http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:NaGaMo&section=today deviantART RSS for by:NaGaMo en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 30 Dec 2009 18:50:45 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/27792430/ http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/27792430/ Fri, 16 Oct 2009 06:01:19 PDT "Edina's constantly on my mind...<3" She still is...two months and nothing has changed, I feel just as much as I did back then, even more. We've got to the point where we said a word, a word that means so much: "for ever". Within two months...God. She has to be the real one. If she isn't, then there isn't such a thing as true love.
She seems to take this challange a lot easier than I do, or at least she doesn't seem to be bothered by it as much. At times I feel like I'm the weaker one in the relation, weaker as in emotionally weaker. It's hard to explain because I love her more than anything, I'm not weak in that manner. I just get depressed a lot more and alot easier.
I haven't been posting much because I'm piled up on work. Actually I should be doing it right now so I'll stop here.

Semper Fidelis
NaGaMo

]]> ~NaGaMo http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/27039062/ http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/27039062/ Sat, 05 Sep 2009 16:38:54 PDT Edina's constantly on my mind...<3


That's it, I was trying to keep it short.

Over and out!

]]> ~NaGaMo http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/26250229/ http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/26250229/ Sat, 01 Aug 2009 05:19:47 PDT
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Ok so I finally found some spare time to write this entry.

I met a lovely girl name Edina or Dina as she likes to be called. I got her msn and we chatted a lot. We seemed to really like one another and well things got along. I took some pictures of myself for her and she did the same. I got to ask her phone number and I called her the next day at 10am. She had just awoken (not by me)... God she had a sweet voice. We talked for 4 hours on the phone so I'm rather scared of the numbers on the phone bill. But I think I really fell for this girl. There's only one catch in all this...I need to leave for America in this month, for a year. I'll probably come home in winter though. I really damn wish I wouldn't have to or I could...I don't know. Just solve this. Well anyway she promised me that we'll meet up sometime within this month. I can't wait to see her...

That's it for now

]]> ~NaGaMo http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/25541681/ http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/25541681/ Thu, 25 Jun 2009 14:27:28 PDT
I can do whatever I like and it feels good. I'm going to start my drivers license here in Hungary though I already have an American. We might aswell go down to lake Balaton with a car. That would be crazy cool!
I've started listening to trance music style and I really like it. I'm currently listening to ATB. I'm totally in love with this song:
ATB- Justify
[link]
Girls...well I feel kinda comfortable with myself but I just don't seem to know how to start a conversation...feel pretty stupid because of this.

Ow! Ever since I came home the weather was pretty crappy, raining all day and all that sort. But today I caught quite a bit of sunshine. And around 20:00 (8pm) my friend and I went biking. We were out for about 10 minutes when it started pouring down on us...the rain. We got soacked. Water dripping out of our shoes, pants soacked so much they stuck to our legs. Was quite funny. Took a nice warm bath afterward. I'm also looking for a nice dirt bike instead of my old one.



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If I may have a little request...although not too many people read my journal, could You please rate me? I know this sounds stupid but how many points would You give me for the looks on a scale of 10? Thanks!
(Mainly intereseted in girls oppinion)
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Over and out!

]]> ~NaGaMo http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/25404391/ http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/25404391/ Thu, 18 Jun 2009 21:38:14 PDT I'm going to be landing on Heathrow around 14:00 so it's going to be a nice long flight. Then I'll have to wait a nother fun five hours there for my transit. The plane will then take off for Budapest and I'll arrive around 00:00. All in all it looks like I'll waste 29 hours on a trip. (From 19:00 to next day 00:00)
But it'll be great to see my friends at home.
Now I'll look for some opportunity to work out. See ye.


Over and out,
Gabor

]]> ~NaGaMo http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/25279334/ http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/25279334/ Fri, 12 Jun 2009 19:06:18 PDT
Yes! The day has finally come! I've finished my last exam and I'm over with this school year. I didn't do bad, I didn't do good so... I DON'T CARE ABOUT SCHOOL ANYMORE!

I just can't wait to get back home to Hungary, my home, Budapest, the city most precious to my heart. Seriously, it's beautifull at night and I'll prove it with Struggl3, we'll take some sweet shots, now isn't that right Struggl3?

I've also passed my driving test over here in America...which basically consisted of me having to take about 5 turns and parking beside the curb. Took about 5 mintes. Seriously it was surprisingly fast. Maybe the instructor could see that I was good and thought I didn't have to waste any of her time, I don't know. I don't consider myself a good driver because I don't have enough experience behind me. But I do consider myself cautious and a safe driver.
Ow! I've also been craving to kill myself lately. Have I become Emo? No not quite...I'd like to get a motorcycle license and a motorcycle. Why? I don't know...I love engines, I love biking...you do the math, I'll do the riding. They add up. And fraknly I think I'd like the wind blowing through my hair and having to scrape bugs from between my teeth. I do know it is extreemly dangerous, nearly uncompareable to the safety of a car. And i'm going to have to get all my convincing knowledge ready to get my father to agree but it seems I've got my mom...well not sure how to put it. I've got her accept it. She really doesn't agree but she seems to accept it.

Anyway. I can finally get a little rest before I go home and party my brains out, do sports till I die of fatigue and have so much fun with my friends that it'll be a crime. And probably most importantly get home and see my cousin. You owe me an appointment!


Over and out,
Gabor

]]> ~NaGaMo http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/25150621/ http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/25150621/ Fri, 05 Jun 2009 20:04:55 PDT
So after that great start, I've got some things going on here.

Yesterday...to today, I've only slept 2 hours once again due to a history project I was doing with...well was supposed to do with my group but ended up having to do the editing all alone. Well, that's life.

So on Tuesday, June 02...2009 as you may guess, I was to Six Flags. It was great. People about to throw up beside me while I, hands in the air, cheering, yelling, screaming my head off enjoy the ride. It really was a lot of fun. If I'd have to rate the rides, Batman, Joker, Superman in this order were the top 3. I had an extreemly good time.

Ofcourse I wouldn't be a teenager if even that event wouldn't have had to do something with a female participant. Remember in my last post, how I asked that girl if I had a chance and got rejected? Well, on in Six Flags I was walking by, about to get a drink when I see this girl coming my way. So I look her in the eye and she looks away for a split second but looks back. Then I smiled which made her smile, so then she passed me by. 'So what?' you may ask...but I looked over my shoulder back at her. She was heading to her group. She too looked back over her shoulder. She stopped and waited outside (we were apperently inside a place where you could buy drinks and food). On my way out, again our eyes met several times. I deep inside really wanted to go up to her and just look her in the eye...maybe even say hi. But just looking at her would've satisfied me. But I didn't. Yeah I'm a pussy...or rather was. I walked away. But she stayed there. Soon I was going back to the same place and I noticed that as I was going that way she kinda loosened off of her group. So did I. We started nearing one a nother and we ended up on a collision course. So we ended up standing in front of eachother looking at one a nother. I took a gulp and the ow so simple one word: "hi" seemed like a heavy ball clinging to my throat. But it came out and suprisingly I didn't sound like a total idiot. So with that our conversation began. Not a long one. But we had our groups that ofcourse put a pressure on us a bit. So I asked for her phone and told her I'd call her. That's the last I saw her. So that was on the 2nd. On the 4th I called her three times but the only time I could hear her voice was when she said that I've reached her but I'm going to have to leave a message behind for her voicemail. Next day, that is today, Friday the 5th, I got an sms saying that she's sorry but her speakers aren't working so she can't answer calls. We started texting but she seemed kinda busy so I told her I'd let her be after about 10 messages that she'd reply to practically immediately. Out of ten, about two messages were me asking whether we could meet up sometime cuz I'd really like to see her again. Sadly she has to work a lot and she's also out for a week because of some Senior Week or something... So I'm not sure I'll meet her before I fly to Hungary.

Well that's it for now. Sorry again Strugl3, this one is about "bitches" too though I do prefer the term ladies.

Over and out,
Gabor

]]> ~NaGaMo http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/25083204/ http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/25083204/ Tue, 02 Jun 2009 05:54:56 PDT [link]

Rob Thomas - Little Wonders
(A great song!)


"let it go,
let it roll right off your shoulder
don't you know
the hardest part is over
let it in,
let your clarity define you
in the end
we will only just remember how it feels

our lives are made
in these small hours
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain

let it slide,
let your troubles fall behind you
let it shine
until you feel it all around you
and i don't mind
if it's me you need to turn to
we?ll get by,
it's the heart that really matters in the end

our lives are made
in these small hours
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain

all of my regret
will wash away some how
but i can not forget
the way i feel right now

in these small hours
these little wonders
these twists & turns of fate
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away but these small hours
these small hours, still remain,
still remain
these little wonders
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away
but these small hours
these little wonders still remain"

]]> ~NaGaMo http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/25076434/ http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/25076434/ Mon, 01 Jun 2009 18:44:48 PDT
FankaDeli - Magyar Földre


"Áll egy hosszú sor, mellete csak páran
És valami egészen mást keresnek...ugyan abban a tállban."

"There stands a long line, beside it just a few
Looking for something quite differnt, in the same stew."



Well I started off this journal as something that I would write pretty often. As you may see, I've done a good job not accomplishing that. But I think this journaly will be rather something where I will record events that I think have a big impact on me...mainly emotionally probably.

So what happened? Pretty damned day I must say. Funny how shit loves to pile up into bundles so all the crap comes at you in one burst. Well today was the day for crap bathing once again.

For a starter it turned out that currently I don't have a Geometry credit so they might not let me finish highscool untill I get something done and I damn hope I can get it done otherwise I'm going to have to take geometry calsses next years summer. Great. I also got reminded that next year I'll have to take more classes than others do... 8 to be specific instead of 7. Great! And IB classes... (International Bachulary) That's pretty damn fucked up. I fear I won't have a life.

Remember the girl I talked about? (sorry Struggl3) With the sandwich and all... Yes that one! Well in the past one or two months I felt as if we've come quite close together, we talk a lot and we seem to be cool with one another. Today we talked especially much. And somehow the topic got to whether I have a girlfriend. I said no. Then I asked whether she has a boyfriend. She said no...but she could really use one, someone who's there for her. Well... I thaught here goes nothing. I didn't really hope for too much though. So I asked her... "Do I have a chance with you?"
She started blushing and said: "that's cute" ("ez aranyos volt")..."but I don't thinkso...no. It's hard to advance from a friendship". Well what could I do? I agreed. Yes...that's true. So yeah. I got denied once again. Seems like a damned thing girls like to play on me...a game called 'no' ...or I just suck. I guess that's the price I pay for being honest and kind and for caring.

In contrast with that feeling is that there's a nother girl that seems to like me. I mean I find her cute. She always smiles when our eyes meet on the hallway. And last time I saw her with her friends at Chipotle (a Mexican fastfood chain in USA...like McDonald's exept Mexican food) and well she gave me a big smile. That was cute... I should find a good excuse to talk to her...

Ow and I've been busy in this month. I got a boxing bag stand that was pretty rusty. It took me 3 days to clean it up and paint it over. It looks pretty cool. I managed to get a 100lb (~45kg) bag. So I could punch that today with full anger untill the skin on my knuckles kinda ripped up. But it's not too bad. The bag has one flaw though, it seems to have a part where there's some sand filling in it, and it's as hard as concrete there. I've learned that once I managed to kick that area. I kicked it today too...I got quite pissed and started kicking randomly mixed with punches. Well one kick hit the spot...took a few steps back.

Anyway. Right now I'm supposed to be doing homework because I have no school tomorrow and my friends are trying to get me to Six Flags (a waterpark) which I'd love to. But there's a project I have to do with a group. Frankly I don't see how we'll finish it.

I just can't wait to get back to Hungary. Budapest has to be one of the most beautifull cities...I think I'll have a few tears to wipe when I'll see it at night. God I love that place. And the girls are beautifull too... I also recieved a message from my friend Struggl3 that my classmates are really eager to see me. That felt really good.


Well I guess that's it. My Mom once again asked me a lot of questions about why I have to take AP US History next year and why I have Algebra I exam written in that I have to take when I am taking Algebra II...So once again I can go have a conversation with my councelor. And probably I'll face the same stupid comment:
"Ow it can be done...but it will be a bit harder for you're case"
Quite funny how I never hear that it will all be O.K. I wish I'd have someone who would put their hand on my shoulder, say it will all be O.K. and give me a kiss... Ow well. Life's life, it seems to be a big fight. I may not be winning but I sure as hell won't give up untill my time comes. And that time isn't for me to determine.

So this is what happens when you don't write your blog constantly. You end up writing so much that nobody will read it to the end.


If you got up to these lines,
Then thank you... ]]> ~NaGaMo http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/24321760/ http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/24321760/ Sun, 19 Apr 2009 08:31:41 PDT
I just got the news today 2009.04.19 at 6:52 that my Uncle has leukemia. This shocked me. I just can't stop thinking of you. But I'm sure we'll get over this. You know I'm not a believer but for you I'll say a prayer every night. It's probably going to be hard, I have no experience in this. But you will make it through! Keep that in mind . We'll help you any way we can.
I love you.
Get better


Yesterday I biked so much. I don't know an exact distance but my legs hurt really bad. I had this annoying sqeeking sound around my wheels from time to time so I took the bike to the shop where I baught it to get it fixed up. They cleaned off my disk brakes and the annying squeek stoped. Yey! Sadly my brakes didn't hold nearly as storng as they should. Since they were closing up I had to leave like that. But I'll take it back some other day. When I got home I drank about a gallon of water (~4liter) and then lied down on the floor. Half a minute later I fell asleep.

]]> ~NaGaMo http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/24166680/ http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/24166680/ Fri, 10 Apr 2009 14:32:46 PDT
Sure has been a while since I've written a journal. Seems like in the beginning I tried to write on every day. Then every two days. Then every week. Now it's about one every month. I guess there's not too much to write about. At least nothing of great signifficance.
I've been busy with school as usual. And I've also been driving and since its spring break I'm trying to chill out a bit. But my mother keeps bringing up something to do with school ensuring that not a day goes by without me having to hear the word school. It gets very annoying.

Ow I also had a girl add me facebook. I had no idea who she is so I wrote her an email asking who she is and why she added me...not like I minded really, she looks pretty good. Turns out she just wanted to see some pictures of me and found me "a nice guy" and "handsome". Well that makes me feel good about my looks ^^


That's that for now


over and out

]]> ~NaGaMo http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/23833302/ http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/23833302/ Sun, 22 Mar 2009 14:19:39 PDT "Felolvad az agyam végre vége a télnek,
nekifeszülök, pörög az ész kerék ugyanolyan lendülettel
újra élek."

Translated:
My brain defrosts, finally it's the end of winter
...*donno translation*... , the wheels of my brain spin with the same velocity
I'm living again

I know it sounds dumb in english but oh well...

Hope to get enough free time and weather to go out and take shots.


Take care!


Over and out.

]]> ~NaGaMo http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/23634732/ http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/23634732/ Tue, 10 Mar 2009 20:56:00 PDT
I haven't been writing anything. Mainly because I've been busy with school stuff. I've been to a school program where I was the photographer. The program was called International Night. I had a few pretty good shots that I might post up sometime when I get some free time to spend on them.

That's that for now I guess. Really can't think of anything of great signifficance.
Ow the weather warmed up a bit on the weekend but it dropped back to 4C...well at least is' not under 0.



I really like this song:
[link]
Addamz - Angyal (Remix
It's Hungarian rap.



Over and out...

]]> ~NaGaMo http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/23507033/ http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/23507033/ Tue, 03 Mar 2009 13:01:38 PST
So it seems I'll keep a day behind on my journals meaning I'll keep talking in past tense.
Yesterday I had a day off beacuse about 10cm of snow fell over night and the roads were all snowy dispite the fact that here in America the road maintaners use salt over plowing snow away. This means that if you have a black car, you go up on the highway, by the time you get home you'll notice a slight change in the color of your car. The majority of it will turn white from salt. Not kidding. Anyway it was nice to have a 3 day weekend. I went out and took some pictures which I'll upload sometime soon. The sun shone out so the circumstances were good. Ironically the sun went away when I had the chance to take a shot of 2 deer.

Ow and on the weekend I got my guitar fixed. The floyd rose tremolo was just crazy. Now it's normal and sounds better than ever. Sorry Marci but I'm still too busy to get a darn recording through


That's that for now.
Take care!


Over and out.

]]> ~NaGaMo http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/23436112/ http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/23436112/ Fri, 27 Feb 2009 15:57:42 PST

Anyway. I feel kinda down at the moment. Most probably because I haven't slept enough in the past week. Ow by the way this week was a piece of crap. Nothing notable happened.

So yeah...this is the shortest journal entry this far.



Over and out.

]]> ~NaGaMo http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/23372176/ http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/23372176/ Mon, 23 Feb 2009 20:45:27 PST
I must say today was quite a hard day and I'm not even finished with it yet. I basically stayed in school untill 20:00 o'clock because I had a health class that I had to attend to and I didn't even have a good sleep the night before.

To compensate that though, I feel like I've had a great day! "Why?" one may ask. Answer is simple my friend. Ladies. I feel like I've had luck with them today. To start off with, the girl who sits behind me on math class, well she asked me a few questions about the test the teacher handed out (results). Anyway we ended up talking quite a lot and she seemed to be happy to be able to talk to me. After the end of school, I went to McDonald's with the girl I made sandwich to and who threw the party. One of our friends was there too but he left because he had to go to work. Anyway we started looking for road signs that we could...hmm...how should I word it?...umm..borrow yes that's a good word: borrow. Specifically she was looking for a "No Smoking" sign which we actually managed to find after about an hour. Too bad it was screwed on too tight to take off so we decided we were going to ta...*coughs*...borrow it on friday when we could get a screw driver. Anyway so that was fun. To make things better, on the health course which was after this, I also met a girl who's pretty cute and I talked to her quite a lot. She also seems to like my jokes which is quite rare For understandable reasons...


Well that's it for now...
Take care!


Over and out.

]]> ~NaGaMo http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/23319395/ http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/23319395/ Sat, 21 Feb 2009 07:28:27 PST
I have to do some ITGS (Information Technology in a Global Society ) project but I've got some problem with my codec probably because the .avi video keeps getting opened as a sound file only without picture -.-'

Yesterday...untill today morning I was in a house party of a girl I know. It was fun. I talked to quite a few people, played the guitar...and had fun I guess the only two thing worth mentioning is that the girl who I made the sandwich for (remember? Check Sandwich entry) was trying to set up 2 speakers and I asked her if I could help. She'd normally say 'No I'll manage' but she already had a few shots so she said yes. The only reason this is worth mentioning is because while I was helping she said "You're always so nice to me..." ("Mindíg olyan kedves vagy hozzám") hehe

The other thing is that when I was going to go, I was saying goodbye. And well the girl who was hosting the party had a hungarian friend who is her best friend or something. Well she I think was pretty tipsy or maybe even drunk but anyhow she really wanted me to stay She actually wanted me to sleep over. But I didn't so she got kinda pissed (bedurcizott = HUN). She's not really the hottest girl I've seen but I think she's pretty cool in personality. Too bad she's not staying here for too long. Not even sure when she'll leave but sometime this week as I understood.


That's it for now...Take care!


Over and Out.



"And if you've got to work all day,
This is what I've got to say:
Baby keep smiling
You know the sun is shining!

I'll put on my glasses
and tell you how sweet your ass is!
So won't you jump into my cadi(lac)
And call me your sweet sweet dady"

]]> ~NaGaMo http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/23243557/ http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/23243557/ Mon, 16 Feb 2009 20:25:30 PST
The main thing is that I've seen many places where I could've taken beautifull shots because the lighting was perfect and so was the scenery. Only one catch, I couldn't stop the car because there wasn't any place on the road. By the time I found a good place to park, the lighting conditions weren't perfect. I guess that's Murphy.
Today I was in Annapolis however, (not to be mistaken with Anapolis which is a few hundred miles in a nother direction) where I hoped to take some nice pictures by the water. I was a bit dissapointed however. The city wasn't all that grand. I did manage to take a few nice shot though. I'll have to process them still to see what I've got. Stand by for those.

I'm learning the possibilities with HDR processing at the moment as well as the things I can do with .nef files.


Ow just to get some chicks in the journal ... When I got my driving permit I met a girl at DMV (Department of Motor Vehicles). She had a bunch of papers with the questions they might ask on the test as well as the answers. So I asked her whether I could take a look at them and she said yes... Of course I immediately had a question (for which the answer was quite obvious) about the third problem. And she answered. After this basically we didn't talk about everything...exept the driving questions They called me in first for the test. When I was done and I got my permit at hand, I retourned to her and I talked to her a bit more. But then I said I had to go and I asked for her MSN which she gave to me without hesitation. Later on I found out that she already had a boyfriend of some sort. Anyway I saw her this weekend on a stop far away from Washington DC, where she lives. How small this World is...

I guess that's for now. Tune in for more later on xD

Take care!


Over and out

]]> ~NaGaMo http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/23187992/ http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/23187992/ Sat, 14 Feb 2009 05:03:06 PST
So I hadn't posted any journal entries for 2 days...whoe noes!
Only excuse is that I was busy with school work. 3 tests on 3 following days. Not as if they were too hard or anything, but hard enough to keep me busy. Especially the math test because 2 days before it I still had no clue as to how to do it. Looks like I managed to solve that though.

I finally got a good sleep from yesterday 22 to today 7o'clock. So I'm pretty happy and I feel so much better. My joints are still cracking they need to be oiled but as soon as I get them woken up too, I'll work out. For now I have a bowl of cerial that I'm happily munching away on. ^^

Ow today I'll be going to drive and this time I won't forget the camera. Weather forecast said it will be a cloudy day but for now it's just got a few blobs of cloud which may turn out to be good if I drive to a nice open field.


That's that for now!

Ow and HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!
Too bad I don't have one XD But yous till enjoy it

Take care!


OVer and Out!

]]> ~NaGaMo http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/23144917/ http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/23144917/ Wed, 11 Feb 2009 18:38:33 PST
So today I got my hair cut...forgot to create a before and after picture...main problem is with forgetting the before obviously. Anyway. Not much happening other than that. Had a history test today for which I only studied 3 hours the day before at night in front of the TV but I actually think I did well on the test . Tomorrow I'll have a physics test which I think I will manage with. And on Friday I'll have a Math quiz which I'm a bit concerned about. I seem to be getting the general idea of it though.
Ow I also went biking both today and yesterday for bread Today however I went to the bike shop as well to get it checked up. Got some oil on the chains and got my brakes tightened. Sounds good now, the chains aren't sqeaking at all.

Mmm...just noticed the "Snorg Tees" add on the right in my deviant. Currently some hot red shirted chick is on it who is biting on her right hands finder. Hot.

Ow well...I guess that's that. I'll try to get some sleep because I constantly go to sleep at 24 o'clock or later and I have to wake at 5:30...well at least I should but by the time I get my lazy ass out of bed it's 5:30 if not 6

Allright.
Take care!

Over and out.

]]> ~NaGaMo http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/23122242/ http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/23122242/ Tue, 10 Feb 2009 14:22:42 PST
So today...was a pretty good day I guess. I'm a bit stressed because I've got a lot of work to do (yeah why am I writing this then? ) and I know I won't be going to bed early even though I could use some extra sleep right now. Yesterday I forgot to mention that I baught a new jacket last sunday yey!

Ok so I started off my day by making 2 sandwiches in the morning. You may ask why? Well yesterday a girl (who I mentioned before) saw what a big sandwich I had and asked me if I would make one for her for tomorrow (meaning today). So I did. I had my first class with her and told her I braught her something. She was quite stunned and didn't quite understand. She asked me what...so I rolled my eyes "weeeelll". Then she remembered and she was totally excited and happy about it She said "that is soo cute" She was telling her friends: "Hey Gabor made me a sandwich!" So that made her day And it made myn too. I gave it to her in lunchtime and she said it was good. So I guess that's a two pointer there One for the will and two for the outcome.

Ow also at the end of my first class I stood up from my desk, the headphones got stuck and I didn't notice. So as I stood up I humped back down on my butt because of my headphones. Doh! They ripped into 2. So now I'm without music for a few days which is quite frustrating in a way because I listen to music every time I'm alone, meaning when I walk to school, when I go from class to class, when I go biking, when I go out to take pictures and so on. Basically my mp3 player is on while I'm awake. I think a change in that will do me good though.

]]> ~NaGaMo http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/23106004/ http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/23106004/ Mon, 09 Feb 2009 16:05:57 PST So on sunday I was out all day biking. Was really fun. I ended up mudy all over, yeah if you go offroad with a downhill bike, what do you expect? My whole sunday basically consisted of that. I met up with a few bikers that go to my school. We didn't hang out for too long but at least I have a group to bike with if I feel like doing some stunts. They also showed me a cool place to break myself into pieces.

Monday...that is today (2009.02.09.). On my first period or first class I talked to this hungarian girl a lot. I'm not sure if she likes me or she just takes me for a friend. I rather think she's on the friend side which I'm good with too.
Also I tried talking to a nother girl, the one who I'm with on English class. We got assigned into a group. Found out that she does field hockey... =\ Honestly I haven't heard much of that sport. Looked after it though and it's something like floorball just totally different! xD Yeah best explenation ever.

So now I get to the title of my Journal...Wondering. This is the second time I try talking to a girl and they don't really seem to talk back. I mean they answer but they don't ask me back anything. It's like the conversation totally relies on me which actually pisses me off. I mean why should I be straining myself just to keep up the conversation? To me it makes no sense.
I wonder what it means though. Is it a sign of ignorance? Is it just a sign of them being shy? I mean they both were quite quiet girls. But if they'd like me then wouldn't they be interested in talking to me? Or they just couldn't think up of anything. Not quite sure. =\ So just going to keep wondering. I made my first move so it's their turn now. If they don't then I might try again but it's not like it's all on me... right?

So that's that.


Take care!

]]> ~NaGaMo http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/23068741/ http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/23068741/ Sat, 07 Feb 2009 19:25:29 PST Lesson to learn: Always take your camera with you.
I hope to have another beatifull sunny day some weekend during spring and go back to the areas I have driven to and take some shots. I think they may end up extreemely good.

"Anyway...that is what I have learned..."

girls:
Nothing much really. Yesterday I met this girl in the caffeteria who goes to my english class and with whom I did a group project. She usually seems pretty happy to see me. And this time she kinda tapped me on the head. No idea why she did it but it's a small sign that makes you wonder... I'll take it as a cute gesture for now.

Ow yesterday I got this call pretty late from some guys I know from school. I guess you could call them my friends but...I'd stick with people I hang out with in school. Well they called to ask me why I don't umm...well have sex with this girl who lives near me. What you have to know about her is that she's just going on my nerves, she's straight forward stupid, she has an annoying voice and personality and she doesn't even look all that good. By the way she had a crush on me so I had a good chance to get her layed. So why don't I?

1. I have a certain level under which I don't want to go. It would make me feel like I'm less than I was.
2. I want to make love for the first time and not just "fuck up" someone.
3. I'm not really the type who will play around with girls. I guess I just respect them too much. Ow well, that's just how I am.


That's all for now.
Take care!



Jimmy Eat World - Just Let It Happen


I have a ringing in my head
And no one to help me answer it
Even with you close enough to kiss.

Every minute is arranged
Every moment lasts a day
But thinking about it can't help me let go, I know.

[[Chorus]]
Talk, talking a lot, but it's still talk
Gotta love how it's somehow all on me
All the petty scenes
And all the pretty things
Say whatever you want
'Cause I can laugh it off.
I can laugh it off.

I must look like I'm running away
To you at your faster pace
I wonder what it is you could have seen, in me.

I'm the evil one who said.
Gonna let everything just happen
Just like my chest, my ears are proud
The collision is such an ugly sound.

I can hear you now
[[Chorus]] 2x

I can hear you now
[[Chorus]]2x


over and out

]]> ~NaGaMo http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/23002817/ http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/23002817/ Wed, 04 Feb 2009 13:30:21 PST
Today I had the chance to test how well I can bare cold weather. Let's start off with a little current weather conditions:

Current Conditions
Condition: Cloudy
Temperature: 32F / 0C
RealFeel®: 19F / -7
Wind: 15 mph NNW

That's just now when I got home...source: washingtonpost.com/weather


So today started off just like any regular day. Breakfast go to school in a sweater and coat. In school see some hot girls and preferably talk to them...
At the last class I realise that I don't have my sweater nor my jacket. So when school ends I start searching. I go to the caffeteria, I check all my classrooms. Finally I go to the lost and found. Guess what? Not there! Wow great! So I go and check the classes again. No use. Still can't be found. The only thing I found when searching was a bunch of girls running around in the school...why? I have no idea. Well some of them made good use of it

I end up going home without a jacket nor a sweater. My tactics: cross your arms so your chest is somewhat protected, backpack keeps your back covered, chin down so your throat doesn't get as much wind. This way I looked like a total idiot...although come to think about it no matter what I do I look like a total idiot if I walk on the street in a simple shirt when it's freezing and everyone is in a jacket... Yeah. Most people thaught I was insane or something...they have no idea how close they are to the truth Anyway I made it to the metro where again I was the one everyone was looking at so I had no lack of attention. At least I didn't feel as if nobody pays attantion to me After a nice travel on the metro where most everyone was looking at me exept a girl who just had to get on the metro where I did. A girl I know from before and who I just can't stand because of her infinit stupidity and annoyance. Just the tone of her vioce is annoying and I'm not kidding you. It's this little 10 year old girls voice but not the nice little girl, rather the freaking annoying one that keeps whining. Anway managed to somehow avoid her. Got home and now I'm writing all this down to bore the life out of anyone who dares read the content.
How did it feel like? Well it wasn't bad. I don't really want to try it out every day but it was bareable. My hands got pretty chilled, I could feel the blood kind of slow down but it wasn't all that bad. I'm not a fat guy. I guess I'm muscular, at least that's what people say. I don't like to say it as if it's the truth and you must accept it. You decide... I think I could still improve a bit on my shape.

Girls:
There's this girl I would really like to get to know. She goes to my English class but I think she's not really interested in me. I mean I haven't had an eye contact with her yet.
In math class there's also this girl who sits right behind me. I think she looks pretty cute. I started talking to her today but it seemed rather like a conversation of me asking and her replying. As soon as I stoped asking, all was quiet. I guess that means either she's shy or I don't have a chance. So I'm still thinking of how to figure that out.

Now I've got to get to work, do my homework and hopefully I'll have time to play the guitar.


Bye


Nice songs:
[link] New Found Glory - Hold My Hand

[link] Nocturnal Rites - Never Again

[link] Jimmy Eat World - Sweetness

]]> ~NaGaMo http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/22992401/ http://NaGaMo.deviantart.com/journal/22992401/ Tue, 03 Feb 2009 20:34:23 PST
So basically I started off my first Deviant page. I'm still learning the possibilities I have. I wish to upload photographs that I've taken to share with others and hopefully recieve useful comments from which I can learn. I also found several of my friends here.

Why did I start off?
My uncle advised me to join because he thaught I have some skills in the area of photography. Well I'll let you decide on that

About me:
I'm currently (2009.02.03.) 17 years old. I came to realise a few months ago how I want to live my life. Not what job I want or anything like that, no. I decided I wanted to live my life so that when I look back I can take a deep breath and sit back and say: "I had a good life..." I want to harvest the days that come ahead. I don't want to waste any of my time doing...well...nothing. I want to smile every day instead of being pissed at the whole World because I have so many things to do. So what? Just do it. Life aint always running around fields of gold and being surrounded by hot chicks . Actually it's usually not like that. But it all depends on how you look at it. If you want to believe that your tired, poor, overloaded with work well then obviosly you will feel bad. But if you try to put up a positive attitude, well you'll feel much better. Nothing really changes, the work has to be done no matter how you feel about it. The only thing that can change is your mood. If you feel good obviously you will enjoy life much more.


Ok well enough of my theories...what should I write about?


How about some love life?
As with every 17 year old normal guy...there's a girl I like...or maybe two...ok...three...or should I count... Bwah! I guess that's just what comes with my age.

Ok I'll stop waisting precious megabytes since I can't say paper online. I'll write if there's something interesting going on.

Over and out.

]]> ~NaGaMo