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http://Neko-Fayth.deviantart.com/journal/24314804/ Wed, 22 Apr 2009 11:49:53 PDT Table of Contents
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Person who made my CSS =pinkx2

EDIT: I found out today a girl named Elizabeth 'Lizz' Krzywonos passed away Monday after a terrible crash Sunday. She was in the Florida Today death notices. Lizz was a friend of mine who I'd met when I was very young at the apartment complex we shared.

We lost touch after I moved back to my current house. I never gave her a proper good-bye and now I never will. She came from a rough background and lived with her grandmother when I met her. She was feminine but loud and had a terrible fashion sense, but it was the 90's.

I would have to say out of all the people I have met, Lizz was definitely one I should have kept up with, same with Chelsea, and Koelher and many other people who have moved away.

The point is, I'm tired, I'm leaving the internet for a while. I don't think I can't try to keep up with social activities right now and I'm sorry.END EDIT

So, I have had a hellish time.

I'm too lazy to really sort through and name in order so I'm going to go through what I can, to begin with, the person whom I have a crush with, cares, just not for me in that way, and he won't even tell me because he doesn't want to hurt me, but that only makes me love him more. Sadly we may not be able to talk any more due to certain circumstances.

Spring break we got a kitten that was seven hours old from our vet who did not give him a heating pad or food. So after they passed him off to us, he ate to quickly, swallowing wrong, aspirating and dying the next day. I don't think I ever cried so hard, watching him struggle for the last several hours of his life. He's buried under our Mimosa that we call the 'Bean Tree' now since my mother wanted to call him Mr. Bean. He was the prettiest cat I ever had seen. he was black and his front feet were faded to brown. And he had a perfect little white spot on his chest and tail. I wish I'd gotten to see the color of his eyes. I bet they were gold.

Two days after that we got a call to come to the hospital because my great uncle had a massive heart attack. Which would be the fourth one since 2005. Now, keep in mind I have an utter terrible fear of hospitals/doctors blah blah blah. I'm also hydrophobic for those who are not awfully familiar with me. Within minutes of being there a doctor brushes pass me and I panic and almost fall into the fountain behind me. Dr. Green pulls us into a private room, sits beside me and finally tells us my uncle has passed on. My mother and grandmother are floored and start sobbing. He begins the usually Hollywood speech of 'we did everything we could, grieving is natural' and he turns to me, touches my arm and goes, "It's ok, but you most of all need to come to terms with reality and see a grievance councilor.' ... Excuse me? just because I do not show my tears in front of you fuck-face does not mean I am heartless or unable to grieve you worthless excuse of a righteous bastard. I am still angry about this event if you can't tell. Well he gets uncomfortable, leaves, and my aunt comes in crying but still cracking jokes in the sad situation and we three comfort her the best we can. Beth is about 22 years... ]]> =Neko-Fayth http://Neko-Fayth.deviantart.com/journal/23899463/ http://Neko-Fayth.deviantart.com/journal/23899463/ Thu, 26 Mar 2009 12:54:26 PDT Table of Contents
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Person who made my CSS =pinkx2

My room back. I can't organize unless my mess is spread in a decent amount of space. Too much clutter on desk

Suffocating.

Slowly.

and drama-llama has turned into a hoarde (much like zombies) and is trying to eat me alive.

I want to be a douche.

Anyone feel like they need to be knocked down a few pegs?



_{I also have a immensely large, weight baring crush on someone. Please make it stop.}