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]]> ~Nefex http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/21225750/ http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/21225750/ Wed, 29 Oct 2008 23:35:10 PDT [link]

I really want to get some more flowers and take a couple new shots. I haven't had time lately. Although my Dad got some really pretty roses the other day for his girlfriend.

Other than that life is moving along slowly. I'm just waiting for college to fall into my lap, with any home that's what will happen anyways.

I got a new job at a video store. Free movies!

Oh! It will be two years for my boyfriend and I on Friday, that's pretty special.


Hope everyone is doing swell. Stay warm! It's getting so cold here, yikes!

]]> ~Nefex http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/20923324/ http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/20923324/ Fri, 10 Oct 2008 15:31:16 PDT
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I'm so excited with all the nice feedback my work has gotten! I have one more shot for the series, so keep your eyes peeled

What a nice way to cheer my day up! Thank you to everybody who commented or favored my work!

]]> ~Nefex http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/19810509/ http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/19810509/ Wed, 06 Aug 2008 14:27:15 PDT

Rules
- Choose a singer/band/group
- Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer/band/group
- Tag 6 more people (let them know they've been tagged) (Tag yourself lazy)

1. Are you male or female?
Let's Get Really Honest

2. Describe yourself.
I Talk Too Much

3. What do people feel when they're around you?
Deep Thrills

4. How would you describe your previous relationship?
Hold On

5. Describe your current relationship.
Lesson One

6. Where would you want to be now?
Glory Days

7. How do you feel about love?
Lost

8. What's your life like?
Spectacular Failures

9. What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
Paradise (Lost & Found)

10. Say something wise.
Starz In Their Eyes

]]> ~Nefex http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/18424359/ http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/18424359/ Wed, 21 May 2008 00:13:31 PDT

Don't want to sleep. Catching a cold, I think.


Have written a couple of things--will edit sooner or later and put up here.

school sucks. double for da home life. oh well, we go on. blah


started a book club, lookin forward to that.

wish I had more friends. feeling down andl lonely lately.

]]> ~Nefex http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/15414198/ http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/15414198/ Wed, 07 Nov 2007 23:26:16 PST

I really need to study my chemistry more, and I actually want to, so we'll see how that pans out.

I haven't written anything sense school has started, this isn't any good. I really need to get in gear. I need to just had a day and sit down and do nothing else.

I still have scotland pictures I could upload, but I don't really feel like it. I've taken so many that I think I've put enough on here.

I took some cool shots of myself the other day (go check those out please :] ) and I was very please with the lighting changes I added.
I'd like to shot someone else though, instead of myself, so my buddie will have to help me out with that.

I'm waiting for the holidays, I wanna go Christmas shopping :3 I'm not sure what I'm gunna get anyone this year, so that will be interesting.

Oh I stopped by where my house is being rebuilt, looks alright. My room will be bigger, so no complaints there. I'll be moving out in a year after we move back anyways, so who cares really?
I guess it's not so bad my house is gone, because now I don't care at all about my possesions. They're is nothing I have right now that I could go buy again or whatever.
I had some great stoof that I really would have wanted to keep forever, but now that it is gone, I don't care about making attachments to anything else. Screw all of it :\

Opps, sad rant there? Sorry pals. Don't know where I went with that one. Oh well.

Eat a bon bon when you get a chance, they are so good

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Haven't really been working :\
The only pictures I upload are from Scotland and New York, which I took back in july. I want to get out and shot somethings, friends and stoof, that would be fun.
I also should write, which I don't do much of either, back in the states.

Time to get to work, eh?

XOXO

]]> ~Nefex http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/14132023/ http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/14132023/ Sun, 12 Aug 2007 11:10:17 PDT I'm all excited. I even posted some prints, another DA thing I've never done before. So get out and buy! X3 Or comment atleast. . .

Back in the States now, wish I were still in Scotland ._____.;;
Nuffin much else to report, hope you're all well :3

]]> ~Nefex http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/13640745/ http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/13640745/ Fri, 06 Jul 2007 23:18:56 PDT
Working at the college on my writing, lots of fun so far!
Anybody live about the area?

]]> ~Nefex http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/13498966/ http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/13498966/ Tue, 26 Jun 2007 13:24:52 PDT
The one time I don't ruin a relationship that is really great in my life, someone else comes along to steal it away. I never felt more life dying as I did yesterday and never got as close. It's pathetic if I were to see the problem from a 3rd person's point of veiw, but damn it hurts so much from my own.

When people tell you to grow up or act like an adult, it just mean do what they tell you. Perrhaps that's a dim way of looking at it but it feels real now. To act like an adult would mean I would leave them and start out on my own, but that's not what they want me to do. In fact they just want me to realize I am acting too old for my age and stop what I'm doing. "You're too young to do this so grow up and act your age." Mixed messages?

It is my behavior that caused all this and that is easy to forget, but the actions taken to stop my fun seem extreme in the least. I'm a silly little teenager how easy to forget.

I wish, like most my age, to be older. So until then, cleary, my punishment is too wait for such a day that may never come now. And so my friends, we begin the countdown. 1 year, 2 months, and 18 days until I turn 18. I will not even be free then, how ironic.

]]> ~Nefex http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/13498965/ http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/13498965/ Tue, 26 Jun 2007 13:24:51 PDT
The one time I don't ruin a relationship that is really great in my life, someone else comes along to steal it away. I never felt more life dying as I did yesterday and never got as close. It's pathetic if I were to see the problem from a 3rd person's point of veiw, but damn it hurts so much from my own.

When people tell you to grow up or act like an adult, it just mean do what they tell you. Perrhaps that's a dim way of looking at it but it feels real now. To act like an adult would mean I would leave them and start out on my own, but that's not what they want me to do. In fact they just want me to realize I am acting too old for my age and stop what I'm doing. "You're too young to do this so grow up and act your age." Mixed messages?

It is my behavior that caused all this and that is easy to forget, but the actions taken to stop my fun seem extreme in the least. I'm a silly little teenager how easy to forget.

I wish, like most my age, to be older. So until then, cleary, my punishment is too wait for such a day that may never come now. And so my friends, we begin the countdown. 1 year, 2 months, and 18 days until I turn 18. I will not even be free then, how ironic.

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]]> ~Nefex http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/12578440/ http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/12578440/ Fri, 13 Apr 2007 09:29:50 PDT I feel pathetic. I haven't been working on any writing for weeks, really, except a few minor scraps. I haven't really read anything lately either. I need to do something will life.
I don't apply myself is what people say to me. Fuck them I'd just rather be writing or something. Now that I'm actually getting into what they enjoy I feel like I'm not doing anything with my life, go figure.

]]> ~Nefex http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/11920646/ http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/11920646/ Thu, 22 Feb 2007 12:00:07 PST
Juan you've got me all inspired! I really what to do a photoshoot. Dress up in funny clothes and run around with a camera type thing. Sounds nifty cool.
Haven't been writing much lately (besides my science homework) so nothing for you guys D; I'm sorry, maybe tonight I'll start work on a new piece. Hmm

Hope you guys are having fun too! You are right? <333

]]> ~Nefex http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/11847716/ http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/11847716/ Fri, 16 Feb 2007 20:40:45 PST
I my math group won in the game we played today! How very exciting! I think I did respectable on a science test and I bombed the spanish test I never studied for. It was amusing though because I had to write (in spanish) about an activite I did recently that included some kind of sport. Well, I decided to tell of my running with the buffalos and how they are terrible singers XP Good thing I can retake spanish tests, eh? Hardy Har. . .
Well we are on to mid-winter break just now. I'm looking forward to it :] Also looking forward to my english group getting together on monday to finish our shakespeare reading. We're doing Much Ado About Nothing and it is quite enjoyable, I must say Great group this time around too! ^^
Mkay as far as stories go, I should be posting one in the week after next. It's finished now, but I'd like my english teacher to take a look at it first before I do anything with it because it is the one I'm including in my application. :3 I might scrap together some new piece and display it this week, but I secertly hope to be too busy this week for such things XP I also have a lot of reading I need to get through, OH NO!
Ah well, it's nice to be in better spirits, shall we make it last? <333

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]]> ~Nefex http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/11605768/ http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/11605768/ Sun, 28 Jan 2007 22:53:09 PST I must admit, it was nice to just get a picture up here. No matter how much it sucks xD
It was fun to use a new camera too. My Dad's tends have trouble stablizing and without a new memory stick, it can't hold as many pictures as I'm use to shooting with, but it makes me really decide what is good and what leaves something to be desired.
At the moment it seems my life is what leaves something to be desired, but it will get better soon. Why you ask? It has to get better because I have to cheer up! I've been down on myself and leaving my emotions in other's hands. I need to take some kind of control and get back to my life again. Things will be looking up soon. :]

]]> ~Nefex http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/11547824/ http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/11547824/ Tue, 23 Jan 2007 22:52:21 PST I'm trying to be happy, I really think I am. School is too much at times with finals and semster ending, family is always yelling and fighting, and I'd just like the familar comforts to return to. Alas, no such luck there.
I miss my camera terribly. I'm trying to get a job before march so maybe then I can start saving up.
Tell tomorrow will look brighter, won't you? Hmm. . .
I don't have anything planned for the weekend, so perhaps I'll just use it to rest, resting would be nice.

]]> ~Nefex http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/11240236/ http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/11240236/ Sat, 30 Dec 2006 01:25:22 PST
I've finally got internet on to my laptop, so I can be on more and submit the pieces I have saved here to the site (after I fix them up a bit).

My future looks doomed when your looking at my writing as I tell you I want to be a novelist. I had a good day today, but it appears that thought has got me down a bit. Nothing I've turned out appears to be in the least bit good. What with the lack of detail, plot, intrigue, grammar, and just about all everything else I'm not looking to good. ><;;

Well, perhaps if I start working harder things will begin to look up. Yes, something to that effect. . .

]]> ~Nefex http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/11133304/ http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/11133304/ Wed, 20 Dec 2006 22:44:53 PST <;; No kidding. My computer and camera are gone and until I get them replaced I'm not going to be on often and will likely not be posting anything for a very long time. Sorry guys. So comment my old work and spread holiday love :3

]]> ~Nefex http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/10997846/ http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/10997846/ Fri, 08 Dec 2006 17:31:45 PST <;; Personally, I just didn't like the downhill spiral my work was headed for. My recent stoof was not too bad, but I would perfer to attempt to shoot everyday, but not put up crap just under the pressure of submitting things everyday. I will be shooting this weekend though, with a hope.

I also am making an attempt to get into this creative writing class in Scotland. It cost an arm and about three legs, but I'd be there for a month working on my true passion. How spify would that be? ^^
I talked to my mom, who will be talking to me dad, and she agrees it will be a great chance for me. Dreams can come true right?

Anyways, they're asked me to submit a 500 word prose of my work to sample. It isn't do soon, so I'll be starting another piece. This one has to be something fantastic, think I've got a chance? So the more critical you can be of my work through this time the better. Thanks for your help. <33

]]> ~Nefex http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/10916479/ http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/10916479/ Fri, 01 Dec 2006 17:58:36 PST
So I'm running for the bus and I reach the top of the hill; in time to see the bus turning off to the main road at the end of the street. I had missed it. They appeared nothing to do, but walk back and inform my sleeping mother, who was always rather cranky in the mornings, that I has missed it and was in need of a ride.

No. . . I couldn't turn back. I was not going to get yelled at, when I was so close.

So I kept walking. Once thought a curse, I know was quite happy to know that my bus picked my up insanely early and had time to drop me off a half hour before my school even started, for now I had time to walk.

The time between my house and one of my best pals, Karen, normally took me half an hour to walk, downhill. Here bus picked up at 7:06 and I had 15 minutes to get there, an uphill trek.

I kept up my pace and walked as fast I could, without looking like a man woman running down the street. I made it with 2 minutes to spare.

I am victorious! Bow to my ultimate, undeniable, power.

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]]> ~Nefex http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/10829716/ http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/10829716/ Fri, 24 Nov 2006 00:58:55 PST I hope my work gets better soon, I need to work harder. I'm really disliking all my work and it's hard to not just trash it all. Eh, work work.

]]> ~Nefex http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/10805212/ http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/10805212/ Tue, 21 Nov 2006 21:13:07 PST
Today was really pretty great. School is never fun, but after school was lovely <333

]]> ~Nefex http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/10771761/ http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/10771761/ Sat, 18 Nov 2006 22:22:10 PST ________________________________________ _______

when i first started taking pictures i was very careful, obsessed really, to taking a perfect picture. at school i was always occupied with technical precision and knowledge.

now it's the opposite. when i make a picture, i try to remember to put the imperfections in.

a good photographer knows that exposure, focus, the best equipment, possibly even light, don't make a good picture. it's the presence of the photographer. it's the way he/she understands the moment and the context and the setting.

a good photo shouldn't just represent a moment, it should tell a story.

therein lies the beauty of a photograph. its story. and the magical quality of the memories it engages and the emotions it sparks.

a photographer is a storyteller, and we communicate in a very universal visual language. i want to represent what we miss when we blink, or what we see in our minds when we remember the moment.

i promise to capture who people are and what they mean to me. to record what lies in the moments between shutter clicks. to document what's in the details and shadows of my (willing) subjects.

i want the mind's eye to be my lens.

to create a love letter to my life.

originally started as a journal entry [link]
________________________________________ _______

your photography is a record of your living,
for anyone that really sees.
- paul strand

Okie day, so with my USB cord back I thought I'd give it a shot. I stay with my dad every other weekend so sometimes you'll get three a day, but I'll do my best. :3 It begins tomorrow...If I don't forget xD

]]> ~Nefex http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/10760114/ http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/10760114/ Fri, 17 Nov 2006 20:15:13 PST Now to upload a slew of rather old shots. Enjoy and comment comment. comment xD I love you all! <333

]]> ~Nefex http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/10639659/ http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/10639659/ Mon, 06 Nov 2006 17:36:47 PST MY NEW USB CORD!! ^______________________^

Then you can all see my pretty pretty pictures! I'm so excited!

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Went home sick today. I think I was just hungry and exhausted more then anything else and it was so kind of my mom to let me come home this time. I'm behind it just about all my classes, cept science and history.

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]]> ~Nefex http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/10415569/ http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/10415569/ Mon, 16 Oct 2006 17:49:30 PDT
Hope to get some new work out soon, sorry everything it taking so long. I'm just lazy xD I'll get out some great work you'll all love <333


"LETS GO! DON'T WAIT!" said my itunes song.


"When you smile I melt inside, I'm not worthy for a minute of your time. I really wish it was only me and you." itunes piped in again.


"LETS MAKE THIS LAST FOREVER!"

Quoting songs is fun xD

]]> ~Nefex http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/10379734/ http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/10379734/ Fri, 13 Oct 2006 12:28:14 PDT
Yeah for happiness <3333
I have the day off school and I've been having a lovely time relaxin and hangin out. Watched the daily show and talked to some pals.
Jolly fun ^___________^
Bowen is gunna come over and we're gunna carve pumpkins.
I almost wish he wasn't coming so I could just continue to have my lovely day to myself. Not a lovely girlfriend type thought eh?
I am determind to keep this happy mood though.
HAPPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!!

]]> ~Nefex http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/10324550/ http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/10324550/ Sun, 08 Oct 2006 11:22:16 PDT Any ideas for how I can improve?

]]> ~Nefex http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/10305169/ http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/10305169/ Fri, 06 Oct 2006 15:06:52 PDT We will have to print next week. I was so looking forward to it.
My small little article on driver's ed is right there on the front page.
It's not terriblly good, but this side of writing is a bit new to me.
Hope everyone likes it. Perhaps after it goes to print I will post it.

]]> ~Nefex http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/10202985/ http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/10202985/ Wed, 27 Sep 2006 11:01:04 PDT
Anyways, I've got the day off school. Nifty no?
Nothing planned, just some homework and a movie.


Hope everyone is doing well. <3333

]]> ~Nefex http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/10125543/ http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/10125543/ Tue, 19 Sep 2006 18:32:59 PDT
Journalism is by far the best class of the bunch. I'll be writing an article on the recent cancellation of driver's ed classes in our district, which I'm already lining an interview up for. It's not the most exciting piece, but it's a start all the same. I also get to take picture for homecoming and of so freshman we're doing for a features piece. Kind of an adopt a freshman bit to rise school spirit. I'm happy.

Arrivederci ]]> ~Nefex http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/9971239/ http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/9971239/ Mon, 04 Sep 2006 22:32:18 PDT
I've put up so new work today, check it out. I've finally got my camera back so I hope to put a lot of work out soon. Hopefully lots too enjoy :]

Also workin on making a teddy bear plushie. Amanda (omgisuck) did a cute little bunny, which you can see in her gallery, that I really liked and had to give it a shot myself. Think I'll give it to a friend of mine, Karen, as a much over due birthday gift.

School is also right arounds the corner. I'm the only one of my buddies not looking forward to this. Prefer to stay home and work on my stories and read of few as well. Reading Pet Sematary (Stephen King), The Picture Of Dorian Gray (Oscar Wilde), and Prodigal Summer (Barbara Kingsolver), at the moment. The last one is off a summer book list I recieved from my English teacher. I suppose once school really gets going I'll find I'll enjoy it all over again. For now though...


Adios ]]> ~Nefex http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/9922184/ http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/9922184/ Thu, 31 Aug 2006 18:24:11 PDT

I will be kept very busy for the next couple of days! I've got a ton of books to finsh, my friends are having a get together tomorrow, and I've got stories to write as well. Such as the one I'm working on for whydoidothis, which I think is coming along nicely.

Not to mention school will be starting up again next week. Must say I've got mixed feelings about the whole affair. Oh well.

Got my comp fixed today too! Now I have firefox up and running again. Oh, my love I missed you! <3

Well hopefully you'll see more work from me within the next week. Tootles! ]]> ~Nefex http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/9886701/ http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/9886701/ Mon, 28 Aug 2006 16:09:06 PDT
I actually got a small crush on the guy, Eric, who helped talk me through it, while at the top. Nice, funny, cute, and I have a boyfriend. I feel terrible for have feelings for another guy and contemplating acting on them. I feel so insecure about my feelings for my boyfriend, Justin, that I don't think our relationship will even last. I wish I could just be happy and make him happy. I think it was easier when the two of us were just friends. We've been through a lot to be together and now I'm not even sure this is what I want. I suppose I have a lot to think about, hmm? ]]> ~Nefex http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/9824222/ http://Nefex.deviantart.com/journal/9824222/ Wed, 23 Aug 2006 06:22:30 PDT

I just put a new story out! It's a tad bit more comical then most I write, hence it being in the Humor section. There's not really any jokes, but I found the characters mind set fairly amusing. Hope you guys enjoy it. :]

Hey! Anyone good at creating links? I was hoping someone could show me how, so I could provide link to Deviants I like and that sort of thing. Bit of a n00b when it comes to codes and that sort of thing. Thanks for that help!

Tootles! ]]> ~Nefex