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                <title>Merry Christmas and assorted other "stuff&amp;quo</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Dec 2008 07:21:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey everyone! Remember me? Probably not. It's been a very long time since I posted anything on here so you may well be wondering who's this crazy chic and when did I start watching her. Which is fine, because I'm really only here now to ramble for the sake of my own sanity anyway. That and I really would like to wish you all a Very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!<br /><br />My Christmas has been an awesome time with family. Also, my best friends who moved away last year are home for Christmas and I've had the opportunity to spend a fair bit of time with them which is also awesome, despite the fact that it leaves me operating on very little sleep. At that point, and not entirely unrelated, the awesomeness ends and morphs into some really bizarre and confusing feelings that are likely contributing far more to the lack of sleep than the very late nights (or early mornings) I've been keeping.<br /><br />While part of me would like to explain the whole bizarre thing right out in the open despite the very public nature of this website, the more reserved part of me knows that would be very unwise on so many levels. The more reserved part of me wins out, so I apologize for the teaser that will probably never be explained.<br /><br />And on that note, I think I'll end this journal which is perhaps bizarre in its own right, with the words of a song that I wrote a couple of years back which seems to have even more relevance in my life now than it did when I first wrote it. Music has always played a very important role in my life and helped to carry me through some of the lowest points of my personal journey. None the less, I have to admit that I find it rather odd that I song that I wrote myself concerning a very different situation turns out to be even more relevant in my current and completely unforeseen situation. Anyway, without further ado, here it is:<br /><br /><b><i>Where Do I Go From Here?<br /><br />I woke up one morning and I looked in the mirror<br />I couldn't see past the nose on my face<br />This is not who I wanted to be<br />It's not what I had in my dreams<br />How do I get where I know I should be?<br />Where do I go from here?<br /><br />Teach me to look, beyond what I see<br />Teach me to see through Your eyes<br />Teach me to listen to what I can't hear<br />Open my ears to Your voice<br /><br />Cause I can't enjoy the ride<br />With my focus over there<br />All I need is you by my side<br />Lord won't you come be my guide?<br />Tell me where do I go?<br />Where do I go?<br />Where do I go?<br />Where do I go from here?<br /><br />I thought I had my life figured out<br />This is not how I had it all planned<br />When will the pieces all seem to fit?<br />When will it start to make sense?<br />How do I get from this desolate place?<br />Where do I go from here?<br /><br />Teach me to look, beyond what I see<br />Teach me to see through Your eyes<br />Teach me to listen to what I can't hear<br />Open my ears to Your voice<br /><br />Cause I can't enjoy the ride<br />With my focus over there<br />All I need is you by my side<br />Lord won't you come be my guide?<br />Tell me where do I go?<br />Where do I go?<br />Where do I go?<br />Where do I go from here?<br /><br />From the side of the road, distraction calls out to me<br />My ear has been tuned to its song<br />Somewhere Your voice is calling my name<br />But the noise all around is so loud<br />It's been drowning you out<br />And leaving me dazed<br />I know You're there<br />But I can't seem to hear<br />Where do I go from here?<br /><br />Teach me to look, beyond what I see<br />Teach me to see through Your eyes<br />Teach me to listen to what I can't hear<br />Open my ears to Your voice<br /><br />Cause I can't enjoy the ride<br />With my focus over there<br />All I need is you by my side<br />Lord won't you come be my guide?<br />Tell me where do I go?<br />Where do I go?<br />Where do I go?<br />Where do I go from here?</i></b><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Holy Cow!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Jun 2008 07:17:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hi folks,<br /><br />Once again it's been ages since I've been on here. Sorry bout that, sooner or later I'll get things straightened out and start updating regularly again and actually start posting again. Really, I will... But it's ok if you don't believe me.<br /><br />Anyhew, I bought a new camera recently. Not a replacement for my beautiful digital rebel mind you. Just a snapshot camera. It's a Canon SD1100 IS Elph. Nice snapshot camera. But the first one I bought had to be returned after only a week. I'm hoping the replacement lasts much longer. After having it only a week, the switch that goes between camera, video, and display modes gave out. The camera and video modes still worked fine, but the camera stayed in video mode when I tried to switch to display. Weird. But I still trust Canon <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":-)" title=":-) (Smile)" /> I'm sure it was just one bad switch...<br /><br />So...<br /><br />Here's an interesting poem I stumbled across by an American Poet by the name of Sam Walter Foss. He died almost 100 years ago, so I figure it's safe for me to post it, with proper credit of course. This poem really jumped out at me because lately I've been re-evaluating everything I ever thought I knew concerning God and church and people and life in general. I think this poem speaks volumes about the truth of human nature and how our beliefs evolve and how ridiculous many of them must seem to God, who has seen the whole thing from the beginning. Anyhew, without further ado, I present you with:<br /><br /><b><i>The Calf-Path<br /><br />One day, through the primeval wood,<br />A calf walked home, as good calves should;<br />But made a trail all bent askew,<br />A crooked trail as all calves do.<br /><br />Since then three hundred years have fled,<br />And, I infer, the calf is dead.<br />But still he left behind his trail,<br />And thereby hangs my moral tale.<br /><br />The trail was taken up next day<br />By a lone dog that passed that way;<br />And then a wise bell-wether sheep<br />Pursued the trail oÂer vale and steep,<br />And drew the flock behind him, too,<br />As good bell-wethers always do.<br />And from that day, oÂer hill and glade,<br />Through those old woods a path was made.<br /><br />And many men wound in and out,<br />And dodged, and turned, and bent about<br />And uttered words of righteous wrath<br />Because Âtwas such a crooked path.<br />But still they followed-do not laugh-<br />The first migrations of that calf,<br />And through this winding wood-way stalked,<br />Because he wobbled when he walked.<br /><br />This forest path became a lane,<br />That bent, and turned, and turned again;<br />This crooked lane became a road,<br />Where many a poor horse with his load<br />Toiled on beneath the burning sun,<br />And traveled some three miles in one.<br />And thus a century and a half<br />They trod the footsteps of that calf.<br /><br />The years passed on in swiftness fleet,<br />The road became a village street;<br />And this, before men were aware,<br />A cityÂs crowded thoroughfare;<br />And soon the central street was this<br />Of a renowned metropolis;<br />And men two centuries and a half<br />Trod in the footsteps of that calf.<br /><br />Each day a hundred thousand rout<br />Followed the zigzag calf about;<br />And oÂer his crooked journey went<br />The traffic of a continent.<br />A hundred thousand men were led<br />By one calf near three centuries dead.<br />They followed still his crooked way,<br />And lost one hundred years a day;<br />For thus such reverence is lent<br />To well-established precedent.<br /><br />A moral lesson this might teach,<br />Were I ordained and called to preach;<br />For men are prone to go it blind<br />Along the calf-paths of the mind,<br />And work away from sun to sun<br />To do what other men have done.<br />They follow in the beaten track,<br />And out and in, and forth and back,<br /><br />And still their devious course pursue,<br />To keep the path that others do.<br />They keep the path a sacred groove,<br />Along which all their lives they move.<br />But how the wise old wood-gods laugh,<br />Who saw the first primeval calf!<br />Ah! Many things this tale might teach-<br />But I am not ordained to preach.<br /><br />-Sam Walter Foss</i></b><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I'm back and other random thoughts...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Feb 2008 11:45:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So yeah, it's been months since I've been here and that's just weird so I needed to correct it. I'm really back now, honest. I even attempted to renew my subscription but such was not to be. Something weird is going down with the checkout. I tried to use PayPal as I have done all along, and it tells me to pay with a credit card or log in. The fields are there to fill in my credit card info, but there's no actual way to log in and use PayPal to pay. And I'm a little leary about giving my credit card info out on websites which is why I use PayPal in the first place.<br /><br />Anyhew, I'm sure I'll get that worked out eventually. So, what's new with everybody?<br /><br />I haven't done any art of any sort in ages and I haven't even been doing much shooting. My camera probably has cobwebs on it by now. I don't know what's up with that. Just haven't been feeling creative lately I suppose.<br /><br />I have to get the creative juices going though. I've semi-committed myself to finish a painting by the end of June that I started for my nephew before he was born. He'll be 8 in August, which just goes to show what a procrastinator I am.<br /><br />Work is going well. Nothing exciting but it moves on. Church is going well, or at least as well as I allow myself to expect in my semi-jaded state of being.<br /><br />There's not much to report as my life is just moving on without any real excitement or drama at the moment. Which can be good in some ways and bad in others. Two of my best friends are leaving me next month, which I'm dreading but avoiding thinking about much for now.<br /><br />I guess that's it for now. I've got a ton of catching up to do.<br /><br />Godspeed,<br />Cindy (see I'm not dead)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Facebook has taken over my life!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 06 Jul 2007 11:37:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="rambleloud">It's really sad I know, but it's true <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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I always said I'd never get involved with those ridiculous social networking sites, but then I got sucked in by a friend and some absolute boredom at work and before I knew it, I was hooked. Which explains, in case you were wondering, how I managed to go over a week without even a quick check into deviantART. I suppose I'm going to have to work on correcting the imbalance...<br />
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Well, for what it's worth, I finally got my new battery charger and now have 5 fully charged camera batteries just waiting to go. So perhaps I'll start posting again real soon. Maybe I'll even dig out that challenge that I supposedly accepted but have yet to do a single picture for.<br />
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Anyhew, just a quick update. I'll try and make more of a presence known at some point over the weekend. Monday's a holiday for me so I've got a long weekend <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> Now, now... don't get too jealous... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lol.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":lol:" title="LOL" /><br />
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Godspeed,<br />
Cindy</div><br />
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<div class="quoteloud">"Character is what you are in the dark."<br />
<div align="right">~ Dwight L. Moody</div><br />
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"It is only the fear of God that can deliver us from the fear of man."<br />
<div align="right">~ John Witherspoon</div><br />
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"Don't worry about what you do not understand... Worry about what you do understand in the Bible but do not live by."<br />
<div align="right">~ Corrie Ten Boom</div></div><br />
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<div class="singloud"><b>Completely Free</b> - Big Daddy Weave<br />
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Broken and poured out for the love of His creation<br />
God paid a debt that He didn't owe<br />
Bearing my pain for not one was His equal<br />
And wearing my shame so that I could know him<br />
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<i>He gave us all He had to give<br />
So that we could truly live<br />
So let's give all we have to Him<br />
So that we can be completely free</i><br />
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And as they placed the thorns on His brow<br />
As they drove the nails into His hands and His feet<br />
He looked past the moment<br />
To where we are now<br />
And gave us the victory<br />
From what seemed His defeat<br />
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He said here's my body<br />
It's broken in two<br />
Here is my blood let it cover you<br />
All that I have is now yours to receive<br />
Payment in full so that you could be free<br />
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<i>He gave us all He had to give<br />
So that we could truly live<br />
So let's give all we have to Him<br />
So that we can be completely free<br />
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<b>Oh without a doubt completely<br />
So that we can be completely free</b></i><br />
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<div class="visitloud">Ok, so I haven't been keeping up with this once a week like I had originally planned, but that was approximate after all <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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Anyhew, for my next feature, I'd like to point you to someone I've never met in "real life", but yet have a great deal of respect and affection for as a wonderful sister in Christ who has been an incredible encouragement and blessing to me. Today's Murphy Award goes out to ~<a class="u" href="http://alex-sukehiro.deviantart.com/">alex-sukehiro</a>, also known as Tina.<br />
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<a href="http://alex-sukehiro.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/l/alex-sukehiro.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconalex-sukehiro:" title="alex-sukehiro"/></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/trophy.gif" width="15" height="17" alt=":trophy:" title="Trophy" /><br />
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Tina and I have found through our various DA encounters that we have so much in common that we must be sisters somehow <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lol.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":lol:" title="LOL" /> Seriously though, it's uncanny. That aside, if you aren't as of yet familiar with her, you should definitely check out her page and read some of her marvelous poetry. You won't be disappointed. She really has a way with words and an incredible knack for painting a vivid picture in your mind through words alone. Here are a couple of my favourites from her gallery (though it wasn't easy to narrow it down):<br />
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                <title>Just Cuz...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 13 Jun 2007 06:39:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="rambleloud">Just cuz it's been like forever since I've updated this journal and that's so unusual for me, I figured I'd better update it.<br />
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So, lets see... Life has been treating me really good lately for a change. Consequently of course I've been rather busy. Unfortunately, my camera is currently out of commission. I am missing both of my battery chargers and therefore have no way to charge my batteries which are all drained. That I'm not impressed with, but what can you do? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/shrug.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":shrug:" title="Shrug" /> It particularly ticks me off because there are some really nice icebergs floating about that I should be getting wonderful pics of, but I can't. They'll probably be gone by the time I get the new charger that I ordered off of ebay a couple of nights ago. It's actually been a few years since we've had a good iceberg year like this one. In fact, I don't think we've had any decent bergs since I've gotten my awesome digital rebel, so that makes the timing of all this particularly rotten. But there you go, such is life. The important stuff is still going far too well for me to really get upset over such insignificant things.<br />
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Work is really slow at the moment, but that should change starting next week. It actually should have changed starting this week as I was supposed to have training all this week at confed, but it's "public service week" so none of the government employees wanted to take 3 hours out of their busy leisurely schedules to do training <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rolleyes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":roll:" title="Roll Eyes" /> so the training got canceled. Only government... I'm not complaining though as I am not really looking forward to my summer task of training 2 sessions of Outlook a day, 4 days a week. I suspect though that this week's courses won't be the only ones to get canceled. They decided not to make the training mandatory and I have a feeling that getting government employees to attend training in the summer will be rather like pulling teeth.<br />
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In other news, my brother and his family have moved to Alberta. I try not to think about it anymore than I have to. I miss my adorable nephew soooo much and have no idea when I will get to see him again, but I can be certain it won't be anytime soon. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cry.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":cry:" title="Crying" /> <br />
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I got a stash of books come a couple of days ago by Watchman Nee. I don't know if any of you have ever read any of his stuff, but I recently finished "The Normal Christian Life" which was one of the most incredibly insightful books I've ever read (outside of the Bible of course) and so I decided I just had to read more of his stuff. So I ordered set number 3 of the complete works of Watchman Nee. (Set 3 was the cheapest of the 3 and the only one in stock at ChristianBook.com) I will eventually get the other 2 but this one has 16 volumes, some of which are 2 books in one, so it should keep me busy for a while until I accumulate the funds to get another set.<br />
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Well, that's about all I have to say at the moment. I don't know why, but I haven't been in the rambling mood much lately....<br />
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Godspeed,<br />
Cindy</div><br />
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<div class="quoteloud">"The decision to grow always involves a choice between risk and comfort. This means that to be a follower of Jesus you must renounce comfort as the ultimate value of your life."<br />
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<div align="right">~ John Ortberg</div></div><br />
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<div class="singloud"><b>Without You</b> - Big Daddy Weave<br />
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Would we hear the sound<br />
Of breathing in the dark<br />
Where would be lifeÂs spark<br />
Without You<br />
Would the birds ever sing<br />
Would the wind move through the trees<br />
Could I touch the grass so green<br />
Under this big sky so blue<br />
Without You<br />
Without You<br />
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<i>And the sun doesnÂt shine<br />
And my world stops spinninÂ round<br />
Without You<br />
Without You<br />
Tell me where else could I ever find<br />
The peace that floods this heart of mine<br />
Without You<br />
Without You</i><br />
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Who could fill, the emptiness inside<br />
Who would ease the pain, in my broken heart<br />
Who would come in and abide<br />
Promise never to depart<br />
Without You<br />
Without You<br />
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<i>And the sun doesnÂt shine<br />
And my world stops spinninÂ round<br />
Without You<br />
Without You<br />
Tell me where else could I ever find<br />
The peace that floods this heart of mine<br />
Without You<br />
Without You</i><br />
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<b>I canÂt live without You<br />
I donÂt want to try to<br />
Live one more moment without You</b><br />
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<div class="visitloud">Ok, so I haven't been keeping up with this once a week like I had originally planned, but that was app... ]]></description>
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                <title>Crisis of Faith</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Apr 2007 19:56:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ive been in a genuine crisis of faith though I wouldnt admit it to anyone, not even myself, if that makes any sense. I dont know if youve ever felt something strongly that you were so afraid of that you refused to admit, even to yourself, that you were feeling that way, but thats where I was. Just a couple of nights ago, I sat and talked with a lady until four in the morning about various issues, and in the course of our conversation she said to me how she wished she could have my faith because I was so sure of my beliefs while she struggled so much with hers. I smiled and thought to myself, if only you knew. I guess everybody I would talk to thought I had it all together, but on the inside I was so torn, so conflicted, and so afraid to even admit to myself that I could possibly feel the way I did. I honestly felt like even God had forsaken me, even though I kept telling myself how ridiculous that was, as I would tell anyone else who felt that way. <br />
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Very early into this year, I decided, out of sheer desperation I suppose, to undertake a 40 day fast. I made it through 36 days before I had to break it as I was feeling quite ill. For 36 days I never ate a single bite of food and drank nothing but water, the whole time struggling with why I would even do such a thing as I felt like Gods presence had entirely departed from me. Its the strangest thing that I cant even explain, but I knew that God was doing a work in my heart, as He was creating in me a love and forgiveness for certain people that I knew that I was not naturally capable of. And yet at the same time, though I cant explain how it could be, I still somehow felt as if He wasnt really there at all. It was very bizarre but yet still so real to me that I couldnt shake it no matter how hard I tried. For the first time in my life, I was fasting and yet day after day finding it so extremely difficult to force myself to spend some time in prayer.<br />
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I kept telling myself that there would come a breaking point and that I would look back at the seemingly barren desert after I had reached the spring and see how God was leading me by the hand the whole time. But the fast ended, life resumed its normal pace, and nothing had changed, except perhaps that the feeling of isolation from God that I was so afraid to admit seemed all the more plausible. It became increasingly difficult after that for me to spend any real time in heartfelt prayer. Even when I would pray, which was much less than what I used to, I knew my heart wasnt really in it and I felt that most times I was just mouthing words because I knew I should or I had promised to pray for somebody. At times I would kneel by my bed and I would want so much to weep before God, but not a single tear would come. I couldnt force myself to feel something that I didnt, no matter how much I wanted to, and believe me I wanted to. I so desperately wanted to. <br />
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I thought that when things went sour a few years back at a particular church that I was deeply involved with and I was so hurt, that what followed for me was an extremely difficult and dry time spiritually. But looking back now, it pales in comparison to what Ive felt like for the past roughly 4 months. For the first time in my life, again though I would never admit it to anyone (partly because I was afraid of hurting someone else's faith and partly because I was afraid to admit it to myself), I was really beginning to believe that it might never turn around. I began to question why I shouldnt just throw it all down and give up on the whole God thing. But of course, something inside of me (or perhaps I should say someone inside of me) would never allow for such a thing no matter how I felt. He is so incredibly faithful, through it all, and thankfully, He never gives up.<br />
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I was at church tonight and something broke inside of me. God did an incredible work in my heart. Into about the second or third song, I started to cry and I pretty much cried for the entire service, which is really not like me. There was such an incredible sense of the presence of God that I couldnt help but to weep in His presence. And the more I thought about how long it has been since worshiping God has touched me so much that it brought tears to my eyes, the more I wept. Tonight was such an incredible, seemingly long over-due, breaking point for me. My heart was broken in the best possible way that it might be mended. Im having difficulty even writing this as my eyes fill with tears of great joy and my heart is amazed.<br />
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I just had to share this. Who knows but there might be someone else out there feeling the way I did. And who knows but that such a person might stumble upon this journal and be encouraged to know that there is a light at the end of the tunnel.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 18 Apr 2007 17:18:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm finding myself at a loss for words and the funny thing is, it's okay. The last thing I need is to be heard, but to hear what you would say. Word of God speak. Would you pour down like rain? Washing my eyes to see Your majesty; to be still and know that You're in this place, please let me stay and rest in Your holiness. Word of God speak. I'm finding myself in the midst of You, beyond the music; beyond the noise. All that I need is to be with You and in the quiet hear Your voice.<br />
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I'm finding myself at a loss for words and the funny thing is, it's okay...<br />
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If you're not familiar with the above passage, it's actually a song by Peter Kipley and Bart Millard (of MercyMe). My apologies if you thought it was more of my random ramblings, but I'm not in a rambling mood. I am in fact, finding myself at a loss for words...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Sweet Forgiveness</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 23 Mar 2007 20:52:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="rambleloud">As awesome as it feels to know that you are forgiven, there's something extra special in being able to extend forgiveness to someone else. This was the privilege I was given tonight and I have to tell you, there's no feeling quite like it. I am on a total high.<br />
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Ok, so allow me to back up a little and share with you how all this came about. Some years back, I was very highly involved in a particular church here in my beautiful city. Without going into details of water under the bridge, I found myself in disfavour with the leadership and was practically kicked out of said church. Apart from the whole issue with the pastors, what hurt me the most was the fact that (with the exception of two friends) no one in the church so much as called me on the phone to see if I was ok and let me know that they cared. I mean, it's not like I was a mere pew warmer. Three weeks before being ex-communicated, I was the one preaching in the Sunday morning service while the pastor was out of town. I had poured my life into these people and considered them all like family. Had I physically been stabbed in the heart, it surely would not have been so painful as what I went through over the ensuing weeks. But that's not the point of what I'm trying to share with you tonight.<br />
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Eventually, God was able to get a hold of my heart, and I came to terms with what had happened, released the bitterness that it had caused in me, and chose to forgive the people involved, even though they had never repented and were themselves likely convinced that they had done nothing wrong.<br />
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That brings me to tonight, a number of years after the fact. Tonight I attended special services at another church that I had been a part of for some time on two separate occasions.  Yes, you got me, I am indeed one of those people that gets accused of being a church hopper, unable to submit, and various other nonsense, though all I really want is to let God be God and help to build His kingdom and not some man's pathetic agenda, but I digress. Anyway, at said service there were those present from the other shall we say ex-fellowship of mine. After the service, this lady who was on the advisory council (that church's name for the board of deacons, or whatever other name you want to give it) at the time of my departure, and whom I had at one time had a great deal of respect for and also considered a friend, came along to greet me. We exchanged pleasantries, like you would, but then something happened that I was not expecting at all. She knelt down beside me (I was sitting in my seat preparing to leave at the time) and proceeded to ask me to forgive her, not for anything that she had done, but for what she had not done. For not keeping in contact with me, for not asking any questions, for not even replying to an email that I had sent her (which I don't even remember doing but obviously I must have as it has been gnawing on her conscience). Basically, for exactly the things that had hurt me so much since (apart from the pastors) it was the inaction as opposed to actions of these people that had cut me so deeply. Of course, I didn't hesitate in accepting her apology and extending forgiveness. That's not because I'm such an incredible person who is always quick to forgive (though I'm definitely getting better at it by the grace of God) but simply because I had already dealt with this in my own heart some time ago.<br />
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One might have thought that since I'd already dealt with the issue in my own heart, this gesture would have had no real affect on me. At least, that's how I would have thought. But I must say, I was wrong. It has indeed affected me. Extending forgiveness to someone who thinks they don't need it is one thing; extending it to someone who has repented and therefore is able to receive your forgiveness is quite another. This, of course, makes perfect sense when you really stop to think about it. It's like how God, through the sacrifice of His son, Jesus, extended forgiveness to all mankind, yet it is really only effective for those that recognize their need for it and are therefore able to receive that forgiveness. Forgiveness, like so many things, requires both a sender and a receiver to be of any real value.<br />
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Being on the receiving end of forgiveness is an incredible blessing, but so is being on the giving end. Of course, the truth is, you can't really have one without the other. After all, Jesus said that if we don't forgive those who do us wrong, then the Father will not forgive us of our sins. (Mark 11:26) Now there's a verse that many would love to strike out of the bible, but none the less it remains, and it is just as true as everybody's favourite, John 3:16. The awesome part is, while we do have to make a decision to forgive, we don't have to rely on our own strength to carry it out. Instead we can rely on the love of God in us, that is shed abroad in our hearts, to empower u... ]]></description>
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                <title>Spring Fever</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 22 Mar 2007 06:53:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="rambleloud">I don't know about you, but it's that time of year when I get bit by the spring fever bug. I just wanna get out and enjoy the warm spring air and sunshine. Now if only we could get some of that warm spring air and sunshine around here. It was freezing this morning and I'm tired of scraping the frost from my car windows. <br />
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In any event, spring is here, whether it feels like it or not, and it's that time of year when a young woman's heart turns to thoughts of photography. Yeah ok I know, you were thinking of something else. But hey, have I ever claimed to be normal? Of course not, don't be ridiculous. Anyway, I was just over on ebay ordering some new photography equipment to revitalize my waning passion. Heh heh. Actually, I was thinking of buying a macro lens, but they're kinda pricey and I'm not sure I would find enough little things to photograph. So in the end, I decided to go a cheap route and play with it a bit and see if I get into it. If I do, perhaps I'll buy one a little later after I get some things straightened out financially. So, I just ordered a set of close up filters and a lens reversing ring to play with. Should be lots of fun. I still need to find a cable for my flash so I can hold it off from the camera, then I should be satisfied for a little while at least.<br />
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Not much else noteworthy happening at the moment. I'm going to attend some special meetings this weekend at a church that I used to attend. Seems a bit awkward, certain things considered, but I really wanna hear the special speaker they're bringing in. So there you have it, unless they kick me out, I'm going to go and try my utmost not to be too distracted to enjoy it. I'll see how it goes after tomorrow night.<br />
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Well, amazingly I have run out of things to say. I know, you're shocked, but there you have it.<br />
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Godspeed,<br />
Cindy</div><br />
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<div class="quoteloud">"A truly humble man is sensible of his natural distance from God; of his dependence on Him; of the insufficiency of his own power and wisdom; and that it is by God's power that he is upheld and provided for, and that he needs God's wisdom to lead and guide him, and His might to enable him to do what he ought to do for Him." ~ Jonathan Edwards</div><br />
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<div class="singloud"> I've been listening to Amazing Grace Radio (over the internet) here at work the past few days. I heard this song and it completely captured me. I've ordered the CD (even though I have no idea what the rest of it is like) just to get this song. It hasn't arrived yet and I haven't heard it again on the radio, but it's still the song of my heart at the moment...<br />
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<b>Audience of One</b> - Big Daddy Weave<br />
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I come on my knees<br />
To lay down before you<br />
Bringing all that I am<br />
Longing only to know you<br />
Seeking your face<br />
And not only your hand<br />
I find you embracing me<br />
Just as I am<br />
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And I lift these songs<br />
To you and you alone<br />
As I sing to you<br />
In my praises make your home<br />
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<i>To my audience of one<br />
You are Father, and you are Son<br />
As your spirit flows free,<br />
Let it find within me<br />
A heart that beats to praise you.<br />
And now just to know you more<br />
Has become my great reward<br />
To see your kingdom come<br />
And your will be done<br />
I only desire to be yours,<br />
Lord</i><br />
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So what could I bring<br />
To honor your majesty<br />
What song could I sing<br />
That would move the heart of royalty<br />
And all that I have<br />
Is the life that youve given me<br />
So Lord let me live for you<br />
My song with humility<br />
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And Lord as the love song<br />
Of my life is played<br />
I have one desire<br />
To bring glory to your name<br />
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<i>(Chorus)</i><br />
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And we lift these songs<br />
To you and you alone<br />
As we sing to you<br />
In our praises make your home<br />
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<i>(Chorus)</i><br />
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<div class="visitloud">It seems to me only right that the first installment of my features should go out to the one responsible for my being here on deviantART. So, if you've been wondering who to thank for my presence, or who to blame depending on your perspective, it is the one and only ~<a class="u" href="http://smole.deviantart.com/">Smole</a> <a href="http://smole.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/m/smole.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="smole" /></a>.<br />
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Sean (as he's know outside of deviantART) has been a good friend of mine for a number of years. I joined deviantART only because I was unable to comment on his artwork here without an account. At the time I had no intentions of posting anything, but as you can see, somewhere along the line I got bitten by the DA bug and have been trapped here ever since. Not that I'm complaining mind you.<br />
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                <title>What'd'ya think? (Now with tag)</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Mar 2007 18:05:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="startloud">Hey all!<br />
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I've been fiddling around with this CSS stuff to create my own unique style for my journal. This is what I've come up with thus far. Please feel free to tell me what you really think. Of course, ultimately I'm gonna style it in a way that represents me, whatever you think <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" />, but I would still love to hear your opinions and suggestions.</div><br />
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<div class="singloud">I often find that certain songs have a powerful impact on my life. They often minister to me during difficulties and situations that might otherwise cause me to loose faith or become depressed. They also minister to me during the good times. I will be using this section to share with you songs that are ministering to me at any given time. So I might as well start right now:<br />
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<b>The Sun is Shining</b> by Third Day<br />
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Yesterday I found<br />
That everything I knew was wrong<br />
It was upside down<br />
The life I thought I had was gone<br />
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But You came and whispered love to me<br />
And You gave me strength to carry on<br />
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<i>Oh, the sun is shining<br />
There is hope for me again<br />
A new day's dawning<br />
The sun is shining</i><br />
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Yesterday I lost<br />
Everything I had and loved<br />
Then I cried out for You, Lord<br />
And You came and picked me up<br />
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And the sorrow lasted through the night<br />
But the joy came with the morn<br />
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<i>Oh, the sun is shining<br />
There is hope for me again<br />
A new day's dawning<br />
The sun is shining</i><br />
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I will lift my voice<br />
No, I won't be silent<br />
For You heard my cry<br />
And You turned my mourning into dancing<br />
And so forever I'll sing</div><br />
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<div class="quoteloud">He is no fool who gives what he cannot keep to gain what he cannot lose. ~ Jim Elliot</div><br />
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<div class="visitloud">I've decided to start featuring my wonderful watchers in my journal, one at a time, probably changing about once a week, though that's just an estimate. It won't be in any particular order, just whoever I feel like featuring at the time. I'll just be doing a little write-up on you (be afraid, be very afraid <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/m/mwahaha.gif" width="29" height="15" alt=":evillaugh:" title="EVIL Laughter!" />) and posting a few of my favourite of your deviations. Since you don't all know each other, this might help... maybe...</div><br />
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<div class="tagloud">Ok, so this wasn't an actual tag. It was sent to me via email. But I figured I'd post it here anyway, just because I was in the mood. Relax now, I won't be tagging anyone. Unless of course you want to be tagged. In which case consider yourself tagged...<br />
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1. Name one person who made you smile today.<br />
<i>Me. I often amuse myself. LOL</i><br />
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2. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?<br />
<i>Getting dressed or putting in my contacts or some such morning ritual. </i><br />
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3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?<br />
<i>Answering some comments and watching MASH</i><br />
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4. What is something that happened to you in 1994?<br />
<i>T'was the year that I graduated from high school. Also the year I got my driver's license. I'm not quite sure which event was more significant <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> </i><br />
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6. How many different things did you drink today?<br />
<i>Six - OJ, a delicious mixed fruit smoothie, water, skim milk, Raspberry flavoured water, and chocolate milk.</i><br />
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7. What color is your hairbrush?<br />
<i>I don't have one. I never brush my hair!</i><br />
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8. What was the last thing you bought?<br />
<i>Chocolate milk and a bag of potatoes - on my way home from work on Friday.</i><br />
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10. What color is your front door?<br />
<i>Burgandy</i><br />
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12. What was the weather like today?<br />
<i>It was a cloudy but snowless day, which is a welcome sight right about now.</i><br />
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13. What is the best ice cream flavor?<br />
<i>Udderly Divine! - it really is <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /></i><br />
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16. What size shoe do you wear?<br />
<i>11, which is generally hard to come by around these parts. Therefore, shoe shopping is usually something I put off as long as possible.</i><br />
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17. Do you have a sister?<br />
<i>No, but I've got a sister-in-law, which is almost as good now that I'm grown. Would have been nice to have a sister growing up though. Then again, maybe not, probably would have just been competition LOL</i><br />
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18. Are you very random?<br />
<i>I have my days. </i><br />
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19. Do you want to cut your hair?<br />
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                <title>Enough Already!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 23 Feb 2007 20:37:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ We are in the midst of yet another snowstorm! This is getting to be a bit much now, even for a snow nut such as myself. I have no idea where we are going to put the stuff that is currently accumulating in our driveway. Out in the street I suppose. Illegal or not, we really aren't left with any other choice at this point. It's either that or we'll have to bring it in the house in pots, melt it on the stove and throw it down the sink!<br />
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I was over to my brother's house tonight, since my sister-in-law and I had made plans for pizza and a movie night (which my brother also decided to get in on). I expected I could be home before the snow even started as it was forecast to start around midnight. However, by the time we went to pick-up the pizza around 9 (we couldn't get it delivered because apparently their delivery drivers "went missing" or so I was told) the storm was already gaining momentum. So, it was interesting, to say the least, coming home tonight. All I can say is thank God for studded snow tires!<br />
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Anyhew, we watched "Flushed Away", which I must say was absolutely hilarious. I picked it up at the grocery store on my way over. You gotta love how grocery stores are turning into department stores and vice versa.<br />
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The grocery store was even more ridiculously crowded than it generally is approaching Christmas. All you have to do is announce a snow storm and everyone goes nuts thinking they won't have enough food to get them through. Of course I say that while I myself would not have headed to the grocery store tonight were it not for the impending storm. I figured if I'm gonna get trapped in the house tomorrow, I might as well take the opportunity to make myself a big pot of burnin' hot chili and also try out a new recipe I found online for curried lentil soup. Sounds yummy.<br />
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I'm starting to really get into cooking these days. Last night for supper I made my first authentic Thai dish from one of the Thai cookbooks I bought while in Thailand. I had Plaa Chon Neung Manow, which in English is Steamed Fish with Lime Sauce. Don't let the name deceive you though, while there is indeed lime juice in the sauce, it's more defined by the 20 bird's eye chillies that go into a single serving. Now there's something to clear the sinuses. I must say, I never got served anything that hot in Thailand. I really think they hold back the hot stuff from the foreigners thinking we can't handle it. I have good reason for thinking this. The hottest thing I did have in Thailand came in the form of a really hot variety of Mama Noodles (seemingly the Asian equivalent of Mr. Noodles). I purchased those at a little convenience store built onto a house in the neighbourhood we were staying in and the little lady that served me (who couldn't speak English) seemed absolutely obsessed with convincing me to take any other flavour but those. That of course just served to make me all the more determined to get that flavour and I was glad that I didn't back down. I love it hot!<br />
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Well, I guess I've done enough rambling for now, so I think I'll go get ready to hit the sack. I have a feeling tomorrow is going to be an absolutely exhausting day!<br />
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Godspeed,<br />
Cindy<br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
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                <title>Snow Day! (Now with Pics)</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 Feb 2007 11:21:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well I got that snow day after all! The blizzard kept going long enough to virtually shutdown the city today. It was pretty interesting. Most things have yet to open up, even though the snow has been stopped for quite some time. Still blowing around some in open areas I think and the roads are likely still in horrible shape. We had quite a bit of lightning last night, which we don't often get in the middle of a blizzard. We apparently had 35cm last night, but we got dumped on worse than I've seen when we've had considerably more than that fall. Must be the way the wind was. It was quite the task just getting the snowblower out this morning. It was completely buried, with just a little hint of one corner of the blue tarp that covers it peeking out just enough so that we could tell where it was. Of course, about 15 minutes after we finished and came in, the plow came down the street and buried us again. And he did very little to widen the street, so I'm sure he'll be back, probably right after we get it cleared out again.<br />
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I took my mother into work around 9 this morning.  The streets were in really bad shape. Fortunately, I never got stuck though. It sounds crazy, but I rather enjoy driving in snow storms. It helps of course that there is hardly any traffic on the roads. I'm not so fond of it when I end up driving home in a storm round about the same time as most other people like yesterday afternoon. But that's life.<br />
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Oh well, I reckon I should get dressed up again (ie: pull on my snowboard pants and parka over my pj's) and get back out at the snow. I still have to try and clear off the back bridge where the snow is more than halfway up the door and we had to throw Prince out in it last night and this morning. Fun, fun, fun! Remind me why I wanted a snow day! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lol.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":lol:" title="LOL" /><br />
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And since they say a picture is worth a thousand words, here's a few thousand words worth:<br />
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This was the path I had to beat through to get to the buried snowblower this morning:<br />
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This is the view from the bridge as I was shoveling down to the driveway:<br />
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This is what the cars looked like shortly into the snow clearing effort. The one you can see is my car. The one you can see just a small patch of the top of is my dad's. You can probably guess why I ended up driving mom to work this morning!<br />
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And finally, here's my dad and the trusty snowblower:<br />
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                <title>I have returned...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Feb 2007 17:44:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey all you fine folks out there in computerland,<br />
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It's me again. I have indeed returned. Crazy things have been happening in my life, but we won't go there. At least not tonight. Besides, it's getting to the point where if my life started looking normal, I think I'd have a real reason to be scared. I have come to accept the fact that I have clearly never been destined for normalcy.<br />
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Anyhew, after a few weeks break from DA here, it's obviously going to take me a while to get caught up around here. So, in the meantime, why not pop by and let me know how things are going. I'd love to hear from you all, and I will get around to your galleries eventually.<br />
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We're in the middle of a blizzard here, but it's supposed to end pretty early in the morning so it's not looking good for getting a snow day tomorrow. You never know though. The lights are flickering quite a bit at the moment, so I'm going to clue up and post this before we end up losing the power and thus the internet.<br />
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Godspeed,<br />
Cindy<br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
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                <title>Until we meet again...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 06 Jan 2007 21:39:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><a href="http://photobucket.com/"><img src="http://i9.photobucket.com/albums/a70/MurfQ/Journal%20Stuff/ChristmasHeader.jpg" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></img></a></div><br /><br />I will not likely be on DA for quite some time. Do not be alarmed at my absence. I am merely taking a break from all the distractions of life to devote myself to seeking the face of God through prayer and fasting. This is a good thing, and I shall return in due course. Due course may take a while, I'm not sure how long. In the meantime, if you need to reach me for something, my home email address can be found in my profile on my front page. I will check this from time to time. Those of you that are privledged enough to have my work email should use that instead as it is checked much more regularily, even when I'm not at work <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lol.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":lol:" title="LOL" /><br />
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May you all be exremely blessed.<br />
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Godspeed,<br />
Cindy<br />
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P.S. I shall leave you with this awesome discription of my Lord and King that I swiped from ~<a class="u" href="http://alex-sukehiro.deviantart.com/">alex-sukehiro</a>'s journal:<br />
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<i><b><u>That's MY King!</u></b><br />
*as spoken by the late S.M. Lockridge<br />
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My King was born King. The Bible says He's a Seven Way King. He's the King of the Jews - that's an Ethnic King. He's the King of Israel - that's a National King. He's the King of righteousness. He's the King of the ages. He's the King of Heaven. He's the King of glory. He's the King of kings and He is the Lord of lords.<br />
Now <b>that's</b> my King.<br />
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Well, I wonder if you know Him.<br />
Do you know Him?<br />
Don't try to mislead me. <b>Do you know my King?</b><br />
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David said the Heavens declare the glory of God, and the firmament shows His handiwork. My King is the only one of whom there are no means of measure that can define His limitless love. No far seeing telescope can bring into visibility the coastline of the shore of His supplies. No barriers can hinder Him from pouring out His blessing.<br />
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He's enduringly strong. He's entirely sincere. He's eternally steadfast. He's immortally graceful. He's imperially powerful. He's impartially merciful.<br />
<b>That's my King.</b><br />
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He's God's Son. He's the sinner's saviour. He's the centerpiece of civilization. He stands alone in Himself. He's honest. He's unique. He's unparalleled. He's unprecedented. He's supreme. He's pre-eminent. He's the grandest idea in literature. He's the highest personality in philosophy. He's the supreme problem in higher criticism. He's the fundamental doctrine of historic theology. He's the carnal necessity of spiritual religion.<br />
<b>That's my King.</b><br />
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He's the miracle of the age. He's the superlative of everything good that you choose to call Him. He's the only one able to supply all our needs simultaneously. He supplies strength for the weak. He's available for the tempted and the tried. He sympathizes and He saves. He's the Almighty God who guides and keeps all his people. He heals the sick. He cleanses the lepers. He forgives sinners. He discharged debtors. He delivers the captives. He defends the feeble. He blesses the young. He serves the unfortunate. He regards the aged. He rewards the diligent and He beautifies the meek.<br />
<b>That's my King.</b><br />
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<b><u>Do you know Him?</u></b><br />
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Well, my King is a King of knowledge. He's the wellspring of wisdom. He's the doorway of deliverance. He's the pathway of peace. He's the roadway of righteousness. He's the highway of holiness. He's the gateway of glory. He's the master of the mighty. He's the captain of the conquerors. He's the head of the heroes. He's the leader of the legislatures. He's the overseer of the overcomers. He's the governor of governors. He's the prince of princes. He's the King of kings and He's the Lord of lords.<br />
<b>That's my King.</b><br />
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His office is manifold. His promise is sure. His light is matchless. His goodness is limitless. His mercy is everlasting. His love never changes. His Word is enough. His grace is sufficient. His reign is righteous. His yoke is easy and His burden is light. I wish I could describe Him to you . . . but He's indescribable.<br />
<b>That's my King.</b><br />
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He's incomprehensible, He's invincible, and He is irresistible.<br />
<b>I'm coming to tell you this, that the heavens of heavens can't contain Him, let alone some man explain Him.</b> You can't get Him out of your mind. You can't get Him off of your hands. You can't outlive Him and you can't live without Him. The Pharisees couldn't stand Him, but they found out they couldn't stop Him. Pilate couldn't find any fault in Him. The witnesses couldn't get their testimonies to agree about Him. Herod couldn't kill Him. Death couldn't handle Him and the grave couldn't h... ]]></description>
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                <title>Happy New Year!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 Jan 2007 19:24:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><a href="http://photobucket.com/"><img src="http://i9.photobucket.com/albums/a70/MurfQ/Journal%20Stuff/ChristmasHeader.jpg" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></img></a></div><br /><br />Well, another year has come and gone. This year saw some really unexpected twists and turns in my life. All in all its been a very interesting year. I have learned some valuable lessons that Im quite sure will serve me well in the years to come. I am extremely thankful for all that God has done in my heart and my life this past year. And I am very much looking forward to another awesome year with my Lord.  Things just keep getting better and better!<br />
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I just last night finished reading a really awesome book by Andrew Murray entitled "Humility". Some very valuable insight into a very undervalued but yet extremely important aspect of Christian life. I've been really getting into Andrew Murray lately. He had some really timeless wisdom and insight into the things of God.<br />
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I'm not into New Years Resolutions, but if there's one thing I have determined to work on this year, it is to walk in greater humility before God and before man. And of course, to be humble before God is to be humble before man, in our interactions with the people we come into contact with every day. To quote Andrew Murray, <i>"The only humility that is really ours is not that which we try to show before God in prayer, but that which we carry with us, and carry out, in our ordinary conduct."</i><br />
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May you all have a very blessed and wonderful new year!<br />
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Godspeed,<br />
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                <title>Have a very merry CHRISTmas!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 25 Dec 2006 18:39:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><a href="http://photobucket.com/"><img src="http://i9.photobucket.com/albums/a70/MurfQ/Journal%20Stuff/ChristmasHeader.jpg" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></img></a></div><br /><br />Well, this is it. I hope you all are having a wonderful Christmas with your families. And may we all remember in the hustle and bustle of the holidays that Jesus is not only the reason for the season but the reason for everything. He is all we need to celebrate and rejoice at Christmas and throughout the year.<br />
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At church yesterday morning, the pastor was recounting how when he was at the mall recently, he stopped to drop some money in the Salvation Army kettle and overheard one shopper say to another in a disgusted tone, "Look at that! Trying to put religion in Christmas!"<br />
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It cracked me up when I heard that, but really it's a very sad commentary on our society. More and more people are losing sight of what Christmas is all about. Oh I'm well aware that celebrations on the 25th of December can be traced back to pagan origins and that Christ was most likely born nowhere near that date, but that's all beside the point. Our modern day Christmas is in both name and tradition a celebration of the birth of Christ. A remembrance of one of the most awe inspiring events in the history of mankind. When God actually became flesh and was born amongst us as one of us. The creator of the entire universe, came to us as a little baby, born in humble circumstances. The all knowing God, humbled himself to become one of us and like every one of us had to grow in knowledge and wisdom. It is difficult to even fathom the love that would cause Him to do such a thing, knowing before hand that he would be rejected and have to suffer unbearable agony. Not only did He come, knowing all that He would suffer, but He came joyfully. I cannot comprehend such love!<br />
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May you all have the most joyful CHRISTmas that you have ever experienced!<br />
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Godspeed,<br />
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                <title>Are you ready?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 22 Dec 2006 16:46:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><a href="http://photobucket.com/"><img src="http://i9.photobucket.com/albums/a70/MurfQ/Journal%20Stuff/ChristmasHeader.jpg" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></img></a></div><br /><br />Well? Are you? Ready?<br />
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For Christmas that is. I'm just about ready. I have but one small gift left to buy. And I even have a good portion of my gifts wrapped. I do still have to make a stocking for Julia, like the one I made for Liam last year. I'll have to pick up the stuff for that tomorrow along with that one remaining gift.<br />
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I'm finally starting to get into the Christmas spirit somewhat. It had strangely eluded me up to this point. But I'm getting there. It helps that I am off work for 12 days now <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> Yeah, there really are 12 days to Christmas for me. They start tomorrow <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lol.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":lol:" title="LOL" /> I'm not going back to work until the 4th.<br />
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Liam is coming in on boxing day and returning on the 2nd. I am, of course, really looking forward to that. And this year I have another little one to spoil at Christmas. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> Christmas just wouldn't be the same without kids around. <br />
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Well, that's all for now folks. Hope you all have a very Merry Christmas!<br />
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Godspeed,<br />
Cindy<br /><br /><div align="center"><a href="http://photobucket.com/"><img src="http://i9.photobucket.com/albums/a70/MurfQ/Journal%20Stuff/ChristmasFooter.jpg" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></img></a><div><br />
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                <title>Life may be complicated but it's still good!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 16 Dec 2006 06:40:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><a href="http://photobucket.com/"><img src="http://i9.photobucket.com/albums/a70/MurfQ/Journal%20Stuff/ChristmasHeader.jpg" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></img></a></div><br /><br /><i>"It is good for me that I have been afflicted; that I might learn thy statutes." ~ Psalm 119:71</i><br />
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I am finally learing that there are certain trials that we go through that truly are good for us. Things that may seem devastating at the time, but if we will allow them to, they can train us in the ways of the Lord.<br />
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I find myself in that training ground at this time. I've actually been through this particular training before, but I did not receive it. Which is likely why I find myself here again. This time I choose to embrace the valuable lessons that I am learning and realize that they are worth more than my momentary, light affliction.<br />
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I am convinced that the Lord is preparing me for a specific work that He has for me. He has shown me just a glimpse of what that is and I know that I am not yet ready. So I ask Him to continue the work that He is doing in me and to grant me the strength to endure.<br />
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Amen<br />
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In other news, I got my Christmas bonus from work this week and bought myself an awesome Christmas gift. I've been feeling the need for an electric guitar lately. The acoustic just wasn't cutting it for me anymore. Not that I don't still love my acoustic. But I decided I need both <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lol.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":lol:" title="LOL" /> So, as soon as the opportunity presented itself, I went out guitar shopping. I had pretty much settled on the fact that I wanted a semi-hollow body Epiphone before I went. They are so beautiful and the semi-hollow body gives it such a wonderful rich tone. I had narrowed it down to 2 models that were mostly different only cosmetically. But when I went to Musicstop, and was checking out one of said models, my eyes fell on another and it was love at first sight. So I checked the price tag and it was within my price range, so I took it down and started playing with it. I fell in love with it even more. It sounded every bit as good as it looked. Then I looked at the back of the headstock and it said that it was a limited edition, custom shop model and I fell in love with it even more. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> There's just something about having a guitar that is not very common <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lol.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":lol:" title="LOL" /> The guy at Musicstop told me that there were only 6 of these in Canada. I was impressed. Anyway, to make a long story short, I bought that beautiful guitar and I am extremely happy with my decision. It's a Limited Edition Epiphone ES-135 and it has a gorgeous Blueburst finish. Which is basically a deep blue colour in the center that fades to black on the edges. It's absolutely beautiful! I need to get a mirror to put in front of me while I'm playing so that I can stare at it and play it at the same time <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rofl.gif" width="29" height="27" alt=":rofl:" title="rofl" /> Anyway, I'll have to add a pic later on so that you can see my beautiful guitar and drool over it. Ha ha. I got a Peavey Envoy 110 amp which has a really sweet sound and is perfect for my purposes. So I'm quite content and my fingers are quite sore from playing much more than I'm used to. But still, it's so much easier on my fingers than playing my acoustic.<br />
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Anyhew, that's all for now folks. I gotta go pick up my father's Christmas gift.<br />
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Godspeed,<br />
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                <title>Life is complicated...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 22 Nov 2006 11:33:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Don't know if you've ever heard the Stephen Curtis Chapman song titled "Magnificent Obsession" before or not. It's currently on repeat both in my car and here at work. It's like it was written specifically for me and the space I currently find myself in. It starts out with...<br />
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<i>Lord, You know how much<br />
I wanna know so much<br />
In the way of answers<br />
And explanations<br />
I have cried and prayed,<br />
And still I seem to stay<br />
In the middle of life's complications</i><br />
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Yup, that's me all the way. I seem to have this force drawing me to really complicated situations. It sort of seems like the more I pray, the more complicated things become. So yeah, things have gotten really complicated in my life all of a sudden. I'm not sure how much I want to elaborate on that, but let's just say, as with most complications in my life, this one has to do with church and with relationships, or more specifically one particular relationship. And no, it isn't a guy thing. Even that would not likely get as complicated as this. I'll never understand how I get myself into these bizzare situations.<br />
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Anyway, I've gotten extremely little sleep the last 3 nights. Last night was the worst. It was at least 2 am before I finally dozed off and I was wide awake again by shortly after 4 am. I actually got up around 4:30 because I realized attempts at sleep were futile, so I decided to spend a couple of hours in prayer before it was time to get ready for work. Oddly enough, I'm not extremely tired considering what little sleep I've had. That's probably because my mind is still going a mile a minute. <br />
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Getting back to the song...<br />
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<i>All this pursuing<br />
Leaves me feelin' like<br />
I'm chasin' down the wind<br />
But now it's brought me back to You<br />
And I can see again</i><br />
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Again, me all the way. I really feel like I've been chasing down the wind. But that's not all bad, because it really has led me back to the conclusion that God is all that really matters.<br />
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<i>This is everything I want,<br />
This is everything I need<br />
I want this to be my one<br />
Consuming passion<br />
Everything my heart desires<br />
Lord, I want it all to be for You,<br />
Jesus,<br />
Be my magnificent obsession</i><br />
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I really am becoming obsessed with God. Everything else in my life seems to be just falling away. All I want is for Jesus to be magnified in my life. Nothing else seems to matter anymore.<br />
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<i>So capture my heart again,<br />
Take me to depths I've never been<br />
Into the riches of Your grace and Your mercy<br />
Return me to the cross,<br />
And let me be completely lost<br />
In the wonder of the love<br />
That You've shown me<br />
Cut through these chains that tie me down<br />
To so many lesser things,<br />
Let all my dreams fall to the ground<br />
Until this one remains</i><br />
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I want to lay aside every one of my ambitions and plans for my life and give myself entirely to the will of God.<br />
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For all my Christian friends out there, I would really appreciate your prayers at the moment. I have a really big decision to make and I need to know that I am following God's will for my life. Please pray for guidance for me, that I would clearly know the direction that God wants me to take. Also pray that I will learn to rely entirely on God's strentgh and not try to do things in my own ability. I can do all things through Christ which strengthens me, but I am nothing on my own.<br />
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Thanks so much for your prayers.<br />
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<i>You are everything I want,<br />
You are everything I need<br />
I want you to be my one<br />
Consuming passion<br />
Everything my heart desires<br />
Lord, I want it all to be for You,<br />
Jesus,<br />
Be my magnificent obsession<br />
My magnificent obsession</i><br /><br />________________________________________ _____________<br />
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                <title>Clearing Deviations</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Oct 2006 08:48:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Just to let you all know that I just went in and wiped out my message centre without so much as viewing the thumbnails. My apologies, but due to my recent absence and general lack of presence here, it had gotten way out of control so it was the only thing for me to do. I had more than 550 unviewed deviations. So it's quite likely that I have not seen most of your recent deviations. There's no way I could find the time to go back and view them all. That being said, if there is anything in particular that you really want me to see, please let me know and I will check it out.<br /><br />________________________________________ _____________<br />
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                <title>Relative Weirdness</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 Oct 2006 11:59:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey all you fine people out there in computerland. I hope things are going well for you. They certainly are for me. I apologize for my lack of presence as of late, but my life has gotten really busy lately. Not in a bad way though. Actually, Ive been finding a lot more time for the things that really matter lately. Namely God first and then family. Ive been finding more time for such things because Ive been losing interest in most other things. So yeah, havent been doing much art lately. But I was out Saturday afternoon for a long drive with my father out around some communities I hadnt previously visited, and I did of course have my camera with me and got some nice pics. So Ill have to find a little time to process them and post a few sometime soon.<br />
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In the mean time, I got tagged a while back by ~<a class="u" href="http://alex-sukehiro.deviantart.com/">alex-sukehiro</a> and so I finally got around to doing the taggage. So here goes<br />
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 Rules : The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours.<br />
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Ok so lets see, where to begin. Im not very weird so this could be difficult! I saw that smirk Ok, so maybe what it really is, is just that Im so weird that I dont really recognize weird. Anyway, its like Mike Warnke says, weirdness is a relative concept. And boy do I have weird relatives. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lol.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":lol:" title="LOL" /> Ok, no, seriously, here are 6 things that, while perfectly normal by my standards, might seem weird to the rest of you weird people. Hows that?<br />
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1) I talk to myself a lot. Mostly under my breath, but if Im pretty sure that there is nobody within earshot, sometimes out loud. What can I say? Sometimes its the most stimulating conversation I can find <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/giggle.gif" width="17" height="15" alt=":giggle:" title="Giggle" /> No seriously, I dont mean that. But I do talk to myself a lot. When you combine that with the fact that I have a tendency to talk with my hands, it gets some really peculiar reactions when people happen to pop up unexpectedly. You should have seen the look I got from my next door neighbour one day when I was walking up the stairs to my house talking to myself and looked up and she was there. More recently, I was sitting sort of side on to my computer, kinda preaching to myself (under my breath but my lips were likely moving) with hands flailing one day here at work when a co-worker walked in on me. The look on his face was priceless. I wish I had a camera ready. I made no attempt to explain myself and acted like nothing had happened. As soon as he left, I cracked up laughing.<br />
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2) That brings me to weird fact number 2. I have a tendency to laugh for no apparent reason. That one also gets some strange looks. I dont really be laughing for no reason (well, at least not most of the time) but the reason is often confined to my overactive mind and therefore lost on anybody else in the immediate vicinity. And as with the previous thing, I generally make no attempt to explain myself.<br />
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3) Even though I cant sing for beans and am a semi-pathetic guitar player, one of my favourite things to do when Ive got the house to myself is to crank up some good worship music and pretend like Im leading worship. That even sometimes involves using anything from a hairbrush to my deodorant as a mic or even my tennis racket as a guitar. The tennis racket as a guitar is particularly weird since I do actually have an acoustic guitar and can even play it to some extent. Its a throwback to the days when I didnt have a guitar, but I still use it occasionally when Im not in the mood to get out my real guitar or my fingers are kinda sore. Yeah I know, weird, but that is what you asked for<br />
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4) I have this weird aversion to telephones. Youd think Id been like struck by lightning through one or something, but I have no such traumatic event to link my irrational behaviour to. Is there a phonephobia? Its true. I hate making phone calls. Even for what should be simple little things, like making an appointment or calling a business to ask a simple question. Ill generally put much more effort and time into convincing my mother or my brother to call for me, rather than just pick up the phone and do it myself. And Im much worse again when it comes to leaving messages on answering machines. I do NOT like talking to machines!!! Only when there is no other way out and Im desperate to make contact will I leave a message on an answering machine. And onl... ]]></description>
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                <title>Glory to God!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 25 Sep 2006 06:30:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>Listening to</strong>: How Great (Jami Smith)<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Ephesians<br /><br />Yes that's right I'm back. See how quickly 3 weeks go. I bet you didn't even miss me. Oh well, that's ok, because I really didn't miss you either. Ha ha. Sorry, I'm just havin some fun.<br />
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Seriously though, I've been having an awesome time! God is just so incredible. He never ceases to amaze me. It's so awesome how you can be wandering away from Him and then you take one little step towards Him and He comes running with arms wide open. He's so amazingly faithful even when we aren't. <br />
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God has been making some big changes in me. And it all leads to me wanting more and more. I've never been more satisfied and yet hungry at the same time.<br />
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Also, I just have to share that I've been praying for quite some time now that God would lead me to a friend that would be passionately in love with Him. Someone that I could get together with and talk about the things of God with and get excited with. That we could encourage one another in God, because I really think that's so important. I'm not strong enough to go it alone. I really don't think anybody is. At least not all the time. The bible does say that David encouraged himself in the Lord. But at other times he had Jonathan. Anyway, as always, God answered my prayer. Friday before last, I officially met someone who I previously had just seen at church and never really spoke to. We quickly became friends and I really believe it's a friendship that's just going to grow. It's definitely a God thing. From the first time we went out for a coffee together, I've been able to talk with her freely, which for me is truly amazing. I've always struggled with shyness more than anybody knows. At times finding it hard even to open up with my own family. But that's part of what God has been doing in me over just the past week or so. He's been giving me a greater freedom than I've ever known. <br />
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It may be hard to understand if you've never been there, but though I share my heart pretty freely in writing, I've never been good at doing so in person. In fact, one of the main reasons I write so much, is because it has always served as an outlet for me. I could always sit down in front of my computer or with a paper journal and write freely from the heart, but in person, when trying to talk about something, I would get so incredibly bound up. It's impossible to explain and I suspect that unless you've been there you couldn't possibly understand how it feels. I could get up and speak in front of a crowd of people much easier than I could sit with someone one-on-one and just open up and share from the heart. But praise God, all that is changing. And it only gets better from here.<br />
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Anyhew, I've got to go update my anti-virus software as it ran out a few days ago and I don't want to be getting any nasty viruses. Talk to you all later. I haven't been checking out the new deviations yet, but I have read pretty much all the non-club journals in my message center. Haven't commented on any, but I have read them all.<br />
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And now to leave you with the lyrics to an awesome song. I higly recommend getting the album which is called Wash Over Me. An amazing worship album which has blessed me so much over the past couple of weeks.<br />
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<i>How Great (Jami Smith)<br />
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How great, how great Your kindness is to us<br />
How great, how great Your mercy is to us<br />
How great, how great Your healing is to us<br />
How great the love the Father lavishes on us<br />
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I will sing of Your great love<br />
Who is like You oh Lord<br />
You are patient<br />
You are gentle<br />
You are faithful oh Lord<br />
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You are holy<br />
You are righteous<br />
You are mighty<br />
There is none like You</i><br />
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                <title>21 Days</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 04 Sep 2006 16:09:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>Reading</strong>: Hebrews<br /><br />I know I haven't been here much, but this is just to let you know that I'm really not here. Today begins for me 21 days of prayer and fasting and during that time I won't be around here. I did post a couple of pics to tide you over. I'll see you in 3 weeks. Not to worry, all is well.<br />
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                <title>Officially insane &amp; actual news</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 31 Aug 2006 06:58:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/work.gif" alt="Busy" title="Busy" /> Busy busy bee<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Blessed Father (Newsboys)<br /><br />Ok, I have officially joined the ranks of the insane. Surprised? I didn't think so. Anyhew, Laura and I went to Jungle Jims last night for wing night. Being the mildly insane person that I am, I decided to throw caution to the wind and try the insanity wings. You have to be at least 19 and sign a waiver to get these things. I figured they probably wouldn't live up to the hype, like most so called hot things. I was wrong. They were definitely far and away the hottest thing I have ever eaten. And I'm not one to find things excessively hot. To give you an example, when we were in Thailand recently, my brother ordered some kind of spicy chicken dish and while he was eating it, the sweat was pouring off of him. Encouraged by this, I later ordered the same dish at the same restaurant and found it to be disappointingly mild. Well, let me tell you, there was nothing mild about those insanity wings. I only managed to eat six of the dozen in the order because the bread, milk and very tall glass of apple juice that I needed to quench the fire left me rather full. Laura seemed to doubt just how hot these things were despite the fact that she knows how much I love hot food, so she took the tiniest little speck of sauce on the tip of a knife and touched it to her tongue. It was downright comical to watch the expression on her face and listen to her go on and on for several minutes about how much her tongue was hurting while she downed a glass of milk. <br />
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Anyhew, on to other more noteworthy news, I was in a car accident on Monday. Relax, it wasn't serious and nobody was hurt. I pulled into the parking lot of Doko to pick up some dog food after work and the misses that works there backed out of her parking spot right into the side of my car. Needless to say, I was not impressed. What is it with people backing up? Doesnt anybody realize the importance of looking where youre going does not extend to only when youre going forward, but also when you are going in reverse? The really sad thing is, she was and seems to remain totally baffled by the fact that this could happen since she looked before she backed up and there was nobody there. Sorry lady, I wasnt invisible, just moving like cars for some strange reason have a tendency to do. So now Im trying to get my car fixed. The lady that hit me is very determined that it not go through insurance. Its just speculation on my part, but this is probably not her first accident. I want to accommodate her and let her pay for the repairs herself so it doesnt have to go on her record and drive her insurance through the roof, but frankly shes been giving me the run-around and my patience is wearing thin. I think Im going to call her lunch time and tell her that shes got only today left to agree to the repairs so that I can schedule the appointment and she can pay for it BEFORE the repairs begin (theres no way Im waiting till after they are completed and then trying to get her to pay the bill while my car sits in the garage) or else tomorrow I report it to her insurance company and let them take care of it. I have to draw the line at some point or else this could go on for weeks and cause me countless aggravation.<br />
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In the good news department, I think Ive finally found a church that I can settle into, at least for the time being. Oddly enough, I found it in the most unlikely of places. I have returned to a church that I used to attend some years back when I first moved to St. Johns. Its funny how things work out. In any case, I am currently happier with the church situation than I have been for more than two years now. And as a wonderful bonus, last Sunday was also, I think, the first time in over 3 years that my entire family attended the same church. I have to say, that felt good.<br />
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My final news update of the day is that my adorable niece Julia is being christened this coming Sunday morning. And whats more, even my adorable nephew Liam is going to be in attendance as my two brothers have gone out today to pick him up and bring him in for the weekend. Yes, life is good, despite the bumps in the road (or parking lot as the case may be)!<br /><br />________________________________________ _____________<br />
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                <title>Very much alive</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 16 Aug 2006 06:02:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/work.gif" alt="Busy" title="Busy" /> Busy busy bee<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: He Reigns (Newsboys)<br /><br />The title is just to let you know I'm not dead, for those of you wondering. I know some of you have been waiting to hear all about my wonderful trip to Thailand. More of you have been waiting to see some pics of said trip and of course of my beautiful new niece. While yet others are probably reading this going, You've been to Thailand? You've got a new niece? I'm watching you? How'd that happen? Who are you anyhow?<br />
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In any event, for those who fall in the first two categories, (if you're in the third you can go back to sleep now) I apologize for not updating in such a long time and being pretty much absent even though I'm here. I also apologize in advance for what follows because it isn't at all what you've been waiting for. The updates and the photos are still yet to come. Hopefully in the next week or two I'll catch my breath and get some posting on the go. In the meantime, just because I had to let you know I'm alive and because it takes less brain power than an actual update, I'm posting another of those silly survey thingys. Which also means that those of you in the third group, if you haven't gone back to sleep yet, can find out a little bit more about me. Yes, I know that's a scary thought, but hey, you're the one reading my journal, let's not lose sight of that. Anyway, without further ado, here's a survey I received via email yesterday. It was also filled out yesterday so you're not getting the most current information <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/m/mwahaha.gif" width="29" height="15" alt=":evillaugh:" title="EVIL Laughter!" />...<br />
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<b>What exactly are you wearing right now?</b><br />
>>Off-white short pants (clam diggers they used to be called back in the day, now I believe they call them capris, much less imaginative these days) and a striped blue long sleeve top that doesn't seem to go with the short pants but I'm not particularly fashion conscious.<br />
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<b>What is your current problem?</b><br />
>> Pretty problem free at the moment. Cant complain. Well, I suppose I could find something to complain about if I tried, but I wont.<br />
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<b>What makes you most happy?</b><br />
>> My wonderful saviour.  Apart from that, the smiles and laughter of my favourite (and only, thats why I can say that) nephew and niece.<br />
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<b>If you could go back in time and change something would you?</b><br />
>> Probably not. There are a couple of things I can think of that I wish I had done differently, but who knows what else might have been different if I had. I prefer to just move forward from here. <br />
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<b>Name something obvious about you:</b><br />
>>I'm tall for a girl <-- stole this answer from someone but it works equally well for me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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<b>What's the name of the song that you're listening to?:</b><br />
>> Not listening to anything right at the moment. <br />
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<b>Any celeb you would marry?</b><br />
>> Public appearances can be quite separate from private personality and often deceiving. So, if I were to marry a celebrity, it would have nothing to do with him being a celebrity. In fact, for me, that would likely work against him so hed probably have more to prove to win me over.<br />
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<b>Name someone with the same birthday as you?</b><br />
>> No idea. <br />
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<b>Do you have a crush on someone?</b><br />
>> I think Im a little old for crushes. <br />
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<b>Ever sang in front of a large audience?</b><br />
>> No, and if I did, it likely wouldnt stay large for long <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lol.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":lol:" title="LOL" /><br />
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<b>What do you usually order from Starbucks?</b><br />
>> I rarely go to Starbucks, but when I do, its usually for a caramel apple cider. So good I can almost taste it now. These type of questions are so cruel. Unfortunately, they only serve that in the winter, so I have a long wait before I can satisfy the craving you just created. Thanks a lot!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rolleyes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":roll:" title="Roll Eyes" /><br />
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<b>Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?</b><br />
>> Not that Im aware of. I was told a couple of weeks ago though that I looked like a greeter at one of the local Wal-Marts (Big ego boost there!)<br />
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<b>Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddie TV shows?</b><br />
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                <title>Greetings from Kuala Lumpur</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 14 Jul 2006 07:25:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hi everybody,<br />
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I'm sitting at an internet stall in Burger King in the airport at Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. I'm on my way home now after a very eventful and overall awesome trip to Thailand. Who knew Burger King sold internet access right alongside their burgers <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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Well, I don't have time for a play by play run down of the trip, but I just wanted to say a quick hello. Soon I'll be home, and once I get some much needed rest, I'll be sure and post some photos. You might notice really strange futuristic dates on some of them though. If any of you know how to update the date stamp on photos I would appreciate your sharing it with me. Apart from some screwed up times and days where I forgot to change the time on my camera at first, the year on most of my photos reads 2549. It was really weird, but I downloaded them in Chiang Mai and burnt them to DVD to free up space for more, and the years all came up as 2549. I figured that the camera doesn't bother to record the year, assuming that you will load them in the same year, but I couldn't figure out why it would register as 2549 there instead of 2006. I got the explaination from our tour guide though while we were touring the Grand Palace in Bangkok. Being a very Bhudist nation, Thailand apparently uses the Bhudist calendar which counts the years from when Bhuda died, which was apparently 2,549 years ago. Weird, but there you go. I still can't figure out why it was stamping my photos as such though since the date in windows was set to 2006?!<br />
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Anyhew, time is running short and I got sidetracked in sending Tina an email and chatting with my dad on MSN, so I'm going to cut this short. More from home.<br />
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Godspeed,<br />
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                <title>Tonight's the Night!!!!!!!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 30 Jun 2006 09:10:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" /> I'm bursting at the seems. Leaving at midnight tonight. Haven't even got my clothes packed yet. Leaving work early, like in a few minutes, to go home and do that. Also need to clean fish tank and do partial water change. And who knows what else I'm forgetting. I'm sure it's something important. Anyhew, gotta go. See you all in a couple of weeks. I hope you all have as much fun over the next couple of weeks as me, though I doubt it <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" />. I'm going to go crazy if I try to hold back my excitement much longer! Yeah, I know what you're thinking, I'm already crazy. But I'll go crazier, if that's possible.<br />
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                <title>Ok so it's London</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Jun 2006 09:59:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I won't be spending Canada Day in Thailand after all, but I'll be there the following day. We've got the tickets booked now so it's all set. We're leaving just before midnight on the 30th of June. So I'll actually be travelling on Canada Day. A big chunk of it will be spent in London as we have a 9 1/2 hour layover. Hopefully that means we'll get a chance to see at least a little of London. That'll be like icing on the cake. Given the quite long travel time and the significant difference in time zones, we'll leave here on a Friday night and arrive in Chiang Mai Sunday evening. Pretty good for someone like me who's longest flight to date was a non-stop to Toronto. We have to change planes in London, Kuala Lumpur (Malaysia) and Bangkok. I don't know how my internal clock is ever going to adjust to the 9 1/2 hour shift in time I'm going to put it through. But one thing's for sure, even if I have to operate on virtually no sleep, I'm still going to have the time of my life.<br />
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Ok, so I know I said I'd probably post some pics this past weekend. The fact is, I unexpectedly ended up attending a conference all weekend with a Pastor from down south somewhere (US) named Sammy Rodriquez Jr. It was pretty cool too. I'll probably share some insight I gleaned from that sometime soon. In any event it was a long overdue, much needed spiritual refresher for me.<br />
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Right now, I have some things to catch up on and what not, so I'll just leave you with the words of what is fast becoming one of my favourite songs. When you get a chance be sure to pop over to his website and have a listen (<a href="http://www.philbaquie.com/index.php?pg=s">[link]</a>). You can listen to this full song and numerous other of his songs there.<br />
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<i>Shadow of the Cross (Phil Baquie)<br />
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If I boast I will boast in Christ my God<br />
For my precious Saviors love is more than I deserve<br />
Though the praise of man may be all that this world seeks<br />
I will not trust my heart for it is weak<br />
<br />
So hide me in the shadow of the cross<br />
Where everything I thought was gain<br />
I now count as loss<br />
Let people only see <br />
The light of God in me<br />
So hide me in the shadow of the cross<br />
<br />
For I have trod upon the fertile ground<br />
And I've seen a million faces<br />
And heard the roar of crowds<br />
But the only voice I love is the Shepard of my heart<br />
Saying not my will but Yours Lord be done<br />
<br />
So hide me in the shadow of the cross<br />
Where everything I thought was gain<br />
I now count as loss<br />
Let people only see<br />
The light of God in me<br />
So hide me in the shadow of the cross<br />
<br />
Where You become my every dream<br />
You're more than life to me<br />
So beautiful, Your ways<br />
Oh Lord, my God<br />
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So hide me in the shadow of the cross<br />
Where everything I thought was gain<br />
I now count as loss<br />
Let people only see<br />
The light of God in me<br />
So hide me in the shadow of the cross<br />
Hide me in the shadow of the cross<br />
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                <title>Spending Canada Day in Thailand</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 May 2006 10:22:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
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                <title>Please God, let me be exempt</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Apr 2006 18:44:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ive been tagged, but thats not what Im trying to get out of, Ill get to that shortly. What I desperately want to get out of is jury duty. Yes, Ive been summonsed to appear for jury selection. Under normal circumstances, that wouldnt bother me in the least. Im not one to shirk my civic responsibility, but the timing of this totally sucks. Its very likely to interfere with my trip to Thailand. And while the experience of being on a jury I actually find interesting, I sure wouldnt trade my trip to Thailand for the experience. So I have to write a compelling letter explaining my circumstances and send it off with my application for an exemption. I am sincerely counting on it being accepted, because the alternative is dreadful. Do you know what the penalty for not showing up for jury selection is? Apparently its up to a $1000 fine and/or up to 6 months in jail. That might even be less appealing to me than missing Thailand. I havent quite decided on that yet. Ill let you know if it comes to that, but Im hoping it wont. All I need is an exemption. Of course, Im not sure the powers that be will see the urgency of my situation quite the way I do. But I shall do my best to convey it to them and after that all I can do is pray about it and hope for the best.<br />
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Anyhew, on to something else. It seems Ive been tagged. Ill get you for this ~<a class="u" href="http://alex-sukehiro.deviantart.com/">alex-sukehiro</a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/shakefist.gif" width="24" height="18" alt=":shakefist:" title="CURSE YOU!" /> Nah, Im kidding, I dont mind. All though you might be sorry because Im not in a concise mood so these answers could get rather long <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/m/mwahaha.gif" width="29" height="15" alt=":evillaugh:" title="EVIL Laughter!" /><br />
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<i>1) First Name?</i><br />
Cindy<br />
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<i>2) Were you named after anyone? </i><br />
Not my first name, my mother just always liked it. But my middle name is from my mothers middle name. But you didnt ask for that, so Im not telling <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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<i>3) Do you wish on stars? </i><br />
Of course not, theyre just inanimate objects, its not like they could get me out of jury duty. Id much rather make my wishes known to those who can do something about them like the creator of the stars <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/nod.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":nod:" title="Nod" /><br />
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<i>4) When did you last cry? </i><br />
I honestly cant remember. But thats not to say I dont cry, just that it has been a little while and my memory is not that great. If my jury duty exemption gets turned down you might hear me crying half-way across the world.<br />
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<i>5) Do you like your handwriting? </i><br />
Its not bad. But its nothing special either. Actually, Ive never written much. Even back in grade school I mostly printed except when my teachers got uptight and ordered me to write. Once I got past that stage, the orders didnt stick. I eventually developed a sort of hybrid half written, half printed type thing.<br />
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<i>6) What is your favorite lunch meal? </i><br />
Buffalo wings. Or hot wings. Although Ive often wondered where they find buffalo with wings?<br />
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<i>7) When is your birthdate? </i><br />
November 19, 1976<br />
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<i>8) What is your most embarrassing cd? </i><br />
I dont know that I really have any embarrassing CDs. I guess maybe a couple of old country CDs that I have kicking about. Only because I tend to make fun of country music most of the time. But I used to like it somewhat way back when.<br />
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<i>9) Do you have a journal? </i><br />
Well now, how do you suppose youd be reading this if I didnt? If youre referring to paper journals, I have numerous ones. I have this thing for buying cool journals, filling out only a few pages, and then tossing them to one side when I find another cool one. Heh heh <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/giggle.gif" width="17" height="15" alt=":giggle:" title="Giggle" /><br />
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<i>10. Do you use sarcasm a lot? </i><br />
I am much too big for that. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sarcasm.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":sarcasm:" title="Hahahahaha. No." /> (What do you think?)<br />
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<i>11. What are your nicknames? </i><br />
Dont really have any. Well, there is this one guy who likes to call me Cinders, and then his son started to turn into his dad and so sometimes uses it as well. And then theres my mom, who sometimes calls me CJ. But otherwise, most people just call my by my name. I did have more than one unflattering nickname growing up though. Yes, as hard as it may be for you to believe, I was one of those unpopular kids that got picked on quite a bit. But we wont go back to that.<br />
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                <title>Survival (Please Read)</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 31 Mar 2006 21:20:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The Survivor<br />
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Tonight, as I was going through my Phil Keaggy music to find a song for a friend, I came across a particular song that had deeply touched my heart from the first time I heard it. Its called The Survivor, and is essentially the story of a baby surviving an attempted abortion. Tonight, for the first time, I went looking for the story that inspired the song. A quick Google search yielded the story along with the stories of several other survivors. I would really like to encourage each of you to take the time to read down through these short stories, which you can find here: <a href="http://www.thenewamerican.com/tna/2000/01-17-2000/vo16no02_survivors.htm">[link]</a> (If youre either bit of a softy like me, youll definitely need some tissues handy <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cries.gif" width="23" height="15" alt=":cries:" title="Waaaah!" />)<br />
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May God have mercy on our nations for permitting such evil in our midst. And especially upon His church, who know better, for sitting quietly by and allowing such atrocities to go largely unanswered<br />
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<i>The Survivor (Phil Keaggy)<br />
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I have heard the slander of many<br />
Terror on every side<br />
While they council together against me<br />
And plan to take away my life<br />
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I am small, concealed in this darkness<br />
Yearning to see the light, but I may never<br />
Because of the heartless<br />
Attempt to take away my life<br />
<br />
Am I safe? The water around me<br />
Is changing; is it all right? <br />
But I am burning; oh what are they doing?<br />
They want to take away my life<br />
<br />
But as for me, I trust in Thee<br />
Oh, Lord, my times are in Your hand<br />
You are my God, deliver me<br />
From the solution that they have planned<br />
<br />
I'm condemned, completely unwanted<br />
I struggle to stay inside<br />
Oh, my dear mother, your future is haunted<br />
If they take away my life<br />
<br />
I'm cut off, exposed in this cold room<br />
For love and warmth I strive<br />
Will you discard me, throw away or starve me<br />
And slowly drain away my life<br />
<br />
But as for me, I trust in Thee<br />
Oh, Lord, my times are in Your hand<br />
You are my God; deliver me<br />
From the solution that they have planned<br />
<br />
Desperate hands reach out to embrace me<br />
And steal away in the night<br />
A gentle voice is speaking assuringly<br />
No one will take away your life<br />
<br />
Now I am one apart from the millions <br />
Fortunate to survive<br />
And though I bear in my body these old wounds<br />
They didn't take away my life<br />
<br />
As for me, I trust in Thee<br />
Oh, Lord, my times are in Your hand<br />
You have my God, delivered me <br />
From the solution that they had planned</i><br />
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                <title>Do fish get tumors?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 24 Mar 2006 21:11:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, I know that sounds like a weird question, but I'm serious. While feeding my fishies today, I noticed that Goldeneye has this big bulge on one side just down from his head. It's really big and really bulged out. He still seems to be his normal self, but I'm a little concerned. I just lost one of my pretty fishies a couple of weeks ago when I found Bugsy floating belly up. I had the water tested and found that the PH had dropped quite a lot for some mysterious reason. I've been slowly working on bringing that back up and, while not seeming to make much headway, my fishies did seem to return to their normal selves. Now this. Pretty weird!<br />
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In other news, I had a couple of Phil Baquie CDs come a couple of days ago. If you've never heard this guy, you really should. He's absolutely awesome. Not only is he a great singer, but the lyrics are really compelling. You all should check him out. His website is perhaps the first artist's site I've come across that lets you listen to numerous complete songs. Check it out here: <a href="http://www.philbaquie.com">[link]</a>.<br />
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<i><b>Captured (Phil Baquie)</b><br />
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Uncertainty clouded my mind<br />
Shadowing my heart<br />
With fear & doubt<br />
Of what this world is all about<br />
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Forever feeling insecure <br />
Just wanting so much more<br />
Than I could find<br />
Peace within this heart & mind<br />
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I never realized just how you love me oh<br />
The sweet surrender<br />
When I gave my heart to you<br />
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chorus:<br />
This life I live, this love you give<br />
Has captured me<br />
What else can there be?<br />
A love that will not let me go<br />
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This life I live, this love you give<br />
Has set me free<br />
For all eternity<br />
Reaching deep into my soul<br />
Never letting go<br />
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Oh the joy that filled my life<br />
When nothing else could reach inside<br />
You give to me<br />
Your love so pure and free<br />
Now when trials come my way<br />
I will cling to you each day<br />
For you are my hope<br />
The only one I long to know<br />
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I never realized just how you love me oh<br />
The sweet surrender<br />
When I gave my heart to you<br />
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(Repeat chorus)<br />
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This life I live, this love you give<br />
Has set me free<br />
For all eternity<br />
Reaching deep into my <br />
Reaching deep into my <br />
Reaching deep into my soul<br />
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                <title>Imagine...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 08 Mar 2006 18:43:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Im sure youve all heard the John Lennon song called Imagine. You know, the one that goes Imagine there's no heaven, It's easy if you try, No hell below us, Above us only sky, Imagine all the people living for today, etc. Of all the songs Ive heard and didnt like, that one has to be my all time most hated song. I mean Ive always totally loathed that song from the first time I heard it. In fact, I hated it so much that at my high school graduation that was one of the songs they were considering to play during the grand march, and I told my classmates in no uncertain terms that if they played that song, I would be skipping the graduation because there was no way I was marching to that song. Seriously! It turned out well enough because the committee in charge of song selection decided against it thankfully. This was nice for me, because I really meant it but I didnt want to have to miss my own graduation. Although Im quite sure they didnt change it for my sake. I wasnt exactly amongst the popular kids in high school. In the end, they decided to go with Friends are Friends Forever which is a really beautiful Michael W. Smith song if youre not familiar with it. I was very pleasantly surprised by their selection.<br />
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Anyway there is a point to all this. I recently was given a CD by a guy I never heard of before named Phil Baquie. (Thanks again Tina, it quickly became a favourite and I havent listened to anything else since I got it. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" />) On that CD there is a beautiful song that reminded me of that horrible John Lennon thing. This is what I imagine<br />
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<i><b>For the Life of the World</b> (Phil Baquie)<br />
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Imagine the world where the lost souls are found<br />
And the found souls are lost in the love of our God<br />
Imagine the world where all life is adored<br />
And the only choice made is to love & be loved<br />
Imagine<br />
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If you believe that a passion is needed<br />
To fan every flame in the hearts of believers<br />
Stand up and shout for the whole world to see<br />
If this is to change it begins with me<br />
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Imagine the world with all prejudice gone<br />
Where judgement is judged at the foot of the cross<br />
Imagine the world with all broken hearts mended<br />
The helpless, the hopeless have all been defended<br />
Imagine, oh imagine<br />
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If you believe that a passion is needed<br />
To fan every flame in the hearts of believers<br />
Stand up and shout for the whole world to see<br />
If this is to change it begins with me<br />
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Every moment, every second is a chance to share the heartbeat of God<br />
And the wonder of His love<br />
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If you believe that a passion is needed<br />
To fan every flame in the hearts of believers<br />
Stand up and shout for the whole world to see<br />
If this is to change it begins with me<br />
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<b>Imagine the world in the arms of Jesus<br />
For the life of the world</b></i><br />
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Aside from the awesomeness of the song and how it reminded me of that song that I loathe, I also found this song to be quite the challenge to me. You see, Ive been saying for some time now how desperately we need to get back to the passion that Christianity was birthed in. How it seems that everywhere I look these days I can only find this strange hybrid passionless Christianity that seems to bear little to no resemblance to the early church. And I now realize that just as this song says<br />
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<b>If this is to change it begins with me!</b><br />
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                <title>The Ignorance of the Uninformed</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 03 Mar 2006 21:23:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Did you ever listen to somebody talk about something as if they were the greatest expert when you know they havent a sweet clue other than a little propaganda they were fed? Did it frustrate you? Anger you even? I experienced that frustration tonight and I figured I needed to rant about it a little to calm myself down. So what follows is just such a ranting. Pardon me if I go a little off the deep end.<br />
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So tonight I sat down and watched Larry King Live (which oddly enough wasnt really live at all). Tonight he had Paul McCartney and his wife on protesting the Canadian seal hunt. They spewed the typical propaganda that Im used to hearing every year from some celebrity who wouldnt know a good flipper pie from chicken. Stuff like, the seals are only killed for their pelts. In fact, the seal is perhaps one of the most utilized animals that are killed (or at least amongst the wild ones, we all know every disgusting bit of cows and pigs gets turned into wieners and the like). Despite the misinformed celebrities confident assertions, people do indeed eat seal meat. It happens to be one of my favourite meats thank you very much. The oil is also harvested and used for medicinal purposes, which was pointed out to them (with great difficulty) but they didnt seem to want to be bothered by silly facts that interfere with their propaganda. Then of course theres the whole, most seals are clubbed to death bit. In fact, 90% of the seals harvested in our annual hunt are now killed via firearms. Another fact that was pointed out to them, but couldnt get beyond the propaganda wall. Rubbish, I believe she called it. Naturally they would know more about it than the people that monitor it closely and regulate it. After all, theyve been out to the ice floes to see with their own eyes the very seals that are destined to be clubbed. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rolleyes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":roll:" title="Roll Eyes" /> And then of course there is the ever popular, even though there are millions of seals now, if you keep killing them they may reach dangerously low levels again. Now that kind of reasoning makes a lot of sense, considering the population has tripled over the past 20 years and the hunt only takes 3%, while still allowing the population to grow by an estimated 6% every year. But again, who wants to be bothered by pesky facts. To their credit though, they did propose a creative solution to the loss of revenue that would be suffered here in Newfoundland if Canada were to cancel the hunt. They suggested we use the seals as a tourist attraction like whale watching. That might work too, because give it a few more years with totally uncontrolled growth and we wouldnt even have to take the tourists out in boats to the seals like we do with the whales. No sir, well be able to set out chairs for them just outside their cabins and theyll be able to feed them sardines. Theyll need to because already there have been incidences of starving seals finding their way to inland waters in search of food since the fish are becoming more scarce than the seals. (Yes, I was being sarcastic when I said they had a creative solution)<br />
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Ok, so after listening to the mindless propaganda for half the show, they then had our Premier (or premiere as Mr. King liked to call him <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lol.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":lol:" title="LOL" />) come on, supposedly to get the other side of things. Of course they wouldnt let him get a word in edgewise. The pure ignorance of Mr. McCartneys wife was really something to behold. But personally, I was most disappointed with Larry King. Ignorant celebrities are not exactly a new thing, but if youre going to invite someone as a guest on your show, the least you could do is show them the respect to ensure that they can finish a sentence or two. I mean, after listening to those two spew their propaganda (yes thats todays word) for a full ½ hour, it surely wouldnt be such an unreasonable request to give the other side 2 minutes uninterrupted to be able to answer even one of their questions which they clearly didnt really want an answer to.  Im sure Danny Williams (our premier) was seething, but he retained his professional decorum and didnt loose his cool. Ive got to give him credit for that because I would have totally lost it.<br />
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I did get provided with one really good laugh during the show anyhow. That was when Mr. Williams invited Mr. McCartney to come to Newfoundland and get some accurate information on the seal hunt. His response was, Im in Newfoundland now, even as it continued to scroll across the bottom of the screen that he was actually in Charlottetown, Prince Edward Island. That really cracked me up. Danny pointed it out, but in a polite manner where he simply said, Youre in Prince Edward Island, Im in Newfoundland & Labrador. I would have said something much more sarcastic l... ]]></description>
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                <title>Snowbound</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 25 Feb 2006 20:36:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, I really should be in bed as I am most certain that Liam will not let me sleep in at all in the morning. But I had to show this to you all just for fun...<br />
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What do you think? Think I'll be going anywhere in the morning? Not likely...<br />
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And here's my father's car and my brother's....<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lol.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":lol:" title="LOL" /> You know I'm loving this don't you! It's just too bad it had to come on the weekend so I don't get an unexpected holiday <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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It started snowing around midnight last night and it has yet to stop. By mid-afternoon there was already 48cm of snow recorded as having fell. And it never even started to slack back till around 9pm.<br />
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Anyhew, I really must get some sleep. I just needed to show you that. Tomorrow afternoon (provided we are dug out in time) we're going to take Liam to see Curious George. I am extremely grateful that my father has a snow blower <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/nod.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":nod:" title="Nod" /><br />
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                <title>I Can Almost Taste It!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Feb 2006 18:52:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I received my passport in the mail yesterday. Im pretty much all set now and just waiting to hear the date. Its all very exciting. Ill have to make a trip to the bank soon and order some Thai currency. Making the connection somehow more real, Julia received a package from us.<br />
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I edited out the address for obvious reasons.<br />
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Mommy & Daddy sent her a beautiful pooh blanket with her name embroidered on it<br />
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Lauras sister wanted to be the first to give her a doll<br />
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Her brother sent along an envelope that was a surprise that couldnt be opened until it reached Julia<br />
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It turned out to be a doll as well<br />
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Along with some cute hair buckles and ties, I found this adorable red dog for valentines that I simply couldnt resist<br />
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Obviously, Julia feels much the same way as I did <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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Finally, to help her get accustomed to our faces, Barry and Laura (aka mommy and daddy) also sent a special kiddie type cloth photo album with pictures of the whole family<br />
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I thought that was a really awesome idea!<br />
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Anyhew, I should get some sleep as I must teach again tomorrow. Not many breaks these days from teaching. Thought I had one on Monday, but when I walked in through the door I was stopped and asked if I could do a one-on-one in Access with no notice. That thing about the customer being always right is a bit of a stretch. This particular customer had asked about our courses but never confirmed that she actually wanted to do it, so we assumed she had decided against it till she calls up the morning of and wants to come in <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rolleyes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":roll:" title="Roll Eyes" />. Oh well, cest la vie! The show must go on! And all those other ridiculous notions...<br />
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                <title>Christmas, New Years, Politics and Religion</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 21 Jan 2006 21:31:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <i><b>Foreword</b></i><br />
I realize it's been more than a month since I posted anything on here, journal or otherwise, so this might get a bit lengthy. Consequently, I shall break it up into Chapters for you <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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<i><b>Chapter 1 - Christmas</b></i><br />
Well, I hope you all had a great Christmas. I for one had a wonderful holiday break. I had almost 2 weeks off work, which was really nice. My darling nephew was in for a few days, which was even nicer. It was shortened by a couple of days due to the weather's refusal to co-operate, so that was disappointing, but we still had a great time.<br />
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I got an awesome new flash for my camera. Still have a lot to learn about it, but it's really nifty. Took this picture just before the Christmas tree came down...<br />
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Yeah, that's me. Not the greatest model, but everybody else was in bed <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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<i><b>Chapter 2 - New Years</b></i><br />
So, it's a new year. I'm not generally one to make new year's resolutions, but I did make a couple of quality decisions at the beginning of this year that I fully intend to keep to the best of my ability. I determined to play a video game for at least a half hour to an hour every day. Very ambitious no? Ha ha, yeah well, the thing is, I really need to loose some weight and get myself into decent shape and I found a fun way to do that. Got this hilarious dancing game with Mario for my Gamecube. It's really cute. And for the first time ever, I actually have to pull myself away from exercising to do other things. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lol.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":lol:" title="LOL" /><br />
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In other news, I also decided to return to church. I haven't been going for a while. Pretty much gave up on the whole idea for a little while. Got really frustrated with it. But this whole, sitting at home thing hasn't been doing me any good. Go figure. Big shocking surprise there. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rolleyes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":roll:" title="Roll Eyes" /> Anyway, I've gone back the last couple of weeks to a church I tried first after I was, shall we say, excommunicated from the one I used to be involved with. I think I'm gonna try to settle down there for the time being. I actually got on pretty well there before except for this young adults book study that I tried to go to. The youth pastor's wife and I didn't exactly get off on the right foot. I have a big mouth basically and very strong opinions on certain matters. There are certain things that I just can't seem to sit by and listen to without saying anything, especially in a discussion group where people are asking me what I think. It's odd really, there was a time when I couldn't seem to speak up at all, no matter how strongly I might have felt about something. It's pretty amazing sometimes the changes we go through. Anyway, I'm going back to that church, but I'm gonna stay away from the young adults thing for the time being I do believe.<br />
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<i><b>Chapter 3 - Politics</b></i><br />
Monday is federal election night here in Canada. I've been following this campaign with unusual interest. That's because, much to my surprise, it's been looking like there might actually be a real change in the political climate of our nation. After many years of liberal corruption and broken promises, it actually looks possible that Canada may elect a true conservative party. That would be a pretty huge change for this typically very liberal country. One that I personally would very much welcome. I doubt there has ever been such a party in power. Certainly not in my lifetime. You really can't count the odd stint by the old "Progressive Conservative" party, an oxymoron in more than just name. Although I do have my reservations about the new conservative party, I sincerely doubt that they could be any worse than the ridiculously corrupt liberals who seem to think that it is their God-given right to rule this nation. I really wanna see them go down. All polls point to a Conservative government. Unfortunately, a minority government seems most likely. I suspect if that happens, the liberals will fight them at every turn, they won't be able to accomplish much, and we'll be up for another election in another year or so. Still, on the plus side, I'm pretty sure even that would spell the end of Mr. Martin's political career. And a cheerful good riddance I say. It would be nice if they could pull off a majority though. Id like to see them get a real chance and see what they can do. Perhaps most interesting of all is their desire to reform the senate. I really believ... ]]></description>
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                <title>Christmas Decorating</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Dec 2005 08:40:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://i9.photobucket.com/albums/a70/MurfQ/Journal%20Stuff/ChristmasHeader.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"></img><br /><br />Hey all! I figured it was time I spruced this place up a little for the Christmas holidays. So I made up a new Christmas Avatar and a header and footer for my journal. All the images used were taken from my Christmas tree. Yes that's right, my <b>Christmas tree</b>, not my holiday tree.  What's up with all this politically correct garbage anyway. Is there no end to where they will take it? Why is that the only ones that are expected to change so as not to offend people of other religions are Christians? Seriously, have you ever heard anyone suggest that the Jewish Hannakah candle (Mennorah or something like that) be called a "holiday candle" to be more inclusive? I mean, if you don't want to celebrate Christmas, then don't. I don't celebrate Hannakah, but I certainly wouldn't try to tell the Jews they need to change their Hannakah traditions so that I can join in without having to accept or recognize what they are all about. Nor would I tell the Muslims they need to take the religious connotations off of Ramadan, so I can be a part of it. Give me a break! This is absolutely ludicrous. Christmas is Christmas, a celebration of the birth of Christ, as it has been for hundreds of years. If you don't like it, get your own holiday and leave ours alone. Anybody who gets offended if somebody wishes them a Merry Christmas, is just looking for a reason to be offended. If I met up with a Jew and he wished me a happy Hannukah, it wouldn't bother me. Politicians need to get a life. It was nice to see that here in Canada, all the leaders were free to wish everybody a Merry Christmas at the close of the recent leadership debate. I wonder how much longer that will last? Oh well, didn't mean to get on a rant here. All I really wanted to say was...<br />
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<b>MERRY CHRISTMAS</b><br /><br /><img src="http://i9.photobucket.com/albums/a70/MurfQ/Journal%20Stuff/ChristmasFooter.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br />
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                <title>Yes, I'm still here...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 14 Dec 2005 05:27:10 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hi folks. Its been a long time since I updated this. Well, short compared to some people, but long for me. Anyhew,  I know I havent had much of a presence here lately, so I figured I should give you all a bit of an update.<br />
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Things have been, shall we say, stressful in my life lately. And to top everything off, Ive been suffering from stomach problems that I havent had in years. Probably helped along by the stress. So I suppose I have to learn to relax and take things more in stride. I always thought I was a pretty relaxed, easy going person, but nothing ever hit me so hard as some of the things that have been on my plate lately. I dont really feel like elaborating on that in a public journal, but if you think of it, please keep me in your prayers.<br />
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Anyhew, getting off of that, the Liam meister is coming in on boxing day and will be with us till new years day. It was very disappointing that we could not get him for Christmas day, but theres nothing that can be done about that, so it looks like well be celebrating two Christmas days this year <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> Thats not so bad.<br />
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Im hating the weather right now. We had a beautiful snowfall and everything was looking all white and Chrismassy, but then came the rain. And now we are having rain, rain and more rain and it has taken all our lovely snow away. I am not impressed. Still, there is time yet, all hope is not lost, Im still dreaming of a white Christmas.<br />
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My Christmas shopping is moving along pretty well. Just a couple of people left to figure out. Finally figured out what to get for my father which is always my biggest challenge, so thats a big relief. Havent actually picked it up yet, but thats just minor details. Still havent settled on anything for my mother yet. But Im sure Ill figure something out. <br />
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Well, thats about all for now, except for the best part. Heres a few more pics of my lovely niece:<br />
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<img src="http://i9.photobucket.com/albums/a70/MurfQ/My%20Future%20Niece/AnanyapornNattanonWanisara.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br />
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<img src="http://i9.photobucket.com/albums/a70/MurfQ/My%20Future%20Niece/Redlips.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br />
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<img src="http://i9.photobucket.com/albums/a70/MurfQ/My%20Future%20Niece/IJustHadMyHairCut.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"></img></img></img></img></img><br /><br /><a href="http://christians.deviantart.com/"> <img src="http://img199.imageshack.us/img199/3628/joinchristiansstamp7ny.gif" alt="Christians' Stamp"> </img>   <a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/dachristians"> <img src="http://img199.imageshack.us/img199/6899/chatdacstamp5tz.gif" alt="Christians' Chat Stamp"> </img>  </a><br />
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                <title>A couple more pics of my beautiful niece to be...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 Nov 2005 11:50:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://i9.photobucket.com/albums/a70/MurfQ/My%20Future%20Niece/HappyEaster2.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br />
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Yeah, I realize it's a little late for easter. But who could resist such an adorable picture?!<br />
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Julia is the second one from the left. She's so incredibly gorgeous <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/excited.gif" width="23" height="19" alt=":excited:" title="OMG! I can't contain my excitement!" /><br />
Here's a larger one of just her...<br />
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<img src="http://i9.photobucket.com/albums/a70/MurfQ/My%20Future%20Niece/Julia_Easter.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br />
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And did you know they celebrate Canada Day in Thailand....<br />
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<img src="http://i9.photobucket.com/albums/a70/MurfQ/My%20Future%20Niece/P1080238_resize.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br />
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Heh heh, You gotta love that <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> The missionary who runs the orphanage that she is at is a Newfie!<br />
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                <title>Questions, birthdays, and well... stuff...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 18 Nov 2005 21:15:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok first off, I promised ~<a href="http://saki-marina.deviantart.com/">Saki-Marina</a> that I would put this in my journal:<br />
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(A) First, recommend to me:<br />
1. a movie<br />
2. a book<br />
3. a musical artist, song, or album<br />
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(B) I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want. No kidding, ANYTHING, I'll give you the absolute honest truth, to the best of my ability. Unless, I find it too personal, then I'm sorry but I can't.<br />
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(C) Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends to ask you anything.<br />
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So there you go, ask away, I have nothing to hide. At least nothing I can think of at the moment <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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Second, I know I haven't been very active on here lately. A good part of the reason for that is that I hardly ever pick up the computer at home these days. That's mainly because I've been avoiding cleaning it up. You see, my hard disk is jam packed and I have no more room for anything. That's mainly because of the multitude of pictures, many of which are experiments gone awry that could easily be deleted if only I'd take the time to sift through them. Like that's going to happen <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rolleyes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":roll:" title="Roll Eyes" /> In any case, I've found the perfect solution to my dilemma. For my b-day tomorrow I'm getting a DVD burner for my laptop. So now I can indiscriminately burn all my photos to a few DVDs and delete them from my laptop. Yup, free space again, that'll be nice.<br />
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So yeah, tomorrow is my b-day. Well technically today since it's after 1am while I write this. In any case, I'm now 29 years old. Not too excited about that. I think I'll park here for a few years. My grandfather was 29 for so many years nobody could remember his real age when looking back at old photos <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lol.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":lol:" title="LOL" /> Seriously though, don't you wish there was a way you could stop from growing older? I think I would have stopped at 17 if it were possible. Once I was old enough to get my license, I saw no benefit to getting any older. I don't know, I'm getting to the point where I just don't like birthdays any more. That's not a good sign is it? Well, enough about that, it's too depressing....<br />
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I was going to post another couple of photos of my adorable future niece. But unfortunately, I left them at work. So it'll have to wait. S'funny, I thought for sure I uploaded them to photobucket. Must be getting too old to remember such things. Anyhew, I'm sitting here watching MASH from my first season DVDs and running out of stuff to ramble about, so I believe I'll sign out for now. Later all.<br /><br /><a href="http://christians.deviantart.com/"> <img src="http://img199.imageshack.us/img199/3628/joinchristiansstamp7ny.gif" alt="Christians' Stamp"> </img>   <a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/dachristians"> <img src="http://img199.imageshack.us/img199/6899/chatdacstamp5tz.gif" alt="Christians' Chat Stamp"> </img>  </a><br />
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                <title>My Niece... Soon...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 16 Nov 2005 08:22:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I think I've told some of you already that my brother and his wife are weeding their way through the red tape to adopt a child from Thailand. Well, yesterday they received their official proposal. This litte darling is going to be my niece:<br />
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<img src="http://i9.photobucket.com/albums/a70/MurfQ/My%20Future%20Niece/Ananyaporn1.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br />
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Isn't she gorgeous??? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" /><br />
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They're going to call her Julia. Her Thai name is Ananyaporn. I have no idea how that's pronounced. She turned one on November 7th I think, or was it the 8th. In any event her birthday's in the same month as mine <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> I thought that was kinda neat.<br />
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I am soooo happy for my brother and his wife and also excited about having a niece. I was really hoping they would get a girl. And you just couldn't ask for a more adorable little girl than this darling...<br />
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<img src="http://i9.photobucket.com/albums/a70/MurfQ/My%20Future%20Niece/Ananyaporn4.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dance.gif" width="29" height="21" alt=":dance:" title="Dance!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/boogie.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":boogie:" title="Boogie!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/party.gif" width="50" height="20" alt=":party:" title="Party" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/airborne.gif" width="49" height="36" alt=":airborne:" title="Airborne" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" /><br />
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And how about another picture...<br />
<img src="http://i9.photobucket.com/albums/a70/MurfQ/My%20Future%20Niece/Ananyaporan2.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br />
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or two...<br />
<img src="http://i9.photobucket.com/albums/a70/MurfQ/My%20Future%20Niece/Ananyaporn3.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br />
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or three...<br />
<img src="http://i9.photobucket.com/albums/a70/MurfQ/My%20Future%20Niece/Ananyaporn5.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br />
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She's just so photogenic...</img></img></img></img></img><br /><br /><a href="http://christians.deviantart.com/"> <img src="http://img199.imageshack.us/img199/3628/joinchristiansstamp7ny.gif" alt="Christians' Stamp"> </img>   <a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/dachristians"> <img src="http://img199.imageshack.us/img199/6899/chatdacstamp5tz.gif" alt="Christians' Chat Stamp"> </img>  </a><br />
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                <title>C&amp;H, Dreamer, and random ramblings</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Oct 2005 12:26:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, so a couple of days ago, I'm on my way to the stadium to go skating with my brother when he tells me that they've (the big random they) published the complete works of Calvin & Hobbes in a big beautiful (though somewhat difficult to carry) 3 volume hard bound collection. Ok, to say I was thrilled is putting it mildly. I mean, Calvin & Hobbes is far and away the greatest comic strip ever written. Bill Watterson is in my opinion an absolute genius. Likely he's also a little less than sane, but that's generally a fine line to walk anyway. So naturally, the first thing that goes through my head when I hear this is, where can I get this and how much is it gonna cost me. Well the answer was Costco and $120. It's $200 list price so buying it at Chapters was out of the question. So of course the next thing going through my head is how do I justify spending $120 on a comic book. I was still struggling with this even as I made my way to Costco in the miserable wet and windy weather that was yesterday. Then as I mulled over the books and worked really hard not to drool on them, it hit me like a lightning bolt. I've spent that much and more on stupid university books that I hardly ever cracked the cover of. It's ridiculous to think it would be a waste of money to spend it on this magnificent work of art that I would treasure for a lifetime. So, dilema solved, I lugged the hefty treasure to the checkout and then made my way back to the car through the wind and rain while being very thankful that the thing was shrink-wrapped since Costco doesn't provide bags. Yes, I am in my glee now. Every last strip of Calvin & Hobbes ever published is in my possession. And on top quality paper bound in 3 beautiful volumes and contained in a matching box (which is convenient cause there's no way they're fitting in a bookcase).<br />
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More in the world of entertainment, I went to see the movie Dreamer a couple of nights ago with my sister-in-law. I must say, that was one of the most beautiful movies I have ever seen. Absolutely magnificent. I think I would have enjoyed it even if I wasn't a horse lover. And I think Dakota Fanning is one of the most talented young actresses in Hollywood. It's also very refreshing to be able to go see a movie that is neither animated nor written for a young audience and yet has absolutely no bad language or sex scenes in it. That is an extremely rare treat these days. Yup, I shall definitely be adding that wonderful, heart-warming masterpiece to my DVD collection when it is released.<br />
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Speaking of animated movies (yeah I know I really wasn't but work with me here) Chicken Little comes out next week. I'm going to go see it with Liam when he comes for his next weekend visit for Remembrance Day. Went to see Wallace & Grommit with him last time he was in. Still, I'm wondering if I should go see it before then as well, so I can enjoy it without the darling (but in some ways annoying) constant questioning of the curious five year old. Maybe. I wonder if I can talk Laura into seeing it twice. It's always more fun to go to a movie with a friend. Not that I'm one to shy away from going alone. I did that once. Was just in the mood to see a movie and couldn't find anyone to go with me at the time, so I went alone. Seemed a little odd, but I still enjoyed it.<br />
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Speaking of TV theme music, (really I'm not the one getting off topic here, you must be reading it wrong) my guitar instructor taught me this really cool song that is the theme song for a show called Over There which comes on the History Channel although I think it might originally be a Fox network show, but I'm not sure. The show is about the Iraq war, but I've never seen it. I love the theme song though. It's such a beautiful though relatively simple piece to play on acoustic guitar. It has to be simple for me to grasp it. Trust me on that one. But I was really surprised by how easy it was for me to find and download the song. I mean, I don't have any of that peer-to-peer junk that comes with a million ads installed on my laptop. So I just googled the song and had no problem finding web sites from which to download it. Maybe it's because it's just a theme song for a television show and not the latest hit song on the radio. But still, I was surprised.<br />
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Ok, I'm running out of things to ramble on about now and topics to change without notice. Plus it's just about quiting time and I'm gonna run to Wally-mart and pick up a couple of dinkies and some candy to put in an envelope and send out to my little Bat-man for halloween. Yeah, my nephew has decided he's dressing up as Bat-man this year. Last year it was Spider-man. Notice a theme? At least he likes to be the hero rather than the villan. That's encouraging. Well, it looks like I didn't have all the rambling out of my system after all. Shutting up now...<br /><br /><a href="http://christians.deviantart.com/"> <img src="http://img199.imageshack.us/img199/3628/joinch... ]]></description>
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                <title>Maybe not...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Oct 2005 06:59:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, the admin finally got around to letting us know what's up with the advertising, sort of... I read the <a href="http://news.deviantart.com/article/19490/">"Open Letter"</a> on advertising from $<a href="http://spot.deviantart.com/">spot</a>, although I found it somewhat lacking and was unimpressed that it didn't directly address the rationale behind the return of ads to subscriber's pages. However, just after posting my concerns in the comments, I stumbled across a <a href="http://forum.deviantart.com/devart/status/511202/"> post</a> in the Status Forum letting us know that ads have been removed from subscriber pages, although not permanently. It left me wondering what the new project in the works is all about and how it's supposed to make ads on subscriber pages somehow more acceptable. But I suppose I shall just have to reserve judgement on that until it comes. With how slow changes tend to be implemented around here, it will likely be a few months before I have to cross that bridge anyway.<br />
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On the up side of things, there does seem to be an attempt by our new advertising VP ($<a href="http://spot.deviantart.com/">spot</a>) to clean up some of the trash ads that have been making the rounds on this site. Time will tell how far that will go, but hopefully by the time ads return to subscriber pages they won't be nearly as reprehensible.<br />
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I'm still not at all impressed by the amount of time it took to respond to the concerns of many deviants, but I suppose I shall let that slide. The admin of this site has a long way to go to reach an acceptable level of professionalism, but at the same time, too much professionalism, might just lead us down the corporate road that nobody really wants to take.<br />
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For myself, I will be watching the ad situation in the coming weeks with guarded optimism. For now I'm going to be continuing my subscription. What happens down the road is anybody's guess.<br />
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On another note, I did find out the answer to a question I had often wondered about through all this. That being, what happens to subscriber content if one lets one's subscription lapse. As the *<a href="http://christians.deviantart.com/">christians</a> sub ran out and I didn't renew it in the midst of the whole ad thing, I wondered whether or not the forums and shouts and such would still be there when it was renewed. They were. It's nice to know that should one not renew in time, all the stuff previously posted in subscriber only features is retained should one subscribe again in the future. I often wondered about that...<br />
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Well, that's it for today's rambling thoughts. Hope you had a great weekend and that today starts a wonderful week for each and every one of you.<br />
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Godspeed,<br />
Cindy<br /><br /><a href="http://christians.deviantart.com/"> <img src="http://img199.imageshack.us/img199/3628/joinchristiansstamp7ny.gif" alt="Christians' Stamp"> </img>   <a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/dachristians"> <img src="http://img199.imageshack.us/img199/6899/chatdacstamp5tz.gif" alt="Christians' Chat Stamp"> </img>  </a><br />
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                <title>Letting my subscription go...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 11 Oct 2005 14:22:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've decided that when my subscription runs out at the end of the month, I will not be renewing it. This is not for financial reasons so please do not take pity on me and buy be a new one. I am intentionally letting my subscription go because I am extremely annoyed with DA and the total lack of professionalism of the current administration. You may be wondering what sort of bee I have in my bonnet now, so I shall explain.<br />
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Round about a year ago, a new feature was added for DA subscribers. That feature was the complete removal of all ads from the subscribers page. That meant that rather than just the subscriber not seeing ads when browsing, nobody would see any ads when visiting a subscribers page, whether they subscribed or not, or even if it was just a guest browsing without even being logged in. As soon as I heard of this feature being added, I gladly purchased a subscription for myself and have been enjoying the benefits ever since.<br />
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Round about a month ago, this feature was removed. It was done so secretly without anyone being informed. The first time I noticed an ad on a subscriber page, I thought it might just be one of the many bugs that we have to put up with from time to time. But as time went on and nothing was done about the bug, I began to wonder and decided to investigate a little further. I sent in a help ticket to find out if this was intentional or something that was being worked on and all I got back was, Information about this situation should be coming out soon. After doing some checking on the forums, I discovered that people have been getting this same message or have been totally ignored for the past 3 or 4 weeks when asking about this situation. Obviously it isnt a bug.<br />
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Ive given some thought to whether or not I would continue my subscription without this feature, since I have gotten quite accustomed to the other quirks of being a subscriber. But in the end, Ive decided that I cannot justify paying to have ads on my page for things I dont support and in some cases, pages that I find morally objectionable. So I will not be continuing my subscription. Besides the fact that I find this feature so important, I find it absolutely inexcusable that the administration of this site would remove any advertised feature without informing its subscribers and even more reprehensible that they refuse to answer simple questions concerning it. It doesnt take a month to put together a simple statement explaining why they saw fit to reduce our services. This is certainly not the way a professional company treats its customers. I suppose that might be chalked up to the youth and inexperience of the administrators, but I still find it inexcusable. I have been a paying customer for almost a year now, maintaining not only my own subscription but also a subscription for the *<a href="http://christians.deviantart.com/">christians</a> club and Ive bought numerous other subscriptions for other deviants as I saw fit. I do not appreciate this lack of response to my concerns. I wouldnt buy from any company that treats its customers that way, regardless of what I thought of their services. Its a matter of principle really.<br />
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Im not leaving DA, just not giving them any more of my money. Although, I will be monitoring the whole ad situation closely and it may yet drive me off the site as I am not at all impressed with some of the crap that they advertise. Now that my way out of being included in this advertising has been taken away, Im back to the problem that I feel like Im endorsing it by giving them one more page to display it on. At the same time, Ive become very attached to DA and some of the great people Ive met on here. I have to give it some serious thought. I will let you all know in advance though if I do come to the conclusion that I should leave. In the meantime, I think Ill look around to see what other sites might provide an alternative.<br />
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Well, before my subscription runs out and I loose the ability to post pictures in my journal, heres one I promised Tina when we were discussing my latest hairstyle<br />
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<img src="http://i9.photobucket.com/albums/a70/MurfQ/Meandmybud.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br />
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This was taken by my sister-in-law a couple of evenings ago while Liam was visiting. We were watching Ice Age at the time <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /></img><br /><br /><a href="http://christians.deviantart.com/"> <img src="http://img199.imageshack.us/img199/3628/joinchristiansstamp7ny.gif" alt="Christians' Stamp"> </img>   <a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/dachristians"> <img src="http://img199.imageshack.us/img199/6899/chatdacstamp5tz.gif" alt="Christians' Chat Stamp"> </img>  </a><br />
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                <title>Get to know me a little better...</title>
                <link>http://MurfQ.deviantart.com/journal/6645403/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 30 Sep 2005 19:25:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I haven't filled one of these things out for a while, so I thought why not, it's not like I have anything better to do on a Friday night...<br />
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Oh, I pilfered this from ~<a href="http://polinius.deviantart.com/">polinius</a> in case you're wondering.<br />
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<b>10 Bands you've been listening a lot to lately:</b><br />
1. Third Day<br />
2. DC Talk<br />
3. Chris Rice<br />
4. Warren Barfield<br />
5. Mercy Me<br />
6. David Ruis<br />
7. Newsboys<br />
8. Wayne Watson<br />
9. Stephen Curtis Chapman<br />
10. Hillsongs<br />
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Wow, that was surprisingly difficult. I tend to be one of those people who gets on a kick, listening to the same CD or two over and over for ages while forsaking all else.<br />
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<b>9 Things you look forward to:</b><br />
1. Death (It sounds macabre, but it's really the life after that I look forward to.  Not to worry though, I'm in no hurry <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" />)<br />
2. Meeting Mr. Right (I know he's out there somewhere) and getting married<br />
3. Having kids of my own some day (although sometimes I wonder if I really want that)<br />
4. Going to Thailand<br />
5. Seeing my darling nephew again (he's coming in next weekend <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" />)<br />
6. Creating my own music to go along with the words<br />
7. Finally finding my place in this world<br />
8. Buying my first house and then making it home<br />
9. The return of snow<br />
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<b>8 Things you like to wear:</b><br />
1. Jeans<br />
2. Pajamas (But not in public like some people *cough =<a href="http://ebudae.deviantart.com/">Ebudae</a> cough*)<br />
3. My leather jacket (soon be time to dig that out again)<br />
4. Vests (yes, I have a vest fettish, so deal with it)<br />
5. Big cozy sweatshirts (though I'm often too warm to do so)<br />
6. Fleece (except for the same problem as above)<br />
7. Sandals<br />
8. A really geeky hat<br />
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<b>7 Things that anger you:</b><br />
1. Hate<br />
2. Lies<br />
3. Arrogance<br />
4. Controlling people<br />
5. Hypocrites<br />
6. Bad drivers<br />
7. Politics<br />
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<b>6 Things you say most days:</b><br />
1. Good morning<br />
2. What's up?<br />
3. Lord help me<br />
4. Why me?<br />
5. What's for supper?<br />
6. Good night<br />
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<b>5 Things you do everyday:</b><br />
1. Pray<br />
2. Read my bible<br />
3. Sing (mostly in my car with no one else around)<br />
4. Feed my fish<br />
5. Check my email and deviantART<br />
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<b>4 People you want to spend more time with:</b><br />
1. God<br />
2. Liam (my nephew)<br />
3. Someone I've yet to meet (yeah I know that sounds weird, but it's true)<br />
4. My sister-in-law (been really meaning to do that)<br />
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<b>3 Movies you could watch over and over again:</b><br />
1. Remember The Titans<br />
2. Radio<br />
3. The Incredibles (and everything else by Pixar)<br />
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<b>2 Of your favorite songs at the moment:</b><br />
1. What If I Stumble (DC Talk)<br />
2. The Face of Christ (Chris Rice)<br />
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<b>1 person you could spend the rest of your life with:</b><br />
1. Haven't met him yet, if I had I wouldn't be single <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
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<b>NUMBER OF:</b><br />
- height: 5'10"<br />
- shoe size: 10<br />
- hair color: Brown (currently with blond and orange highlights but those aren't natural <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" />) I'm curious though as to when colours became numbers, reminds me of the Chris Rice song, Smell The Colour 9<br />
- siblings: 2<br />
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<b>LAST:</b><br />
- movie you rented: I honestly can't remember, not much into renting movies.<br />
- movie you bought: Robots<br />
- song you listened to: Million Pieces (Newsboys) I'm listening now actually<br />
- song that was stuck in your head: I find it impossible to think of such a thing while singing along with what's currently playing.<br />
- person you've called: Also can't remember, not much of a phone person, most likely somebody in my family<br />
- person that's called you: I think my boss. He was calling from out of town, dialed the wrong extension, I was supposed to put him through to my manager, but instead I hung up on him. Ooops...<br />
- show you've watched: An old rerun of JAG, before that it was an old rerun of Newhart, yeah reruns are pretty much all I watch these days, don't care much for modern shows.<br />
- person you were thinking of: Liam<br />
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<b>DO:</b><br />
- you have a crush on someone: No<br />
- you wish you could live somewhere else: No, I honestly think I live in the best place in the world. (Albeit a somewhat biased opinion as I haven't seen much of the world.)<br />
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                <title>No Greek for me *sniff sniff*</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Sep 2005 05:57:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sniff.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":sniff:" title="Sniff" /> I just found out that the Greek course that I'm supposed to be starting on Wednesday evening has been cancelled. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cry.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":cry:" title="Crying" /> I guess there wasn't enough interest in it. I am so disappointed... I was really looking forward to that...<br />
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I am soooo not impressed....<br />
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                <title>Ten Things I Want to Do</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Sep 2005 09:20:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's been way too long since I last wrote a journal and I don't really have the time to go into much right now, so I figured I'd start one of those survey/get to know/fun stuff about type journals that are always floating around.<br />
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Here's the deal, you can answer here or post to your own journal, but you've got to tell us 10 things that you've never done but really want to do one day. Just fun stuff, nothing serious. I'm not looking for your life goals or deepest ambitions or anything. Just 10 things you really want to experience for the pure fun of it.<br />
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Also, if you've ever done any of the things on my list (or something very similar), tell me about your experience <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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Here's my list of 10 things I really want to do one day (in no particular order):<br />
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1) Drive a BMW roadster on an Autobahn in Germany<br />
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2) Go hang gliding<br />
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3) Swim with dolphins<br />
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4) Ride a horse on a long stretch of sandy beach<br />
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5) Go on a photo safari in the Australian outback<br />
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6) Sail around the coast of Newfoundland<br />
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7) Ride an elephant throught the jungle<br />
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8) Go on an Alaskan cruise<br />
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9) Drive a monster truck over some vehicles<br />
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10) Take a helicopter to the top of an untouched mountain and snowboard down<br /><br /><a href="http://christians.deviantart.com/"> <img src="http://img199.imageshack.us/img199/3628/joinchristiansstamp7ny.gif" alt="Christians' Stamp"> </img>   <a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/dachristians"> <img src="http://img199.imageshack.us/img199/6899/chatdacstamp5tz.gif" alt="Christians' Chat Stamp"> </img>  </a><br />
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                <title>I'm On Vacation!!!!</title>
                <link>http://MurfQ.deviantart.com/journal/6272008/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 19 Aug 2005 15:06:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yuppers, tis that time of year again. I am now on vacation. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" /><br />
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This past week has been nuts at work. Since just about everybody seemed to go on vacation at the same time this year I've been left holding down the fort. Doing all kinds of stuff that I know nothing about.  Fixing stuff that I don't even know how to break. Cluelessly fudging my way through. Yesterday was perhaps one of the most frustrating days I've ever put in, jobwise. But today things came together and I left work early and am not returning until after labour day. So, all's well that ends well.<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dance.gif" width="29" height="21" alt=":dance:" title="Dance!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/boogie.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":boogie:" title="Boogie!" /><br />
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Tomorrow morning, I'm heading out to Bonavista. Got a cabin booked by the sea. A few relaxing days with my family. After that, who knows. Hopefully get to do some camping next week with a certain couple who had better not back out on me. Hahum... You know who you are....<br />
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So anyhew, don't know if I'll get a chance to catch up on what's been going on around here tonight or not. Gotta clean my fish tank and get my things together and what not. But if not, I'll be back in a few days. I'm taking my laptop with me as I don't trust myself to confine my photo taking to the 630 or so pictures that can fit on my memory card. Heh heh. But I of course, won't have any access to the internet. So I'll catch you all on the flip side.<br /><br /><a href="http://christians.deviantart.com/"> <img src="http://img199.imageshack.us/img199/3628/joinchristiansstamp7ny.gif" alt="Christians' Stamp"> </img>   <a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/dachristians"> <img src="http://img199.imageshack.us/img199/6899/chatdacstamp5tz.gif" alt="Christians' Chat Stamp"> </img>  </a><br />
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                <title>It's all Greek to me!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Aug 2005 09:49:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ One of my favourite sayings when I don't understand something at all is, "It's all Greek to me". Pretty soon that's not going to be quite as fitting as it's always been. Why? Well, I've been thinking alot lately that I really need to excersise my brain a little more before it goes to mush. So yesterdsay, when I received in the mail the typical course catalogue that I get from MUN's division of life-long learning every few months, I browsed through it with more than the usual casual fleeting thought that I ought to do a course, just for the fun of it. Then my eyes settled on a course I hadn't noticed them offering before. It's an introduction to Greek. I became even more intrigued as I read the description and learned that the course was dealing with classic Greek, like was used in the New Testament, as opposed to the modern day stuff. My fate was sealed when I further read that this introduction to Greek would be done using the gospel of Matthew. So, after a very short time of deliberation, I proceeded to log onto their website and registered for the course. Yup, I'm gonna learn some Greek! Now of course, I realize that a brief introductory 10-week course is not exactly going to have me trading in my KJV for the Septuagint. But still, I'm excited. It should be really interesting. I'm hoping against hope that the course will generate enough interest to compel them to offer further levels of study in the future. That would be awesome! In any case, it's all Greek to me...<br /><br /><a href="http://christians.deviantart.com/"> <img src="http://img199.imageshack.us/img199/3628/joinchristiansstamp7ny.gif" alt="Christians' Stamp"> </img>   <a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/dachristians"> <img src="http://img199.imageshack.us/img199/6899/chatdacstamp5tz.gif" alt="Christians' Chat Stamp"> </img>  </a><br />
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                <title>Recent Events and Yellow Day</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 06 Aug 2005 10:10:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, so like most of you, I've been hearing all this ruckus about the dismissal of °<a href="http://jark.deviantart.com/">jark</a>. And also, probably like most of you, I've been wondering how much of it is true and how much is due to the typical ride the bandwagon overdramatization that tends to go on around here.<br />
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Well, I'm not the jump on the bandwagon type. But nonetheless, having read all that I could find on the matter (still have too much time on my hands), I can't help but think that something very fishy is going on. The pathetic lack of any explanation from the admin is certainly not helping things any. And I do find it mighty difficult to swallow that $<a href="http://spyed.deviantart.com/">spyed</a> was one of the original co-founders of DA when he wasn't mentioned on the original page. Particularily in light of recent events and what little has been said by him. He really doesn't strike me as the type that would happily plug along in the background, not demanding recognition for his efforts.<br />
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In any case, in the interest of the truth coming out more so than anything, I have decided to support Yellow Day. So I will be posting yellow art and only yellow art tomorrow on DA's birthday.<br />
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If you're one of those that hasn't been surfing around enough to know what I'm talking about (and you wouldn't have to surf very far), you might want to start with °<a href="http://jark.deviantart.com/">jark</a>'s journal or `<a href="http://bookdiva.deviantart.com/">bookdiva</a>'s journal. You'll find all the links you need to follow from there to keep you reading for way longer than anyone ought to <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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                <title>New Lens!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Aug 2005 06:48:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today, I'm getting a beautiful new lens for my wonderful digital rebel. Yup, I'm getting a 75-300mm telephoto zoom lens. I of course have been wanting such a lens since I got the camera, but figured it could wait. And then a couple of weeks ago, while enjoying a nice long walk at Cape Spear with my father on a lovely Saturday afternoon, I was blessed to witness a somewhat rare sighting of a humpback whale with its head out of the water a very short distance from shore. As awesome as it was, I was quite disappointed that I didn't have a lens capable of capturing this beautiful site as more than just a small spot on the water. I mean, if he had just flipped his tail or something, I would have thought, that's cool, would make a nice shot if I had a telephoto lens, oh well. But to see him stick his head right up out of the water like that is not something one gets to see too often. So yeah, I was majorly disappointed. And so that started my brain in gear and I started doing some checking and some figuring and what not and then last week decided it's time for me to get that lens and not be caught like that again. So the local camera shop didn't have the lens I wanted in stock, but they had some on order. I've been waiting patiently (not really) for it to arrive and I just got the call that it's in. So today I shall be picking up my beautiful new lens.<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dance.gif" width="29" height="21" alt=":dance:" title="Dance!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/boogie.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":boogie:" title="Boogie!" /><br />
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                <title>Help!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 28 Jul 2005 11:43:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Would somebody please spare me from the mindless insanity that is my job! I am loosing what small fragments of sanity that remain. I have absolutely no work to do. And I'm not exagerating. There's only so much web surfing one can take in the run of a day. Especially when that day drags on into weeks.<br />
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After getting my fill of various shades of solitaire, mindsweeper, and jigsaw puzzles, I thought I'd surf my way over to popcap games and see if I could find something to take my mind of the utter mindlessness. So I decided to play this cute game called Noah's Ark. It was cute too. For the first 15-20 mins tops. The problem is this game never ends. It just keeps going and going and going and going... It's worse than that idiotic energizer bunny. So finally I decide that when I reach the next milestone of 500,000 points, I'm calling it quits. But then when I reach 500,000 I acheive the rank of "Noah's Son". 1,000,000 points to the next rank. And I'm thinking, if this is Noah's Son, the next rank must be Noah. Now I just have to continue. After all, how could I resist the chance to become Noah. I mean how cool is that? (Yes, I know, I need a life, wasn't that the point of this whole journal) So, despite the fact that I am already more than sick of this stupid little game (it ceased being cute long ago) and my hand is getting cramped from repetitive mouse motions, I plug on to the 1,000,000 mark to become Noah. But guess what? I'm not Noah, I'm NOAH'S WIFE!!! Now I ask you, how does one go from being Noah's Son to Noah's Wife? That's just sick. What kind of a stupid stunt is that?! 5,000,000 points to the next level. Will it be Noah? I'm not prepared to take that chance. What if I continue for all that and end up being Noah's Mother-in-Law?!<br />
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Yes, I know that was lame. But that is my life. 3 more weeks to vacation. How will I ever last? I even got completely caught up on notes at *<a href="http://christians.deviantart.com/">christians</a> and for once, they just aren't coming in fast enough. I don't know how much longer I can hack this. It's really starting to get to me. Well, at least today is nearly over. 20 minutes more and I'm out of here. Oh Lord give me patience...<br />
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In my desperation, I'm even considering popping over to the forums and getting myself up to my eyebrows in some good old-fashioned time-wasting debate. But I'm seriously trying to avoid fruitless debates that only lead to strife. Trying to live by the wise words Paul wrote to Timothy and Titus under the inspiration of the Holy Spirit. But I have to admit, I'm tempted. Anybody got any ideas for how I can kill time at work without killing the last of my active brain function?<br /><br />---------------------------<br />
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                <title>Jehovah MKaddesh</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 24 Jul 2005 19:28:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This morning I heard one of the most insightful sermons Ive heard in quite some time. It was one of those things that you just cant help but dwell on all day long. One of those sermons that you realize, if you allow it, will change your life. So, I thought Id share just a little bit of what I got out of it with you all. Partly because I think some of you might find it as helpful as I did, and partly because I find the way to get the most out of something is to rehash it while its still very fresh in your memory and very much on your mind.<br />
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Ok, so to begin, if you are not familiar with the term Jehovah MKaddesh, it is one of many names given for God and it simply means God who Sanctifies. And further, if you are not familiar with what it means to sanctify, it simply means to set apart or to make holy. We as Christians are set apart by God. Its important to note that we are both set apart from something and also set apart to something. One without the other really doesnt work. Its kind of like if you are trying to kick a bad habit. If you just try to give it up without finding something good to take its place, it never works. Before long, you simply fall back into the same bad habit. We as Christians are set apart from darkness unto light, from sin unto righteousness, from the world unto the kingdom of God.<br />
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I think many times we have failed at living the set apart lifestyle that we are meant to live because we have tried to be set apart from something without being set apart to something. Also weve often focused on the outward as opposed to the inward. Looking at things from the perspective of my background, having grown up Pentecostal, there was, back in the day, a great deal of emphasis on holiness in the Pentecostal denomination. Unfortunately, it was wasted on a total misunderstanding of what constitutes holiness. There was an emphasis on stuff like how you dressed, how long or short your hair should be, how much make-up and jewellery a woman wore and all that sort of foolishness that had no significance. So you had these people who considered themselves to be holy because they wore the right clothes, wore their hair the right way and so on but in the meantime, they were mean and nasty and spent much of their time gossiping and doing other things that are totally contrary to the love of God. That had nothing to do with holiness. Now today, weve reached a new extreme where anything goes. Many Christians live no different than the world and then blame God when they get the same results that the world gets.<br />
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One thing that really stuck out to me this morning was a totally different way of looking at taking the Lords name in vain. Whenever Ive heard that Ive always thought of it only as unbelievers (or sadly sometimes today professing believers) using the name of Jesus Christ as a curse word. But I got a totally different spin on it today that really made me think. And that is, that many of us Christians take the Lords name in vain by taking upon ourselves the title of Christian (the Lords name) without living the lifestyle of Christian. If we take the title, but dont live the life, then weve taken the title in vain. Think about that for a minute. Let it sink in. <br />
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An unsaved friend of my father was telling him how he had to go to a Pentecostal wedding a little while back. He was sort of dreading it because he figured it would be dull. But when he went, much to his surprise, they broke out the wine, before long many of the guests and even the pastor was half cut and they were freely telling some pretty off colour jokes. It was no different than any wedding hed been to in the world. He of course, being an unbeliever, was quite comfortable with this and thought it was great. I think it speaks volumes for how far we have come, and I dont mean that in a good way but in the worse way possible.<br />
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It seems like many Christians these days are busy trying to show the world that we are no different than them. Somehow that is supposed to be enticing to them. Aside from the fact that I cant for the life of me figure out how somebody is supposed to be drawn to something that is no different than what theyve already got, that is such a far cry from the way things are supposed to be according to God. We arent supposed to be able to fit in!!! We are supposed to be set apart. We are serving Jehovah MKaddesh, the God who sets us apart. There is supposed to be a major distinction between Gods people, the royal priesthood, the holy nation, the peculiar people and those in the world. It should be very apparent to everybody. It should be a lot more than just a name, a label we take, taking the Lords name in vain.<br />
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So we live like the world, and (surprise surprise) we get the same results as the world. The divorce rate is just as high amongst Christians as it is in the world. The number of teenage pregnancies is just as high... ]]></description>
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                <title>O Canada...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 01 Jul 2005 13:04:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, it's Canada Day (For all you Americans, that'd be the equivalent of July 4th for you <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" />) but I'm feeling a little less than patriotic this year. I'm not exactly proud of my country right now as we have reached the dubious status of being the third country in the world to officially sanction homosexual marriage. Not exactly something to be proud of in my books. I can't help but wonder what's next. So yeah, not flying any flags today. Would have flown a black one if I had it.<br />
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Anyway, it being a holiday today, one might think I would be sleeping in, but not this crazy nut. No siree, I was up at 4 AM. Went to Middle Cove beach bright and early this morning to fetch a bucket of capelin. And to think, I don't even like the little things. But to my father there's no better fish. And seeing as he wasn't up to going this morning as he recovers from his cancer treatment, and there's such a small window of opportunity to get the little darlings, I decided to do the daughterly thing and drag myself out of bed at an ungodly hour to fetch him his favourite fishies.<br />
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By the time I got there, they were no longer rolling on the beach, but there were still quite a few of them around to be gathered, so gather I did. It's lots of fun picking fish like you would berries. So then (after a short drive in the beautiful early morning light) I came home and cleaned them (just washed the sand off that is) and sorted them into containers for freezing. 308 little fishies later, and I headed back to bed. T'was an interesting morning. Got a couple of really nice shots in the beautiful soft light that exists just before sunrise. And that was the first sunrise I've witnessed in a very long time. So beautiful.<br />
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So I think I'll take in the fireworks tonight. That is if the fog doesn't roll in and cancel the show. Quite the thick bank of fog just offshore when I was up at Signal Hill this afternooon. I think, if they go ahead, I'll take my camera and try my hand at fireworks photography. Quite the challenge, but it'll be fun to try. If I get anything decent I'll be sure to post it.<br />
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Well, that's all for now. My supper is about ready to come off the BBQ, so I must go enjoy. Later all.<br />
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Cindy<br /><br />---------------------------<br />
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                <title>God is Awesome!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 24 Jun 2005 10:16:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ You know, Ive been serving God since I was a little girl and yet He never ceases to amaze me. I wish I could share with you what has transpired in the last 24 hours, but I cant as its of a rather personal nature involving my family. Besides, even if I told you all, unless you were intimately involved in the situation, the gravity of it would likely escape you. But I just had to tell you all how amazingly awesome God is. Once again He has gone beyond what I dared believe. You think Id get it by now, but His infinite goodness still somehow manages to take me by surprise and leave me in silent wonder, unable to respond to His amazing grace.<br />
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Ive been listening to this Chris Rice song a lot lately called Big Enough that says:<br />
<blockquote>None of us knows and this makes it a mystery<br />
If life is a comedy, then why all the tragedy?<br />
Three and a half pounds of brain try to figure out<br />
What this world is all about<br />
And is there an eternity Is there an eternity?<br />
<br />
<i>God if You're there, I wish You'd show me<br />
And God if You care then I need You to know me<br />
I hope You don't mind me asking the questions<br />
But I figure You're big enough<br />
I figure You're big enough</i><br />
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Lying on pillows we're haunted and half-awake<br />
Does anyone hear us pray "If I die before I wake?"<br />
Then the morning comes and the mirror's another place<br />
Where we wrestle face-to-face<br />
With the image of deity<br />
The image of deity<br />
<br />
<i>REPEAT CHORUS</i><br />
<br />
When I imagine the size of the Universe<br />
And I wonder what's out past the edges<br />
Then I discover inside me a space as big<br />
And believe that I'm meant to be filled up<br />
With more than just questions </blockquote><br />
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I have to tell you, Hes definitely big enough. Ive come to realize that God is not afraid of honest questions. That we dont have to pretend we understand it all. We can be honest with God. He can handle our doubts. And I think sometimes He has more freedom to do what He does best, when we become desperate and stop playing the little games we often play with God. He has no problem showing us just how much He cares. He sure showed me.<br />
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Just some random thoughts from my head, which is swimming with them right now.<br /><br />---------------------------<br />
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                <title>What's going on in the life of the Murfster...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 21 Jun 2005 12:34:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I realize I haven't been keeping up with the journals lately, so I figured all my fans are wondering what I've been up to and such. I have lots of fans you know... Ok, maybe not, but I do have one hanging from my bedroom ceiling and that keeps me cool and happy... So there...<br />
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Anyhew, life has been pretty busy lately. Yet I seem to be finding more time for the quiet things that really matter like prayer and studying the Word and worshiping on my guitar and such. Some things you just have to make time for. Of course, that does mean that some of the fun but not quite as integral to my well-being stuff like DA gets the short end of the stick at times. But I'm still around. And I'm still watching you.<br />
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Work has been, well work. Been down at confed (provincial government building)  a lot lately teaching Word, Excel, Word, Excel, Word, Excel and did I mention Word and Excel? Yeah, as you can imagine that gets to be a little less than exciting after a while. And I'm back there the next two days. But then it'll be done for the summer. Hopefully in the fall they'll add a couple more courses to the schedule. Photshop was mentioned as a possibility. That would be nice. Also give me a chance to learn some new stuff. I always say there's no way to learn quite as effective as teaching others. And I've already learned far more than I ever wanted to know about Word and Excel.<br />
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In other news, my brother is no longer leaving us to start a new life in the west (western Canada that is) so, hopefully, I'll be seeing a little more of Liam (my nephew) than I thought. In fact, he's here with us this week. Yesterday (being one of those obscure holidays that I actually get even though most people don't) I spent the afternoon at the park with him. We had a great time. He got to engage in his favourite past time of chasing away birds and I got some great photo ops and some wonderful time bonding with my favourite nephew (albeit my only nephew).<br />
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Speaking of nephews, my other brother and his wife are in the process (it's a fairly long one) of adopting a child from Thailand. They've given their preference for a girl but will be happy with either a girl or a boy. They expect to be able to go for the child by the fall of next year. They'll have to spend a couple of weeks in Thailand and they've invited me to come along. It's pretty expensive but I think worth it, so most likely I will be going. That will be awesome!<br />
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Lets see, what else? I bought a new easel last week and have determined to get back into oil painting which I haven't done in a few years. I'm tempted to start fresh, but I suppose I really should finish up at least a couple of my unfinished works first. Don't know if I'll be able to post them on here as they are generally much to large for my scanner. But maybe I'll work something out.<br />
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In the world of photography, ebay has become my new best friend. My latest purchase arrived in the mail today and I can't wait to try it out. I've got this cokin style filter system and 4 graduated filters. Mainly I've been finding the great need for a graduated neutral density filter lately and then I was intrigued by the idea of a graduated orange filter to intensify sunsets and I found it was just as cheap to buy a set of four as it would be to buy those two seperately so I also have graduated blue and graduated tabacco filters. Not sure what I'll do with those, but I'm sure I'll find some fun use for them.<br />
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Well, times up. Gotta go home. Wouldn't wanta give y'all eyestrain from too much reading anyway. Carpe diem and Godspeed!<br /><br />---------------------------<br />
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                <title>What if Microsoft made cars???</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 02 Jun 2005 09:42:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ At a recent computer expo (COMDEX),  Bill Gates reportedly compared the  computer industry with the auto  industry and stated "If GM had kept up  with technology like the computer  industry has, we would all be driving  twenty-five dollar cars that got 1000  mi/gal."<br />
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Recently General Motors addressed this  comment by releasing the statement  "Yes, but would you want your car to  crash twice a day?"<br />
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<b>So here's what would happen if  Microsoft made cars:</b><br />
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1. Every time they repainted the lines  on the road you would have to buy a new  car. <br />
2. Occasionally your car would die on  the freeway for no reason, and you  would just accept this, restart and  drive on. <br />
3. Occasionally, executing a maneuver  would cause your car to stop and fail  and you would have to re-install the  engine. For some strange reason, you  would accept this too. <br />
4. You could only have one person in  the car at a time, unless you bought  "Car95" or "CarNT". But, then you would  have to buy more seats. <br />
5. Macintosh would make a car that was  powered by the sun, was reliable, five  times as fast, twice as easy to drive,  but would only run on five percent of  the roads. <br />
6. The Macintosh car owners would get  expensive Microsoft upgrades to their  cars, which would make their cars run  much slower. <br />
7. The oil, gas and alternator warning  lights would be replaced by a single  "general car default" warning light. <br />
8. New seats would force everyone to  have the same size butt. <br />
9. The airbag system would say "are you  sure?" before going off. <br />
10. If you were involved in a crash,  you would have no idea what happened.<br /><br />---------------------------<br />
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                <title>A little computer humour...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 Jun 2005 09:16:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My brother's been sending me some  pretty funny computer jokes lately and  I thought I'd pass some along so some  of you can enjoy them as well...<br />
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<b><u>True Tale from Tech Support:</u></b><br />
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<b>Tech Support:</b> Do you have a valid  backup? <br />
<b>Customer:</b> Yes, of course. <br />
<b>Tech Support:</b> When you came this  morning, was anything printed out on  the printer. <br />
<b>Customer:</b> Yes. <br />
<b>Tech Support:</b> And what did it say? <br />
<b>Customer:</b> Just like it says every day. <br />
<b>Tech Support:</b> Would you mind reading  that off to me? <br />
<b>Customer:</b> Error XX: Backup Operation  Failed. <br />
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<b><u>Computer Heaven and Hell:</u></b><br />
<br />
<b>In Computer Heaven </b><br />
	<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> The management is from Intel. <br />
	<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> The design and construction is from  Apple.<br />
	<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> The marketing is done by Microsoft. <br />
	<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> IBM provides the support. <br />
	<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Gateway determines the pricing. <br />
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<b>In Computer Hell </b><br />
	<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> The management is from Apple. <br />
	<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Microsoft does design and  construction. <br />
	<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> IBM handles the marketing. <br />
	<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> The support is from Gateway. <br />
	<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Intel sets the price. <br />
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<b><u>The Ten Steps of Software Development</u></b><br />
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<b>1.</b>   Programmer produces "bug-free"  code.<br />
<b>2.</b>   Product is tested.  Thirty bugs  found.<br />
<b>3.</b>   Programmer fixes 10 of the bugs  and explains to the testing department  that actually the other 20 aren't  really bugs<br />
<b>4.</b>   Testing department finds that five  of the fixes didn't work and discovers  18 new bugs.<br />
<b>5.</b>   GO TO Step 2 three times.<br />
<b>6.</b>   Product released with bugs intact,  due to enormous pressure from marketing  and sales and already launched ad  campaign.<br />
<b>7.</b>   Users find 138 new bugs.<br />
<b>8.</b>   Original programmer no longer with  company.  New programming team fixes  all but 3 of old bugs, introduces 296  more.<br />
<b>9.</b>   Product flops; programmers fired;  new programmers hired to redo entire  program.<br />
<b>10.</b> Programmer produces "bug-free"  code. <br />
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<b><u>Today's Quotes:</u></b><br />
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<i>Programming today is a race between  software engineers striving to build  bigger and better idiot-proof programs,  and the Universe trying to produce  bigger and better idiots. So far, the  Universe is winning.</i> ~ Rich Cook<br />
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<i>There are two ways of constructing a  software design. One is to make it so  simple that there are obviously no  deficiencies, and the other way is to  make it so complicated that there are  no obvious deficiencies. The first  method is far more difficult.</i> ~ C.A.R.  Hoare<br /><br />---------------------------<br />
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                <title>A little behind...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 24 May 2005 19:02:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Deviant =MurfQ has  598 message centre  items ( 355D, 1H, 12M, 29C, 2F, 174J,  25P )<br />
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Yeah, I'm just a tad behind.... Just a  wee bit...<br />
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Sorry 'bout that. You know I love you  all. Life has just been extremely busy  as of late. And even work never gives  me a break to have to surf the net to  kill time these days. Tomorrow will be  my first time back in the office since  May 6th.<br />
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Been spending all my days at Confed  getting escorted around by their new  wacko security measures. Pretty  ridiculous when you've been a regular  "visitor" since before they even had  security guards and all the security  guards would recognize you a mile off  and yet they still have to call in to  the department you are going to and  have someone come down from the 5th  floor to escort you up in the morning.  I figured it would slack off when the  big crab dispute was over. Figured that  Danny boy's nightmares of being impaled  by a crab leg would ease and things  could get back to normal. But  apparently not. Oh well, I'm going to  shut up now since most of you don't  have a clue what I'm talking about.<br />
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So anyway, things have been really busy  so I haven't been on DA much at all.  And then too, I managed to get myself  caught up in a big debate with my big  mouth that consumed what little time I  did spend on here. Yeah, nothing new  there.<br />
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But I promise to do some visiting  around over the next few days and get  somewhat up to date in what is going on  in the lives of my favourite deviants.  I even missed Matt's leaving for camp  which ticked me off. And to think the  last time we chatted, I promised him  that I would talk to him soon as I had  to take off right away. And now he's  gone for the summer. Sorry Matt! I know  you won't see this, but I figured I'd  say it anyway.<br />
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Well, gotta get some sleep. Being that  I've been out of the office for so  long, tomorrow will probably be a very  busy day getting caught up on  everything.<br />
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Godspeed,<br />
Cindy<br /><br />---------------------------<br />
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