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Dear Naldian,

:phew: Finished this on time.
I hope you like it. If there's anything you want changed, just holler.

Happy fourth year/ 48th month~ :aww:

Moi,
:iconedanade:
=EdanadE

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]]> ~NaLdiAn Angel of Pain. http://NaLdiAn.deviantart.com/journal/18053386/ http://NaLdiAn.deviantart.com/journal/18053386/ Sun, 27 Apr 2008 11:17:48 PDT

:iconnaldian:_________________________________:iconedanade:


"What we have is for real...:



What's with me. . . :pee:

Conscious but Unconscious

Woke up one morning,
Gonna be a bad day.
Couldn't sleep anymore,
Evil forces at bay.

The devil came home,
Wanted me to follow.
No choice but to go,
My mind became hollow.

Waiting for love,
And waited in vain.
Didn't text, even call,
Here comes the rain.

Couldn't do a thing,
Trapped in this hell.
Wanting to move,
But the mind's in a spell.

Dusk then arrives,
The devil departs.
Friends want to drink,
News, ala carte.

Dizzy and drunk,
That's all I could feel.
Better than sadness,
My heart becomes steel.

But when it's all over,
Come back to being sane.
Tomorrow's another day,
To be served more pain.





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http://NaLdiAn.deviantart.com/journal/17962003/ Mon, 21 Apr 2008 15:39:32 PDT

I'm not gay, just happy.


Once Upon a Poem

Couldn't sleep, this one day,
Read a poem I had made...
It was once upon a time,
When my sins were in a shade...

It felt just so warm -
Felt like it wasn't me...
As I look how I've become,
Who or how I should be...

As I read through the verses,
As I read word for word...
I recalled who I was,
A somebody in this world...

My wife saw something,
Only her - that could see...
Aside from my evils,
The me I could and should be...

An angel, she described,
A kind hearted being...
Not cruel or mean,
That was all she was seeing...

But how have I fallen?
And what have I become...
My pride, overwhelming,
Can it still be undone?

Alas, here I am,
And setting things right...
As I follow my heart,
It's love in my sight...

I'll try to regain,
The part I had lost...
The me I should be-
The me that I tossed...

I'll prove to my wife,
About me, she's not wrong...
There's an angel inside,
Of me all along...

To make something so pretty,
And beautiful in this art...
Requires inside a good,
And a loving, kind heart...

After such a long,
A very long time...
I feel in my words,
My words feel divine...

My wife was always right-
Thus, my love, here I am...
This poem's just for you,
This bastard still gives a damn...

For my very long comeback,
This is the best I have made...
I'll return what I lost,
To me and you, Edanade...

I love you, nhie...

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~It's already in my deviations, but since it's been quite a while since I actually made and posted an item, I wanted to put it here because it's also a form of journal entry for me...

So here it is, a poem I've made to the woman I love... I'll be making poems again, and I'll try to make them general [subject, not directed to my personal life] so that other people can enjoy them as well as utilize them to bring romance back in their lives... Yeah, I'd love to help others... And if any of you want me to personally make one for you guys, just holler and give me details of feelings, emotions, the sort, and I'll see what I can do if I've got the time...

Until then, watch me... Wahehehe... :D




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Fweends

:iconedanade: :iconmhaezthro: :icongalingsadodongcow: :iconkwekachu: :iconrazekiel: http://NaLdiAn.deviantart.com/journal/17953569/ Mon, 21 Apr 2008 04:33:59 PDT
I never thought the name Maya would even be accepted at first, since I was always busy and unable to meet the deadline... When it was, I never imagined a lot of people would vote for it, maybe even getting a chance to win since there were several other good names submitted...

But here we are, and here I am...

I'm truly grateful for the people that voted and made this possible...

Now the Dameat mascot finally has a name... And I hope you all accept it, as well as remember me, just someone around the block... Wahehehe... Drama na ata... :p

Anyways, thanks again, and cheers to the new DAMeat name, MAYA!


Now, we await the dress her up contest, and I wish all those that join, goodluck! And bring out the best in Maya!

I can't wait to see how she'll look like... Weeee! ^_^

]]> ~NaLdiAn She loves me, I think - She loves me not, I know http://NaLdiAn.deviantart.com/journal/17873713/ http://NaLdiAn.deviantart.com/journal/17873713/ Wed, 16 Apr 2008 00:03:21 PDT
Now, the very reason why I'm here in this predicament is all because of deviantart... My very attempt to get closer to her was a complete failure... All I'm left with is pain...

All I wanted was for her to see me... To recognize me... To let me in on her art... Unfortunately, all I got was a complete block from her deviantart account... And for those who get a chance to read this, when you see comments hidden from any part of her account, that was me...

I may have made wrong decisions, but all of it was given with the intent to be drawn closer to your heart, nhie...

I have always loved you... And I still do... Please don't drive me away... Please let me in again... You are all I have... And without you, I am nothing... So go ahead and pity me all you want... For I will always be that one person in the world that needed your attention and love just to move on with the day...

I love you, nhietotz...

I love you, ~Edanade

As for the DAMeat mascot naming, I dedicate it to you... And I pray you'll be recognized more in deviantart as well as the people in DAMeat with it whether it wins or loses...

It has always been you, nhietotz...

As for the name Maya, it hurts coz I've actually been a pest to you... Still I hope you could forgive me and give me your love and attention once more...

I miss you so bad it hurts...

]]> ~NaLdiAn DAMeat Mascot name: A very late attempt http://NaLdiAn.deviantart.com/journal/17843451/ http://NaLdiAn.deviantart.com/journal/17843451/ Mon, 14 Apr 2008 05:44:26 PDT
As for the name, I came up with something nice, and since I've got no idea how to submit it [Again, I'm very lazy at reading and trying to find my way through stuff - I can't even remember where I leave things behind, and not to mention that most often than not, I've no idea what day at present is] but here it is...

To those from the DAMeat, if the name is still unavailable, I'd like to suggest mine... It's not much, as I tried to make it as simple and meaningful as possible... As for the reason, I can't seem to place it in a mere 5 sentence format because a lot of people don't truly understand... And also because I have so much to say...

Name: "MAYA"

I feel that the name of the mascot should resemble what we Filipinos stand for, with pride and respect... Our current Philippine National bird is the Philippine Eagle... However, before 1995, it was the Maya and was changed because researchers discovered that the Maya was a pest...

Scientifically, it was or rather it is... But is this what Filipinos have become? Can we not appreciate the beauty and goodness in all things?

In art, everything has a place... Everything has beauty...

My suggestion for the name, "Maya", is what we all have forgotten... What we failed to see because we looked only at things in front of our eyes and never beyond... It also symbolizes what I feel foreigners see in us as the term Filipino undeniably means domestic worker... In this case, are we not pests in their eyes? What makes us so different?

Well, there you go... Pardon my ranting, but I've just given it so much thought and meaning... Wahehehe...

I just hope this is still legibile, and that somehow, it could help DAMeat in finding the perfect name for the mascot... ^_^

More power!

]]> ~NaLdiAn Dreams do come true... http://NaLdiAn.deviantart.com/journal/2940668/ http://NaLdiAn.deviantart.com/journal/2940668/ Thu, 22 Jul 2004 10:02:01 PDT
A girl that makes them feel good about themselves.

A girl that would complete them in every way.

A girl that once they have,
would convince them
to no longer ask for anything else...

No longer ask for anything more...

A girl of their sweetest dreams.


The problem is, no matter what happens it will still remain a dream. That the girl they have in mind isn't actually for real. And despite numerous attempts to look for that girl in the real world, the chances are almost impossible in happening.

Impossible even, to have that girl to call them for their own, depite the chances of finding her...

This is what every guy wants to fulfill.


And proudly,

This is what has been fulfilled in my life.


First of all, I've found the girl of my dreams.

& indeed, she is

"THE MOST WONDERFUL PERSON"
I've ever come to know.

She's someone I've always wanted to have, but never thought would be mine...
To hold...
To cherish...
& return the love I'm always willing to give...

At last, I am complete.


I'll never let her go...
& who would, if finally they found what they've always been searching for, right?

Damn...
I’m probably the luckiest guy on earth...

&
It almost made me burst into tears, the moment
she said she felt the same way... Lucky...

To hear the words I’ve always wanted to hear...
& to hear them from the girl of my dreams...

It was more than I've ever asked for...



At last, I found her...



The one I’d want to be with forever...



I love her so much...

&

I’m never ever letting her go...




Nhie, dreams do come true...
I proved that, the moment I opened my eyes...
& saw you... :hug: ]]> ~NaLdiAn Spooky daw? http://NaLdiAn.deviantart.com/journal/2918113/ http://NaLdiAn.deviantart.com/journal/2918113/ Mon, 19 Jul 2004 10:28:52 PDT

1.maputi or maitim?
»Gs2 ko morena. Mdami kc mputi, pero mgnda lng dhl nga ayun, mputi. Nging exception na un. For me, no matter what skin color, may mga 2nay na mgnda tlga. 2lad ni Beyonce!!!

2.matangkad or maliit?
»Mga kasing height ko lng, o maliit sakin ng onti. Ang sarap kc embrace ung halos pantay lng kayo... ndi ko na kelangan mg-lean down or smtin...

3.gwapo/maganda or pangit?
»Face value doesn’t ac2aly mater. Kng mgnda, ayos. Mdmi ka nga lng pprblmahin. Pero kng gnun nga, at least mla2man mo kng cno tlga mhal nia... kng kw nga lng tlga, dba...

4.matalino or bobo?
»Di na importante. Ako na bhala kng ano pa un. Dpat ako nga mgda2la ng lhat skanya dhil lalake ako eh.

5.mayaman or mahirap?
»Di na dn importante. Ung yaman na yan, sa mgulang lng nmn galeng. Kaya nga pg sa amin, kami na bhala. Besides, lalake nga ako, dba? HELLO!?

6.loving or sweet?
»Gusto ko ung dlwa. Ayos eh. Cno ba tanga na ayaw nun ha? Tapos pinapapili pa?

7.ung pagtatanggol ka or ikaw ang
magtatanggol?
»Alam nyo, vice-versa lng dpat yan. Kng mahal nyo tlga isa’t-isa, natural lng na ipaglaban nyong dlwa!!!

8.payat o mataba?
»Ayoko sa mtaba eh. Simple lng kc ktwan ko. Ndi bagay tgnan sa 2lad ko kng lam nyo na. Gs2 ko ung tama lng.

9.tahimik o maingay?
»Both. Bsta, nsa mga moments na un. Trial & error lng nmn eh. May ktahimikan dn kc ako tska kaingayan. Gs2 ko ung mrunong sumabay dun. Ahehehehe...

10.malakas o mahina?
»Does it matter? Ako dpat mlakas eh!!!

11.mahilig sa sports o hindi?
»Di na importante. Pero ayos dn ung mahilig para interested dn cia na panoorin ako kng sa sports nga. Mhilig kc ako sa sports eh. Gs2 ko ngeenjoy dn cia, lalo na pg game ko na. Mas confident ako!!! Gumagaling pa!!! HAHAHAHAHA

12.understanding o wlang pakialam?
»Sino ba may gs2 sa wlang pkialam ha? TANGA!!!

13.una or huli mong bf/gf? bakit?
»Ayoko mgsalita. Ndi na dpat pnaguusapan yan... Bsta, may 1, 2, tska 3. Pero kng mgktaon, gs2 ko ung ngyn, 4, LAST na...

14.lihim or lantad?
»Ayos lng ung dlwa. I wudn’t hav it any oder way...

15. seloso or nde?
»Ung mejo selosa dn... At least alam ko na mahal nya ako, dba... At ayaw nia na may iba ako or kht tingin lng. Wg lng ung over. Dpat nsa lugar, sympre.

16.nakita mo na ba sya or hindi pa?
»Grabe... NAKITA KO NA CIA!!! YEHEY!!! ... At MAHAL na MAHAL KO CIA!!! WAHAHAHAHA!!!

ano, cno?

WAG KALIMUTAN, “ADET” PO!!! :wave:

Sana nga pwde ko na cia ayain na pakasal eh!!! para akin na tlga cia... wahahahahaha

Kaso, bawal pa muna ngyn... Wala kmi knabukasan... Ayoko dn masira buhay nia... :)

Maybe in time... Maybe someday... Bzta...
Mahal na Mahal ko tlga cia... Nhie ko... :glomp:

BAHALA NA C BATMAN SA LAHAT... :evillaugh: ]]> ~NaLdiAn LOVE, UNCONDITIONAL... http://NaLdiAn.deviantart.com/journal/2902838/ http://NaLdiAn.deviantart.com/journal/2902838/ Sat, 17 Jul 2004 08:56:25 PDT The good thing is, I'm really sure about it. No matter how many times I try to think the wrong idea, nothing seems to enter my mind, but the thought that I love her so much... It was damn right...
The bad part is, me, getting hurt... & at times, can't help but cry even at my own misunderstanding... But the catch is, why does it still feel good?
I once told her, it really doesn't matter how she felt about me. And of all the things I've been through my whole life, it was the only "UNSELFISH" act I've ever actually thought, said, & did... The feeling is indeed different... And it was right what people described as an unconditional love...
This was really it...
For the girl who this feeling I owe...
You gave me more than I have ever hoped for... You made my dreams come true, in ways you may never understand...
My care for you, you may never know how much... & it will be in ways I may never be able to show...
All I can say is, imagine all the care a person may give to someone...
More than the love Romeo felt for Juliet...
More than the way Samson cared for Delilah...
Let me pass on to the next life if what I tell you is a lie... But I have no other reason to deceive you... What for?
I already have what I've been longing for & needing... What matters now, is you knowing how I feel... There are no strings attached to it... & what would you lose if you believe it, right?
In my part in being honest to you, my feelings are no exception...
Just wana let you know how I really feel... & for you to actually understand it...
Of all the things I hold value in life, I would gladly lose it... As long as I have you...
As a fact...
As a reality...
As a reason of life...
HAVING YOU...
I COULD NO LONGER ASK FOR MORE... ]]> ~NaLdiAn Against the World http://NaLdiAn.deviantart.com/journal/2891634/ http://NaLdiAn.deviantart.com/journal/2891634/ Thu, 15 Jul 2004 19:53:56 PDT

For all i knew, I saw them as good people. I even considered some of them as my friends! But why is it that I'm destined to be in this position? hmmm... It makes me begin to wonder what I did wrong...

But no matter, Mybe some things will soon change for the better. Despite all of these, nothing can ever change my feelings for her. Nothing can bring me down. I love you tlga, nhie... :smooch:

To her friends, I love her so much, & nothing will stand in my way. :chainsaw: I guess it really won't matter if u'd dislike me for life. :shakefist: But if u'd give me all a chance & get to know me a little better, I'm not such a bad person. Although I'll admit I used to be. Bsides, no one's perfect nmn, dba? :evillaugh:

Bzta, the point of it all is, it doesn't matter what everyone actually thinks. Even if I have to go against the world, I'd never care. Coz only one thing is really worth such... & that's the only one keeping me alive & sane. That's my reason... :)

To the girl who my heart belongs to... :wave: I'll stand by you every step of the way. Despite everyone bringing us down, I know we'l make it to through. Let's prove them all wrong. Coz for all I know, we were meant to be together; meant to last forever... :hug:

Like i said, if there's no such thing as forever, then,
I'll make one... I'll make it happen...

For you & me... :glomp:

k3u~edanade :D :D :D :D ]]> ~NaLdiAn You to know... http://NaLdiAn.deviantart.com/journal/2883019/ http://NaLdiAn.deviantart.com/journal/2883019/ Wed, 14 Jul 2004 18:37:53 PDT
Since the day I came to see,
My world felt so complete.
Thought it wasn't possible,
Til' I faced my worldly feat...

Can't exlain to words, I feel,
It seemed just ain't enough.
But then again, to prove it all,
Actions deemed more tough...

If you knew the way I feel,
Perhaps you'd understand.
The lasting care that I may give,
And offer me your hand...

This isn't something I just say,
For me to win your heart.
I guess through time I'll make you see,
That words were just my start...

For now, no matter what it takes,
Anything, I'll do...
Just hoping no one else will take,
My Reason... That is... YOU!!!

k3u~nhie! :) ]]> ~NaLdiAn Nhie... http://NaLdiAn.deviantart.com/journal/2868654/ http://NaLdiAn.deviantart.com/journal/2868654/ Mon, 12 Jul 2004 23:57:28 PDT
Nhie, i love you just so damn much...
& know that I will do everything I can, to prove to you that you & i were not meant to last for now, tomorrow, or the day after next... But until forever...
If there isn't such a thing, I'll make a way for it to be...
I love you, Nhie... :) ]]> ~NaLdiAn