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So I thought I’d refresh my journal with an update. Because I’m getting sick of looking at my rant-a-thon; it should be calming, but instead I double over laughing. Plus it reminds me of school, which is no.
Actually, before I move on, I just quickly want to laugh it up a bit more, because, my friends, it reached its target, which further proves my accusation that I have stalkers. So HA. Seriously, don’t you people have anything better to do than coo over a fucking webpage? Or is there something I’m missing? Oh well, I don’t care anymore. Well, I care that my generation is developing a reputation for being a bunch of bumbling imbeciles with square eyes and souls possessed by Jesus and hillbillies. But not so much knowing that I’m better than that.

Anywho~!

I went Christmas shopping today, and it reminded me how much I loathe the season. It’s commercial, tacky, exploited and rather stressful for me and my bank account, and for what? It holds no meaning for me, or most people for that matter. It’s meant to be a family time of giving and sharing and whatnot, and god-knows I don’t give a crap about that. I despise my family. Ergo, it’s just another day, albeit a more financially ravaging one.

It always seems to bring out the worst in people, too. For example, I was chuffing along in Target, and this bogan brat that had to be heavier than me (and three feet tall, might I add) was kicking and screaming in a two-metre wide aisle. So I tried to push past, and it kicked me in the Achilles heel, and I almost fell over, lightly exclaiming ”Oh, for fuck’s sake!” as I picked myself off the rack.
Then, the mother. Oh god, the mother. “Watch your fuckin’ mouth!” it bellowed at me, while its child continued to have a tantrum on the floor. It glowered at me with its beady little eyes, while I tucked my phone into my pocket and grabbed my valuables, just in case.
Dreadfully sorry, ma’am, but if you’d pick your child up off the floor and stop it having a conniption fit, none of this would have happened. So, after giving her a calm, collected earful, I skipped on my merry way before it could summon a pit-bull and tell it to ‘sick ‘em, CHOPPA.”

So yes, all prepared for the big ol’ December rigmarole once again. But I’ll be so glad once its gone, because that knocks one stressful mind-kicker out of the way to make room for a bigger, better one: WAI CON.

Sitar work officially begins on the 27th of December, because my mummy refuses to take me up to Bunnings anytime sooner. I’ve got a lot to do, not just on that, but on my other costume, Howl. I have to order a new wig, make the shirt, make the jewellery, lah-di-dah-di-dah, and take my pants in a little. Plus I have to put money in my Paypal pretty damned soon and order my contacts (fuck it; I’m only getting s blue pair. Demyx will have to make do). But thankfully, Demy’s coat is done and dusted, and I feel slightly less stressed about the whole thing. Though I still have to style my wig, which is pinned and sitting on my Tower of Hats. And wearing my sexy sitar necklace really gets me into the festive cosplay season of blood, sweat, tears and numerous Spotlight trips. Suddenly, it all doesn’t seem too bad. As long as I keep on schedule, of course.

In other news,
My bank balance is really feeling the heat right now. I’m down 30% on what I had in August, which really sucks because I can’t even remember spending so much. I’m also without income since I quit editing, and although it’s nice not to have a six-hour deadline I really do miss the choppy cash flow. At least, it paid for things. But now I’m really down and I’m looking for casual shop jobs, but I’m not too much of a people person so no telling how that one will pan out. And I don’t have a gun license yet either, so professional assassin is out (I’m screwed!). Face-palm, yes.

On a brighter note, I lost a bit of weight! Which is awesome. I didn’t drop much, but enough to make me look a little more slender which is what I need for Howl. Binding is also a little more comfortable and I feel just generally better. Hopefully I can keep it off until the end of January, though by all the crap I’ll be doing with this damn sitar I may stand to lose a little more.

Love life still fucking sucks, which is depressing. While it’s nice to swear you’ll be faithful or whatever, and hear every time you log on “I love you and you have my heart” and so on, it don’t change the fa... ]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/28935423/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/28935423/ Mon, 14 Dec 2009 04:15:37 PST
It seems that we have a few little stalkers out there. Hi, girlies! Welcome to my humble abode.
But let me ask – how in the world did you end up on my doormat? I don’t remember accepting your friend requests. I don’t remember giving you the URL. Heck, I don’t even remember waving around a little flag advertising this page. But yet, you flock. How you obtained the information as to my location, I am bewildered. But, now that you are here, and I am aware of your presence, allow me to roll out the welcome mat.

’SUP, BITCHES!?

Gee, seems the red carpet is a good kilometre short. But no matter. It’s not like you deserve one, you little cyber-trolling skanks. Especially you, Admiral Duckface, you know who you are. You and your little brigade of bogan scum can tsk and shame as much as your little devout Christian souls desire, but you should know by now that I don’t care.
What I do on the internet does not need your stamp of approval. I can be as violent, aggressive, obscene and downright rude as I want, because this is a free-for-all land, over which you have absolutely no control.

Bitch and gasp and squeal at all the cooties as much as you want, girls. Is it sooooo not cool of me to call you out in front of all my allies, and all the people who read my journal? Oh, I am dreadfully sorry, but when there’s a weasel in my garden I’m going to chase it out into the open and rip its fucking tail off. Then I’m going to blog all about it just so everybody can see what a fool that weasel is, lurking and whispering, thinking that a monitor and a keyboard will keep them safe. Wrong, you whores. Are you really so naïve?

Well now. I think the rant is out of the way. Now that your ridiculous idiotic faces are under the limelight (which does nothing for your complexion, by the way) I think I should make something very, very clear. The age old saying goes, "Play with fire and you’re going to get burned.” I think you will appreciate the meaning of this, now that you’ve got me angry. And as you all should know, and those whom I love already know, that ain’t an empty threat. Just for you, I’m planning some extra special deaths in mine and ’s Battle Royale saga. Yeah, it’s going ahead. No little flimsy wrist-slapping of yours is going to stop it, either.

See you on the other side.

Post Script
By the by, if you’ve something to say to me, take it up in person and stop cowering in your holes like little mice.

Remember to have a lovely day!

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/28760236/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/28760236/ Sat, 05 Dec 2009 06:42:47 PST Paranormal Activity.
A pro-longed hype and ominous semi-trailer preceded this quirky film, promising to scare you insane. Night-vision and eerie effects set the mood for the abrupt feature, and the audience reacts like ducks to stones at every crescendo. Comparing itself to the shocking The Exorcist, Paranormal Activity promises the same level of terror. But once again, we ask the question: does it deliver?

The plot, as far as plots go, is very straightforward. Katie (Katie Featherson) and Micah (Micah Sloat) are a fresh-faced couple living together in a comfy retro San Diego home. She is an English student, with bright dreams of one day become a teacher, quite happy to wade in the success of her boyfriend-of-three-years. But, as with all relationships, each partner will bring with them a throng of baggage to quarantine; it just so happens, that Katie’s comes in the form of a malevolent demon that periodically plagues her.

Of late, Katie confesses, the startling inexplicable happenings following her have become more frequent, and progressively worse. Noises can be heard throughout the house and on the landing; whispers can be heard during sleep; nightmares and the feeling of being watched and being breathed on follow the poor girl and her boyfriend at night. So Micah, being the bold macho man, invests in state-of-the-art high-definition recording equipment to monitor the couple while they sleep.
Sceptical at first, Katie lets Micah set his camera up in the corner of their bedroom, and every night while they’re sleeping, it runs on and captures anything that might (literally) go bump in the night.

It really is nice to see a horror film that isn’t relying computer graphics and gallons of crimson glycerine to create an experience. The shoestring budget of $11,000 US dollars really works in the film’s favour, reducing the dependency on extravagant methods of inducing screams, frights and cringe moments. That being said, the movie’s lack of money doesn’t automatically put it on a different plain; it can’t solely be compared to low-budget films of its breed when so many multi-million dollar productions splatter onto theatre screens in 2009’s Grand Horror Extravaganza.

Director Oren Peli pulls out of his bag cheap, but considerably effective tricks that genuinely do freak the best of us out – creaky floorboards, gusts of wind, swinging doors and sounds of movement that drift around us as we try to sleep. And what is actually frightening about this film, is the psychological impact that it smacks you with, and the insecurities played upon in our minds. That perhaps there is a shadowy figure standing over us while we sleep, that evil does lurk just down the hall, that something is actually watching us when we are at our most vulnerable moments.

So, do I think this film deserves the entire appraisal bestowed upon it?
Do I, Hell.
While the theatre rumbled with the screams of thirty terrified teenagers, my movie-going partner and I sat making cracks about racoons in the ceiling. The craft of the film is to be accredited, and the lack of shaky handheld Blair Witchery refreshing. But no matter how much you present something as real, does not solidify any amount of terror. You can use the actors’ real names, you can post whatever official-looking font on the back end of the reel, but to me this film just doesn’t stick as a true horror classic. A new breed of film that does keep me looking over my shoulder now, but certainly one that cannot be compared to true spine-chilling genius.

Rating:2 ½ out of 5.

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/28700393/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/28700393/ Tue, 01 Dec 2009 21:14:13 PST We went on Omegle.
We were lucky enough to get each other in conversation. This is what followed before our conversation was begrudgingly cut short by Miss Casey. *Curses*

--

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
Stranger: HUUUUUU!
You: MARRY ME.
You: NAO.
Stranger: HAVE MY CHILDREN.
Stranger: NAO.
You: I'LL HAVE OUR CHILDREN'S CHILDREN.
Stranger: YES PLEASE.
You: AND YOUR MOM'S CHILDREN.
You: AND YOUR CAT'S.
Stranger: WHAT ABOUT MY GRANDMAS??? DON'T LEAVE HER OUT.
You: NEVEEER.
You: BUT WE SHOULD CYBER YES.
You: ASL?
Stranger: 16/female/USA!
Stranger: What about yooouu?????
You: 25/Male/Rio De Janiero
You: Yeeaaah sxc
Stranger: We can make babies together!
You: CARAMELL BABIES
Stranger: Yay for rape!!
You: RAPE MAKES MY CROTCH ALL TICKLISH.
Stranger: CARAMEL DANCING BABIES.
You: COVERED IN OUR CHOCOLATE MILK.
Stranger: I'll give you a nickle if you tickle my pickle!
You: I'll pickle your nickel until it's fucking bleeding.
Stranger: YUUSHH,
You: AWWWH YEAH. PICKLE ME BITCH.
You: ON YOUR KNEES.
You: HOW LONG IS YOUR WAND?
You: I'M INTO TRANSFIGURATION.
Stranger: 2 thousand metres.
Stranger: DOGGEEHH.
You: 10 inches, phoenix feather. >
Stranger: I'm like Sirius Black.
Stranger: 2 thousand metres, unicorn 'hair'.
You: I want to Fenrir your Greyback.
Stranger: I'll rape you like Hagrid rapes Dobby.
Stranger: I'll be the Draco to your Harry.
Stranger: The Sirius to your Remus.
Stranger: The Snape to your Dumbledore.
You: I wanna catch your golden snitch and beat your bludger all night long.
Stranger: I want to put my quaffle through your goalpost.
You: Ohh yeah. Squeeze my Remember-All.
You: Why don't you Slytherine to my Chamber of Secrets?
Stranger: Hell to the yeah.
Stranger: I'll be Harry, you be my broomstick,
You: Mmm. I hope your pigmypuff likes being stroked.
You: I wanna throw my ring into your fiiiiiaaarrreeeeeeee..... wrong fantasy novel. ^_^;
Stranger: I'll Huffle your puff.
Stranger: xD
You: You're giving me Petrificus Totallus, baby.
Stranger: You'll never not have Petrificus Totallus when I'm around.
You: [OOC: How did we both end up males? xD]
Stranger: [OOC: Aahahahahaa, because I'm like Lady Gaga]
You: I'm going to make your phoenix burst from the ashes.
You: Hope you're good at Care of Magical Creatures, because I'm one hell of a Blast-Ended Skrewt.
Stranger: I excell at Care of Magical Creatures.
Stranger: I hope you're a dog animagus, because I'm a wolf in bed.
Your conversational partner has disconnected.

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/28520756/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/28520756/ Mon, 23 Nov 2009 00:39:34 PST 002. Nickname(s)? - Ren/Renix (lol, Mary Sue OC), Kairi-X, Jailbait.
004. Male or female? - Femme.
005. Elementary? - Ellenbrook Primary, been and gone.
006. Middle School? - Ellenbrook Shithole College, thankfully in the dust.
007. High School? - Duncraig SHS. Boiling away in grade 9.
008. Hair color? - Black with pink. Though the black is fading. D:
009. Long or short? - Xion-ish, with the exception of MEGA-FRINGE.
010. Loud or Quiet? - Bit o' both.
011. Sweats or Jeans? - Jeans, otherwise dresses and skirts.
012. Phone or Camera? - Phone. D:
013. Health freak? - Actually, no. Though some people think I am a health nut. God, no. Tofu sucks.
014. Drink or Smoke? - Neither. Go to some parties with 14-year-olds, then you'll see why.
015. Do you have a crush on someone? - Sure.
016. Eat or Drink? - Two in each ear that haven't been filled for months.
018. Tattoos? - Eventually.


HAVE YOU EVER?

019. Been in an airplane? - Yuss.
020. Been in a car accident? - Not that I can recall. Or maybe I was, and I have amnesia.
021. Been in a fist fight? - Sorta-kinda. More like, gun fight.


FIRSTS:

022. First piercing? - Ears, at three. Then ears again, at... 11? 12?
023. First best friend? - Megan Chancellor.
025. First award? - School Merit Award. For a picture book I made.
026. First crush? - First ACTUAL crush? Hmm. I didn't actually give a shit about that until I was like, 12. Even then I wasn't bothered. So, probably Shevaughan. I miss her.
028. First big vacation? - England when I was five. BIG disappointment. Didn't get to go to the Tower of London! *Shakes fist*

LASTS:

029. Last person you talked to? - My mother, just now.
030. Last person you texted? - Jess.
031. Last person you watched a movie with? - Shannon.
032. Last food you ate? - I made myself a PB&J sandwich like, ten minutes ago.
033. Last movie you watched? - New Moon. It SUCKED.
034. Last song you listened to? - Just guessing: Simple and Clean.
035. Last thing you bought? - The second I went to answer this question, I got an email from eBay notifying me I won a wig. So, my wig for Howl.
036. Last person you hugged? - Shannon.


FAVES:

037. Food? - Udon. Yuuuum.
038. Drinks? - Peach tea with sago. <3
039. Clothing? - Go to modcloth.com and you'll see my nosebleeds all over the dresses.
040. Book? - The Picture of Dorian Grey.
041. Music? - At the moment? Wicked Soundtrack.
042. Flower? - Cherry blossoms and daisies.
043. Colors? - Red.
044. Movies? -Dr Horrible, Sin City.
045. Shoes? - Kairi Cons.
046. Subjects? - Drama.


IN THE PAST YEAR I ... :

047. [ ] kissed in the snow
048. [♫] celebrated Halloween
049. [♫] had your heart broken
050. [ ] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [♫] someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. [♪] came out of the closet (Partially)
053. [ ] gotten pregnant
054. [ ] had an abortion
055. [♫] done something you've regretted
056. [ ] broke a promise
057. [♫] hid a secret
058. [♫] pretended to be happy
059. [♫] met someone who changed your life
060. [♫] pretended to be sick
061. [ ] left the country
062. [ ] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
063. [♫] cried over the silliest thing
064. [♫] ran a mile (Not all at once.)
065. [ ] went to the beach with your best friend
066. [ ] stayed single the whole year

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating? - PB&J sandwich.
068. Drinking? - Teeeeea!
069. I'm about to? - Sew my zippy onto my coat.
070. Listening to? - Mum's watching Angel; Illyria's smacking Spike around.
071. Plans for today/tomorrow? - Socials exam (whoooooo.... >.> Finish my coat, start my boots.
072. Waiting for? - My wig in the mail.

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? - FUCK NO.
074. Want to get married? Journalist/author.

WHICH IS BETTER ON A BOY/GIRL?
076. Lips or eyes? - Eyes.
077. Shorter or taller? - Hmm. Shorter.
078. Romantic or spontaneous? - Romantic.
079. Nice stomach or nice ar... ]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/28498378/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/28498378/ Sat, 21 Nov 2009 22:23:52 PST I swear, I had no idea what colour my carpet was until now. O_O
My room took two hours to go through and clean, and I ended up keelhauling three garbage bags of stuff. But I don't have enough strength to cast away the fail Stick. It's broken and old and decidedly failish, but I love it still. It's a reminder of how far I've come in 18 months. :3

Whoo, I made some money. Well, I made some chump change. But it's money towards my sitar, and that's money well-earned. But looking at the $50 note sat in my wallet, makes me realise how much cash I don't have. My wishlist and needlist continue to expand and my bank account is tying up loose ends before its gorey demise; I seriously have nothing. All that vinyl I bought was a $200 dent in my fund, plus the money for my wigs, and my sitar, and everything else I need... just not coping well, at all. And here was I thinking I could maybe treat myself to a new wig for Kairi and a pair of shoes that AREN'T dropping to bits. Ha, ha.

But financial crisis aside, sewing is chuffing along. It barely took any time to pull my coat together, which is almost finished. I started Friday afternoon, and then took all of Saturday, and all that needs doing now is sewing on the zipper. Which is nice. But mind you, this crap is a BITCH to sew. That troublesome machine of mine keeps groaning and jamming. But I think it'll pull through, it's been through so much. Love you, Derek. I'd be nothing without you.
Hopefully my zip and chains will be here in the mail tomorrow, and instead of studying for my exams I can get it on, and take a few pictures. Get some opinions. It think it's come out okay, though I did make it a little big. But once it's zipped up, it may not look so awkward on me.

Anywho, I should probably get back to drawing up my new blueprints for Sandra Dee. Hopefully the goldiggin' ho won't bankrupt me. ^_^;

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/28387094/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/28387094/ Mon, 16 Nov 2009 05:34:03 PST
So, I'm getting rid of all the junk in my room I don't want anymore. I found some sellable items, that I thought I might put up here because I don't want them on eBay. D:<

Righteo. I have a Cloud figure from Final Fantasy Advent Children. RRP $54.95 ERP $32.95
I have another Cloud from Advent Children with his motorcycle. RRP 100.00 ERP .... uhm... $55??
Both are boxed and unblemished, loooovely condition. I can barely bear to part with them... But hey, moneys.

Going through my anime stack: The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya, full season (discs 1-4) RRP:~$100 ERP: $80

Also... *sniffsniff, sobsob* I'm selling Christine.
Yes, my trusty old Kingdom Key is going.
She's in wonderful condition, a decent size, made from metal. She's 5kg, but she's a trusty old gal. She's technically Mickey's Key though... golden blad,e silver hilt. In my gallery somewhere.
I'm going to put some new leather on the hilt - so she'll look more presentable.
So yeah, if you want her, make an offer.

*Siiiigh* Getting my hair cut soonish, and taking out the bleach. I want it versatile, so I can cosplay Xion without a wig. Because my leather is a mere week away - then I can make a start on my coat, and restart Sandra Dee, my sitar. Whooo, Demyx! X3
If anyone has a suggestion as to how to make it, and where the fuck I can find insulation foam nowadays, much appreciated. NOT using wood. Except for the 2D base. But man, that thing was heavy. *Groans*

So yeah. If I find somemore stuff I want to sell, it'll be up here before it goes on eBay. I don't trust eBay.

Bye. XD

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/28365790/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/28365790/ Sun, 15 Nov 2009 01:31:27 PST
His name is Rufus, answers to Rufie, and is a grey tabby domestic short-hair. He makes a minimum amount of mess, is not a fussy eater, cleans himself at least twice every hour and has a mild case of ADHD.
The reason why I'm putting this out there, is because my mother has threatened to give him to the cat haven, or have him put down (she said she doesn't care which). Apparently, I don't look after him properly, and he's my responsibility and so the next time she has to remind me to do anything for him he's gone.

This cat is the closest thing to human in our house - he's my only family. My mother knows this, and she's probably just out of the blue ask for me to do something, just for the maniacal pleasure of watching me cry, and seeing the cat go.

So if any of you would be willing to give him a good home, if he ever has to leave, it would mean the world to me. It would only be for a a few years, if that. Just until I can leave home and get him back. And if you don't have cats already, I'll happily give you everything I've bought for him (food and water bowls, cat food, litterbox/kitty litter, toys etc).

It could happen at any time, or not at all. But just having the security that my best friend in the world is safe would put me at ease.

Love, Erin.

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/28229434/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/28229434/ Mon, 09 Nov 2009 01:26:58 PST
All I can say is; fucking EPIC.

Wow. That's all.

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/28211590/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/28211590/ Sun, 08 Nov 2009 06:03:49 PST
The 2010 Wai-Con countdown has finally begun to chime - I'm getting my act together, and I'm back to doing what I love. Wigs are on the way, leather is being looked at, the sitar is being drawn up and I am rediscovering the SRS BSNS side of cosplay, the kind that keeps you on your feet and you head out of your studies. Hopefully my crazily competitive energy will rub off on my beautiful partner (as Sophie Hatter), and we'll waltz in there as fierce gun-toting pininjas of DOOOOOOOM and look fabulously fabulous on the stage. That is, if we get on the stage. ^_^ Speaking of, Ol' Erin keeps drawing a blank when she sits at the keyboard trying to form a skit, but hopefully with the help of the Moving Castle Mistress aoyagi-seimei we can figure something out.

Moving on: DEMYX.

Now, I'm not usually the type for this mode of behavior, but at the moment I'm all schoolirl-squealy, heart-all-a-fluttery and positively rolling about the floor in a canniption fit. Know why? Because Dem Dem gets to have a moment with a very smexy Xigbar, ohoho. Being uke really is a marvellous feeling. XigDem is a treasured pairing of mine, and having some awesometastic fanservice photos with everyone's favorite ceiling-dwelling, free-shooting arse pirate is just a dream come true for me. So yeah, looking forward to that.

Wai-Con 2010 has really been the only thing on my mind for a few weeks now, or at least, I try to make that so. In a world full of highschool ridiculousness, friendships demolishing, all-out family brawls and sweet turned horrifically sour girl troubles (that gave my psyche a roundhouse kick to the face) thsoe two days of promised bliss give me that nudge away from the ledge of self-undoing.
So, yeah. The code red is dormant for now, and I'm slowly returning to that neutral state of mind. A lot of this teenage angst-driven junk will heal within the coming months, I expect - some of it will take a little longer, and a fiar portion will never right itself. That much is inevitable. There are key issues to the conundrum that will never scab over, but hey, I guess I can just keep writing Yuri and crack to rose-tint it a little. I think I'm hanging on.

Just.

COSPLAY ATTACK

Wai-Con
Saturday: Howl - 'Howl's Moving Castle'
Sunday: Demyx - 'Kingdom Hearts II'

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/28023181/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/28023181/ Thu, 29 Oct 2009 03:44:55 PDT
Because Luda does so much for me (and because she's offered to pay me) Pedobear gets tucked away for SupaNova.

Terrible, terrible news.

But, she's paying me to do Demyx.

This is going to be a fucking catastrophy, but I want to do eet.

If I could (ahem, wefted extenions pl0x) I'd do Xigbar seeing as he is the most awesomest manly man evaaaaar, but hey, I can't. Gayboy McNutcase it is.

@Demy-chan: How DID you get his hair up like that? D:

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/28022115/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/28022115/ Thu, 29 Oct 2009 00:34:28 PDT
Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search:
A: : Erin needs our matter-of-fact acknowledgement that her beloved is dying.

Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search:
A: Erin looks like Harry Potter on drugs.

Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search:
A: Erin says call it Dork and Duck.

Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search:
A: Erin wants a story.

Q: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search:
A: Erin does Celine. D:

Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search:
A: Erin Hates Everyone!

Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search:
A: Erin asks about bipolar bacteria.

Q: Type in "[your name] goes" in Google search:
A: Erin goes BOOM. XD

Q: Type in "[your name] likes " in Google search:
A: Erin likes to keep clothing to a minimum.

Q: Type in "[your name] eats " in Google search:
A: Erin eats emos. (Alliteration for the win)

Q: Type in "[your name] wears " in Google search:
A: Erin wears Azone on Flickr.

Q: Type in "[your name] was arrested for" in Google Search
A: Teacher Erin was arrested for having sex with multiple students. T.T

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/27988587/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/27988587/ Tue, 27 Oct 2009 02:17:10 PDT
My Sims Legacy family had three new children. They're all named after Buffy characters. Them's the rules.

I got a very positive review on FF.Net.

I'm already bored with the pink bit in my hair. Can anyone say "Xion"?

I got my new DS, and it kicks arse over your DS because I bought it myself.

It took waaaay too long for me to tail Pete in Agrabah last night. >.>

I bought some new underwear. They have a Ben10 pattern.

I want to cut my fringe off. It's stupid now.

Land of the Lost is a stupid movie.

They remade The Stepfather. *Cries*

I bought an Oddish keychain just so I could carve its eyes out.

I haven't had Doritos in so long, I think I'm going slightly mad.

It's my unbirthday today.

I'm cancelling Hallowe'en because you lazy bastards all decided to RSVP a day after I asked you to. No fun for you.

Luda dyed her hair purple, and she doesn't suit it. She also hasn't got dA, and that's great.

Larxene and Xion are an awesome pairing. >

Vexen laughs like a clown-in-a-box. In Japanese.

I have a list of people I want to kill, and how I want to kill them. The Jonas Brothers are at the top.

Twitter is the root of all evil.

I have a Twitter.

I just realised my flowery Keyblade is broken. Must fix.

Kingdom Key necklaces rock.

The Legacy family had MOAR KIDS.

I'm tempted to take some scissors to my fringe right now.

I'm so desperately depressed.

I'm feeling awfully sorry for myself.

Life sucks. ^_^

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/27929255/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/27929255/ Fri, 23 Oct 2009 19:19:58 PDT By buying it, it would make it my property, wouldn't you agree?
But ooh, nooooo. Not in my house.
I was running late yesterday morning, and I stashed it in my bag along with my phone. It wasn't until I got to school I realised I ahd it with me.
My mother had ordered me not to take it to school.
But she'd gone looking for it, sicne she knew I'd just bought Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days.
And she went through my bag, and confiscated it.
Permanently.
So now, I'm without a DS, and down $70. I can't fucking afford another one.

I'ma fucking kill her.

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/27882633/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/27882633/ Wed, 21 Oct 2009 02:31:58 PDT
Reply to this post by yelling "Words!" and I will give you five words that remind me of you. Then post them in your journal and explain what they mean to you.

Coraline
The first step to conquering addiction is admitting you have a problem. But I just can't do it. D:<

Strange (us not you lol)
Oh, I don't know about that.

Meetings
I'm not sure what to make of this. Really, not sure.

Books
I'm surprised how many people do actually make that connection. Hmn.

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/27847330/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/27847330/ Mon, 19 Oct 2009 03:10:10 PDT
I should probably invest in a new pair. But I can't afford them. And I wanted rollerskates!

Just thought I'd share my woes. I have to wear... normal shoes now.

Unless I find some on the side of the road, or I get a crappy Kmart pair and customize them. I could do that... do I have fabric paint?

... No.

Fucking lame.

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/27828323/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/27828323/ Sun, 18 Oct 2009 04:19:51 PDT
Just now, I was doing the dishes that she neglected. She walks in and asks me if I wanted a Coke. I said ‘okay’. She then asks me if we have any clean glasses, and I tell her to check the cupboard. She does, and goes, ‘oh, we don’t I suppose if you’d actually done those earlier we would have. And by the way, you can’t wash glasses in that water. You have to change it.’
So I go right ahead and change the water. Then she asks me what I’m doing, and I tell her I’m changing the water. Then she screams at me, ‘You’re in the academic talent program, for fuck’s sake! Where are your brains? Finish washing the plates before you change the water!’. I go about my chores, and say ‘Oh, but I thought you wanted them now.’
Ha-ha, here’s the fun part. She then proceeds to howl at the top of her blackened lungs, “YOU CAN DROP THE SARCASM, GIRL. GET YOUR OWN DAMNED COKE!” and then stomps – not strolls, not strides, actually stomps – down the hall, and slams her bedroom door shut. Maybe she only stomps because it’s all she can do, what with the cankles and all.

Fucking child.

I loathe this bitch. I hate her with a damn passion, and I don’t care if hate is such a strong word. She can fucking turn up in a ditch tomorrow morning, for all I care. The only reason I’m still here is because she pays me. If I left home, no doubt she’d cut off payment or withdraw all my money in a melodramatic bid for attention and or contact. But oh, come the day I have complete reign over my account, that bitch will be sorry. Because I have her bank details.

Want to know something else hilarious? She goes through my internet history every night. She pries through my online life, and will eventually stalk her way here and read this. Surprise, bitch! Change your Commonwealth deets… before I do.

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/27718742/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/27718742/ Mon, 12 Oct 2009 02:56:27 PDT The Jonas Brothers.
Miley Cyrus.
Shalika.
Tristan Miles.
Michael Jackson's mid to late 80s music.
133t sp34k.
Having curly hair.
Having brown hair.
A combination of the above two points.
That 'Amazing Race' takes out the Emmy for Best Reality TV Show EVERY FUCKING YEAR.
Warcraft. I gave it a go, and I'm sorry but no.
Firefly.
Amy Acker.
Andrew O'Keife.
Stalker Pedobear Daniel Cass.
The song 'Matsuri' on Heavy when you're palying DDR. D:
That when you're playing Kingdom Hearts and there's Heartless around you can't open the fucking chest until you've killed them all.
Bambi.
Watership Down.
Mawm.
Heels any higher than floor-level.
That Jim Morrisson is dead.
'Dark City'. That tacky wank movie.
Jim Carrey in ANYTHING.
The 'Wicker Man' remake.
Penny died. D:
FUCKING RICK ASTLEY.
Kanye West (Tooley McToolface).
Taylor Swift.
Foundation. Yuck, yuck, yuck. It doesn't conceal anything, you stupid bitches. It makes your skin look WORSE, not to mention tangerine.
Cooking.
Kitchens.
The smell of vanilla.
Icecream.
Bogans who do the ♥(significant other's name)♥ in their MSN private statement.
Bogans, really.
How Bowser always overtakes you right before the finish line on Mario Kart Double Dash.
It's SO COLD.
Lack of monies.
Being underage.
Taht guy who stole mah woman.
Slow net connection.
Typos GALOOOOREEEE.
People who insist on commenting on my Facebook when I have no interest in talking to them. GTFO, you.
Not getting what I want.
Wai-Con's so far awaaaaay.
Heck, why don't we go ahead and say 'the world'.

To be continued.

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/27681178/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/27681178/ Sat, 10 Oct 2009 05:54:47 PDT
I'm in love with one of my best friends; I have been for some time. A year, maybe a little less? But the fact of the matter is, she is one of the few people I well and truly care about. To tell her would be the biggest injustice the world has ever seen, because I know for a fact I would be rejected. And after that, we don't just go back to being friends; she'll never want to even touch me again. Ever. It would wreck a relationship that I have put a lot of my faith into, and frankly I don't have so many of those that I can just throw them away like dry fucking ballpoint pens. She means too much for me to destroy something that has literally kept me breathing these past months.

But here's the cruncher: what if she said yes? I would seriously have no idea what to think. Actually, no, I'd probably pin it as a pity case, where she's only going out with me because she feels sorry for me. After all, it seems the msot likely explanation. Because, let's face it, when me and her are together you DO NOT see us as a couple. It would be this weird one-sided crush that would ultimately lead to catastrophy. Plus, I barely ever see her, and that can't be healthy. It would end up burying itself so all we have to do is walk away, in doing so killing our friendship.

Oh, holy hell, condundrum.

So, yeah. I have issues that I am not likely to overcome for quite some time, and I will keep on crying and crying and dating people I honestly have no interest in until I completely wear myself out and have no will to live. I'll continue to see her when I do, and then collapse at the end of the day and act all cheery and talk to her when I can and be fucking sobbing all the while and feeling oh-so-sorry for myself. But hey, what else is new?

/end emo_gush.

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/27584250/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/27584250/ Sun, 04 Oct 2009 17:47:59 PDT
]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/26909093/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/26909093/ Sun, 30 Aug 2009 05:47:12 PDT delicious update for you all. I talked to the Chaplain today. She recommended I see a doctor. Turns out I show a great deal of symptoms of depression. ^_^

It's almost September, bitches. And you know what the means? Pre-Spring mental-backage cleaning!

This is truly my favorite time of the year, because I can expel any internal conflicts onto this little green box and you, the lucky reader, get to experience my inner turmoil. And oh, isn't it a treat? It feels similar to a surreal picnic on the edge of a black hole, when suddenly it begins to rain, and because you forgot to put the beach umbrella in the back of the car your entire joyous feast is reduced to a soggy mess, and you sit there as your iPod malfunctions and the car backfires and you catch cold, and think how nice it would be to be sitting by a nice warm fire with a cup of tea, and amidst all the chaos you go tumbling into the oblivion you're perched upon. Specific, no?

So, let's get down to things. I would first like to express my desire to rip and tear a certain blonde-haire, buck-toothed whore limb from limb and burn her disgusting frizzy hair until it smells of rotting roadkill. You are a filthy, arrogant pig who really isn't all that intelligent, and your emotional maturity is that of a squirrel's. You're pretty fat, too. You and your clique of filthy, giggling harpies can descend into hell and float up shit creek without any hint of a paddle, and eventually have to feed off each other to survive. And you, you swine-faced slurry, will be the last one alive, having eaten all your comrades in a foolish attempt to stay alive. Then you'll drop off the peak of a 200ft waterfall and plunge into the centre of the earth, your skin, flesh and innards literally peeling off your body as you go. You'll scream, and scream, and scream, and I'll be watching and howling with laughter, and when your mangled corpse dissembles at the planet's core, I'll pick up the pieces and turn them into a centre piece for my dining table.

God, that felt good.

Next, let's let 14-year-old schoolgirl with a crush take the wheel. She's been cowering in fear, consuming Dorito after delicious Dorito for the last six or seven months. And boy, is she just torn up. She knows things don't look any good for her at all, and she's aware she'll die before her wishes are realised. But that's all okay, in the big scheme of things. One dead weight who wails and moans with anguish is just dandy, and corporal Erin can probably carry her round for ever. She doesn't really seem to mind. Even though super awesome opposable-thumbed Erin could very well attempt to help her inner lovesick emo, she ain't gunna. Because it would just be weird, and she's go weird for doing something weird. And it would be a world of weird. And really, who wants weird? Well, Erin does, but she doesn't like being rejected, either. Did anyone else know that, the the human being's greatest fear is rejection? It's not nice. Certainly for one who has at least three separate people inside her head, because the hurt is just three times worse. So, let's just talk about pain. Pain, pain, pain, inner hurt, "oh-mah-gawd-I-love-hurrrr". All done, glossed over.

Next on the agenda: every Thursday I go and see a miraculous woman by the name of Kyleigh. She's a temporary school psychologist, and she listens to my problems and assures me that I'm perfectly normal, and that revenge fantasies are the epiphany of mental stability. But I was just wondering, is it really okay to imagine that your entire core subjects class ends up in a Battle Royale? Yeah, just like that kickarse Japanese movie. Because I have imagined every single death of every single person in my entire class, in order. That's... thirty highly unique deaths I've dreamed up. Want to hear one?
Okay, so me and my awesometastic pal Jessica allign and inhabit the home economics department. We hang out for a few hours, being ninja and slitting some throats, but who do we come across? Why, it's Jess and Tristan, the arrogant hideous lovebirds. Because the weapon I'd recieved was chloroform, and Jessica's was a taser, we manage to render both children unconscious and drag them back to our makeshift lair. They wake up, tethered to separate desks, completely restricted of movement.
Because I'm the more skilled with the sewing machine, I grab Jess by the hair and tug her over to a work bench, while Jessica giggles and holds Tristan's head firmly in our direction. With a needle the size of a letter-opener, I use wire to fasten Jess's hands together. She screams and screams, but I laugh and laugh, and two by two, I break her fingers and use the blunt craft scissors to remove them from her hands. Tristan watches.
Jess bleeds to death from her stumps, writhing and flailing on the ground, as Jessica and I relax with a cup of tea, and Tristan watches his 'girlfriend' perish. Then, once s... ]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/26372383/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/26372383/ Tue, 04 Aug 2009 02:52:36 PDT We got our subjects selection books for next year today. I had a flick through all the courses, and was just like, "WTH is this shit?", because all the courses in there are.. well, for bogans. Not a trace of history, literature, creative writing... instead we have this crap, Food for Social Occasions, Boating, Financial Matters... stuff that isn't helpful in thr slightest to anyone who's as ambitious as me. Unless you really aspire to get knocked up on graduation night and then take some crappy photos for the rest of your life. *Fumes*

So now I'm school hunting. My mother was as annoyed as I am, and for the first time I actually don't despise her with all my being, because she's finally flicked through the book and found my page. But really, nowhere in my area offers the academic talent program like my school does. I know it isn't really that important to me, but hey, it looks good on my records. Yeah, everywhere else offers generic education, or is a private school unaffordable to a family like ours. We can't afford to uproot again because of my education, because we did that when I got my scholarship into this bogan paradise.

In other news...

Anyone who bothers to check my page may have noticed the lack of acttivity on my page. This is for several reasons. One, I've been cosplay-making for most of June and certainly all of July. I've also got back into school, so it means I'm a little mroe depressed, and so not able to write. Secondly, I've started writing for FanFiction.net, on projects not relating to my Naruto (which is done for good) and Fangirl. Just been doing some other stuff, like Buffy, and Coraline and whatnot. So I won't really be updating my dA anymore, except for the odd Fangirl chapter and maybe a picture or two. If that's perfectly alright.

And I've also been going to the school psych lately, because I've just been so fed up with everything. There's only so many depressing MySpace blogs a girl can write before she cracks like an egg. The girl I've been seeing is ncie and all, but frankly she isn't really helping. I don't really get anything out of my little therapy sessions, but I am relieved from IT or Science. Which is great. Because if anyone's on MSN on Tuesday or Thursday mornings, you'll notice I'm on eBuddy. We NEVER do anything in class. So if you have the time, except for this Thursday because I'm seeing the psych Period 2. Hurrah.

So yeah. I'm going to crawl back into my hoel and sew somemore. Got myself a coat to make. Then I have to get some chickenwire and mould it into my Magikarp disguise. Ohohoho.

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/26262589/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/26262589/ Wed, 29 Jul 2009 19:29:32 PDT
Yeah, that's all I had to say.

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/25979281/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/25979281/ Thu, 16 Jul 2009 06:44:04 PDT
Just a warning to anybody who has not yet seen the latest Harry Potter film, I might give it away a little in my rant. So if you don’t want your viewing experience spoiled, don’t read it. Or if you loved the film (how? How could you love it?) don’t read it.

So on Sunday evening, I got an email from a friend with an attached copy of Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince. Yes, it was bootlegged, but the quality was okay. I sat there watching it at night, and after three hours of hovering over the keyboard, I must say… I was left VERY disappointed.

The film came out in Australia at midnight on Wednesday. On Thursday afternoon, I went to the cinema to see the film with my mother, who had not seen it. I figured what the hell; maybe it was just the quality and lack of atmosphere that had made the film so unenjoyable. So, in spite of the mild cold I’d developed over the last few days, I went to go see Harry Potter again.

It sucked.

Well and truly, it did. I left the theatre wondering how the hell JK Rowling signed off on that piece of garbage. The director, who had almost perfected Order of the Phoenix, had simply butchered Half-Blood Prince! Whole chunks of necessary plot devices were missing, and in their place were absurd scenes that didn’t exist in the book! I mean, COME ON. Please someone kindly point out to me where in the novel that Bellatrix and the Death Eaters burn down the Burrow. What’s that? You can’t? THEN WHY IS IT IN THE BLOODY FILM!?!?

Too much emphasis was placed no the relationships between characters, and even they weren’t explained properly. The Harry/Ginny thing? Apparently, they aren’t really dating; they just had a quick pash in the Room of Requirement. And Tonks’s fight for Lupin’s affections? Oh, we’ll have none of that, we’ll just hint there’s a relationship and not lay any groundwork whatsoever.

Key scenes went astray in this film. Firstly, Harry consumed all of his Felix Felicis to extract the memory from Slughorn after Aragog’s ‘funeral’. This actually didn’t happen in the story JK created. What’s worse, it seems that the external effect of Felix Felicis on the drinker is similar to that of being stoned off your freaking nut. These directions lead to actions that completely ruined crucial parts of the film for a cheap gag, and then suddenly disappeared when it got to the point of the scene. Wait, a point to the scene? Impossible!

Another scene that was sorely missed, and crucial to a scene in the next instalment, was Dumbledore’s funeral. Yeah, they left it out. The marble tomb, the service by the lake. Nope, none of it is to be seen in this film. So go ahead and tell me, you murderous bastards, how are you going to fill that plot hole? Oh, and how about the absence of Bill and Fleur, who also play a key role in the next chapter? Have we forgotten all about the incidents at Shell Cottage? And what of Fenrir Greyback, the werewolf depicted in the book as wild and animalistic, but in the film just looks like a grumpy war veteran?


I have almost nothing good to say about this film. The acting, agreeably, has improved. I no longer have the urge to throttle the person sitting in front of me whilst Daniel Radcliffe sobs “He’s back! Voldemort’s back! ZOMG he’s back!” in high definition while a completely screwed-up Dumbledore assaults his students, dislocating their shoulders and screaming at them over a stupid goblet. Even stupid Emma Watson’s had acting classes; though I still want to just pump her full of botox to cease that disgusting brow of hers from doing it’s Cadbury ad-esque jig every time she speaks.

Also, I think someone has gone and stolen a lot of their material from Lord of The Rings. The Inferi, for example. Just a whole heap of little Gollums. And the scene at the top of the tower, the most iconic scene in the film, is completely ripped off from that part where Gandalf’s standing on the top of the tower with that butterfly. Don’t believe me? Watch the classic trilogy before you go see the Half Blood Prince, and just watch out. Just you watch.

I expect many Potter fans, such as myself, will be greatly angered by this film. It’s been prodded at and tampered with beyond recognition, and the end result is just a sloshy, punctured mess of what was once a brilliant novel. This is by far the worst of all six films. I shudder to imagine to horrors that lay beyond in the Deathly Hallows. This is a shout-out to JK: For gosh sakes, step in and refuse to pass for this monstrosity again! We who love Harry Potter, who appreciate the works of such a wonderful author, don’t want to watch such another catastrophe unfold. By god, they’ve fucked about with the plot enough over the past few films. Don’t let it happen again.

Side note: Narcissa’s hair is wrong. WRONG. D:<

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/25823499/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/25823499/ Wed, 08 Jul 2009 17:58:25 PDT
So, SupaNova was EPIC, for those who weren't there. You missed out on something damn extraordinary. Better than the acting in Troll 2, it was.The cosplay was amazing, the guests were great (Dave Gibbons- hurm!) and I had a thoroughly enjoyable time. Even for the two weeks before hand when I was busting my gut build that bloody key (turned out to be like, 6"4), I knew it was going to be worthwhile. I got a few photos taken of me, now I'm just hunting the net for them. I took a good few photographs myself, although not so many on the first day as I was hardly able to grab my camera (standing smiling for 15 minutes while some guy's camera screwed up and then a huge mob of people coming, in groups of three, to take a picture of me. Finally got there in the end, but gosh do my cheeks hurt!) but quite a few of the Sunday mob.

Kay. So now I'm in the midst of my school holidays. It's ridiculous- all we get is two weeks to recoup. I'm still bloody exhausted, despite doing a bid load of NOTHING for the past four days. I'm onto my third cup of coffee this morning; it's only 8:51am. But I'm incredibly tired. D: But I'm going to haul my stupid self out of the housr today, maybe do some op-shopping. I have $40 in my wallet, what I am probably going to have to live off of for the next few months. Pot noodle for me! But if I see some nice items of slightly-quirky clothing, I'm more than happe to splurge.

OH! Also, anyone who can come into physical contact with me and who owns a watch/es that a) don't work, b) aren't being worn on a regular basis, could I please have them? My friend reckons that I can't pull off wearing multiple watches. I shall prove her wrong.

So, I might get back to my Sims. I can hear them, quite literally, begging for my assistance. Naughty God Erin took off free will and pulled down all their needs. Though I haven't heard a single one die for the last twenty minutes.

Arrivederci!

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/25556615/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/25556615/ Fri, 26 Jun 2009 00:44:19 PDT Like, really pissed.
Why? Video Ezy is a corrupted, robbing institution is why.

I went there not half an hour ago, and picked up a few horror DVDs. I love to have them on when I'm sewing and crafting (SupaNova: 7 days and counting!). And I was literally jumping for joy in the aisle when I found, stacked behind a whole group of Freddy vs. Jasons, a copy of Troll 2. No fucking kidding. So I got my Doritos, made a cup of tea, and put it on in front of my machine.
It was getting to the awesome bit. You know what I'm talkin' about. And half the way through the line, HALF THE WAY THROUGH!! It crashes. Yep. Just blinks out.

So then I check my others. Silent Night, Deadly Night 2. Chiller. NOSFERATU. It's like some nasty bastard has gone through the entire horror section with a sharpened bobby pin and gauged out the entire collection of films. So yeah. I'm stuck watching all the horrors on ym shelf that I've already seen a thousand times (Don't fall asleep, Nancy! Don't have sex with him, Sydney! YOU CAN TELL BY THE BLACK WATER THAT THE FUCKING GHOST IS IN THE FUCKING SINK, YOU TOTAL RETARD!) and screaming obscenities. So yeah, Video Ezy needs to be shot twice where it hurts, then left outside a cavern full of wolves.

In other news, I got my school report today. By some impossible paranormal occurrance, I got an A in Science. I failed the Term One test and got 66% in the Term Two test. WHAT THE HELL. And same marks for everything else: A in English and Math, C for Sport (comment read: "Erin needs to apply herself fully insetad of reserving herself to the back of the court and standing apathetically.") and, surprisingly, a B for Drama. Probably because I ahd to explain the to teacher as if she were a two-year-old what a cyclorama was. But yeah, pretty happy with that.

7 days, ya'll. 7 Days. Then I shall be, once again, in my element. Hurrah! I just can't wait another second. But I still have a giant prop to make, and some shoes to alter, and a wig to style. But hey, no worries. I can do it, I always do.

See ya'll at 'Nova.

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/25408275/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/25408275/ Fri, 19 Jun 2009 04:26:53 PDT I've had enough of lying awake at night wondering if anyone's really there.
I've had enough of sitting at the bus stop, waiting for my way out because of you.
I've had enough of having to return home for lack of anywhere else to go.

I've had enough of trying to be somebody different because I'm not living up to your ridiculous expectations.
I've had enough of having nowehere I feel loved.
I've had enough of ruining my eyeliner because of the tears you cause me to shed.
I've had enough of breaking my back trying to feel your approval.

I've had enough of hiding myself for fear of discrimination and rejection.
I've had enough of suppressing the thoughts of self-inflicted eternal rest you put through my mind.
I've had enough of being nothing but an insignificant shadow in the corner of my own home.
I've had enough of being the shell of who I used to be.



I know you read my History, and I know you'll be reading this too. So when you light up another cigarette and puff away five more minutes of your life, think about how much of mine you've already incinerated.

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/24816143/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/24816143/ Mon, 18 May 2009 03:39:38 PDT
Hello. I realise I haven't written an actual, proper, honest-to-gawrsh jounral entry in a long, long time. And because my mother is making dinner right now, I shall type like the wind to update ya'll on my life to date.

I'm sick.
Again.
Yep. Nice going, immune system. If my body actually took in that I eat so well it should be illegal and got it's stupid fat arse into gear, I probably wouldn't be mute right now.
My last illness lasted for a grand total of nine days. Friday the 13th through Saturday the 21st of March, so right through my birthday. So far, I've had this one for five days. But I only lost my voice this morning.

Funny story, actually. Last night, I had this dream that the Gentlemen had come to Perth and they were picking off my friends. I can remember that three were dead, including you Alyssa. I did cry in my dream, if it's any consolation.
Anywho, if you've watched Buffy, specifically Hush (Season Four, episode 10), you'll know that the Gentlemen steal the voices of the entire town and take peoples' hearts. So you're gonna die screaming but you won't be heard (direct quote!). And you'll imagine my hysteria when I wake up after being killed by a Gentlemen and realise that I can't speak.

MARIO KART.
FINALLY.
I. GOT. MARIO. KART.
It's so much fun!
I'm suffering from Gamecube fever as well as swine flu. Yesterday I spent 12 hours playing Wind Waker. And now I have Mario Kart, and gosh it is addicting. But I only wish that Peach and Daisy would stop throwing the stupid green mushrooms at me, because they've knocked Birdo off the back of the cart five times in the last Cup! D:< BITCHES.

SupaNova is fast approaching. If I'm not mistaken, there are only 47 more days to go! So I'm here, in my house, slaving away. Yeah. And my wig should be arriving soon, possibly even tomorrow. So I'm holding out for that. But I still need to write a skit for Sunday, and it is not proving to be an easy task. Because there's only so much that Kairi does for/by herself that doesn't involve comas, kidnapping or whining. Which is not helpful.

AND I HAVE DECIDED TO NEVER GO OUT WITH A BOY EVER AGAIN. Which I'm pretty sure I subconsciously decided on long, long ago.

So yeah. That's about it. My mac and cheese will be ready soon, so I better grab a drink. Cheerio.

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/24640885/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/24640885/ Thu, 07 May 2009 18:44:50 PDT
I have so much to type! But I have to go to second period! So I'll coem back edit this when I get home because I haven't knuckled down for a good old writing session for AGES.

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Okay. Hello.

So for the last week I have been bashing my head in with a bunchof school shit and SupaNova worries. Got myself a nice big key to make. D:

I HATE LOLCATS. HATE THEM.

I gots to do work now. Bai.

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/24337097/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/24337097/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 03:45:45 PDT
1. Publish [copy] these procedures.
2. You must state 8 things about yourself.
3. When you have ended the 'journal' you must choose 8 people and tag him/her.
4. Then it is necessary to go to his/her page and say to them that they have been tagged, easy eh?
5. It is not worth returning the tag whom it was ordered by.

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1. I hate Twilight more than anything in the world.

2. I am bisexual.

3. When I was 8 I vowed to commit suicide or get myself killed on my 39th birthday.

4. I have contemplating amputating my own leg so I could attach a machine gun to it like in Planet Terror

5. I'm a good shot when it comes to hunting rifles.

6. I have been accused of being a Satanist by my primary school principal's daughter and in order to scare her I went along with it until she left the school (not by my doing).

7. I have a collection of Tara♥Willow episodes of Buffy stored from immediate access and I watch them just so I can cry.

8. I an scream really loud.

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Can't be bothered individually tagging people.

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/24018357/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/24018357/ Thu, 02 Apr 2009 05:57:41 PDT
But I had free time this afternoon. And I have the rest of the night to myself. Mum isn't home until 2am. So I thought I'd try and amuse myself.
But then I thought, "what do I do?". I'm a creature of habit, and to be honest I get kind of bored doing the same thing over and over. So then I went back a few years and brainstormed my old leisure activities. And came up with a game called Phonebook Fred.

So this is how you play. You pick up your residential phonebook and pick any old number. I generally go for somebody listed under "Smith" in the hopes I might get my old teacher that I hated. Then you dial that number and have a conversation with this person you assume is called Fred. Sometimes they go along with it, sometimes they don't. I happened to record the conversation I had this afternoon, so this is basically how it went:

Fred: "Hello?"
Me: "Hi Fred! I'm so excited about tonight! Are you all ready to go?"
Fred: "... Who's this?"
Me: "Erin. Duh."
Fred: "Sorry, you must have the wrong number."
Me: "Oh, okay. I'm really sorry about that."
Fred: "No problem." *Hangs up*

So that's the first bit. This is how its meant to go. Then a few minutes later, you call the same number back:

Fred: "Hello?"
Me: "Hey, Fred! Guess what just happened? I called this number thinking it was you and it was this random person! I must have mis-pressed."
Fred: "...This isn't Fred. You've called me again."
Me: "...Fred?"
Fred: "No. No, this isn't Fred."
Me: "Oh, did I call you by mistake again? I'm so sorry! I'll hang up now." *Hangs up*

Then, you do the same thing 3 or 4 minutes later:

Fred: "He-"
Me: "Fred! HEY! Did you change your number or something because I keep calling this random guy."
Fred: ".... This isn't Fred! Is this a prank call?"
Me: ... I AM SOOOO SORRY." *Hangs up*

Then, 8 minutes later:

Me: FRED, THIS ISN'T FUNNY. I KNOW IT'S YOU AND YOU'RE JUST BEING REALLY MEAN AND PUTTING ON THAT REALLY SHITTY ACCENT!"
Fred: "WHAT THE F**K IS YOUR PROBLEM KID?"
Me: "STOP IT! STOP IT! I KNOW IT'S YOU BECAUSE I CHECKED THE NUMBER LIKE 3 TIMES!"
Fred: "FOR THE LAST F**KING TIME! IF YOU CALL ME AGAIN I'M CALLING THE POLICE AND HAVING YOU TRACED!"
Me: "Ohhh, real mature Fred! Like that's gunna work. You know what, screw it. I can't be bothered with you any more." *Hangs up*

Finally: 15 minutes after that:

Me: Fred, I'm sorry I shouted at you just now. I didn't mean it."
Fred: "FOR F**K'S SAKE! I'M ONTO YOU!"
Me: "And even after my apology you continue with your stupid little charade. Whatever."
Fred: "... This. Isn't. FRED. My name is Jase and I live in Dianella!"
Me: "There is probably someone called Jase in Dianella who is incidentally a bogan. But you've taken this way too far and you should step down now before I call the police. I know this is you and when I give then your phone number you'll be in a lot of trouble for impersonation. So I suggest that you step down and drop it."
Fred: "I've had enough of this bullshit." *Hangs up*


Usually I can have them going for about 4 more rounds.

This is an awesome competitive game. You can play with friends. Each person picks a number out of the phone book and whoever can get through the most rounds without being threatened with legal action or beign hung up on the minute they call wins.

So try it at home, kids. It's probably the most immature game I've ever played but it can be good for a laugh.

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/23714847/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/23714847/ Sun, 15 Mar 2009 15:33:34 PDT
Birthday + Flu + Menstrual Cycle = ________

That'll have you thinking for a long, long time.

Yes, it is my birthday. Ewh. And what makes it worse is that all weekend I've been dealing with a real nasty flu and mah period. No medication so far has helped in any respect. So I've made myself a nice cp of tea and ducked online to complain.
I have the day off school today for obvious reasons. Although I feel like shit, this is a great way to spend my day. Alone. Just me, my cup of tea, and a whole lot of things that I can tear to pieces. And my Anti Twilight Brigade. God, it makes me happy. But I'm not so happy when a bunch of spammers think it's great to write "Shun" all over the entire page. But Tom saw to them. Yes, he did.


So how are you all, my poppits? Hopefully better than myself. But I am cheered up by the fact that my darling cousin Lear went out of his way to buy me a Riku plushie for my birthday. You're wonderful, thankyou. ♥ Cant guarantee I'll see you soon though, seeing as I have previous engagements, ie: friends' parties I couldn't be fucked attending. So I'll have to invite them all over at some stage. I'm not exactly a people-person, so I'm not sure how this'll go down.

Well hey. New developments. I just had a coughing fit and now I can't swallow anything. Lovely.

Well, I'm going to go into the living room and sleep for ages so I can hopefully find the ability to talk by tomorrow. Bye.

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/23620481/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/23620481/ Tue, 10 Mar 2009 02:30:21 PDT
I hate birthdays. I think they're overrated. But people insist on celebrating a meaningless day with origins in a religion I don't believe a word of. I hate people coming up to me and asking "OMFGSH WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?" because it's a waste of money. And I'm seriously just writing out my PMS.

So, the reason I'm generally bad-tempered is that a close friend of mine has betrayed my trust. On several occasions now. My personal thoughts and feelings are displayed for the world to see on her LiveJournal: she's trying to hook me up (an impossible task).But she's going a few steps too far by delving into a dimension of my lfie she ahs no business being in, concerning my emotional state and my home life. Fuck you.

And I'm a little... painy right now. Dunno why. Just not feeling my usual self. Really bummed out, slow, quiet, slow-thinking... it isn't all too pleasant. Sorry Miyazaki darling, I haven't even started Fangirl yet. I've just been kind of... paralysed.

How's you?

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/23474895/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/23474895/ Sun, 01 Mar 2009 16:58:37 PST
So, at the moment, I'm kind of glad I finished my Naruto fiction-writing. Because I really wouldn't know where to go with this. And I'm sitting at home now waiting for the next Chapter so I can not be on the edge of my seat with a box of anti-depressants in one hand and a suitcase containing a plane ticket to Japan, Kishimoto's address on a post-it and a large number of machetes in the other. And if this all comes up roses, I will be swimming in my little pool of happiness forever.

Oh my gawd, it was just so... BLEEEHHHHHHHHHH!

'Kay. So... *Rolls about on the floor howling, kicking and crying*

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/22976274/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/22976274/ Tue, 03 Feb 2009 02:15:16 PST
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Yus it is. And I am so tired. Like, REALLY tired. But I'm already brainstorming PerthNova >

Ka, so, I had so much fun in the Kingdom Hearts group. I assumed it was going to be awkward seeing as I'm a good 5 or 6 years younger than the lot of them, but to my surprise it was quite comfortable. Now I must stalk them and track them down online until they get scared and put a restraining order on me.
Sunday was epic fun also, but not as fun as Saturday when I had a group to walk around with. I found a great many other Misty's around and about (but... I thought everyone in the entrire world disliked the character. Apaprently not.) and an awesometastic Ash who I was on glomping terms with for the remainder of the day. If you're reading this Ash, I am incredibly sorry for attacking you the second you entered the con. I really am.

And so NOW, I'm abck at school. I hate it already. I'm just clawing my eyes out waiting to get out so I can get a job and MOVE AWAY. Or at least, see my girlfriend. But anywho, I have year 9 exams this year and if I freck them up then I don't get to go to PerthNova. Bribery or motivation?

Aaah yes. PerthNova. No longer am I doing Gaara *tear* because I have been reviewing his costume and decided he is too plain. Sure, a kickarse gourd. But nothing else.
So I'm desperately trying to find a good crossplay for mahself. So far, I have Sora. But I'm not sure I want to do Kingdom Hearts yet again, even though a pair of red pumpkinpants would be spectacular. And I don't want to do Naruto, or the majority of the Fianl Fantasies... especially VII. God, its getting on my nerves.
Suggestions welcome.

How are you?

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/22876679/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/22876679/ Wed, 28 Jan 2009 22:53:48 PST 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag your friends who might enjoy doing the game as well as the person you got the note from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Once More With Feeling Buffy Intro.

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
French Kissin' in the USA.

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Buffy Theme

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
The Corrupted (Kingdom Hearts ST)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Simple and Clean (Utada Hikaru)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Real Emotion (Utada Hikaru)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Fragile (Sting)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
I Wish It Would Be Christmas Every Day (Christmas Hits Album)PRICELESS

WHAT IS 2+2?
Frosty the Snowman.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
What You Feel (Buffy: Once More With Feeling Album)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Hikari-PlanitB Remix (Utada Hikaru)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Powerpuff Girls Theme BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Where Do We Go From Here? (Buffy Once More With Feeling Soundtrack)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Blue Rage (Shaund of the Dead Soundtrack) LOLOL

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Opening Title Overture (Sweeney Todd Soundtrack)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Minnie's Yoo Hoo! (Disney Classics) This is probably accurate.

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Butterfly (Smile.Dk) Feck yes.

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
The Internet Is For Porn (Avenue Q) D: WHY DID I PUT THIS ON ITUNES!?

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Do You Really Want To Hurt Me (Culture Club)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Field of Dreams (Nightcore)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Tenten's Theme (Naruto Soundtrack)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Everytime We Touch -Slow (Cascada) ....I'll touch someone.

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Baby I've Got You On My Mind (Powederfinger)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Poor Unfortunate Souls (Little Mermaid Soundtrack) How awesome is that!? ^_^

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Pink Elephants on Parade (Dumbo Soundtrack) Why does this fit so well?

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Kairi (Kingdom Hearts Soundtrack) I like that idea.

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Hakuna Matata (Lion King Soundtrack) Yeah.

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Dream The Day Away (Candice Alley)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Flirt (Pussycat Dolls)

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Everytime We Touch- Radio Mix (Cascada) There it is again.

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Yura Yura (Hearts Grow: Naruto Soundtrack)

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/22091183/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/22091183/ Sat, 20 Dec 2008 19:29:07 PST It was from my friend Alyssa; a girl whom I had befriended at my old school. In the message she wrote to me, she expressed her opinion on our friendship and how much it meant to her. To this day, we remain close friends, though what she wrote of me reminded me why this is so.
After reading her card, I realised that I would not be sending her one this year; we live too far apart to exchange such trivial tokens. But the amount of emotion that her writing stirred in me made me feel obliged to at least acknowledge her, and so I will do this through my dA journal.

My darling Alyssa,
I haven’t seen you in so long; it almost made me forget how much I value you. You are immensely talented and inspire me to great lengths, and I feel very privileged to hold your company. The friendship you have offered me in the few years I have known you is equal to that of a friend of almost ten years and such a unique individual is a treasure indeed.

I have not had the best of years; I have often felt insignificant and unloved. Today was one of those days, until I found your heartfelt message amongst the debris lying around my bedroom. You made me remember just how lucky I am, and that I’m not as inadequate as some people have made me feel.
I know that when I am with you I am welcomed with open arms and that you will always be there for me as I will always be there for you. It’s people like you, Alyssa, that provide a glimmer of hope for people like me who can only see the darkness in the world. It’s people like you who hold the power of change in their hands, but don’t realise as they use it every day. You have extraordinary powers that give you the authority and charisma of a world leader, and one day you will be the most influential person in the world. You, my dear, are destined to do great things.

Years from now, when I, as a ridiculously wealthy and popular adult gaze at your gorgeous face as it is featured on the World News, am able to turn to my hundreds of well-to-do party guests and exclaim, “She is responsible for everything here. Without her, I would not be as successful as I am today.” I will remember how you inspired me to achieve, and how you were responsible for whatever it was that made me fabulously wealthy. I will remember writing this journal entry, a prediction of our futures, and laugh inside as my psychic ability once again prevails.
In a world where there is no more war, poverty, hate and destruction, I will remember how you brought the dream of millions to life. You have the power to change the world, and once you realise its full potential for yourself I am sure you will use it so.

Merry Christmas, Alyssa. I will always believe in you.

Happy Holidays everybody. Love NHSL♥.

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/21759174/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/21759174/ Mon, 01 Dec 2008 01:01:19 PST
My mum's paying for and making Kairi for wai-con, so I shall purchase the finest offabrics. BAH HA HA HAH!

But she's a bitchy bitch, see, she wouldn't let me join a group on the second day as a bloody Pokemon trainer. Bitch.
But then, I get a dare from a friend to be Misty on the Sudnay. I laugh, and show my mum. Then she goes, "Oh, why don't you? Its easy enough!" and I screamed. Kind of. But hey, anything to get me there on day two. I want to see the Brawl group which I wasn't allowed to join. And the Haku girl. Yeahh. And.... SEPHIROTH! I'm gunna hug Sephiroth.

And I have to do Christmas shopping. My heart is breaking.

Dying.. dying.. dead.

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/21656998/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/21656998/ Mon, 24 Nov 2008 23:57:01 PST
I was standing on the curb, as usual, when it drives STRAIGHT past! There were at least 10 other school kids at the stop, and a reeeeeally old guy with a walking stick. Poor man .

So yeah, the next bus doesn't come for 45 minutes, so I decide to walk all the way from my first bus stop to my second. That's roughly... 3 kilometres. In blistering heat on a busy main road with a bag full of heavy schoolbooks on your back. Geez, that was fun.

So yeahh. I'm... about an hour and twenty minutes late home. How fun.

Gosh. I want to hurt someone.
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1. What does your deviantart name mean and why did you join this site?
Read it.
NaruHina= Naruto x Hinata
SakuLee= Sakura x Rock Lee

I joined because my friend wanted a supporter.

2. What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined and what are you into now?
I used to loooove LeeSaku.

Now I'm more into Gaara ♥ Erin.

3. How many watchers do you have now?
Like, 2.

4. Name 3 of your favourite artists on DA
Miyazaki-A2, princessd1, and NaruHina-SakuLee. Yeah.

5. Do you comment, fav, or both?
Generally just fave, unless I find I HAVE TO comment.

6. Do you participate in clubs' contests here on DA?
Never have.

7. What is your most popular deviation?
Not exactly sure. None of mine are particularly popular.

8. What are your favorite non-anime TV shows?
Bones. Mhm.

9. What are the things you wish you could draw better?
Anything would be helpful.

10. Summer or winter?
Autumn. The perfect balance.

11. Rain or Sun?
The Rain. Then I don't have to go outside unless I want to.

12. What's your favorite type of music?
J-Pop. Awwwh Yeah.

13. PC or Mac?
PC. Damnit, work faster!

14. Anime or Manga?
Anime.

15. Coke or Pepsi?
Coke.

16. Read or TV?
Read.

17. How many hours a day do you spend on DA?
About 15 minutes a day.

18. Name a hidden talent
I can sing okay. Not well. Just okay.

19. Flash or traditional cartoons?
Traditional. Those people labored for us, drawing it all by hand. Go Disney. You obviosuly had nothing else useful to do.

20. What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
None of them. Ewh, fast food. I eat it because everyone else does, and it kills me inside. Literally.

21. What are top 3 favorite books?
I haven't even read 2.

22. Wii or Playstation?
PlayStation.

23. Name 3 of your favorite bands
Hmn. Green Day, Nirvana, The Fireballs.

24. Are you a fast, slow, or medium typer?
Fast but inacurate.

25. Do you like Denny's?
Never been to America. Tell you what, how about you buy me a plane tickewt to go to the states, try Denny's, come back home and answer the question?

Didn't think so.

26. What is your favorite emoticon?
^_^

27. What is your favorite type of pie?
Plain Mince.

28. Have you ever stayed up for 24 hours?
Probably.

29. Do you go on YouTube a lot?
God yes. Fred Figglehorn Eff Tee Double-Yooh.

30. Are you a member on any other sites besides DA?
Sure.

31. Do you cosplay?
Sort of.

32. Fruits or sweets?
Fruit.

33. Name 3 artists you admire
Kishimoto. My list ends there. No culture in me, anywhere.

34. Buttered, plain, or salted popcorn?
Plain. Gosh.

35. Have you skipped school?
Not without my mum knowing.

36. Have you been on a plane?
Yes... How I'd love to go on another one that'd take me away from ym current residence.

37. Have you swum in an ocean?
Yes. Filth. >.>

38. Have you been iceskating?
No. Just no.

39. Favorite vacation spot
Amsterdam. Yaay.

40. Ever been on tv?
Not that I'm aware of.

41. Favorite salad dressing?
Ranch.

42. What do you do to relax?
One word: Yaoi.

43. What is the last film you saw in the theaters?
My memory doesn't serve so well.

44. Favorite Sandwich
Toasted Bocconcini with olive.

45. If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
Japan. With Thea.

46. Favorite time of the day?
About 2am when I wake up, knowing I don't have to get out of bed for another 4 and a half hours.

47. What did you want to be when you were little?
A firetruck.

48. What do you want to be now?
I... ]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/21493730/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/21493730/ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 23:44:57 PST
I put my entire music file on a hard rive, yeah? Saves about 200 meg of space on my external drive... But then stupid iTunes can't recognise my files are on another drive so it won't play anything, and I have to go through an entire music drive looking for my songs amongst al this other junk my mother has, and I am truly annoyed!!!!!!!!!!

Plus some of my tracks went missing. All my rare stuff... Buffy tracks, Sting, Stevie Nicks, Da Buzz, the awesome stuff I always have on. But my brain is asploding terribly.

In other news:
My mother is making my Wai-con costume! YUSS! Since I don't want anything for Christmas, she just said I have to buy all the material and she'll put it together. Hahahahah! Now all I have to focus on is growing my hair out.


And, as the year comes to a close, I finish my Naruto ficcies. An awesome 5-aprt series to wrap it all out will be released all throughout December, as well as the on-going "Revenge of the Fangirl" saga. Hurray!!!

See you all when I find all my music files. Cheerio!

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/21294018/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/21294018/ Mon, 03 Nov 2008 03:42:44 PST
Now that Hallowe'en is done and dusted, it be time for me to start thinking about cosplay again. And along with that, comes organizing. a skit.

*Aneurism*

Time for my next aneurism. I can't find my camera cable! Gasp! Nuuuu! I must find eet! All my Hallowe'en piccies are on there, including some evry nice closeups of moi. I want to airbrush them sooo badly. Also my picture of the Gummy Bear with third-degree burns is on the camera. I want to share it with the world, but I can't when my damn camera won't connect to the computer! Grrrrrrr~!

And the next aneurism: My friends are turning into whores. Megawhores. One of them has webcam sessions with soem random who takes his top off for her. Ewwuh. Seriously, men are tards. Girls are easier to handle. I'm considering making the switch, 'cuz I can't deal with it. Boys make girls act crazy (have learned from experience, see former entry) and I want to run as far away from the trend as humanly possible.

I shall update when I have time. OMGSH.

NiNi! xxxx

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/21104841/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/21104841/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 03:21:47 PDT
Okay. So, we have just over a week until my favourite holiday of the eyar! Woohh! My mother has decided to host her own party and I'm "allowed to invite a few friends over and have a quiet evening" while her workmates get pissed in my living room. Fuck that. We'll make as much noise as we please, not like she'd care. She's a loud drunk.
I have to find myself a nice long blonde wig before Hallowe'en. KY-Jelly blood will show up better on my own hair (dark brown, betches). What are you going as, I hear you plea. The pictures will be up on dA next weekend, after I'm finished organizing for my troup of giggly girlies. Love them to bits. ♥

Yes, the break-up. This is the only location I feel safe to diverge any secrets I have locked away inside. This is one of my biggest, darkest and deepest. Well, not really but it was selfish and kind of a lie because I never tell ANYONE when I freak out.
He complained I didn't hug him enough. Yeah. Because he's timid. So I thought, "yeah, that's okay. Just be a bit mroe intimate." But then it reminded me of a past relationship, see. We were kinda the touchy-feely sorts, always with the hugging or the holding hands or the... whatever, and then I got the impression I was coming on too strong so I backed off so as not to make him feel uncomfortable. I kept right off the new one for his own sake because, yah'know, been there, done that. Didn't want to make him feel uncomfortable. Because when it's like, go, then I take it as "boundaries are gone. Yay!" so I start mah routine again.

But after I thought about all this, I freaked out majorly because like I said, he's timid. I feared that if I came on too strong he'd tell me to back off then keep his distance, and by preventing that myself we kind of grew apart which led to this conversation I had with him and then I had this full-on aneurism because of the vicious cycle about how I'd screwed up everything then I became unbalanced and just couldn't take the headaches anymore so I dropped the ball. I really shouldn't have because I like him and all and hey, he never bothered to ask what was wrong so he's doing this "Talk to the hand" thing which is kinda pathetic but he has every right to but still. Dude.

And then some bitch I've known for little over five minutes quizzes me for the last two paragraphs of information on ym break-up. Since when was it her business, I've never even met her face-to-face before!

So now I'm having this full-on breakdown and have no idea what the hell to do.

In other news, I found a zodiac book in the school library today and read up on my sign in relation to me. Every word was 100% correct. It was like, the author was stalking me and writing down my personality. Even the stuff I don't let other people see is dead-on. What the hell.

Here endeth my pains.

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/20698601/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/20698601/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 04:17:26 PDT
I'm grinding into gear this school holiday with a load of new ideas. One is that I actually start working for my money and earn a bit. Now that my allowance has been cut, I have to do something to earn it. This is kinda hard seeing as there's nothing to do to earn it, except the odd vacuum, dust, polish, whatever.

On the money note, I've also decided to start babysitting. Now all I need are clients. Lawl. I can't really imagine ymself babysitting since I hate children, but I'm quite a tolerant person and prize money over all else. Shows how shallow I am. But still, I have a reason and I need to make at least $80 by early to mid December, or I'm screwed.

Yes, that brings me to my Kairi cosplay for Wai-con. First off, I haven't the money to do it. That's why I'm so frantic about making money. Secondly, my mother is refusing to make my costume so I have to do it myself. And it has to be complicated, doesn't it? She talked about doing all this stuff to make it, but I genuinely have no idea how to do it all. So, if anyone can help me, it's much appreciated. Same with money: donate or die, that's my motto.

Anyway, I have decided that this holidays is a perfect time to lose some weight, get a tan and lather on those hair treatments. After all, if I'm gonna be Kairi I have to grow my hair back. And the thinner I am, the less material I have to buy. Logic. Lawl.

That's all I have to report. I want to make myself some nachos.

Much ai to you all. ♥♥♥

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/20646650/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/20646650/ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 05:16:00 PDT
I have no money, and I need it urgently. I'm not allowed to work, have low allowance counts, and don't have anything to sell.


HOW THE HELL DOES THIS WORK???!!!


Suggestions, betches. Help me out. ♥ ♥

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/20595317/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/20595317/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 03:26:15 PDT
I would first like to say that I am completely and utterly disgusted by you. I was so convinced that your were mature and responsible enough to know what was right and wrong, and to not be indulgent, impulsive and downright stupid. But after today, it seems that my imprression of you was completely wrong.

For the first time in a while, you'd finally been bathed in light. You were so happy, and convinced that nothing could go wrong for you, and you would be the one to prevent anything happening. Some control you have over yourself, and it proves you get everything you deserve. Or, which is quite the case, don't get.

You were specifically asked to leave your money behind today. But you chose to take it. Not deliberately, that's all okay. But you spent it, when you know that you weren't suppsoed to. You spent it, fully aware of the consequences. You spent it, blindly disregarding everything you had set your hopes towards for the last three months. And because of your childish indulgance, everything you had prized so highly will never be yours.

Let's start with your friends. Were you thinking of them when you reached for your walet? No. No matter what you say, if you were able to let them slip from your mind while your own happiness took the pedestal, you don't deserve such good friends at all. You know for a fact that you had found some genuine people who would treat you better than the friends you see on a daily basis, but in spite of all that you "forgot" about those people and catered to your own wants.

And then, the worst of it, is Wai-con. The convention you have not forgotten every second of every day of every week ofr three motnhs. You have not let Wai-con slip from your mind until today. You'd made friends, you'd amde a group, and were planning to make a costume. And because of your stupid spending spree, you can't have that anymore. Not unless you somehow raise the money in four months to purchase a costume from eBay, then buy the tickets, then get there by yourself. All by yourself. Did you think about that? No. This just shows how much of a failure of a person that you are.

I honestly hope you are happy with all that you have accomplished today. I hoep you remember it when you cry your way through Wai-con, and all the other conventions after that. Congratulations Erin. You've ruined your life.

Sincerely, Erin.

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/20515970/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/20515970/ Tue, 16 Sep 2008 04:04:08 PDT
My entire social life has just evaporated. According to my mother, I'm having a temper tantrum. But what I'm feeling is a little more extreme than that. In all my life I have never met anyone who I can interact with on a level I'm comfortable with, and then I meet a group of people who are sincere and fun and caring and everything else you'd expect in a friend. I have not been able to feel that for seven whole years, with the exception of two people which I have not come into contact with for seven months, and probably never will again.

The people around you shape your soul and define who you are. They influence you for the better or worse. Just when I thought I'd found where I fit in after being the odd one out for so long I am no longer able to experience that feeling of belonging, with the exception of one day every six months. And I was so, so happy, happier than I'd been for a long time. And just like that its all gone.

I try to prove myself, every single day. I go out of my way to try and chnage myself to earn back the people I treasure most, but I have the feeling I'll never see them again. All those Sundays I could have spent having the time of my life, will now be spent in my freezing cell. I believe I have the right to feel like I have someone, someone who'll be there for me when I need them, someone who accepts me and all the bonuses that come sealed in plastic. But doesn't everyone? But, if you folow the rules set by the head of my household, only the dominant powers get what they want. Anything creeping below has to settle with whatever they're given. And in my case, I'm given daily torment.

The human's greatest desire is acceptance, and their greatest fear is rejection. My chaplain told me that. He's a real inspiration to me, the only person who might understand anything I'm feeling. I should really talk to him before I finally crack, because believe me I'm not far away. Maybe, just maybe, if I get the chance to see the people I love again, I'll be okay.

Maybe.

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/20508579/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/20508579/ Mon, 15 Sep 2008 15:55:21 PDT
I have sunbrun on half of my face.

Except for a little triangle on my cheek where I'd painted myself to look like Axel.
Yes.

Oh my gosh.

Yeah.

*Cough*

♥

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/20187724/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/20187724/ Wed, 27 Aug 2008 16:13:45 PDT
But Jemma and I are not calling off the sequel. We're finishing it as soon as we can, hopefully today. Then it's up here with some new artwork. So Hah.



Sucks to be you. But you're awesome anywho. ♥ We don't care, we shout HURRAY.

AAANNNDDDDD: Has anybody noticed that Saix and Charlie Manson look so much alike???????

If you've seen any pictures, you will notice the CROSS on his forehead, and that of his folowers. Kind of like a sick, twisted evil Harry Potter. Yes, that was in incrdibly bad taste but whatever. Love yah Rahcel.

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/20124067/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/20124067/ Sun, 24 Aug 2008 03:56:09 PDT
My Kairi is udnerway, I'm just socuting for shoes and scavenging for extensions. Cha. The dress is gunna be quite costy, but not as much as the shoes. But still, I am going to wear both in public well after the con, so not to worry. Just need:

-2m of pale pink pleather
-2 LONG zips
-2 slightly shorter zips
-3 5ocm strips of leather
-2 metal rings + clip clasps
-Black felt
-Lilac ribbon
-White singlet
-Black hood (acquired)

So yeah. Nearly there.

My lovely friend Erin and I are writing a fiction together, if you'd be so kind as to read it. Along with all our other fictions. And alsoooooooohhh................. Can you get lilac Chuck Taylors online?

G'night ♥

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/19365754/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/19365754/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 03:30:16 PDT
My situation vaguely reminds me of the song "Green Finch & Linnett Bird" sung by Johanna in Sweeney Todd. The lyrics describe the girl's feeling of being trapped in a cage like a bird, and not being able to take wing. That's pretty much how I feel; being held captive in my cage to sing, never being able to fly away. Depressed much? Actually... Not really.

COSPLAY SCRAPBOOK DEVELOPMENTS
Yay. I have a whole section on this now.
Pushing aside my Wai-Con 2009 designs for Kairi (Kingdom Hearts II), I have decided to join a group for my friend Amy and be Twilight Town Marluxia. Hell yes. Pink hair and all. That's not until January of February next year, so I have plenty time. But even though I'm not being Kairi for the event, I want to make the dress before Wai-Con to have it ready for Supanova 2009 for one day, seeing as I'll only need to make a scythe and make some medium alterations to some clothes. Then order the wig!

Supanova 2009? Oh, the fun I will have. Depending on when the other KIngdom Hearts freaks are appearing, I'll don my pretty zipper dress and red wig and pull along my awesome Keyblade. Great for photo ops.
The other day? I think I've already mentioned it. My Gaara costume, which will be accompanied by my friend Shannon (hopefully) as Sasuke the emo king. Which reminds me, I need to start saving newspaper to construct my gourd. Its so far away, but I can't wait!

FANFICTION UPDATE
The final chapter of my LeeSaku story will be appearing sometime between Monday and Thursday, depending on how much time I get to finish it. It might be a little rushed seeing as I have some requests to get on with, including a KibaHina (Shuuuuuuuuuunn!) and a ShikaTema. I love that pairing now, but I still want ShikaIno to happen. Hn...

Well, thanks for wasting your time reading this. Well done is you skim-read it. Take care, PM me if you want anything doing.

Dattebayo♥

]]> ~NaruHina-SakuLee http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/19285246/ http://NaruHina-SakuLee.deviantart.com/journal/19285246/ Wed, 09 Jul 2008 03:13:29 PDT
The date is July 9, 2008, and I am sitting in a grey jumper and blue pyjama pants. There is a small stuffed pig on the desk in front of me. There is also a casket of blank CDs, a blue pen with no lid and the end broken, a red heart-shaped balloon and two coasters.

Across my desktop are several windows. iTunes, this, and my next chapter to Awakening. Its almost done, I promise. I just haven't got 'round to doing it yet.

So, is anybody going to O3? Does anybody live in WA, for that matter? Oh, I'm so alone.

Kay, so now I'm really bored. I've been writing my skit for Supanova 2009... Thankies to Shannon♥ for being brave enough to do this with me. Who's in the mood for a little GaaSasu LURVE? We are, that's for sure. But we'll have to wait a year. Gourd.

Ooh, Friends is on! I am drawn to the cheesiness of it all. Bye, luffs.♥

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