http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:MyOwnFormOfTherapy&section=today deviantART RSS for by:MyOwnFormOfTherapy en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 22 Dec 2009 09:10:45 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/28963885/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/28963885/ Tue, 15 Dec 2009 15:15:39 PST Tomorrow night/early thursday morning

and tonight, SirTaj is coming to steal my wretched computer
_{[I'm currently on one at mum's office]}
Cause it is DEATH
so...

goodbye for now!
I'm gonna be gone until the 27th
_{[maybe I will come say hello while I'm there, probably not]}
And then I'm gonna have visitors and be shipped off
To dad's house
Meaning:
I won't be around
Very much
for awhile
_[probably]

so don't expect much in the way of response from me
AND
MERRY CHRISTMAS/HAPPY HOLIDAYS/HAVE FUN

:3

I'll miss you all

]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/28576560/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/28576560/ Wed, 25 Nov 2009 20:09:11 PST buuut
I finally decided to just be a lovely opinionated freak and make the ones I like best, place :3

prizes are listed here: [link]

the hardest part was picking ones that i liked a lot, but still were very emotional
the amount of EMOTION wasn't quite what I had been hoping for
then again... I do 'emotional' pretty extravagantly
so, my judging was on "does Dev like it?" and if the answer came back 'yes' the next Q was "is it well done?" if the answer came back 'yes' then the last Q was "how emotional is it?"
and that is how Dev decided

... yay for third person


in THIRD place

is ~venom149 with





SECOND place

is ~TheCoalMineCanary with









and
FIRST place
goes to *TheLeavesOfMemory with


]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/28415601/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/28415601/ Tue, 17 Nov 2009 14:39:27 PST but i've got to pick the winners



um




but I swear I'll post 'em soon
I just gotta consult the oracle ...
or something oO

]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/28333848/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/28333848/ Fri, 13 Nov 2009 14:11:52 PST
today is the last day to enter my contest!

unles you send me a note today
begging to let you be a little late
[send cookies]

While I don't honestly expect anyone to beg me..
there's your option 8D
hoooray


HAPPY FRIDAY THE 13th!

]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/28111626/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/28111626/ Mon, 02 Nov 2009 17:30:37 PST just wanted to remind all you lovelies
that the contest ENDS on friday the 13th!

the rules and prizes are stated here: [link] incase you've forgotten anything

and here's the list of the entries I've gotten so far
it's a lovely list
but I'd be very happy to see even more!
_{(In alphabetical order by Deviant, of course)}









=MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/28088319/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/28088319/ Sun, 01 Nov 2009 13:44:07 PST

]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/27876924/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/27876924/ Tue, 20 Oct 2009 17:48:36 PDT I have to make a visual for
my "favorite poem"
...
this isn't going to work very well
and I do hope the reason is obvious
I don't
have
a favorite poem
but, I need to find one
so comment please
(or note me)
with poems that you love
it would be most appreciated

]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/27708642/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/27708642/ Mon, 12 Oct 2009 16:55:22 PDT To make this simple....
here are the rules all over again!

Rules

Theme:
Emotion! Of any kind, preferably strong

Medium:
Any
be it photography, literature, sculpture, finger painting or etc etc

Mature Content:
Just be aware that I'm not eighteen, so I can't see the real naughty stuff
I don't mind deviations with cussing or such loveliness

Submitting an Entry:
Post it to dA, just like a regular deviation
then send me a link or a thumb in a note titled something like "emotion" or "contest" (I'm not picky)
Your entry should be submitted specifically for this contest, but doesn't have to be
No deviation submitted before sept 7 will be accepted

Number of Entries:
You may submit up to three entries

Deadline:
You have until November 13th
maybe a day or two longer if you bribe me with cookies


Rules are subject to change as I remember things I've forgotten

Prizes!


First Place:
Knowledge that you're awesome
Three Month Sub
Feature from =XxWreckoningxX
Feature from *DarkIceKitsune
Commission from ~arnorath
Commission from =spiffmister777
Commission from =Agent-Angel
Commission and feature from me

Second Place:
One Month Sub
Feature from =XxWreckoningxX
Feature from *DarkIceKitsune
Commission from ~arnorath
Commission from =Agent-Angel
Feature from me

Third Place:
Feature from =XxWreckoningxX
Feature from *DarkIceKitsune
Commission from ~arnorath
Commission from =Agent-Angel
Feature from me

If you'd like to offer a prize, just comment or note me


Entries:



... ]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/27665501/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/27665501/ Fri, 09 Oct 2009 10:01:31 PDT Obama won the Nobel Peace Prize

Not for actually doing anything, but because he's trying to do something
or, has said he's going to do something....

To me, this seems ever so pointless.
The US is still in Iraq
Still in Afghanistan

I talked to ~anarchistantichrist and she said
"they should give me a nobel prize in science to motivate me to go to university and learn to cure cancer"


[link] [link]

Opinion?

]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/27457675/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/27457675/ Sun, 27 Sep 2009 20:45:49 PDT contest people!

right here >> [link] <<

Pretty please enter

you know you want to

]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/27064718/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/27064718/ Sun, 06 Sep 2009 23:28:48 PDT Theme:
Emotion! whatever kind of emotion, in whatever form

Rules:
Any art form is acceptable, as long as I can view it (not eighteen yet, and dun wanna see it anyway)
Entries cannot have been submitted before September 7
Entries must be relevant to the theme (this is not difficult)
Three entries per person tops
Send a link/thumb to your entry to me in a note
Deviations must be submitted by October 7 (unless I decided to move the date farther out)
Rules are subject to change as I remember things I've forgotten

The more people that enter, the more likely I'll be to raise the number of prizes offered :3

First Place:
Knowledge that you're awesome
Three Month Sub
Feature from ~XxWreckoningxX
Feature from *DarkIceKitsune
Commission from ~arnorath
Commission and feature from me 8D

Second Place:
One Month Sub
Feature from ~XxWreckoningxX
Feature from *DarkIceKitsune
Commission from ~arnorath
Feature from me :3

Third Place:
Feature from ~XxWreckoningxX
Feature from *DarkIceKitsune
Commission from ~arnorath
Feature from me

I'll hold a vote-by-note at the end of the contest that will help determine the winner

I'm considering offering a fifty five word writing to each person that enters, whatcha think?


If you'd like to offer something as a prize, comment!

]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/27041643/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/27041643/ Sat, 05 Sep 2009 19:16:36 PDT or many viruses? Not entirely sure
In anycase
ARGH MY POOR COMPUTER
Sir Taj came over yesterday and today
and he has it all fixed... i think
we hope so in anycase

it seems to be working


so now I can finally tell you all bout the contest
and post lots of arts :3

I swear I'll have the contest journal up tomorrow, just gots to check in with people firstly

thanks for being patient

]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/26822273/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/26822273/ Tue, 25 Aug 2009 17:54:46 PDT everything from my room. I'm taking out everything cept my bed (and the computer) out tonight
Mum says that if anyone wants to come help me, they're perfectly allowed xD Consider that an invite to my house (call me 8D)
In anycase, I'll be back real soon with pictures and a contest

]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/26753071/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/26753071/ Sat, 22 Aug 2009 11:26:55 PDT The time has come
I shall, indeed, actually host a contest
I'm not going to post final rules and such until ... probably wednesday cause mum's taking us camping this weekend. I just wanted to check, will anyone who would enter if the theme was 'eyes' not enter if I decide to have it be 'strong emotion'?
Also, anyone interested in offering little prizes? (features, subscriptions etc)



]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/26241825/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/26241825/ Tue, 28 Jul 2009 20:12:32 PDT me what I was preforming.

I don't do "preforming".

Not without planning and thought and enough time to get it near perfect. Whatever 'it' is anyway.

So I took a walk through my gallery to try and find something worth reading to a group of people. Nothing in particular struck my fancy. Yes, I like some of my written stuff, but what I like tends not to be what other people like. Tis life. And the one poem that I would consider reading to them is far to personal for me to be comfortable with sharing.

This story should have no point.

But, there is a point. After looking through lots of stuff I've decided that now is time for me to clean up my messy little gallery. Delete lots of pictures (because I fail at those), remove poems that nobody loves... generally make it neater.

Some of my poems are moving elsewhere.

Most of the poems that don't move will be edited and updated. Just a heads up.

There really isn't anything else to say

[btw, the haiku that was here? yeah, not supposed to be here. sorry]

Random Favorites:

]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/26181243/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/26181243/ Sat, 25 Jul 2009 23:43:09 PDT

fill it out
comment
and put it in your journal so I can tell you my answers

The basics:
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Describe me in one word:
5. What was your first impression?
6. What reminds you of me?
7. If you could give me anything what would it be?
8. How well do you know me?
9. When is the last time you saw me?


What would you do if I...
10. Was right next to you?
11. Kissed you?
12. Lived next door to you?
13. Started smoking?
14. Was hospitalized?
15. Was drunk?
16. Hugged you?
17. Asked you to leave?
18. Asked you out?

What do you think about my...
19. Personality?
20. Eyes?
21. Hair?
22. Body?
23. Style

Am I:
24. Smart?
25. Cute?
26. Funny?
27. Cool?
28. Romantic?
29. A freak?
30. Lovable?
31. Adorable?
32. Trustworthy
33. Compassionate?
34. Great to be with?
35. Attractive?
36. Mean?
37. Well known?
38. Cute?
39. Serious?
40. A good person
41. Conceited?
42 Cute or hot?

Would you:
43. Be my friend?
44. Keep a secret?
45. Kiss me?
46. Go on a date with me?
47. Keep in touch?
48. Date me?
49. Give me your number?
50. Let me hug you anytime I wanted to?
51. Kiss me?
52. Let me kiss you?
53. Watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?
54. Let me take you out to dinner?
55. Drive me somewhere/anywhere?
56. Take a shower with me?
57. Have a fling with me?
58. Listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
59. Buy me a drink if i didn't have money?
60. Take me home for the night?
61. Let me sleep in your bed?
62. Sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
63. Come pick me up at 3am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
64. Cry if I died?
65. Dance with me?
66. Sing happy birthday to me?
67. Take advantage of me if I was drunk?
68. Strip for me?
69. Come to my house to just hang out?
70. Fight me?
71. Hold my hand?
72. Let me make you breakfast?
73. Help me with homework?
74. Tickle me?
75. Let me tickle you?
76. Instant message me?
77. Greet me in public?
78. Hang out with me?
79. Bring me around your friends?

Have you ever:
80. Lied to make me feel better?
81. Wanted to kiss me?
82. Kept something important from me?
83. Wanted to cuddle with me?
84. Wished I were there?
85. Had a crush on me?
86. Wanted my number?
87. Had a dream about me?
88. Been distracted by me?
89. Looked at my page more than ten times?
90. Wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

Do you:
91. Want to kiss me?
92. Want to cuddle with me?
93. Want to hook up with me?
94. Love me?

Are you:
95 Happy you know me?
96 Thinking about me?

_{CSS from [link]} ]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/25535378/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/25535378/ Thu, 25 Jun 2009 10:25:24 PDT Oohhhh
I'm soo excited!
My mum gave me an intuos4 :3
be prepared for random new doodlythangs

~end edit~

Today is lovely
I'm being treated to waffles
a trip to the beach
and other lovely fantastic things

why?

cause today's my birthday
I'm officially one year older
I spent the past year working diligently to grow this old
And now people are appreciating my hard work xD

In other news?

I have pictures and things that I should post
Probably will xD
I'm just a little lazy ^^

and... about that contest I mentioned...
I'm going to do it soon
I promise

_{CSS from [link]} ]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/25006380/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/25006380/ Thu, 28 May 2009 21:57:34 PDT There's something wrong with me.
For those of you who don't know...
8D there's something wrong with me.
Typing hurts
Writing hurts
Painting hurts
Drawing hurts
It all friggin hurts
The best part is that it started to hurt while I was doing homework.
That's right. I was being a good little kid when someone's irate god decided to strike me down.

At this point my shoulder hurts all over and my muscles are tight beyond tight, the ouch goes into my elbow often and sometimes into my hand. I can't straighten my right arm over my head (so much for raising my hand...) and whenever I try to use my arm my shoulder blade "wings out".

The bad news...
I'm not going to be submitting anything for a bit, my typing is super slow (cause it's one handed), you guys get to hear me complain

The good news...
I know what's wrong with me
"axillary nerve impingement"

The bad news...
What the heck is that???

The good news...
Mum says it won't kill me

The bad news...
It's not about to go away anytime soon. I may not be able to get to a physical therapist until the wednesday after next....


Mmmhmm
I just really feel like complaining
cause i hurt D:<
and I so did not deserve this
_{at least, I can't remember having done anything bad... which means either I'm innocent or I was very, very bad}
And I thought you might want to know what's up with me
cause, you know, occasionally people care xD

aaand... if you want to see how absolutely screwed up my shoulder is, or what it looks like when it "wings"
note me

_{CSS from [link]} ]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/24564772/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/24564772/ Sun, 03 May 2009 11:36:27 PDT

I am going to get to that contest. Don't worry.
The only issue is that I just spent all of my money on jelly beans and expensive Californian food. So you people have to wait until I have the money to give out subs.

But
the true point of this
is something that's kinda bugging me
and something that drives me crazy about dA
I have twenty favs on this

_{which I'm actually not that happy with}

but
this

which is practically the same thing
has four

FOUR

meaning that i have five times as many faves on it as *DarkIceKitsune

so then i have to realize
that if i were one of the popular kids
I'd have hundreds of favs!

there has got to be a better way to do this





-Devi

_{CSS from [link]} ]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/24264578/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/24264578/ Wed, 15 Apr 2009 20:46:49 PDT teh contest is being considerererrred :3
I'm very much excited

aaaand yeah
this really is just a space filler cause the last journal is OLD D:<

:3

I've fallen for the artists Mat Costa, Oren Lavie, Joshua Radin and Jay Brannan

check em oouuutt

specially the vid for her morning elegance ^^

]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/24120262/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/24120262/ Tue, 07 Apr 2009 21:06:11 PDT Can you guess?
:3
=Kiltul is ancient now
you lovelies aught to go poke his wrinkles with a stiiiick

it amazes me though
how much this site has changed my life
it's probably because of dA
that I became so close to =Kiltul (... that's kinda sad actually, yay me 8D)
and it's made me a lot more creative
go figure *shrugs*
course
it's also given me a lot more drama than I ever needed
and I've learned a lot about popular people being evil
but
I guess good always comes with bad

thanks to *HikariTheNinja btw
she's lovely and gived me prettiness
(subscription is yay~)

I'm thinking of holding a contest...
interested?
yeeess?
:3

and...
tell me your favorite music!

]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/23973562/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/23973562/ Mon, 30 Mar 2009 17:51:54 PDT you people are too worth it for me to go

I just got sick and tired
of the lying
and the popular people throwing their weight around
tired of threats
and photoshoped 'realities'

I hate it
that a person with lots of watchers can yell
"BURN THAT WITCH"
and they will
even if the witch is innocent

DeviantART is supposed to be above that
we're supposed to be here to influence eachothers work
to help people improve
to view amazing works of art
and to watch artists' talent grow

]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/23900682/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/23900682/ Thu, 26 Mar 2009 14:00:24 PDT I'm still far away from my paints and pencils *sob*
and i've been cleaning the loft
lots of mouse poo D:

but life is good
and tonight we'll prolly play The Game of Real Life
(not like i'm not playing that anyways xD)

and btw
I found this lovely newwwww thing
~CreativeConfessions
me likes :3

]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/23832086/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/23832086/ Sun, 22 Mar 2009 13:13:09 PDT but this is insane!
I woke up this lovely morning to sunshine, warmth and happiness...
and now it's snowing.
Snowing!
honestly friggin blizzarding!
...


i am stunned

]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/23618230/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/23618230/ Mon, 09 Mar 2009 21:24:09 PDT YOU
=browneyedgirl07 is having a contest!!!
>>> [link] <<<

you could win cool stuff! 8D
so you should enter :3
cause she's lovely
and I told you to xD


(and no.. I don't have my subscription anymore D

]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/22604919/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/22604919/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 21:07:22 PST [link]

I don't know where it came from... but it's insane!

Clubs: ]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/22479569/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/22479569/ Thu, 08 Jan 2009 22:25:44 PST
001. Name → Althea
002. Nickname → Devi
003. Status → I kinda sorta completely belong to =Kiltul
004. Zodiac sign → Cancer
005. Male or female → female
006. Elementary → ..... elementary? *stares* like not advanced? *looks at the next questions* oooooh, right. I went to three of them
007. Middle School → FULL OF TEENAGED ANGST
008. High School → I thought the drama would end... it just got more interesting (aka, sex, drugs and unplanned pregnancy)
009. Smart → stupid
010. Hair color → brown/red/blonde/dark/light/WTF
011. Long or short → longish now, soon to be subjected to sissors
012. Loud or Quiet → Quiet unless around friends... very loud with people i know well
013. Sweats or Jeans → NUDE (but... jeans are pretty cool too)
014. Phone or Camera → camera
015. Health freak → *pokes tummy* not exactly
016. Drink or Smoke? → nopes, smoking would kill me dead (sorta allergic) and i don't drink
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → crush? not exactly.... I like kiltul but that's not exactly a crush anymore xD
018. Eat or Drink → uuuuuuh, both?
019. Piercings → waaaaaaaant more earings, lip ring, maybe nose piercing :3
020. Tattoos → ~anarchistantichrist owes me a tattoo design

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → ears
024. First best friend → mmmm perhaps this girl... named *thinks* I don't remember... xD *fail* but then this kid named Rubin. I don't know him anymore
026. First crush → ... first grade perhaps... or *thinks* kindergarten maybe xD *doesn't remember*
027. First pet → pretty kitty that died a few weeks ago
028. First big vacation → went to germany when i was five
030. First big birthday → .... big?

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → I'm brushing my teeth....
050. Drinking → see above
052. I'm about to → sleep
054. Plans for today → don't die, fall asleep

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → sure, but NOT now
059. Want to get married? → maybe.
060. Careers in mind → veterinarian

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
068. Lips or eyes → i like eyes, but i actually notice lips more... oO
070. Shorter or taller? → mmm taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous → I WANT BOTH DAMMIT
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → arms
074. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → oO that's not opposites.... how bout sorta neither? but kinda yeah.... whatever (i'm literate i swear)

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → never had any to lose
081. Ran away from home → nopes
084. Broken someone's heart → um, i don't know, I sincerely doubt it
085. Been arrested → nopes
087. Cried when someone died → yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → to a point
090. Miracles → mmmmm not so much
091. Love at first sight → HA as if
092. Heaven → not sure
093. Santa Claus → xD mmmm the idea, not the dude
094. Sex on the first date → .... that's just a little bit more than very weird
095. Kiss on the first date → mmmm... I did xD but we'd been going out for like... two weeks

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → ^^ yes
099. Do you believe in God → last year i didn't believe in love... this year I'm still not sure I believe in God... but next year? maybe I'll be proved wrong again
100. Post as 100 truths and tag people. WHY *rebellious*

Clubs: ]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/22246199/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/22246199/ Sun, 28 Dec 2008 16:21:45 PST That I forget to reply to things
That I leave notes sitting for days

I'm feeling a little scattered
A little strange
And I have a pretty little writers block camping out on my desk

Clubs: ]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/22190510/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/22190510/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 12:33:55 PST I hope you're having lots of fun

I just got a phone :3
yes
my first ever cell phone
I'm so behind the times xD
anyways
it's a verizon
so if aaanybody else has a verizon
I CAN CALL YOU FOR FREE
_{*grin* note me?}

I'm way too excited
sugar and presents and red roses'll do that to me xD

Random Favorites:

Clubs: ]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/22004157/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/22004157/ Mon, 15 Dec 2008 18:57:10 PST *grin*
^^
today was sooo much fun

hopefully we'll get another few inches
and another snow day :3

Clubs: ]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/21989153/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/21989153/ Sun, 14 Dec 2008 21:57:18 PST I guess I'm just wild with relief...
or something

I held an epic carchase across =Kiltul's chest xD

and then there's this...

Dark: I was distracted
sorry
puppeh
Rose: X3 awww, good distraction
me: oO
lolz xD
does he like snow?
Dark: XD he loves it
has no idea what it is
but he seems to enjoy eating it
then rolling around in it
Rose: XD
Dark: and eating it some more
Rose: he's going to be a fat puppy
Dark: XD snow makes you fata
*fat
Rose: fine, just make him pee a lot
Dark: I don't think he needs help with that...
Rose: XD
nah, I'm sure he does
me: xD
PEE PUPPY
DOOOO IT
Dark: XD
Rose: XD lol
Dark: wooooooooooooooooooooow
me: *cheer leader* go saAm go saAm!
go saAm
Rose: XD
me: YAY 8D
Dark: XD
he's gonna lurve you
Rose: I think if someone did that to me, I wouldn't be able to XD
Dark: XD but he's a puppeh
he just runs away
then magically reappears
and you go
"...what'd he do..."
"D8 crap!"
Rose: XD
me: just you wait... i'm gonna follow you into the bathroom *plotting*
Rose: no, pee
me: EVERY CHANCE I GET
xD
Rose: O.o
Dark: XD creeeeeeeeeeeeeeepy
Rose: no thanks
I'm good
me: go roOse go roOse!
8D
Rose: XD no
me: peeing is good
peeing is grand
pee is so lovely
but not on my hand
Rose: peeing while laughing is hard
O.o
XD
wow
Dark: XD *dies*
me: o_o
*funeral*
Dark: XD snow funeral
Rose: *steals flowers*
Dark: oh joy
me: We loved her dearly
Dark: D8 what?
*beats rose over head*
MINE!
me: but she was killed by a pee joke
Rose: but you are dead!
me: THIS IS WHY WE DON"T USE POTTY LANGUAGE
Rose: you can't beat me!
me: xD
Rose: XD wow
me: D8
zombie!
!@#@$!!!
Dark: XD nah
I be a vampire!
me: ....
Dark: next week
me: CRAP
wait...
Dark: we must go see movie
Rose: what are you going to do with the flowers though?
me: new curse
Dark: eat them
me: OH PEE
Dark: curse?
Rose: XD
Dark: XD
wonderful
Rose: the curse of peeing
me: she's a zombie!
holy pee! what will we do?
Rose: a peeing zombeh!
PEE!
Dark: XD oh god, my stomach...
how much sugar did ya'll have?
Rose: I had some poptarts about 3 hours ago
Dark: Dev-Dev?
O.o she be gone?
Rose: oh, poor dear
maybe she had to go pee...
Dark: XD ironic?
me: xD
no
not dying o_o
er
peeing xD
Rose: XD
I think there's a difference
just a slight one
Dark: small one
Rose: what if you died while peeing? O.o
Dark: ...that...
would be an awkward funeral...
Rose: would you still continue peeing though?
or would you stop?
Dark: ...who cares?
you're dead
Rose: yeah, but, still...
Dark: would you keep leaking?
I don't know
I don't want to find out
Rose: who wants to test this? 8D
call not
Dark: noes goes! touches her noes
Rose: XD
Dark: O.o wow
I can spell, can't I
Rose: yeah
Dark: nose
XD not used to spelling it like that!
Rose: nose: "no, you can't, not really"
XD
Dark: no
that's the one you smell with 8D
Rose: with a French accent of course
Dark: XD sure
O.o like the booger...
Rose: his name was George...
Dark: XD his name is always George...
GASP!
Rose: soooooo?
Dark: we should make a snowman!
Rose: XD
Dark: and call him George!
Rose: name it GEORGE!
^^
Dark: XD let's go make it on Johnson's lawn
Rose: then color it yellow and name him GEORGE THE PEEING SNOWMAN!!!
me: xD
Dark: XD would he kill us?
juuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuust maybe
Rose: just maybe...
_{~edit... here's more xD
cause dark told me too}
Rose: just maybe...
D
failz
XD
Dark: D8?
XD
O.o Sam's watchin gTV
watching TV
Rose: XD
wow, I thought you shouldn't let them watch TV until they were 6
Dark: XD too late!
Rose: XD
Dark: but he finds TV boring...
Rose: you're an awful mother
Dark: so he's running around in circles instead...
Rose: XD
Dark: but you said I'd be a great mother!
Rose: go Sam!
Dark: XD
new olympic sport
Rose: "and there he goes! can he make another... ]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/21821463/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/21821463/ Thu, 04 Dec 2008 19:00:51 PST

here I go, spamming you with wonderfully useless things

[ ]I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
[ ]I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
[ ]I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.
[ ]I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz
[ ]I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
[ ]I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.
[ ]I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy.
[ ]I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
[ ]I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS. -
[ ]I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
[ ]I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
[X]I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
[X]I'm a GAY RIGHTS SUPPORTER, so I WILL go to hell.
[ ]I'm a CHRISTIAN, so I MUST think gay people should go to hell.
[ ]I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
[ ]I'm ATHEIST so I MUST hate the world.
[x]I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals
[ ]I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
[x]I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
[x]I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
[ ]I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
[ ]I TAKE (or used to take) ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
[ ]I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
[ ]I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
[ ]I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenience store.
[ ]I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
[ ]I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore
[ ]I'm a DANCER, So I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore
[ ]I wear SKIRTS a lot, so I MUST be a slut.
[ ]I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
[ ]I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
[x]I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.
[x]I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
[ ]I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
[ ]I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
[ ]I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.
[ ]I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.
[ ]I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals
[ ]I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a "big one".
[ ]I'm EGYPTIAN, so I must be a TERRORIST!
[ ]I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
[ ]I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.
[X]I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention. (did do, would like to do again)
[ ]I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
[X]I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
[ ]I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
[X]I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.
[X]I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be a player.
[ ]I have Big BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe.
[ ]I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
[x]I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
[ ]I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool
[ ]I'm GERMAN, so I must be a Nazi.
[X]I hang out with GAYS, so i must be GAY TOO
[ ]I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
[ ]I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited
[ ]I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13
[ ]I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy
[ ]I'm HAWAIIAN so I MUST be lazy
[ ]I'm PERUVIAN, so I MUST like llamas
[ ]Im a STONER so I MUST be going in the wrong direction
[X]Im a VIRGIN so I MUST be prude - l8
Im STRAIGHT EDGE so I must be violent.
[ ]I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.. or crazy.
[ ]I'm BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid.
[X]I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat.
[ ]I'm SINGLE so I MUST be ugly. - TOTALLY
[ ]I'm a SKATER so I must do weed and steal stuff
[ ]I'm a PUNK so I must only wear black and date only other punks
[ ]I'm ASIAN so I must be a NERD that does HOMEWORK 24/7
[ ]I'm CHRISTIAN so I MUST hate homosexuals.
[x]I'm MIXED so I must be screwed up.
[ ]I'm MUSLIM so I MUST be a terrorist.
[x]I'm in BAND, so I MUST be a dork.
[ ]I'm BLACK so I MUST believe JESUS WUZ A BROTHA
[ ]I'm MORMON so I MUST be perfect
[X]I'm WHITE and have black friends so I MUST think I'm black
[ ]I'm GOTH so I MUST worship the devil
[ ]I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.
[X]I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.
[ ]I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
[ ]I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
[ ]I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
[X]I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
[ ]I'm RICH, so I MUST be a c... ]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/21621540/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/21621540/ Sat, 22 Nov 2008 21:09:32 PST Agent-Angel and ~XxWreckoningxX as well as to the more unofficial ones (being ~DrBlub, ~anarchistantichrist and my mom )

I can't believe how many people entered their beautiful art to this contest, it makes me quite happy

Just so you know, this has been incredibly difficult. What I did was ask =Agent-Angel and ~XxWreckoningxX for their opinions, then go and stare at everything, then ask ~DrBlub for his opinion, stare at the entries for awhile longer, ask ~anarchistantichrist for her opinion, go back and argue with myself over the entries, then ask my mom xD cause mum's know best and then finally decide which place goes to which deviation.
I chose the following three entries based on what the judges said, but also on criteria that I came up with. I wanted something creative and still related to fall (the "must be very fall related" kicked out a lot of awesome entries...)

but after much deliberation...

THIRD PLACE

by ~veerd
_{Receiving:
-a commission from =MyOwnFormOfTherapy
-features from =MyOwnFormOfTherapy =Kiltul, *DarkIceKitsune and ~Kaja-kgr}

SECOND PLACE

by ~Hakita-Chakita
_{Receiving:
-commissions from =MyOwnFormOfTherapy and *DarkIceKitsune
-features from =MyOwnFormOfTherapy, =Kiltul,*DarkIceKitsune, ~Kaja-kgr and =Agent-Angel}

FIRST PLACE

by ~piechot
_{Receiving:
-commissions from =MyOwnFormOfTherapy, *DarkIceKitsune and ~browneyedgirl07
-features from =MyOwnFormOfTherapy, =Kiltul,*DarkIceKitsune, ~Kaja-kgr and =Agent-Angel (as well as being interviewed by =Agent-Angel}

Please work out commission details with the person giving it (via note) ^^

Clubs: =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/21584483/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/21584483/ Thu, 20 Nov 2008 15:58:02 PST Sorry I haven't posted winners yet
I'm really really busy with school right now
but I'll try and have them posted by sunday ^^

Clubs: ]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/21039317/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/21039317/ Thu, 13 Nov 2008 20:52:25 PST THE END xD

Hooraaaay for 32 entries! stay tuned for the winners

edit #2~
=Agent-Angel will feature the first and second places as well as do an interview
*DarkIceKitsune will feature all the places
~Kaja-kgr will feature all of the places as well



Here are the entries to my fall contest!
(info on the contest found here > [link] )

































http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/20945313/ Sat, 11 Oct 2008 22:59:17 PDT I'll be offering a bit of a subscription I think
and it'll definitely be open to any type of art
but, I'm kinda low on moneys and skill and was wondering if anyone would donate something to the winners. As in.. note me and tell me what you'd give
if nobody wants to give anything then that's fine too, i guess xD
but yeah, I should decide on the topic and guidelines by the end of the week

ALSO
I'm really really sorry if it seems like I've been ignoring any of you
the comments and things (though I do like comments a whole lot!) are a little overwhelming sometimes o_o
but I'm digging my way out of them xD I promise I'll reply to them all eventually

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AND
I'm thinking of holding another contest...
a subscription will be part of the winnings, maybe more if other people will contribute
anybody interested?

Clubs:

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And.... I don't really have anything interesting to say, other than I have a whole lotsa ideas and no brain power to do them o_o

The band was Oasis! If you don't know them... YOU SHOULD
So only three people actually guessed, cause they're cool like that.
So in order of the guessing!




Arnorath is one of the most amazing writers I've ever found so you lovelies should really go look at his stuff!





Anarchist just so happens to kinda be my bestest fneind (no, that's not a spelling error) and does all sorts of cool stuff... like make my icon!





Kiltul is waaaay too good at photography *jealousy* and has mad skills at writing as well *still jealous*

so there you have it! three crazies that know their music (or maybe just know me... xD)

Clubs:

Random favorites: =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/20526961/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/20526961/ Mon, 29 Sep 2008 11:30:09 PDT anyways, answer answer cause I'm curious!

The basics:
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Describe me in one word:
5. What was your first impression?
6. What reminds you of me?
7. If you could give me anything what would it be?
8. How well do you know me?
9. When is the last time you saw me?


What would you do if I...
1. Was right next to you?
2. Kissed you?
3. Lived next door to you?
4. Started smoking?
5. Was hospitalized?
6. Was drunk?
7. Hugged you?
8. Asked you to leave?
9. Asked you out?

What do you think about my...
1. Personality?
2. Eyes?
3. Hair?
4. Body?
5. Style

Am I:
1. Smart?
2. Cute?
3. Funny?
4. Cool?
5. Romantic?
6. A freak?
7. Lovable?
8. Adorable?
9. Trustworthy
10. Compassionate?
11. Great to be with?
12. Attractive?
13. Mean?
14. Well known?
15. Cute?
16. Serious?
17. A good person
18. Conceited?
19 Cute or hot?

Would you?
1. Be my friend?
2. Keep a secret?
3. Kiss me?
4. Go on a date with me?
5. Keep in touch?
6. Date me?
7. Give me your number?
8. Let me hug you anytime I wanted to?
9. Kiss me?
10. Let me kiss you?
11. Watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?
12. Let me take you out to dinner?
13. Drive me somewhere/anywhere?
14. Take a shower with me?
15. Have a fling with me?
16. Listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
17. Buy me a drink if i didn't have money?
18. Take me home for the night?
19. Let me sleep in your bed?
20. Sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
21. Come pick me up at 3am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
22. Cry if I died?
23. Dance with me?
24. Sing happy birthday to me?
25. Take advantage of me if I was drunk?
26. Strip for me?
27 Come to my house to just hang out?
28 Fight me?
29 Hold my hand?
30 Let me make you breakfast?
31 Help me with homework?
32 Tickle me?
33 Let me tickle you?
34 Instant message me?
35 Greet me in public?
36 Hang out with me?
37 Bring me around your friends?

Have you ever?
1. Lied to make me feel better?
2. Wanted to kiss me?
3. Kept something important from me?
4. Wanted to cuddle with me?
5 Wished I were there?
6 Had a crush on me?
7 Wanted my number?
8 Had a dream about me?
9 Been distracted by me?
10 Looked at my page more than ten times?
11. Wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

Do you
1 Want to kiss me?
2 Want to cuddle with me?
3 Want to hook up with me?
4 Love me?

Are you?
1 Happy you know me?
2 Thinking about me?


and yeah, I am re-using an old journal... in case anybody noticed xD

~EDIT~
NO MORE DYING
M'KAY??? DYING IS OUTLAWED
I DUN CARE IF YOU SAYS YOU HAVE TA
NO.
MORE.
DYING.
<sub>it's not nice

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*spaz*


nevermind I'm making a complete fool of myself by not remembering enough german.... but it's soo pretty and amazingness...
I've seen all sorts of stuff and taken bout a million and two pictures. I'll have to post lots and lots when I get home.
The keyboard here is pretty screwy. The z and y are switched and the ; has been replaced by a Ö. Which makes it fun to type the umlauts (the öäü for those who don't know) and I can type a § ... whatever that is

Clubs: ]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/19906596/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/19906596/ Mon, 11 Aug 2008 22:11:53 PDT Finally bought myself another subscription... I was pretty lazy getting to it, kinda hoping one would magically appear xD but it didn't happen.. (where's the subscription fairy anyways??)
And tomorrow I go blueberry picking 8D

took this from =Kiltul

1. First thing you wash in the shower?
My hair, I like to let the conditioner sit in it awhile so I shampoo it pretty quick

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
maroon

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
well yeah, often

4. Do you plan outfits?
eh, when I have to

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
exhausted, full, and vaguely lonely

6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red?
smiley-face button

7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?
oO i don't..

8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
hahaaaaaaa I had my first nightmare since fourth grade last night... it sucked, to say the least, especially since it was so real and vivid and could actually happen.

9. Did you meet anybody new today?
uh... *thinks* nope

10. What are you craving right now?
my bed... not the bed at my landlord's house but my bed..

11. Do you floss?
with braces it's too much trouble

12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
Brautkleid bleibt Broutkleid und Blaukraut bliebt Blaukraut
(basic translation: bridal gowns remain bridal gowns and blue cabbage remains blue cabbage)

13. When was the last time you talked on aim?
....

14. Are you emotional?
yeah sometimes.. often... maybe

15. Would you dance to the taco song?
xD yesh, and look like an idiot doing it (what's the taco song anyway?)

16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
nope, but I can count to 100... ten-ten-ten-ten-ten-ten-ten-ten-ten-ten

17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
lick it, my teeth are too sensitive to bite it

18. Do you like your hair?
when it behaves

19. Do you like yourself?
rarely

20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
eh.. sorta

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
kind of

22. What are you listening to right now?
snibbits of german drifting in from the living room

23. How many countries have you visited?
Canada, mexico, and germany (though i'll add a few more soon )

24. Are your parents strict?
not really

25. Would you go sky diving?
heck yeah! sounds awesome... terrifying, but awesome

26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
why not?

27. Would you throw potatoes at him?
xD FOOD FIGHT!!!!

28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in?
cds... beads.. jewelry.. glitter.. lotsa stuff

29. Have you ever been in a castle?
yeah, i think so

30. Do you rent movies often?
not really

31. Who sits behind you in your math class?
o_o school??? are you talking about school???

32. Have you made a prank phone call?
nope

33. Do you own a gun?
erm... no

34. Can you count backwards from 74?
oO probably

35. Who are you going to be with tonight?
prolly going to hang out with the cousins.. maybe my landlord's cat, Jack

36. Brown or white eggs?
green eggs

37. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
xD nope

38. Ever been on a train?
yup, can't remember where I went though...

39. Ever been in love?
yeah

40. Do you have a cell-phone?
nope

41. Are you too forgiving?
... sometimes painfully so

42. Do you use chap stick?
mmmm chapstick... yummy

43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
talking to me on the phone, getting a haircut, going to robotics etc

44. Can you use chop sticks?
xD yup

45. Ever have cream puffs?
=MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/19679670/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/19679670/ Thu, 31 Jul 2008 23:26:49 PDT I saw a simply amazing movie. It's called The Fall > [link] <. I would tell you all to go buy tickets right now but.. it's rated R. A rating I really don't understand. It's rated for violence, but I've seen much more blood and bizarre wounds in lower rated movies.
The movie is beautiful and (so I've heard) has no CGI, though if that's true I have no idea how they pulled it off.. You all should go look at the trailer and the pictures

~End edit~

I really need to hit my head against something... I'm having some really horrible writer's block that's driving me completely insane. I have a couple of things I need to write (an idea about the end of the world, "The Long Hug", and the kiriban piece).*sidetracked* Kiltul caught the kiriban, yay him xD I'll prolly offer up another kiriban later.

last time I did this I wasn't subscribed... so I thought I should do it again.. 8D
plus, lots of my answers are different..

Answer the questions below
-Take each answer and type it into the dA search box
-Take a deviation from the first page of results (may use ' popular' or 'newest' ) and post thumb (for subscribers) or link (non-subscribers)
-You can't copy the persons answers who posted this before you

1. The age you will be on your next birthday


2. A place you'd like to travel


3. Your favorite place


4. Your favorite object


5. Favorite food


6. Your favorite animal


7. Your favorite color


8. The town/state/etc in which you live


9. Name of past pet


10. A dream come true


11. Your nickname/screenname


12. Middle name


13. Favorite Smell
http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/19393403/ Mon, 14 Jul 2008 15:21:43 PDT amazing) and came back to find that DA is screwing with my head. I don't like it this way... "sleek"??? I really hate it. The OCD parts of my brain are kicking in and I just want to reach in and move some bits around... and what's the deal w/ the way messages are dealt with? I liked the way it looked much better (for subscribers anyway).

country fair was fun though. I actually went in two parades (want pictures of me in bizarre outfits?) but really didn't get any sleep and my brain is screwy, which doesn't help at all when I'm trying to comprehend what happened to DA. (and I have 405 deviantions, 181 messages and 11 notes to deal with)

anyway.. how are you lovelies?

]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/19231851/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/19231851/ Sun, 06 Jul 2008 08:38:28 PDT
but I have something to show you all.
a little while ago I managed to catch a kiriban
so look what ~arnorath made me



I adore the thing... like lotses and lotses so you peeps should go give him pageviews and junk
< go say hi! I command it >

ALSO
I decided to have a little kiriban myself, though apparently nobody wants my art anyway oO
but if anybody happens to catch my pageviews at 5,555 (and gives me a screen-shot) then you can make a request for pretty much any type of deviantion that I do (though if I know I can't do it I will veto)
If it so happens that somebody catches it at somethin like 5,554 or 5,556 and nobody got the 5,555 then the closest one gets the kiriban... hokay?
so have at it!

]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/19194837/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/19194837/ Fri, 04 Jul 2008 01:46:49 PDT
and everything is immensely funny but only cause there's really nothing to laugh at
my brain's working overdrive, ya know?
stupid brain...

anyway, the point of this was supposed to be:
I'm cooler than the lot of you cause I saw Juliet today
she's got short hair o_o
gosh she's cute xD

this is awesomeness:

]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/19091795/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/19091795/ Sat, 28 Jun 2008 11:40:25 PDT and photoshop finally likes me so i have a large number of pics I want to post... unfortunately I'd drown you people, so I'll be nice and submit them gradually.

Taken from Dark..
If you comment I'll:
a) tell you why I befriended you,
b) associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.,
c) tell you something I like about you,
d) tell you a memory I have of you,
e) ask something I've always wanted to know about you,
f) tell you my favorite user pic of yours,
g) in return, you must post this in your journal.

aaaaand, features taken rather randomly from my favorites:


]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/19034361/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/19034361/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 07:56:13 PDT
Happy birthday to me!
yay for being sixteen

and also happy birthday to *KyraShangea, `Tepara and whomever else happens to have a birthday today.

Yeah yeah, I know the links are hard to see... get over it ]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/18840628/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/18840628/ Sat, 14 Jun 2008 15:37:59 PDT nothing. I've been taking a bunch of pictures and will upload them as soon as I get to mum's house. I have some of the most adorable fuzzy orange cat (w/ extra toes!)

Thought I should tell you about a couple of cool people.

~KABIi is my Finnish friend, we sent a couple of letter to eachother (in German)
she has lovely photography!


and then there's ~Latizes who I've decided to adopt (never mind that he's older than me... )
he does poetry


hope all you people are having a lovely time, I'm going to go escape to the great outdoors and get myself a sunburn, no doubt

Yeah yeah, I know the links are hard to see... get over it ]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/18650593/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/18650593/ Tue, 03 Jun 2008 18:21:21 PDT my brain is FRIED
I'm dizzy... life is messed up xP
but, here it is, the winners!

firstly, I wasn't planning on doing this, but after talking to ~anarchistantichrist she sorta adopted this contest and category winners were decided. She'll be making each of these lovely people an icon and thereby did most of the deciding on who won these, check her journal for the details [link]
oh and as emi said: "
-the judging was a little tiny bit biased to make sure that the most deserving deviants all got icons. so yeah, if you entered more than one and i didn't pick the one in the category that you thought was your best... no whining. because i don't have to make you shiny stuff."

Pride: ~thenumber19

Envy: ~mymuddyjeans

Lust: ~XxWreckoningxX

Sloth: ~Hakita-Chakita

Greed: ~tokiohotel--lover

Gluttony: =Kiltul

~edit~ as ~HikariTheNinja pointed out, we forgot wrath.. so here it is
_{i think this is the right one...}
Wrath: ~Agent-Angel

More than one: ~creamsicle-dreams apparently for all of her entries xD

if you're up there, go talk to anarchist!


and now, drum roll please!
the winner-winners!
_{very unrelated from the category winners...}
these were judged on a number of things, creativity, originality, relevance (sorry little frog xD) among other things (like how much i like them)

Fourth place goes to ~XxWreckoningxX for "what is this?" she doesn't really get anything... except the knowledge that she's amazing!

Third place goes to my lovely *DarkIceKitsune for 'Apple Sins' [link] which is lovely and made me smile, she gets a deviation, a simple one (note me)

Second place goes to ~anarchistantichrist for 'On Sin' [link] which is insanely thought provoking and amazingness (go read it!) she gets any type of deviation (that I can actually do xP) she has to send me a note bout what she wants... hint hint

First place goes to ~http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/18645566/ Tue, 03 Jun 2008 13:33:32 PDT I managed to steal kiltul away from his fangirls, he's my very first boyfriend ^^

What teacher do you hate the most?
hm.... dunno, Leonard hates me... um... dunno

What was your favorite thing that happened this year?
kiltul, seattle... good stuffs

Did you get suspended this year?
er.. nothing to be suspended for

Did you make any new friends?
uh huh, and grew closer to some I only sorta had

What was your favorite class?
Johnson's 8D, though, anatomy was AWESOME

Are you glad this years almost over?
*twitching* stupid grades >.<

Have any crushes this year?
yup ^^ and thankfully it ended well

What are you looking forward to this up coming school year?
um..... not sure xD

Are you moving schools?
o_o never!

Did you fall in love?
for a long long time I haven't even believed there's such a thing

Are you still best friends with the same person as the begining of the year?
pretty much

Did you lose any friends?
not really... kinda

Are you glad you made more friends?
what kind of question is that? well DUH

Did you break any hearts?
um... well there's one person who says that I broke theirs, but they're a liar. And a think I might have broken a few when I started going out w/ kiltul cause the poor dears are all jealous and whatnot...

Do you think next year will be better?
well, for it to be better than a majority of this year would be easy (so much CRAP happened this year >.< ) but there are bits that it just won't come near

Do you think things will be different now that your getting older?
hmm... probably

Favorite lunch food?
PB&J!

Did you cheat this year on a test?
uh, I don't remember... maybe but I doubt it

What is the worst trouble you got in this year?
*can't remember*

What teachers, if any, are you going to miss?
uh well... they're gonna be there when I show up next year xD

Was this your favorite year?
parts of it, but a large portion SUCKED

Did you go to a new school this year?
nuh-uh

Did you make it on the honor roll?
do we even have that???

Did you play any sports this year?
don't like xD

What was your biggest struggle this year?
lets just say they've centered on 'trust' and my amazing brain

~


Whats the worst thing someones done to you?
broken my trust, put a big hole in my self confidence and made me paranoid
all at the same time

Are you an honest person?
usually. I try...

Have you ever been in love?
>.< stupid word

When was the last time you had butterflies?
lol, i've had butterflies quite a lot lately...

You and your exs' relationship, how is it?
what ex?

Do you still have feelings for that person?
o_O

When was the last time you cried and why was it?
nearly cried on thursday, sooo sooo frustrated
and there've been a few other times I nearly cried... other than that, I think last december and you don't need to know why

What was one of the best days of your life and why was it?
^^ i have lots of fun memories and awesome days and fun stuff, so don't make me pick xD

What has made you really sad lately?
lately? when dark's sad.. when any of my friends are sad...

What annoys you the most?
liars and hypocrites

Do you like someone?
well duh, I like all you crazy people 8D
and I like my boy ^^

What do you regret so far this year, and why?
uh.... no comments on that xD

What's the full name on your birth certificate?
hmmm.... well why not, not like my mum'll care
Althea Vivian Landis
yup, that's me, though please, call me Devi xD

When was the last time you were told you were beautiful?
yesterday ^^

Suppose you see your boy/girlfriend kissing another person, what would you do?
freak out.. majorly, hide in a dark corner writing emotastic poetry... painting/drawing all spastic like... yeah xD lets just say life would SUCK

Look at your recent calls, who was your last call from?
uh... don't have a cell phone, but a certain raymond called me last night

What is bothering you right now?
nuthin really

Was New Years enjoyable?
*shrugs* not so much

Who was the last p... ]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/18635710/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/18635710/ Mon, 02 Jun 2008 21:17:41 PDT but I feel like crap.. just disgusting and awful....
I'm going to bed....

sorry


~edit~
stupid mum, stupid grades
I hate school

]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/18203187/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/18203187/ Tue, 06 May 2008 20:04:14 PDT ~edit~
tomorrow is the last day! please submit things by 8:12 pm! I'll try and have the winners announced monday evening
thanks to all those who have entered.. and it's not too late to those who haven't!

~end edit~


I'm SO excited with the number of submissions! you guys ROCK

I thought I'd remind you all again, this contest is only going to go until june 1st at 8:12 pm (my account will be a year old )
That sorta seems like a ways away... but don't let it sneak up on you!

ENTER! Pretty please




INFO:
First Place: three month sub! horray!
Second Place: a squiggle or other such art form that I can create
Third Place: you get mentioned! yay for you XD

Entries have to be about the seven deadly sins. One of them, all of them, a few of them, doesn't matter as long as they somehow relate.
CAN BE ANY MEDIUM (that means literature as well)
I'm not going to have any specific criteria on how they're judged, but being creative certainly help.
No more than seven entries per person... figure that one out XD
Contest ends... June first so i actually remember it (lol, i'm totally going to forget XD)
I'll put entries in here as they come...

Tell people! make a journal or just whisper it to random strangers (I want LOTSA entries!)
If I get enough entries I'll give away another subscription and make the other prizes better ...

oh, and in case you've forgotten
gluttony, lust, sloth, wrath, greed, pride, envy


any questions?



ENTRIES:

Pride:
~Dirktooth ~tokiohotel--lover ~Dirktooth ~XxWreckoningxX
~thenumber19

Lust:

~HikariTheNinja

~mymuddyjeans

~ =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/18186501/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/18186501/ Mon, 05 May 2008 18:48:42 PDT Course this is also the kid that just picked a dead hummingbird up off the side of the road.....

And again, I'm wondering if anybody's interested in a little contest for a sub... I'm feeling sorta generous, but only sorta. If nobody pays much attention to this then I'll just scrap the idea and buy myself crud.... if anybody's actually interested then I'll do it!

]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/18152319/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/18152319/ Sat, 03 May 2008 16:58:52 PDT -note, I've been a little loopy today due to excess sugar and a lack of sleep...

I can sooo totally play super smash bros... XD thank you Dark

I'm basically living with poor Dark at this point.... I've been to her house WAY too many times.. I can't help it, she's magnetic XD

I have weird hiccups, I've been hiccuping a lot, but only two or three at at time... It's very odd, but what's probably stranger is that *DarkIceKitsune is counting them, yesterday I reached 100.....
Well dang.... [link]

That little picture is from a lovely little manga that I borrowed from (omg.. you'd never guess) Dark. It's called Eerie Queerie... it's strange, but really funny XD
Unlike Godchild, which I also borrowed from Dark, which is really good, but isn't exactly funny, it's filled with blood, gore, babies' skulls... dead dogs... good stuff

Also stole Marked, and now Betrayed, and two Shojo Beat
happy days....

I'm not getting sick... I swear.......

thinking bout holding a contest for a subscription (it'd be a three month sub).... anybody vaguely interested or have any ideas? this isn't saying that I will, only that I might that the thought has indeed crossed my mind.... but in all likelihood won't actually go anywhere
*needs to get herself one first*

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name
You get what you get, be it Japanese, Italian, German, Spanish, or....English

If someone says "is this okay?" you say:
Daddy-- Jewel
(o.O?)

How would you describe yourself?
Bullets-- Bob Schneider
(RAWR)

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Soaked-- Pinback
(the possibilities are endless......)

How do you feel today?
Last Train Home-- Lostprophets


What is your life's purpose?
This is your life-- Switchfoot


What is your motto?
Fukaki Umi No Kanata-- Yoshida Brothers
(that means beyond the deep sea... I think... though this song with always make me think of sunglasses, palm trees, and smoooooth cars)

What do your friends think of you?
Twenty-four-- Switchfoot
(cause that totally makes sense... )

What do you think of your parents?
West-- Pinback
(Buckets of blood fall from her eyes Tears burn right through the floor and this is what I think of my parents??? )

What do you think about very often?
You are Chains-- Secret Machines
(maybe....)

What is 2+2?
Waves-- Marjorie Fair

What do you think of your best friend?
É Luxo Só-- Rossa Passos
(if i knew what that meant)

What do you think of the person you like?
Uncorrected Proof-- The Weakerthans
(uh.........)

What is your life story?
Henry Darger-- Natalie Merchant
(uh, no)

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Jet Pack -Eve6
(somehow.. I think not)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Must be Dreaming-- Frou Frou
(don't nobody pinch me... XD)

What will you dance at your wedding?
This is who you are-- Beautiful Mistake
(er... WE WILL WIN.... *shifty eyes* no comment.... )

What will they play at your funeral?
Left-- Nickelback
(erm, okay?)

What is your hobby/interest?
Die Moritat von Mackie Messer -- Bertolt Brecht << that's the original version of Mack the Knife, case you didn't know
(I kill people for fun XD)

What is your biggest fear?
Do You-- Jewel
(that makes no sense... at all... not even sorta....)

What do you think of your friends?
Redundant-- Green Day
(??)

What will you post this as?
Lucky-- Hoobastank
(I refuse...)

]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/18077148/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/18077148/ Mon, 28 Apr 2008 19:38:34 PDT

UGH
I need to vent... vent.. vent.. vent.... vent...




sometimes, I hate the world
sometimes, I hate people
right now, I hate myself

]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/17697848/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/17697848/ Sat, 05 Apr 2008 15:49:03 PDT I decided to copy =Kiltul and offer five people SOMETHING. Now what exactly is this something? Something is pretty much anything XD. So a picture, poem, song, scribbly, random watercolor crud... etc. Cept I'd be most likely to actually make you something approaching "good" if it was in the poetry/scribbly catagory. But ask for whatever you wish (if i can't do it I'll say so and make you ask for something else) so... yeah
ASK AWAY

1. cooool picture for =Kiltul
2. deceit (or somebody?) for ~micromidget7 DONE! >>> [link]
3. poem for ~HikariTheNinja DONE>>>> [link]
4. something oblivious for *DarkIceKitsune
5. a poem for ~elektrikkslide

]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/17637129/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/17637129/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 16:00:45 PDT
I know I posted this earlier, but then I hit a lovely spot of teen angst and deleted all of my journals... so here it is again!

What would you do if I...

[1] I committed suicide:

[2] I said I liked you:

[3] I kissed you:

[4] I lived next door to you:

[5] I started smoking:

[6] I stole something:

[7] I was hospitalized:

[8] I ran away from home:

[9] I got into a fight and you weren't there:

[10] I got into a fight and you were there:

[11] I accidentally killed someone:


What do you think about my:

[1] Personality:

[2] Eyes:

[3] Face:

[4] Hair:

[5] Clothes:

[6] Mannerisms:

[7] Intelligence:


Other:

[1] Who are you?

[2] Are we friends?

[3] When and how did we meet?

[4] How have I affected you?

[5] What do you think of me?

[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?

[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?

[8] Do you love me?

[9] Have I ever hurt you?

[10] Would you hug me?

[11] Would you kiss me?

[12] Remember me forever?

[13] Would you marry me?

[14] Emotionally, what stands out?

[15] Do you wish I was cooler?

[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?

[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

[18] Am I loveable?

[19] How long have you known me?

[20] Describe me in one word.

[21] What was your first impression?

[22] Do you still think that way about me now?

[23] What do you think my weakness is?

[24] Do you think I'll get married?

[25] What about me makes you happy?

[26] What about me makes you sad?

[27] What reminds you of me?

[28] What's something you would change about me?

[29] How well do you know me?

[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

[31] Do you think I would kill someone?

[32] Are we close?

[33] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

_{and cause I just noticed... yay for 3,000 pageviews....}

]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/17593628/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/17593628/ Sun, 30 Mar 2008 16:52:05 PDT PapaValley)
the hardest part was picking a name for him... but papa valley is a nickname that a lot of his students call him (in case you didn't know, his last name is valley)
please check out his account, I'll be putting up some of his more amazing pictures eventually here

~Devi

]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/17575684/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/17575684/ Sat, 29 Mar 2008 15:20:30 PDT should hop on a bus, so I'm sitting here at ~DarkIceKitsune's house! horaaaay

Last night was fun, I went to ~OnnaNekoYasha's movie night. Which was amazingness ^^ For those of you who weren't there, we watched Back to the Future and Across the Universe. The latter is kind of strange... I'm not sure exactly what I think about it. I was pretty confused, though that may just be cause I really wasn't paying that much attention. And then onna disappeared, we found her asleep in her room XD (yesh onna, you're amazing). Dark and I had to leave early cause that's the way things always work, so I'm even more confused about that movie XD but we still stayed up impossibly late... er, early I mean. Eating froot loops (dark is my hero... officially [again]) and watching CSI. Which means that today we're hilariously low on sleep (I love the things dark says when she's sleep deprived). So now I get to stay here all day, and leave when I finally get kicked out ^^

Aaaaand... my dad takes amazing pictures, so I think i'm going to make him a DA account, cept that he's about as computer illiterate as it gets. So I'd run it for him... which makes me want to just upload all of his stuff on my account at say "MY DADDY TOO THE PICTURE" XD anyways, we'll see what happens with that....

I have such skill at writing *dripping with sarcasm*, my brain can spew random depressing crap but as soon as it disappears into its own little state of bliss the writing ability shuts down... well, not all of the writing ability (as is proven by this darling little journal) but the part that does poetry and creative things....

wow... that turned out much longer that expected.... XD
whoever actually managed to read all that gets a cookie

]]> =MyOwnFormOfTherapy http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/17539878/ http://MyOwnFormOfTherapy.deviantart.com/journal/17539878/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 11:28:37 PDT dad should know that the more obnoxious someone gets the more stubborn and impossible I get. When I asked if I could pretty please go home tomorrow he was as rude as he could possibly be. Eventually he said that he'd throw me on a bus, course he meant it to be completely sarcastic, but that's exactly what I now plan on doing. He's bent on keeping me here until late sunday, I'm bent on leaving a soon as possible... we'll see who wins

I was in a bit of a bad mood yesterday
but now I was wonder what you lovely people thought I should do with this [link] . It could be made as a deviation, or five... your opinion please?
~arnorath wrote a lovely poem inspired by that random entry, so you peeps should go check it out ^^ [link]

enjoy the spring break while it lasts!

~Devi

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