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PART ONE:
EMO
[x] you own at least 5 black shirts
[x] you like skinny jeans (Only wear them)
[x] you're listening to music right now
[x] you have painted your fingernails black before (Do that sometimes...)
[x] You have more than 300 songs on your ipod/mp3 (I've got 1179 songs on my iPhone to be precise, something like 500 on my iPod)
[ ] Have attempted suicide (Never, and will never do that)
[x] Like the color black (One of my fav colours)
[ ] hate girly girls (I am one myself.. xD)
[ ] have kissed the same sex before
[x] Like to be alone (sometimes.)
[ ] hate popular music (LADY GAGA AND KATY PERRY FTW)
[x] keep hair in front of your face (I'm so emo... xD)
[x] give people evil stares
[ ] Hate your parents or one of them
[ ] Life sucks for you right now
[x] have been called emo (All the time... Even by my BF xD)
[ ] Dislike the colors pink, green, teal and baby blue
[x] own thick-rimmed glasses (Unfortunately xD)
[ ] Complain a lot
[x] own a studded belt
Total: 12


PART TWO:
SLUT/MAN WH0RE
[ ] own more than 10 minishorts
[ ] own more than 10 miniskirts (I've got 6 of them...)
[ ] have kissed more than 7 people
[x] have been called a sl-t (But it was just a joke)
[x] drink a lot (Sometimes)
[x] You wear dark eye makeup (Always)
[x] wear low cut shirts (Sometimes, but I like the shirts, not the low-cut)
[ ] have been called a tease
[ ] Flirt with everyone
[x] love the opposite sex
[ ] Go to parties/sleepovers at least once a week
[x] wear tight clothing (Skinny jeans are tight? 8D)
[ ] own 5 tube tops
[x] you've kissed more than 2 guys
[ ] Like wearing swimsuits
[ ] Sit on the opposite sex's lap
[ ] People hate you
[x] Its nice to be naughty
[x] you cuss because you think its fun
Total: 9


PART THREE:
JOCK
[ ] own at least 5 jerseys
[ ] Have 10 or more trophies
[ ] Wear hair up almost everyday
[ ] Love sports (NO! I HATE sports)
[ ] Own 5 or more sweatpants
[ ] Dont wear makeup
[ ] Have / had played lacrosse
[ ] Play/played more than 2 sports
[ ] Play sports
[ ] Can play a sport if you've never played it before
[ ] On first string
[ ] You play/played Tennis
[ ] You play/played Basketball
[ ] You play/played baseball-softball
[ ] You play/played soccer
[ ] You run/ran track
[ ] You play/played football
[ ] Been called a jock
[ ] Have set a record
[ ] Are friends with your coach
[ ] Love watching sports
[ ] can do 17 push-ups in 20 seconds
Total: 0

PART FOUR (Doesn't apply to guys):
GIRLY
[ ] Own at least 5 polos
[x] Own at least 5 pink shirts
[ ] Own at least 5 designer bags
[ ] Wear ribbons in you hair sometimes
[ ] Love pearls
[ ] Only like popular music
[x] Read tons of magazines
[x] Love shopping (I'm a shopaholic)
[x] Go shopping usually once a week
[ ] Voted prom queen
[ ] Have dated a jock
[x] Like attention
[x] Always have your cellphone with you
[x] Have more than 50 contacts on your phone
[ ] More than 30 guy contacts
[/] Hate emo people (Sometimes..)
[x] Wear make up
[ ] Is stupid
[x] Wear heels
Total: 9,5


PART 5:
NERD
[ ] Wear your pants above your belly button
[ ] Wear glasses/contacts
[ ] have/had braces
[ ] In/have been in advanced classes
[ ] On Math team
[ ] Have all A's
[x] Have been called a nerd
[x] Has been bullied (when I was little)
[ ] LOVE to learn
[ ] Like your teachers
[ ] Watch history channel
[ ] Never go anywhere on the weekends
[x] Have been called weird
[ ] Scared to talk to the opposite sex
[ ] Don’t have pictures of yourself on MySpace
[ ] Read a book a month in your leisure time
[ ] You read on your last spring break
[ ] Have your own website
[ ] Wear pocket protectors
[ ] Done/does test corrections when you got above a 90 on it
[ ] Did/does extra-credit when average is over an 85
[x] Take notes on what the teachers tell you not to worry about.
Total: 4

PART 6:
THUG
[x] own baggy/ long clothing
[x] like to talk like a thug (Hehehe, sometimes, JEWEETZELLUF)
[x] you own gold/ silver chains
[ ] have a flat brimmed hat
[ ] like to wear a certain color because of a ga... ]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/28375736/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/28375736/ Sun, 15 Nov 2009 13:27:18 PST
1. [] orgot to put the lid on the blender, turned it on, and had everything fly out
2. [x] Gotten your head stuck between the stair rails
3. [x] Broken a chair by leaning back in it
4. [x] Had gum fall out of your mouth while you were talking
5. [x] Choked on your own spit while you were talking
6. [x] Had people tell you that you are blond when you're not, or had people tell you that your blond highlights are going to your head
7. [x] Been caught staring at your crush by your crush
8. [x] Have looked for something for at least 5 min then realized it was in your hand
9. [x] Tried to push open a door that said pull
10.[x] Tried to pull open a door that said push

Running total: 9

11. [] Have actually believed someone when they said that they knew how to make a love-potion
12. [x] Have hit yourself in the process of trying to hit something else
13. [x] Have tripped and fallen UP the stairs
14. [] Have actually exploded marshmallows in the microwave
15. [x] Have gotten gum stuck in your hair
16. [x] Had gum fall out of your mouth while trying to blow a bubble
17. [] Have had the juice from a mini tomato squirt out and hit somebody else when you bit into it
18. [x] Have had your drink come out your nose because you were laughing so hard
19. [x] Have called one of your good friends by the wrong name
20. [x] Have skinned your toe because you were playing soccer or kickball with flip flops on or you were barefoot

Running total: 16

21. [] Have put a sticker on your forehead, forgot it was there, and went out in public with it on
22. [] Have fallen out of a moving vehicle
23. [x] Have run into a closed door
25. [x] Searched for your cell phone while you were talking on it
26. [x] It has taken you longer than 5 min to get a joke
27. [] Have gotten your hair stuck in a blow dryer
28. [] Have gotten your hair stuck in a fan
29. [x] Tripped on a crack in the sidewalk
30. [x] Said o'clock after saying how many min after the hour, example: 5:30 o'clock, or 6:15 o'clock (mostely do that on purpose)

Running total: 21

31. [] After someone told you that there was gum on the ground, you stepped in it
32. [x] Put on a white shirt even though you already knew it was raining outside
33. [x] Have ever walked up to a stranger because you thought they were someone else
34. [] Ever been kicked out of a grocery store/off their property
35. [x] Touched the stove, the curling iron, a hot pan, etc when its on, even though you knew it was hot
36. [] Taken off your clothes to change into something else then accidentally put the old clothes back on.
37. [x] Wondered why something wasn't working then realized it wasn't plugged in
38. [x] Put the cereal in the fridge, or put the milk in the cupboard (do that all the time)
39. [x] Walked into a pole
40. [] Wore two different earrings or shoes by accident/stolen someones shoes by accident

Running total: 27

41. [x] took a picture of someone's eye with the flash on
43. [x] Gotten a ring stuck on your finger because you put it on even though you knew it was too small
44. [] Walked out of the bathroom (stall) with toilet paper stuck to your shoe without realizing it
45. [x] Went to go do something/go get something, then when you got there, you forgot what it was that you were going to do
46. [x] Picked up someone else's drink and drank out of it by accident when your drink was right next to it
47. [x] Fallen out of your chair while trying to pick something up
48. [x] Have poked yourself in the eye
49. [] Have gotten in the shower with your socks still on
50. [] Melted your hairbrush while blow drying your hair

Running total: 33

51. [x] Have done enough stupid things to make a test
52. [x] Have accidentally stabbed yourself with a pencil
53. [x] Have sung the wrong verse to a song without realizing it
54. [x] Have given an odd answer to a question because you didn't hear the question in the first place and didn't feel like asking what it was
55. [x] Told someone you were the wrong age because you seriously forgot how old you were
56. [] Looked into an overhead purposefully while it was on
57. [x] Got up early and got ready for school/work, then realized that you didn't have school/work that day
58. [x] Forgot your own phone number (I don't know my phone number)
59. [x] Have tripped on a cord after someone told you to watch out for i... ]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/28082917/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/28082917/ Sun, 01 Nov 2009 09:24:40 PST
Ahhhh it's driving me insane!
I got ill just 3 fucking days before my testweek!
I'm sooo worried, I couldn't concentrate yesterday and on friday at ALL because I was fucking sick..
I lay all day in bed hoping it would pass as soon as posslible and now I'm going to screw up...

I got addicted to Trauma Center on the DS. AGAIN.
Probably because I couldn't do anything else this weekend.

With love,
Ill-Nessio.

/rant journal

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/27995501/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/27995501/ Tue, 27 Oct 2009 13:49:15 PDT
School is driving me insane.
I've got a testweek next week and I'm so fucking nervous.
It isn't like it's the first time I've got this so I don't get it...
So I'm eating schoolbooks for breakfast and aahhh! D:
My social life will be killed this week and next week.....

But one positive thing;
I've borrowed the new album from Rammstein from a schoolmate and it's the most awesome music I've listened for a while. I wanna see them live~ I HAVE TO~ But it's soooo fucking expencive...


Now I'm going to make a little survey just to relax a bit... I've stolen it from
Soooo... Here it comes;

1. When you are stressed, what is the first thing you do?
I get demotivated.... And then I go talk to people who can make me feel better... Like my boyfriend, my brother or my friends.

2. Does crying really make things better or worse?
Depends on the situation.

3. Is there anyone you can tell everything to?
Yes. Mon petit ami!

4. What calms you down the most?
Talking to people I trust and love.

5. Any kind of music that makes you feel better?
The mindlessness from Mindless Self Indulgence, the sexyness from Rammstein, the loveydoveyness from Hellogoodbye and the easygoingness from Johnny Hollow... Most of the music I listen to CAN make me feel better (except for hard-core emo things like MCR) but it depends on the situation...

6. Are you generally a happy person?
Mostely I am.

7. What or who puts the biggest smile on your face?
Casper!

8. Do you ever over-react on the smallest things?
Yesterday my parents told me I do.

9. Ever suffer from bad depression or anxiety?
I'm not sure. But if I did it wasn't a bad depression.

10. Mad about something?
School.

11. Happy about something?
Yes!

12. Currently with someone?
Yes ___

13. Happy about that?
More than happy <3

14. How long now?
One and a half month. Not sure though.

15. Have you married this person or got engaged?
I'm just 16... I have no plans of marrying yet or whatsoever.

16. Like to cuddle?
A lot. But it depends on the person I cuddle with.

17. Do you like sensitivity?
Yes, or else I'd hate myself because I'm a reaaally sensitive person.

18. Is your partner open about their feelings towards you?
Yes. And wth; what sort of questions are this?! WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME? xD

19. Still in love?
More than that

20. Do looks really matter?
Yes.

21. If they don’t like your family or friends, does that really matter?
Depends how he deals with that.

22. Who starts the most arguments?
What arguments?

23. Have besties in your life?
Sortof... But I don't call them besties. I call them "very good friends".

24. Who are they?
They know that themselves. And if they don't; I do. I think it's rediculous to write that down on dA.

25. Do you see them a lot?
Most go to the same school.. So yes.

26. Do they like the guy/girl you are with?
I think they do. And if they don't; then I don't care. That's their own problem. As long they don't bug me with it I'm fine with it.

27. Which one lives the farthest away?
He lives 50 minutes from me with the train.

28. Do you get along with everyone?
Yes. They're my "very good friends" after all?.. This is the weirdest survey I've ever made.

29. Are you too nice of a person towards people?
Depends.

30. Would you give anything to someone in need of help?
Depends on who...

31. Would you consider ever getting a tattoo of your bff on you?
Never. Friendship comes and goes; so thats why I don't call anyone my "BFF" and why I wouldn't tattoo it.

32. What about your partner?
Nope. And to be honest; I actually don't want a tattoo.

33. Know anyone two-faced?
Lots of people.

34. Are you a lover or fighter?
Lover.

35. Ever been in a fist-fight?
Yes. 3 years ago.

36. Have you been in a abusive relationship?
No.

37. Are you more to verbally fight or physically fight?
Verbally.

38. Do you consider yourself in sha... ]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/27643851/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/27643851/ Thu, 08 Oct 2009 01:08:54 PDT
Level 1
(x) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar (Want to try to smoke a cuban one time...)
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
SO FAR: 1

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love (I am in love, and I love it.)
(x) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR: 4

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person (4 years older to be precise. I'm glad that's over)
(x) Skipped Class (I did that 2 years ago all the time)
( ) Slept With A Co-worker (OMG)
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die (My cat )
SO FAR: 7

Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantART / sheezyart Friends (does someone from hyves count?)
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
(x) Thrown Up From Drinking
SO FAR: 9

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone Through Internet (multiple times)
(x) Been in a Mosh Pit (yaaay and I love to do that~)
SO FAR: 12

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers (paracetamol.... xD)
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have (Luckily I'm not in that situation now )
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 16

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party (when I was little)
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle (done that a little while ago with Femo 8D)
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up
SO FAR: 20

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sliding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
( ) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
SO far: 24

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
(x) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake (why should I kill a snake?..)
SO FAR: 26

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled (who isn't)
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized (yeah.. they stole my last 20 euro I had :c)
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood (ofcourse...)
SO FAR: 29

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
SO FAR: 32

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces (HAHA! WIN!)
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night (yeahhh... Ben & Jerry's )
( ) Danced in the moonlight (Lol. Wicca.)
SO FAR : 33

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look (I'm surprised if somebody didn't)
(x) Witnessed A Crime
(x) Pole Danced (Hahaha)
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
SO FAR: 38

Level 15
( ) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean (Yeah )
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying (Yes... It was terrible... But luckily it turned out all right xD)
SO FAR: 40

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep (Meh...)
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins (Is that something special? o: )
SO FAR: 45

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose (Coca Cola, Water jwz)
(x) Kissed In The Rain (THIS ISN'T STUPID BTW!!!)
SO FAR: 49

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus (I even did that last year)
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About (My family? xD)
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere
SO FAR: 53

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party (would never do that)
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey (EW! THAT'S SO GROSS!!! But I have been humped by a dog once... ;___; )
SO FAR: 54

Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls (Last year)
(x) Jumped Off A Bridge (I just wanted to jump in the river; no suicide)
(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins
SO FAR: 57

Level 21
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Po... ]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/27277793/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/27277793/ Fri, 18 Sep 2009 09:56:05 PDT
I've got a bit of an artistblock...

Well.. Actually It's more that I fail at drawing with the computer.
Soooo when I get the occasion to scan my drawings I made at artclass at school I'll upload a looot
I hope my computer-artistblock will be over soon.

Sooo... That's all... I guess.

With love <3
Nessio.

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/27051593/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/27051593/ Sun, 06 Sep 2009 10:14:10 PDT
So I decided to do a stupid journal survey because I'm effin bored.

001. Real name → Onessa. Aweful name.
002. Nickname(s) → Nessio, Ness.. And more.
003. Zodiac sign → Pisces.
004. Male or female → Female.
005. Elementary → hm?
006. Middle School → hm?
007. High School → Middle school and high school are the same in the Netherlands.
008. Hair color → Dark brown.
009. Long or short → My hair is long, I am short.
010. Loud or Quiet → Depends...
011. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans ftw.
012. Phone or Camera → Phone and Camera
013. Health freak → A bit.
014. Drink or Smoke? → Drink. Happy little, happy little, happy little boozer!
015. Do you have a crush on someone? → Yes.
016. Eat or Drink → Drink.
017. Piercings → In my ears. But not anymore because I'm allergic to most sorts of metal.
018. Tattoos → Nevah.

HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane → Yes.
020. Been in a car accident → Nope.
021. Been in a fist fight → Yes.

FIRSTS:
022. First piercing → In my ears.
023. First best friend → I don't call people best friends or not. Friends are friends and it's just a feeling when I like one better than another.
025. First award → None. I phail.
026. First crush → Hahaha, that was a classmate of me.. Back in 7th grade.
028. First big vacation → Croatia.

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to → Stella.
030. Last person you texted → Ellis.
031. Last person you watched a movie with → My brother.
032. Last food you ate → A kaizerbrot with marshmallow fluff.
033. Last movie you watched → INGLORIOUS BASTERDS
034. Last song you listened to → I'd tell you but... - Anti-flag
035. Last thing you bought → A sweater.
036. Last person you hugged → Loes.

FAVES:
037. Food → Dunno... Syrup Waffels?
038. Drinks → Coffee.
039. Clothing → Lots of.
040. Book → A Series of Unfortunate Events.
041. Music → Industrial. Fav band is MSI.
042. Flower → Rose. I'm so cliché...
043. Colors → Hot-pink, a particular tone of blue and black.
044. Movies → Atm; Inglorious Basterds.
045. Shoes → My DC sneakers.
046. Subjects → History and art.

IN THE PAST YEAR I ... :
047. [ ] kissed in the snow
048. [ ] celebrated Halloween
049. [x] had your heart broken
050. [x] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [ ] someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. [ ] came out of the closet
053. [ ] gotten pregnant
054. [ ] had an abortion
055. [x] done something you've regretted
056. [x] broke a promise
057. [x] hid a secret
058. [x] pretended to be happy
059. [x] met someone who changed your life
060. [x] pretended to be sick
061. [x] left the country
062. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
063. [x] cried over the silliest thing.
064. [ ] ran a mile
065. [x] went to the beach with your best friend(s)
066. [ ] stay single the whole year

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating → My sleeve.. xD
068. Drinking → Juice.
069. I'm about to → fall asleep.
070. Listening to → Emirge - Anti-Flag.
071. Plans for today/tomorrow → School. That's all.
072. Waiting for → an answer.

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? → Ask again when I'm 30.
074. Want to get married? → Nope.
075. Careers in mind → Lots of, dunno what I like most.

WHICH IS BETTER ON A BOY/GIRL?
076. Lips or eyes → Eyes. Especially when they're blue or green.
077. Shorter or taller? → Taller! I love tall boys.
078. Romantic or spontaneous → Both.
079. Nice stomach or nice arms → Nice stomach <3
080. Sensitive or loud → Both.
081. Hookup or relationship → Relationship!
082. Troublemaker or hesitant → Both. As long it's not too extreme.

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts → Sun glasses? Yes.
084. Ran away from home → Don't see the point of that.
085. Held a gun/knife for self defense → Nope.
086. Killed somebody → Nope.
087. Broken someone's heart → Yes. Probably multiple times.
088. Been arrested → Nope.
089. Cried when someone died → No. And I regret that.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself → Yes. I should.
091. Miracles → What sort of miracles?
092. Love at first sight → Not love but you can have a crush at first sight.
093. Heaven → Nope.
094. Sant... ]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/26934773/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/26934773/ Mon, 31 Aug 2009 11:38:49 PDT
Sorry that I'm not uploading anything lately.
I feel gloomy as shit and I don't know how to make myself feel better.

I hope this problem what makes me feel like this will be solved soon.
Or else I'll go nuts.

With love,
Nessio.

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/26848595/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/26848595/ Thu, 27 Aug 2009 01:33:32 PDT

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/26585198/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/26585198/ Fri, 14 Aug 2009 08:17:39 PDT
I'm still in Croatia.. It's boring me out, I wish I was back in Holland.

But oh well, I'll live, still eleven days to go and a whole garderobe to buy (I got sick of my clothes so I went on a shoppingspree here).
The only thing that bothers me with going back home is the thought I'll have to go to school soon.

That's all I've got to say D:

With love,
Nessio.

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/26149474/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/26149474/ Fri, 24 Jul 2009 11:30:31 PDT I'm really bored so I'm going to make a little journal survey thingy after I've told you some stuff.
I'm going to Croatia this summer, from the 30th of july till the end of august.
Can't say I'm longing to go there, but meh, I'll live

So here you go surveyy;

Your real name: Onessa.
Age: 16.
Height: 164 cm that's about 5'4.
Natural hair colour: dark brown.
Eye colour: Hazel.
Skin color: I'm fucking pale.
Glasses/contacts?: Nope.
Piercings: None.
Tattoos: None, and I don't want any.
Braces: None.
Mannerisms: What's that?
Other distinctive markings: I've got frecles

FAVOURITE
Colour: Pink, blue and black.
Band: Mindless Self Indulgence.
Video game: Trauma Center or the Sims 2.
Movie: Juno or Pride & Prejudice.
Book: The whole series of A Series Of Unfortunate Events.
Food: Italian.
Game on a cell phone: Tetris! 8D
CD: If from Mindless Self Indulgence.
Flower: Roze.
Scent: Don't know.
Animal: Cat or Sheep.
Comic book: Lenore.
Cereal: Coco Pops.
Website: Hyves.
Cartoon: Family Guy?

DO YOU
Play an instrument?: Nope.
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?: I don't watch TV at all.
Like to sing?: Yes, but I fail at it. xD
Have a job?: Yes.
Have a cell phone?: Even better; I've got an iPhone.
Like to play sports?: No.
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Yes!
Have a crush on someone?: Yes!!
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?: Yes; Holland.
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?: No, we've got just one.
Have any special talents/skills?: Drawing and giving people fun nicknames.
Exercise daily?: I cycle.

CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?: No D:
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?: Yes!
Speak any other languages?: Dutch, Englisch and Croatian.
Go a day without food?: Yes, but I never do that.
Remember your dreams: Sometimes.
Read music, not just tabs?: A little bit. But I fail at it.
Roll your tongue?: Yes.
Eat a whole pizza?: Haha, yes.

HAVE YOU EVER
Won something in the lottery?: Nope.
Snuck out of the house?: Nah. My parents would kill me.
Lied to get out of trouble?: Lots of times.
Had a computer crash?: No.
Gotten lost in your city?: Nah.
Seen a shooting star?: Yesh.
Been to any other countries?: Uhuh.
Had a serious surgery?: Nope.
Stolen something important to someone else?: I don't steal things.
Solved a rubiks cube?: A few times, forgot how you do that...
Gone out in public in your pajamas?: Yes... D:
Cried over a girl?: Nope.
Cried over a boy?: Yes.
Kissed a random stranger?: Not random.
Hugged a random stranger?: Yes.
Been in a fist fight?: Yes.
Been arrested?: No.
Done drugs?: Just weed twice.
Had alcohol?: Is that something special? xD
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?: Not milk.
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: Nah.
Sneaked into the opposite sex's bathroom?: That's pathetic.
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?: Nawh.
Swore at your parents?: Yes, lots of times. -_-'
Kicked a guy where it hurts?: HAHAHAHA YES xD
Been to a casino?: Nope.
Ran over an animal and killed it?: Frog... D:
Broken a bone?: I nearly broke my finger..
Gotten stitches?: Yes, in my leg.
Had a water balloon fight in winter?: Hahaha. No.
Made homemade muffins?: Lots of times
Bitten someone?: Hahaha, yes.
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?: Nope.
Burped in someone’s face?: Ew, that's just.. Ew.

WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth: This morning.
Cried: Don't remember.
Went to the bathroom: A hour ago.
Saw a movie in a theatre: Last time was.. Benjamin Button.. So this year.
Read a book: I'm reading twilight now.
Had a snow day: This year.
Had a party: Don't remember... In june?
Went to a doctor: When they had to take me stitches out... So that's last year.
Tripped in front of someone: Don't remember.
Went to the grocery store: A few hours ago.
Got sick: A bit more than a month ago ö
Got cursed: I don't believe in curses.
Called someone: I don't like calling people on the phone.

DO YOU PREFER
Fruit/vegetables: Fruit! Fruit is sweet.
Black/whit... ]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/26025558/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/26025558/ Sat, 18 Jul 2009 12:21:00 PDT
Three Names You Go By:
1. Onessa
2. Ness
3. Nessio

Three Screen Names You've Had:
1. Nessio
2. Nessio007
3. Nessionessa

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
1. My face.
2. My hair.
3. My brainz.

Three Physical Things You Don't Like About Yourself:
1. My ass.
2. My hands.
3. My toes.

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1. Croatian.
2. Czech.
3. Polish.

Three Things That Scare You:
1. Dogs.
2. Big dark spaces.
3. Pedophiles/Rapists.

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1. iPhone.
2. Shoes.
3. Vivienne Westwood necklace.

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1. Black shirt with a print on it which is a blue birdcage with turquoise birds.
2. Red hotpants.
3. My new necklace from mango.

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1. Mindless Self Indulgence.
2. Billy Talent.
3. KoRn.

Three Of Your Favorite Songs:
1. Fallen Leaves - Billy Talent.
2. Shut Me Up - Mindless Self Indulgence.
3. Lights Out - Mindless Self Indulgence.

Three New Things You Want To Try In The Next 12 Months:
1. Love my boyfriend fully c:
2. Get good grades at school.
3. Get my hands on a cheap Rammstein ticket!

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
1. Trust.
2. Love.
3. Fun.

Two Truths And A Lie
1. I miss my BF.
2. I have red nail varnish on my nails.
3. I have a crush now.

Three Things About The Opposite Sex That Appeal To Me:
1. Bright green eyes.
2. Skinny.
3. Alternative.

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1. Drawing.
2. Hanging out with my friends.
3. Going to concerts from bands.

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
1. See my BF.
2. New clothes.
3. Go back home.

Three Careers You're Considering:
1. Psycholigist.
2. Artist.
3. Something with history.

Three Places I Want To Go On Vacation:
1. Norway.
2. Czech Republic.
3. Italy.

Three Things To Do Before I Die:
1. Live my life fully as an optimist.
2. Have a good life.
3. Finishing school.

Three Celeb crushes:
1. Ben Kowalewicz.
2. James McAvoy.
3. Jimmy Urine.

AND I TAG:


]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/26002031/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/26002031/ Fri, 17 Jul 2009 08:34:28 PDT But I'm bored as shit.

So here, a journal survey;


SEVEN CIRCLES

--CIRCLE ONE: THE OUTSIDE

1. What's your name: Onessa.

2. How tall are you: 1.64 m, that's approximately 5'4.

3. What color are your eyes: Hazel.

4. What color is your hair: Very dark brown.

5. Are you Male or Female: Female.

6. What is your best feature (physically): My eyebrows.

7. What's your shoe size: 37 european.. Dunno the american sizes.

8. Glasses, y/n: Nope. Do have fake nerd-glasses I wear sometimes.

9. Did you ever have braces: Nope.

10. On a typical day you are wearing: Skinny jeans, a shirt, a hoodie and DC sneakers.

11. When you go to bed you're wearing: In the winter oldschool PJ's, in the summer a pair of hotpants and a shirt.

12. Work out/exercise about how often: I cycle everyday 1 hour.

--CIRCLE TWO: NO IDEA

1. Name five of your favorite bands: Mindless Self Indulgence, Billy Talent, Rammstein, Anti-Flag. KoRn.

2. Name five of your favorite singers: Jimmy Urine, Ben Kowalewicz, Jonathan Davis, Johnny Rotten, Serj Tankian.

3. Name three songs you are currently playing nonstop: Kiss - KoRn. Something I Can Never Have - Nine Inch Nails. High Heels - Mando Diao.

4. Name one song that best describes your life right now: Like a Boss - The Lonely Island.

5.Name one song that best describes your life one year ago: You'll Rebel To Anything (As Long As It's Challenging) - Mindless Self Indulgence.

6. When you're driving, what are the preset stations on your radio: I don't drive.

7. What's the last CD you bought: Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge - My Chemical Romance. That's quite a while ago though...

8. Was the last CD you burned an actual CD or a mix: I don't burn CD's.. xD

9. Name one song/band/singer you're embarrassed to like but do: LADY GAGA! XD

10. If you could only attend one concert ever again, it would be: MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE!

11. DUN DUN DUUUUUNN ...: *Fap fap*

12. Name a group you used to like but feel you've grown out of: My Chemical Romance!

--CIRCLE THREE: MOVIES/TELEVISION

1. Name your favorite actor: James McAvoy. Johnny Depp. Jim Carrey. Tom Green.

2. Name your favorite actress: Helena Bonham Carter.

3. Name your favorite television show right now: Family Guy.

4. Name five really cool movies you've recently seen: Twilight! Freddy Got Fingered. Lola Rennt. Can't think of more.

5. Your favorite canceled television show: NEARLY EVERYTHING FROM CARTOONNETWORK!! Dx (we don't have that here...)

7. Name one movie you wish you hadn't wasted time/money on recently: Don't know.. I've seen lots of terrible movies, but I've forgotten about them.

8. You would never watch a movie with Zac Efron?: I'm actually quite curious to 17 again.. xD

9. Favorite candy/food to watch movies with: Lickerish, Popcorn... :I

10. Three favorite tv channels: Cartoonnetwork. MTV. Comedy Central.

11. Favorite reality show: PROJECT RUNWAY

12. Favorite character on a reality show: ?

--CIRCLE FOUR: WORD ASSOCIATION
(Write the first word/thing/person that comes into your head when you read this word)

1. Coffee: Mindless Self Indulgence.

2. Dog: Fear.

3. Slut: My toe.

4. Candy: Food.

5. Pole: Ice.

6. Ocean: Croatia.

7. Brave: Bella (from twilight).

8. Loving: .

9. Cookie: Chocolate.

10. Death: Daily.

11. Life: Nice.

12. Child: Sara (my niece).

--CIRCLE FIVE: WHICH WOULD YOU PREFER:
(bold the one you prefer)

for those of you who don't know how, you put a b inside <> to bold, and a /b inside <> to end bold.

1. Ten guilty men go free OR One innocent man goes to jail for life?

2. Eaten by a lion OR Eaten by thousands of small insects?

3. A life of contentment without love OR A life with love and heartache?

4. Skydiving from a plane OR Bungee jumping off a bridge?

6. No television OR No music?

7. No more pizza ever OR No more chocolate ever?

8. A trip to Europe OR a trip to Hawaii?

9. An hour with your future soul mate OR An hour with a lost loved one?

10. No longer being able to cry OR No longer being able to feel the need to cry?

11. Sex without love OR love without sex?

12. Loving someone who doesn't love... ]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/25585710/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/25585710/ Sat, 27 Jun 2009 11:27:37 PDT I've just been shopping and I've bought a lot of nice clothing <3

And now I'm going to do this little survey.
I'm supposed to learn for my German test.. But I'm too lazy. xD

So, here; a survey about how much I've fucked up my life 8D...

[x] Gotten kissed.
[x] Gotten a phone taken away in class. (That was so embarrasing, but it was also funny)
[ ] Gotten suspended.
[x] Gotten caught chewing gum.
[ ] Gotten caught cheating on a test.
Total So Far: 3

[x] Arrived late to class more than 5 times.
[x] Didn't do homework over 5 times. (5 times is nothing in compared to what I do, baby. I don't do anything at all @ school.. xD)
[x] Turned at least 3 projects in late.
[x] Missed school just because you felt like it.
[ ] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class.
Total So Far: 8

[ ] Got your mom, dad, etc. to get you out of school.
[x] Text people during class.
[x] Passed notes. (I do that all the time~)
[x] Threw stuff across the room.
[x] Laughed at the teacher.
Total So Far: 12

[x] Been in a fight at school, fist or verbal. (fist once, verbal a lot of times.)
[x] Took pictures during school hours.
[x] Called someone during school hours. (In the break? Does that count?)
[x] Listened to iPod, CD, etc during school hours.
[x] Skipped a class period.
Total So Far: 17

[ ] Threw something at the teacher.
[ ] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[x] Broke the dress code. (who didn't)
[ ] Failed a class.
[x] Ate food during class.
Total So Far: 19

[ ] Gotten a call from school.
[ ] Couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly.
[x] Given a teacher the finger when they weren't looking.
[x] Curse during class/school. (lol... whut?)
Total So Far: 21

[x] Faked your parents signature.
[ ] Slept in class.
[x] Cursed at your teacher.
[x] Copied homework.
[ ] Got in trouble with the principal/the vice principal.
Total So Far: 24


Multiply by 3
Grand total: 24 x 3 = 72

Post as "I screwed up ___% of my teenage life"

I tag; , and

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/25487758/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/25487758/ Tue, 23 Jun 2009 04:20:40 PDT
Please fill this in for me and post it in this journal.
I'm reeeaaally curious
(And I'm bored)

1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Film:
5. Favorite Song or Album:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of dA?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favorite memory of us?
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favorite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? (If you have no idea, just say something crazy, it'll entertain me!)
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/25412313/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/25412313/ Fri, 19 Jun 2009 09:52:54 PDT
Enjoy.


1. tag 10 ppl (not the one who sent it to you!)
2. answer all truthfully
3. take it in public!
4. tell all tagges on their profile that they have been tagged,
and link to your journal.


Info
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4. (OHOHOHOOO~ I'm 5'5.. I'm still a midget but who cares.)
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. (Only when I have my period)
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily. (I burn.)
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces. (Hehe, nope.)
[ ] I wear glasses
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday. (When I'm 30 or something...)
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[x] I have a job (I'm Cinderella)
[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework. (hehe... No comment)
[x] I've missed a week or more of school. (couple of times.)
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years (what's that?)
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public. (that was terrible... D: )

Health
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada. (would like to go there, though)
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe. (I live in Europe)
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. (hahaha, I did.)
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping. (what's that?)
[x] I've played spin the bottle. (the last time was terrible.. but that's already 4 years ago)
[x] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. (probably once..)
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing. (on fake snow. I was terrible at it)
[x] I've been in a play. (At school, and drama-class)
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace. (not from myspace but from hyves. It's nearly the same)
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single. (yeah. would love to have a BF)
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[x] I've gone on a blind date. (haha, sorta.)
[x] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment. (I had)
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. (lots of times.. But it never was serious)
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. (haha. I'm a terrible person)
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship. (a ring.. xD)

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger... ]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/25272157/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/25272157/ Fri, 12 Jun 2009 11:53:27 PDT
ONE - Write your name without vowels: nss
TWO - Are you single?: Yush. ö
THREE - Whats your favorite number?: I don't have a fav number.
FOUR- What colour do you wear most?: Black and pink, though I'd love to wear more blue.
FIVE - Least favorite colour: Orange.
SIX - What are you listening to?: Billy Talent - Saint Veronika.
SEVEN - What do you smoke?: Nothing... x:
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?: I am...
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?: They told me I looked like Avril Lavigne... BUT I DISAGREE.
TEN - What is your favorite class in school?: Drawing and History.
ELEVEN - Do you shop at hollister/abercrombie/AE?: We don't have that in Holland.
TWELVE - How do you make money: I have a job, my parents won't give me a single penny.
THIRTEEN- Who is/are your best friend(s)?: They can make that up by theirselves, I guess.
FOURTEEN - When do you start back @ school/college?: What? xD
FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing?: I am.. Although I'm also very shy.
SIXTEEN - One word to describe you?: Fapfap. 8D
SEVENTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes?: My pink/black/white DC sneakers.
EIGHTEEN- Do you own huge sunglasses?: Lots of them <3
NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now?: A show from Billy Talent <3
TWENTY- What should you be doing right now?: Making homework?

THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?: Yush.
Can you dance?: They say I can...?
Can you do a cart wheel?: Don'tknow, have never done that before.
Can you tie a cherry stem?: Yes.
Can you whistle?: I'm not good at it but I can.
Can you wiggle your ears?: No.. xD
Can you wiggle your nose?: Yush.

THE DIDS:
Did you ever get into a fist fight in school?: Yes. But that's a looong time ago... & I was just defending myself from that fat monster. xD
Did you ever run away from home?: No, and I'm not planning to.
Did you ever want to be a doctor?: No, nevahs.
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?: Nooope.

THE DOS:
Do you believe in God?: No.
Do you know how to swim?: Yesh.
Do you like roller coasters?: Not really.
Do you own a bike?: I have 2 of them
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: Probably...

THE DOES:
Does hair loss run through your family?: No. Luckily.
Does your car get good gas mileage?: What is that?
Does your family have family picnics?: Nope.

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes, and I thought I was going to die.. xD
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Yush.
Have you ever been to the ocean?: At least every summer.
Have you ever gone fishing?: Haha, I did.
Have you ever painted your nails?: ....My nails are painted. Even now.

THE LASTS:
Last person you hung out with?: I don't know... Femke?
Last thing you said out loud?: "muh"? I dunnooo...
Last thing someone said to you?: I don't remember.. It was irellevant...

THE WHATS:
What are you listening to?: Billy Talent.
What is the temperature outside?: Don't know, don't care.
What radio station do you listen to?: I don't listen to the radio.
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: Wagamama in London.
What was the last thing you bought?: An icecream.
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: Ned's survival gids.

THE WHOS:
Who is your newest friend you added to Facebook?: I don't have facebook.
Who was the last person you MSN'd?: Femke.
Who talked to you on the phone last?: My brother.
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: Ben Kowalewicz lolnothatsaliebutIdidphotographhim..
Who was the last person to leave you a comment?: Dunno.. XD

CRYING SECTION:
Have you ever cried your heart out?: A few times.
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: No..
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: Yes... That was last year.
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Yesh.
Do you cry when you get an injury?: Haha, yes.
Do certain songs make you cry?: Nope.

HAPPY SECTION:
Are you a happy person?: Nearly always. I'm a real optimist.
Do you wish you were happier?: I'm happy enough.
Is being happy overrated?: For some people it is. For me it's the best thing on earth.
Can music make you happy?: YES.

LOVE SECTION
How many times have you had your heart broken?: Once. ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/25154418/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/25154418/ Sat, 06 Jun 2009 02:01:21 PDT
Sorry for the lack of uploads the last few months... I've just got one thing to say about that, and that is "school sucks". I'd love to draw, but I've got quite a lot to do and my exams are coming up...

I've been on the 1st of June to a Dutch festival called Pinkpop... That's a pop/rock festival which is made because it's Pentecost those days... It's actually 3 days long but I've just been to the last day (aka; the best one). I've seen the shows from The Gaslight Anthem (not so impressive), The All-American Rejects (that was a lot of fun Ü ), Mando Diao (that was quite fun too), BILLY TALENT (that was amazing!!~~ /fangirl), Katy Perry (She's better live) and The Ting Tings... Sooo that was nice but I was really tired and exausted afterwards, but it was worth it.

Sooo that's what's going on in my life (it isn't thát interesting, but who cares) aaand nao I'm going to do a journal-meme-questionary thing I've stolen from

1. What is your DeviantArt name and what does it mean?
Nessio... It's the nickname of my real name Onessa... But most people call me Ness, Nene and Nessomon lately..

2. Why did you join this site?
Because I've just got my tablet at that time, and my bro already had an really awesome gallery so I wanted to show the world how much I like to draw.. And I also wished to get friends and feedback on my art... But it was really long ago... ö

3. What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined?
I know it was System of a Down.. But it was probably more... I guess I liked Pita-ten also.. But I don't remember. :I

4. How many people are you currently watching now?
130...

5. Your first gift ever was to?
Don't remember... If it was on dA it probably was for my brother...

6. List five things you are a fan of?
1.) Jimmy Urine (lead-singer from MSI).
2.) Ben Kowalewicz (lead-singer from Billy Talent).
3.) Mindless Self Indulgence.
4.) Billy Talent.
5.) Rammstein.

7.) List four people you look up to the most?
1.) My brother, because he's an amazing artist.
2.) A dude I know IRL, because he's really intelligent.
3.) Jimmy Urine because he's the best musician evahz
4.) I actually don't look up to people, I just think they're awesome...


9. How many pets do you own?
I had 1 cat... But she died because of cancer. Now I want a new kitty.. :c

12. Name 3 aspects of your personality?
1.) Weird.
2.) Optimist.
3.) Sometimes Arrogant.

13. If you could have a power what would it be?
The power that I would never be tired and that I'd be able to concentrate always.

14. Who was the last person you talked to?
My brother.

15. Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?
Uuh.. I never say such things... I mostely show the dudes I love that I love them in other ways then words. (lol.. I'm so poetic.)

16. Write the first five things that pop into your head?
1.) Fapfap.
2.) Poetic.
3.) Pancake.
4.) Ben Kowalewicz.
5.) iPod.

17. What are the things you wish you could do better?
Drawing, English, and a bunch of other things.. Nothing will be good enough.

18. Do you like who you are?
I do. I think you first have to love yourself before you start loving otherpeople... Or else your life will be a mess.

19. Summer or winter?
Gimmeh summer!~

20. Rain or sun?
Sun.. I always like sun, but I like rain too, but only when I'm inside.

21. List 2 odd things about yourself?
1) I talk with my friends through drawings (sometimes, mostely at school).
2) I've got the power to locate a bishie anywhere, any time and any place. OHOHOHOOOO~~

22. Pop or Hip hop?
Hip Hop because Mickey Avalon is fucking awesome.

23. How many scars do you have?
Something like 4.. One is made accidentaly with a caligraphics-pen.

24. Do you wear spiked wristbands, collars & belts?
I do wear belts.. But I don't like spiked-wristbands and collars...

25. Do you own anything from Hot Topic?
No.. But I'd love to ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/24993424/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/24993424/ Thu, 28 May 2009 08:12:35 PDT Yush.

B - Best Friend(s)?
Not gonna tell you, that's my private choice...

C - CRUSH?
No one at the moment...

D - DOGS NAME?
Woof.

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO?
Depends on the situation.

F - Favorite Food?
Lasagna.

G - GUMMY BEARS OR WORMS?
Bears.

H - HOMETOWN?
Utrecht.

I - IF YOU COULD MOVE WOULD YOU?
Nope, I love my house and city.

J - JOB?
I'm cinderella and maybe I'm going to work at H&M... xD

K - KIDS?
Uhh... Don't wanna think about that now... Ask me when I'm 30.

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE?
4 days (with little breaks and sleeping at a hotel).

M - MILK FLAVOR?
Strawberry.

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS?
I have one silly brother.

O - ONE WISH?
To finally get a normal love-life. 8D

P- PHOBIA(S)?
Big spaces, dogs.

Q - FAVORITE QUOTE?
"Mindless Self Indulgence concert: 70$, T-shit: 25$, getting the shit signed: 10$; getting jizzed on by Little Jimmy Urine: Priceless. Mastercard"

R - REASON TO SMILE?
A lot of things, but at the moment; NO SCHOOL. But sadly.. I still have 4 weeks before summer break.

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD?
Evening Wear from Mindless Self Indulgence

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP?
7:24 or something. I was late.

U - UNKNOWN FACT ABOUT ME?
Dunno... I can't think of anything.. D:

V - VEGETABLES YOU LOVE?
Spinach.

W - WORST HABIT?
LAZYNESS!!

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD?
One, when my finger hurted.. D:

Y - YOUR MOM?
Mine is scary as hell.

Z - ZODIAC SIGN?
Pisces..

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/24901365/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/24901365/ Sat, 23 May 2009 04:16:37 PDT


[Name]- Onessa.
[Relationship Status]- Single. -__-'
[Gender]- Female.
[Birthday]- the 17th of March.
[Sign]- Pisces.
[Hair Colour]- Very dark brown.
[Eye Colour]- Hazel.
[Height]- 1,64 m (that's aproximately something like 5'5").
[Interested In]- A lot... Especially drawing, music, socializing.

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F-----------•

[Favourite Clothing Store]- Top Shop.
[Favourite Designer]- VIVIENNE WESTWOOD! And Christian Siriano.
[Sexiest Outfit]- No outfit at all 8D (lol. Just kidding).
[Most Comfortable Outfit]- My black adidas hoodie.
[Usual Outfit]- T-shirt with some silly print, skinny jeans, skate-shoes & a hoodie. And then in that way that it does look a bit feminim

--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

[Shampoo]- L'oreal, not sure what type..
[Current Song Through Headphones]- God Bless from Combichrist.
[Last Call]- My mom.
[Number of Online Buddies]- 9... But it's quite early, everybody is still asleep.

------------• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •-----------------

[Food]- Lasagna.
[Girls Names]- Don't care.
[Guys Names]- Damien.
[School Subjects]- History or Art-class. Duuhhhrr.
[Animals]- Unicorn 8D.

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------


[Smoked]- Yah...
[Bungee Jumped]- Nope, and not planning to.
[Regurgitated On Purpose]- rewhatted?
[Skinny Dipped]- Dunno what that is.. xD
[Fallen In Love]- Yes. I've had a couple of crushes. But I've been in love just once.
[Pictured Your Love Naked]- What? Pron? D;
[Cried When Death Occurred]- No... I feel guilty for that.
[Lied]- Who doesn't lie?
[Fallen For Your Best Friend]- Yes.
[Rejected Someone]- Couple 'o times.
[Used Somebody]- I'm not like that.
[Regretted An Action]- Ofcourse, but I can't change that now, so I don't care.

-----------• × • C U R R E N T • × •--------------

[Clothes]- PJ's 8D.
[Desktop]- A photo from Jimmy Urine (singer from MSI) from the show where I've been.
[CD In Player]- I don't have a CD player. I do it all with my iPhone.
[DVD In Player]- Last one was Silent Hill. PYRAMID HEAD FTW!!! 8D

----------------• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •----------------------

[Touched]- My brother.
[Instant Messaged]- Beatrijs or Irene. Not sure.
[Talked Online With]- Beatrijs or Irene. xD
["Sexed It Up With"]- None of yer business, beetches.

---------• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × •--------

[Kill]- No-one.
[Slap]- A lot of people.
[Get Wasted With]- Maya, we talked about that yesterday.. xD
[Get High With]- Irene...
[Talk to Offline]- Vincent? Perhaps Ellis or Femke.
[Talk to Online]- Don't care, as long it's a friend of me..

---------------• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • × ---------------

[Coke Or Pepsi]- Coca Cola. Pepsi is for fakers.
[Flowers Or Candy]- CANDEYYYYYYYY~~ xD
[Tall or Short]- Short for girls, tall for boys.

---------------• × • W H O • × • ---------------

[Makes You Laugh The Most]- Depends on the situation.
[Makes You Smile]- My bro, when I feel down.
[Gives You A Funny Feeling At A Glance]- Dunno.

-------------• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •-----------------

[Sit On The Internet Waiting For A Certain Someone To IM]- Hahaha. I diiid. 8D
[Wish You Were The Opposite Sex]- Sometimes, when I go shopping with my bro and realise guys clothing is much nicer.
[Wish You Were Younger]- I'm happy with my age.
[Cried Because Of A Statement Somebody Spoke]- Ofcoure.

----• × • N U M B E R • ו--------------

[Number of Heartbreaks]- 1
[Number of Guys I Have Kissed]- 2
[Number of Girls I Have Kissed]- 0... I'm straight, beetches.
[CDs I Own]- 4. Won't count my brothers with it.
[Scars On My Body]- 4.... 2 big ones, 2 small ones.

---------------------------------------


Yaaay, this was fun 8D

And I taaag... EVERYONE.

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/24779835/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/24779835/ Sat, 16 May 2009 01:16:54 PDT

MYTHICAL CREATURE QUIZ:

Centaur:
[] You are rather wild, and let your instincts run you. (I think about things, youknow?)
[] You get drunk a lot.
[] Bravery and boldness is second nature to you.
[] You have a deep love for astronomy and the universe.
[x] You like to read your daily horoscope. (But I don't believe in it 8D)
[x] You have a high level of pride in yourself. (Sometimes a bit too high.)
[] In the woods is the best place for you to be. (Na-uh! It f*cking freaks me out~)
[] You are spiritual.
[] The horse is your favorite animal.
[] You are possessive and territorial.
Total: 2

Elf:
[] Your ears are slightly pointed at the tips (be honest).
[x] You are very intelligent.
[x] Your five senses are extremely keen.
[x] Your weight is quite a bit lighter than the average person at your particular height.
[] You always wear elegant clothes and speak as politely as possible.
[] You are most at peace when you are gazing at something beautiful, like nature.
[] You look very young for your age.
[x] You rarely get sick.
[x] You are a very hard worker. (If I start, but that's the hardest part 8D)
[] Above all other superpowers, you would love to read minds or see the future.
Total: 5

Fairy:
[x] You are happy a lot of the time. (I'm an optimist, so I should.)
[] The best superpower to you would be to fly.
[x] You are very shy. (It's terrible, but I hide it a lot)
[] You love the forest and plant life in general.
[x] You are always willing to help others, even if you might not be the best to offer aid. (That's so me 8D)
[x] You are young and short. (16 + 1.64m? I guess I am...)
[] Dancing is one of your favorite pastimes.
[] If someone ticks you off, you are very clever with getting them back.
[] Your clothing isn't always presentable, but you are comfortable with what you wear. (I always think about what to wear..)
[] Circles are a wonderful symbol of unity to you.
Total: 4

Gnome/Dwarf:
[] You are excellent with crafts and handiwork.
[x] In social situations, you tend to be a little awkward.
[x] You are short for your age. (And I'll always be.. xD)
[] You are an isolationist.
[x] You love to play practical jokes on people. (who doesn't? 8D)
[x] You are extremely fascinated with jewelry. (especially necklaces)
[x] You look older than your age. (they say I look 17~18.. But I'm 16 ¬__¬ )
[] You love the woods and the mountains.
[] You are well off, or come from a family that is well off.
[] You have a short temper.
Total: 5

Harpy/Siren:
[x] You are best at talking bad about people behind their backs and not to their face. (Who isn't? 8D)
[x] When you are annoyed, you will go to a great extent to torment whoever did so to you. (sometimes)
[] You often take things that aren't yours.
[] You are easily angered.
[x] Death fascinates you. (It really does... ._.)
[x] You are female, or a feminine-looking man. (Yeash, I'm female.)
[] You associate yourself with the wind element.
[x] You can switch quickly between your light and dark side. (Sometimes too quickly. But I'm not proud of it.)
[x] You love to trick others.
[] You have a ravenous appetite. (I nearly have an appetite at all...)
Total: 5

Mermaid:
[x] You love the beach moreso because of the water than the shore itself. (Love to swim <3)
[x] Fish are some of the most beautiful creatures to you. (I <3 tropical fishies )
[x] The ultimate superpower to you would be to breathe underwater. (It would be pretty awesome.. ö )
[] You enjoy looking at ships, but not riding them, as well as you like ships for traveling, not hunting in the sea.
[] You are good at swimming. (Hahaha. No.)
[x] You like to collect shells.
[] You use sea items as jewelry or decoration.
[] You enjoy learning about the ocean and the life inside it.
[] You are extremely against ocean pollution, and someday, perhaps (if you haven't already), you will work to stop that.
[] Legs on land are not as important as a fin in the sea.
Total: 4

Vampire:
[x] You're a night person. (And a morning person. But a night person too)
[x] You have a fascination wit... ]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/24628889/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/24628889/ Thu, 07 May 2009 02:29:35 PDT
I apologise for my lack of uploads.
I'm quite inspirationless and I don't have enough time to make something good.
Hopefully I'll find time and hopefully I'll get my ispirado back.

With <3,
Nessio.

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/24628888/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/24628888/ Thu, 07 May 2009 02:29:34 PDT
I apologise for my lack of uploads.
I'm quite inspirationless and I don't have enough time to make something good.
Hopefully I'll find time and hopefully I'll get my ispirado back.

With <3,
Nessio.

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/24267544/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/24267544/ Thu, 16 Apr 2009 02:50:00 PDT So I decided to make a new journal and stuff..

The past few days I wasn't really happy...
I had the feeling that nobody understood me when I tried to work things out positively.
I'm not saying this to draw your attention or something,
I just wanted to write it down to feel better.
Yesterday I had the feeling everything worked out well in the end.
So I do feel better ATM, but I'm afraid everything will turn back and become shitty again.
And anyways, not all my worries are gone because I'm not getting the grades at school which I want to and where I work for. So I'm a little bit afraid of my parents reaction.

But these things aren't really interesting...

I've just read the book Blart(the boy who didn't want to save the world) and it's awesome. You guys should read it. At some points I had to laugh really hard because all the characters reminded me of people I know IRL.

And I've got a bit of an art-block.. Well, I draw the same as always... But I don't have the feeling I'm getting any better. And I can't think of nice idea's to draw... I'm sick of drawing always the same......

Perhaps I should make more photo's and stuff, while I'm living in an art-block. Maybe it'll help me to think of things and I've just got my dads old camera which is still very good.

I don't know what to write about,
So sorry for my emo-journal.

With <3,
Nessio.

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/23745711/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/23745711/ Tue, 17 Mar 2009 12:06:20 PDT
Today I like.. Turned 16

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/23426316/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/23426316/ Fri, 27 Feb 2009 01:28:33 PST
The questionary in my last journal annoyed me.
So I decided to make a new journal. 8D

I'm going to London in a week,
I can't wait; it'll be awesome!
Hopefully I'll find a lot of nice clothes and stuff,
Because where I live the shops suck; they nearly sell clothes I like...
And I have that problem for like.. A half year already.

Life's quite depressing atm,
Sorry that I spam you guys with my depressed journals.
There's just a lot of crap going on in my life atm...
Mostely I get over problems in a few moments,
But everything is happening at the same time so I feel bad.

Can't wait till spring.
& can't wait till London.

With <3,
Nessio (the emo-kid 8D).

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/23287422/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/23287422/ Thu, 19 Feb 2009 11:28:13 PST I'm awefully bored these days... XD

British
[x] You drink a lot of tea. (Every day... Before dinner)
[ ] You know what a brolly is. (What's that? Ö )
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[ ] You wanted Ben to win X Factor. (I hate the X Factor...)
[x] You use the word "bugger"or the phrase "bloody hell". (I use bloody hell a lot.)
[x] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[x] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[ ] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs. (I LOVE EMOS!! But I hate chavs.)
[x] It's football...not soccer. (It is... But I always say soccer because I don't want to confuse people.)
Total: 5/9

Australian
[ ] You wear flip flops all year.
[ ] You call flipflops thongs, not flip flops.
[x] You love a backyard barbie.
[x] You know a barbie is not a doll.
[x] You love the beach. (I love, love, love the beach! )
[x] Sometimes you swear without realizing. (Lol. Too much..)
[ ] You're a sports fanatic. (Ewwww~~)
[ ] You are tanned. (I'm white as shit... And I burn instead of tan)
[ ] You're a bit of a bogan. (what's that?)
[ ] You have an australian something.
Total: 4/10

Italian
[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[ ] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[x] Your grandmother makes her own sauces. (That's probably because Croatia is close to Italy)
[x] You know how a real meatball tastes. (I know how to make them..)
[ ] You know Italian songs.
[x] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[x] You speak some Italian. (Just a few words, but okay 8D)
[x] You are under 5'10'' (I'm super small.. I'm 5'4.. That's 1.64 m)
[ ] You know what a Italian horn is.
[x] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world! (I love spaghetti)
[x] You talk with your hands. (sometimes... xD)
Total: 7/11

Spanish
[ ] You say member instead of Remember.
[ ] You speak spanish or some.
[x] You like tacos.
[ ] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr. (I detest that. Dx)
[ ] You are dark skinned.
[x] You know what a Puta is.
[x] You talk fast occasionally. (lol... sometimes)
[ ] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair. (Been there, done that. Don't want it anymore)
[ ] You know what platanos are.
Total: 3/9

Russian
[ ] You say villian as: Vee-lon.
[ ] You get short tempered.
[x] You know of somebody named Natasha.
[ ] You don't get cold easily.
[x] Rain is fun for you. (Rain rocks, as long as I'm inside)
[ ] You get into contests all the time.
[x] You can easily make do with the cold weather.
Total: 3/7

Irish
[ ] You think beer is the best. (Gimmeh vodka...)
[ ] You have a bad temper.
[ ] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y.
[ ] You have blue or green eyes.
[ ] You like the colour green.
[ ] You have been to a st. pattys day party. (My b-day is on st. pattys.. So no.)
[ ] You have a family member from Ireland.
[ ] You have hair everywhere.
[x] You have/had freckles.
[x] Your family get-togethers always include drinking and singing. (My grandma sings when she's drunk.. it's so funny.. xD)
Total: 2/10

Asian
[ ] You have slanty/small eyes.
[x] You like rice a lot.
[ ] You are good at maths.
[ ] You play/have played the piano.
[ ] You have family from asia.
[x] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth. (sometimes..)
[ ] Most people think you're chinese.
[x] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[ ] You go to Baulko.
Total: 3/9

German
[ ] You like bread. (I HATE bread. I only eat is because it's good for me...)
[x] You think German Chocolate is good. (love it)
[x] You speak some German. (I'm quite good at German)
[x] You know what Schnitzel is. (love it)
[x] You went to pre-school. (haha, yes.)
[x] You're over 5'2. (Luckily... .___.)
[ ] You like Limburger cheese. (I hate cheese)
Total: 5/7

Canadian
[ ] You like/play/played hockey. (Ew... that's so snobbish)
[ ] You love beer. (not really)
[x] You say eh. A lot.
[ ] You know what poutine is.
[x] You speak some French. (just a tiny bit.. But I do)
[ ] You love Tim Horton's.
[ ] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[ ] You watch/watched degrassi.
Total: 2/8

LOL... I seem to be German.. 8D
Probably because Germany is next to Holland...

I tag: http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/23251639/ Tue, 17 Feb 2009 11:11:21 PST
Damn... I feel like a f*cking emo kid.
Sorry, for the whiney journal people...

Going to make some meme thingies..
Hopefully that'll cheer me a bit up Ü



I've stolen this one from :

Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
I have oldskool PJ's


Does anyone completely understand you?
Not really... But I don't think anyone'll ever understand me..


Is it usually easy for someone to make you smile?
Yes. But it depends on who and when.


Who was the last person to comment you?
I guess or.. xD


Have you ever liked someone, then realized you didn't?
Lots of times... And I hated it! Dx


At the beginning of January, who were you in a relationship with?
I wasn't in a relationshipz then.. I'm still not -__-'


Was New Year's enjoyable?
I had the worst headache ever.. But it was okay.. But x-mas was nicer.


When was the last time you talked to your best friend?
I do not want to call anyone my best friend.. It'll only hurt me in the end.. Ö


Do you have a facebook?
Nope.. xD


What are you doing later?
Probably being bored and inspirationless.


Ever been kissed under fireworks?
No. Perhaps I will in the future.. Who knows XD


Do you believe exes can be friends?
One is, and I'm glad he is. He always helps me when I'm in deep shit.


Where is your biological father right now?
He's watching TV with my mom xD


Are you a bad influence?
A year ago people told me I was, but I haven't heard anything about that for a long time.. But I probably am.. SOMETIMES.


Do you hate anyone?
I do dislike a lot of people.. But I do not hate anybody.


Will you have a valentine for the year 2009?
I didn't... But it doesn't matter, it'll come (hopefully) 8D


Can you easily tell if someone is fake?
Yes. That's so easy. I like to analyse people, and I do it a lot.


Have you ever slept in the same bed with someone you liked?
I didn't xD


Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Yes, but it depends on who... Only good people do.


Is anyone on your watch a virgin?
Whut? xD


What are you listening to?
Hellogoodbye.. They make really cute music ^^


Do you even try hard at school?
Mostly I do... But this year I'm quite of a school-fuck-up. xD


Will you be in bed in the next 20 minutes?
No... 20:10 is a bit too early for me..


What are the last five things you drank?
Water, Coca Cola, Applejuice, Tea, Coffee.


What are you planning on doing after this?
Another meme-thingy.. 8D


Do you currently have a hickie?
Lol.. No I don't 8D


Miss anyone?
Do not miss, but I do long for someone xD


Did the one person that hurt you most in your life apologize?
Not with words, but he did with deeds.


Who's the last person you hugged?
Ellis or Beatrijs.. I dunnuuu~


Ever had your heart broken?
Yes... ;___;


What are you wearing on your feet?
Ski-socks. They're so fluffy and warm 8D


Do you miss your childhood?
Not really.. I do miss some aspects from childhood, though.


Have you ever kissed someone and hated it?
Hmmmm.. Not really.


Are you wearing something you borrowed from someone?
I never borrow clothing. Well sometimes I borrow my brothers socks because their warmer than mine 8D


Is anyone on your bad side right now?
A lot... Believe me.. Or they're on the edge.. D:


How are you feeling at this exact moment?
A bit gloomy. I'm such an e... ]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/23217328/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/23217328/ Sun, 15 Feb 2009 13:57:00 PST DAMN f*cking IT.

I. Feel. Terrible.

I have to write something down, orelse I'll go nuts.

Have you ever had a problem you could solve if you would know what's the matter, but you do not so you feel terribly helpless?

Well, that's whats up with me atm.
But I'm too f*cking shy to ask whats up.
And I'm not waiting for a confrontation.

Sorry that I'm spamming you with this shit, without even saying whats really up.

But I don't know how to explain.



With <3,
Nessio.

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/23079279/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/23079279/ Sun, 08 Feb 2009 10:16:05 PST
I saw Mindless Self Indulgence yesterday.

They were the sex.
And they've got themselves a new fangirl.




With <3,
Nessio.



EDIT:

2 lucky one's caught the kiriban and sent me a screenie!!!
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE 10,000 pageviews!!!!

The lucky one's are:



]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/23014181/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/23014181/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 03:31:48 PST Damn, I've been ill for 4 days allready... DAMN.
I haven't been ill like this for like... TWO years.
Luckily I'm feelin' much better today, but my health isn't optimal yet... But oh well.

Saturday I'm going to see Mindless Self Indulgences show, I hope I'll get to talk to Jimmy Urine and stuff and it wil be soooo awesomeee~~~ <33

Anyways, I'm bored out... So I decided to make a little journal-meme-thingy.


Got tagged by;


1. Your Real Name:

Onessa~


2. Your Gangsta Name: (The Fist Three Letters In Your Name + Izzle)

Oneizzle... (Damn... It sounds like Mayonaise on LSD... 8D )


3. Your "Fly Guy/Girl" Name: (First Initial In Your First Name + The 3 First Letters In Your Last Name)

Onov... (It sounds so.... MANLY.)


4. Your Detective Name: (Fav. Colour + Fav. Animal)

Tirquoise Scheep... (SO AWESOME!~ *U* and lol, I actually have 3 fav colours; Pink, Black and Tirquoise..)


5. Your Soap Opera Name: (First Name + Name Of Your Street)

Onessa Plompetorengracht... (LOL..)


6. Your Star Wars Name: (First 3 Letters Of Your Last Name + First 2 Letters of Your First Name + First Three Letters Of Your Mom's Name)

Nov On Zel. (Novonzel... Sounds like a fairy name... .____. "HIIIII CHIIIIILDREN! I'M THE FAIRY OF NOVONZEEEEEEEEL~ THE ONE WHO GETS RAPED BY AN ORK FIRST MAY DO 3 WISHESSSSS~~~")


7. Superhero Name: (Fav. Colour + Fav. Drink)

Black Coffee 8D (I guess it'd be fun to use another fav colour~)


8. Iraqi Name: (2nd Letter of your first name + 3rd letter of your last name + any letter of your middle name + 2nd letter of your mom's name + 3rd letter of your dad's name + 1st letter of your siblings name + last letter of your mom's name)

Nv(nomiddlenameftw)eroa... (Nveroa... D: wtf.)



MOAR MEME THINGIES B*TCHEEEEEESSSSSS 8D


1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.

"Thats very true," replied Elizabeth, "and I could easily forgive his pride, if he had not mortified mine"

Wise words from Jane Austen and Pride and Prejudice ftw!!!


2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you reach?

My sketch book...


3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?

Spongebob Squarepants


4. Without looking, guess what time it is:

11:54


5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?

11:57... I was so freakin' close.. xD


6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?

My muuuusssiiicc


7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?

3 days ago... I was taking the trash out.. (dude.. I was ill..)


8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?

My DS Ö


9. What are you wearing?

My PJ's (I am illllll)


10. Did you dream last night?

That's rather personal Ö


11. When did you last laugh?

Two minutes ago.. xD


12. What are on the walls of the room you are in?

White with a looot of my dads paintings Ü


13. Seen anything weird lately?

The world is a weird place, bitches.


14. What do you think of this quiz?

Fine entertainment for a bored-out heap of illness.


15. What is the last film you saw?

Damn I don't remember.... *thinks very hard* Hmmmmm... I think it was a part of Starwars VI


16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?

A new wardrobe. An apple laptop. BJD. A pool filled with noodles. And much, much more..


17. Tell me something about you that I don't know about.

I'm eating a cheese and ham croissant.


18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do ?

Kill all the people who tell lies~~ LOL. No. I was just kidding (I was inspired by a song)... I guess I would become the new world dictator~~ FEEL NESSIO'S WRATH!!~~ OHOHOHOOOO~~

19. Do you like to dance?
~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/22901173/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/22901173/ Fri, 30 Jan 2009 09:35:56 PST

Some questions

Your name:
Onessa


Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Yes, ofcourse x)



How many boyfriends have told you they love you?
One, as far as I can remember...


Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person?
Nope... And I don't wanna marry at all.


Are you crushing on someone?
Yeah...

Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?
Yes... But that was because of the distance~~

Have you ever made a boyfriend cry?
I don't know...

Are you happier single or in a relationship?
Relationshipz. xD


Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?
No, why should I?


Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yeaash.

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
I don't know... I probaby did... XD

If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
I wouldn't change anything...


Think any of your ex's feel the same?
I can't look into their heads.



Do you believe that you are a good girlfriend?
I suppose so... I'm at least not really egoïstic nor jealous... But I happen to be a bit clingy.. xD



Have you dated people who were not good to you?:
Nope...



Have you dated someone older than you?
Yeash.



Younger?
No. I don't fall for younger boys... Sorry



Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Not everyone... But most GOOD people do.



Do you Believe in love at first sight?
Yes, but I guess it's more "crush" at first sight.... I think you have to know someone before you love one...



Ever been given an engagement ring?
Haha. No.


Do you want to get married?
No.



Has anyone ever told you they wanted to marry you?
No. Luckely xD


Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
I probably did.


Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?
Duuude, it's worse... .__.



Have any of your ex's told you they regret breaking up with you?
Naw.


Have you ever flirted with a friends crush?
My friends have different taste in boys, ftw.


Would you believe your ex if he said they love you?
Yes, and I'd be quite happy, but I wouldn't go for a second try..


Would you ever date your best male friend?
My first boyfriend is my best male friend. ^^


Have any of your exs called you by a nickname after the break up?
Yeah... Or they came up with a new one.. xD


If your best friend of the opposite sex went out with someone you knew was wrong for them would you speak up?
Why not? But I'd only say it's a bad idea... I wouldn't try to convince him, he'd have to decide for himself.



Do you regret any of your relationships?
Noo...


And I tag..... Anyone who wants to make this... xD

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/22588759/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/22588759/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 01:31:07 PST
Still a little bit more than a month to go and I'm not grounded anymore.

I have super much idea's of what I want to draw and I can't wait to get my hands on OC again.. xD

Oh yeah, it's true that I'm sometimes online lately, but that's only when my parents aren't at home and that's why I uploaded some stuff... xD

And yaaaay almost 10,000 pageviews! Don't miss the kiriban.


With <3,
Nessio.

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/21996060/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/21996060/ Mon, 15 Dec 2008 11:43:09 PST
Firstly, I want to thank everyone for all the watched and faves, and I feel terrible that I'm not able to thank you right away these days.

Aaaand since I have 9,000 pagviews +,
You guys should keep yer eyes open and try to catch the 10,000th pageview.

I know I'm not really active anymore.. I wish I could be.. But if you catch the kiribian I'll make anything you please for (except for furry art, fantasy, and some more...).

As soon as you get the kiribian and send me a note or comment containing your wish I will try to make and upload my gift as soon as possible.

With love ,
Nessio.

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/21776534/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/21776534/ Tue, 02 Dec 2008 00:00:07 PST
I'll just get right to the point; I'm grounded by my parents... I'm not allowed to use my computer for the next 3 months.

That sucks, I can't upload anything(well, I can upload little paint drawings I make at school) and I wont be online as much.

I'm writing this at school.

So don't forget me, and I'll reply your comments and comment your art as soon as possible!

With <3,
Nessio.

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/21333806/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/21333806/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 05:09:50 PST
School...

...School is.. Terrible. And it's eating me alive... I've gotta do so much and it's so stressy and it makes me socially-empty and inspirationless.

Sorry for the complaint.

But today I feel a bit happier because Obama won. He deserved it and I think he will do a much better job than McCain... No offence to the people who were for McCain.. It's not like Obama is an angel who will fix everything, but we shall see.

Anyways, I'm inspirationless as I said before and I just can't produce any art of what I'm proud of... But the inspiration will come, I just have to stay positive and think of nice things. c:

I'm really into electro and 8-bit music.

Want to do a face-up myself on my BJD but I'm afraid to fail so I'll see if I'm gonna buy a face-up less BJD head to practice on.

Ok, this is all I could think off, I think I'm going to stalk my Sims now..

With <3,
Nessio.

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/21001841/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/21001841/ Wed, 15 Oct 2008 13:25:07 PDT

Aka; It was amazing.

Now I'm tired, but it was worth it.

With love,
Nessio.

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/20872398/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/20872398/ Tue, 07 Oct 2008 11:02:40 PDT
I finally deleted 60% of my old crap..
My gallery is so refreshing atm, I love it.

School is makin' me insane, but next week I'll have a week off. Luckily. Plus, that week I'm going to Prague, for four days, I'm so excited, I can't wait!

With <3,
Nessio.

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/20697210/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/20697210/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 00:38:23 PDT
RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, windows media player etc. on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name
5. Tag a few people to do this note.


If someone says "is this okay?" you say:
Tick Tick Boom - the Hives (lol...)

How would you describe yourself?
Don't Pick It Up - the Offspring (huh?)

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Bitches - Mindless Self Indulgence (aahh, Bitchy boys are always the best 8D)

How do you feel today?
Burn It Up - the Offspring (I do?..)

What is your life's purpose?
Charlotte - Air Traffic (dude, a mini-onion is like.. awsum..)

What is your motto?
Hit That - the Offspring (hit what?)

What do your friends think of you?
Pretty Fly For a White Guy - the Offspring (lol, there couldn't come a better song as an answer)

What do you think of your parents?
Bury Me in Black - My Chemical Romance (?)

What do you think about very often?
Hurdy Gurdy Man - Donovan (...)

What is 2 + 2?
Ummm, Oh Yeah Dearest - Buddy Holly (LOL)

What do you think of your best friend?
You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison - My Chemical Romance (I don't do best friendss D: )

What do you think of the person you like?
Forever and a Day - the Offspring (I wish.)

What is your life story?
Steve - Partyshank (Who the f*ck is Steve? D: )

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Sakura Kiss - Cheiko Kawabe (Is that a sort of Geisha or something?.. D: )

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off - Panic! at the Disco (OH. MY. F*CKING. GOD. x'D )

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Creep - Radiohead (...(

What will they play at your funeral?
Disenchanted - My Chemical Romance (Helena would be better, but this's fair enough)

What is your hobby/interest?
My Rollercoaster - Kimya Dawson (...)

What is your biggest secret?
Damnit, I Changed Again - the Offspring (lolz.)

What do you think of your friends?
The Only Difference Between Martyrdom And Suicide Is Press Coverage - Panic! at the Disco (LOL!)

What will you post this as?
I Write Sins Not Tragedies - Panic! at the Disco (...)


LOL. That was like, fun. 8D
Although I have a lousy music library.. D:


And I tag...



]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/20602423/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/20602423/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 13:06:39 PDT
Beh, can't draw anything lovable lately... It's frustrating me.. I always draw the same(yes, I dó practice all the time).

School = torment. Tomorrow again a beautiful day.

Sorry for my not-so-happy journal xD


Salut,
Nessio

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/20481904/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/20481904/ Sun, 14 Sep 2008 01:56:12 PDT
Yes this will be a complain journal, again. But dude...

Don't you ever think about it? Even if you don't care.. That those Scene-kids are f*ckin' annoying.

Yeah, you know, those preps who decided to be "different" than everybody. And started to have floaty hair in all colors of the rainbow(with colors which don't fit together)... Those kids who say "rawr" all the time who are very, very loud and outgoing and f*cking annoying. The ones who raped hellokitty and try to imitate harajuku but failed.

Yea, I know, It's not good to divide people in groups, but there's no other way to explain what annoys me... And they call themselves scene-kids anyways. So I don't care.

I didn't care, didn't pay attention at first, but on a dutch site similar to myspace all those kids started to add me and started to ask me to make a sign for them... And after that they tried to be the cool kids and started to brag about how "different" they are and stuff. While they still were scene and while the other half of the world looks the same.

That doesn't make sense, does it?

To hell with their neurotic need to be "different". To hell with the misplaced mix of harajuku, nü-rave and emo...

Just be yourself, that's enough and I'll have respect for you.



With love,
Nessio.

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/20336929/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/20336929/ Fri, 05 Sep 2008 08:26:59 PDT
Whoop-tee-f*ckin'-doo...

First week was terror, don't wanna know what will come more this year..

Dunno what to write...



Salut,
Nessio.

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/20211501/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/20211501/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 00:34:38 PDT And I was wondering...

Should I delete all my old and ugly things?

Because I know, I like to see the old art of artists on dA just to see their progress..

But I really hate my old stuff... And I'm not planning to make a new account.

So what do you think I should do? c:




So long! (and goodnight xD)

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/20194292/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/20194292/ Thu, 28 Aug 2008 00:30:17 PDT
Boy Side
[x] You love hoodies. (<3)
[x] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats. (f*ck you)
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt. (lol, sometimes.. xD)
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture. (I love it!)
[x] Sad movies suck. (they make me depressed T_T)
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid. (yea, my brothers probably...)
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter. (lol, whut?)
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega. (YAY fer my DS!)
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers. (dude, who wasn't?)
[x] You watch sports on TV. (does soccer count?)
[x] Gory movies are cool. (well duh, how boring would a sleepover be without screaming friends?)
[x] You go to your dad for advice. (my dad's cool)
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear. (dude, I was obsessed a few years ago)
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[ ] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are some of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think. (That's me..)
[ ] Sports are fun. (THEY SUCK ;__; )
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth. (EW.)

Total: 13.. OMG XD




Your Girl Side
[x] You wear lip gloss. (sometimes)
[x] You love to shop. (I'm obsessed..)
[x] You wear eyeliner. (yea, love it)
[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors. (dude, that's just.. a waste of money..)
[x] You wear the color pink. (why not?)
[x] Go to your mom for advice. (sometimes...)
[x] You consider cheerleading a sport. (not that I'm into it..)
[ ] You hate wearing the color black. (wait whut?)
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures. (naw...)
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[x] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars. (star wars rockksss)
[x] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance. (some sort of dance when I was little)
[x] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should.
[x] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes. (14..)
[x] You care about what you look like... (ugh, kill me; but yeah)
[x] You like wearing dresses when you can. (I LOVE dresses)
[ ] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[x] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it. (poor brother of me.. XD)
[x] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored. (dude, that's the only thing I can think of to do when I'm bored..)

Total: 16


Damn it... I'm nearly more a dude then a chick.. D:

Well who cares.

Anyways, I tag;


]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/20052909/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/20052909/ Wed, 20 Aug 2008 03:11:52 PDT 's journal XD

1. Full Name: Onessa Novak
2. Nicknames: Nessio, Ness...
3. Birthday: 17th of March.
4. Place of Birth: Utrecht, Holland.
6. Gender: Female.
7. Year: 4th.
8. School: Some silly one.. XD
9. Hometown: See question no. 4.
10. Residence: See question no. 4.
11. MSN Screen Name: Onessa/Nessio.exe

__Your Appearance___

12. Hair Colour: Dark-brown.
13. Hair Length: On the top shortish, at the bottom till my shoulders.
14. Eye colour: Brown...
15. Weight: 47 kg.
16. Height: 1.64 m.
17. Braces? Nope, and I don't need them.
18. Glasses? Naw.
19. Piercings: 2 but I want more..
20. Tattoos: None.
21. Righty or Lefty: Political; left. Writing/drawing; right.

___Your 'Firsts'___

22. First best friend: I don't do 'best' friends.
23. First Award: Don't remember...
24. First Sport You Joined: Some ballet-ish thing for small kids.
25. First pet: Muci, a cat. Is still meh pet.
26. First Real Vacation: Croatia.
28. First Love: He knows he is...

___ Favourites___

29. Movie: Pride and Prejudice or Juno.. Dunno.
30. TV programme: Project Runway.
31. Colour: Pink, red or black.
32. Rapper: MICKEY AVALON!! _
33. Band: My Chemical Romance, DUH.
34. Song Right Now: Fallen Leaves - Billy Talent.
35. Friends: No need to mention, they know they are.
36. Sweet: Chocolat.
37. Sport to Play: Baseball.
38. Restaurant: I never go to restaurants.
39. Favourite brand: Björkvin.
40. Store: Topshop or Image, dunno..
41. School Subject: Art.
42. Animal: Cat or sheep, I'm not sure.
43. Book: A series of unfortunate events.
44. Magazine: Elle Girl.
45. Shoes: My flamingo vans.. or my black converse, I'm not sure.

___Currently___

46. Feeling: Loving.
47. Single or Taken? Single, too bad...
48. Have a crush: Yawh.
49. Eating: Nope.
50. Drinking: Cappuccino
51. Typing: Nah... That's why I'm making this.
52. Online?: Yaw.
53. Listening To: Ian Brown.
54. Thinking About: Him.
55. Wanting To: Meet him, again.
56. Watching: Nothing.
57. Wearing: My über-cool PJ's XD

___Your Future___

58. Want Kids? Sure.
59. Want to be married? Nah.
60. Careers in Mind: None.. XD
61. Where do you want to live: In this city.
62. Car: A turquoise oldschool VolkWagen T1 or a black masserati quatro-porte.

__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___

63. Hair colour: Anything that's darker than dark-blonde.. and I don't like redheads.
64. Hair length: Half-long.
65. Eye colour: BLUE!
66. Measurments: Skinny and tall.
67. Cute or Sexy: CUTE! fer sure.
68. Lips or Eyes: Eyes, and than big talking twinkley eyes.. xD
69. Hugs or Kisses: I'll do the hugs, he'll do the kisses.. xD
70. Short or Tall: Tall.
71. Easygoing or serious: Both.
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: Romantic.
73. Fatty or Skinny: SKINNY!
74. Sensitive or Loud: Both.. xD
75. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship..
76. Sweet or Caring: Both... D:
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: None.. XD

___Have you ever______

78. Kissed a Stranger: Yaw, at least, it wasn't a total stranger... XD
79. Had Alcohol: Yeh. Who didn't? XD
80. Smoked: Maaaybeee XD
81. Ran Away From Home: Nawh.
82. Broken a bone: Nearly.
83. Got an X-ray: Yeh.
84. Been with someone: Uhu Ö
85. Broken Someone’s Heart: I think lots of.. Poor dudes... XD
86. Broke Up With Someone: Too bad, I did.
87. Cried When Someone Died: No.. ._.
88. Cried At School: Couple o' times.. o_o

___Do You Believe In___

89. God: Naw, Imma atheist.
90. Miracles: Yeh.
91. Love At First site: Sort of..
92. Ghosts: LOL NO XD
93. Aliens: Yaw, there must be SOMETHING out there!!
94. Soul Mates: Lol, sortof. xD
95. Heaven: My imagination = heaven.
96. Hell: This is hell.
97. Angels: Nope.
98. Kissing on The First Date: I did that on my very first date.. X)
99: Goin further than kiss on first date: Naw, that's too m... ]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/20018204/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/20018204/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 08:08:39 PDT I want to upload a drawing but I can't choose the category.. And that's why I can't upload it...

WHY?!

Does anybody else have this problem or is it just me?...

Anyways;
Summer vacation is cool... Want that it'll last forever but too bad, I have to go to school on the 3rd of september.

Dunno what to say more.

Go tag me you lazy people! Wanna do some brain-damaging meme's or something... xD


With Love,
Nessio.

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/19875627/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/19875627/ Sun, 10 Aug 2008 09:08:21 PDT
I'm gonna look through my summer-trip sketch-books to see if I've got any interesting drawings to upload and I will work some more for blindingly-genius-art *cough*.

The summer trip was awsum btw.

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/19600827/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/19600827/ Sat, 26 Jul 2008 02:29:37 PDT
I'm a bit bored these days...
So thats the reason for this dA spam.

I've seen Batman yesterday, it was a nice movie.. I've got not much to say about it because it wasn't something where I'm really excited about. Although the Joker was really kick-ass.

I didn't draw much these days, only some portraits but I don't know if those are dA worthy. I did make a remake of a "masterpiece" to have some shameless ego-boosting fun. But meh, I didn't upload the "masterpiece" on dA that time when I made it because I was afraid emo-haters would kill me because the drawing was 100% emo. But meh, you'll see. When I'm back in Holland, I'll upload it.

Can't wait till the 30th of July. 4 days to go.
And can't wait till somewhere around the 10th of August, but I'm worried that won't turn out the way I want to.

Oh and for all the people who're interested; I'm saving up for a new BJD, this time it won't be a über girly bishie but it will be a girl. I want to make dresses but I don't want poor Shin to become a drag-queen. I'm planning to do her face-up myself so I'll buy a head before I buy her to practice. But don't take this serious; It's not something I'm 100% sure of, I might find something else to spend my money on.

Want this summer vacation to last forever but I can't wait to see my friends again.
Have a nice time at where ever you are and I'll talk you all soon.

Nessio.exe.

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/19211727/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/19211727/ Sat, 05 Jul 2008 00:31:25 PDT

Haha. I like the title, it's Dutch, it means 3 x schizophrenic... Not that I am but it just sounds fun 8D

Cappuchino rocks, just like Café Fresco, Café Smooth and Iced Caramel Mocciato

Meh.. Enough coffee love, and let's get to the point;

School ended yesterday but I've still got 4 days to go, but on the 4th day I'm off to Croatia till the 10th or 11th of August, I don't know fer sure.

I think it will turn out to be a great summer-tripz, especially the last 10 days because a good friend of me is coming then [link] >

So that'll be fun and the days after my trip will be fun too because then I'm still free from school till somewhere beginning of September..

Oh and sorry for the Damien spam... I'll try to draw Elijah, Lars and Mint for you some day, although they're butt-raping to make, but who cares

Au revoir and have fun!

x Onessa.

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/18117717/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/18117717/ Thu, 01 May 2008 13:22:07 PDT and I have to write down 8 random facts about me. And I'll try to write down 8 different facts than in; [link]

1. I'm arrogant and I love it, I just love to see those faces go like; "omg, what's her problem"... XD it's just so funny...

2. I've got this thing today, with folding lucky paper stars(I've already made 150 of them).

3. I miss my colored bangs, although I'm glad, too.. That I don't have them anymore.

4. Deep inside I'm a wannabe-scene-girl(lol, just kidding.) :'D

5. I'm always at least 2 months into a style of clothes/accessories/music before it's called "cool" by the big mass and it became the newest fashion.

6. I use Internet quotes/phrases like; "lol" "omg" ":B" "XD" "sigh" in real life. Some people love it, some people hate it.

7. I didn't work hard at all for my well deserved "Alpha" position in my group of friends with whom I hang out a lot.. :'D

8. I'm getting sick of my own art because I'm always drawing just the same... It are always the same boys in the same perspective with the same hair.... =__=

and I taggg;

And DAMN that was hard, I got stuck when I started to think of no. 6... x'D

Have a nice evening/day/morning etc.. I'm going further with my lucky paper stars

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/17376769/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/17376769/ Mon, 17 Mar 2008 10:05:42 PDT
tomorrow it's my 2nd dA b-day!

YAY XD

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/17299601/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/17299601/ Wed, 12 Mar 2008 11:01:29 PDT
omg.
wtf.
ftw.

I'm bored.

And like... It's not that special but I just am.

So that's why..
I'm writing le journale.

Ok. That's all.

So long. And Goodnight.(omg. MCR spam)

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/16828716/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/16828716/ Mon, 11 Feb 2008 07:34:13 PST
Have seen Sweeney Todd yesterday, it was so awful and bloody and yuck that it immediately turned into my favorite movie. XD

And yay, new avatar; Shin deserves to be my avatar. ^^

That's all.
Sorry for the journal Spam.

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/16737479/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/16737479/ Tue, 05 Feb 2008 11:31:28 PST Got disturbed by my depressed journal XD

Dunno what to say

buh-bye.

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/16596613/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/16596613/ Sun, 27 Jan 2008 12:17:14 PST
My Laptop is repaired and back, so photoshop is back too.
And I'm busy with some art.
It will probably be some emo sh*t~
At least that'll picture my f*ckin' mood good.

Sorry for bothering,
Bye.

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/16200522/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/16200522/ Tue, 01 Jan 2008 05:46:28 PST
I'm happy we entered a new year, 2007 was a horrible year for me.

I'm really tired now. New years always makes me so tired T^T especially when people think it's funny to wish me a merry x-mas at 3 'o clock in the night while I'm are sleeping... Yes, someone really did that and he will regret that for the rest of his life XD.

I hope 2008 will be a better year then 2007. And I hope I'll really improve with art, at least more than in 2007. I hope it'll come soon because sometimes it's really depressing that even if I practice my butt off I can't see any improvement(that's what I had the past half year).

Wish me luck ^^

My BJD still isn't at home... The paypal tracking thingy said it would come this mornin' but it didn't, probably because it's new years and stuff~ I bet it will come tomorrow.

Thats all I wanted to say..

Buh-bye.

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/15997415/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/15997415/ Wed, 19 Dec 2007 08:14:50 PST
.__. and still like.. uh.. 2 whole school days until the winter-break. Finally NO school or whatsoever. For two weeks, yay X3 *is so happy*

And man, there are so much things I'm looking forward to at this moment. Can't wait till x-mas, can't wait till new years, can't wait till my BJD comes(and I still didn't order it.. gonna do that on Friday).

And man, I almost know for sure I'll become a BJD whore who spams dA with thousands of pictures of her BJD.. But I don't care, I'll try not to do that when my dude comes (:

Wish me luck with the last two school days till the winter-break, I'll need it. School's driving me insane already(well, actually it always does...)

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/15857922/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/15857922/ Sun, 09 Dec 2007 05:36:28 PST

Can't wait till the winter-break from my school, 2 weeks of freedom (:

But the most exiting part of this month is that I'll probably get a BJD around the end of this month(dunno what a BJD is? Check this: [link] ).. Man, I just can't wait to hold my little dude in my own hands 8D I'm gonna get a Luts Kid-Delf from; [link] ^_____^

..Meh, I'm hating my art.. >__> But I should post more and draw more.

But now I'm gone-ers, gonna dye my hairz pink now 8D


-----*Edit*-----

I'll get my BJD 'round the end of next month and it's a D.O.C. from: [link]

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/15168696/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/15168696/ Mon, 22 Oct 2007 06:03:03 PDT ^^


~once tagged one must answer all the questions presented, be honest
~tag 6 other people

NAME: Onessa.
BIRTHDAY: the 17th of March 1993.
BIRTHPLACE: The Netherlands/Utrecht
CURRENT LOCATION: Home

EYE COLOUR: Brown.
HAIR COLOUR: Very dark brown(no, it's not black) with at the moment blond bangs.
HEIGHT: 1.64 m
L/R HANDED: right, but I'm trying to lean to write/draw with left 8D

THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: Black Converse All Stars
YOUR WEAKNESS: Dunno...
YOUR PERFECT PIZZA: Pizza fungy. (a.k.a. pizza with cheese and mushyrooms)
GOAL TO ACHIEVE THIS YEAR: Improve very much at drawing and become less lazy.

OUR MOST OVERUSED PHRASE ON AN INSTANT MESSANGER: the word "hip" and "XD"
YOUR BEDTIME: 10 pm.
YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: That day...
PEPSI OR COKE: Coke is for lovers, Pepsi is for fakers. I am a lover.

McDONALDS OR BURGERKING: McDonalds, but both are gross though..
SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: group dates suck, I like to be alone with him.
LIPTON ICE TEA OR NESTEA: Nestea <3
CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: Chocolate was my first love.

CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: Cup-of-cup-of-cup-of-cappuccino! I'm a cappuccino addict.
DO YOU SMOKE: fuck smoking.
DO YOU SWEAR: too much.
DO YOU SING: I love to, but I suck at it..

DO YOU SHOWER DAILY: Yeash.
HAVE YOU BEEN IN LOVE: Yes
DO YOU WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE: Yeaaash.
DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: Nope.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF: Yes but I say I don't.
DO YOU GET MOTION SICKNESS: In trains and busses.
ARE YOU A HEALTH FREAK: No, but I am healthy.
DO YOU LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: Don't care about them.
DO YOU PLAY AN INSRUMENT: I try to(guitar).

In the past month have you

1. DRUNK ALCHOHOL: Yes.
2. SMOKED: No and I don't wanna.
3. BEEN ON DRUGS: No and I'll never be.
4. GONE TO A MALL: XD YAH!
5. EATEN A BOX OF OREOS: If I could I would eat more than a box.
6. EATEN SUSHI: I love sushi. But I didn't eat is last month...
7. BEEN ON STAGE: Yes and I would love to do it more often
8. BEEN DUMPED: Nope, at least not really.
9. DO YOU WORK: yes.

IN A BOY/GIRL:

FAVORITE EYE COLOUR: Blue.
FAVORITE HAIR COLOUR: Brown or dark blond.
SHORT OR LONG HAIR: In between.
WEIGHT: Skinny but not anorexia.
BEST CLOTHING STYLE: Alto/Emo.

NUMBER OF CDS I OWN: A lot.
NUMBER OF PIERCINGS: 2 (just in my ears)
NUMBER OF TATTOOS: none and I don't want any.
THINGS IN MY PAST I REGRET: A lot, wont write them down anyways.

I taaaaggg:

]]> ~Nessio http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/14425428/ http://Nessio.deviantart.com/journal/14425428/ Fri, 31 Aug 2007 12:35:33 PDT

This are the rules:

1-post these rules
2-each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
3-tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts
4-at the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named
5-go to their page and leave a comment telling them they’ve been ‘tagged’

- RANDOM FACTS -

1. I can get very nervous in the presence of any boy. Not boys I know very well(like close friends), but boys I see everyday at school, or boys I don't talk much to, they freak me out.

2. I never like music I hear for the first time, I have to push myself to listen more to it, and after a long while I know if I like it or not. The bands I like now most I hated it the most when I heard them for the 1st time.

3. I love to make fun of myself and I don't care if people think I'm a moron, but I get really pissed when other people use the jokes I made about myself against me.

4. I LOVE emo's and especially emo boys. I know everyone thinks they suck and stuff, but c'mon! Isn't it über cute that a boy is emotional and cute and that he dares to tell that in public?!(I'm not talking about posers, I'm talking about the real thing). And to tell the truth I LOVE the emo clothing style.(please don't kill me for this )

5. I love to sing, it's my favorite past-time activity even if I know it doesn't sound good.

6. I can be REALLY sarcastic, I sometimes even hurt peoples feelings with that, even if I NEVER mean it. And sometimes I can really hate myself because of that. But my sarcastic-ness always bubbles up when I get annoyed.

7. I love to be alone, but I hate to feel lonely. Weird combination but I don't know how to explain it better. I like it more to spend my time with nobody but I wouldn't functionate and stay alive without my friends.

8. I'm the queen of shyness, I still didn't come out of that 4-year-old shyness, like; I never dare to watch someone in the eyes while I'm talking, I don't dare talk to strangers, I hate to talk on the phone, Me and my voice become shaky and I just can't express myself good to stangers. I can even be shy to some of my friends.



THAT was hard. but I think the 8th fact about me is the most noticeable fact.

Ok, I taaaggg: [link]
Pff.. I don't know who to tag more XD I'll leave it to these people, no 8 people this time X3

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