http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:NeoSpecs-00&section=today deviantART RSS for by:NeoSpecs-00 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 23 Dec 2009 05:41:29 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/22572045/ http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/22572045/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 04:36:21 PST a few minutes ago...And damn xDDD I just HAD to find my zodiac's description and thus..We have this xD

CAPRICORN: The passionate Lover

Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irresistible, awesome kisser.gets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in BED. Very sexy. Coolest. Loves to own Gemini's in sports.Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Loves to be your first. So you'll never forget. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

I swear all these are lies xDD;;; Although those parts: Loves being in long relationships,Loves to own Gemini's in sports & being someone's first...I think that's true :3
So..Liek..Go find yours too 8DD;;


<sub>===><===
Clubs I'm in, now...You could join, too!
<- Undeniably, an anime fan & a freak about it.
<--We love Vincent! Yes,we do!
<--- Yaoi...
<---- Mabuhay ang Pilipinas!
<----- Eto tambayan ng bayan!
<-The Reaper was here!
<-- You gotta love that braid of his.^_^
<---A place for ukes just because we love 'em.
<---- Sephy Cloud
<----- Come check 'em out. You know you want to.
<------SHM Rulez! XD
<-Hitachiin Twins are & ! >_<
<-Hunting bishies is their job!XD
<-- Kyaaa! Meh fave character of all time & this is a club just for him!
http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/22156009/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 03:48:14 PST
Despite teh worldwide economic crisis..Let's all be happy [or at least pretend to] and spend our night with the people we lo-....with people 8D;;;;

Have fun people~

And have a Happy New Year~<3


------------------------------

Now...For Christmas rants~
>D Yes! I know even in this supposed to be wonderful carefree holiday people are anticipating on celebrating with no problems at all.... Meh...I KNOW that EVERYONE & ANYONE would have at least one problem... Mine is money...and internet connection... =A=

DAMN YOU GLOBE LINES!

8D

Have fun everyone~


===><===
Clubs I'm in, now...You could join, too!
<- Undeniably, an anime fan & a freak about it.
<--We love Vincent! Yes,we do!
<--- Yaoi...
<---- Mabuhay ang Pilipinas!
<----- Eto tambayan ng bayan!
<-The Reaper was here!
<-- You gotta love that braid of his.^_^
<---A place for ukes just because we love 'em.
<---- Sephy Cloud
<----- Come check 'em out. You know you want to.
<------SHM Rulez! XD
<-Hitachiin Twins are & ! >_<
<-Hunting bishies is their job!XD
<-- Kyaaa! Meh fave character of all time & this is a club just for him!
http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/21607226/ Sat, 22 Nov 2008 02:16:37 PST
2. answer all truthfully
3. take it in public!

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[o] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[o] I have many scars. < Experienced lots >D >
[o] I tan easily.
[o] I wish my hair was a different color. < I want it white with a few purple streaks D: Like Hendrix's>
[o] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. < Some online friends xD >
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance. D >
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[o] I wear glasses. < Really thick ones Dx>
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. < I'm ugly but I'm proud xDDD>
[o] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. < Perv Dx >
[o] I have more than 2 piercing. < >DDD I'm obsessed with 'em! Got 14 on my ears & at least 3 closed ones on my lower lip..Would do tongue but..meh.. >3> >
[o] I have piercing in places besides my ears. <*points up*>
[ ] I have freckles.
[ ] I hate my dad.
[o] I hate my mom. < >3> Erm... >
[o] I have a brother. < He's ghey.. =3= >
[o] I have a sister.
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[o] I've run away from home.
[o] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[o] I want to have kids someday. < xDDD >
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[o] I'm in school.
[o] I have a job.
[o] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[o] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years. < Yeah right?! >
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[o] I've stolen something from my job/school. < Writing tools are becoming scarce xDDD;;;>
[o] I've been fired.
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry. < Only The Lion King made me cry...once >
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[o] I've snorted while laughing. <...then almost choked on my saliva xDDDD>
[ ] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[o] I've glued my hand to something. D;;;>
[o] I've had my pants rip in public.
[o] I was born with a disease/impairment. 3> >
[o] I've gotten stitches/staples. < Both! : D >
[o] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[o] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend. < Hate hospitals...Clinics,no less Dx >
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[o] I had a serious surgery. < Removed a lump near my groin xD Kulani daw>
[o] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I was born in a different country. < Not sure about my birth really o.o But I was told I was born in a very unusual place xD >
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada. < Will go there to marry >DDD >
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan. < WANT!!!! >
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[o] I've gotten lost in my city. < xD;; >
[o] I've seen a shooting star.
[o] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[o] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[o] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator. D >
[o] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[o] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[ ] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[o] I've sat on a roof top at night. <... ]]> ~NeoSpecs-00</sub> http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/20994572/ http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/20994572/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 22:42:28 PDT
Just toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo busy to do arts..Well...to complete arts anyway D:

Man,if I find teh time to finish one..at least even one, I'd definitely post it up ASAP! Dx

But I think the day that I'd pass one might be sooner than expected [I ain't too sure myself, but I'm hoping xDDD] since it'll be our sem-break in a few days... Today is teh start or our final-exam... It'll last for three grueling days Dx
GAHD! Lemme survive! But then again... SEM BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOO~

Oh and I think I promised someone that I'll at least post up a W.I.P. shot of well...a WIP... Fortunately I can do that...But not today xD
Some day within this week I guess... :3

Hmm.... What else? . . .
Sorry...I'm a still a bit jittery & creeped-out right now since I just listened to the song "Despair" by The Piass... I wish I didn't know that 3/4 of the members are already dead xDDD;;;; Poor Takayuki had to carry the banner all by himself, but lucky him to find more members despite teh history.

Okay...This is pretty useless now, so I guess I'll stop. :3

Just want to let everybody know that I ain't dead yet... So don't you listen to them peoples who're saying that I am.. D: AYEYTCHU!!! *ish shot*

Oh! AND...
LONG LIVE 雅-MIYAVI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~<3





_{===><===
Clubs I'm in, now...You could join, too!}
<- Undeniably, an anime fan & a freak about it.
<--We love Vincent! Yes,we do!
<--- Yaoi...
<---- Mabuhay ang Pilipinas!
<----- Eto tambayan ng bayan!
<-The Reaper was here!
<-- You gotta love that braid of his.^_^
<---A place for ukes just because we love 'em.
<---- Sephy Cloud
<----- Come check 'em out. You know you want to.
<------SHM Rulez! XD
<-Hitachiin Twins are & ! >_<
http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/19138558/ Tue, 01 Jul 2008 01:17:02 PDT

I DAMN WELL MISS JOO PEOPLES DDDDDD8
And I effing miss drawing... And,I have to admit, I miss procrastinating to... >.>;;;;; It's my talent But,even if I thought it was impossible, I couldn't find time to do it! Dx Man... Who woulda thought that after high school life could be this hectic... I just hope I won't turn up to be a tightwad after all this is done. Rumor has it that it had already happened to some.. =3= *ish shot*

Anyways... I'll still try to keep in touch with you guys down at Nanokocha... So far,I think I can manage getting on MSN at least three times a week... :3

And to me lovely watchers, sorry if I haven't uploaded newer artz recently D: Cuz like I sed... I is super busy DDDDDDx

Oh oh! And I'd like to thank you all! 8D Only a few more hundreds & my 10k PVs are gonna hang! YAY! 8D I lobes you peoples! x3

And speaking of love >D *almost bricked*

Hendrix: o.o *red-handed...literally*

*managed to duck* >3> Yes... Senseless RP-tiem 8DDDD

Me & Hendrix miss you LOP,Kaoru.... DDDD8
Sorry for missing our monsary >: I'll make it up to you though 8D But Hendrix will be the one who'll do most of the 'making-up' or rather..' making ou-*ish shot*

Hendrix: STFU!!!!!!!!! Dx<

.......................... *makes her spirit play the 'Drum Solo of Life'™ and lives!* (Yes...I've just recently watched Aqua Teen Hunger Force Teh Movie >.>;;; BEWARE!!! D

I've seriously been brain-disconnected... >.< But still : D

I LOVE YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Talk to you soon 8D On MSN, that is... <.<;;;

And yes this is PDA D< *slips & falls*
o.o Well.... I guess I should end this blather so we could all get on with our lives ne? 8D

If you made it this far into the journal...I praise your perseverance & amusing expressions 8D Now...GTFO! D8<

Just kidding :3 I lobe you guys!

~Owari~


_{===><===
Clubs I'm in, now...You could join, too!}
<- Undeniably, an anime fan & a freak about it.
<--We love Vincent! Yes,we do!
<--- Yaoi...
<---- Mabuhay ang Pilipinas!
<----- Eto tambayan ng bayan!
<-The Reaper was here!
... ]]> ~NeoSpecs-00 http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/18297727/ http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/18297727/ Mon, 12 May 2008 22:23:50 PDT

NABARI NO OU ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
















.........















And I'm neurotic : D *ish shot*











Ignore....









===><===
Clubs I'm in, now...You could join, too!
<- Undeniably, an anime fan & a freak about it.
<--We love Vincent! Yes,we do!
<--- Yaoi...
<---- Mabuhay ang Pilipinas!
<----- Eto tambayan ng bayan!
<-The Reaper was here!
<-- You gotta love that braid of his.^_^
<---A place for ukes just because we love 'em.
<---- Sephy Cloud
<----- Come check 'em out. You know you want to.
<------SHM Rulez! XD
<-Hitachiin Twins are & ! >_<
<-Hunting bishies is their job!XD
<-- Kyaaa! Meh fave character of all time & this is a club just for him!
http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/17692906/ Sat, 05 Apr 2008 02:54:06 PDT
Yew herd write! 8D Eye hash bean tagged TWICE wheat d shame ...uh...tag 8D;;;

Tagged by: &

8 Facts About Me
RULES:
1. Post these rules
2. Each tagged person should post 8 facts of themselves
3. Tagged people should write a journal\blog about these facts
4. In the end tag and name 8 people
5. Go to their dA pages and comment saying that they are tagged!

1~I have this slight dislike with most of Akon's music >.>;;; Akon fans...Please don't kill me DDD8 *dies* Though I hafta admit..I liked his song.."Sorry blame it on me" >.>;;;;;;

2~ I'm a GIGAN-ENORMOUS fan of The Lion King 8DDD Especially Timon & Pumbaa x3

3~I'm obsessed with some kinds of dolls >3> Especially them BJD dolls 8D Oh...and doll-faced peoples too xD;;;

4~I love reading about ghosts..Just recently Ojama-Shinobi & I had gone ghost hunting..We failed to see any though o.o And yes...I believe in ghosts,spectres,monsters,mermaids,etc...But not vampires & aliens from other planets xD;;; *ish shot*

5~I love chocolate...Like...LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE CHOCOLATE |DDDD;;;;; Buuuuuuuuuuut... There's only one thing love more than chocolate 8DDD

6~I like promoting this site 8D [link] just because... D8

7~ Proudly maliciosa ako!! >8D Wahahahahaha!

8~So far my regrets overpower the things I'm thankful for....>.> Not considering teh gravity of each though o3o



Okay....so,that covers 1/2629348795872384563784678456 of my work o.o More still nowhere near completion x___X;;; ...I'm glad I dun have a dead line to any of 'em...I think .___.;;;;; . . . . @3@ My small brain...


===><===
Clubs I'm in, now...You could join, too!
<- Undeniably, an anime fan & a freak about it.
<--We love Vincent! Yes,we do!
<--- Yaoi...
<---- Mabuhay ang Pilipinas!
<----- Eto tambayan ng bayan!
<-The Reaper was here!
<-- You gotta love that braid of his.^_^
<---A place for ukes just because we love 'em.
<---- Sephy Cloud
http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/16810024/ Sun, 10 Feb 2008 01:59:45 PST ~


~ I LUFF TAAAAAAAAGS!!!!!!!!!!! 8DDDDDDDdd



+WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I...+
I committed suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:

+WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY...+
Personality:
Eyes:
Hair:
Family:

+WOULD YOU...+
Be my friend?:
Keep a secret if I told you one?:
Hold my hand?:
Take a bullet for me?:
Keep in touch?:
Try and solve my problems?:
Love me?:
Date me?:

+HAVE YOU EVER...+
Lied to make me feel better?:
Wanted to kiss me?:
Wanted to kill me?:
Broke my heart?:
Kept something important from me?:
Thought I was unbearably annoying?:

+AND MORE...+
1. Who are you?:
2. Are we friends?:
3. When and how did we meet?:
6. Describe me in one word.:
7. What was your first impression?:
8. Do you still think that way about me now?:
9. What reminds you of me?:
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?:
11. How well do you know me?:
12. When's the last time you saw me?:
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:
14. Are you gonna paste this to your journal see what I say about you?:


Btw...To all me watchers & friends D: Me's sorry cuz I no postie some artworks >: Currently I'm caffeine-high & my scanner's broken >: Getting it fixed though : D
Oh...And I've lost my tablet's pen o3o So I dun think I'd be makin' any digital artz until I getz a new onez DD: Or at least until I get teh effort on forcing myself to use teh mouse in the meantime o3o I've always used eet D: I mean I'm still capable of using it despite teh hand cramps Dx But meh...I think I'm just being lazy D: And I'm not denying that I am from teh start but...Meh Dx
Anyways o3o I have a lot of art piling up in my room's floor..I promise to hae some of them uploaded once I get the chance to o3o
Oh & to dam-chan... I've already finished about 11 pages of our comic >3>
That's about it nows o3o


~Baiz~ 8D

]]> ~NeoSpecs-00 http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/16653139/ http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/16653139/ Thu, 31 Jan 2008 02:39:29 PST
BURDEN IN YOUR HANDS
by UNDEROATH

Confusing and scared
there is a decision made with this choice
a child has to pay
She puts it's life in her hands,
and then she destroys it's only chance to become someone in life
You should of thought about the baby before you had sex,
because you have destroyed a gift from God
You kill,
you destroyed
Never will this baby be able to grow up or show it's love
You'll never hear it say I love you, I love you
God does not give you the privilege to carry a child for nothing
When you kill,
you destroy that child's dreams and hopes
How innocent a baby is... how can you put it to death?
What if you were aborted...
you could of never had life
And now you make a choice to take this child's life
because it is a burden in your hands
A burden in your hands
Destroyed out of convenience
They put an end to your life
because you're too big a burden
and one that they can not have
So they take your life before your first breath
When will it stop, the killings continue
Babies die everyday because of a pro choice made
Helpless and innocent they are putto death
Then why did the parents choose to plant a seed and then destroy it?
Pray for the people who are killing the kids of tomorrow
How desperately they need Jesus Christ in there hearts
So they take your life
because your a burden in their hands
Destroyed our of convenience
They put a end to you life
because you're too big a burden and one that they can not have
So they take your life before your first breath,
so they take your life before your first breath


Sorry D:

]]> ~NeoSpecs-00 http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/15977871/ http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/15977871/ Mon, 17 Dec 2007 18:47:39 PST
Do you think you're a good bf/gf?
No... >: I know I have a lot of inadecquacies... & I tend do to a lot of mistakes that can leave a hella of a mark in our relationship...And even though I try not to do them again, I still do. Through it all, I know that my Lovely will accept me :3 Cuz she's teh 'good GF' in all sense of teh word >DDD [And I ish teh ebil one >DDD]

Have any pictures of your bf/gf on your comp?
Yup 8D Never erased any of them since teh first one she gave meh 8DDDD

Have you ever used a bf/gf's photo as a wallpaper?
xDDD;;; Walls[Yes I printed out a picture D8],wallet...Almost everywhere xD

What would you do if someone was teasing your significant other and it was upsetting them?
Kill!! >D If she wants me to of course >3>;;;;

What's your idea of romance?
PDA 8DDDDDDDDDDD *ish shot* Just kidding... It's something that should be expressed openly & confidently within teh ranges of comfort of course..Dun want to make her feel paranoid or something o3o;;; & also LOVE... Sots & lots of eet 8DDD <3<3<3<3<3<3<3

Do you believe in waiting until after marriage to have sex?
>.>;;; <.<;;; Uhm.... That...depends xD;;;;;;;;;;

What would you do if someone came at your bf/gf with a knife?
Please refer to my answer in no. 4 :3

What would you do if your bf/gf did something to embarrass you?
Blush & do stuff that can embarass myself more xD;;; Even if she did that...I still would embarass myself, either on purpose or not xD;;;

Are you possessive?
o.o Am I? D: I dunno... But someone said that I can be >3>;;;

Would you ever hit your bf/gf in anger?
Never ever ever ever ever DDDDDDDDDDDx Not even for the worst circumstances DDDDDx

What would you do if your bf/gf woke up in the middle of the night screaming?
Scream with her & of course ask what happen & comfort her... :3

Have you ever shared you bed with someone before?
Yes >.> <.< But I always ask for permission xD;;;;;

Would you share your bed with someone else?:
o.o Frankly... I dun want anyone touching my bed... >3> But I would if I know I could trust them xD:;;;;

Are you clingy?
Maybe >.>;;;;;;;*guilty*

If your bf/gf was in trouble, what would you do?
Help out if it's bad or.....well....It depends xD;;;;

If someone was flirting with your bf/gf, what would you do?
Make like a puppy & beg...or bite >D

What's the worst thing you ever did to a bf/gf?
Make her cry ; ; *shoots self*

Ever been in love?
Le durh~ xD;;;;

How do you feel about love?
Unexplainable xD;;; but overwhelming |D

If you were upset with your significant other, what would you do?
Converse.... or angst... D: I prefer talking though o3o

What would you do with the one you loved on a rainy day?
Dance around & maybe attempt to kis-*ish shot* x______________________X;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

What are you wearing right now?
o_O;;; My school uniform... *ish in school right nows* Why? >.>;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

Do you mind if your bf/gf looks at other people with that special interest?
S'okay...:3 I trust her... 8D

Have you ever dated someone/are you dating someone who cares about how you look?
o.o Erm.... I dunno really...Though I have been signed into a contract date once >3>

Would you ever get married?
|DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

How do you ask for sex?
O_______________________________________ _____O Not anwering DDDDDDDx

Is there someone right now that you'd say "I love you" to?
8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD Can I yell it out instead?

Are you sleeping with someone right now?
WTF!???!!!! o_O;;; No o.o

Would you ever convert religion/take up religion/stop your religion for your bf/gf?
I'm good as a Christian... :3

Do you talk about your bf/gf a lot?
Ho yeah xD;;;

Do you think about them often?
Definitely 8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Name three things that would make you break up with someone?
-If they broke up with me first... If I go into a relationship, I make it into a committment.
-DEATH DDDDx Well... I still wanna keep them even after death >:
I have not decided on a third reason cuz I dun wanna think about ever breaking up DDD:

Now for Tagalog stolen tags 8D

Mabuhay ang Pinoy!

Paano mo sasagutin ang mga ito?

01. ang arte mo!
- Yan talaga ang talent ng mga artistahin xD Jowk!

02. mas matalino naman ako say... ]]> ~NeoSpecs-00 http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/15415368/ http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/15415368/ Thu, 08 Nov 2007 03:47:15 PST ```````````````````````````````

Month One.

Hi Mommy!

I am only 8 inches long

but I have all my organs.

I love the sound of your voice.

Every time I hear it

I wave my arms and legs.

The sound of your heart beat

is my favorite lullaby.






Month Two.

Mommy

today I learned how to suck my thumb.

If you could see me

you could definitely tell that I am a baby.

I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.

It is so nice and warm in here.








Month Three.

You know what Mommy

I'm a boy.!

I hope that makes you happy.

I always want you to be happy.

I don't like it when you cry.

You sound so sad.

It makes me sad too

and I cry with you even though

you can't hear me.





Month Four.

Mommy

my hair is starting to grow.

It is very short and fine

but I will have a lot of it.

I spend a lot of my time exercising.

I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes

and stretch my arms and legs.

I am becoming quite good at it too.




Month Five.

You went to the doctor today.

Mommy, he lied to you.

He said that I'm not a baby.

I am a baby Mommy, your baby.

I think and feel.

Mommy, what's abortion?








Month Six.

I can hear that doctor again.

I don't like him.

He seems cold and heartless.

Something is intruding my home.

The doctor called it a needle.

Mommy what is it? It burns!

Please make him stop!

I can't get away from it!

Mommy! HELP me!







Month Seven.

Mommy

I am okay.

I am in Jesus's arms.

He is holding me.

He told me about abortion.

Why didn't you want me Mommy?




Every Abortion Is Just . . .



One more heart that was stopped.

Two more eyes that will never see.

Two more hands that will never touch.

Two more legs that will never run.

One more mouth that will never speak.





If you're against abortion, post this as...


I don't care if I lose friends over this


-----------------

Man.... Abortion is just..............murder... Dx I can't imaging how people could be so selfish in allowing something....someone so small...And frail to...die....
Damn abortion..... ; ;





Why are there people like that? I guess.....We'll never know........ *sigh*














Honestly.... I was almost a victim of that incident.....



_{===><===
Clubs I'm in, now...You could join, too!
<- Undeniably, an anime fan & a freak about it.
<--We love Vincent! Yes,we do!
<--- Yaoi...
<---- Mabuhay ang Pilipinas!
<----- Eto tambayan ng... ]]>} ~NeoSpecs-00 http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/15036434/ http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/15036434/ Fri, 12 Oct 2007 22:15:00 PDT 1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves.
3. Tags should write a journal of these facts.
4. At the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named.
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them that they're tagged.

Koi...Les start o3o

1. I like bunnies, kitties [>D yes...KITTY = Luff >D ], ferrets [xD;;;], butterflies, berries, ice cream, flowers[especially calla lilies & hibiscuses,if that is how you really spell that D:], snow[] & bishies... 8D;;;
2. I'm currently learning to play teh Koto,a Japanese string instrument :3
3. I LOVE LORDOFPAPERCLIPS >8D~<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 *tacklehrugshumps* >D
4. I like wearing boxers..Them's comfy |D
5. I wear clothes I designed myself whenever there are occasions...o3o
6. I ish a Vanessa Mae, Kagrra & Miyavi faaaaan 8DDD
7. There isn't a day that I've not been called a sadist >D [Mostly, my sister tells me that I am one >D]
8. I memorized the Gettysburg Address, a speech by Abe Lincoln, just for the heck of eet oO;;;



_{===><===
Clubs I'm in, now...You could join, too!
<- Undeniably, an anime fan & a freak about it.
<--We love Vincent! Yes,we do!
<--- Yaoi...
<---- Mabuhay ang Pilipinas!
<----- Eto tambayan ng bayan!
<-The Reaper was here!
<-- You gotta love that braid of his.^_^
<---A place for ukes just because we love 'em.
<---- Sephy Cloud
<----- Come check 'em out. You know you want to.
<------SHM Rulez! XD
<-Hitachiin Twins are & ! >_<}
~NeoSpecs-00 http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/14669234/ http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/14669234/ Mon, 17 Sep 2007 05:35:51 PDT 's journal >D

1. ARE YOU GOING TO LIE?
Nah...=3=

2. WHAT KIND OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
A blouse..It's my school uniform D:

3. WOULD YOU KISS ANYONE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST?
Definitely... >D

4. DO YOU HAVE "A THING" FOR ANYONE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST?
Yes >D

5. HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE?
Four...Five maybe....

6. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT TO HAVE?
Depends...o3o

7. DO YOU HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH BOTH YOUR PARENTS?
My fosters..Yes...My reals ones....Hell,no! D:<

8. WHAT NAME WOULD YOU WANT TO HAVE BESIDES THIS ONE?
o.o I haff two names right now D: But call me Inoue,thank you very much...:3

10. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST B-DAY?
o.o I have a birthday?

11. WHAT'S YOUR CURRENT LOCATION?
IN front of the computer...=3=

13. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT?
Killing cockroaches..Mwuhahaha~

14. DO YOU LIKE HAVING YOUR HAIR PULLED?
Depends....o3o

15. NAME SOMETHING YOU CANNOT WAIT TO DO?
Hmm....>3>

16. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM?
o.o Foster mom, just a few minutes ago...

17. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOU?
My negative attitude....=3= *ish a sadistic brat*

18. IF YOU HAD 300,000 DOLLARS... WHAT 3 THINGS WOULD YOU DO WITH IT?
Go see ♥Kitty♥! 8D
Donate the remaining money to teh orphanage I once was in ^^
That's all D:

19. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO TOM?
Who's Tom? o.o And no...

20. LAST THING YOU ATE?
Sun-dried prunes...

21. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE MONTH?
December 8D

22. WHATS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE MONTH?
January =3=

23. WHAT'S THE LAST PIECE OF CLOTHING YOU BORROWED FROM ANYONE?
Nose socks >D

24. WHOSE GETTING ON YOUR NERVES RIGHT NOW?
Doctors D:

25. MOST VISITED WEBPAGE?
Do I really haffta tell? ; ; Well.... -->[link]

26. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
o.o Hmm...I dun remember...

27. WOULD YOU TAKE A BULLET FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Heck, yeah D: What're friends for?

28. FAVORITE KIND OF DRINK(S)?
Vanilla Iced Coffee..|3

29. IF SOMEONE YOU HATED DIED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
I'll celebrate >D

30. ARE YOU THINKING ABOUT SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
Yeah....|3

31.HAVE YOU KISSED SOMEONE IN THE PAST WEEK?
Yes.. >D My twin sister o3o

32. DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
Heck, YEAH! ; ; Even if we have talked just about 15 minutes earlier...oO


<sub>===><===
Clubs I'm in, now...You could join, too!
<- Undeniably, an anime fan & a freak about it.
<--We love Vincent! Yes,we do!
<--- Yaoi...
<---- Mabuhay ang Pilipinas!
<----- Eto tambayan ng bayan!
~NeoSpecs-00 http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/14623224/ http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/14623224/ Thu, 13 Sep 2007 20:27:16 PDT Homophobia and You: They're people too! Stop the hate and spread the love!


*I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

*I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

*I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

*We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

*I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

*I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

*I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

*I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

*We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

*I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

*I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

*I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

*I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

*I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

*I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

*I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

*I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.

*I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

*I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

*I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it.

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===><===
Clubs I'm in, now...You could join, too!
<- Undeniably, an anime fan & a freak about it.
<--We love Vincent! Yes,we do!
<--- Yaoi...
<---- Mabuhay ang Pilipinas!
<----- Eto tambayan ng bayan!
<-The Reaper was here!
<-- You gotta love that braid of his.^_^
~NeoSpecs-00 http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/14449943/ http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/14449943/ Sun, 02 Sep 2007 02:53:58 PDT 8D


HOW OLD DO YOU ACT!!!!?????

rules: each X = 1 point, add it up to see how old you act :3 and you have to tag 3 ppl when you're done!! >3



[x] You know the alphabet
[x] You have watched the NEWS
[x] You know how to wash your own clothes
[x] You can cook your own food
[x] You know what a university is

total so far: 5

[x] You can go shopping and not get something you don't need
[ ] You haven't shoplifted before
[ ] You don't laugh when someone says, '3n!s'
[x] You notice that some old people don't have eyelashes
[x] You can make macoroni and cheese [Just did a week ago XD]

total so far: 8

[ ] You don't laugh when someone says, 'balls'
[x] You know that the alphabet and twinkle twinkle little star have the same tune
[ ] You didn't just check
[x] You know what the real last battle of the American Revolution was [Just learned about eet yesterday XD;;;]
[x] You can count to ten in another language besides your own
[x] You eat vegetables

total so far: 12

[x] You don't dance around in your underwear [I do it naked xDD;; *ish shot*]
[x] You've haven't worn underwear underneath your jeans
[ ] You wear your pants all the way up to your belly button
[ ] You haven't worn boxers if your a girl or panties if your a guy
[x] You don't have a victory dance

total so far: 15

[x] You don't curse at a video game when you loose
[x] You can read a book and actually finish it
[x] You've read an entire book series
[ ] You think Spongebob's a retarded show
[x] You eat spinach

total so far: 19

[ ] You don't spazz out at the sight of a penis
[x] You know what an orgasm is
[x] You know where babies come from
[x] You know who George Washington is
[ ] You don't eat junk food alot

total so far: 22

[x] You know who Edgar Allen Poe is
[ ] You didn't just check
[x] You don't call your father/mother an old man/lady
[ ] You don't masturbate often [xD;;;;;]
[ ] You think screaming something random is immature

total so far: 24

[ ] You think Orlando Bloom is hotter than Johnny Depp
[ ] You don't believe in Vampires and Werewolves
[x] You're not scared of pitch black darkness
[x] You don't get scared at full moons
[x] You don't sleep with a night light

total so far: 27

[x] You like cabage
[x] You have gotten drunk before
[x] You know what a cigarette is
[x] You know what a bitch is
[x] You know that the word Honky is an insult to white ppl
[ ] You didn't just check

total so far: 32

[ ] You haven't been called an idiot
[ ] You don't pick at your scabs
[ ] You don't bite ppl
[like] You love Enya
[ ] You go to sleep to the sounds of nature on your alarm clock


TOTAL : 33

Haw~ I act like a 32-year-old XD.... *feels really old* ; ;

Whom I'll tag? Hmm...I'll get there eventually... >.>


2nd tag D:

Tagged by :
Teh rules~

1. pick 3 of your own original characters
2. Put your playlist/library/mp3 player/other on Shuffle and make sure you have a wide variety of music.
3. everytime you answer a question for one character, hit the next button for the next character and repeat.

Remembers, this quiz isn't to know what your Characters reactions are to the answers are, it's to see what kind of music they'd get for the themes ^^

Theme for this quiz~

Horror/Thriller/Action movie:

1. Opening theme song.
Kiesuke: Linkin' Park - Session
Nanashi: Linkin' Park - What I've done
Hendrix: Kaggra - Saiyuki


2. Suspence song.
Kiesuke: My Chemical Romance - I don't Love you
Nanashi: Linkin park - Crawling
Hendrix: Meri Ben Ari - New Wolrd Symphony [Violin w/ Rap]

3. Fight song.
Kiesuke: Kaggra - Yami ni Chirikeri
Nanashi: Gensomaden Saiyuki Theme - Moving on
Hendri... ]]> ~NeoSpecs-00 http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/13210307/ http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/13210307/ Mon, 04 Jun 2007 16:38:46 PDT


Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird habits/things/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 8 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs.

I look older than I'm supposed to be.... =__=;;; I blame my birth certificate... And sometime long ago I almost thought it was a fake one for saying that I was born in the year I am....<.< Dun ask but sometimes I say that I'm already 14 or 15 years old...

I love searching for mystic/weird/uncommon things...That's why I loved the show Ripley's Believe it or Not...^^

I'm lactose intolerant but I keep on eating chocolates, ice cream & some dairy products that makes me.....you know....Lactose-y XDD;;;

I play the piano, violin, brass flute & the lyre.. >.>;;;; And I can dance.. And I also sing.. *has acapella*

Sorry if some fans read this... But I kinda dispise the band-Hale's music...D:

I hate mirrors...D: They creep me out...

I dun like drawing female characters.. Got it memorized? D:< But someday I will <.<

I have a baaaaaaaaaad temper... >3 But I have a long patience..I think... <.<

I can go for a week without sleeping.. X3 And I can also go without eating nor drinking for 1-4 days... Yup...I've tried it... :3

When I see my real mom I get artist's block for a looooooooooong time... XDDD

I believe that I have no sense of humor D:< Say I do & I'll brick shuu!! D:< *ish bricked*

Hmm... >.> I have this weird habit of putting salt in everything I eat....EVERYTHING I EAT!!!!!!!!!1one!1!!

Hmm...I used to collect murder & death news clippings from various newspapers...But ever since my scrapbook went missing I stopped collecting them.. <.<

I also have this bad habit of suddenly waking up from sleep just to draw out an idea that randomly sprouts from while I was asleep.... Then after that...I would continuosly stay awake, not catching any whim of sleep, just until my next bedtime.... And I only sleep for 3-4 hours... D: Yes...I never slept for more than that except when my four days of no sleep struck me.. <.<

I always have weird dreams about a mutilated corpse/zombie of a boy named Hai... And somehow..I think I got addicted to him... <.<;;;; *draws miltiple pictures of him*

Hmm...Was that fifteen? o.o Oh right, it is... ^^' I had a hard time trying to find stuff about myself... >.>;;;


I shalt tag 8 people later o3o.... So don't expect yourselves to be out of the red zone just yet... ]]> ~NeoSpecs-00 http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/13137795/ http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/13137795/ Tue, 29 May 2007 12:14:29 PDT
Stolen from Uru-chan's journal :

Rules
1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions
3. Then tag three people.

Characters Chosen:
Daisuke : Hendrix : Syle : Cyrus : Dayou


1) How Old Are You?
Daisuke: 19....? <.<
Hendrix: 17. . . >3 Old enough...
Syle: 17 =.=
Cyrus: 18 ^^
Dayou: 11 8D

2)Height?
Daisuke: Get a measuring tape D:
Hendrix: o.o Does it even matter if we know what our height ish?
Syle: =.=
Cyrus: o.o *watches the fuss*
Dayou: I'm 4"3 o.o
All: o.o . . .
=After 5 mins.=
Dai: Weeell.... Let's just say the decending order of our heights... I think I'm the tallest ^^
Syle: =.= Second tallest...
Cyrus: Me & Dre ish the same height. :3
Hendrix: Yuuuuush! XDD *believes he ish an inch taller*
Dayou: TT^TT Shortest...

3)You Got Any Bad Habits??
Neo: You mustn't lie here D:< *shoots all of them wiff truth syrum*

Daisuke: o.o Uhm..None that I know of... [Neo: Killing poeple <.<;;;]
Hendrix: Being horny all the time >3 I rapes people & I luff eet!
Syle: =.=;;; Nightstripping.... and sleepwalking...
Cyrus: o.o Work-a-holic
Dayou: Cookie~! 8D *truth syrum ineffective to heem*

4)You a virgin?
Daisuke: Uhm... >///> No...
Hendrix: >3 Well..The anwer's obvious really...
Syle: =.= No...
Cyrus: No.. And I luff who I gave mine to ^^
Dayou: o.o. . .
5)Who's your Mate/Spouse?
Daisuke: Keith ^^
Hendrix: >3 Don't need one...
Syle: San... =.=~<3 [XD]
Cyrus: Cage ^^
Dayou: TT^TT Hendrix... D:
Hendrix: >3

6)Have Any Kids?
Daisuke: Nope..Not yet...X3
Hendrix: Don't need any... o3o
Syle: o.o. . . No... >.>
Cyrus: <.< Soon.. ^^
Dayou: o.o . . . *ish just a kid*

7)Favourite Food?
Daisuke: Strawberries ^^
Hendrix: Cute people >3
Syle: =.= I'll eat anything edible... No faves...
Cyrus: I like french fries :3
Dayou: COOKIES~!

8)Favourite Ice Cream flavour?
Daisuke: I like vanilla! :3
Hendrix: Same as my answer to #7 >3
Syle: >.> Chocolate...
Cyrus: Pistachio ^^
Dayou: Strawberry 8D

9)Killed anyone?
Daisuke: <.<;;; Yes....
Hendrix: WTFH!? No!
Syle: Almost but no... =.=
Cyrus: NO way D:
Dayou: Ho noes! D:


10)Hate anyone?
Daisuke: o.o No..
Hendrix: Posers D:
Syle: =.= My dad...
Cyrus: No... o.o
Dayou: Hendrix TT^TT

11)Any Secrets?
Daisuke: o.o Uhm..I'm afraid of ghosts..
Hendrix: >3 I dun haff secrets...Cuz I dun hide anything... [Yeah right.]
Syle: =.= I'm taking 'lessons' from Hendrix.
Cyrus: o.o Hendrix is my half-brother... Aaannnddd one time..I took a picture of two guys making out... <.<;;;; Secretly of course..
Dayou: o.o I'm not a virgin...X3

12)Love Anyone?
Daisuke: Keith of course ^^
Hendrix: o.o . . . I luff cute & sexy people >3
Syle: San..And no other...~ *shows a small smile*
Cyrus: Cage~ ^^-
Dayou: Daddy ^^ *secretly like Hendrix*

13)TACOS?
All: o.o . . .

14)Ever slept in All day?
Daisuke: Yes <.<;;;
Hendrix: I like sleeping... >3 [innuendo..]
Syle: No... =.=
Cyrus: Once..When I got sick..
Dayou: Nope ^^ [too energetic]

15)Favourite Show?
Daisuke: Uhm...I like any fantasy / romance shows ^^
Hendrix: Pr0n shows >3
Syle: I dun watch TV. =.=
Cyrus: I like some cartoons..Especially 'The Grimm Adventures of Billy & Mandy' ^^
Dayou: :3 I like all cartoons ^^

16)Favourite Movie?
Daisuke: A Walk to Remember *sigh* ^w^
Hendrix: All pr0n movies >3
Syle: Never went out for movies...=.= ~NeoSpecs-00 http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/12937227/ http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/12937227/ Sun, 13 May 2007 04:00:08 PDT
Now...*cracks knuckles* Time to type away! X3

1. Name: Deborah [for now]...
2. Nickname(s): Neo;Inoue; Baby... [D:< Only Ban calls me that..]
3. Birthday: January 4, 1995
4. Place of Birth: o.o In a hospital, probably...
5. Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
6. Male or Female: Female
7. Education: High School
8. Schools you went to: Hmm...Too many to remember all... But I'll list down a few: Maranatha Christian School; South Fernando Military School[just a semester]; Our Lady of Lourdes School; Lipa Seventh Day Adventists' School, The Lipa Grace Academy...
9. Occupation: Student
10. Residence: Inside my room.. 8P
11. Screen Names: NeoSpecs-00, NeoColors, RibaldSycopant.. >.>


_Your Appearance_

12. Hair Color: Dyed black with one thick clump highlighted with blonde
13. Hair Length: 85+ cm.
15. Best Feature: o.o I'm ebil. Period.
17. Braces?: o.o
18. Glasses?: Emo glasses please... [No, I'm not emo.]
19. Tattoos: Got one on my leg... But it's puny.
20. Piercing: I got one on each ear.
21. Righty or Lefty: Righty please.

_Your 'Firsts'_

22. First best friend:Heero.
23. First Award: Hmm... 'Most Cutest Costume Design' in a junior fashion designing competition. It's a death fairy costume. [Cute, my ass..]>.<... D:
24. First Sport You Joined: Basketball...
25. First Pet: Cockroaches... [Aahh...Good times.. :}]
26. First Real Vacation: o.o Uh...
27. First Concert: SpongeCola
28. First Love : .___.;;; G.E.R.A....*ish shot* My twin...?

_Favorites_

29. Movie: Constantine...
30. TV Show: CSI
31. Color: Black
32. Rapper: Eminem
33. Band: Kagrra
34. Song Right Now: 'Omou' by Kagrra & 'Cleaning out my Closet' by Eminem
35. Friend: I dun fave my friends... D:
36. Candy: Chocolates, of course..
37. Sport to Play: Basketball
38. Restaurant: It's a coffee shop, Cafe de Lipa [best blue berry cheesecakes & crepes evuh!]
39. Favorite brand to wear: o.o
40. Store: Comic Alley...?
41. School Subject: 'Araling Panlipunan'
42. Animal: Bun buns! 8D
43. Book: A Collection of Literary works by Thomas Gray
44. Magazine: Culture Crash.. 'Tis a comic *slash* mag
45. Shoes: Sandals XP

_Currently_

46. Feeling: Hurt.. Ow! The pain.. >.<
49. Eating: I can't eat because of teh pain.. >.<
50. Drinking: Lots & lots of water.. I could've drowned from so much.. >.<
51. Typing: Letters, Keys..
52. Online?: Yeah.
53. Listening To: The TV
54. Thinking About: Dying....? and Non-pink pwetty butterfly smex fairies.. D: [Yes..I have randomness in my brain when I dun feel too good.]
55. Wanting To: Finish 4 deviations in one night... As if..
56. Watching: My brain go SPLOOSH!
57. Wearing: An orange shirt, a gray bonnet & brown cargo pants

_Future_

58. Want Kids?: Maybeh...Nuh...
59. Want to be Married: Actually....No...
60. Careers in Mind: Traveling Artist.. <.<
61. Where do you want to live?: In a colony in outer space... [No. Really..It's true..] D:
62. Car: A black & red Nissan SkyLine or a Spider.. (^o^)/ Woohoo!

_Which is Better With The Opposite Sex_

63. Hair color: Whatever...
64. Hair length: Not bald.. 8P
65. Eye color:
66. Measurements: Whatever...
67. Cute or Sexy: Both... >.>
68. Lips or Eyes: Eyes.. <.<
69. Hugs or Kisses: I dunno.. >.<
70. Short or Tall:
71. Easygoing or serious: Both.. >.>
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: Both...8P
74. Sensitive or Loud:
75. Hook-up or Relationship: D: WTF!? Relashinship, of course!
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: Hesitant please.. I'm already the trouble maker.. >XD

_Have you ever_

78. Kissed a Stranger: Yeah... <.<
79. Had Alcohol: Yeah.. o.o
80. Smoked: Once..But that's it...
81. Ran Away From Home: Lotsa times.. =__=
82. Broken a bone: Lotsa times... <.<;;;
85. Broken Someones Heart: Yeah...=___=;; *fee... ]]> ~NeoSpecs-00 http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/12893114/ http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/12893114/ Tue, 08 May 2007 20:45:11 PDT
At the beggining of the week... My mom's sister visited me again. This time I got control of myself & decided not to attempt what I almost did the last time she visited me & Ban. Though, I did scare myself when my current foster mom told me to do kitchen errands, then somehow my hands began to move on their own & they got hold of the kitchen knife. Coincidentally, my real mom's sister came to the kitchen to get a few glasses & some plates. Fortunatelly, Ban was tagging along behind her & she got her out of the kitchen. Afterwards we had a really looooooong talk in the dining room, while everyone else was busy talking in the sala.
I really feel that I'm lucky to have someone like her with me... She left the day after...

Then, another visitor came to the house. This time, it was my foster mom's sister & her husband. About that 'her' part... I meant HER as in my foster mom's first husband & at the same time her sister's husband too. He was Cole's real father. They got divorced after my brother's 16th birthday & got together with my foster mom's sister... Kind of ironic, but I think my foster mom doesn't mind it anymore... Maybe because she has a new husband with her now... That was Anthony's & Aaron's [my other two brothers] father.

Later in the day, Cole left with the two of them, my mom's sister & her husband. I think they didn't get along very well since after they came home, Cole was silent.. Too silent than usual & he has this kind of depressed expression imprinted on his face.
I know I shouldn't be too much of a tsismosa but later that night, in Cole's bedroom[whch was just beside mine..] I kind of overheard he & his Dad talking. His Dad told him to move in with him.. I kind of felt sad that I knew that Cole might be going away if he agrees... I mean.. I don't really like his attittude but I do like HIM... of course, as a brother.. He might be over-protective,arrogant & sometimes selfish..but he takes care of us really well... Especially since he's the oldest. But I think my prayers were heard when I heard him refuse. I stuck out of their business & decided to just let them talk on their own.. I was almost at the staircase when I heard a few disturbing noises, like breaking of glass, cracking of furniture, etc..., inside Cole's room. The noises subsided & Cole got out with a bloody lip & a few bright red marks on his face & arms, which later tured into large dark bruises.. Later, revealed that he & his dad got into an arguement.I saw his dad. He didn't have anything on him that were just like Cole's. When I asked my brother, he told me that he just got beaten up... But he didn't fight back... He said that it was gratitude that made him decide not to... It actually took me a few hours to realize what he meant.

The day after...
My foster mom's sister fancied me... But I don't like her at all.. He creeps me out... And she creeps Ban out too.. Though we didn't tell.. We just smile at her whenever she passes by & try to get a far away from her as possible.
She could actually tell me & Ban appart.. .Even if I cover up Ban's tiny mole on her right cheek. Weird...
She told me she likes me better than Ban & she even told me that she wanted to adopt me...She said she'd take me to Canada with ehr & her husband..But she said she didn't want Ban to come with me & I felt even angrier at her. I ended our conversation right away with a loud NO that could be heard from all over the house then a smile. She smiled back..but I know she's mad at me too... And that started my suspicions...
Later, She got me out for a hair cut.. which was supposed to be only a trim but somehow got out of hand & went into a hair shortening..
My hair length was originally 125cm.. Yeah..It's quite long.. [down to my hips..]
She whispered something to the guy who was supposed to give me a trim. Then later I couldn't stop them as the man's hand was way to fast. He immediately snipped half of my hair off & I couldn't do anything. Yeah, Ban was there & she got the same cut as mine. Ban didn't really care since her hair wasn't really that important to her unlike mine.
Somewhere in the past.. I promised myself to not cut my hair ever again. Trims are fine but they would not exceed to over an inch & a half. I have my reasons as to why I don't want it to be cut... But I won't tell anyone... I don't want anyone to misjudge me[like what some did in my past..] over that small matter.

My hair was cut to only 85+ cm.... and it was in layer..Which was why I gave up on trying to braid it like I always do with my hair.. Stupid unevenly cut hair... I hated that damn 'phsycic' b***h... [Sorr... ]]> ~NeoSpecs-00 http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/12771130/ http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/12771130/ Sat, 28 Apr 2007 20:26:02 PDT


1) Full Name: Deborah 'Inoue' Midorikawa-Michiyo
2) Name Backwards: Harobed Euoni XDDD
3) Were you named after anyone?: None that I know of...
4) Does your name mean anything?: Inoue = upon a well [Sadako! D:]
5) Nick Name(s): Neo's fine
6) Screen Name(s): NeoSpecs-00 or NeoColors
7) Date Of Birth: January 4, 1995 D:
8) Place of Birth:
9) Nationality: Filipino
10) Current Location: In my room XP
11) Sign: Capricorn
12) Religion: Born Again Christian
13) Height: 5"6 D: *ish shot*
14) Weight: 97 lbs... D:
15) Shoe Size: 8 1/2 D:
16) Hair colour: Brown
17) Eye colour: Light brown
18) What do you look like?: UGLEH!!!!
19) Innie or Outie?: Innie... My cord ish cut just fine
20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: Righty :3
21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: Confused.. But not Lesbian D:
22) Best friend(s): Heero, Jason & Hannah... :3 [irl]
23) Best friend you trust the most: I trust all of my friends... :3
24) Best friends {your sex}: Hannah
25) Best friends of the opposite sex: Heero & Jason
26) Best Bud(s): o.o Dangit! I luff every single one of my friends 8D8
27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: o3o . . . .
28) Crush: D:
29) Parent(s): Mom & Dad XD
30) Worst Enemy: o.o . . . . I don't need one...
31) Favorite on-line Guy(s): All of 'em.
32) Favorite on-line Girl(s): Same as # 31
33) Funniest friend: I ish slow... D:
34) Craziest friend: My concience.. XD
35) Advice Friend: All of them... :3
36) Loudest Friend: My super ego D:
37) Person you cry with: Depends if I will cry.. -eyes too damn dry to shed tears- D:

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters: from my real family... 1... From my foster family... 2 D:
39) Any brothers: RF = 1 . . . FF = 3
40) Any pets: Bunneh! :3 A doggie & 21 pidgeons D:
41) A Disease: Lazyness =3=, insomnia...
42) A Pager:
43) A Personal phone line: o.o . . . .
44) A Cell phone: o.o . . . .
45) A Lava lamp: A gift.. :3
46) A Pool or hot tub: o.o . . . .
47) A Car: o.o . . . . D:

Describe Your...

48) Personality: Weird XP
49) Driving: Sloppy....
50) Car or one you want: Can be driven.. XP ung naandar..
51) Room: Messy,small but cozy :3
52) What’s missing?: A trash bin D:
53) School: The Lipa Grace Academy
54) Bed: Hard...
55) Relationship with your parent(s): :3 GOOD!!!

Do You

56) Believe in yourself: Depends D:
57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: No.. >.>
58) Consider yourself a good listener: Maybeh.. D: *ish bricked*
60) Get Along with your parents: Of course... :3
61) Save your e-mail conversations: Some...
62) Pray: D: Maybeh.....
63) Believe in reincarnation: I wanna but. . . .
64) Like to make fun of people: D:<
65) Like to talk on the phone: If there's anyone o talk to.. I'd love to... :3
66) Like to eat?: o.o . . . . I like to eat spicy food....
67) Like to drive: o.o . . . . .
68) Get motion sickness:
69) Eat the stems of broccoli: I luffs brocolli D:
70) Eat Chicken fingers with a fork:
71) Dream in color: I rarely dream in colors but yes...
72) Type with your fingers on home row:
73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: Dun have one...

What/Who Is…?

74) Right next to you: My twin sis.. D:
75) On the walls of your room: Cement & a manila paper filled with my drawings/doodles D:<... ]]> ~NeoSpecs-00 http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/12660925/ http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/12660925/ Mon, 23 Apr 2007 21:41:39 PDT I have a pic I haven't posted yet..I think I've sent it to some of you through notes... It has a bit of.....smut so I didn't want to post eet..might get banned..So if any of shuu would like to see it...Note meh or comment on this journal okay ^^?



I got tagged by meh friend,~GABi2991~!
(^o^)/ WOOOOOOOT!!!!!!

1. List 6 random facts about yourself.
2. Tag 6 People to carry on the randomness!
3. Leave a comment on their page to let them know!

#1
I like adding 'equations' to my posts...
EX: Looney + Hyper + Crazy + Twisted + Baka = ~NeoSpecs-00 [I think most of them are correct... Or maybe not...I'm bad in Math..]
#2
I'm obsessed with twins/twincest... Yeah... I even tried to convince my own twin in doing it with me ... ..... ~coughcough~ Told you I'm twisted....>.>;;;
#3
I'm a sick 'pedophile'... Maybe that's why I like shotacon.. Hmm.... <.< Please refer to Wikipedia for more details
#4
I'm afraid of barbers/haircutters... Dun ask.... >.>
#5
I wear emo-glasses + emo-clothes sometimes + act angsty sometimes, even though I'm not emo... >.>
#6
I'm a human... ... XDWell... This is random...>.>

[EDIT]
Since the tag rules said that I should tag 6 people... I will! XD [To bluesoul: I win! ]








Go spread teh randomness XD
[/EDIT]


Yay! I'm back! Hmm.. Sooner than I've expected..
We actually left last Monday.. I was meant to post my last journal entry on that day..but it seems that Ban didn't bring her laptop when we went to the hospital in Manila.. So I didn't get to borrow it to inform everybody... But I did get the chance to, right? Well not really..since I borrowed someone elses's laptop from one of the patients in the hospital we went to... At least I already made a new friend.

I hate hospitals & somehow... I hated them even more now...
My parents saw the recent changes in my energy levels & how I've been limpy sometimes...
Aside from my insomnia, they found out about my low-blood levels & decided to... ]]> ~NeoSpecs-00 http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/12638913/ http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/12638913/ Tue, 17 Apr 2007 23:31:14 PDT
I'll misshu,minna-san. Hope'll get back on soon... TT^TT

Sayonara~!

x 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000 0000000000


I'll tryto pass deviations though & answer to those who tagged me & yoru comments too.
Bye!


===><===
Clubs I'm in, now...You could join, too!
<- Undeniably, an anime fan & a freak about it.
<--We love Vincent! Yes,we do!
<--- Yaoi...
<---- Mabuhay ang Pilipinas!
<----- Eto tambayan ng bayan!
<-The Reaper was here!
<-- You gotta love that braid of his.^_^
<---A place for ukes just because we love 'em.
<---- Sephy Cloud
<----- Come check 'em out. You know you want to.
<------SHM Rulez! XD
<-Hitachiin Twins are & ! >_<
<-Hunting bishies is their job!XD
<-- Kyaaa! Meh fave character of all time & this is a club just for him!
<---- A club fer those who love OCs
<---Original Anime Art! http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/12599250/ Sat, 14 Apr 2007 23:18:05 PDT
Yay! My job ain't part-time no mores. I've been automatically promoted to cashier since the old one left... A bit awkward to face all those people..But...meh...better than reprogramming crashing computers.
But there are still job shifts though...So when I'm working in the cash register from 6am - 12nn... Brewing coffee or just helping out on the second floor of the establishment... And spotting theives who would try to steel mouse pads from 1pm onwards. I go home at 6 in the weekdays & 8 in the weekends..
And once more.... FREE INTERNET!!!!!!!!!!!
So Ban will be using my pc at home...
Oh..Which reminds me.. Connection will be maintained 'till JUNE. Because of this promotion... I postponed the disconnection just until school resumes in JUNE. So...I'd be able to go online until the end of MAY... So...I guess... In a few months... I'll be leaving DA temporarily.. TT^TT I still can't imagine how I'm gonna go on with out visiting here...
Imma gonna miss teh people who became my friends here.... I luff shuu,guys!

Although...Maybe I'mma gonna be able to visit here every once in a while.... But that's a rare thing since I don't want my mom to fuss about my grades failing... So I really had to do that sacrifice.



Hell! Why am I fussing over it myself NOW?! It's still April so all I gotta do is enjoy while it lasts....

Man... I hate art blocks.... Even my grammar is affected because of it... TT^TT Gomen ne...




===><===
Clubs I'm in, now...You could join, too!
<- Undeniably, an anime fan & a freak about it.
<--We love Vincent! Yes,we do!
<--- Yaoi...
<---- Mabuhay ang Pilipinas!
<----- Eto tambayan ng bayan!
<-The Reaper was here!
<-- You gotta love that braid of his.^_^
<---A place for ukes just because we love 'em.
<---- Sephy Cloud
<----- Come check 'em out. You know you want to.
<------SHM Rulez! XD
<-Hitachiin Twi... ]]> ~NeoSpecs-00 http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/12475254/ http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/12475254/ Sun, 08 Apr 2007 23:14:33 PDT ( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Smoked Weed
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(x) Drank Alcohol [...real medicinal alcohol..W/c tasted bitter btw. >___o;; D8]


Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love [*shakes fist towards the person & gives 'him' teh finger*]
(x) Been Dumped [*points & immitates above action*]
(x) Shoplifted [>8D Ebil!]
(x) Been Fired [Lotsa times...>.>]
(x) Been In A Fist Fight [With Cole - my ebil brother.. He actually stabbed me with a pencil! D8]


Level 3
(x) Snuck Out Of A Parent's House. [Hell, yeah! For my life's sake!]
( ) Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back
( ) Been Arrested
( ) Made Out With A Stranger
( ) Gone Out On A Blind Date

Level 4
( ) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped School [Illness.. -.-]
(x) Slept With A Co-worker [who is my cousin. NO MALICIOUSNESS HERE!! Just sleeping! DX]
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die [countless of times... Never cried for any of them - not my relatives anyway...except for one..]

Level 5
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your MYSPACE Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
( ) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

Level 6
(X) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Myspace
( ) Been in a mosh pit


Level 7
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers [Like... everyday after work. >.>]
(x) Love(d) Someone Who You Can't Have [Because he died,dammit! >.<]
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By [Even at night...]
( ) Made A Snow Angel[never had snow here.. But didn't when we were in Japan...]


Level 8
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite [Traditionally - every summer. Weeeee! ~wans to be straped & flown with teh kite~]
( ) Built A Sand Castle
(x) Gone Puddle Jumping
(x) Played Dress Up [Does cross-dressing everyday count?<.<]

Level 9
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School [Mostly in school.. right after work...>.>]


Level 10
(x) Used A Fake / Someone Else's ID
(x) Watched The Sun Set
(x) Felt An Earthquake
(x) Killed A Snake [I was like..."DIE,WORM!" ]


Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Robbed Someone [Shoplifted..Duh?!]
(x) Been Misunderstood [Always..>.>]
(x) Pet A Deer


Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended
(x) Had Detention [for sleeping in class.. >.>]
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident [Me driving + broken brakes = Accident DX]

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night [in an hour XD]
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight [+ on the roof + slippery = broken leg DX]


Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look [Always...>.>]
(x) Witnessed A Crime
(x) Pole Danced [Flag pole at school! I was neurotic XD Luckily, it was after school hour already...]
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes [Bad habit of paper-eating]


Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
( ) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying


Level 16
( ) Cried Yourself To Sleep [I dun wanna cry anymore...]
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
( ) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke [immitating Ran Kutubuki from Super Gals ~___o]
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins


Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
( ) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose [Chocolate milkshake gewd! XD + Soda]
(x) Kissed In The Rain [~coughcough~ My twin sister..>.>;;;]

Level 18
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Been Kissed Under A Mistletoe [~coughcough~ I should've denied it...]
(x) Watched The Sun Set With Someone You Care / Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles [with my nose XD]
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach


Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
(x) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People ~NeoSpecs-00 http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/12294024/ http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/12294024/ Fri, 23 Mar 2007 08:33:18 PDT Current Mood


Yeah...I feel oh so insane today! >8D
And,demn, it made me do ebil things that I definitely shouldn't do.... Ooohh... I'm so bad...

This Friday was the last day for our intramurals... And me being bored causes a lot of things to my mind...

As everyone knows...well, everyone in our school knows... I'm kinda good in acting and with that, they haven't got the slightest clue on what was coming their way... ME! Bwahahahahahaha!!!!!
It started when they kept bugging me about my relationship with ~EG88 & how I'm gonna end it... so I tried to shake them off my back with a little twist of ebilness....

I made a little act of suicide and made them go after me from the girl's bathroom in the fourth floor to the boy's [very stinky] bathroom in the ground floor. I think I've spent about 15 minutes in each cubicle of those bathrooms.I went in about four of them. So I made me chase after me within an hour. I wonder what they were thinking when they were chasing me...
We made a few negotiations along the way & they agreed to all of them. You might ask- Why're you doing this to them? Do you even have a concience?! I told you already, boredom creates ebilness in my mind. So, no...Not really. But I did feel guilty right after I told them the truth that I was just acting... I'm happy that none of them felt bad & they just took it as a [twisted] joke... And none of them got hurt in the process, which I can't say the same for me. I tried to make it look convicing so made a few cuts on myself & stuck my forefinger in the electric fan.. And man, that made me think that it ain't a good idea. I'm such a f*ck head to figure it out just recently.....
And I'm also glad that they got my cutter just in time. I could've cut myself deeper if they haven't...XD
Hmm... That reminds me... They still haven't returned my cutter & my spare blades[Yes, they also took it...]. Mah, I'll get them back next week... Or else....



And just now my scanner just died & I can't scan my works...And man they're piling up... I must get them fixed!!! Or I'll go out of my mind in more boredom!!!!!!

*dies in anticipation*




Kiriban for:
The 4666th pageviewer [I guess no one got 4444th^^]
The 10th person to tag me! 8D
Anyone who wans! XD But please gimme some time... Ish hard being alone. TT___TT [Still needs a colorist....]

Works in Progres
[link] <---[This one makes me ]
[link] <---[More...]
[link] <---[Me & ~damcool1's manga-Unfinished]
[link] <---[Fan Art]



===><===
Clubs I'm in, now...You could join, too!
<- Undeniably, an anime fan & a freak about it.
<--We love Vincent! Yes,we do!
http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/12259034/ http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/12259034/ Tue, 20 Mar 2007 13:59:19 PDT
Yeah, that's what I feel like right now... And I ain't happy about it.
I feel like my body parts're falling apart! And I blame it all on my team mates...[Eh...not really...] I suck at basketball! XO And because of that..we lost in the second match..Naw..
But I'm glad that I didn't feel anything [what I meant was-I didn't feel like I'm gonna collapse again or something...] while we were at play... Maybe because it rained in the middle of teh game. [Praises be to teh gods that did that for me. ] but everything still continued after that.

Poor Raisa-kun got a broken finger after the game & so did a few girls..they got a few scrapes & bruises because the other team was so brutal! And besides the only ones who got to protect themselves were the girls who really knew how to play basketball... I was lucky enough to be one of them.
It sorta got me thinkin' that they're trying to make us get the message that they only want to play seriously with real players... How shallow are they?!


Somehow, I kinda liked having intramurals though.. I got to know more about my team mates & some of my classmates... I even got to know some of the girls' secrets. It got me closer to them but at the same time got me disgusted [Sorry for the word... -___-'] at the things they were doing behind the backs of teachers of other school non-faculty staff. [I always noticed that during breaks they use our classroom as a smoking lounge but I always thought that thas was as far as they'll go...I'm dead wrong, am I? And just to tell you, I don't go along with their twisted fetishes... I may be weird but I still have a concience.] But I think they got even more disgusted [& weirded out ] with me when I started telling them a few secrets of my own... I also told them a lot of horror + torture stories I usually read & some of those slasher flicks I loved to watch...[I luffs bloooooooddddd.... ]

In the actual game, I kinda got distracted & at the same time, got envious with some of the players... It got me looking down occationaly & comparing mines with theirs... "Man, I wish I have those..." I kept thining.... Maybe that made me one of the reasons why we lost the game.

I learned one thing though.... Basketball makes things go 'boing boing'...

Kiriban for:
The 4666th pageviewer [I guess no one got 4444th^^]
The 10th person to tag me! 8D
Anyone who wans! XD But please gimme some time... Ish hard being alone. TT___TT [Still needs a colorist....]

Works in Progres
[link] <---[This one makes me ]
[link] <---[More...]
~NeoSpecs-00 http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/12214606/ http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/12214606/ Sat, 17 Mar 2007 03:23:42 PDT Kiriban fer:
The 4th person to comment on this journal! 8D
4444th pageviewer [You need proof like a screenshot or somethin'. Note me. ^_^]
The next person to kick me out of this randomness..



Yay! Teh final exams are finally OVUH!
And, man, It's such a pain in the butt. >_<
I've studied all week but it seemed that my efforts in stuying were kinda wasted after I saw that the tests were too easy. Oh sh*t! If only I knew! S'okay though....Although, I could've spent those time in doing/continuing a few projects.
But my calvary isn't over yet.... We're having our intramurals next week & it'll be within 5 days! 5 WHOLE DAYS!!! Now thats gonna be a lotta stress fer all the students who are gonna participate. One of them will be me.... Oh gawd, don't they know that I'm having a few of my health issues?! Well, what do they care about the 'shadow' of the campus.... Nope Nothin' Nadda D8
Well, It's true. I'm the most ignore student in the whole campus..So much that I could have had an award for being one... But, since I'm being ignored there, I won't. Ah well
Anyways.... They told me I'm gonna play basketball again because there are only a few girls in our team who plays basketball & I'm one of those chosen few. But unfortunately I'm ill. My sickness have been going on & off these past two months & my parents wouldn't even bother to get me checked-up. Well, I did go to the local public clinic & got my check-up fer free earlier. Sez I'm having signs of leukemia...& I already have ulcer [So that's why my stomach hurt everytime I eat.I thought my stomach was just ranting for food..]....& an abnormal body reaction to high temparature[Oh... so that's the reason why I hate the sun. ]..... & they also said that I'm low in blood & the remaining blood in me is kinda 'dirty' or contaminated or somethin' [And the mistery of me being always pale ish solved! ].
I'm still alive so I dun have to worry right? Well...not really.. I still need to take care of myself so I won't die right away... I need to do stuff, so I still need my life. But to get that I need to stay away from the court... And my demn school is making that very hard fer me. Sez I need to participate in at least one sport to get my clearance papers approved.
Accursed educational facility! Cursssssessss!
And, also, summer vacation is near!!!!!!!!!!! HOMG! More time to practice drawing! Yay!
My family is going to Boracay [the best tropical island here in our country!] & I'm not going! Yay!
Why am I happy about that? Like I told you, I dun like the sun. I makes me burnnnnnnnnn!!
I like going out on out-of-town vacations... But I have to stay indoors. Not so fun? Heck NO! I'm used to it!
It's fun being inside...all day...nothing to do...but draw...or watch TV.... or surf the web.... or eat junk foods until you get sick like me.... Ah, the irony...


I must finish these stuff I need to finish. I must to those things I need to do. I must watch those things I need to watch. And I must not listen to the things I read. D8
But right now...I'm having Artists' Block from all that studying last week! HO NOES!!!!!



I must not get mental blocked yet. Not yet!




Random! Random! Random! Random!
RANDOMNESS CONQUERS MOI!

*sigh*

I dunno what to say anymore... I got too hyped up... from all these stuff going on in my mind which I myself can't even organize. Need to do stuff. Must eat. Must watch....Must... Must...MUST! OOooh, Musty! *D
Lalalala! Bwahahhahahahahahah! adaljsdhsldjfhadkfhajdfhajdf... ]]> ~NeoSpecs-00 http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/12048804/ http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/12048804/ Sun, 04 Mar 2007 03:38:15 PST And I'm letting my self get even more tired... Not to mention stressed, which is probably the same thing...
Anyways, I'm currently working on some projects & collabs outside of DA...
If anyone is interested to know..[and probably don't have a choise since I'm just posting it here anyways...]Here's a list of some:

Comics:

'Punkrock Princess'
A collaboration with me & Ramlyn-senpai. She's makin' the story. The main character is a girl named Paris, an emo & a college freshman, who is dreaming to become the next punk-rock princess, hence the title.

'Gemini Illusion'
A twincest story between Rhymes & Rhyst & their *coughcough* smexy phases of going through life as an individual & not just someone's twin, and also trying to prove to themselves that even though they are different from each other [not by appearance because they are actually identical twins] that they could still keep up their bond even through the most horrible times...By *coughcough* you know what I mean. ^_~
This contains Shonen-Ai & slight YAOI

Arcturus
This is the current comic I'm working on. And it is now in chapter 7....
I posted up a teaser from chapter 6. [linkie]
It circles around four male characters who are in some kind of journey to find the truth behind the things their world is suffering from. The story is kinda serious & comedy there is extremely rare. Curse my mind! er......
'Tis a fantasy story
This also contains Shonen-Ai/YAOI [No hards core...I dun do those..]

Currently wondering what it would be...... LITERALLY.
My CompEd teacher asked me to do a comic for him...And I still dunno what it would be like of what kind of plot it would have.... So I'm currently wondering what it is....

Seeing that list above makes me thin about my need for a colorist..So if ever any one of you sees or want to be one for me, I'll gladly accept you...Odd way to put it there, ne? So, I'd say..... I will very much appreciate that! n(_._)n


Now I'm kinda having 'Drawing-Mood Syndrome'...
The sickness in which I could only draw when I'm in the mood. And,man, I'm telling you.... It's such a pain in the neck. >__<

Oh yeah..I'm also accepting request... As you can see, some of my works are made by request... If you want me to draw one of your characters, please tell me by commenting on this journal entry or noting me. Althought it'll take me at least a week maximum if you tell me on a Sunday night or the weekdays... So as much as possible, tell me during Fridays, Saturdays or Sunday mornings, okay? I just hope my 'sickness' won't hit me then.






===> ~NeoSpecs-00 http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/11930623/ http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/11930623/ Fri, 23 Feb 2007 05:23:53 PST
I was tagged by ...
S'okay,nii-chama. bawe ako sa iba..Nyufufufuf! XD
The rules are:

The 1st player of this 'game' starts with the Topic. '6 weird habits/ things/ hates about yourself.'

People who get 'Tagged' MUST write a Journal about their 6 weird habits/ things/ hates as well & state this rule clearly.....

In the end you need to choose the next 6 people to be 'Tagged' & list their names....

Don't forget to leave a comment that say's, 'you are Tagged' in their Deviant page comments, & tell them to read yours.....

1. I forget my own age sometimes... and my name... and address...and if I hae already eaten...Well, I forget lotsa things...

2. I dun really like cute things on me... But I love my pet bunny & cute girls.

3. I have a weird tendency to repeat myself...

4. I put one or a few personal traits of mine into all of my characters... The character I've put the most of my traits to is Reagan. [To tell you the truth, he's quite a baka.]

5. I like saying the phrase.. "Please...Just kill me..." Just please, don't ask me why.

6. I can't draw pretty girls...TT___TT [A weakness! Kyaaa!!! D8]

I tag... Uh... Not much people to tag. Ah well...








I hope you dun mind... ^^,


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<---- Mabuhay ang Pilipinas!
<----- Eto tambayan ng bayan!
~NeoSpecs-00 http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/11890876/ http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/11890876/ Tue, 20 Feb 2007 06:17:33 PST
This Sunday, the day after our prom, we went to the orphanage I ws in a few years ago, to gat my adoption papers settle fully. of course they asked for me birth certificate & when I saw it... I saw the most unbelievable thing that made my eyes pop out of my sockets & roll down on the floor.

I just found out that I was born in the year 1995!!!
That means I'm not really 13... I'm still 12! Kyaaaaaaa!! My memory ish failing! And at a really young age! No wonder my art skills aren't that polished yet. Well, after knowing that, I realized, "Yay! I have more time in my life to draw & do stuff!"
And after that I can't sleep that night... I was really stumped[well, not really]


Oh yeah, about our JS Prom. Man, it was fun! It was from 4 in the afternoon until 12 midnight. Lotsa cute girls! Kyehehehehe!And,gawd, too much make-up!

I wore a dress I designed myself and ,man, it looks ridiculous on me. People told me I finally looked like a girl. Nice comment, although they should probably get the idea that.... I AM A GIRL~!
Still makes me wanna ! Ah well, I guess I should get used to it, people confusing me for a guy... Besides, these kinds of thing are getting even more frequent in this new family of mine... *sigh*
-___-' Can't people realize it hurts me that they are doing this to me? TT____TT *ish getting dramatically idiotic* DX

After that day, I forgot to wash off my make-up & slept through the night..er...morning with it still on. Althought, it's not too much... My face got itchy! I'm such a baka to forget that I have such a sensitive skin!
At least, that served as a lesson... I'm never gonna wear make-up....EVER!

Have fun, minna-san! And enjoy teh blahness of this journal entry.

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Clubs I'm in, now...You could join, too!
<- Undeniably, an anime fan & a freak about it.
<--We love Vincent! Yes,we do!
<--- Yaoi...
<---- Mabuhay ang Pilipinas!
<----- Eto tambayan ng bayan!
<-The Reaper was here!
<-- You gotta love that braid of his.^_^
<---A place for ukes just because we love 'em.
http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/11782157/ Mon, 12 Feb 2007 05:46:55 PST Warning
Don't look into my scraps gallery. Ebil stuff in there.



Well, another day another.... whatever....
I'm really bored now.... And earlier this day, I kept thinking about the things I don't have & those things I very much needed.[I'll list them later..] Now.... I know, someone from out of teh blue might probably tell me something like... "Aw, c'mon. It's not so bad...." or maybe something like..."Be happy with the things you already have instead of worrying about the thing you don't have..." Like, I've been told of those thing many time before. I'm kinda getting tired of that. But I 'need' to worry about those thing because I'm really desparate to have them soon! Man, this is sucky!

I need a tablet so I can color easier. But if I can't have that I could at least ask for a graphic colorist that could color my works for me. But if I couldn't have that either, maybe a collab buddy would be okay... But if I couldn't still have that, I'd use a job right now to pay for someone to color my works for me or buy that tablet sooner. But if I still couldn't have that maybe I could at least have something to eat right now. I haven't eaten within two days now... And my parents are out of town. No food in the fridge. TT___TT [At least I don't need to worry about my gown being to small for me.^^] But if I couldn't still have that, an aspirin would do. My whole body hurts &,like always, I didn't let my parent know that I was sick. [I don't like them worrying about me too much. I've already done enough to make them pull their hairs off. *s self*] I think it's getting worse... Ah well... ...But if I can't have an aspirin, maybe a massage would be enough. But if I can't have any of those.... *coughcough* I'm gonna

Okay, I'm being too selfish now. I complain too much.. I'm just gonna stop now....

Anyway... Earlier this day... I saw what I'm gonna wear & tried it out. I'm happy that it was black. [Black...Mwuahahahaha! I feel like I'm Nekozawa-senpai...] My cousins kept telling me that it looks really good on me. And with some unfortunate miracle, my brother's friends went to visit him &... saw me with out my top[& undershirt]. Luckily, I still have my pants on & they only saw my nude back. It would've been okay if they just turn back & ignored me. But they gaped at me for a long,long,long time & told my brother that they didn't expect that his adopted sibling was a GUY! A GUY, D*MMIT?!!
History is repeating itself...TT____TT
If only I was fully-dressed, I would've smacked them on the head,poked their eyes out, stabbed them will a match stick & screamed to the world that I am most definately not a guy! But, well, I'm not fully-dressed now,aren't I? So I just got a large towel to cover myself up & stomped off to my borrowed room to get dressed. As I was leaving, I heard one of them mutter..."I thought guys at private school should have their hair worn short."
Well, I'm not a guy,am I? Was all that I could whisper back... I couldn't say it aloud. They are my brother's friends. And have no right to get angry at them... Even if I was just trying to prove something.
Well, when I came back with clothes on, they stared at me longer that before. I saw their faces turn pale & I can't help but snicker.
I just asked..."Did something happen? You people looked like you just saw a ghost..."
Man. That was the first time I got that reaction after seeing that I was a girl... from my new family, that is.
I can't forget it until now.

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Clubs I'm in, now...You could join, too!
http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/11698740/ Mon, 05 Feb 2007 14:54:45 PST
*sigh*
Man, I've been busy these past few days...
I'm having less & less time to draw now. I don't even have that much time to write something in this journal..or update, at the very least. I might have to segragate the stuff I need to do in my time schedule[Screw having a day planner! I dunn really need that.It only irritates me..>_<]
Since I'm only borrowing teh internet connection from my family...[Which I can't pay right now, siince I got fired from my part-time job. (At sino pa nga naman ang may pakana..kunde yung mga may galit sa 'kin..TT___TT*sigh*)] I can't spend much time on the internet as much as I did last year...
XP Sucky...>_<
I can only be online now on weekends. I only got to post those works yesterday because my mom made & exception & agreed to make my go online on that day & it should never happen again unless I got a new job, so I could pay for it myself.
And maybe being online almost everyday like usual would take longer because our JS Prom is coming this Feb. 17, & I need to buy/rent a *bleeah* gown.
Man, you can't believe those 'treatments' my mom & sister did on me so I could act more girly...
Althought I did like it. XP
They bought me a DVD of the anime 'Ouran High School Host Club' & made me watch it for one whole day... I made meh eyes bleed! Kyaaaah!
They say it will serve as my example. But all I see are boys.[& damn hot boys at that.XD]
Ah well..
Althought I did like the MOE part... [Teehee!:devilish]
And those twins are super HOT!
Kyaaaaahhhh!
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To Swan-sama.. Please forgive me. I intentionally want to submit my 'gift' for you on your birthday, & I want it to look good[& less crappy...] but I just dunn have time anymore.TT___TT
Gomen nasai. But I hope you still like it though.
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Sorry, Swan-sama if I gave you that
Clubs I'm in, now...You could join, too!
<- Undeniably, an anime fan & a freak about it.
<--We love Vincent! Yes,we do!
<--- Yaoi...
<---- Mabuhay ang Pilipinas!
<----- Eto tambayan ng bayan!
<-The Reaper was here!
<-- You gotta love that braid of his.^_^
<---A place for ukes just because we love 'em.
<---- Sephy Cloud
<----- Come check 'em out. You know you want to.
<------SHM Rulez! XD
http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/11619862/ Tue, 30 Jan 2007 06:18:22 PST
I was first tagged by :

Six more weird habits of mine:
1. I actually enjoy degrading myself.
2. I sometimes forget that I haven't eaten for almost 2 days... [It happened last month & then 2 days ago.]
3. I actually believed that eating vegetables/being a vegitarian will make me fat.
4. I like immitating people.
5. I have 15 names now.^^
6. I believe that I am, indeed, an insensitive baka...TT___TT

And second,
I was tagged by Swan-sama [] again^^:

List 12 of your original characters:

1. Rion
2. Seth
3. Aries
4. Yuri
5. Azrael
6. Harlen
7. Reagan
8. Taki
9. Kiesuke
10. Daisuke[Kiesuke's twin]
11. Hendrix
12. Cyrus

01) Who would make a better college professor, 6 or 11? What subjects would they teach?
6 -> Harlen... Psycology professor. He's a mental type of guy...^^
Harlen: Am not!
Are to!
Harlen: Oh, yeah? Prove it!
*shows mysterious pic*
Harlen: O.o'


02) Do you think 2 is hot? How hot?
Definetily!He's hot as HELL! He is also ebil!

03) 12 sends 8 on a mission. What is it, and does it succeed?
Cyrus is too innocent to make Taki do a mission. But if ever Taki was given some sorta mission...[being a reliable assassin], He'll assassinate, I mean, accomplish the mission perfectly.

04) What is or would be 9's favorite book?
He's a ninja-assassin & a heir to a large Mafia called Detest... I don't think he has the time to read any books...
But if he did, I think it would be 'Thomas Gray's Literary Collections'[which is also my favorite book^^]

05) Would it make more sense for 2 to swear fealty to 6, or the other way around?
Not really... I dunn think Harlen would ever want Seth...
Harlen: *looks at Seth*
Seth : *hisses at Harlen*
Harlen: AAAHHHHHHHHH! *runs off screaming*
Seth :
You're so ebil...
Seth : Thank you.

06) For some reason, 5 is looking for a roommate. Should s/he share a studio apartment with 9 or with 10?
OMG! 3 assassins in one room?! Find umbrellas 'cuz there'll be massive bloodshed! *runs & hides* But I think that Daisuke won't mind, though. He's much, much gentler than his twin brother, Kiesuke.

07) 2, 7 and 12 have dinner together. Where do they go, and what do they discuss?
Since Reagan & Cyrus are still at school & Seth is ageless [And also needs schooling] I think it would be at a school cafeteria... And they'd talk about *coughinterestingcough* stuff no one would ever wanna know...
08) 3 challenges 10 to a duel. What happens?
"Aries vs. Daisuke"
Now, this is a tough one....
Aries is a sissy when it comes to fights & Daisuke disapproves of meaningless battles. If you ever want those two to fight, either you control Daisuke & make him think that Aries killed 'Yu'[one of the main characters of mine in my non-yaoi, fantasy & very old comic 'Yugata Dansetsu']. And you'll have to make Aries reverse his original attitude.

09) If 1 stole 8's most precious possession, how would s/he get it back?
Taki's answer: Easy, Take a few cockroaches & set 'em loose inside Rion's room & get him to quack. But if that still doesn't work... I'll just 'death-glare' at him & maybe take a few 'bites'... *smirk*
[Taki likes torturing people...]
10) Suggest a title for a story in which 7 and 12 both attain what they most desire.

'Room-mates!' Bwahahahahaha! XD http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/11526202/ Mon, 22 Jan 2007 05:38:13 PST First of all, if you're one of those people whom I have tagged... Please refer to this link---->[link] for more info of what you need to do. Thank you! ^^
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I've finally made a wallpaper for my desktop. And I got crazy with the color brown this time...
Anyway... everything is starting to perk up for me. I've been expecting the letter from the orphanage since I got the news that I am going to be transfered to another family. I've promised to myself that I'll turn over to a new leaf in my next family & to all those people that I'm going to be involved with. I'm trying to change myself right now because I just realized that the reason why I'm always dispised by my previous families is because I myself is the one who is trying to give a reason for them to hate me. [Confusing? ]
So I decided to make myself act better & not think that they are not my real family but instead be greatful that I am going to be in their care now even if we aren't related in any way...
Am I a slow thinker to realize that matter just rescently? Yes I am... And I regret being that way for so long, in the past...
I'm going to try to be optimistic now and try my hardest to prove that I am actually worth something in this world. I'm so motivated!
To my dear friends here in DA!
I YOU ALL!!!!
[Thanks to teh lovely Swan-sama for itroducing me to this icon. ^^]

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Clubs I'm in, now...You could join, too!
<- Undeniably, an anime fan & a freak about it.
<--We love Vincent! Yes,we do!
<--- Yaoi...
<---- Mabuhay ang Pilipinas!
<----- Eto tambayan ng bayan!
<-The Reaper was here!
<-- You gotta love that braid of his.^_^
<---A place for ukes just because we love 'em.
<---- Sephy Cloud
http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/11498924/ Fri, 19 Jan 2007 20:41:00 PST WARNING
Don't look into my scraps gallery. Bad stuff in there.
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I ish tagged by me great Swan-sensei:

There are 100 questions to answer.

01) First name: I have lotsa names,I'm gonna list them later... right now, my name ish Neo
02) Your nickname in dA: Neo; Specy-chan [O.o-?!]
03) Birthday: January 4,
04) Horoscope sign: Capricorn
05) Birth town: No one told me... But I'm currently in Lipa City, Batangas, Phillipines
06) Religion: I think I'm a Christian Born-Again
07) Nationality: No actual nationality... Maybe Filipino, maybe Japanese
08) Parents: My real dad's dead, my mom's no where to be found & my 14 foster parents really suck!
09) Do you love them: Heck! Why not?!
10) Brothers or sisters: A younger foster brother & a baby foster sister...
11) Do you like the place where you live: Heck! Why not?!
13) Colour of your eyes: Chestnut brown
14) Height: 5'6 Am I short?
15) Weight: If you carry me you could eisily toss me with out breaking a sweat...
16) What school/grade are you going to: I'm already in 3rd year highschool... Yes, at only 12 years old... Don't believe me? Suffer!
17) What marks do you have:I'm an A student ,I think. Well, that's what my 1st year teacher told me after I was excelled into the 3rd year of high school in just the first semester of that year.
18) Do you work anywhere: I sell Yaoi comics at my school & I work part-time in a small supermarket.
19) What do you want to be in your life: A cold, lifeless corpse...
20) Your life: I don't have a life...
21) Personal quote: "Chocolate pudding.....*drools*" & "Bite me HARD!"
22) Lucky number: I'm never lucky with anything. But I like the no. 69 for some reason...
23) What are you interested in: drawing, music[especially J-music], yaoi/shounen ai, horror movies, detective shows like CSI, GunPla Modeling/Collecting
24) Good side of your character: Do I even have one?...*thinks* I always feel guilty whenever I leave someone behid & would try to find any possible way of apologizing, even if I kill myself. *dies* I don't lie [I try not to lie...]
25) Bad side of it: Ish a rebel to my ebil foster families, plays practical jokes too much it annoys people, I like to annoy people..., I cut myself whenever someone hurts me,
26) Is your life happy: Heck, NO! I'd be dead if that ever happens...
27) Do you think that you are crazy: OH YEAH!
28) What is the time: 12:25
29) What is the date: January 21, 2007
30) What’s the weather like: I dunno. I never go out...*hisses at the sun* Wait..Lemme ask someone... Sez it's foggy, windy, cold & full of horny people outside. O.o *runs outside while laughing insanely*
31) Favourite day in a week: The day that the people in our house ignores me...Friday
32) Favourite music: J-music [mostly rock ^ neo-melodramatic], instrumentals, modern/classsical-instrument mix...
33) Singer: Ishii-sama! & teh lovely TiA
34) Band: Kagrra & D-12
35) Song: Omou, Urei, Guilty Concience, Mocking bird, Stan are my top five
36) Best concert you have been: I've only been on on... ]]> ~NeoSpecs-00 http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/11416213/ http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/11416213/ Fri, 12 Jan 2007 22:30:42 PST Warning:
Do not look into my scraps gallery. Bad stuff in there!

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I have nothing much to do today but surf the 'net all day. I can't go idle now... I dunno why... I can't draw easily... I'm trying to pretend that I dunno why...
But I just recieved a message from the orphanage that I was once in that they have the permit to take me away & move me to another family. I'm going to another family in less than a month & I can't wait to get out of this twisted family. I'm hoping to be taken better care & [not get injured again] in this next family. And I've also made a vow to myself that I'll try not to do stuff that'll get me into trouble. Until now, no one still knows that I'm half-Japanese, where my real mother is & why she left me. All we know is she's still alive. ^^ I should be happy for that, ne?
Anyway, my current foster parents are away on their jobs & left me with no food. D*mn! I wish I had eaten lunch & dinner yesterday. Now...No food for the rest of the day, until 11 pm,when they've returned to feed their dog! [I swear, they love their dog more than me... On second thought, they don't love me at all... Isn't that funny! ]
At least they left me with coffee...But no sugar...[Just the way I like it...] So...I'm getting mself drunk with coffee again... Hwahahaha!
Better than drugs....Althought decaffeinated...
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Clubs I'm in, now...You could join, too!
<- Undeniably, an anime fan & a freak about it.
<--We love Vincent! Yes,we do!
<--- Yaoi...
<---- Mabuhay ang Pilipinas!
<----- Eto tambayan ng bayan!
<-The Reaper was here!
<-- You gotta love that braid of his.^_^
<---A place for ukes just because we love 'em.
<---- Sephy Cloud
<----- Come check 'em out. You know you want to.


]]> ~NeoSpecs-00 http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/11297082/ http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/11297082/ Wed, 03 Jan 2007 05:15:23 PST For instance, just like how I was suspended from Y!Gallery. Sez I have to wait until I'm 18. That'll take me ages! Bad timing too because tomorrow's my birthday. Now I'm gonna have a bad mood when my birthday arrives. Another problem added to my list.
This life sucks!
But still, I don't wan't to grow up pretty soon. I'm still enjoying the previliges of being a kid. I still get to have some fun even though some stuff I like are restricted to those who're 18+ in age! Squeeee!!!!
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WARNING: Don't look at my scraps! Bad stuff! /x
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Legend:
In progress
Half finished
DONE!

My Current Projects
A kiriban for [DONE!]-->[link]
A kiriban for [Deadline: Jan. 4]
An art-trade with [DONE!]-->link
A kiriban for . [Deadline: Jan 8]
Page 6-9 of "Chocolate Kiss"[I'm planning to finish it all before submiting it instead of submiting it one by one... That's why it's taking so long.]
Contest entry for [I'm planning to drop out of the contest because of my mom... But...Nah!][Deadline: Jan. 4]
A really weird wallpaper for my desktop...[I'm still planning it][Deadline: Dec. 30]
A Collab with ... [Deadline: no idea]
Find my long lost artwork I'm going to submit to
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Attention<... ]]> ~NeoSpecs-00 http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/11166846/ http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/11166846/ Sat, 23 Dec 2006 20:30:27 PST Haluu, people of Earth again!!
I can't stick around for so long 'coz I've got to much to work on today. I need to cook kaldereta for our Christmas Reunion this midnight. I haven't gotten much sleep earlier[I only slept for an hour and a half...=_=]... I've got too much to do! But at least a few of 'em are done...
You won't understand the following...Not unless you are a Pilipino or knows Filipino!
Magpapaputok ako ngayon! Walang makakapigil sa akin! Kahit maputulan man ako ng kamay! Hwahahahaha!!! Anak kayo ng nanay nyo! Piglan nyo ako! Ano?! Pigilan nyo ako!!!!
*kumuha ng piccolo at 10 star sa bulsa,sabay sinindihan at hinagis sa kanal*
BOOM!!!!
Mamatay kayo, mga ipis!
~naglabasan ang mga ipis sa kanal~
o_0....//PATAY!//
Mga ipis: Sugod,mga kapatid!

WWAAAAaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Randomness conquers me!
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My Current Projects
A kiriban for [Deadline: Dec. 27]
A kiriban for [Deadline: Jan. 4]
An art-trade with [Deadline: Dec. 24-25]
Page 6-9 of "Chocolate Kiss"[I'm planning to finish it all before submiting it instead of submiting it one by one... That's why it's taking so long.]
+Wounded+ 's colored version.[Deadline: Dec. 25]
Contest entry for [I'm planning to drop out of the contest because of my mom... But...Nah!][Deadline: Jan. 4]
A really weird wallpaper for my desktop...[I'm still planning it][Deadline: Dec. 30]
A Collab with ... [Deadline: no idea]
Deciding what I'm going to cook for our Christmas Reunion.(I'm too young to cook!!! But I know how, too! )[Dec. 24] [Any suggestions?http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/11156918/ Sat, 23 Dec 2006 00:35:11 PST IM TAGGED?!!!
The Name Thing
KEY: >
A: Likes to drink. >
B: Likes people >
C: Is wild and crazy. >
D: Has one of the best personalities
ever. >
E: A DAMN GOODKISSER >
F: People adore you. >
G: Never letpeople tell you what to
do. >
H: Have a very good personality
and looks. >
I: Loves everyone. >
J: Lives life for fun. >
K: Really silly. >
L: Loved by everyone >
M: Makes dating fun >
N: Dead sexy. >
O: Best in bed. >
P: Popular with all types ofpeople. >
Q: A hypocrite. >
R: Fuckin crazy >
S: Easy to fall in love with >
T: Loyal to those you love. >
U: Really like to chill. >
V: Not judgemental.
W: Very broad minded. >
X: Never let people tell you what to
do. >
Y: One of the best damn bf/gf no one
could ask
for. >
Z: Always ready. >
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N: Dead Sexy. > [*Throws up!* I'm too skinny to be sexy!]
E: A DAMN GOODKISSER. > [No comment... =/]
O: Best in bed. > [ O_o]

D: Has one of the best personalities ever. > [Can't think of one so it must be a lie!]
A: Likes to drink. > [I like to drink--- COFFEE!]
V: Not judgemental. > [Except to myself...]
Y: One of the best damn gf/bf no one could ask for. > [F*ck the thought! I don't like those kinds of relationships! I'm too young!]

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Just put your MP3 player on shuffle and answer the questions with the song titles. Simple enough, don't you think?

1. How does the world see me? "Haru Urara" by Kagrra...
2. Will I have a happy life? "Saiyuki" by Kagrra...
3. What do people really think of me? "Meteor" by TM Revolution...
4. Do people secretly lust after me? "River" 2nd ending-Gundam Seed
5. How can I make others happy? "Ryuusei" by TiA...
6. How can I make myself happy? "Urei" by Kagrra...[I knew it!]
7. What should I do with my life? "Cleaning Out My Closet" by Eminem
8. Will I ever have children? "Wake Up Your Heart" 2nd Ending-Yugioh GX
9. What is some good advice for me? "Full Metel Panic Fumoffu-Ending Song
10. What do I think my current theme song is? "Realize"-3rd Opening-Gundam Seed...
11. What does everyone else think my current theme song is? "Invoke" 1st Opening-Gundam Seed
12. What song will you play at my funeral? "Cleaning Out My Closet" by Eminem...
13. What type of men/women do you like? Gozen - 08. "Hirenkidan"-Kagrra
14. What is my day going to be like? "Namida no Hurricane" by Bon-Bon Blanco [What does that mean?]
15. Why am I here? "Sabun no Junjouna Kanjou"-Siam~Shade
16. What will people remember me for? Sakura - 01. Sakura ~Saikai No Hana~- Kagrra
17. What song will get stuck in my head tomorrow? "Ayashi no Hikari"- Kagrra
18. Are there people outside waiting to take me away? "Amafurase Tanmaina"- Kagrra
19. What will this year be all about? "Believe"- Tamaki Nami

The 6 Weird Facts tag thing... o__O
The first player of this "game" starts with the topic "Six Weird Habits/Things About Yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their six Weird Habits/Things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next six people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "You are tagged" in their devPage comments and tell them to read yours... rules courtesy of the person who tagged me... TT__TT Haha, just copy and paste this too! XD

6 Weird Facts about me I'm getting exposed of my secrets...TT_TT
1. I have a knife collection unknown to my mom...[Trowing knives, stabbing knives, slashing knives...You get my drift...]
2. I always sleep with my cat, even though I'm allergic to cats.[Don't think 'tupid things! She sleeps in my bed....SLEEP! SLEEP ONLY! ]
3. I'm planning to Cross-dress in our JS Prom!
4. I always wear a jacket...[even in the most hottest days...]
5. I'm immune to pain...[Seriously...I don't even feel hot or cold anymore.]
6. I actu... ]]> ~NeoSpecs-00 http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/11147887/ http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/11147887/ Sat, 23 Dec 2006 20:27:54 PST Haluu, people of Earth again!!
I can't stick around for so long 'coz I've got to much to work on today. I need to cook kaldereta for our Christmas Reunion this midnight. I haven't gotten much sleep earlier[I only slept for an hour and a half...=_=]... I've got too much to do! But at least a few of 'em are done...
You won't understand the following...Not unless you are a Pilipino or knows Filipino!
Magpapaputok ako ngayon! Walang makakapigil sa akin! Kahit maputulan man ako ng kamay! Hwahahahaha!!! Anak kayo ng nanay nyo! Piglan nyo ako! Ano?! Pigilan nyo ako!!!!
*kumuha ng piccolo at 10 star sa bulsa,sabay sinindihan at hinagis sa kanal*
BOOM!!!!
Mamatay kayo, mga ipis!
~naglabasan ang mga ipis sa kanal~
o_0....//PATAY!//
Mga ipis: Sugod,mga kapatid!

WWAAAAaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Randomness conquers me!
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My Current Projects
A kiriban for [Deadline: Dec. 27]
A kiriban for [Deadline: Jan. 4]
An art-trade with [Deadline: Dec. 24-25]
Page 6-9 of "Chocolate Kiss"[I'm planning to finish it all before submiting it instead of submiting it one by one... That's why it's taking so long.]
+Wounded+ 's colored version.[Deadline: Dec. 25]
Contest entry for [I'm planning to drop out of the contest because of my mom... But...Nah!][Deadline: Jan. 4]
A really weird wallpaper for my desktop...[I'm still planning it][Deadline: Dec. 30]
A Collab with ... [Deadline: no idea]
Deciding what I'm going to cook for our Christmas Reunion.(I'm too young to cook!!! But I know how, too! )[Dec. 24] [Any suggestions?http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/11079671/ Sat, 16 Dec 2006 02:29:54 PST
I've proven once again how addicted I am to chocolates ... And I'm starting to like blood too. Dang!
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See my crappy poem!!! [I'm starting to like the word 'crappy',too! Double Dang!]


My Precious...

I'll die for you,my dear & precious,sweet;
I'll spend what I have on you, whatever price they give;
Everything I would give for you-my blood, my life my tears(well, not really my tears...);
Whatever your name would be-Cadbury or Hershey's!

All the time I'd think of you, whenever you're not here;
All the time I'll blame myself, whenever I don't see you near ;
People who have you, I'll tell them-"For your lives, you must fear...";
"I won't hesitate to kill you. So give 'em to me, ya hear!"
Hwahahahahaha!!!


I'm so ridiciulus,ne?
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Seth: The exams yesterday gave me a headache!XI! Luckily, Neo's the one who's gonna bear 'em...
Rion: I don't think she'll last too long... She's out of Chocolates!!!*panics*
Blaide: Don't worry. I've got everything under control...*raises mysterious item*
Rion: Whassat?
Seth: Oh, NO! Not the....
Blaide: Yes...
~To be continued...

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http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/11069629/ Fri, 15 Dec 2006 05:39:20 PST 1000 hits!
I can't believe it!
After two months here in DA, my works have finally paid off...*sniff!*['tupid sipon!!!!]
I started submitting my work late October.... from May onwards was all blank...
Anyways, Thank you so much!!!!
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http://NeoSpecs-00.deviantart.com/journal/11024292/ Mon, 11 Dec 2006 02:45:15 PST Waiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm feeling so much better now.
I think it's because of eating 3 packs of Hershey's chocolate nuggets in just one hour... Dang! I wish I could give you some but.... They all looks sooooo tempting I forgot to leave some for the people who tried to cheer me up. I feel so guilty... Oh well...

I'm so EBIL!!!!Hwahahahahahahahaha!

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