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now its RantCo...i think...and if its not then i'll tell you guys xD!!

please re-add me :]

sorry for the trouble >.< ]]> ~NekoPlushi http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/9398499/ http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/9398499/ Sun, 16 Jul 2006 19:58:42 PDT Wearing: Sweat Pants and Black Harley Davidson Beater
Doing: Singing
Eating: Nothing At All
Wanting: To Get Some Art Up...
Feeling: Bored, Loved
Loving: Derrick :]
Hating: Nothing Really...
Missing: Amanda
Imagining: Some Thing New To Draw

Hey...im gonna put here people im friends with,people i WANT to be friends with xD, and people i admire! ^^

-Friends With-

tell me if i missed any one >.<

-Wants To Be Friends With-

... ]]> ~NekoPlushi http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/8515231/ http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/8515231/ Tue, 18 Apr 2006 20:41:18 PDT
]]> ~NekoPlushi http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/7401586/ http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/7401586/ Sat, 24 Dec 2005 10:04:37 PST Wearin: Black Tank Top and SweatPants
Doin: Singing,Eating
Eatin: PANCAKES!
Wantin: To Get A Lot More Drawings Done
Feelin: Full
Lovin: Amanda And Joe
Hatin: Nothing Really...
Missin: Amanda And Joe
Imaginin: Some Thing New To Draw

Hey...im gonna put here people im friends with,people i WANT to be friends with xD, and people i admire! ^^

-Friends With-

tell me if i missed any one >.<

-Wants To Be Friends With-

~NekoPlushi http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/7374357/ http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/7374357/ Wed, 21 Dec 2005 15:20:00 PST Wearin: Black Pants, Zip Up Hoodie
Doin: Singing,Thinking,Hurting
Eatin: Nothing
Wantin: To Get The Fuck Out Of This House
Feelin: Pathetic
Lovin: Amanda and Joe
Hatin: Life Its Self
Missin: Amanda And Joe
Imaginin: The Lyrics In The Song (Everyone Says The Song Reminds Them Of Me...)

Hey...im gonna put here people im friends with,people i WANT to be friends with xD, and people i admire! ^^

-Friends With-

tell me if i missed any one >.<

-Wants To Be Friends With-

http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/6422945/ Mon, 05 Sep 2005 12:47:59 PDT Wearin: Sweat Pants And A Sublime Shirt!
Doin: Typing...Singing...Thinking!!! O.O
Eatin: Gummmm n.n
Wantin: To Do SomeThing! >__<
Feelin: Bored..HOTTTT! ;-;
Lovin: Amanda
Hatin: This Fish In My Pond That Wont Get Out Of The Scum T_T..xD!
Missin: Amanda. My Dad
Imaginin: Schooool >.o

Hey...im gonna put here people im friends with,people i WANT to be friends with xD, and people i admire! ^^

-Friends With-

tell me if i missed any one >.<

-Wants To Be Friends With-

~NekoPlushi http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/6386834/ http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/6386834/ Thu, 01 Sep 2005 10:38:29 PDT Wearin: Shorts And TankTop
Doin: About To Play My KeyBoard,Singing
Eatin: Nothing
Wantin: To Get Some New Clothes e-e
Feelin: Bored...Hungery
Lovin: Amanda
Hatin: Nothing
Missin: Amanda, My Dad
Imaginin: Some Thing To Drawl

Hey...im gonna put here people im friends with,people i WANT to be friends with xD, and people i admire! ^^

-Friends With-

tell me if i missed any one >.<

-Wants To Be Friends With-

http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/6239658/ Tue, 16 Aug 2005 01:59:36 PDT Wearin: Tank Top And Panties >.>
Doin: Watching Cowboy Bebop n.n
Eatin: Nothing
Wantin: To Go To Bed u.u
Feelin: Tierd...
Lovin: Amanda
Hatin: Nothing
Missin: Amanda, My Dad
Imaginin: Some Thing To Drawl

Hey...im gonna put here people im friends with,people i WANT to be friends with xD, and people i admire! ^^

-Friends With-

tell me if i missed any one >.<

-Wants To Be Friends With-
http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/6228608/ Sun, 14 Aug 2005 20:40:23 PDT Wearin: Jeens With 2 Rips On The Left Knee,One Rip On My Left Outer ThighThen On The Right Leg Theres 2 Rips On The Outer Thigh,And Then 2 Rips On The Outer Calf...And Then Theres A Red X On The Left Front Thigh,And A Heartagram On The Right Front Thigh.Red TankTop...I Dont Know Why Im Telling You This But Whatever xD
Doin: Trippin o.O
Eatin: Nothing
Wantin: Some Viezene >.<
Feelin: High n.o
Lovin: Amanda
Hatin: Nothing
Missin: Amanda, My Dad
Imaginin: Some Thing To Drawl

Hey...im gonna put here people im friends with,people i WANT to be friends with xD, and people i admire! ^^

-Friends With-
:iconmaiukai
tell me if i missed any one >.<

-Wants To Be Friends With-
~NekoPlushi http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/6216959/ http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/6216959/ Sat, 13 Aug 2005 14:05:19 PDT Wearin: Gray Huge Pajama Pants,Red Tank Top With A See Through Black Tank Top Over It...It Looks Kool xD
Doin: Singing,Typing
Eatin: Nothing
Wantin: Some Thing To Draw o.O...And Having Those Little Chats About Randomeness With Ruby And The Gang xD!!!!!
Feelin: Kinda Bored,Wanting To Do Something Damnit!
Lovin: Amanda
Hatin: This Fuggin Voice In My Head! >o
Missin: Amanda, My Dad
Imaginin: Some Thing To Drawl

Hey...im gonna put here people im friends with,people i WANT to be friends with xD, and people i admire! ^^

-Friends With-
:
tell me if i missed any one >.<

-Wants To Be Friends With-
http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/5955878/ Sun, 17 Jul 2005 02:27:24 PDT Wearin: Dickies Beater,Jeense,DC Jacket.
Doin: Singing
Eatin: Nothing
Wantin: My BoyFriend To Come Back
Feelin: Mixed Emotions
Lovin: Amanda,And Darren!!!
Hatin: Nothing Really...
Missin: Amanda, Darren
Imaginin: Some Thing To Drawl

Hey...im gonna put here people im friends with,people i WANT to be friends with xD, and people i admire! ^^

-Friends With-

tell me if i missed any one >.<

-Wants To Be Friends With-
~NekoPlushi http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/5826531/ http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/5826531/ Sun, 03 Jul 2005 04:34:32 PDT Wearin: Superman TankTop,Hude Gray ZipUp SouthPole Hoody,Jeense.
Doin: Singing, Waking Up.
Eatin: Nuttin.
Wantin: My BoyFriend To Come Back From Florida.
Feelin: Happy, Romantic, Tierd.
Lovin: Amanda,And Darren!!!
Hatin: Nuttin Really...
Missin: Amanda, Darren
Imaginin: Some Thing To Drawl

Hey...im gonna put here people im friends with,people i WANT to be friends with xD, and people i admire! ^^

-Friends With-

tell me if i missed any one >.<

-Wants To Be Friends With-
http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/5802439/ Thu, 30 Jun 2005 13:54:59 PDT
-Friends With-

tell me if i missed any one >.<

-Wants To Be Friends With-

http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/5765831/ Sun, 26 Jun 2005 20:28:37 PDT
-Friends With-

tell me if i missed any one >.<

-Wants To Be Friends With-


hehe! http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/5758377/ Sun, 26 Jun 2005 00:30:58 PDT
-Friends With-

tell me if i missed any one >.<

-Wants To Be Friends With-


hehe! http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/5692218/ Sun, 19 Jun 2005 07:00:21 PDT Wearin: Bam TankTop, Sweat Pants.
Doin: Singing, Waking Up.
Eatin: Nuttin
Wantin: My BoyFriend To Come Back From A RoadTrip Hehe.
Feelin: Happy, Romantic, Tierd.
Lovin: Amanda,And Darren!!!
Hatin: Nuttin Really...
Missin: Amanda, Darren
Imaginin: Some Thing To Drawl

Hey...im gonna put here people im friends with,people i WANT to be friends with xD, and people i admire! ^^

-Friends With-

tell me if i missed any one >.<

-Wants To Be Friends With-

http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/5246400/ Mon, 02 May 2005 11:40:11 PDT Wearin: Viva La Bam Shirt Sweat Pants
Doin: Singing
Eatin: Nuttin
Wantin: A New Skate Board...I Broke My Other One >.>;
Feelin: Fealin so much better!
Lovin: Amanda,And Gary!
Hatin: My Boredome e_e
Missin: Amanda, Gary
Imaginin: Some Thing To Drawl

Hey...im gonna put here people im friends with,people i WANT to be friends with xD, and people i admire! ^^

-Friends With-

tell me if i missed any one >.<

-Wants To Be Friends With-

http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/5184560/ Mon, 25 Apr 2005 10:17:05 PDT Wearin: Viva La Bam Shirt Sweat Pants
Doin: Singing
Eatin: Nuttin
Wantin: A New Skate Board...I Broke My Other One >.>;...And A Cell Phone
Feelin: Kinda Depressed...But Other Then That Happy
Lovin: Amanda,And Gary!
Hatin: My Boobs!!!...They Got Bigger Again
Missin: Amanda, Gary...My Old Simple Life
Imaginin: Some Thing To Drawl

Hey...im gonna put here people im friends with,people i WANT to be friends with xD, and people i admire! ^^

-Friends With-

tell me if i missed any one >.<

-Wants To Be Friends With-
~NekoPlushi http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/5054428/ http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/5054428/ Mon, 11 Apr 2005 14:07:24 PDT Wearin: Black Led Zepplin Shirt, Sweat Pants
Doin: Sittin Here
Eatin: Nuttin
Wantin: A New Skate Board...I Broke My Other One >.>;...And A Cell Phone
Feelin: Depressed
Lovin: Amanda,And Gary!
Hatin: My Boobs!!!...They Got Bigger Again
Missin: Amanda, Gary...My Old Simple Life
Imaginin: Some Thing To Drawl

Hey...im gonna put here people im friends with,people i WANT to be friends with xD, and people i admire! ^^

-Friends With-

tell me if i missed any one >.<

-Wants To Be Friends With-
~NekoPlushi http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/4879704/ http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/4879704/ Tue, 22 Mar 2005 08:31:10 PST Wearin: Bleck And White Tank Top,Camo Short Shorts
Doin: Learning All Of My Love On The Guitar...And Writing This Lovely Note To You
Eatin: Nuttin
Wantin: A New Skate Board...I Broke My Other One >.>;...And A Cell Phone
Feelin: Cold Cause Its Cold...In My House Lol.
Lovin: Amanda,And Mike
Hatin: My Boobs!!!...They Got Bigger Again
Missin: Amanda, Mike
Imaginin: Some Thing To Drawl

Hey...im gonna put here people im friends with,people i WANT to be friends with xD, and people i admire! ^^

-Friends With-

tell me if i missed any one >.<

-Wants To Be Friends With-
http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/4805110/ Sun, 13 Mar 2005 19:17:04 PST Wearin: Tank Top, Jacket, Jeense
Doin: Listenin To Music, Playin My Guitar
Eatin: Nuttin
Wantin: More Clothes, A New SkateBoard >.>
Feelin: Kinda Cold...Thats All Lol
Lovin: Amanda!! <---Best Friend...And My New Lover Mike
Hatin: School e.e
Missin: Amanda, Mike
Imaginin: Some Thing To Drawl

Hey...im gonna put here people im friends with,people i WANT to be friends with xD, and people i admire! ^^

-Friends With-

tell me if i missed any one >.<

-Wants To Be Friends With-

http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/4573119/ Sun, 13 Feb 2005 19:21:35 PST Wearin: Tank Top, Jeans
Doin: Listenin To Music, Platin My Guitar
Eatin: Nuttin
Wantin: More Clothes, A New SkateBoard >.>
Feelin: Cold, A Lil Happier o.o
Lovin: Amanda!! No One Else e_e Lol
Hatin: My Mood
Missin: Amanda
Imaginin: Some Thing To Drawl

Hey...im gonna put here people im friends with,people i WANT to be friends with xD, and people i admire! ^^

-Friends With-

tell me if i missed any one >.<

-Wants To Be Friends With-

http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/4483411/ Wed, 02 Feb 2005 19:44:24 PST Wearin: Tank Top And Really Big Sweat Pants
Doin: Listening To Music,Playing My Guitar
Eatin: Nuttin
Wantin: More Clothes,And A New Computer!...A New Life -_-
Feelin: Cold,Depressed
Lovin: Amanda,And Some One Else >.>
Hatin: My Mood,My Life
Missin: Amanda
Imaginin: Some One I Love...

Hey...im gonna put here people im friends with,people i WANT to be friends with xD, and people i admire! ^^

-Friends With-

tell me if i missed any one >.<

-Wants To Be Friends With-

~NekoPlushi http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/4463094/ http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/4463094/ Tue, 01 Feb 2005 13:19:50 PST Wearin: Jeens, Blue Dickies Hoody
Doin: Thinking About Some Thing...But I Dont Know What...
Eatin: Nuttin
Wantin: More Clothes....And A New Computer!
Feelin: Cold,Boring
Lovin: Amanda,Tupac
Hatin: No One Right Now
Missin: Amanda
Imaginin: Some Thing To Drawl

Hey...im gonna put here people im friends with,people i WANT to be friends with xD, and people i admire! ^^

-Friends With-

tell me if i missed any one >.<

-Wants To Be Friends With-

http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/4452495/ Sun, 30 Jan 2005 11:00:08 PST Wearin: Hoody,Jeens,Head Phones
Doin: Typing,Amanda Is Here!
And Um...Listening To Music
Eatin: Nuttin...Hungery *----*
Wantin: Food,Money Lol
Feelin: Hyper
Lovin: Amanda,Tupac
Hatin: No One Right Now
Missin: Food ;-;
Imaginin: Some Thing To Drawl

Hey...im gonna put here people im friends with,people i WANT to be friends with xD, and people i admire! ^^

-Friends With-

tell me if i missed any one >.<

-Wants To Be Friends With-

http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/4248339/ Mon, 24 Jan 2005 06:17:03 PST Wearin: Hoody,Jeens
Doin: Rping,Typing...Listenin To The Stones
Eatin: Nuttin...Hungery *----*
Wantin: Food,Amanda
Feelin: Tierd,Hungery
Lovin: Amanda,My New Owner xD
Hatin: No One Right Now
Missin: Food ;-; Amanda
Imaginin: Some Thing To Drawl

Hey...im gonna put here people im friends with,people i WANT to be friends with xD, and people i admire! ^^

-Friends With-

tell me if i missed any one >.<

-Wants To Be Friends With-


hehe! http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/4231267/ Mon, 03 Jan 2005 17:00:33 PST Wearin: Jamies
Doin: Listenin To Music
Eatin: Nuttin
Wantin: Amanda
Feelin: Awake
Lovin: Amanda
Hatin: No One Right Now
Missin: Amanda
Imaginin: Some Thing To Drawl

Hey...im gonna put here people im friends with,people i WANT to be friends with xD, and people i admire! ^^

-Friends With-

tell me if i missed any one >.<

-Wants To Be Friends With-

hehe!

-People I Admire-

~NekoPlushi http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/4200991/ http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/4200991/ Fri, 31 Dec 2004 09:59:06 PST Wearin: Jamies
Doin: Listenin To Music
Eatin: Nuttin
Wantin: Amanda
Feelin: Awake
Lovin: Amanda
Hatin: No One Right Now
Missin: Amanda
Imaginin: Some Thing To Drawl

Hey...im gonna put here people im friends with,people i WANT to be friends with xD, and people i admire! ^^

-Friends With-

tell me if i missed any one >.<

-Wants To Be Friends With-

hehe!

-People I Admire-

~NekoPlushi http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/4188939/ http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/4188939/ Wed, 29 Dec 2004 21:19:59 PST Wearin: Cloths...
Doin: Playin Meh Guitar ^-^
Eatin: Nuttin
Wantin: Amanda
Feelin: Kinda Tierd
Lovin: Amanda
Hatin: No One Right Now
Missin: Amanda
Imaginin: Some Thing To Drawl

Hey...im gonna put here people im friends with,people i WANT to be friends with xD, and people i admire! ^^

-Friends With-

tell me if i missed any one >.<

-Wants To Be Friends With-

hehe!

-People I Admire-

http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/4154626/ Sat, 25 Dec 2004 13:21:44 PST Wearin: Jamies
Doin: Wachin The Empire Rug Comerial >.>
Eatin: Nuttin
Wantin: Amanda
Feelin: Ima Feelin Jolly xD
Lovin: Amanda
Hatin: No One Right Now
Missin: Amanda
Imaginin: Some Thing To Drawl

Hey...im gonna put here people im friends with,people i WANT to be friends with xD, and people i admire! ^^

-Friends With-

tell me if i missed any one >.<

-Wants To Be Friends With-

hehe!

-People I Admire-

http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/4144981/ Fri, 24 Dec 2004 11:12:48 PST
Wearin: White Tank Top, Really Baggy Sweat Pants lol.
Doin: Listenin To Led Zepin...DUR!
Eatin: Nuttin
Wantin: Amanda
Feelin: Kinda Hyper.
Lovin: Amanda
Hatin: No One Right Now
Missin: Amanda
Imaginin: Some Thing To Drawl

Hey...im gonna put here people im friends with,people i WANT to be friends with xD, and people i admire! ^^

-Friends With-

tell me if i missed any one >.<

-Wants To Be Friends With-

hehe!

-People I Admire-

http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/4112544/ Mon, 20 Dec 2004 15:56:00 PST Wearin: Red and White Phat Farm Hoody, Camouflage Short Shorts
Doin: Sippin From A Blue Baby Bottle
Eatin: Water? o_o
Wantin: Amanda
Feelin: Chill
Lovin: Amanda
Hatin: My Brother
Missin: Amanda
Imaginin: Some Thing To Drawl

Hey...im gonna put here people im friends with,people i WANT to be friends with xD, and people i admire! ^^

-Friends With-

tell me if i missed any one >.<

-Wants To Be Friends With-

hehe!

-People I Admire-

~NekoPlushi http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/4073542/ http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/4073542/ Wed, 15 Dec 2004 13:28:05 PST Wearin: White Shirt,DC Jacket Over Shirt,Jeans
Doin: Listenin To Stereo
Eatin: Writing A Christmas List
Wantin: Amanda
Feelin: A Lil Hyper
Lovin: Amanda
Hatin: Nuttin
Missin: Amanda
Imaginin: Some Thing To Drawl

Hey...im gonna put here people im friends with,people i WANT to be friends with xD, and people i admire! ^^

-Friends With-

tell me if i missed any one >.<

-Wants To Be Friends With-

hehe!

-People I Admire-

~NekoPlushi http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/4067192/ http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/4067192/ Tue, 14 Dec 2004 16:14:20 PST Wearin: White Shirt,RockWear Jacket Over Shirt,Jeans
Doin: Listenin To Stereo
Eatin: NOTHING! -hungery-
Wantin: Food, Amanda
Feelin: Chill
Lovin: Amanda, Food When I Get My Hands On It xD
Hatin: Nuttin
Missin: Amanda
Imaginin: Some Thing To Drawl

Hey...im gonna put here people im friends with,people i WANT to be friends with xD, and people i admire! ^^

-Friends With-

tell me if i missed any one >.<

-Wants To Be Friends With-

hehe!

-People I Admire-

http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/4060123/ Mon, 13 Dec 2004 17:47:20 PST Wearin: Santa Hat, Jingle Bels Around My Neck, Jeans And TankTop
Doin: Rping! ^-^ (Sango) hehe
Eatin: Nuttin, Tumys Full
Wantin: Amanda
Feelin: Happy...Dont Know Why
Lovin: Amanda...Aaaand Meh Dady Lol
Hatin: Nuttin Right Now o_o
Missin: Amanda, My Dad
Imaginin: eeeeh...i dont know xD

Today....was normal T_T
i dont lke normal days cause there boring.lol.I also am working on a christas picture...its really big.
But right now i dont have time for a journal sooooo... BIIE! ^-^ ]]> ~NekoPlushi http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/4053167/ http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/4053167/ Sun, 12 Dec 2004 20:22:41 PST Wearin: Pajamas
Doin: Wachin The Eagles Game
Eatin: Nuttin
Wantin: Sleep, Amanda
Feelin: Tierd
Lovin: Amanda ( Best Friend )...Thats It Lol
Hatin: Nuttin
Missin: Amanda
Imaginin: Som Thing To Drawl

Hi, i just got back from AMANDAS HOUSE!
we went down to philly to shop en stuf.i miss her alot again though lol. Oh did i ever tell you my brother is FUCKIN ANOYING!! he wont stop screain at the tv...AAAAAH! i wana kill him.
Ok well, you know Bam Majaira...i think thats how you spell his name but WATEVER.
well he lives neer me xD so ima gonna go down to his house...hehe >D
me hopefully one day yoll see me on tv!! WOOTWOT!
uuuh....i got nuttin else so say so BIIE! ]]> ~NekoPlushi http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/4026179/ http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/4026179/ Thu, 09 Dec 2004 10:50:37 PST Wearin: Dickys Hoody, And Jeens
Doin: Listenin To Stereo Onse Again
Eatin: Nothin, Water
Wantin: Amanda ( Best Friend )
Feelin: Relaxed, Excited For Some Odd Reason
Lovin: Amanda hehe
Hatin: I Do Not Hate Any More, That I Dont ^-^
Missin: Amanda, Meh Dad.
Imaginin: Some Thin To Drawl On My Computer

Today i wasnt in school either >D
I went to the doctors, cause i gotsa cough en stuff, en i cant breath some times. Nah i dont have asma...or how ever you spell it

I actually feel a lil bit good today, even though im sick, i feel better then iv ever felt before during December..Dont ask me why -_-;

Ok, err..i highly doubt im gonna win ANY place in Serenas concert, one reason because i didnt do my best, eve though i had to do BOTH my drawlings on MSPaint because i have no scanner at the moment e_e
But if i do win any place, ill be very very happy and satisfied with my self! ^-^

But wen i DO get my scanner, youll see i can do much better then wat i can do on my computer :sniffle: ]]> ~NekoPlushi http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/4013938/ http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/4013938/ Tue, 07 Dec 2004 19:07:55 PST Wearin: not important >_>...xD
Doin: Listenin to Cds ^-^
Eatin: Air!!
Wantin: Amanda,Kevin,Me Daddy hehe
Feelin: Upset A Lil Bit, Tranquil
Lovin: Amanda...En Kevin....En Thats It o_o
Hatin: My Bro, En My Mood Kinda
Missin: Amanda, Amanda, Amanda, AMANDA!
Imaginin: A Very Tragic, Painful Night >_> ;;

EY'! er....I GOIN TO AMANDAS HOUSE FRIDAY!! , en she told me her fammily is taken me her and her sis to Philly to...shop en stuff lol. Im really exited hehe >D

Well lately iv been thinking about a sertain night that i havnt told you guys about
One night,my brother came to me with a bottle of Brandy (Alchohal)...and told me id be the koolest sister in the world if i drank with him.And to me thats a merical,because of all the names,beating,ratting on me,getting me in trouble,just plain out hell.No worse then hell.So...i drank with him,i drank more then half of the whole bottle (brandy is 40% alchohal)..yea.and at my age,thats kinda bad
And eh?...that night,me and my brother were just messing around,brakin stuf (no parents were home). So we went up stares from the basement,and messed around up there too...braking stuf lol. But then all a suddon my brother just passes out right in front of me...But im drunk as hell so i dont know wat the fuck to do, so i go up in my room,and go to sleep.
But then,all i remember is my eyes slowly start to open,kinda blury,and i hear screaming...it was my mom.She was Standing out side my door hystaricly crying.She then saw that i was awake and came running over to me. She just kept tryna keep me awake,and told me to get in the shower and as soon as i get out, i had to go to the hospital to get my stomach pumped.The reason why she told me to get in the shower was because while i was sleeping,i threw up all over my self,but my face was facing up...so i was kinda suficating my self in my own vomit,and truethfuly,im still shakey and upset to say this,but i could of died that night.But bak to the story.it seems my brother was so drunk he told me mom that me and him took extisy.So i was just blurting out words like 'No...NO we drank,thats all.' but the words were coming out wierd.So i just got in the shower,and when i cae out, my mom saw that i was...kinda ok.and that i should just go bak to sleep and see wat happens in the morning. So while im in my room,still drunk as fuck,stumbling over things...i started crying,my mothers face,her sreaming for me to stay awake,her mourning over my lifeless body as i laid on my bed coverd in vomit.It all came to me,that she onse trusted me,and i abused that trust. i still cry these days when i think about it.Right now im beggining to get upset,just thinking about it.
But for my brother,When my mom found him,he was still in the place where he fell,piss and throw up all around him.He also got in the shower and went to sleep in my moms bed with me.And that next day,when i was home sick from school fro a really bad hang over,she wrote a poem about that night...

Her Poem...
'There You Both Lay...So Pale And Weak.
Your Eyes Wouldnt Open...You Couldnt Speak.
Vomit And Urine...All Over The Floor.
From The Beautiful Children That I Adore.
I Cried And Prayed But There Was No God In Sight.
...So I Sold My Soul To The Devil That Night.
After All...He Was The One
Who Poisened The Minds Of My Daughter And Son.
I Had No Choise...It Was All I Could Do.
To Keep Him From Taking Either Of You.
I Paniced And Trembled As My World Fell Apart.
Feeling His Grip Tighten On My Broken Heart.
It Didnt Matter...I Didnt Care...
As Long As It Was Your Lives That He Would Spare.
For I Could Never Live...I Couldnt Survive.
...Not If My Children Werent Alive...
No Feeling On Earth Could Ever Compare.
To The Ache Or The Sickness That I Had To Bear.
And So My Little Loved Onse...
Always...Always Know...
Just How Very Much Your Mother Loved You So...
And Keep In Mind My Sacrafice.
When Faced With Him...Please Think Twice.
For I Am Empty Now...Theres Nothing Left To Give.
...I Gave My Soul So Willingly...So That You Both Could Live.' ]]> ~NekoPlushi http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/4004143/ http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/4004143/ Mon, 06 Dec 2004 15:25:46 PST Wearin: Shorts And A Tank Top
Doin: Listenin To Stereo
Eatin: Nuttin...My Tummys Full x)
Wantin: Amanda, Kevin, My Dad, A Boii Friend x(
Feelin: Romantic, Calm, Needed Some Where,I Sware o_o
Lovin: Amanda, Kevin, My Dad
Hate: Nothing At All ^-^
Missin: Amanda, Kevin, My Dad, Some Lovin ;-;
Imaginin: Some Thing To Drawl

Well im kinda sick, i think its cause i was over my friend Toni's house all week,and she was really sick...so i think i got was she has,but im scared cause wat she got was really bad o_o.

But any way, i really really really miss Amanda sooo much,you have no clue.I know some people dont know how to describe love.(NO IM NOT A LESBIAN!) shes just my best friend, and close so being my sister,cause she looks like me ^-^. But wat im tryna say is,with out her,there is no me,there wouldnt be a me. i would be a no one,all because she wouldnt be there to fulfill my day.When i dont see her till a sertain point i get desprately depressed,and to see her face,and to hear her happy go lucky voice makes me grin every time.But to tell the trueth,she is the only girl i will ever love this much(along with my mom of course),because i believe we are conected in some way.We allways tell storys on wat we did in school,and every story,on the same day we do the same thing.its scares me some times,but hey,who cant giggle alittle at that.

I bet you guys think im crazy,hehe.well your right,i am! so get use to it.but right now im depressed so leave me alone.... -_-; ]]> ~NekoPlushi http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/3994757/ http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/3994757/ Sun, 05 Dec 2004 12:09:56 PST Wearin: Tank Top, Sweat Pants
Doin: Remanisng On Painful Memories
Eatin: Nothin
Wantin: Amanda, My Dad...
Feelin: Depressed, Fedup
Lovin: Amanda, Kevin, My Dad
Hatin: My Bother, My Mood
Missin: Amanda, My Dad
Imaginin: Me Lifeless =e_e=

Not a good day at all. i think im getin pneumonia,
cause im coughin up stuf,i have pressureon my chest, and my nose, andi cant breath...-sigh- it always has to be me,lol.

But right now has to be the worst ear ever...my mom is kinda dieing,i cant see my dad, im kinda dieing,and no one has enouh money for me to go to the hospital.Iv been crying alot lately.Because the song 'MockingBird' it has to deal with him not being able to see his daughter,an that he woulddo any thing fo her.And since i cant seemy dad,h dedicated this song to me.Almost every single word in that song is wat im going threw.

Every time i listen to the lyrics,my throat got a lump in it,and i start imagining me and m da being together,threw the hard times and the good.Even though my name isnt Halie,and my dad doesnt make CDs with Dr Dre,lol.

MockingBird:

Yeah
I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now
But hey, what daddy always tell you?
Straighten up little soldier
Stiffen up that other limb
What you crying about?
You got me

Hailie I know you miss your mom and I know you miss your dad
Well I'm gone but I'm trying to give you the life that I never had
I can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh
I can see it in your eyes, deep inside you want to cry
Cuz you're scared, I ain't there?
Daddy's with you in your prayers
No more crying, wipe them tears
Daddy's here, no more nightmares
We gon' pull together through it, we gon' do it
Laney uncles crazy, aint he?
Yeah but he loves you girl and you better know it
We're all we got in this world
When it spins, when it swirls
When it whirls, when it twirls
Two little beautiful girls
Lookin' puzzled, in a daze
I know it's confusing you
Daddy's always on the move, mamma's always on the news
I try to keep you sheltered from it but somehow it seems
The harder that I try to do that, the more it backfires on me
All the things growing up his daddy that he had to see
Daddy don't want you to see but you see just as much as he did
We did not plan it to be this way, your mother and me
But things have gotten so bad between us
I don't see us ever being together ever again
Like we used to be when we was teenagers
But then of course everything always happens for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it's just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is
But no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep
Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream

Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that ?limb up? little lady, i told ya
Daddy's here to hold ya through the night
I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But i promise momma's gon' be alright

It's funny
I remember back one year when daddy had no money
Mommy wrapped the Christmas presents up
And stuck 'em under the tree and said some of 'em were from me
Cuz daddy couldn't buy 'em
I'll never forget that Christmas I sat up the whole night crying
Cuz daddy felt like a bum, see daddy had a job
But his job was to keep the food on the table for you and mom
And at the time every house that we lived in
Either kept getting broke into and robbed
Or shot up on the block and your mom was saving money for you in a jar
Tryna start a piggy bank for you so you could go to college
Almost had a thousand dollars till someone broke in and stole it
And I know it hurt so bad it broke your momma's heart
And it seemed like everything was just startin' to fall apart
Mom and dad was arguin' a lot so momma moved back
On the Chalmers in the flat one bedroom apartment
And dad moved back to the other side of 8 Mile on Novara
And that's when daddy went to California with his CD and met Dr. Dre
And flew you and momma out to see me
But daddy had to work, you and momma had to leave me
Then you started seeing daddy on the T.V. and momma didn't like it
And you and Laney were to young to understand it
Papa was a rollin' stone, momma developed a habit
And it... ]]> ~NekoPlushi http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/3972489/ http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/3972489/ Thu, 02 Dec 2004 13:33:00 PST Wearin: Really Big Sweat Pants,Tank Top
Doin: Listenin To Stereo
Eatin: Nothin
Wantin: Amanda (Best Friend)
Feelin: Calm,Open Minded
Lovin: Amanda, Kevin (Some One I Like Alot)
Hatin: My Brother
Missin: Amanda,My Dad
Imaginin: Me En Kevin o_o

This morning when i was down stares in my kitchen,i saw my mom put a pack of cigarretes down on the table.And i really want her to stop smoking...REALLY!So when she wasnt looking,i took all of them out of there box,tore them up,and threw them out the window.Then when she turned around,she saw me throw them.And of course she screamed at me,and said i was grounded for ANOTHER mounth.So i told her if she grounds me and continues smoking,then im goin on a hunger strike got damnit!lol,so now i cant eat unless she gives up cigarrets.And i hope she gives up cigarretes soon,cause im really hungery! =>.<=

For the past mounth iv been liking...no not liking,LOVING!! this kid named Kevin.Hes my one of my bests friends cousins.And to my surprise,while talking on the phone...he told me he liked me from the day he met me =3!! But he also said he has a girl friend that he just started goin out with,so hes gonna wait for a little bit to go out with me...or some thing like that,lol.

I got nothin else to say =o_o=.....BIIE! ]]> ~NekoPlushi http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/3966143/ http://NekoPlushi.deviantart.com/journal/3966143/ Wed, 01 Dec 2004 16:55:55 PST Wearin: Sweat Pants,Tank Top
Doin: Listenin To Stereo
Eatin: Nuttin =e_e=
Wantin: Amanda...Christmas
Feelin: Calm,Depressed
Lovin: Amanda...(Not Gay)
Hatin: My Brother,My Mood

Ey'...This is my new name for DA.And yea,i still aint got no SCANNER! =T-T=.But any way, i thought of a really cute peace to drawl for SerenaPitre's Romance in the Winter contest.But i dont know what position i want every thing...and i dont have a scanner onse again lol.

Here comes christmas onse again.I love christmas sooo much,but every year i get so depressed during christmas.sad eh?Well i saw this movie called 'Kids'...and wow.its exactly like kids are these days...even though im 13,i would know hehe =>.>=,especially with all the drugs,alchohal,weed,sex.it kinda scared me =0_0=...

Um....Im done x3 ]]> ~NekoPlushi