http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Neondiod&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Neondiod en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 21 Dec 2009 02:47:56 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/27779658/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/27779658/ Thu, 15 Oct 2009 12:32:15 PDT I seem a bit too grungy to be true.

Most text I write are in Swedish, no point putting them up here.

Photographs is a little boring.

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What a symbol!
He really questioned racism. But I don't think many understood. Because if he was wrong by not accepting the boundaries set by being born black, then it is wrong by all these neo-colonizers wanting to be black.

Elvis' similar destiny was also based on cultural boundaries, I believe. It is almost like the Berlin Wall falling, no?

I'm a kid of the eighties, and I lived in the U.S. exactly that year when (I think) Thriller and Return of the Jedi came out.

I am a child of E.T., Superman and "Beat it"! StarTrek, Knight Rider, you name it. Every thing was new, us in Honolulu 1983. So of course I mourn him. I mourn the last ten years when he was accused of child abuse and needed oxygen tents (which was much earlier)and his disintegrating face and all this, because up until Bad, I found him an excellent dancer and a cute brown boy (like me, brown, not white). He held up so much. But maybe a little bit too much. He was much alone up there, I suppose.

Rest in peace, Michael.

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]]> ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/21672259/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/21672259/ Tue, 25 Nov 2008 21:41:30 PST Getting old?
Better get some work done.
Can't concentrate.
Everytime I've been away, seen something else..this happens. Like after two days in Stockholm last month, when I came home (even though we mostly visited the hospital there) And got out the car I said something like: back in the shit hole Umeå. Because the attitudes were so different. "Jante-lagen" rules here.

this time, I have real problems sinking back into mundane normality. What's the point? I feel like a butterfly that's been stuck to a wall. It's not about the kids, am sooo happy to be here with them again. No, it's something deeper: Again, I can see tracks still from the "accident", I can smell helplessness and humiliation, I can once again see in people how they just want to use me for their own purposes. Is it true?
Yes and no (I hope).
Life's a Bitch - as they say.
Now I have to get on with my work.
Ciao!

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must stand, must live. Hold my breath and find a safe spot where we are allowed.

]]> ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/19124549/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/19124549/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 09:41:12 PDT i have a little cold today, couldn't go.
back from paris-tripp
Silas is doing circus.
It's quite warm (even in Sweden).
Some N pics.

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On Floor

Pick up -Eat Yum yum.
Zzzzsleapin'againe (must be the courn)

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And this is my art school:
[link]

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(my yoga school)
My university department (where I study)
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And papers I write for:
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Blog: [link]
MERRY X_MAS ON EVERYONE!!!!

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Umeå University Journalist students.

No address yet. I will work with editing and adding to the web.

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YouTube: [link]
Blog NeonDiod: [link]
LastFM: [link]
Blog Kamiljont: [link]
Resedagboken: [link]
myspace: [link]D071030-30EE-44F8-9B8E59CCF698E68F88433473
Thylacine Track: [link]

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He was 89 years, guess that is a reasonable age, no diseases what i know of. it felt sad, because he has been so appreciated by people all over the world.

]]> ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/9869622/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/9869622/ Sun, 27 Aug 2006 05:35:47 PDT back to "out there" again, no more home and walking baby,
that'll be daddy's job: I will work with media. ]]> ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/7536656/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/7536656/ Sat, 07 Jan 2006 15:06:02 PST [link]
Our new blog: soundheartoceantemple. You are welcome to see, but much of it is in Swedish!! ]]> ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/7419989/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/7419989/ Mon, 26 Dec 2005 05:18:02 PST I hope I will be able to make an entry soon, so busy with daily things like washing clothes and breastfeeding...

Trying to take photographs that are not too personal (not so much of my family on DA) and also making a book? It's so bloody complicated!

the problem lies now in how to edit and make a home-print look anything interesting, and lifting out the right bits.-?

How to tie them..!

Question ]]> ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/7252632/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/7252632/ Thu, 08 Dec 2005 03:57:58 PST We had a new leaf this morning, in my Window Garden.* ]]> ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/7148554/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/7148554/ Sat, 26 Nov 2005 11:04:15 PST ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/7077613/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/7077613/ Fri, 18 Nov 2005 04:49:58 PST ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/6996709/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/6996709/ Wed, 09 Nov 2005 04:25:18 PST ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/6692109/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/6692109/ Thu, 06 Oct 2005 03:21:19 PDT ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/6579823/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/6579823/ Fri, 23 Sep 2005 08:27:45 PDT ]]> ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/6563346/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/6563346/ Wed, 21 Sep 2005 12:28:46 PDT ]]> ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/6520053/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/6520053/ Fri, 16 Sep 2005 12:23:00 PDT It is a combined thingie!!! ]]> ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/6451838/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/6451838/ Thu, 08 Sep 2005 15:56:41 PDT ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/6366577/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/6366577/ Tue, 30 Aug 2005 06:39:12 PDT Yesterday was thunder and lightening, we went to the shop and on the way back this weather started.

Right now it is hard wind, typical Fall, of course. ]]> ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/6205466/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/6205466/ Fri, 12 Aug 2005 08:12:32 PDT
things are going well for me too! Everyday I sit here, stale for a moment, wondering if this is it - is she or he going to fight its way through almost a month too early? I would feel more comfortable if it happened around the time set.*

It is getting very intimate with my body, and i'm afraid I can't help that. It has to happen "smoothly"...not too much tears (and tearing).

Internet is a strange thing. Computers as well. Somehow, people think that what they do over here is seperate from real life(?). Everything done on our connection affects me. IT has helped me a lot through this time. But now I'm getting to a point where i have to "pay my bills": You use and will be used. the way it is (?).

I wish globalization wasn't so cruel. i wish it was more "worked out", because one day you trust and the other you've got the universal force coming towards you - it is probably my punish for not always protecting myself when young and free. It is stupid not to think of protection. Like; I don't have time, must make money or whatever. In the spring all of our hardware blew up just because there was strong access IN to our computer, but nothing stopping information to get out, I think. People being "to busy" to make back-ps and such. Loading down heaps of unknown material every night when one was asleep and vurnerable. **

My toes are bubbling up, and I sort of "press" out poison from my limbs with special oils. at night about five pillows and electric fan, water, toiletvisits...all of that going on. Should feel like a queen!¤ ]]> ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/6129779/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/6129779/ Thu, 04 Aug 2005 06:57:20 PDT
The word "experiment" and "experimental" sounds to me, not put in a completely correct contect, like something sick; like scientists experimenting with rabbits, putting acid in their eyes and so on, or locking people in, giving them shocks, because they have a problem fitting in. That's what I don't like with the term "experimental music" for example, eventhough I used it myself.

When i was a teenager and they showed Björk's first solo-videos on MTV, I was excited by the experimental side of her. Some people thought it was crap, and some think today she plays pop! they wouldn't say that of medullah, though, I don't think *

I suppose the nasty feeling is created when the project gets so big, noone can any longer keep a roof or a floor...it makes me very afraid for calling in a WAR or people I know getting "raped", that is Hurt, but I call it "mentally raped" if I get the feeling that someone goes into MY psyche to get to someone I love. global warming --------------------------------------------------+

It is the opposite of a healing-process. (as I see IT).

Music is vibrations and energy, which effects everything close to the making. I guess most people try and grow into their own style, so that the roundings protects the work itself from being ruined. I get worried when people can't see what I think is obvious, and with a smile they push even harder if I say "please stop". If it is a group of five artists, or a single man/woman or a collective of artists arranging a huge concert - the concept is still the same. (I can't help it, but it FEELS like "rape").

**

I do ! think these people are talented and that it's brave!! to ask people from united states, east-european states or far scandinavian landscapes to play at the same concerts ---but CAN IT NEVER GET TOO BIIIIG???do the y have to meet at once, most of the time they have nowhere to spend the nights, and that is just a nasty way of inviting people to an alien country..they should be able to afford the trip back home if they gave a free concert!!!

why not try and make smaller things that actually generates a plus instead of a greater and greater dept, is sort of what I wanted to ask. I'll see what happens. in FUTURA~ ]]> ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/6064271/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/6064271/ Fri, 29 Jul 2005 04:20:35 PDT
You know....i am not sure that realizing walls are not important, is good. Maybe REALIZING they Are important is better??? Maybe i need waals in a cool house to stay alive (and not get burnt up by sun-light)? Or maybe it's not at all for ME, maybe they're there to protect my children, my parent or my old grandparents? it seems like whenever they vanish, something horrible happens...coincidence? probably easy to say so, but I would not be taking my responsibility in that case.----------------------------------------------the other thing I was thinking about, is how much damage you should allow other people to make (to themselves) just because you want to be respectful??? (just a question...).mmm,- what if setting borders is the ONLY way???

What if people just get going and going and repeating themselves because they never realized there ARE better ways?

or what if I'm totally wrong...maybe I am practicing tyranny on people i LOVE. dO i DESERVE A LIFE IN pEACE? dO EVERYONE ELSE???
Daddy was NOT an american. And I am allowed to regret things If I'd like. It's probably wise to do so every now or then, or you'll appear as a bloody Buddha (not a Tyrant). Chaos-balls...should they really be cut off,, isn't that a bit dangerous??? What if they hit someone ]]> ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/6018599/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/6018599/ Sun, 24 Jul 2005 06:18:02 PDT
Now i am stepping into the politics of religion - not easy to put together on paper.

Baby is growing. i'm preparing for spitting it out, but still there's a month to go, or even more.

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a new trolley, a bed, and all the other stuff you need for milking and so.

It felt like we'd gone crazy! but it was actually planned: we still haven't collected it from the shop, because we don't own a car...

Amazing. ]]> ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/5878542/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/5878542/ Fri, 08 Jul 2005 15:57:44 PDT
yesterday, we had a big family dinner at my mother's old house.

It is amazing how distances can shrink and the world becomes so small, all suddenly.

7:th month I am in.

Biiig. ]]> ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/5768455/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/5768455/ Mon, 27 Jun 2005 04:35:00 PDT
Well, I am totally hurt by the fact that he enjoys listening to music that makes me sick. Should I sit there and let myself be brainwashed? Why, I'm not stupid (at least not as stupid as I've been!!).

I wonder how it is going. Maybe the only way for me is to create my own style, and somehow "prove" that there is another way of looking at things. I just don't feel like I have enough time and ability, to do that.

I know that everything recorded live misses the positives of being produced in studio, directed by a mixing-board. still, I can't help thinking that if you play to others; it's supposed to bring them something good, otherwise - what's the point of it/anything?

It should always work both ways, so sorry guys if I am being critical of you, still you know I couldn't play like that myself! ]]> ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/5768417/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/5768417/ Mon, 27 Jun 2005 04:27:05 PDT
My dear husband puts on a new cd of experimental music, which is something I really love, eventhough I get little "time" to play it myself. It starts interesting......it goes up in a whirl and sounds almost tibetan, then I can feel the whole ship starting to land!

The problem is, that it never lands completely, but it stops a little bit before ground (like in a "bum"-trip, when you feel like it's all gonna go to hell)...and it lingers there, in this state of nausea. For how long, I wonder??? Still doing it to me...am I gonna sit here and investigate that the point of it all was to drain my energy and make me feel sick? No, of course not - why would I be so stupid? So I protest a little, I give my opinion, asking..."but, where is it all going? What's the point of THIS?"

and he says: maybe there IS no point. And I then reply: but there has to be a point to what you're doing here. I mean, you don't give a concert that makes people feel confused, angry and sad when they leave, even if they were happy when they arrived??!

That's like paying a doctor to make you get cancer and die, or to go to a restaurant and buy a portion of puke! ]]> ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/5662541/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/5662541/ Thu, 16 Jun 2005 04:46:13 PDT
I think there were some nice ones of trees. When I have time I can go through and pick a few!!?
ciao ]]> ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/5617671/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/5617671/ Sat, 11 Jun 2005 10:47:50 PDT Had a hot and good time there, did some fun things with my kid...for ex we visited Astrid Lindgren's story-world -fantastic! She is my idol. Wrote so many children's adventures...

Also I used up two rolls of film.
see ya! ]]> ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/5369675/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/5369675/ Mon, 16 May 2005 01:15:07 PDT
The week-end felt so successful, until my sun had a freakout and now i don't remember what was good.

Life's Hard. ]]> ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/5262651/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/5262651/ Wed, 04 May 2005 06:31:57 PDT Love, Peace ]]> ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/5056706/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/5056706/ Mon, 11 Apr 2005 01:23:37 PDT This day is grey, but I don't really mind, because I can stay at home and read my books on Buddhism. ]]> ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4994154/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4994154/ Mon, 04 Apr 2005 03:18:12 PDT ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4869147/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4869147/ Mon, 21 Mar 2005 05:21:43 PST
Blue sky, green leaves popping out soon and yellow chickens for easter.
Preparing a walk through the block with my four-year old (very sick at the moment). We made easter-cards. Will dress as witches as custom and ask around for lollies thursday night, I hope.

Jesus deserves his broom! he's probably listening to Angel's Harp-music right now ]]> ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4869129/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4869129/ Mon, 21 Mar 2005 05:17:55 PST ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4854063/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4854063/ Sat, 19 Mar 2005 12:14:44 PST ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4833634/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4833634/ Thu, 17 Mar 2005 02:01:53 PST ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4775362/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4775362/ Thu, 10 Mar 2005 07:15:39 PST can't expect moral help from anyone than my own mother, I guess. She knows me.
So long! ]]> ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4774102/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4774102/ Thu, 10 Mar 2005 00:47:49 PST
Is this realistic??
Isn't it MY body and MY child, eventhough she happens to be the mother of the FATHer of the child, and lives on the other side of the earth???

Please give me some help. This will probably freak me when she answers my e-mail. ]]> ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4741863/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4741863/ Sun, 06 Mar 2005 10:16:31 PST
Mainly, I am sort of happy: had a good weekend, school is going well... ]]> ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4675128/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4675128/ Sat, 26 Feb 2005 02:04:49 PST ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4667112/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4667112/ Fri, 25 Feb 2005 00:54:38 PST
Hope I can can overnight there, being pregnant and all. Remember being sick last time, puking, because they probably put meat in my "Vegetarian" food. Don't trust those Lady Chefs!

Have to write more about photography and art and the connection with science and stuff (for school). Ciao! ]]> ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4667097/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4667097/ Fri, 25 Feb 2005 00:50:20 PST ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4643090/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4643090/ Tue, 22 Feb 2005 05:10:05 PST ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4642237/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4642237/ Tue, 22 Feb 2005 01:01:01 PST ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4634888/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4634888/ Mon, 21 Feb 2005 03:54:43 PST
Snow Flakes in the Air,..a nice with a norweigan dog could be nice, yes??

time flies ]]> ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4575465/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4575465/ Mon, 14 Feb 2005 01:47:48 PST Could not have been better.
Friends and friends and friends, great performances!!!! (love him!).....Gallery was looking good and films went moving people (one theme was how refugees react on them being sent back from sweden to a land of War), i did not see it for myself, my friend at school witnessed.
hope the whole week goes well, too.

e. ]]> ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4511435/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4511435/ Sun, 06 Feb 2005 11:37:57 PST ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4485097/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4485097/ Thu, 03 Feb 2005 01:22:17 PST
Fuckin' slush and shit instead of real snow! At least right now it IS snowing. have never seen a winter like this. Germs everywhere. Temperatures up and down like a yo-yo. Something's wrong!!!!!!!


but what can we do? ]]> ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4366191/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4366191/ Thu, 20 Jan 2005 05:23:53 PST ~Neondiod http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4360022/ http://Neondiod.deviantart.com/journal/4360022/ Wed, 19 Jan 2005 12:28:35 PST

I feel UpLifted. My soul satisfied, filled with light and lungs of air. ]]> ~Neondiod