deviantART: by:NeoN-orange-Bubbles

Work has sucked. I'm on the ledge on quitting. I'm really not happy there.
I work In a camera store.
It should be awesome right?
Nope.
It makes me not want to touch a camera.

And I'm stuck thought. I want money to travel to get out of this place and go somewhere beautiful. But to travel you need money and to have money you need a job and with the way things are if I do quit odds are I wont find another job. -sies-

Other then that right now the prospect of school...not looking so great. I think I need to do some soul searching before I do anything. I need to meet some people and experience some things before I am willing to set my sights in one direction.

And right now where I am has absolutely nothing for me.
Any suggestions?

Other then that I'm going to try to still take pictures and stuff.
-waves flag of defeat-

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http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/26637912/ Sun, 16 Aug 2009 21:02:43 PDT

I am not well.
Physically or mentally.
I'm pretty sure I have a virus of some sort I'm sore everywhere and super tired. So when I'm done this lights out for me but yeah...I work 1-9 tomorrow so odds are I wont be taking any pictures.not that ive taken a lot lately right. I'm sorry I've just been really depressed and I'm sick of taking pictures of the same places and the same people and the same things.

I understand the fact that I need to work. But right now all I want to do is run around and see the world and live by my own schedule. But that will never happen lol. -sies- I need to get out of this place it's sucking the life out of me.

And I know it doesn't help the matter working at a camera store and seeing pictures that are from all over and knowing you will never get to go there. Or seeing pictures that are 100X better then yours. *and....My feet hurt. And I have a sunburn.* And I'm not a people person either. so it drives me nuts when someone comes in and tells me their camera has never been dripped ir anything but theirs water bubbles behind the LCD screen and the lens is dented in.

stupid woman.

Well the meds are kicking in I better get to bed before I cant walk up the stairs.Yey prescription drugs!
Btw. Anti-depressants not so good at the anti part latly.

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=NeoN-orange-Bubbles Random New feature.../Life rant... http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/26504927/ http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/26504927/ Mon, 10 Aug 2009 12:29:40 PDT

So...I don't Know what I'm going to do with my life.
My issue is in order to go to collage I need to upgrade my math and English.
But. I can literally not do math. And The program that I'm apparently supposed to do to be able to do this has me on a waiting list and I really do not want to go there. I only see it frustrating me even more and driving me into the ground.

So I don't know.
I really do not know what math and English have to do with photography.

I don't even know if I'm good enough to go to school for photograph. I am literally bad at everything but photography but I do not know if I am good "enough"

And I know even if I get into school for photography I will never be able to support myself with just that. -sies-

I kinda think I need to get out of this town and see the world before I do anything.
[link]

This made me laugh so hard. Reminds me of bubbles so much. ^^

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http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/26346166/ Sun, 02 Aug 2009 20:33:30 PDT

Lately I haven't Been very inspired....Hopefully it changes.
My gallery is being re-arranged so It's all messed up but yeah yey stuff.
Also I created a stock account

[link]

This made me laugh so hard. Reminds me of bubbles so much. ^^

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=NeoN-orange-Bubbles So. http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/26293607/ http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/26293607/ Fri, 31 Jul 2009 08:57:31 PDT

I am going to be seriously ravening my gallery.
Because well It looks like shit.

And...well..I know this is going to sound rude but I don't think it's fair that people with crap in their galleries get more comments and views and recognition then me. When I spend time commenting other peoples stuff and I watch almost 500 people and look through at least 300 of their pictures a day.

And the same with my photography group on Facebook. Other people have billions of people in their groups simply because they have more friends who think their stuff is good. When it really isn't.

And I don't mean to offend anyone. It just annoys the crap out of me that I try so hard to get my stuff out there and well. Get a lot less in return.

And maybe I'm not as good as I think I am and I should completely give up delete my account and never touch a camera again.I know some of my stuff is shit. But at least I know.

So right now I'm whoring myself out. And if I don't notice a difference I think the self destruction should go from there. I love art but I also love someone telling me what they think about it.Otherwise where is the return from my efforts.

Model mayhem : [link]

Face book :[link]

Also I created a stock account

[link]

This made me laugh so hard. Reminds me of bubbles so much. ^^

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http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/26217747/ Mon, 27 Jul 2009 18:05:58 PDT

So I have 1000 pictures to go through from my trip to the barn. I got some good ones. Yeys

They will be coming soon!

also I created a stock account

[link]

This made me laugh so hard. Reminds me of bubbles so much. ^^

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=NeoN-orange-Bubbles Home. Finally. http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/26095705/ http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/26095705/ Tue, 21 Jul 2009 20:22:11 PDT

Well I spent some time away from home. In a way it was awesome but...I have to say I missed bubbles. and my bed....and of course I missed my boyfriend.

Anyways. I took a few hundred pictures. Didn't like many of them lol....But I put the ones I liked up. The bike races where good except that it rained,But then again it rains every year.I also went to marine land.

-sies-

I don't much like marine land but my nephew had never been and my sister wanted to take him so it wasn't Like I couldn't go. And my sisters pregnant so she couldn't go on the rides with him so I had to. not that that bothers me.

Then we went to Niagara falls.(This is where the fun begins)
So we parked at like the first parking lot on the street. we've been a couple years ago but had forgotten how far the places we wanted to go where. And with a 5 year old. My gosh. what we where thinking. I don't even know.

Anyways we started walking and me being the genius I am wasn't paying attention and ran into a no parking [link] The side of my head hurts by my temple. I hit my knee too but I didn't get a bruise there. Then we got to the falls and from the pictures you can see there is a huge misty thing covering most of the falls and the mistyness was getting on my camera.(I brought a Pancho though)

I don't like traveling to tourist attractions. I see people with camera's I would like to have and Lenses I would like to have and they don't even seem to care that the stuff they have is so awesome.And I will never have the money for that kind of stuff. so

to that.

Other then that not too much going on lol.
I might go for a walk tomorrow depending on the weather. I haven't really been pleased with my pictures lately. I've been really angry for some reason. So I need to take some time to myself and do some stuff...I don't know. My skills arn't the greatest.

Oh yeah.About the camera lesson I had to teach.
FML. My boss is an ass whole .
He told me the lady wanted to know simple easy things I knew.She gets there. No she wants to know technical things I don't even know. And I felt so bad. My boss is like oh if you don't know it pretend like you do.

I am not cut out to work in retail because I have a soul.

So I told her what I knew or at least anything that came to me. And I asked her what kind of pictures she mostly took.(portraits of her kids)So once I knew I was kinda like well lets go back inside and grab some lenses because she only had the kit lens that comes with the camera. so I grabbed the two zoom lenses the 50-250 and a 50-300 I believe Plus a portrait lens not sure exactly what one...but yeah. I showed her them and she was happy then I threw the portrait on and she LOVED it. That made me happy because at least she got something useful out of her time with me.So in the end. I told her some places I knew where she could get camera info on the stuff she wanted to know and she seemed reasonably happy even though I couldn't teach her what she needed to know.

I haven't been to work since then but that was kinda the last straw for me. I will do my shift on Thursday and tell my boss I quit.I don't care about getting another job. I work at a camera store. Usually I'm there so much I can't take pictures. How can I get better if I can't take pictures. And really to be honest I don't like being yelled at by anyone. My boss or customers.And I know it is inevitable in any job I will face customers yelling at me. But my boss, in my opinion has no right yelling at me. Especially when he is yelling at me for not being able to do something he hasn't taught me.Oh well. We shall see what happens right?

And my features

are of random Pictures I liked when I was browsing today.

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http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/25984013/ Thu, 16 Jul 2009 11:37:45 PDT

So I am going away to mosport for the weekend.I'll be home on Sunday night.

hopefully I'll have lots of nice photographs for you guys.

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Good Artists.....
You could probably check them out..... ]]> =NeoN-orange-Bubbles Rebel T1i /Rant http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/25936852/ http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/25936852/ Tue, 14 Jul 2009 07:48:47 PDT

As you guys know I work at blacks photography, and today for work I have to do a lesson on a canon rebel t1i.

-sies-

So I borrowed the t1i and I'm going out to play with it soon.
I'm kinda uncomfortable teaching a lesson on it though. I don't know enough stuff to feel like I can give someone what they want.

If I where to get a camera lesson from someone I would want them to know more stuff about camera's then I do. I feel like I'm going to have a panic attack! Like what if this person is super technical I will DIE. They will eat me for breakfast and teach me about the camera. Just because I want the camera doesn't mean I am a genius on it.

And my boss is an asshole for scheduling me to do it. I have never hated someone as much as I hate him.
But you know it doesn't surprise me because all the people I work with I have seen their pictures.But him, I have yet to see one.So this gives me reason to believe he sucks.
I probably have to do it simply because he can't possibly do his friggan job.

Oh well I'm quitting soon anyways I would rather be poor then as unhappy as I am right now.Not that I get paid a lot anyways. I don't get paid nearly enough to deal with my bosses shit.

Other then that. I go to the bike races on Thursday. SOOOOOO I will have lots of neat pictures of motorcycles racing and such.Better then my pictures from last year because I will actually be able to see the bikes lol. Yey for zoom lenses!

Hmmm I'm 18 now so After I quit I'm taking an adventure to Quebec and getting smashed out of my mind.(to celebrate quitting)because legal drinking age there is 18. Which also annoys me. The two provinces beside me have a lower drinking age. You can vote but you cant drink. Wtf?
Not that I plan to vote anyways. There all worse then each other. But at least they are smarter then George bush.

(no offense to the Americans who actually liked him......)(if there was any)

OH well. That's my rant for today. Hope you guys like my pictures from the t1i. They are coming as soon as I get off my but and take them

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http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/25848531/ Thu, 09 Jul 2009 21:19:59 PDT

Well I'm just relaxing in my living room looking at pictures.
My neck/back hurts like a B*tch. It's all like burny and stuff.
My doctor says I probably have a pinched nerve and I need a trip to the chiropractor and a massage....I wonder if my drug plan covers that -thinks- not likely lol. There goes my birthday money.

So tomorrow I'll check that out and see if I can get an appointment somewhere.

Then I might take some pictures.
Then I have to work 5-9. And my neck always hurts more at work standing on the concrete floors in stupid flat shoes.
So we shall see what I bring to you guys tomorrow. Thanks for all the birthday wishes!

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http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/25806256/ Tue, 07 Jul 2009 21:31:53 PDT

So happy birthday to me!!!
Now if only DA would turn off my mature content block I could fave those hundreds of deviations I couldn't see...

-crazy face

his especially! No fair.

I thought computers where smart

Anyways. It's gonna be a good day....So I should go to sleep so I can enjoy it

A quick feature going through the recent photographs in the just submitted categories. I love new stuff!

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=NeoN-orange-Bubbles Happy 4th of July to my friends in the U.S.A http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/25733113/ http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/25733113/ Sat, 04 Jul 2009 10:42:29 PDT Watch me Note me Journal Instructions

So Canada day has past.
So I just wanted to say happy 4th of July to my American friends hope you enjoy the festivities.
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Well My birthday is coming up soon!! July 8th! Yey me.
Other then that not too much news. Been raining here a lot so not too many pictures but it's sunny today so I took some I'll edit as many as I can because it's 1:40pm now and I have to go to work for 3pm so I have to leave at 2:20pm and I still need to get changed and stuff.
So that's all for today

And I'm suffering because on the only nice day this week I have to work. BOOOOOO.

Good Artists.....
You could probably check them out...'cause there neat and stuff......

=NeoN-orange-Bubbles You keep me from fallin apart http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/25483810/ http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/25483810/ Mon, 22 Jun 2009 21:29:47 PDT Watch me Note me Journal Instructions

As humans we see hundreds of images a day.
But who is it who gets to decide what it is we want to see? As a marketing company why do they feel we want to see half naked people with a can of anything or people disturbingly "freezing time" to sniff laundry soap.
I think The advertising image should go back to the basics. Show us the product, Tell us what it is what it does and that's it. No bullshit. There is too much bullshit in the world.

Moving on.

So speaking of images, Every day (or almost every day) I come on to deviant art Look at the people I watch my 500+ deviations to look at daily. and then I go to news and look at the photography features to get some neat new ideas then I brows recent deviations. And if it's crapy out I'll go random deviant for a couple hours and look at a zillion pictures. I see so many images daily. No wonder I have Issues sleeping.My brain is like RAWR PICTURES!!!!
I am constantly contemplating photographs. I am so glad I was able to find something I love that I think or at least hope I'm good at. (I'm good at photography right guys? *cute face*) Dum dee dun. Tomorrow I'm going on a huge adventure specifically to take pictures. ^^! So brace yourselves for some awesome. I won't say where I'm going but it will be sweet. And If I forget to wear sunscreen painful.(I'm too white anyways I need a tan...)

And I finished my grade 12 yey me no more school until I go back in sept to upgrade some classes so I can go to collage for photography or something in the arts...Al thought I would probably be better off somehow apprenticing with a photographer if that's even possible...Cause photography class taught me nothing other then I suck really bad at developing pictures (which makes me very sad) And that asking for help is completely useless.I'm sleepy....12:10am I should go to bed so I can get up for 10am.....so me and bubs are going to bed. And I'm going insaner again I hope I come back but I'm not sure if I want to.
Anyways I am so off topic here's a few pictures I seen today that caught my eye hope you enjoy.

http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/25206206/ Mon, 08 Jun 2009 20:48:53 PDT Watch me Note me Journal Instructions

Well I was gonna write a journal but there's a crazy thunder storm so I'll do it tommorow.

Some images I like

http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/25139216/ Fri, 05 Jun 2009 08:10:11 PDT Watch me Note me Journal Instructions

So I'm going to work soon I'm just going to put this out there to see what you guys think.

Alright guys so.
I have decided if one more model cancels on me I am going to start doing a booking fee.
This will be $20 mailed to me prior to the shoot.
If you show up you get the money back if not the money is mine.
I have two days a week off to do shoots if that.
So if I make plans to shoot you I don't have plans for the rest of the day.
So when you cancel I'm left sitting at home because I couldn't go out with friends or family to shoot you.
I don't want to have to do this but I'm sick of people canceling on me.

Also some more news.
I'm going to start making Cd's of your photo shoot so I don't have to send you the pictures over msn or however I've been getting them to you.
If you have any comments regarding this message me.

Good Artists.....
You could probably check them out...'cause there neat and stuff......

http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/25005104/ Thu, 28 May 2009 20:14:47 PDT Watch me Note me Journal Instructions

Alright so this is half rant half personal.

So my rat Bree has a respiratory infection

I feel so bad for her. I took her to the vet and got her some medicine. I had to call like 4 vets before I found one who would actually treat rats which is completely ridiculous because if it's a animal and they are a vet they should treat it.When you become a vet and you have a practice how can you choose to fix only the common animals. It's unfair to us and our animals. I know there is a lot of people who don't like rats but there is people who don't like dogs either so errg I'm annoyed sorry.

Also, I was going through the news and looking at some of the comments on this picture

and someone's comment was "Sorry that I'm not giving the typical "cute!!" comment, but seriously... why do random shots with no thought at all find their way to the front page. What if I photograph my cat playing, will I get 500 faves? Sometimes I don't get this site at all..."

Now I took a gander in this dudes gallery and he's not a photographer and I don't think people should make nasty comments about other peoples art. constructive criticism only and preferably WHEN YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR TALKING ABOUT!

ART IS AN ESCAPE.

I have seen art I hate here art that sometimes can't be considered art but I at least have the common decency to not make a pointless comment about it I look at it if I like it I like it if I don't I continue on and look at other things. It's that easy. The only thing that bugs me more then mean comments on art is people stealing other peoples art.

Good Artists.....
You could probably check them out...'cause there neat and stuff......

http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/24960825/ Tue, 26 May 2009 13:04:45 PDT Watch me Note me Journal Instructions

Well I have to do a Still life for photography class and shilloettes and the alphabet and such and a slide show on a photographer that I like so I chose o.winston link 'cause he did some neat stuff. I'm working on getting my community service hours done so I can graduate. Poopy. anyways. That's about it for now.

Good Artists.....
You could probably check them out...'cause there neat and stuff......

=NeoN-orange-Bubbles Today........ http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/24837010/ http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/24837010/ Tue, 19 May 2009 10:08:13 PDT Watch me Note me Journal Instructions

So excited.
My mommy got tickets for us to go to the zoo!!!!!!
I've decided I need a new scanner/printer for my film stuff since my printer is demonic.
I need to get out and take more pics.

I want a fisheye and a good macro lense. Any suggestions on where to get them for someone who can't spend top dollar on them?

also....some features yey!!

http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/24758846/ Thu, 14 May 2009 18:06:44 PDT Watch me Note me Journal Instructions

I have a lot of stuff going on. Thinking and suck I've pretty much decided I need a vacation very badly. I need some time to clear my head and go through everything. Other then that school's been lame and such. I don't attend as much as I should. I just need a lot of sleep. Anyways. I decided to show a couple of my faves from some friends to try it out Hope you like them

Good Artists.....
You could probably check them out...'cause there neat and stuff......

http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/24648801/ Fri, 08 May 2009 09:28:32 PDT Slept in today.

Missed the bus so I didn't make it to school.
Got paid.
Have to pay my sister.
Broke my mirror wasn't entirely my fault. Bad news.
My dresser had 7 years bad luck.

Wisdom tooth is growing hurts anoyingly 'cause there is no room for it....

Have to work at 5 until 9

....
Doing pictures next week with a girl I've never met should be interesting.
That's all for now.

Good Artists.....
You could probably check them out...'cause there neat and stuff......

http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/24544054/ Sat, 02 May 2009 07:58:34 PDT And the only time it's nice out is when I have to work.
When I'm off work the weather is shitty. No fun.

Anyways school is almost done for the year yey!! like 2 months!!! Then I have to figure out what I want to do for the rest of my life. Go to school for photography or get a job doing something I will probably hate....Hmm...What do you guys think?

Other then that....I don't know.
I have been doing some film photography but it has a very high level of suckage because the camera is too automatic and wont let me do anything. So I'm gonna have to find a less automatic one. -sies-

I just want to sleep in

Oh well hopefully I'll be able to take some pictures later. I can make no promises I might be too drained from work since it sucks the life out of me

Good Artists.....
You could probably check them out...'cause there neat and stuff......

=NeoN-orange-Bubbles Website. http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/24063906/ http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/24063906/ Sat, 04 Apr 2009 19:29:19 PDT

Good Artists.....
You could probably check them out...'cause there neat and stuff......

http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/24043003/ Fri, 03 Apr 2009 15:30:15 PDT I'm addicted to it.

Good Artists.....
You could probably check them out...'cause there neat and stuff......

Drew bubbles!!!!!
[link]
Therefore..Is awesome.
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I've decided that I'm gonna do a hundred themes things or whatever it is.
100 words so 100 deviations it should be neat.
Now I just need to think up the words.

http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/22939705/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 09:52:26 PST

. Thank you <3.
Dez my friend!! [link] and [link]

This year will be better. I promise you!!

http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/22892174/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 18:54:16 PST

So I went to Henry's and there like oh just format the card and it should be fine so I went to future shop and bought a new card just in case so I put the *damn card* in the camera and format it and it says the same thing. So. No more pictures today I am very angry.

. Thank you <3.
Dez my friend!! [link] and [link]

This year will be better. I promise you!!

=NeoN-orange-Bubbles ERGGGGGG http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/22886361/ http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/22886361/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 13:58:52 PST

So I went to Henry's and there like oh just format the card and it should be fine so I went to future shop and bought a new card just in case so I put the *damn card* in the camera and format it and it says the same thing. So. No more pictures today I am very angry.

. Thank you <3.
Dez my friend!! [link] and [link]

This year will be better. I promise you!!

=NeoN-orange-Bubbles I'm Pissed off. http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/22864329/ http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/22864329/ Wed, 28 Jan 2009 12:27:48 PST I take pictures. I comment hundreds of pictures. The most common response being THANKS.
I want people to comment my work.
Also I made a photography group on face book after my friends dez did and since then 3 other people made photography groups too and they all have more members then me. It means nothing that my pictures are good. So why should I bother.
I think I might delete my deviant art and my face book and delete all my pictures and never pick up a camera again. I try to share nice pictures and I get nothing in return. Sorry to sound whine but I'm so mad.

]]> =NeoN-orange-Bubbles First Features! http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/22799870/ http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/22799870/ Sun, 25 Jan 2009 09:56:50 PST [link]

So I found out how to feature.
No thanks to you guys who didn't tell me how when I asked.
-glares-
Well My first subject shall be kitties.
So I went through my recent faces and pulled out the ones I wanted to share.

Not much happening here I'm taking the bandage off my toe today I hope it's okay.

. Thank you <3.
Dez my friend!! [link] and [link]
And sun I'm doing some pictures of Adam I think.

This year will be better. I promise you!!

THEMES
1.Loyalty
2.Trust-[link]
3.Love-[link]
4.Lust
5.Stress
6.Fear
7.Pain-[link]
8.Despair
9.Hope-[link]
10.Hopelessness
11.Beauty-[link]
12.Friendship
13.Torn
14.Need
15.Something special
16.Criminal
17.Endless
18.Silent Whispers-[link]
19.Together
20.Home
21.Miracle
22.Kiss
23.Loss
24.Missing
25.Truth
26.Cute
27.Innocent-[link]
28.Gross
29.Ugly
30.Lost
31.Forever
32.Inside
33.Fade-[link]
34.Stars
35.Colours
36.Creation
37.Found
38.Too Late
39.Grace-[link]
40.What about now
50.Lonely day
51.Jealousy
52.Betrayal
53.Agliophobia
54.Arachnophobia
55.Cacophobia
56.Catoptrophobia
57.Chromophobia
58.Maniaphobia
59.Xyrophobia
60.Insomnia
61.Schitzophrenia
62.Paranoia
63.Radient
64.Poignant
65.Rapture
67.Promise
68.Compassion
69.Passion
70.Fait... ]]> =NeoN-orange-Bubbles Umm... http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/22728843/ http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/22728843/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 09:12:57 PST .

On the upside I will be making more photomanips because I'm not aloud to walk.So that should be fun.Other then that not much going on. New semester of school starts soon. My clases are...Photography...Art...and co-op...good end to my school lol. I'm thinking about weather I should go to collage for photography because I've decided it will be the only thing I am capable of doing. So I have to find a good school somewhere in Ontario..I'm thinking probably Toronto or Ottawa would have some.I'll have to check it out. I wish I would have started doing photography earlier...-sies- Oh well wish me luck.

. Thank you <3.
Dez my friend!! [link] and [link]
And sun I'm doing some pictures of Adam I think.

This year will be better. I promise you!!

=NeoN-orange-Bubbles OHHHHHH http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/22652274/ http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/22652274/ Sun, 18 Jan 2009 12:13:40 PST

. Thank you <3.
Dez my friend!! [link] and [link]
And sun I'm doing some pictures of Adam I think.

This year will be better. I promise you!!

=NeoN-orange-Bubbles -sobs- http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/22573457/ http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/22573457/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 07:17:06 PST -panics-
How am I gonna survive the bus ride to school.....And I have to clean my room today...So far....Shitty day...

And I need to come up with $90 so bubbles can go to the vet!! I need to sell some pictures.....Eugh!

. Thank you <3.
Dez my friend!! [link] and [link]
And sun I'm doing some pictures of Adam I think.

This year will be better. I promise you!!

THEMES
1.Loyalty
2.Trust
3.Love
4.Lust
5.Stress
6.Fear
7.Pain
8.Despair
9.Hope
10.Hopelessness
11.Beauty
12.Friendship
13.Torn
14.Need
15.Something special
16.Criminal
17.Endless
18.Silent Whispers
19.Together
20.Home
21.Miracle
22.Kiss
23.Loss
24.Missing
25.Truth
26.Cute
27.Innocent
28.Gross
29.Ugly
30.Lost
31.Forever
32.Inside
33.Fade
34.Stars
35.Colours
36.Creation
37.Found
38.Too Late
39.Grace
40.What about now
50.Lonely day
51.Jealousy
52.Betrayal
53.Agliophobia
54.Arachnophobia
55.Cacophobia
56.Catoptrophobia
57.Chromophobia
58.Maniaphobia
59.Xyrophobia
60.Insomnia
61.Schitzophrenia
62.Paranoia
63.Radient
64.Poignant
65.Rapture
67.Promise
68.Compassion
69.Passion
70.Faith
71.Clandestine

Anyone have any other ones for me?

Good Artists.....
You could probably check them out...'cause there neat and stuff......

... ]]> =NeoN-orange-Bubbles New computer!!! http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/22482366/ http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/22482366/ Fri, 09 Jan 2009 05:43:11 PST

made my day today. Thank you <3.
I did Pics with Jamie. I'll upload some more Later.
Dez my friend!! [link] and [link]
Is supposed to be doing come pics of me. I am nervous!!
And sat I'm doing some pictures of Adam I think.

This year will be better. I promise you!!

http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/22391096/ Sun, 04 Jan 2009 10:19:15 PST I tried a journal Thing And I don't like it. Could someone please make me one?
Or teach me how?
Oh yes and show me how to feature people.'Cause thats something I would like to do.

Also I'm on face book. [link]

... ]]> =NeoN-orange-Bubbles ahhhh http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/22390660/ http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/22390660/ Sun, 04 Jan 2009 09:52:14 PST

THEMES
1.Loyalty
2.Trust
3.Love
4.Lust
5.Stress
6.Fear
7.Pain
8.Despair
9.Hope
10.Hopelessness
11.Beauty
12.Friendship
13.Torn
14.Need
15.Something special
16.Criminal
17.Endless
18.Silent Whispers
19.Together
20.Home
21.Miracle
22.Kiss
23.Loss
24.Missing
25.Truth
26.Cute
27.Innocent
28.Gross
29.Ugly
30.Lost
31.Forever
32.Inside
33.Fade
34.Stars
35.Colours
36.Creation
37.Found
38.Too Late
39.Grace
40.What about now
50.Lonely day
51.Jealousy
52.Betrayal
53.Agliophobia
54.Arachnophobia
55.Cacophobia
56.Catoptrophobia
57.Chromophobia
58.Maniaphobia
59.Xyrophobia
60.Insomnia
61.

Anyone have any other ones for me?

Thanks
for all the comments and faves <3
Good Artists.....
You could probably check them out...'cause there neat and stuff......

=NeoN-orange-Bubbles Back http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/22248203/ http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/22248203/ Sun, 28 Dec 2008 18:26:23 PST

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!!!!

THEMES
1.Loyalty
2.Trust
3.Love
4.Lust
5.Stress
6.Fear
7.Pain
8.Despair
9.Hope
10.Hopelessness
11.Beauty
12.Friendship
13.Torn
14.Need
15.Something special
16.Criminal
17.Endless
18.Silent Whispers
19.Together
20.Home
21.Miracle
22.Kiss
23.Loss
24.Missing
25.Truth
26.Cute
27.Innocent
28.Gross
29.Ugly
30.Lost
31.Forever
32.Inside
33.Fade
34.Stars
35.Colours
36.Creation
37.Found
38.Too Late
39.Grace
40.What about now
50.Lonely day
51.Jealousy
52.Betrayal
53.Agliophobia
54.Arachnophobia
55.Cacophobia
56.Catoptrophobia
57.Chromophobia
58.Maniaphobia
59.Xyrophobia
60.Insomnia
61.

Anyone have any other ones for me?

Thanks
for all the comments and faves <3
Good Artists.....
You could probably check them out...'cause there neat and stuff......

http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/22127158/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 17:37:31 PST

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!!!!

THEMES
1.Loyalty
2.Trust
3.Love
4.Lust
5.Stress
6.Fear
7.Pain
8.Despair
9.Hope
10.Hopelessness
11.Beauty
12.Friendship
13.Torn
14.Need
15.Something special
16.Criminal
17.Endless
18.Silent Whispers
19.Together
20.Home
21.Miracle
22.Kiss
23.Loss
24.Missing
25.Truth
26.Cute
27.Innocent
28.Gross
29.Ugly
30.Lost
31.Forever
32.Inside
33.Fade
34.Stars
35.Colours
36.Creation
37.Found
38.Too Late
39.Grace
40.What about now
50.Lonely day
51.Jealousy
52.Betrayal
53.Agliophobia
54.Arachnophobia
55.Cacophobia
56.Catoptrophobia
57.Chromophobia
58.Maniaphobia
59.Xyrophobia
60.Insomnia
61.

Anyone have any other ones for me?

Thanks
for all the comments and faves <3
Good Artists.....
You could probably check them out...'cause there neat and stuff......

http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/22099668/ Sun, 21 Dec 2008 09:43:10 PST
See last night we had a 50th birthday party for my dad. Loads of people came down and he had a lot of fun. But, I got to talk to some people about stuff and they think I have talent And they have instructed my father that he HAS to get me the rebel.

Also, My dads friends wife thinks I should be a journalist...I never really thought about it...I should look into it thought. I should never have listened to my teachers who killed so many of my dreams. When I was little I wanted to be a writer but they told me I couldn't.I got a lot of encouragement yesterday and I have to say it was so nice and It made me feel kinda happy to know that I may actually have some kind of talent and that maybe my future isn't as hopeless as I thought. And I got the impression from them that it wasn't fake what they where saying they actually want me to try to make this good.

moving on

I have to go for a doctors appointment on weds.-sies- to see the stupid mental health doctor. I have named him doctor stupid and have decided from now on that shall be his name.We shall see what he has to say now.

OHHHH and!!! My aunt says she wants to do a haunted walk of Kingston with me in the summer (something I've always wanted to do) and we've decided that I need to make it down to Ottawa in February for the winter festival thing.I could take some awesome pictures there. I am excited for that.

Next year might just be a good year I'm really hoping so.

Oh yeah HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!!!!

THEMES
1.Loyalty
2.Trust
3.Love
4.Lust
5.Stress
6.Fear
7.Pain
8.Despair
9.Hope
10.Hopelessness
11.Beauty
12.Friendship
13.Torn
14.Need
15.Something special
16.Criminal
17.Endless
18.Silent Whispers
19.Together
20.Home
21.Miracle
22.Kiss
23.Loss
24.Missing
25.Truth
26.Cute
27.Innocent
28.Gross
29.Ugly
30.Lost
31.Forever
32.Inside
33.Fade
34.Stars
35.Colours
36.Creation
37.Found
38.Too Late
39.Grace
40.What about now
50.Lonely day
51.Jealousy
52.Betrayal
53.Agliophobia
54.Arachnophobia
55.Cacophobia
56.Catoptrophobia
57.Chromophobia
58.Maniaphobia
59.Xyrophobia
60.Insomnia
61.

Anyone have any other ones for me?

Thanks
for all the comments and faves <3
Good Artists.....
You could probably check them out...'cause there neat and stuff......

http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/21951485/ Fri, 12 Dec 2008 17:27:58 PST I need a new computer because I can't edit pictures of finish my photo manipulation without the stupid thing freezing...and it's too slow anyways=I need a job+NOBODY wants to hire me=Hopelessness.
So I'm stuck with what I have until, Well until I get a job.

-sies-Hopefully I get the rebel for Christmas but right now I'm not so sure

I'm gonna be sad if I don't.

I'm Just waiting for school to be done for Christmas break. And to go on a trip and for the new year to start and that is all I have to say. My new years resolution:Be nicer, to myself.

THEMES
1.Loyalty
2.Trust
3.Love
4.Lust
5.Stress
6.Fear
7.Pain
8.Despair
9.Hope
10.Hopelessness
11.Beauty
12.Friendship
13.Torn
14.Need
15.Something special
16.Criminal
17.Endless
18.Silent Whispers
19.Together
20.Home
21.Miracle
22.Kiss
23.Loss
24.Missing
25.Truth
26.Cute
27.Innocent
28.Gross
29.Ugly
30.Lost
31.Forever
32.Inside
33.Fade
34.Stars
35.Colours
36.Creation
37.Found
38.Too Late
39.Grace
40.What about now
50.Lonely day
51.Jealousy
52.Betrayal
53.Agliophobia
54.Arachnophobia
55.Cacophobia
56.Catoptrophobia
57.Chromophobia
58.Maniaphobia
59.Xyrophobia
60.Insomnia
61.

Anyone have any other ones for me?

Thanks
for all the comments and faves <3
Good Artists.....
You could probably check them out...'cause there neat and stuff......

http://NeoN-orange-Bubbles.deviantart.com/journal/17328319/ Fri, 14 Mar 2008 09:18:46 PDT

Journal and decided that I Wanted to post it.

Please, repost this in support of your friends and loved ones who are homosexual. Love is not defined by color, creed, preference, gender (or lack thereof) or anything else except your own mind. Feel free to add your own story to the end.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday.

I am the kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am a warrior for my country serving proud, but can't be my true self because gays aren't allowed in the military.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the who isn't sure what she is. I am the who is rejected by her "best friends" because of a less-than-conventional crush.

I am the bisexual and the daughter of a transsexual father, and also the only who he can confide in.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a y pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson."

This is the boy, Matthew Shepard. On October 7, 1998 Aaron McKinney and Russell Henderson lead him to a remote area east of Laramie where they demonstrated unimaginable acts of . Matthew was tied to a split-rail fence where he was beaten and left to die in the cold of the night. Almost 18 hours later he was found by a cyclist who initially mistook him for a scarecrow. Matthew died on October 12 at 12:53 am at a hospital in Fort Collins, Colorado. KILLED BECAUSE HE WAS GAY!!!

---IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG... REPOST THIS.

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