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deviantART: by:NevanAnxa http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:NevanAnxa&section=today deviantART RSS for by:NevanAnxa en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 15 Dec 2009 23:39:05 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png OH DUDE , YEAH !!!! http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/28687218/ http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/28687218/ Tue, 01 Dec 2009 09:07:20 PST
BEST. GAME. EVUUUURRRRRR

OH DUDE . *snorts* I'm tired cuz I've been playing it ALL NIGHT LONG .

Also .

Sorry if I don't look at your art or comment or JUST TOTALLY VANISHED . I am sure you understand

In other news .

THIS SUNDAY I SAW MUSE . AWESOME KICKASS CONCERT . And it's even better when you're in great company >D LAUGHED MY ASS OFF ( Thanks Pedro ! DUN DUN DUN , DUN DUN DUN , DUN DUN DUUUUUUUN !!! X'D )

Well , see when I see ya >D I have some Muse videos I filmed . In the beggining all you hear is me screaming and cussing like a sailor . I'm yet to upload them . I R LAYZEEEE C:

LOVE YOU , BYE !

]]> *NevanAnxa GLEE ... 8'D [EDIT #2] http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/28429987/ http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/28429987/ Fri, 27 Nov 2009 08:44:56 PST [EDIT #2] OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD IT'S HERE LALALA

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Ok not really . I wasn't at home when the mailman went to my house so instead I have a note FROM HELL , telling
me I can only go pick it up THIS FUCKING MONDAY AT 10AM !!!

Another weekend gone to waiste .|.

Oh well , at least now I know I will be getting it instead of living in uncertainty , right ?

IN OTHER NEWS .

I just started studying for my driver's licence

IT SEEMS SO EASY

LOVE

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[EDIT #1] IT'S THE 26TH OF NOVEMBER AND STILL NO AC2 . FML .

Also

THERE ARE SPOILERS EVERYWHERE , DEAR GOD !

And my life sucks , I FUCKING HATE MY JOB !

*crawls into dark emo corner*

That is all . Have a wonderfull rest of the week

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Okay so my order has been dispatched and now I gotta wait for 3 to 5 days for the delivery... do weekend days count , or only weekdays ? D:
OMG FINALLY SADFKLSDHSLDJH . Although , I'm gonna have shitty busy times until the end of this year because of my job . Even on weekends I'll have to work . And worst of it all is , I have to work AT HOME on weekends . Can you picture how hard it will be to have AC2 gathering dust while you're so close to it but you have to work ?

Yeah , it pretty much SUCKS . And next week ( probably when the game gets here ) I'm gonna be out of town until friday . On work . Of all the weeks in the fucking year IT JUST HAD TO BE that one week

Oh well , I just hope nothing bad happens .

Also , this crappy busy times literally tire the crap out of me and my art drive just ran out of gas . So I look like a dead doll ( literally

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IN OTHER NEWS. I'm gonna go see Muse on the 29th of November !!! I'm so excited !

I'm going with my ex-economics teacher 8D SHE'S SO DAMN AWESOME

A buttload more people are coming too . It's gonna be one hell of a sunday x'D

GUH ,

ALL WORK AND NO PLAY , MAKES ANA A DULL GIRL . ALL WORK AND NO PLAY , MAKES ANA A DULL GIRL .
ALL WORK AND NO PLAY , MAKES ANA A DULL GIRL . ALL WORK AND NO PLAY , MAKES ANA A DULL GIRL .
ALL WORK AND NO PLAY , MAKES ANA A DULL GIRL . ALL WORK AND NO PLAY , MAKES ANA A DULL GIRL .
ALL WORK AND NO PLAY , MAKES ANA A DULL GIRL . ALL WORK AND NO PLAY , MAKES ANA A DULL GIRL .
ALL WORK AND NO PLAY , MAKES ANA A DULL GIRL . ALL WORK AND NO PLAY , MAKES ANA A DULL GIRL .
ALL WORK AND NO PLAY , MAKES ANA A DULL GIRL . ALL WORK AND NO PLAY , MAKES ANA A DULL GIRL .

*keyboard breaks*

Well , have lovely rest of the week !

*NevanAnxa Little question ... http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/28223124/ http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/28223124/ Sun, 08 Nov 2009 17:08:27 PST
And also , the internet issue had not been solved yet . It sucks u_u

Well , see ya (:

]]> *NevanAnxa AWOL http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/28142231/ http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/28142231/ Wed, 04 Nov 2009 12:37:42 PST

And ALL this happened as I got a food poisoning which kept me home until today . I'm gonna go work tomorrow and sure don't feel like it t(-___-t)

I've been entertaining myself with Assassin's Creed and Prototype x'D Already finished both of them more than once . They are so cool

And I'm making a retared video of Assassin's Creed with this song from Iio ... just messing with sony vegas . The video makes me LOL but it's not finished .

Anyways ...

ONLY 16 DAYS LEFT FOR ASSASSIN'S CREED II OMFG ASDADGAFGFD

I hope it all goes well . I ordered the black edition and I'm dead nervous about something going wrong X'D Has anyone ever bought anything from play.com ? How does the package get to your homes ? Do they deliver it personaly or they mail it and the package gets delivered by your local post office ?

I really need to know because I work during the day and there's no one home to receive the package for me

OH JES . How was everyone's Halloween ? 8D I hope you all had awesome fun X'D I was trying to draw something for it but I haven't finished it yet

I'll submit it anyways , I think =/ X'D

HUGE HUG .

Annie

]]> *NevanAnxa Assassin's Creed Theme http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/27875447/ http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/27875447/ Tue, 20 Oct 2009 16:32:25 PDT
I bought a subscription

Thank you for the tips and everything Dee !

oh btw , just pre-ordered (again) AC2: Black Edition off of Play.com. People are saying around the
internet that it's all sold out . Ubisoft peeps update their website quite regularly
so I think they would inform us of this if it was true, right... RIGHT? T_T

Why do I panic ?

x'D

Hum... sooo . The theme . How does it look ?

x'DDDDDD

I wanted to use a screenshot of my own but I can't upload a 1680x1050 pic without having it resized to a dimension
similar to the one of an ant's fart

So I found this awesome wallpapuh

]]> *NevanAnxa Ok , so it doesn't suck so bad but ... http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/27585189/ http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/27585189/ Sun, 04 Oct 2009 18:38:24 PDT See , I needed a credit card . I got it ordered and all and was like " OMFG YES YEEEES

" waiting for it
to be delivered to me . BUT . I forgot to change my address at the bank so the card was sent to my previous address
where its actual residents are TOTAL DOUCHEBAGS OF MASSIVE DOUCHEBAGGERY so there's no chance I'll get my card back --"""

FML.

Oh wellz , I hope I can still order the blessed thing before they run out of it --"

The weather's foggy in here . It's night time and it's raining . I just watched Silent Hill again so I got " that " feeling . And when I got outside I was expecting the church Siren to go off any minute then x'D Oh well (:

I'm trying to draw new stuff but I end up giving up because my coloring skillz are not of my liking T_T yeah I know , too much of a perfectionist |: (Dang you Zodiac sign !

x'D)
Got more comic ideas , but I'm still trying to draw them but I keep messing up t(-___-t)

Ohz , and I have this idea to write some story . Been thinking about it for like ... 2 months . Haven't even written a word of it

I am THAT lazy T_T X'DDDDDD PROCRASTINATORS UNITE !

OH WELL , I just hope my luck changes for the best . Also , I'll be away all dang week because of work t(-___-t)

NOW FOR SOME JOURNAL MEME THANG I STOLE FROM

( Luuuuv yaaaa ;D )Well she said anyone could do it so ... >D x'D

"Have You Ever" Quiz:

Level 1
(X) Smoked A Cigarette (Yup , still do at times)
(X) Smoked A Cigar (New year's night. Got totally drunk that day x'D)
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex

Level 2
(X) Are / Been In Love ( Been . And started repressing such feelings a long time ago xD )
( ) Dumped Someone
( ) Been Fired
(X) Been In A Fist Fight (Oh yeah >D)

Level 3
(X) Had A Crush On An Older Person ( Older menz ... |B )
(X) Skipped Class ( OH YES. In the name of fun and art x'D )
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(X) Seen Someone / Something Die ( A man on the street , choking on his own blood )

Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your dA / sheezyart Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
( ) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking (Drunk until I almost passed out but such thing never happened |D ... yet u.u )

Level 5
( ) Eaten Sushi ( Oh God , no raw meat for me ... only salad X'D )
( ) Been Snowboarding
(X) Met Someone Through Internet ( YUP ! And we went to a concert together . We were like .. 12 people . It was awesome X'D )
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit ( I run from those o_o )

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(X) Taken Pain Killers ( Teethaches and friggin' period t(-___-t) )
(X) Liked/Loved Someone Who You Cant Have ( Aaah , yes u_u )
(X) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By ( I love doing that whenever I can *.*)
( ) Made A Snow Angel

Level 7
( ) Had A Tea Party
(X) Flown A Kite ( Whn I was a little , little kid x'D )
(X) Built A Sand Castle ( Quite a few , yesh :3 )
( ) Gone mudding
(X) Played Dress Up ( When I was a kid I dressed up like a Belly dancer and crap and went around all happy X'D )

Level 8
( ) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
(X) Cheated While Playing A Game ( Mmmhyesh :3 )
(X) Been Lonely ( Everyday . I cut myself from people u_u NOT YEW THOUGH *RAEPZ*)
(X) Fallen Asleep At Work / School ( Bored and sleepy x'DDD )

Level 10
(X) Watched The Sun Set ( YES ! IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL ! I lost count of how many times I did it , specialy on the ocean *_* )
(X) Felt An Earthquake ( Tiny one xD )
( ) Killed A Snake ( One bit my boot once but it was tiiiiny )

Level 11
(X) Been Tickled ( GOD IT HATE IT !!! --" )
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized ( No , but I've stole stuff )
( ) Been Cheated On
(X) Been Misunderstood ( Sometimes and by people you expect to understand you ... )

Level 12
(X) Won A Contest ( Art one , when I was lik... ]]> *NevanAnxa THIS SUCKS D: http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/27277916/ http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/27277916/ Fri, 18 Sep 2009 10:07:39 PDT

Yeah, I'm pissed xD I hope I can find it somewhere else though, or else I will cry. A LOT.

I want that game. I wish It came out YESTERDAY so it could be my gift to myself ftw .

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TOMORROW. Yay I can legally drink in the USA now, GO ME

Currently I'm doing nothing other than work . And drag my lazy ass around the house . INSIDE MY RED ROOM

I'm going to see MUSE on 29th of November AND Assassin's Creed 2 is out on 20th of November . I WANT IT BAD . But before I purchase it , I will search wherever I can to find the damned ( NO , BELOVED

) Black Edition because I want all those goodies (:

WHO ELSE IS GETTING ASSASSIN'S CREED 2 !? D: ADKAHDGLKHLKSD ITALYYYY . I think I'll spend most of my game time staring at stuff ...

I know what you're thinking

but I actually mean THE ARCHITECTURE . Because it's beautiful x)

And MUSE . It's gonna kickasssssssss~ I haven't been to a concert since last year and I miss the feeling (: Best one I've been to yet was undoubtfully 30 SECONDS TO MARS . It pwned . And Jared jumped onto the crowd and fell on me . GOOD TIEMZ .

I'm thinking about drawing moar . I need to improve A LOT MOAR . I wanna be good . DA VINCI GOOD . Ok let's not exagerate . Being 6-year-old-kid good would be a great improvement C: JK x'D but I do need to improve u_u

AAAAAAAAND OFF I GO . HAVE A NICE DAY

PS: Is the Sistine Chapel there ? In AC2 ? Cuz I think I saw it ! Or maybe I was just drunk . I WANT IT TO BE THERE BOO-HOO . It was finished like ... 3 years before AC2 ! FFFFFFF.

OH ! And Da Vinci was gay . And sodomized dudes . OH MY GOD . I JUST HAD A MENTAL PICTURE BREAK DOWN FFFFFF.

EZIO . MY DEAR , DEAR DRINKING BUDDY . GO GET LADY MARION'S CHASTITY IRON PANNEHS . BWAHAHA , I'm horrible , I know .

-shot-

Sodomizer, Sodo-Sodomizer, You're a Sodomizer!
Oh! Sodomizer! Oh! You're a Sodomizer, Vinci.
You, you-you are, You, you-you are,
Sodomizer, Sodomizer, Sodomizer!

SODOMIZER.

Man, don't touch my butt,
I-I know just-just what you wa-a-ant!
And man, don't touch my butt,
I-I know just-just what you wa-a-ant!

(You!)
You made me weapons
(You!)
And now you're too charming
(You!)
Touch my butt and I kill you
(You!)
You Sodomizer!

I'm so getting ker-CHAIRED for this . Making fun of such a person |:
I DRANK TOO MUCH LAST NIGHT .

Yes . I have a hangover . Leave me alone .

AND NOOOO . I'm not homophobic . The music was playing and I just had to do this . JUST 'CUZ .
And yes . Ezio was singing that just now ...

HA.

]]> *NevanAnxa Doodle memeh http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/25622912/ http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/25622912/ Mon, 29 Jun 2009 07:05:24 PDT
PLEEEEASE I wanna make this memeee xD

I Ph3ar thy words u.u

How's yew doin' ? (:

BIG HUG EVERYONE 8D

PS: Here's the original in case anyone wants to do it aswell xD
[link]

Words so far !

1. Usaschibiscomingtogetherforanexplosivehu gwifflowerfieldsX'B (Jesus Christ X'D)
2. orange 8D
3. potato O.o X'D
4. roaches *Shivers x'D*
5. fluffy
6. father

]]> *NevanAnxa . http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/22882446/ http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/22882446/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 09:57:09 PST Thou shalt bee warned!

My mind is a very dangerous place.
Either you have a great sense of humor and love for imaginary places and situations... or else you'll think: "Hey, This chick's Fecked up, Yo?"

- I TAKE NO REQUESTS . SORRY -

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I got tagged twice -3- xD

XIII Things That are Weird About ME

The name of this game is simple. Type up 13 facts about yourself in an order that relates to each member of Org. XIII. Have fun and Spread it around.

I. Well ... hum , oposing to Xemnas , I wish I had no feelings xD

II. I LIKE GUNS ! 8D

III. I, huh ... Like the wind ? O.o X'D

IV. I'm kinda short tempered ... sometimes xD

V. I'm too quiet |: ... sometimes xD

VI. I used to walk around with books XD Now I don't read as much u.u

VII. I friggin' LOVE the moon *.* It's so beautiful x) I could stare at it for hours !

VIII. I love to set things on fire u_u I burn napkins on the kitchen's sink when I'm bored X'D

IX. I love muuuuuuuuuuuusic <3 And I wanna learn how to play the guitarr xU ( YES , I know he has a Sitar ... )

X. Ear piercings ? Âº3Âº PLAYING CARDS <3

XI. Plants and flowers are <3

XII. I wish I could be as mean X'D

XIII. I also have emo moments u.u X'DDDDD

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THE KH SURVEY

SECTION ONE: The "Favorite" Questions

1. Your favorite KH guy?

Axel . I love his determination in finding his best friend x)

2. Your favorite KH girl?

NaminÃ© ! Artsy cute lil' thang xD

3. Your least favorite KH guy? Why?

To be honest ... KH1 Ansem annoyed the fook out of me X'D

4. Your least favorite KH girl? Why?

I know she's like ... JUST THERE , but when I see Snow White , I JUST WANNA KICK HER IN THE FACE Dx Don't ask why . I don't know myself X'D OH ! And the Queen of Hearts .|.

5. Favorite World? (Includes both KH1 and KH2)

DESTINY ISLANDS ! Oh and ... Twiligh town *.* AND HALLOWEEN TOWN ! PORT ROYALE ! Fook , I can't choose X'D
6. Least Favorite World?

ASDFKLAHDSGLKHD Space paranoids was bleh and the song annoyed me |: TU-TURU-TURURUUU xU x'D

7. Favorite Weapon? (Includes both KH1 and KH2)

GUH , Ultima weapon is just too hot <3 x'D

8. Least Favorite Weapon?

Lil' blade made of sticks X'D

9. Fav. Summon? (includes both KH1 and KH2)

SIMBAAA 8D xD

10. Fav. Form?

Shadow Soraaaaa |D

11. Favorite Pairing? (includes yaoi coupling)

SORAxKAIRI , ROXASxNAMINÃ ASDFLKADHGALSKFDGHLKFSDG *shoots self* Love them

x'D

12. Least Fav. Pairing? (includes yaoi couples)

Some yaoi pairings make me wanna rip my spleen out and eat it... through my nose. UNLESS IT'S FOR TEH LEWLZ

13. Any cool crack pairings you've heard of? List 'em.

AxelxLarxene ? Âº.Âº X'D

14. Weirdest Pairing(s) You've Ever Heard Of?

AnsemxYuna ? X'D

15. Any "Kh-pet-peeves" you have?

Hum ... orgy peeps die u.u X'D

16. Fav. Partner in KH? (includes both KH1 and KH2)

Peter pan cuz then Sora can FLAAAAAAH |D x'D

SECTION TWO: Do you believe it, or not believe it?

17. Do you believe in the Xemnas/Saix theory?

Ew no . SaÃ¯x is just a fewkin' butt kisser X'D

18. Do you believe that Zexion is emo?

Just cuz of his hair do ? Eff no .

19. Do you believe that Marluxia is gay?

MARLEH ISH MANLEH . Screw his hair color . He's manlier than Stallone ;O ( EW NO X'DDDDDDD ) Srsly , Marluxia is BAD ASS .

20. Do you believe that Kairi is the most annoying character in KH?

No , she's just ... there |: X'D I know what she wants and needs but I ain't saying X'D

SECTION THREE: Answer Yourself!

21. If Roxas had to choose either Namine or Olette, who would you root for? Why?

Namine, obviousleh xD

22. What's your theory on KH: Birth by Sleep?

I want to know more first xD

23. Was Chain of Memories a waste of time?

NOPE C:

24. If you had the choice of meeting ONE (and ONLY ONE!) KH character, who would it be?

I ... don't know o_o X'D

25. Which KH character do you relate to th... ]]> *NevanAnxa . http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/22124899/ http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/22124899/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 15:22:17 PST Thou shalt bee warned!

My work as been allways that was.. atleast mentally tiring. Except when we had to move from an office to another one... which is on a 4th floor x___x
And the building has no elevator. So carrying furniture all the way up was... deadly. Ofcourse the heavier heavy lifting was left to men. I'm not so strong.

ANYWAYS. Apparently they FINALY noticed that I'm good at translating stuff , so they decided to give me a shot... well, my uncle did.

And so he recognizes that I'm good.
But as everything doesn't only have it's pretty side, I'm not only earning more, doing in the office what I actually like doing (Not that secretary bullshit. I hate that crap).

I'm translating medical documents. It's tiring , but I like it a lot. That might just be what I'll live of. Translations. And I want to learn more languages, so I can expand my translating range. But yeah. It's tiring because I don't even have time in the weekends to be resting my head. No way. I'm allways on the computer translating crap. So I don't have time for DA anymore... and as you can see it has been a long time since I posted my last Deviation , and I have no clue whatsoever about when will I submit another one, because my head is all focused in work now and I don't have time to think about or to draw anything I'm asked too. I just can't focus. And I'm tired as hell.

So yeah ,

In other news. I wanted to get a PS3 this november... oh well, I hope I still can. My last computer payment will be in october so I DO WANT to try and get a PS3 , keeping in mind that I have to pay for school too... monthly t(T_Tt)

So it's all good... or not.

Shit.

I hope I get payed for this. Yeah, that's the greatest part. I don't even know how much I'm gonna get for all the work, because if they don't do, I'll tell them to shove it up their arses and will do only the ones I did before and did get payed for.

Oh well, off I go to make another translation. T_T

Y'all .

Annie ^^

PS: I love my new layout. Thank you so much Sis !

]]> *NevanAnxa Important Warning. http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/19666618/ http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/19666618/ Tue, 29 Jul 2008 17:47:48 PDT Thou shalt bee warned!

My mind is a very dangerous place.
Either you have a great sense of humor and love for imaginary places and situations... or else you'll think: "Hey, This chick's Fecked up, Yo?"

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Dee sent me the link to this news, and I think it is important to spread the word , because this is trully sickening and these kind of people (Peds and psychopats and whatnot...) should be banned from life.

Please read it and pass it on , if you wish .

THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT! PLEASE READ! THIS INVOLVES YOUR SAFETY ON DA

I am begging you to read this, there is an online stalker (!jere1234, !Caeruleum, !kyakuchuu -- all the same person) who recently attacked a dear friend of mine,*Kays-elle-belle . DA has resolved the situation, but this situation is something people need to be cautious and aware of. He has been blocked but theres always a chance that he'll make another account. Im going to post what's in her journal and if you notice any patterns of similarity, please contact DA IMMEDIATELY. This guy has gone thorough great lengths to contact my friend such as making new accounts and pretending to be other people who he's not. If you would, PLEASE copy this entire message and let other DA members know about this threat. the more people know, the better chance users have of not becoming a victim. So please,read, copy and post this again so this information can spread and no one else gets hurt. There is safty in numbers and this sort of thing needs to be stopped!

Read on to see whats in her journal and if you have any questions, contact her here *Kays-elle-belle . She'd would be more than happy to answer any questions you may have so this can be prevented. Please let this word spread.

:devkays-elle-bell:'s Journal from this morning-

"I am begging you to read this, it will explain the last journal and also warn so this won't happen to YOU.

!jere1234 IS !Caeruleum IS !kyakuchuu.

This man is most likely a serial killer or sexual predator of some sort. Deviant art staff is handling this for me right now. The man originally added me as Jere1234 and then he notified me that he would be switching to Caeruleum. He asked that I add him. Thinking he was just some nice man who liked my artwork I said "Sure, why not?" On this account he began writing some poems about and TO my girlfriend Kayla, and I. I began to find this odd but being an overly naive and trusting person I was polite about it, commented the poems, thanked him, so on. He wrote a poem about a lifestyle choice that I thought he spent alot of time critisizing for being different than his own and I believe I posted a comment as simple as "Gosh, what have you got against that, anyhow?" The man literally flipped out. He not only wrote two journal entries condemning me and calling me things between immature and evil, but he also sent me notes telling me how "disappointed" he was with me. A man that I don't know in real life, have only talked to online for a few days, is "disappointed with me." He blocked me, and I blocked him back.

Not long after I began to get several favorites and then a watch from the account !kyakuchuu. I noticed the similar style of poetry and similar interests but I hate people who make assumptions and I'd rather not be one of them, so I just figured it was another poet with similar interests. "Kyakuchuu" soon after began calling Kayla and I "muses" and writing poems about us as well. 2KL he called them-- and informed me that this meant "To Kayla and Ellie" There is a numerous list of them in his gallery. He favorited absolutely every work of mine with Kayla in it along side of me and also any of my pictures that showed my feet. (foot fetishist, obsessive personality: bad sign) He wrote me notes telling of his extensive admiration for Kayla and I, his plans for other poems about us, thanking me for being his "inspiration". All of this seemed very creepy, but I was always thinking, what if this is really just some eccentric old man minding his own business, and he just hasn't got anything better to do. I would hate to just hurt some innocent old man by lashing out at him for no reason. HOWEVER upon talking to Kayla about this, she has taken criminal justice classes. She said that many of these traits sounded like BAD traits and BAD signs. She told me about a type of serial killer called "collecters" Who will collect information, pictures, anything about their subjects, and obsess over them, for a long time before they make any move. She told me that alot of the time these men will be too smart... ]]> *NevanAnxa UNDERPANTS ! 8D http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/19358802/ http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/19358802/ Sat, 12 Jul 2008 17:21:16 PDT Thou shalt bee warned!

My mind is a very dangerous place.
Either you have a great sense of humor and love for imaginary places and situations... or else you'll think: "Hey, This chick's Fecked up, Yo?"

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I love these quizes xDDD AND I STOLE IT :B X'D

Basic About you
Name: Ana
Gender: Female
Height:: 5Â3" (1.60m)
Eye color: Brown/Hazel
Hair Color: Brown.
Age: 19
Birthday: September 19th
Lefty/Righty/ambidextrous: Lefty

Piercing: Just my ears. Wanted to pierce the lips but it effs up the teeth so no.
Tattoos: Maybe one day.
Zodiac Sign: Virgo
Ring Size: Eff if I know XD
Grade: Not in school anymore

More about you
Are you named after anyone?: Nuuuu :B
Do you live in the moment?: Kinda xD
Do you consider yourself tolerant to others?: Depends. I'm not so tolerant xD
Do you have any secrets?: Who doesn't ?
Do you hate yourself?: What if I do ?
Do you have any bad habits?: Hehe... yeah x'D
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: How the hell am I supposed to know? xD
Any regrets?: Some.
Do you think life has been good so far?: Could've been better.
Are you confident?: Not really.
How long does it take you to shower?: Half an hour since I get in the bathroom till I get out.
What color is your room?: Plain white and fucking boring... wooden color too. x'D
Where do you want to attend college?: Dunno

XD

Do you...?
Smoke?: Rarely.
Do drugs?: No
Drink?: In certain ocasions
Go to church?: NO. It's BOOOORING.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: I sleep with my doggie .

Take walks in the rain?: I love it

Talk to people even if you hate them?: I'm not an hypocrit, so no.
Drive?: Tried to... I PHAIL . XD
Want to get married? Maybe
Want to go to college?: Yeah , I should xD
Want to have children?: Not sure... I'm not too fond of babies

Get along with you parents?: Eeeerrr.... yeah XD
Get along with your sibling/s?: Sometimes.
Color/highlight your hair?: My hair is dyed black and it's red in the back.
Like coffee?: Nope
Wear makeup every time you go out?: If I feel like it
Love roller coasters?: Never been on one xD
Like to cook?: I prefer to BAKE =B XD I need to cook more -3-

Have you ever...?
Hurt yourself?: Only by accident... so far
Been out of the country?: No.
Done drugs?: NOOOO.
Gone skinny dipping?: Not yet

Had surgery?: On my right hand. Foreign Object removing surgery. (Glass needle)
Played strip poker?: Nuuuuu

Been on stage?: Yeah , I was am effin' Seagull

Pulled an all nighter?: A what ? X'D
Gone one day without food?: Yeah...
Slept all day?: OHYEAH, FEELS GOOOOOOD
Kissed a stranger?: Hell no xD
Had a dream that came true?: Hum... no XD
Broken the law?: Yeah
Stolen anything?: Yeah , hence breaking the law xD
Been on radio/tv?: Almost... but I run away from cameras

XD
Been in a mosh-pit?: No and I'll never be... atleast on purpouse.
Bungee jumped?: NEVER D=
Had a dream that kept coming back?: Oh yeah...

Gone out of state?: No states. Just countries. And no.
Live... ]]> *NevanAnxa Tokio Hotel's gig... http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/19165822/ http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/19165822/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 12:59:16 PDT Thou shalt bee warned!

DEWD! The concert was last sunday and there were fangirls camping since last wednesday. Wow.

Anyways, I got there at 1pm, on the day the gig took place :3 NOT BEFORE. THOSE CHICKS ARE CAAARAAAYYYZEEEEE Dx

And I stood... under teh fewkin burnin sun

(Like 100ÂºF or 38ÂºC , I suppose. Idk. ) and I never sat down. XD
All that because... I cut ahead of line. The waiting line was like... a mile long or whatever and I had not the patience. I wanted to get close to the front. I didn't got as close as I did on 30STM (No WAY XD) but I got close.

When I was getting inside the venue, this HUGE FAT BITCH ran me over. DAMN! She was like a moving truck!!! D: JESUS ! Dx There was this lady walking inside the venue with this small kid. He should've been like... 7 years old or something. She almost ran him over too.. and the mom XD the mom was like Â« BECAREFUL! I HAVE A KID HERE! Â» and the lardassssss was like Â« I HAVE A DREAM TO FULFILL 8'B Â» I was like Â« lol?

Â» but heck, I got ahead of her.

bitch .|.

XD

AND THE CHICKS WERE HYSTERICAL!!! HOLY CRAP!!! I've never seen anything like it XDDD
I know, I've been warned before about rabid Tokio Hotel Fangirls... but I NEVER EVER tought it was THAT BAD X'DDDDD
I know everyone has the privilege (

) of getting excited around their fave bands, in concerts and stuff... BUT THEY ABUSE OF IT ! DAMN !

In 30STM's gig and MCR's gig, people fainted because they were being squished. I understand. I've been there and DAMN! XD HOWEVER...

Those chicks were fainting just cuz... they saw Bill

Bill Kaulitz came to stage and they screamed and screamed and screamed and my ears hurt and hurt and hurt... and then they would faint. One after another.

ALL LIKE Â« OMG IT'S BILL ! BIIIIIIIIIIIIILL ! OMG ! BILL I LOVE YOU ! MARRY ME ! EFF ME !

Â» And so on

DEWD.

I mean... There are more people in the band besides Bill Kaulitz... There's Tom Kaulitz, There's Georg Listing and Gustav ShÃ¤ffer... or how it's spelled, I DUNNO GERMAN, SUE ME.

OH YEAH ! AND THOSE GROSSE FANGIRLS WITH T-SHIRTS, WITH INCEST P... ]]> *NevanAnxa . http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/18622555/ http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/18622555/ Mon, 02 Jun 2008 07:16:31 PDT Thou shalt bee warned!

My mind is a very dangerous place.
Either you have a great sense of humor and love for imaginary places and situations... or else you'll think: "Hey, This chick's Fecked up, Yo?"

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i'm not ok
i'm not ok
i'm not ok
i'm not ok
i'm not ok
i'm not ok
i'm not ok
i'm not ok
i'm not ok
i'm not ok
i'm not ok
i'm not ok
i'm not ok
i'm not ok
i'm not ok

I AM NOT OK! .|.

Tired of crying.
Tired of putting up with GY and MY DAD'S crap, especially...
I MEAN
He could be the greatest guy in one day and in the next one he's the most annoying S.O.B. I have ever met!!!
I don't feel right and he makes me feel even worse. IF I AM FEELING SO BAD, WHY AM I FORCED TO SMILE? I MEAN, SCREW THIS SHIT!
I can't frown! I must wear a stupid smile on my face as if I was the happiest person alive!!!
I AM TIRED OF WEARING A MASK! .|.

I AM PISSED! I have never been this pissed in my whole life!
Everything keeps getting worse.
I'm a contradiction to myself. I wanna be alone and don't want to at the same time.
I wanna get shit outta my chest but I don't want to bother anyone.
Everyone has got their own crap to put up with. They don't have to put up with mine aswell.
ANOTHER EXAMPLE!!!
If I don't want to bother people with my crap, WHY EVEN BOTHER WRITTING THIS??? I'm so stupid. But fuck it. To lazy to erase it now.
SO YEAH.

-sighs- Some one put me out of my misery... I'm shitty enough not to be able to do it on my own...

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGHHH!!!!! Dx

Sorry for bothering and cursing.

Yes.

I AM NOT OK.

I want to disappear...

I think I need help...

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My mind is a very dangerous place.

Or you have a great sense of humor and love for imaginary places and situations... or else you'll think: "Hey, This chick's Fecked up, Yo?"

And Yes... I love Axel. Deal with it. The guy rocks and kicks ass so... yeah. Cool!

eh eh eh... Right On!

YAY! My Beloved Sister's FanClub Finally has an Avatar!!!

Join If you Apreciate her art! Personally I love her Art!

Here's her page

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(I wrote this just.... because. It's disgusting. And Bloody. I warned you.)

I hear your steps as you run away from me... I know you're running from me. I can scent your fear.
But... you showld know better. You should know you can't hide from me... and your poor human heart will be worn out after so many infuriated blood pumps...

Blood...

What I hunt for...

I would hunt for nothing less...

If I was not as mad...

I hear a loud thud. I know you fell. I heard you swear. Hah.
Your body as given up although your conscience yells in despair, trying to get your sore muscles to pull you up. But they won't obey. They don't think as you do. They already gave up on this desperate run.

Your time as come. I watch you stare at me as I approach slowly... my heels hitting the concrete... my eyes on yours...
my twisted smirk.

Don't think your begging and your crying will make me take pity on you...
They'll make me hungrier... they'll increase my will to tear you appart and eat you.

You cower in fear as I sit on you... wrapping my hands around your throat... feeling your blood
pulse ever so fevereshly.

Your brown eyes wide open... my red eyes half shut... my twisted smirk approaching...

Your shrieks of pain fall silent in the dark night. No one cares. No one dares to open a shutter and see what's going on.
It's just us two...

The sound of the flesh being ripped out from your face... turning your annoying face into a shapeless form of meat.
You scream in agony as you watch me eating every single chunk of meat I bite from off of you...
My nails piercing your flesh...

Faceless and still alive... that's what you are... I watch you die in pain... your throat so tired from screaming...
You're giving up...

But no...

You won't die...

Not from this, I can assure you...

Your tired voice screams like it never screamed before...
My twisted smirk leads you to know... I am not up to any good at all... oh no I am not.

Still pumping... on my hands... still connected to its veins and arteries. Can you see it?
Yes , my prey.
That is your heart on my hands.
I hold it in front of you... just high enough so you can see it...
And low enough to keep it attached to its vessels and pumping...

Is it hurting?

Good...

It will hurt more...

I feel the scent of your heart as your half-dead soul begs me to spare your deformed body...
Not a chance my prey.

I drain you off your blood through your heart vessels... just like a straw...
Your soul as left you long ago...
Suffering as much as your body.
Do I care?

Most certainly not.

I lick my blood stained hands...
I stand up as the rain falls... was it waiting for your demise? Who knows...
The rain washed this sin off my skin... all the blood str... ]]> *NevanAnxa Haha coisinha sem piada . . . http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/18043138/ http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/18043138/ Sat, 26 Apr 2008 18:26:47 PDT Thou shalt bee warned!

My mind is a very dangerous place.

eh eh eh... Right On!

YAY! My Beloved Sister's FanClub Finally has an Avatar!!!

Join If you Apreciate her art! Personally I love her Art!

Here's her page

No offense intended to anyone who likes Yaoi (Mention's newly added stamp x'D)
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Info
[X] I am shorter than 5'4.
[X] I think I'm ugly.
[X] I have many scars. (not many, but a few)
[X] I tan easily.
[X] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[X] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[X] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[X] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[X] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[X] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[X] I'm in school
[X] I have a job
[X] I've fallen asleep at work/school
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[X] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[X] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[X] I've snorted while laughing.
[X] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[X] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[X] I've gotten stitches/staples
[X] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctorÂs office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[X] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[X] I've been to Europe. (I live there Â¬¬

[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[X] I've gotten lost in my city.
[X] I've seen a shooting star.
[X] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[X] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[X] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[X] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[X] I... ]]> *NevanAnxa NOES >:B http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/17956414/ http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/17956414/ Mon, 21 Apr 2008 09:23:02 PDT Thou shalt bee warned!

My mind is a very dangerous place.

eh eh eh... Right On!

YAY! My Beloved Sister's FanClub Finally has an Avatar!!!

Join If you Apreciate her art! Personally I love her Art!

Here's her page

No offense intended to anyone who likes Yaoi (Mention's newly added stamp x'D)
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Another... thingy... dunno the name .

1.) Put your media player of choice on shuffle.
2.) List the first fifteen songs that come up add "in my pants" to the end.
3.) Bold the ones that actually made you LOL.

1. Right here in my arms in my pants . ( Wut ? O.o )
2. Edge of the Earth in my pants . ( OH NOES ! )
3. Gimme more in my pants . ( HOLY SHIZ I'M A HO D= x'DDDD )
4. Lovers condemn in my pants . ( What the... O.o )
5. Special needs in my pants . (OMG I'M A HO AGAIN ! D= X'DDDD )
6. Easier to run in my pants . ( Is it ? x'D )
7. Umbrella in my pants . ( JESUS !!! )
8. Beautiful in my pants . ( Huuh.... O____o )
9. Join me in my pants . ( OMG !!! NOT AGAIN ! X'DDDDD )
10. How to save a life in my pants . ( ..... huh? xD )
11. In love and lonely in my pants . ( WHAT THE CRAP !? X'DDDDDDD )
12. Dead! in my pants . ( HOLY FOOK X'DDDD )
13. The Sacrament in my pants . ( OMG WHAT ??? X'D )
14. You are the one in my pants . ( LOOOOOL!!!! X'DDDDDD)
15. Vamos Foder in my pants . ( HOLY CRAP ! You people don't need to know what it means , srsly X'DDDDD )

I LOL'ed . Hard . *Pelvic thrusts xDDD*
I needs to get HIM (the band xD) Out of my list when I do these things .

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My mind is a very dangerous place.

eh eh eh... Right On!

YAY! My Beloved Sister's FanClub Finally has an Avatar!!!

Join If you Apreciate her art! Personally I love her Art!

Here's her page

No offense intended to anyone who likes Yaoi (Mention's newly added stamp x'D)
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I GOTZ TAGGED BY KERHYS !

1. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother & father's middle name)
Maria Pedro (O_o X'D)

2. NASCAR NAME: (first name of your mother's dad, father's dad)
Henrique Isidoro (WOW WHAT A NAME ! X'D)

3. STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name)
Zegana (LOLz Âº3Âº )

4. DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)
Black Crow (DUN DUN DUUUUN)

5. SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)
LuÃs Lisbon (WHAT ? XD)

6. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fav color, fav drink, add "THE" to the beginning)
The Red Coke (HUH? XD)

7. FLY NAME: (first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your last name)
Anre (What the... ? )

8. GANGSTA NAME: (fav ice cream flavor, fav cookie)
Lemon Oreo (Might exist one day xDDD)

9. ROCK STAR NAME: (current pets name, current street name)
Big Varandas do Mar (WTF????? X'DDDDDDDDD)

10. STRIPPER NAME: (name of your fav perfume/cologne, fav candy)
B U Wild Milka (*murders self xDDD*)

11. PORN NAME: (1st pet, street you grew up on)
Felix JosÃ© Afonso (I just completely died... srsly xDDDDDD)

I dun tag anyone -3- xDDD

AND ZOMG!!!! IT'S RAINNING AS HECK! I FEWKIN LOVE IT!

I just... dun like power failures

]]> *NevanAnxa Nothing Good to say... http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/17765535/ http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/17765535/ Wed, 09 Apr 2008 14:48:57 PDT Thou shalt bee warned!

My mind is a very dangerous place.

eh eh eh... Right On!

YAY! My Beloved Sister's FanClub Finally has an Avatar!!!

Join If you Apreciate her art! Personally I love her Art!

Here's her page

No offense intended to anyone who likes Yaoi (Mention's newly added stamp x'D)
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I have nothing else to say than

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERARD ! 8D

Yeah... other than that, my grandmother died last friday. So unexpected...

May God have her soul... she deserves to rest eternaly.

R.I.P. Granmother Mariana. T_T

]]> *NevanAnxa Time for some Q & A >:3 x'D http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/17601899/ http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/17601899/ Mon, 31 Mar 2008 07:40:39 PDT Thou shalt bee warned!

My mind is a very dangerous place.

eh eh eh... Right On!

YAY! My Beloved Sister's FanClub Finally has an Avatar!!!

Join If you Apreciate her art! Personally I love her Art!

Here's her page

No offense intended to anyone who likes Yaoi (Mention's newly added stamp x'D)
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LAWL This is funneh !

Some funny Quiz thingy that Kimi told me about ! I got some awkward results O_o x'D
And yeah, some of the names were randomly added xD

GLOMP Y'ALL! 8'D x'D

So here it goes xB

1. How did you meet your mom?
I..... came out of her ??? O___o x'D

2. Do you think Vincent is a virgin?
OMG !!!

Considering that he once was a "normal" guy (x'D) I'd say no .

3. If your mom and Axel were locked in the same (really small) room for longer than a day, what would most likely happen?
WHAT THE HELL ???

Mmmh.... It would be really awkward. I'd hope my mom wouldn't say more than she should x'DDDDDD *Shots self*

4. Who would be a better superhero sidekick between Axel and Vincent, and why?
Huuuu.... none of them? 'Cause their personality wouldn't fit that part I guess xD

5. If Kimi played in a movie, what kind of character would she play?
A Bad-Ass Ninja ! Heck Yeah ! 8D

6. Who would you rather get stuck in handcuffs with, Marta or your dog?
MARTA ! I live with my dog everyday O___o

(LOLz, hand-cuffed doggeh xB)

7. Axel suddenly knows all your secrets. What do you have to say about that?
OHSHITI'MDOOMED!

MOOOM!!??? HOW COULD YOU??? (I knew being locked up with that Tard wasn't a good idea... Even though she doesn't know all my secrets x'DDDDDDDD)

8. Oh no, your mom got kidnapped by aliens! What do you say once they get back?
ABOUT TIME YOU FOOKS !!!

(x'DDDDD Poor mommy

I'd burn their Green-Hairless-Arses into oblivion for that ! :shakefish:

)

9. In a race between you, Didi and Liney, who would win?
Huh....

http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/17365921/ Sun, 16 Mar 2008 15:44:38 PDT Thou shalt bee warned!

My mind is a very dangerous place.

eh eh eh... Right On!

YAY! My Beloved Sister's FanClub Finally has an Avatar!!!

Join If you Apreciate her art! Personally I love her Art!

Here's her page

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YEAH! The Tokio Hotel concert in Lisbon was fuckin' canceled!!! I mean... they could've warn everyone sooner!!!

DUDE! I was there waiting in line for like... 4 hours!!! And then sum dudes just come and say "Oh we have bad and good news!"
I was like : "Fewk... >_>"
Bad news! Bill is awfully sick! He has no voice and he should be heading back to Germany by now!
*Everyone was pissed. Fangirls crying as if the world was gonna end. x'DDD*
Good news! The rest of the band will come out to talk to everyone.
*WOAH!!! THOSE ARE GOOD NEWS???? I mean... it's not like the band is only composed by Bill Kaulitz but... those aren't good news!!! Good news would be if the guy said : " AHAH! I was fuckin' joking! Here they come!!! "
But hey... screw it. I was in a shitty place anyways...

So yeah. The gig was rescheduled to 29 of June... JUNE!!! I MEAN!!! WHAT THE CRAP!?

*sighs*

Oh well... lets hope for the best

Laryngitis sucks ballzack. I hope Bill gets well soon.

Being sick sucks.
Staying for HOURS IN A GODDAMN QEUE JUST TO KNOW THERE AIN'T NO SHOW... SUCKS even worse. .|.
They should've warned us sooner!!! DAMNIT!!! I'm friggin' tired!

Well I got to hope for the best. He can't possibly get sick in June aswell now can he? I'll kick his...

... butt...

GET WELL SOON DUDE!!!

I ain't mad at'cha xB

]]> *NevanAnxa Cuz I'm BORED! http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/17166180/ http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/17166180/ Mon, 03 Mar 2008 14:46:50 PST Thou shalt bee warned!

My mind is a very dangerous place.

eh eh eh... Right On!

YAY! My Beloved Sister's FanClub Finally has an Avatar!!!

Join If you Apreciate her art! Personally I love her Art!

Here's her page

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~~~~~Quiz Tiem~~~~~~~~

1. [x] You have choked on water before. (Everyone has!)

2. [x] You have tripped down the stairs before. (Ever tripped UP the stairs?

)

3. [x] You have walked into a door.(I did... xD)

4. [x] You have pushed a door the wrong way. ( It happens! )

5. [ ]You have walked into a wall.

6. [x] You have fallen going UP the stairs. (THAT'S WHAT I MEANT!

)

7. [x] You have jumped off something.

8. [x] You have been electrocuted. (My aquarium did it!

)

9. [x] You have put metal/aluminum in the microwave.

10.[ ] Right after a commercial comes on you have forgot the show you were watching.

Total : 8

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11. [X] You have forgotten something that someone said. (Happens alot. Sometimes I even forget what I just said!)

12. [ ] You barely ever understand jokes, or it takes forever to figure them out.

14. [x] You have been bleeding and not even noticed it. (WEWT! Nosebleeds!)

15. [x] You've worn something backwards / inside out the whole day without knowing. (Happened a couple of times)

16. [x] You have stuck a fork / knife in a toaster (THE TOSTER WAS UNPLUGGED! I PROMISE! )

17. [x] You have played with fire. (I love burning stuff

)

18. [ ] You've stepped on a flat iron / curling iron / straightener.

19. [x] You didnt even notice there wasnt a number 13 (I DIDN'T!

)

20. [x] You just checked to see if there wasn't a number 13 (WELL I HAD TO MAKE SURE! .|. )

21. [ ] You once thought Hawaii was on the East Coast (

)

Total: 7

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So how retarded are u??

0% - 0/20 x's
5% - 1/20 x's
10% - 2/20 x's
15% - 3/20 x's
20% - 4/20 x's
25% - 5/20 x's
30% - 6/20 x's
35% - 7/20 x's
40% - 8/20 x's
45% - 9/20 x's
50% - 10/20 x's
55% - 11/20 x's
60% - 12/20 x's
65% - 13/20 x's
70% - 14/20 x's
75% - 15/20 x's
80%... ]]> *NevanAnxa Bored... U_U" x'D http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/17031938/ http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/17031938/ Sat, 23 Feb 2008 20:27:18 PST Thou shalt bee warned!

My mind is a very dangerous place.

eh eh eh... Right On!

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1. Turn your music player on shuffle!
2. Fill in the name of the song as the answer to each question!
3. No skipping songs!
4. Have fun!

How will you meet your true love?
Miracle - Cascada
Guess it fits x'DDD

What will Sunday bring?
Valentine's Day - Linkin Park
A Little late no? O_o xD

Why is the seat warm?
You should really know - The Pirates
LOLz yeah...

How will you die?
Something has Broken - Fingertips
I wonder what... O_o

What will your next date be like?
Principles of Lust - Enigma
HAVE Ph3aR!!! D:
x'DDD

What's crawling down your leg?
Buddah for Mary - 30 Seconds to Mars
OH NOES! I HAVE A BUDDAH ON MAH LEG !

Why are you going to be arrested?
Wake - Linkin Park
WOAH! I just wake up and get arrested! I'm a meanace! D:

What's your favorite song?
From Yesterday - 30 Seconds to Mars
Not this one, yet, I love it!

What' s school gonna be like Monday?
Faint - Linkin Park
IT IS! EVERY GODDANG DAY!

How would you describe your first car?
Return to Innocence - Enigma
WTH? xD

What is the main part of your future?
Taste in men - Placebo
WHAT?

Will you have children?
I slept with someone from Fall Out Boy and all I got was this Stupid T-Shirt - FOB
I Guess this means no ?

How's your first concert gonna be?
A Modern Myth - 30 Seconds to Mars
Both the First and the Second one. Both in my

What's that smell?
Clowns - TATU
CLOWNS STINK!!! RUUUUN!!!!

How would you do on American Idol?
Voices in the Dark - Enigma
What.... ? Will I sing with the lights out ?

*NevanAnxa 30 seconds to Mars... or maybe to Heaven... http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/16926905/ http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/16926905/ Sun, 17 Feb 2008 09:42:52 PST Thou shalt bee warned!

My mind is a very dangerous place.

eh eh eh... Right On!

YAY! My Beloved Sister's FanClub Finally has an Avatar!!!

Join If you Apreciate her art! Personally I love her Art!

Here's her page

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[WARNING!]
[BIG-ASS JOURNAL! X'D]

I went to the 30 Seconds to Mars Gig on Last Friday 15th and... I can surelly say it was a trully powerful moment. I know it's unfair for everyone who was waiting there in the Lisbon Coliseum since 3am or so, but I went there at 4:30pm and STILL got in the front! Must be lucky I guess...

Met sum buds I havent seen since the MCR concert [24/06/2007] and met another fans, having fun and laughing my butt off with a girl from Belgian and another French girl. Luckily they knew English.

There was another Portuguese woman with them and a girl. The four of them seemed to know each other from other gigs. We waited in line... well... in front of the massive line behind us.

The hours seemed ethernal as we waited for the doors to open. Some buds of mine had won a contest to watch their sound check. A little later, a car drives by everybody and I recognized Jared inside. I said in almost a whisper: "Dude, it's Jared in that car..."
The girls all turned their heads and shouted insanely!!! I was Scared!

It was nearly 6pm or so when we hear Shannon hitting on those drums. WOAH! We were outside and yet it was so loud! Soon the guitar joined. And then Jared Sang. They were already making a soundcheck and were playing "From Yesterday". We were outside and still we felt blowned away by what was yet to come!

7pm. The Doors opened by 7:30pm or something. The last 30minutes lasted longer than the 3 hours I'd been standing there. I was dead anxious.

Then they opened the doors and everyone got ready to get in. Sound check folks got in first.

My Belgian bud shouted: "HEY! WHAT ABOUT US???" But it was no use. Scrw that, they weren't so many.
Then the security dude said the magical words. "FORM A LINE! YOU CAN COME IN NOW! SLOWLY AND IN ORDER!!!"
WOOOOT!!!! I rushed towards the dude and he tore my ticked like he did to all the others. He was so pissed that people were running from behind and crap!

He shouted: "WTF! NO ONE PASSES BEHIND ME! YADDA YADDA YADDA!"
I didn't care. I'm heavy as F*ck but I ran so dang fast it seemed that I was in some sort of race for my life!
I GOT IN THE FRONT!
WEWT! I was happy and scared at the same time. Happy to be in the front and scared becau... ]]> *NevanAnxa I IZ BOREEED!!!! X_X and sad. xD http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/16764932/ http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/16764932/ Thu, 07 Feb 2008 05:24:02 PST Thou shalt bee warned!

My mind is a very dangerous place.

eh eh eh... Right On!

YAY! My Beloved Sister's FanClub Finally has an Avatar!!!

Join If you Apreciate her art! Personally I love her Art!

Here's her page

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I WUZ BOREEEED!!!!

1.) Who is your favorite Kingdom Hearts character(s)?
I like most of them, but my favorite would be Axel (WOAH! So Obvious x_X x'D).
I'm so pissed that he never got to meet Roxas once more. AND NO! He didn't die. He's on vacation. (

)
Heck how come I never drew Sora? *shots self xD*
Nor Roxas? They're so dang cute!! *In a sweet, big eyed kind of way

*

2.) What is your favorite pairing?
Not Into that x_x
I think that Roxas and Namine look cute together though

3.) Are you a Kingdom Hearts yaoi or hentai fan?
Huh.... noooo...

4.) Ever cosplayed as Kingdom Hearts characters? If so, who, where and how many times?
Never did... probably never will x'D

5.) List your collection of Kingdom Hearts junk and merchandise, if any.
Waiting...

6.) Have you ever felt that you were destined to be with a Kingdom Hearts character? If so who?
I don't think so really. All my Axel RP's are just for the sake of a good laugh

7.) SoraxKairi or RikuxKairi?
SoraxKairi. Seriously they lust for each other...

8.) AxelxKairi or AxelxRoxas?
Huh... none. X_x

9.) Which path is your favorite? Light, Darkness, Dawn, or Twilight?
Twilight... I just love a good sunset...

10.) Do you support the Xemnas/Saix theory?
NEIN!

11.) Do you support the 'Axel is gay for Roxas' theory?
No - Fewkin' - Way ...
Seriously! Can't they just be friends??? Just cuz Axel thinks of Roxas as his best friend (Thinks, cuz he can't really feel it) that doesn't mean he want's to screw his lil' buddy's butt!!!

Jesus...

http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/16561772/ Fri, 25 Jan 2008 05:55:03 PST Thou shalt bee warned!

My mind is a very dangerous place.

eh eh eh... Right On!

YAY! My Beloved Sister's FanClub Finally has an Avatar!!!

Join If you Apreciate her art! Personally I love her Art!

Here's her page

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CHRIST! Time to remove this depressing complain OUT OF HERE! Jesus! x'D

OMG WAZZZZUUUUP!!! I'm feeling retarded!!! How do YOU feel???

I wanna dance! I wanna scream! I wanna jump! I wanna Slap someone! I wanna run around! I wanna smash stuff! I WANNA KISS A RANDOM HOT DUDE! That's cuz I'm feeling retarded... so you must have Ph3ar!!!

But Ofcourse I ain't gonna do any of that...

That's just not my thing...

(The Kissing part... cuz the rest... oh heck yeah babes

)

Whine up! OH! Whine up! OH! Whine up! Oh Yeeeeeaaaaah!!!!

I wanna Burn something!!!!

*Picks up a pile of Office clutter and sets it on fire*

OMG! IT BURNS! IT'S HOT! OH YEAH!!! *pelvic thrusts x'D* UHN BABY!

Everybodeh Jump! Bring teh house down! Grab the person next to j00 and dance!

*Grabs Axel xD*
Dance Happy! Dance slowly! Dance spazzin'! Dance smutty! (

) Just dance! Unleash the dancer within, no matter how crappy it is!

GOD! *sound of cars colliding and crashing and burn... ]]> *NevanAnxa Un-Happy New year... http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/16210775/ http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/16210775/ Tue, 01 Jan 2008 16:53:17 PST Thou shalt bee warned!

My mind is a very dangerous place.

eh eh eh... Right On!

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So yeah. I hope all of you had a wonderfull beginning of 2008... cuz I sure didn't.
I'm not complaining about the company I had during the last seconds of 2007 and the first of 2008, because there sure isn't better company than Family... but I just couldn't help to feel miserable.
Sorry to let all this crap off my chest but if I don't do so, I'll explode.
I think I should already be used to disappointments and shut up about it but... this time I just can't.
Everything, and I mean, EVERYTHING I look forward to, goes wrong. I can't promise anything because I just know someone will screw me over.
Seriously... who cries while everybody else is happy? I cried during fireworks.... not that I could actually see them...

And I'm terribly sorry about the requests. I want to fill them when I feel better because now I feel to hopeless to draw anything decently. I'm trying to color something I drew sum days ago and I just can't. It looks awfully.
Hopefully things will get better soon. I don't know If I can last long with all the crap that has happened to me latelly.

So this is ALL I still have to do. I'm gonna make these don't worry. I might just take a little longer... I SUCK, I know...

(STILL) TO DO STUFF (SORRY!

)

- - - - > Sephy's-HOT for

[TO COLOR]

- - - - > Marl-UKE-xia for

[SKETCH IN PROGRESS]

- - - - > Dem - Dem for

- - - - > "Marta Croft" For my Daughter.

[TWO FRIENDS GOT MAH KIRIBAN!

]

- - - - > Kurama for

- - - - > Deidara for

I love you all... So sorry about taking so long. I never have time for anything. And when I do, I get sick, my computer gets messed up, Photoshop goes stupid.... and so on. That's just my luck. I seriously should have a name sounding like "Bad Luck"... maybe Jinx or something...

Again. Sorry about all the ranting.

Much

]]> *NevanAnxa 2,000 Hits ftw! http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/15954018/ http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/15954018/ Sun, 16 Dec 2007 04:33:22 PST Thou shalt bee warned!

My mind is a very dangerous place.

eh eh eh... Right On!

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ONE WEEK LEFT OF WORK! THEN I'LL HAVE MY BREAK!

Which lasts for 11 days which sucks ballzack because I miss being a dumb 4 year old brat that did nothing out of my LIFE!

Phew.... I havent had time for anything at all!

And plus, I can't finish my requests because Photoshop is being gay gay gay.

I'm so sorry for making you guys wait! Sephiroth is done! Just needs coloring! And Marluxia is nearly done!

BLAH! I'm gunna A-- R---- Photoshop!

(You better not know what I said there.

)

OH! I'm reaching 2,000 hits or whatever! Should I do that... Kiriban thing or whatever?

WHATEVER! If you catch the Kiriban or whatever thing, print screen ETH to prove it to meh! And then I'll draw whatever the heck you want!

OMG I'M DRAWING AXEL AND HE LOOKS SO FRIGGIN HUMPABLE! (

)
It's another weiner thing... so yeah. FEAR THE DOOM!!!

Hum... I can't remember anything else to say other than...

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!

(STILL) TO DO STUFF (SORRY!

)

- - - - > Sephy's-HOT for

[TO COLOR]

- - - - > Marl-UKE-xia for

[SKETCH IN PROGRESS]

... ]]> *NevanAnxa JESUS!!! http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/15572112/ http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/15572112/ Mon, 19 Nov 2007 05:11:44 PST Thou shalt bee warned!

My mind is a very dangerous place.

eh eh eh... Right On!

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OMG!! MY FAVORITE NIRVANA SONG ON THE RADIO!!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAHEEEEEEEEEYYY!!!!

Right now they're playing the whole Nirvana Unplugged concert on the radio!!! I'M IN HEAVEN!!!!

I love Kurt Cobain... and it PISSES ME OFF everytime I remember what he did...

Srsly... I wish I could be there in that awfull day ...

I'd kick his butt for even thinking of doing that!!!!

Or I'd probably end up getting shot...

BUT I WOULDN'T CARE!!! It would be for a good cause!

Oh Well...

ANNEHWAYS-AH!!

OMG! The funniest thing happened today!!! On my way to work, I had to go to a local hopital to pic up some meds (Not for me!!! XD) And, like always, I'm all dressed in black.

Black jeans, black converse, black shirt (With white lil' polkadots!! FTW!

), a way long black winter coat (those stuffed with goose feathers or poliester or whatever xD) and sum' fingerless black gloves. The thing is, XD , when I was inside the hospital, all in black with my Samara style hair (

) Sum' old dude grasped sum' nurse's arm and yelled:

"OMG OMG!! OH HOLY LORD!!! I KNEW IT!! DEATH IS COMING FOR ME!!! IT'S COMING FOR MY SOUL!!! AAAAAH!!!"

I was like: Oo?

Well, me and everyone else in that hospital...

The nurse giggled and said that the dude was insane, telling me to go to wherever I was going, that she needed to give the old guy his meds!!!

WOW TRIPPY!!!

OMG, I'm still laughing here!!!

Anyways, atleast something to bright up my day... since yesterday sucked balls... I couldn't even come to DA nor MSN!!!

So yeah. Love the freezing rainny weather today here in Portugal...

http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/15470586/ Sun, 11 Nov 2007 20:57:42 PST Thou shalt bee warned!

My mind is a very dangerous place.

Or you have a great sense of humor and love for imaginary places and situations... or else you'll think: "Hey, This chick's Fecked up, Yo?"

And Yes... i'm obsessed with Axel. Deal with it. The guy rocks and kicks ass so... yeah. Cool!

eh eh eh... Right On!

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YUP! I did cuz I liked It so much that I just couldn't wait until I got tagged!

And Also, I don't have anything much to say in the journal, besides that I'm sick if my courses!

<----- This' Sarcasm.

OH! I'm planning on writing a story! It'll be a story and not a fanfic or whatever. It involves Vampires and Strippers!

YEY!

Oh well, on to the quiz!

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** List 10 characters **

1) Axel
2) Demyx
3) Xemnas
4) Kadaj
5) Yazoo
6) Dante
7) Vergil
8) Ocelot (young xD)
9) Walter Sullivan
10) Isaac

** What would you do if... **

1 (Axel) woke you up in the middle of the night?
- Huh...

I'd ask him what did he want and hoped for the best.

(Stop thinking evil things!!!)

2 (Demyx) asked you to go out with him?
- I'd go.

Could be fun to hang out with him.

Number 3 (Xemnas) walked into the bathroom while you're showering?
- I'd roll myself on the shower curtain and cuss him off!

4 (Kadaj) announced s/he's going to marry 9 (Walter Sullivan) tomorrow?
- OMG! WTH????

5 (Yazoo) cooked you dinner?
- I'd be scared of eating...

6 (Dante) was lying next to you on the beach, sleeping?
- Aaaaaw!

I would Call Liney to hug him!

7 (Vergil) suddenly confessed to be part of your family?
- OMG! I'd be shocked! And happy to have hidden demon powers!

8 (Ocelot) got into the hospital somehow?
- It would probably be by mistake... or if he did, he wouldn't be there for long.

9 (Walter) made fun of your fri... ]]> *NevanAnxa [Insert Tittle] http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/15406870/ http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/15406870/ Wed, 07 Nov 2007 13:49:38 PST Thou shalt bee warned!

My mind is a very dangerous place.

eh eh eh... Right On!

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Cuz I can't think of one. *wide grin*
I don't even have much to say.
Buuuuuuuuut

I FOUND A DUMBASS QUIZ!
So I'll make it. Cuz I'm bored... well not so bored since I'm Coloring a RP moment! Read this Didi?

Oh Well... onwards with Teh Quiz!

[ ] I have walked into a glass/screen door.

[ ] I have tripped on my shoelace and fallen on my face.

[x] I have choked on my own spit. (Yep, mainly when I'm laughing! xD)

[ ] I've seen the Matrix a bunch of times and still don't get it.

[ ] I type only with my pointer fingers.

[x] I have accidentally caught something on fire. (Stuff in my kitchen!)

[ ] I've told a cop to piss off and gotten screwed for it.

[x] I attempted to sip out of a straw but it accidentlay went into my nose, rather than my mouth. (Worse than that, Is when it pokes your gums... or an EYE!!! *makes larry face xD* No I never poked my eye with a straw x3)

[x] Sometimes when I think of something funny, I laugh out loud and people look at me weird. (Because I'm RPing ALL the time ^^ xD)

[x] I've caught myself drooling.

[x] I've accidentally caused an explosion. (An empty coke bottle on a Fireplace! BEWM! It burned my couch :3)

[ ] If someone says the word "fart", I can't help but laugh (Surprisingly it doesn't... maybe cuz i'm used to it xD)

[ ] I've turned into a "do not enter" one way road plenty of times. )

[x] Sometimes I just stop thinking & zone out... (In work, at school, when people are talking to me, when I'm talking on my cellphone... the list goes on... mmmmh... RP... xD)

[ ] It is POSSIBLE to lick your elbow.

[ ] I just tried to lick my elbow. (Fool me once, Shame on you! Fool me twice, Shame on ME! xD)

[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from me.

[ ] People often tell me to use my "inside voice".

[x] Gum has fallen out of my mouth while talking (And I've swallowed it a couple of times... and choked on it xD)

[x] I've used my fingers to do simple math. (I HATE maths... xD)

[x] I've jumped off a moving vehicle.

[ ] I ate a bug for $5 or less.

[x] I'm taking this test when I should be doing something more important.

[ ] I repost chain letters because I'm scared of what they threaten will happen if I don't.

[x] I've done something really stupid while I was drunk. (I cussed inside a restaurant on my birfday dinner with my Buds! :B)

[ ] I've run around naked when I was drunk.

[ ] I've run into a golf cart tire when I was drunk

[x] I've searched all over the place for something, and then realized it was in my hand the whole time. (OMG YEAH! XD)

[x] I accidentally break a lot of things... (Nearly everything I touch!)

[ ] My friends know not to use big words around me.

[x] My friends like me because I'm fun to laugh at. (Laugh "AT" yeah, but mostly laugh "WITH"!)

[x] I move my head to the side when I'm confused

[x] Sometimes I start telling a story and suddenly forget what I'm talking about.

[x] I've fallen out of my chair before. (It hurted... ouch xD)

[x] When I'm laying in bed, I sometimes stare at the ceiling and try to find pictures and wor... ]]> *NevanAnxa Special Needs. NOT what UR thinking. http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/15302491/ http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/15302491/ Wed, 31 Oct 2007 13:34:01 PDT Thou shalt bee warned!

My mind is a very dangerous place.

eh eh eh... Right On!

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I feel Dead. Oh Wait. I don't. Cuz if I FELT Dead, I wouldn't feel sad. I've been feeling like this since a loooooooooooooooong time ago. I just don't want to bother anyone with this. My friends have problems on their own and I just don't want to become a Burden........

I Wish I could be free... could fly... I just picture myself on the edge of a cliff... beneath me, there's only the sea... I feel the breeze on my face... as I just close my eyes and throw myself into it's depts... but I don't die, no way...

I feel free... I feel in heaven...

Just how I wish I could feel. I feel this angst that I can't identify a reason why. I just don't know why?
Was it what I found out that my dad thinks I am? I'm NOT telling what he thinks that I am...
But my mom told me... and it hurted... I mean, It's STUPID!!!!
DAMNIT! I'M HIS FUCKING DAUGHTER!!!!! He's supposed to know me and stop thinking that I am... what he thinks I am... I won't tell you so just drop it.

I just need to let this all out.
I'll listen to Placebo again... Brian Molko's voice is soothing to my ears and calms me down.

I Love you all, my friends...

To Do List.

_ Bill Kaulitz for my Daughter Marta. (I love you! X'D) [COMPLETED]

_ Sephiroth for

she didn't asked me, but i just wanna do it

_ Marluxia for

_ Dante and Vergil for Liney!

_ If I forgot any, please let me know. Thanx!

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My mind is a very dangerous place.

eh eh eh... Right On!

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HIY'ALL!!! (

)

I just had a good laugh at work.

So i'm gonna write it in here to change my angsty one and hide it from anyone who passes by my gallery, so that they don't think that i'm all angsty and moody all the time, since i'm a cheery person

It went like this. Some of you might have already seen my latest submission entitled: "Got you..."
Well, i just printed it at my job so i wouldn't spend my printer's ink!

I was all giggly and happy staring at it, when my dad asked me what was i doing.

I jumped off my chair and showed him that drawing! (YEAH! xD)

He said immediatly:
_ Heck, is that you?
_ Yush! (i answered xD)
_ It looks like you... hum... but you're prettier.
_ No way!
_ Stop that. And who's this guy? o0 (He asked me as i rolled my eyes and laughed)
_ Huh... Nobody! (Too bad he can't possibly get the joke xD)
_ Well it's really cool!

(after lunch, one of my co-workers arrived)

_ Show it to her! (said my dad)
_ No! (i spazzed, but then i showed her)
_ SO COOL! So pretty! (she said)
_ That's me! (i pointed out)
_ She is? Oh! Well your dad would kill you if you ever walked in your house with a guy looking this! (she laughed)
_ (i laughed)
_ What? (my dad was zoning off xD)
_ I mean look at him! Red spiked up hair! He'd say he's a crazy punk!!! More! Dressed like that he'd say he is GAY!
_ HE'S NOT!!! (I said out loud in a theatrical-fake hurtful tone xD)
_ I would say she was out of her mind... (said my dad xD)
_ Who is he? He's so cute! (She said that, yeah xD)
_ hum... just a character, from a game xD
_ Oh! I tought he was someone you knew! (I wish! xD)
_ Well no, but i did saw a guy that looked like him! He had red hair and all and was a tae kwo do teacher xD (It's true, people. I was 10 xB)
_ Oh... is that a tear?
_ no, it's make-up! (xD)
_ MAKE UP! Your dad would soooo kill you both!
_ XD (Oh God such a surreal moment!!!

)
_ He looks like a guy from here (Said my Dad, comparing him to a guy from where i work. Doesn't look like Axel AT ALL!!)
_ THAT GUY??? NO WAY!!! POOR AXEL!!! (I yelled lauging xD)
_ Well he does! Just give him that red hair! (my dad rocks. xD)
_ Naaah! This guy on the picture is waaaaay cuter! (XD said my co-worker)
_ Well yeah! Axel's way cuter! (LOL i can't believe myself sometimes!!!

)
_ Oh his name is Axel? (my co-worker asked)
_ Yeah! Axel! xD
_ Oh wow, don't get me started on Axl Rose! (she said)
_ Omg, enough! (i took the drawing with me and walked away laughing)
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Oh yeah...

Now i'm Wondering what my dad would say if i ACTUALLY walked in my house with Axel!!!!

Gotta get me a HOT cosplayer!! (LOL! I DID NOT JUST SAY THIS!!!! NO FRIGGIN WAY!!!!

http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/14950285/ Sun, 07 Oct 2007 04:13:47 PDT Thou shalt bee warned!

My mind is a very dangerous place.

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I can't explain it. I'm just angsty. Nothing goes right. I'm tired of living where i live. I'm F-cking tired of sharing a bedroom... conclusion. I'm tired of EVERYTHING!!!!

I feel like turning all i hate into one being and destroy it... violently...

Yeah...

And i need to laugh so i'd say the icon on my mood looks like it's constipated with a huge ass log... Wow. Shove olive oil up it's guts!

AHAH!!

I NEED TO LAUGH!!!

damn i wish we could take a time off from life... be away for as long as we wished, put our thoughts together without pressure... i hate so many things, OH so many things...
Lately i've being a loose canon... just to think that yesterday i was about to smack down my friend's Aunt really doesn't leave me a good warm feeling...

Axel: You need to calm down! Things will get better!

Me: I say that to me all the time. Today i feel like such a suck up that... it doesn't... work...

Axel: Oooh...
Me:

Axel: There... there...

(AHAH! xD)

RP's help me. Yeah. COOL.

Really, thank you Didi for making me laugh. xD

You're so sweet, sis!

(aw crap, there's not an explosive glomp icon here!

)

Axel: How bout me?
Me: Huh?

Oh! You're sweet too sugar! ^^

(

)

I don't know if i should laugh, if i should cry, if i just stare blankly into the sky.. (YEY A RHYME!!!!

)

Oh well, i need FEWD! Yus ^3^
AND sleep. Well, Fewd first >8D xD

Aaaaw MCR eases... ]]> *NevanAnxa A beautiful moment... http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/14890391/ http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/14890391/ Tue, 02 Oct 2007 19:05:27 PDT Thou shalt bee warned!

My mind is a very dangerous place.

Or you have a great sense of humor and love for imaginary places and situations... or else you'll think: "Hey, This chick's Fecked up, Yo?"

eh eh eh... Right On!

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Imagine yourself on a beach... the sky is gray, as well as the ocean. However, one is calm and clouded. The other one is restless and threatens to ravage the shores with it's fury. Nevertheless, you are there. Fresh wind brushes your hair, away from your face, as you look to the gray skies to see those large, round clouds, being slowly pushed by the wind. A few seagulls shriek while they try to find a place where they can rest their long wings. A larger wave throws water at your feet... a beautiful silver shell comes to you, dragged by the tides. You pick it up, smiling at it's beauty, as another strong flurry of wind nearly makes you step back. You hear a thunder, and water shoots from the skies. You look up to them and open your arms, feeling the rain on your face. You laugh joyful of such moment. Someone special to you (can be anyone you desire... ) Walks towards you, embracing you from behind. You're startled, until you feel it's scent... and you're secure that it is that special one. You turn around and you look into that someone's eyes, yours fixed on it's piercing stare. It's beautiful smile... so tender and comforting... under all the rain. You're soaked but you don't care... all you care about is that you are there... with your special one...
You embrace your special person... you hold that person as if it was the last time you would see... that special someone...
Another flurry of wind blows from the skies... you hold on closer... and under the shooting rain... your lips join in the most passionate of ways...

Tranquility...
Peace...
Love...
Joy...

I feel it with the song i'm hearing now... hear it if you want...

This is a Beautiful Moment...

(Yes i'm on a strange mood... this song messed me up... it sharpened my imagination... i have feelings of shedding tears...
I think i need a hug... xD)

Axel

Ps: Must draw Demyx for

]]> *NevanAnxa I Wanna Draw!!! http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/14838843/ http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/14838843/ Sat, 29 Sep 2007 09:26:59 PDT Thou shalt bee warned!

My mind is a very dangerous place.

Or you have a great sense of humor and love for imaginary places and situations... or else you'll think: "Hey, This chick's Fecked up, Yo?"

eh eh eh... Right On!

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DAMNIT!!!! I Wanna draw mah requests and my friggin' sketch book is inside the friggin' travel bag, inside my parent's bedroom... and they are "there"... FOOK! Now what??? Damn it!!

Plus, my cell's battery charger is in there too, and my cellphone just died from low bat... now i can't talk to my daughter Marta (

) neither!!! HELL!!

I'm a ona jinx streak or what??? Now that i finally have time to finish mah requests, i can't because they're... yeah.

DAMNIT!!!!

And it's raining like hell.. the perfect weather to draw!!! So inspirational when mixed with...

ENIGMA...

Like Xemnas would say (or not xD), CURSE THEM ALL TO OBLIVION!!!

Yeah. I'm so sad now... (Fake cry xD) I wanna draw JAK FOR MAH SISTAH

!!!! I WANNA DRAW DEMYX FOR SORA-OF-YUKI!!!!

I Wanna draw a buttload of other stuff!!!1

OH GAWD WHYYYY????
Axel: Sheesh! Calm down!

Me: I... i can't! I'M PISSED!!!

Axel: *pats my head* There there... want me to go get those for you?
Me: *DOOM!!!* NO!!! STAY HERE!!! DON'T FOOKIN MOVE!!!

Axel: Oh it's not hard... i'll just set their door on fire!

Me:

Seriously, don't.

Axel: You suck.
Me: HEY!!!

Axel:

Me: Ax-hole...

Axel: I'll burn yo' Hair off!!!
Me: Right now it looks better than yours...

Axel:

MY HAIR IS KEWL!!!

*runs away crying*
Me: GET BACK HERE!!!

(LOL Random i know... well what can i do???)

*NevanAnxa Prision Break http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/14784426/ http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/14784426/ Tue, 25 Sep 2007 10:09:00 PDT Thou shalt bee warned!

My mind is a very dangerous place.

Or you have a great sense of humor and love for imaginary places and situations... or else you'll think: "Hey, This chick's Fecked up, Yo?"

eh eh eh... Right On!

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I'm scared crapless. Ok. Maybe i'm not scared but this never happened to me before!!!

A convict just escaped from the court near my house! I don't know if he's dangerous or not, but from the way the cops are searching for him right now... hum yeah...

So what happened was, i was on my comp. peacefully coloring my next deviation (which is hot, btw xD) when my parents began to piss me off about one of my friggin' dogs who wouldn't shut the fook up because he wanted to pee!!!

But oh well, i picked the leash, and me, my mom and my bro went outside with the dogs.

Then this police car comes burnin' it's tires full-speed up the road (it's a one way road) and stopped a lil' ahead of my house. Me and my mom and bro were like "

"

Then, two cops (smokin' hot btw xDDDD) come rushin up the street and one of them approaches me with all his hot-ness (LOOOL x'D) and asks us if we saw someone running up that street. We didn't, of course, because we had just came outside! So he then just nods and goes searching for the evaded S.O.B.

I dragged my mom and bro home xD
So my did dad when we told him what the hell was up.

Ok, now i'm on my bedroom, wondering if the criminal will ever try to break in my house... not that he would dare to walk pass my doggy

Unless he kills him.

I'm scared of going outside tonight when my dog barks to go pee again...

OH Why do i have to live so close to a friggin' court yard???

*clings to Axel*

Axel: Lemme go

Me: I'm scawed...

Axel: He won't do anything to us...
Me: How do you know???

Axel: D'ya think i'd let him? Duh!!!

Me:

(LOL If that S.O.B. of a criminal tries anything i'll crush him with a frying pan ninja style!!! Or i'll probably get stabbed and killed

)

(GOOD GOD!!!

)

I'm being such a drama-queen... it might not be as serious as it seems

]]> *NevanAnxa Last night... xD http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/14757928/ http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/14757928/ Sun, 23 Sep 2007 12:43:35 PDT Thou shalt bee warned!

My mind is a very dangerous place.

Or you have a great sense of humor and love for imaginary places and situations... or else you'll think: "Hey, This chick's Fecked up, Yo?"

eh eh eh... Right On!

Last night i had an awesome time. I went out with mah friends because as some of you know, my birthday was last week xD

So, we went to the Chinese restaurant near my Friend's house. Her mom was always like: "Watch out Annie, i see a storm approaching! You should have stayed home..."
And i, with my full ignorance, went to the closest window to check fro rain!

It was freezing outside tough

So, we went to the restaurant, had those awesome Crepes

Those shrimp thingys they make that is delicious xD
And had some chicken Quo bah and something chicken else i don't remember

Then came...

TEH DOOM!!!

We were choosing deserts when i saw a light approaching... i turned around to see the Chinese waitress bringing the cake to the table! GOSH I WAS HORRIFIED!!
TEH SHAME! Everyone in the friggin' restaurant sang me "Happy Birthday"!!! Boy was i embaraced...

I had drank 3 glasses of red whine.. well, not pure, it was mixed with fruit juices and it's called "Sangria" ... really good xD
THEN, InÃªs, mah buddie, spread chocolate all over my face!!! Damn! Then i drank a shot... of LIZARD LICOR (or something)!!!

EW! THERE WAS A FRIGGIN DEAD LIZZARD INSIDE THE BOTTLE!!!

Not to mention that she filmed me without my knowledge so.. i was smoking and all and i look like Ville from HIM, with all the hair adn stuff

But it was good

xD
And i got slightly tipsy

And laughed and sang a lot.

Yeah.

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Now i just wanted to say.
Didi. I wish you were there xD
I don't want to see you sad.
I know you'll make it through. You are strong!!! YEAH GIRL!!!!

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Like mah new Avatar?

]]> *NevanAnxa Everybody hates someone. http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/14720837/ http://NevanAnxa.deviantart.com/journal/14720837/ Thu, 20 Sep 2007 20:13:16 PDT Thou shalt bee warned!

My mind is a very dangerous place.

Or you have a great sense of humor and love for imaginary places and situations... or else you'll think: "Hey, This chick's Fecked up, Yo?"

eh eh eh... Right On!

YEY!! MAH FIRST JOURNAL!!! H X C!!

Axel: Word!

WAHOO!! I'm 19 years old!!! Since two days ago! I feel like mah granmah somehow...

Aaaaaah... as i was saying. Everyone hates someone. But i tell you. G.Y. (whose true name nor sex i shall reveal xD) I teh highest level of annoyance.

You know those people you've just met and you feel like stabbing on the neck with a spoon? Yesh. That kind.

Well G.Y. is one of those eggs that look all nice from the outside, but once you crack to the inside, you find it that it's rotten.
And then you have this immense urge to shot it down. Yeah. Help me. xD

No Seriously. Axel would burn him DOWN! Like. Turn him into ashes.

Axel: That Shitz fo' Real Motha-Fockah!

Me:

Hey, Don't mind my "Axel-Moments" M'kay? they're already a part of me. He's dug up so deep inside my brain...

Axel: And somewhere else...

Me:

STFU!!! *throws boot*

Axel: HEY!

That hurts! I won't Burn down G.Y. Anymore!!

Me: FINE!

No seriously. Don't mind these moments.

IT'S ENIGMA'S FAULT!!!

So as i was saying. Don't you have someone you hate? Someone so annoying you wish to pull it off a cliff, watch it roll down it, hitting every rock on the process, splattering itself on the ocean, and watch it get devoured by sharks?

Such beautiful mental picture...
*Sighs in contempt*

Axel: You Scare me...

Me: Oh do I?

Axel:

Oh well... enough of this G.Y. Crap. Don't wanna vomit. ^^

So about my Art. My Photoshop is being a whore, so i can't color anything for now. I have a scanner so i can keep on submiting stuff i draw with my BELOVED mechanical pencil... not that they are as good as mah colored bishies but... oh well...

Got To finish a drawing i promised my awesome friend, Didi...

Actually, they are two! Can't forget about Jak, can we Sis'??

*NevanAnxa