deviantART: by:Myuoki http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Myuoki&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Myuoki en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 16 Dec 2009 04:06:05 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Change Of Pace http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/28944513/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/28944513/ Mon, 14 Dec 2009 15:15:25 PST
As for art, I am still tinkering in CS4. Some people here on DA don't like my signatures, banners, alias cars and wallpapers so I don't update often with those. I have been editing a lot of my drawings or just re-drawing them in general. So it's just doodling for the most part in that aspect.

Leading up to the big news here for some of my friends, mainly Eriku because he's the only one that really cares, I will be starting counseling sometime after Christmas. I just have been having a lot of issues lately and I need to get some help. It took my mom crying for me to realize I really am depressed. I have been having my good and bad days lately. I think what really pushed me over too is when I had to get rid of my dog. She was the only friend I had physically and made me not feel I was alone all the time. But, now that my mom is butting in, which I am glad she is, I have some things I have to do to get myself back up on my feet. But don't worry! I am not that emo, "oh please hang me" depressed. I have to much in this life time to just throw it all away.

I think that's all I have to say for now.. Yup, that's it!

Peace&Love

Sammy

]]> ~Myuoki Seriously? http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/28839079/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/28839079/ Wed, 09 Dec 2009 05:45:50 PST
Well, adding this to my period of depression, I miss my Sparkles like crazy. Having my mom tell me last night that she almost gave my cousin money to go to the SPCA to adopt her out for me, topped the cake. I started crying even more because I keep thinking my cat Jake is Sparkles. I keep thinking she is in bed with me at night, all cuddled up at my feet.

On a little bit of a lighter not, we're getting our Xmas tree on saturday. We get to make it all pretty on sunday after it settles. I'm rather excited because I haven't had a real Xmas tree in years. Aaand.. There is only 15 days until Xmas! My sisters and I have been doing our little "open the door, get a piece of chocolate Xmas Countdown" calenders. I'm 18 and I still love doing those. It's just a bit of a traditions.

On an art side, I think I'm slowly improving in Photoshop with a little help from a handful of friends and reading/watching tutorials. I need to learn how to blend my characters into the background and work on my text. Drawing isn't doing so well on the other hand. I still haven't been able to produce a full piece in weeks which makes me rather irritated.

My two forums are going okay. BSE is getting new members by the day. We're part of a directory so that is bound to happen. As for The Pulse, Von has left ME, yea ME, in charge until he returns due to his testing period I suppose. I doubt anything will happen in two weeks period but I agreed to keep an eye on things.

All in all, things are okay but then they're not. I want things to go back to being all happy and warm again. But I know that won't happen until Beth shuts up, I'm over this cold and the holidays are here.

Peace&Love

Sammy

]]> ~Myuoki Bleck. http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/28795622/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/28795622/ Sun, 06 Dec 2009 20:30:41 PST
On a lighter note, Christmas is 18 days away! I'm rather excited about that. Things are very comfortable in the house now. Parents aren't arguing so much anymore and my sisters are just being themselves.

Art on the other hand is okay. I've been playing around in Photoshop, finding different brushes, etc. I haven't had the drive to really draw. Just doodle some here and there.

I've also been occupied with my two forums. The Pulse and Bloodstained Etiquette. I own BSE with one of my closes friends and I'm a global mod on The Pulse now. Unless Von changes his mind. I hope not, really. The PR Consultant spot was becoming to much. I'm having such a hard time finding people to join and stay active. So, if anyone is reading this, please send me a note or comment if you'd like to join either.

That is all for now. I'll probably update in a couple days or so.

Peace&Love

Sammy

]]> ~Myuoki Holiday Cheer http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/28659933/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/28659933/ Sun, 29 Nov 2009 20:02:04 PST
Anyways, as the mood of my household goes, things are improving. My parents aren't on my case as much about everything and anything. My dog's training is going well and it's just not as dense in the house.

As for art goes, let's say it's not. I haven't drawn anything in a few weeks. Just haven't had the drive to. Ah well, maybe I'll come up with something soon.

Peace&Love

Sammy

]]> ~Myuoki It's The Greatest Time Of Year.. http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/28601392/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/28601392/ Thu, 26 Nov 2009 23:38:52 PST
Thanksgiving is gone and Christmas is on it's way. I'm rather hyped up and jolly due to this. It always helps in times like these for me. Other than the whole family issue, nothing much has been happening. Still looking for work. Still don't know when I'll start school up. Still playing around in CS4. DX

So I guess I shall check y'all later!

Peace&Love

Sammy

]]> ~Myuoki And Back Down The Hill We Go http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/28478975/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/28478975/ Fri, 20 Nov 2009 23:14:49 PST
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So, the only thing I'm looking forward to is Thanksgiving next Thursday. Lots of food, the Macy's Parade and just sleeping due to food comas.

Let me start off by saying.. I hate my family. Every single one of them. Well, not my mom, dad, grandma and two sisters. The rest of them can rot in the depths of hell for all I care. I will LAUGH, yes LAUGH if I were to see one of them get hit by a semi-truck. It will make my day, my life. That is how much I HATE them.

On a little bit of an upside, I've been very busy in Photoshop. I'm improving so I may start drawing on CS4 very soon. I don't know how well that will go over but it's worth a try.

I still have my baby girl Sparkles at my side. It sounds pathetic but I think she's the only one that understands how I'm really feeling. I can tell her secrets or just about anything. She listens.

I guess I might as well get back to doing nothing. And maybe find a snack..

Peace&Love

Sammy

]]> ~Myuoki Getting A Little Better~ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/28353753/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/28353753/ Sat, 14 Nov 2009 12:59:39 PST
Remember in my last journal I had said that Sparkles went to the SPCA? Well.. she just spent the past two days at my grandma's house. My parents told me that they couldn't surrender her. As much of a pain she is, she is very much a part of our family. I was ubber upset for the past two days.

Anyways, I woke up this morning to Sparkles in her normal spot, under the blankets, next to my chest. When I moved, she poked her head out and kissed my face all over. Boy did I cry. I was so happy.. I didn't question much. Sparkles is like.. My child. That's also why my parents decided to keep her. I was beginning to become very depressed and my mom saw that. So I guess on my Dad's way to the SPCA (I couldn't go with him, obviously) my mom called him and told him just to drop her off at my grandma's house for a while. So.. that was quit a surprise this morning. That I absolutely appreciate.

Before all of this, me and my mom got into a bit of a spat. It's just about everything that's been going on in the household, really. I felt really bad afterwards and fixed her up a little GFX picture. We hugged, said I love you and things are much better today.

Everyone left though. To go shopping and get haircuts. I had to stay home and watch the apartment. Our neighbors are complete assholes so I gotta keep an eye on things. At least it gives me some alone time..

]]> ~Myuoki Froogle! http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/28314898/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/28314898/ Thu, 12 Nov 2009 14:39:18 PST
Anywho, anyone that is reading this might have seen me ranting that I need to get Photoshop CS4. Well, guess what?! I finally have it! All thanks to Von of course! <3 I've just been tinkering with it, trying to remember most of the tools since it's been almost 2 years since I've touched any version of Photoshop. I want to find more brushes so I can make more vectors. I love doing abstract background and all of the sort. It just lets me do what I want. Plus, I love all colors. So most of my backgrounds will probably incorprate rainbows. Maybe I'll be able to make a BG for The Pulse! -shrugs- Who knows what I'll come up with.

On the other hand, non digital, I've been drawing an awful lot too. I've produced 6 new pieces in the past 2 weeks. That's not like me at all. XD But I'm glad I finally broke the block I was on.

THE HOLIDAYS ARE RIGHT AROUND THE CORNER! Anyone else as ready as me for Christmas?! It's not about the gifts or the food to me.. It's about being with family and the holiday cheer. I just love the feeling and the emotions the holidays bring. I still need to find work so I can go shopping for my family this year.

Peace&Love

Sammy

]]> ~Myuoki Thinking~ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/28258977/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/28258977/ Tue, 10 Nov 2009 00:15:35 PST
I never really find myself thinking about love. But tonight, rather this early tuesday morning has got me thinking. Doesn't help that I was talking with a certain friend. Yea, I've never physically met him but that's besides the point. I've known him for close to a year and we drifted for a few months. Our lives went on, things like that happened. But then when we started talking again, he seemed like such a asshole to be honest.

After a while, he invited me to his forum and things slowly started to go back to the way they were when we first started talking. I really do care about hit and tonight just made me realize how much I do care about all of my few close friends that I still have...

Eriku for one. I love him to death and he knows it. Brandon (Von)which he knows how I feel about him.. He's such a big part of me now. Nothing more could ever come of our relationship but that's okay, really. Emily (Nyx/KuroKuro) is like my sister. It's funny how she happened to stumble upon my forum and we've been close friends ever since.

I really only have three close, good friends that I can turn to. Two of which I can't see physically but that's okay. They're here in my heart and I love them to pieces. I can talk to them about anything which makes me extremely happy.

Now.. On about the love thing. I just think back to the whole James thing. Will that happen again? Am I really willing to put my heart at stake like that again? I sure don't know.. But I have to try, I know that much. I hate this alone feeling. I've been longing (not to sound emo here) to just hug someone like I did with James. Someone to cuddle with on a rainy day.

I think I'm just going to let time take it's course.

]]> ~Myuoki Early Update. Woo~ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/28208785/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/28208785/ Sat, 07 Nov 2009 23:44:45 PST
So, today I went to an open clinic to recieve my H1N1 shot. Well, we left the house at noon. Me and my two sisters had finally recieved our vaccination at 6pm. We were standing in line at the clinic for 6, friggin' hours! What the hell?! Everything was disorganized and it aggravated the hell out of me. XP The head doctor, which is my pediatrician organized the whole thing the wrong way. There was a total of 200 or so people when we arrived. When we got upstairs towards the clinic, there was soon a close 500. Man, oh man were we miserable!

As you all may see, I have been a lot more active on DA. Putting up more of my artistical crap and watching more of you. But that's not what I'm getting at.. What I'm getting at is, is that I am noticing a lot of jackasses on DA. What the shit? If you have nothing nice to say, unless you are critiquing a piece of art work, don't say it at all. There are a lot of flamers here and I can't stand it! Just keep your fingers off of your keyboard and keep your thoughts to yourself. Okay? Just about everyone here on DA works hard on everything we do! We do not appreciate be flamed. So in my words, GTFO!

]]> ~Myuoki Artsy~ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/28188265/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/28188265/ Fri, 06 Nov 2009 21:57:15 PST
I have just uploaded a whole crap load of GFX! >3< They still look n00bish.. I just need to get my hands on a copy of CS4! Then I could improve them and start drawing on the computer.

Currently, at this very moment, I am drawing a picture of Natsuo and Yoji in the bath tub! I should have that finished up in about an hour. Who knows. ;3

Peace&Love

Sammy

]]> ~Myuoki Same 'ol, Same 'ol. http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/28116599/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/28116599/ Mon, 02 Nov 2009 22:22:57 PST
My Halloween sucked. I lugged around my little sisters in their wagon and had to drag my dog everywhere.

As for work, I'm going to talk to my grandma about getting a job at my high school. Just taking out trash and so on. They get paid every two weeks, good pay, I'm 18, I'm qualified and my grandma has been working there for 30+ years so I'd have no problem getting in there. But you're probably asking; "Why whould she do that?!" Well, I need a job. I want my mom out of my hair. The end. I don't want to go back to my dreaded high school but what other choice do I have? I've applied everywhere. McD's, Burger King, Arby's, Wal-Mart, Zorba's, Antoinette's, Holiday Restraunt, Walgreens, Old Country Buffet, Spencer's, Hot Topic, Zumiez, Subway, and the list goes on! I got a couple call backs. Had a few interviews. NOTHING.

As for my art goes, it's been going good actually. I've been a drawing nut and my renders are getting better if I do say so myself. ^^; I am about to attempt to put my own spin on a group picture. >>; You'll see sooner or later.

Peace&Love

Sammy

]]> ~Myuoki Murpple http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/27891415/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/27891415/ Wed, 21 Oct 2009 15:32:14 PDT
Anywho, everything is the same here. Jobless. Lazy. Bored. Although, I was talking to one of my good friends last night. I may be stowed away from this house of mine for a few days hopefully. ^^;

So.. my mom's phone is broken. -_-; Therefore, she has to use mine. God, I hope my dad can fix her phone or get her a new one ASAP. I have conversations with some of my friends that are not ment for other's eyes. :P Good thing she can at least recieve calls. >>;

I've been busy with GIMP and drawing! Which makes me happy. :) I just drew a Tokyo Mew Mew character; Ichigo. She looks adorable! I just have to color her now.. With what, I have not a clue. XD

Playing video games and being online is what consumes most of my day. I'm playing Kingdom Hearts II at the moment. I'mma play Kingdom Hearts and then Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories. Backwards, no?

]]> ~Myuoki Silver World http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/27676434/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/27676434/ Fri, 09 Oct 2009 20:40:58 PDT
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Join, join! Join or die! -glare- We really need more active members. I'm co-admin and I have my global mod, KuroKuro. We just got done making up a Halloween theme. It looks really good! We have a bunch of contests started up.

So please, take a look see!

Peace&Love

Sammy

]]> ~Myuoki Boopity http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/27583705/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/27583705/ Sun, 04 Oct 2009 17:20:56 PDT
I've also been experimenting on a lot of GFX. As you may have seen, I have improved a lot only because I found more filters, figured out more layering crap and downloaded a butt load of fonts. >W< Ah well.. I like it nontheless.

On another note, my puppy, Sparkles [or I may refer to her as Skippy] has been improving on her behavior. I almost lost her a couple weeks ago. Since my mom is sucker for animals and me, she gave me more time to work on her training. Skippy still wants to chew on everything and pee in the house but it's much better than it was a month ago..

Peace&Love

Sammy

]]> ~Myuoki Momoko http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/27427384/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/27427384/ Sat, 26 Sep 2009 11:32:05 PDT
Anywho, how is everyone? Everything is just about the same here. I have nothing to do, trying to find a job but thats not quit working out. I want to have one by at least Christmas. I wanna be able to buy for everyone this year..

I've been drawing a lot lately. Finally broke my friggin' block I was on.. But they're mostly profiles. ^^; Comfort zone. It works. I've also been working on blending with colors. I drew what looks like a watermark of Roxas last night. I'm pretty satisfied with the results. Even though his face looks a little funky. *shrugged* Ah well, better luck next time right?

Well, all I've been doing is working on my forum, playing video games, drawing, downloading anime and such. Nothing better to do, really.

My dog's training is coming rather well. She isn't using the whole house as a bathroom as much anymore. *sigh* Even though she won't keep her face out of the garbage. -_-;

Thats about all, folks.

Peace&Love

Sammy

]]> ~Myuoki G-Dragon~ Heartbereaker http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/27329990/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/27329990/ Sun, 20 Sep 2009 22:19:46 PDT brand new G.D! I'm all by myself but its all good
your my heartbreaker DJ and YG
Let me take this song here

I don't give in no matter what, the useful things still haven't died
Only you caused a broken body, dead dreams, lost heart
If it's for you, this one body will fly, will rush to where you're at
However you say goodbye and goodbye to me

I said what's the reason you don't want me
Tell me all about your confident (facial) expressions, do it sadly
Even if I say alright or ask for a chance
I don't like the cold look in your eyes when you turn around once

No no
Yo ma heart heart heart heart heart breaker
What did I do wrong
Yo ma heart heart heart heart heart breaker
No way no way

I say I'm leaving, I'm really going
To see if you can live well [without me]

This is tedious, this is not going smoothly
My heart's tragedy no way

I ask the same every day, you say that I've changed
Will you please shut your mouth
You speak while knowing who you're talking to
Now I'm out of control, constantly while being alone
In that spot, that place, it's goodbye and goodbye

I said what's the reason you don't want me
Tell me all about your confident (facial) expressions, do it sadly
Even if I say alright or ask for a chance
I hate the cold smile you have when you turn around once

I say I'm leaving, I'm really going
To see if you can live well [without me]

This is tedious, this is not going smoothly
My heart's tragedy no way

I'll still be there (inside your turned off phone)
I'll still be there (at the mailbox in front of my house)
You..I still...(even if we're "strangers" now)
I will still be there

Let's be together, those words
It's only sweet for a little while
Why do you not care when
Hey! I'm hurting this much

Yo ma heart heart heart breaker breaker
Yo ma heart heart heart breaker breaker
H.e.a.r.t. breaker no way

]]> ~Myuoki FML. The End. http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/27096290/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/27096290/ Tue, 08 Sep 2009 14:30:52 PDT
I just feel like crawling into a hole and calling it a day. I have yet to recieve my high school diploma. Where I live now, I can't go back to my old school to re-take the course that I need. They won't let me in anyways because they're a bunch of fucknuts. And the high school here won't let me in because they don't OFFER the course. They're at a higher level then where I'm at. Now, I have to wait for a friggin' couselour from my college to call me back so I can register for a prep class so I can go back to my high school to get my diploma.

Shit.. My head is spinning. Make it stop?

]]> ~Myuoki Bao, bao! [Chinese for: Hug!] http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/26957235/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/26957235/ Tue, 01 Sep 2009 12:57:38 PDT
Aaaanyways. Antoinette's didn't work out I believe. I never called them and they never called me. Buuut, I did get a call from Zorba's today. It's a hot dog joint. I have an interview at 2:45pm tomorrow!

Good.. now if I can get this job, I can put a couple pay checks away to get a new PSP. My little piss pot of a sister busted mine. She must've dropped it on something hard in order for the screen to crack like it did. But I'm thinking about waiting until the newer, compact model to come out. But I dunno. The slim PSP is shit. I always like the original models of any game system I may get. Just like my PS2. It's the first model, not the slim one. I have the first model of the Nintendo DS as well. FTW!

I want to get a new celly phone too. I've been through so many in the past two years. XP I wanna hit Borders again too...

]]> ~Myuoki FTW, WTH, WTF?! http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/26876861/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/26876861/ Fri, 28 Aug 2009 13:49:58 PDT
So, I start my 5th, yeah 5th year of high school in a week. I didn't graduate like I was supposed to but I blame it on my stupidity and my dumbass school. -_-; Nothing can change time so why not make the best of it?

I may have a job at Antoinette's, a ice cream parlor/confectioners/gift shop. The manager seemed to really like me and I hope to get a call today or tomorrow. If not, I'mma call and make sure I get the job. I need money and I want my mom off of my case about working. It also seems like it's be a lot of fun to work there! :D

My 18th birthday was this past saturday and well, it could've been better. I got a bunch of art stuff, a new side bag (credit to Simone Legon for the design!), and my eyebrow pierced. :] Other than being shot down by the most amazing guy, well not so amazing anymore, it was an okay day. I also have $25 gift card to Borders and $15 in cash which I'm taking with me on sunday to drag Erik with me all over the mall and around Walden. :3 I'm not showing any mercy when I drag 'em into Old Navy because I have $50 gift card to there as well. I love the sweet smell of revenge.

Sooo.. I hope 2010 will be my year. I'll only be in school for a couple hours everday, working a couple days a week. Life should be sweet.. I hope.

Peace&Love

Sammy

]]> ~Myuoki A New Hope http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/26814104/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/26814104/ Tue, 25 Aug 2009 10:19:27 PDT
Anyways, I'm meeting new people, finding new friends. I kno the one is out there somewhere that is why I have discovered my new hope. I'm going to continue to look up at the stars every night to find that brightly lit star.

Peace&Love

Sammy

]]> ~Myuoki Show me the fireworks.. http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/26694932/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/26694932/ Wed, 19 Aug 2009 15:01:35 PDT
Just to see him smile makes my heart race. His soft blue eyes make my own go wild.

The reason for the title is because I asked James if he could show me those fireworks. The ones that you see when you kiss someone you're falling in love with. His reply was "I believe I can do that." That was the end of it. I began to cry.

I've never been in a serious relationship. I want one, so badly. I just want to be loved for who I am. From what I can tell from James, he can provide that for me. I'm so nervous and scared. I'm afraid of being heartbroken. But that is what life is about, isn't it?

]]> ~Myuoki Just another entry. http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/26639876/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/26639876/ Sun, 16 Aug 2009 23:21:33 PDT
Me and Citty went to the beach this past saturday. We had a great time even though I didn't get a tan like I planned to! ><+ Damn it Claudia! Ya had to spray me with that sun tan lotion..

I turn 18 this weekend. Whoopie. Note the sarcasm? It's just another day in my book. Yea, mom makes me what I want for dinner and a few people come over to hang out. That is what happens every year and I'm okay with that. Some may think I'm spoiled but I never ask for much in all reality. Mom asked me what I wanted for my birthday and I had originally said my tattoo. She said money is tight, yea I should have a job but no one said I wasn't lazy, so I said okay, I understand. I'm not a greedy b*itch to where I'm going to flip out beacause I can't get what I want. So I mentioned that I wanted to get my eyebrow pierced which is a whole lot cheaper then my $200.00 tattoo. After we get done at the shop, mom should only have to pay $10.00! The piercing is $30.00 originally but I got in on my birthday and they give youa 10% discount which will bring it down to $20.00. Now, my dad knows the owners. If he calls, then we may get another discount. xD Aren't I special?

Enough of me babbling. I have nothing more to say really. I'll see y'all around.

(Oh, BTW, if anyone needs a movie, just PM me and I'll fill you in more on what I mean.)

]]> ~Myuoki Candypop http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/26593388/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/26593388/ Fri, 14 Aug 2009 16:10:21 PDT ~Heartdales Feat. Soul'd Out

I love them! I just discovered they existed today. Really amazing beat, lyrics, everything!

Well.. thats all I have to say. Not much of an update. I'll come back some other time.

Peace&Love

Sammy

]]> ~Myuoki Meep meep! http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/26363593/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/26363593/ Mon, 03 Aug 2009 16:35:08 PDT
Well, Tigger has been missing since August 1st, 2009. We are still continuing our search, hoping we will find her. I have this little voice telling me that she is going to turn up somewhere. But to help our family and ease the pain of Tigger's disappearence, we got a new kitten. He looks just like Tigger but with lighter, hazel eyes. His name is Sphinx and it fits him so well. He is very cuddly and so soft! Sphinx reminds me so much of Tigger.. It almost hurts. But he has weaseled his way into everyone's heart after only being home for a couple hours. He'll help us cope.

Other than that, nothing much has gone on around here. I love the apartment building we live in. We're all friends here. It's great! We all have each other's backs. It's like we're one ghetto-fabulous family! :D Well, my stuck up family known as the "Hnielewski's" call it the ghetto we live in. XP Ah well. We love it here!

I'm currently working on a sketchbook. 50 pages and I plan to fill it. I have a slow start.. Only one picture done. Give it a week and I'll have a ton of sketches going at once. I'll be ready to rip out my hair. But, it's habit. I can never focus on one drawing for more than a certain time unless I like how it's coming out.

Summer school ends in a week! Hoorah! I have to bust my ass on this last "quarter". 3 weeks is a marking period for summer school. I have to burry my nose into my notes the last few days to do well on this damn exam. S*hit, if I had it my way, I'd use my notes on the exam. Oh well. I'll just go in for the kill and see how it turns out! :3

In the meantime, I'm trying to figure out what tattoo I want to get done. I don't know if I want to get the one I have fixed or get my 9 stars. The number of stars symbolizes the years me and my best friend, Beth, have known each other and have been apart of our lives. I won't be going for the tattoo until August 22nd so I have time to think about it. If I get the stars, they will be on my left forearm and I will continue to add a star on for each year that passes. Beth plans on getting her stars on her ankle and letting them work up her calf.

Oh geez. Look at that. I've wasted my time on typing this when I know no one is going to read. Ah well. It helps vent.

Peace&Love

Sammy

]]> ~Myuoki Missing Cat... http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/26327913/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/26327913/ Sat, 01 Aug 2009 22:47:25 PDT
So, here is a bit about Tigger: She is a gray and black stripped cailico I believe. But her fur is soft like a rabbits. She goes about 11 pounds. Pretty fat huh? But, she is very timid with strangers and will not come to you right away. If you have something similar to a cat treats container and shake it, she may come to you. The only time Tigger will scratch or bite is if she is threatened. She is a fat and lazy cat. Very loveable that she is. Tigger is about 6 years old so she makes friends with anyone who will give her a belly rub.

This cat has been apart of my newly formed family since she was 8 weeks old. My mom loves her dearly and all we want is for her to come back home. I love my fat cat and I don't know what I'd do if something happened to her. All I ask is if she is found, please read her tag and bring her home.

Her tag reads:
Name: Tigger Bagne
Address: 10 West 3rd Stree Depew, New York. 14043
Phone Number: 716-536-6622

I am not putting this information out in the open for someone to send us prank mail or to call my mom to prank her. We want our kitty to come home. So please, respect this and help us.

]]> ~Myuoki ><; http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/26198761/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/26198761/ Sun, 26 Jul 2009 20:31:28 PDT
]]> ~Myuoki *Random Update http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/26192783/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/26192783/ Sun, 26 Jul 2009 14:54:36 PDT
So, how is everyone? I never get any updates from you DA people. I feel ignored. T3T Oh well, such is life.

I also love how when I speak my mind, I get completely blown off. Amazing eh?

Peace&Love

Sammy

]]> ~Myuoki Just passing through.. http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/26103060/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/26103060/ Wed, 22 Jul 2009 07:41:57 PDT
BUT ANYWAYS! My summer has been pretty crappy so far. ^_^ But eh, it should get better sooner or later. I've moved.. yea moved for those are reading. Send me a note if ya want my address. (You know who you are.)A lot of bull s*hit has gone down and quit frankly, I'm the only one that has let it go. xD I finf it pretty funny when I'm right in the middle of the whole situation and I let it go quicker then others. -laughs-

Anywho, I've discovered a new rendering program called: GIMP 2.6! It is pretty awesome. Not as good as CSC4 but what am I gonna do? Buy the program you say? Well, I don't have 700.00$ in my pocket to go buy it. ^^; But GIMP is treating me well and I've been happy with the results. I have a lot of practice ahead of me, I know this. But I hope to improve soon and be able to open a shop up on Gaia. Check out my deviations and tell me what ya think!

Another thing.. I have the awesome RP site that I go to and help run. (No, I'm not a moderator yet but I hope to be soon.) I'm not supposed to give out the site with out my higher up's approval but I trust you all on here. Our biggest thing is SPAMMING. You make one stupid thread, the main admin, Zero, will kick your a*ss right out of there. You MUST follow all guidlines and pay attention to what forum you're posting in. They're a stickler about the rules but it pays off in the end. We all have a lot of fun and the board is clean and free of n00bs. (Well, there is one n00b there but he is harmless. He just gets on everyone's nerves. --; )

So, here is the link: [link]
Sign up and don't abuse the site. Zero and Catoli worked hard to make this site for people who love to RP and chit chat. We're one big family. So please, respect it.

]]> ~Myuoki F*uck the Hnielewski Family.. http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/25517286/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/25517286/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 12:47:06 PDT
Peace&Love

Sammy

]]> ~Myuoki -^~^- http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/25138203/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/25138203/ Fri, 05 Jun 2009 06:37:33 PDT I've been kinda busy and I've been on this drawing block fro the past almost six months. Any advice out there to help me break it? I've been dying to draw and every time I do, it comes out like poop. T//T Buuuuut, I must be going for now. TTFN, Ta ta for now!

Peace&Love

Sammy

]]> ~Myuoki Hellllppppppp! http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/25071869/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/25071869/ Mon, 01 Jun 2009 14:50:43 PDT Please join... or die! xDD

[link]

Peace&Love

Sammy

]]> ~Myuoki o.O ZOMG! http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/24834635/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/24834635/ Tue, 19 May 2009 06:22:10 PDT W< I'm so freakin' happy that that day is around the damn corner! My senior year was complete crap due to I decided to go back to my old school. --;; Worse mistake of my life. But eh, nothing I can do now. The big day is right around the corner and I'm so ready to get the hell out of here. So much has happened. And a lot of it has been nothing but BS. ((Save me Eriku.. TT//TT))

Prom was shot to hell for me. Supposedly I never bought a ticket and was ineligible. I was never notified which a load of bull in the first place. My school thinks I'm lying about the whole thing. Why would I pretty myself up, take a limo and show up at the place to put myself through complete humiliation? I'm stupid I'll admit but not that stupid.. o//o Just not freakin' fair at all. So now my mom is fighting with the school to find out where my check went to. ((Superintendent is cooperating so it shouldn't be to bad.)) I just can't believe this whole thing. At least I get to go back to MV for prom on June 12th! Hopefully that'll work out. Knowing my luck lately, god knows what can happen..

Peace&Love

Sammy

]]> ~Myuoki Tut Tut Tut... http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/24698530/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/24698530/ Mon, 11 May 2009 06:35:36 PDT
Peace&Love

Sammy

]]> ~Myuoki Holy Sh*t! I'm alive! http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/24264310/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/24264310/ Wed, 15 Apr 2009 20:27:10 PDT
Nothing really exciting is going on with my sad, pathetic life. I never leave the house so it's not like anything WOULD happen. I just don't feel like dealing with all the pompus jackasses that I encounter on a daily. I'm locked up in my own little "Sammy World", as Eriku puts it. DX

But, I'm going to get back in the rythm of my art and find a scanner so I can get everyone off my back about wanting more of my art. Not only that, I need to stay fresh with my fancy art.

Peace&Love

Sammy

]]> ~Myuoki Randomness. . . http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/21197428/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/21197428/ Tue, 28 Oct 2008 05:52:01 PDT
Yes. . Sammeh ish random most of the time. .
*I have a nose!* I learn new things every day.

Quote of. . .IDK FOREVER!: "It has been said that the body is a slave to the mind. This I believe to be true. Only the mind can seek FREEDOM.

I've had this obsession with Criss Angel lately. His music is amazing to! If anyone finds good picture of Criss or can make me a Forum siggy I will luff you forever and ever! =3

(Sammeh also misses her Eriku. . T^T)

So cha! I'm like, in school right now. Bell is gonna ring in 5 minutes so I better skidaddle!

Sammeh lurvels you all!

<33333

]]> ~Myuoki ^-^ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/21109079/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/21109079/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 11:32:41 PDT < A lot of stuff has happened lately. I shall update everyone l8r!

<333 Sammy

]]> ~Myuoki ^__^ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/20103952/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/20103952/ Fri, 22 Aug 2008 21:22:32 PDT
]]> ~Myuoki *I poke everyone!* http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/18919712/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/18919712/ Wed, 18 Jun 2008 20:42:09 PDT
~Squee!~ I'm getting a new celly phonels!

]]> ~Myuoki Seven Deadly Sins http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/18786027/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/18786027/ Wed, 11 Jun 2008 14:22:10 PDT
The founders of this is Serinatrunstall and Grimreapegirl.

Serinatrustall~Insanity
Grimreapegirl~Pride
Myuoki~Sloth

We still have: Greed, Wrath, Gluttony, Lust, and Envy left of the originals. So if you can come up with your own sin, Send meh a note so I can list ya!

]]> ~Myuoki ~Squee!~ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/18688359/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/18688359/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 22:06:35 PDT
I have a lot of new drawing here sitting in my sketch book to be scanned and uploaded here on DA...Just gotta remeber to give 'em to BassPlayinChick to scan them for meh tomorow...I have ADD (not really, just hypethetically (sp?)) *Meh Cloud is still better than yours Mikey! >.<*

School is almost done for the summer! My last day of classes is the 16th. Than the 20th I go take my U.S. History Regents exam and then *zoink!* I'm done! I plan to get my liscense over the summer too! I can't believe I'm going to be a Senior! Next sxhool year is going to be so much fun! Me and a bunch of my friends are already thinking of our Senior prank! And thats not until next May!

]]> ~Myuoki Excitment! http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/18608207/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/18608207/ Sun, 01 Jun 2008 10:43:07 PDT (P.S. For all my friends that are reading this right now...I will be back in school next week monday! So don't bitch at me becaue I told y'all why I was going to be gone!) ><

]]> ~Myuoki Grrness... http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/18338358/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/18338358/ Thu, 15 May 2008 15:12:01 PDT < )

I'm just kinda frustrated with myself. (Sounds kinda wrong only because my mind hasn't been in the right places lately...) There is somebody I like and I'm a little stand offish right now. I'm afraid to get closer and then being shot down. (Cat you know who I'm talking about ^.~) I try to be my normal, loud, (sometimes) obnoxious, funny, loveable self around him, but then I get all quiet and timid. I just don't know what to do...

]]> ~Myuoki Hihi! http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/18242299/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/18242299/ Fri, 09 May 2008 13:22:58 PDT < Wow. Haven't updated in a while. Nothing really going on. Just 3 weeks away from my mom's wedding is all. We already have 50 people coming! o.0 It's going to be crazy! Good thing no one is living next door to us. We live in a duplex apartment house and my soon to be step-dad's brother owns the house so everything should work out rather well. And I hope it doesn't rain that day because the ceremony and the reception is here at my house in the backyard. I already have a few friends coming of mine. You may see them around here on Dev. Beth(bassplayinchick) Erik(sunphlame) and Ashley(Aisubara) Give them a shout will ya?

]]> ~Myuoki If I should fall behind. http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/18045691/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/18045691/ Sat, 26 Apr 2008 21:46:23 PDT
]]> ~Myuoki Howdy! ^.^ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/18022314/ http://Myuoki.deviantart.com/journal/18022314/ Fri, 25 Apr 2008 12:41:35 PDT
~Pokes Favorites~...yeah, I'm on a Gijinka kick right now..I plan on doing one. But of whom I dun know..@_@..I love all of the creativity here on Dev! And I salute everyone that is still a Poke' fanatic! Pokemon sure is addicting...

I plan on doing a Yaoi Meme soon too..I dun know if I'll do a classic couple (Def not another Naruto one thats for sure! XP) or one of my personal favorites...KadajXCloud was a thought..IDK

Well, teh Sammeh is going back to raiding people's galleries! XXDD

((If there are any WWE fans out there, leave me comments!!))

]]> ~Myuoki