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        <pubDate>Thu, 03 Dec 2009 22:48:54 PST</pubDate>        
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                <title>Who knows?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Sep 2005 17:17:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Slaughter me, rip out my soul..  Just push my chest cavity until it cracks and gives way..  Break my fingers and toes with a scissor wrench..  rub my shins with a piece of wood until they bleed.. cut my akilies tendon with shears, then pluck each individual hair from me skin with pliers.  Annihilate me, then rip my flesh from my body as i lay..  Beat me, mistreat me.. fucking abuse me..  Kill me..  Put me through a narcistic trial..  Am I a masochist..  or are you just facist..  Tears?  streams of pain - joy?  Make sure you drink my tears to nullify the taste of bile in your mouth from my death..  Make it slow and painful, so I can feel my life seep away..<br />
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Forget me..  I am it..  that thing..  fuck.... ]]></description>
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                <title>This Woman</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 26 Mar 2005 20:55:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's almost Easter, tomorrow to be  infact.  It's 11:52PM and I've been  sick all week, the flu or something.   I've had headaches (migraine for 5  days) and I've been very dizzy,  especially when I move.<br />
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On a lighter side, I got my angel <a href="http://a2shato.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/2/a2shato.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="a2shato" /></a> a  prom dress and I am going to be fit for  a black tuxedo with a red cumberbun.  <br />
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You guys should really check out this  girls artwork -- <a href="http://a2shato.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/2/a2shato.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="a2shato" /></a><br />
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Also, there was this girl I met a long  long time ago, around 2 years ago, and  her name is Jackie, and we've been  dating for almost 1y 3m.  <br />
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Btw, her dA account is <a href="http://a2shato.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/2/a2shato.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="a2shato" /></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~N2sHaTo</author>
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                <title>Thing? Eh?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Jan 2005 16:49:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ (A) First, recommend to me:<br />
1. a movie:<br />
2. a book:<br />
3. a musical artist, song, or album:<br />
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(B) I want everyone who reads this to  ask me three questions, no more, no  less. Ask me anything you want. No  kidding, ANYTHING, I'll give you the  absolute honest truth, to the best of  my ability.<br />
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(C) Then I want you to go to your  journal, copy and paste this allowing  your friends to ask you anything. ]]></description>
                <author>~N2sHaTo</author>
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                <title>Thanksgiving</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 28 Nov 2004 16:49:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I had an ok Thanksgiving, went to  Florida, traffic sucked, but it was Ok,  I missed my 'ackie. ]]></description>
                <author>~N2sHaTo</author>
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                <title>Family</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Jun 2004 15:58:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I tell you, my family pushes me to the  point of utter hatred, and today..   Today they pushed too far..  I'm done  being their child..  My "friends", I'm  done acting like a fucking nice guy to  them..  I'm tired of being the nice  guy..  I'm fucking tired of caring for  people and not getting anything back..   All I need is my Jackie.. ]]></description>
                <author>~N2sHaTo</author>
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                <title>Life</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 10 Jun 2004 06:00:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sometimes I wonder why people don't  understand why they are here.  I mean,  people who give up cause the pain is  "too hard to handle" sicken me.  What's  gonna get better?  Nothing!<br />
That's the stupid part..  In the bible,  the most known book, it talks about  what happens when you commit suicide.   You go to hell - Then what?  The Lake  Of Fire.<br />
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I don't know about you, but jeez, that  sounds pretty harsh, eternity in pain.   Think of it this way, everytime you  look forward, thing in seconds.  You  can go forever, right?  Eternity is  just like that, it is either pain for  every singular second of Eternity, or  it is happiness and joy, where there is  no time.<br />
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Getting back to my subject.  Suicide is  a stupid and pointless action which is  selfish and stupid.  If you don't care  about yourself and you say people will  "get over it."  You're wrong, very  wrong.  Say you have a boyfriend, and  he commits suicide.  What's life gonna  be like that first month without him if  you decide to live?  You probably won't  be able to stand it.  Or a parent who  you seemingly hate, commits suicide.   That's how you find out you loved what  you had, and now it's too late to show  it.  In conclusion to this (insomnia  sucks) entry, SUICIDE IS FOR WEAKLINGS,  if you choose this end, I say goodbye  to you.  But you're selfish and  pointless for wasting my ability to  care and smashing it into the ground  like a 2-year old on a trampoline. ]]></description>
                <author>~N2sHaTo</author>
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