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ARE YOU?

1. Perfect?
No

2. Tall?
5'2 3/4 i hardly call that tall

3. In your pajamas?
i was wen i was asleep

4. Left handed?
No

LAST:

1. Friend you saw:
umm wen i went to the movies wit mah frands lyk 2 weeks ago!

2. Talked to on the phone:
My dad

3. Person to text you:
izzyyyyy!!!!

4. Was today better than yesterday?
*shrug* idk. days seem to just float by

FAVORITES:

1. Number:
310, 13, 31 (u see the pattern)

2. Color(s):
ORANGE BABE!!! nd after ORANGE, blue nd green

3. Fruit:
ORANGES!!!!!!!

4. Place:
at my computer, venice

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A:try to remember the dream i had

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: yup. many mysterious with barely any clues

Q: What's the last movie you saw?
A: Chasing Liberty (matthew goode is mah dream guy!!)

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: My neighbor's house

Q. Do you smile a lot?
A: people tell me I do... but I only smile in public

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: yep but wishing only wounds the heart (mah drama friends tell me frm what play that is)

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: sometimes

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: my bed

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: last night...

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: No comment.

Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
A: 3

Q: What do you hear right now?
A: Some random TV show im not even watching

Q: Does anything hurt right now?
A: ze heart, sadly.

Q: What's your favorite month ?
A: october (halloween nd mah bday on ze 11th)

Q: What did you do last night?
A: watch a movie, worry, try to go to sleep, worry. did i mention worry?

EIGHT EMOTIONS:

1. Are you missing someone right now:
yes

2. Are you happy?
define happy.

3. Are you sad?:
define sad.

4. Are you bored?:
yup

6. Are you nervous?:
kinda

8. Are you tired?:
yes but not in ze physical-need-sleep-way. (tho i probably do need sleep anyway)

ABOUT YOU:

001. Real name?
Carolina

002. Nick names?
Caro, Starr, Lola, Quinn, Sabrina (mah middle name)

003. Eye color?
changes frm dark brown to light hazel l8tely

004. Zodiac sign?
Libra

005. Male or female?
female

Here i dont know what happen..soo....


008. Slut?
Hell no!

009. Smart?
kinda, i gess, yea

010. Hair color?
dark brown soon to b red! XD

011. Long or short?
long

013. Sweats or Jeans?
jeans

014. Phone or Camera?
Camera

016. Drink or Smoke?
well, im italian nd kids are allowed 2 drink @ certain occasions... so id hav 2 go wit drink

020. Tattoos?
no... but one day mayb

021. Righty or lefty?
righty


FIRSTS:

024. First best friend?
Kenesha (shes in texas now )

025. first crush?
umm... joshua i think. 3rd grade. thats as far as i can remembah

027. First pet?
my dog Chucho

028. First big vacation?
i was a couple months old. to the united states (were i currently live XD)

CURRENTLY:

049. Eating?
nothin

050. Drinking?
my saliva (lol nuttin)

052. I'm about to:
kill mahself if i hear another bounty commercial

053. Listening to?
THE BOUNTY COMMERICAL :sad:

054. Plans for today?
go to blockbuster nd rent a movie

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE O... ]]> ~MyCyanideHeart http://MyCyanideHeart.deviantart.com/journal/19100062/ http://MyCyanideHeart.deviantart.com/journal/19100062/ Sat, 12 Jul 2008 20:42:59 PDT nd i decided to do this agen cuz i screwed up a lot on the first time

. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag three people.

All answers are set up like this~


IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY?" YOU SAY?
Panic(!) At the Diso: She HAd the World

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Eminem: The Real SLim Shady (Album version)
(yea mayb... i hav a soft spot 4 eminem's music lolz)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Fall Out Boy: The Carpal Tunnel of Love
(hmm a thought to think about)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Three Days Grace: I Hate Everything About You
(wow this quiz thingy makes me seem so emo...O.o)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Green Day: Wake Me Up When September Ends
(O.o)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Nickelback: Someday
(OMFG that IS mah motto!!!!! kinda sorta in a way BUT STILL!!!!)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Micheal Jackson: Billy Jean
(am i the player (micheal) or bein played O.o)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Britney Spears: Break the Ice
(lol they do think im too flirty mah own good lol)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN?
Avenue Q: I Wish I Could Go Back to COllege
(im not even in college yet!!)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Breaking Benjamin: Firefly

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Black Eyed Peas: Dont Phunk With My Heart
(well her heart has been phunked... *cough cough* izzay *cough cough* )

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Paramore: Conspiracy
(well not relly)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Panic(!) At The Disco: Do You See What I'm Seeing?

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Hinder: Better Than Me
(i wanna b hinder and/or guilty man who feels who doesnt deserve his gf... O.o im a girl)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Led Zeppelin: Immigrant Song
(umm he likes rock...???)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
The Academy Is..: Down and Out
(OK y not? even tho there are abusive relationship bits in it...O.o on the other hand mayb not)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Incubus: A Kiss To Send Us Off
(now THAT is weird in a coincidental kinda way)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Cobra Starship: Smile For the Paparazzi
(well not relly.. thatd b relly mean... well mayb 1 but only one grl)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Nejo: Algo Musical (Something Musical- spanish-reggaeton) feat. Dalmata Y Arcangel

I TAG ANY1 WHO WANTS 2 DO IT!

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The Lovers of the Heart


In order to form a more perfect kiss, enable the mighty hug to promote
to whom we please but one kiss.


Article 1:

Statement of Love:
The Kiss


1.Kiss on the hand
I adore you

2. Kiss on the cheek
I just want to be friends

3. Kiss on the neck
I want you

4.Kiss on the lips
I love you

5.Kiss on the ears
I am just playing

6.Kiss anywhere else
lets not get carried away


7. Look in your eyes
kiss me

8.Playing with your hair

I can't live without you

9. Hand on your waist
I love you to much to let you go


Article 2:
The Three Steps


1. Girls:
If any guys gets fresh with you, slap him.

2. Guys
If any girl slaps you, her intentions are still good.

3.Guys & Girls
Close your eyes when kissing, it is rude to
stare.

Article 3:
The Commandments


1. Thou shall not squeeze too hard.

2.Thou shall not ask for a kiss, but take one.

3.Thou shall kiss at every opportunity.

* Remember *

A peach is a peach
A plum is a plum,
A kiss isn't a kiss
Without some tongue.
So open up your mouth
close your eyes, and give your tongue some exercise!!!

Here are a few reasons
why guys
like girls:

1. They will always smell good
even if its just shampoo

2. The way their heads always
find the right spot on our shoulder

3. How cute they look when they sleep

4. The ease in which they fit into our arms

5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world

6. How cute they are when they eat

7. The way they take hours to get dressed
but in the end it makes it all worth while

8.Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside

9. The way they look good no matter what they wear

10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think
she's the most beautiful thing on this earth

11. How cute they are when they argue

12. The way her hand always finds yours

13. The way they smile

14. The way you feel when you see their name
on the call ID after you just had a big fight

15. The way she says 'lets not fight anymore'
even though you know that an hour later....

16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them

17.The way they kiss you when you say 'I love you'

18.
Actually ... just the way they kiss you...

19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry

20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly

21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22. Then the way they apologize
when it does hurt. (even though
we don't admit it)!

23. The way they say 'I miss you'

24. The way you miss them

25. The way their tears make you want to
change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them,
hate them, wish they would die or
know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life,
whatever they were to the world
they become everything to you.
When you look them in the eyes,
traveling to the depths of their souls
and you say a million things without trace of
a sound, you know that your own life
is inevitable consumed within
the rhythmic beatings of her very heart.
We love them for a million reasons,
No paper would do it justice.
It is a thing not of the mind
but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.

Also im doing this thingy i stole from

Info
[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[] I have more than 2 piercing.
[] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[] I have freckles ~MyCyanideHeart http://MyCyanideHeart.deviantart.com/journal/19006392/ http://MyCyanideHeart.deviantart.com/journal/19006392/ Mon, 23 Jun 2008 17:21:47 PDT
And lets see if any of u guys can think of sumting: if *someone* has had her heart broken by a man not even worth her time nd meanwhile while ive been pickin up the pieces she goes out in the rain driving and tries to find him?!
*sigh*

anyway not much has happened lately. im paintin the outside of mah house with mah dad nd his gf helping cuz me nd my mom cant do it without some help....

on the bright side, it's been raining. A LOT. i love it. (even tho that wont help the paintin) but it doesnt help that its rainin now wen shes drivin.... probably speeding.... nd hopefully nothin happens 2 her. ive cried enuff over this.
ssssssssooooooooooooooooooooo ill keep ya posted!
the dumb mood thing is slow so my mood right now is: depressed

]]> ~MyCyanideHeart http://MyCyanideHeart.deviantart.com/journal/18851947/ http://MyCyanideHeart.deviantart.com/journal/18851947/ Sun, 15 Jun 2008 09:38:29 PDT im not updating for a while nd im gonna be takin off some junk i have uploaded that i don't like. well, goodbye and goodnight!!! (btw where i live its 12:37 PM.... ^.^ )

]]> ~MyCyanideHeart http://MyCyanideHeart.deviantart.com/journal/18790867/ http://MyCyanideHeart.deviantart.com/journal/18790867/ Wed, 11 Jun 2008 19:30:03 PDT
Well, now i think that this is bullshit. It always is. Well, almost always...

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