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I'm crushed, but I'm okay.

not much to write about really... I'm in a better mood now that summer is here. n_n

and... I've been shopping abit.. which gives me a happy mood. hehe.

my bestiss also does extremely well on her photoshoots... in my opinion atleast.
so check her out please.. [link] ;D



- René

]]> ~Namaan http://Namaan.deviantart.com/journal/12201099/ http://Namaan.deviantart.com/journal/12201099/ Fri, 16 Mar 2007 00:55:36 PDT
Stuff here, stuff there....

I'm so confused half the time that I don't even know what's left and what's right...


but, on a side note... I think I might kidnap myself some tools of the trade.


- on a different note, I got the greatest idea EVER, that I want to make into reality.. but I'm not sure that I'm allowed to.. hm.

That has kinda... not stopped me before.. I just need to contact the correct people... myes...




oh, and thanks to all my friends. you make me feel great.
(also, some of you are AWESOME at saving ^^)

oh - and, especially to; "Deshi", you really are the best, and I'll forever be happy that you're in my life. n_n

]]> ~Namaan http://Namaan.deviantart.com/journal/9895239/ http://Namaan.deviantart.com/journal/9895239/ Tue, 29 Aug 2006 11:10:30 PDT
I'm using the site more, I'm doing more stuff...

and well, I've got a new "job"-request... which I find fun, and very interesting.


eeeep - useless journal update... but better than "last day of the year."


hehe....


People who make me smile and make me happy;

Deshi
Brød ]]> ~Namaan http://Namaan.deviantart.com/journal/7457829/ http://Namaan.deviantart.com/journal/7457829/ Fri, 30 Dec 2005 15:00:16 PST
I have made alot of friends... and well... I've also made what I would like to call... a very close friend whom I trust more than anything, and I hope I haven't made any enemies... allthough I most likely have made some..... as expected when I walk my path of Justice... I hope I've atleast made the lives of some of the people I know... better in some ways atleast

I've got so much that I want to write but no way to write it... hmm, Alright.. I'll make it short;

To all my friends and the likes... thanks for being you, you've made me who I am... behold; la vache is your creation.... or something like that... sound's abit twisted maybe... oh well.... *laughs* that makes me think of the joke that still cracks me up... I poked kanmu's nose and she said; "oh noes"... I laughed alot... It's fun to play with words.. anyways... the next year will be even better... for all ;D - Just you wait... I'll try my best to make sure of it.. and well... that's a promise and I never break my promises...

For a last update on my life the last couple of days... I've had a strange christmas... one I'm not used to... I spent alot of time on monday and tuesday being sad about something... but it seems it's evened out..... I'm still abit sad at times... but who isn't... right? I'm so glad for yesterday... somehow.... it meant alot to me.... and I'm glad that I can enter the new year with a happier face.
Arigatou, Deshi. ^^ - Be yourself.


For the new year I have alot of wishes... and hopes... even promises that I'll try to keep.... I don't want to write them here... I'll update them some other place so that I have an excuse to write again... yes yes... use the excuses to your advantage namaan! *laughs*

; everyone: Have a Happy new year... may it bring you happiness and joy!

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Current song: Domino - Mickey Mouse March (eurobeat)
Current mood: Intrigued. ]]> ~Namaan http://Namaan.deviantart.com/journal/7365547/ http://Namaan.deviantart.com/journal/7365547/ Tue, 20 Dec 2005 16:20:28 PST
I've not had any time to take any pictures at all... allthough I found lot's of great motives I've had NO time to do any of them... which annoys me so much... now my vacation has started so I might go about finding the time to take som pictures then... all I've taken pictures of lately are friends... and I don't feel like I can take credit for taking a picture that captures their beauty.... or something like that...


- I've been away from this alot... and away from the culture forum thingy alot... I'm rather annoyed by my own ability to create problems where there are none at first... Wouldn't you agree that it's a silly thing? I do...

I was at a Christmas Ending thingy, one held by the school of a couple of my friends... I had quite an enjoyable time... and well.. I wasn't even bothered by the presence of someone who I do not have much left over for... (to put it in a nice and "gentleman" way... *laughs*) Knowing that she didn't invite him or even inform him about this cause I was coming was one of the sweetest things one of my friends could have done for me. I like the idea of actually meaning something for someone.. sounds silly but you all know what I mean by it....
She got her Christmas Wish during this thing aswell... I smiled... alot... and I'm sure if she could have seen my eyes then she would have seen what they reflected... nothing of what they did when she later looked at them...

lastly.... I think.. I might be unhappy with what I write... but that's something I'll have to live with.
I've been thinking alot lately... how I used to be... and how it helped me.... Keyword in this is how it helped me... and NOBODY else... WHAT THE HELL is a man if he's not something for someone? At the fear of sounding like a random character in Naruto.... "Do you have a precious person?" think about it...... if you know the answer to that.. make sure your actions reflect that... and you'll sleep well at night... I promise.
I'm happier now..? I think.

I wish I could let other's see through my eyes.. so that they could see how strongly I feel for certain things... and the annoyance certain things create... I will continue trying to like certain people though... for my friend's sake..

anyways..
Hope everyone enjoys their christmas presents...
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Current song: Christina Stürma - Mama (Ana Ahabak)
Current mood: Broken Hearted... regaining face? regaining confidence? Yeah... I am.. also happier now... (all things considering.) ]]> ~Namaan http://Namaan.deviantart.com/journal/7308154/ http://Namaan.deviantart.com/journal/7308154/ Wed, 14 Dec 2005 09:35:39 PST
Going to bring my camera with me actually... so might end up taking something....


- anyways... I feel I have no goals anymore... no aim... I'm just wandering around being useless... YAY... but still.... I have had a rather "enjoyable" day... lot of friendly people to talk to today... ]]> ~Namaan http://Namaan.deviantart.com/journal/7283910/ http://Namaan.deviantart.com/journal/7283910/ Sun, 11 Dec 2005 15:12:08 PST
I wish I could say that there is snow where I live... I could travel to the city close to here though, and enjoy snow in Moss, but it seems that it's also shifting there... hmm, who knows... I might enjoy a white christmas eventually... Just... need it to snow first...

Happy? well... I need to get done with the christmas shopping thingy.... and I need to complete some school work... then I can be happy aswell... I think... ?


- Feels good to post in the shoes of Namaan again... I'll see if I can't get about taking some more pictures when the snow falls aswell... I was also thinking about getting some people to stage the sadest picture I've had in my mind.... I'll explain it abit just so someone MIGHT get inspiration...

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It's at a train station, there's a train on the left side... and the station is on the right side with a sign on it... the focus of the picture is on the person walking towards the camera with tears in his eyes... (he's pretty well dressed... looks like a nice guy...) whilst a girl stands behind him watching him walk away... and she just wants to say something to make him stop... but there's nothing she can say that will make him stop or turn around and go back to her...... she has hints of tears in her eyes... behind the two people are a moderate amount of ambience...
some bicycles and people are in it(no faces on these people as they are all walking away and are rather far off in the distance to make it seem like it's just the two of them in a rather busy place... this is to put focus on the boy and the girl and what the boy had to do... due to the circumstances....

(something like that was the image in my head that time.. rawr...)



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Current song: Nickelback - Animals ( I recommend it to most people who like my kind of music...)
Current mood: In love? no... that's not a mood.. my mood is that of a butterfly..... To explain? everyone wants a butterfly around.. but only cause it's pretty to look at... not for the butterfly itself.... who cares what the butterfly wants.....



--- You know what's supposed to be here... Kanmu. ]]> ~Namaan http://Namaan.deviantart.com/journal/6860588/ http://Namaan.deviantart.com/journal/6860588/ Tue, 25 Oct 2005 10:53:15 PDT

Mood: In love still? very.
Listening to: Tokio Hotel - Ich bin nich' Ich

Graaaaaaawr! (what a fun sound.. try making it, you'll either find it or me funny... )

I'd make it right now but then... well, 18 people would look at me and Judge me.
Dont really have much to say this early it seems.... Just... well... I'm weak without her...
and It sucks so hard that she thinks she makes me unhappy... It's quite the opposite... She makes me happier than anything else can, and that is the truth...You are my strength...


Will update this during the day...



My huge update? I'm not going to post my journal on this deviantART account anymore... the cat is out of the cradle... if I want you to have the new one I'll tell you about it.... dont be mad at me if you dont get the new one....
-- all my old entries have been removed and I'm sorry to say that they wont be given out in a public way again...


Thanks for reading this Journal of mine... I've appreciated every comment receieved about it.... and it has inspired me to continue writing..... just not here... cant be myself here anymore....

I still love you though, nothing has changed there....


- Namaan out. ]]> ~Namaan http://Namaan.deviantart.com/journal/6851182/ http://Namaan.deviantart.com/journal/6851182/ Mon, 24 Oct 2005 15:07:20 PDT
Mood: In love? very.
Listening to: Tokio Hotel - Durch den monsun

Grrr - whatever was supposed to be here.. forget it....


I went to see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory today... great movie, Johnny Depp impressed me more than usual... I know he's a brilliant actor... but wow... he did the role of Willy Wonka so incredibly well.

I'm sad that I had to make so many edits on my profile today... reasons behind it?
Well, I see familiar nicknames popping up on people who have me on their watch-list... I really dont feel comfortable with people I dont trust being able to see my inner-toughts... and seeing as how much I care for her and her well-being I dont want to create troubles for her, and that means I'd be willing to do whatever to keep her from getting sad.... unrealistic... but I've been thinking about it alot lately... me and her...
The dye is cast as Nanahara said in Battle Royale II... nothing can dissuade me that this is the correct path I've embarked upon, and I will not sway.

Obstacles are there for a reason... and I really do believe they help me in the same way they test me again and again....
I should mention.... that I've never felt as helpless as when she says she's sad(thanks for trusting me enough to tell me when your sad...) ...as I really just want to hold her and tell her that everything will be alright.. perhaps in time she'll let me.... I'll wait... and I swear... I'll be available..

- namaan of the late hour.... complete remake... I can't say it enough though... you make me very happy... even when somewhat sad, I can't stay mad if your around... (even if it's just a "virtual" you that is around.)...


Thanks for reading this, and forgive me for any mistakes I've made please... abit tired. ]]> ~Namaan