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deviantART: by:Netoma http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Netoma&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Netoma en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 02 Dec 2009 16:39:18 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png NAU, here I come! http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/28289252/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/28289252/ Wed, 11 Nov 2009 10:04:17 PST Facebook l Gallery l dA Portfolio l Watch Me l Note Me

I'm gonna go to University!

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Brushes by ~Wizard-Studios ]]> ~Netoma heart b e a t s b r e a k s http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/27959659/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/27959659/ Sun, 25 Oct 2009 12:41:20 PDT
But I need him. I need him. I need him. I need him. I need him.

]]> ~Netoma beautiful and horrifying things. http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/27794952/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/27794952/ Fri, 16 Oct 2009 10:07:52 PDT

"the swallows in that birdhouse are making love while we whisper
while you tangle your fingers into my hair, close to my scalp

the messy webs from the branches
are stuck to your lashes
and i don't tell you because you're a hundred years old

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a butterfly on my brow,
a black bird's wing to my right and a serpent to my left
collectibles, they are to me
so I don't feel so lon el y

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walking in circles,
having one way-conversations,
is what i've caught myself doing time and time again
i think i'm being selfish
and you'd laugh at what i have to say
but these things, you should know, need to be said
things like "i love you" and "i hate her"
things like..

"why'd you bring me into this?" and "it's not fair to me"

but

your fingers go to places they shouldn't
while i talk about things that shouldn't need to be said..
and those lips on my thighs is a topic that you've just brought up
and your hands grasping at my top is the next
and next it's your teeth with the skin of my teet
until next it's "only you, babe"

yes.. "only me"

and sometimes her .

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death is a lullaby that i sing myself to sleep with.

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laying in your warm spot in bed..
it's not like the comfort of my own.
smells different, feels different
it's not home."

]]> ~Netoma Unbreak my heart.. http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/27635073/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/27635073/ Wed, 07 Oct 2009 14:57:53 PDT
I find myself in an unexpected position.
My brothers and I moved out with my mama last night. We're between homes, but we have somewhere to stay and at least we've all been able to stay together.

I love adventures and we're definitely experiencing new things right now!

I love everyone.

]]> ~Netoma So, honey, I miss you, but we werent the same.. http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/27133346/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/27133346/ Thu, 10 Sep 2009 14:00:55 PDT
I broke up with Andrew.

After six months of getting to know eachother online as friends, and then a year of being an online couple.. and then 9 months of living together.. and me leaving New Zealand (for immigration reasons) and trying to keep it together for another 4/5 months, I finally just decided that it wasn't right.

And it took him ten days to realize that I wasn't gonna go back to him and that we weren't right. And then he tells me that I'm a slut.. that I'm a whore.. ?
How cliche of him.

I had my fidelity issues. I never once had sex with anyone else, so I feel misjudged. And it totally hurts. But whatever...

I want to continue a relationship with him. He's been my best friend for the past 2 years and I don't want to lose that.

In other news, my parents are on the verge of seperation. Haven't told them about Andrew and I yet. Haven't really told anyone. Just a handful of very close friends.

My mom's third cancer scare turned out to be negative! So, that's a huge relief for her.

And hopefully I will be starting school in Flagstaff as a Biology major in Spring. I hope I can make it!

]]> ~Netoma I gots tagged. http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/26637730/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/26637730/ Sun, 16 Aug 2009 20:51:48 PDT

10 random things about me:

1. I love cherry icees.. which is theee only cherry flavored thing I can say I enjoy.
2. I have no job.
3. My Rebel Xti's name is Jack.
4. I was awoken by a cockroach yesterday.
5. The first pet that I own MYSELF, I want to name Demetri. Male or female.
6. The only alcoholic beverage I've ever consumed was a bottle of Heineken.
7. My favorite video game is Tetris.
8. My favorite cereal is like a five-way tie between Kix, Life, Chex, Rice Krispies and Cheerios.
9. My boyfriend lives in a different country than I do and it's ruining us.
10. I'm far too selfish.

- COMPLETE! :3

Follow these directions please:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

I'll tag:

I don't think anyone cares enough to do this for me! D:

If anyone reads this and wants to share random goodness, please be my guest.

]]> ~Netoma Life is full of choices! http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/26089042/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/26089042/ Tue, 21 Jul 2009 14:19:01 PDT
Yay for fast internets! I uploaded a few new photos from my Orana visit and the past few months home.

Random paths I may take in the next few months..
*stay in Parker and attend classes with NAU in Lake Havasu City
*move to Lake Havasu City and enroll with NAU.
*Move to Flagstaff and enroll in NAU, live in dorm.
*skip on over to Texas and be a bum
*stay and work in Parker

I haven't had any luck with employment... yet.
Someone just get me out of Arizona.

]]> ~Netoma Back in the USS.. USA? http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/25347010/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/25347010/ Tue, 16 Jun 2009 08:34:41 PDT Slow computers, slow internet, overly sunny days. I'm not amused.

I have no job, living with my parents. I don't plan on going to college until next year.
I planned a road trip with my friend, other people joined, but now I'm not quite sure it's gonna happen.

Overambitious? Yes, I can be.. if there's something that I really want to do.
I hope that I don't lie to myself.

I was planning on moving to Texas to be with a friend of mine, but I guess he's coming over here now. Which is a lot better for me.

Umm... yeah. So, update updated.

]]> ~Netoma Bon Voyage* http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/24342957/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/24342957/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 12:49:39 PDT
*sigh*

It's hard to leave home and that's what this place has become. It's 7:46 in the morning and I have almost one full suit case, and I'm not even close to being done....

My flight is at 5:20. Have to be in the airport and checked in before 4:20.. it takes like half an hour to drive to the airport.. uugh

How do you pack up your life AND fit it in just two suitcases?

Photos of the desert to come.

~Toma

]]> ~Netoma Features Yay! http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/24301186/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/24301186/ Sat, 18 Apr 2009 02:14:44 PDT I'm gonna miss this place.

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http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/24085081/ Sun, 05 Apr 2009 22:42:05 PDT
The next two weeks is mega photo/video taking. I'm going to make a video of my favorite places in Christchurch!

Does anyone have recommendations to make about what video editting software to use. I'm a PC.

lol

Mmm.. I will have:

Andrew's House!

Sumner Beach
New Brighton Pier/Beach
The Botanic Gardens
Lyttelton Harbour
Hagley Park
Linwood Ave.

I MUST go to Orana Wildlife Park before I leave!!
And we plan on hiking up to Sugarloaf to get some shots of the views.

Did I miss somewhere?

And photos from Kaikoura, Willowbank Wildlife Reserve and around Lyttelton Harbour.

]]> ~Netoma Hooray! http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/23973456/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/23973456/ Mon, 30 Mar 2009 17:46:49 PDT

Some of my most recent

]]> ~Netoma Please, Love Me http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/23902703/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/23902703/ Thu, 26 Mar 2009 15:45:16 PDT

]]> ~Netoma O.O http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/23786303/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/23786303/ Thu, 19 Mar 2009 18:59:37 PDT

Someone give me feature ideas? lol

]]> ~Netoma I'm home. :) http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/23720441/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/23720441/ Sun, 15 Mar 2009 21:11:22 PDT
I love living in our own home.
Anyone have any horror stories of moving out of their parents house? lol
Ours has been totally smooth and nothing funny or horrorish to speak of!

Toma

]]> ~Netoma rrrrrrrr http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/23549132/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/23549132/ Thu, 05 Mar 2009 22:09:26 PST
CSS Credit to *Jamaal10 ]]> ~Netoma V-Day Roses http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/23173447/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/23173447/ Fri, 13 Feb 2009 12:14:01 PST

Happy Valentine's Day everyone!

You know!! Everyday is Valentine's Day when you're in love!

http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/22994065/ Tue, 03 Feb 2009 23:00:32 PST Fave Nature Collection:

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And from one of my favorite persons that I've met on dA:

JackJackJackJackJack

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I wouldn't be here without

http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/22956066/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 01:56:07 PST

]]> ~Netoma Canon Love! <3 http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/22846606/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/22846606/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 15:41:47 PST

Canon Love! But I am just loving Canon right now

Just a quick look through popular "Canon" favorites

http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/22803737/ Sun, 25 Jan 2009 13:06:44 PST

Andrew's mum, and neice Alex, plus Andrew and I went house shopping yesterday. We saw 5 open homes and I think I fell in love everytime we stepped into a new one!

Andrew and I both have different favorites, but I would be happy with any of the ones that we looked at yesterday!

Later that night I had decided that it's been too long that I haven't been in #APNchat in wayy too long. So, I dropped in. Yeah, so, I'm in there right and then ... wait for it... wait for iitt...

`Tepara gave me a 3 month sub!

I am super excited!

to her!

So, as a little thank you for that I decided to share some of her photos that I thought were cute.

Isn't that just adorable?

So, if you have time, just take a peak at her gallery!

And I will have some awesome features here pretty soon. I'm not sure of what yet. As soon as I think of a good theme, I will be back!

]]> ~Netoma :w00t: http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/22793857/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/22793857/ Sun, 25 Jan 2009 00:42:33 PST

Holy crapola guys! Check this out!

]]> ~Netoma :dAlove: http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/22606386/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/22606386/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 23:25:31 PST >>>>>>> [link]

And props to all those that keep dA chuggin' along.

I love this place!

]]> ~Netoma WHOO!! http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/22293433/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/22293433/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 03:45:19 PST

]]> ~Netoma It was lovely :) http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/22218176/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/22218176/ Fri, 26 Dec 2008 22:39:04 PST

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Thank you so much!

Christmas was very nice!

We had lunch and dinner at Andrew's auntie's house and it was nice to feel like a part of his family.
The next morning, though, I woke up and felt awful.
I have had a throbbing head since and coughing up all kinds of foul stuff....

no fun...
I got some beautiful photos of Andrew's neices and nephew. So cute.
I hope everyone is safe and loving where they are

Toma

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My watchers:

~Netoma I don't remember joining... http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/22131566/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/22131566/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 22:33:49 PST

Tagged by

!!

1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must put 8 random facts about themselves.
3. Tagged ones should write a journal about these facts.
4. At the end of the post tag 8 more deviants
5. Go to their page telling them they're tagged.
6. No tagging back

1. One of my deepest desires is to gain citizenship to New Zealand!

Even before I met my boyfriend, I wanted to live here. He gives me motivation to realize one of my biggest dreams that I have.

2. I'm currently sucking on a candycane (wrapper, haven't opened it yet!

)

3. A noncrowded beach is one of my favorite places!

Great for photos, great for friends...

and getting sand everywhere, but that makes that night's shower so much better. Plus, like my friend, Elle, said... "Sand is a natural exfoliant"

4. I opened the candycane.

5. When I think about leaving, I cry.

6. I'd rather be deaf than go blind, because I don't know what I would do if I couldn't 1. see anything, I'm afraid of what I can't see and 2. because I wouldn't be able to take (conscious) photos. Of course I could still take photos, but I would have no idea what they look like!

7. I got carried away last night, but he loved it...

8. I hope that the world is a better place tomorrow.

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Tagged by

Rules: Once youÂve been tagged, you are supposed to write a journal with 16 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 16 people to be tagged (or anyone really). You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, itÂs because I want to know more about you.

1) Andrew and I bought some disolving multivitamin tablets and they make my urine orange...

2) I like "doing the Metro"

3) I cut my own hair!

4) I will always take photos, even if I don't pursue it as a professional.

5) Swimming with (a) whaleshark(s) is something that I want to do before I die.

6) I named my Xti Jack. After Jack Skellington

7) My favorite candy bar(?) is Reese's Peanut Butter Cups.

8) I'm currently reading a book - a collection of serial killers and psychopaths.

9) I need to put the laundry away.

10) I don't like to lend my things to people.

11) Cat nap - The cat justt picked up its head - it had a big string of saliva from his arm to his mouth

12) I hate black licorice.

13) I really really really miss Hot Cheetos!

14) I'm trying to convince myself that going home would be the best thing (as if I had a choice).

15) I'm not exactly looking forward to Christmas.. haha

16) I'm wishing you a Merry Christmas/ Happy Holidays AND an awesome New Year!!

I shall tag:

**I'm stealing Elle's idea because I don't want to pick people!!
everyone who reads this (yes that means you person reading this)

AND EVERYONE tell ~sci-x-fi that sh... ]]> ~Netoma Catch me, you were tagged! http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/22059356/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/22059356/ Fri, 19 Dec 2008 19:57:10 PST

ARE YOU:

1. Perfect ?
Nooooooooo.

2. Tall ?
I would say that I'm average? (?) haha

3. In your pajamas ?
I sleep in regular clothes and I'll probably sleep in what I'm wearing right now, so yes

4. Left handed ?
No.

LAST:

1. Friend you saw :
I just looked at Andrew.

2. Talked to on the phone :
Gaw... I don't talk to people on the phone. Who does that?

3. Person to text you :
Andy

4. Was today better than yesterday ?
Not really!

FAVORITES:

1. Number :
The number 2!

2. Color(s) :
I love the color Teal.

3. Fruit :
I love grapes. (My favorite fruits is always changing. I haven't had grapes since I SAMPLED that one in the store. It was the first fruit to pop in my head, so let's go with that!)

4. Place :
Not my answer --->In your pants? (LMAO, Elle)

My answer ---> In his eyes.

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS :

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: hhhmmm... I don't really remember, but I'm pretty sure that I had to pee.

Q: Do you have anything bothering you ?
A: I want to get out of this house!

Q: What's the last movie you saw ?
A: Half of Dark Knight (I fell asleep Zzzz)

Q: Where is the last place you went ?
A: Andrew and I went to CPIT yesterday so that he can turn in enrolment stufffs.

Q. Do you smile a lot ?
A: Yessssssssssssssssssss.

Q: Do you wish upon stars ?
A:

I hardly see any around here

Q: Are you a friendly person ?
A: I would like to think that I am, but people don't seem to respond to me very well... haha

Q: Where did you sleep last night ?
A: In my bed

Q: When was the last time you cried ?
A: I don't remember... definitely within the last month.

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night ?
A: "I sleepy"

Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
A: At this very second... 3

But if I were to take myself out of the moment and really look at where I am, it's definitely at a 10.

Q: What do you hear right now ?
A: Andrew typing on the tablet, and myself typing also.

Q: Does anything hurt right now ?
A: My back is constantly aching.

Q: What's your favorite month ?
A: October - my birthday month!

Q: What did you do last night ?
A: Watched BBC World News for HOURS

EIGHT EMOTIONS :

1. Are you missing someone right now :
I miss my family loads.

2. Are you happy ?
Definitely, but I would be happier if I was at the mall! >.> rawr

3. Are you sad ?
nuh uh

4. Are you bored ?
Helllll yes...

6. Are you nervous ?
Nuh uh

8. Are you tired ?
I feel groggy.. I could take a nap right now.

(where are 5 and 7?)<---if this wasn't here I wouldn't have even noticed!

ABOUT YOU :

001. Real name ?
Netoma

002. Nick names ?
toma, Netty

003. Eye color ?
Brown

004. Zodiac sign ?
Scorpio

005. Male or female ?
Female

006. Smart?
ssuuree? haha

007. Hair co... ]]> ~Netoma :lust: http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/21757443/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/21757443/ Sun, 30 Nov 2008 21:39:55 PST

Elle (sci-x-fi) is doing a 7 Deadly Sins project.
This morning, she shot Lust starring Sam (IvyxenAxxe) and Scott (Kraskin)!
I enjoyed stalking them with my camera!

Maybe I can share a few of the pictures if I can get permission from the models.

How 'bout it guys?

The whole thing was very practical and I really liked being around them.
Hopefully, I can tag along to another one?

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My watchers:

http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/21708189/ Thu, 27 Nov 2008 23:32:02 PST And see her as a carbon atom, see her eyes and stare back at them.
See that girl as her own new world.
Though her home is on the surface, she is still a universe.

Live high, live mighty, live righteously...
Takin' it easy.
Live high, live mighty, Ooh, live righteously..

Sing it out.
Just take it easy.
And celebrate the malleable reality
You see, nothing is ever as it seems.
Yeah, this life is but a dream.

Live High by Jason Mraz. It's a bit of a gospel song, but I am just in love with it.
*I'm not religious.. heck, I don't even belive in God.

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My watchers:

http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/21526805/ Sun, 16 Nov 2008 22:06:10 PST
Another wonderful day

Andrew and I walked down to the mall to the post office so that I could mail some long overdue postcards and letters and I also sent my two cards for dA's Holiday Card Project! Check out the details of it here ---> [link]

It's not just a card, it's a thought!

And while we were exiting the mall, a young German girl, my own age!, she came up to us and starting talking about Green Peace and well.. Andrew and I decided to start donating money! So, starting January, we are donating $15 a month.

So,

for that!

In other news!!

featured one of my photos in her journal here ---> [link]

Go! Go! And look and check out the other features!

Thank you so so much for that!

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My watchers:

http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/21478224/ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 01:46:45 PST

Holiday Card Project ---> [link]
Everyone get involved!

Make a card for someone in the hospital during the holidays!
It's not just a card, it's a thought.

Oh! Oh! And guys!!

featured me here: [link]
Thank you so very much for that!

I am watched by (in no particular order):

http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/21301488/ Mon, 03 Nov 2008 17:44:40 PST
So, just alittle something for my watchers! Free advertisement!!
lol

I am watched by (in no particular order):

Real life friends:

And I watch:

http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/21286238/ Sun, 02 Nov 2008 15:27:17 PST
I'd like to thank

for featuring me in his journal.

And as for other stuff.. well, I washed my cell phone. blargh.
I grabbed my boyfriend's best friend's butt last night and I don't even know why.
Fireworks are fun... and I hope that Wednesday night is as amazing as I hope it's going to be.

my watchers, friends, and APNchat members

]]> ~Netoma Today.. is a good day. http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/21195413/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/21195413/ Mon, 27 Oct 2008 23:33:59 PDT
To be welcome somewhere and to be appreciated.. that, is priceless.

After

posted a journal about a chat room that she's become very involved [link] with ( APNchat: [link] ), I discovered that dA had chat rooms! dAmn. haha

So, I wandered around in there and I've become very involved with another chat!! dAlife chat is there for you when you need a listening ear!

dAlife: [link]
Drop in and say hello, it's pretty slow, mostly. lol

]]> ~Netoma Documentation: [classified] http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/21065423/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/21065423/ Sun, 19 Oct 2008 14:47:02 PDT
haha...

I can be a real bitch.

She sleeps around.
She smiles.
She smokes.
She'll offer you tea/coffee/Milo!
She drinks.
She asks you for money.
She asks to use your dental floss.. your conditioner.. your cute "I love animals" tote.
She doesn't like to live with anyone who is related to her and who won't have sex with her.
She's 14.

Well, I just hope she's happy ... She'll learn too late.

]]> ~Netoma Devious Journal Entry http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/20899336/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/20899336/ Thu, 09 Oct 2008 00:34:44 PDT 002. Nickname(s) â Toma and only one person calls me "Netty"
003. Status â N/A
004. Zodiac sign â Scorpio
005. Male or female â Female
006. Elementary â Blake Elementary School
007. Middle School â Wallace Junior High School
008. High School â Parker High School
009. Smart â I don't think that I've very smart. I think being 'smart' is comparative.
010. Hair color â Brown
011. Long or short â Long
012. Loud or Quiet â I could easily be the most awkward and silent person you have ever met.
013. Sweats or Jeans â Jeans
014. Phone or Camera â Camera
015. Health freak â No, but that could be comparative. I'm a vegetarian and alot of people, including myself, think that it's alot healthier.. but not all vegetarians eat healthy and I am definitely not 'freak'ish about it. lol
016. Drink or Smoke? â Nope.
017.Do you have a crush on someone?â I have a boyfriend and I love him to death.
018. Eating or Drinking â Yes, I do both frequently.
019. Piercings â R. Nosril (about 10), Labret (about 13), L. Eyebrow (about 14), Septum (about 17) .. oh and I've had my ears pierced (one in each) since I was approx. 2 months old and I stretched them up to 00 (but they're smaller now.)
020. Tattoos â I have a total of three.

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing â My ears when I was about 2 months old.
024. First best friend â Alexandra Robinson, is the first person I remember being friends with. We stopped talking after kindergarden and she is a humongous slut now. I am not dramatizing it.
025. First award â I'm not really sure. I've gotten alot of academic awards, always.. and awards and things from tae kwon do and gymnastics/twirling when I was young.
026. First crush â Austin Openshaw was my 'boyfriend' when we were in 1st grade.. gaaawd
027. First pet â a chihuahua named Belle (after the Disney Princess, that's right)
028. First big vacation â Growing up, my family always went up north to visit my grandmother a couple times a year, but that has seriously stopped.
030. First big birthday â I don't know how old I was, but it was in an empty local pizza place. I'm serious.. no one came to my party.

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating â N/A
050. Drinking â N/A
052. I'm about to â Fill in the answer for 053.
053. Listening to â OneRepublic - Goodbye, Apathy
054. Plans for today â Today is o-v-e-r. Tomorrow.. I want to sleep-in.

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? â No.
059. Want to get married? â Yes.
060. Careers in mind â Photography.. something with Animals

WHICH IS BETTER WITH BOY?
068. Lips or eyes â Eyes
070. Shorter or taller? â Taller/the same as me.
072. Romantic or spontaneous â Spontaneity isn't romantic? haha I think I'm more of a romantic.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms â eeehh.. dun care
074. Sensitive or loud â Sensitive for sure.
075. Hook-up or relationship â Relationship, most definitely.
077. Trouble-maker or hesitant â Hesitant isn't a good word. I like "sensible and thinks ahead"

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts â I've misplaced so many things. Including my first pair of reading glasses.
081. Ran away from home â Nooope.
084. Broken someone's heart â That is a yes.
085. Been arrested â No
087. Cried when someone died â Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE:
089. Yourself â I try to believe IN myself.. and I can't lie to myself.
090. Miracles â I believe that amazing things can happen.
091. Love at first sight â eehh, I'm going to say no, cuz I think love at first sight is so shallow.
092. Heaven â There are some amazing places in the world.
093. Santa Claus â Nope.
094. Sex on the first date â I had sex with my boyfriend the first night we met.
095. Kiss on the first date â I kissed my boyfriend the first day we met.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now â I thought we were suppose to tell the truth this whole time.. I'm gonna have to change some answers now.. gaaaw
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life â I am alright with my life right now. There is nothing I would change, but I'm looking forward to what's coming.
099. Do you believe in God â I believe people have imaginary friends, YES.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag â LoL

]]> ~Netoma I look and I see it all.. http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/20833482/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/20833482/ Sun, 05 Oct 2008 04:07:08 PDT
... WOAH!!! I have 13 watchers now!

Thank you guys for appreciating my work SO much!

]]> ~Netoma Because I Love. http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/20800204/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/20800204/ Thu, 02 Oct 2008 20:21:33 PDT
]]> ~Netoma I don't eat animals! :O!! http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/20671184/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/20671184/ Thu, 25 Sep 2008 15:27:32 PDT
]]> ~Netoma Watergun Fight http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/20643949/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/20643949/ Tue, 23 Sep 2008 21:46:57 PDT
lol

That would be epic. I'll take pictures.

]]> ~Netoma Sunday in Sumner http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/20603842/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/20603842/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 14:29:42 PDT
We met Tess at Eastgate and after that did some wondering around xD

We met two guys and well, eventually got on a bus to Sumner on Ferry Rd... too much walking!! lol

Sumner is my favorite ^^ And I love Spring!! <3

Photos will be up later today! So, keep checking back for updates!

]]> ~Netoma I wanna feel how I wanna feel forever. http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/20499430/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/20499430/ Mon, 15 Sep 2008 02:25:55 PDT
Canon 85mm f/1.8 USM... I am very very very happy.

My first deviation with said lens: [link]

And that's about all that happened today.

]]> ~Netoma Just to see the Kiwis!! http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/20473344/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/20473344/ Sat, 13 Sep 2008 14:12:36 PDT
Andrew is breathing heavily beside me. He's asleep.

There are three other scuzzy boys here.. dunno what they're up to. They're just out of this room.

Sleepy Andy wants to sleep. I don't know when he came in here, but I think it's pretty lame that he is.. lol At the time, he told me, "I feel awake, but I'm tired. My eyes won't stop moving <.< >.>" He was high on caffeine. LoL

Oh hey hey!! Yesterday, Andrew and I went to Cathedral Square and it's so cute and fun there! ^^ We went to Southern Encounter. It has aquariums and a kiwi house!! And I saw one!! I saw a kiwi bird!! It was SSOO cute and running around and playing! It was adorable!!

I want to go again.. just to see the kiwis!

And there was alittle 'circus'.. not much of a circus, though.. lol .. Just some young kids doing little skit things to showcase talents.. LIKE balancing a double-sided ax on forehead, flexibility, juggle and undress!! haha stuffs like that, but we had to leave while the show was still going on.

There was also something happening next to the Cathedral.. they had a big sign that was something to the effect of.. "Take Action for Zimbabwe".. I don't know what that was about.. maybe somebody can enlighten me?

Good morning everyone!
See you later!

]]> ~Netoma We take it one day at a time! http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/20429585/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/20429585/ Wed, 10 Sep 2008 19:48:07 PDT
UPS just called.. I had to pay another $100 .. import charges, I guess... so that's poop, but now I get my lens ^^

I went to the church this morning.. I really didn't want to go, but when I got there, I was finally ok with it. It was a quiet slow day! That is always good.

Yesterday went alright.
For some reason I got really sad while trying to sleep.. my mind was just going all over the place.. and I ended at the thought of having to leave New Zealand and I got really really .. just.. distraught, but y'know.. Andrew was right there with me and I finally fell asleep in his arms. Even thinking about it right now is just.. it's depressing - to say the least

I still have to wait for the health stuff.. I think I'm going to call and see if I can see the doctor earlier cuz freaking A.. I need to get these papers in ASAP!!

Andrew's neice had some dude over the night before last.. and then last night some other guy was here.. I dunno if he stayed here for the night or not, but.. weird.. O.o
I seriously do not get her...

LoL.. When I got home from the church, Auntie and Andrew's mum and neice were outside playing (plastic) Jenga. haha.. and then somehow after that I found myself outside washing Andrew's mum's car and then Auntie's car XD.. and I was wet, too... Larissa wet me with the hose and so obviously on purpose.. >.<
And now somehow I'm babysitter?
Actually.. I don't know where she is at the moment, so she must be chasing the cats or bugging her grandmother. Suh-weeet!!

LoL

Enough for now I guess...
tata

]]> ~Netoma We must be patient. http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/20410431/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/20410431/ Tue, 09 Sep 2008 16:51:15 PDT
Yesterday morning I got an email saying that I needed to call a number to verify my order (for my new lens)! So, I tried and tried to figure out how to make international phone calls, but no luck.. so I emailed them back asking for another way to verify my account and then waited all day for a reply!!

This morning, Andrew was checking the mail and guess what!! They shipped my lens!! I was SSOO happy I almost started to cry! >.>

It should be here Tuesday or Wednesday of next week!! Yay! Yay! YAY!!

^^

Oh, and today is Andrew's birthday!! ^^ I kissed him and told him "Happy Birthday" at midnight!

]]> ~Netoma To the bottom of the world: Take care of me. http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/20382160/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/20382160/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 20:04:48 PDT
Blood work and x-rays all done... doctor's appointment the Thursday after next.
I have filled out the extent of the visa application. All but the financial stuff mostly. And that is getting taken care of.

Still no sign of my lens.. yet.

I have officially met Scott.
Matt's been around.
Thomas and I went to that one kid's house.
I made a new online buddy - Ben - who just recently broke up with his skanky girlfriend.. why'd it take you so long, bud?

Stephanie refuses to leave A.J. Which I don't understand, but I will accept because I trust Steph's judgement with these things.

I'm contemplating enrolling into an online photography course, but am put off by its lack of getting me a student visa...

Oh, and I'm completely astounded that I cannot find Across the Universe in New Zealand... there is too much wrong with that >.>

]]> ~Netoma With All My Heart http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/20317906/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/20317906/ Thu, 04 Sep 2008 01:38:50 PDT
Today I had my first day of volunteering at a church nearby. It's mostly for a reference for when I start job searching and then partly just to occupy myself for a couple of days a week for just a few hours a day.

I have an appointment tomorrow to get some health immigration papers done, and then in two weeks I'll have to see the doctor again for all of the results and then after that I will finally be able to send my application for a Visitor's Visa in... I have a plane ticket to leave at the beginning of October...
I read on the Immigration New Zealand site just right now that 80% of applications are processed within 10 days.
So, I hope to with all the good things and with all of my heart that I am within that 80%..

]]> ~Netoma Wait Wait Wait.. http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/20256189/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/20256189/ Sun, 31 Aug 2008 16:18:59 PDT
We went to a new beach this weekend.

I learned the roar of the ocean. ^^

Sunday was an amazing day, wasn't it? Shiny and warm! I absolutely loved it.

]]> ~Netoma Something to Look Forward For! http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/20190492/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/20190492/ Wed, 27 Aug 2008 18:55:55 PDT .<

I think it will probably take a week or a week and a half to get here, I hope that nothing goes wrong with the shipping. I am super super excited!!!!!

All I have right now is the 18-55 mm kit lens that came with my camera and I think this will be a marked improvement over that! lol

I am so so so so happy and I hope to have lots of pictures to share in the near future! <3

]]> ~Netoma A Gift Given Accidentally http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/20133720/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/20133720/ Sun, 24 Aug 2008 16:07:05 PDT
I want to go back and walk the Seal Colony. When we got out there, we walked a tiny bit, just so that I could get some pictures of the seals.. and then we went back to the car to eat lunch because Andrew was starving. lol

We didn't get to see any whales or dolphins, which is a bummer, but eventually I would like to go out on the planes or on a boat and see if we can see the whales. I would absolutely love that.

^^

There was a shag that we found on the rocks next to Fiffe House..[link] he let me get up close to him and I took pictures of him.

Andrew chose the name "Jeff" for him. haha
Which was also the name he gave to his amoeba buddy that was in his eye.. I don't know why he likes that name.
We both have uncle Jeff's. Mine is a drunk and live with my grandmother until she died a few years ago. He's at least in his late 40's....
I don't know what Andrew's uncle is like..

And this went totally off subject. haha
Tata <3

]]> ~Netoma The Falling Down http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/20047805/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/20047805/ Tue, 19 Aug 2008 19:02:53 PDT
This last weekend we went out to the country to see the freshly fallen layer of snow on the mountains. We saw ALOT of sheep!! some el paca and ostrich while we drove along

The next day we took a drive over to Lyttelton Harbor and then down to Sumner. I think that Lyttelton would be my first official site of a real harbor. So, that was pretty cool! ^^

And we saw weird birds in Sumner.. they were little black birds with long orange bills. They reminded me of cartoon penguins. lol
One day I want to soend all day there. I just love it there, it's so cute.

]]> ~Netoma Coming Soon... http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/19871979/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/19871979/ Sun, 10 Aug 2008 01:14:27 PDT
]]> ~Netoma Going to Town. http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/19721600/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/19721600/ Sun, 03 Aug 2008 00:54:57 PDT

And we've been taking photos all weekend! <3

]]> ~Netoma (From Across the World) http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/19579988/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/19579988/ Thu, 24 Jul 2008 20:33:01 PDT
I'm in New Zealand!!!

]]> ~Netoma Oh brother, I can't believe it's true. http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/19197052/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/19197052/ Fri, 04 Jul 2008 06:43:48 PDT
Two weeks.. just two weeks.. I'm goin' home!

I'm glad that I'm getting out of Parker (it's so boring XD)
A teeny bit less glad that I'm getting out of Arizona (but it's sooo hot)
A teeny bit confused about whether I'm glad about leaving the United States. I have never been outside of the States before.. and I've only been in three states: Arizona, California and Nevada! I haven't even been to Mexico and it's just a few hours drive South. XD

New Zealand seems amazing! Beautiful! Friendly! The small population of the whole country makes it seems very comfortable. I guess we'll just have to wait and see. I know what to expect when traveling around the South West. I like that feeling. This.. going across the big blue sea.. this is a new feeling. I know I'm going to get there and miss all the little itty bitty things I take for granted now! It'll be a humbling experience. I just know that I need to be calm.. and not take myself too seriously and be open!

Parker High School Class of '08. Man.. we are all doing stuff.. going ALL over.. the world!

There is a handful of people that I am going to miss! I know we'll keep in touch with the internet and stuff.. I need to start getting addresses and stuff! I finally understand post cards. lol

Andrew's plane is scheduled to land in LAX tomorrow at 2 pm!!!!!!!!!!! That is less than 20 hours into the future! <3
I hope that everything goes good. I will be waiting for him on this side of the world. <3

I can't wait!! *tear

Are you lost or incomplete?
Do you feel like a puzzle.. you can't find your missing piece?
Tell me how do you feel?
Well, I feel like they're talking in a language that I don't speak. And they're talkin' it to me.
So you take a picture of something you see.
In the future, where will I be?
You can climb a ladder up to the sun.
Or write a song that nobody's sung.
Or do.. something that's never been done...
Something that's never been done...

]]> ~Netoma My Moon My Man http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/19161572/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/19161572/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 08:41:23 PDT
He is so good to me.
He'll sing me to sleep, if only I ask.

I don't know why, but thoughts of losing him are in my mind more often than not. About us not working out, but more recently of his untimely demise. I told him about it last night... He told me that if it happened, I should continue life and be happy. I would do that for him, but it would be so hard! How do you get over something like that? Ok.. I don't want to think about this anymore.. >.<

Just 3 more days until Andrew will step foot on American airport terminal! haha This will be fantastic!!

]]> ~Netoma I do it for love, love, love... http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/19066657/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/19066657/ Thu, 26 Jun 2008 23:17:18 PDT
My whole life is about to change.. I feel like I'm running away almost, but from what?

These temperatures...
My problems...
My family...
My past...
My reputation...
Love lost...
I'm not really sure.

But what am I going to be greeted with? Why am I leaving?

... Love.

On my way home.. driving from Lake Havasu City, which is about 45 minutes north of Parker, where I live.. I blinked and opened my eyes and all of a sudden I felt like I was looking up a path that I had never seen before. This road I've driven at least a dozen times, and have been along hundreds of times.. all of a sudden it was new. I looked to the mountains. I looked down to the river and tall grass growing in it.. and I know I love this place, but how could I never have seen it like this before?

I wish I could have seen more around me before all of a sudden jetting off to be somewhere entirely new. I took for granted all of my life how beautiful this place can actually be... and now I'm kind of sad. So, it's a bittersweet goodbye.

The future is unsure, but even more unsure is if I can do this.
I'm scared, but at least I'm not alone.

]]> ~Netoma See the Pacific from this shore. http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/18974807/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/18974807/ Sat, 21 Jun 2008 22:46:55 PDT
So, I get to show him what growing up in Parker is all about. Which he doesn't seem too thrilled about, but seriously.. who would? All of my friends are excited to meet him! And I'm going to miss them, but I am so excited to go home with Andy.. it's hard to be sad.

I'm so in love with Coldplay's new CD.

]]> ~Netoma The Happening.. http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/18830836/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/18830836/ Sat, 14 Jun 2008 01:01:32 PDT My mom, brother and I watched "The Happening" tonight and.. wow.. it was totally not what I expected it to be. I love it!! I don't want to give anything away for someone who might read this and not have seen the movie, but it was great!

Alot of kids were disappointed because I know they didn't expect this.. and they can suck it, because this movie is awesome!!

hahaha

]]> ~Netoma I peek.. and I see the future. http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/18812618/ http://Netoma.deviantart.com/journal/18812618/ Fri, 13 Jun 2008 00:56:36 PDT
Of course Jack came with me!

I tried to take pictures of the baseball game, but I just have the kit lens.. so, it doesn't give me a good enough zoom to get anything decent, but I got some at the softball game.

Being there made me happy. I had a purpose, I had a goal, I had vision. But being a novice and with just like a week with the camera, I had my limitations, but it was a really nice feeling to be out there with him. I felt like it was where I was suppose to be.. and doing what I was suppose to be doing.

<3<3

]]> ~Netoma