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Buuut. It is a cheerful day, so I won't weigh you down with my religious debates. As you can see, I am now a member, thanks to the kind donation of *General-EbonRose, one of the coolest people I've ever met online. As such, I've had some fun with my CSS and created a new layout. Hope you like it!

If I stay up much longer, Santy Claus won't be visiting me, so I have to go now. To you and all yours, Merry Christmas... okay, or whatever else you celebrate!

~Neil

]]> *NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/28909607/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/28909607/ Sat, 12 Dec 2009 19:30:45 PST
Sadly, I deleted all your old journals and deviations. I've decided I'm not going to feel so obligated to look at every single one anymore, but I will at least make a strong effort.

So... yeah. I'm back!

Peace always,
Neil Rawson

EDIT: WHAT??? Since when do I have to subscribe to get CSS?

]]> *NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/23694166/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/23694166/ Sat, 14 Mar 2009 12:44:30 PDT


Want to see more work from me?
Be sure to check out my joint account with my good friend ~blondgodes Check it out here: [link] ]]> *NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/23563234/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/23563234/ Fri, 06 Mar 2009 19:31:20 PST ) It's just been a long week for me, both academically and socially, so I haven't really put much priority into dA. Not to mention, since my Wii died, I pulled out my N64 and have been playing that quite a bit. I've really missed the good ol' days of 64-bit. It really brings me back to all the hours I wasted as a little kid sitting in front of a screen.

So anyways, I will get around to going through my deviations and messages this weekend. Fortunately, I don't have many. Expect new art within the next few weeks, of any medium. I've been feeling rather prosperous in that sense, at least in terms of writing melodies and doing Photoshop work. I might even play with Terragen or some writing, if I get really ambitious. Speaking of songwriting, I might be playing guitar at a fundraiser for my school. It's only 15 minutes' worth, but I figure it's a nice way to waste time, (as if I really need more ways. )

~Tooncouplefanatic brought up the idea of doing collaborations, and after thinking about it, I think I'm interested in doing some collab work, too, if anyone is. Whichever genre you prefer... I'm proficient in a handful now, even though my freehand sketching is still dreadful. Notice that I haven't uploaded any like I said I would? There's a good reason for that.

I suppose that's all I have to report for now. Stay devious.

Peace always,
~ Neil

*NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/23280028/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/23280028/ Wed, 18 Feb 2009 21:22:47 PST
Anyways, now to my own personal rambling. Life has been good, or as good as it could be. Last week I played a gig on my birthday at the town's local Winterfest, and it went quite well. I have some pictures which I may end up posting here if I feel ambitious. On the note of my birthday, I also got a decent scanner, so maybe I'll upload some freehanded stuff, even though all my sketches are horrid. I also got a huge new stick welder, so I plan on doing some heavy-duty metal work when things heat up again. I already have some new ideas...

What else...? I'm on break this week, so I'm basically just lazing around. Playing a lot of guitar, mainly. I suppose that's really about all I have to say, sadly. Maybe I've just grown boring. Ah well. It's late anyways. Sorry again for being an unreliable deadbeat.

Until next time.
Peace always,
~ Neil

*NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/22809575/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/22809575/ Sun, 25 Jan 2009 18:02:26 PST
Well... for those of you who care about my life, (if there are any of you, ) I am well, for the most part. There have been drastic changes in my household since my last journal, which is partially to blame for my lack of being around. But I survived them and am doing fine. My art has not stopped, I just don't do hardly any digital work these days. School is still a drag, and I have an English regents this week, but I'm getting through somehow. I'm beginning to hone into what I want in my future, and while school does not play a major role, I'm still doing my best to at least pass.

I've been invited to play guitar at a local event called the Winterfest, along with my friend ~TheEndofDarkDays and my father. It'll be my first hired gig in over a year, and also the first one I'll have to sing at. I'm a bit nervous, but at the same time, excited to be out playing again. My dad gave me his prized Gibson SG Menace (electric guitar) and Crate stack (huge tube amplifier) as early birthday presents, which gives me another reason to play more. I'm beginning to go from being an intermediate-level player to an advanced player. If I continue to progress at this rate, I will be amazing before too long.

In terms of metal work... I'm not doing any right now because my forge is buried in snow, and I have no coal to burn. But my grandfather has advised me to enter some local gun and knife shows to display my work, and make a few commissions. If I could earn an income that way, I would certainly do so without question. For those of you have have ordered metal tools/weapons from me, I will have my forge going by spring, so I can begin working on your orders if you're still interested.

I haven't forgotten about Plateau of the Mojave, although everyone here probably has. I'll pick up on it soon, maybe even tonight if I feel ambitious. Which reminds me... my girlfriend is now teasing me, calling me a cosplayer because I bought a black leather trench coat and fedora like Mojave's protagonist, Konig. But I look cool in it anyhow, so it works. And she is completely awesome, so I'm not offended. Anyways, more Mojave to come.

In conclusion, I am alive and doing quite well. I apologize for being so unreliable and unpredictable as a deviant, but just know that I am not angry at anyone, just preoccupied. As always, feel free to message me or request something if you have the urge. Until next time.

Peace always,
~ Neil

=NeilRawson's deviantART To-Do List:
- Write Plateau of the Mojave part 12
- Make DA icon of someone on fire
- Finish midnightstar66's contest entry
- Do ~Suffocates' character tag
- Take picture of me

Lemme know if I missed anything.

*NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/22020414/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/22020414/ Tue, 16 Dec 2008 17:50:54 PST
I should clarify something while I'm on it: I do read and view everything you post. That includes deviations, comments, replies, news, journals, even scraps. Just because I don't comment doesn't mean I don't like it. There was a time when I had the motivation and leisure to comment on every single thing, especially for unpopular artists whom I feel deserve the support. However, I have made the critical mistake of watching everyone who watches me, and so now my inbox fills right up even after being away for a day. And... it might hurt you to hear this, but not all the deviations I receive are "good" art. There, I said it. I know art is perception, and quality of work differs from person to person. But some people are just not artists. I'm not saying that I am great, nor am I putting anyone else down (if you ask me what kind of artist I think you are, I probably won't answer.) My point is, while some of the art I see is brilliant work by skilled artists, a very large portion of it is just the same, unskilled, cookie-cutter crap I'm used to.

Regardless, that's no excuse to shun all the excellent friends I've met here, and for that, I sincerely apologize. I haven't been here for a good handful of reasons. Aside from putting a lot of commitment into my music and "tangible" art, preparing gifts for Christmas, I've had to deal with increasingly-difficult schoolwork, a crazier-by-the-day home life, and some new social ambitions, namely my band and sweetheart. I'm not going to give details on anything more because this isn't my place to do that. Not to mention, I've been unreliable for you; why should I make you read about my eventful life? If you really care to know, I'm always open for a good chat. (See my contact info or just send me a note - I always check those.)

I suppose all I'm trying to say is... I'm around, and I do care about you all, I've just been a little tied up. If I owe you a request or favor, or even if you just want to talk, just give me a poke and I'll try my best to get around to it sooner than later. I'm going to try to respond to my comments first, and then I'll work my way into journals and deviations. Also, don't take the whole "crappy art" thing personally, I just had to vent a bit.

If we don't talk in the near future, then have a great holiday season and a happy new year.
~ Neil

=NeilRawson's deviantART To-Do List:
- Write Plateau of the Mojave part 12
- Make DA icon of someone on fire
- Finish midnightstar66's contest entry
- Do ~Suffocates' character tag
- Take picture of me

Lemme know if I missed anything.

http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/21746086/ Sun, 30 Nov 2008 10:20:59 PST
100 Questions for a Deviant Artist

01. What is your pen name?
Luciano, on my tangible art.

02. What made you choose this name?
It's an Italian name given to me by my grandfather, who's taught me a lot about metalworking and art

03. Do you use PC or Mac?
PC

04. What programs do you use most often?
Photoshop 7, Anim8or, WinAmp (gotta have music when I create.)

05. Do you use mouse, or tablet?
Mouse, although I wouldn't mind a tablet. Maybe if I find an affordable one.

06. What color or color combination's do you find yourself using most often?
Red/Black, Purple/Black, Blues/Greens

07. What part of a picture do you put most effort into?
It depends on the type of picture. With people, it's always eyes, otherwise, I try to put equal effort throughout.

08. How long does it take you do draw a picture?
It depends on the style. Anywhere from an hour to three days.

09. Do you keep your rough drafts?
Yes, they're clogging up my hard drive

10. What font do you use most often?
For artwork? BadAcid™

11. When you scan your image, what DPI do you use?
As of now, I haven't scanned anything.

12. Do you do anything else when you're drawing?
I listen to music, always... sometimes I'll chat with a friend or two.

13. Approximately how many pictures do you draw in a month?
In terms of freehand drawings, only one or two. But Photoshop stuff? Maybe ten.

14. What kind of paper do you draw your pictures on?
Whatever type of blank paper I can find.

15. What kind of paper do you use for rough sketches and drafts?
Standard notebook paper

16. How long does it take you to ink something?
I don't ink yet. All my freehands so far have been just pencil.

17. Do you do comics, or fan comics?
No, but I'd like to turn my current storyline into a manga eventually.

18. Do you like comics? Are they fun to make?
Eh, I s'pose so. They're fun to make, I just never do them.

19. Have you ever submitted anything to a magazine?
No, I guess I've never thought about it, either.

20. Did it get published?
*this space for rent*

21. Who are your favorite artists?
M.C. Escher, Leonardo da Vinci, the members of my crazy family. For visual arts, at least.

22. Do you like anime/manga? If so, what are your favorite series?
Eh, I'm not a fanboy by any means, but some of it's alright. My favorite Manga is Bleach, favorite anime is Hellsing Ultimate (the gruesome manga-based version in original Japanese. None of that English-dubbed crap.)

23. Do you like cartoons/comics? If so, what are your favorite series?
Sure. Favorite series? Family Guy, Simpsons, old Looney Toons.

24. Any artists that you wish you could draw like?
Not really. I'm happy with my own distinct style, and wouldn't want to be just like another artist.

25. Do you read a lot of books?
Not as many as I probably should. I used to read all the time, but I don't as much these days.

26. Did you ever buy a book to inspire or teach you to draw?
I haven't yet. There are plenty of free tutorials online.

27. Any video games you enjoy?
Definitely. All of the Super Smash Bros... MarioKart... Resident Evil 4... I'm generally just a general-Nintendo fan.

28. Any favorite characters from video games?
Bowser, especially in the humor-based Nintendo games. He always ends up screwing himself over.

29. Do you have a favorite writer?
Not particularly, but a lot of my writing has been influenced By Dean Koontz and Stephen King... and R.L. Stine, in my earlier years.

30. Any books you really enjoy?
Tons of 'em. A couple of notable ones are Dreamcatcher and Watchers

31. Do you draw fanart?
No, and I don't plan on it either.

32. Do you listen to music while you draw?
Always.

33. Any recommended songs?
Haha, that's a joke, right? I could recommend THOUSANDS of songs. What genre would you like me to list?

34. Any other art websites that you really enjoy?
There's a few various ones here and there, but deviantART is really my internet "home."

35. Are there any websites that you go to everyday?
deviantART, Jango (free internet radio)

36. What is your dream website like?
Uh... I've never really thought ab... ]]> *NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/21603083/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/21603083/ Fri, 21 Nov 2008 19:12:13 PST
Also, I've got a new flame in my life, which has really made school a lot easier to bare. (By which I mean a girlfriend, for those of you living under a newly renovated rock.) I've finally found someone perfect for me: someone intelligent, artistic, good-humored, into wildlife, slightly crazy, and beautiful. I won't say who she is without her permission, just in case I laid it on a bit thick, but things have gone really smoothly so far.

Anyways... in terms of deviantART, I'm backed up more than ever... I'm now up to 122 deviations, 27 journals, and a mess of other messages, too. I apologize for not having commented on anything in so long, I've just been preoccupied with... well, life. I'm currently on a good run of luck and happiness, so I haven't been as reclusive. I promise I'll get around to commenting on, or at least viewing, all of them before too long. In terms of my own digital art, it's not dead. I've been doing a few Photoshop paintings here and there, though I've ruined most of them. I'm working a lot on 3D animation, both for school projects and in collaboration with my father to make music videos. Sadly, Windows Movie Maker is a horrible program. >.> But that's a rant I'll save for another day.

I also have a handful of contest entries and such to finish, still. I procrastinate way too much. But anyways, those are also in the works... well, some of them. (Especially midnightstar - I haven't forgotten about the animation i owe you or the Staff website.) If you need me to do something, tell me and I'll stick it on the to-do list.

Still haven't given up on Plateau of the Mojave. I plan on finishing part 10 this weekend, with any luck. As much as I hate flashbacks and back-story, I'm going to have to put some into this next chapter, so brace yourselves.

As always, feel free to drop me a message if you feel like chatting, discussing something, or anything else. Keep on keepin' on.

~ Neil



=NeilRawson's deviantART To-Do List:
- Write Plateau of the Mojave part 11
- Make DA icon of someone on fire
- Finish midnightstar66's contest entry
- Do ~Suffocates' character tag

Lemme know if I missed anything.

http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/21497523/ Sat, 15 Nov 2008 08:39:02 PST
There's no one to blame but myself, so I can't be angry. I just want it to be over with. I know right now I have a positive outlook on starting fresh, but within three weeks, it'll be dead in favor of increasing my art skills. It seems to be a cycle now. I'll explain.

This year, (I mean 2008, not the school year,) I've learned so much. In arts, and humanities. So many new techniques and concepts that have sparked my interests. This year, I've felt truly alive. I've spent every day doing what makes me happy. Be it digital arts, music writing, guitar playing, metal forging, learning about human nature and cultures... I've loved every moment of it, and even now, I can say that in retrospect, I've grown a lot as a person, and am currently in the best years of my life. I'm spending time doing what I love, doing what will eventually become a career, if I am good enough. And the only way to become good at something is through application.

On the opposite side of that, it seems like the darkest thing in my life is schoolwork. To me, it is my anti-happiness. I make the best of going to school, and try to learn as much as I can about the things that interest me, namely non-academic subjects. I don't think that I'm "above" doing the work, or "too good" for school, as it has been perceived. I just don't seem to have the mindset for it. If one spends six solid months in Paradise, being happy 99% of the time, learning and loving, becoming a better person and paving the way for an enjoyable career... how would one feel after being taken out of that and placed in a prison? I use the term prison loosely, because I know that school itself is really not terrible. What is terrible is the system. I am taught facts and figures, not real-life concepts which apply to me. Material is shoved down my throat, and I am asked to regurgitate it in return for a decent grade. This year, my mind has chosen to shut that out. Maybe I've been brainwashed. Maybe I'm one of the crazy ones. But I don't think so.

I think that so many people are unhappy, because they're forced into conformity, and they don't realize it. For me, anyways, 75% of the material I learn in high school has no application for me. I don't plan on using it as a career, and it doesn't interest me. I'm not saying that a lack of interest can justify my poor work ethic, and I know I need to do better... I just don't think it's very fair. Many people would respond to that with "Life's not fair, get used to it!" Hey, I didn't ask for life. I'm just going to make the best of it while I'm here. Why should I have to suffer when it's not something I chose? Because it'll get me a job? So I can rot in a cubicle and be a puppet for the United States? It's not me.

The cycle part comes in like this: I'll spend a few weeks shunning my art, and doing really well in school, basically sucking up to all the right people and being a model citizen. Then, I'll feel kinda sad about the whole thing. Bored, and upset because my work has been shunned. Then, I'll start doing a few things in-between work. Then, I'll become entwined in my artwork and put my schoolwork off. And what I put off builds up, until eventually, I have too much to finish and what does get finished is hardly my best work. But at that point in the cycle, I'm still too happy to forget my art. Then, my grades become really bad, and I become depressed about my life, using art as my escape and my "high." Eventually, my grades become so low that I have to exert all my effort just to pass. Then, once my grades are up, I begin feeling safe, and gradually become more laid-back until I, once again, start putting art before schoolwork. And the cycle repeats. So now the question is... do I want to break it? Is it really worth sacrificing my passion, my support system for life, just so I can spend the next two years being moulded into a "good" citizen?

My friends, my time here is running short. I hope I've managed to make at least a somewhat-valid argument for why I am the way I am. I know I still owe a few contests, requests, etc., and I will post them if/when I get a chance. Same goes for Plateau of the Mojave. I've written more, I just don't have enoug... ]]> *NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/21288129/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/21288129/ Sun, 02 Nov 2008 17:23:27 PST
What I've wanted to say... well, I've wanted to say a lot of things, but they keep getting put off and backed up, just like the other things in my life, namely schoolwork and artwork. Before I forget, yes, I have a ton of deviations to view still, and messages/journals/etc to respond to. I could be like a lot of deviants and just clear out the whole list, but I do promise that I will view all of them. Even if I don't comment them all like I usually do, rest assured that I will view them all. So if you've submitted something in the past week, maybe I just haven't gotten to it yet.

On that note, I also owe a handful of promises to people. If I have told you that I'd do something for you, whatever it may be, but haven't, feel free to give me a poke and I will add it to my to-do list. I seem to be slow at getting to that, too.

I haven't given up on art, nor life, I've just been busier than usual. This is the last week of the marking period for school, and I'm really going to have to work hard to make up for five weeks of failure... Procrastination really kills me. It's not that I intentionally don't do work, I just put it off until the last second, and everything I end up doing is either poor or non-existent because I run out of time.

Tonight, I plan/hope to start Part 10 to Plateau of the Mojave. I don't know how many people actually still read it, but I know there are a few, and I do plan to continuing it. Same story with digital paintings. I think doing them would be a lot of fun, I just don't have a lot of time anymore.

As you can see, I have a lot of work to do. That said, I suppose I should wrap this up. Take it easy, all.

Peace always,
~ Neil


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=NeilRawson's deviantART To-Do List:
- Write Plateau of the Mojave part 10
- Make DA icon of someone on fire
- Finish midnightstar66's contest entry
- Do ~Suffocates' character tag

Lemme know if I missed anything.

http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/21175470/ Sun, 26 Oct 2008 17:21:43 PDT
Anyways...

I noticed that my DA account has been suffering over the past week. It appears that my streak of awesome feedback is running out. Then again, it's not like I've submitted any decent visual art since my Halloween wallpapers. Sure, I did a few stamps in between, and a couple other minor things, but I don't really consider it to be art. I've done more to Plateau of the Mojave, but people really don't seem to care for literature on DA, myself included, sadly. I think that until it becomes visual, the majority of my watchers just won't care. I think I have lost my wallpaper skills altogether. Everything I make now in Photoshop is just awful, or boring, or both. Stamps I can still make, but they pretty much drown out all my other work. Don't believe me? Go here [link] and click the "favorites" tab.

I suppose that means that if I am going to maintain the same recognition that I once had, I'm going to have to either sell my soul to stamp making, get a camera and post my real-life art, or start coming up with some new ideas for digital art. My music has been going well, so I could post that, maybe. My metal-working is going horribly because my grades. My parents' rule was that if I didn't do well in school, my metal working would have to take the back-burner. Well, I failed three subjects at the five-week marking period, so it goes without saying that I've been limited in doing so.

I'd have more to say, but my idiot friends are harassing me via IM, so it's taken an hour to write this little amount. They've managed to completely frustrate me, so I lost my train of thought, and I still have a bunch of homework to do. I think I need to go invisible when I have things to do. Anyways, I'm just going to stop here. >.>

Peace always,
~ Neil

=NeilRawson's deviantART To-Do List:
- Write Plateau of the Mojave part 10
- Make DA icon of someone on fire
- Finish 3D model of me
- Make more Halloween wallpapers
- Finish and post meat cleaver
- Join midnightstar66's contest
- Do ~Suffocates' character tag

Lemme know if I missed anything.

http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/21063501/ Sun, 19 Oct 2008 12:51:51 PDT [link] Plus, he fits well with my red and black theme.

Anything else to add...? Well, there are a couple little things which basically go along with organizing my page, but they're not important so I suppose I'll get to those later.

Anyways, have a nice day, and don't be a stranger.

Peace always,
~ Neil

=NeilRawson's deviantART To-Do List:
- Write Plateau of the Mojave part 10
- Make DA icon of someone on fire
- Finish 3D model of me
- Make more Halloween wallpapers
- Finish and post meat cleaver
- Join midnightstar66's contest
- Do ~Suffocates' character tag

Lemme know if I missed anything.



]]> *NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/21054087/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/21054087/ Sat, 18 Oct 2008 21:06:37 PDT I suppose it's time to take down my "Epic Expression" as it is. If/when I think of something important to say, or whatever it is I originally had in mind, I will post it. For now, all I have is this tag to do. It was actually pretty funny.

Taken from

Rules: Go to Google and search the phrase. Please be mature and use your 1st name. Use the first thing that comes up that makes sense.

Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search:
A: If Neil needs to finish writing a speech or something during the convention, make sure you schedule in some time for that as well.

Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search:
A: This is what the name "Neil" looks like in Japanese:

Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search:
A: Neil says that higher payroll for some, possible employee cutbacks for several and changes in mandatory posting requirements for all.

Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search:
A: if Neil wants to talk liberal trash, talk liberal trash.

Q: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search:
A: Neil does NOT read the message board.

Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search:
A: Neil hates social bookmarking and then likes it

Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search:
A: Neil asks Michael to help get Dru out of Psych Ward.

Q: Type in "[your name] goes" in Google search:
A: Neil goes solo on his hit single, " You're Invited (But Your Friends Can't Come)."

Q: Type in "[your name] likes " in Google search:
A: Neil likes to experiment.

Q: Type in "[your name] eats " in Google search:
A: Neil eats a balloon.

Q: Type in "[your name] wears” in Google search:
A: NEIL WEARS A WIG!!

Q: Type in "[your name] was arrested for" in Google Search:
A: Neil was arrested for once performing a massive Art Attack whilst under the influence of alcohol.


Peace always,
~ Neil


=NeilRawson's deviantART To-Do List:
- Finish the Survival Meme for ~Tooncouplefanatic
- Write Plateau of the Mojave part 7
- Make DA icon of someone on fire
- Finish 3D model of me
- Make more Halloween wallpapers
- Finish and post meat cleaver
- Join midnightstar66's contest
- Create some kind of header, maybe footer.

Lemme know if I missed anything.

http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/20923342/ Fri, 10 Oct 2008 15:33:19 PDT
...anyways, for those of you still lingering. I am currently in a... shall I say... unhappy phase of my life. Usually, I am nearly always happy, or I at least make the best of things to keep myself content. I seem to be unlike any of my peers in the sense that even when things are not going well for me, I manage to keep a smile on my face and everyone else's as well. Recently, things changed. I have been in a general slump lately, for several reasons which all came at me rather quickly. I have just not felt my best at all. I've been feeling a general anger and sadness regarding myself, the world, and my contemporaries. Today, those feelings intensified and I ended up feeling worse than I have in a long time. You may be wondering for what reasons my overall mood has changed so much. Or how it relates to me cutting back on my deviantART time. Or, for that matter, why I am even choosing to tell you all about these problems. All will be explained in due time. If you don't feel like continuing, you are under no obligation. I'd say I'm writing this more for myself than anything else. But if you do read the whole thing, then perhaps I may open your eyes to things you hadn't thought of. That or you will have wasted twenty minutes of your life.

At this point in my life, I think I have a good idea of where I want to go. I'm not positive, but a plan is slowly taking form. I don't think I can deny that my career will be one of creation. My biggest talents in life, or interests, anyways, are metalworking, music (guitar,) digital arts, and writing. Simply put, the arts are my passion, and no other field seems to have the same effect on me. Art is my life. It's my escape, my expression, my insight, my entertainment... That, perhaps is why I'm choosing to convey this message to this community. The people here know me better than most of my peers, simply because this is the place where I really express who I am as a person.

We live in a society today where there are certain standards. Education has changed, and survival has changed. There was a time, not all that long ago, when people lived just to continue surviving. The only concerns were how they were going to eat, and whether or not they would be alive the next day. As time advanced, artisans, merchants, scholars, warriors, artists, and people of all other trades began to arise, just to support a civilization. They did not go to school to learn their trades, they learned from their elders, and used that knowledge to support themselves for the rest of their lives. People of that time knew how to create, or construct, or conduct whatever trades they had learned, and they benefited from it, and taught what they knew to the next generation, all by word of mouth. The best part: all learned knowledge of the people was relevant. It was information that they would apply just to support themselves and their families.

Sadly, things no longer work that way.

This is the year 2008, and I am an inhabitant of the United States of America. I live in a world of superficial, cookie-cutter conformity. In our society, it is traditional to live a lifestyle of one sort, and one sort only. I know there are variations, and not everyone is raised equally, and the world is full of different people, and so on and so forth. But the general goal is to live the "American Dream." The 21st century is not about surviving, or being knowledgeable. It's all about who has the most, and who looks the best, and what works the fastest, and being home in time to watch American Idol. It's all about being the perfect citizen in a perfect world, and all those who do not comply are cast aside as freaks, bums, or simply those of a lower social class. How awful! Why would anyone want to be a lesser human being? But hey! We stop that by going to school!

I'm going to pause for a moment: this is not an anti-school rant, so please don't roll y... ]]> *NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/20840055/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/20840055/ Sun, 05 Oct 2008 10:41:00 PDT I was bored.

To my fellow deviants,
I'm writing this to inform you all that life as you know it will soon be over. Single-handedly, I have nearly succeeded in takiing over deviantART. I feel that you should know, since you seem to really enjoy your pathetic lives, (which I find to be completely hilarious!) By now, you may be wondering about your role in all of this. Well, I want you to DO A BARREL ROLL! That's right, you heard me. Once you've done your job, all I will need is your soul. Then, and only then, my dream will finally come true. For your help, I will allow you to be my slaves. Rest assured, my regime will be much better than the DaVinci Code. Respond quickly, or else I will assume that you are prepared for war.

Adieu,
Neil Rawson

Tag no less than five people to fill this out. You may post your completed version in your DA journal or as a deviation. Have fun!

Rules for how to do it: [link]

Peace always,
~ Neil


I won't consider these to be good features, but I've put off doing them for far too long. Think of these as micro-features, which I will try to expand upon in the near future. Please visit these artists when you get a chance. They deserve it after I put them off for so long.







*NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/20759486/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/20759486/ Tue, 30 Sep 2008 13:03:29 PDT So thanks a lot to all my friends and watchers for getting me to this milestone.

Now for the fun thing, taken from Comment on this and I'll:

A) Tell you why I friended you
B) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a color, a photo, etc
C) Tell you something I like about you
D) Tell you a memory I have of you
E) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you
F) In return, you must post this in your journal (well, you don't actually have to, I don't really care. )

I'll do my best to answer those things, but I'd prefer if you'd post it as well. Not that you have to.

Peace always,
~ Neil


I won't consider these to be good features, but I've put off doing them for far too long. Think of these as micro-features, which I will try to expand upon in the near future. Please visit these artists when you get a chance. They deserve it after I put them off for so long.







http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/20718247/ Sun, 28 Sep 2008 07:05:28 PDT
This is an old one from

- Choose a singer/band/group
- Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer/band/group
- Tag 6 more people

I used Alice in Chains because they have so many songs with cool titles. You'll see what I mean... If I ever do it again, I will use Trivium or System of a Down.

1. Are you male or female?
Man in the Box

2. Describe yourself.
A Little Bitter

3. What do people feel when they're around you?
Love, Hate, Love

4. How would you describe your previous relationship?
Over Now
(Obviously. )

5. Describe your current relationship.
What the Hell Have I?
(I'm not in one)

6. Where would you want to be now?
Down in a Hole
(Where I could sleep in peace - I'm sick)

7. How do you feel about love?
I Stay Away
(I'm not going to find it by looking)

8. What's your life like?
Real Thing
(I keep it real?)

9. What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
Untitled
(I don't know. O.o)

10. Say something wise.
Get Born Again

11. What's in your mind right now?
Junkhead
(I'm under the weather, so my mind's a bit jumbled right now.)

12. What do you think about the most?
Shame in You

13. Do you have a hobby?
Lip Lock Rock

14. What do you want to do right now?
Put You Down
(This tag, I mean... it's getting harder. )

15. What do you hate the most?
Confusion

16. What do you like the most?
Them Bones
(Yes, I collect them. )

17. ... in bed.
Queen of the Rodeo
(Sorry, I had to )

18. What do you sing under the shower?
Nothin' Song
(I don't.)

19. What is the one thing you wish to achieve in life?
I Can't Remember
(Well, there's a handful of things.)

20. What will your husband/wife be like?
So Close

21. What is your worst enemy like?
The Killer is Me

22. What is your dream house like?
It Ain't Like That
(I'm not all that picky, it wouldn't have to be a "dream" house.)

23. What will the person you'll love be like?
Fairytale Love Story

24. If you could climb up a tall mountain what would you scream from the highest peek?
Fear the Voices

25. What will you "bye bye" be like?
(I Think It's Gonna) Rain When I Die

And the six people I tag? Eh, I always feel awkward choosing people to tag. So whoever wants can do it.

Now for the other one, tagged by

Dear LachrimaeBelial:

I don't really know how to tell you this, but the Mafia wants you. I think I realized it last year in your apartment and I saw you pull the clothes off my best friend. I'm sure you're cowardly enough to understand how awful I've felt. I'm returning the couch cushions to you, but I'll keep your suicide note as a memory. You should also know that I told in my confession today about our friendship.

In pain,
Neil

[link]

I'm not tagging anybody, but if you want to, the instructions are in the link above.

I won't consider these to be good features, but I've put off doing them for far too long. Think of these as micro-features, which I will try to expand upon in the near future. Please visit these artists when you get a chance. They deserve it after I put them off for so long.


*NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/20656567/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/20656567/ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 19:52:15 PDT






Anyways, as some of you have probably noticed, i recently began posting my music in the form of flash videos. [link] (If anyone has a better category for them, let me know.) Thus far, they've received pretty decent feedback. Since I consider music to be just as important as or more important than my art, I'm glad that I finally have some posted. All three are somewhat unfinished, so I want to get together with my bandmates soon and get their feedback to make the songs better. All three are of a completely different style, but we can make them work, I think. Or else we can make the band more metal-oriented and I can do the lighter stuff on my own. Iunno yet.

My real-world art is coming along. My family was recently featured at our local Center for the Arts, one including a piece I did much of the work on. It's nice that I'm starting to create a name for myself in the community. I want to be making my own knives and such to put in the family gallery by the time of their open house, in mid-October.

The only interference, as usual, is schoolwork. While this year is generally easy, I've found myself to be completely hopeless in Math. It's not as though I'm not trying, the concepts are just not sticking with me for more than an hour. My mind is currently brewing the idea of taking the standard diploma rather than the advanced one I've been going for. If things go the way I'd like them to, by the time I'm out of high school, I'll be skilled enough to sell my own work and the family business will allow me a good place to start. If that's the case, my diploma won't matter anyways, and I'll be able to live my dream of self-employment without "proper" education. Right now, it's all speculation... I guess for now I've just got to keep balancing my time to make the best of things.

Peace always,
~ Neil


http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/20542811/ Wed, 17 Sep 2008 18:29:00 PDT 4 views. So today, I submitted and updated nothing. Back up to 17 views.

EDIT: Once again, the day I submit something (literature this time,) I get 6 views. And my average is 21 a day this month. -.- So I guess if I want pageviews the key is to just not submit anything. Then when I submitted a joke piece about how my stamps conquer my art, I got 19 views in an hour. This place is so unpredictable. O.o

Can anyone explain this phenomenon to me? Do I have to submit stamps to get recognized? Because these days, the artwork I put a lot of effort into gets next-to-nothing. It's my sarcastic, less-than-twenty-minutes-to-make stamps that earn me pageviews, or my cookie-cutter lay-down-a-few-gradients-and-filters wallpapers. Not that I'm angry about it, and I don't blame my watchers, but honestly. Take a look at my Gallery Stats timeline. Since my first wallpapers, all the boxes had been tiny, until I submitted a few stamps. I created real art, heck, even a freakin' game and it all got buried by stamps.

Alright, to the deviants I owe features to: I really apologize for putting it off this long. I'm not even going to make excuses, I've just procrastinated and it's taken long enough so I've lost all motivation to do them. And really, you'd only be seen by the handful of watchers that actually read the features anyways. A promise is a promise, I will do them, I just can't say when. Again, I apologize for putting you off for so long, and will see to it that your features are up for a good stretch of time.

Maybe I should just finish the things I have to do and push deviantART down on my priority list. I enjoy doing it, but the only reason I even do things such as wallpapers and stamps, my more popular things, is to get them noticed. I've sucked all the fun out of them, so most of it's become more of a chore than artwork. Then all the other forms of digital art I enjoy, such as programming, 3D modeling, and photomanipulations just take so long, and few people enjoy them besides myself. I'm not giving up on deviantART, or art as a whole, and I don't need recognition for my work. But if deviantART has just become a place for me to show off, than maybe I need to let off the throttle a little bit, and put more focus into my music and real-life metal work. People are much more open to tangible items, I think.

I'd love to write more, but I have plenty of homework I should be doing, and I can't afford to miss any assignments so early on. This year, every point is going to count. Sorry to have written such a downbeat journal, I'm just feeling a little put-out at the moment.

Peace always,
~ Neil


http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/20479219/ Sat, 13 Sep 2008 21:05:04 PDT
I finally have a forge set up at my house, and it's pretty much ready to fire up, minus a few minor supplies. That means that soon I will be mass-producing weapons. I already have a commission for a scimitar, a two-hander sword, a meat-cleaver, and a knife with sheath. If you're interested in having me make you an affordable, fully-customized weapon, just ask.

My guitar skills are improving, but my band still has yet to meet. It's hard to work around the schedules of five busy students. But I'm sure we'll get to it eventually. Fortunately we're all pretty open-minded, so I think it'll go well.

Also expect to see more writings from me this year. In my English class, every week(?) I have to write a story using ten vocabulary words. I have chosen to write mine as a saga, of sorts, starting from my "Trouble in the Mojave," [link] and advancing every week. Not that anyone reads DA literature, but I enjoy it anyways, so it doesn't make a difference to me.

That's all I have to say for now, so I'll leave you with these words of wisdom: today I talked to an old friend of mine, and it made me think a lot of the recent events in the lives of my friends... it was a reminder not to sweat the petty things, because they can quickly become much bigger issues than they have to be. Remember this, if nothing else from this journal: Things are never as bad as they seem. You just have to make the best of them.

Peace always,
~ Neil






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]]> *NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/20413790/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/20413790/ Tue, 09 Sep 2008 20:04:57 PDT
Anyways, in case you hadn't noticed, besides my stamps, I haven't submitted anything new in quite awhile (well, "awhile" by my standards.) I could make all sorts of excuses about being busy, and tell you all the things preventing me from keeping active on DA. But I'd like to focus on what I plan on doing rather than the projects holding me back. It's a bit more interesting that way.

Believe it or not, I finally started writing the features I owe. Yes, after all this time. And I definitely owe the two deviants, ~pixi-caveman996 and ~CorbieLaughter, a few extra days or something. If you want my honest, heartfelt opinion, features from me are a waste of time. It's not that I don't like doing them, and I promise I will finish the two I have yet to post. But I am not very well-known on deviantART, so I feel like my features are only really appreciated by me and whoever I'm featuring. And people are just plain lazy. They won't read anything more than 3 or 4 sentences long. I'd be better off posting thumbnails than spending hours at a time typing all these nice compliments. For example, I have 29 watchers total. I'm willing to bet that only... oh, I'll say 12 actually read all three of my features, and even assuming all of them actually visited the featured deviant's page, 12 extra pageviews just isn't a lot. It hardly seems worth my time anymore.

In other news, I am in the process of finishing a... game, of sorts, that I will be posting here on DA. It's a program which simulates the life cycles of Mercurian Gelathermos major, a creature I made up for a science project. [link] I also created options such as toys and other objects which the Gelas can interact with after you earn points by raising them. And, for a select few of you, maybe I'll reveal some secret cheat codes.

I finally have a forge at my house, too, which means I'll soon be ready to create custom steel tools, weapons, etc. Sadly, that's got to be put off, because academia comes first right now. At least this year, the classes are somewhat interesting, such as a video design class, and German... what a compelling language!

Oh, just as a little heads-up, since I don't have a credit card, normally I can't pay for things online. But I recently found an old Discover gift card of mine, which deviantART accepts. So maybe if I get more watchers/competitors, I'll hold a contest of sorts for a free 3-month subscription. Just don't expect that anytime soon.

So to sum things up, I'm learning to use my time more wisely, and I'll be sure not to let my artwork die out.

~ Neil


*NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/20343661/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/20343661/ Fri, 05 Sep 2008 16:39:17 PDT
Anyways, aside form that, I wrote this to talk about my features remaining. I haven't forgotten about them, nor will I make excuses for why I haven't done them yet, other than saying I became busy in a very short time period, and writing a feature takes about two hours, if you want it done thoroughly. I'll try my hardest to get them done this weekend, if nothing else comes up. All the recent chaos in my life has deterred me a little bit. Oh, also, when I get bored, I'll be sure to do the band names tag. If you don't know what I'm talking about, then just forget about it for now.

I noticed that there's a good "business" in creating DA stamps. Expect to see more from me, since my first one was a mild success and my second, in one day, received record-high number of favorites. They're generally easy to do and fun.

Otherwise, that's all I have to say for now. Enjoy your weekend.

~ Neil



If you're interested in having your art promoted, just let me know. I'll browse through your gallery and select my favorites from you, or else you can tell me what to post. I should also add that this is not my idea, it was taken directly from ~General-EbonRose. Featuring takes up a lot of time, so I don't plan on doing it daily, maybe weekly or so. If you have a preference for which day you wish to be on, let me know and I'll (try to) accommodate you.

Also, I should add that while it is not required, it is traditional for everyone who is featured to also feature other people. Not like you have to, but if you do, just think, you'll be gaining views for everyone, so you'll be benefiting everyone and strengthening your friendships.

Saturday:~CorbieLaughter
Sunday: ~pixi-caveman996

And also my new stamps:




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]]> *NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/20314733/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/20314733/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 19:43:54 PDT
This week especially is busy. I spent all my free time this evening in the hospital with my sister, who just had her appendix removed, and we ended up staying longer because my father has bronchitis. I still haven't done either of my homework assignments, though fortunately they're not due until Friday.

So, I hate making excuses, but I'm going to have to put off my features yet again. Hopefully, I will get back to them this weekend, but I'm sad to say that my page doesn't even get enough views to make a difference to those I'm featuring. People are just not interested in spending a few minutes to read up on an unknown artist. That's why so many decent DA artists go unrecognized. But I digress. My point is, I will probably not be doing features for awhile after these next two, and if I do, it will only be once a week or so. As I get older, I'm developing a more involved life, and I can't spend my limited time doing something that few people will actually notice.

I'm not upset, hardly even discouraged, I'm just going to have to cut back on everything. As much as I dislike it, school has to be my main focus right now. I won't complain too much though. Only two years to go... Then things will really be hectic for awhile. Don't get me wrong, I love my lifestyle now more than ever, and I'm content in just about any situation. I'm just not used to having so many interests to balance.

~ Neil



I will feature a different artist every day of the week. I'll probably end up doing the actual featuring in the evening, since I'll be in school next week, but I'll try my hardest to give everyone equal time. As a bonus, I will also post your featuring as a news article, with hopes that it reaches as many people as possible, (as long as you don't mind. Let me know if you're shy.) Maybe you'll become famous!

Anyways, if you're interested in having your art promoted, just let me know. I'll browse through your gallery and select my favorites from you, or else you can tell me what to post. I should also add that this is not my idea, it was taken directly from ~General-EbonRose. The "sign-up" list is posted below. If I do not get seven people, then I will decide for you. So you'd best speak up! And, if I get more than 7 people, that's fine, I will just continue on the following week. If you have a preference for which day you wish to be on, let me know and I'll (try to) accommodate you.

Also, I should add that while it is not required, it is traditional for everyone who is featured to also feature other people. Not like you have to, but if you do, just think, you'll be gaining views for everyone, so you'll be benefiting everyone and strengthening your friendships.

Sunday: ~Kamiruchan015
Monday: ~General-EbonRose
Tuesday: ~koolguitarist23
Wednesday: ~pixi-caveman996
Thursday:
Friday:
Saturday:~CorbieLaughter

And now to exploit my subscription for my own betterment! I'm currently in the mood for sharp, violent things I've made, so that's what I'll feature. Enjoy!
http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/20294647/ Tue, 02 Sep 2008 16:59:51 PDT ~pixi-caveman996 tonight and tomorrow, but I can't do that tonight. On average, writing someone's feature takes me two hours, and I plan on being in bed by then, not counting all the chaos in-between. So don't take it personally, but I won't be doing a feature tonight, hopefully tomorrow. If not, I promise I will get to it as soon as things settle down.

~ Neil



I will feature a different artist every day of the week. I'll probably end up doing the actual featuring in the evening, since I'll be in school next week, but I'll try my hardest to give everyone equal time. As a bonus, I will also post your featuring as a news article, with hopes that it reaches as many people as possible, (as long as you don't mind. Let me know if you're shy.) Maybe you'll become famous!

Anyways, if you're interested in having your art promoted, just let me know. I'll browse through your gallery and select my favorites from you, or else you can tell me what to post. I should also add that this is not my idea, it was taken directly from ~General-EbonRose. The "sign-up" list is posted below. If I do not get seven people, then I will decide for you. So you'd best speak up! And, if I get more than 7 people, that's fine, I will just continue on the following week. If you have a preference for which day you wish to be on, let me know and I'll (try to) accommodate you.

Also, I should add that while it is not required, it is traditional for everyone who is featured to also feature other people. Not like you have to, but if you do, just think, you'll be gaining views for everyone, so you'll be benefiting everyone and strengthening your friendships.

Sunday: ~Kamiruchan015
Monday: ~General-EbonRose
Tuesday: ~koolguitarist23
Wednesday: ~pixi-caveman996
Thursday:
Friday:
Saturday:~CorbieLaughter

And now to exploit my subscription for my own betterment! I'm currently in the mood for sharp, violent things I've made, so that's what I'll feature. Enjoy!


The neighbor kids must think I'm a serial killer... They're having a campfire, and all of a sudden, a guy with crazy hair, dressed all in black, wearing a red skull welding mask, walks out to swing his freshly-sharpened scimitar into a log (not identifiable from their perspective,) violently and repeatedly, following up by attacking the log with four other knives, proceeding to hack and stab with various, powerful swings.

]]> *NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/20276356/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/20276356/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 17:04:37 PDT ~KoolGuitarist23

While I did not know of ~KoolGuitarist23 when I began featuring people in my journal, she was introduced to me by (previously-featured) ~Kamiruchan015. It was the first time someone nominated a friend for featuring, but I figured I'd give her a shot. Anyways, I could tell just by her name and avatar that she had to be a cool person: Pink Floyd fan and a guitarist? Definitely. So, I began scanning Alex's gallery, wondering what type of musically-inspired art I might run into. Unsurprisingly, she has a 7-page folder titled "Music." By this point, I was quite excited to see someone who's as much of a music fanatic as myself. But could her artistic skill rival her passion for music? Indeed it did.

After scanning through, I think that Alex is most notable for her photography. She takes many well-done, occasionally abstract photos, often revolving around... you guessed it: music. Whether an image of an interesting landscape, a prized guitar, or anything in-between, she is skilled at conveying a message or emotion even in a simple photograph. Here are a few which caught my eye:


Alex's gallery is also jam-packed with her drawings of many different kinds. I was pleased to find that she is both skilled in humorous artwork and heartfelt pieces as well. I think my favorite of all her drawings has got to be her series of comics called "The (not so) Normal Life." I think the reason I find them so funny is because I get the impression that they are usually based on real-life events. But, as I stated before, she also has some really sincere ones which show deep emotions in an essence which many artists fail to capture. Anyways, here a few of my choice favorites:


I should also mention that Alex is a huge fan of the band "Gorillaz," having a whole folder dedicated to them, namely the guitarist and singer Noodle (the "members" of Gorillaz are portrayed as cartoons, making for a very interesting style in itself.) She stays true to their characters in several forms of fanart. A few of the best:


So, in conclusion, *NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/20258927/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/20258927/ Sun, 31 Aug 2008 19:20:53 PDT ~General-EbonRose

~General-EbonRose was one of the first friends I had on deviantART. I believe that I began watching her for favoriting one of the many (old) images I posted during my first week here, though I may be wrong in saying so. To be honest, until today, I had never browsed her entire gallery. I’ve already known that she possesses great talent, but today reinforced that for me. I think that you, too, will quickly fall in love with the works of this brilliant artist.

While General EbonRose has not posted her name, the name on her deviantID says “Genny War,” which is the name shared by the protagonist of one of her storylines. Thus, I will refer to her in this feature as Genny. It’s a lot easier than typing ~General-EbonRose. Anyways, speaking of which, Genny, I’ve found, is an excellent writer. Her title is “Wannabe novelist,” which she easily could be, in my opinion. Sadly, many deviants do not bother reading literature on deviantART, simply because it consumes too much of their precious internet time. I am ashamed to admit that I am no exception. However, since I was new to DA, Genny’s “Origin of Storms” was the first thumbnail for literature I’d seen. Fascinated with the simple scrolling feature, I read the first few sentences. They managed to hold my attention, so I read the next few. Then the preview ran out. But by this point, Genny’s story had already managed to grasp my attention. So I clicked on it, and read straight through to the bottom. I was immediately intrigued by her powerful style of writing. The introductory paragraph alone is bold and intelligent, ending with, “You have to understand that the actions of those with power, any power, often become the origin of storms.” Of course, more often than short stories, Genny writes poetry, which is done equally well. I must definitely recommend reading her literature, even her scraps; you’ll be left wanting more:


Although there are not as many in her gallery, I am rather fond of Genny’s abstract paintings. One of my all-time favorite paintings on DA is her icy-looking alienistic painting. She always seems to capture her concepts in a very surreal, dream-like state, transporting the viewer to an entirely different dimension. It’s a style which I often seek, but rarely find. These are just a few:


One of Genny’s other specialties is photomanipulates. Using both stock and original photographs, she creates works of art which are surreal and emotional. I think I favor these a lot more than many photomanipulates for their ability to convey an idea without a lot of unnecessary items. Too many photomanips here on DA are just too busy, which takes away from the original focus of the artwork. For the most part, these are done in Photoshop, and appear in several different styles. These are some of my favorites:
http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/20239617/ Sat, 30 Aug 2008 16:52:45 PDT ~Kamiruchan015

Once in awhile, when I have a moment of free time, I will browse through deviantART with the random deviation button. While I do so, I see a ton of fanart, especially in anime. Few artists are as talented or creative as a new friend of mine, ~Kamiruchan015. She uses her skill, and often sense of humor, to create unique renditions of many popular mangas and animes, including but not limited to Naruto, Inuyasha, and Rurouni Kenshin. To create these, she usually uses a traditional drawing style in pencil, but occasionally creates art in Photoshop 3. Here are a few of my personal favorites from her various fanart galleries:


Of course, Kamiru's talent is not limited to fanart alone. She is also skilled at creating her own comic strips and stand-alone images, some humorous, some very emotional, listed as "Story Pages.". Here are some notable ones:


While not as numerous as her hand-created images, Kamiru should also be noted for her unique photography. As with anime fanart, I often find myself quickly growing bored with the photography on deviantART. However, she has the skill of taking all-natural pictures with a nearly surreal feeling about them. A few of my favorites include:


Although those styles are the more common ones in her gallery, Kamiru has a wide vairety of drawing styles, which range from drawing animals and people to the occasional abstract art, even a rare writing piece.


So to sum up this talented artist, she is a very creative person who really conveys a lot of emotion through her artwork. She is skilled through experience, and is always willing to try new styles of art. Aside from that, she has a great sense of humor and is a very insightful friend. Viewing her gallery was a breath of fresh a... ]]> *NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/20179380/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/20179380/ Wed, 27 Aug 2008 20:57:13 PDT

Anyways, if you're interested in having your art promoted, just let me know. I'll browse through your gallery and select my favorites from you, or else you can tell me what to post. I should also add that this is not my idea, it was taken directly from ~General-EbonRose. The "sign-up" list is posted below. If I do not get seven people, then I will decide for you. So you'd best speak up! And, if I get more than 7 people, that's fine, I will just continue on the following week. If you have a preference for which day you wish to be on, let me know and I'll (try to) accommodate you.

Also, I should add that while it is not required, it is traditional for everyone who is featured to also feature other people. Not like you have to, but if you do, just think, you'll be gaining views for everyone, so you'll be benefiting everyone and strengthening your friendships.

Sunday: ~Kamiruchan015
Monday: ~General-EbonRose
Tuesday: ~koolguitarist23
Wednesday: ~pixi-caveman996
Thursday:
Friday:
Saturday:

~ Neil



And now to exploit my subscription for my own betterment! I'm currently in the mood for red and black, as well as eyes, so that's what I'll feature. Enjoy!


]]> *NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/20174976/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/20174976/ Tue, 26 Aug 2008 20:52:58 PDT
~ Neil



EDIT: The bugs have been resolved. All is well.

And now to exploit my subscription for my own betterment! I'm currently in the mood for red and black, as well as eyes, so that's what I'll feature. Enjoy!


]]> *NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/20138724/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/20138724/ Sun, 24 Aug 2008 21:08:53 PDT
I know my digital art has kinda slowed, but I haven't forgotten about it or anything. I'm just kind of at an artist's block right now. I'm sure I'll come up with something interesting soon enough. I just get easily discouraged, because there was a time when I was getting an average of 100 views a day, now I'm floating around 60. My first wallpapers were much more popular, but I suppose one can only have so many good ideas before running out. It's alright, though, I do art because I love it, getting recognized is just a bonus.

In band news... we still haven't met, because one guitar player is hardly ever home in the summer, and my bass player just left on vacation for a few days. But hopefully we'll be meeting next week anyways, without our missing guitar player. I'm still playing a lot, though, so hopefully I won't be any worse.

My metalworking art is going well still. I've made a few more knifes, which I may post eventually. I seriously need a camera, it's official now... I also have several knife/weapon commissions to fulfill. But I have an air compressor now, which is one less thing to buy. As soon as I get my forge, I hope to be making about one weapon/tool/etc a day. I suppose I'll have to stop being lazy and make an effort to clean out a spot outdoors for my metalworking equipment. I finally started getting a leather from Tandy, a leather factory, so I can begin ordering leather and tools to make knife sheaths, handles, etc.

Hrm... what else? I've got school coming up next week, which I am definitely not looking forward to. I've learned so much more this summer than I have in a whole school year... but I digress. I've come this far, so I might as well finish. Completing homework will probably be a lot harder, since I've now (basically) decided that I want to make a living with art, which cannot be learned from school.

So... now I'm trying to savor the last few days of my summer, before it's back to the old grind. I suppose this year won't be so bad, really. The last wasn't, after all. I'm in a point right now where I'm comfortable with myself in relation to society. Not to say that I love it, per se, but I can keep myself content in just about any situation. The hardest part now will just be staying motivated when I have so many interests which aren't school-related.

Best wishes to you all,
~ Neil



]]> *NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/19923604/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/19923604/ Tue, 12 Aug 2008 20:37:53 PDT
The past week or so, I have been spending a lot of time working with my grandfather's (130-year-old) forge. For those of you unfamiliar with blacksmithing, a forge is a large iron "bowl" in which metal is heated until it's soft, so it can be hammered into useful tools, artwork, weaponry, etc. It's also a practice which is very outdated, and only practiced by few.

I've already made two knives on it [link] and [link] . Today, my grandfather informed me that when I get a little more skilled, he is giving me a forge of my own to work on. When that happens, I'll be free to create whatever I want on it. While I'm very interested in welding and woodworking, I think forging is my favorite way to create art. I think when I get it, I'm going to begin making custom knives, jewelry, and whatever else I can think of to sell in Frog Pond, the family art gallery [link] . There's endless possibilities for what to make, how to decorate, etc. I'm sure I'll have plenty of work to do once I get it.

In my music world, it is now (almost) official that I have a full band assembled, so I hope to have a lot of musical stimulation in the near future. I have already recorded a few concepts to work with, and we have a list of covers to practice. By the way, two of the members are also fellow deviants. Be sure to check them out here:
and .

Today I went through my entire gallery, and decided that some of my deviations need to be touched-up a bit, so expect to see some edited or updated deviations from me. Probably not even any noticeable changes to anyone except for my most loyal followers.

Wishing you well as our summer draws closer to its end,
~ Neil

]]> *NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/19833667/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/19833667/ Thu, 07 Aug 2008 23:15:45 PDT
This entry is just because I'm both without a task and in a good mood. I figure there's no other need for a reason, but while I'm at it, I'll post some updates, in case anyone's interested.

My welding skills are definitely improving, and I began learning to forge today (forge metal, not legal documents ), so perhaps soon I'll have some sculptures to create. I made a knife today, which was a very interesting project [link] , and I'm thinking about making other forge tools, possibly even a sword or something. I've already done a few sculptures in collaboration with my grandparents [link] , but I have yet to create anything that's completely my own. I may also invest in a camera soon, so I may take pictures of what I've done, and post them on here, or just keep them for a portfolio.

In the digital arts world... well, my last wallpaper was a total flop. Only 7 views in the first day, and not a single download. It turns out that taking pictures of dead things and things I've made is very popular, especially when the two are combined. In the next few days, expect to see some... shall we say, "unusual" images from me. I hope you enjoy them.

I finally recorded a couple of new musical concepts. I think I may have a new singer and drummer, so perhaps now we have a full band. It would be really nice, since it's hard to find other musicians around here, especially serious, drug-free ones.

So... all-in-all, things are going well now. I'm not looking forward to the start of school, but I'm making the best of my remaining summer. I hope you enjoy yours as well, it won't last (especially in this neck of the woods. )

~ Neil

]]> *NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/19731421/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/19731421/ Sat, 02 Aug 2008 07:20:32 PDT [link] , so my skills are improving. I can finally weld and cut pretty easily. Once I get a plasma cutter, I can begin making my own sculptures, and maybe start making some money.

In terms of music, our "band's" other guitar player has returned from a long vacation, so maybe we can start playing again. I haven't had as much time to practice lately, but I think as a whole, I'm getting better. My family is also hosting the Rawson family reunion this year, and I believe my dad and I will be playing a handful of songs on acoustic.

Hm... in terms of digital art, there's nothing new to report. I'm still chipping away at a few different concepts. Still got a couple of requests to finish up, but that's about it. If/when I get a camera, I can start taking pictures of my steel sculptures... not that they'll get any attention here, but I still like having all my work in one place.

Oh, and while I'm at it... I was tagged. >.>

I'm supposed to divulge eight facts about me, and I'm not feeling at all creative:
1. I have no idea how to fill this out.
2. I'm terrible at doing these "tag" things.
3. I probably don't know eight facts about myself.
4. I have a lot of work to do today to prepare for the upcoming reunion.
5. I will make the following two facts more ideal.
6. I play guitar fairly well.
7. I'm always interested in new things.
8. I don't feel like tagging anyone else!

]]> *NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/19559900/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/19559900/ Wed, 23 Jul 2008 17:41:18 PDT
Neil

]]> *NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/19549719/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/19549719/ Wed, 23 Jul 2008 06:01:15 PDT
A few weeks ago, my sister was using my personal computer on a regular basis to do whatever it is she does in the digital world, which I really didn't mind. But it got out of hand when she began denying me access to my own system, using it to play mindless games while I had things to finish. I threatened to put a password on the system, and when she continued to disrespect me, I did.

Apparently she hadn't actually tried to use the computer until last night, while I wasn't home. She was so angered, she unhooked every piece of hardware on the computer and our wireless router, leaving devices and tangled wires all over. At first, I figured it was no big deal, I'd just have to plug it all in. Inconvenient, but not permanent. Then, when I got it hooked up and tried to turn it on, nothing happened. Upon further inspection, my parents and I managed to locate several main wires inside the system which had been cut, permanently rendering my expensive gaming computer useless. Needless to say, it was not a very happy night for anyone in the household.

Anyways, I can salvage my hard drive for a new system, but I doubt it will have the same specs. I have also lost most of my art programs, including Photoshop, so I can't create anything digital outside of MSPaint. Best of all, I won't be able to get it onto the internet without the cable company coming here, since the computer she destroyed was the main hub for our internet. I'm only communicating via the family Wii, which is not exactly an easy thing to do.

That said, don't expect any new work from me for... well, I don't know how long. I can still check my messages and such, but that's about all, as the Wii internet is somewhat limited. So for now, everything has to go on hold.

Oh, and as a final thought, for anyone who may have IM'ed me, your offline messages are lost, so E-mail me if you have anything important to say.

~ Neil

]]> *NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/19515773/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/19515773/ Mon, 21 Jul 2008 10:15:05 PDT
Now that I have returned to my lair, I still have a bit of work to do in Cyberspace. For one, I've been trying to put up a good "webcam" on my main page. I finally got some good avi-gif converters, but the files are often too huge to post on any image hosting sites. I'm going to have to get creative, so my webcam isn't just me rocking back and forth like an idiot. Sometime I might also get around to changing my avatar. I haven't gotten any requests to save or change it, so I guess the decision is purely mine.

I'm still working on my twisted "Iris Eyes Are Smiling" project. Not sure what to do with it, but I don't like the background. [link]

In real life, I'm still waiting to get a plasma cutter so I can begin creating metal sculptures to put in the family gallery. While camping, I also decided that I may go into carving wood sculptures, since I made a small totem pole out of one of our firewood logs.

Otherwise, I suppose that's all for now. As always, I do free wallpaper/art requests, if you have any good ideas for one you'd like. Please don't hesitate, I love fulfilling orders.

~ Neil

]]> *NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/19467046/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/19467046/ Fri, 18 Jul 2008 14:54:33 PDT
In other news... I've finished converting wallpapers to widescreen. I just did my most popular or favorites. Let me know if there's any others I should do. Also, I'm still working on my twisted "Iris Eyes Are Smiling" project. Not sure what to do with it, but I don't like the background. [link]
I'm still thinking about changing my avatar to prevent boredom. In fact, I probably will...

Otherwise, I've been going over to work with my grandfather and the rest of the family [link] to complete orders for furniture and sculptures... summer is always busy. I've nearly finished setting up my own welding shop, so soon I'll begin putting stuff in the gallery at Frog Pond.

Hm... I think that's about it. As always, I do free wallpaper/art requests, if you have any good ideas for one you'd like. Please don't hesitate, I love fulfilling orders.

~ Neil

]]> *NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/19448589/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/19448589/ Thu, 17 Jul 2008 15:08:49 PDT
So, for my subscribers, be prepared for a lot of repeat artwork. Just ignore it if you prefer, or keep your eye on it. Maybe you'll find something you like. And, as always, I do free wallpaper requests, if you have any good ideas for one you'd like. Please don't hesitate, I love fulfilling orders.

Also... methinks it might be high-time to consider another avatar. Eyes are such an overdone thing here on DA. Unique or not, I think it's time for a change... I just don't have any good ideas yet... What are your thoughts on it?

(Why must 3 of my 4 recent deviations be purple? -.- I guess I'm just on a craze for making purple-colored things. [Thanks, Bunny. ])

]]> *NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/19360647/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/19360647/ Sat, 12 Jul 2008 19:27:18 PDT
Remember, I'm always glad to do free requests in whichever medium you'd prefer, as long as I can do it. And even if I can't, I'll still try.

So, until we meet again, stay creative, and remember, when life gets tricky, DO A BARREL ROLL! [link]

~Neil

Lately I've been really into making videos. I think I'll be making some new ones soon. Maybe I'll post them on here if they're any good. Speaking of which, the new episode of Hellsing Ultimate is excellent. Check it out here if you're a Hellsing fan: [link]

]]> *NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/19197564/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/19197564/ Fri, 04 Jul 2008 07:28:27 PDT
Anyways, I won't be putting up any new deviations for at least a few days. I know I haven't done many lately, but I still log on every day when I can. I've just been busy with my blacksmithing apprenticeship, and I've been working on the art that goes with that. Soon I'll be good enough to put work in the family's gallery and maybe on DA.

Until we meet again, stay creative and enjoy your holiday (Americans.)

]]> *NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/18927099/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/18927099/ Thu, 19 Jun 2008 10:00:53 PDT
Oh, goody, I just clicked on my friends' list to see if anyone is even online to get this, and apparently my name is now "undefinedundefined." So I'm going to assume it's an error with the network.

Either way, I'm just venting my frustration, because I hate trying to do something when it's hardly working. -.-

]]> *NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/18854744/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/18854744/ Sun, 15 Jun 2008 12:39:36 PDT [link] a line of whimsical folk art of every genre imaginable. I'm going to begin as well to make my own artwork out of recycled scrap metal. I really look forward to continuing the ancient family tradition by creating original fantasy works of my own. Perhaps in the future, I will begin posting images of what I create. Keep your eyes open for them and be sure to look at my family's website if you get a chance. They're all fantastic artists and creative people.

Until next time, peace out.
~ Neil Rawson

]]> *NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/18645496/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/18645496/ Tue, 03 Jun 2008 13:30:00 PDT
NeilRawson has 1,005 pageviews total and his 105 deviations were viewed 4,204 times. He watches 19 people, while 13 people watch him.

Overall, his deviations received 201 comments and were added to deviants' favourites 192 times, while he commented 418 times, making about 8.75 comments per day since he joined DA. This means that he gave 21 comments for every 10 that he received.

His deviation with the most comments is The Dusty Diamond with 16 comments, while his most favourited one is Dark Portal, with 7 favourites. His most viewed deviation is Spectrum of Eyes with 316 views.

10 favourites were given for every 10 comments.

Every 0.4 days he uploads a new deviation, and it's usually on a Saturday, with 28 (27%) of his deviations.

His busiest month was April 2008 with 70 (67%) of his deviations.

The majority of his deviations are uploaded to the digitalart gallery (76), while his favourite category was wallpaper>dark with 11 deviations.

Comments per deviation: 1.91
Favourites per deviation: 1.82
Views per deviation: 40.03
Comments per day: 4.2
Favourites per day: 4.02
Views per day: 88.04
Pageviews per day: 21.04

]]> *NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/18469391/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/18469391/ Fri, 23 May 2008 19:51:58 PDT
As for new stuff, I'm still working on several projects. I just can't wait for the school year to be over so I have some more free time. (This journal explains it better: [link])

]]> *NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/18323404/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/18323404/ Wed, 14 May 2008 15:57:18 PDT
As the school year draws to a close, I'm trying to focus my remaining energy on passing, so sadly, schoolwork is priority. Also, I've been trying to get a band together with some friends of mine, so that's another hobby I've added to my list. But I won't abandon my other artwork.

Plus, I've been doing combined artwork with my friend Pheobe, which is another side project on my plate. You can view her page here:


And our combined site is here:


So, keep your eyes open, I'll have new work soon enough.

]]> *NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/18309844/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/18309844/ Tue, 20 May 2008 18:36:40 PDT

The Rules:
1.Put your music player on "random." You can skip songs with titles like "Concerto #4 in E minor"
2. List the titles of the first 25 songs to come up.
3. Put "in my pants" after each title.

1. Jeremy in my pants
2. Carry on my wayward Son in my pants
3. Death trend setta in my pants
4. Cold in my pants
5. Weathered in my pants
6. Left behind in my pants
7. Rooster in my pants
8. One in my pants
9. Beast and the harlot in my pants
10. The shape in my pants
11. Psycho in my pants
12. What I got in my pants
13. Breathe life in my pants
14. Never there in my pants
15. Whale and wasp in my pants
16. Slide in my pants
17. Judith in my pants
18. More than a feeling in my pants
19. Down in a hole in my pants
20. Guarded in my pants
21. Burden in my hand in my pants
22. Creep in my pants
23. Fall to pieces in my pants
24. Rest in pieces in my pants
25. Blow me away in my pants

I could go on and on...
26. You shook me all night long in my pants
27. No giving up now in my pants
28. Times like these in my pants
29. Vaseline in my pants
30. Fake it in my pants

God, I'm terrible. That's enough for now.

]]> *NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/18132490/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/18132490/ Fri, 02 May 2008 12:25:10 PDT
]]> *NeilRawson http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/18027568/ http://NeilRawson.deviantart.com/journal/18027568/ Fri, 25 Apr 2008 18:38:49 PDT
I should start by saying that art is my life. First of all, I'm a music freak. I listen to everything with a beat, but especially hard rock, or 90's rock/grunge. I'm a guitar/bass player, and I've written a few songs. I think I'm starting to get pretty good. Speaking of writing, I've also written countless short stories in sci-fi and fantasy. I have fairly good skills as a game designer, and for about a third of my life, I've learned how to make fairly simple computer games. Along with that, I'm a 3D animator/modeler, and I've made a bunch of different projects. I've come a long way since I started, and I've left many old ones up to show you the roots of what I can do today. I'm always happy to do image requests, too, if you want me to create or manipulate an image for you... as long as I know how to. And even if I don't, I'll still try.

Generally, I'm a very pleasant and laid-back person, and I'm very good at connecting with people and helping solve problems. If you ever want to ask me something, or just need someone to talk to, just E-mail or IM (Yahoo - fennel_software) me and we'll talk. If you contact me I will contact you back as soon as I can.

]]> *NeilRawson