nice having someone actually listen to me about my problems and take an interest in me. Its like: wow! She is a really great friend, very smart and I am so lucky to know her.

Kyösti, because he is a lovely scuttling love bug. He is just so freakin cute it drives me crazy (in a good way)!

He has helped me a lot with trusting others to work on projects together. He also boosted my confidence a lot. I thought I was writing to a mainly girl audience and would never ever have a guy actually read it and like my stories. It really made me happy to know one guy somewhere read it of his own free will and actually enjoyed it. He is also a very good pixil artist God only knows how people do that. Ive told him before I would tear my hair out if I had to do it. His patience almost overwhelms me!

Twistinglogic, I am so happy to know her because she is a very sweet girl and a great artist!

She really puts me to shame hehe. Shes been really great and has commented on my stories hosted over on AFF as well as my works over here on dA. It really keeps me writing and drawing when I see her words of encouragement. Also it fascinates me that she has a relationship to her sister much like I have with my brother.

Because she is super perverted and sweet. She has lots of fans who love her stuff and her characters and yet she is so nice she will reply to all messages.

I think that makes her just about the best ever! She is an inspiration to me and I never thought of saying thank you before I met her or even saying youre welcome or anything like that. She has definitely taught me how to have more manners on dA. She also has great comics!

And I love her lots!

So there!

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for their Nero/Weiss fandom contributions and just being so wonderful in general! ;3 Meow! Also -thanky for those delicious bowls of Weiss on Rice! They were very yummy purr!

Amanda, because she is so incredibly nice and helpful. She reads my stories and poetry on here, which is often overlooked because it isnt instant. So its nice when you find someone who will actually sit down and look at stuff like that. (Thanks for that again Twisting!)... ]]> ~Muffinhands 100 Manga Challenge http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/11918051/ http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/11918051/ Thu, 22 Feb 2007 07:26:10 PST
Ill update this from time to time until its finished.

1. Introduction
2. Love: [link]
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence: [link]
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile: [link]
15. Silence
16. Questioning: [link]
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat: [link]
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears: [link]
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness: [link]
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night: [link]
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes: [link]
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams: [link]
40. Rated
41. Teamwork: [link]
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family: [link]
47. Creation
48. Childhood: [link]
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought: [link]
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting: [link]
56. Danger Ahead: [link]
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out: [link]
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale: [link]
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror: [link]
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody: [link]
68. Hero
69. Annoyance: [link]
70. 67%
71. Obsession: [link]
72. Mischief Managed: [link]
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces: [link]
77. Test
78. Drink: [link]
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal: [link]
84. Out Cold: [link]
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food: [link]
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have: [link]
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation: [link]

Challenge by: [link]

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Uke Weiss Series (all lemony and downright raunchy):

Just the Same Nero/Weiss Complete. [link]

Lets Talk Nero/Weiss the Sequel to Just the Same Complete. [link]

In Moments Nero/Weiss Angst, Weiss/Restri... ]]> ~Muffinhands Are you a Seme or an Uke? http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/11893892/ http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/11893892/ Tue, 20 Feb 2007 11:48:42 PST
Are you a Seme or an Uke?

I was the...

Romantic Seme
Image of Romantic Seme: [link]

You are the lowest level seme. A true gentlemen, don't even think of approaching the Badass Uke unless you want your ass kicked. You're safest sticking with a partner who is gentle and can appreciate your mature, loving ways and protective nature. Most often found with a handful of roses and wine, you are committed to your partner and their happiness, which makes you a perfect match for the Innocent Uke.

If you would like to take the quiz go here: [link]

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Uke Weiss Series (all lemony and downright raunchy):

Just the Same Nero/Weiss Complete. [link]

Lets Talk Nero/Weiss the Sequel to Just the Same Complete. [link]

In Moments Nero/Weiss Angst, Weiss/Restrictor (NC) The Prequel to Just the Same I suggest you read the others first as this one might put you off. Complete. [link]

My Home Nero/Weiss, Weiss/Restrictor. Sequel to Lets Talk. In Progress. [link] ]]> ~Muffinhands When youre life is like a country song http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/11878826/ http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/11878826/ Mon, 19 Feb 2007 08:39:49 PST
I keep thinking of my dad and mom. They are going through a lot of crud right now.

My mothers dog died. She was poisoned and they absolutely have no clue what she couldve eaten to make that happen. They think she might have gotten an aspirin (which is the only medication anyone takes besides my dad) or my dads heart medicine if he dropped any on accident. (shakes her head) Its just crazy, and shes not feeling really well right now. She keeps blaming herself even though she says she doesnt. She says stuff like she could have vacuumed or something more? But she was a Chihuahua and our furniture is heavy. If anyone accidentally dropped anything it could be there forever if she vacuumed a whole bunch or not. Im taking her out for lunch today.

At the same time my fathers doctor thought he had prostate cancer. Just one big ball of sunshine Saturday was my brother and I went out as usual just tried to prop each other up at that point. Its hard when you have to explore the possibility of your dad getting something like that yet again. He had cancer a while back, then the heart and diabetes thing. He is 60 years old I dont know. He has no insurance whatsoever. My brother and I were talking about all of us pulling together and me just dumping my paychecks in for therapy if he needed it.

We also had to think if he couldnt be helped, how were we going to take care of mom?

While we were out I had to run to the bathroom twice just to get a hold of myself.

But he doesnt have it (thank GOD). He has a kidney infection, and thats still bad but I feel better that hes getting medication for it.

I really want to be with my dad right now and I wish I could be there with him to take care of him since he doesnt take care of himself a bunch. I think sometimes that he needs someone to beat him over the head and just tell him to do stuff. He is also a work-a-holic whos still helping out with the problems down in New Orleans (house rebuilding and whatnot). Hes going to stay there until every single place is rebuilt and they dont need him anymore. Hopefully a year or two if we are lucky? >_< (sigh) Hopefully he doesnt drop dead before then because he works himself to death.

I am thankful that my father is okay and sad my mothers dog died. Everything has just been crazy these past few days (sigh).

I swear to God I couldnt stop laughing my ass off. I have no idea why I love this stupid commercial so much maybe its the puppet the guy dancing next to it or the look on the guys face watching the puppet and dancing guy.

The bad thing? I totally hate Checkers! But its so cute that if they had a stuffed animal or something like that I would totally buy it.

But it is funny at least to me!

Check out the Rap Cat Website: [link]

-I cant wait for the ring tone.

Also here is his bio my brother and I couldnt stop laughing:

Rapcat Bio

Hip hop used to be a humans game. Not anymore.

Here comes Rapcat. The most skilled cat-rapper on the scene today and some say, the most skilled rapper of any species.

Rapcats got a flow that cannot be matched, honed in the streets and alleys of his hometown, Jersey City. In the tradition of the greatest East Coast rappers, Rapcat writes all his own lyrics.

Almost since he was a kitten, Rapcat was hustling his mixtapes on the street and in the parking lot of Checkers, his favorite hangout. His underground cred, already strong, skyrocketed when he got sent off to the St. Louis Home for Delinquent Felines, for the crime of dealing catnip. (Which is legal, but we all know no jurys gonna give a cat a fair trial.)

While in The Cage, Rapcat perfected a tougher rhyme style. Once a week hed squeeze through the bars and sneak over to Rallys. He would bring some burgers back for himself, and some to trade with the other cats for balls of yarn and recording equipment.

By the time he got out for good behavior, Rapcats first full-length album was complete. His tales of hard livin on the streets form the core of Look What I Dragged In, already a bootleg classic.

In 2006, Rapcat was rocketed to worldwide fame with his appearance in the now-famous Checkers/Rallys TV commercial.

Now hes back with his major-label debut, 8 Lives Left. 12 new jams to fire up the radio, rip up the dancefloors, and make the national booty shake. The killer first track, Meow Meow, rides like a white-leather upholstered Caddy on a silk highway, with a strawberry milkshake in the cupholder.

No doubt, its gonna be the party anthem of 2007. Maybe even 2008 and 2009. At least, until Rapcat releases his next single.

So whats next for the Fellini of Felines? Movie acting? Producing for other up-and-coming alleycats? A clothing line? Hes not saying.

For now, life is good for rap fans and cat fanciers worldwide.

Source: [link]

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Uke Weiss Series (all lemony and downright raunchy):

Just the Same Nero/Weiss Complete. [link]

Lets Talk Nero/Weiss the Sequel to Just the Same Complete. [link]

In Moments Nero/Weiss Angst, Weiss/Restrictor (NC) The Prequel to Just the Same I suggest you read the others first as this one might put you off. Complete. [link]

My Home Nero/Weiss, Weiss/Restrictor. Sequel to Lets Talk. In Progress. [link] ]]> ~Muffinhands Role-Playing with Kyösti http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/11835161/ http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/11835161/ Thu, 15 Feb 2007 20:16:30 PST
Its been a really long time since Ive role-played and its actually been a joy to do it for once. Lots of bad past experiences lemme tell you!

Hopefully well have our first chapter up soon. I believe the title will be Lead the Way

He has also drawn my version of Restrictor-sama!

+ Restrictor + : [link] by:

Isnt he the cutest?

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Uke Weiss Series (all lemony and downright raunchy):

Just the Same Nero/Weiss Complete. [link]

Lets Talk Nero/Weiss the Sequel to Just the Same Complete. [link]

In Moments Nero/Weiss Angst, Weiss/Restrictor (NC) The Prequel to Just the Same I suggest you read the others first as this one might put you off. Complete. [link]

My Home Nero/Weiss, Weiss/Restrictor. Sequel to Lets Talk. In Progress. [link] ]]> ~Muffinhands Eton Mess - Weiss Nero AU http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/11796119/ http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/11796119/ Tue, 13 Feb 2007 08:37:41 PST

It is a shaping up to be a nice Weiss/Nero love story - it's a high school romance and I luff it!

Chapter 2 is up right now. My original character Vivian is in there and I think she did such a good job catching her personality.

Author: Aquila Blue

Story: Eton Mess: [link]

Summary: An AU fic set in modern day England involving the characters from Dirge of Cerberus, focusing on Nero and Weiss. They are both students at the prestigous school Eton, but can Nero get Weiss to even notice him, let alone like him? Shonen ai, fluff.

Remember - Read and Review!

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Uke Weiss Series (all lemony and downright raunchy):

Just the Same Nero/Weiss Complete. [link]

Lets Talk Nero/Weiss the Sequel to Just the Same Complete. [link]

In Moments Nero/Weiss Angst, Weiss/Restrictor (NC) The Prequel to Just the Same I suggest you read the others first as this one might put you off. Complete. [link]

My Home Nero/Weiss, Weiss/Restrictor. Sequel to Lets Talk. In Progress. [link] ]]> ~Muffinhands The Horrible Truth http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/11782563/ http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/11782563/ Mon, 12 Feb 2007 06:44:01 PST
I was just talking to my buddy Aquila last night about this and I realized oh Dear God! I love yaoi so much when I look at hetro or try to draw it sometimes Im like: eeewwww!

This picture: [link] completed by this person:

just made me laugh my butt off.

I love yaoi a lot and after that picy of Weiss and Nero I think I like yuri to a degree too. Yaoi is just sexy and yuri sort of gives me a warm snuggly feeling on the inside.

Maybe what Aquila says is true women are very exploited in porn and stuff I think they do such stupid things in it that no woman could possibly enjoy that when I look at my husbands stuff its like: Eh faker. Well okay, they might enjoy it to a degree... but still... I get nothing from it because I know I wouldn't like any of that crap.

To a degree it makes me sad (almost) not that I like yaoi but that I would feel that way about my own freakin sexual orientation. Its like: damnit! It sort of gives me this bleak outlook on sex probably because of whats going on with my own love life and thats damned sad! Sad! Sad!

I dunno sometimes I wonder about myself.

Anyway thats it for now I shall go hide under my rock and draw my smutty/lovey yaoi pics and write my smutty/lovey yaoi stories.

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Uke Weiss Series (all lemony and downright raunchy):

Just the Same Nero/Weiss Complete. [link]

Lets Talk Nero/Weiss the Sequel to Just the Same Complete. [link]

In Moments Nero/Weiss Angst, Weiss/Restrictor (NC) The Prequel to Just the Same I suggest you read the others first as this one might put you off. Complete. [link]

My Home Nero/Weiss, Weiss/Restrictor. Sequel to Lets Talk. In Progress. [link] ]]> ~Muffinhands The Sickness All Around http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/11753552/ http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/11753552/ Fri, 09 Feb 2007 22:18:54 PST

I hate feeling this way because I cant seem to write anything decent (perverted) when my body is feeling icky. Ive probably veered off course about five different times in what I wanted to be a nice short/funny/sweet one shot to follow up Snakes and Snails but I keep thinking of stupid crud to add to it.

I think Im trying to put too much in one little story hehe. Maybe I should have several one-shots to follow it up?

My Home is also waiting in the wings for me to finish but I swear I cant get into that either. Its a little off-putting too because I just finished a more consensual Restrictor/Weiss story. The thought of going back to the Get the hell away from me! thing I had them doing in My Home isnt very appealing right now. I wanted to do Snakes and Snails anyway, because doing so many awful things to one character was starting to make me want to get my head examined.

How silly right? Im about to get to the nice, wonderful part but that one stupid scene is making me freeze up in my thinking. Its just as bad as when I was writing In Moments and I just couldnt do Chapter 4 at all! Freakin writers block!

I also cant seem to think of anything to draw on my own either.

I feel like I have a hole in my head I guess?

Ive been getting some nice suggestions for picies though, and I seem to be able to draw those relatively well.

And not to sound whiney since this whole journal entry is like a long winded whine Ive just been having a hard time getting the time alone to draw. My husband doesnt mind my yaoi really (he even lets me keep Nero/Weiss stuff on the desktop without bitching) and doesnt mind me drawing it in front of him. Lucky lucky! Its just he is needy and is always bugging me.

My brother cant stand my N/W stuff because they are related (he yelled at me and said You know you wanna draw Cloud and Vincent Aimee anyone but those two!)

Hes a little more tolerant of my W/R works. Hell look at them and say nice things. Its hard to draw in front of him though, because I know it makes him feel uncomfortable even if Im just drawing them sitting next to each other or holding each other.

But since my mom found out I do yaoi she says I draw filth so thats upsetting.

I really like spending time with my family because I love them but it seems sometimes the subjects I draw bug them. Which is unfortunate because I spend almost all the time Im not at work with them.

Im still finding time to do my pictures obviously, but usually when I find the time I have to lock myself up in my room or sit in the bathtub for a couple hours to do it. So annoying and cold. (achoo!)

Okay enough bitching. Im going to bed hopefully tomorrow I can spend some quality time with my brother and then draw/write something worthwhile.

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Uke Weiss Series (all lemony and downright raunchy):

Just the Same Nero/Weiss Complete. [link]

Lets Talk Nero/Weiss the Sequel to Just the Same Complete. [link]

In Moments Nero/Weiss Angst, Weiss/Restrictor (NC) The Prequel to Just the Same I suggest you read the others first as this one might put you off. Complete. [link]

My Home Nero/Weiss, Weiss/Restrictor. Sequel to Lets Talk. In Progress. [link] ]]> ~Muffinhands My evil stories! http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/11576054/ http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/11576054/ Fri, 26 Jan 2007 12:54:16 PST
Adult fanfiction is making you sign in now (so they dont get in a lot of trouble). Since that makes me uncomfortable I just write Marcos and that I was born on January 13, 1976 no way in heck I am going to give them my info. So dont feel like you have to either. Make something up and read up hehe.

All links are to AdultFanfiction so hopefully know that means that there is sexual content in them. Most have plot with them so they are all good reads (even the ones without hehe)!

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Uke Weiss Series (all lemony and downright raunchy):

Just the Same Nero/Weiss Complete. [link]

Lets Talk Nero/Weiss the Sequel to Just the Same Complete. [link]

In Moments Nero/Weiss Angst, Weiss/Restrictor (NC) The Prequel to Just the Same I suggest you read the others first as this one might put you off. Complete. [link]

My Home Nero/Weiss, Weiss/Restrictor. Sequel to Lets Talk. In Progress. [link]

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-More perverted Nero/Weiss stories by me-

Forever and a Day Seme Nero/Uke Weiss again Im hoping to make it part of my Uke Weiss series listed above I just need to change a few things but until then Complete: [link]

Confessionale Dell'elevatore Holy crap Seme Weiss/Uke Nero story. [link]

Raising a Blackbird Female Nero/Male Weiss. Complete [link]

Hidden Female Weiss/Male Nero. Why Because I can. Complete as its going to get. [link]

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-Stories written by other Oreo Club members:

A Crumb of Comfort by Aquila SemeWeiss/UkeNero. Actiony, cute and sweet and it involves the bestest cookie eva Oreos! Complete. [link]

Silhouette by L.L. Crush (or Geostigma) If you are into the Nero/Weiss pairing this is a must read! In progress. [link]

Shatter by L.L. Crush Just the best damn Nero/Weiss lemon ever! Complete. [link]

Danse Macabre Nero/Weiss, (AU?) Nero tries to teach Weiss how to dance (also perverted and wonderfully so!) Complete. [link]

There are more but these are the perverted ones (yay!)

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And as always everyone loves it when you read and review so please do so we all love feedback!

]]> ~Muffinhands At Last a NEW CAR! http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/11479452/ http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/11479452/ Thu, 18 Jan 2007 08:07:40 PST
I have been driving my husband back and forth from work 5 days a week for almost 6 months now. It is an hour there and back at least. Thats if I dont hit any traffic whatsoever. P.S. That NEVER happens. That really has wreaked havoc on my personality. I am sooooo freakin grumpy all the time its not funny. I guess thats what happens when my husband and I just use our house to sleep in we practically drive/work all day,

Now I can sleep in an extra hour before work

Now I can write more when I get home

I can eat breakfast again! (even with the extra hour of sleep!)

I can make my own coffee!

I can paint again!

Among other things.

Maybe Ill post some pictures of it in my scraps in celebration of this joyous occasion.

]]> ~Muffinhands Ah... writers block no more http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/11328238/ http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/11328238/ Fri, 05 Jan 2007 18:03:32 PST I have these strange bouts of writers block. Its like I cant friggin write something for days. (I know boo-hoo people get that for years at a time). Sometimes it gets bad enough I abandon a story all together. Ive done it before.

But anyways, Im actually just jumping back and finishing my stories for once. Ive never been able to finish a multiple chapter story before and I just did one a while ago. Im working on a sequel and I hope I finish that one too.

Thank goodness its not lasting very long now though. That makes me happy.

It used to be bad and I couldnt write stuff for months. Now I am just forcing my way through the hard parts or skipping the hard parts and going to the parts I know I want to write about and filling in the details later. That is so much more fun than staring at a page for an hour trying to figure out how to get to Point A to point C really fast because B sucks so bad. When I just write about C B because a fun journey to C.

Im weird.

Speaking of writing though I really need to edit my stories more and post them here. I swear I want to do it but I want to write so much new stuff I never get around to it. They always end up on fanfiction or adultfanfition. Oh well. Theyll make it here eventually.

]]> ~Muffinhands So bored http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/11313479/ http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/11313479/ Thu, 04 Jan 2007 13:14:09 PST

SCREEEEEEE! I have been so hellashously bored recently I wish that I couldve woken up two days later. I hate staying in the testing center with my students. I love working with them but I hate the fact that they can sneak up behind me. I have some free time when Im waiting for students to finish their work and when a new one comes in and looks at what Im doing its aggravating and somewhat embarrassing.

Ive got nothing to hide really and it doesnt really matter I guess. But its just weird because even though Ill be talking about something innocent if someone has a weird signature then someone might think Im on some weird site.

I cant draw either I cant do anything but stare at the computer screen blankly all day long. (sigh)

At least I have my blog. If you guys noticed Ive been answering old as heck messages from over a month ago. Sorry about that. I just realized I havent been really keeping up with it.

If anything I guess I should be thankful.

Its helped me catch up with my family and made me THANK the people who really needed to be thanked for favoriting/commenting my stuff.

If you would like to know how many messages I had there were about 450 it got to over 700 over Christmas. Oh yeah thats terrible.

I cant wait to get home jog around a bit pet my cat

, relax

and type/draw

what I want to.

Let me make it past the next 20 minutes of the day! ]]> ~Muffinhands Happy New Year! http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/11259701/ http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/11259701/ Sun, 31 Dec 2006 14:25:09 PST Happy New Year Everyone!

I guess after the drinking and hangovers youll need a little:

Hopefully my gallery will be filled with some new characters pretty quick. Not giving up Nero/Weiss by any means and if I can pull myself away from them for five seconds it will be a miracle! I want to start work on some pictures of Genesis (not many but maybe one or two). I also would like to do more Restrictor pictures and maybe some more Weiss/Restrictor stuff too So terrible. But they will be softer and nicer than my first deviation of the two of them together.

And before I forget:
Check out Weiss Nii-sans fanclub: The Genesis Project!

]]> ~Muffinhands Merry Christmas! http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/11083667/ http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/11083667/ Sat, 16 Dec 2006 12:15:40 PST
If anyone favorites and gives comments Ill make sure I reply when I get back. Just so you know Im not ignoring you hehe.

I know this might sound silly, but I wanted you all to know that I really appreciate all the things you say. It really blesses me a lot.

I hope you all have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

]]> ~Muffinhands I found my Frieza arts http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/10937979/ http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/10937979/ Sun, 03 Dec 2006 14:52:11 PST
Oh well.

Maybe I'll have all of them up by tomorrow... not sure though.

]]> ~Muffinhands Challenging Myself http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/10898355/ http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/10898355/ Thu, 30 Nov 2006 06:18:20 PST
Of course, it will be a Nero and Weiss Comic/Manga thing. Its not very serious, as goes with my personality and it breaks the fourth wall at least once.

Just a warning though, there will be absolutely no consistency (stylistically speaking), other than the fact that it will be the same story. The look is going to change almost every page if not mid-page. I love trying out new styles and unfortunately it doesnt make for a nice comic.

I think my strength is portraits, really close pictures with lots of details whereas when I pan out I end up messing things up such as arms and legs so I try not to move away too much. All of these drawings were probably finished in 30 min or less. I really wanted to challenge myself to draw things I wouldnt usually draw and do them quickly and not sweat the details and just enjoy myself. When I do that I start getting better at drawing because Im not getting hung up all the time.

So to make a long story short (I like saying that): Im going to be posting crappy looking comics thatll make you wonder if I suffered from some sort of stroke! Hope you like it!

]]> ~Muffinhands Posting Old Works http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/10694691/ http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/10694691/ Sat, 11 Nov 2006 21:22:30 PST
So to make a long story short - Ill probably be posting a lot of pictures in the next few days that look really really crappy. Theyll be followed up by a few new deviations afterwards to hide my shame hehe.

]]> ~Muffinhands Weiss and Nero! http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/10633445/ http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/10633445/ Mon, 06 Nov 2006 07:08:02 PST Whoo! I cant believe I am seeing so many people doing Weiss and Nero work! It really makes me happy! Ill try to favorite as many deviations as I can.

I think I have a few more Weiss/Nero pics in me yet. I think I might actually try to put Nero in his usual clothes hehe. Although Im dreading it because Im worried Ill mess up his wings somewhere along the way. I think my style is somewhat simple and drawing too-complicated wings isnt really in me. Ive done them before and theyll probably look like those more or less.

Besides Im more of a passionate person and I love drawing nude people in bed for some twisted reason.

Ill try to get them out and about though and stop with all this senseless smootching at some point.

]]> ~Muffinhands Starting to get the hang of this http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/10568564/ http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/10568564/ Tue, 31 Oct 2006 08:44:06 PST
Now, I can just put them in the poses I want. Some stuff is still a bit difficult, but for the most part I can do this.

Thats not to say I didnt need to look at their pictures to know how to draw their faces. I like having something of a guideline and all that. But its just exciting I guess to realize Im getting a little better.

]]> ~Muffinhands Returning http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/10538438/ http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/10538438/ Sat, 28 Oct 2006 14:06:25 PDT
I joined the Sillouette fan club recently and Im working on some Weiss and Nero fanarts. I sort of turned Weiss into a girl for some of them though I hope its not too weird hehe. Its a lot of fun though and Im enjoying drawing them.

Im also working on Vincent and Tifa pictures which look insanely similar to Naraku and Kagome hehe. Maybe if you squint a little and turn your head sideways youll see them anyway.

Anyways, hope you like the new fanarts.

]]> ~Muffinhands Been away for a while - boring http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/5368521/ http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/5368521/ Sun, 15 May 2005 21:08:52 PDT I've had to move - yup... sucks. I can't seem to find my drawing books either... which really bugs me... considering I moved quite a while ago.

O_o I think I need to start working on my stuff again... waiting so many months to update my work is pretty inexcusable.

Then again - with as busy as I've been with school/thecats/thedog so it's been tough to find time for my hobbies. =/ I really miss my drawing, air brushing, painting, scrap booking and photography. I haven't been able to dedicate myself any of them for a long time.

I was thinking of posting a couple of my pictures (photos) up online and see what people thought. Of course they are ALL about my pets... but they are sooo cute!

Oh yes, I got a dog last month. She is a real sweetie and I'm hoping to start with obedience school soon.

Thank goodness for summer! ^_^ Even though I have classes I'll hopefully have time to do all the things I enjoy. ]]> ~Muffinhands Blah! http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/4500642/ http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/4500642/ Fri, 04 Feb 2005 23:03:43 PST
I still have an Inu/Sango to do... probably just a free standing Kagome pic... I'm thinking of having a few pictures of the characters by themselves. I dunno.

Focus! Focus! ]]> ~Muffinhands New stuff http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/4432481/ http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/4432481/ Thu, 27 Jan 2005 20:43:07 PST
I think I might have two more N/K pictures... I have one inked in now - just need to get the other.

One of Sango and Inu-Yasha - I think I'm just going to give an upper body view of them... depending on how it looks - but they are in a very similar position to the before mentioned drawing.

I have too many Kagome and Miroku pictures that I really need to scan and color in.

I also would like to post a couple scraps. Lots of stuff to do.

I really need to get my own scanner... using family member's scanners are hard when they are in their rooms (and they are asleep). ]]> ~Muffinhands The Day of Judgment is Nigh http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/4424834/ http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/4424834/ Wed, 26 Jan 2005 22:58:23 PST

I was very nervous about submitting He is Irresistible mainly because Ive been chewed out before for liking Miroku/Kagome fictions I couldnt imagine what might happen with a N/K fanart.

And I was a little worried about the content as well but I really spent a lot of time on it and I would hate it if it just stayed on my computer until the end of time.

I hope there are some N/K fans that like it though it will make it all worthwhile.

Anyways! Need to stop doubting myself thats what made me stop drawing in the first place!

Now onto Regret. I really looooooved chapter six of Sleeping with the Enemy since of course that chapter inspired this work. Naraku was pretty gentle with her during the whole fic up until this point where he went absolutely nuts and pulled a Dracula (going to have to put that in one of my fictions). He seemed pretty remorseful after that so I tried to capture it but made him look pretty goofy hehe. I think its because his normal demeanor is normally so serious/wicked.

Speaking of the Dracula thing - anyone ever read the mate stories for Inu-Yasha the demons are always biting their mates and marking them. At first I thought this was explained somewhere in the story Rumiko wrote (but I found that really weird since she is such a tease when it comes to the her characters liking each other). Of course I never did hear or see such a thing. So I was wondering if the first person was thinking vampires! and everyone else just followed that? It is an interesting concept though the marking thing and it is definitely sensual.

Once again it is late and Ive spent too much time awake babbling like a weirdo and being a general pervert must sleep art history in the morning! ]]> ~Muffinhands I finally got started! http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/4409307/ http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/4409307/ Tue, 25 Jan 2005 07:44:58 PST
I uploaded my logo for my ID that I was going to post on my website that never got off the ground. I probably should have mentioned this on the pictures comments but that is my face. O_o I remember trying to do that darn thing I just got Photoshop 7 at that point lots of fun! The whole thing that brought that about was Fangorn I think he is just so cool isnt he? I should name my first puppy after him

~Aeki Muffinhands ]]> ~Muffinhands The road ahead http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/4407079/ http://Muffinhands.deviantart.com/journal/4407079/ Mon, 24 Jan 2005 21:47:15 PST
Well I started my deviant art account today! Im really glad I did. Ive have been kind of sluffing off as an artist for a while now around three years to be exact! I used to love drawing fanarts and all sorts of things but for some reason I just stopped! O_o Well I know why I stopped but it is completely too whiny and stupid to actually post.

I think I might add some of my older pictures (DBZ) I used to be sooooo proud of those it kind of makes me cringe to look at them now, hehe. But I think posting things and seeing how far Ive come is important it also shows me what I need to work on.

Im currently into Inu-Yasha well Inu-Yasha and alternate pairings. I like reading weird stories about Miroku and Kagome or Sango and Inu-Yasha or even (gasp) Naraku and Kagome which are the weirdest couple I know of! I even did a fanart of such a strange pairing but Im terrified to post it here! I probably will anyway just to see what people think about it.

I just love watching the show and all the movies I havent seen them all yet but they are very exciting. Rumiko (sp?) just inspires me.

I have a couple of original characters that Ive made up and actually started a comic but I dont know if I want to post them or not I want to work on it a bit and maybe host the entire thing somewhere someday

Anyway long entry very tired and still havent put up any of my works yet.

-Aeki Muffinhands ]]> ~Muffinhands