http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:NickyMe23&section=today deviantART RSS for by:NickyMe23 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 06 Dec 2009 15:36:05 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://NickyMe23.deviantart.com/journal/28658638/ http://NickyMe23.deviantart.com/journal/28658638/ Sun, 29 Nov 2009 18:54:31 PST It kinda freaks me out...
I'm happy people like it enough to download but don't jack it for your personal use, 'cause that is rude.
Anywho, who ever you are please comment~
It would be nice.
I would love some criticism somewhere because I feel I need to grow or find out more just expand.
Well in other news I am inspired to write another story, and it shall be related to sex. Meaning it may have not have sex in it but pertains to it, if you got my lingo. ;D
LoL, I swear it won't be too pervy, it'll be serious. I'll say more when it's finished but I'm excited about it. Maybe in art I can do a nude to be the cover or something. I'm in AP art so I can do nudes. F-Yeah. xDD I am not letting that privilege pass me by dammit! I just need to work on my proportions as they suck. [Jasmineee... tutor mee!]

In other news~
3 more weeks to Holiday Vacation and I want it to be here already... I would just get my GED and out of school if I could without it hurting my future, I hate school with a passionnn... D; I think everyone does/has/will so why can't it go awayy?? Arghh... Frickin' A.
So I have made my Xmas list and I hope for the best.

]]> ~NickyMe23 http://NickyMe23.deviantart.com/journal/28626587/ http://NickyMe23.deviantart.com/journal/28626587/ Sat, 28 Nov 2009 09:26:40 PST As you can see I submitted some new stuff, not that great though, sorry. I'm trying to take pictures of my art or scan them if they're small enough.

Well Thanksgiving went well, there weren't that many people and also my grandfather has to have special attention with his medication and I.V.s all stuck in him. I think he is of them and onto pills but I haven't been keeping up. And if you think its bad that I don't know my grandfather that well I have good reason so no judging without a story.

Anywho while that's going on I'm doing school work and art. Gosh... Darn commissions and concentration. It's getting to be a pain in the ass and Ms.Day doesn't even teach anything new. She does the same thing for all her levels and just varies on standards. It's getting annoying. I love art and all but you know... art teachers are just like that. Either you hate them and do whatever-the-heck you want to stick it to him (while subconsciously making fantastic art) or Loving them to no end (Making good art while happy). Ms.Day is just angsty too, LoL, and she's probably in her 50's or 60's and still a MISS if that says anything to you.
I always bad mouth her but she's kinda okay....? I just try to avoid her bad side. I really don't know if she's in menopause or anything because it would explain a LOT. xDD;

Otherwise I'm trying to make plans to meet friends. (*AHEM* Someone hasn't set up their voice mail or they gave me the wrong number!) They know who they are. So trying to do that and it's not working. People are either busy, not by their phones or computers, or ignoring me. I hope it's not the latter D;<

Well I'll post again sometime. I need more page hits. xDD;

]]> ~NickyMe23 http://NickyMe23.deviantart.com/journal/27138278/ http://NickyMe23.deviantart.com/journal/27138278/ Thu, 10 Sep 2009 18:09:13 PDT I am FREEZING, usually I'm just cold all the time I feel like the house is a refrigerator. I'm wearing a jacket under my thick sheets. Ugh.
Been coughing, so my head and throat aren't really in the best of shape. I need to get someone else sick so I can feel better, it works a majority of the time. LoL
I wish they could make cough medicine TASTE BETTER. Tastes like poison, I have only had ONE cough medicine I liked when I was little and it was grape flavor. It was like drinking a watered down grape lollipop. It was freakin' good, and they don't make it anymore.

In other news-
School is okay. I haven't felt the crunch of Junior year yet. I do admit there is much more stuff to do in Junior year than in any other year. I all ready can't wait till this year is over and I'll be a senior! F**k yeah! Even though I'm not too fond of the thought of college, but I don't want to be in Creek anymore. I'll be coming an adult and finally get to freakin' drive for goodness sake.
Next year will be a bitter-sweet year.

I've been trying to write some stuff, get something out like Testosterone for graffiti again. I'm working on a story called "Heart-eater" and it's about a break up from a girl's view (finally have a girl main character) and she finds out she was her ex's 'last stop' meaning she was the last GIRL he ever dated.
I started it last year and even did research in finding "signs" your boyfriend/husband maybe gay. It was kind of interesting and most of the stuff seems obvious but guys do a lot of weird stuff to cover it up.
One sign was hanging out with one or a small group of other guys, and having time together or strange gifts. I was thinking, because most jocks hang out like that and then they slap asses and horseplay can be pretty... "close" and other queer (in both senses of the word) things.... it's like the perfect hiding spot of a gay guy. And guys give prank gifts like skimpy underwear, or something weird to that effect. LoL, I put a piece of that thought in the story but only a line.
So when it's done, I'll put it up. I'm having school friends revise it C: and google docs helps share documents with online buddies [hint to A.L./(MAAY) to get a gmail account, LoL]


I think that's pretty much it, right now I'm just tired and glad the weekend is near! (Pep-Rally tomorrow at Creek, yay!)

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This is a link to my chat room because I think notes are kinda too slow. But you initially have to send a note to tell me you're there if I'm online

]]> ~NickyMe23 http://NickyMe23.deviantart.com/journal/26963187/ http://NickyMe23.deviantart.com/journal/26963187/ Tue, 01 Sep 2009 17:36:15 PDT Was tagged by
and I haven't done one of these in a while, so why not?

1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

O1. My creative juices have like, disappeared for the moment being.
O2. I AM A PROCRASTINATOR. Period. No further discussion.
O3. I have don't have crushes. It's against my being to have them and if I do, somehow, I'm good with keeping my mouth shut.
O4. I am Mean. LoL, Okay maybe not that much but still, I'm rude and if I offend you in anyway, most of the time I never mean it.
O5. I hate calling people unless I know them well enough that I know I won't be interrupting anything that their doing. And even at that I don't call because no one ever calls me.
O6. I love my friends dearly, and if I hurt feelings usually I will honestly cry and try to apologize and be emo for a good long time after.
O7. I get impatient sometimes, because I'm just antsy like that. I am TRYING MY HARDEST to be patient.
O8. I WANT TO GO OVER TO PEOPLE'S HOUSES. I want to visit my friends and watch movies and do fun stuff if possible. ESPECIALLY on vacation time (PSST... Aubrey we need to like get together to watch Fight Club. Not my house. LoL)
O9. I dislike whining babies yet I want kids, so hopefully I won't tape my baby's mouth shut. >_>; But have CPS on speed dial just in case, LoL
1O. I LOVE JACKETS. Girls with obsessions with purses and jewelry, mine is Jackets. I hardly go out without one even in 90+ degree heat.

Okay I'm just going to tag



]]> ~NickyMe23 http://NickyMe23.deviantart.com/journal/26307560/ http://NickyMe23.deviantart.com/journal/26307560/ Fri, 31 Jul 2009 21:46:06 PDT So if you have line art to color send it over!
Other than that nothing has really happened. No vacation trips, no exciting happenings. Still talking to my Anime Empire friend,who is doing alright.
So I'm willing to talk to everybody, I am usually logged into my gmail account. It's my real name, first and last with no space in between then add @gmail.com then you have emailed me.
I know I need to submit more stuff to Deviant Art, especially my own art instead of colorings but that's all I can do at the moment. Other than write and my stories don't really go with the themes. I started one story and it didn't go in order with the first so I either have to edit or leave it be with comments on it which people sometimes read.

]]> ~NickyMe23 http://NickyMe23.deviantart.com/journal/25235087/ http://NickyMe23.deviantart.com/journal/25235087/ Wed, 10 Jun 2009 12:17:15 PDT I've been talking to my Anime Empire buddy more and more recently, and we seem... Alike yet so very different. I don't know how to explain and I'm going to keep that Vague.
Well that story, MALE RAGE, got into graffiti, this is SUPER LATE NEWS. But yeah it was in I was all teary and thanking my award to myself. It was, amazingg...
I'm mad because ALL MY SENIOR FRIENDS HAVE TO GO TO COLLEGE. Load of boo-honky D<
Anywho, the joint art shop on gaia is goin' slow but there are customers. And my hand has been turning into crap when I really want to draw. My amigos are all soaring with their shops, so yeah D; Kinda feel a little left out. But I'm okay.
I realize I'm more of a painter than a drawer... but I don't have any ideas to paint... so yeah, that's why I guess I liked art class even though it was a pain in the butt, was because it gave some guidance and stuff to do even though I hated the stuff.
I also need to do that theme thing. I have been writing but it doesn't seem right. I feel like I'm not catching the theme in the right way. I make it obvious when I think it should be a little hidden for people to go, "Oh" and catch the theme at the last word if they weren't given it. But then the theme is the title so yeah... kind of ruins plans here....

Anywho I guess that's all.... :/

]]> ~NickyMe23 http://NickyMe23.deviantart.com/journal/24486587/ http://NickyMe23.deviantart.com/journal/24486587/ Tue, 28 Apr 2009 18:57:18 PDT I was so happy because I didn't want to take the dumb TAKS test. This state test is one of the easiest tests in the world and to know that there are people failing this test is a disgrace and shame of the human mind.
Well anyways school is closed for me tomorrow as well as a transformer at our school went out and they are trying to repair it, then because of the construction there it a high chance there is water damage.
I have also been downloading this game AL recommended and I'm not finished and it's already taken 3+ hours to be loaded on my computer. It's a massive file. But this is my laptop so I'm going to do whatever the heck I want with downloads and I won't have people (family/father) on my back about downloading stuff from the internet. I know the risks. [sorry, stopping before I get ranty]
Anyway, I'm still writing for the Theme thingie, and I'm making it so it's like each theme links to the next one in a big story as I'm using the same characters. So each number is a chapter. I'm very excited to get this all going. And I'm trying to do this in order instead of skipping around, I may make skeletons for other ones but I'm trying to finish each chapter in order. So then it will also fit and flow as one C:

]]> ~NickyMe23 http://NickyMe23.deviantart.com/journal/24349753/ http://NickyMe23.deviantart.com/journal/24349753/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 19:01:42 PDT I've been failing Algebra lately but I got a note from my mother to keep me in the higher level classes, but it's going to but a little dent in the GPA, which I really never focus on. I don't have too great expectations for myself.
Otherwise I have nothing to really rant about. I just read a friend's journal entry that made me so frustrated that I wish I could drive over and help out and beat some sense into their family. It's ri-dic[k]-ulous how they are, but I have a fear it's a tad biased but I've never known them to be that way so I'm hoping it's true through and through.
I have been having weird moments of depression and anger. Something must of got off hook as I find my self cussing under my breath for every little thing and even at my family which is never like me. I have it where I end up throwing a few pencils when I just want to throw myself. I have these "fantasies" of getting hurt and how wonderful it would be to stay in a hospital forever. I have day dreams where I'm in a hospital bed dying of cancer and I'm on my laptop typing away as if nothing has happened or I'm telling all my online friends what hospital and room number so they can just come over. I don't care about my family's [father's] reactions to strangers seeing their daughter.
I've been so tired lately too, I've been getting like 8+ hours of sleep and I still want to sleep. I think I have sleep apnea but I don't want to bother my parents in getting me tested when it hasn't effected me too much but in grades but by summer I think I'll be fine.
Being lonely has set in too but at times I'm just "whatever" about it. People can call me who have my number ((Those who have it and for some reason can't get me, dial a 1 then the rest)) I need to give my number to my friend who has told me I should call him and that he get's free long distance at his house. I swear, AL, if you brother picks up the phone I will demand to speak with you, I might cuss him out too if does some stupid sh**....
LoL okay off topic, sorry bystanders who are reading this >>;
Anywho... My meaning of life is really not working for me. Even though life doesn't suck really bad and I'm not suicidal I'm just in this "What's the point" phase. I think I'll get though it when school is over. I swear the stress from school does so much poop to me that I get this was every year!

BTW: I'M GOING TO MISS ALL MY SENIOR FRIENDS WHO ARE LEAVING ME AND CYMONE THIS YEAR. D;< YOU PEOPLE BETTER STAY IN TOUCH OR I'LL HUNT YOU DOWN!

]]> ~NickyMe23 http://NickyMe23.deviantart.com/journal/23788314/ http://NickyMe23.deviantart.com/journal/23788314/ Thu, 19 Mar 2009 21:17:25 PDT This is from my friend 's (A.K.A. "LAME", LoL C: (we're cool ;D)) journal and it seemed easy. But I joined it like the beginning of Spring Break and half/all my time has disappeared and this is actually a freakin' race. I'm already failing D;< LoL
I might just do this to satisfy myself and if I do that I'm going to combine themes, but until then you're going to see 100 submissions of my ramblings that maybe moved to scraps sooner or later. xP

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

]]> ~NickyMe23 http://NickyMe23.deviantart.com/journal/23122412/ http://NickyMe23.deviantart.com/journal/23122412/ Tue, 10 Feb 2009 14:31:23 PST [link] )) DO NOT BOTHER HER WITH EMAILS PLEASE.
She's not I guess... EXTREMELY famous but she's not a complete nobody.
Well my aunt sent my story, "MALE RAGE: Testosterone", to her. I didn't care, I was like, "She's probably going to say something along the lines of 'It's cr@p, and use better vocabulary, PLZ.'" LoL well... I was pleasantly semi-surprised to see what she had to say, and she wrote as follows:

"The short version is that it is quite good for someone that young. The harder answer us that is she wants this published--it probably won't be. Too many cliches, too many overwritten passages using adverbs and adjectives rather than strong verbs. She's showing rather than telling when that happens. The main thing is your protagonist should always work his way out of the situation rather than be rescued at the last moment by someone outside of the plot. Now making the story long, getting into why this kid wants to put himself into this kind of danger time and again is the interesting part. That could be developed into a good story. She certainly has talent." - Gail Giles

Well I never planned to have it published but I just wanted it into Graffiti and it just had to be good enough for that. Then I had someone, the police, out of the plot because the "protagonist" is a total @sshole and I wanted him to get the sh*t scared out of him. Yeah it is cliche but I like things that way and I like showing, because telling is no fun and I'm not a fan of long descriptions. I want to be pulled in a book and then get out with satisfaction. Not 5+ pages of description and set up for the journey of a story, that is completely lame. I couldn't finish the first page of Harry Potter for that reason. But these are just my reasons for why my story is the way it is.

So I feel satisfied. I would love to hear your thoughts too about the story and what Mrs.Giles had to say C:

]]> ~NickyMe23 http://NickyMe23.deviantart.com/journal/22886876/ http://NickyMe23.deviantart.com/journal/22886876/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 14:24:58 PST So the story "MALE RAGE: Testosterone" is now in Graffiti and I have to wait till like March or till the actually magazine comes out for me to actually know if I made it. So I'm a little discouraged and just think it isn't fun to wait 2 months or so.
What I think is hilarious is that I was passing the story around for my friends to read at school and one of them didn't even know I wrote it and she said "It was so good I didn't think you could write that!" which made me laugh. I don't take it as an insult, it shows I beat everyone's standard. Yes! But everyone has said it was good so I hope it gets in it, that would be so awesome. My mother even read it and liked it so that's amazing.
Anyways I call for [HALP!] because my mom wants me to write another story and I kind of want to write another too. So I need some brain storming ideas about it. I kid of want to alter the original or to like make background stories the the two characters and actually give them names and a whole life. Then I want to make either a completely new one or another encounter by the boy so he becomes less and less of an asshole. So if you have ideas, (not dumb ones please) then comment PLEASE.


BTW: ROBERT! I tag you on that 16 facts about yourself thingy that was on Facebook!


.:FRIENDS:.


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